Anakosha
Awakening the Divine Feminine
Diana's Workshop
(Draft of personal journals being organized into one place to be used for a teaching hopefully to come about in the future. These are many years worth of messages, self realizations and instructions from spirit. The reference to DK is the Ascended Master Djwal Khul who has been my guide and mentor for over 40 years.)
Prelude: What’s the purpose for searching for the divine feminine? To find the divine masculine of course! I am feminine trying to understand why I am so disempowered. The search leads me inner. I am now looking for answers not in the outer but in my inner self. Once we find the divine masculine in ourselves, then the divine feminine will feel complete and we will be able to balance ourselves and have a lighter, healthier, easier flowing life here on Earth. It is referred to as our twin flame. Life will be fun. Relationships will be fun! We will have an easier mind and less or no emotional issues to cause problems. One morning I asked “Were we created as feminine originally? Or masculine originally? No, was the answer. We are created as a whole child of God. What you do with that is up to you and how you choose. You become feminine by choosing passivity and peace over making waves. You become masculine by choosing to be proactive in making changes and being assertive. You are only feminine, however, when you are in the presence of a masculine, for then you compare yourself and the masculine triggers you. You are only masculine when you are in the presence of a feminine for then you compare and the feminine triggers you. When you live alone and don’t have an opposite to compare yourself to, you are whole and complete as you are. In oneness. Each aspect of ourself is a standing wave separate from the other aspects - physical, etheric, emotional, mental, spiritual. We learn to align them as we evolve in understanding that we are all one whole consciousness, undivided, uncorrupted, pure in body, mind and spirit.
1995
== 6/19/95 He is rejecting his OWN emotions, not yours. He can't open himself to his emotions because they are dark. They are full of guilt (he said it yesterday), they are full of self blame and self loathing. He is not good enough. All these emotions are heavy in him, they are the darkness in him, and you are trying to prod them open for him. He is going to fight you tooth and nail. It is a battle of wills now, a battle between emotions which are pure spirit, and the human need to protect and defend. It is the female aspect that you are birthing and you need the male aspect to mold and shape you and force you to give birth. The male is the prodder, the maker of things to happen. The female would never move for she is passive without the male to prod her into action. Allow the birth. Allow the coming out. Allow the happening. DK (more questions) Give your emotional love to your group. That is what you did with Bob. An emotional rejection requires a shift in direction, to allow the emotion to go elsewhere. Give it to your group. You have set it up to happen this way. DK
Prelude: What’s the purpose for searching for the divine feminine? To find the divine masculine of course! I am feminine trying to understand why I am so disempowered. The search leads me inner. I am now looking for answers not in the outer but in my inner self. Once we find the divine masculine in ourselves, then the divine feminine will feel complete and we will be able to balance ourselves and have a lighter, healthier, easier flowing life here on Earth. It is referred to as our twin flame. Life will be fun. Relationships will be fun! We will have an easier mind and less or no emotional issues to cause problems. One morning I asked “Were we created as feminine originally? Or masculine originally? No, was the answer. We are created as a whole child of God. What you do with that is up to you and how you choose. You become feminine by choosing passivity and peace over making waves. You become masculine by choosing to be proactive in making changes and being assertive. You are only feminine, however, when you are in the presence of a masculine, for then you compare yourself and the masculine triggers you. You are only masculine when you are in the presence of a feminine for then you compare and the feminine triggers you. When you live alone and don’t have an opposite to compare yourself to, you are whole and complete as you are. In oneness. Each aspect of ourself is a standing wave separate from the other aspects - physical, etheric, emotional, mental, spiritual. We learn to align them as we evolve in understanding that we are all one whole consciousness, undivided, uncorrupted, pure in body, mind and spirit.
1995
== 6/19/95 He is rejecting his OWN emotions, not yours. He can't open himself to his emotions because they are dark. They are full of guilt (he said it yesterday), they are full of self blame and self loathing. He is not good enough. All these emotions are heavy in him, they are the darkness in him, and you are trying to prod them open for him. He is going to fight you tooth and nail. It is a battle of wills now, a battle between emotions which are pure spirit, and the human need to protect and defend. It is the female aspect that you are birthing and you need the male aspect to mold and shape you and force you to give birth. The male is the prodder, the maker of things to happen. The female would never move for she is passive without the male to prod her into action. Allow the birth. Allow the coming out. Allow the happening. DK (more questions) Give your emotional love to your group. That is what you did with Bob. An emotional rejection requires a shift in direction, to allow the emotion to go elsewhere. Give it to your group. You have set it up to happen this way. DK