Awakening the Divine Feminine
Description of Kundalini
Kundalini is known as the kanda at the base of the spine
The crystal that is within the pelvic region is the subject matter. Forgive me for bringing this sacred subject down to earth but it is a must. The crystal. The crystal is not really a crystal at all. That is merely my name for it because it resembles such lucidity, such clarity [like a crystal ball] that it is best described as a crystal. From the outside looking at it, this THING looks clearer than its surroundings - as though it were a window into another dimension. There is an aliveness to it and a sense of timelessness to it and a feeling of power to it, that has no resemblance to anything I know in the mundane world. Nothing to compare it to. It is like looking into another world, another form of life. Now that is a physical description of it from OUTSIDE. Now, let me describe its QUALITIES, for this I sense from a closer range, subjectively, as being more in touch with it.
Although still not inside of it, I am analyzing this THING. First from the mental observation, now from the emotional observation. There is a pressure within the crystal aura to expand. An urge. This is first and foremost that I sense. It is powerful. And the power is backed up by the sea from which it comes. This I know to be true, and I also can sense it. There is a pressure to expand outward, into the body and life of the person who contains it. It is vibrating at a low key normally in most people. It is a potential only. It is dormant. It is sleeping. It is yet, still, powerful. It is not REALLY sleeping. It is very much alert and awake. In fact it watches for opportunities to expand. As soon as an opening is allowed in the defense system, it surges forth without mercy and without conscience for human affairs. It desires greatly to come out. It is, I imagine, the urge of the soul. That part of a person that wants to live free and be free. It is that part that says, “I want to be free.” It is the REAL person. Me. I. I am suppressed now and I want to be free. I have seen this, as I have said in my articles, and I know that this is the real person.
That which we call sex
Now, whether one should or shouldn’t allow this part to be free is the biggest question of all, for the churches and religious authorities say, “No! You must suppress this part of you.” I say, “Nonsense, this is the part that wants to be free.” This is the feminine Godhead – that portion of the Godhead which has been placed - virtually planted on Earth within the human body - just as a seed is planted in the soil, there to await the germination process to see what kind of crop may be harvested. There will come a time when the crop WILL be harvested, but we will not concern ourselves for the moment with THAT concept because it is astronomical. We are more concerned with human affairs. The light has been planted within the human body, and is the seed that waits for germination so that it may begin to unfold the God potentials within that body. That means the third eye will begin to open and the person will become known for possessing clairvoyant capacities. He or she will become courageous and strong. There will be no lying or cheating or compromising any longer, but will rather display a noble character – a rare quality in the average neighborhood and so will stand out. He or she will become healthy an able to heal people, but this will happen naturally. He or she will not make a big thing over a so-called miraculous curing, but rather bodies and spirits will “pick up” as that person passes by. No claims for honor will be made for there is work to be done. The work is the sweeping up and cleaning and purifying everywhere he or she goes. There is a lot of muck to clear away, simply by walking through it. For everywhere he or she goes will go a repelling action to all that is not clearn, not virtuous, not in harmony with that crystal action which is now looming upward and outward and into the very atmosphere directly next to the skin. The desire of the crystal purity is to expand until it at last reaches the Godhead itself which is the unbroken sea. And so it will expand and expand and expand, and so long as the individual agrees to go along with its urges to expand, and do the things IT wants to do instead of the human pettiness that most people want to engage themselves in, then the individual will ALSO expand. It is strictly up to the individual whether or not he or she allows himself or herself to expand along with this urge that is in them.
The church authorities teach us to put down expansive urges, calling them “pride” and “ego”, but look again - this time with wisdom. There are elements that are indeed destructive to the life, but anything that comes from the crystal purity is constructive. It is of God. It is a piece of God. It is the REAL human being. It is the soul of the human and heart of the human and the conscience of the human, and the urge behind the human to be free. It is feminine. In both man and woman. We have, however, become so removed from this pure nature that is really us, that it seems like a foreign element.
This is the element I am to speak about. It is an ELEMENT from the kingdom of the light – the next dimension beyond the physical. It is a pressure in this world and one that we should wake up to and realize and know. The first advice is to begin to follow the urges that well up from within, but not before gathering together all of your faculties of wisdom and understanding, for you do not want to make a mistake and hurt someone, or follow the urges that come from someone else close by, for these you feel, too, all too often. So the urge to follow is the one that will free you up, not bind you to old traditions. What is it that will let you be YOU? If it hurts another person (other than in his ego) then it is not constructive. Often you will inadvertently hurt a spouse in their pride if you have submitted to his possessive nature for ten or twenty years and SUDDENLY you say to him “I will not longer follow you.” But this kind of hurt is a good one – for him and for you. That is not the kind of hurt I am talking about. But beware of the hurt that you might inflict because you have an urge to strike out at someone. That, the Godhead will never ever tell you to do. If you hear a voice telling you to strike, then you hear the voice of a fellow man.
The looming up of the urge (crystal) is like a ballooning thing. During the swinging activities the balloons expand and seek release through orgasm, sexual connections. This is one of the ways (sometimes the ONLY way) that inner urges can be released. Sexual release is a life saver, a definite healthy therapy to the normal frustrations of holding the inner urges back.
The need for variety as in swinging, is also normal because you cannot give and take the same life force back and forth, feeding off of the same life force as is coming from the spouse, forever. That is like feeding off of your own frustrations forever, except now you have expanded and are feeding off that of your spouse. So, the natural next step is to find others and feed off of a variety of other life forces – and this is not bad. It at least gives some change in the spark, new ideas will come through, new motives, new urges, new force to the urge. The interchange of mental content and emotional content all takes place during sexual release.
Sexual release (I have seen this more than a dozen times with the inner eye) is the actual touching of the crystal God-mind of one person with the crystal God-mind of another, so that purity is exchanged. Spark is exchanged. It is not bad. Not bad at all. I condone it and advise it for all people. But know what is happening. Do not make the mistake to believe that this is the end. This is merely a swapping of ideas with someone outside of yourself. The ultimate goal is to swap ideas and blend with someone INSIDE of yourself – namely the cystal one. She is a very real presence. A very real person. A very different person than you. You are an artificial person, as I am. We must be artificial in order to live in this world, for we must live according to the rules of this world. If we were to live by the rules of the crystal one within (called the Christ) we would be crucified. Perhaps not physically, but in some unfortunate manner, because the world cannot accept the crystal purity of God living in flesh. The world’s concept of God is waaaay out there beyond what is acceptable. So if anyone should come along and reveal that God is living in flesh, it would rile up the wrongness, the fallacy, the guilt to such an extent in people that they would turn and strike. But, there is promise. We are heading in towards a more enlightened world than we were one or two centuries ago. The whole system is coming closer to merging with the Godhead. It is not quite there yet so we must put on the cloak of deity humbly and discreetly and with much wisdom so that we do not frighten the natives.