Anakosha
Awakening the divine feminine
Diana's Blog
11/19/20 - Today I saw that my work with the astral is rewarding me with insight. My exercise routine that utilizes imagining my astral arms and legs are moving and not just the physical is helping me to see it. The astral/emotional is my larger self, the feeling aspect that has been stuck and blocked over centuries of the false belief that we are ONLY physical and nothing more. We have been too focused in the intellect due to the patriarchal rules and follow the rules, follow what "we say you should follow". Everyone including men, have repressed their beautiful inner self, their feelings, emotions, happiness, sensitivies. These ought to flow and not be stuck inside with a warden standing at the door with a gun. Our emotions have been frozen into a block of ice. We have been re-pressing our emotions and feelings and sensitivities. We were programmed to stuff them back into the closet. I received an image of an overflowing closet, packed with so much stuff that you couldn’t fit a thimble into it, all packed inside so the outside would look clean and presentable. You don't even know what's inside of you. The astral body is this clumped-up mess which is totally disorganized and unmanageable and STUCK! I heard advice yesterday (Galactic Arcturian) suggesting if you’re confused, write down on paper the conflicting thoughts that are bothering you that are all jumbled up in your head. Isolate each one and write it down. Put it into linear form. See what is in your closet. Take each item out of your repressed feeling state and see what you’ve got. It will make sense when you see each thought separate from the jumble.
Another piece of advice was: if you have a negative situation going on in your life, visualize it as a past event. This is homework. This is homework in magic. Imagination is the magic. We all have this ability. One technique is to take a negative situation and, using your imagination - your ability to visualize - first see the situation. Your ability to visualize is required. Then, imagine that situation zooming away from you, like a camera might zoom out from a closeup of an insect, to include more of the environment around it. See the negative situation as a scene becoming smaller and smaller as the whole picture widens and widens. See the negative situation fading in the distance. See it as something in the past. Remove it from your present moment. * You are consciousness. You’re not a body. It is your consciousness that is doing the work. Ascension is on everyone’s mind these days, but ascension is the process of enlightenment. Letting consciousness “light up” and move away from the lock-down of past lessons, experiences, training and belief systems. Let your consciousness work the magic of lifting you out of the past and into the doorway of the future. The future is glorious but you’re not there yet. You can’t jump into the future, but you can remove the past, one item at a time, from your jumbled up mess of a hall closet or attic. By removing one item at a time and dealing it with it (through your magical powers of visualization through various techniques which meditation teaches) you lighten the dreariness that you’re packing around with you wherever you go. You lighten your load this way. This is the process of ascension. It requires you to learn and practice some consciousness techniques.
People born after 1969 - many young people today are doing it already - but those of us who were born 50, 60, 70, 80 years ago (between 1930 and 1970) were taught rigidly. Year by year we have been going through an ascending spiral like never before on Earth. Those born from 1970 on, those below 50 years, 40 years, 30 years, below 20 years old, are receiving new training. Things are changing rapidly. I am going to galactic school now, actively receiving information from other species, other races, other sisters and brothers, neighbors in the same ‘hood, the same galaxy - they are communicating. They too are changing. Major changes are underway. Not only this little ol’ planet, but all the planets in our galaxy are going through consciousness changes. It is the process of ascension which means the process of enlightenment, which means the process of letting go of yesterday’s beliefs and last year’s education and training. Facts change. The old school believes in “facts” but facts change as we go into higher orbit, higher consciousness, higher realms, higher dimensions of thought.
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11/16/20 - Many of us have been held back by accusations of being selfish. Selfish is a tool of the dark to keep us away from self-contemplation and self-focus on the light within. The light is not like light from a light bulb. When we say “light and love, let light prevail”, that does not mean just imagining light with your mind. It means BECOMING light in body and feelings. Light contains joy and feelings of exhilaration and glee. If its just imagined as a mental picture, there is no feeling to that. The feeling of hilarity, fun, positive excitement is not a thought. It's a true authentic feeling. If you just “think” light it doesn’t do much for you. You have to FEEL it. When you feel light it becomes love - that's where light becomes love - and it fills your body with high emotions, transformative emotions. When you embody the light, which comes from Source, you allow it to move in and take over. You experience an emotional charge. You experience joy and it’s not just mental, though your thought becomes exuberant and free of constraint too. But it is all-inclusive, body, mind and soul. Soul is feeling it and soul is having a wonderful time embodying the feeling of light in the body. The physical embodying of the light becomes the love experience we all yearn for. Physically our body becomes the love because we can feel the warmth of its goodness. We feel lighter in weight and density and even pain free for the duration of the time that we embody the love.
In the present day most people are not embodying the light. If the majority were, the Earth would change in the twinkling of an eye, or at least within the next 24 hours. There would be noticeable improvements all across the globe and in houses of governments, because the people could not hold back the exuberance, exhilaration, happiness, freedom and sense of being alive that would surge through them. It would be impossible to hold it back. Things would right itself on our world.
But we are not embodying the light right now. We are seeing it from a distance, from the perspective of watching from a’far. We are watching to see who is going to go first in embodying the light. We are watching whistleblowers come forth. They who have been buried in the depths of secrecy and coverups and disinformation, are embodying the light and it is pushing them out into the front lines. The restraints of secrecy have become too much under the inpouring of light to the planet. Secrecy has begun the crumbling because of whistleblowers. They have melted their strictness and reserve, and they cannot live any more with these restrictions. They are being forced to let go. They have to let go because they have been too long without light. The light is now too strong for them. One by one they are stepping out of the dark closets they have been hiding within because of the boss, the leader, the law.
They are talking and revealing and we are watching and listening. We are wondering and weighing if what they say is true. We are processing this information, and it is helping us to consider more truth into our lives. More truth is more light. Lack of information, disinformation and lies have kept the light from us. We are not yet embodying the light but we are watching others embody the light and we are waiting to see what will happen next. We are processing it. It is good. I too have been resisting the embodying of the light. I wonder why I don’t feel the emotions that other people seem to be feeling. I want to feel the freedom of living the love that I feel. I know I am love. I act in loving ways, I give love to people. I want to give more love as I am drawn in that direction, but I find excuses. I am not ready yet. I am holding myself back. I am waiting too. So I continue to not allow the love to fill me physically, when I really WANT to be filled with love. I am feeling it part way. A little here and little there. Some days more than others. My mission is to learn how to embody love. I write about it a lot but I want to experience it more with others in open community. I want others to feel free too.
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11/14/20 - Authorities are those who think they know more than the others around them. It’s not true of course, but the others are holding themselves back from expressing through thought, word, feeling or form. This holding back appears to be a dumb creature to those who are more vocal and expressive, but there are many reasons for holding back. The greatest reason is often wisdom and generosity, to allow others a chance to show their true colors and character. True, there are those who were born into unrefined or corrupted bodies due to genetics, which is a choice, nature knows best, but the intelligence of the higher mind is always ALWAYS there, residing in, through and around the body, just waiting for someone to recognize it, nurture it, nourish and invite it to express itself, its voice and its actions. Often the quiet people are the more intelligent ones. Instead of boasting and showing everyone a racist, a bully, an elitist, a control freak, a terrorist, criminal, jerk or ignoramus, a quiet one waits until the air settles down and is clear of stupidity before they speak. So it does not suit anyone well to assume an authoritative role over anyone who is quiet, especially over a child because a child can see right through the curtain. It‘s better to take the kinder approach anyway, no matter who it is. Kindness has been known to change the course of historical events and divert disaster. Among the quiet ones there may be the one who is seething with quiet anger and planning a vengeful act and no one knows the danger about to explode. Kindness can change the mind of that one and save lives. Be conscious and choose kindness.
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11/13/20 - Stay positive in your focus, even in the midst of challenges. A powerful period of change is upon us, so many changes happening at once. Staying positive puts you above the changes so they don’t bother you so much. Like transcending the changes. You have a birds eye view. Fly over the rocking of the earth by staying positive. Go up to the sun. Imagine connecting with the source of warmth, comfort, light and goodness. You are a creator. Create something positive and new. Stay positive in your focus. Listen to your spiritual guides and teachers. They speak to you by blending in with your own thoughts and thinking process. You sometimes wonder “Now where did THAT thought come from?” Then simply say “Thank you!” to your spirit guides. They are blending with you when you stay positive. Your higher self and spirit guides, all are the same thing. It is higher than what your own mind and brain can give you. Trust the new thoughts. There is a war in consciousness going on. There are forces that are trying to attract your attention by whatever means possible. Bombs, killings, explosions, political dramas, your own friends and families are spitting out dramas and traumas. Stay positive in attitude, thought and feeling. Higher thoughts, higher feelings, higher attitudes. This is how you raise your vibrations so you are in a higher dimension. Go up to the sun, go up to where the birds fly in your imagination.
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11/6/20 - Message upon waking this morning: The brain is moving too fast for the body to keep up with it. I’m talking about basic physical movements now. Just how you step and move your arms and hands. We trip over things and fall and stumble and get impatient with ourselves and frustrated. Our body seems to be too slow for our minds. We are moving faster with our conscious minds than our body can keep up. In this way we abuse our body. We are being impatient with our body and we’re punishing it by forcing it to move beyond its capacity to feel. We are mentally too quick and physically too slow. The solution is to slow down. The problem is that we are too intellectual and we are not taking the time to slow down our minds to connect with our body. We are not descending down into the slower and lower vibration of our bodies, and this frustrates us. We tend to find fault with something else. We don’t own being responsible for this frustration that is happening within our bodies. “Who left that thing in the middle of the living room?” We look to someone else to blame. “That damn pool vac is stuck in the ladder again." Frustrated, I look for someone or something to blame. The solution is to slow down and be at peace. Be at peace. Allow the frustration to dwindle down to nothingness. Allow your body some peace. Love your body, feel the peace. This is a walking meditation that I am doing these days. Slowing down and feeling the peace. Loving the cells of my body and not being abusive to them. It goes along with Tantra teachings I am studying.
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10/31/20 - A message woke me this morning. There is a lower third eye between the eyes that shines outward like a ray, projecting all that is still within the ego which lays blame on outside forces and blocks the clarity of the Christ Self. The real third eye is the pineal and pituitary glands in the center of the brain. This is where we surrender all of our ego and enter the void to become still and clear prior to joining with the Almighty at the crown. The lower third eye is still projecting egocentric judgments outward onto other people. All the unredeemed faculties are still there. It is still seeing through the veils. We see through our own faults when we engage with others, and we color them with our own mistakes.
As we grow silent, when we become still and surrender all movement, all thought, all intention, we rise above ego to the real third eye. I was shown the purity of seeing and being only love. A friend wrote about her negative situations and I wanted to write to her, advising her. But in the shower I was shown to only write her in a loving uplifting way, blessing her with words of love. No advice from my stored up junk/trunk of wisdom. Only that I see her hurt through loving eyes, not sympathy but with love. I love her hip and her hurt body. I am hugging her and embracing her with the hands of angels, warm and comforting. Now I see that when I desire to tell others how to correct THEIR hurts, it's me telling myself how to correct my own. Don’t tell others. Fix yourself. It is just ego puffing itself up to tell others. It doesn’t help them. They can feel that it is your ego.
I have been attempting to define the divine feminine but I've been defining the HUMAN feminine, not the divine. This is a remarkable lesson to receive. The message is telling me, "It comes to you in feeling, not in words. Now you know. You are your only teacher. The I AM That I AM. You’ve been trying to teach the divine feminine but you can’t teach it. It has to be realized. The words are only shells and shadows."
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10/23/20 - (Channeled from DK. I woke in the night and couldn't go back to sleep, I was seeing cell phones in my mind.) You are your own authorities. There is no one - no one! - who can tell you what to do, how to act, to bow down and serve the wishes of others. The religions have been a sophisticated tool to control you. They have stolen your attention, your power, your thought, your belief in yourselves, away from you. There is no authority given over you by Creator, by heaven, by the angels or the Brotherhood of Man - there is ONLY freedom for you. The Earth is your happy paradise. Doug is correct when he says it is a garden of Eden for lovers. You ARE meant to love one another freely. In all ways, in all dimensions, in all programs of thought and creativity. A wonderful blessed garden of lush tropical beauty awaits your coming out, your breaking free of the tight control that others have placed on your mind, your thought, your emotions. Break free with your feelings. Dare to breathe. Breathe! Breathe free in your feelings for one another. Even swinging, as free as you felt in that field of pleasure, it was not free for you were still fighting the structure that had been imposed on you. You FELT you were climbing over a wall, you FELT secret. You felt the wall itself was still there.
It is time to place yourself outside of the wall into the open fields under the sky and the clouds and the rain to enjoy freedom from old structures. No more garden walls. Only freedom to create, to love, to express your innermost and your higher most thoughts that you enjoy when you are alone in the quiet hours. These inner, higher thoughts and impressions are YOU, your talent, your song, your beauty, yes, your skill and your talent, given to you, bestowed unto you, to present to the united world that awaits you. The glorious beautiful free world of light, love and happiness.
(I remembered the cell phone image) Yes, the cell phones were given to you as a rudimentary tool to reach out to others to communicate while mobile, disconnected from the old structure, the old buildings, the old fixed wires in the ground and on poles. You are free now, and the computer has given you access to knowledge you did not have access to before. So now you can ask your questions and open up a fount of information. But you still need to filter that information through your OWN heart and mind. Yes, measure truth through the fine and delicate frequency of your own sensing detectors. As you write these words you are practicing to receive. You are feeling and sensing. Breathe deeply. Breathe gently. Allow the words to flow through your heart. Yes, focus on your heart and the shining light of the sun in your chest. Allow that shining light, that sun, to filter these words coming through to your waking consciousness. You will soon be teaching others to feel through their hearts also. Practice at this. When you watch TV, listen to radio, read emails and books, filter this "in" formation of energy as it rides outward to your consciousness on your own frequency. You are a frequency forming a focus. You think of yourself as a body. Begin visualizing yourself as a sun shining in your chest, pulsating there, ebbing and flowing and sending messages out to you, your outer consciousness, your outer body, from higher planes.
(I stopped to think about that and the flow ended.)
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10/21/20 - (Channeled) So many awarenesses, how do I choose? Assignments – CINA, Ana website, GFL website? I asked DK. Answer: what excites you? Choose IT!! Spiritual anatomy excites me, learning about it, how it becomes physical. Kundalini is God, is the eternal one. The Monad is your individual immaculate concept or pattern. It is the you as you were created by Source in the beginning of your life. A piece of that immaculate concept was sent to Earth to embed into the earth to anchor you here. Around that immaculate immortal seed which has been called kundalini are seven layers. When kundalini awakens dramatically as it did in you, or in an OBE or NDE, all seven layers are broken and the eternal God is set free in the solid body and immediately soars home to the infinite sea of light. Now it is up to you to bring it back down into the solid earth body and enclose it round about with understanding.
It is YOU – your conscious consciousness - that is now bringing the immaculate concept down into the solid enclosure of the body. You do this through love, by praising it, seducing it, welcoming it, caring for it to come down into this confinement of the lower dimension. It is your life, your immortal self. You do not know this at first. You struggle with your immortality and the sensation of being enclosed and confined inside a physical body. It is YOU – your consciousness – that must make this integration. It is YOU who must insist that your immortality and your mortal self walk side by side as friends in the same body. You are the soul, not yet the eternal spirit. You as soul must become refined, purified, cleared of doubt and confusion. You were given a glimpse of the father’s kingdom [when you went into the light] and now you are seeking it all the time but you are anchored into a finite body. You experience frustration at not being able to move freely because you do not yet know how to be at peace with ALL things, ALL situations, ALL people, ALL that is disturbing. You are an immortal but don’t know it yet.
Do the work of unifying everything that disturbs you, angers you, condemns you, hurts you. This does not come naturally to the physical animal but you are not physical nor are you an animal. You are an immortal who does not know it yet. You must work at being love and extending love into everything that comes up in front of your nose. You want the vastness of the all-that-is but you are mortal so what do you do? You work at unifying. You call to your higher self, your immortal self. You direct it into the disturbance or the confusion, whatever is troubling you. You send it, you beam it, you think it, you control the direction of your love. You, the immortal one, take charge of your mortal life! Relax into the immortal self in moments of silence to reconnect. Dream with it often during the day. Recognize its presence and stop what you are doing to allow it into your mind. You are a solid on a physical work assignment with others who also are solid on work assignments, working with their immortal self too, most of whom do not know what you know. They know what THEY know but not what YOU know. Stick to your own story like glue. Create your own path to Home. There is no other can do it for you.
You have germinated and blossomed the immaculate you, your eternal light body, which is an individual concept born out of the immortal eternal mind which ALL have been born out of. You cannot follow another’s path any more than they can follow yours because they have their own seed of immortality lying in wait for them to pierce the shell. But, since you came to help Earth grow to unity and peace, you are here to form kinships, relationships in solid form. That requires skill. You have been educated over eons of lifetimes in how to work with other solids who are, like you, following their path to the stars, or trying to. And you have on-the-job training. You KNOW what does not work! You know! You are equipped. All you have needed in this life was confidence in your knowledge. You needed time and space to build confidence in what you know. You have done that. You are almost ready to throw away the hesitation and step boldly out on the world stage with the power of the immortal burning gently – not forcefully or vulgarly – but gently and firmly through your physical presence, your solid physical body. You are ready. Know this. Be firm and steady in the knowledge you have accumulated and built up as treasure in heaven. Own this treasure. Be responsible for the eternal vastness that is in you. The eternal good in you. That is your God. God is goodness without flaws. Can you do that? (Meekly “I can" - thank you DK)
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10/18/20 - (Channeled) The body has a consciousness of its own. It is not the ego. The ego cannot live in the physical body. The ego is confined to the mind because it is abstract awareness. It is not yet formed. Ego receives abstract intelligence from the greater mind. It is the first receiver. The body is the second step-down receiver, the more dense receiver. The divine feminine refers to the physical body. The divine masculine refers to the abstract receiver - the higher mind. Mental refers to the masculine. Our mental thoughts are the the masculine side of us. The physical body refers to the feminine. Our feelings and emotions are the feminine side of us.
Some people refer to the feminine side as emotional and think it belongs to the fairer sex but that is a fallacy. The Tantric teachings are all about bringing the abstract intelligent knowledge into the body through sensual feelings. Tantric masters guide their students in how to FEEL because only the body can FEEL. The mind cannot feel sensations. The mind can foster feeling and cultivate feeling if held long enough, but most human beings do not know how to foster feeling. That is what Tantra is all about. It is learning how to integrate intelligently with the body so the whole person can feel.
The mind has a different role to play. It receives intelligence from the greater mind beyond human. We might call this greater mind "Father" or "Creator" or "God" or "Higher Self". It doesn't matter what it is called. It comes from beyond the human intellect. The human mind receives ideas, inspirations, visions as a flowing of rich and fertile imagination. And the mind latches onto one that appeals to his fancy. This is where though comes from. The mind creates thought out of thin air. When a mind latches onto a thought and thinks about it, and starts to turn it around and around and mix it with other thoughts, it becomes a personality all by itself. It becomes an ego. But if it continues to hold onto the thought, it becomes entangled with other thoughts, and the ego builds into a larger ego. What it SHOULD do, is let it go.
The mind is the intelligence of the person. It is the masculine aspect of the person. It cannot feel. It does not have the ability to feel anything at all. The mind is abstract, without feeling. When ideas, visions and concepts arrive in the mind, it more often stops there and does not descend any further down into the body’s cells and tissues. The ego is now in charge. The body, the feminine, does not receive the idea or feel it or sense it or add its consciousness to it. The ego holds onto it in the ivory tower of the head. The ego refers to the mind. It does not refer to the body. If a person would take the time to sit in stillness periodically, to stop the mind from cranking and turning, the rich and fertile ideas would drift downward under the force of gravity and enter into the physical body’s cells, tissues, nerves and blood stream. There is then a TOTAL receiving. Not just in the mind but also in the body. Then emotion is felt. Emotion changes everything. The idea becomes embedded into the body and the body can add body intelligence to it. The body rounds out an idea and gives it substance. The physical body is the feminine aspect which has been called "the mother" in all the ancient languages. The body is needed to manifest ANYTHING into form. Without the physical sensation of emotion, love is missing. The feminine aspect of a person is the body.
Love is the feminine aspect of a human being. Love must be felt and expressed through the body, or it is not love at all. Many people talk about spiritual love, but if it is not expressed and felt physically, as a sensatin of warmth, kindness, caring, empathy, then the person remains unfulfilled. When a person remains unfulfilled he (or she, I am using the male pronoun for simplicity sake) he then begins to search for it. When he begins to search for it, he uses only his masculine side. This is how humankind came to be dominated by the male, by ego, by cruelty and selfishness. The drive to "get" what he felt was missing created a world driven by male ego. Meanwhile the feminine aspect of everyone remained an untapped resource. The physical body has been ignored in the search for fulfillment. Ancient Tantric teachings are soon to return to the planet, as the other half of the human soul.
A feeling cannot be felt by the mind. It can only be felt as a sensation, emotion or feeling if the person himself will open the trap door at the juncture of the atlas - the vertebra at the top of the spine - and allow the rich consciousness held in the head to flow downward through the spine and out through the meridians and nerves into all the nooks and crannies of the body. Remember - it is Atlas who holds up the world. Now it is time to teach Atlas how to open his trap door and allow the consciousness to descend down the spine into the heart, lungs, stomach and lower abdomen where the mother resides. The infinite must descend down below the brain/mind into the body to manifest in physical reality.
Sleep allows the mind and body to merge during sleep, but if, during the day the person returns to the habit of using only his mental capacity and not his feeling channels, he will continue to feel unfulfilled and keep searching. When the human being does not allow the stream of his life to flow down past the atlas into the sensuality of the body, he lives a shallow life with other shallow beings. Tantra is a training ground in learning this and practicing this. The body is called the divine feminine, or the goddess. It is not only women's bodies, but men's bodies are also feminine. This may be difficult to swallow, but understand - everything that manifests into physical reality has been fostered with loving attention. They have put their feelings of heart and soul into the creation of this manifestation. They have cared for it. They have treated it with kindness and tenderness, no matter WHAT it is. It is your responsibility and yours alone, not your spouse's or partner's, it is your responsibility to find and learn how to utilize the feelings of your own body. This is your feminine side - that part of you which feels. Having more beautiful feelings and not depressing feelings, is how you raise your vibrations and manifest beauty. A negative feeling is your lesson and your teacher. Don't run away from it. Find a way to transform it into a beautiful feeling. Your mind and body must work together. This is the true marriage that is made in heaven.
The flow of ideas is coming from the REAL you, the higher you. You are the REAL living in an artificial world, and you are here to make the world REAL. If you are not feeling the fulness of life you are not letting your life stream sink down into your body where the mother in you can tenderize them. Live those ideas in your daily life. It is your job to figure out how to express love and truth and justice through your interactions with others. Express your ideals in your outward expressions. Live the life you have been given in miraculous ways. It is no one's responsibility to fulfill you and complete you. You must complete yourself. This is a Tantric teaching. The REAL person is known as your father. It is attempting to flow down the central column of your spine to connect with the mother in you - the cells of your body so the mystical marriage may take place. Then you will experience heaven ON EARTH. You do not need to leave the earth to experience heaven or paradise here. Earth is destined to be a garden of paradise with everyone having all that they need. Many people have tried to do this that I am talking about in past lives but did not succeed. They had to return and try again in a new body. Each new life as a new-born is different. It presents different opportunities through different parentage and ancestral lineage that have came up through thousands of years in the same culture, social status, economic class. There are many opportunities to learn by coming again into a new life as a new-born.
And all through the many lifetimes it is only ONE being and that one being is you. You are the driving force and director behind the many performances and plays on stage. You are the only intelligence driving the car and choosing the road to go down. It is only ONE father-mother God flowing downward through your arteries and veins. Allow it to flow. It is the new-born baby's responsibility to grow up and follow the inner voice for that is the only voice that will draw it to fulfillment. Emotions have been repressed, therefore the higher noble feelings have been repressed. Therefore the body has been repressed. Therefore it dies. If the consciousness cannot flow through the body and invigorate the cells and tissues of the body to keep it healthy continuously, then the body withers and grows old and dies. And again the divine consciousness goes home to re-think the next incarnation. How can he fulfill the divine plan? How can he do it better the next time? How can he become the master in this physical world and not be distracted? He discusses it with wise mentors, and he is told these things that I am telling you now.
He must not selfishly hang onto his inspirational thoughts, needs and desires. He must open his mind and allow the flow to be drawn by gravity into the lower regions, like a river flowing down to the mother ocean. It is feminine to become a free flowing river of spontaneous ideas. Don’t try to capture them. Don’t try to own them. Don’t try to make them your possession and jealously guard them against theft. Share them with your community. They are not yours to hold selfishly. They are not yours until you BECOME them by living them in the physical. Appreciate them. Thank them. Enjoy them and let them go. Let them disappear into the underground. You won't see them but you will FEEL them. Don't hold on. Let them take root in the soil of earth and germinate. Germination elevates you and inspires you as they grow roots out into the caverns and crevices of your organs and muscles. Allow them to flow. Be the allower. Be the light heart, not the dark heart. Inspire all those around you. Let life be free.
These thoughts are not yours. They come from the universal mind. Mankind tries to capture universal inspirations as if they were given to him alone as a gift. His little ego interprets unconditional love in a personal way. But they do not become personal until he lives them in his life with others. It must first take root in the physical dimension before it can be seen as real, by taking root through the nervous system which branches like the roots of a tree deep in the underground. This is a process that requires precise thought and caring. To become fulfilled, learn this little trick of the mind - open the trap door of the atlas at the top of the spinal column and enjoy the experience of sliding down into sensation. Otherwise thoughts remain as ethereal blueprints in the mind, no different than an architect's drawing on paper that is never built. A wise man becomes a great philosopher, genius, inventor, poet, artist or musician, by not holding back the flow of inspiration. Put the richness to work immediately. Do not hold back. The time is now. Find a way so it doesn't get hung up on the rocks of the etheric higher mind. Let the rays of intelligence flow on through you spontaneously and outward into some form of expression. They are not real until planted, like a seed, in the heavy soil of the ground. Stop every once in a while and feel the flow. Become still and sense the flow. Feel what is happening in your inner body. This is a germination process. (Thank you DK).
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10/17/20 - (channeled) Beauty and perpetual youth is the direct result of freedom from entanglement. Freedom from emotional resistance. And freedom from mental objections. Beauty and youth are the result of love for life and the eager acceptance of all situations that come along.
There are two kinds of energy. One is a spontaneous love for life which springs out of a love for God. This one is full of hope and springs out of bed in love. The other is a tense energy. This is the pure energy that has been allowed to be held back, thus it is dirtied and full of the individual’s emotional discharges. It is jerky, unreasonable, uncontrollable, because it has been compressed. It is not a healthy energy and leads to disease in the body and eventually death.
I’m not going to teach you how to meditate. I’m going to teach you how to live spontaneously as a young god should, using his love for life freely instead of holding it back. Then you won’t need to meditate. Your life will be an ongoing meditation, following the will of your God. The pure and innocent energy is always flowing through you. When you sleep, when you wake, when you are depressed, when you fight, when you talk, when you eat, when you walk, when you work. it never ever stops. It breathes through you giving you life. If you hold it back it gets compressed. Learn to breathe it out as freely as you breathe it in. Keep it pure.
There are six other centers that must be opened before the God-energy is yours. And in each of the six, you must become the controller, not let the newly released energy control you. You control the emotion, the emotion does not control you. You control the sex, the sex does not control you. You control your love, your love does not control you. You control your voice, your voice does not control you. You control your psychic ability to see the truth, your psychic ability does not control you. You control your intellect, your intellect does not control you. Then you will be the master of your body.
The body movements I do is the God-energy flowing through the body to balance the body with the environment outside. This slows down the explosive growth. Releases the high-level energy so it does not hurt inside. Integration is an important aspect of growth. Growth and integrate. Growth and blend with the whole. Grow and incorporate your growth into life. Grow and assimilate. Grow and help society to grow along with you. Otherwise you will burst upward in an explosive rate of speed and quickly be out of reach of the common man and woman who live around you. They will not understand. Hitler turned fanatic.
It is the safer route to let a young god grow in disguise in his society til he is the master of his life. His beauty will be seen but not touted. His ability will grow to be accepted as something from within the society. The young god will be accepted instead of rejected as super-normal and different.
God talks to you through friends, husband, wife, children. I’ll show you how. This is important to understand how to unfold from within, rather than rely on outside changes. You change your Self!
(These are Master Djwal Khul's words. He has been guiding me for over 40 years. Much of my training was on-the-spot and mind to mind as I moved about, but much has been written from his mind through my HAND onto paper. I have been trying to find a way to share them via posts but it has been tangled and I haven't known where to begin. Over the last few days however he is saying, "OK. It is time. Go ahead and post them as you feel to." So from now on if it is channeled I will say so in parentheses. But sometimes I can't tell if it's channeled or not because I have blended with the frequency of the ascendeds and messages flow through so smoothly I think it is just me. Oh, this ascension process is such a mystery - a mystery into the vast unknown future. The only advice I would share is "Just take life on the run and in the flow of the moment. You will blend into your future better that way instead of "thinking" about it.)
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10/16/20 - This morning I woke with concepts in my mind about how the higher self descends down through layers to become the mortal or physical self. The garment that the higher self wears is me, the physical body aspect. The higher self however is formless, and so it must send more condensed aspects of itself down. These aspects descend in vibration to become denser and denser. Out of thin air the higher self manifests solid forms by first “thinking”. It uses the intellect. It wants to do this, it desires to do this and focuses and intends to do this. It is the movement of an idea, and it is a thrust, and so it manifests as a picture first, a concept, an idea which takes the shape of a form, a human being. We call this the mental body, or thought. This is what we can do too, from our limited mind as a human being. We can reach up with our intellect from our lower place on the ground, and reach up to touch the higher aspects of ourself, our very own higher self, which at the supreme uppermost topmost is stillness. It NEVER MOVES! It is always in stillness. It is a perfect reflection of the I Am That I Am.
The feeling world is yet an even denser form than the mental body. It is more solid so that it can feel the presence and pressures of other selves around us. When we feel the pressures of other selves around us we feel excitement and stimulation in many diverse ways, good feelings which inspire us, and also angst feelings which are uncomfortable to us. The emotional body is our feeling body. It receives impressioins from the physical bodies of other people around us. We feel their presence even at a distance from us. The feeling body is called the astral body and it is always fluctuating, and bending its rays of light and shadow because there are so many presences in our world giving off emotional thoughts and feelings. They enter us wherever we go. Our higher self remains always, however, in the planes of stillness and perfection, radiating images of perfection, love and glory.
But we don’t receive it well. It is all consciousness. Everything in this world is consciousness. All bodies and forms are consciousness. How well we receive the radiations of perfection, love and glory from our higher selves is our responsibility. When we feel joy at connecting with a friend or because we accomplished an act, or won a competition, or had a delicious meal, whatever gives us joy, that is our connection with our higher SELF, our true Self, our eternal Self. It is the depressing thoughts of anger, grief, pain, loneliness disgust, or any number of negative thought and feeling that cuts us off from the radiation of our higher self. It is all consciousness. We are conscious beings, but are we aware that we are conscious beings? Or are we aware only of being a victim of external forces? If so, it is time to change the direction of our consciousness. We can do that ONLY by an act of will. By a decision. By choosing a different, higher, better, more loving thought and holding onto that thought. It is like, when you see a rodent in your house, you sweep it out and get rid of it. There are rodents lurking in the human consciousness. We need to get rid of it.
There is pleasure waiting to fill our consciousness at all times. The five senses are the way our body receives pleasure, but we are not victims of the outside world of other people. We can change our thought patterns which immediately start to change our feeling pleasure/pain centers. There are so many beautiful and diverse vibrations out there in the world around us, from people to animals, to sky, to water, to earths many trees and flowers growing. The higher self exists in stillness. Only we can express its beauty in the way we walk this earth and treat our neighbors, family and friends. Our higher self wants to walk with us in the physical world. But we are not quite clear yet. We have remnants of miasmas, negative traumas left over from past actions. These are clunky, slow-moving particles that still hold uncomfortable memories. The best way to clear them is to go into the silence and touch the stillness of our higher Self.
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10/8/20 A most beautiful message was just posted on the Goddess page. It was written by Aurora Ray of the Galactic Federation.com about the divine feminine. This is just a heads-up. She is a beautiful, lovely young woman who has caught my eye because she is also a voice for the Galactic Federation - two of my favorite subjects. I loved this post of hers.
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10/6/20 - A new article was posted today on the Articles page. "The Making of an Immortal" was typewritten though me in 1986 on legal paper which is brown and brittle with age. I don't think I ever re-read this channeling after it was completed. I had forgotten it existed. It has some good insight in it and I post it for anyone interested in the ascension. Click HERE to read.
This morning I woke while a dream was ongoing. My consciousness was still registering words while I lay still sleeping. I am at first a fly on the wall. There is a young man, a boy about 12 and he is gay. His mother, in an effort to help him, has enrolled him in a boy’s school or camp, but he is molested, raped. I then step into the scene and approach someone like the headmaster. Someone who is in a superior position at the school. I ask him, “Why didn’t you help this boy?” The headmaster is unresponsive to me but in the next scene he is knocking on the boy’s door and the boy answers it. The headmaster is very tall and broad shouldered, looking very intimidating to the shorter boy. But then the headmaster's face starts to contort into anguish and pain. A cry is wrenched out of him in a painful admittance, “I’m just like you!” Then he gathers his composure together and begins ministering to the boy. I am waking up hearing the words: “You are not alone. There are thousands like you, tens of thousands, millions. Perhaps the whole planet is like you. There IS no standard to measure yourself by, no box to fit you into, no template to copy. You must learn this, you must learn who you are by living your own standards. Strengthen yourself and gird yourself up like a man. Believe in who you are, believe it. Trust it. Honor yourself." The words drifted away as I woke but I knew the message was given to me for a reason.
I am studying deeper and deeper into the esoteric underpinnings of Tantra. Not the two-person Tantra where a man and woman perform exercises together, but Divine Tantra. The two-person Tantra is a fun and easy beginning step to learn about male and female energies, but the ultimate goal of Tantra is balancing the male and female energies within ONESELF. Everyone born on earth is either male or female, physically, and we enjoy the company of opposite genders. But the goal is to learn balance between the active and passive forces within our own bodies, which bring us problems. When we learn to bring male and female forces together within our Self, then we know the cosmic power of fusion. We become master over our OWN life, never over another. And no one can take advantage over us ever again. This is the powerful secret underlying Tantra. It is the making of an immortal, right here on Earth. One doesn't have to die to achieve it.
A side note: The meaning of “gird up thy loins like a man”, means prepare to do battle. In this case, not with outer forces but with one's own inner forces. In ancient times when robes were worn, to gird up your loins referred to tucking the ends of the robes into the girdle at the waist to get them out of the way when you swing your sword. The headmaster of the school was saying, Be prepared, there is work ahead for you. It's not going to be easy.
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9/26/20 - A new page has been posted on Anakosha. Please check it out HERE.
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9/19/20 - Intelligence is one half of our consciousness, love is the other half. Both intelligence and love are divine attributes and by bringing them into balance a species evolves to higher understanding which is beneficial to the whole race. By using both intelligence and love equally, an individual brings happiness and freedom into its life, family and associates. They learn to harmonize together. But on earth they are not equal. On earth today, there is a great need for love to be expressed. Love keeps people connected, whereas intelligence can be manipulated and made to work to the advantage of the negative-intended person.
There is a malevolent force that has embedded itself into the human collective, which is doing everything it can to stop love from manifesting. The malevolent force does not want love between humans to take place for it would dissolve the separation that keeps people down. This malevolent force has become, over eons of time, embedded in both male and female consciousnesses so we do not know when we are utilizing it. It pits women against men and men against women as well as nation against nation and race against race. It does this to prevent unity between diverse cultures. Unity raises the consciousness and this malevolent force does not want that. Malevolence cannot be seen. It can be hidden very well under the guise of charm. It is an invisible force because it is an intentional force. It is how a person thinks and plans and holds that plan for long periods in its mind. Where a person puts and holds its attention and focus is where the energy goes. It becomes either benevolent (for the good of all) or malevolent (hurtful and deceiving all). It takes intentional conscious thought to change automatic habits, for the malevolent force is embedded in everyone of us who were actually born here on earth. It covers the planet like a cloud and it does not want unity to happen.
Both men and women equally have this malevolent force in them. However each one of us also has divine love and divine intelligence in us and in our body cells and in our consciousness. For we were created in an immaculately perfect image and that image has always been there. A human being cannot walk, breath or exist without that divine protection flowing through the body and mind like a river of life. It IS a river of life. And what we do with that river of life and conscious thought is on us. We are responsible for it. This malevolent force is a foreign invader, an alien force that can ONLY be overcome with love, but love that is manifested and expressed in an intelligent way. All humans share intelligence and love, but do we use it? The divine attributes of intelligence and love are selfless, while the malevalent attributes are selfish. They obstruct and deny and create divisions and diversions among people who are striving and working towards unity and wish wholeheartedly for unity and peace. So the greatest thing to do in these days is to express love in the form of unity. Togetherness. Joining arms, legs, hands and hugs in a show of togetherness and faith in the greatest power in the universe. The patriarchal culture came into existence not by men against women, but by an alien invasion - a malevolent force to prevent humankind from growing in recognition of the innate divine love that is within them. They came to keep us from manifesting our divinity which would bring peace to all nations and to the earth itself, which is a conscious living being who grows our vegetables for us.
I (Diana) have always focused on love rather than intelligence (left brain activity) because I come from light and love and it was almost total in me. I chose not to fight or resist or use force in this life because it wasn't in me. I did what was natural to me - I allowed freedom of expression to everyone I met. That was how it was done where I came from and it worked well there. So I lived life here in the same way but unfortunately I did not know the whole story!! I came to learn something. I learned that I was nurturing the malevolent forces as much as I was nurturing the benevolent forces.
This did not come natural to me but I recently activated my left brain. It's a complicated story how I did that so let me skip over that part (my husband asked me) and now - surprise! - piercing rays of light and revelations. I am enjoying greater insight. Instead of being blinded by an automatic willingness to serve, I am now employing conscious intention to use my left brain too, along with my right brain. Left brain is ability to focus and use speech centers, form words and connected thought, and things like that which I was not very good at. The result is whole brain which means whole body and whole mind. It brings intelligence into the picture, which I used to think was only a male attribute. I find that it is not. Not at all. I had become too unbalanced, leaning so much on forgiveness, love, compassion, empathy, nurturance, serving others - that I was like a tree leaning way over to the right and almost touching the ground.
Now I see the difference. There is a wholeness to life that brings balance. So, what about evil? People are becoming conscious of it. Well, there are those who want to fight evil, and that is their choice. We are all here to learn something about ourself. I learned about the evil presence, and that part was good, I needed to understand that. But I also learned about intelligent love. Not airy fairy love but solid, grounded, intelligent love. I have learned to right myself back up straight and tall, instead of leaning over to one side. I can radiate love better this way, by using intelligence and wisdom.
Everyone is going through their own waking-up process, which means becoming more fully alert and aware and conscious of how they act and what happens within them every time they have a "knee-jerk" reaction to something. We are not designed to be robots and follow someone else's orders. We've learned to look to masters, teachers, authorities, priests, etc., but that only makes us robots reflecting someone else's thoughts.
We are being guided to become more sovereign than we have been, and to start thinking for ourselves with more wisdom and discernment, and more truth, and to manage our bodies, minds and souls better, by following innate values. We are being guided. No one else can do it better than ourself. We are gods in training.
The symbol of Anakosha is a wave, a wave that is growing up out of the sea and building a momentum and is almost ready to break. I have made this symbol into a pretty golden amulet that I wear around my neck. At the tip of the wave is a little diamond, indicating a brilliant reaching upward and forward with intention. Love is a wave that must be built into a consistent momentum through continuous action and practice. I had to learn how to also build in intelligence. I was too feminine. Now I am learning that masculine is also part of my structure.
I have had to learn by almost dying because I gave so much of myself. I wasn't very smart!
Intelligence too has to be built into one's life through conscious and consistent practice. It's done by thinking for oneself instead of following someone else's rules. This lifetime has been a profound lesson in learning to not block out the other side. Consider the left brain. Or consider the right brain. Whichever side is being rejected, it has to be integrated. The division lies within myself. I am grateful to have this pointed out to me. (Thank you DK) I have had to understand its importance. Intelligence has to be built into the human species equally, along with love. Love yields space for another to grow. It is a nurturing quality. But if someone has taken a wrong direction, does love continue to encourage? One who is too encouraging must then turn to intelligence as a countering balance to love to prevent it from going bad. Love must be coupled with intelligence to be a benevolent force and not a malevolent one. Fighting, yelling or protesting only causes more damage and kickback. Malevolent forces use various forms of manipulation to divert attention and distract. Love and intelligence working together in equal proportions has been the divine plan all along. This is what the current chaos is all about as people are working out their true beliefs vs. their erroneous beliefs. What is the right way? What is the wrong way? They must find out by whatever means, and they will.
We are here to understand both sides of the dividing line - the divine which is benevolent and the artificial which is negative. The divine masculine and the divine feminine are one side of the equator, and the malevolent forces are on the other. But first we must integrate intelligence (masculine) with love (feminine) in our OWN life before we can hope to work with others in a balanced way. It is the divine plan which operates in harmony throughout the universe. A myriad species are evolving throughout the universe, throwing off the disharmony and agitation as they do. The artificial creations being discarded as evolution towards light advances, are what we call the invading dark forces. They have been around forever. The battle has always been a battle of consciousness. Who will choose love and light? And who will choose to battle? It takes severe self discipline not to fight back. I choose to hold light and love.
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9/10/20 - : How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that you expand, and the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you reaches up and becomes reintegrated with the your higher self again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. THEN you become your highest and best and your crystal light body can make that connection with you.
Your connection to your higher self is like your connection with any other friend you have in life. To maintain communication with a friend you must pay attention to your friend. The same is true with your higher self, which is you on a higher more expansive level. Keep your telephone line open. Give it a glance in its direction, remember its presence, talk to it once in awhile, ask it questions, listen to its answers, align with it, know and respect its more beautiful qualities, its nature. That’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned into you through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Your higher self is all around you like an invisible bubble. It is not up in the sky. It is a transparent crystal bubble, it looks like the bubble a child blows through the ring. It is all around you on all sides and below you. It is the REAL you as you appear on the higher dimensions. It vibrates with the fires of your very own spirit. You are a small dark and dense form suspended floating in the middle of this beautiful bubble of light, clarity and perfection. It loves you. It is like crystal clear waters twinkling in the sunlight splashing colors through you the way a diamond flashes prisms of light.
You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble, condensed so you can create life in the physical world. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating new sprouts that are growing in the world around you. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself and reach up to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to the higher realms where your higher self resides. Higher dimensions where purity resides and where everything you could possibly need resides and is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen - then go IN and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your expanded regions to feel the peace and assurance that you are well and have a home.
You adopted these low vibrations so you could fit into this world of solids and create here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplete it. Release the adopted vibrations that are less than who you really are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your love can influence others.
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9/3/20 - This blog has been sadly neglected! It is because so much is happening here in my humble home. Here in my quiet intimate space I call my own, deeply personal changes are taking place. I am writing about them daily in my journal, but there is so much more happening so fast that it's faster than I can edit it for publication and posting. There is a swiftly moving river of awareness moving past me, rushing by and awakening brain cells of recognition. I see myself with my hair flying behind me in the rushing wind. But I am going to try to post a few things from my journal to keep this blog a little more active. Yesterday's journal I realized how important it is to admit a mistake and so I'll enter it here. .
Admitting a mistake brings me closer to my God self. It is my soul striving to reach perfection, but my ego does not like to admit a mistake. Admitting a mistake is the ego’s way of cooperating with my soul, for my soul works together with my ego. My ego must learn to assume humblenss. It is an act of tenderness and love to be humble. The ego is the outer shell for my REAL consciousness, which is larger and wiser than me as ego. It is the soul who is learning through the experiences I have, and when I make a choice that is slightly wrong - or badly wrong - then a recognition and admission must follow. Because I don't owe it to my ego in a false pride sort of way. I owe it to my soul to agree to amend my actions and get back on track with it - my soul, my higher self. If I don't, my ego builds the outer shell thicker and makes matters worse, builds a thicker skull that is harder to penetrate. My soul is bigger and wiser than my ego. My soul is a higher form of "me". My soul is trying to reach upward to betterment. And recognizing a mistake I made, then I am part of the problem. My authentic self realizes the mistake but can my small and petty ego, so full of pride, work with my soul and take that step and admit it?
If I was insensitive, or judged something or someone falsely, or simply spoke too quick before I understood the situation, then I must recognize it. Because if I don', my ego retains prideful and is defensive. By recognizing my insensitivity with some humbling words to myself, I move myself back into step with my own beauty and refinement.
Go back to the heart, I wrote in my journal. Where is the heart? Not in the chest. It is in the center of the body. Where is the heart of a flower? In the center. Where is the heart of a room? In the center. Where is the heart of a problem? In the center. The center is where the power resides that can redeem a battered situation. The real power, the God power, which can harmonize and make right the error and bring everything back into a "feel-good" place. Balance. Rightness. Forward movement. Admitting a mistake is love in action. It is being reverent. It is a graceful bowing of the ego's head. Admitting a mistake, as small and inconspicuous as it may be, resurrects the sweet power of love for life, interest and enthusiasm. It is going back to the heart of power and reconnecting with that power whose presence remains hidden to the outer world.
If something doesn't feel right, then go back to the heart and reconnect with the power within which is softness and wise and fatherly love. Father love which is like a stillness. The same power that is in the seed of a tree is in the human being. An acorn can grow the tallest of oak trees. But the power is invisible. We can't see that power. Yet, when we plant a seed, it germinates, sprouts, moves upward through the soil into the air and begins to grow. Some day it becomes a mighty tree. That same power is in a human being. It is invisible. It is in the center of the human being. It is not up there at the top of the head, and it is not in the chest. It is in the center of the body. Measure a human being from foot to crown - where is the half-way point between foot and crown? Where is the center? It’s in the pelvis, at the tailbone, in the vicinity of the root chakra. The heart of the body is in the pelvic bowl, formed by the pelvic bones. Upon the marble pedestal formed by the pelvic bones is the invisible flame of life. The spirit of the body that grows a tall oak tree. Think into that center. Ground into your heart. Don't worry! You won't become an oak tree! Breathe and focus into that flame of life and feel what you become. It is instantaneous. Walk with both feet on the ground. Square your shoulders. Know yourself as fulfilled with the power of yourself.
This power has been distorted. Cut off through rape, abuse, pain, torture and manipulation of every kind so that people have shut down and removed themselves from off the pedestal and away from the flame of their very own power. The founding church fathers have trained us well to be ashamed of our personal power, our grace and love and beauty and feelings full of worshipful emotions to God. They trained us to be ashamed of what is "down there". They said it is a sinful place. Don't go there, don’t touch, don’t think about it, ignore it, dismiss it, reject it.
So I say "Return to the spiritual grace that is at the heart of the body." Reclaim your power. It is the spiritual center of your body burning on a marble pedestal formed by the pelvic bones on top of two tall pillars of marble. Here is where the spirit is anchored. Here is where the soul resides. It is rooted into the ground. Retrace the steps of forgiveness and be quiet about it. Don't tell anyone. No one deserves to know what you are doing because it is sacred. Only your very own self should know what you are doing. Where you are going to drink the waters of spirit. The soul will thank you for it. Your soul is the only one who can welcome you back into your own power and loving embrace.
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8/15/20 - Today I had an inspiring thought to re-listen to Shannon Port's "Healing the Manipulated Sexuality" video, which I posted on this website about 5 years ago. I discovered that she posted a new video in May this year entitled, "Awakening the Divine Feminine Power of Humanity", which I reposted here on this website. Click here to view: http://www.anakosha.org/sexual-healing.html and page down to the bottom of that page. Her work echoes mine over the years. I'm sorry that I didn't keep track of her work. There is so much new information coming to light, it is hard to cover all of it. Shannon is giving very good information on the divine feminine. Visit her website: www.artofthefeminine.com.
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6/16/20 - It's been awhile since writing here into my blog. Perspectives are changing and becoming more refined. There is too much preciseness in the unfolding understanding to capture in finite words. But I thought I would try today. Spoken words don't portray the deep meaning I am intending. They are weak and ineffectual. Maybe that's why we are becoming more telepathic. Mental telepathy is how the galactics and masters speak to us. I guess that's why I have been receiving such exquisite ideas in my mind. The word "love" for example. My understanding of love has changed over the years. I believed SO much in love, unconditional love, that it set me off on a journey to try to track it down. I ended up focusing on the divine feminine for I felt the men in my life weren't capable of understanding it. I was on a journey to unravel the mystery of love.
First of all, these are my personal thoughts. I don't pretend to be an authority on love. I'm not a teacher of love, though at one time I aspired to be. I'm not. These are my own thoughts. My own conclusions. And frankly, they are constantly changing. Or rather expanding. Love was first planted in me as a seed many years ago. It was during an out-of-body guided meditation that I had an amazing spiritual experience that took me up and out of my body into a never-ending sea of loving light that had no boundaries, ever, in every direction. It wasn't a one-time incident, it was ongoing, a continuous thread lifting me up every day. My husband brought me back down and I'd go back up and out into loving light again. It took me between 8 and 10 years to master it and return to normal. Even then I was so filled with love that I gave it to everyone who would let me. And when I emptied myself finally and had no more to give, I kept trying to give more love until I went badly deficit. Because, I learned later, love has to be returned to the giver to keep human situations positive. Otherwise they become imbalanced.
But I didn't know that then. I tried to recreate the love I was slowly losing, by trying to get people to give it back to me in the same resonance. But they couldn't do it. I put the pressure on people by talking about love and trying to explain it. I really, really believed this unconditional, infinite, wonderful feeling of love could be reached by human beings with human beings, if only they would understand and try with me. I refused to give up trying. I tried all sorts of ways to get people to go with me on this, to feel the love and be with this amazing loving vibration with me. But alas, they couldn't, and eventually - picture me turning and walking away. I was laying too heavy an expectation on people who weren't ready. I realized most people didn't understand what love is if they never experienced it before. They only knew the word and not the meaning. Most of them hadn't had the same experience I had had, of being immersed in the infinite sea of love and light. Thus it was MY journey, this trek, not theirs, of having to face some harsh realities about the human condition - my own human condition - not theirs.
I didn't know that it was impossible to bring infinite love to human beings because human beings are finite. Including me. I am finite. I'm not talking as though I'm above it all. Not at all. I'm learning something here. Understanding begins with me. Recently I have had flashes of seeing myself in a sea of 8 billion people. Just one in 8 billion. Everyone is like me and I'm like everyone else. I thought I was invincible because I experienced this huge vast love and I soared every day out of body for 10 years. Ha! Now I wonder what they have to show me? Maybe others have had this same experience I have had.
So I had to conclude it was impossible for me to train others in love because love comes from within and only the soul has access to this great love. A human being can't give love to another human being. It has to come from the heart and the soul. It has to blossom from within. In my ignorance and searching for love, I overused the word “love” and they got tired of hearing me repeat it over and over. I apologize now and ask their forgiveness. I thought they didn’t understand me, but it was ME who didn’t understand them. I didn't understand that the human condition is a finite condition. A fixed and locked-in-place frozen condition. Each of us are human because we have entertained some degree of shadow and pain and suffering, and allowed it to be woven into our beautiful everlasting, eternal light. We are embedded with distortions that we have to look at squarely in the eye and get rid of it. I had to SEE this for myself. I’ve had to grow in wisdom and maturity. And that is changing by the day. Is the human being frail, weak, evil, argumentative, confused and greedy? Or is the human being loving, kind, tolerant, compassionate and passionately forgiving? Even angelic?
I think the later. But now that I see that - and again, it's my personal opinion - it is not my job to try to persuade others. However, I would recommend not listening to "words" being thrown about carelessly, harming others in the process, but rather listening to the silent inspirations that twinkle on and off in the mind. And to the surges of joy that twinkle on and off in the heart. I suggest letting love be the guiding influence, not empty "words". It will keep a person centered in the central column that runs up and down the spine, and not pulled hither and yon by scraggley outside forces. And not expect anyone to think like you do because they won't. They can't. They aren't you. You are unique. It is my personal opinion that love is the you you've been waiting for and looking for all your life. It's inside, not over the hill and far away. It's inside. We all keep giving it away to others without realizing the value of it. We squander it and suddenly we become empty when love is not returned because everyone else is doing the same thing - squandering love away. Relatively few people are taking the time to recognize that love blossoms within as a sacred moment. And the failure to recognize it causes it to disappear again. Building up love within is the great work for everyone. Build it up so we can share it with someone important to us, this priceless valuable love. It's awesome. It's eternal. It's everywhere but it goes unrecognized. It is symbolized by the figure eight symbol lying on its side - the infinity symbol. It is the giving and receiving, and the giving back and the receiving back, and the building of love with someone precious and valuable in a continuous figure eight flowing. It is simply recognizing it. That's all it takes, is recognition.
I have modified my expectations of people. I have zero expectations of a return. This way I don't look for love from people, I look for love from nature. I have softened my expectations so that I am more tolerant and more aligned with the natural human. Just how he or she is today. No expectations. The true meaning of love is respect for where he or she is right now. Whether they are a young child, a rebellious teen, a young adult, middle age, oldster, that's all they can be right now. They need to be honored, respected and acknowledged without any expectations. No longer seeking love from others but feeling it in quiet unexpected moments, such as yesterday in the pool.
After an exhausting 6-hour shopping trip, I tore off my clothes and plunged into the clear water, leaving the groceries for my husband to unpack. It was a hot day and the water was 90 degrees. I wilted and drooped into the water, lifeless. I rested my head on a foam noodle and let my legs dangle down, going totally limp. Not a muscle moved. No thought. No agenda. No sound. Emptiness. Floating aimlessly, my head bumped softly against the cement overhang and I felt love caress me. So sweet, so warm, so non-physical, love wafted through me. From the cement pool deck? Unsure, I looked to see. No one was there. It was a feeling as if a human being were caressing me, minus the pressure of fingers and hands. I wondered. Of all the people I’ve known who could possibly give me that kind of feeling? My husband is the only one and then extremely rarely. It felt like love itself and I thanked the cement and the water, and the sky and the trees, and the birds and the clouds, saying thank you to nature all around me.
I guess I was empty enough, exhausted enough, drained enough that my walls were down and my resistance gone. I was vulnerable then to receive the love that I'm normally too busy to notice.
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5/13/20 First, a brief mention - my personal email has been hacked. Stopped. Blocked. I'm not sure but it's not working. A new g-mail account has been opened but it's not functional yet. A few more steps are required.
So if anyone has been trying to reach me and have not received a response, that's the reason why.
Yesterday morning right in the middle of watching a spy movie at the kitchen table over brunch, a download began talking to me in my mind. I clicked pause and began writing: "You have got to stop chasing the God that you think is above you or beyond you, and begin to accept the dark side that you are seeking to escape from. Or change or resist or fight. The dark side is in yourself. You are the God you are chasing and at the same time resisting and refusing to look at. Yet not only are YOU God, but everything and everyone you encounter is God, is your self. You are everywhere doing everything, experiencing every situation, every sweet feeling, every sour note, every pain, every pleasure, every abundance, every lack, every electron swirling and vibrating within you in ecstasy and in fear. You are all and everything. You are alive. You are motionless. You are activity. You are realization dawning, you are every last breath dying. You are every new baby being born, every mother pushing out a new birth, you are all of this. You must stop chasing the dream that you think is beyond you, and settle down into your knowing. You are that knowing. You are all that is, no matter where your body is located at this moment.
[This came as an answer to my wondering why I have been drawn to certain political videos by whistleblowers after shunning them for years.]
Stop! Listen to the activity in you. Listen to the stillness in you. See them together. Move them together into the eternal mix. When you chase the light and refuse the dark that you don't like, you remain unbalanced. Discover the magic of blending. Listen to the activity. Don't resist. Allow it. Love is allowing all that is in motion to complete its journey. Allow the activity. Love and allowance soothes the disquiet and assists it towards its wholeness. Then you are applying magic - the magic of now. Eternity is now. As an eternal immortal realize how important it is to remain anchored within your physical, no matter what, grounding the eternal now into what is happening on the earth plane. Do not run away from what is taking place on the earth plane. Do you realize how important it is to NOT chase the illusion? The dream? The agenda?
Do not seek to build new hopes. Relax into the eternal, everlasting hope which is you. Your home. You are all that is. You carry all that is with you every day in every way. There is no hope greater than yourself. You are the hope of the universe. Instead of resisting what you think of as dark, relax into the stillness from which you came. Don’t focus on the dark. Focus on the stillness, the wholeness within you. All depends on you. Reality depends on you arriving at the center of your stillness. At the center of your wholeness. Do not focus on the dark. Do not focus on the light. Focus on your stillness. Create your stillness. You have been running away from your stillness. Your male side and your female side are blended in your stillness. Your active imagination and your stillness. Stop resisting your active imagination. Allow it into your stillness where you are at peace and at one with Father, Mother God. You are the God of your dreams. You have been chasing, not allowing. You have been chasing a dream when you are the dreamer and have been the dreamer all along. You have been chasing your tail while your heart remains in the stillness of love, light and truth. Be done with the chasing. You have safely arrived. Listen to the cacophony that is taking place in your world but do not engage with it. Allow. For now. For now. Remember the now.
Question: After coming to the end of a video by a super soldier, how he had been abducted, and tortured to create psychosis and fragments of his consciousness, I asked, "Now that I am listening to these horror stories, what do I do with this information?" There was a pause and then quietly, "Allow it. Allow it. Don't DO anything with it. Simply allow." I realized later that the information I used to run from is processing itself into me without pain. It is truth coming home and finding a way to unwind and curl up inside me and be redeemed all by itself. I wondered if I should DO anything with this information. It seemed I must past the information on, as if I must be part of the solution in a more active way, spreading the word. But the answer was “Allow it. Do not DO anything. Allow it. It will find your stillness. It will absolve itself if you remain in the sacred heart of stillness. Allow it to come to you. Do not DO anything. Do not THINK of what you should do. Simply allow.”
Question 10 minutes later: Am I connecting with my divine masculine? Yes we have guided you to reconnect with your divine feminine first, and you have done well. Now you are in the process of recovering your divine masculine. These two divine powers have been dormant over many lifetimes. They have been covered over by distortions created by the human artificial thoughts. The divine has needed to be released from these distortions. You have uncovered your divine feminine first. We have guided you. And now you are seeking your divine masculine. You have asked what IS the divine masculine? How does it work, you have asked. We are guiding you. It is not the human masculine you are seeking, but the purity and wholeness of the holy Father within you. You must feel this. You will find your answer as your feel it and comprehend it. You must feel this while you are in your physical body. You know that you must create light and wholeness IN YOUR BODY. Your body is the sum total of all that you are. If you leave your body without creating and fulfilling your wholeness, then you will have need to return.
Now that you have rediscovered and re-embodied your divine feminine, you must enter the deep underground dark to rescue your divine masculine. Your divine masculine has been captured and stolen. It has been discredited, enslaved, yet it has been sucked of its life force - YOUR life force has been sucked away by the distorted artificial creations. Your divine masculine has been sacrificed for the development and cultivation of human monsters. Your willingness to correct the wrongness is the divine will in you. It is Father God’s will to correct it. All that is needed is your willingness to acknowledge. Simply acknowledge. Simply allow. You do not need to join the cacophony of voices in the outer world. Simply allow while retaining your cosmic lightness.
In your past, you forfeited your divine will, your masculine self, and allowed yourself to be soothed and placated into non-action. You hung on desperately to the divine feminine for support. Now that you have recovered your divine feminine, you are seeking your divine masculine. You are entering the dark tunnels by listening to youtubes, videos, articles, reporters, of dark events. These stretch far and wide and out away from the light of reason into crevices and holes of artificial creations that are not pure. These are the playgrounds of humans trying to find answers, trying to find the light. As you use the powers of love and light in wholeness and stillness, without judging, you are allowing the dark to find you. The dark is drawn to you. You are allowing the dark to find you. If you do not judge it you are allowing it to return easily, to blend smoothly, back into light, its originating source. You are absolving it. You are redeeming it. You are rescuing it. Love allows action to complete its necessary return faster, quicker, more efficiently. It is the infinity symbol. What goes out must return. As above, so below, back above again. Love and action are combined together in this way. Love and action brings you back into harmony and wholeness. Together, male and female, you reclaim your balance by allowing the blending. God the father and God the mother are guiding you as the child who has been wayward, away from home, exploring and adventuring, making misdeeds, then returning back to be resolved and welcomed back to the father’s mansion and celebration. But it is up to YOU to make your own mark on the world. Father Mother cannot do it for you. Nor can your older sisters and brothers.
The Chinese masters have labeled these two polarities yin and yang, one is always within the other as a supporting mechanism to strengthen its theoretical twin. It is one and the same but for purposes of adventures in duality and polarity they must act separately. In your low vibrational planet, yin and yang were separated a long time ago, creating an age of darkness, rebellion and confusion. Yin and yang lost its ability to reclaim itself and its wholeness. They fought each other because of dark role models and controlling masters. They were thus disengaged from one another, yet they needed one another. They cannot exist without the other. Now, after eons of experimenting with separation and polarity, they are returning to one another, seeking each other, hoping to rejoin with the other to become one again in this era of light. Your world will soon be joining the other races in the galaxy, for you are evolving out of imbalance into wholeness and balance. Your wholeness will trigger the evolution of many other species on many other planets, suns and galaxies, for your world has been the lowest, the deepest, darkest and therefore the weakest and the most lost. When the lost one is found and redeemed, then all the others can stop their searching and go home. Earth was the weak link in the chain of a myriad links. When humanity on this planet regains its wholeness, it will become the foundation stone for the rest of the universe.
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5/7/20 Today I have updated the Ascension page which I totally re-wrote from a new perspective. I also added articles to the Disclosure page and to the Galactic page. I am working hard to assimilate all the changes that I am experiencing personally. I have to do a better job of organizing to fit the new articles and information coming from others. I love to read them and want to post them here to share with others. The world is expanding, along with the information that is appearing. It is a revolutionary time. New pieces of information to consider are churning and upsetting the applecart which was carefully done through yesterday.
Today there is a wider perspective to assimilate into the whole. For example, this morning I had to decide where to place Mahatma Gandhi's message. I didn't know if he was ascended or not, so where to place his beautiful message? Also Matthew Ward, is he ascended? I don't know so I wasn't sure where to place his informative messages either. Decisions, decisions. Galactics are those off-world races I DO know about, but what about the ones I've never heard of before? They too are coming within human range of sight. I think for now I'll include Mahatma Gandhi into Galactics.
I have not forgotten about the wonderful world of massage, lovemaking, bonding and communicating with other people up close. When the quarantine time has moved on and people are more comfortable, this can be resumed. But this is a new phase and new information is being integrated into the picture. It will be such a far-reaching plan for humanity to be a greater piece of the universal puzzle. But humans have something that the rest of the universe wants from us. We are important to neighboring galaxies. We are different, and we are becoming awake. We don't yet know just HOW valuable we are, but I know. It's our emotions. We have a rich and fertile ability to FEEL. Most races (extraterrestrial) who have been around for millions, billons of years longer than we have, evolved up and out of physicality. Humanity still has its physicality firmly in place. All we need is to remove the not-so-good emotions from our fields. Those emotions that drag us down. They are the gremlins in the woodwork. As we are assisted to become more noble and more pure in our nature, we will lose the negative side of our emotions and immerge with our beautiful emotions intact and greater than ever. This is what the other races want from us. They want our DNA! Can you imagine? We have had their DNA in us for eons, since they added to our evolutionary process with theirs. And now they want some of our DNA because we are so rich in physical emotions (not our negative emotions but our positive ones).
And we thought we were the underdogs of the galaxy! We have vastly underrated ourselves. We have been reduced via the reductionist theory to a "skin" factor. We were unessential to the dark powers that governed us. Now we are rising up. Not in rebellion, but in intelligence and wisdom. In kindness and respect for each other. There is something in the wind that is changing us. It can't be defined. It is a divine growth factor. A self-realization. It is self-enlightenment. It is our higher self descending more firmly into our bodies. It is our real self, the holy self, the beautiful, remarkable, sensitive, caring, healthy self. The normal self. The natural self is quickening and coming alive.
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4/19/20 - A little catchup is in order. My attention which was originally put to blogging, has been spreading out to further and wider spaces. Lots of changes are taking place on the surface as inner awareness is expanding. Several weeks ago I posted a new page on this website called COUPLES, with plans for a glorious future for couples in love, but today I replaced it with DISCLOSURE.
Whew. This rapid expansion of new information that is coming out of the woodwork (not yet in the mainstream news but alternate sources) is very difficult to keep up with. But I am committed to the light and I can't NOT include it into my ongoing blog. The light is information. The light is truth. The light is love. The light is peace. Humanity is gearing up worldwide to changing over from a hostile world to a peaceful world. Plan for a a period of chaos before we get there, but not military chaos as in a war. No. The chaos that is going to affect all of us is psychological and emotional. It is going to be very, very important to stay grounded. BREATHE!
As these ground-breaking, earth-shattering revelations come out - that we have had the wool pulled down over our eyes, it will be like a kick in the stomach. We trusted the authorities. They were our gods. We relied on them to do the right thing. We always have. So when they turn out to be small little people hiding behind a curtain, we need to suddenly grow up and not cry like babies. The role ahead of us is to be mature and discerning. Adults who can control our shock. The dark leaders of the world are being taken out. We will learn as the plan proceeds. It will out slowly.
We would never be able to accomplish this cleansing of the planet alone, humanity alone, without higher help since the earth and its population have become riddled through and through with shadow energy. It's part of our life now. There is "not light" in us. We could not survive here without the shadow running through us. So we are going to have to allow the "not light" to be drained away from us., and it's going to be difficult for those who have a LOT of it. Earth would have been long gone as a planet by now - it would have disappeared from the solar system - if it had not been for the celestials, galactics, ascended masters, archangels and others higher in evolution watching over us. The intervention that we are in the midst of right now, the change-over called the shift, has been very carefully planned by moderating the human race on a minute to minute and hour by hour basis. They are beaming love and light down at us from many ships orbiting the skies. We have been mercifully protected from knowing too much too fast, but at the same time we have been spoon fed information and love to wake us up. It had to be gentle and careful or it would injure our minds and our emotional stability.
But the truth has to be told and IS being told - that humanity has been living on a prison planet for millennia. We thought we were the only intelligent species in the universe but that was the dark's agenda who infiltrated our world. Steps were taken to keep us in the dark. But don't fret. It's not all bad. We are waking up and we are being blessed and loved and nurtured as we wake up to our own personal amazing truth that we are beautiful whole and complete human beings. We are not sinners after all. It was all a lie. We are coming into, slowly and gradually, the truth of our own identity. Who we are among the other celestials. We know what we know. We just didn't believe it. We are going to start believing it now. We are going to start trusting our own inner knowledge now. We are going to say, "I KNEW that was not right! I just KNEW it!"
On the same taken, we are going to have to accept the fact that we are mere babes in the wood, spiritually speaking. We ARE spiritual beings, after all. Even if we don't know that, we will soon find out. We will start remembering. Then we will have to say, "But which way is Home? Where is Home and where do we go from here? Where is our mother and father?" For there is a mother and father, and we instinctively know that. But we've been manipulated into thinking we were sinners by the leaders of orthodox religion who held us in their grip. I left the church when I was 21 because I saw it then, and many have, but there are still a lot of people who still trust the church. We've been in the hands of dark intelligences all of our life, and all our parent's lives, and all our grandparents lives, and all THEIR parents and grandparents lives and on down the ancestral line, we have carried over the dark side. But there is no one to blame. We should not blame. Instead, we need to pick up our marbles and turn around and go home. Look for the path that takes us Home. We are all going Home.
We are being led there. Trust the new lightening process taking place. News coming out will shock you. We are going back into the light, and the whistle-blowers and truth-tellers are helping us get there. We have to look the lie in the eye and see it for what it is and refuse to accept it. With grace. Through contacts with higher intelligent beings, we will learn not to fight against it but go with the flow, as the news unfolds and is lay out in front of us and everyone to see. The information is being disseminated. I posted two new videos that were released this month by well-educated doctors who are, as they say, pissed! They are talking. Humanity is unfolding its wings. We are intelligent. We are wise. We just didn't know. We can govern ourselves. We just were told we couldn't. We only need to start trusting our innate knowledge. Trust what is happening. It is a process unfolding. A few bumps here and there will not stop it. Just go with the flow and use your shock-absorbers. Rely on love and the comfort of your family and friends. Rely on your heart which is your feeling nature, your empathy and your instinct. These are leading us to trust in ourselves and to STOP trusting the so-called authorities. Let the collapse happen knowing it is only temporary because there is a backup plan by the higher light forces. They have it under control. The safety blankets are in place.
Seek the truth within yourself. Take time to contemplate and to listen to your self speak to you. Learn to love yourself. Love of self means taking time out to spend time with yourself. To get to know yourself. To feel what yourself is feeling and what it is saying. Take time to listen now. It's not selfish to be in love with yourself. It is not narcissistic to think of yourself first. It is not greedy to fill yourself with consideration and awareness and sensitivity and become vulnerable with yourself and to cry, because that's how you love yourself. Crying is a release and then more love can come in. When you have given yourself enough love you will feel peaceful and deep and grounded. Then you will have enough love and consideration to give to others. A dying man or woman is of no help to society or a family, so fill yourself with love each morning before going out the door. We are being told to help ourselves FIRST. To cultivate ourselves first and take responsibility for ourselves. And if you need help, ask. Don't be afraid to ask for help. Then someone else will feel genuinely proud to be of service. Meditate on this. Take time out to contemplate on this that is coming. Take time out to feel the peace within.
Beautiful, highly evolved, intelligent beings are working behind the scenes to help us grow up and take charge of our own lives so stop being vulnerable to the wrong people, and start rebuilding our communities with happiness. Don't be afraid to seek comfort with friends and with those you trust. Don't be afraid to open your heart to those who are in synergy with you.
Many blessings to all. Please check out the DISCLOSURE page when you have time. Be true to your Self and stay grounded.
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3/30/20 - Well, it is a Monday morning again and the worldwide fear pandemic is still underway, but there are continuing revelations taking place within everyone. And there are changes on this website. I've been fiddling around with it under guidance of spirit. I have had new more expanded understandings and I can't handle the many divisions I have created. I have five websites going right now. How did this happen? Now I have to down-size. I am moving into oneness and losing my ability to separate into categories. The global pandemic is not really about the corona virus, although we need to be sensible about it and take whatever precautions are required - keep your social distance and self-quarantine as advised - but there is something more important taking place. I'll be posting some of this information here on Anakosha, just as I have been doing right along in a hinting sort of way.
GALACTIC page. One of my five websites is a galactic federation website separate from Anakosha. You can see it here. Recently I started posting galactic information on Anakosha because Anakosha is my home. It is where I am anchored. I started Anakosha years ago. It started first as a couples swing site but it has changed over time. This has always been my online home, how I interact with the world. My main theme has always been love between human beings but it expanded from there. I'll be posting more galactic information here in the future. The galactic intervention is not really an intervention, it is a returning. They are family and we have their DNA in us. All earth bodies have DNA from somewhere out beyond earth. We come from the stars. This is a complicated subject that is not known to our earth-educated minds, but it is known by our higher consciousness which is our soul. There are glimmers of recognition starting to come through to individuals. As long as we are in an earth body having an earth life as a human, we don't know about our origins in the stars, but we will. We have homes in other places. We come from regions that are not taught on earth. We are being prepared for when this information will come forth. We need to be prepped emotionally and mentally. We will be visited by extraterrestrial family, but not in the way we have been expecting it. We are learning to pick up information mentally. What is known as telepathy. The governments of the world have done their best to keep this knowledge from us, but it's coming through the cracks in the system. Through telepathy. Through higher consciousness and mind-to-mind or empathic channelings. The human race is becoming empathic. There will be more about this on future Anakosha pages. But love remains the highest theme of all. Divine love and human love.
GODDESS page. I will be taking down the Goddesssphere.org website which I published in January this year, which no one knows about anyway. I will simply post divine feminine articles on the GODDESS page here instead. I was really excited when I created the Goddesssphere website. It was a huge interest at the time but it peaked and fell away in months. The interest faded and I moved on. The intention at the peak was to gather women together to share feminine values with each other and validate what women know and feel without men around. I felt it would help women to gain confidence in themselves but it turned out I was searching for myself alone. I wasn't doing it for them but for me. And I found it. I found that the divine feminine was in men too, and it is that part of us which is spiritual. It is the part that is in constant communication with source, or creator if you like. It has been stamped out by the rigid patriarchal system where women did not have freedom to be their beautiful, loving, spontaneous self. Feminine skills were made illegal centuries ago, so that females were second class citizens, or servents.
It was my intention to join the growing numbers of womens gatherings around the world and have one here in Naples, but I was moved to a larger picture. Bringing the feminine forward is definitely happening today all around the world. It is the most important issue on the planet right now, and is the most essential factor in the transformation of the government systems of the world. But there is more. As I look back and wonder "Why did I start a goddess circle if it all went away? What happened?" I realize that it was something personal that I had to experience for myself. It was karmic. Karma is unresolved issues, and I definitely had unresolved issues with men. I had to soundboard with other women to realize it and I did. I broke away from an underlying subservience to men. I now thank those women who were there for me, who performed like mirrors for me and reflected the great, wondrous feminine love that I had, back to me. Men could not do that. So it was a short three months that I entertained the goddess circle as future project and then it collapsed. It was a thoroughly rewarding and rich cleansing process. Now I am ready to move on. We are ALL growing into higher consciousness in our own unique ways. As our souls lead us to where we need to be, we shift and change to new thought processes. It's a private journey. The galactic intervention is assisting in this expansion process as we wonder about extraterrestrials and search the skies and read about them.
Still on the subject of the divine feminine, subservience to men is a trait that was bred into women from the time they are born as a girl. We don't know it. We can't see it but it is in the background of our being. Having confronted it in myself and getting past it, I now see the patriarchy through a different lens. We have beaten that horse, the so-called patriarchy, to death. I have empathy for the poor men and wouldn't want to be one at this time. It has become evident to me that men too are victims of an unchecked, ruthless society that created a cruel, loveless society - a mechanized, robotized system that took away humanity's innocence and made it illegal to be free. There is a new motto for Anakosha emerging in my thoughts. I'll probably add to the masthead: "Integrating the divine feminine and divine masculine into the mechanized human." Or something like that. There is no separation gap between men and women. The only separation is between human and divine. Both genders are the same human species with the same false ideas and issues. Human has become false. We have been syphoned off, split off from our decent, warm and compassionate nature (our God self) and made to follow rules that are painful and not natural. The human being would be innocent, wholesome and kindly, if he were not forced to do things he or she did not want to do for basic survival. The problem is not the split between men and women but the split between our divine nature and our forced, mechanized nature. We have both divine and mechanized programs operating within us. Each is contradictory to the other. Our human nature opposes our divine nature, and our divine nature opposes our human nature. We are split. We have split personalities. It keeps us in tension and constant stress. We are now being asked to stay home. There is a benefit to staying home because there is war going on behind the scenes. Stay hunkered down and consider who do you want to follow? The human who is in fear? Or the divine nature of your God-self that is loving and kind to others? It's a test. Which one do you want to entertain?
At last, we are getting to the crux of the matter. This is the dividing point. What we choose to think about takes us off into that direction. We have gotten off track by following fear and making susrvival the issue instead of love for our brothers and sisters. Even a dying person can forget he or she is dying by doing something for someone else. It turns the tables and creates goodness within. We need to spend more time entertaining good, decent and noble thoughts which does not require learning because it's innate. It's natural to us. I've been calling it divine but forget the word. It is who and what we are underneath the phony mask of trying to fit into an imperfect world. We've had to work hard to adapt to a rigid and unholy system. We've left many a dead body behind in other lives, only to be reborn and try again to get it right. But what is right? We are fed the same disgusting system because we never knew any better. It was the only way. We were not informed of our God self. There were no teachers for most of us. A few found their way to India in the '60's and '70's when it was starting to break open here in the US. But for the most of us, we missed that chance.
That's what I am here to talk about. I am Anakosha and I am moving into position to expand on the new age coming in. We are on the threshold of a new dawn, but there is a storm underway. We don't know what is going on, but we are to entertain higher, lighter, more loving thoughts. This is how we get through the storm. By integrating our higher perspective into our lower perspective. Be at peace. Be alert. Be kind to yourself. This is how to mesh with it. How to stay balanced and rooted. How to be comfortable inside your own skin. How not to be rattled and afraid when shocking news comes blaring out of the TV or your computer screen. Stay in the higher consciousness of compassion and kindness and love. We've been led to believe we are small, meaningless and guilty. The entire human race has been engulfed by a mechanized system which is cold and dark. News of just how dark is going to be coming forth. Shocking news, they say, will be coming. Be prepared to stay hunkered down when your neighbors get rattled and go off the deep end. Be like the massive oak tree that survives the hurricane. Trust that it will not last. The dark that has been overlaid on top of your natural goodness can be pierced quietly by staying in your center, rooted and grounded to Mother Earth the way the massive oak tree is grounded. Remember yourself as the wondrous, starry-eyed innocent child you were at 18 months.
Mechanization killed our faith in ourselves but we can get it back because it didn't go anywhere. It just went underground. We can bring it back up by choice of our how we think. Have faith in the awesome unknown that lets us live on, life after life and death after death, to try again to see if we can do it better next time. Life is eternal. We are eternal. The body comes and goes. We don't remember but our soul does. We have an accumulated wealth living inside us which is our soul. We've been indoctrinated by a shadow program. We were made to believe in a dark and cruel world and to be afraid, but we are breaking through that now. The veils are falling away. We are each doing this alone. It's an individual process to learn how to trust in oneself again, MORE than trusting the system. We don't go into rebellion or fighting or protesting, we go into an elevated perspective. We rise above it and see from an airplane's view or better yet - a spaceship's view from outer space. We have another chance in these days to live again more naturally and wholesomely through the love program. Watch where your thoughts go. Reject the robotization process that is a killer of souls.
Robotization and mechanization don't have to be bad words. We don't have to reject technology. Not at all. Technology comes with an advancing, evolving consciousness. It benefits the whole. It is good. Mankind is on the cutting edge of a new age which is advancing us further than we have ever been before as an earth race. We will be connecting spirituality with technology. This step of merging spirituality with technology requires a higher and wider perspective, and we only get that through having love and compassion for others and faith. Coupling spirituality and technology is known to the Extraterrestrials as organic technology. Those races who have lived millions of years longer than humanity, has conquered space travel because they have organic space ships. They have gigantic motherships that are alive. There is a mind meld with the ships. There are stories by those who have traveled in them by invitation. The ships breathe and follow mental instructions from those who live inside them.
We are moving into this new knowledge in the coming era ahead. It is done by using our hearts with our minds and intellect, thus we can "feel" a connection with inanimate material. We will learn that nothing is inanimate as we think now. Everything has consciousness, even a rock, and therefore that consciousness can be communicated with through heart and mind coupled together, just as a human can communicate with a pet. . We will learn how to communicate through feeling coupled with intellect. By respecting and having compassion for the object we include them and thus bond with them, just as we do with our lover. In the next era we will grow in our ability to feel love. It is through consideration of others that love begins. It is an inclusive process. We become "more" when we include other life forms. We rise to higher planes in the universe. It is the evolution of consciousness. We have to become conscious of being love, kind and considerate. This is done by feeling. It is not done by intellect alone. Intellect does not have feeling. The mind cannot feel, but as I lower My thinking down out of the ivory tower which I normally reside in, I slow my thought down and they "click" in with other people around me. I am discovering this and experimenting with it. It allows me to "bond" with people. It is the same process we go through when we take a lover. Staying in the intellect (the ivory tower) we stay separate and think we know better than everyone else. We tend to think of others as "stupid" or "ignorant" or "unworthy". That is why we need to learn how to bring love down to street level and practice lowering our thoughts to blend with our neighbors WITH AWARENESS to keep it light.
Intelligence needs to be coupled with feeling. Love is a feeling. Love is the feminine in people. The feminine has been missing and needs to be brought back into every system on earth. It is the element that will transform and save the earth. This is the reason for the women's movement. Not the human woman but the divine woman. The divine feminine. The goddess movement. The human feminine has lost it. The human male has lost it. The divine feminine and the divine masculine is found again through feeling. Feelings of a loving nature that is unconditionally caring for all, not selective like one here and one there according to how we feel they connect to us. That's the human part. Unconditional love is respect for everyone even if they do NOT connect with us. That's where the mental blends with feeling. We have to learn more about how to do this. We will require advanced training to learn how to respect and honor all living things. We need to draw on spirit, our higher God self. Spirit is in charge and knows what to do in ALL circumstances. Following spirit is how we advance to higher ground. We have to stop judging others as beneath us or over us. No one is greater or below us. We are all equal through love. The loving side of technology, the feminine side of technology, will bring an end to disease. Magnificent healing machines will be coming soon which will be organic. You'll feel the peace and calmness when you are being treated. It will resurrect the health and the life force in you. The feminine side of technology will turn us around from the destructive path we were on. It will save us from destroying Mother Earth. Human nature lost its way when it created systems without the feminine influence. Because of that, because we were on the verge of destruction as a planet, we are now going through an intervention.
The ASCENSION page on this website was a little ahead of its time and it will remain on Anakosha. Soon I will post some direct channelings from Ascended Masters themselves. The Masters are concerned. They cannot intervene but they can be called upon by focusing on them. There are instructions to follow. I'm copying them from books and I'll include the title and source where you can purchase them if interested. Most people are not aware of the Ascended Masters, sometimes referred to as the Great White Brotherhood which refers to the white light of their presence. The channel was a woman in the 1950's and 60's, who has since died and is herself now ascended. By making available direct channelings from them will provide more personal detail and bring the Masters closer to us emotionally, making them appear more human like us - humans who have perfected themselves and were able to break the chain of rebirth. As you start using your higher mind by reading and contemplating loftier thoughts instead of looking under rocks out of fear, you will notice a definite difference in your calmness and sense of well-being.
As we advance further into this pandemic of fear, loss and confusion, there will surely be a growing interest in the Masters like St. Germain, Sanat Kumara, El Morya, Hhilarion. There are not that many actually. Over time you get to be able to identify them by their presence. The way you identify a friend who approaches you in the dark or with your eyes closed. These books have been shelved and lost only because the people weren't ready for them. We are getting closer. I will do my part. I personally am grateful and could hug the man and his woman who were there at the time the words were spoken. They went to great trouble and expense to gather these messages and re-published them. You can see the website here where they can be purchased.
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3/25/20 - I have posted on the GODDESS page today, "There is a purging going on planet-wide". The goddess page is where I'm starting to post the newsletters. Things are changing to the extent that I get somewhat confused over where to post things! But by recording the changes, I stay in the middle of the road and feel centered and balanced. I hope you will follow along as I make changes on this website. I will continue to post here what the lastest changes are.
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3/19/20 - As the pandemic slowly engulfs the world with paranoia and fear, threatening to everyone's stability, I am doing the opposite. I am focusing on cultivating Tantra, sex, love and the super-normal powers that we all have within us, innate and available if we only knew how to use them. We all have a mission and purpose for being here, and this has been my chief number one interest from the beginning. Since I've collected tons of articles that have never been published, I will begin by releasing some random ideas just to start the ball rolling. Sex is a common theme and should be of interest to everyone. Perhaps it will serve to ground people's attention and bring them back to sanity. These writings introduce the power BEHIND sex. What is this power that can create such powerful sexual experiences?
"Sex is the divinity in you. It is neither male nor female, but the combined force of both. Sex is a force as opposed to a "cancelling out" as some would suppose, or neutrality. When you consider the imbalance of male or female separately, you will see that each suffers from a need caused by a lack of union with the counterpart. Thus the eternal search for a suitable mate which takes up so much time. However, once that suitable mate has been found, the struggle for a mate is over and the struggle for balance begins, for finding a mate does not bring the long awaited balance.
"The interaction between male and female is an interaction that takes place within yourself. The sex force is a physical manifestation of a deep spiritual hunger. The sex drive is the urge to balance the two extreme natures within you, positive and negative, or as some would say, the aggressive, outgoing, confident nature, and the passive, introspective, shy and hesitant nature. These two natures exist in all beings for they are the yin and yang, the pendulum of the cosmic clock. It creates the urge to grow and change. It creates curiosity and the urge to find ways to unite. The perspective from one extreme causes curiosity about the other and if the pendulum of opposite views should cease, outer activity would cease also, for the world would come to a rest in the arms of loving embrace."
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3/15/20 - Following is a private letter to someone who asked about Tantric massage. Tantra is becoming increasingly popular but most people don't have understanding because it is a spiritual healing technique. This site carries information about Tantra and Tantric massage, along with the contact information of David, a gifted Tantric massage practitioner in Naples. I want to add to this information to try to increase understanding. I notice there are a lot of hits to the MASSAGE page, so massage is a popular subject and a much needed component of human nature. There is also a rise in interest how it all works, how meditation works and energy works. Massage is a wonderful technique for expressing love. High and holy love. Love is healing. I write about this all the time but it hasn't been absorbed very well yet in our culture. The culture is still fixated on sex. Perhaps this will fill in a little better what Tantric massage is. I will add it to the MASSAGE page.
(Quote) I'm sorry but I don't know any female tantric practitioners anywhere in SW Florida. I wish I did. Whether you should see a male practitioner depends on where YOU are coming from. I have a male colleague in Naples. He is posted on the Anakosha website. But what YOU are seeking and what you expect to happen during the massage makes a difference. Tantra is a spiritual energy treatment, it is not sexual. It uses the powers of the earth and the sun. These are the powers that get blocked and dammed up which create sexual feelings. A Tantric massage helps to unblock the energies. Most people don't understand what it's all about.
The power of the earth is spiritual, and the power of the sun is spiritual. We in our bodies are also spiritual but we live in a physical body which has a lot of blocks in it. It takes someone who knows what he or she is doing to put hands on a person and connect the spiritual power of earth (magnetism) with the spirit of God in the sun (electrical) and thus open the blocks in the body and allow the energies to flow through your physical body and bring parts back into alignment again, as they should be. The session brings a wonderful peace back to the body, for the body is also spiritual and can be made whole again by releasing blocks. Sex is a feeling of release because sex is a blockage. That's what Tantra is all about but it is not understood very well.
The body is also spiritual. It is composed of cells which are intelligent. They make up the different parts of the body - liver, heart, lungs, sex organs, muscles, etc. They ARE intelligent. Cells are spiritual. They get out of alignment because the person living in the body is not connected to his or her body, and is feeding the body all sorts of wrong thoughts. The body becomes a jangled piece of confusion because the lord of the manor is not maintaining it in pristine condition. The body needs a lot of help to be restored to good, healthy, working condition so it FEELS good. Finding a healer who knows how to remain clear as a channel and allow the spiritual forces to work through him or her is rare. David is such a person.
However, if your thought process links warm good feelings with feminine and a female body working on you, this can make a difference in the results. It is how you think that matters. Your beliefs mold your thoughts into expectations and anticipations. You may want to have a woman who is less knowledgeable about Tantra and more looking to a woman's hands on your skin. This is more shallow thinking but it is legitimate and not to be discounted. It is where your understanding lies and what will make you feel good. Your body is intelligent. It knows it wants SOMETHING. You have to figure out what your body wants and needs. Your body is condensed spirit. It is full of spiritual powers but it is fragmented and compacted and condensed into a physical concerete. It is rare to find a healer who is clear enough and knowledgeable enough to allow the spiritual forces to work through them and into you, the body on the table. David can do it.
Most people think Tantra is a sexual or sensual thing. What they think going into a treatment will alter the results. It is good to have a totally open mind and trust the practitioner. If you are looking for a sensual or sexual result, then you're probably wishing for a female practitioner. If you are looking for a genuine Tantric massage which will give you a wonderful healing, where your body is brought back into alignment as best can be done under your particular body system, then I would recommend going to David.
I hope this explains it a little bit better. Ask more questions if you like. I will try to answer them.
3/13/20 - A self-check for corona virus is posted on Goddess page.
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2/25/20 - Check out the Goddess page - there is a posting about Yin and Yang.
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2/21/20 - Check out the Galactic page for an interesting article on sex from Ivo of Vega.
Another piece of advice was: if you have a negative situation going on in your life, visualize it as a past event. This is homework. This is homework in magic. Imagination is the magic. We all have this ability. One technique is to take a negative situation and, using your imagination - your ability to visualize - first see the situation. Your ability to visualize is required. Then, imagine that situation zooming away from you, like a camera might zoom out from a closeup of an insect, to include more of the environment around it. See the negative situation as a scene becoming smaller and smaller as the whole picture widens and widens. See the negative situation fading in the distance. See it as something in the past. Remove it from your present moment. * You are consciousness. You’re not a body. It is your consciousness that is doing the work. Ascension is on everyone’s mind these days, but ascension is the process of enlightenment. Letting consciousness “light up” and move away from the lock-down of past lessons, experiences, training and belief systems. Let your consciousness work the magic of lifting you out of the past and into the doorway of the future. The future is glorious but you’re not there yet. You can’t jump into the future, but you can remove the past, one item at a time, from your jumbled up mess of a hall closet or attic. By removing one item at a time and dealing it with it (through your magical powers of visualization through various techniques which meditation teaches) you lighten the dreariness that you’re packing around with you wherever you go. You lighten your load this way. This is the process of ascension. It requires you to learn and practice some consciousness techniques.
People born after 1969 - many young people today are doing it already - but those of us who were born 50, 60, 70, 80 years ago (between 1930 and 1970) were taught rigidly. Year by year we have been going through an ascending spiral like never before on Earth. Those born from 1970 on, those below 50 years, 40 years, 30 years, below 20 years old, are receiving new training. Things are changing rapidly. I am going to galactic school now, actively receiving information from other species, other races, other sisters and brothers, neighbors in the same ‘hood, the same galaxy - they are communicating. They too are changing. Major changes are underway. Not only this little ol’ planet, but all the planets in our galaxy are going through consciousness changes. It is the process of ascension which means the process of enlightenment, which means the process of letting go of yesterday’s beliefs and last year’s education and training. Facts change. The old school believes in “facts” but facts change as we go into higher orbit, higher consciousness, higher realms, higher dimensions of thought.
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11/16/20 - Many of us have been held back by accusations of being selfish. Selfish is a tool of the dark to keep us away from self-contemplation and self-focus on the light within. The light is not like light from a light bulb. When we say “light and love, let light prevail”, that does not mean just imagining light with your mind. It means BECOMING light in body and feelings. Light contains joy and feelings of exhilaration and glee. If its just imagined as a mental picture, there is no feeling to that. The feeling of hilarity, fun, positive excitement is not a thought. It's a true authentic feeling. If you just “think” light it doesn’t do much for you. You have to FEEL it. When you feel light it becomes love - that's where light becomes love - and it fills your body with high emotions, transformative emotions. When you embody the light, which comes from Source, you allow it to move in and take over. You experience an emotional charge. You experience joy and it’s not just mental, though your thought becomes exuberant and free of constraint too. But it is all-inclusive, body, mind and soul. Soul is feeling it and soul is having a wonderful time embodying the feeling of light in the body. The physical embodying of the light becomes the love experience we all yearn for. Physically our body becomes the love because we can feel the warmth of its goodness. We feel lighter in weight and density and even pain free for the duration of the time that we embody the love.
In the present day most people are not embodying the light. If the majority were, the Earth would change in the twinkling of an eye, or at least within the next 24 hours. There would be noticeable improvements all across the globe and in houses of governments, because the people could not hold back the exuberance, exhilaration, happiness, freedom and sense of being alive that would surge through them. It would be impossible to hold it back. Things would right itself on our world.
But we are not embodying the light right now. We are seeing it from a distance, from the perspective of watching from a’far. We are watching to see who is going to go first in embodying the light. We are watching whistleblowers come forth. They who have been buried in the depths of secrecy and coverups and disinformation, are embodying the light and it is pushing them out into the front lines. The restraints of secrecy have become too much under the inpouring of light to the planet. Secrecy has begun the crumbling because of whistleblowers. They have melted their strictness and reserve, and they cannot live any more with these restrictions. They are being forced to let go. They have to let go because they have been too long without light. The light is now too strong for them. One by one they are stepping out of the dark closets they have been hiding within because of the boss, the leader, the law.
They are talking and revealing and we are watching and listening. We are wondering and weighing if what they say is true. We are processing this information, and it is helping us to consider more truth into our lives. More truth is more light. Lack of information, disinformation and lies have kept the light from us. We are not yet embodying the light but we are watching others embody the light and we are waiting to see what will happen next. We are processing it. It is good. I too have been resisting the embodying of the light. I wonder why I don’t feel the emotions that other people seem to be feeling. I want to feel the freedom of living the love that I feel. I know I am love. I act in loving ways, I give love to people. I want to give more love as I am drawn in that direction, but I find excuses. I am not ready yet. I am holding myself back. I am waiting too. So I continue to not allow the love to fill me physically, when I really WANT to be filled with love. I am feeling it part way. A little here and little there. Some days more than others. My mission is to learn how to embody love. I write about it a lot but I want to experience it more with others in open community. I want others to feel free too.
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11/14/20 - Authorities are those who think they know more than the others around them. It’s not true of course, but the others are holding themselves back from expressing through thought, word, feeling or form. This holding back appears to be a dumb creature to those who are more vocal and expressive, but there are many reasons for holding back. The greatest reason is often wisdom and generosity, to allow others a chance to show their true colors and character. True, there are those who were born into unrefined or corrupted bodies due to genetics, which is a choice, nature knows best, but the intelligence of the higher mind is always ALWAYS there, residing in, through and around the body, just waiting for someone to recognize it, nurture it, nourish and invite it to express itself, its voice and its actions. Often the quiet people are the more intelligent ones. Instead of boasting and showing everyone a racist, a bully, an elitist, a control freak, a terrorist, criminal, jerk or ignoramus, a quiet one waits until the air settles down and is clear of stupidity before they speak. So it does not suit anyone well to assume an authoritative role over anyone who is quiet, especially over a child because a child can see right through the curtain. It‘s better to take the kinder approach anyway, no matter who it is. Kindness has been known to change the course of historical events and divert disaster. Among the quiet ones there may be the one who is seething with quiet anger and planning a vengeful act and no one knows the danger about to explode. Kindness can change the mind of that one and save lives. Be conscious and choose kindness.
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11/13/20 - Stay positive in your focus, even in the midst of challenges. A powerful period of change is upon us, so many changes happening at once. Staying positive puts you above the changes so they don’t bother you so much. Like transcending the changes. You have a birds eye view. Fly over the rocking of the earth by staying positive. Go up to the sun. Imagine connecting with the source of warmth, comfort, light and goodness. You are a creator. Create something positive and new. Stay positive in your focus. Listen to your spiritual guides and teachers. They speak to you by blending in with your own thoughts and thinking process. You sometimes wonder “Now where did THAT thought come from?” Then simply say “Thank you!” to your spirit guides. They are blending with you when you stay positive. Your higher self and spirit guides, all are the same thing. It is higher than what your own mind and brain can give you. Trust the new thoughts. There is a war in consciousness going on. There are forces that are trying to attract your attention by whatever means possible. Bombs, killings, explosions, political dramas, your own friends and families are spitting out dramas and traumas. Stay positive in attitude, thought and feeling. Higher thoughts, higher feelings, higher attitudes. This is how you raise your vibrations so you are in a higher dimension. Go up to the sun, go up to where the birds fly in your imagination.
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11/6/20 - Message upon waking this morning: The brain is moving too fast for the body to keep up with it. I’m talking about basic physical movements now. Just how you step and move your arms and hands. We trip over things and fall and stumble and get impatient with ourselves and frustrated. Our body seems to be too slow for our minds. We are moving faster with our conscious minds than our body can keep up. In this way we abuse our body. We are being impatient with our body and we’re punishing it by forcing it to move beyond its capacity to feel. We are mentally too quick and physically too slow. The solution is to slow down. The problem is that we are too intellectual and we are not taking the time to slow down our minds to connect with our body. We are not descending down into the slower and lower vibration of our bodies, and this frustrates us. We tend to find fault with something else. We don’t own being responsible for this frustration that is happening within our bodies. “Who left that thing in the middle of the living room?” We look to someone else to blame. “That damn pool vac is stuck in the ladder again." Frustrated, I look for someone or something to blame. The solution is to slow down and be at peace. Be at peace. Allow the frustration to dwindle down to nothingness. Allow your body some peace. Love your body, feel the peace. This is a walking meditation that I am doing these days. Slowing down and feeling the peace. Loving the cells of my body and not being abusive to them. It goes along with Tantra teachings I am studying.
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10/31/20 - A message woke me this morning. There is a lower third eye between the eyes that shines outward like a ray, projecting all that is still within the ego which lays blame on outside forces and blocks the clarity of the Christ Self. The real third eye is the pineal and pituitary glands in the center of the brain. This is where we surrender all of our ego and enter the void to become still and clear prior to joining with the Almighty at the crown. The lower third eye is still projecting egocentric judgments outward onto other people. All the unredeemed faculties are still there. It is still seeing through the veils. We see through our own faults when we engage with others, and we color them with our own mistakes.
As we grow silent, when we become still and surrender all movement, all thought, all intention, we rise above ego to the real third eye. I was shown the purity of seeing and being only love. A friend wrote about her negative situations and I wanted to write to her, advising her. But in the shower I was shown to only write her in a loving uplifting way, blessing her with words of love. No advice from my stored up junk/trunk of wisdom. Only that I see her hurt through loving eyes, not sympathy but with love. I love her hip and her hurt body. I am hugging her and embracing her with the hands of angels, warm and comforting. Now I see that when I desire to tell others how to correct THEIR hurts, it's me telling myself how to correct my own. Don’t tell others. Fix yourself. It is just ego puffing itself up to tell others. It doesn’t help them. They can feel that it is your ego.
I have been attempting to define the divine feminine but I've been defining the HUMAN feminine, not the divine. This is a remarkable lesson to receive. The message is telling me, "It comes to you in feeling, not in words. Now you know. You are your only teacher. The I AM That I AM. You’ve been trying to teach the divine feminine but you can’t teach it. It has to be realized. The words are only shells and shadows."
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10/23/20 - (Channeled from DK. I woke in the night and couldn't go back to sleep, I was seeing cell phones in my mind.) You are your own authorities. There is no one - no one! - who can tell you what to do, how to act, to bow down and serve the wishes of others. The religions have been a sophisticated tool to control you. They have stolen your attention, your power, your thought, your belief in yourselves, away from you. There is no authority given over you by Creator, by heaven, by the angels or the Brotherhood of Man - there is ONLY freedom for you. The Earth is your happy paradise. Doug is correct when he says it is a garden of Eden for lovers. You ARE meant to love one another freely. In all ways, in all dimensions, in all programs of thought and creativity. A wonderful blessed garden of lush tropical beauty awaits your coming out, your breaking free of the tight control that others have placed on your mind, your thought, your emotions. Break free with your feelings. Dare to breathe. Breathe! Breathe free in your feelings for one another. Even swinging, as free as you felt in that field of pleasure, it was not free for you were still fighting the structure that had been imposed on you. You FELT you were climbing over a wall, you FELT secret. You felt the wall itself was still there.
It is time to place yourself outside of the wall into the open fields under the sky and the clouds and the rain to enjoy freedom from old structures. No more garden walls. Only freedom to create, to love, to express your innermost and your higher most thoughts that you enjoy when you are alone in the quiet hours. These inner, higher thoughts and impressions are YOU, your talent, your song, your beauty, yes, your skill and your talent, given to you, bestowed unto you, to present to the united world that awaits you. The glorious beautiful free world of light, love and happiness.
(I remembered the cell phone image) Yes, the cell phones were given to you as a rudimentary tool to reach out to others to communicate while mobile, disconnected from the old structure, the old buildings, the old fixed wires in the ground and on poles. You are free now, and the computer has given you access to knowledge you did not have access to before. So now you can ask your questions and open up a fount of information. But you still need to filter that information through your OWN heart and mind. Yes, measure truth through the fine and delicate frequency of your own sensing detectors. As you write these words you are practicing to receive. You are feeling and sensing. Breathe deeply. Breathe gently. Allow the words to flow through your heart. Yes, focus on your heart and the shining light of the sun in your chest. Allow that shining light, that sun, to filter these words coming through to your waking consciousness. You will soon be teaching others to feel through their hearts also. Practice at this. When you watch TV, listen to radio, read emails and books, filter this "in" formation of energy as it rides outward to your consciousness on your own frequency. You are a frequency forming a focus. You think of yourself as a body. Begin visualizing yourself as a sun shining in your chest, pulsating there, ebbing and flowing and sending messages out to you, your outer consciousness, your outer body, from higher planes.
(I stopped to think about that and the flow ended.)
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10/21/20 - (Channeled) So many awarenesses, how do I choose? Assignments – CINA, Ana website, GFL website? I asked DK. Answer: what excites you? Choose IT!! Spiritual anatomy excites me, learning about it, how it becomes physical. Kundalini is God, is the eternal one. The Monad is your individual immaculate concept or pattern. It is the you as you were created by Source in the beginning of your life. A piece of that immaculate concept was sent to Earth to embed into the earth to anchor you here. Around that immaculate immortal seed which has been called kundalini are seven layers. When kundalini awakens dramatically as it did in you, or in an OBE or NDE, all seven layers are broken and the eternal God is set free in the solid body and immediately soars home to the infinite sea of light. Now it is up to you to bring it back down into the solid earth body and enclose it round about with understanding.
It is YOU – your conscious consciousness - that is now bringing the immaculate concept down into the solid enclosure of the body. You do this through love, by praising it, seducing it, welcoming it, caring for it to come down into this confinement of the lower dimension. It is your life, your immortal self. You do not know this at first. You struggle with your immortality and the sensation of being enclosed and confined inside a physical body. It is YOU – your consciousness – that must make this integration. It is YOU who must insist that your immortality and your mortal self walk side by side as friends in the same body. You are the soul, not yet the eternal spirit. You as soul must become refined, purified, cleared of doubt and confusion. You were given a glimpse of the father’s kingdom [when you went into the light] and now you are seeking it all the time but you are anchored into a finite body. You experience frustration at not being able to move freely because you do not yet know how to be at peace with ALL things, ALL situations, ALL people, ALL that is disturbing. You are an immortal but don’t know it yet.
Do the work of unifying everything that disturbs you, angers you, condemns you, hurts you. This does not come naturally to the physical animal but you are not physical nor are you an animal. You are an immortal who does not know it yet. You must work at being love and extending love into everything that comes up in front of your nose. You want the vastness of the all-that-is but you are mortal so what do you do? You work at unifying. You call to your higher self, your immortal self. You direct it into the disturbance or the confusion, whatever is troubling you. You send it, you beam it, you think it, you control the direction of your love. You, the immortal one, take charge of your mortal life! Relax into the immortal self in moments of silence to reconnect. Dream with it often during the day. Recognize its presence and stop what you are doing to allow it into your mind. You are a solid on a physical work assignment with others who also are solid on work assignments, working with their immortal self too, most of whom do not know what you know. They know what THEY know but not what YOU know. Stick to your own story like glue. Create your own path to Home. There is no other can do it for you.
You have germinated and blossomed the immaculate you, your eternal light body, which is an individual concept born out of the immortal eternal mind which ALL have been born out of. You cannot follow another’s path any more than they can follow yours because they have their own seed of immortality lying in wait for them to pierce the shell. But, since you came to help Earth grow to unity and peace, you are here to form kinships, relationships in solid form. That requires skill. You have been educated over eons of lifetimes in how to work with other solids who are, like you, following their path to the stars, or trying to. And you have on-the-job training. You KNOW what does not work! You know! You are equipped. All you have needed in this life was confidence in your knowledge. You needed time and space to build confidence in what you know. You have done that. You are almost ready to throw away the hesitation and step boldly out on the world stage with the power of the immortal burning gently – not forcefully or vulgarly – but gently and firmly through your physical presence, your solid physical body. You are ready. Know this. Be firm and steady in the knowledge you have accumulated and built up as treasure in heaven. Own this treasure. Be responsible for the eternal vastness that is in you. The eternal good in you. That is your God. God is goodness without flaws. Can you do that? (Meekly “I can" - thank you DK)
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10/18/20 - (Channeled) The body has a consciousness of its own. It is not the ego. The ego cannot live in the physical body. The ego is confined to the mind because it is abstract awareness. It is not yet formed. Ego receives abstract intelligence from the greater mind. It is the first receiver. The body is the second step-down receiver, the more dense receiver. The divine feminine refers to the physical body. The divine masculine refers to the abstract receiver - the higher mind. Mental refers to the masculine. Our mental thoughts are the the masculine side of us. The physical body refers to the feminine. Our feelings and emotions are the feminine side of us.
Some people refer to the feminine side as emotional and think it belongs to the fairer sex but that is a fallacy. The Tantric teachings are all about bringing the abstract intelligent knowledge into the body through sensual feelings. Tantric masters guide their students in how to FEEL because only the body can FEEL. The mind cannot feel sensations. The mind can foster feeling and cultivate feeling if held long enough, but most human beings do not know how to foster feeling. That is what Tantra is all about. It is learning how to integrate intelligently with the body so the whole person can feel.
The mind has a different role to play. It receives intelligence from the greater mind beyond human. We might call this greater mind "Father" or "Creator" or "God" or "Higher Self". It doesn't matter what it is called. It comes from beyond the human intellect. The human mind receives ideas, inspirations, visions as a flowing of rich and fertile imagination. And the mind latches onto one that appeals to his fancy. This is where though comes from. The mind creates thought out of thin air. When a mind latches onto a thought and thinks about it, and starts to turn it around and around and mix it with other thoughts, it becomes a personality all by itself. It becomes an ego. But if it continues to hold onto the thought, it becomes entangled with other thoughts, and the ego builds into a larger ego. What it SHOULD do, is let it go.
The mind is the intelligence of the person. It is the masculine aspect of the person. It cannot feel. It does not have the ability to feel anything at all. The mind is abstract, without feeling. When ideas, visions and concepts arrive in the mind, it more often stops there and does not descend any further down into the body’s cells and tissues. The ego is now in charge. The body, the feminine, does not receive the idea or feel it or sense it or add its consciousness to it. The ego holds onto it in the ivory tower of the head. The ego refers to the mind. It does not refer to the body. If a person would take the time to sit in stillness periodically, to stop the mind from cranking and turning, the rich and fertile ideas would drift downward under the force of gravity and enter into the physical body’s cells, tissues, nerves and blood stream. There is then a TOTAL receiving. Not just in the mind but also in the body. Then emotion is felt. Emotion changes everything. The idea becomes embedded into the body and the body can add body intelligence to it. The body rounds out an idea and gives it substance. The physical body is the feminine aspect which has been called "the mother" in all the ancient languages. The body is needed to manifest ANYTHING into form. Without the physical sensation of emotion, love is missing. The feminine aspect of a person is the body.
Love is the feminine aspect of a human being. Love must be felt and expressed through the body, or it is not love at all. Many people talk about spiritual love, but if it is not expressed and felt physically, as a sensatin of warmth, kindness, caring, empathy, then the person remains unfulfilled. When a person remains unfulfilled he (or she, I am using the male pronoun for simplicity sake) he then begins to search for it. When he begins to search for it, he uses only his masculine side. This is how humankind came to be dominated by the male, by ego, by cruelty and selfishness. The drive to "get" what he felt was missing created a world driven by male ego. Meanwhile the feminine aspect of everyone remained an untapped resource. The physical body has been ignored in the search for fulfillment. Ancient Tantric teachings are soon to return to the planet, as the other half of the human soul.
A feeling cannot be felt by the mind. It can only be felt as a sensation, emotion or feeling if the person himself will open the trap door at the juncture of the atlas - the vertebra at the top of the spine - and allow the rich consciousness held in the head to flow downward through the spine and out through the meridians and nerves into all the nooks and crannies of the body. Remember - it is Atlas who holds up the world. Now it is time to teach Atlas how to open his trap door and allow the consciousness to descend down the spine into the heart, lungs, stomach and lower abdomen where the mother resides. The infinite must descend down below the brain/mind into the body to manifest in physical reality.
Sleep allows the mind and body to merge during sleep, but if, during the day the person returns to the habit of using only his mental capacity and not his feeling channels, he will continue to feel unfulfilled and keep searching. When the human being does not allow the stream of his life to flow down past the atlas into the sensuality of the body, he lives a shallow life with other shallow beings. Tantra is a training ground in learning this and practicing this. The body is called the divine feminine, or the goddess. It is not only women's bodies, but men's bodies are also feminine. This may be difficult to swallow, but understand - everything that manifests into physical reality has been fostered with loving attention. They have put their feelings of heart and soul into the creation of this manifestation. They have cared for it. They have treated it with kindness and tenderness, no matter WHAT it is. It is your responsibility and yours alone, not your spouse's or partner's, it is your responsibility to find and learn how to utilize the feelings of your own body. This is your feminine side - that part of you which feels. Having more beautiful feelings and not depressing feelings, is how you raise your vibrations and manifest beauty. A negative feeling is your lesson and your teacher. Don't run away from it. Find a way to transform it into a beautiful feeling. Your mind and body must work together. This is the true marriage that is made in heaven.
The flow of ideas is coming from the REAL you, the higher you. You are the REAL living in an artificial world, and you are here to make the world REAL. If you are not feeling the fulness of life you are not letting your life stream sink down into your body where the mother in you can tenderize them. Live those ideas in your daily life. It is your job to figure out how to express love and truth and justice through your interactions with others. Express your ideals in your outward expressions. Live the life you have been given in miraculous ways. It is no one's responsibility to fulfill you and complete you. You must complete yourself. This is a Tantric teaching. The REAL person is known as your father. It is attempting to flow down the central column of your spine to connect with the mother in you - the cells of your body so the mystical marriage may take place. Then you will experience heaven ON EARTH. You do not need to leave the earth to experience heaven or paradise here. Earth is destined to be a garden of paradise with everyone having all that they need. Many people have tried to do this that I am talking about in past lives but did not succeed. They had to return and try again in a new body. Each new life as a new-born is different. It presents different opportunities through different parentage and ancestral lineage that have came up through thousands of years in the same culture, social status, economic class. There are many opportunities to learn by coming again into a new life as a new-born.
And all through the many lifetimes it is only ONE being and that one being is you. You are the driving force and director behind the many performances and plays on stage. You are the only intelligence driving the car and choosing the road to go down. It is only ONE father-mother God flowing downward through your arteries and veins. Allow it to flow. It is the new-born baby's responsibility to grow up and follow the inner voice for that is the only voice that will draw it to fulfillment. Emotions have been repressed, therefore the higher noble feelings have been repressed. Therefore the body has been repressed. Therefore it dies. If the consciousness cannot flow through the body and invigorate the cells and tissues of the body to keep it healthy continuously, then the body withers and grows old and dies. And again the divine consciousness goes home to re-think the next incarnation. How can he fulfill the divine plan? How can he do it better the next time? How can he become the master in this physical world and not be distracted? He discusses it with wise mentors, and he is told these things that I am telling you now.
He must not selfishly hang onto his inspirational thoughts, needs and desires. He must open his mind and allow the flow to be drawn by gravity into the lower regions, like a river flowing down to the mother ocean. It is feminine to become a free flowing river of spontaneous ideas. Don’t try to capture them. Don’t try to own them. Don’t try to make them your possession and jealously guard them against theft. Share them with your community. They are not yours to hold selfishly. They are not yours until you BECOME them by living them in the physical. Appreciate them. Thank them. Enjoy them and let them go. Let them disappear into the underground. You won't see them but you will FEEL them. Don't hold on. Let them take root in the soil of earth and germinate. Germination elevates you and inspires you as they grow roots out into the caverns and crevices of your organs and muscles. Allow them to flow. Be the allower. Be the light heart, not the dark heart. Inspire all those around you. Let life be free.
These thoughts are not yours. They come from the universal mind. Mankind tries to capture universal inspirations as if they were given to him alone as a gift. His little ego interprets unconditional love in a personal way. But they do not become personal until he lives them in his life with others. It must first take root in the physical dimension before it can be seen as real, by taking root through the nervous system which branches like the roots of a tree deep in the underground. This is a process that requires precise thought and caring. To become fulfilled, learn this little trick of the mind - open the trap door of the atlas at the top of the spinal column and enjoy the experience of sliding down into sensation. Otherwise thoughts remain as ethereal blueprints in the mind, no different than an architect's drawing on paper that is never built. A wise man becomes a great philosopher, genius, inventor, poet, artist or musician, by not holding back the flow of inspiration. Put the richness to work immediately. Do not hold back. The time is now. Find a way so it doesn't get hung up on the rocks of the etheric higher mind. Let the rays of intelligence flow on through you spontaneously and outward into some form of expression. They are not real until planted, like a seed, in the heavy soil of the ground. Stop every once in a while and feel the flow. Become still and sense the flow. Feel what is happening in your inner body. This is a germination process. (Thank you DK).
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10/17/20 - (channeled) Beauty and perpetual youth is the direct result of freedom from entanglement. Freedom from emotional resistance. And freedom from mental objections. Beauty and youth are the result of love for life and the eager acceptance of all situations that come along.
There are two kinds of energy. One is a spontaneous love for life which springs out of a love for God. This one is full of hope and springs out of bed in love. The other is a tense energy. This is the pure energy that has been allowed to be held back, thus it is dirtied and full of the individual’s emotional discharges. It is jerky, unreasonable, uncontrollable, because it has been compressed. It is not a healthy energy and leads to disease in the body and eventually death.
I’m not going to teach you how to meditate. I’m going to teach you how to live spontaneously as a young god should, using his love for life freely instead of holding it back. Then you won’t need to meditate. Your life will be an ongoing meditation, following the will of your God. The pure and innocent energy is always flowing through you. When you sleep, when you wake, when you are depressed, when you fight, when you talk, when you eat, when you walk, when you work. it never ever stops. It breathes through you giving you life. If you hold it back it gets compressed. Learn to breathe it out as freely as you breathe it in. Keep it pure.
There are six other centers that must be opened before the God-energy is yours. And in each of the six, you must become the controller, not let the newly released energy control you. You control the emotion, the emotion does not control you. You control the sex, the sex does not control you. You control your love, your love does not control you. You control your voice, your voice does not control you. You control your psychic ability to see the truth, your psychic ability does not control you. You control your intellect, your intellect does not control you. Then you will be the master of your body.
The body movements I do is the God-energy flowing through the body to balance the body with the environment outside. This slows down the explosive growth. Releases the high-level energy so it does not hurt inside. Integration is an important aspect of growth. Growth and integrate. Growth and blend with the whole. Grow and incorporate your growth into life. Grow and assimilate. Grow and help society to grow along with you. Otherwise you will burst upward in an explosive rate of speed and quickly be out of reach of the common man and woman who live around you. They will not understand. Hitler turned fanatic.
It is the safer route to let a young god grow in disguise in his society til he is the master of his life. His beauty will be seen but not touted. His ability will grow to be accepted as something from within the society. The young god will be accepted instead of rejected as super-normal and different.
God talks to you through friends, husband, wife, children. I’ll show you how. This is important to understand how to unfold from within, rather than rely on outside changes. You change your Self!
(These are Master Djwal Khul's words. He has been guiding me for over 40 years. Much of my training was on-the-spot and mind to mind as I moved about, but much has been written from his mind through my HAND onto paper. I have been trying to find a way to share them via posts but it has been tangled and I haven't known where to begin. Over the last few days however he is saying, "OK. It is time. Go ahead and post them as you feel to." So from now on if it is channeled I will say so in parentheses. But sometimes I can't tell if it's channeled or not because I have blended with the frequency of the ascendeds and messages flow through so smoothly I think it is just me. Oh, this ascension process is such a mystery - a mystery into the vast unknown future. The only advice I would share is "Just take life on the run and in the flow of the moment. You will blend into your future better that way instead of "thinking" about it.)
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10/16/20 - This morning I woke with concepts in my mind about how the higher self descends down through layers to become the mortal or physical self. The garment that the higher self wears is me, the physical body aspect. The higher self however is formless, and so it must send more condensed aspects of itself down. These aspects descend in vibration to become denser and denser. Out of thin air the higher self manifests solid forms by first “thinking”. It uses the intellect. It wants to do this, it desires to do this and focuses and intends to do this. It is the movement of an idea, and it is a thrust, and so it manifests as a picture first, a concept, an idea which takes the shape of a form, a human being. We call this the mental body, or thought. This is what we can do too, from our limited mind as a human being. We can reach up with our intellect from our lower place on the ground, and reach up to touch the higher aspects of ourself, our very own higher self, which at the supreme uppermost topmost is stillness. It NEVER MOVES! It is always in stillness. It is a perfect reflection of the I Am That I Am.
The feeling world is yet an even denser form than the mental body. It is more solid so that it can feel the presence and pressures of other selves around us. When we feel the pressures of other selves around us we feel excitement and stimulation in many diverse ways, good feelings which inspire us, and also angst feelings which are uncomfortable to us. The emotional body is our feeling body. It receives impressioins from the physical bodies of other people around us. We feel their presence even at a distance from us. The feeling body is called the astral body and it is always fluctuating, and bending its rays of light and shadow because there are so many presences in our world giving off emotional thoughts and feelings. They enter us wherever we go. Our higher self remains always, however, in the planes of stillness and perfection, radiating images of perfection, love and glory.
But we don’t receive it well. It is all consciousness. Everything in this world is consciousness. All bodies and forms are consciousness. How well we receive the radiations of perfection, love and glory from our higher selves is our responsibility. When we feel joy at connecting with a friend or because we accomplished an act, or won a competition, or had a delicious meal, whatever gives us joy, that is our connection with our higher SELF, our true Self, our eternal Self. It is the depressing thoughts of anger, grief, pain, loneliness disgust, or any number of negative thought and feeling that cuts us off from the radiation of our higher self. It is all consciousness. We are conscious beings, but are we aware that we are conscious beings? Or are we aware only of being a victim of external forces? If so, it is time to change the direction of our consciousness. We can do that ONLY by an act of will. By a decision. By choosing a different, higher, better, more loving thought and holding onto that thought. It is like, when you see a rodent in your house, you sweep it out and get rid of it. There are rodents lurking in the human consciousness. We need to get rid of it.
There is pleasure waiting to fill our consciousness at all times. The five senses are the way our body receives pleasure, but we are not victims of the outside world of other people. We can change our thought patterns which immediately start to change our feeling pleasure/pain centers. There are so many beautiful and diverse vibrations out there in the world around us, from people to animals, to sky, to water, to earths many trees and flowers growing. The higher self exists in stillness. Only we can express its beauty in the way we walk this earth and treat our neighbors, family and friends. Our higher self wants to walk with us in the physical world. But we are not quite clear yet. We have remnants of miasmas, negative traumas left over from past actions. These are clunky, slow-moving particles that still hold uncomfortable memories. The best way to clear them is to go into the silence and touch the stillness of our higher Self.
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10/8/20 A most beautiful message was just posted on the Goddess page. It was written by Aurora Ray of the Galactic Federation.com about the divine feminine. This is just a heads-up. She is a beautiful, lovely young woman who has caught my eye because she is also a voice for the Galactic Federation - two of my favorite subjects. I loved this post of hers.
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10/6/20 - A new article was posted today on the Articles page. "The Making of an Immortal" was typewritten though me in 1986 on legal paper which is brown and brittle with age. I don't think I ever re-read this channeling after it was completed. I had forgotten it existed. It has some good insight in it and I post it for anyone interested in the ascension. Click HERE to read.
This morning I woke while a dream was ongoing. My consciousness was still registering words while I lay still sleeping. I am at first a fly on the wall. There is a young man, a boy about 12 and he is gay. His mother, in an effort to help him, has enrolled him in a boy’s school or camp, but he is molested, raped. I then step into the scene and approach someone like the headmaster. Someone who is in a superior position at the school. I ask him, “Why didn’t you help this boy?” The headmaster is unresponsive to me but in the next scene he is knocking on the boy’s door and the boy answers it. The headmaster is very tall and broad shouldered, looking very intimidating to the shorter boy. But then the headmaster's face starts to contort into anguish and pain. A cry is wrenched out of him in a painful admittance, “I’m just like you!” Then he gathers his composure together and begins ministering to the boy. I am waking up hearing the words: “You are not alone. There are thousands like you, tens of thousands, millions. Perhaps the whole planet is like you. There IS no standard to measure yourself by, no box to fit you into, no template to copy. You must learn this, you must learn who you are by living your own standards. Strengthen yourself and gird yourself up like a man. Believe in who you are, believe it. Trust it. Honor yourself." The words drifted away as I woke but I knew the message was given to me for a reason.
I am studying deeper and deeper into the esoteric underpinnings of Tantra. Not the two-person Tantra where a man and woman perform exercises together, but Divine Tantra. The two-person Tantra is a fun and easy beginning step to learn about male and female energies, but the ultimate goal of Tantra is balancing the male and female energies within ONESELF. Everyone born on earth is either male or female, physically, and we enjoy the company of opposite genders. But the goal is to learn balance between the active and passive forces within our own bodies, which bring us problems. When we learn to bring male and female forces together within our Self, then we know the cosmic power of fusion. We become master over our OWN life, never over another. And no one can take advantage over us ever again. This is the powerful secret underlying Tantra. It is the making of an immortal, right here on Earth. One doesn't have to die to achieve it.
A side note: The meaning of “gird up thy loins like a man”, means prepare to do battle. In this case, not with outer forces but with one's own inner forces. In ancient times when robes were worn, to gird up your loins referred to tucking the ends of the robes into the girdle at the waist to get them out of the way when you swing your sword. The headmaster of the school was saying, Be prepared, there is work ahead for you. It's not going to be easy.
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9/26/20 - A new page has been posted on Anakosha. Please check it out HERE.
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9/19/20 - Intelligence is one half of our consciousness, love is the other half. Both intelligence and love are divine attributes and by bringing them into balance a species evolves to higher understanding which is beneficial to the whole race. By using both intelligence and love equally, an individual brings happiness and freedom into its life, family and associates. They learn to harmonize together. But on earth they are not equal. On earth today, there is a great need for love to be expressed. Love keeps people connected, whereas intelligence can be manipulated and made to work to the advantage of the negative-intended person.
There is a malevolent force that has embedded itself into the human collective, which is doing everything it can to stop love from manifesting. The malevolent force does not want love between humans to take place for it would dissolve the separation that keeps people down. This malevolent force has become, over eons of time, embedded in both male and female consciousnesses so we do not know when we are utilizing it. It pits women against men and men against women as well as nation against nation and race against race. It does this to prevent unity between diverse cultures. Unity raises the consciousness and this malevolent force does not want that. Malevolence cannot be seen. It can be hidden very well under the guise of charm. It is an invisible force because it is an intentional force. It is how a person thinks and plans and holds that plan for long periods in its mind. Where a person puts and holds its attention and focus is where the energy goes. It becomes either benevolent (for the good of all) or malevolent (hurtful and deceiving all). It takes intentional conscious thought to change automatic habits, for the malevolent force is embedded in everyone of us who were actually born here on earth. It covers the planet like a cloud and it does not want unity to happen.
Both men and women equally have this malevolent force in them. However each one of us also has divine love and divine intelligence in us and in our body cells and in our consciousness. For we were created in an immaculately perfect image and that image has always been there. A human being cannot walk, breath or exist without that divine protection flowing through the body and mind like a river of life. It IS a river of life. And what we do with that river of life and conscious thought is on us. We are responsible for it. This malevolent force is a foreign invader, an alien force that can ONLY be overcome with love, but love that is manifested and expressed in an intelligent way. All humans share intelligence and love, but do we use it? The divine attributes of intelligence and love are selfless, while the malevalent attributes are selfish. They obstruct and deny and create divisions and diversions among people who are striving and working towards unity and wish wholeheartedly for unity and peace. So the greatest thing to do in these days is to express love in the form of unity. Togetherness. Joining arms, legs, hands and hugs in a show of togetherness and faith in the greatest power in the universe. The patriarchal culture came into existence not by men against women, but by an alien invasion - a malevolent force to prevent humankind from growing in recognition of the innate divine love that is within them. They came to keep us from manifesting our divinity which would bring peace to all nations and to the earth itself, which is a conscious living being who grows our vegetables for us.
I (Diana) have always focused on love rather than intelligence (left brain activity) because I come from light and love and it was almost total in me. I chose not to fight or resist or use force in this life because it wasn't in me. I did what was natural to me - I allowed freedom of expression to everyone I met. That was how it was done where I came from and it worked well there. So I lived life here in the same way but unfortunately I did not know the whole story!! I came to learn something. I learned that I was nurturing the malevolent forces as much as I was nurturing the benevolent forces.
This did not come natural to me but I recently activated my left brain. It's a complicated story how I did that so let me skip over that part (my husband asked me) and now - surprise! - piercing rays of light and revelations. I am enjoying greater insight. Instead of being blinded by an automatic willingness to serve, I am now employing conscious intention to use my left brain too, along with my right brain. Left brain is ability to focus and use speech centers, form words and connected thought, and things like that which I was not very good at. The result is whole brain which means whole body and whole mind. It brings intelligence into the picture, which I used to think was only a male attribute. I find that it is not. Not at all. I had become too unbalanced, leaning so much on forgiveness, love, compassion, empathy, nurturance, serving others - that I was like a tree leaning way over to the right and almost touching the ground.
Now I see the difference. There is a wholeness to life that brings balance. So, what about evil? People are becoming conscious of it. Well, there are those who want to fight evil, and that is their choice. We are all here to learn something about ourself. I learned about the evil presence, and that part was good, I needed to understand that. But I also learned about intelligent love. Not airy fairy love but solid, grounded, intelligent love. I have learned to right myself back up straight and tall, instead of leaning over to one side. I can radiate love better this way, by using intelligence and wisdom.
Everyone is going through their own waking-up process, which means becoming more fully alert and aware and conscious of how they act and what happens within them every time they have a "knee-jerk" reaction to something. We are not designed to be robots and follow someone else's orders. We've learned to look to masters, teachers, authorities, priests, etc., but that only makes us robots reflecting someone else's thoughts.
We are being guided to become more sovereign than we have been, and to start thinking for ourselves with more wisdom and discernment, and more truth, and to manage our bodies, minds and souls better, by following innate values. We are being guided. No one else can do it better than ourself. We are gods in training.
The symbol of Anakosha is a wave, a wave that is growing up out of the sea and building a momentum and is almost ready to break. I have made this symbol into a pretty golden amulet that I wear around my neck. At the tip of the wave is a little diamond, indicating a brilliant reaching upward and forward with intention. Love is a wave that must be built into a consistent momentum through continuous action and practice. I had to learn how to also build in intelligence. I was too feminine. Now I am learning that masculine is also part of my structure.
I have had to learn by almost dying because I gave so much of myself. I wasn't very smart!
Intelligence too has to be built into one's life through conscious and consistent practice. It's done by thinking for oneself instead of following someone else's rules. This lifetime has been a profound lesson in learning to not block out the other side. Consider the left brain. Or consider the right brain. Whichever side is being rejected, it has to be integrated. The division lies within myself. I am grateful to have this pointed out to me. (Thank you DK) I have had to understand its importance. Intelligence has to be built into the human species equally, along with love. Love yields space for another to grow. It is a nurturing quality. But if someone has taken a wrong direction, does love continue to encourage? One who is too encouraging must then turn to intelligence as a countering balance to love to prevent it from going bad. Love must be coupled with intelligence to be a benevolent force and not a malevolent one. Fighting, yelling or protesting only causes more damage and kickback. Malevolent forces use various forms of manipulation to divert attention and distract. Love and intelligence working together in equal proportions has been the divine plan all along. This is what the current chaos is all about as people are working out their true beliefs vs. their erroneous beliefs. What is the right way? What is the wrong way? They must find out by whatever means, and they will.
We are here to understand both sides of the dividing line - the divine which is benevolent and the artificial which is negative. The divine masculine and the divine feminine are one side of the equator, and the malevolent forces are on the other. But first we must integrate intelligence (masculine) with love (feminine) in our OWN life before we can hope to work with others in a balanced way. It is the divine plan which operates in harmony throughout the universe. A myriad species are evolving throughout the universe, throwing off the disharmony and agitation as they do. The artificial creations being discarded as evolution towards light advances, are what we call the invading dark forces. They have been around forever. The battle has always been a battle of consciousness. Who will choose love and light? And who will choose to battle? It takes severe self discipline not to fight back. I choose to hold light and love.
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9/10/20 - : How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that you expand, and the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you reaches up and becomes reintegrated with the your higher self again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. THEN you become your highest and best and your crystal light body can make that connection with you.
Your connection to your higher self is like your connection with any other friend you have in life. To maintain communication with a friend you must pay attention to your friend. The same is true with your higher self, which is you on a higher more expansive level. Keep your telephone line open. Give it a glance in its direction, remember its presence, talk to it once in awhile, ask it questions, listen to its answers, align with it, know and respect its more beautiful qualities, its nature. That’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned into you through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Your higher self is all around you like an invisible bubble. It is not up in the sky. It is a transparent crystal bubble, it looks like the bubble a child blows through the ring. It is all around you on all sides and below you. It is the REAL you as you appear on the higher dimensions. It vibrates with the fires of your very own spirit. You are a small dark and dense form suspended floating in the middle of this beautiful bubble of light, clarity and perfection. It loves you. It is like crystal clear waters twinkling in the sunlight splashing colors through you the way a diamond flashes prisms of light.
You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble, condensed so you can create life in the physical world. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating new sprouts that are growing in the world around you. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself and reach up to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to the higher realms where your higher self resides. Higher dimensions where purity resides and where everything you could possibly need resides and is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen - then go IN and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your expanded regions to feel the peace and assurance that you are well and have a home.
You adopted these low vibrations so you could fit into this world of solids and create here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplete it. Release the adopted vibrations that are less than who you really are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your love can influence others.
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9/3/20 - This blog has been sadly neglected! It is because so much is happening here in my humble home. Here in my quiet intimate space I call my own, deeply personal changes are taking place. I am writing about them daily in my journal, but there is so much more happening so fast that it's faster than I can edit it for publication and posting. There is a swiftly moving river of awareness moving past me, rushing by and awakening brain cells of recognition. I see myself with my hair flying behind me in the rushing wind. But I am going to try to post a few things from my journal to keep this blog a little more active. Yesterday's journal I realized how important it is to admit a mistake and so I'll enter it here. .
Admitting a mistake brings me closer to my God self. It is my soul striving to reach perfection, but my ego does not like to admit a mistake. Admitting a mistake is the ego’s way of cooperating with my soul, for my soul works together with my ego. My ego must learn to assume humblenss. It is an act of tenderness and love to be humble. The ego is the outer shell for my REAL consciousness, which is larger and wiser than me as ego. It is the soul who is learning through the experiences I have, and when I make a choice that is slightly wrong - or badly wrong - then a recognition and admission must follow. Because I don't owe it to my ego in a false pride sort of way. I owe it to my soul to agree to amend my actions and get back on track with it - my soul, my higher self. If I don't, my ego builds the outer shell thicker and makes matters worse, builds a thicker skull that is harder to penetrate. My soul is bigger and wiser than my ego. My soul is a higher form of "me". My soul is trying to reach upward to betterment. And recognizing a mistake I made, then I am part of the problem. My authentic self realizes the mistake but can my small and petty ego, so full of pride, work with my soul and take that step and admit it?
If I was insensitive, or judged something or someone falsely, or simply spoke too quick before I understood the situation, then I must recognize it. Because if I don', my ego retains prideful and is defensive. By recognizing my insensitivity with some humbling words to myself, I move myself back into step with my own beauty and refinement.
Go back to the heart, I wrote in my journal. Where is the heart? Not in the chest. It is in the center of the body. Where is the heart of a flower? In the center. Where is the heart of a room? In the center. Where is the heart of a problem? In the center. The center is where the power resides that can redeem a battered situation. The real power, the God power, which can harmonize and make right the error and bring everything back into a "feel-good" place. Balance. Rightness. Forward movement. Admitting a mistake is love in action. It is being reverent. It is a graceful bowing of the ego's head. Admitting a mistake, as small and inconspicuous as it may be, resurrects the sweet power of love for life, interest and enthusiasm. It is going back to the heart of power and reconnecting with that power whose presence remains hidden to the outer world.
If something doesn't feel right, then go back to the heart and reconnect with the power within which is softness and wise and fatherly love. Father love which is like a stillness. The same power that is in the seed of a tree is in the human being. An acorn can grow the tallest of oak trees. But the power is invisible. We can't see that power. Yet, when we plant a seed, it germinates, sprouts, moves upward through the soil into the air and begins to grow. Some day it becomes a mighty tree. That same power is in a human being. It is invisible. It is in the center of the human being. It is not up there at the top of the head, and it is not in the chest. It is in the center of the body. Measure a human being from foot to crown - where is the half-way point between foot and crown? Where is the center? It’s in the pelvis, at the tailbone, in the vicinity of the root chakra. The heart of the body is in the pelvic bowl, formed by the pelvic bones. Upon the marble pedestal formed by the pelvic bones is the invisible flame of life. The spirit of the body that grows a tall oak tree. Think into that center. Ground into your heart. Don't worry! You won't become an oak tree! Breathe and focus into that flame of life and feel what you become. It is instantaneous. Walk with both feet on the ground. Square your shoulders. Know yourself as fulfilled with the power of yourself.
This power has been distorted. Cut off through rape, abuse, pain, torture and manipulation of every kind so that people have shut down and removed themselves from off the pedestal and away from the flame of their very own power. The founding church fathers have trained us well to be ashamed of our personal power, our grace and love and beauty and feelings full of worshipful emotions to God. They trained us to be ashamed of what is "down there". They said it is a sinful place. Don't go there, don’t touch, don’t think about it, ignore it, dismiss it, reject it.
So I say "Return to the spiritual grace that is at the heart of the body." Reclaim your power. It is the spiritual center of your body burning on a marble pedestal formed by the pelvic bones on top of two tall pillars of marble. Here is where the spirit is anchored. Here is where the soul resides. It is rooted into the ground. Retrace the steps of forgiveness and be quiet about it. Don't tell anyone. No one deserves to know what you are doing because it is sacred. Only your very own self should know what you are doing. Where you are going to drink the waters of spirit. The soul will thank you for it. Your soul is the only one who can welcome you back into your own power and loving embrace.
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8/15/20 - Today I had an inspiring thought to re-listen to Shannon Port's "Healing the Manipulated Sexuality" video, which I posted on this website about 5 years ago. I discovered that she posted a new video in May this year entitled, "Awakening the Divine Feminine Power of Humanity", which I reposted here on this website. Click here to view: http://www.anakosha.org/sexual-healing.html and page down to the bottom of that page. Her work echoes mine over the years. I'm sorry that I didn't keep track of her work. There is so much new information coming to light, it is hard to cover all of it. Shannon is giving very good information on the divine feminine. Visit her website: www.artofthefeminine.com.
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6/16/20 - It's been awhile since writing here into my blog. Perspectives are changing and becoming more refined. There is too much preciseness in the unfolding understanding to capture in finite words. But I thought I would try today. Spoken words don't portray the deep meaning I am intending. They are weak and ineffectual. Maybe that's why we are becoming more telepathic. Mental telepathy is how the galactics and masters speak to us. I guess that's why I have been receiving such exquisite ideas in my mind. The word "love" for example. My understanding of love has changed over the years. I believed SO much in love, unconditional love, that it set me off on a journey to try to track it down. I ended up focusing on the divine feminine for I felt the men in my life weren't capable of understanding it. I was on a journey to unravel the mystery of love.
First of all, these are my personal thoughts. I don't pretend to be an authority on love. I'm not a teacher of love, though at one time I aspired to be. I'm not. These are my own thoughts. My own conclusions. And frankly, they are constantly changing. Or rather expanding. Love was first planted in me as a seed many years ago. It was during an out-of-body guided meditation that I had an amazing spiritual experience that took me up and out of my body into a never-ending sea of loving light that had no boundaries, ever, in every direction. It wasn't a one-time incident, it was ongoing, a continuous thread lifting me up every day. My husband brought me back down and I'd go back up and out into loving light again. It took me between 8 and 10 years to master it and return to normal. Even then I was so filled with love that I gave it to everyone who would let me. And when I emptied myself finally and had no more to give, I kept trying to give more love until I went badly deficit. Because, I learned later, love has to be returned to the giver to keep human situations positive. Otherwise they become imbalanced.
But I didn't know that then. I tried to recreate the love I was slowly losing, by trying to get people to give it back to me in the same resonance. But they couldn't do it. I put the pressure on people by talking about love and trying to explain it. I really, really believed this unconditional, infinite, wonderful feeling of love could be reached by human beings with human beings, if only they would understand and try with me. I refused to give up trying. I tried all sorts of ways to get people to go with me on this, to feel the love and be with this amazing loving vibration with me. But alas, they couldn't, and eventually - picture me turning and walking away. I was laying too heavy an expectation on people who weren't ready. I realized most people didn't understand what love is if they never experienced it before. They only knew the word and not the meaning. Most of them hadn't had the same experience I had had, of being immersed in the infinite sea of love and light. Thus it was MY journey, this trek, not theirs, of having to face some harsh realities about the human condition - my own human condition - not theirs.
I didn't know that it was impossible to bring infinite love to human beings because human beings are finite. Including me. I am finite. I'm not talking as though I'm above it all. Not at all. I'm learning something here. Understanding begins with me. Recently I have had flashes of seeing myself in a sea of 8 billion people. Just one in 8 billion. Everyone is like me and I'm like everyone else. I thought I was invincible because I experienced this huge vast love and I soared every day out of body for 10 years. Ha! Now I wonder what they have to show me? Maybe others have had this same experience I have had.
So I had to conclude it was impossible for me to train others in love because love comes from within and only the soul has access to this great love. A human being can't give love to another human being. It has to come from the heart and the soul. It has to blossom from within. In my ignorance and searching for love, I overused the word “love” and they got tired of hearing me repeat it over and over. I apologize now and ask their forgiveness. I thought they didn’t understand me, but it was ME who didn’t understand them. I didn't understand that the human condition is a finite condition. A fixed and locked-in-place frozen condition. Each of us are human because we have entertained some degree of shadow and pain and suffering, and allowed it to be woven into our beautiful everlasting, eternal light. We are embedded with distortions that we have to look at squarely in the eye and get rid of it. I had to SEE this for myself. I’ve had to grow in wisdom and maturity. And that is changing by the day. Is the human being frail, weak, evil, argumentative, confused and greedy? Or is the human being loving, kind, tolerant, compassionate and passionately forgiving? Even angelic?
I think the later. But now that I see that - and again, it's my personal opinion - it is not my job to try to persuade others. However, I would recommend not listening to "words" being thrown about carelessly, harming others in the process, but rather listening to the silent inspirations that twinkle on and off in the mind. And to the surges of joy that twinkle on and off in the heart. I suggest letting love be the guiding influence, not empty "words". It will keep a person centered in the central column that runs up and down the spine, and not pulled hither and yon by scraggley outside forces. And not expect anyone to think like you do because they won't. They can't. They aren't you. You are unique. It is my personal opinion that love is the you you've been waiting for and looking for all your life. It's inside, not over the hill and far away. It's inside. We all keep giving it away to others without realizing the value of it. We squander it and suddenly we become empty when love is not returned because everyone else is doing the same thing - squandering love away. Relatively few people are taking the time to recognize that love blossoms within as a sacred moment. And the failure to recognize it causes it to disappear again. Building up love within is the great work for everyone. Build it up so we can share it with someone important to us, this priceless valuable love. It's awesome. It's eternal. It's everywhere but it goes unrecognized. It is symbolized by the figure eight symbol lying on its side - the infinity symbol. It is the giving and receiving, and the giving back and the receiving back, and the building of love with someone precious and valuable in a continuous figure eight flowing. It is simply recognizing it. That's all it takes, is recognition.
I have modified my expectations of people. I have zero expectations of a return. This way I don't look for love from people, I look for love from nature. I have softened my expectations so that I am more tolerant and more aligned with the natural human. Just how he or she is today. No expectations. The true meaning of love is respect for where he or she is right now. Whether they are a young child, a rebellious teen, a young adult, middle age, oldster, that's all they can be right now. They need to be honored, respected and acknowledged without any expectations. No longer seeking love from others but feeling it in quiet unexpected moments, such as yesterday in the pool.
After an exhausting 6-hour shopping trip, I tore off my clothes and plunged into the clear water, leaving the groceries for my husband to unpack. It was a hot day and the water was 90 degrees. I wilted and drooped into the water, lifeless. I rested my head on a foam noodle and let my legs dangle down, going totally limp. Not a muscle moved. No thought. No agenda. No sound. Emptiness. Floating aimlessly, my head bumped softly against the cement overhang and I felt love caress me. So sweet, so warm, so non-physical, love wafted through me. From the cement pool deck? Unsure, I looked to see. No one was there. It was a feeling as if a human being were caressing me, minus the pressure of fingers and hands. I wondered. Of all the people I’ve known who could possibly give me that kind of feeling? My husband is the only one and then extremely rarely. It felt like love itself and I thanked the cement and the water, and the sky and the trees, and the birds and the clouds, saying thank you to nature all around me.
I guess I was empty enough, exhausted enough, drained enough that my walls were down and my resistance gone. I was vulnerable then to receive the love that I'm normally too busy to notice.
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5/13/20 First, a brief mention - my personal email has been hacked. Stopped. Blocked. I'm not sure but it's not working. A new g-mail account has been opened but it's not functional yet. A few more steps are required.
So if anyone has been trying to reach me and have not received a response, that's the reason why.
Yesterday morning right in the middle of watching a spy movie at the kitchen table over brunch, a download began talking to me in my mind. I clicked pause and began writing: "You have got to stop chasing the God that you think is above you or beyond you, and begin to accept the dark side that you are seeking to escape from. Or change or resist or fight. The dark side is in yourself. You are the God you are chasing and at the same time resisting and refusing to look at. Yet not only are YOU God, but everything and everyone you encounter is God, is your self. You are everywhere doing everything, experiencing every situation, every sweet feeling, every sour note, every pain, every pleasure, every abundance, every lack, every electron swirling and vibrating within you in ecstasy and in fear. You are all and everything. You are alive. You are motionless. You are activity. You are realization dawning, you are every last breath dying. You are every new baby being born, every mother pushing out a new birth, you are all of this. You must stop chasing the dream that you think is beyond you, and settle down into your knowing. You are that knowing. You are all that is, no matter where your body is located at this moment.
[This came as an answer to my wondering why I have been drawn to certain political videos by whistleblowers after shunning them for years.]
Stop! Listen to the activity in you. Listen to the stillness in you. See them together. Move them together into the eternal mix. When you chase the light and refuse the dark that you don't like, you remain unbalanced. Discover the magic of blending. Listen to the activity. Don't resist. Allow it. Love is allowing all that is in motion to complete its journey. Allow the activity. Love and allowance soothes the disquiet and assists it towards its wholeness. Then you are applying magic - the magic of now. Eternity is now. As an eternal immortal realize how important it is to remain anchored within your physical, no matter what, grounding the eternal now into what is happening on the earth plane. Do not run away from what is taking place on the earth plane. Do you realize how important it is to NOT chase the illusion? The dream? The agenda?
Do not seek to build new hopes. Relax into the eternal, everlasting hope which is you. Your home. You are all that is. You carry all that is with you every day in every way. There is no hope greater than yourself. You are the hope of the universe. Instead of resisting what you think of as dark, relax into the stillness from which you came. Don’t focus on the dark. Focus on the stillness, the wholeness within you. All depends on you. Reality depends on you arriving at the center of your stillness. At the center of your wholeness. Do not focus on the dark. Do not focus on the light. Focus on your stillness. Create your stillness. You have been running away from your stillness. Your male side and your female side are blended in your stillness. Your active imagination and your stillness. Stop resisting your active imagination. Allow it into your stillness where you are at peace and at one with Father, Mother God. You are the God of your dreams. You have been chasing, not allowing. You have been chasing a dream when you are the dreamer and have been the dreamer all along. You have been chasing your tail while your heart remains in the stillness of love, light and truth. Be done with the chasing. You have safely arrived. Listen to the cacophony that is taking place in your world but do not engage with it. Allow. For now. For now. Remember the now.
Question: After coming to the end of a video by a super soldier, how he had been abducted, and tortured to create psychosis and fragments of his consciousness, I asked, "Now that I am listening to these horror stories, what do I do with this information?" There was a pause and then quietly, "Allow it. Allow it. Don't DO anything with it. Simply allow." I realized later that the information I used to run from is processing itself into me without pain. It is truth coming home and finding a way to unwind and curl up inside me and be redeemed all by itself. I wondered if I should DO anything with this information. It seemed I must past the information on, as if I must be part of the solution in a more active way, spreading the word. But the answer was “Allow it. Do not DO anything. Allow it. It will find your stillness. It will absolve itself if you remain in the sacred heart of stillness. Allow it to come to you. Do not DO anything. Do not THINK of what you should do. Simply allow.”
Question 10 minutes later: Am I connecting with my divine masculine? Yes we have guided you to reconnect with your divine feminine first, and you have done well. Now you are in the process of recovering your divine masculine. These two divine powers have been dormant over many lifetimes. They have been covered over by distortions created by the human artificial thoughts. The divine has needed to be released from these distortions. You have uncovered your divine feminine first. We have guided you. And now you are seeking your divine masculine. You have asked what IS the divine masculine? How does it work, you have asked. We are guiding you. It is not the human masculine you are seeking, but the purity and wholeness of the holy Father within you. You must feel this. You will find your answer as your feel it and comprehend it. You must feel this while you are in your physical body. You know that you must create light and wholeness IN YOUR BODY. Your body is the sum total of all that you are. If you leave your body without creating and fulfilling your wholeness, then you will have need to return.
Now that you have rediscovered and re-embodied your divine feminine, you must enter the deep underground dark to rescue your divine masculine. Your divine masculine has been captured and stolen. It has been discredited, enslaved, yet it has been sucked of its life force - YOUR life force has been sucked away by the distorted artificial creations. Your divine masculine has been sacrificed for the development and cultivation of human monsters. Your willingness to correct the wrongness is the divine will in you. It is Father God’s will to correct it. All that is needed is your willingness to acknowledge. Simply acknowledge. Simply allow. You do not need to join the cacophony of voices in the outer world. Simply allow while retaining your cosmic lightness.
In your past, you forfeited your divine will, your masculine self, and allowed yourself to be soothed and placated into non-action. You hung on desperately to the divine feminine for support. Now that you have recovered your divine feminine, you are seeking your divine masculine. You are entering the dark tunnels by listening to youtubes, videos, articles, reporters, of dark events. These stretch far and wide and out away from the light of reason into crevices and holes of artificial creations that are not pure. These are the playgrounds of humans trying to find answers, trying to find the light. As you use the powers of love and light in wholeness and stillness, without judging, you are allowing the dark to find you. The dark is drawn to you. You are allowing the dark to find you. If you do not judge it you are allowing it to return easily, to blend smoothly, back into light, its originating source. You are absolving it. You are redeeming it. You are rescuing it. Love allows action to complete its necessary return faster, quicker, more efficiently. It is the infinity symbol. What goes out must return. As above, so below, back above again. Love and action are combined together in this way. Love and action brings you back into harmony and wholeness. Together, male and female, you reclaim your balance by allowing the blending. God the father and God the mother are guiding you as the child who has been wayward, away from home, exploring and adventuring, making misdeeds, then returning back to be resolved and welcomed back to the father’s mansion and celebration. But it is up to YOU to make your own mark on the world. Father Mother cannot do it for you. Nor can your older sisters and brothers.
The Chinese masters have labeled these two polarities yin and yang, one is always within the other as a supporting mechanism to strengthen its theoretical twin. It is one and the same but for purposes of adventures in duality and polarity they must act separately. In your low vibrational planet, yin and yang were separated a long time ago, creating an age of darkness, rebellion and confusion. Yin and yang lost its ability to reclaim itself and its wholeness. They fought each other because of dark role models and controlling masters. They were thus disengaged from one another, yet they needed one another. They cannot exist without the other. Now, after eons of experimenting with separation and polarity, they are returning to one another, seeking each other, hoping to rejoin with the other to become one again in this era of light. Your world will soon be joining the other races in the galaxy, for you are evolving out of imbalance into wholeness and balance. Your wholeness will trigger the evolution of many other species on many other planets, suns and galaxies, for your world has been the lowest, the deepest, darkest and therefore the weakest and the most lost. When the lost one is found and redeemed, then all the others can stop their searching and go home. Earth was the weak link in the chain of a myriad links. When humanity on this planet regains its wholeness, it will become the foundation stone for the rest of the universe.
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5/7/20 Today I have updated the Ascension page which I totally re-wrote from a new perspective. I also added articles to the Disclosure page and to the Galactic page. I am working hard to assimilate all the changes that I am experiencing personally. I have to do a better job of organizing to fit the new articles and information coming from others. I love to read them and want to post them here to share with others. The world is expanding, along with the information that is appearing. It is a revolutionary time. New pieces of information to consider are churning and upsetting the applecart which was carefully done through yesterday.
Today there is a wider perspective to assimilate into the whole. For example, this morning I had to decide where to place Mahatma Gandhi's message. I didn't know if he was ascended or not, so where to place his beautiful message? Also Matthew Ward, is he ascended? I don't know so I wasn't sure where to place his informative messages either. Decisions, decisions. Galactics are those off-world races I DO know about, but what about the ones I've never heard of before? They too are coming within human range of sight. I think for now I'll include Mahatma Gandhi into Galactics.
I have not forgotten about the wonderful world of massage, lovemaking, bonding and communicating with other people up close. When the quarantine time has moved on and people are more comfortable, this can be resumed. But this is a new phase and new information is being integrated into the picture. It will be such a far-reaching plan for humanity to be a greater piece of the universal puzzle. But humans have something that the rest of the universe wants from us. We are important to neighboring galaxies. We are different, and we are becoming awake. We don't yet know just HOW valuable we are, but I know. It's our emotions. We have a rich and fertile ability to FEEL. Most races (extraterrestrial) who have been around for millions, billons of years longer than we have, evolved up and out of physicality. Humanity still has its physicality firmly in place. All we need is to remove the not-so-good emotions from our fields. Those emotions that drag us down. They are the gremlins in the woodwork. As we are assisted to become more noble and more pure in our nature, we will lose the negative side of our emotions and immerge with our beautiful emotions intact and greater than ever. This is what the other races want from us. They want our DNA! Can you imagine? We have had their DNA in us for eons, since they added to our evolutionary process with theirs. And now they want some of our DNA because we are so rich in physical emotions (not our negative emotions but our positive ones).
And we thought we were the underdogs of the galaxy! We have vastly underrated ourselves. We have been reduced via the reductionist theory to a "skin" factor. We were unessential to the dark powers that governed us. Now we are rising up. Not in rebellion, but in intelligence and wisdom. In kindness and respect for each other. There is something in the wind that is changing us. It can't be defined. It is a divine growth factor. A self-realization. It is self-enlightenment. It is our higher self descending more firmly into our bodies. It is our real self, the holy self, the beautiful, remarkable, sensitive, caring, healthy self. The normal self. The natural self is quickening and coming alive.
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4/19/20 - A little catchup is in order. My attention which was originally put to blogging, has been spreading out to further and wider spaces. Lots of changes are taking place on the surface as inner awareness is expanding. Several weeks ago I posted a new page on this website called COUPLES, with plans for a glorious future for couples in love, but today I replaced it with DISCLOSURE.
Whew. This rapid expansion of new information that is coming out of the woodwork (not yet in the mainstream news but alternate sources) is very difficult to keep up with. But I am committed to the light and I can't NOT include it into my ongoing blog. The light is information. The light is truth. The light is love. The light is peace. Humanity is gearing up worldwide to changing over from a hostile world to a peaceful world. Plan for a a period of chaos before we get there, but not military chaos as in a war. No. The chaos that is going to affect all of us is psychological and emotional. It is going to be very, very important to stay grounded. BREATHE!
As these ground-breaking, earth-shattering revelations come out - that we have had the wool pulled down over our eyes, it will be like a kick in the stomach. We trusted the authorities. They were our gods. We relied on them to do the right thing. We always have. So when they turn out to be small little people hiding behind a curtain, we need to suddenly grow up and not cry like babies. The role ahead of us is to be mature and discerning. Adults who can control our shock. The dark leaders of the world are being taken out. We will learn as the plan proceeds. It will out slowly.
We would never be able to accomplish this cleansing of the planet alone, humanity alone, without higher help since the earth and its population have become riddled through and through with shadow energy. It's part of our life now. There is "not light" in us. We could not survive here without the shadow running through us. So we are going to have to allow the "not light" to be drained away from us., and it's going to be difficult for those who have a LOT of it. Earth would have been long gone as a planet by now - it would have disappeared from the solar system - if it had not been for the celestials, galactics, ascended masters, archangels and others higher in evolution watching over us. The intervention that we are in the midst of right now, the change-over called the shift, has been very carefully planned by moderating the human race on a minute to minute and hour by hour basis. They are beaming love and light down at us from many ships orbiting the skies. We have been mercifully protected from knowing too much too fast, but at the same time we have been spoon fed information and love to wake us up. It had to be gentle and careful or it would injure our minds and our emotional stability.
But the truth has to be told and IS being told - that humanity has been living on a prison planet for millennia. We thought we were the only intelligent species in the universe but that was the dark's agenda who infiltrated our world. Steps were taken to keep us in the dark. But don't fret. It's not all bad. We are waking up and we are being blessed and loved and nurtured as we wake up to our own personal amazing truth that we are beautiful whole and complete human beings. We are not sinners after all. It was all a lie. We are coming into, slowly and gradually, the truth of our own identity. Who we are among the other celestials. We know what we know. We just didn't believe it. We are going to start believing it now. We are going to start trusting our own inner knowledge now. We are going to say, "I KNEW that was not right! I just KNEW it!"
On the same taken, we are going to have to accept the fact that we are mere babes in the wood, spiritually speaking. We ARE spiritual beings, after all. Even if we don't know that, we will soon find out. We will start remembering. Then we will have to say, "But which way is Home? Where is Home and where do we go from here? Where is our mother and father?" For there is a mother and father, and we instinctively know that. But we've been manipulated into thinking we were sinners by the leaders of orthodox religion who held us in their grip. I left the church when I was 21 because I saw it then, and many have, but there are still a lot of people who still trust the church. We've been in the hands of dark intelligences all of our life, and all our parent's lives, and all our grandparents lives, and all THEIR parents and grandparents lives and on down the ancestral line, we have carried over the dark side. But there is no one to blame. We should not blame. Instead, we need to pick up our marbles and turn around and go home. Look for the path that takes us Home. We are all going Home.
We are being led there. Trust the new lightening process taking place. News coming out will shock you. We are going back into the light, and the whistle-blowers and truth-tellers are helping us get there. We have to look the lie in the eye and see it for what it is and refuse to accept it. With grace. Through contacts with higher intelligent beings, we will learn not to fight against it but go with the flow, as the news unfolds and is lay out in front of us and everyone to see. The information is being disseminated. I posted two new videos that were released this month by well-educated doctors who are, as they say, pissed! They are talking. Humanity is unfolding its wings. We are intelligent. We are wise. We just didn't know. We can govern ourselves. We just were told we couldn't. We only need to start trusting our innate knowledge. Trust what is happening. It is a process unfolding. A few bumps here and there will not stop it. Just go with the flow and use your shock-absorbers. Rely on love and the comfort of your family and friends. Rely on your heart which is your feeling nature, your empathy and your instinct. These are leading us to trust in ourselves and to STOP trusting the so-called authorities. Let the collapse happen knowing it is only temporary because there is a backup plan by the higher light forces. They have it under control. The safety blankets are in place.
Seek the truth within yourself. Take time to contemplate and to listen to your self speak to you. Learn to love yourself. Love of self means taking time out to spend time with yourself. To get to know yourself. To feel what yourself is feeling and what it is saying. Take time to listen now. It's not selfish to be in love with yourself. It is not narcissistic to think of yourself first. It is not greedy to fill yourself with consideration and awareness and sensitivity and become vulnerable with yourself and to cry, because that's how you love yourself. Crying is a release and then more love can come in. When you have given yourself enough love you will feel peaceful and deep and grounded. Then you will have enough love and consideration to give to others. A dying man or woman is of no help to society or a family, so fill yourself with love each morning before going out the door. We are being told to help ourselves FIRST. To cultivate ourselves first and take responsibility for ourselves. And if you need help, ask. Don't be afraid to ask for help. Then someone else will feel genuinely proud to be of service. Meditate on this. Take time out to contemplate on this that is coming. Take time out to feel the peace within.
Beautiful, highly evolved, intelligent beings are working behind the scenes to help us grow up and take charge of our own lives so stop being vulnerable to the wrong people, and start rebuilding our communities with happiness. Don't be afraid to seek comfort with friends and with those you trust. Don't be afraid to open your heart to those who are in synergy with you.
Many blessings to all. Please check out the DISCLOSURE page when you have time. Be true to your Self and stay grounded.
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3/30/20 - Well, it is a Monday morning again and the worldwide fear pandemic is still underway, but there are continuing revelations taking place within everyone. And there are changes on this website. I've been fiddling around with it under guidance of spirit. I have had new more expanded understandings and I can't handle the many divisions I have created. I have five websites going right now. How did this happen? Now I have to down-size. I am moving into oneness and losing my ability to separate into categories. The global pandemic is not really about the corona virus, although we need to be sensible about it and take whatever precautions are required - keep your social distance and self-quarantine as advised - but there is something more important taking place. I'll be posting some of this information here on Anakosha, just as I have been doing right along in a hinting sort of way.
GALACTIC page. One of my five websites is a galactic federation website separate from Anakosha. You can see it here. Recently I started posting galactic information on Anakosha because Anakosha is my home. It is where I am anchored. I started Anakosha years ago. It started first as a couples swing site but it has changed over time. This has always been my online home, how I interact with the world. My main theme has always been love between human beings but it expanded from there. I'll be posting more galactic information here in the future. The galactic intervention is not really an intervention, it is a returning. They are family and we have their DNA in us. All earth bodies have DNA from somewhere out beyond earth. We come from the stars. This is a complicated subject that is not known to our earth-educated minds, but it is known by our higher consciousness which is our soul. There are glimmers of recognition starting to come through to individuals. As long as we are in an earth body having an earth life as a human, we don't know about our origins in the stars, but we will. We have homes in other places. We come from regions that are not taught on earth. We are being prepared for when this information will come forth. We need to be prepped emotionally and mentally. We will be visited by extraterrestrial family, but not in the way we have been expecting it. We are learning to pick up information mentally. What is known as telepathy. The governments of the world have done their best to keep this knowledge from us, but it's coming through the cracks in the system. Through telepathy. Through higher consciousness and mind-to-mind or empathic channelings. The human race is becoming empathic. There will be more about this on future Anakosha pages. But love remains the highest theme of all. Divine love and human love.
GODDESS page. I will be taking down the Goddesssphere.org website which I published in January this year, which no one knows about anyway. I will simply post divine feminine articles on the GODDESS page here instead. I was really excited when I created the Goddesssphere website. It was a huge interest at the time but it peaked and fell away in months. The interest faded and I moved on. The intention at the peak was to gather women together to share feminine values with each other and validate what women know and feel without men around. I felt it would help women to gain confidence in themselves but it turned out I was searching for myself alone. I wasn't doing it for them but for me. And I found it. I found that the divine feminine was in men too, and it is that part of us which is spiritual. It is the part that is in constant communication with source, or creator if you like. It has been stamped out by the rigid patriarchal system where women did not have freedom to be their beautiful, loving, spontaneous self. Feminine skills were made illegal centuries ago, so that females were second class citizens, or servents.
It was my intention to join the growing numbers of womens gatherings around the world and have one here in Naples, but I was moved to a larger picture. Bringing the feminine forward is definitely happening today all around the world. It is the most important issue on the planet right now, and is the most essential factor in the transformation of the government systems of the world. But there is more. As I look back and wonder "Why did I start a goddess circle if it all went away? What happened?" I realize that it was something personal that I had to experience for myself. It was karmic. Karma is unresolved issues, and I definitely had unresolved issues with men. I had to soundboard with other women to realize it and I did. I broke away from an underlying subservience to men. I now thank those women who were there for me, who performed like mirrors for me and reflected the great, wondrous feminine love that I had, back to me. Men could not do that. So it was a short three months that I entertained the goddess circle as future project and then it collapsed. It was a thoroughly rewarding and rich cleansing process. Now I am ready to move on. We are ALL growing into higher consciousness in our own unique ways. As our souls lead us to where we need to be, we shift and change to new thought processes. It's a private journey. The galactic intervention is assisting in this expansion process as we wonder about extraterrestrials and search the skies and read about them.
Still on the subject of the divine feminine, subservience to men is a trait that was bred into women from the time they are born as a girl. We don't know it. We can't see it but it is in the background of our being. Having confronted it in myself and getting past it, I now see the patriarchy through a different lens. We have beaten that horse, the so-called patriarchy, to death. I have empathy for the poor men and wouldn't want to be one at this time. It has become evident to me that men too are victims of an unchecked, ruthless society that created a cruel, loveless society - a mechanized, robotized system that took away humanity's innocence and made it illegal to be free. There is a new motto for Anakosha emerging in my thoughts. I'll probably add to the masthead: "Integrating the divine feminine and divine masculine into the mechanized human." Or something like that. There is no separation gap between men and women. The only separation is between human and divine. Both genders are the same human species with the same false ideas and issues. Human has become false. We have been syphoned off, split off from our decent, warm and compassionate nature (our God self) and made to follow rules that are painful and not natural. The human being would be innocent, wholesome and kindly, if he were not forced to do things he or she did not want to do for basic survival. The problem is not the split between men and women but the split between our divine nature and our forced, mechanized nature. We have both divine and mechanized programs operating within us. Each is contradictory to the other. Our human nature opposes our divine nature, and our divine nature opposes our human nature. We are split. We have split personalities. It keeps us in tension and constant stress. We are now being asked to stay home. There is a benefit to staying home because there is war going on behind the scenes. Stay hunkered down and consider who do you want to follow? The human who is in fear? Or the divine nature of your God-self that is loving and kind to others? It's a test. Which one do you want to entertain?
At last, we are getting to the crux of the matter. This is the dividing point. What we choose to think about takes us off into that direction. We have gotten off track by following fear and making susrvival the issue instead of love for our brothers and sisters. Even a dying person can forget he or she is dying by doing something for someone else. It turns the tables and creates goodness within. We need to spend more time entertaining good, decent and noble thoughts which does not require learning because it's innate. It's natural to us. I've been calling it divine but forget the word. It is who and what we are underneath the phony mask of trying to fit into an imperfect world. We've had to work hard to adapt to a rigid and unholy system. We've left many a dead body behind in other lives, only to be reborn and try again to get it right. But what is right? We are fed the same disgusting system because we never knew any better. It was the only way. We were not informed of our God self. There were no teachers for most of us. A few found their way to India in the '60's and '70's when it was starting to break open here in the US. But for the most of us, we missed that chance.
That's what I am here to talk about. I am Anakosha and I am moving into position to expand on the new age coming in. We are on the threshold of a new dawn, but there is a storm underway. We don't know what is going on, but we are to entertain higher, lighter, more loving thoughts. This is how we get through the storm. By integrating our higher perspective into our lower perspective. Be at peace. Be alert. Be kind to yourself. This is how to mesh with it. How to stay balanced and rooted. How to be comfortable inside your own skin. How not to be rattled and afraid when shocking news comes blaring out of the TV or your computer screen. Stay in the higher consciousness of compassion and kindness and love. We've been led to believe we are small, meaningless and guilty. The entire human race has been engulfed by a mechanized system which is cold and dark. News of just how dark is going to be coming forth. Shocking news, they say, will be coming. Be prepared to stay hunkered down when your neighbors get rattled and go off the deep end. Be like the massive oak tree that survives the hurricane. Trust that it will not last. The dark that has been overlaid on top of your natural goodness can be pierced quietly by staying in your center, rooted and grounded to Mother Earth the way the massive oak tree is grounded. Remember yourself as the wondrous, starry-eyed innocent child you were at 18 months.
Mechanization killed our faith in ourselves but we can get it back because it didn't go anywhere. It just went underground. We can bring it back up by choice of our how we think. Have faith in the awesome unknown that lets us live on, life after life and death after death, to try again to see if we can do it better next time. Life is eternal. We are eternal. The body comes and goes. We don't remember but our soul does. We have an accumulated wealth living inside us which is our soul. We've been indoctrinated by a shadow program. We were made to believe in a dark and cruel world and to be afraid, but we are breaking through that now. The veils are falling away. We are each doing this alone. It's an individual process to learn how to trust in oneself again, MORE than trusting the system. We don't go into rebellion or fighting or protesting, we go into an elevated perspective. We rise above it and see from an airplane's view or better yet - a spaceship's view from outer space. We have another chance in these days to live again more naturally and wholesomely through the love program. Watch where your thoughts go. Reject the robotization process that is a killer of souls.
Robotization and mechanization don't have to be bad words. We don't have to reject technology. Not at all. Technology comes with an advancing, evolving consciousness. It benefits the whole. It is good. Mankind is on the cutting edge of a new age which is advancing us further than we have ever been before as an earth race. We will be connecting spirituality with technology. This step of merging spirituality with technology requires a higher and wider perspective, and we only get that through having love and compassion for others and faith. Coupling spirituality and technology is known to the Extraterrestrials as organic technology. Those races who have lived millions of years longer than humanity, has conquered space travel because they have organic space ships. They have gigantic motherships that are alive. There is a mind meld with the ships. There are stories by those who have traveled in them by invitation. The ships breathe and follow mental instructions from those who live inside them.
We are moving into this new knowledge in the coming era ahead. It is done by using our hearts with our minds and intellect, thus we can "feel" a connection with inanimate material. We will learn that nothing is inanimate as we think now. Everything has consciousness, even a rock, and therefore that consciousness can be communicated with through heart and mind coupled together, just as a human can communicate with a pet. . We will learn how to communicate through feeling coupled with intellect. By respecting and having compassion for the object we include them and thus bond with them, just as we do with our lover. In the next era we will grow in our ability to feel love. It is through consideration of others that love begins. It is an inclusive process. We become "more" when we include other life forms. We rise to higher planes in the universe. It is the evolution of consciousness. We have to become conscious of being love, kind and considerate. This is done by feeling. It is not done by intellect alone. Intellect does not have feeling. The mind cannot feel, but as I lower My thinking down out of the ivory tower which I normally reside in, I slow my thought down and they "click" in with other people around me. I am discovering this and experimenting with it. It allows me to "bond" with people. It is the same process we go through when we take a lover. Staying in the intellect (the ivory tower) we stay separate and think we know better than everyone else. We tend to think of others as "stupid" or "ignorant" or "unworthy". That is why we need to learn how to bring love down to street level and practice lowering our thoughts to blend with our neighbors WITH AWARENESS to keep it light.
Intelligence needs to be coupled with feeling. Love is a feeling. Love is the feminine in people. The feminine has been missing and needs to be brought back into every system on earth. It is the element that will transform and save the earth. This is the reason for the women's movement. Not the human woman but the divine woman. The divine feminine. The goddess movement. The human feminine has lost it. The human male has lost it. The divine feminine and the divine masculine is found again through feeling. Feelings of a loving nature that is unconditionally caring for all, not selective like one here and one there according to how we feel they connect to us. That's the human part. Unconditional love is respect for everyone even if they do NOT connect with us. That's where the mental blends with feeling. We have to learn more about how to do this. We will require advanced training to learn how to respect and honor all living things. We need to draw on spirit, our higher God self. Spirit is in charge and knows what to do in ALL circumstances. Following spirit is how we advance to higher ground. We have to stop judging others as beneath us or over us. No one is greater or below us. We are all equal through love. The loving side of technology, the feminine side of technology, will bring an end to disease. Magnificent healing machines will be coming soon which will be organic. You'll feel the peace and calmness when you are being treated. It will resurrect the health and the life force in you. The feminine side of technology will turn us around from the destructive path we were on. It will save us from destroying Mother Earth. Human nature lost its way when it created systems without the feminine influence. Because of that, because we were on the verge of destruction as a planet, we are now going through an intervention.
The ASCENSION page on this website was a little ahead of its time and it will remain on Anakosha. Soon I will post some direct channelings from Ascended Masters themselves. The Masters are concerned. They cannot intervene but they can be called upon by focusing on them. There are instructions to follow. I'm copying them from books and I'll include the title and source where you can purchase them if interested. Most people are not aware of the Ascended Masters, sometimes referred to as the Great White Brotherhood which refers to the white light of their presence. The channel was a woman in the 1950's and 60's, who has since died and is herself now ascended. By making available direct channelings from them will provide more personal detail and bring the Masters closer to us emotionally, making them appear more human like us - humans who have perfected themselves and were able to break the chain of rebirth. As you start using your higher mind by reading and contemplating loftier thoughts instead of looking under rocks out of fear, you will notice a definite difference in your calmness and sense of well-being.
As we advance further into this pandemic of fear, loss and confusion, there will surely be a growing interest in the Masters like St. Germain, Sanat Kumara, El Morya, Hhilarion. There are not that many actually. Over time you get to be able to identify them by their presence. The way you identify a friend who approaches you in the dark or with your eyes closed. These books have been shelved and lost only because the people weren't ready for them. We are getting closer. I will do my part. I personally am grateful and could hug the man and his woman who were there at the time the words were spoken. They went to great trouble and expense to gather these messages and re-published them. You can see the website here where they can be purchased.
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3/25/20 - I have posted on the GODDESS page today, "There is a purging going on planet-wide". The goddess page is where I'm starting to post the newsletters. Things are changing to the extent that I get somewhat confused over where to post things! But by recording the changes, I stay in the middle of the road and feel centered and balanced. I hope you will follow along as I make changes on this website. I will continue to post here what the lastest changes are.
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3/19/20 - As the pandemic slowly engulfs the world with paranoia and fear, threatening to everyone's stability, I am doing the opposite. I am focusing on cultivating Tantra, sex, love and the super-normal powers that we all have within us, innate and available if we only knew how to use them. We all have a mission and purpose for being here, and this has been my chief number one interest from the beginning. Since I've collected tons of articles that have never been published, I will begin by releasing some random ideas just to start the ball rolling. Sex is a common theme and should be of interest to everyone. Perhaps it will serve to ground people's attention and bring them back to sanity. These writings introduce the power BEHIND sex. What is this power that can create such powerful sexual experiences?
"Sex is the divinity in you. It is neither male nor female, but the combined force of both. Sex is a force as opposed to a "cancelling out" as some would suppose, or neutrality. When you consider the imbalance of male or female separately, you will see that each suffers from a need caused by a lack of union with the counterpart. Thus the eternal search for a suitable mate which takes up so much time. However, once that suitable mate has been found, the struggle for a mate is over and the struggle for balance begins, for finding a mate does not bring the long awaited balance.
"The interaction between male and female is an interaction that takes place within yourself. The sex force is a physical manifestation of a deep spiritual hunger. The sex drive is the urge to balance the two extreme natures within you, positive and negative, or as some would say, the aggressive, outgoing, confident nature, and the passive, introspective, shy and hesitant nature. These two natures exist in all beings for they are the yin and yang, the pendulum of the cosmic clock. It creates the urge to grow and change. It creates curiosity and the urge to find ways to unite. The perspective from one extreme causes curiosity about the other and if the pendulum of opposite views should cease, outer activity would cease also, for the world would come to a rest in the arms of loving embrace."
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3/15/20 - Following is a private letter to someone who asked about Tantric massage. Tantra is becoming increasingly popular but most people don't have understanding because it is a spiritual healing technique. This site carries information about Tantra and Tantric massage, along with the contact information of David, a gifted Tantric massage practitioner in Naples. I want to add to this information to try to increase understanding. I notice there are a lot of hits to the MASSAGE page, so massage is a popular subject and a much needed component of human nature. There is also a rise in interest how it all works, how meditation works and energy works. Massage is a wonderful technique for expressing love. High and holy love. Love is healing. I write about this all the time but it hasn't been absorbed very well yet in our culture. The culture is still fixated on sex. Perhaps this will fill in a little better what Tantric massage is. I will add it to the MASSAGE page.
(Quote) I'm sorry but I don't know any female tantric practitioners anywhere in SW Florida. I wish I did. Whether you should see a male practitioner depends on where YOU are coming from. I have a male colleague in Naples. He is posted on the Anakosha website. But what YOU are seeking and what you expect to happen during the massage makes a difference. Tantra is a spiritual energy treatment, it is not sexual. It uses the powers of the earth and the sun. These are the powers that get blocked and dammed up which create sexual feelings. A Tantric massage helps to unblock the energies. Most people don't understand what it's all about.
The power of the earth is spiritual, and the power of the sun is spiritual. We in our bodies are also spiritual but we live in a physical body which has a lot of blocks in it. It takes someone who knows what he or she is doing to put hands on a person and connect the spiritual power of earth (magnetism) with the spirit of God in the sun (electrical) and thus open the blocks in the body and allow the energies to flow through your physical body and bring parts back into alignment again, as they should be. The session brings a wonderful peace back to the body, for the body is also spiritual and can be made whole again by releasing blocks. Sex is a feeling of release because sex is a blockage. That's what Tantra is all about but it is not understood very well.
The body is also spiritual. It is composed of cells which are intelligent. They make up the different parts of the body - liver, heart, lungs, sex organs, muscles, etc. They ARE intelligent. Cells are spiritual. They get out of alignment because the person living in the body is not connected to his or her body, and is feeding the body all sorts of wrong thoughts. The body becomes a jangled piece of confusion because the lord of the manor is not maintaining it in pristine condition. The body needs a lot of help to be restored to good, healthy, working condition so it FEELS good. Finding a healer who knows how to remain clear as a channel and allow the spiritual forces to work through him or her is rare. David is such a person.
However, if your thought process links warm good feelings with feminine and a female body working on you, this can make a difference in the results. It is how you think that matters. Your beliefs mold your thoughts into expectations and anticipations. You may want to have a woman who is less knowledgeable about Tantra and more looking to a woman's hands on your skin. This is more shallow thinking but it is legitimate and not to be discounted. It is where your understanding lies and what will make you feel good. Your body is intelligent. It knows it wants SOMETHING. You have to figure out what your body wants and needs. Your body is condensed spirit. It is full of spiritual powers but it is fragmented and compacted and condensed into a physical concerete. It is rare to find a healer who is clear enough and knowledgeable enough to allow the spiritual forces to work through them and into you, the body on the table. David can do it.
Most people think Tantra is a sexual or sensual thing. What they think going into a treatment will alter the results. It is good to have a totally open mind and trust the practitioner. If you are looking for a sensual or sexual result, then you're probably wishing for a female practitioner. If you are looking for a genuine Tantric massage which will give you a wonderful healing, where your body is brought back into alignment as best can be done under your particular body system, then I would recommend going to David.
I hope this explains it a little bit better. Ask more questions if you like. I will try to answer them.
3/13/20 - A self-check for corona virus is posted on Goddess page.
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2/25/20 - Check out the Goddess page - there is a posting about Yin and Yang.
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2/21/20 - Check out the Galactic page for an interesting article on sex from Ivo of Vega.