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9/17/21 - Why do we search for the divine feminine?

I had many questions about why the difference between women and men. Why was I searching for the answer to the divine feminine? What is the divine feminine? The answer came: To find the divine masculine of course! The search is inner, we are looking for it not in the outer but in the inner. Once we find the divine masculine in ourselves, then the divine feminine will feel complete and we will be able to balance ourselves and have a lighter, healthier, easier flowing life here on Earth. Life will be fun. Relationships will be fun. We will have an easier mind and less or NO emotional issues to cause problems. One time I asked, “Were we created as feminine originally? Or masculine originally? No, was the answer. You were created as a whole child of God. What you do with that is up to you and how you choose. You become feminine by choosing passivity and peace over making waves. You become masculine by choosing to be proactive in making changes and being assertive. You are only feminine, however, when you are in the presence of a masculine, for then you compare yourself and the masculine triggers you. You are only masculine when you are in the presence of a feminine for then you compare and the feminine triggers you. When you live alone and don’t have an opposite to compare yourself to, you are whole and complete as you are. In oneness. Each aspect of yourself is a standing wave separate from the other aspects - physical, etheric, emotional, mental, spiritual, etc. - we are to align them so they are all one integrated whole. 
 
9/16/21 - Love is not in the physical body

Love is contained not in the physical body itself but in the consciousness that resides in the physical body, or is moving through the physical body like electricity moves through a light bulb lighting it up and casting a radiance around it. We are that consciousness that is streaming non-stop through this body. Much of what we radiate out into the atmosphere is not constructive, which means it is DESTRUCTIVE. It is no wonder that the earth is hurting and in pain and is revolting through earthquakes and storms. The love is not contained in the physical body of the tree, love is contained in the consciousness of the tree. Love is not contained in the body of the fish or the blade of grass, but in the consciousness of the fish and the blade of grass. Consciousness is alive and loving. Consciousness is the life force. Consciousness is the livingness and the lovingness and the peacefulness that supports the physical and the physical thrives upon. But we don’t see it. We take the physical like we take a piece of meat and hold it in our hands and examine it for flaws. We don’t see that it is the consciousness that is the light of the body and the love of the body. 


8/31/21 - Lord Lanto
 
Last night or this morning I asked Lord Lanto how he brought the flame into his heart (it was so bright that people could see the glow) and he showed me the secret. To me it is a major piece of advice. He said, “It is not light, it is love.” I tried saying “love” over and over but he said, “No, it’s not done through the intellect. It’s through the feelings. Through the emotions. Imagine it. Use your imagination.” Then he gave me a feeling of warm love in my heart area to show me what it felt like. It is like mothers love. Warm love. It is very warm, very warming, very nurturing. It’s not warm as in temperature, but warm in feeling, a feeling that you are loved, but it is simply love. This is the flame in the heart. I was so happy to learn this. I am practicing with love through emotion.
 
Later in the day I received the following and feel it is important to share this. We are living inside a soup of sexual deviation and distraction. In order to get back to our spiritual connection we have to stop playing with sex the way we have been. It is preventing the sky-earth connection. The self-to-self connection. We are divided. We need to get our spirit connected back with spirit. A few weeks ago I got the info that when we were born we divided ourself and a portion of our spirit/soul went down into the earth to become embedded in the earth. We joined with the earth energies but the soul is still unique us. This is the portion of us that is coming up into our bodies, attracted by our higher self coming down through us, but it’s unfortunately being siphoned off into sex. The sexual activity at the second chakra, the genital and reproduction area, is going either left or right - it’s being divided there - preventing the spiritual power from rising higher to re-connect with our higher self. It must connect with higher self to make us whole again. This is the earth connection that everybody is talking about we must make. We must have earth connection but most people don’t know what they means. We are supposed to bring our bodies into wholeness so that we can grow naturally and be productive naturally. But the basic problem needs correcting and then we will feel at peace again with ourselves. The great healing will be accomplished. Our earth spirit will be able to connect with our sky spirit we call higher self, and then we will feel wonderful again. We will make good decisions, rational decisions. But we must come to understand that the earth has a matrix around it which is a pollution. It is largely a sexual matrix, the reason being that we have been programmed (by alien races from the sky who wanted to control us). They did things that altered our DNA, but we can change that by simply not following the sex program any more. The majority of humans - especially the men - will have a huge uproar over this but I quickly add that there is something more beautiful coming in the way of making love. Love with someone who is of your same vibration, along with this new information, will be ultra super beautiful. We take away the old sex act and introduce a higher, more wonderful, more beautiful way. It cannot be explained in words other than it will fill your body full of ecstasy instead of a 30-second “pop” of an orgasm. We are going through a great awakening to bring us to this new beautiful place. Trust me. It’s real. It is the ancient teaching of Tantra. The unbalanced sex block at the sacral center is the thing that has kept us on lower vibrational levels. We have not been taught. This is a complex teaching, but it will be coming soon to the masses. (Received 8/28/18)

8/30/21 - Ascension

I felt the flow of life as a flash and a zing of connection. I realized - and felt it - that the life force which we all want and need and feel depleted of so often, is the connection in a STRAIGHT LINE between the light we planted in the earth at birth, and the light remaining aloft as the higher self. This connection is what the monks and spiritual masters have been trying to tell us. Stick to your own life force. Find that connection to your own power source. We have been distracted from our own power source by listening to other people, reading their books and following their advice, when their advice was for THEM, the author. YOUR advice is within you. It is so important to find your own connection to your power source. At conception we have been dividing ourselves. We put one piece of our spirit into mother earth as an anchor to hold us here, and the other piece remains above in the sky. We - You and I - are then responsible to connect these two parts of ourselves to become one whole - our spiritual self that is in the earth and feeds our body upward from below, and our spiritual self that is in the sky and feeds our mind from above. Intelligence flows down in vibration from the higher self above. We are the ones who have to make the connection. Ascension is simply another word meaning - “Ah! You’ve got it!  You’ve connected your body, lower self, with your higher self.” This is not easy but it is the great work for which we volunteered to be born here and take it on. It’s a challenge. (Received 8/26/18)
 
8/29/21 - Taoism works with sex energy
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Taoism works with sex energy – the feeling of the sexual buildup - by circulating the power throughout the whole body, and not letting it go into orgasm. There are etheric pathways built into the body called “meridians” and “chakras”. When sex energy circulates through these meridians and chakras, it becomes the chi or prana. By practicisg Taoist exercises, you can increase your capacity for vibrancy - the energy of glowing vigorous vitality and health. When a person orgasms, he uses this power on the lower physical body only, meaning the physicality only. It does not circulate on up to the higher dimensions of the person. This is a science unknown to most people. When the sex energy is spent on orgasm without circulating it through the meridians and chakras, as Taoism teaches, a person uses up his vibrancy and develops weaknesses, diseases, disabilities and eventually dies. The Taoists claim the human body can achieve the great age of a thousand years in one body, and even achieve immortality of body, as Jesus and many others did. There is a science to it.
 
So this morning I was prompted to sit down and write as it has become my custom to do. I was hearing the words “Meditation on the BODY is the feminine energy, the healing love energy, the goddess, the mother flame. Religions teach everyone to focus on God as being above the head, in the sky, or some vague beyond. This is the masculine focus. The masculine focus has become the norm for many thousands of years, whether one is religious or not. We have all been taught to look up to at least the brain if not higher for our answers, and definitely not to the body. In fact, the body has been made to feel shame and guilt and to ask “God” for forgiveness for feeling what we feel. The looking up for answers is indeed PART of the process but not all of the process. There is a looking WITHIN that has been missing. The teachings to look WITHIN are wonderful, easy to understand (for me), with rewarding instructions provided by the ancient masters of Taoism, many thousands of years old. Looking WITHIN and UP, as DK says, is how we get our answers, learn, grow and gain wisdom.
 
Entering into the body is how we stabilize the overemphasis of looking up into the empty sky for answers. Entering into the body through meditative exercises that include breathing and visualizing, we learn to “flow” the energy through the etheric conduits which are the prescribed pathways that were built into the body initially, as a blueprint from the beginning, before the world began. The template of the human has been around from before time, and creation began the great adventure. We’ve been “designed”. Our journey is of one of mind and awareness learning to enter into and plant itself into the organs, glands, blood and bones. We need to take up residence in our own body, and “own” our body, by becoming conscious of each part. The ascended masters are graduates of Earth. They have perfected themselves by lifting up each part of their body with higher love. There are ascended masters from every planet in existence, such as Venus and Vega in the Pleiades, but OUR ascended masters gained their immortality right here on Earth. They learned how to do it. They can guide us but they can’t do it for us. There is no savior, only teachers to advise and role model for us.
 
The angels and other celestials don’t have to learn this because they never descended into physicality. They can love, comfort, and lift in emergencies, but they cannot do this physical process for us. WE HAVE TO DO IT FOR OURSELVES. We who descended from heaven have to return to heaven and the only way to do that is to own every jot and title of our flesh body. Move into the body, accept the body, ground love, appreciation, faith, truth and purity into your body. Become aware. Awaken within the body. Awaken the body. The Taoists teach us how to circulate our awareness by focusing our mind on certain “spots” in the body and going step by step from “spot to spot”. There are diagrams to follow. We can ONLY learn how to own our body while we are IN our body. If we fail to do that in one body and we die before completing the program, then we come back and try again with a new body. The fact that we have been prevented from knowing this, has held humankind back for millennia. It is the soul that we are circulating through the meridians. The process is all about recognizing the soul and identifying with the spiritual soul, bringing it into the body and grounding it here.
 
The masters of the east learned how to ascend by another method. It was different. They ascended by by-passing the body. They learned how to go up and out of their body. They could do that because the earth was in low frequency then. We are today in a new cycle of higher light energy. We are in a new region of the universe with higher energies. Our own earth, Mother Gaia, is raising her planetary material too, within herself. So everyone on the planet is doing it differently today. We are all, humans as well as animals and plants, are raising their physical vibrations. We are all going through the process of “own” our bodies. We need to bring our truth and high ideals down into our bodies to ground our souls on earth. It is a different time. A new master plan is unfolding. It just is. You can’t fight it. Get on board. Get with the program. The Mother flame is the source of life and immortality, and it’s within the pelvis, not the brain. The ascended masters can’t do it for us. They can advise and counsel but they can’t do it for us. It is like one man eating the food for another man who is starving next door. It doesn’t work. The starving man has to eat, chew and digest the food to maintain his OWN body. This has to be done consciously. Not automatically. Every conscious being in the universe and creation is unique, and he has built his uniqueness by choice, free will, willful design and conscious design. Every one of us has a unique and different perspective on life and everything. Everything from AA Michael to Jesus to Buddah to Mother Mary and Djwal Kul, St. Germain, Mary Magdalene - each of them is a unique personality. They’re not the same. They are each unique and individual with a divine personality who is still growing their Godhood and their understanding of the Creator God. God himself is growing in understanding because God is US.
 
We are the cells - the female side of him - and we are growing in understanding that. The masters say, “Choose your favorite quality and make that your life’s work to focus on that quality. Excel in that quality. You are here to develop the body, not the mind but the body. You are here to cultivate your body by bringing in the qualities and the virtues and APPLYING them to your life through your senses and your words, thoughts and emotions. You need your physical senses to do that. You need to experience the qualities and the virtues that you are bringing into expression and showing to your family, friends and yourself. Live these qualities during the day with friends and co-workers.  You’re here to develop the body and build the body into a more refined body, a more perfect temple for the soul to live in. You are not here to develop the mind because you are already a mind. You are a conscious mind, or should be. If you are not conscious then you are a robot functioning on programs that were installed in you. Your destiny is to become an awakened mind in human form. As you become more SELF conscious, you become more mindful and more awake and more aware of just exactly what you are spewing out into the world. Anger? Jealousy? Envy? Condemnation? Judgment? Vengence? Unhappiness? You need the body to experience the emotions you are having. Pay attention.
 
Remember, he who has descended into a body must ascend back home again. Many minds did not descend into a third dimensional physical body. Many more stayed in the heaven realm and found a different function there. We who find ourselves on earth in a flesh body are obligated to refine this body we live in. It’s the only way to get back home. The body is the feminine side of God. God lives in human flesh, blood, bone, organs and muscles. You have a unique, one-of-a-kind opportunity to become a god-man or god-woman, literally an immortal who walks on the ground, but it can’t be achieved through the ego (small e). The small e ego is the mechanical mind which is an artificial mind because it does not share its consciousness with the flesh and blood of its body. It lives totally 100% in the head, in the brain, which is a storehouse of accumulated learning but it is not original intelligence. Original intelligence belongs to the creator, to source. A person living in the head thinks he is special because he is using 100% of his intelligence and does not share it with his flesh and blood body. Therefore it is not a natural, caring, symbiotic mind that networks with his body or that of other bodies, including animals, plants, mother earth and all of nature. The ego (small e) has a superiority complex. It thinks it knows everything and everybody else is wrong or confused. This small ego does not respect the intelligence of the body which is also God, the feminine aspect of God which is embedded into the cells and tissues of material  substance. (Received 8/28/19) 

8/28/21 - Sound and coded words 

By using the words love, trust, faith, compassion, grace and gratitude, we can link up with our creator self. Our higher self. We ARE the creator, we are aspects of the creator. We are thoughts of the creator, desires of the creator.  But  we are reduced from our original magnificent omnipotence by our focus on a point ahead of us. We have become linear when in the heavens of our being we are like a light bulb and radiate in all directions at once. We have become tunnel-visioned into the front of us. We have become creator focusing on a goal. We are the tip of the pen writing our story on the world, while the main part of us (the creator) is behind us out of sight. We have become densified in order to write our story on the world with our physical body.

To get back home to the heavens of our being while being here in the physical, we need the code words. The words of love, trust, faith, compassion, grace and gratitude are coded words. They contain a magnificent potent energy. We need to bring this energy into our bodies. The words are vibrations and sound makes the vibration physical. It resonates our vocal chords and our brain. The words cause feelings in us. They have wavelengths to them. Hateful words have short wavelengths; loving words have long rolling wavelengths. These waves penetrate the cells of our bodies. These words are the codes that we need to change the vibration of our bodies. They are words that we know in our English language as love, trust, faith, compassion, grace, gratitude. There are many words of the noble variety in every language on Earth and beyond Earth. They are specific codes that we can use.

I have been given these six words as a beginning, as a place to start. Memorize them and use them when time and circumstance permits. As we focus our thought on love for example, saying it silently or out loud is better, over and over as in a chant, we are sending the code vibration of love into our body, brain, cells and tissues of the body. The vibration pulsates through cell walls into the molecules and atoms that make up our physical body. Three or five minutes is a good time to use on one word, but the longer you chant a noble word, the more effect it will have on your body. Try it.  Vibrate the body with the word love. Our scriptures tell us that in the beginning was the Word. The word started it all, and now the word can bring us back home. We are taking a mental abstract thought and making it physical through the sounding of its word. This is how we create sensation in the body. Take the best and most noble of words and use them as chants. That way, the body joins with us in our mental quest for the ultimate answer. We make it physical. It is no longer abstract. We are linking up the mental to the physical. We are moving through the emotions. We are bringing mind, body and spirit together. We will feel calm and peaceful.

As we densify the word we also raise the body. We are calming the outer aspects of ourselves which are quite chaotic. We have been journeying in the outer world and have gotten out of control. We feel anxieties, pressure, stress, dis-ease, pain, fragmentation. We feel aches, pains, dark moods, anger, frustration, hopelessness and other unpleasant feelings through our outer-world encounters. That is our human experience. Through chanting noble words we can calm that outer chaos and bring peace to our physical bodies, mind and emotions. We are being reabsorbed back into the creator god, which is our higher self. Through chanting for five minutes the word love or joy or peace or hallelujah or hope or trust or any word of the noble spectrum, you are gathering focus and calming your physical body cells and bringing them back into alignment with your higher self, your true self. You notice it after 5 minutes. When we work through the day we are bombarded with other people’s stuff, often negative thought but sometimes positive thoughts that do not resonate with you because they are not meant for you. We are daily subjected to other people’s emotions, intentions, desires, fantasies, goals which overlay on top of our own truth, and we become mixed up.

Five or ten minutes of chanting one of the noble words and you will find yourself much more peaceful and stable and back in alignment with your own truth. The outer you is that part of you that focuses on the outer world, other people and sometimes you feel quite lost. But in reality you have never been lost. The real you, your higher self, is the one pulling the strings of your life, nudging you here and there. You think you, as your conscious mind, are in control of your life but your creator god self is the one breathing your breath, digesting your food, pumping your blood and desiring to move to Hawaii or change jobs or get married. Your higher mind plants these seeds of inspiration into your conscious mind, to give you direction. It is how your higher nobler self moves your little self through the day while your little self’s mind is busy focusing on external problems and the daily goals of creating.

Now, through chanting code words, you are literally calling yourself back home, no different than the farmer calling his cows back to the barn at dusk. You are linking up with your away team. Use the code words. They contain creator god magic. You know what they are. Start out with love, trust, faith, compassion, grace and gratitude, and you will get other words coming forth out of the mental mist. Your mind is linking up to your higher mind. The veil thins away so you can hear your higher self speaking through these high and noble ideas. When you feel hopeless, chant the word “hope“. If you are weak, chant the word “strength”. When you are sick chant the word “health“ or “healing“. If you are lonely call upon love. You know what I mean. Our human journey has been a journey into duality. There are two sides of our life - the dark, heavy, stressful, hurtful side, and the lighter, loving, harmonious, peaceful side. We are here to change ourselves while in a physical body - it's the only way we CAN change ourselves - and to learn how to turn darkness into light. The lead of the human body is changed into the gold of the god within which is our creator god self. We have played long enough on the dark side. Now let’s start playing with our golden light side. It is the journey back to forgiveness, wholeness, completion, ecstatic reunion with home and family and those who have preceded us to the other side.

We need to use the code words. We have to take the time and the focus to apply them. This is meditation. We have not applied them. We have bandied them about and written about them, but they remain trite and boring because we haven’t planted them into the body. They remain on the mental plane only. They are useless on the mental plane. They don’t mean anything on the mental plane. We must put them into the body to free the body up from its dark monsters that hold it locked in chains. We must feed the body these vibrations through these code words. What are some code words that bring you light? Remember them. Write them down. Do 5 minutes of chanting that word.  Zohar. Peace. Hallelujah. Honor. Respect. Delight. Caring. Concentrate on the sound of the best and most noble in you, and pull yourself away from the dark confusions of the outer world. If people truly understood prayer and the power of prayer, they could use this to overcome their drug dependency or depression. No power on Earth is greater than the light, and the light energy in prayer is inestimable! (Received 10/16/10)


8/27/21- Men need the feminine mirror of softness

During morning exercises I saw the tree of life. It was a tree of brilliant light in the shape of the kabbala. It was a tree of conduits, channels and webbing of light that is in me, in my flesh body, and I am surrendering to it when I am up doing spontaneous movements and going with the dance-like flowing. There is an inner wind. Afterwards I sit and write. The words are flowing easily through me and I write them down on paper.

Men are in need of the feminine mirror to be reflected back to them what feminine is like. Most women are reflecting masculine back to men and to the outer world. It is ego-centered, or mental-centered. The masculine predominates everywhere. EVERYWHERE. Ego is everywhere. Where is spirit? Divine? Naturalness? When women think they are showing empowerment by resisting the men and authorities, when they show rebellious, willful attitude to prove they can be complete and equal with men, that is masculine energy they are using. Men do not need more masculine energy reflected back to them. It just makes them angry. They have enough of that every where they turn. It creates competitiveness for control. Who can be best? And who can be on the top? It is feminine they seek. It is the gentleness they seek. The kindness, the motherly caring and encouragement which is selfless. The mother cares more for others than herself, but she is wise and doesn’t deplete her own powers.

Most women try to do this but deplete their own powers. Women do not know how to be truly feminine. They give their powers away without realizing how they are doing this. Even when men push for sex they are seeking the feminine love and acceptance. It is not the flesh they seek but the softness of attitude, the warmth of mood and love that feminine can offer. It is a quality and a virtue. It is an energy and a feeling. It is not flesh. But we women do not have enough confidence in our femininity. We do not even KNOW what femininity really is or feels like. It is pure heaven. We have the bodies that are created to be naturally feminine, so we are full of the potential to be divine feminine, but due to eons and eons of lifetimes and cultural training and programming to operate through the brain we do not know how to be in our bodies. Our bodies are feminine. We don’t know nor have we been trained. We don’t have confidence.

That is why we must gather as women, to build confidence and to reflect back to each other that which is feminine, and that which is NOT feminine. We’ll know it when we see it. It’s not just softness and tenderness, it is also truth, honesty, courage, intelligence and perfection. It is the seven qualities and the seven colors we were embedded with on a soul level, what we call the seven virtues and the seven chakras seven bodies. What makes us feminine instead of masculine is we do it with wholeness, with love, compassion, consideration for the feelings of those around us. We deal out truth with softness. We deal out courage with softness. We deal out determination with softness. We deal out intelligence with softness. We deal out perfection with softness. That is feminine.

The true feminine, the divine or ideal feminine is selfless, and wise beyond reason. Feminine is spiritual. It expresses with tenderness and mindfulness the qualities of the seven which the spiritual connection inspires. It comforts and lifts to higher planes, to nobleness, regal-ness, and majestic-ness and freedom. We women need to build confidence in how to speak and express ourselves. We need to have a circle of safety and protection. We need a women’s circle where we can gain confidence and enlightened responses from other women. We have to cultivate our inner feminine. Then we can bring it home to express to our families and friends.

Every little piece of feminine expressed is like a building block cemented into place in the world. It goes out in a ripple effect through the ethers and touches the planet's atmosphere. Men need encouragement in expressing their own softer side. We add to the healing of the planet when we express our truth. Women learned to surrender their power over the ages. It was a cycle that had to be lived through, but now that cycle is over. Cosmic timing tells us it is time to come out of the closet and enjoy being freely feminine because the men need some proof that softness, genuine softness, tenderness, compassion, honesty, courage, truth, perfection can be lived in the flesh in the world, and in the family, community and government. The men don’t believe it because they haven’t seen it yet. They must see it role modeled in action. I remember a few scenarios where I expressed my truth and my husbands enjoyed it. Feminine truth is one such virtue they are waiting for. They don’t like for us to surrender ourselves to them. It puts added burden and pressure on them. (Received 8/25/19)


8/26/21 - We have to work at it to stay in this reality

During early morning wakeup time, struggling to become conscious, I asked a question: "Do I have to put so much effort into being here in body? Or can I just go with the spacious flow that is so natural for me? Why is it important to have a personal physical identity anyway?" The answer came in my mind: “Of course you do! When you went into the light in 1976 you lost your personal physical identity and had to work at rejoining the earth reality. Bob helped you [my late husband]. Relationships, intimate relationships, help you to ground into earth reality. It is a necessary evil to stay in the earth reality, otherwise you lose it. You lose the connection to this reality, this dimension of life. Many people don’t want to connect with this reality, or can’t because they have not developed a method that is practical, in a uniform manner. You have to build your identity and your knowledge in how to do it, up through the levels so that your life here is coherent and a base is established to make it easier. Many people don’t do that. They don’t know how. For most people their education is lacking. Your work with intimacy through swinging and sex has given you a solid base because you had the grounding in the light first before beginning. Then you were able to take it to the next level (up the spine to higher levels) because you were able to FEEL what was not a right vibration for you, what was not a good fit for you. You were able to detect the difference. It was coherent to you, you were equipped to handle it. And the longer you stayed in duality, you continued to test the waters of the 'other' vibrations around you that you were exposed to, and compare them with your own true comforting vibrations."
 
Q: So every morning when I wake up I’m lying here trying to re-attach with THIS personal identity, THIS body and THIS timeline, otherwise I am a groggy and out of sorts, kind of lost with hardly no vitality. So THIS is what gives me vitality? By tuning into THIS body? That’s what I do in the morning lying here in bed trying to find some reason to move. Some connection.

Answer: "Yes! Vitality flows through your connection with this earth identity, this earth dimension is the dimension you are anchored into."
 
Later during meditation, I saw the left brain and right brain are reaching out toward each other, breaking down the wall that divides and separates them into two halves. I see the lines reaching across borders. They are dark lines, or gray. There is no light shining, just lines flowing together, reaching towards each other and I am consciously aware that I’m doing it, I’m bringing them together. Also I see that it is not the way I imagined it. Left and right brain are not two separate tendencies, one masculine and the other feminine. No. It is not that.  The humans did that. The brain was designed originally as a whole brain. The left brain has all of the functions of the right brain and vice versa, but they have been disabled and divided. I see this now. The right brain has all the functions that the left brain has, and vice versa. They have been taken apart and divided up. Our distorted control system did that to us. We were trained to operate as enemies. Our ancestors were trained to think and act this way so it was passed on to succeeding generations through the genetic material. The left brain is capable of receiving input from the celestial spheres just as much as the right brain. And the right brain is just as capable of focusing on what I have termed the masculine abilities of rationalizing, computing, building and doing other warrior acts of boldness, as much as the left brain.  (Received & journaled 8/25/20)


8/25/21 - Expand and allow more in 

(After a long meditation session) "Expand to allow more in. RECEIVE! Receiving requires expanding. Receiving requires freedom and letting go of control and resistance. Just stop controlling or pretending to control. Stop it! Just stop it! And start breathing free again. Open your chest, your lungs and inhale deeply. Learn how to receive the blessings riding on the air, on the light from the sun. Receive these energies into your lungs and heart and into the blood pumping. Let go of control. Everything in your life you have created by controlling. Now it is a fixed wall around you that holds you fixed inside the compound. To break the feeling of tightness and suffocation and frustration, expand your chest and breathe deep and let go of your focus on your possessions, including your mate, your family, your children. Expand your capacity by breathing free and by giving freedom to everyone and every situation in your life. Give freedom to your home and your business and everything in your world and you will suddenly expand your capacity to feel free. And your capacity to think and create and develop your game plan will grow exponentially as you loosen your grip on your fixed life.
 
Breathe, expand, and receive the blessings the angels of heaven carry within themselves. They are holding these blessings in their hearts waiting for you to open and receive them. As long as you hold your attention and focus on your world the way it is now, the tighter you feel because you are expanding. The blessings are pushing to come into your life. It's an effort to hold back the blessings. It's an effort to keep your attention on the same thing day in and day out. Let it go!! Daydream. Lift your eyes to the empty sky and release your tension into the light. At night lift your attention into the dark void. Empty, release, allow, expand and the blessings will flow. You will feel the self correction happening as you release and relax and breathe and daydream. You will feel the subtle peace that comes from plugging in to the rightness and the goodness as you let go of your focus on the world of form and the man made systems that keep you locked into them." (Received 12/22/14)
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8/24/21 - Ho'oponopono 

Following up on a past life regression as a monk locked in a dungeon - a deeper lesson surfaced during silent prayer time. I had just written an article about it and sent it out as a newsletter. They say that when you release something deeply troubling it makes room for something more to come forth, like tearing the bandaid off a wound so the air can get at it. What came forth for me after writing and sharing this story with the world, was a revelation about the REASON why people don't want to face what they are afraid of. Why are we so afraid of facing that which haunts us? When I found out I was so relieved.

It us nothing to be afraid of or ashamed of. When the therapist suggested at the time that I go back to see what caused my buried sadness which she had detected, an immediate red light warning bell sounded. “NO! Don’t go there!” I absolutely did not want to go to where she was alluding to. I didn't know what it was, but that day I found out. Oh. So that's it. Today during meditation I learned a deeper meaning behind this lifelong fear of dungeons and horrors that occur there. I was holding onto guilt because I thought I had done something wrong, and all the while it was simply a mistake on my part. Yes, I had done something that was damaging to the people I lived with – my religious community. I was a monk, I lived with them, I knew things, exciting things, and wanted to tell the others what I had discovered. Monks meditate a lot and so did I and I was in touch with my higher self and I was learning things. But they were for ME, not for the others. However, I was so excited about what I was learning, seeing, and realizing – becoming enlightened - that I wanted to share my good news. So I did.

I talked and tried to tell what this glorious information was all about to my fellow monks. But it was the wrong thing to do. They didn’t listen. It made them jealous. It made them feel bad. As if I knew more than they did. They continued to repel me but in my excitement I kept talking, I kept telling them, and I went against the commonly accepted practices of the brotherhood community. I was ego-centered, telling them what I knew. I was soaring beyond them. This is where humbleness comes in but I did not have that lesson yet. I told them things that contradicted the calm of the community and what they stood for. It was a place of inner study, alone study, private study. Respecting the privacy of others. It was not wise of me to start preaching. I should have known better. My soul was telling me but I didn’t listen. I got carried away with the good news and the light, so I had a backlash. They put me in the dungeon as a heretic. It was a cause and effect life.

I had to learn. Paula’s regression helped me to reconnect with that life and understand the lesson. It was a layer in me that remained unresolved. There are layers upon layers of buried issues in all of us. Today with the increase in light across the planet, we are removing them. They are surfacing. They are bubbling up from below consciousness, from the subconscious, the subterrain, so that we can see them. They are uncomfortable. They are painful. This is where the light messages are coming from. There is light within us IF we will listen to it. We call it by many names. There are many terms used to express revelation. I experienced the peeling away of an issue that bothered me but I didn't understand it. This is also termed "ascension". It's an elevation of consciousness, a clearing of what was vague, fearful and confusing. By being willing to face what we are afraid of we move on out of a darker place into a clearer place which is like a greater classroom. We are learning to face the mistakes of the past. Mistakes are not punishments, they are clearings. By being willing to face what feels wrong, like walking into the lion's den, we learn what caused the feeling of wrong. By so doing we can hold our heads higher. Higher means clearer. We are understanding better and so we can be grateful and let it go. We are acknowledging our mistake and thanking it for the lesson. We don’t have to tell anyone else about our inner lesson, only admit it to ourself with one hand held tightly in the hand of our higher angel. 
 
And that made room for another issue to pop up. After a day or two of rest and processing THAT one. I don’t think that it is necessary to go find a hypnotherapist today because we are more enlightened than we were 5, 10, 20 or 30 years ago. We are growing more spiritually receptive to our inner light faster because people are radiating it out into the atmosphere as they grow and the atmosphere is growing lighter. When we do something against the law of harmony - the universal guidelines by which everything in the universe is maintained – we suffer negative consequences. It’s like putting a finger onto a live wire.  We get shocked. Harmony is not personal. It’s universal. It is the connection to all things. We are anchored into harmony every day. But being born on earth, a dark planet without harmony, we are like the “away” team on Star Trek. We have a mission away from home. Harmony, unity and love is the most important guideline to operate by, and the greatest of these is love. The problem is, we don’t know this biologically, living inside a flesh and blood body. Our “away” mission is to learn it through flesh and blood. It is the best way to learn something. By being in a dense vehicle called a body we can't see very well so we have to experience what causes pain and learn the lesson. No one else can guide us through this learning. Someone else can try to warn us in the hope of preventing us from making the mistake (parent to child) but it doesn’t work very well. We don't listen. We have to go through it ourself. 
 
I remember a woman trying to tell me something and she gave up. She said, “It’s too bad, you’re just going to have to learn it the hard way.” And we do. We all do. We all have to learn it the hard way, because a mistake hurts us and pain is a motivator. We need to find the answer to why it hurts. That is how we grow ourselves to more enlightenment. We  fill in our body with wisdom. We become personally responsible only when it hits home, and in our face. Then we gain personal understanding. Wisdom accumulates through personal experience. We must learn the truth for ourself. We just can’t take the word of someone else as truth. This is why we have to go through the meatgrinder experience which seems to hash us all into little pieces. Can we pull ourself together after going through the meatgrinder? There are principles that govern the universe. They are the higher principles, the moral principles and ethical principles that are called the spiritual path. Those who traveled ahead of us left them behind in the form of words, lessons and books. 

My life as a monk needed that lesson of humility and wisdom. I was open and receiving higher lessons but I started preaching. That was the wrong thing to do. I did not respect my brothers' right to privacy and quiet. I learned from my own quiet time, prayer time, meditation time, but then I pushed it out onto others. Admitting a mistake is asking forgiveness of our higher self. Our God self. “I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you.” It is a mantra called the Hoʻoponopono - a Hawaiian practice of reconciliation and forgiveness. Because when we make a mistake we separate ourself from our higher God self which is in harmony with ALL of life. We are one with all that is, the source of all life. When we make a mistake that hurts another person we also hurt ourself. It cuts like a knife and our sense of peace and calm recedes. We are separated. We stepped out of bounds. To bring ourselves back from that darkness we created, we must acknowledge our mistake. “I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you.” Mental words said in private prayer, asking for forgiveness, is how our light body comes forward to envelope us. Mercy is granted immediately. Love is there for us because that’s our home. We are welcomed back into the fold of home, even while we are still here on planet Earth in a physical flesh and blood body. This is our training ground. It is a most gracious aspect of the source of all life, helping us to understand how to live with the principles of harmony, unity and love, even here on a dark planet. We can even live it here on Earth if we are aware of these principles. We are children learning from our elders. It takes personal experience, and time. 
 
When we do something that conflicts or contradicts harmony, unity and love, we are like putting a monkey wrench into the finely tuned wheels of life that keep everything flowing smoothly. How do we know if we are doing a wrong thing? By experimenting. It’s the only way. As human beings we do not know because we are born into a literal sea of conflicting opinions. Some people remove themselves from the mainstream and join a nunnery or a monastery where there is peace and quiet. Then it is possible to hear the lessons from the light body without so much interference. Our light body surrounds us is in purity, but we in our “away” mission go outside and beyond it. We cut our light down in order to experience density, polarity, duality and conflict – and sensual/sensory pleasure. But we didn’t really leave harmony, unity and love. Not really. We just shut the door on it. Just like entering a house and shutting off the light. We have to find our way around in the dark like a blind person. We choose to do this. But our light – our own light – is still within us. Only 5% of our true self is shut up inside the dark house. It’s a vibrational thing. It’s part of the creator’s game plan to give us this opportunity to learn about darkness. And how far we are willing to go before calling out “Help!” to the light - the higher angels, the celestials, the friends in high places.
 
There is a purpose for us to be here and to experiment with our dense vibrations. We do have our fun times inbetween the suffering and pain. And we do enjoy the thrill of the chase and the risk-taking and the competition. It’s all part of human life to learn these things. It’s about creating situations and then experiencing the result. Doing something good for someone without asking for anything back, gives a thrill beyond measure. Doing something bad gives a different kind of feedback. Each to its own. Each learns in its own way which way to go. What darkness is and what goodness is, and how a mistake can be corrected by admitting and becoming humble and apologetic to the one we harmed.  We grow from these lessons. It’s not all negative. We’re here to grow larger, more expanded, more wise, more truthful than we have EVER been before in former lifetimes. (Received 8/21/20)
 

8/23/21 - The native intelligence of humans

When I saw the deer the other morning I stopped and thought about them. It occurred to me that humans also have a native intelligence, just like the deer. My thoughts went like this. Our bodies are creatures native to the earth and we have an innate consciousness or intelligence. A native intelligence. The human species are evolving at a faster rate now. Ordinary evolution takes hundreds of thousands of years to advance a species, but because more and more advanced souls are being born at this momentous time in our history, they are bringing with them knowledge that is superior to the cells being provided by the parents. As the soul imprints its knowledge into the cells of the body it inhabits, the bodies of the human species are evolving more quickly. Souls are requesting to come to earth at this time and there is a line forming, waiting for the opportunity to be born. They are volunteering and they are coming from all over the universe, bringing their knowledge of having lived in many different forms and on many different planets. They are more enlightened than the former souls who inhabited the earth in the past.

Outside of form, there is an infinite sea of consciousness that is composed of many individual consciousnesses. We don’t understand with our human brain because we are locked into flesh and blood logic. We have been taught that we are the only life in the universe, and that we only live once. These are false teachings. The universe is alive with intelligences, individual intelligences who have evolved up through mineral, plant, animal, human - intelligences who have advanced themselves beyond form. All souls today on the earth have come from somewhere else, from some other star system, some other earth planet, some more advanced than earth, some less advanced. But we don’t know that with our physical brain because the brain and body belong to the planet. We only know this on a soul level and soul teachings have not been given to students, so it remains hidden knowledge. Those who are receiving information from past lives are those who are advanced enough to believe and trust the information that comes to them from their own innate wisdom.

More advanced souls are being born here through parents who are more enlightened than THEIR parents. There is progressive growth taking place in the biological form itself. The steady flow of incoming souls inhabiting the human form is impressing the bodies with advanced information. Why do some people grow up more refined and others grow up lagging behind? Studies show it can't be attributed to economics and class, for some poor people are elegantly refined, and vice versa.  

When a soul is more advanced than the ancestral line it is born into, the body itself does not have to manifest those faulty patterns of the ancestors. The human species is evolving very fast in these times because more enlightened souls are being born here. Many of our text books are out of date. Young people are discovering what was once secret knowledge taught by masters in the Himalayas in ages gone by. This esoteric knowledge is becoming more available today as individuals are searching for more advanced guidance. At one time such guidance could only be found in remote retreats called mystery schools because the general population was not ready for it. Advanced souls are being born today who have lived and learned among other star systems, beyond what can be learned here on earth. Now they are volunteering to come to assist in the evolution of the planet and the human species so it can mature more gracefully, and become more God-like. They are coming to help move us past stubbornness and selfishness and war-like ways that have held human beings back for centuries, unable to evolve into more harmony and unity. These advanced souls are here today in every town, city and village to help us become more compassionate and caring, and to stop being myopic, selfish and greedy and to get past the level of animal survival instinct which has held us back. (Received 8/16/20)
 
8/22/21 - The difference between thought & feeling

Thought and feeling are two separate activities in a human being. Thought is not a feeling. You can think about something without receiving a sensation in your body. At least, not at first when you first become aware of it. It becomes a sensation the more you entertain the idea in your mind. When you first become aware of the idea it is still descending from the abstract plane where all thought originates. Thought is formless. It is abstract intelligence. It becomes formed as it imprints upon the brain cells. Feeling on the other hand is a denser vibration that impacts the physical cells and becomes a sensation or emotion. Granted, thought and feeling are designed to work together in harmony. For example, abstract intelligence (ideas) descends down in vibration to be picked up by the denser material of the tissues and nerves of the body. What you “think” you may also “feel” spontaneously if you are aware, such as with the vibration of music as it moves through you on a sensory level through hearing. But this does not happen in people where their thought is not in alignment with their bodies. In other words, their emotions may not receive the thought into their physical tissues because they are not open to their emotions and receiving sensations in their bodies. They are "head" people. The mind absorbs their interest. 
 
(Channeled) Most of you humans are not aware or enlightened enough to make the distinction between thought and feeling. You do not know how your own body works. The result is discordant energy moving in a confused state through your entire being in a rather chaotic state. Random and disjointed. Without order, reason or purpose. The first thing to do to bring order and purpose to yourself, to straighten yourself out, is to become aware of what thoughts you are entertaining, and making a distinction between what feelings you are feeling at the same time. Can you separate feeling from what you are thinking in your mind? It is important to separate them before you can integrate them into a harmonious whole which will bring you more peace and purpose. Notice when thought and feeling are in harmony. Notice when thought and feeling are NOT in harmony.
 
Two of the four lower bodies pertain to thought and feeling. The other two refer to the physical body and the etheric body. The etheric body is sub-conscious and superconscious. In other words, you are not aware of what is below your conscious mind and what is above your conscious mind. You are aware of only what is in the narrow region inbetween the above and the below. It is important to expand that region. How? What is in your subconscious influences you in subconscious ways, such as being afraid of flying. You will continue being afraid of flying until you understand and come into contact with the lifetime or memory or realization that you once died from falling a great distance, or had a similar trauma that impacted you with fear. That fear remains in you until you dissolve it. There are many ways to dissolve it. Hypnotism, or facing the agonizing fear the next time you are confronted with it when it comes rushing forward. We are not here to discuss techniques. Techniques are available all around you today. What is subconscious to you is influencing you all the time, every day. An alcoholic gene in your ancestry DNA causing you to drink. A cancer gene passed down from your grandmother. Religious issues passed down from your lineage. You are a product of past influences that are not your own, through ancestry DNA in the form of cellular programming. You can change your own DNA by resolving to face it down, track it down, own it, be responsible for your own actions instead of blaming it on a grandfather or father. Connect with the realization and do something about it, consciously. Bring it up into consciousness. Expand the narrow range of your consciousness this way.
 
Likewise things that are in your super-consciousness that you are not aware of, are also influencing you through idealism, thoughts of perfection, beauty, honesty, grace, refinement, intelligence, learning to become better. There is an evolutionary drive within your higher self. Your divinity lies above your conscious mind. You were created in perfection but you do not realize your perfection yet. Self realization is a goal in every human being, but even that is not understood. So many people think it is a dream too far and they cannot even go there. Instead, they accept their low self worth as a worm accepts its life on the ground. Identify with your divine nature often during the day by looking up into the vast blue sky and thinking “happy” and “joyful”. The sun is there to remind us of our greater self. The stars are there at night to remind us that we have a star heritage, not just a worm heritage. Connecting awareness to these thoughts brings this forward into consciousness and expands your conscious mind. This is how you impact your etheric body, subconscious and superconscious. You are not just a physical piece of meat walking around. You are so much more than that. This is an immortal part of who you are and you take it with you when you leave the body behind at death.
 
Likewise, in your etheric body there are skills, talents, heroic good deeds that you have accumulated from past lives that are better than what you are expressing today. Tap into these by recognizing that you have latent interests in certain areas. Languages, science, teaching, medicine, art, sculpture, music, dance, entertainment, politics. Many interests lie fallow and unused in this life when in former lives these interests were developed and honed to mastery, or at least to advanced stages. You have graces stored within your etheric body that you might not even think about. You may have been an accomplished opera singer or astronomer or surgeon in your time period, born to other parents. Your etheric body is part and parcel of you.
 
The chakras alternate between masculine and feminine. I am seeing that the root chakra is masculine. It is the first thought that precedes the feminine. The root chakra is connection with earth, strength, will power, determination, perseverance. The sacral chakra is feminine. It is an inner feeling of nurturing love, balancing the first chakra with a softness that integrates and soothes. The solar plexus (3rd) is masculine, it is the expressing of self outward into the outer world. It is the identity of the self after first connecting to earth with strength and will, and then becoming soft through the second chakra feminine, then the third step is to debut oneself outward into the world. The heart (4th) is feminine, to balance the masculine expression of self thrusting outward into the world. It is a higher vibration of softness, peace and calm. First masculine thrusting outward, then feminine withdrawing inward to soothe and calm, then thrusting outward again, this time with more finesse, and then withdrawing inward again to soothe and calm, each level is more refinement of understanding.
 
Then the throat (5th) is masculine, speaking the truth and knowledge that one has gained through the first four levels of experience, the self can now express, create, contribute to the world in which he/she lives. And then moving upward to the 6th chakra, the pineal gland or third eye as it is called, feminine inward drawing to meditate and nurture the self. First masculine thrusting out, then feminine pulling in, then masculine thrusting out, then feminine pulling in. Each time, the self refines its understanding of how to live in physical form. And finally it is ready to ascend to the 7th chakra, the crown of the head to join with the immortal self, known as spirit, which has not been in physical. Only that part which descends into physical evolves understanding of living in physical. That part of self which is yet still in spirit, is waiting for the self to return home and bring the harvest of learning with him to share with higher aspects of self. This is the physical journey of an immortal soul through physical life as it was given to me.
 
When we are in masculine mode we are not interested in spiritual things, but when we are in feminine mode that is when we consider the possibility of spiritual practices. The more advanced the soul is, the more influence will spiritual matters impress on the self. Spiritual practices are invoking angelic presences, ascended master teachings, learning prayers and affirmations and reciting them at particular times during the day. Also visualizing or imagining or picturing, not necessarily with words, but activating the imagination. Or breathing exercises through counting and imagining light. There are many techniques being taught today. (Channeled 8/19/17)
   

8/21/21 - Two thresholds, one higher and one lower

When you’re feeling an emotion, it’s God feeling through you. Please be aware of this and have some respect. Human consciousness has two thresholds to it - a higher threshold and a lower one. The higher threshold is where mind tries to think clearly and imagine what God is, or what good is, or the cosmos, or the infinite intelligence, but there is a point where your mind just can’t get beyond it. The lower threshold leads into darkness of every conceivable type. Depression, confusion, paranoia, fear, monsters and horrors of all types. The lower threshold is not only an unknown, it’s a trap that sucks you in and it’s difficult to escape.
 
The higher threshold leads to more harmony, more peace, more comfort, more knowledge, more connection, more love and light. The lower threshold leads AWAY from harmony, peace, comfort, knowledge, connection, love and light, and further into darkness, separation and loneliness.
 
In between these two thresholds is our playing field. We play with light and darkness. The light is of lighter density and therefore more intelligence and clarity can get through to people who have worked on themselves to become more refined. Just like light from the sun can reach the grass better without trees around than in the forest. The darkness on earth is of heavier density because it is more compacted due to irregularities and discrepancies that don‘t make sense. You can‘t fit them together. There are errors in thinking and errors that are manipulated lies done on purpose. These don’t add up. They become like an attic full of old things that don’t fit anything at all. They just take up space. The light is the quality of connecting and creating harmony. The more truth you tell, and the more goodness you express to others, and the more freedom you give to others, the higher you go into the light. You find more transparency, more love and more connection that makes sense.
 
The part that is hard to accept for many people is the fact that there are intentionally evil people who live on earth. They are not simply making mistakes, or errors in judgment, or lacking in education. They are not simply products of wrong upbringing by ignorant parents. People who are more light-inclined, who have goodness in their hearts, who believe in God and have faith that good will win, and trust what people tell them - it is difficult for such good people to accept that the evil in the world is intentional. And yet it is true. As a long-time student of the light, I was one who did not believe, but my threshold has expanded. I have grown in knowledge and understanding. When we grow further into the light, our light threshold becomes more transparent so that we can see more of what lies below us.
 
The mystical experience is not something OUTSIDE of our consciousness, it is our own consciousness that is growing tall. When it reaches a height where it can see over the wall, then we become aware of a larger view which extends further than we were able to see before. We might even see a house off in the distance that glitters gold in the sunlight but we can’t quite make it out. It’s exciting to catch glimpses of things that are beyond us. But we have to remember that it’s not somebody else telling us these things. It is US growing larger.
 
The same process happens when we allow a horrible situation to become part of our conscious awareness. Maybe we hear of a murder, or an abusive situation, an abduction, a crime of passion, a manipulation that is exposed that is difficult to believe. How could anyone do such a thing? This too is not something OUTSIDE of our consciousness doing something mean or bad to us. It is our own consciousness that is descending down into darker territory. When we allow ourselves to “think” on this, to mull it over and over, to talk about it, to gossip, to write about it, to post online, we are adding to the darkness of the world. This is the threshold of our own consciousness. We aren’t responsible for what others are doing in THEIR minds and consciousnesses. We are only responsible for what we do in our own minds and consciousness.
 
The light and dark is in each of us. No one escapes the dark. It‘s in all of us in degrees. Some have more darkness than others. Some have more light than others. It‘s not “them“ against “us". Even the dark have some light in them. We are here to learn what feels good and what feels bad through trial and error. Telling the truth, not lying, not cheating make you feel good. Doing kind things, not manipulating others, forgiving others for their mistakes, supporting others, being cooperative, adding constructively to projects instead of arguing, providing encouragement and nurturance where possible, and learning how to serve others without depleting yourself. These actions make you feel good. We are here to learn what makes us feel good.
 
The evil ones who are purposefully hurting other people, who manipulate others, like slavers, abusers, killers, tormentors, thieves, criminals, psychopaths, greedy people and the like - these actions make them feel bad. They contribute to their own demise which makes them do even more bad things because they have descended down into the lower zones where light cannot reach them. They have no clue how to get out of it. That is why we are told to forgive and send love to them because that helps YOU. It helps you to escape the dark trap. Because if you hold anger and stew over what they did, that will suck you in closer to the evil which can snag your thoughts and hold you prisoner. You don‘t want to go there. Forgiveness and sending love and light is to benefit YOU. It is a safety precaution..
 
We have both dark and light in us. Many people have very little darkness left in them. We cannot compare or judge anyone. Our job is to keep our focus on universal law, which is the light and love. The matrix we live in, which is the human consciousness on earth, is a rather narrow zone. Below us in consciousness are the animals and plants, and they are not manipulators. They don‘t have evil in them. Only the human consciousness has evil. It‘s a narrow zone where evil abides, because when we go higher into the light, there comes a point where we leave the human consciousness and we join the galactic consciousness of light. There are galactic civilizations of evil, but once we reach the higher threshold of light, we have joined with the galactic federation of LIGHT. The evil ones can join with galactic darkness, but the wars are almost over.
 
There is a mixture of both good and bad in our playing field, but there is a threshold of consciousness toward which we are drawn. We seek more harmony, more freedom, more truth, more knowledge, more love. We are drawn to know. We are drawn to the light. However there are people who are drawn to the darkness and this is where deviousness comes in. Most people who have a heart, can’t even imagine someone NOT having a heart.
 
Anyone who has malevolent, negative or dark tendencies or thoughts, cannot go beyond the upper threshold into the zone of love and light and stay there. They can have brief glimpses of it, but they cannot stay. They have to come back if they can’t maintain the frequency of love. The spiritual techniques are teachings to show us how to purify our thoughts, which will automatically purify our emotions, so that we can get greater and greater glimpses of the light above us. This science is slowly becoming known to us. We haven’t understood the nature of our own personal form life and why we are the way we are. We have a lot of ugliness in us, meaning selfishness, greed, abusive and controlling natures, animal desires, perversions, and more. But the physical world is the great teacher. Our world is the great classroom where we learn through trial and error the difference between right and wrong. And it is our feelings that tell us.
 
Many people call it God but it‘s actually YOU. You are god with a small g, a child of the big God, father-mother God, here to learn how to BECOME a God with a large G. You have learned much already, but what you have learned thus far is more than can fit into a body of flesh. We call this "more" that you are, the higher self. No  matter how enlightened we become, there is something more beyond us to learn. There will always be a higher self so there will always be something drawing you upward. I like the word "mystical" because there are a lot of spiritual teachings that have been written about over the centuries, that are just words. The mystical zone is not able to be defined because it is personal. It is sacred and it comes to you through a feeling or a revelation. The person can’t define it even though he or she tries. I try to define it myself. Everyone has a mystical side because everyone has a higher self from which they descend into a smaller, denser flesh and blood body. There is not enough room in a tightly- squashed flesh-and-blood body so we leave our accumulated wisdoms behind, on higher planes.
 
We get bright clear glimpses from time to time of the mysterious unknown beyond us, or we may get dark, horror-filled glimpses of mysterious unknowns below us, but mostly we play within the understandable, rational, reasonable playing field that we know as our earth life of today. We play in duality - we play with opposites. We exchange and experiment with good and bad, light and dark, benevolent and malevolent, selflessness and selfishness. It is important to realize that these two forces are restricted to the physical world of duality. The physical form world can’t go beyond it and can’t go below it. That makes the physical world safe. It’s the playing field where we learn about cause and effect. The mind is the cause. What we believe in is the cause. What we have faith in is the cause. How we act out our beliefs is the cause of the effects we see in our every day. 
 
The physical world is the lowest density there is. There is nothing more dense than physical. This is where it all happens. This is where it is all understood. From here on up it is lighter, brighter and contains more goodness and harmony. The only downside is in the mind, and it can get very dark and horrible indeed. So from here on, from this point on, it is all UP to the light and all DOWN to the darkness that we abhor. It is up to us how we use our minds and what we harbor in our minds. We must hold positive, harmonious, benevolent thoughts if we want to create positive, harmonious, benevolent EFFECTS in our lives. We are the cause of the effects that appear for us. Nobody is doing it to us. Nobody can do it for us. WE have to make the choices between light and dark. The physical world has huge potential for enlightenment. We are getting ready for it. Many are turning more to benevolent and kindly acts. Physical enlightenment is caused by those who maintain positive thoughts. We then enjoy more happiness in our physical life, such as peace and fulfilling situations and relationships. We are the ones who bring it to ourselves through our benevolent thought processes.
 
Above and beyond this narrow zone of duality which we know today, there is unity, harmony, nobleness, love and light that has no end. We must grow into it by making the right choices with the intelligence afforded us through our thought processes. We must make the required changes in how we think. It is difficult to change habits but that is a power we are given. We can change our feelings by changing how we think. The sun comes out every day to provide us with an example. Look UP! It is unendingly bright ahead of us and beyond us. The science is to look UP. But just as we can’t look into the sun right now with our naked eyes without great pain and blindness, just so we can’t get above our narrow zone of duality until we practice maintaining light and love, thus growing our ability to sustain the mystical experience that occurs periodically. All of us are striving for it, because it is the good we know is there. It is the goal of all human beings. It is innate. The mystical experience is innate. It is a revelation that comes with a sureness of feeling and knowing it is real.

It is an experience of greater light, greater love, greater harmony, greater peace, greater comfort. Each time we experience it, there is a breaking out of the matrix that holds us to the befuddlement of human existence.  When we have a moment that is absolutely wonderfully peaceful and mystical, either alone or with someone else, enjoy it but don’t make that person into a possession. Let these feelings and revelations come and let them go. We can’t hold onto the mystical experience. We can only enjoy it to the fullest and say, “Thank you”. By doing so you build it into your knowledge base and your body's cellular memories. You just know. It's another etheric brick in the light body as you grow into more light and more love. This is the process we are here for, to learn how to do. THIS is how we stop ourselves from bouncing back and forth between good and bad like bewildered victims in an obscure playground. Between the two thresholds, the higher one and the lower one, there is a zero point or neutral point that exists. It is our conscious choices for the good, right, decent and truthful, that keeps us safe inside that neutral zone. There is fulfillment and abundance in the neutral zone.  The chaos can't reach us there once we learn to manage our thoughts better. Take time out often through the day to go into the silence. (Received 8/17/19)
 
8/20/21 - There is a place for silence

(Channeled message to me:) Change GoddessSphere to ALL people, not just women. Change your focus to all. You’ve been making it personal through your eyes as woman. The goddess is working in you. It is not personal. It is ageless and eternal. Don’t own it as in attaching to it. Let it be free flowing through you. It is not personal. Let it heal you. Learn to work with ME, not with the outer matter which is also lost. Work with ME, I am your father and your mother. Work with your mother for she is there within your body. Work with your inner, not the outer and you will work well with the outer. You will know what to do when it is time to do it. Be in touch with ME at all times and I will teach you, train you, guide you so that you, who are the child, will grow in wisdom. You are the soul learning, we are your parents teaching. We are you, and you are ME, father God above, mother God below.

(I am thinking there are so many words to write)

No! Let the words go. Open your mind to the column of light extending up to the sun above you, to ME. Writing down inspirations is the male in you.  You have been operating on the male frequency. That is why you are experiencing dizziness and confusion.  You are lacking the embodiment of those teachings.  The acceptance of them into your body and life requires enfolding them SILENTLLY into your womb, your love, without words, putting them into action.  You are their Mother, love them into expression.  A good mother does not force the growth or criticize or place conditions on her babies.  She does not judge or condemn.  Love them!  Put them into action.  Do this in silence, don't talk about it so much. Silence is the feminine attitude, subservient to the God within, the Mighty I Am.  It is not contact through words or decrees. There is a place for decreeing and chanting, but the greatest need is to sit in silence with your creator, your Father/Mother God.  Come within, my child.  Come within to be at one with me.  Leave your song books, your decrees, your teachings outside the door. (Received 8/5/19)
 
8/19/21 - Especially for women of the heart

This morning I had an interesting experience while sewing. Before I began, I stopped and connected with my heart. I called upon the ascended masters and especially DK. A very nice meditation sitting there at the sewing machine. I saw two rows of ascended beings in bright colors leading up to the sun. I am making the sun my home now. I see the sun anchored in my heart. I heard the words, “Calling women of the heart.” The vision of the ascended masters was beautiful. They were not the focus but the guidelines, two rows of guide posts. Their hands reaching down to me, and the other hand reaching up to the sun. They created a path of light for me. It brought tears to my eyes and a feeling of lumpiness in my throat all around. This is my path. Words came unbidden: "A mastery class for women" and DK began speaking to me: 
 
"Home is where the heart is and your heart is in your chest - not in your husband’s chest, or your mother’s or father’s or sister’s or brother’s or son’s or daughter’s or anyone else’s chest. The path of mastery is the path of owning your own heart, your own divine source of intelligence, for your light is coming through your heart. Your heart is a portal to the heavens within which you have your true home. Now, let us begin.

"Remember you ARE your heart, you are not your physical body. No matter how young or how old, you are always in a state of becoming - of entering into the world of form, but you are not form. As you are flowing into your heart, you begin to detect the surroundings of your environment. The first environment is your own body and the memories in the form of energies that you created in the world of form. And not just THIS body you inhabit today, but other bodies you have lived in prior to this life. You have these memories and energies stored in you beneath your conscious mind, forgotten, but they are not forgotten by your inner self. They add pressure to your current world and situations. You detect them. Remember - you are NOT this body. You are a flowing consciousness from the sea of source creation, impartial, all-knowing, all loving, all complete in and of yourself. 
 
"You owe allegiance to no one for you are all that is in your original before-form state. The intelligent thought you think in your mind is a shadow of the real, of your blinding reality and wholeness. The feelings you think are reflections of something much greater. The sounds you hear are dull shades covering up the truth of the REAL, whispering through you like ghosts from all directions. Your own past, your own body, other selves’ bodies, other selves’ pasts, and from the trees, air, water, vegetation, food and immovable objects that surround you in the world of form. You cannot escape the ghosts of the past except through your heart. By anchoring into your heart you tune into the higher planes of your real self. You tune into the correct station, YOUR station, and you clear up the static and noise from others. YOUR station is you. You receive intelligence and wisdom and knowledge loud and clear when you take time out from the static of the outer world of form and other people and listen to your own clear truth. Teaching for this day comes from Master DK." (Received 8/4/18)

​8/18/21 - There is a science to the Light

There is a science to the light, to interacting with the ultimate good, the ultimate love. There is a science to it, there is a way to align with it and invite it into your life. A science is a method of approach, a direction-finder. The way to find the higher way, the better way, the ultimate way, is through aligning with ALL-good, ALL-light, ALL-love, ALL one, however you wish to name it. Light is not a word. It is the highest and the best. Nothing less can attain to it. Now, this is where it is difficult. It is virtually impossible for the human mind as it exists today to imagine the highest and the best, due to the state that it is in right now. Because the human mind has errors in it. It has been distorted away from the ALL-GOOD. The ALL-good is perfection and it is innate. The best way to align with the ALL-good that is innate, is to nip ALL negative thoughts in the bud. The human mind does not know how to do this so let me explain.

If you want something very badly and each time you attempt to reach for it and you almost align with it but something obstructs you, you have an instantaneous reaction that is negative, maybe disgust, maybe anger. It is a knee-jerk, automatic reaction of a negative nature. This automatic negative reaction will consistently hold you back from aligning with the ALL-good that you seek. The negative resentment, anger or disgust is the fly in the ointment. You must get rid of it. It will keep you from achieving what you want. You must get rid of ALL negative reaction, which is rebellion and resistance to not getting your way. You must release not getting your way. That is ego. That is why people meditate and do inner work on themselves, often without understanding why they are doing it. It is to get rid of ego. The techniques for doing this are myriad. They have been handed down from antiquity by enlightened masters. To cleanse the body-mind of knee-jerk negative reactions you must substitute ALL-light consciously. It takes a conscious decision to change direction and it takes repeating light-filled mantras, chants, affirmations, prayers, all of these things that require your conscious mind to change direction to the light. Otherwise your human mind will keep going in the same old manner, believing that you will be able to conquer it if you try long enough and hard enough. But it will never happen that way. You are created out of light. You have a light body. It is the background of who you are. It is your background intelligence. You have been overlaid with dark thoughts, beliefs and wrong understandings. The dark web carries hate, resentment and all things that are “not light”. You might think to ask for the removal of “not-light” but even that statement carries within it a recognition that all is not well with you.
 
The only way to move into the ALL-light is to find the stillness within, the ultimate acceptance of stillness, and stop actively resisting what you don’t want. Accept it. Accepting not the dark but the ALL-good, the ALL-light. Accept the ALL-light and be in peace. Everything is made of light and love. Believe it and accept it. Stop putting up blocks and resistance. This is tricky. Try to understand what I’m saying here. Accept the darkness as light and perfection by seeing past the surface into the background of Light from which it emanates. This takes practice. Practice in techniques that only your higher self can guide you to, for each person is a “construct” of false premises. Only your higher self can guide you out of these false constructs back to your original light body. Another person cannot guide you back to your origins because they don’t know the route you took to create who you are today. Only your higher self knows the route and knows how to guide you.
 
Then, that which you used to resist and kick against in one way or another, is gone now, because you Nancy have accepted the light in ALL things now. The little remaining resistance in you surfaced when the mask mandate came about. Your knowledge of light made you a progressive activist for the light which is on its way to manifesting on earth. Your desires for this light to manifest took over and you had another “desire”. A “desire” is a shadow construct. It is a movement out of alignment with light. It is your mind saying, “No, no, I can’t let this happen. I can do better. I must do better. I must fight this.” So you said to the mask mandate, “I will fight this. I will not obey.” This was a remnant of the old you. It was a knee-jerk reaction, a shadow of resistance still clinging to you in the dark webbing that shadows you. You subsequently saw the error in that resistance and you decided to align with the ALL-light, which you are finally achieving. To others it may seem as if you have lost the fight and surrendered to the authorities, but you have lost the fight and surrendered to the ALL-light. Not to outside authorities but to the one inside authority, the only authority there is in the end – the ALL-light.
 
Going with the science of light is what Jesus did, as is told in the scriptures. He had to overcome the shadow in himself too, he had to learn the path of non-resistance too. It is being non-resistant to the ALL-light. “Resist not the Light that is in you. Resist not evil. Resist not period. Be at peace in all situations. Do not desire! Do not desire anything! If you have a desire you are resisting the ALL-light that is in you and in everyone. The faster you align with non-resistance, the faster you will achieve what you want because it is INSIDE OF YOU. It already exists. It is like – ummm – a simple analogy is when you are looking for your glasses and you go crazy searching for them, you need them, you desire them, and all the while they are on your head, pushed up past your eyesight. All is well, all is light, all is fulfilled. Your process is to practice believing that. It is the truth. (Channeled message received 8/13/20)


8/17/21 - The power at the tailbone

While doing the DEER exercise, which is a Taoist training to tap into and raise the vital energy at the tailbone (called kundalini, Christians call it the holy spirit, most people call it sex), I realized that children are damaged at a very young age by the parent’s admonishments to “not touch down there”. They slap the hand away, and the sense of shame begins over feeling something warm and wonderful in their own loins. This warm and wonderful feeling in the pit of the stomach is then covered over with a shading of guilt. This is the beginning of the distortion. And yet, this is the spirit that loves the body and built the body. It is meant to be welcomed, embraced, allowed, and quickened. By allowing this warm and wonderful feeling in the lower parts, it expands. But it is not to be. The child grows up comparing notes with snickers and giggles when adults are not around, in private, in secret, learning to enjoy the game of secrecy, playing doctor, feeling each other. Shame leads to secrecy which leads to hiding which leads to lying which leads to cheating. And all the while, the laws of the land insist on no sex before marriage. Not only that, but the implication is that any good warm love feelings in that area should ONLY be done by someone else, not yourself. Masturbation is seen as a sin. Yet, enjoying someone else before marriage is seen as a sin. The only thing that is not a sin is to get married and do “It” only with your marriage partner, whether you like it or not.
 
This is all wrong. There is a flame of purity and love at the base of the spine on the etheric level. It cannot be found through an autopsy after death. It goes away at death. It is the spirit that built the body, and it is what maintains health in the body. It maintains vitality and interest in the body. Without it we could not live. The reason the body ages and dies in only 60, 70 or 80 years, usually from some disease which would never have happened if the source of the body’s life, the warm love at the base of the spine, had been embraced and taught from childhood how to manage it and what it is there for and why the good feelings occur there. I saw much of this this morning. My mind opened to these truths easily while doing the DEER exercise. (Journaled 8/11/20)


8/16/21 - Telluric 2D energies

Before bed, I read the Pleiadian Agenda by Barbara Hand Clow and was excited by their messages. We must learn about our other bodies (dimensions) to fulfill ourselves. This will prove to be the healing of ourselves. It is what is missing, this connection to our subtle bodies. When we get excited, kundalini rises. Mastery of your bodies awakens you so you can live in all your dimensions. It is ordinary reality that holds you to your true path. The crocodiles are speaking about telluric 2D energy [second dimension] which is kundalini. The Pleiadians are telling us to “Make Home!” with our 2D bodies. Home is where you are in your power. It is ordinary. Don’t be pulled by others upwards or sideways. Stay home in your body. I went to sleep with this in mind.
 
Upon waking up I was filled with more awareness. I grabbed pen and paper and wrote: “Love your body! How to raise your vibrations is to love your body. This raises consciousness. You do it by loving your body. Loving yourself is being said over and over but it is misunderstood. You don’t have to love your SELF, because you are love already. Love your BODY. Your body is not love, nor is it loved. Your bodies are 2D and are of the earth. Your bodies are compromised by energies and particles that have been used over and over, throughout many lives, by many creatures. The particles that make up your bodies are eratic and random and have not been loved. They are disjointed and disconnected. They have been used and abused. The substance of your bodies need clearing and you can do this by loving your body. Your OWN body, not somebody else’s. Be clear about what you are doing. By loving your own body you are raising the energies of the particles composing your body. Love is a long wave length which gives peace and comfort, gentleness and healing. It is smooth and connective. The feelings you receive are warm and cozy, comforting and peaceful, but most of all it warms your heart. Spend 20 minutes saying, “I love you” to various parts of your body. Raise your vibration and frequency, and you are purifying your body and releasing the stigma of loneliness and separation. Healing is a bringing together of all that is not-healed. Not-love.
 
Later during meditation I tuned into love MY way. I am feeling the warm love of human bodies touching, embracing, connecting with the telluric 2D energies. DK, thank you for giving me direction and showing me the path to loving myself. This is a new way of understanding what kundalini is. When I spin with love during my exercise, remembering that I am love, I am opening the love in my chakras. I am not just spinning cold chakras but I am spinning warm love out into my body that has been stagnant for a long time. The seven bodies are strong in my focus today. It is appealing to think of a cuddle party. Is this the dream? Is telluric 2D energy the key? I used to think it was the higher plane energy that would fulfill us. Perhaps I have been wrong. (Journaled 7/11/18)


8/15/21 - The feminine ways turn us to the Light

This morning once again I woke hearing messages far away, speaking to me for awhile before I finally gathered enough wakefulness and coordination to reach for the pen and write it down. The words were echoes, repeating themselves: “Once we have intervened in mankind’s evolution, we will no longer have to intervene. It is the species we are here to save, not the soul that inhabits the form. The soul is here for its own purposes. The species has to be saved from extinction. It has been held back from evolving.” I began writing as the flow of words continued in my mind. 
 
"The feminine qualities must be brought into the species because the feminine is the turn-around – the returning back to the Light. The soul has nothing to do with it. What the soul does is for the soul. The soul comes to inhabit the species in order to help the species raise up by imprinting its accumulated wisdom into the species. But the soul must be allowed to have a say in the life and the male animal has prevented the soul from expressing. The soul is whole, holy. The animal body has been holding back the soul from expressing because it is operating on physical survival as an animal. The human species is still operating on the survival tendencies of the animal which is strong sexual reproduction tendencies to keep the species propagating. The human species has taken this survival instinct to a more pleasurable state but it is stuck in that state, warped and distorted without allowing the turn-around to happen, to raise it UPWARD, upward toward less animal and more enlightened and refined, which requires more unifying sensitivity. The feminine qualities are needed which bring love, togetherness, compassion, caring, nurturing qualities. It is needed to turn the direction from downward to upward. Turn it around. The male’s focus is out and away from the light into darkness, further out beyond to the farthest reaches, the farthest it can go. The female strives to hold it back from going too far, it wants to bring it back UP to the Light. In the end sex will disappear and all that will be left is Love. Sex is a discrimination between genders. The species then can actually THINK for itself consciously and make choices for itself."

It is what I've been writing about. The nature of sex is misplaced and misunderstood. This intimate act is sacred, deep and eternal. It is all about sacred, divine love. Wholeness and fulfillment. The galactic intervention that is taking place is to save the species of human. There must be a unified blend between the male and female to put an end to the animal act of sex and thus begin the turnaround to raise the human up to a higher level of harmony. It is the INNER male and female within the self that must merge and come to a unified blend within the ONE body in which it runs havoc because it is separated, self to self. We are a whole consciousness on inner planes that has been divided by the lesser, petty mind. We are one whole being on the consciousness level. We are oneness. We are whole. We are complete. We are Light circulating through the body but we have created a second webbing of dark thoughts and lesser beliefs as an artificial robot-like energy that weaves also through the body. We have come to act on the lesser artificial energy and we hurt each other. Why? It has been my mission to find out.
 
(Me) I grew up in what I’ve perceived is a man’s world because men have all the power. What men say, goes. It is their definition of rules that I must abide by. These are strict rules. My father was an honorable, good-humored, easy-going man and I was fine with my life until I had sex at age 15 with the boy next door which I hated. It was coercion of my innocence. That began my awareness of men being the heavy-handed ones, the controllers. From that point on I hated sex. I couldn’t make sense of it but I was coerced into sex by attraction to a powerful man and became pregnant and subsequently married to him until I was overcome with dark and foreboding thoughts and I broke and ran away from my marriage. I escaped and was welcomed into the safety of a family which was ruled by a woman. Then I met a man who was sensitive to me and discussed things with me intellectually. He listened. He also served as the male protector for me. He supported me and guided me to rebuild my confidence. He taught me kindly about sex and introduced love into my life. Eight years later I had a powerful and dramatic kundalini awakening. I was in-lighted by being taken up into the light dimensions. I had the “going into the Light” experience. My journey through life has been through the sexual field, recognizing that men have a different focus or agenda than women. The feminine is an inner softness and unifying quality while those who are masculine have an outer-focused quality that skips over the inner softness. The focus on physical sex takes us further and further away from our innate comfort and peace. Thus the need to bring the feminine way forward to save the human race from further downward spiraling. 

“There is a presence in you that is more you than you. It is in the background of your mind. Everyone, bar none, who is born on Earth is born outside of that presence. It is the only way to be injected into the system, this world, which is so far removed and in the dark, that once here we have to struggle to find ourself again. You DO have an eternal immortal Presence of self that is accessible to you, but in order to find it and tap into it and realign with it you have to follow your native instincts. Meaning your intuition and gut feeling, not what your parents or teachers taught you. They are part of the system. Don’t rebel or resist what they taught, but place priority on your instinct as to how much to allow the outer world to govern you. Find that light in you and cultivate it privately, secretly. Bring it into your awareness at all times.  You are that greatness that is in the background. Bring it forward.” (Received 8/10/20)


8/14/21 - Body consciousness 

The body has a consciousness of its own. The ego is confined to the mind and mental thoughts. Ego does not live in the physical body. The divine feminine refers to the physical body. The mental refers to the divine masculine – the masculine side of us. The physical body refers to the feminine side of us. Some people refer to the feminine side as emotional. That’s because only the body can feel emotions. The mind cannot feel emotions. The mind has a different role to play. It receives intelligence from the greater mind beyond the human. It receives ideas, inspirations, visions and it creates thought. Thought is the mind. Mind is the intelligence of the person. It cannot feel. It does not have the ability to feel emotion. It is abstract. It is pure intelligence. When ideas, visions, concepts arrive in the mind, it more often than not, stops there and does not descend any further down into the body’s cells and tissues. This is the formation of ego. The ego only refers to the mind. If a person takes the time to sit in stillness for a period of time, thought drifts downward under the force of gravity and enters into the body’s cells and tissues. There is then a merge. Then emotion is felt. Emotion can only be felt as a sensation or feeling if thought from the greater mind descends down far enough to reach the body cells. Sleeping allows that to happen. Sleep allows the mind and body to flow together. However, if, during the day the person insists on going back into mental mode and think, think, think, think, and lead a continually mental life without allowing his body to receive this vital life force from the greater mind, he lives a shallow life. He lives a life that is shallow along with other shallow life streams. A lifestream is the REAL person. The REAL Ego which has lived many lifetimes. The REAL person is attempting to flow down and connect with the cells of the body he is currently inhabiting. In past lives he also tried to do this. Perhaps he succeeded in past lives to live more closely engaged with his body. Perhaps not. Each body, each life in a body, is different because of the parentage and the ancestral line, and the culture and social status he is born into.
 
But through all of the many lifetimes, it is only ONE Ego who is the driving force. It is only ONE intelligence driving the car. It is only ONE magnificent spirit flowing through the cells and tissues. If that spirit cannot descend into the body and integrate into the body and become one with the body and wake up to the body, then the body dies and once again the spirit goes home to re-think and re-plan the next incarnation in a body. How can he do it better the next time? How can he be born into this physical world and NOT be distracted by the many? He discusses it with wise mentors who have been through the process. He is told that he must accept his body. He must not try to “own” the thoughts that come to him. He must learn to let them flow on past him. In other words, let your thoughts become like a flowing river of ideas. Don’t try to capture them. Don’t try to own them. Don’t try to make them your possession and jealously hold them tight to your chest. Let all ideas flow away from you. Appreciate them. Enjoy them as a moving scene flowing across your inner eye. Let them elevate you and inspire you, but let them go. These thoughts are not yours. They come from the greater mind. Mankind tries to capture the universe with his little brain and it is what causes his downfall. To become fulfilled, learn to let the beauty and the truth and the love flow through you and these ideas will then take hold of you where it counts. These ideas and visions must descend down into the physical muscles, blood and bone of your body in order to live these high ideals in physical expression. If you lock them up in your little ego, they will not become physical. They will remain a fantasy in your mind. A great philosopher, genius, inventor, poet, artist or musician, does not onto the richness that comes to him. He puts it to work IMMEDIATELY. Immediately means he lets it come and he lets it go like the flowing river. Do not hold on to the ideas that flow THROUGH you. They are not seeds planted in you. They are the rays of intelligence flowing THROUGH you. Stop and be still and watch them flow on by. (Thank you DK. Received 10/18/20)


8/13/21 - On receiving
 
During a Chi Machine exercise with my legs swinging back and forth, I asked the Ascended Master Djwal Khul "What can I do to further my advancement today?" First I thanked him because he was the only one I could relate to as a real live human being, though ascended and not in physical form any longer. I am humbled when I sit before him because he personifies the Godhead or Source for me. An illustration of him has been released by him to the public, and I have that picture on my table. When I take the time to tune in to him and speak with him, I can feel his humility, compassion and intelligence. It is felt as a thrill that ripples through me. This is what he gave me in response to my question. 
 
“You are right. We are the receivers of the formless as you have been studying in your books. We humans or sentient beings are the Shakti of the Shiva, the formless one who flows through us. You are right. You have discovered this. Yes, I have led you to this discovery, but so others have led you, too, for we have gone before you and we have discovered this before you. And there are others ahead of us. The formless is coming at a steady rate into form. It is the responsibility of the one inhabiting the form to receive this beautiful idyllic flow and mold it into a beautiful, idyllic expression in the physical world of matter upon the planet. It is our responsibility to be continually aware that we are receivers. (I am getting the word “receiver” the last few days.) It is our destiny to remain open to receive the formless beauty, love and intelligence that comes from the greater source. It is our duty as an embodied form to receive this higher, greater, more infinite and intelligent life and mold it, encapsulate it into our expression.  It is our role and our purpose as a soul in a dense vehicle to receive this incoming flow and mold it into a higher degree of expression than our form previously knew. We are making known the unknown, as Ramtha has said. Who else will do it if not us. You and I?
 
“That is the purpose of the form, to encapsulate that which is flowing through it. Mankind has not understood this duty and role. He instead receives certain idyllic information and then shuts the door on the flow and turns rogue with it. He wanders away from the river that is flowing and claims it for his own which shuts the door on the flow of inspiration. It is dull if the door is closed on the inspiration, and leads to death. That is how ego is born. An ego is the human mind working with a false intelligence, a copy cat, a criminal. And yet mankind is destined to learn of his great role and to open his mind and his heart to become a receiver, a continual receiver, endlessly receiving. This is the great work - to learn how to be in endless receiving mode and never shutting it off. To become a living vehicle expressing a life force that is grander than his form will keep him continually creating new things. A person may feel he is imprisoned in a form today, but when he opens to the never-ending river of life and intelligence that flows through him through his breath, instead of feeling in a prison he will feel free. Totally free and expansive, for his freedom has been curtailed and limited. When he stops closing his mind and heart to the inflow of life and intelligence and reason, he will stop feeling imprisoned and shut down.
 
“This is the great work of the spirit that is our own consciousness. It is our duty to turn our conscious awareness to the greater source that is above and beyond. As we discover the truth of our source and re-open the heart  and mind to the incoming source, like a receptacle, we will discover the ecstasy and joy of being alive in a physical body. Life is formless intelligence, love, power and creativity. We as the form are to receive this formlessness into our minds and hearts and give thanks for it by turning our awareness in an upward direction. This is how we receive and mold the incoming intelligence into something beautiful. We become creators and expressers of amazing creations, inventions, works of art, talent, organic technology which is living. Not dead metal but living molecular things that serve us, like our computers. This is the purpose of mankind. To receive the inflowing river of life - of sacred life - and expand it, express it, live it, walk it, breathe it, demonstrate it through our actions in the physical world in which we live. And, yes, there are seven qualities that we have been given to remind us and point us in the right direction, lest we forget. Those qualities are attributes of nobleness and we are reminded to weave them into our daily life.
 
“There are seven. Seven rays, seven tones, seven colors, seven noble attributes. They are called will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace, freedom, in that order. Freedom is achieved or earned after the six other attributes are woven into the life. Then freedom is experienced. Freedom that is called ascension. These seven qualities are the qualities that mankind is given to focus on and bring to life. Do not deviate from these. Do not ignore them. Do not shut down. Be ever alert to the SEVEN qualities. They are the steps that lead to enlightenment in daily life. Not in spirit but in physical embodiment. And when we do, we find there is more that is poured into us. We become open to receive even more than we thought we ever could receive, for we expand our capacities to know, to feel, to love, to live in truth, to be righteous, and grateful and honorable. We receive more because there is an infinite quality to these colors, tones, radiances. We are expanding ourselves to be able to receive MORE of these qualities. And as we do we also expand the Earth to receive more because we, our forms, are of the Earth. We are evolving not only ourselves but the planet, for Mother Gaia has provided us the material for our forms. The matter - yes, you got it - matter is the Mother. That is the great secret. That is the missing key.
 
“The divine mother is matter, is Shakti, is the divine feminine which receives and loves the divine masculine, which is formless intelligence, into form. We humans are to weave the beautiful colors and tones of the seven into life so these may be seen. Will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace and freedom. As we do, we radiate these qualities to the lesser kingdoms behind us, coming up through the process of evolution: mineral, plant, animal. We are caring for Mother Gaia and demonstrating the higher life to those beneath us as we, moment by moment, breathe in the formless [Shiva] and love it, shape it, mold it into the physical form as Shakti, the feminine. As we do this we expand ourselves and become quickened and lighter and fuller with the consciousness of source. We are filling our matter body with the source and intelligence and love of the life force. We are the matter, the Mother, encapsulating the Father principle. As the Father principle penetrates into the Mother.” (Received 9/5/16)
 

8/12/21 - The tipping point towards the light

On a scale of 1 to 10 with many gradations inbetween the digits, 5.1 is the tipping point towards the Light. It has been said that the weight of a feather is the test on the scales of justice. All below the 5 have selected to work for  self and one’s own self interest. All above 5 have selected to serve others before self. This is the measurement of a human being’s soul evolution. It is at the level of the heart that the measurement is taken. The heart is the center of a person’s being. It is located between the lower denser vibrations which leads away from good - and the higher lighter vibrations that lead upwards toward higher ideals, principles, fairness and goodness. In other words, towards the light. Below the level of the heart one serves the self before others. Above the heart one serves the higher good for all.

The physical heart is the sun of self, the sun of a person’s system. He revolves in orbit around his heart, his sun center. He is not comfortable going lower. When he goes lower he suffers pain and confusion. Nor is he comfortable going too much higher. A little higher, yes, but not too much for it brings an increase of energy. His heart is his comfort zone. His heart is a direct channel to home, where he comes from -  the father/mother/god/creator that birthed him. He does not know this intellectually, but instinctively. This knowledge is innate. Here in his heart he feels love for himself and he best understands himself. He is closest to himself in his heart, close to the sun of self which nurtures him, embraces him, validates his existence. It is to this heart center that he prays without his knowing. His heart is the only direct link to God, which is himself, his infinite good, his infinite love, his infinite intelligence. All that is him is in his heart. “Him” pertains to all humans, women too, not just men. The heart is home to the human being. Meditate on the heart. Use a picture of the heart as a visual graphic. See a sun radiating in the heart in the chest. Keep five minutes of silence while visualizing the sun shining in your heart. 

Just as light forces have infiltrated every field of endeavor of this dark-infested planet, so have light souls infiltrated the sex field to bring healthy loving change to the human race who, unknowingly, have been led into a distorted program to be slaves to the elite cabalists who are human in appearance but are run by dark ET intelligence forces. How did this happen you ask? The dark ETs are intelligences, not physical. They can manipulate physicals to do their bidding. It’s fun and games for them. They are the dark gods of the universe (little g) and the light gods of the universe (also little g) are fighting for the freedom of the immature races who don’t know any better, using the big God’s laws of harmony, abundance, freedom, love and good will. The dark gods are the fallen angels spoken of in the scriptures. The light gods are the ascendeds and beings from far regions of space. We term them “galactics” who are also not physical, being high intelligences. There are many levels of physicality, many different forms in the universe. Physicality is a descending of vibration, a cohesion of closer-knitted atoms. Similar vibrating atoms are attracted to each other and gather into groups. Higher intelligences direct them with a mental blueprint as such. The formation of physical organisms is divinely directed. It is a science built on divine understanding of cosmic laws of cohesion through attunement. It is done in harmony, through peaceful, natural attunement. There are countless levels of physicality. The light is intelligence coupled with balance between all the powers, and the greatest of these is love. The light intelligences are chasing down the dark intelligences because dark intelligence has rejected love and God’s laws requiring balance. The dark intelligences use and abuse the immature physicals who don’t know any better.
 
Earth is such an immature world. It was originally a garden of great beauty and refinement. It was etheric in the beginning but it was invaded by dark intelligence forces, without love or empathy. A long complex history evolved that requires much background information to understand what happened. The bottom line is God the Father-Mother gives everyone a chance to redeem itself. We, the light intelligences, are infiltrated into the dark-infested planets by being born among them. Light souls are being born into dark cabal families on Earth. The light forces are you and me who are drawn to love mankind and womankind. We care for each other. We do not have an inclination to hurt people or torture or manipulate or kill people. We are among those who are being born here to cultivate and grow the human race, the human bodies which we wear, into a human garden of paradise from within the physical environment. The dark intelligences are aware that we are here and they attack whenever they can. Most of us are of higher vibration and cannot be damaged, unless we let our vibrations fall down into lower realities. Then we can be hurt. The dark intelligences are aware but they have been unable to stop the infiltration of light souls because the light souls are protected and surrounded by higher light forces. We are therefore more powerful than the dark-infested humans who have not yet learned how to align with the light. Instructions must be accepted. Instructions on the light are available, but they are not seen until a soul is ready to receive. Then such souls are drawn to discover light instructions, often called metaphysical instructions or mystery school instructions. The light is unified. All the powers of the universe are unified in orderly fashion.
 
That is the nutshell of how to do it: Use love and harmony. Intelligence is everywhere. Intelligence is Father God. Love is Mother God. Intelligence can reject love and does. That makes it inferior to the light forces, except that free will is given to ALL life, which allows dark to exist. It is a choice to align with dark and negative forces such as greed and selfishness which does not have empathy for other life forms. Light has love and the dark does not. That makes the dark a cutting edge intelligence who can go against the laws of God but only to a certain extent. Like a rebellious teenager can join a gang of thieves and do violence, rape and murder until the system steps in and ends it. So does the greater cosmic law have greater forces on its side and is more powerful, love being the greatest power because it is the element that binds all life together. Love is the Mother force. Love heals by not interfering but by giving free will choice to everyone. When it is time for a dark soul to return to Mother Father God, it is forgiven and embraced. The only punishment is the dark soul’s own facing of its own deeds, for it is responsible for everything it has ever done.
 
Life is a playing out of free will and also a responsibility to own every act, thought and feeling it sent out. That is the great learning. Each spirit spark has free will to choose what it wants to do next, but the realization that it must pay for everything it does, has not dawned upon it yet. It must learn this through trial and error. It feels free to play out its fun life the way it wants to, but it is responsible for the damage it causes others. Whatever impact it has on others will return to him so he too experiences what he caused others. Good comes back as good, negative comes back as negative. Whatever his actions, thoughts and feelings caused to others returns back to the sender, and often many times over because on its return journey it picks up similar energies to build a greater mass. So when the backlash comes it often has a more powerful kick than the original act done, seemingly in fun. The dark is on its way to realizing that. The dark is dark because it rejects that concept. It does not believe it so it is limited in how far it can evolve. But it can cause mayhem in the lower stages of life and basically it can infest and take over whole worlds, which is what happened to Earth. That is why the light forces, the Galactic Federation and other federations of light, are here, to countermand the dark intelligences. The light must stay within the boundaries of cosmic law – the Star Trek’s Prime Directive – so it must work within certain parameters. The goal is to get rid of the dark-infested intelligences that have held humanity in lock-down to physical, without allowing the soul to gain access to love, light, truth and other dimensional powers, which humanity does have, but under programmed manipulation does not know it has - the powers it has locked up within its own muscles, tissues, blood and bones as a species. Humanity is an amazing species, but it has been held back.
 
The light forces are here to help humanity get back on course of growing its amazing properties within each body into full-bloom physical expression, to bring about an actual garden of love, light, joy, pleasure and freedom of expression and creation. Today we talk noble words like justice, truth, peace, love, freedom, wisdom, faith, purity, will, enlightenment, but we do not live them. When the dark intelligences who have been ruling the planet are removed, these qualities will no longer need to be spoken and written in poetry and scripture for they will be lived daily, hourly, moment by moment. The original garden of paradise will return as all who are different on the outside by the color of their skin, language, culture and history are honored, elevated, appreciated and held in high esteem. Where there will be no more a higher or lower people, or a better or worse people, or a left-leaning or right-leaning people there will be freedom of expression to be who you are. There is acceptance by all because all are recognized as a child of the Light and Love within. They have all chosen to live in alignment with that which is in their own heart and soul, which makes them equal to all life no matter what they look like or act like, (Received 7/30/18) 
 

8/11/21 - The underpinnings of yin and yang
 
During a meditation in the sun I understood the meaning of yin and yang forces. It was a brief experience, but an immersion nonetheless. Let me see if I can recall, for it is worthy of remembering. The words have been no more than words until today, when I touched and FELT the substances flowing within me. It is somewhat like a force, yes, a very definite force but which it was quick to point out to me by the intelligence of the whole thing, that this force is created by my own consciousness. My mind. The direction of my thought and my own will power is what creates the force.
 
The subtlety of my thought in the direction of the LESSER, or more COMPACT, seemed to me to be the female force, or the yin. It was as if my tendency to reel in and focus my awareness on detail tended to send my energies towards earth, in a downward direction. It was a subservient tendency, a recoiling action, or digging in process. The female? This was the message: that the female tendency to hold back and rebuilt, or “nest”, or go back over to re-examine, to study, to withhold conclusions until ALL detail had been accounted for - that THIS was the famous “yin” of ancient teachings. It is not necessarily confined to women, but is more prominent in women than in men, culturally. 
 
The other force activating in my body is an almost exact opposite, in the sense that it is surging outward to reach for something without thought of consequences. This force seemed to be the need to accomplish, to break free of the confines of the “yin”, and to become free in totality. To cut away all restriction and soar uninhibited by ANY restraints. I was told that this was the “yang”, the male power drive and that it was necessary in order to counteract the negative yin tendencies of my personality.
 
The yin and the yang pull and push within the average individual as mood swings and operate uncontrollably, often ubeknownst to the conscious mind. Yet, one becomes slowly conscious of it, undoubtedly as the ancients did, for the terms “yin” and “yang” seem to denote far more than the terms “positive” and “negative”. It was made known to me that it is THIS duality that is to be understood and mastered by the mind as a person develops spiritually, for it is the surging yang that directs the consciousness, which is the life force, UPWARD. If one could neutralize the restraining yin so that it were nonexistent, without restraining the yang, the consciousness (life force) would begin to flow more actively upward in search of its freedom. It would begin to enjoy greater happiness and freedom. How this is done was not made known to me, but for a brief glimpse at the end of the revelation. This is the science that I am about to study, rather like a fore-thought that was given to me to provide ground work.
 
I am overly yin. How does the restraining yin manifest in daily life? Yin does not allow me to walk boldly out onto a platform to speak to people. It would remain a follower and hide its light under a bushel. Yin does not allow me to implement an idea out of fear that I will go out on a limb that will crack under my weight. Yin does not allow me to think that I am the sole authority of my life. Yin would have me believe that I must lean upon “another”. Who is this other unless it be the yang? Yin does not allow me to soar into the clouds, or to break free of the earth for I am of the earth and therefore earth bound. Yin is afraid to go public for it holds itself behind the screen of physical manifestation where it enjoys the privacy, the SACREDNESS, the secrecy of the state of aloneness, or all-oneness. Yin admonishes yang for being so bold, yet yang is the doer and would make real what yin only contemplates in the privacy of thought.
 
THIS, the message said, is the force that must be understood and overcome, so that the living force of yang can drive upward and outward, as it is its natural tendency to explore and experiment, to struggle and implement ideas without even a thought of failure. To strive ever onward to reach the goal. It is the life force returning to the heights from which it came, yet it cannot so long as yin is active in the organism. As long as yin is isolated from yang, it works in opposition to yang and the individual remains a victim of his mood swings, a victim of “fate” and the lesser gods.
 
The yin and the yang are the negative and positive poles of all human life and interaction. It is the explanation for the sexual drive. For when there is too much yang active, too much striving and struggling taking place in a person, whether that person be a man or a woman, that person, lacking in yin, looks to another person with more prominent yin characteristics, to balance him out, though the average person is unaware of the reasons why such attractions develop. In sex, the yang surges out to find relief and balance.
 
Likewise does the person with too much yin and not enough yang active in the life, seek a more yang-dominant sex partner, whether man or woman, to balance the inner propensity. Great and passionate is the sexual nature of one who has not balanced the yin and yang. Yet, as one matures and, through life experience, balances the two subtle counteracting forces (though he know it not) the sexual nature becomes more refined, with a tendency for gentleness and sharing. Sexual habits need not be given up when passion begins to subside through this balancing of forces, though this is often the case. Rather may begin the blossoming into new and higher fields of sharing and romantic lovemaking, as the old sex drive all but disappears. In this time of outgrowing of old sex appetites, there is often a “giving up” of physical love and a drifting into celibacy. Yet, unless there be an active interchange through physical joining, old age does creep fast upon a person. (Received 2/9/87)


8/9/21 - The rejuvenating power behind sex

I woke to this world from far away, hearing words that were so far away that I didn’t have the strength to reach for a pen. I was aware of an understanding, simply an understanding without any words. I understood that the old SSG project* was about to enter phase two. The expansion of the sex project which I have been chasing down - the understanding of what sex is, and what forces drive it, i.e., the kundalini and how it works -  is for couples who have a relationship. It is not for single individuals who are on a different emotional and spiritual path. When two people partner up they start off on the path of love. They begin a uniting process. So what I’ve been chasing down by thumbing through old channeled material in my journals is about what's behind the sex force. I’m working on gathering information from the higher realms that have been guiding me through the years. I came awake with this understanding flooding through me.  
 
Then I remembered to do the DEER exercise which have been giving me so much energy lately, and began doing them on the side of the bed. While pumping the PC muscles consciously, I became aware that the two currents that flow through me, the two pilot flames at the base of the spine that I keep returning to, are magnetic and electric currents. The magnetic current is the female current, which is stillness. The electric current is the male current and is a fire that burns. I stopped and pondered, realizing. Then the words began to flow and I grabbed for the little post-it pad and pen to write them down. 
 
“The two currents are magnetism (stillness) and electrical (fire). Unite them through the sexual feeling of love and allow it to rise. Don’t use it for sex. Don’t let fire (male) tendency take over. This is the critical stage in the process. Let magnetism (stillness) be its equal. Equal. Equal. Equal. You don’t have to force it by trying. In fact, if you “try” you will stop the process. The magnetism (stillness) is the feminine current. This has been repressed and weakened and therefore disempowered in humankind. Never mind the why of it. That’s a distraction, another firey distraction leading you away from the truth. You are to strengthen the stillness side of you while at the SAME time feeling the firey side as sexual power building up. This is the ascending vitality that your body needs to refresh itself and awaken the cells everywhere in your body. If you spend it on orgasm the rest of your body doesn’t get refreshed and revitalized to stay youthful and healthy and energized. The vitality is used up for the sexual climax. It may feel good to you but you go into a swoon or a nap and bliss-out because your body didn’t get the vitality it was owed. The energy should have gone to the body to refresh it. That is what the sexual arousal is for. It is a firey power intended to go to the whole body to refresh the tissues and cells to keep it youthful. It is the heating up of a power required for the body to remain youthful, spritely, alive, refreshed, reinvigorated, reborn, retained in a prime condition to continue life on earth. But instead sex uses it up for a momentary good feeling. It is wasted to give pleasure to the lower parts of the body, the sexual organs, and the rest of the body does not receive it. It goes to sleep or into a bliss nap. The energy was spent, wasted.

"It went back down into the ground instead up the central canal to the brain, opening the windows on the way up called chakras. A sexual climax takes energy away from the cells of the body. Sometimes a sexual climax goes up and out the top of the head to enjoy other-worldly experiences for those who are advanced on a soul level. But if that happens the energy shoots up the central canal like a rocket, too fast to open the chakras on the way. The chakras are by-passed and the body does not get the benefit of the aroused life force. This is the new teaching which will supplement what you have been teaching or trying to teach, but without much success on infertile ground. They didn’t understand why there is a need to slow down and consider love. The men that is. They were racing to reach the climax both in themselves and in the women because that is all they knew that was good, right and decent. They didn’t understand. They did not have the knowledge which you are preparing to present. The women wished for the climax but secretly they wished for the man to be gentler and to merge more sensitively with her, and to wait for her to catch up for his firey thrusting was too much. She wanted to feel it too but her tendency as a feminine body is to serve and support and nourish the man. It is not the mentality of a slave but the trait of a goddess to serve, assist, nurture and support, but the male does not understand. Neither does the female understand. It was not time for them."

(There is a pause, then....)

"The chakras need to be opened in order for this vitality to be disseminated, distributed throughout the body to revitalize the cells, organs and tissues. Sometimes you feel it as tingles, goose pimples as you call them. Sometimes as a thrill, or as a wave that swirls upward and creates dizziness. Sometimes you feel it like a lightening strike of creative energy and insight and you are awash with excitement. You can’t be held back when it strikes. You are on fire. Or you may feel it through a wave of love, wanting to be intimately close, to hold and be held by someone in stillness, yet it is a strong forceful stillness – an urge for love."  (Received 8/6/20)

* SSG was a seminar on free love for couples only that operated from 1981 to 1993, led by Diana with her late husband. 


8/8/21- Have you noticed it yet?
 
It’s not WHAT you do, it is the vibration with which you do it. Are you consistently warm and exciting? Or cold and uninspiring? Whatever your mood, remember there is only one purpose for which you were born – and that is to create value and joy in everything you do. It is the main reason for coming into life on earth. It is the high road to feeling good. We have been here before and we’ve left some negative energies behind because we were still learning about ourselves. Now we are in the end times, meaning the end of learning. Now we are in the Ah HA! Times of discovery. We are now being forced (sometimes against our will) to focus on betterment and upliftment. This is how we redeem our past mistakes - by changing our way of life to one of learning betterment techniques. Then betterment returns to you. The goal in life is not to create a career that pays the most money, but to find the best way to channel that which you love the most. You came here to do that one thing. You came to contribute that to the greater good. That is the passion that is burning in your chest. That’s the passion in you that has been thwarted in past ages, that has been the great cause of frustration. Find the passion that elevates you and brings you feelings of rightness and goodness. Which career will do that for you? The career will mold itself around you and be there for you when you are ready for it. This is the secret to a good life – a life that fulfills you on all levels. The money will follow. Don’t think so much about lack. Think instead of the passion you are holding back. Let it flow through you. It will find good soil and ground itself and begin to grow.  Relationships, job opportunities, abundance and success will grow. These are in the eye of the holder of love, light and discernment – the one who holds ongoing excitement for life, who loves life, who holds it as the top priority over everyone else’s discouragement and downcast eyes. Is the beholder of love asleep at the switch? Or awake and radiating?   
 
Each person has the happy sparkly codes locked into the tissues of the body. The purity called the immaculate conception of each person is held in the heart. Focus on the heart, not the head. Operate from the heart spontaneously. Be aware. Use intelligence, wisdom and discernment. The river of life flows into your reality through the breath. Breathe through the heart. The obstacle to the flowing is impatience.  Impatience comes from focusing in the wrong place. The brain is not the center of life, the heart is. The heart brings in fresh vitality and innocence. The brain holds old stuff. The brain recycles old news, like what has gone wrong, and ego starts trying to correct what went wrong yesterday. It can’t be done. Yesterday has come and gone. Focus on the heart. It brings exciting, refreshing new thoughts. The head is full of distractions – news picked up yesterday and last week and is still lingering. We are still trying to correct old stuff. We are recycling old stuff. Focus on the heart instead. Take five minutes and breathe into the heart. See a flame of pure light burning there. Blow on it and enlarge the light in the heart.
 
 Impatience is a sign that we’re recycling something old. It’s useless. It’s boring. We want to be done with. Shift to focusing on the heart. The physical heart. We have all been so busy in our heads, receiving input from the outside world, mostly from other people, that we are drowning in irrelevant data. It is worthless to us. It is not of value to our goal to create value and joy in all that we do. Every task is joy-filled. That which is coming in from the outside world is not our stuff. The chakras have been tuned outward to receiving outside data when they were intended to receive the inner flow from the sun above our heads, like a tree or plant. This is the guidance system for we humans, to keep us on our rightful track. We are not responsible for other people and their sorrows. We can best offset it by radiating light and love. There is a flowing from above the head, down through the central trunk of the body, into the earth. It is our responsibility to recognize this and do the right thing to correct our flow. What others do with their inner flow is their responsibility, not ours. Your responsibility is to be the best that you can be and stay on track with your mission of what excites you, not be sucked into distracting old news from others.
 
We are responsible for what we put out, not what we take in. If we take “bad” in, what we term negative, then we must change it before breathing it back out again. Everything flows with the breath. Data that is delivered to us by our breathing in contaminated words and energies, need to be changed while it’s inside us. We are responsible for it. That is why we are here – not to magnify the contamination but to change it into something better, more lovable, more happy, more peaceful. If we want to change the world around us, we need to recognize contaminated energy when we FEEL it. It affects our feelings. We know when we are in a bad mood. We need to consciously change it. It is not possible to detach from it if we are walking through it or living in it. We MUST transform it as it hits our own nervous system and tissues. We are responsible for what comes in to us. Do we accept it and adapt to it and grow increasingly stressed? Or do we change it? This is an educational blog. It is simply pointing out what needs to be done. It is inner work. Secret work. Sacred work. Uplifting work. We begin by becoming conscious of contaminated energies. We used to ignore them, thinking “it’s just me”. “Something’s wrong with me.”  What’s wrong with me? It has not been apparent before now that it’s NOT me! It’s in the air. I’m in the middle of a f-g s-t storm.  The world is beginning to notice. We are each in our own way starting to wake up and notice that it is the larger whole that we’ve been attaching to. Now we can begin to make changes and start cleaning up our act.
 
Taking action has been referred to as “self love”. We love ourself more than the contamination. We start to do things to purify our bodies, our minds, our lives. We have to notice wrongness first before we can begin to change it. Correction begins with oneself, at home, with care and reverence. This is what people are calling “love”. We cannot expect care and reverence from other people. The putrification is too thick. Everyone is confused. It’s each man, each woman, for itself. The old stuff that is weighing the world down needs to start with the individual. Each individual starts cleaning up his/her own inner thought processes. It’s so old. Centuries old that has been passed on through the ancestral lineage. It’s putrid. It’s dead stuff. It’s not fresh or alive any more. It is the cast-offs from yesterday and last century. Second-hand vibrations have lost their color, like second-hand clothes. Do not judge the negatives with more negatives. That defeats the purpose. Instead look upon them through eyes of knowledge and understanding. Purity and grace changes them when they hit your tissues and your breathing. Change the putrification in your own unique, secret way, through your own respect and desire for cleanliness. Keep your inner thought processes swept clean.  
 
Mental thoughts are the key. Change old thoughts with uplifting thoughts. Mental thoughts are the change-makers. Feelings evolve out of thoughts that have been held in the mind long enough to impact body tissues, muscles, glands, organs. Hold uplifting thoughts long enough to influence your body tissues. Bring health to your body.  Good, kind, generous, clear thoughts, will start to impact how your body feels. It will follow along behind the thoughts you hold. Feelings start changing once you have rearranged the thoughts you hold to those of loving and uplifting thoughts. We CREATE purity by  mentally making space for purity. Be creative in what thoughts you hold. What thoughts of light and love? Find them. Create them. Light and love is flowing into the world through the sun. It is our duty and our responsibility to use it as it flows in through our breath. It is constantly available. It is the coming to us from the universal realms, which are beyond our understanding. It comes in on the sun, the air, the breath. Universal realms are light and love. Love is all there is. By holding open channels to this pure, unadulterated universal love, it flows in and through the body. Keep holding to higher thoughts.
 
The way to do this is by repeating light-filled words. Mantras, chants, affirmations, decrees are thoughts framed into words and memorized. By repeating them they deliver life into our bodies, minds and radiate outward to influence our immediate world. We think the light into our lungs and distribute it through the tissues. The life force that comes in on the breath and enters into the circulation system is an immaculate design that was built into the human being to keep him alive. We are built to receive this flowing of life naturally.  
 
Our job is not to create love, but to make room for this flowing of universal love by sweeping away the not-love and the not-pure. We need to open up space in us that has become cluttered with irrelevant distraction and ignorance. We have compromised ourself because we have settled for the “not-best”. Upon recognizing this, we make room for it by cleaning up our own thought processes. The old-time religions called it “prayer”. Today it is self-realization techniques. We make space by taking action to clean up our thoughts and feelings. We enhance goodness by rearranging our intentions and approach to life, and prioritizing our desires. These affect our brain patterns. We feel impatient and irritated when we are out among other people because the atmosphere is filled with random, distracting, irrelevant energies.
 
Many people are still ignorant about this enlightenment process. We are slowly becoming aware, one by one. We are each one breathing out uncontrolled thoughts and emotions, but as we become more cognizant of what’s happening, we can control our thoughts and therefore our feelings. We CAN put a stop to the negatives that bombard us. We CAN built a shield of protection around us by constant use of affirmations or mantras. Words of praise, thanksgiving, gratitude, happiness, perfection and the like. These words change the frequencies we are holding and building into our body tissues. Eventually, when we are strong enough, we start radiating it out through our auric field.

Instructions and reminders are available. Learn some affirmations or mantras. Change your feelings of boredom and despondency by filling your mind with thoughts of  light-filled words, mantras, chants, affirmations.  Click HERE for some ideas. Choose just one and memorize it. Try it out to see how it feels. Find one that speaks to you. Say it silently as you walk and drive your car and when you have a few minutes to be alone. Say it while walking through stores and going about your business through the day. When you make this a habit, it builds a bubble of light around you that wards off the negatives in the air. As your moods change you will want a different mantra or affirmation. As you use phrases of upliftment, cheerful, happy, lighter-than-air words repetitively, you are transforming your body's health, vitality and underlying energy structure. This is the sacred science of alchemy. It is transformational. (Received 7/14/18)


8/7/21 - Love is a secret process of the mind
 
The words were clear in my mind upon coming to consciousness:  “I’m going to explode with light!“ Emphasis on explode. During my shower the words came, “It’s all about slowing down, both for grounding the light and relieving pressure in the brain-mind.” We bonded today (had sex) and I’m now spinning. It is heightening my energy. I have to be careful not to get hyper. It makes me more energized than normal so I must watch myself. It requires grounding. To learn how to ground is why we are here. We must ground the light, the power, the energy. I‘m seeing this on youtubes too. We are grounding our amazing infinity down into our bodies. There is too much light coming into me. Too much information that is clear and bright. I have to slow it down. It is the slowing down of the brain-mind that will do it. The brain must be slowed. Slow down thought. That’s the task. Slowing down requires conscious effort. It is why people meditate. The slowing-down process is not a physical act. It’s a conscious effort to slow down whatever we are engaged in at the moment, no matter WHAT it is. Slow down and engage with it.

The outer personality is flippant. The ego is flippant. It rushes to complete one job so it can move on to the next. It is impatient. The ego doesn’t know how to slow down so we have to assert control. There are filters and censors in our minds. We don’t know how they got there, but they are there. We don't want to eliminate the filters but rather add a piece of enlightened information. This is consciousness work, choosing to slow down and become more positively assertive. It's a deliberate act of the mind to go into gentle mode, quiet mode while still engaging in our task. The mind’s filter is expanded by adding gentle awareness. We don’t erase the personality, we expand the personality by adding awareness and slowing down into gentleness. Slowing down into awareness. This task I am engaged in is one with me. I am merging with it. 
 
Make love with all that you do, everything you touch. That does not mean make sex with all that you touch. Love is not a physical act done with fingers and hands. It is a secret of the mind. It is the greatest secret you will ever learn. It is the process of thinking gentle thoughts into whatever you are touching. It is not callous touching. It is awareness touching with gentleness. With softness. With blending and becoming one. It is a secret process of the mind. It is a sacred process. The saying about alchemy making lead into gold means approaching and touching with brightness, dazzling brightness. Opening the sacred doors of the mind and letting the infinite flow through. It is honoring the task I am engaged in. I am acknowledging its importance, its value, and I am respecting it and caring for it. It brightens my day and I am cheerful. Turning lead into gold is an allegory, but who knows? Perhaps it can really be done. All things are possible when brightness and cheeriness are used. When love and light are used. Love and light are used to turn something ordinary and mundane into something precious and valuable. And so we begin at the beginning, at the basic and most ordinary of things - our own body as it is today, right now, aches, pains, deformities, age, all of it. And we begin today to transform it from the inside in secret, in sacredness, and let the inside radiate its sacred beauty outward to the surface.

We start with feelings. We start by turning our THOUGHTS in that direction. I am precious, I am valuable. I love myself. I love this broom with which I sweep. I love this device which I hold in my hands. I "see" it in my mind’s eye that it performs well and according to the perfection I am seeing. Make love to all things you touch. Make love with your toothbrush while brushing your teeth. Make love with the soap while washing your skin. Make love with your towel while drying yourself off. Make love with the ceramic toilet while using it. Make love by becoming conscious of love in everything you touch or sit upon. The electrons within my body cells are conscious. They sparkle when I speak to them and send them loving thoughts. They are holding the “shape” of my physical for me in a better way when I use loving thoughts.

Instill love in the objects you use every day. Instill love in everything you do and they will perform with healthy vigor instead of breaking down. Back up every thought you think with love. The process of alchemy begins with your own body as you move through the day and it touches everything you do. Your auric field precedes you and animates your house, car and furniture. WE are the ones who must transform our ugly, profane and mundane into beautiful golden sparkle and beauty. We are the transformers. We are the changers of the situations. We are the saviors of our own downward spiral. Change direct. We cannot expect someone else to do the transforming. WE are the one who imbues our life and objects around us with value. Love coupled with lighter thought is the twin energy of creation. The twin flames that live in us are positive thought and loving feelings. They are the energy of positive creation. This is what mends, heals, revitalizes and rejuvenates. It is the energy of perfection.

More than gold, more than money, more than fine living conditions, more than any object we long for, more than anything we would kill for, including sexual and sensual gratification, more than all of these is love. Love is behind everything and it is brought on by lighter thoughts. Love created everything because lighter thought began the process. Light comes from the everlasting place beyond us, but LOVE is the life-giving force of earth. It maintains our world and our reality. Did you know that? If there is a breakdown, apply lighter thought and love. The secret ingredient is loving what you do today. It doesn’t come from other people. It MUST come from you. You are the magic or you are the dull automaton sleeping at the wheel, fatigued and drooping. It is you who must become aware and alert. WAKE UP! You are the light that lives in your body. Use positive affirmations and thoughts. Change your program. Change your pattern. Change your approach. Find a book to inspire you. Focus the beam of light in your mind on the words written in that book. Transform yourself. The future is waiting for you to open the doors of your mind. Let the light flood in. Begin now, today, this moment. (Received 7/14/18)


8/6/21 -Spontaneity: the Heart of Order and Oneness

(Received as a channeled message back in 1981, four years after going into the Light. Words flowed sometimes into my mind with clarity and I was compelled to write them down. I didn't know where they came from. Today I have more understanding.)

Now, I am going to speak to you of spontaneity for the spirit of man is endowed with attributes that are unrecognizable today. These attributes are light, force, power, virtue, knowing, and they are combined chemically into one thing, into oneness. Only in spontaneity can you know these attributes as oneness, which is more true to the spirit of man. Only in spontaneity can you experience them. Only in flowing with the movement of the spirit can you truly become that which you are from the beginning of time.

As one of the authors has said, “You think spontaneity is disorder, but you are wrong.” Within the action of spontaneity is a very great order, a discipline that you as an unawakened man cannot begin to know or see. Nor will you know it shut up in your little cave of artificial order when you reject spontaneity from your life. It is putting your back to the light and trying to comprehend what is in the darkness.  

I am here to tell you about spontaneity, and I am here to tell you that what you think you see in your visions while in meditation is only a glimpse of the truth. It is like taking a book from the shelf and sitting down comfortably in the chair to read. And from the book you learn what it is all about. In meditation you learn what the spirit that sparkles within you is all about. You learn about it in a classroom so to speak, in the protection and safety of your meditation parlor, in the security of safe vibrations. You depend on these safe vibrations, do you not? To allow the visions to come?

Well, then, this is a theoretical learning about the spirit. All meditation techniques are like kindergarten to the twelfth grade in your school system. It is book learning. I am not putting this down, for it is important to prepare you for what is to come. But understand that you are not experts in the spirit because you have seen vision or known bliss. Now, you, as men of God, must go out into the world that he has created for himself to enjoy, and allow Him to enjoy it! For he breathes and lusts with passion in your breast. He wants to live! He wants to speak! He wants to move among his people, to pat the animals, to speak to the plants! He is full of power and passion to love his creation - his very own creation - and you are He.

His spirit is spontaneity. His spirit lives and breathes with your moods of up and down. His spirit sinks sometimes into hell because that, too, is part of his creation. His spirit soars into the heavens because that, too, is his creation. His spirit laughs, sings, loves, plays, thinks, absorbs, and gives never ceasing. Never stopping. He never sleeps. As you sleep he is still awake enjoying the wonders of his creation. The cells in his body must sleep for the flesh gets tired, but he has created other realms to play in while his body sleeps.

How does spontaneity affect you? Let us discuss you, for you are the body of this wondrous spirit that breathes and wants and desires. Let us slow down for a moment and see where you are. You have become falsely indoctrinated in the ways of a false world. You have been told to act this way or that way, so that you may be accepted. You have been taught at home that only certain actions are proper and that other actions are sin. You have been taught in school that only certain actions are acceptable in school and that other actions are not. And so you have been trained just like you train a pet to obey his master's commands. You live in a very shallow world.

Where is there room for spontaneity? Where is the breathing space for the spirit? You must make the room for it, within your tight and narrow world. You must learn to make room for spontaneity. This I cannot tell you how, but I tell you that you must make room for the breathing of the spirit.  It is to the 98% invisible realm that the noble attributes of man are anchored : love, compassion, desire to help, understanding, the sense of brotherhood, oneness with God, beauty, joy, clairvoyance, psychic ability – yet you cut them out because you have been trained to cut them out. You have been trained to focus on the immediate world which is merely the tip of a massive iceberg.

Perhaps you may take an hour off from your busy schedules in your tight world. Then go and move where your spirit takes you. Do not substitute an hour of tightly scheduled meditation, for a tightly scheduled life. This will not open your center but rather keep it still closed. Your heart is at the root of your being. Your heart is what you call "gut feeling". Your heart is primitive, instinctive, passionate for life, sensitive for spirit and life. Go back to your heart and move with its breath. Enter your heart - your gut feeling - and move with its ebb and flow. Step over the threshold for an hour, if that is how long you have allowed yourself, and soar with the ancient throb of infinity - the One that lives within you - waiting, waiting, for you to turn around and join him.

No man alive can tell you what to do. No man alive or dead, for you are spirit. You are the eternal One that burns with desire and wants for a better world. You are the one who aches to feel, to speak His noble thoughts, His ancient dreams, His exploding visions. Your highest meditation is when you are moving on your feet, though not of your own power. When spontaneity has lifted you into its powerful thrust and you have willed to go. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the heart of order. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the timeless Now. When you flow with spontaneity you will yourself to a greater intelligence than your own and one who knows better than you. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the passion of God.

You have been taught differently, I know, so you may doubt my word. Do not take my word blindly. Never take anyone's word blindly but test it. Try it. Feel it out. Is it so? How can you know without trying it? Without daring to prove me false? In all that I say in the coming weeks, it will revolve around spontaneity like little planets and little satellites revolve around the sun, magnetically attracted to that ball of life unable to separate and go alone, so I will  keep coming back to spontaneity for I have seen its power. I have tasted of its goodness and I have smelled of its presence, and I have seen its wonder in the light. I have known its beauty, its loveliness and its virtue. There is no evil that can persist in the heart of spontaneity. There is no wrong doing that can live in the light of spontaneous action for a wrong act is a separate act, not big enough to stand alone. You may trust spontaneity with your consciousness, but do not trust it blindly.

Wake up from your long sleep and see the beauty of this larger order that beats to a rhythm not your own. Watch it for a while and try to get in step. It belongs to no man, no woman, no authority, no monopoly, it belongs to no nation, no world, no galaxy, but it is the heart throb of infinity itself. And it beats in the pulse of gut feelings, beyond the sight of your neighbor and your family, but not beyond the sight of you! You know, perhaps not fully, but you sense it from time to time. Watch for these moods when the spirit speaks to you, beckoning you to follow it for a short span of time. It does not want to disrupt your life for it has created your life up to now. It does not want to disturb your little order, it wants you to expand your orderliness. Become conscious of your gut feelings, become conscious of your breathing, become conscious of your loves and hates, become conscious of how you live. Thus you will wake up. Thus will you learn about the power that burns in your heart within your primal roots - that of the ancient One.

You think you must meditate? Go and meditate but do it consciously. You think you must do your housework? Go and do your housework, but know what you are doing. You think you must have a party? Then go and have a party, but watch your actions. You think you must change something on your job? Then, go and change what you feel you must. But do it consciously. Wake up to your life. You need not change, you need wake up. Become conscious of your actions, know what you do and why. Know your Self.

And where do you pray? Do you pray to someplace in the top of your head? Or to somewhere within your breast? Or someplace inside your brain? Or someplace in the sky? Where? Where do you focus your attention when you pray to this infinite One? Do you know where he is, this ancient fire of life? He burns brightly within the one place you have never thought to look. He burns with passion and warmth, with love and tenderness, with clarity and vision, with knowledge and lust, with heart-breaking desire for goodness for all mankind, with compassion, with empathy, with contentment, and with unshakeable peace, with untouchable serenity, with unmoving masterful control at the very core. Do you know where such flame burns?

It burns in the bowels where gut feeling throbs. It burns in the center of being. How could it be in any other place but in the center, the heart of form? You have not dared to look. You have succumbed to the concept of sin and not dared to look. Yet, here it is, and here it shall always be, protected by the veil of illusion of sin. The pelvic bowl is the bowl of life, the chalice in which burns the flame. The pelvic bone is the holy place where the passion for life burns on. When you succumb to the greater spontaneity in your breast, you will see.  (Received 9/21/81)



8/5/21 - The Pandemic as the Great Pause
 
Upon awakening this morning I felt the peace of love and acceptance come upon me. It was soft and accepting and allowing. And then I opened my phone and read that our County Commissioners voted to pass a law making masks mandatory as of today. I felt peaceful accepting that mandate. A surreal softening, as if from Mother God. I opened the ascended master book randomly and read, "All energy in the universe is emitting radiation. Not an electron in interstellar space is static. Even the so-called inanimate objects of the physical world are in a constant state of motion. The degree of evolution of each individual determines the quality and length of the rays of radiation [energy] that passes from him or her. The higher one is on the spiritual ladder the greater the area that is covered by his or her energy waves. And thus the more life, power and love is sent to him by the Ascended Masters, and the greater the circumference his electronic circle [aura]. Maintain peace, poise, serenity, kindliness, tolerance, understanding, love and gentleness. This enlarges your sphere of influence of all seven rays. The slightest imperfection causes repercussions in the harmony of human life."

Later at the altar during my meditation I was told (and wrote it down as is my habit to do) that the wearing of masks is the pause that is taking place. It is Mother’s way of curbing the thoughtlessness of the wayward children who run heedless through the stress, carelessly shattering the harmony that nature provides. There is a divine plan in the works with this pause. The heedless who do not respect the harmony and soothing nature within themselves and the quiet harmony within others, run havoc, disturbing the divine plan and keeping it from manifesting. Understand, there will continue to be efforts to quiet the unruly mob until quiet is settled in the hearts of all. This is not a surrendering to the dark controlling forces imposed on them from the outside, as many suppose and are protesting against. This great pause is to learn respect for and to surrender to the divine within. There is no need to protest against dark forces outside. Surrender the dark within yourself to the light within you, for it is the rebellion in your SELF that is resisting the divine plan. It is the dark in you that is the authority you are rebelling against. You want to be free but you do not recognize the dark in you. There will continue to be dark forces in you until you surrender to the peace, poise, serenity and kindliness within. When understanding, love, gentleness, graciousness and gratitude are surrendered to, then the dark will disappear form view and all human systems will right themselves. All organizations and structures will realign with a more natural and harmonious way of life where all human beings are fed, nurtured, loved, and sheltered, for each one will draw those blessings to himself and herself and their families. This is the great plan. The law of harmony, peace and wellness will then unify the planet as a whole people.  

Still later at the kitchen table for breakfast, I received additional thought on the subject (and wrote it down). All this talk of ascension, spirit, numerology, chakras, gridlines, etc., is not helping those who are yet embedded in the lower frequencies. They  don’t understand these words. It is not helping. It is better advice to say, “Be the best version of yourself that you can be.” That is understandable. Everyone knows how to be the best they can be. [Higher self is speaking to me directly.] In this way you bring into play the seven qualities that are essential to a successful human life on earth, even in a troubled world such as yours. The words that don’t make sense are simply "words”. They don’t mean anything to one who doesn’t understand them and cannot identify with them. It is useless to them and it creates resistance in them. Do not give them these words. Be wise. Be discerning. It is what a person can identify with that matters. How you identify is through a feeling. A feeling is a reflection, or resonance to what is being seen or heard. What a person can resonate with, one can understand. The energy is what draws a person to a concept or repels them away from it. The feeling of attraction is what makes the difference, not the words. Words are vibrations. They serve to attract or repel. When they repel, they are abstract and serve no good. There is no connection. The advice is to read only those words that give a feeling of attraction, of goodness, of betterment, upliftment or enlargement or meaning. To those who are attracted to dark and ominous thoughts that hurt other people - cruelty, gore, murder and the like - beware. Such attractions will lead in a downward spiral away from decency and goodness. The further one goes in that direction the easier it is to become blind and lost. (Received 7/22/20)


8/4/21 - Who am I?
More from Master Djwal Khul

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One morning several years ago I woke up confused. Who am I? Why don’t I fit? There are so many things happening in my mind, am I going crazy? Last night I attended a meditation but I didn’t feel as if I fit in. Today, watching a Native documentary, I DID fit. It was a coming home with deep feelings of connection. What is happening to me? I used to love being in meditation groups. But then again, when I was in Costa Rica I didn’t fit with the Theosophist group out in the jungle in a remote cabin with the local people. I don’t understand. I feel as if I belong in the sky, in the sun, and not on the earth. Yet here I am, trying to fit in. I have been thinking of Master DK all night long and this morning I am asking him, Who am I? Thank you Master DK. Thank you for being here. And I prepare to write his words on paper.
 
“I am the mother. My body is the mother. I am the father. My spirit is the father. I am joining. I am merging. I am receiving the perfection which has no movement, which never moves, I am That I AM. I don’t move. I am one with all that is. The movement comes from the mother who has created all the children, all the movements, all the pictures, all the experiences. The mother goes through the pain of child birth, not the father. The mother is the body. She has been interacting with her children. She has created many children who have also created children, who also mated and created children. There are many offspring in the world. All the children are returning home now to the mother, to the BODY. The father is waiting. The father is not a part of this. The father is waiting for the mother to finish her preparation. She is the body. She is the one who birthed the children and the many offspring. She is the mother of the mind and the mother of the emotions and the mother of the responses and the mother who bears the pain. 
 
“As the mother prepares for her final ascension to the father, she must receive back into herself all of the treasures that her children produced, all of the experiences, all of the harvests, for she is the mother of all. You are the mother. Your body is the mother. It is natural. It is the way life works in the physical. I have given you the exit strategy. Now you are preparing for this exit. You will leave your mark. You will leave your lessons behind. You will leave your writings. You do not need to teach a class. Everyone is learning and preparing their journeys as the sole representative of the mother within their form. Their father dictates, as their mother the body dictates. Respect and honor each one. They have come far and wide. They are here now in your general vicinity. Yes. You may give them a party. You may invite them to a party! It would be suitable for you to do so. As you gather your own children to you, you gather those around you for they are your children. It is a powerful time. Much power coming together will create a movement. It will cause ripples. It will plant seeds. Now, does this answer your question dear one? (Yes. Thank you DK)  (Received 7/19/19)
 


8/3/21 - The Kanda, aka Kundalini
From Master Djwal Khul

A brief breathing exercise in the meditation room this morning, during which I thanked DK for his mentoring, and asked him to tell me more about not just Tantra, but about the whole sex thing. Is it something we need? I am confused. I know people need it, or think they do. It’s important to everyone but me. I’m wondering how far we should go in our Tantric Massage, and also what to do about male desires? I am asking for answers. In my mind came the words: You are born into mud, the whole earth is mud, the only way to go when you are ready is straight up to God, creator, no dilly-dallying around.

I’m paraphrasing here. I was feeling the beautiful loving touch massage again, without any genital manipulation, no orgasm, just lifting, lifting, lifting, soaring higher and higher and higher with the body energies. IN THE BODY ENERGIES!  I also asked about the kanda and how the light in the heart, the crystal light, how this relates. How does the kanda at the base of spine relate to the heart? He told me the unformed is all the seven qualities you’ve been working with - the seven colors and more. The unformed consciousness took and split a part of itself off and threw it out away from itself to manifest as form. It was the unformed who sent a part of itself away from itself for a purpose - to manifest a form. All forms have this unformed pure will power, intelligence, love, purity, truth, peace, and freedom UNFORMED inside of it. All forms have this as an unformed potential of perfection and completion inside of it. The unformed sent a piece of the unformed perfect qualities down into form. The words continued and I wrote them down on paper by hand.

"The Kanda is a seed inside the human being in the GEOMETRIC CENTER of the human body, at the pelvis, the base of the spine. This is the “beloved” of the unformed intelligence buried in form. It is potential buried in the human being. It is in the geometric center of the human body. It is a piece of perfection lying in wait at the base of the spine, waiting for the soul who inhabits the body to open it and cultivate this perfection. A piece of perfect lies at the base of the spine, unformed, not discovered yet, but the soul WILL discover it, in time. It is the destiny of the human race to germinate and grow this potential that lies within. The soul must do it from choice. The soul and free will. The soul is on the road to discovering this unlimited potential, which has all the qualities and virtues of the unformed divine intelligence, because it IS the unformed divine intelligence lying in wait. Waiting to be discovered.

​"The heart is the middle zone between the formed and the unformed. The unformed is not formed yet, the formed is not unformed yet. The soul doesn’t know yet. The soul hasn’t discovered the potential of himself yet. The soul hasn’t awakened yet. Until the soul awakens, he is either operating on a male energy or a female energy. When the soul learns about the transcendent kanda within him, the divine consciousness within him, he will stop the struggle between his male and female and begin to look UP. As he looks UP he neutralizes and transcends the male/female or positive/negative struggle. He rises above it. He then opens the kanda as a lotus blossom opens its petals, to receive the incoming UNFORMED intelligence - it’s higher self - into the form. It is all about the unformed intelligence (God we call it) coming into form and mankind IS the potential god-man and all women are the potential goddesses, waiting to realize this and receive the parent consciousness into its human form. The heart is the middle zone where they meet. Where unformed consciousness and formed consciousness meet. " (Received 4/26/16)


8/2/21 - The science of radiation - how to build your frequency
A conversation with Master Djwal Khul

Good morning Master DK! I come to you to ask you to overlight me with your consciousness. I was visited yesterday by  someone who introduced me to Mother on Vimeo digital. I am listening now to her. She is presenting colors and frequencies. My mortal mind cannot accept it easily but something draws me to listen anyway. Can you comment on this source? Secondly, I ask for advice on how to write appropriate words for the coming gatherings I am sensing. Do I address “lightworkers?” Is this too audacious? Too bold? Too separatist?  I want to assist the light here on earth in all the people. 

DK: My dear lovely child! You are a delight. We have been working together for a long time, as measured in your realm. We have yet more to do. Will you come with me and venture a little further out, beyond what you are entrained into? (Yes!!! OMG!  Yes!! Please. I open my cells, electrons, meridians to what is heretofore unknown. I am ready to receive instruction. Please take me further.)
 
DK: Now, you must listen carefully, with discernment. It is your ability to notice the subtle connections to wider, rarer fields of consciousness. (Yes. I am here listening, thank you.) Wonderful. There is a dull gray-bluish tint to your field, your aura. Can you lighten it? (I did.) Wonderful. Excellent. Now, let us expand that frequency. You have wanted to better understand frequency. Yes, vibration as well. Let us speak of frequency first. As you are listening to me, your “thrill” as you might say, diminishes because you are listening. You are on pause, listening. During this time that you are on pause you are not radiating [the thrill [sense of goosebumps or chills]. (Ahhh, yin versus yang? Right?) Yes, when you are in listening mode, you think you are in feminine mode but that is not a correct assumption. It is simply being passive and open, allowing information to enter into your field. Your WHOLE field. You are not using your mind as a censoring device. You have dropped your filters, your veil, your screen, your curtain. You are receiving me. It is neither feminine nor masculine. It is genderless. You are the consciousness of the Creator, a child of the Creator. You are learning lessons as you listen to my words and allow them to enter into your field simply as they present themselves on a moment-to-moment basis. You are the one who controls your opening and closing, your pause button and your action button. You can stop the listening at any time and push the action button. You are the one in charge. It is no more complicated than that. Do not think “feminine” vs. “masculine”. The radiation you just did several minutes ago was a test for you to see for yourself how to activate your power. When you are on pause, listening for example for Doug’s whereabouts, which you do often, you put yourself on pause. You are openly listening. You are not actively radiating your power outward. You are listening and receiving. Do you understand? (Yes, I think so, working at understanding.)
 
DK: Then the next step for you to consider taking is to activate your power and radiate. Now, what is this radiation? Try it again please. (OK, I did. I radiated. Q: Does this influence Doug when I do this in his presence? Am I taking away his free will? Am I overcoming his free will and shutting him down? Please tell me. I’m excited!) No, you are not overcoming his free will. You are correcting him. There is light of the creator in him but he has been influenced by the outer world of others, the 3D field of lower, slower, limited vibration. Sometimes even overtly false information. These negate and dim the light in him. When you say, “I want to serve the light here on Earth” it is your mission, your job, to radiate light. When you radiate light, it is how you change your frequency. It is the “thrill” that you have discovered and have wondered what it is. This is the stepping up of the electrons of your four lower bodies – your thoughts, beliefs, feelings and unresolved past life energies. These are sped up when you radiate or step up your frequency. This radiation moves out to influence those around you. It is the light that you are radiating direct from your source. It is your decision to act and move yourself out of passive mode into radiation mode. The power of this action is your God creator power. When you are in pause you are not using your God power. You are listening. You are here in an earth body to use your God power. It is who you are. You have been brain-washed to think of yourself as a submissive feminine but men have been brain-washed too. It has been done to keep you, the human race, passive and disempowered. Feminine and masculine is a false teaching. Do not accept this concept. You are not a feminine being, neither are men masculine beings. You are whole consciousness beings capable of being human AND God consciousness at the same time. Your belief has been divided into two separate genders falsely so that you feel friction and cultivate arguments. This disempowers you so that you think of yourselves as weak and undervalued. Both genders feel disempowered and weak in the presence of the other gender.
 
DK: You have made the blend, the integration, but you have been hesitating to use your God power, your source power. You do not radiate your power. It is because your human consciousness feels disempowered. It believes you cannot survive without Doug or a man to support you. This is an erroneous belief that you were implanted with. It is a lingering fear in you. This is the path of feminine submissiveness. It is the human side of you. Now, choose to activate your God powers. You think of these powers as masculine but they are not masculine. They are your powers. You yourself have this power within you. This is a radiation you feel as a “thrill”, as you say “goose bumps” or chills. When you initiate this power yourself, you raise your frequency. You pick up the speed of your electrons. Otherwise you hold your powers in a default condition, at a slow and steady vibration. Everyone has a default vibration which is the sum total of their consciousness at peace, on pause, in a state of receptivity. It is the state of their soul evolution to date. You are a quality of God, an attribute of God, a child of God. Your consciousness vibration is kept at a low frequency when you don’t radiate it, meaning when you don’t move it or activate it. Learning how to activate your frequency, tapping into your “thrill”, is unknown to the average person. It is a technique. You may teach it to those who are ready to receive it.
 
The vibration of consciousness can be experienced at a low frequency or raised to a powerfully quickened frequency. It doesn’t matter what the consciousness is. It could be positive or it could be a negative. Wherever the consciousness is, even that which is clogged with anger and violence, can be sped up to a loud noise or held down to a low level so that it goes unnoticed. One who is of a more pure and positive nature, who maintains compassion within his field, or gentleness, or freedom, or truth or – yes, love, mercy, forgiveness, tenderness - these can be held down to a slow low vibration by lack of understanding, lack of training or education.
 
The difference between frequency and vibration. A slow compassionate vibration in peaceful mode can be overridden by a negative vibration that has increased in frequency so that it is expressing louder. Even though the negative is a lower vibration, the peaceful vibration is overridden because the negative vibration has been quickened or sped up to a higher frequency. The person who has activated their negative vibration radiates that anger as chaos, while the peaceful person who tries to calm the person with a low vibration of peace, doesn’t work. The default vibration of a soul doesn’t matter, whether positive or negative. If it is kept at a low speed it is not radiating. It is when the person speeds up [activates] their electrons and starts radiating it, that they increase their frequency. You know what an angry outburst looks like, but is it a negative outburst or a positive one? A person with a positive compassionate vibration confronting a person who is spewing viciousness, can be just as loud as the negative one but he is more powerful. A very loud positive confrontation can appear like an angry outburst to onlookers if onlookers are not fully aware of the corrective action taking place.
 
DK: The vibration is the default program of the soul. But it can be kept so quiet that no one notices it. It is only felt and seen when the person speeds up [radiates or activates] their power. That is the power that has been taken from you through divisive manipulations. You think you have no power to change things but you do. Very much. You have the power of the universe in you if you knew how to active it. The soul in you can hold centuries of blocked trauma which makes it insufferable and in great pain. When it lashes out it is releasing it. It must lash out because it is hurting him to hold it inside. Education of that soul would help him to understand. A soul with a positive-leaning momentum may think that it is helping situations by staying low and peaceful when in fact it is not helping but condoning the negative situation. A peaceful prayer does not help as much as confronting the angry person with a powerful light-filled person. Those who say nothing are condoning the continued action of the angry soul who has taken control.  
 
DK: A positive leaning person such as one who is maintaining peace at a low steady level in her home because she doesn’t understand this spiritual science, can be overridden by another person in the same household who has quickened his vibration to a faster-acting frequency. So that this other person who is more negatively leaning, who holds anger, for instance, or blocked energies from past lives and doesn’t know how to deal with them, shouts out and overrides the gentle person who is gently holding peaceful intentions. This other person who is clogged with debris, is cloaked and blocked, and does not understand why he is so angry. He must be purged of his blocked energies. He has a momentum of anger or rebellion built up in his body. Pockets of thick energy are lodged in his tissues from his past. Or it could be simply from disorganized DNA from his parents or ancestors. Without education this person with non-peaceful vibrations can speed up his electrons and start radiating angrily. In addition, the environment in which he lives may provide similar energies which add to those of his own. This boosts his own anger to an even higher power.       
 
DK: The peaceful person who doesn’t understand the science of radiation doesn’t have the ability to override such chaotic energies. It is not in their past training to do so. They will not override their peacefulness until they learn how to quicken their frequency. How to radiate, which is a spiritual skill that is learned. The peaceful person may attempt to neutralize or tone down the anger in the other by holding steadily to peace, and this may work, but it also makes her submissive to the angry person. She will feel submissive. This lesson is needed to be told about radiation. Until the peaceful person learns how to radiate or quicken the electrons (speed up), they are not very effective. This is what you are learning here. You are learning about the power of boosting your radiation, your action power, what you formerly called “masculine” power. It is not masculine, nor is it feminine. It is the God power in you. Until a person learns to do that you will remain over-ruled by those who are louder. Do you see? (Yes, I have been doing exactly that most of my life, trying to “will” peace or “pray” for peace to those I lived with, hoping I could change them.)
 
DK: Yes, you have. Now it is time for you to learn this very valuable lesson. Thank you for asking. You have received an upgrade with the help of the Mother which you viewed on the video today. You already knew how to activate the Power. You called it “the thrill” or “chill” but you did not understand what it was or how to apply it. (Q: Is this the origin of yin and yang?) Yin and Yang are human terms, created by humans living in duality. The enlightened person who is truly enlightened, would not see it as two separate forces, or two separate functions called yin and yang or masculine and feminine. A truly enlightened person would recognize themselves as one consciousness, one God consciousness operating as needed in any given moment. You are God Source Creator who has been de-fanged of your power because of the mind-control that has been existing in the world for centuries. It has divided the oneness in two separated halves. You are one consciousness with the ability to go either way - into silence or into powerful action at any given moment, by choice. That is who you are. You have always been that. You are the Creator God who is never in form but exists in the no-form state. You are abstract intelligence moving through a flesh-and-blood body, a vehicle for purposes of affecting change. You are waking up to this fact. Intelligence is pure love and light which you have vowed to serve and protect, but you have been made submissive by the limited education which you were cultivated with. The form life has become too powerful with its physical senses taking full control. These override the simple voice of the Oneness that you are in reality. Meditation and prayer on a constant basis is the way to return to wholeness. (Q: Am I OK doing what I’m doing during my morning sessions behind closed doors? By not following a printed out list of exercises?)
 
DK: You are beyond the programming stage. You are learning directly now from source. You do not need to have a list of exercises to follow and check off each day. (He is smiling, ready to laugh but holding it back to a smile.) Your frequencies of positive merit are at low frequencies, listening to the outer voices more than you should. It is time to step up your frequencies. Teach the frequency-building, how to do it. Use your God powers. Raise the level of your God powers. Your frequency. Test it. Try it out today. See for yourself how it works.

Thank you, Master DK. Love, love, love.  (Received 7/22/21)

 
8/1/21 - Your feminine is your anchor

A dream woke me. In the dream I am trying to find something heavy to hold on to, like an anchor to hold me down. I hear a voice saying, "I am the heavy in you. I am the mother in you. Everything heavy in you is me. I am all the heaviness in you. Find ME!" I wrote it down - my dreams are often messages - and went back to sleep. Again I woke up with words to write down: "Put everything good and heavy in one place. Anchor it. It will hold you down. It is solid. It is real. It is good. It is the condenser. Feminine is the condensing agent." 
 
Later, during exercise time I was feeling SOOOO heavy and thick that I decided to sit down and ask in writing for advice. I sat at the table and took paper and pen. I asked, “Can you instruct me about this need I have for some hands-on work? I don‘t want men, I want to have women either to cuddle or hold close or massage. It is a pressure, a need, a desire? I am ashamed to say I have a desire. I thought I was over all personal desires. Will you please instruct me? Should I start a women‘s massage and hot tub party? The need is so great? The following words began to flow across the paper:
 
"My darling one! I am within you now, within the cells of your vehicle. There are many dimensions coming together within your physical vessel. There is yet time. However, your sense of urgency is noticed. Thank you for speaking with me about your heart’s longing, your feelings. Let us not call it desire or frustration as you were - on the tip of your tongue - about to say. No. The sensations that you are feeling is the power of love. You need to express your love to others, yes, and to receive the love from others, yes. The coming together of the dimensions are causing mini-explosions of love from Creator within your body, they are from Father-Mother God/Goddess/All That IS. These are coming into your body vessels through your seven bodies. Yes, SEVEN bodies. You have opened yourself to the seven levels and the seven tones. The frequencies are unfolding and spreading through your physical, etheric, emotional and mental bodies. Affinity and love, as you yourself picked up on this morning, and registered from reading the book, “Beyond the Light Barrier”. When Akon met with the woman from South Africa it was a twin-flame meeting. You felt that. Your body is registering the affinity of love which is everywhere present. Most bodies are not prepared to receive as yours is. You WILL be bringing more affinity and love to others as you dare to ask for these gatherings. You have asked for Friday as a party of freedom for women. Now you are asking for Saturday as a massage gathering for women. It is the Saturday party for massage that you are now radiating upon with affinity and love for the PHYSICAL connection. You are focusing on this and registering this on your conscious brain cells. The feeling you are asking about is the entertaining of frequencies within your central hub that is the gathering place of all the frequencies from your mind and emotions and etheric and your precious light - that which you have correctly identified as the Christ. You have done well, my beloved. You have been doing the clearing which allows your body to remain sensitive and networked with the physical world.
 
"Therefore you must interact in some manner with the physical world around you, that comforts your physical body. Your physical body is the connecting point with the world. Without your body being comforted, you will leave. You know that. You are working along those thoughts. You are aware. (Q about the power that is blossoming inside the physical.) Yes, the physical body holds a power - THE power that has not been manifested on earth for a very long time. It is the feminine power from source. It has been held back which is why there is so much resistance over allowing love to be free. The dark side is the male side for a purpose: to prevent love and light from interfering with construction of the physical world, for the physical world requires boundaries and limits. It would not have been constructed to this advanced point if everyone had been free to love and grow ecstasy, rapture and bliss. It was not “time” for that. There had to be a “time” for the construction with limits and boundaries, when love and bliss - the energy of oneness - to be held back so that solid construction of a physical world could take place. The women, as you have noticed and learned through your lifestyle activities, are open to love and affinity with “All That Is” - the sea of harmony. They have been held back until now. The seeds of change have been planted that carry the codes, the frequencies of love, harmony, peace, freedom, truth, purity, innocence - these frequencies have been planted in the new-borns.

"They are growing up with these frequencies as their Home, their default system. They do not know resistance other than what is imposed upon them from their parents, friends, school system, etc. Then it is THEIR testing time. Be careful how you verbalize this. Be a comforting agent. Your knowledge is wisdom in you, but this knowledge is not in your brain cells or outer flesh. This knowledge comes THROUGH you as a continual flowing from your higher self. From ME! I am your life and your knowing and flowing. I live in your body. You as a physical vessel do not know these things. You are preparing your vessel for ME! I am what I Am and you are an outward representative of me. Continue to plan for ME! I am feeding you with instruction via the feelings within your body-mind. Your body has a mind of its own and could displace me if you let it. It is a shadow of ME!! I am your life and your love, and your yearning to know and to experience through communication and touch with others. Your spontaneity was gifted to you many years ago. You were a body of the matrix, and your sister, Muniji, Bob and you, all came together - especially YOU -  to initiate this experience. YOU have always been at the crux of your matrix body and YOU called for this opening, this ascension. Yes, it was indeed an ascension. YOUR ascension, and you decided to return to the lower dimension, the matrix, to gift the matrix world with your knowledge. You have been doing that. You have done wonders with your lifestyle and now you will continue to work wonders by leaving the lifestyle to work with the women’s empowerment."

​(The words faded and I knew it was done. Received 10/9/19)

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7/9/21 -  The purpose of Ascension Massage, which is taking up so much of my thoughts lately, is a mindful exercise of becoming conscious of what's going on inside oneself. It is a healing process. Too much focus on “things” and “politics” and “confusions of the outside world" and other people have nothing to do with oneself. It only serves to pull you down and away from your natural peace and harmony. There is a need for some new techniques and teachings. The Masters have given me the title "Ascension Massage". It is up to me to fill it in with my understanding. A massage exchange club or network will be a fun way to gather and share these techniques with others. Where we have permission to practice and gain confidence in how to touch with respect, yet closely and intimately. To hug, cuddle, touch, stroke each other with caring, organically, chemically. But without safe techniques and guidance in how to touch one another with respect, we remain reserved, guarded, stiff and formal - or in the opposite direction - with loose morals to do whatever we feel like doing. There is a lot of confusion over "loving touch massage" and its aim or purpose. 

The chaos energies that come from other people enter through breathing. We have to breathe so we inhale without thinking, unconsciously. Unconscious breathing is shallow breathing. Conscious breathing is the BIG KEY. It is a deep, conscious breath, drawing deeper down to the bottom of the lungs, pushing out the diaphragm. And then exhaling from the bottom of the lungs and drawing in the stomach. Stop and start focusing on conscious breathing. Count a number of inhales in this manner, and the same number of exhales in this manner, focusing on your heart and lung area. Focus on the sun in your heart/lungs. The toxic energies enter through unconscious, shallow breathing. We walk through city streets and stores filled with many energies that are not good for us. Yet, if you were to be conscioius of each breath, you would not inhale toxins, you would inhale pure light particles from the sun. It is your consciousness that filters out the toxins. It is your consciousness that changes the air to pure sun-lit prana.

People breathe unconsciously and the "not-self" particles in the air enter into your lungs. Your blood picks them up and distributes them throughout your body and you are not aware, unless you have been trained by a master to become a conscious breather. Not with every breath, but for a certain amount of time every day, to strengthen your awareness.  People are unaware. They don’t know what to do about their ill feelings, bad feelings, wrong feelings. Most people don't even know about the diversity of energies in the air. They are invisible. How could they? But they are there and they are "not-self" particles. They are toxic to you because they are not your energies. Other people's ideas, thoughts, emotions and beliefs are not YOURS to cultivate.  If they were your energies you would be able to organize them and manage them. You would be able to feel them and identify them. But because you don't know how to separate your energies from everyone else's energies, you can't do anything about it. If you find yourself confused and unable to do anything about it, then you need to get to know yourself better. It is the body that collects energies from other sources that aren’t yours, like dust in your house collects on furniture, floors and fan blades. We need to release them and let them go. 

After a good massage or healing session, we feel really light and easy for a little while, because we had help in relaxing, and letting go. Someone else was here with us stroking us with kindness, so those "not-self" particles that don't belong to us drift away like dust that suffocates us and build up inside our skin. Ascension massage with uplifting thoughts will help us to relax. We are here to relax, not to change anything or persuade anybody. It is as simple as relaxing with the help of an understanding friend and soothing fingers. During this soothing relaxation process, our own body, mind, feelings and spirituality become aligned and integrated. Our OWN body is a storehouse of all our own energies, all of them combined. Our physical, emotional, mental and spiritual energies are OUR energies, and when we relax during a massage (if it is a safe massage) we can feel them fall into alignment. The peace we feel is our own physical, emotional, mental, spiritual energies falling into place. They are our own unique energies and they are YOU falling into harmony.

During normal active hours, most of us live in an environment of diversity. Whether we live alone or with family, we have TV,  computers, internet, friends, neighbors, life goes on around us. We are continually exposed to the energies, desires and projects of other people. They are confusing to our body, mind and feelings. Where is the master in charge of this organism? Nobody taught us that WE are the master in charge. Nobody taught us how to manage our energies. We have fallen into a soup of billions of particles that don't know who they are or where they belong. Energetic particles are conscious. They are the "stuff" that builds worlds, suns and sentient creatures but they need a master mind to control them.

We need this greater teaching. We need each other with whom to practice and apply this greater teaching, to help re-establish peace. It’s scientific. Put your hands on someone and feel the presence of that other person. Feel the love that is possible. The kindness and the closeness and the nurturance of the other. A friend can help you stabilize if it is freely given and freely received, without expectation or fantasies to bog it down. It’s when people project their own desires onto someone else that there is a bog-down. That friend then becomes a drama in your life. It is impersonal kindness – free kindness - that is the love we need from each other. It is uplifting, nurturing and free-flowing kindness. 

We are living in invisible energy clouds and its building up around us and inside of us. We are hanging onto these toxic energies without knowing it. We can’t escape it because we live in it, like fish live in water. We get it through our ears through sound, through our eyes what we see, through our mouth what we eat, through our noses what we breathe, and through our skin what we touch. We are not able to escape it except through love, which means connecting with higher planes. Ascended planes of consciousness. We have access to it. It is a teaching that we are missing. It is the ascended master teachings. This is what we mean by Love with a capital L. It is transcendental love, meaning beyond personal. It's on a level like the sun which shines its warm rays on everyone alike. The sun is impersonal. We are each growing ourself into a higher-level self by shining our light outward on people instead of hoarding it and keeping it secret. Freely give and freely receive what others give to you. When we shine our light out on others, when it strikes another solid body, it becomes love.

Higher love is higher vibrating energy. Higher qualities of energy are gratitude, appreciation, good will, trust, love, freedom, (giving someone ELSE their freedom), humility, kindness, respect. Higher vibrating energy raises everything you see up a notch to a more refined, more sophisticated, more elegant, more intelligent, more wise, more sensitive, planes. Raise it, raise it, raise it. This is how we protect ourselves and help others to protect themselves. As we give them our uplifting qualities of thought through intention and hands-on stroking, we help them raise their vibrations and spin off the heavier toxic energies. Otherwise, we just recycle the same chaotic negative day-to-day hum-drum quality of life that doesn’t ever seem to change. It builds and builds and builds up in the tissues and molecules of the body and becomes stress in your chemistry, your brain, your thoughts, your feelings, your nostrils, mouth, eyes, ears. These energies are bogging people down and confusing them and causing them diseases, chronic and incurable, nervous disorders, depressions, etc.
 
I want to start an Ascension Massage Exchange Network, where we get together and exchange body massages respectfully. Upliftingly. We need each other to practice raising the vibrations of our thoughts and feelings. We need to practice. Practice means getting together with others who are on the same wave length - meaning they too want to clean up their act and find a solution to life's woes. We don’t have to give up anything that is enjoyable. Just give up the energies that bog us down and confuse us. How do we know what is confusing? That takes self-awareness. By exchanging warm human massage we find out through feelings. Respectful, sensitive, loving massage provides opportunities for inner study in what's going on inside our skin. In our feelings. In our emotions. In how we think. In what we believe. Periodic get-togethers for social massage, hugs, cuddles and story telling done on a meaningful basis, is what I have in mind. Ascension Massage Exchanges. 

Hug someone with sincerity and an open heart. What do you feel? Stroke them for a little while, give a shoulder rub. It’s not personal but it's closeness. It is intimate. It is warm body contact. It's scary at first but it’s healing as time goes on and we practice more and more. It’s a friendly healing session because no one is going to become offensive. There will be rules in place. Everyone is a healer when there is respect, with loving intentions. When a person stops thinking selfishly and starts thinking about how to hold respect and kindness in mind, it’s nourishing and supportive. It's the opposite of selfish. Ascension massage is a raising up of the body. If you are thinking massage will offer openings for romantic or sensual encounters, then think again. This is not the right activity for you.

Learn to connect with people from the heart or higher, not from below the heart. Each chakra in the body opens to a higher level of frequency - a higher, more refined plane of love. The first chakra is called the root chakra at the tailbone. It is pure earth power representing love for earth. The second chakra is located at the reproductive organs. It expands the root chakra to a higher level of love for others. The third chakra is at the solar plexus (navel). It expands the initial root energy to a higher level of love for self, which enhances personal power. The fourth chakra is at the heart. Here it expands the rising earth energy to purity of love. The fifth chakra is at the throat. It expands the rising earth energy to love of truth and expressions of the individual's truth of soul, which takes many forms. The  sixth chakra is at the third eye or pineal gland. This chakra expands the earth energy to love for higher things beyond the earth. The seventh chakra is at the crown. It expands the earth energy to beyond the earth realm, sometimes called samadhi. One becomes a master of his or her energies then, and can come and go at will. 

The goal in Ascension Massage is to open one's consciousness to an upward flow in a way that is comfortable, peaceful, serene which brings gifts of super powers, refined super powers that are blissful. This naturally takes him above his sexual zone which is a lower vibration. However, it does not end sexuality. Rather it transforms sexuality into enlightened lovemaking. As the original Tantra training did eons ago. The reward is transcendent peace or bliss, versus the sensation called lust or passionate sex. As a man or woman raises their vibrations to higher levels, they lose the sense of gender. Love becomes open-hearted caring for whoever they are with. Under such teachings one learns to adjust to higher vibrations. They learn what kindness feels like. The sensation of respect. The visceral sensation of nourishment. The plan is to build a network of friends to meet with this goal in mind. Ascension massage does not stop and focus on the sexual organs. It is open, honest, fun and enjoyable friendship on a higher scale. The kind of friendship with whom you can speak plainly and openly, without shame or guilt, and which puts a smile on your face when you leave to go home.

Sexuality is recognized as an honest and pleasurable appetite for human beings and should not be reduced to non-existence. But ascension massage is not the appropriate time to engage in it any more than you would start exercising your sweaty gym workout at a fancy restaurant. There's a time and place for everything. Ascension massage is a teaching workshop to practice raising, not lowering, one's physical vibrations. To create a sexual body response, one needs to contract one's focus and concentration to lower it to a sexual "heat" level. It is the opposite to raising and expanding one's focus to lift or raise one's vibrations. Sexual interaction is a normal human activity. However the ascended masters are showing us that it must be done with love if we are to ensure the continuation of the species along a positive timeline. We must learn how to raise our energies to the heart in order to bring in the soul connection. This reduces trouble and turmoil among the species and among the members of a household and community. 

Ascension Massage is intended as a small group gathering or class to practice touching and interacting with others on a higher vibrational level - not expecting sex to be part of it. This is a BIG step, and it may be difficult for some to accept. We humans tend to think sexual thoughts when there is intimate touching involved. Among adults at least. We adults need to change our way of thinking to more uplifting love, joyous, happy and free - not secretive, shameful, guilty, possessive, jealous, vengeful or cheating. Sex activity requires downward movement of thought and feeling. It requires focus and concentration on lower, tighter, laborious body contact. Since it is a contraction, it is not free. Ascension massage is the opposite in that participants attend a meditation on uplifting attitudes prior to the massage. Attention is guided to expanding outward to the etheric envelope (aura). The power to love and heal another is done through the auric field. Physical sex does not engage the auric field but the physical genital organs only. This is a new teaching.

This is how we make love. You can literally "make" love or generate love only within yourself. You can't "make" love happen in another individual. You "make" love in yourself first, by thinking silently "I appreciate you, thank you, God bless you, I love you, you are so beautiful, you are so important to me, you are precious, thank you, and more words of that kind. Then the love you make within your own auric field expands to include the other person who receives it in THEIR auric field and they enjoy the love you shared with them. This is Tantric. It is the real meaning of loving someone and lifting them up and giving them the greatest lovemaking ever. You are giving them freedom, you are giving them space, you are giving them elevation and elation, you are giving them transcendence. You are giving them permission to feel the love within themselves. It turns them on. And they don't have to perform for you or give you something back. This is freedom. This is ascension. This is lovemaking.

Ascension massage is learning how to give in a selfless way. And when it's your turn to be massaged, you learn how to RECEIVE such a beautiful gift within yourself. Can you receive such great love? Can you absorb the love, absorb the healing, absorb the transcendence being offered to you? Many people are too tightly wound. This is practice time. Open your heart. Absorb the light. Absorb the trust. This will open doors to your own heart for yourself alone. 
 
During the receiving of a massage, focus on yourself so you can tune into your own truth, whatever is happening within the emotions and thoughts. Your own guidance system will open up, which is your true self.  It is your own protection system, to keep you from becoming lost in and distracted by the outer world of other people’s thoughts, desires and projects. Keep yourself from becoming “stuck” in someone else’s life plan, inadvertently. Unless you choose to become involved. Each person radiates neediness on some level, which is psychological. It is psychic. It is invisible. We have been trained to ignore the invisible pyschic radiations that are swirling all around us but we should not ignore them. If we could see them, we would be better able to avoid them, but we don’t see them. Therefore individuals can be psychically manipulated. We ourselves are doing it to others without realizing. It is in ignorance that we are being manipulated and doing the manipulation. We are a confused race. We need enlightenment. We need to learn these things and practice transcendence - raising the vibrational level of our body, mind and feelings. That is how we raise above the lower swirling energies that we don't know are there.

There are two ways to do this. First, find the radar equipment that is inside the heart. It is the only connecting link we have. Our precious life force is embedded within the heart as a frequency. It's like a musical note. Once you connect with it, you feel the thrill. It is in the heart. All of the teachings refer us to the heart. We must focus on the heart. The goal of the ascension massage exchanges is to become heart-based. People have been told NOT to go to the heart in many insidious, subtle ways. We’ve been told in our younger years in school not to day dream. "Think!" they told us. "Go to the mind. Use your logic. Don’t go to the heart because it’s emotional and you’ll get all messed up there." And so we were trained like little puppies growing up to follow the outer world's logic and forget our own inner logic which is heart-magic.

The second way is to act from the heart. Put the heart first in all that you do. Live from the heart, talk from the heart, respond from the heart, check into your own truth first before responding or doing anything. Your real self is the feeling of zing, of excitement, of truth, of noble qualities. Let your heart ring true in all that you do.

Yet the opposite is true. By using primarily thought-based logic, we get all messed up because the brain is the storehouse of OTHER knowledge, not our own. Knowledge from past lives are embedded in our hearts. The heart is the last organ to go when it is time to pass over. We need to find our way back to our hearts because that's where our longevity and health is found. We are heart-based creatures. When you're in your own heart resonance you feel peace and contentment. When you’re tuned into your natural heart-beat, you feel right, good, and wellness prevails. If only children were taught this early in life and were trained in it and supported to use it every day, the world would be a different place today. 

If you’re out of sorts, if you are confused, if you are in panic attack, stop! Stop everything. Breathe, slow down, breathe slower, slow down more, breathe even slower, focus on your heart, imagine your heart brightening with an inner glow. Picture a small sun in your heart. Breathe slower still, breathe deeper, slow down. Slow. Slow. See the sun growing larger. Slow and imagine your heart beating, pump, thump, pump, thump, pump thump. When you’ve connected to your heart radar, you’ve connected with your individual life-force which is your own soul, not somebody else’s. You will know when you’re connected because you will feel peaceful. Even if it's just slightly more peaceful. It will grow if you continue to breathe into it and expand the sun there. Notice the degree of peace becoming stronger. Uncannily peaceful. It will be like a dimmer switch on a lamp. It starts out small and grows slowly more peaceful. It will be like somebody turned a switch on and you will suddenly feel peaceful. It’s a natural state of being when you connect with your own resonance, your life thread, which is embedded in your heart. It is not a physical thing. It is a consciousness connection. It takes time to figure it out. It takes practice time every day.

It is unnatural for people to feel physically depressed, or despondent, or going crazy or paranoid. It is your body cells that are going crazy, not you. The energy particles in your tissues are not in alignment. They are scattering and getting into a panic. They are boiling over and getting ready to explode. Take control over them. Make yourself slow down. Breathe. slow, breathe, slow, breathe slow. Count your breaths. Count to 50 or 100 inhales and exhales. Your individual life force is constantly flowing into you every second, and you've been pissing it away into the wind (pardon the vernacular). You've been wasting it and diverting your attention to the outside world which is a wild and crazy place. You have forsaken your individuality, your resonant signature - your soul. You haven't been connected. Listen to your heart beat. Stop listening to the outside world for an hour, or two hours. I would do sometimes 4 hours a day, sometimes 3, more often 2 hours a day is my average. It keeps me sane. Then the rest of the day belongs to the world. I can cope with the world because I have renewed and rebuilt my own life force. It is strong in me.

Do this periodically. The calm and peaceful feeling is your feminine side. Your masculine side is your active busy side. It belongs to the world. Your feminine peace belongs to the universal wholeness. Imagine that you are an appliance. You need to be plugged into an electrical outlet in order to function. As an intelligent human being your electrical outlet is the light in your heart. You are the master switch. Imagine a light in your heart and you must plug in every day to recharge yourself for an hour or so. Your heart is physical but surrounding your physical heart is a larger etheric heart. That’s where the river of life comes through into your physical heart. Your individual life force is flowing down into your body. When your heart stops beating, your river of life stops and you leave. Your body is not receiving life any more. Go to your heart. Make that your number one priority. Breathe into your heart, your etheric heart. Imagine your glowing etheric heart, transparent, surrounding and feeding life into your smaller physical heart.
 
We have not been trained to do this but it’s not too late, never too late, to learn how to go to the well-spring and drink from the oasis of life - the auric field that surrounds the physical body. It’s pumping into your body all the time but we’re diverting it and misusing it, which causes us to be confused. We don’t know ourselves because we are absorbing everybody else’s energies along with it that are being pumped out into the atmosphere and we breathe everyone else's lives in and it mixes with our own. Everybody is seeking to find themselves, and to find their place in life, and to find their mission, their purpose. Who am I? They are trying to sort themselves out, but other people’s energies are co-existing along with their own. They don’t realize that’s what is happening. Practice resurrecting your own heart beat, the place where peace prevails, and you will find your purpose. Your purpose is not something you “do”, it’s something you are. Your purpose is knowing yourself. We throw ourselves off the path by not following our heart and we end up following some other trail through the wild wood of earthly life. We get wrapped up in the dramas going on in the outer world around us, including through our own children. We should not do that. If we taught our own children how to focus on their heart and periodically tune into that peaceful river of life flowing into them every second, regenerating their own life force, they would be able to find their path much easier than they do by not knowing that secret. The mental and emotional debris that is floating around in the air everywhere is capturing our attention and keeping us fascinated and intrigued by it, but it’s also debilitating us and keeping us frozen in place, recycling the same energies over and over until we are bored to death.
 
There’s a reason why people meditate and do yoga and other inward-focused practices. They are the cool ones in our society. They are not sputtering and kicking out fumes of discontent. Ascension massage exchanges is for those who are not practicing meditation, yoga or other inward-focused disciplines. We have need to help those not inclined towards inner work. It will help turn our focus inward to nourish and align the forces within through body contact. This is planned to be a training program to create more helpers and assistants in a loving, kind way, to reach out and hold hands, hug, get close to, anchor the light and love by joining forces. People must be trained in how to channel universal love and respect. It's a matter of thinking higher thoughts. Learn and practice this and you will help create a network of more authentic, caring friends with whom you can connect. Who will lift and inspire you. Friends. New friends and old friends. Meet with them privately, invite them to your home away, learn how to raise your vibrations to ascension level. The human is accustomed to pretending kindness instead of being authentically kind. Don't bog yourself down with personal attachments, and holding onto selfish desires thinking you "need" something to make you whole.

Become more real by becoming more meaningful and more genuine. It is a responsibility to transform a superficial friend into a more authentic friend by raising your own sincerity level, your own consciousness, your own respect, candidness, honesty. Be real, not fake. Being real is the most important quality that you have that has been hiding. Be MORE real. When you begin making friends in a social atmosphere, you’re practicing using your innate abilities, your spiritual abilities, your super powers. You’re using what is natural and innate when you feel more comfortable while talking. Most people put on a face when they are in a social atmosphere. They act and say what they think others expect them to act and say. But what you will learn in ascension massage is how to tune into your inner self, your inner life force which is naturally peaceful when you can just be yourself. You will enjoy that sense of liberation when you can just “be yourself”.
 
When you make a private date with another couple (or person), you’re not exploring the other people, you’re exploring yourself. You’re catching yourself when you have a negative reaction, and you’re turning it to a positive. You’re exploring and discovering your own positive abilities and how to respond with kindness and respect. Even in the face of a negative reaction which came from YOU! You feel new feelings and receive new thoughts by interacting with a new person you’re not familiar with. This is why we want to interact with other people - to be stimulated. Remember to realize that it is YOU who is being stimulated. Don’t make the mistake of projecting your focus outward onto them. Focus on your Self. Self means soul. Your soul is responding to a new energy in this other person or persons. You can still enjoy them. Enjoy transforming yourself in awkward situations. Take the lead in being a positive, kind, wise person. You will stand out. You will shine. Find a way to realize your own responses. They are YOU! Be kind to the other person and respond to them appropriately. If you are in tune with your inner heart, you will know what to do. It’s not mysterious to be natural.
 
This new energy is helping you to see and experience new or long forgotten parts of yourself. The mistake made by many people is to “fall in love” with someone who has stimulated them. Don’t make it personal because it will go down hill from there. Falling in love only leads to confusion. You meld your two separate selves together and neither of you know who you are any more without the other one. You are “hooked” together. And if you are already in a committed relationship, a third party affair is going to complicate your life, not make it nicer. You don’t want to upset your life which you have carefully laid out and constructed to give you a nest to come home to, and to serve all of your needs. If you are hungry for interactions with other people, make room in your life to have interactions with other people but don’t fall in love. Focus on SELF. You are the most important person you have to consider. All others you behave appropriately with, out of respect and commitment. But you are the one to maintain integrity with. Your responsibility lies in you for yourself. If you do what all others have done in the past (cheat) because you were hungry for something different, then you will be complicating your life. Stay clean. Stay pure. Stay balanced. Stay heart-centered. If you become attached to another person and divorce your current mate to make a new life with someone different, all because you “fell in love“ and couldn‘t detach from them so you are hopelessly entangled, the chances are it is just a matter of time that you will again grow bored and seek stimulation from someone else. Again. And again. There are those people who make monogamy a serial action. One after another after another. Continually falling in love, then falling out of love, then falling newly in love, then falling out of love. It is time to learn about SELF love, and provide a protection around your SELF, so that you may enjoy the freedom of love from a trans-personal perspective.
 
Realize that you are the container of stimulation and excitement. You as a physical body and mind, you are constantly receiving new refreshing stimulation, ideas, exciting new thoughts, new awarenesses, every minute of the day. Every second you are being refreshed with infinite excitement energy. Are you wasting it by being distracted and sending your power out and away from you into some irrelevant subject? Hold onto your energy. Lift your energy. Light up your energy field. Love yourself. Learn how to do it. Your attention has been diverted away from the stimulating THRILLING energy that is flowing into your heart and being pumped into arteries, veins, organs, your nervous system, so your body can feel bliss, enlightenment, joy and even ecstasy - but you are being tempted away by the glamour of the world, the dramas of other people, the competition of sports, the entertainment, theaters, nightclubbing, projects, movies, television, ambitions.

Don’t get me wrong. You can have all of these things plus more by tuning into your SELF and tuning out the "not-self". Find your SELF first. Feel the natural peace of your inner self and don’t waste it on irrelevant matters. Tape back into your heart. That is where the SELF resides. End of story!  
 
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5/29/21 - The inner life has been keeping me quite active lately. The websites I used to check all the time and was so excited about, don't hold interest for me any more. There is a change taking place in my consciouosness. I'm re-reading the instructions and advice that spirit channeled through me over the past 45 years since kundalini awakened and changed my life. I've been busy taking the easy way out. Yes, there is an easy way out of the connundrum and confusions of this world. This morning before making love with my hubby I saw it again, as a spiritual vision, what the easy way is. The easy way is the feminine way. It is goddess technology, feminine methodology. I understood better what it means to "take the easy way out" out, as in follow your heart. The "easiest way out" as it was explained to me, is not to avoid something you don't want to do. It is not to avoid
​ work or a task or a challenge that is facing you. No. You don't hate it. You allow it to blossom into a full-blown experience. You invite it. This is the easy way through life. It is the goddess way. The goddess way is the feminine way at its best and finest. Men have feminine energy too, a full 50%, so men can take this way out of situations too.

I’ll give an example that I know only too well. Let’s say you don’t want to get up and out of bed because it’s too painful and your back aches and you’re so comfortable here in bed. Of course you know you have to get up but you don’t want to. The thought of the aches and pains is - ugh. You’re in resistance mode. So OK. Do something to make yourself feel good. Stop resisting. Relax. Relax totally. Let go. Surrender. Stop thinking about getting up. Take the easy way out. Now, speaking to your body, doesn’t that feel much better? Yes, it does, but you feel a pressure and a need to get up. So first relax and slip back into relaxation. It’s a feeling of nothing matters. Surrender to this comfortable feeling of lying in bed relaxing. Enjoy it to the fullest. It is sensual and comforting. Allow that feeling to take you over. Surrender to it. Give up. Wave the white flag of surrender. That means stop all thoughts of having to get up. Your thoughts are an imposition. They are hurting you, bothering you, causing you discomfort so stop thinking those thoughts. Truly give up. And if you are successful at giving up and surrendering your painful thoughts of having to get up, you will be surprised to find yourself suddenly hopping out of bed eager to start yaur day. Wow! What just happened?

Well, the answer is, you got your ego out of the way. You slipped down underneath your controlling ego which is a tyrant which tries to control everything you do, so you have to trick it. I've been experimenting with this. It really works. There is a powerful power behind the ego but the ego is in control and keeps a lid on it. The ego  is composed of automatic habits built from the past years. The ego never changes. If anything, it gets more controlling over time. It has always done it this way and so it rants and raves and insists on doing things its own way. It has always done it this way. It is the only way it knows. So the "easy way" is to agree with it. The body follows the ego's habits. So step down, go low, give up, surrender, wave the white flag, but all the while secretly know and trust the power that exists behind the ego. You are tricking the ego so it stops fighting you.

The ego is merely a mechanical program that you yourself put in place. You began copying certain habits by watching your parents early in life. You obeyed their instructions to wash your hands, brush your teeth, keep your el

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