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1/6/22 - Exploring Sex from a Sacred Perspective
Both male and female are anchored as a singularity in the root chakra 

When we are born to our mothers, or sometime before, a piece of our divinity is sent down into the earth to provide an anchor for us, the soul, so we can live here grounded on earth. We need something very powerful to keep us here in the earth plane, or we would float away back to heaven where we came from. This piece that is sent downward at birth is the feminine aspect that supplies your body with elements it needs to grow and thrive. Your father God remains in the unformed state while your Mother God is embedded in the earth for you alone, only you. Not your parents, not your siblings, not your neighbor or wife or husband, only you. This piece of divinity is a part of Mother Earth who is also a feminine being. 

You as the soul have now been born into this little body and you are influenced by both the earth force coming up from earth, breathing, eating, drinking and pooping, and the sky force coming down from the sky in the form of abstract consciousness. You are aware. You learn. You receive ideas that have nothing to do with your body. You are both physical and spiritual.

Your life force is drawn up through your feet into your body to your tailbone and it is SUPPOSED to flow up the spine to the top of your head, nourishing your organs on the way. Then at the crown the life force fountains out like a water fountain and flows down around you, hugging you closely, back to the earth again to recycle fresh new energy. This was the original design to keep your body alive and flowing with vitality. But what happened here is, humans are blocked at the tail bone, or just above the tail bone, which is now called the first chakra. The life force gets slowed down here, like when there is road construction and a detour sign blocks the road. You are directed either left or right. The right side is masculine tendencies, the left side is feminine tendencies. You, the soul, are here to learn and study the human condition.

Your spiritual Father-Mother God is right here beside you nourishing you, but you are the individual learning how to manage both the masculine and feminine tendencies. After many lifetimes you manage it better and better. You can’t help but learn. Like when you lose your balance you learn how to adjust your weight to bring yourself back to balance. The same happens to you as a soul. You learn to balance your masculine abilities with your feminine abilities. Masculine abilities are focus, control, discipline, strength, courage, you place limits and boundaries, you shoulder responsibility and feel accountable. Feminine abilities are opposites: the ability to relax, yield, surrender, allow, receive, listen, care, nurture, love, be spontaneous and free, provide motherly support and encouragement. When both tendencies are used equally, a person is in balance, and does not become unbalanced one way or the other.

A soul learns how to balance itself through experience. It takes many lifetimes for a new soul to learn how to balance itself where it can maintain harmony in its own body. The tendency is to become overly feminine, or overly masculine, and when this happens, the life force is going up one side of the spine and is blocked on the other side. Stress builds up. If a person is too masculine, the right side is flowing energetically and the person demonstrates discipline, control, etc., and the left side is shut down, causing stress. The life force builds up on the left side. The feminine side is blocked. The person feels it as a sexual need and will seek someone who is an opposite energy to have sex with. It may not be an opposite GENDER, perhaps same gender will do, but someone who can balance him or her. 

If a person is too feminine, the left side is flowing energetically and the person demonstrates a receptive, yielding, listening, loving, caring and nurturing personality. But the right side is shut down, the masculine side, causing stress. The life force builds up and the person will feel it as a sensual need and will seek someone who can release it. It is usually a man, but it could be a strong, masculine type woman. The predominantly feminine soul displays its needs we call sexual in a different manner than the masculine soul does. We have all seen the overly feminine person flirting coyly. This is her manner of seduction, where a man seduces in a direct, forceful manner.

The life force is pure divinity and is holy. When it becomes divided and separated into two opposing aspects, as has happened to humanity, its need is powerful indeed. It is sorely lacking in feminine qualities. It is like trying to hold the tides of the ocean back through sheer will power and we do that. We do it but it creates terrible pressure and strain on the human vehicle. What we term sexual needs are very powerful because they are cosmic forces. We have created our own imbalance by refusing to comply with cosmic forces. Sex issues need to be understood first intellectually, as in an education forum, in order to speak to the intelligence of the person. It is the only way to modify stuck behavior. Addiction to sex is an ongoing problem. It needs to be resolved if we are to evolve to a higher form of human being. The human being is designed to be a balanced male-female being. We are designed to be a healthy androgynous being, even while living in male and female bodies. There is a divine reason for two genders, one masculine and one feminine. We are meant to complement each other. Tantra addresses this. We are meant to fulfill our bodies in all ways. The sensations of love, bliss, ecstasy, peace, abundance – all sensations are meant for the human to enjoy. But we have been led away from that healthy union. We have been torn asunder. All four aspects of ourselves have been divided and must be brought back together again and integrated - physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. When all four aspects are attuned, the body feels delightful warm and loving and yearns to share that love with others.

It is only when the life force, the divine within, is blocked or held back as in an unbalanced life, that sexual hunger arises. Sexual hunger is not love, it is a lack and a need. When a person is balanced in its male-female tendencies, it is clear and whole, wholesome, holy. Then whenever there is chemistry with someone, it is wonderful. It doesn’t matter whether it is the same gender or what they do together, maybe just dream and watch the sky or put together a new business or share a cocktail together, it is all good. There is no “opposite” any more. All are equally balanced. Everyone worries about losing the capacity to have sex. Sex is so on the mind of everyone, either for it or against it. Forget sex and think sacred. Sacred is love in all ways. Sex becomes sacred. Work becomes sacred. Cleaning house becomes sacred. Gardening becomes sacred. Planning a celebration party becomes sacred. It is all good. Where is the problem? It is a thriving of life radiating outward from the center of each human being.

When we use the word “sex” I think of an unbalanced person who is hungry and needy. We don’t know any other way to release the stress buildup except through sex. Our life force before we were born was one whole divinity. Once born into flesh we suddenly have opposites and live in duality. Part of our consciousness is in the earth to provide us with a grounding mechanism, and part of our consciousness remains in the unformed state of Godhood. Our wholeness is divided into two parts, and the two separated consciousnesses are drawn like a magnet to reach towards each other and blend again into wholeness. Our earth mother is drawn up the spine to the top of the head, and our heavenly father is drawn down the spine to the lower regions of the body. The center of the body is the pelvic region. We think it is the physical heart but the physical heart is not the geometric center of the body. The heart has another function. The center of the body is the spark of life, the pure Mother God, equivalent to the Father God in heaven. She is the great spark in the human body that keeps us alive.

The physical heart is the magnetic center of CONSCIOUSNESS, where one becomes conscious of the lower self and the higher self and the physical self all at the same time. There are three aspects of Self which come together in the physical heart. Mother God operates at the tailbone and maintains the body to keep us alive. The organ of the physical heart is the conscious connection between Earth or Mother God and Heaven or Father God. We have been told to go to the heart every day and pray from the heart, follow the heart, because that is where our Father God and Mother God meet to enlighten the soul who is the human being having adventures and is searching for answers. We are a child of Father-Mother God and both Father-Mother God are watching over us. Mother God maintains our body whether we know it or not, and Father God sends us inspiration from above whether we realize it or not. We think it is our own genius creating these brilliant ideas. By opening the heart chakra we open our conscious mind to the truth of who we really are. We are a divine child of God. We cannot make it on our own. We need the Father and the Mother. We have been given free will to work it out, to figure it out, to go wandering out around the planet, the fields and forests and oceans of the world, to play the games of shadow and light. But we are learning all the while, and finding ourselves through experiences. We are the soul.

We are the soul learning to navigate not only this physical body we live in, but our rich heritage called divine. We are a divine creation but we don’t know it. We have been veiled from knowing it so we could have earthly experiences. We are divine beings learning how to be a divine human. We are here to build a paradise on earth. We are physical and we are here to build a physical, beautiful, culturally refined world where all senses are expanded. Ecstasy in physical form. This is an experiment. Can it be done? We have been given the challenge to see. To explore the lay of the land. It is a project. A human project. We are given diversity to play with. We are here to test opposites and see if we can connect. To see if we can harmonize and enrich the opposites. We are human. Can we be humane? We are learning to be humane. To be heart-centered. To be both divine and human at the same time. We are here to enjoy ourselves. It was never meant to be work. so much. It was never meant to be so painful. 

Understanding our sexual blockages will change our whole entire life. We will understand how to stay in balance between our two opposing forces of male and female. Once we gain understanding of the male and female sides of us, we will begin to enjoy life so much better. It is in respecting our male and female traits that we gain equality both within our SELF, and within our brothers and sisters. Together we live in respect and harmony, not one more powerful than the other. Then we rise up through the second chakra smoothly to the third chakra, and rise smoothly up to the fourth chakra, smoothly up to the fifth, to the sixth and finally to join with Father God through the seventh chakra at the top of the head. Each level we rise up through is an expansion of understanding. As we move up the spine, each one opens naturally. We don’t have to work at it. It opens naturally and releases the sweetness of life that has been stored there, so the body is nourished with the refined essence of goodness and understanding that floods the body as if a dam has broken. The body is designed well. It works beautifully when it is understood. One must take time to educate oneself about one’s own spiritual anatomy. Tantra teaches this. The web of life is what Tantra teaches. It is in the body that one learns it. It is through feeling that one knows the truth.

Originally we were designed as androgynous beings, beautiful, human beings who looked like angels. But because of the blocks that were intentionally placed in the human genome, a male body and a female were created. Each showing different genatalia. But inside we are one gender, one color. We are androgynous human. The original, beautiful androgynous human being then took on differences and imbalances. They focused on the differences instead of the sameness. Today we have created a complex series of sciences that explain and justify why and how we are different and how we are opposite. It was created out of imbalance, stress and blockages. It was an experiment in duality. We divided out of a wholesome lovely androgynous human being and drew the line between us. Good and evil were born. It was known as the fall of man. We became knowledgeable about “evil”. The more advanced civilizations will reveal that they too went through the “fall” and discovered their divinity. They are not perfect but they are ahead of us in understanding. There is no such thing as “perfect” except in the absolute silence of the Godhead. Life is all about thriving, experiencing, changing, learning, growing into a larger more celestial being. When we get to know some of the extraterrestrial civilizations in person, we will find brothers and sisters who are far far advanced from us. They are not such extreme opposites as we are on Earth but they are much more harmonious and kind. We will want to hug them and learn more about them. We will be drawn to them.

The way back to wholeness is to return to the location where the block occurs. Sex is the block. How can I say that? That which we call need for the closeness of another human being is the immaculate force of life that is backing up and creating pressure at the base of the spine. The base of the spine is located in the center of the body. The center of the body is the pelvic region, the place where the reproductive organs are located. That is the geometric center of the body. That is the heart of the body. The heart of the flower is in the center. The pressure is the holding back of the immaculate force of life. Holding back the life force creates havoc in many ways. The desire to be intimate with another body is a relief. It allows for a release of that pressure. The orgasm is a release of that pressure. If the orgasm doesn’t  happen, some of the pressure is released by rubbing. During this time of release we experience love, bliss and more. Tantra teaches us to return to the location where the block occurs. It highlights sexual positions for a reason. The human body has been closed down for eons of time. It needs to be physically changed and transformed. Opening the meridians and nerves of the body releases this great love that has been cut off. Release the sacredness that is the light within. Love yourself and love any close friend who will allow you to love them. Melt that block with sacredness, appreciation, gratitude, joy, happiness, light-hearted fun. Be whole once more. Love each other back to wholeness. Spend time in intimate embrace so that your bodies have time to link up and feel that which is wholesome within. Allow for reverence to take place. Allow for caring to take place. Allow close physical contact to take place without demands. Don’t force your attention on someone. Become respectful, whole and solid again within your body and allow the life force - the divine in you - to flow freely up the spinal column to the heart and head.

Only at death do we leave duality behind so that we recognize ourselves once more as pure undiluted spirit. When we leave our clay body which returns to the earth, we return to our immaculate self, the soul, and we bring our accumulated knowledge with us. Our physical life is an away mission, like in Star Trek when they leave the mother ship to go out to explore the galaxy searching for other life, other lights. That’s what we do on earth. We enter a darker, denser world and we search for other lights like ourselves. Others who mirror and reflect us and confirm and validate us. Another light is welcome to us and we are attracted to one another, but there are dark lights here too. We came from the stars and there are many different lights out there, so we must search to find those who are similar to ourselves, who can reflect ourselves back to us in sameness. In the end we return home to our original divine state. Each time we die to the body we return to our Home in order to remember who we are and to mentor with great teachers who advise and help us plan for the next away mission when we venture out again. It is the way of things. (End)
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A personal update: I have had some new revelations since my last outreach for massage exchanges. Thank you to the seven people who responded. I am delighted to know there are a few people who would like to exchange massages. Mostly men responded, now I would love to hear from women too. Please write me, sisters. I will be getting back to you as soon as it's practical. I didn't expect so many answers. Whenever I take a bold new step, such as reaching out as I did, I receive a download of revelations. Now I am a bit topsy turvy. Bad feelings and good feelings are swirling, causing changes in perspective. We went to a party over New Years weekend, where I experienced a split between my past and my future. It is causing imbalance. There is so much happening and it's not just me - the whole world is trembling with brighter light. Light is information. Information brings an expansion of consciousness. Expansion of consciousness agitates and disrupts, causing confusion. We have to force ourselves to expand along with it or suffer the consequences. They are not pretty.

Suggestion: Imagine your auric field as an invisible bubble that surrounds you (3 feet or arms length) and it is growing brighter and expanding at the same time. Your field is filling with new information. Just be conscious this is happening. Open your mind and heart. Consider being kinder and more considerate than you have been before. The whole planet is expanding her vibrational field and we HAVE to expand with it or suffer the consequences of feeling our own pressure mounting from inside trying to expand. This is the big shift happening. We are going through the beginning stages of it now. This requires sharing, like holding hands when you climb a mountain so you stay linked together and don't fall. My concept is to build a massage exchange network. I've thought of doing it for a long time but didn't trust myself. I could have saved myself a load of trouble if I'd dared to do it earlier. We can raise our vibrations best by skin-to-skin contact with others from a more expanded caring attitude, not sexual or romantic but with kindness, love and respect. That way we can adjust ourselves to a lighter, brighter, more innocent perspective. The kind of loving atmosphere of a higher dimension and merge our old ways with the new untried and unknown ways of the future. That way we are all doing it together. It will make it a smoother transition that way.

I wish you all a Very Happy New Year! May the year 2022 bring you more gentle expanded consciousness of peace, and the fulfillment of what you most wish for.  Blessings from the Galactic Federation of Light, the Ascended Masters, the great Celestial Beings, Angels, Elementals, Father-Mother Source of all life - and little ol' me!


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12/21/21 - The term Goddess is God locked in form 
A message from my higher self 

​This message came three years ago but it is more timely today than ever before because there are big changes taking place right under our noses. The term Goddess is God locked in form. Once God is in form it takes on the culture into which it has been born as a human being. It must be understood that in this world there is an alien male sinister force that has taken over. It is heartless and does not want love to have any power whatsoever. It is not the men doing this subjugation of women. Men are its victims too. It is the alien male sinister force which is not native to Earth. This is forbidden information, it is breaking through to us from our higher selves and the Galactics. We have been used and abused by heartless rulers who did not originate here. They twist our nature and beat us up with it. Our nature is love. God is here within our hearts and souls. The feminine side of God is here within to comfort and care for the evolving human creatures, but this loving force has been locked up through sinister means and not allowed to flow.

Now I have to clarify the word “love” because we have been misguided. We have forced that great motivating, liberating fire into a small bottle and capped it with a lid. We have been literally corralled like cattle into the cattle yards awaiting slaughter, and made to mate under their rules, not our own. Under the culture we were born into there are insidious laws in place that, if we don’t obey them, allow them to put us into prison, or to suffer harassment or worse. God/Goddess is free within us but we have to let it out and let it flow from person to person. We need to understand what love REALLY is. Love is freedom. It is loose and flowing. We feel it as comfort and kindness, not as sexual lust. The laws and traditions of the culture, including marriage and relationship laws, have been put in place to prevent love from being free. These laws are our biggest downfall and the cruelest task masters. There is no free love in the land. However, once our hearts start opening up, free love will start flowing and liberating the planet again, as it once did, bringing calm, peace and advancements in all fields and prosperity to all people. Love is what boosts and elevates humankind, not laws, selfishness and greed. Love is coming in now but it is causing chaos in the outer world arenas because the alien male sinister force is not outside of us – it is inside – Inside ALL of us.

We each have owned a piece of it and allowed it to live in us. That’s why the love can’t get out. We’ve consented to it. Our biggest challenge is to work on our SELF to overcome our dark, cruel, selfish, greedy and mean side, which is the alien sinister force that has been here for eons of time. It runs through our history. We can’t afford to judge anyone else, nor even ourselves, but rather to forgive, forgive, forgive. Judging someone and judging ourselves continues to divide us and make us meaner, which keeps the padlock on our hearts. Comfort and kindness is the only solution to breaking open the padlock and springing love free to flow comfort out to everyone we meet.

I said I would address the word love that has been polluted and distorted into a petty hurtful thing. We don’t know what we have done. We have been bamboozled by the advanced artificial technology of the male sinister force. We have been kept foggy-brained. If we feel possessive of our mates, married or not, it is not love. It is hate. The alien male sinister force which has held the world locked in a dark loveless world of artificiality, knew exactly how to structure the governing laws and program the lesser evolved race. The children race. Lock them together one with another and force them to “work it out”. Sound familiar? Divine love wouldn’t do that. Divine love would not require you to shut yourselves up inside a house with someone so dissimilar to your SELF to “try to work it out”. How mean is that? How cruel. We are free beings, why are we not living free?

When my husband began a long-distance relationship with an old friend, jealousy popped up in me. I struggled for a year and then decided I didn’t like myself feeling that way. So I told him quietly, not angrily, but with freedom and love in my heart, that he ought to go out and visit her to see what happens. If they have a reason to be together, then they should be together. And he did. He went out to visit with her and he learned something and he came back home. He is with me today. And though I was disappointed because I was already planning my future alone, I experienced a new kind of freedom. In giving him permission to move on to explore something new, instead of holding him back because of some “law“ or “tradition“ or “vow“ or “promise”, I unlocked myself. I gave myself room to grow. I benefited more from that than I could have done any other way. I gave him unconditional freedom, unconditional love. I didn’t expect anything back but I received something back. I am today a larger person than I was before that decision. Love is freedom and freedom is love. Love is liberating. Love is comforting. Love is truth. Love is also advancement. We have to adapt to this new way because it is coming to the planet.  It is unfolding as I type this today. We will have more responsibilities with this greater love. We will become more empowered. We will have to manage this freedom and power with more wisdom. We will have to grow up and become adults. But it will be easier because our hearts will be more open. We will want to keep our hearts. We will learn to maneuver more gracefully in this new way of living. But we have to be willing to take the next step up the ladder to a higher place, instead of closing ourselves down into a protective false cocoon.

That is what love is. It’s not about jealously guarding what we think we own. We don’t own anything. The only thing we can own is our consciousness. We are here to become more conscious of our own power that we are responsible for. We are here on earth to shine that power outward to help move blocks and barriers out of the way. We are here to create a freer, more abundant, more perfect world. We are here to shine our light and grow into more light and more love. We are here to help make the world a better place, not a smaller one. Love is the release from attachments. Relationships are attachments. Release does not mean kicking someone out of the house, it means giving your partner freedom to do what they want to do. It is done in love, not anger. It is done with gentle support, not withdrawing support. It is done with kindness and leaving the door open for return, just like you would for a best friend who needs some confidence to take the next step. That is love. Release attachments, and marital vows are attachments, and you’ll be surprised at how good you feel. Truly surprised. Love is not attachment to one person. Love is attachment to the sovereign state of divinity within ones SELF.

We have come to think of love as possession and that we have rights of ownership over the one we are attached to, but we don’t. We are so much more than a pawn in the male alien sinister game of control.  There are blinders on. This message will not settle well with many. I realize that. But this comes direct from spirit. I wouldn’t have the knowledge to say these things myself. Recognizing the alien male sinister in the world is a challenge. Can you see the difference? To me it is now easy to see. I didn’t see it in my earlier years. I see now the decent, humane, kind human being who is seeking the same in others. It may not be totally clear yet, but that is why we see writings like this. More and more messages are coming to forgive, to love, to stop fighting. We are being prompted to find forgiveness within ourselves, forgiveness for the errors we have made. We don’t know that we have more control over our lives until we take actual steps in that direction and try it out. Forgive and let go with an open heart and feel what returns back to you. The sense of freedom, kindness, love, respect and comfort. It is an amazing feeling. My words do not convey the full meaning very well. It’s a meager attempt to paint the picture of universal love. It is impersonal, not personal. It does not give us rights over another human being. Love is so very much bigger than physical needs and addictions to bodily pleasures. There is a pleasure that far, far, far, exceeds that limited requirement. 



12/15/21 - Multiple Messages
Plus I'm seeking local massage partners

Well, things are heating up and spilling over. There are three messages I wish to share today so I will get right to it. They are:


1) WORLD MEDITATION TUESDAY, 12/21/21

There is a world meditation scheduled for this coming Tuesday, December 21, 2021. It is the winter solstice and you are encouraged to participate. You must be in meditation position precisely at 11 am eastern time and plan for at least 20 minutes. It is not like other times where you can do it any time during that day. This is different. A lot is happening on the galactic front. Some who receive my newsletters are not interested, but a wave of higher love is due to sweep the earth. These higher love waves have been coming in smaller waves, which is why we are going through changes and disruptions. And the Galactic Federation (of Light) are assisting. Sceptics and doubters don't have to worry. These  waves are not dangerous. They are bringing us closer to the Galactics in vibration as the earth is expanding in frequency. The Galactics of Light are of higher ethics and benevolence than we on earth, and they are ready to meet us, but are we ready for them? They are asking for a show of hands from the surface population as to who is ready. The solstice meditation on Tuesday is our opportunity to say, altogether now, "Yes, we are ready!" This is a never-before event. I will skip the long story. It is the end and beginning of a 26,000 year galactic cycle.

I've been watching this unfold for 58 years, since my first contact. Additional information to expand understanding has been coming in dribs and drabs.. It was exceedingly slow at first but I've watched it increase in tempo. The last few years more. The last few months more. The last few weeks more. And the last few days have been outstanding. It is building as more and more people are learning about this. If you're not interested, please do not worry. The changes going on are totally benevolent. You are safe. It is a wave of higher love. If anything it will bliss you out if it doesn't pass you by entirely. I am going to provide a link to Vidya Frazier, a quantum healer in California, because she has written more about the solstice meditation. Click HERE to read more about it and the man who initiated this. An important fellow. The back story is interesting, and there are some linked articles by Cobra. Also Vidya has prepared a guided meditation that you can listen to on Tuesday, which is helpful if you are not a practicing meditator. Remember, a world meditation on Tuesday at 11 am eastern time. She has also posted times for other locations. Meanwhile, prepare for an increase in the love and freedom quotient. 


2) EXCITING "NEW EARTH" INFORMATION BY A QUANTUM HYPNOSIS THERAPIST

Two weeks ago I just happened upon Allison Coe, a quantum hypnosis healer. As a long-time student of the ascended masters and galactics, I check online for new age information coming from others who are tuned in. Allison Coe is providing astounding new information. As a quantum hypnosis healing therapist (QHHT for short) she takes her clients into hypnosis to access their HIGHER selves, not their past lives. Although there is some "past" intermingled, it is mostly about the future the client is interested in, meaning the higher more expanded versions of the client. Questions are prepared beforehand by the client who gives them to Allison and Allison then puts the question to the client who is now in a hypnotic state. Recording each session, Allison has discovered duplicate information coming from more than one client's higher self. Similar information is being reported from clients who don't know each other, as if they are all on the NEW earth. She feels that this information is of value to everyone, since higher selves seem to be talking the same language, so she has put the time and effort into reading certain information onto youtubes. This is so amazing to me that I wanted to share it. It's about where Earth is heading, the chaos and disruptions, the New Earth, how it comes about, the Event, the solar flare, galactic ships arriving, evacuations, what it's going to be like after the Event. It's coming from more than one client's higher self and it all flows together. The listener is transformed and brought into this higher state. You can't help it. Elena Danaan, spokesperson for the Galactic Federation, was my favorite until I ran across Allison Coe. So many pieces of the puzzle that are fitting together and forming a wider picture. Expanding one's scope of knowledge is so very elevating. So much so that I simply MUST share it with you. Not everyone will be interested and that is understandable. There will be debunkers. We are each unique. But for those who are ready, I will add a few links below. Just click and listen. We are all living here together on the same planet, so an expansion of planetary consciousness is going to affect ALL of us. Be prepared for a more blissful, peaceful and united world. It is definitely coming. Links below:

Disclosure, Chaos, Ships, Avalanche of Light, BQH audible (1’02”) 5/21/21
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czQ62oBXRzU
The Magic is Returning, Logic destroyed (40 min) 3/22/21 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vleNCM9FD4c
Inner Earth, Video 1 of 2 (10 min) 3/5/19
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jN1VeznFbeE
Inner Earth, Video 2 of 2 (42 min) 3/5/19
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDpbjyEGYtU
Ascending to the New Earth – Client QHHT  (1’11”)  5/5/18 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5rAYH0AUu0
Before, During and After the Event – QHHT Client (1’05”) 2/27/18 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvR7LmGSkU0


3) PERSONAL - SEEKING LOCAL MASSAGE PARTNERS TO EXCHANGE WITH

I was going to send this separately but I'll go ahead and join it to this notice of world meditation. I have been in and out of the fifth dimension lately more than ever before, which is leaving me ungrounded. I keep drifting to higher planes. I fear I will not last long in body if I don't ground. Being in fifth dimension (or higher) is a blissful experience but it is taking me too far. The only way to stop this from happening is through hands-on sessions with strangers, to share more earth energy. It is not really a massage per se, as in a professional massage. It is more of a laying on of hands, as in Reiki or other energy modalities. It can be done with a sheet covering, or simply light clothing, or naked. There is a therapeutic intention. Simply allowing energies to flow back and forth through touching and stroking is stabilizing. This is a higher consciousness process. It will stabilize both of us. It's similar to when you lose your balance and you reach to grab hold of something or someone nearby to stabilize. Everyone needs stabilizing. As a long time student of the ascended masters, I am too higher-dimensional and need more earth energy, what we call grounding. The ascended masters have been guiding me for years to implement a massage exchange network but I haven't felt ready before now. Now I am.

So I am seeking one or two local individuals who just might be interested in exchanging such a session with me. This doesn't require money. No money will change hands. It is an exchange, pure and simple. It can be either a man or a woman, it doesn't matter. I have four massage tables here, accumulated for the purpose of future massage events. I have been planning for a long time. I am a senior in good health and with good, high, energy. Sometimes TOO high which is why I am seeking some slow-down, denser energy from others. There is an esoteric concept involved which I will not try to explain, but it will be good for anyone to work with me and my energies, just as it will be good for me to work with you and your energies. It is a mutual exchange. We each have different energies. It will be done here at my home. All the equipment is here and I am set up for it. My husband and I live in North Naples on ten acres. Oops. Five acres. We just sold the back five today, in fact. The sessions will be approximately two hours long, maybe more. I would guess 45 minutes of me massaging you, and 45 minutes you massaging me. Again, I use the term "massage" loosely. It does not require any special expertise unless of course you are a trained massage therapist. Then of course, it would be great! But it is more about the LIGHT that is in you and me. The light will synchronize and flow together. Your light is different from my light. So gentle, relaxing, quiet mindedness is the approach and application. There is no agenda to "fix" something. The giver is more in a meditative state than a "doing" state. Like in a trance state of laying on  angel hands. A sheet can be used as a covering, or skimpy shorts can be worn, but best is to be naked. This will be determined by both parties. Both people must be comfortable and in a relaxed state of mind. And of courses there will always be time for sitting and talking before or after or both.
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So that's about it. If you are interested, please let me know by email. Since I am a senior, other seniors would be more comfortable but I would not rule out an interested person of younger age. This is a first. I have no idea how it will unfold. I feel comfortable putting this out to the open world because I am being guided by higher intelligences. They are telling me "It is time!" 
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God bless you, everyone. Much love to you and your loved ones wherever they are. Think of them inside a bubble of warmly glowing light. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone! Nancy


12/10/21 - Master Djwhal Khul 
Listen to the Cells in Your Body

In the night four years ago I woke up, couldn't sleep, and went across the hall to the meditation room. I applied Tiger Balm to my lower aching back. Thoughts of refinement started up again. The middle of the night is my new normal time to converse with my guides. When I applied the Tiger Balm I noticed my nostrils crackled clear and I heard the words, "Refining the energies." This signified a new lesson was on its way, and so the words kept coming. 

"Notice, pay attention, listen, observe the feelings in your body. Just observe. Let your body teach you. Your body seeks refinement. Allow it to show you, rather than you trying to impose your less-than-perfect technologies upon it. Your body is a mixture of unrefined and refined materials floating around in it, and some are not floating but remain stuck. The atoms that compose your body are conscious. They make up your body consciousness."  

After I finished applying Tiger Balm and DMSO to my back, I sat quietly, feeling the feelings that were generated from the application. Then I switched on the lamp and began writing, for the inner thoughts were coming through one after the other, easy and clear. This is what was written.

“Some of this conscious material that makes up your body is slowed down and is what you call stuck energy. It is not moving well. But you have also higher moving materials in your body, and these are directing you to use certain balms and fluids externally, topically, such as the Tiger Balm and DMSO and taking Epsom salt baths. You credit me (DK) for these inner discussions but I am only one voice in the mix of voices you are receiving. Refining your perceptions is like picking up a telephone and listening. You are paying more attention. You are putting attention on your inner sensations. When higher vibrations meet lower vibrations, you as the resident agent of the body, cast the deciding vote. You are the steward and land owner of your body. Be a good land owner. Be accountable. Pay attention. Listen to what your body is telling you. It will tell you what you need to do.

“When integration of high and low-moving vibrational substances take place, healing is the result. Can you feel it now? (There was tingling and buzzing going on.) It is a unification. Blending and allowing, even welcoming the joining with a sense of awe and inspiration, a celebration if you will. This is how YOU create and bring about your own refinement. You are refining your body by listening to it. You call it healing. That is a third dimension term for a spiritual evolutionary process. When kundalini awakened in your body in 1976, YOU were conscious and awed by the refinement that flowed through you. It lifted you. If you had not been conscious and aware of the process, the process of kundalini awakening would have been aborted. YOU are the directing intelligence of your body. You are the master of the various and sundry energies, both high and low vibrating atoms that are moving throughout your four lower bodies. As you refine your perception, it is equivalent to meditation when you cease moving and thinking and begin listening to the advice and counsel of higher guidance. Your body is full of higher guiding forces. You do not have to follow a specific routine, such as a learned meditation that you have used before. Refining your consciousness is a fluid, subtle work of consciousness. Pay attention. Be still and listen and persevere in remaining alert and listening at all times. This is a walking meditation.

“Don’t force a thought because you are not the master planner. You are the student of all of this. You are the learner and the observer. You are the steward who does not know everything, because you are learning as you go. Learning as you go means you listen as you go. Listen and make decisions as the manager of this operating unit of many voices and many vibrations. You are the one who is learning by doing. You are growing wiser through the process of holding the balance and being the overseer of the project. It is on the job training. You are also known as the host. You are the one who is proving your worth by caring for this land over which you have been made responsible, your body-mind. Embrace this understanding of who you are. Your job is to listen to your little workers, millions of elementals in the form of atoms and subatomic particles needing an overseer.  Listen to them for they are speaking to you even now. Some are in pain, others are happy. Listen, because as you listen you are sending love and love soothes, heals and unifies. Simply listening to someone speak, truly listening, is sending love. Allowing love to radiate. Love is the healing element. Do you understand?”

(Yes, Master DK. Thank you. I do see. I must practice this and you are here with me, guiding me each night. You are patient with me. Thank you.)

“My dear, patience, no. It is not patience. It is allowing you the freedom to take the lead. It must be you who decides when to get up in the night and listen to me. When you are ready, you call me and I come forward to assist. I do not wait around for you! (Laughingly) I have others who I assist. There is much for me to do.

(Thank you for telling me that. It takes a load off my mind.)

(Laughter!) “Take the time to listen to your body. Listen to the tweaks, bumps and moans that your body is making. Learn how to move WITH them rather than try to fix them. Because, again, you do not have the master plan in your conscious mind. The master design for a perfect mind and body is descending through you in continuous flow, just as a river flows down the mountain becomes part of the landscape, influencing all of the surrounding territory. As the master design flows forth through you it causes FEELINGS in your body and influences your body if you let it. Listen to those feelings. The master plan is coming into you through your breath, in fluid motion, pressing here and there causing sensations. Sometimes you have a  painful sensation when the breath of life bumps up against a resistance. Wherever there is pain, go there in your attention and continue to listen. Dissolve it by listening and paying attention. The master plan for your body is perfection but you have created energy blocks with false ideas of what should and shouldn’t be. The master plan is not an object to grasp and lay out on a table to examine. It is an unfolding current within you that is invisible, flowing from higher planes down into slower vibrating substance. You are the co-creator. Your perfect self is TRYING to come into manifestation but it is forced into an obstacle course made of prior human experience.

"As I said earlier, you are a mix of both high and low vibrating energies. It is YOU who enables the integration of high and low substances within you. You are the awake and aware steward of this land called a body, this nation of many voices, all of whom speak in different tongues. They need to be held together by a wise and benevolent master - a higher intelligence than themselves. This is you. You are not the ultimate authority, however. There is one higher than you. You are a steward of this body, learning how to govern wisely the many voices that are speaking within you. The health and vitality of this land (your body) depends on how well you listen to those workers that compose it. Mankind is learning to listen to the landscape within. As he does, he nurtures and nourishes the land of his body. He has not done a good job of paying attention in the past. He has pushed his body beyond endurance and worn himself out, exhausted, lame, debilitated, without understanding that he was supposed to CARE for his body. It is no one else’s responsibility but his own to make peace within his inner world which is accessed by feeling, listening and responding to the subtle and invisible movements within.

“Listen to your own body feelings and perceptions first, before listening to an outsider. Even professional health experts do not know your body or what it needs. Listen to the voices of your people - your cells, tissues, organs of your inner world. They hurt and seek your forgiveness, not your “fixing” with prescription drugs. They do not need fixing, they need you to care and love away their pain - YOUR pain. Your love moves the stuckness within you. In feeling their pain you become the solution to removing that pain. Relief comes in the form of gratitude and “I love you“ thoughts. Yes, it is through mental communication that you talk to and listen to your cells. There is happiness when you care for your body, and joy at being allowed to breathe free again. This is true liberation, to breathe through the stuck energies that block the perfection within you."

(I thought of the recent hurricane Irma and the lost elementals that were uprooted through the fierceness of the winds, which I felt excruciatingly when I walked around afterwards.) 

“Yes, you could say that it was the elementals as a whole who were ravished by the hurricane and said, “Thank God I’ll be going home soon,” which you thought was your own voice. But you rebelled with a fierceness that surprised you, and you said, "NO! I will not leave!" It was your determination to stay the course and help in this transition. It was your way of putting loving arms around them and assuring them you would welcome them back to a place where they belong, to a sense of being whole again. Home is wholeness. Home is a heart at peace."

(Thank you DK. for your words of wisdom. I sense this is the end of our session?)

“Yes, you are to be congratulated. You are waking yourself up in the night to learn more but you are growing tired now. We will continue tomorrow in the night or day. If you call me we can continue with the learning." (End)
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Merry Christmas everyone, and a very Happy New Year to all who take the time to read these messages. I wish you peace and transcendent bliss in these days of extreme outer chaos. We are happy to report the chaos is not touching us in our happy home. Doug and I are experiencing wonderful things happening. Miracles are taking place, some of which I can't report because they are too other worldly, but others are more practical. After several years of increasing financial tightness, a buyer come forth offering to buy our back five acres. We live on ten acres, the front five has our house and an old barn on it, while the back five is zoned for agriculture and a farmer runs his cows on it. We will finalize the sale next week and we are filled with gratitude and increasing Christmas cheer.

For many petals are opening. There are so many, in fact, that I have had to let them all go on without me. They are passing through me. If I try to keep them and hold onto them, they get scrambled and bunched up into knots, and I can’t use any of them then. I am useless. I have to let them go. It is difficult to do because they are so exciting, but I am learning to let these inspiring revelations breeze on through me without grabbing pen and paper to write them down, which I have so often done. It's all coing on too fast. I can't keep up. I haven’t perfected this yet but I’m getting better at it. It seems as if I am an open channel for an avalanche of enlightened thoughts flowing on through now, not all of which are meant for me. 
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As I step down from the effort and let them all go, one particular thought continues to reoccur. It comes back again and again. This one is for me. This is mine, my calling, my mission. I’m beginning to understand. I shouldn't let this one go. It is who I am. It is the thought of bringing love – divine impersonal love - down into the average, normal, physical body. MY body so I can feel it. The normal person blocks love out simply because there has been so little instruction or permission on what love truly is. We have all been so afraid of love because it keeps turning personal and brings forth jealousy, possessiveness, emotional hurt and suffering, but that’s not love. That’s entanglement. My calling is to connect with the love that is within EVERYONE, it's real, it's warm and alive and beautiful in every single human body, but it's not easy to do that because we've closed it off. We are afraid of love, free love. It is time to learn more about love and how to express it, how to expand it, how to use it openly, with kindness and generosity and happiness, no holding it back.

That is what I've been writing about for so many years. It's not in human nature to give love freely. It's just not done. We have built walls around it. We have not wanted to rock the boat. We've been trying to stay inside the lines, inside the fence, not daring to look, but there's a new age building around us. I can see it and feel it, and others can too. The world is rapidly changing. It's a new time line. Universal light and love is coming in waves across the planet. It's touching people in new ways. It's been called ascension waves. It's brings softness and transcendence. It's not personal. It's refined. It's delicate and subtle. It's flowing and swirling. It comes and goes according to whoever is open to it. It's loose energy and more and more people are responding to it. I imagine this Christmas season we will notice it more. But this is something larger than normal. It's coming from beyond the Earth. It's a universal wave coming through the sun and moving across the planet's surface and down into the Earth itself. It is cosmic love and light. It is what holds life together and it's coming to heal the Earth. It has been holding the galaxies together and now it's coming to make sure Earth is not destroyed by the chaos that has been happening. This great love is coming from the suns, the stars and beyond. Everyone is feeling it. Cracks are appearing in the ceiling and in the walls and foundations are crumbling. Only love will hold a home together or it too will fall. It is important to learn about this greater love and to expand it out beyond the stiff parameters that cause bitterness and jealousy. This love is absolutely pure and unblemished. It's vast and it's rolling forward over the land as a giant wave. There have been a number of smaller waves but each wave is larger than the one before because people are joining the momentum. It's the great shift in consciousness gathering everyone up in itsself. Some are resisting, and that's OK. No one is being forced against their will. But it's better to roll with the waves of gentleness and kindness because resistance is painful. Resistance goes against the tide. 

I’ve been trying to write about it for years, but this that is happening can't be captured in words. Or rather, it can't be transmitted in words. It's a connection that takes place when one is open and ready. The connection one of warmth and mellowness. Softness and tender emotion. But that doesn't explain it either. I'm starting to get it now. It's touching me softly in my inner parts. The pandemic forced me into isolation but I've used the time to research the ancient teachings. I share this love with my husband, not in words but in undercurrents, and he returns it to me in undercurrents. It's not coming FROM him, it's coming THROUGH him when he is a willing channel. And as am I when I am a willing channel. It comes from the sun. We are rays from the sun. Or rather our higher selves are rays from the sun. They come through us because they ARE us and we are becoming more open to our higher selves. They carry huge love but we have to be willing to use it. We don't have to. We can be too busy to notice, or to receive it. This kind of love is not a natural human quality. Love is abstract. We are here to capture it abstractly, it's like capturing like a sunbeam with your hand, and bring it down closer in to see it and feel it. And then share it with someone. It's like a rainbow of colors. It sparkles with hope and gaiety and laughter and dreams and excitements for tomorrow's projects.

Love is everywhere but, unfortunately, it is not here on Earth. Not yet. So it's up to us to bring it here, bring it into action and expression. And plant it in those who live with us and around us, and with the animals and objects we put our hands on, the tools we work with. It's our job, our mission, as stewards of the planet to love ourselves and our lives. That's why we were born - to bring love into expression and into action. We are here to share it. We are here to capture it and hold it in our hands and our bodies and cultivate it, grow it, nurture it, and spread it around. No one can do it for us and no one can teach us. We have to figure out how best we can do it in our own lives. That's why I write so much about it. It's the only avenue I know.

I wish you all happiness, abundance, expansion of love and many more blessings. A very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and your family!



11/21/21 - Why Goddess Gatherings?
Red Eagle's Message

The full moon eclipse on Friday stimulated several text messages from women friends, asking how am I doing with these heightened energies? I responded that I was sizzling uncomfortably. Things were happening too fast, impossible to relate. I'm on an unbelievable high but my body is uncomfortable. I must be touching other people, holding hands, hugging, being more in communion, to bring me more to ground from the spaces so high. While exchanging texts, I learned that I had been in Atlantis during its great height and, further, that I know what destroyed it so it fell to the bottom of the sea. All of this was confirmed in the split second while typing a text message. There is simply too much information coming in and loosening things that have been locked up inside of me, allowing them to boil to the surface. It is happening to everyone, not just me.

It becomes obvious that by connecting with those of like mind, who resonate and understand, opens doors so information long repressed can flow outward. It is obvious. It is very, very obvious. I am thinking once again of holding a goddess circle here on the property. I have thought it before but it didn't happen. Now I know why. I have hesitated to fall into the same pattern that happened in Atlantis. But this pandemic's isolation period is over. The change has begun. The shift in consciousness is real. And keeping ancient knowledge bottled up is no longer healthy. It will drive people insane. It is starting to break free. Secret knowledge must stop being secret and start coming out of the closet and start connecting again. We are bits and pieces shut away, shut down, we must start flowing back together again. Ancient knowledge is ready to flood the land.

Now this sharing of ancient knowledge will stun people. It is unwise to tell those who are not ready to hear it so wisdom and discernment is called for. But I do not feel to exclude the men from this mailing. Even though a man might not be on the same wavelength as a women's spirituality gathering, they may find value in these words. I am sure they will. But, still, this is primarily for women who are interested in their gathering to share higher spiritual knowledge, feminine spiritual values - those who feel the drawing to be more closely connected to Mother Earth in a goddess gathering. Soon I will be scheduling one day a week for these goddess gatherings. I will send to women only for their input and suggestions. Please watch for it. After texting to Trisha and Dawn about my sizzling past two days and the miracles that have been unfolding, I decided to thumb through an old notebook, unsure why or what drew me. Well, I found it. It was a message from Red Eagle which I copied some years ago and filed away as a crumb and a clue left behind me for just such a time as this. Please enjoy Red Eagle's message. It spoke to me loud and clear.


Red Eagle's Message
William Weatherford, also known after his death as Red Eagle (ca. 1781–March 24, 1824) 

In your western society you are cut off at the neck from the energy of Earth. You expend your life force, using your mind to communicate on the telephone, email, texting, and generally thinking. You are so disconnected from your body that you are annoyed when your body speaks to you through discomfort such as a headache or other body functions, and for this you feel the need to mask the pain so that you can go back to your thinking.

In ancient times, the people walked upon the earth and understood the importance of their first mother. They honored her in ceremony and ritual, and there was a knowing that Mother Earth was the eternal mother that would always provide as they lived upon her belly. The wisdom was carried in their bones, and for thousands of years they attuned to their mother through rituals and ceremonies, and they passed their wisdom on to their children through stories, song, and the DNA in their blood.

This wisdom is whispered in the wind and held in the rocks and trees and the configuration of the land. Now is the time of remembering, as you are called upon to remember other lifetimes you walked the earth, other times you walked in reciprocity with your Mother Earth and performed ceremonies and rituals that attuned you in the rhythm of the circle of life.

As you are buffeted by the winds of change, bend with the changes like the grass that sways in the windy prairie. Be flexible and notice the changes that are coming. Allow yourself to be curious about what will happen next. Allowing change to come into your life instead of resisting will create more flow and ease for your journey.

Much of your media creates messages to distract you from the wisdom that sits in the heart of your being. Your heart has not forgotten that Mother Earth provides you with the sustenance for life. This eternal mother provides your nourishment of the food you eat, the clothes you wear, and the homes you live in; survival is not possible without the benevolence of this grand mother.

It is essential for your wellbeing to support your heart by connecting to the energy of your Mother Earth. This can be done in many ways, but the simplest of these ways is to move your body outside in nature. This could be by walking, riding your bike, skiing, or just sitting upon the belly of the mother for she will support and cleanse you as you spend time upon her being.

Be curious about your relationship with the vast spirit of your first mother. I am sure that if we were to sit and have a conversation, you could tell me of your love, fear, sadness, and laughter with your biological mother. You would be able to tell me her name, what food she liked to eat, her voice, and so much more. I would now ask you to create the intimate relationship with your Mother Earth; she has so much to teach you about ebb and flow and how this can support your journey.
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Following are some ideas from Red Eagle's same article. I know you will have some others to suggest too. I invite suggestions how to proceed with this. Let us gather gently, with quiet reverence for the living nature around us, being sensitive to each one of us, each delicate soul, humbly considerate of each one's HOLY spirit and I Am Presence. We are calling the sacred forward now.

Full Moon Ceremony

Grandmother Moon has much to offer and I encourage you to pay attention to the cycles of the Moon as she makes her way around the Earth. The Grandmother has an influence on your Earth with the tides that cause ebbs and flows in the energy of the planet. You are connected to this energy and affected by it, either consciously or unconsciously. The full moon is a time when it would serve you to do a ceremony of releasing the old patterns and habits so that you can go forward on your journey with clean and clear energy. The ceremony can be done with fire and candles, and of course your intention to release and let go of the old so that you can embrace the new. A ceremony you may want to embrace is to breathe all of your fears and worries into a stick and then burn the stick in the fire. The fire is a symbol of the Sun and the light, so releasing your old stories and worries into the light will create levity for your being.

New Moon Ceremony

The new moon is a wonderful opportunity to embrace new beginnings. Prepare to call in your dreams and hopes for the upcoming month. This ceremony is to set intention for rejuvenation of those dreams and hopes. It is done with water, the flow of water and the gift of fluidity. A long list of items to bring is available but not included.

Winter

The seasons are intended to support your journey, so it is important to pay attention to the season you are in. Winter is a time for quiet reflection, an opportunity to go into a quiet space in the womb of the Mother and to reflect nad ponder your life, considering where you are going next.

Spring

Spring brings the promise of hope and new grwoth; it is a time to plant the seeds of your intention and breathe life into new beginnings that are all around you, filling yourself with the life force that is so abundant at this time.

Summer

Summer is a wonderful teaching of the Mother Earth as we see that the seeds we plant will come to fruition and we can trust in the universal energies to support our efforts, reveling in the warmth of Father Sun and taking time to play upon your beautiful mother.

Autumn

Autumn is a powerful time that reminds us to die to the old so that we can be reborn again - die to old habits, worries, doubts, and fears.

Outdoor Fire Pit Ceremony

Prepare the fire pit ahead of time with sticks available to feed the fire. Have a stick set aside into which you will breathe your fears and worries. Start the fire.  Sit and take time to connect to the highest light, love and truth. Focus on your fears and worries while breathing them into the stick. Burn the stick in the fire, releasing your old stories and worries into the light.

Creating a Candle Ceremony

Creating a candle ceremony begins by lighting a candle and taking some time to connect to the highest light, love and truth. When you are ready,. set your intention to release fears, doubts and worries, and blow the candle out. With the exhalation of breath you are releasing all your old fears, doubts and worries. Picture the grasses that bend and sway in the wind, they are not brittle and inflexible. It is crucial at this time to allow flexibility and movement in your life. This is not the time for old positions or absolutes. The ceremony of release around the full moon will align you with thousands of other people who do ceremonies at this time.
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Blessings, love and light to all who read these words and who don't. The galactics, celestials, ascended masters and the elementals that maintain our bodies also send unconditional love, light and encouraging support. Just ask when you need their help. Just ask and they will be there for you. Listen to the sound of the inner wind. It is very soft and warm. Nancy/Diana



11/12/21 - The feminine and the patriarchy
Clearing up the illusion - it's not what you think 

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The feminine aspect of life is that part of you which likes to share. Wants to love and be loved in return. This part of the human is open and connected to everyone and everything in the natural state. But it has been usurped, stolen from, weakened, closed down. During the dark ages, the masculine aspect of life took control through various and sundry means which, in essence, drew on that feminine openness, pleaded with that openness, expressed deep needs and hungers that only the feminine could fill and therefore could not resist, and she answered the call. She was sucked into a trap of helping and the trap sprang closed on her. She gave her power away to the masculine and today we have a patriarchal system and a disempowered humankind.

It is important to understand that both genders are disempowered. Men are 50% feminine and women are 50% masculine. They originated from the same source. They each have a central intelligence that is connected to Source, or Oneness, but when it comes to physical life, it is primarily the male who expresses the patriarchy because, after all, he is in a masculine body.

Monogamy is a patriarchal creation. It grew out of the need of a man to own a woman all for himself, so he could draw on her for feminine balance, as an energy source. It kept women isolated. What the men did not realize was they too were trapped in the system, as part of the larger more insidious system that was surreptitiously designed by off-worlders - highly intelligent races from other worlds who watched and visited the Earth in prehistory to explore, discover and experiment with the humanoid race. With different motives behind them, each alien race came to fiddle with the young and vulnerable evolving humans. They were the ones who put the monkey wrench into the works. They modified our DNA for purposes of their own. Thus we have been kept in separation, divided from each other. Natural evolution would have had us evolving peacefully together, learning from each other, but we have been purposely interfered with. We have been kept uneducated.

We, the evolving human race, have been kept unbalanced, divided and thus prevented from growing into oneness and fully integrated with the other half of ourselves. We should have been able to unite our hearts and minds and bodies together with our feelings because that would be a natural path to take with experimenting. But we have been unable to gather and commune with each other openly and freely. We didn't have the chance to grow our freedom to circulate and move about and learn about ourselves. Monogamy served very well to keep the separation going. With each man having his own feminine body to live with, it was an ideal way to keep females tied down from openly meeting together and learning feminine values. The feminine likes to socialize, express freely their thoughts, emotions, kindness and support. Females are tender by nature and spontaneously free-flowing. This was the big mistake in pre-history. Because the feminine couldn‘t be open, neither could he. The men were just as much a victim as the women because they did not know the super elite alien powers that controlled them. They have remained hidden to this day. "They" are the master mind who created the patriarchy. We have been locked into an energy vortex because of them, both men and women, and this has been written into law which is our legal system today. Theoretically meant to keep everyone safe, but in actuality shapes and molds us into a prison-like structure of do's and don'ts. There is no freedom here. No openness flowing today. The alien law was put in place a long time ago, before recorded history, written into our DNA.

Good news! It is changing today. The return of the goddess is the return of balance to humankind. It does not pit women against men or men against women. It is the emergence of a gentle softness and tenderness that seeps like a fragrant wind from - where is it coming from? It is being called the divine feminine, or goddess energy, but that understanding needs correcting. It is a return to heart-centered living coupled with an open mind. Healthy, free-flowing communication is bringing honesty. Freedom to speak, think, believe, act and exchange insights, ideas, opinions, new thought and free love without being arrested, censored, condemned, ostracized or killed. Freedom to be simply what one is by nature, and to express the wisdom accumulated through prior lives, spontaneously as desired, is an innate human right. It has been earned through personal experience. Right now, today, in this current moment, it is not allowed. There are many structures that stand in the way. Men who themselves are shut down and censored by higher authorities, are being used as enforcers on other men and women. It is an insidious system.

The male is programmed to be closed-lipped. That means, don‘t talk don‘t tell, don‘t reveal what you know. Keep your knowledge secret. Keep your past repressed. Don't share, don't speak, don't wonder, don't investigate. Why? No one knows why. Governments say it’s for “Homeland Security“ but that‘s nonsense. And the female has been programmed to obey and go along with the rules or suffer the consequences. Today's female thinks this is a natural state for her to be this way. It is not. She is a goddess who has been held back in class. She has not been allowed to study and learn her trade. She is a goddess in training who is not allowed to gather with her sisters and practice goddess skills which are uniquely feminine. She has not been allowed to mix potions, perform ceremony and feed weeds and bark to her family to cure them of ills. She has been prevented from speaking of the visions that tell her things, like where to place hands on others to mend broken bones, or chant the ancient tongue that soothes and lifts the spirit, and how to live the other gifts that she knows secretly in her heart. Because the patriarchy has put laws in place through its own church. Men have lived in female bodies and women have lived in male bodies, alternately. We've all been there. We've all had an animal past and accumulated great wisdom. Today, if not here in America in other parts of the world, it still happens if a woman crosses a legal line, she gets shot, stoned, imprisoned or harassed to death. Both genders have been shut down. Look at the US patriarchal government. Neither gender in government has power. They are told to be close-lipped. “Keep it secret”.  “Don’t tell the other side." It's a structure of governing that does not work. We remain divided on all levels. It has closed everybody down, including the president.

Without understanding, the divine feminine goddess energy is in the process of changing all this. It is working quietly behind the scenes to correct the alien laws on the books and to insert more decent, universal laws to help the brain-washed humans to live freer and more abundantly. There is a higher law. It pervades space and keeps the suns and planets in orbit. There are no secrets. Only a continuous process of integration. It is a learning. It is a teaching. It is a science. There are hidden retreats, unknown by the masses, where one may go to learn about this greater law. Great intelligences are guiding us. They are individuals like us. They have names. Some have been around since before our sun was born, and new ones are joining all the time. There is continual integration, a continual evolution into oneness which is blazingly alive. Dimmed down, yes, or it would kill us, but there nonetheless, offering peace, advice and suggestions. This is the divine feminine. 

We have not understood what the divine feminine is about. We are invited to listen to it. It speaks to us all the time from within.  The ego refuses to listen but there's another part of us that is not ego. We are meant to be part of the wholeness even while living here in physical form. It would be equivalent to living in a large family who loves you and supports you and listens to your wildest dreams and encourages you. You are safe and secure in this family and you never want for anything. There is abundance everywhere you look, and sickness is unknown. Other species live in this manner on other planets. We on Earth are heading in that direction. That's what the ascension process is all about. It's going to take time, but we've come a long way in the last 50 years.

Those worlds who are more advanced than us, have learned to live in a more civilized way through their understanding of Source. We have been misled about Source. WE are Source! Individualized rays direct from Source. They live an enjoyable individual life of excitement and co-creation and we are meant to join them as neighbors. They know things we don't know, our galactic neighbors. Life is not an accident. It is designed. It is designed by each of us. It is designed with love and intelligence, not by ego and selfishness. The heart is an important part of the equation but the heart was shut down. The goddess energy was unplugged so we couldn't connect with Source. We haven't been allowed to design our life the way we wanted to. The goddess energy is now being turned back on. The return of the goddess will bring back equality between the human sexes in a more beautiful, integrated way. We are one being wearing different clothes. One has a penis, the other a vagina, but we're the same being. We've had limiting structures built on top of our oneness. We've been stopped from growing together and loving one another, co-creating together new ideas, projects, cities, inventions, putting hands on each other to heal each other. It is the natural way. It is returning now. We are seeing wholesome integrating thoughts on the internet, along with the divisive things.

It’s the feminine within vs. the patriarchy outside the front door. It's not the human woman who is going to save the planet, for she is just as lost as the men have been. She does not have any more power to change the world than the men do, the way she is programmed today, unless and until she becomes empowered by her own actions and free will choices to stand up for herself. Then she will change the world. Input by the feminines of the planet is going to save the race. The feminine side of us is our divine side. The galactics are the same way.

Our masculine side is that part of us which wants to go exploring and conquering other territory. We travel over the mountain and through the wood into the deep dark forests and foreign territory. Women have it too. But the feminine side of us keeps us connected to the divine. She does not move. She is remains still at the center of the hub. Men have this too. The center of the body, the center of the self, is the hub, the home, the safety net. It is not being a saint to sit in silent communication with Source. It is wise, graceful, intelligent and true to oneself to do so. It is retaining that essential connection to Home, to Source,  to compassion, patience, love, forgiveness. Our feminine side is our Mother. It is a feeling of warmth and love. It is that innate sense of being at peace and being comforted. And there is more if you allow more to come in. I've experienced it most profoundly. We have been seduced into thinking the divine feminine - the goddess - is just women but it's in men too, just as the wanderer-explorer is in women. The central hub of the divine feminine, the divine Mother, is still here. It can be accessed any time by sitting in silence for an hour. I sat with it for four hours the other day. Not all at once, but intermittently throughout the 24 hours. It has not disappeared. It has simply been covered over and lost to the outer sight. We have to dig for it like archeologists dig for ancient relics and bones. It's hard work. It takes dedication but it's worth it.

What is feminine? Both the male body and the female body are composed of feminine electrons. The electrons that whirl around the positive and neutral particle in the center of the atom, are feminine. (Ascended master teachings.) And they are intelligent. Our bodies are feminine. It is our SPIRIT that is masculine. We come from the same SPIRIT. We come from the same Oneness. We forget that when we are born as human babies and grow up listening to human words that separate us into unique personalities.The Oneness is always there behind the outer personality, as an inner guidance system, but we have to take time out to listen to it. It requires that we bend to it, soften, slow down, listen, surrender for a lilttle while, just to listen. The outer human personality is an alien product, shaped by alien races. The natural spirit is there all the while, just waiting for the outer personality to take time out and allow the return to softness and integration again. It is the great power within.

It just takes a few moments to stop and be still and turn inward often throughout the day and depressurize. Fall back on the peace and comfort within. Stop the thoughts from churning. In time each person will learn how to do this. It is destined. That upon which the alien outer personality relies for breath and energy is softness. It has always been there underneath the hard shell of outer focus. It is the life of the body. It is closer than hands and feet and breath. It is what beats our heart and moves our limbs. It digests the food we eat, and it supports everything we do, every second of the day. Even the evil that we do. When we stop and surrender to it, we are transformed into warmth and contentment. It feels like a warm, loving mother holding us within her bosom. It is feminine love. It is our own guiding force. We get ideas from sitting in silence with it. It shows us how to maneuver. Ideas spring forth unexpectedly. The alien human way causes terror, fear and angst. The feminine way reminds us of the power of seduction, of wisdom, of love. It is a safer, more secure way to live life on Earth. It is instructive. It is the gentle power of persuasion. That is what we are calling today the goddess energy. It is the Mother in us. Our very own higher self. We  have to remember that it is there and test it. Cultivate it, lean on it, develop it. It doesn’t cost money to access it. It doesn’t require us to take a test or to pass an initiation.

The artificial human is an alien creation. What we call human standards today are sub-standard and below the dignity of the real within. The real within provides a sense of peace that is amazing. It is to be experienced. It has been called the peace that passes understanding. It goes beyond human peace. The peace is always there. One experiences it on occasion. It's rare. It supports our actions and the words we speak. Even wrong actions. It supports us until we use it up without replenishing it. Like the battery-powered clock on the wall eventually runs down without replenishing the batter. The body is a temporary loan. To keep it running we need to connect back to Source periodically to refresh it and keep the channels open, otherwise they close down. The body weakens, loses vitality, the electrons slow down and stop spinning. Sitting in silence is a sign of respect, honor and humility. Recognition is connection with the eternal One that lives through us. It revivifies the power within. It should be done at least once a day, if not more often. It reverses the dying process. One can start practicing at any age, 80, 90 or 100. Sitting in silence with respect, reverence and love for our SELF, our own higher Source, is the great solution to extending longevity, health, happiness and clarity of mind without struggle or pain. Surrender to the soft place within, where human alien thoughts stop churning. It may be hard to do at first, but a beginning must happen somewhere. Sometime. Today. Stop trying to fit into an alien world. Stop fighting. Stop resisting. By going within to the silence which is felt as love, warmth and peace, we leave the alien culture of loneliness.

The universe is maintained by myriads of intelligent beings who have chosen THIS over separation. Go within and go up the inner elevator to the top floor and assume the overview. Be your own master, guide and angel. See the truth from that high place of silence. See the purity. See the courage. See the love. See the peace. Stand inside it and become integrated into the wholeness of life. Whether you're a man or a woman, you are entering the divine feminine, the Mother than holds you together, the center of your own spirit. Become that which is there within you which has been supporting the limitations and the lies and stop supporting the alien culture. Fall back on the good, the decent, the natural and honorable. Not just for you alone but everyone you meet. And there are many. This is the goddess energy. The divine mother is the body element. She receives the spirit from the father. As human beings, we are both the father and the mother.

We are gods and goddesses here on earth to learn these things. We are in training. We are here to discover the wholeness within, that oneness within, the spirit, that source energy out of which we descended into division. We were divided into man and woman but the wholeness is who we are in reality. We just put on a coat of skin. We must remember our connection to the infinite, to the everlasting and the evermore to which the angelics and the ascended masters belong, and the galactics are showing us the way as older brothers and sisters.
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A brief update - Doug put up a Gofundme page today: https://gofund.me/5324b786 . Not to put pressure on anyone but in the interest of disclosure, since I'm sending updates and disclosing a lot about myself. It is recommended by Gofundme to share it with friends so I am doing that. We are in our 80's and Doug is no longer working as a lawyer, but is starting a new arbitration business by zoom, so he can use his law license. He has always tithed and contributed to the community and has been one of the most honest men I've known. But our property insurance doubled this year - $4627 this year -  and we don't have the money. We have a reverse mortgage and one of the requirements of a reverse mortgage is to keep our insurance and taxes paid. So here we are on Gofundme. I have faith that we will be able to meet our due date. I have faith in the coming changes for the Earth. I have faith in the Ascended Masters who have been guiding me (Master DK) for the last 50 years. And the Galactic Federation which has been fighting for us for much longer. Soon the disclosure will be public knowledge. I know that a better way of life is coming for all of us. For those who are in hard straits right now, please keep the faith. Hold on. Ask for help in the silence of your solitude. Do you know about NESARA? If not, google it. That is a crucial piece that is waiting to come forth. A lot of people don't know about it.

Sending blessings, love and light to all of you everywhere. I feel the closeness arriving. The connections are already starting to happen. Connections are sweet. Tender. They join heart to heart. We are going to all become friendlier, and life is going to be easier. Again, if you are worried, stop worrying and start believing in the goodness that is coming. Cultivate faith by sitting in silence every day and looking UP. It is important to resume connection to the great within. 


11/6/21 - Where does the dark come from?
​First of all, it doesn't have a soul


What is the dark? Where did it come from? First of all, it doesn’t have a soul. It does have intelligence but it does not have a soul or a spirit. It does not have light but it has a dark intelligence. It does not know God. Where did the dark intelligence come from? It came from a soul who in its search for wisdom and enlightenment, gathered intelligence. Mental intelligence. A soul who searches uses mental capacities. Wisdom and enlightenment is found by integrating intelligence with emotions. It must be felt within the body to become wisdom and enlightened. The mind alone does not have feeling. It cannot feel emotions. It is only a mind. In order to gain understanding of God, one must integrate with the Goddess which is the feminine, which is the mother, which is contained in the physical form. It must go through the heart. It must go through the feelings and emotions.  The mental must descend down and connect with the heart to gain enlightenment and wisdom. Everything that was intellectual and held in the mind that was false or not real – like a belief in separation, or a belief that only Christians are right, or the belief that homosexuality is wrong - all these separation beliefs must go. They must be deleted when the mind descends downward into the heart and body, because it is through the visceral feeling that one becomes purified.

So where do all these false beliefs go that don’t have any spirit or light in them? They don’t disappear because they are a creation. Albeit an artificial creation, but a creation nonetheless. The soul who created them moves on to enjoy a more peaceful, beautiful life of unity with others through a heart connection. But an interesting thing happens. His past beliefs disentangle from him and drift like a cloud out into the atmosphere. There it is drawn to gather with other clouds of like intelligence and together this cloud of false beliefs grows and gathers intensity. The dark is the left-over false beliefs that have existed from the beginning. They are intelligent, but they are erroneous. They are not supported by truth. They are artificially created by minds that are searching and growing, but they are not truth.

The dark does not know God but it is intelligent. It has been created by a soul but when the soul chose light over its former belief, the false energy it had accumulated drifted away, retaining a certain amount of intelligence. The force we call dark is seeking the light-bearers to join with it. It needs the light to live but it does not understand the light for the truth of the light is contained in the heart. That is why we must not judge another person. We only make it worse for ourselves, for judging someone else is a divisive force. It separates us. It is not enlightened.

As I drove downtown today I realized that I myself have contributed to the dark. I have no right to judge the dark for it is part of the process of life. As we learn how to use feelings to become more discerning and wise, we discard former beliefs. The dark is that part of me that never understood love. It never unified with the light held in my body as a loving, caring consciousness of the divine. The dark is that part of me that did not become personified. It’s simply a cloud of intelligence that does not know love or light. It is the accumulation of past errors that peeled away from souls who unified with more love and light and cosmic wisdom. The past was discarded and drifted away.

In the beginning there was darkness from many planets and civilizations that went on before ever the Earth came into being. The creator’s voice said, “Let there be light” and souls have been learning about the Light ever since. The darkness was there in the beginning of the creation, and souls who ventured out beyond the creator’s loving light and protection explored it. We all did, those of us in human form. The dark intelligence doesn’t have a soul. It is a purely mental force. It cannot feel. It does not have empathy. It does not understand what love is. We can only know the difference between bad and good through feeling channels. We must use our bodies to feel. I think this is not understood yet. Our bodies are extremely important in learning the difference between right and wrong. That’s why there are spiritual channels out there who are picking up dark forces who are mimicking the light. We must use our feelings to know the difference.

When you start questioning whether you’re on the right track or not, use your feelings. The right track feels warm and comfortable. It’s a nice feeling. Good feelings tell you you are on the right path. At least for now. Be ever aware of negative feelings. Don’t get trapped into something that has you fighting against something, as if you have to use force to push on a closed door. Don’t start beating yourself up over not accomplishing what you wanted to. Or because you argued with someone and you feel bad. All of that is telling you it’s the wrong way. Stop and find forgiveness. Redirect your mental thoughts to compassion, empathy, warm love, grace, beauty, all of the nice words that feel good, that feel right, warm and comfortable. This is a technique for righting something that feels wrong. Listen to the warmth in your heart. It is like an embrace. It is connection with source. It is pointing you in the right direction. Leave the dark forces to the galactics who are better equipped to fight them. 

This information came from the Ascended Master Djwal Khul.



11/3/21 - A message from Ascended Master Djwal Khul
Pictures hold the light in your mind better than words

(Me:) One year ago I woke up seeing a picture of DK as an angelic light in my mind. Later I received the following message from him via automatic handwriting. I filed it away in the files and forgot about it. Upon re-reading it recently, I realized the importance of the message. It escaped me at the time. Use PICTURES instead of words. 

Ascended Master Djwal Khul on 10/12/20:

I am sending you a light form of an archangel today. Archangels cover the planet with their radiations of love and light Their wingspans cover huge territories and land masses. The light is everywhere. Now, where YOU are located on the scale of radiation of love and light is finite. You see solid forms, hear solid sounds in the form of harsh words and your thoughts are limited, as they run along conduits formed of fixed and stationary paths. What the angelics are doing over your lands, your cities and homes, is telling you, reminding you that you are precious. You are valuable. You are deserving of this love and Light. You are anchored in the eternal sea of life. You may not accept this right now but your soul, your consciousness, does, for it is a part of the sea of eternal light and life. Light is all knowledge that ever existed, and ever is a long time! Knowledge is what composes the sea of light and love. Now, from where YOU stand, you are anchored into the solid and fixed state of Mother Earth, a planet, for you are in a body made of that planet’s substance. You are made from her elements and nutrients, but your knowledge, your infinite consciousness is a part of the sea of life. So, here you are, thinking, “OMG, I’m trapped in a situation and I can’t get out! I must suffer the consequences that are going to happen to everyone here and the world is going into lockdown.”

And wherever that thought takes you, it spirals you downward out of calmness into whatever direction you allow it to go. But it is a solid, and all solids are changing and losing their coherency and solid appearance. There are fluctuations in the solids because the light and love that is who you REALLY are, though you may not realize it yet, is shaking things up. (I woke up with this picture and he is talking directly to me as if telling me to share it with everyone else.) The light is you and the greater light beings are beaming and radiating that light to you and you are being reminded of yourself that you are first light and love, and secondly, you are in a form that may appear solid but the more you are reminded of this picture that I am giving to you, the more you will take on the light and love of the angels. The little ones dart here and there responding to emergency calls from humans, as the archangels, the great ones of the angelic kingdom, hold their huge wingspans over them. These little ones carry messages of hope and goodwill, joy and faith to lift you while you struggle blindly in amnesia. You must train yourself to “SEE” these pictures of light forms that are being rained down upon the earth. This is the raising of the planet and the human beings – you and your family and friends and enemies too. All on the planet are being inundated and drenched and immersed in this love and light because you are valuable. Your personal knowledge and experience is valuable to the ongoingness of the sea of intelligence, love and light.

Solid forms such as your own physical body are changing and releasing the unworthy experiences – the networks of errors that do not contribute to the allness of life. It is releasing the errors and mistakes, and these errors and mistakes of intelligence leave you and collect together in enormous clouds of wrongness called evil. Dark clouds that do not know light or love. Errors and mistakes are necessary to learn what is good in relation to what is not good. These mistakes and errors were created in past time periods, but they were created out of nothing but eternal love and light, for that is all there is! There is nothing that is made solid that is not made out of light particles. These light particles are drawn together by attention. Man focuses his attention on a thing, and love is the power of that attention molding it in shape that is definable to the senses. It is a manmade creation. Is it good? Does it contribute the goodness and ongoingness of eternal life? If not, then it is a creation that will eventually peel away and return to the void where its particles of light are recycled, to be used again by a benevolent consciousness. Love is what creates. The holding of attention to a point and holding it steady and firmly with love, that is what creates. War is created by holding thoughts on war and the mechanics of genius of how to create war. That is an example of a wrong way of creating. It is not for the benevolent ongoingness of life. War is created for death and destruction by evil-doers. No good can come from it, despite the erroneous thinking that goodness must be fought for. The betterment of the world situation is taking place by those who are holding attention on peace, not war, and the mechanics of peaceful methods. The how-to’s of bringing more beauty, refinement, kindness and abundance for everyone, for the whole. War will not bring that end result about. Only peaceful intentions and holding the light for peaceful intentions will do it. 

I tell you, it is not in words that you create peace, but in holding the light in your mind. Pictures hold the light in your mind better than words. What you think, you radiate from you outward, and words are error-fllled. Stop with the error-filled words! Pictures of light beings are best suited for holding light in your mind. Radiate these light-filled images out into the atmosphere. The words of the human languages are mixtures of human error and human solutions, past experiences filled with both good and not-good of human experience. They are not of love and light. They contain human error. The pictures of angelics and other ideals, noble ideas of heroes, saints and masters are not forms of “words” but of light pictures. When you hold an angelic picture in your mind or the face of a holy one, a master or saint that has entered your consciousness, that is how you receive the resonance of love and light. Form a receiving image in your mind of that picture and hold it steady. This is a higher form of prayer, and then you will find yourself, while in stillness, adding devotional words. A life filled with such practices and methods has created a glow around itself, a bubble if you will, of love and light around the body. So it goes with that body wherever it walks, and sustains him or her through storms that sweep away others around them.

All around this one who radiates light and love may see the world appearing to be falling apart, but the only part being swept away is the appearance of what was not built on love with the light of ongoingness. Not the consciousness of the person is swept away, but the past built on error is swept away. The consciousness remains the eternal part of the person, the part that is called the soul. The consciousness of the person is the valued part of the person. It is a vital piece of the eternal oneness of all that is, the sea of life. Is this consciousness aware of itself as light and love? Are YOU aware that you can stand still in the midst of a tornedo, a flood, a storm, a fire, a plague and remain standing in calmness while others of your friends go down along with buildings, trees and lesser creatures? You can! There are many who are practicing methods of peace that hold the light and love in their consciousness. And if they are not very good at it yet, if they will call on the angelics for help, help will arrive. Keep working at holding the picture of love in your mind long enough. It will grow steady and become a living, light-filled part of your consciousness. That is the valuable part of you, not the things you have created in solid form. They will be taken away. If you hold the picture of love in your mind, they will descend down into the flesh and blood and start to glow outward into the auric field of the body that surrounds every body. This is the one to whom the angels come to assist – the one who is radiating a signal as an SOS – Help! This is the purpose of the angelics - to help and lift and provide hope beyond the human consciousness which has lowered into a cloud of unseeing hopelessness. Learn to hold this image in your mind. Look at the image periodically through the day at cycles. Copy it onto your cell phones to check in from time to time. Receive it. Your mind must stop contributing worries about outcomes. Stop contributing fear of losing money. Stop worrying about political destruction and the state of the world. Start receiving light and love which is being beamed down upon the world and the human beings who are seeking answers.

Let the light, hope, light-filled pictures sink in that it is real. Hold the picture in your mind long enough that it will sink down into your body cells. Have an open mind, not a closed mind of tangled thoughts which are dead-ends going nowhere. Have an open mind devoted to the pictures of the archangel I have given you, so that the light, the knowledge, the hope, the faith, the enthusiasm, the excitement that light is coming to the earth, flow downward into your density, your bones and muscles and nerves. Fill your mind and body with this picture and it will stabilize your consciousness. You will feel the newness take hold of fresh, invigorating thought, formed out of light and love and hope and anticipation of beauty and refinement coming to earth. The vastness of the sea of light is feeding the earth right now like never before. It is increasing the numbers of souls who are learning how to leave the errors of their past behind them.

Form is created by fixating on something and holding to it, but consciousness is ALWAYS moving. How can you hold a fixated thought when consciousness is always moving? You can’t! You must keep your mind open to receiving more of the light above you. Let if flow through you. The forms that you know today that is the world you grew up in, is changing for those who are willing to stay in the center of the light and let go. New forms are building in your mind even now. Light creates, be one who holds onto light with a loving nature. Allow this new dream to take form around you of abundance for everyone, a smooth transition for everyone, harmony, peace, love, enjoyment for everyone. Shift your focus off of worry and hopelessness onto love,light, new knowledge, new creations. The angelic forms are the best, or the face of a beloved saint or master. Hold the picture. Hold it and periodically through the day stop and connect with it emotionally, with all of your attention. Stop, and in the stillness of thought and emotion, receive it once again. It is a better way to inoculate yourself against the pandemic. Not with a needle but an infusion of love and light that lifts. Take frequent moments out of your day and receive this infusion. It is an eternal sunrise on the horizon of your life in physical form. Good-bye!

(Thank you DK. Received 10/12/20)  


10/26/21 - The untold story of  planet Earth
What's really going on today

Closing the Printz book (1), a rare Ascended Master publication, I picked up the pen and started writing, continuing the thread of the message I just read but filtering it through my own consciousness. The Ascended Masters use such high-frequency tones and words that it is not easy to extract the message in common language - and this is important.
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Where a person (soul) has become so lost and refuses to return to its original vibration, he is dissolved and returned to the sea of oneness to be recycled. He loses his personal memories and is no more. They, the guiding forces who created the earth, did not want that to happen so a plan was devised and put into action to save the earth from being annihilated. The plan involved highly evolved beings birthing onto the earth through human parents. This has been going on since the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, increasing as the earth’s energies are rising, which allow more parents to be able to receive the more enlightened souls.

A picture was given to me this morning as a metaphor. Earth is like a beautiful elegant mansion that has had marauders and invaders tear it up. Things are in shambles. Bits and pieces are displaced or destroyed. The interior of the house is destroyed but the walls remain. Earth has been slowly being destroyed for millions of years. Though it started out small, it became worse. Nothing is in alignment, everything is askew. When the nuclear bombs went off in WWII, it was a signal that something had to be done. The entire planet is corrupt. The only way to save it from total annihilation is to work from within. Spies have been put in place. They have been birthed onto the planet through normal channels and thus they too had the veils pulled down, and they consciously were subject to the corruption. But they were highly evolved souls. Only the most enlightened and powerful were chosen out of the many volunteers who offered to be born on the planet. Thus, these enlightened ones were like sleeper cells. They would awaken in time. Some of them were lost to the corruption, but many of them were awakened and remembered their reason for being here. They had a mission.

They learned to follow the divine pattern within - innate heart and soul feeling - which is their own natural source of happiness and comfort. They learned to resist the human corruption because their own natural source was so strong. They were old souls. They had lived many lifetimes under many circumstances, and they had all ascended many times over, so they had the divine light strongly reinforced in them, something the younger souls have yet to build. So these sleeper cells awaken at a certain point in their embodiment and slowly begin to resist the human shenanigans that don’t fit their comfort zone and their inner knowing. But they cannot simply sweep house the way they wish they could, because they must follow their divine guidance. This is the part that many do not understand. Why don’t the light forces come in and kill off the bad guys? Because the bad is embedded in them too. They must follow their divine guidance to remove the corruption within themselves. This is done through harmony and cooperation. We live inside a universe of harmony, love and light. When there is a problem of negatives invading, divine guidance comes in to harmonize and set it straight. An evolved soul will follow the unity protocol. If something isn’t right, they find a way to correct it through understanding and compassion, through compromise and forgiveness. They must find a way to correct the situation without causing further damage. If they killed all the bad guys, they would be adding to the corruption which was destroying the planet. 

Using the mansion that was destroyed by marauders as an example, a cleaning crew would go in and begin by assessing the damage first, and then making a game plan. What to clean up first? It is done by carefully aligning what belongs where. For example, an exquisite jar on the floor belongs on the mantle, but the mantle has been destroyed. So where should the jar be placed temporarily until the mantle is fixed? Each piece must be accounted for and cleaned up and prepared. It is organized carefully so as not to make matters worse than they already are. This is the process that is going on today in every corner of life on Earth, from government policies to financial institutions, from manufacturing to education, from law to medicine. Correcting the corruption while the corrupters are still in power must be done carefully, undercover, as in a spy network. Sleeper cells of enlightened beings are kept in the dark until they are needed. Then they are nudged into connections through personal meetups, books being presented to them, articles from the Internet, there are many ways of awakening a sleeper light.

This is why the feminine is being called into action. The male body is biologically designed to work with the outer world of light. The female bodies are designed to work with the inner pattern of light, which is love when it is contained in the body. The women are being called into action to become awakened to the divinity within them. Not to chit-chat about their hobbies or vent about relationships, but to understand and define what really matters. The fake personality, the human identity that went to school and learned politics, science, math from teachers who are already corrupt, does not matter. That human identity is meant to be used, its experience is valuable, but it must surrender to the divine within which is the source of ALL life. We live inside the source creator which is love and light - light being enlightened intelligence. Whenever we do something against the source creator, we are damaged, hurt and suffer the consequences. That is why the feminine bodies are being called to come out of hiding and start using their God-given, source-given talent and knowledge, which they know they have. They just don’t use it because the corrupt patriarchy has put it down and abused it. Not the human males but that which was imposed by dark alien forces. 

We’ve all been exposed to the maleficent influence of the corrupters, and thus we are discovering that we must discipline our OWN habits, involuntarily and ignorantly assumed from the corrupters.  As we change our own negative habits, we display them to others and validate others to do the same. We are embodying the light as we do this. We are manifesting light and love as we do this. We change ourselves and thus we radiate to our immediate environment, correction. We are the advanced ones who birthed onto the planet over the last 100 years, with a few before that, to bring order out of chaos here on Earth. These words are my own words as I am becoming more awake and aware of these things. I am being presented with information that stuns me. That rattles me and shakes me into alertness. I read another one last night. Why was I not given this information before? Because I wasn’t needed before now. Too much information too soon is damaging, not helpful. Resistance is thrown up against too much too soon. While books and teachings are sources that enlighten me, the No. 1 source is myself, as it is with everyone. Look to your HIGHER self, to the ethical standards, morals and ideal principles that you know are true and good and right and honest. As I turn inward and upward to search for answers, I get information coming to me in a downpour like torrential rain. I must then discipline myself to shut down what I do not want right now. It’s too much too soon. I know where it is. I’ll reach for it later. But right now I have to shut down if it’s too much. I have wanted to gather the women together for many years but I was not ready. I was too raw, too open, too vulnerable. Now I am being called into action. I am now being called to be strong and resolute. I feel the gathering of divine intention.

This gathering is coming from a neutral point. Not for me to teach, or anyone else to teach, but to provide opportunity for women to discuss openly what is this divine pattern we are supposed to feel? How does it come to us? What do we look for? What do we do with our children who are needy and hungry and our husbands who are needy in a different way? What do we do with the demands being put on us? There is a divine pattern which each of us which functions as an inner beacon light. It is the FEELING nature which men have by and large rejected because they had a different role to play. Instructions and solutions are being lovingly given to us through the inner feeling of comfort. If it is not comfortable, don’t do it. If a child is hungry and needs food, wait until your comfort zone kicks in. Wait. Be patient. Will she die on the spot if she doesn’t get food? Your comfort and peace will radiate out and connect with her when she is ready to receive it. Giving her food before she is ready, when she demands it, will create a negative impact on everyone around. 

Comfort is an instruction. Comfort is love. Comfort is a light and love instruction. Embody it. A discussion about how to deal with everyday situations is a worthwhile and ongoing topic. We are changing the world by changing our everyday body habits. From inner feeling we decide to do something different. From inside out we apply unity, compassion, cooperation, in harmony and in understanding. In this way we link the divine pattern into the human corrupt pattern. It is a co-creation. A holding of hands, the larger being holding the hand of the smaller fake being. The divine pattern feels good and the small fake being feels that goodness. It brings peace to the outer body and to the outer mind. This is how we change the world, by feeling peaceful and by following the comfort signals that signal PEACE. And when we link with someone who is also changing their body habits from within, who are also following the feeling of comfort and peace within, we enlarge and expand that comfort and love. It is a happy time, a momentary happiness as we link with someone else like that.

Women are designed to hold the center. The men are designed to hold the periphery.  Women are linking center to center when they gather in women’s circles. They don’t have to comfort the periphery when there are no men nearby who need comforting. Women are linking together the divine pattern of source by meeting in women’s circles. The aging, deformed, fake, outer shells of decaying human breeding, will begin to turn around and resurrect. It is already doing so. In the news we see people coming forth who look younger and not so aged. It’s a spiritual resurrection of the human race. You might blame cosmetic surgery for the face lift, but it’s a resurrection of spirit that made her go for it. Men are having penile implants to keep them sexually active into their later years. My parents would not have done such things. It is the spirit that is coming out to play in the physical flesh and enjoying every minute of it. The divine pattern is burning through the outer decay, corruption and chaos. It is wonderful to tap into this vision. Let’s hold this thought. There is more to come.
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Footnote: (1) Thomas Printz' Private Bulletin, Book 1 (Ascended Master El Morya) It can be purchased HERE


10/24/21 - The role of the subtle body and meridians
The immaculate concept flows through your meridians
    
Thinking of an agenda for a women's gathering recently, I began writing out my thoughts and, automatically, without any warning, a flow began that took me away from the practicalities of the agenda. I am planning a women's gathering and asking the women (in my thought process) how do you see hands-on-massage, women to women, without men present? Writing this into the agenda I asked, "How do you see this happening? Not to pressure anyone but to provide opportunities for hands-on healing in the feminine way of nurturing rather than sensual?" I was thinking of my history with men and how they always turned massage into sexuality, which is why I'm thinking of having an all-women healing massage. But my handwriting continued along a different slant.

The men are just like you. They are feminine too. They are different only in body and thus are biologically programmed to focus outside their bodies onto substance and matter. Understand and love them. Don’t cater to their egos, which drags you down, love and support them in your own way. What does your heart want to do? Everything you do in your normal day and night you do in support of the physical human. You do this to insure it survives intact. You do this not only for yourself, but for your family and close friends and your community at large. The divine feminine is the invisible life force that supports your actions. It is the living life force that supports everything in physical life forms, but it is so far unknown and ignored.

The spiritual anatomy that flows through your body flows in a precise and immaculate order, perfect in its design. There are no design flaws. It flows down into density by lowering and densifying the light through meridians which are carefully placed in order to reach and feed all of the organs. This precise placement of meridians through the physical body is to give your body intelligence and feeling. Understanding of the subtle bodies has been dismissed as irrelevant and not important in the daily life of survival, and so you have been operating on habit. You foolishly think you know what to do - you don’t need any new thoughts to interfere. But you are living in a time of resurgence. The end times, as they are called, is the end of ignorance. You are being prepared to know who you really are. The spiritual design which is perfection for each cell and molecule in the body and its perfect placement, is burning through the dark overlay of ignorance. The tendency to ignore it is burning away. It is burning the fog away. Some of you have invested heavily in the fog so you will feel a part of yourselves being torn away from you, departing from you (1).

The veils are lifting that have shrouded the true you, the perfect you, that has always been there, descending every minute but being ignored. The true you is unformed, unrecognized, not in body yet. The unformed idea, plan or design called the immaculate concept, has to come into the form, your form and substance, which is the matter of physical reality. Those who are forerunners exploring the divine anatomy are bringing forth their beautiful perfection and feeling. They feel good doing this. This is the evolution of mankind, to evolve out of the corruption and into the perfection of their real pure natural self. It is called “inner” because it has not yet been allowed outward into the material world where it can be seen and recognized by others. This is where the female body has an advantage over the male body. The male has an inner life pattern too, but in the corrupt world, the male has been blocked from accessing it. Women have been blocked out too from accessing the inner divine, but women are biologically designed to hold the center. It couldn’t be taken away from the female body because if they did find a way to remove access to women, they would remove the ability to bear children, and they could not do that if they wanted to have a race of slaves (2). So while you are waking up to your inner sleeper self (cell) the male is at a disadvantage, and needs the female to go first and then turn around and help him to return to his inner self (cell) and awaken the divine within him. Meanwhile the male continues to focus on the outer world. He seldom feels the high emotions like joy, abandonment, spontaneity, surrender to the good (God) in him and freedom from the low emotions of the outer world, and thus he is often feeling depressed and frustrated as he sees others being so happy without him. (Received 10/3/19)

Footnotes:

(1) I have experienced strange sensations as if I'm evaporating, fading, being erased. The feeling is one of horror, scary. 
(2) Referring to the ancient geneticists who experimented on the human species
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Today's comments. Several days ago after meditation, I got up ready to leave the room. I felt more peaceful and calm than usual, as if I had entered a higher zone. A sensation of losing worldly consciousness came over me, so I sat down and let myself go with it. I'd been training myself to be more pro-active in the last months, to keep myself more active and not so submissive, so this was unusual. As I sat feeling the beautiful stillness take over, my eyes were drawn to the pictures of the chohans of the rays on the altar. Chohan means lord. There are seven beings, each one with expertise in one of the seven qualities which human beings are endowed with - the seven gifts of spirit. Looking at their images in the quiet of the moment, I considered what it must be like to ascend and I asked El Morya what it was like. He is the chohan of the first ray, the blue ray of will power and strength. And then Lanto of the second ray, gold, enlightened intelligence, wisdom and discernment, and Paul the Venetian of the third ray, pink, unconditional love, reverence and adoration. Only those three, I didn't go any further to the others because I began receiving. It was revealed to me the beautiful state of ascension. In contrast, it was revealed to me how completely closed off and imprisoned this human life is. This was an extreme experience, one of higher vision than I've ever had before. There are no words for it. I just felt it and understood it, and what I saw was how natural the ascended state is.

We who live in a physical body have come to believe that THIS life in the physical is natural. But in comparison to the ascended state to which we ALL belong and to which we will ALL return when embodied life is over, this is a prison. Like a man sent into a war zone to fight a battle. This state that we experience on Earth is anti-life, anti-joy, anti-progress, anti-creative. In comparison to the ascended state it is an un-doing, a retreating, a backward movement, a falling, a disintegration. We are imprisoned here to do a job and it's only temporary. I saw and felt this imprisonment only in contrast to the ascended state. We can't see this, ojala, thank God, in our every day life or it would be impossible to bear. Only to see it against the contrast of what is natural can it be fully appreciated the depth to which we have descended being in embodiment. I am very happy to say that death of the body is graduation and a time for celebration, for we are released and ready to go back to where we belong. All of the negative teachings about karma is over and done with. We are finishing that stage for ALL humans ever to live here again. We are ascended beings on an away mission and it's soon to be over. Life begins in the ascended state. I wish to share these revelations with you, my friends and family, but I am unsure how to do that. So I will continue writing about them.

This morning in the early hours I had a follow-up experience on the above. After my usual energy exercises, I ended them by standing and allowing my movements to take over. Yoga students would call them "kriyas" but I didn't know that word 50 years ago when this phenomena started happening, so I just call them my "movements". This is where you surrender to your body and you go limp and silent and let your body go into whatever position it wants to. Your body knows what is best for it. It is a healing process to let spirit take it over. While I was doing this, I experienced myself as a ray of light coming down from the sun and going into the earth. And I heard myself say on inner levels, "I am a ray of light being sent from Source - the sun behind the sun behind the sun, like from infinity, to the earth, and I've been blocked. Being born in this body I was closed off at the crown and at the feet and thereby enclosed and locked into the physical realm. All attention from birth forward was given to the physical body only. No reference was ever made to the fact that I was a ray of light sent from above. I was a dull physical form learning how to walk, talk and do whatever I was told to do. I saw that I was a prisoner of this body. This is what happens to everyone. I'm not special. Each of us has been through this very same process. The Ascended Masters have shown me and I wish with all my heart to share them with you. We are all in the ascension process and we are remembering. You are remembering in your own way and I'm remembering in my way. We are not going to have to die to get through this. We are designed to wake up and STAY here on the ground to enjoy the celebration and the coming-out party. Coming out of the lock-down of prison life. We will celebrate like there is no tomorrow. I can feel it. Can you? Hang on tight. Don't give up. If it's hard going today, tomorrow will be lighter. Wait it out. There is a back and forth motion to our bio-rhythms, as they hack through the stiffness of the jail bars.



10/19/21 - Build up the light and love in you - don't give it away
A timely message from Master Djwal Khul

When someone draws your power and focus from you, demanding your attention and you do not want to give it, they are sucking on your light because they are lacking in light. Love and light are synonymous. Light is masculine, love is feminine. They are one and the same. Those who suck on your power, drain you so you are fatigued beyond understanding and you don't know why.  

Your movies call them vampires. They feed off your light and your love because they are the soul-less ones. They feed off others and do not give anything in return. They are not evil, they are idiots for they have given their power away and have nothing left. So they are now mindless creatures who are ignorant about how life works.

They do not know how to build up light and love in themselves. They gave their power away by depending upon others for their food source, their fuel source, when they should have built up their own supply. By giving up their power and becoming dependent on others they have become dark. Do not be like them. Do not give your light away. When you are fatigued in the presence of such a one, walk away. Find an excuse. Any excuse or simply get up and leave. Hang up the phone.

You have built up your own light for yourself. Do not give it away. Give them instruction instead on how to build their own light. Give them instruction only when you are ready. Wait until you are inspired with a thought on how to give them instruction. Meditate until you are clear. Meditate and build up your own light. Wait until you feel the stirring of brightness and excitement. Wait until your higher self inspires you. Then you will know how to give instruction to those who steal your power.

When you are centered you will be able to give the best instruction. They do not want to do the work themselves and would rather steal it from others, so you must be discerning. Use the appropriate method to turn their sucking back onto themselves. Do not be food for zombies. That is the greatest expression of love that you can give: to turn back the sucking onto themselves. Let them see what they are doing. Give them a lesson in how to build their own light and stop stealing it.

Light is endowed in every one who is walking, even the dark ones.  Even the walking dead, as some like to call the ignorant and mindless ones. Because nothing can exist without the spark of creator within. Light is hidden in the dark and so it must be uncovered and activated.  It may be denied and some minds may be wiped clean by sophisticated weapons. But there is a spark within that is a spark of creator. Blow on it.

Do not let the light go out, is the message from the sun, do not let the light go out but send it home again.  Blow on that light again and again until it bursts into flame and burns through the veil of darkness and confusion that clouds judgment and vision. Everything has light in it, even the stones and the waters and the trees.  Darkness awaits the light but it has to be blown on from within. Self-focus, self recognition, self-appreciation, self-love, self-discernment and self-empowerment. Meditation and prayer is the road to spiritual recovery.  Spending time alone with ones higher self, focusing on love and light and raising ones voice in prayer, song, praise, gratitude and love. It is through the use of sacred intention and sacred sounds that forms the sacred science of life.

Use the words "I Am Light" often, for the words "I Am" whenever you speak those words, is the power of  the light. It is the creator, in you.  Love and light is awareness - clear, untainted awareness - uplifting, clean and bright. It is where all knowledge comes from and all inspiration. Blow on this spark of love and light within your heart and you are growing your own enlightenment. Meditate every day for 15 minutes and your higher self will infiltrate your awareness, through your body, emotions, mind and spirit.

This light and love melts away animosity and the desire for vengeance. It melts away the urge to do violence. Blow on  light and love in your heart through meditation and prayer, as you would blow on a dying camp fire to bring it back into life. Fuel the flame in yourself with deep breathing and with sacred words. Give your attention to your SELF, not to those who would steal your attention. Your confusion will disappear. Answers will come surprisingly easy.  It is a proven method. Your desire to live will push back the darkness and confusion like a solitary blade of grass pushes aside the concrete in the cement sidewalk.

Look! Look! Look! Pay attention to the ember that glows red in the darkness. Blow on it with all your force and breath. Use the words, "I am Light!" Spend 15 minutes doing this, saying the words over and over:  "I am light, glowing light, radiating light, intensified light, God consumes my darkness transmuting it into light!"  The angels and the great beings of heaven will come to surround you when they hear you calling to the light. They come to support you and to give you strength.

Do not give your precious light, your focus and attention, to someone else unless you are strong and stable enough to support that person. Build up your power. Save yourself first. Your first duty every morning when you first get up is to give yourself 15 minutes of light. Maintain your own light so you may live to serve others and take your place in the grand design that is, at this very moment, weaving earth and heaven together through those who are supporting and maintaining the light.

You are here to hold the space right where you are. You hold your space by acknowledging and appreciating it. Raise your focus upward. Raise your attention upward. Raise your awareness upward to your higher self, your future, your brightness. Right now, as you are sitting here reading this.

Do not let the light go out, is the message from the sun. Do not let the light go out, but send it home again, meaning to your inner higher self which is your god-self, your goddess-self, your divinity.  Higher and higher the flame grows as you pay attention to it. Imagine it as a brilliant blazing sun above you. It is soon ablaze within you on the ground and in you in your higher self, as you clear the debris from the channels that run through you.   Do not let the light go out but build it up stronger and stronger until it is in full blaze. Then you can help your brother and sister to stop stealing the light from you. (Received 11/2/13)
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The above is an example of the kind of messages I have received over the years. It was given to me personally, not for publication. It is now time to share them openly. Many people are having their own spiritual guidance systems activated and are now on the discovery path of their spiritual higher self. Downloads are happening for everyone. I see the higher path opening wider and wider through the internet. The isolation period of the pandemic has been like a cold harsh winter for us humans, but we are a part of nature too, like the grasses which recede when the snows come and go underground to regenerate to get ready new life in the spring.

Over the years I have developed an intimate relationship with the Ascended Master Djwal Khul. He has been an invisible and often undetected presence over the years. When someone sent me a drawing of DK, it brought him closer in so that I could sense his humanness. Whether he actually looks like that or not, I don't know. But he chose to show himself that way to the artist who illustrated it. That is how all the Ascended Masters show themselves - through artists who see them in their inner eye. DK was a Tibetan Buddhist in his last life before ascending.  

Ascension is a popular word these days. Our understanding of ascension is vague. Some people think we will be taken up in a blazing light of glory one day, but ascension is an individual process which is going on every day, every hour. Ascension is NOT leaving the planet! This is a hard concept to get, but it is increasingly more evident that what we are doing is bringing heaven down to earth, not we leaving earth to go to heaven. We are learning daily, hourly, how to integrate our beautiful high spiritual self into our intellectual understanding, emotional feelings and physical states of being. It is a difficult process and we have lacked in true teachers but the teachings are coming. We are learning how to meld the four different aspects that make us human - body, mind, feelings and spirit - into one whole beautiful self, at peace within our flesh and blood bodies. These four aspects have been kept incomplete and separated due to lack of instruction. They contain false information and errors in how we think and perform within our lives. These errors are being corrected as we speak, daily, through downloads of more of more refined understanding. It is up to us to take these more refined threads of a different nature and weave them, integrate them, into our cellular, mental, emotional habits. We are growing up. We are maturing. We are becoming more god-like, more principled, more ethical, more etheric, more able to hold the light, more enlightened, more benevolent, more able to hold love in times of crisis. More able to balance the good and the bad in us. We ALL have darkness in us, and we are being cleansed. The earth is moving into higher orbit, closer to the great central sun. Suns are how Source distributes love and light to planets far away.

The Master Djwal Khul has given me a lot of advice over the years. I honestly don't know why HE of all the ascended masters has been the one who has stood out to me, or why his messages carry such power to modify my understanding. Over the years I would spend hours in my private room, meditating and writing - journaling - asking questions about my out-of-body experience, and why I don't fit into this world easily, about sex, love, relationships, so many issues. And during these quiet times of writing, every once in a while the penmanship would change and a new thought would insert itself onto the paper before me, in my own handwriting. Almost as if it were my own thought that took a sudden change in direction, but it wasn't me. As the thought unfolded and as the word "you" appeared, I recognized it was someone else speaking, not me. This was a gradual process and I acclimated to it. It became the peak experiences of my life. I grew into it and became integrated into a higher consciousness through the words floating downward from beyond me. I have come to understand that the source of the words must always remain above and beyond me so that I won't become dependent on it. The process is a building of awareness in MYSELF, of the powers that I have. I Am the one learning, the source remains an invisible teacher. It is a good technique for anyone to do (journaling in private) as long as they know how to look UP to higher principles, and don't get caught into lower vibrational beings. Enough said about that. Contact me if you have questions. I am open to soundboard about this. It is important to take time out every day and go alone into a private space, and use the same space each time if possible, to enter into the higher realms of silence. Begin write. Write what is honestly on your mind. It is a way of drawing an ascended or celestial being to you. Questions put to the universe, if sincere, will bring forth answers. Whether you write them on paper or sit quietly alone with eyes closed. We do not need to know who or why. Answers come from a more refined realm, not from humans, but only when we make ourselves 100% receptive. It is to the soul that the answer is sent, not to the human brain (ego).

We can study war or we can study peace. Studying the human ego was at one time a valid direction to go in. But after my sojourn into the light when kundalini awakened, I have been pulled to seeking love that is beyond the human ego. I wanted the complete love which I experienced in the light, and I had to go into meditation to experience it. Perhaps that is why DK was given to me as a mentor. I could have gone to university and studied law, politics, psychology, medicine or any number of paths offered. But I believe my path was pre-set. Things just happened to set me in new directions, just as it did for you and for everyone. It is the way of earthly life. We are limited and fixed into a concrete body. We don't know any better. But we ARE guided. We cannot explain why we choose a path over another path, but do choose. We are soul-guided. 

Ascended masters teach us how to get in touch with our soul. Our soul is not yet enlightened. We ARE the soul seeking enlightenment. The enlightened one is our "I Am Presence", that which Yeshua called "my father in heaven". We all have a father in heave which is an individualized aspect of the Oneness which is the BIG I Am Presence to which all individualized Presences are connected. We are individuals growing in understanding and not complete yet, but we are connected to the Oneness out of which all springs. There are levels and more levels and more levels of awareness and enlightenment, and the highest Source of all is just One, which is all there is and everything belongs to it and is is One with it!  Our individualized God Presence is connected to that Oneness. Our individualized God Presence IS oneness and it is guiding us as individuals. There is a plan for our life that we are not aware of it but our Presence does. The messages coming down from the I Am Presence of everyone in these days, through channeled messages, is that the plan is not to leave the planet through death, but just the opposite - to bring the I Am Presence down into the physical body. This will not occur to everyone all at once. Each is on an individual discovery path. We may leave in death when our time comes to leave, but the future of humanity is to become immortal flesh and blood.

This is a big story, but we are learning about it. Ascension is the learning and adapting to this higher understanding. Each one in his own way and in his own time, in ways that feel good to him or her. As we write, walk, talk and interact with each other through the day, each of us is receiving impulses from our descending I Am Presence. Watch for it. It is sublime. It is not an earthly communication, but we are each moving closer and closer to understanding that there is only one law in existence, and that is the law of harmony and connection with the ONE. We can still have our individual experiences as we have been having, but they are being made cleaner, brighter and more sophisticated. Even if you can't see it, it is happening on a level undetected. There is darkness in us, all of us, that is being eradicated. Watch for it. The ONENESS is what holds the planets, suns, galaxies in orderly fashion, and we are being moved to join that order as human beings. I study these principles that brings me closer to the oneness principle because it brings me peace. Studying the past puts me in touch with sickness, debilitation, powerlessness, poverty, destruction and a feeling that death is right around the corner. Eeeww!  Who wants to go there?

But many do. And so we can choose to put our attention on THAT, or we can study and meditate upon love, light and peace. DK has been a mentor and teacher to me, but he has leading me all the while to be an individual, not a follower. He teaches me by withdrawing and letting me go through the unpleasant human experiences. He is not a savior and doesn't save me. But at the most unexpected moments he will come forth and give me words of advice, and more often validation. He validates conclusions that I already have made for myself. As a limited human I take wrong roads, but he has trained me to keep looking UP. He encourages me to keep looking up. "Go within and then up" he says. When we forget to look up we are drawn into distractions because our civilization is full of chaos at the moment. It is like the proverbial rabbit hole. Curiosity kills the cat. When we are drawn toward something that sparks our curiosity, it is usually a lower vibration that does it. It has a sucking quality to it. A higher curiosity, if you could call it that, is not curiosity at all. It is inspiration. It is a hope, an excitement, a spark that is alive and glittery, where the curiosity that draws someone downward is darker. It is a manipulation of the dark ones. They like to lead people deeper away from the light and love, and pretty soon you're so entangled assorted concepts you can't find your way back out.

The ascended masters, celestials, angelics and the galactics (of LIGHT) stay out of physical sight so that we don't become dependent on them. They want us to recognize that we are the masters of our life and not to follow them or anyone else, outside of our own soul which leads us to rejoining our own I Am Presence, our higher self or God self. We are to keep looking up. When we connect with a guide or a team of guides, and believe in them and communicate with them through meditation and prayer, we integrate with them. Their consciousness is drawn to our consciousness and there is a blending. They in turn are blending with THEIR higher guides and sources of intelligence and love beyond them.  We are all connected when we go in and look up, and the heart is the main connecting portal. The heart contains the living cell of our I Am Presence. We blow on it to expand it to become bigger and more influential in our life. We are disconnected from that influence when we look to less enlightened beings who are engaging in dramas. 


10/7/21 - On Clearing Impurities
Inspired by personal experience 

After feeling sick, weak and trembly the past three weeks, on top of a 5-day hospital stay in June, I was on a downhill spiral of doom and gloom getting closer and closer to a feeling of death and dying I could never imagine. Ugh. It was awful. Darkness clutched my soul. I am sure it was the devil. LOL! I'm normally a free-love person. One day while feeling like I wasn't going to make it another day, no appetite, lost 30 pounds, caught in a web of doctor's appointments, blood tests and meds that made me dingy, it was then that I ran across an ascended master instruction that I had forgotten. It's a complicated focus exercise. I had to study and put time in. It's a controlled breathing exercise in four parts, while connecting with the impurities of your mind, feelings, subconscious and the physical body itself. Well, I know. It sounds impossible but I had prior knowledge of what they were talking about. There are ancient impurities lodged in us which we've carried from lifetime to lifetime over many incarnations. This sophisticated inner exercise helps to clear these impurities out. Yes, it includes using the violet flame. While I knew it would not be an overnight turn-around, I was determined to turn this God-awful sick feeling around.

Well, it happened quicker than I thought. Suddenly within days I noticed the difference. I was filled with energy and a clear mind, and began clipping branches, taking them to the burn pile, cleaning the gutters on the step ladder and doing other house work that stopped in June. Oh, my goodness. I can't believe how suddenly I was bristling with enthusiasm for life again. I stopped taking the 3 meds a week later (but didn't tell Doug) and my light-headedness disappeared. I had been fussing around with feeling tipsy, dingy and unable to think straight. But it's not over yet, there's a downside.

The inner detox work I was doing brought an old pain problem to the surface that I had ignored and worked around for years. It suddenly popped up and became severe. Apparently my controlled breathing exercise cleared the way for more ancient bottom stuff to rise up and break the surface. This next part is worth mentioning because it is a lesson that could apply to anyone on the spiritual path of clearing and detoxing.

When the pain popped up I called the chiropractor same day, and went in and received an adjustment. Then on the SAME while in line ordering hamburgers at McDonald's on the way home, the car suddenly died. The battery went dead right there in the line in the drive-through. Well, it took one minute for the panic to start. While two men pushed me out of the way into an out-of-the-way spot, the terror began. I have never known panic to strike so fast. Two frazzled hours later I was home, a complete wreak, weak, trembling and ga-ga, with Doug anxiously waiting for me with undue stress because he couldn't help me. The lesson learned is a crucially important one: if you're going to cleanse your inner bodies  of lifetimes of accumulated gunk, it's goiong to work and you need to be prepared to live a life of gentleness. You don't fit into a world of high-tech chaos. You're now in a higher, faster frequency dimension. So now all that good I accomplished is gone and I have a pinched nerve that has me walking bent-over today. But my drive is stronger than ever. What will be will be. I am going with the flow of what is and I'm grateful for this most important lesson. It's proof-positive that the inner bodies need to be cleared and CAN be cleared if one knows how to do it. I would be glad to share this information about the exercise I'm doing, if anyone who asks. 

Now I am back at the laptop re-reading inspired messages received over the last 50 years and I ran across the following article. It was written by me in 1981 - forty years ago. I suppose it's a channeling, but back then I wasn't sure where the information was coming from. They started flooding my mind after my OBE into the light. It was a dramatic kundalini awakening that I had no prior training for. Words began coming to me that were clear, beautiful and inspiring. I was inspired to write them long-hand on paper. I called them automatic writings. Today it's called channeling. The following article hit home because it highlights the importance of focus. The ascended masters inspire self-improvement, self-determination, commitment and discipline. Previously I was a softy and I I learned to integrate a self-improvement work ethic. I haven't stopped being a softy though. Just learning to manage my body, mind and feelings better. It has worked to turn a sickening, hopeless situation around and start the resurrection process.


(Channeled message 1981, I suspect it was the Master DK)


When I speak of consciousness I mean YOU as a human being and your human consciousness. This is not abstract! Consciousness is not a force. Thought and other things are forces. But consciousness doesn’t move. Consciousness doesn’t have energy. Consciousness is behind energy. Consciousness is what begins thought. It begins it by focusing its awareness, or realizing. Consciousness creates forces or energy by becoming conscious of itself, otherwise consciousness is without that realization, content within its wholeness. Consciousness is moving the people and the worlds and the galaxies because it has awakened to consciousness. It has thus separated itself [from the wholeness] by waking up into realizations which are really frequencies, like an element quite different from the elements we know. It is seen as a crystal or a rainbow or a magnetic vortex of life swirling in place and creating a field around it. I have seen this many times, through the light inside my mind.

But consciousness is not a force. I – that which is conscious of being I – is not a force. Because I have entered into this body I have identified for a little while with it, but I live here only temporarily. I – the conscious I – will disengage as it has done in the past and allow the physical substance to fall away, allow the substance and energy of thought to fall away, allow the substance and force of the emotions I created to fall away, and in its place I shall be free and the same as I always have been, richer for my experiences, more fully comprehending what I am. This consciousness is lovely! I am me! I am in love with life for I know that life shall never go away, it always is here, enlightened by my awakening to who I am. This I is not a person. This I is not a feeling. This I is not a thought. This I is not anything mental. This I cannot be destroyed. This I cannot be moved. This I cannot be reduced. This I is the most imperishable of all that can be known. It is immovable, Imperishable, undying, unchanging. And it is the same I that is conscious in you, fooled into thinking that you are different from me.

This I is the observer that Krishnamurti speaks of.
This I is the jewel in the lotus in the Upanishads.
This I is the God of formal religion.
This I is the Father of the Christ.
This I is the Over-soul of Emerson.

This I is the Self without the trappings of body, clothing, prejudices, preconceptions, expectations, hopes, wishes, wants, hangups, hates, fears, jealousies, fantasies, greed, appetites, possessions, and human love, human sacrifice, human martyrdom. Yet this I uses all of these to enjoy itself.


This I, in the process of becoming conscious, closes up the cracks in its makeup. It is soft, shallow and unconscious of itself at first. But in the process of waking up one assumes the physical form – the highest form there is in which to wake up. The highest because it is the toughest. The highest because it is the lowest. The highest because it is the final test, to know oneself in human form. Now in human form one lifts himself, little by little, up and pulls himself above the seething, rolling sea of mass humanity, by becoming conscious of his acts.


He closes the weaknesses in his personality. He sews up the holes in his psychic garment. He suffers the bangings from outside circumstances until he wakes up and says, “Ah HA! This shall never happen to me again, I shall see to that!” And he sews up the gaping hole in his trousers. He becomes more aware. He becomes more alert. He becomes more wise. He becomes more whole. He becomes more conscious of himself, for he must watch out for himself. He is responsible for himself.


This is growth. This is pruning back the long, spindly arms of the wild and ignorant man growing in the jungle, to nurture his refinement and cultivation. Within the light in my mind I see the strengthening of the frequencies as a crystallization. The focusing of consciousness into oneself, body and mind and self. The strength is unbelievable. There is power beyond imagining when this is done. The mastery of the body’s unconscious appetites, and unconscious habits, is a refinement that allows untold pleasure and sensual experience. Mastering of the body is not giving up sensory pleasure – it is refining sensory pleasure to a delicate, exquisite art, worthy of the noblest son of God. The beauty and exquisite deliciousness that comes from focused consciousness increases the sensory pleasures a thousand times. What fools we mortals be to think we must put these lovely pleasures aside! We must wake up and learn and feel and enjoy and refine ourselves. The God in you has only just begun to enjoy Himself! (End of message)
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Today's comments: There is a mass purification going on in the world everywhere. It is the process of releasing old blockages that have gotten under our skin, you could say. And while some of it is of our own making, it is not all our doing. We have taken on thoughts and traumas of others we've associated with. They are floating around in the atmosphere of the world community at large. We are, in essence, "our brother's keeper" as I was just reminded of. We didn't realize over the past decades just how much we were absorbing the dramas, thoughts and feelings of others by simply breathing it in through the pores of our skin. Both gross and inspiriting ideas and emotions are coming into us from the world at large. We are walking through it every day, even in our homes, because we live in the mass consciousness of the race. We are a part of it. The dark is in us too. We breath it in whether we like it or not. We've allowed ourselves to become entangled. We contribute to a web larger than our own. We think we are separate but we are not. It is inevitable that we cling to some of this energy, eve though we think we are rejecting it. We are so entwined with the past through this energy web, that it has become unconscious. We created some of it, our ancestors created some of it and the "outers" created the rest. We live in a seething sea of energy, both good and bad. The ascended masters have been telling this story for a long time. They have retreats that are secluded, most on the etheric plane, where chelas come in their etheric bodies but don't remember. We are learning more about this. It is knowledge coming to all of us. It may soon like woo-woo stuff, but it's hard fact. It's logical. It is scientific. And the way to clear these energies away is through application of time, effort, study and sheer force of will. Because otherwise these past life unresolved issues will continue to recycle, as they have been doing for generation after generation. We haven't yet learned how to empty out the crud that has built up in the invisible bands of the auric bubble that surrounds us. I'm planning to write more about these auric bands. This is what I've been studying all these years. 

Meanwhile, the world is ascending. The whole planet is boiling and puffing out impurities left and right. The temperature is rising. Not just the climate and weather patterns but the speed of the atoms that hold our bodies together are spinning faster and throwing off stodgy, heavy energies that have been stuck for who knows how many lifetimes? As the gunk and impurities are being shed, we are lightening and clearing. It is important to become aware of this. That we are actually being purified - without our permission or knowledge! The pandemic and isolation has served a good purpose, now we can see that as the outrage is simmering down and we are growing out of it. It has had a positive effect in helping us to stand alone, apart from the crowd and reduce the entanglement of lives with lives. We can think for ourselves alone again, as separate beings, who are responsible for no one else but our own thoughts and the management of our bodies. We are being forced to notice ourselves and what's happening within, on inner levels. 

One day recently I said to myself, "We are living in a monestary." It was a surprise to recognize this. It is so quiet here, so serene. Doug and I are each going about our own business even though we live 24/7 together. We are disentangling from each other on outer levels, but drawing closer in another way that can't be explained. It is more peaceful. We're accepting each other the way we are. We're not trying to change each other or argue or disagree. In fact, we hardly talk. We are each focusing quietly on our own inner space and projects. We have constructive projects going. Our inner world is smoothing out and becoming more peaceful. This is a dramatic shift in my thinking. I never realized it would be quite like this. But I am more true to myself, more honest, and it's more enlightening. And Doug is having his own enlightenment process without me trying to interfere or "help"!

Because socializing has been disrupted we are forced to follow an inner path, which we didn't know was there. It has been emerging as we are more true to ourselves since we have not been so distracted. This is what is going on in the world. Each in their own way is doing a soul journey, coming closer to their own truth. Maybe some are lagging, and that's OK. Maybe some are having difficulties because of so many people in their families, but the same process is taking place. No two people are alike on this solitary journey. Each one of us is a radiant cell in the infinite body of the One who made us. It is God doing the purifying of the cells in his body, clearing out the wax that has been clogging our pores, brain and muscles. We need to appreciate it and thank it and do our self-maintenance job. We're only responsible for ourself. May God bless the process. May you love yourself first before trying to "help" someone else. May you pass every test that challenges you, with a humble bow of the head and a going within to see how to approach this. This is the way of elevating yourself to the highest. And the sky keeps opening.


9/23/21 - Your Life is a Canvas - a Piece of Art
About the causal body 

Life is love in motion and each life is a piece of art. Your life is a canvas. You express your Self on the canvas of your life. It is outside of you. It stands out from you, away from you where others are influenced by it. Your canvas is your causal body. Your causal body is the third body down in density from the exquisite pure, perfect and divine "I AM Presence". There are six invisible sheaths of light surrounding your physical body. You are the solid figure at the center of six bubbles of light. You as the creator are a single cell of light in the infinite sea of ever-evolving God consciousness. You are a spirit spark pure and uncontaminated. You are the painter painting pictures on your environment, whenever you are embodied in physical flesh, while the real you (that which says "I Am") remains uncontaminated at the highest and noblest point of your being. It is no wonder that you always feel you are right. You are! You are the creator of your life.

You are painting pictures that please you. Some of your expressions are beautiful and some less so. Others are ugly and mean. You make mistakes sometimes and wish to erase the picture, but you can’t. It is difficult to undo what you already put out there and released to the world for it has ramifications on other people. But you the painter always remain pure and uncontaminated.  When you die to this world you leave your physical vessel and return to the Summerland. You look at the broad picture from there as you painted on your canvas. You decide what was good and you want to keep, and you decide what you don’t want to keep and you want to go back down and fix it. You want to apply new strokes and new colors and hues, and placements to your picture. And there are those parts of the picture you want to remove. They are not pleasing to you and so you want to eliminate them. This requires you to return to the earth again into embodiment in the flesh.

As I said, your causal body is your canvas. Everything you paint is recorded in your causal body. The good makes your causal body sparkle and shine. The not-so-good reduces down to a tiny seed, like a virus that hides and cannot be seen, but it will blossom forth in your next embodiment on earth for you to work with and make the changes you want to make. This is called karma. It returns to you so you can correct it.

Your causal body is the archives where your painting is kept. That picture you have worked on for many lifetimes and in between lives on earth and other planets perhaps, is becoming more beautiful with each embodiment you take on physically, as you are born into families with mothers and fathers and communities. There you continue to paint by expressing what you know from within yourself. Your wisdom expresses into the community, and the little seeds of not-so-good, that you want to change, also come forth for you to work on. Situations develop for you to work on and clear. You want to get it right. You want to show people what you are truly like on the inside, so you continue to try to express yourself better. Closer and closer you come to being satisfied with your painting, for your painting, your canvas, is your soul. Your causal body stores all that you create in it, the good, the bad and the ugly as germs. With each death when you return to the Summerland and the beautiful crystal air warm and sunny with friends to support you and be kind to you and share your stories with, you look back at the life you just left and once more you make decisions. You want to improve it a little more. You are the only one who can make the decision. You are the creator after all, and you are uncontaminated as a pure, divine and holy spirit spark.

Your soul is your picture on canvas that you are ever refining. It is almost complete but not quite. You are trying to express the purity of yourself, you, the spirit spark who has never been contaminated, desire to paint this perfect you in the physical world so that you may see yourself complete and beautiful outside of yourself, as a mirror reflection, as perfect in the physical form as you are in the spirit world. You are very close to being finished, to expressing it. Just a little more fixing to the canvas of life. A little more color here or less there. It must be perfect according to YOU. It must match YOU. It must express YOU. You look at your perfection and know that you are complete. Then your soul merges with your I Am Presence as an uncontaminated perfect spirit spark of the creator and your journey into the lowlands of life is complete. But it is not over. You now live as creator wants to live in the world of physical manifestation. You have brought heaven to earth pure and uncontaminated. (This message was received on 9/2/18) 
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Today's personal note: This newsletter goes to 184 people whose names I have connected with over the years for one reason or another. As my focus in writing has been changing lately, I wonder "are they as interested any more as they used to be?". I hesitate to take anyone off my list. Maybe someone enjoys them, maybe they don't. So I invite anyone to please let me know if you want these newsletters to stop coming. Just send a return reply and say "remove me". It is nothing personal. A few people have done so already. They are not interested in what I have to say, even as I am not interested in what most other people have to say. We are drawing closer and closer to our own higher self which is unique and stands alone. My newsletters are my way of feeling that I am contributing positivity, but maybe to some people it is nonsensical. We each must find our own niche. Anyway, I love to share my thoughts via newsletter and then post them on Anakosha.  

Bless you. I love you. Take good care of your Self and keep painting love on the canvas of your life. Your love is more important than anything else - your job, survival, health, relationships, money - because love SUPPORTS jobs, survival, health, relationships and everything else. Not-love cuts and divides people, while love moves life closer to those of similar resonance, ever closer to universal harmony. Love connects, non-love disconnects. Love moves life forward. Non-love moves life backwards and downwards. What is no longer useful or positive in life disentangles and drops away because it doesn't belong with you any more. Love is not about nurturing others first, it's about nurturing yourself first in every moment. It's about being aware of yourself in every moment - while moving, while breathing, while touching, while doing tasks, while thinking, while sitting still in the silence of non-movement. Love is a commitment to self first. It creates an inner glow that feels warm, supportive and nurturing to the self. Love is powerful and activating. Love creates energy and surges of vitality. It provides spontaneously times for rest and times for action. We don't even have to think about it when we live in love continuously. I've been doing certain Ascended Master exercises that have proven this to me. I think the isolation period is almost over. I feel the turn-around taking place. The feeling of being close to death and dying which encroached on me slowly over the last few months, is almost gone. It shouldn't be long now before gatherings between friends will start again. 

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9/16/21 - More Galactic Federation Revelations 
Through Elena Danaan & Megan Rose

I want to share with you another Elena Danaan video which just aired today. I love listening to Elena because she inspires truth and authenticity with her warm personality and innocence. And most especially because she has personal experience to back her up. As I said in my last newsletter of 9/12/21, she was abducted by the Grays when she was 9 years old, but was rescued in an explosive battle by the Galactic Federation of Light. Her personal rescuer, Thor Han, is in constant contact with her today through an implant in her head which the Grays put there and it could not be removed, so it was recalibrated to the Galactic Federation.

In this video she is talking with Megan Rose, also an abductee who was rescued by the Galactic Federation. They share similar experiences. In an earlier video Elena interviewed Megan Rose and you can find it on Elena's youtube channel. Now, these two women are chatting together and revealing amazing, eye-opening details about the Galactic Federation of Light (or of Worlds as she calls it). As I said, I have had my ear to the ground on the galactic situation for 57 years. It is not a new subject for me. These two women are both authentic. They are in contact daily with their personal rescuers who provide them with updated information. Here they are comparing notes. They are presenting ground-breaking disclosures in a lovely, soft semi-official way. The Galactic Federation of Worlds is a benevolent federation of many worlds. They follow a Prime Directive when intervening in a planetary situation. Our world is in such a situation today. Much has gone undisclosed. Disclosure is underway but there is so much misinformation and craziness, who know what really is happening? Bad guys taking over? It is important to release this positive information and so I am sharing it. The information is astounding, breathtaking, and amazing. Of course, it is up to you whether you believe it or not. But I think you'll love this. Listen to the truth in their words.

I myself have been on the spiritual path for longer than I've been aware of the Galactic Federation of Light. I follow naturally the Ascended Masters and have found hidden books and transcripts which they have revealed over the years, most of which has been buried. They provide instruction, education and knowledge beyond what we are taught in schools.. The Masters teach and represent the ways of pure love, divine love and universal intelligence which we have called "God". It is available as the perfected path of the individual who is drawn to more noble ideas and higher ways of life. he Ascended Masters are not a religion. They represent universal truth and the oneness of life while remaining unique individualities. They are real people, real individuals who have ascended (moved on) out of the sentient game of rebirth. I have in my library many stories that confirm without question that they are real - more real than human beings are.

On the other hand, the galactics are sentient beings who were born and raised on other planets. There are good ones and bad ones. We've been told, here on Earth, that we are the only intelligent beings in the universe. And now we are learning different.  The Galactic Federation of Light is a benevolent force with fleets beyond imagination watching out for planets of our low vibration, as in Star Trek. They have come to intervene because we are a troubled planet. Their prime directive allows them to intervene with a planet only when malevolent aliens have interrupted the natural evolution of a species.

This latest video by Elena Danaan and Megan Rose can be accessed in the link below. What's really going on in our world today and why? You'd be surprised. What we think of as local politics is not. The chaos is manufactured. There is a hellofa lot of misinformation being shoved at us. These two women have been given information no one else has been given. So listen and enjoy. Or close off if you feel you must. But I advise expanding not only your consciousness but your heart as well. The heart knows what the mind does not. Truth is felt. It's good for the soul to feel truth. It is a motivating force for upliftment into more noble realms, knowing, confirming that we have big brothers and sisters out there watching over us. Elena and Megan reveal why they are not coming out in front so we can see them, as so many have wondered and asked. The video is about an hour long.  

COSMIC DISCLOSURE with Cosmic Girls! Megan Rose & Elena Danaan - aired September 16, 2021
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygocFT4DY-M

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9/12/21 - A Personal Update
Introducing the Galactic Connection & The Prime Directive

Greetings, dear friends! About a year ago Elena Danaan, a former French archeologist, was interviewed about her abduction by the Grays at the young age of 9, and her rescue by the Galactic Federation. As a result of that interview, Elena has become in one short year perhaps the world's most famous ambassador of the Galactic Federation of Worlds (i.e., Galactic Federation of Light). The doors to other worlds have been officially opened. The secrecy has lifted. Since I was first introduced to the Galactics back in 1964 - that's 57 years ago - I have been watching and waiting because we were told (by then-contactee George Adamski) they will be arriving any day now.

In 2012 I posted a Galactic Federation of Light website, showing it being located in Naples, FL. I believed the landings would commense and other individuals would identify their cities as locations. I quietly continued posting what I thought was meaningful and relevant. Recently that website has been lost in the shuffle of fast-moving changes. A tide of disappearances began. I lost my computer, then the laptop, then my bout in the hospital and the insidious encounter with the dark side began. Sickness is a germ of fear, confusion, loss of equilibrium, of hope, of faith. A belief in darkness and death encroached which has brought about a deep, dark tremor into the world. Negativity, fear, isolation, mandated vaccines forced all of us into cowering. It has been a horrible year. Nausea took hold of me then, and the light began to go out. Then sickness hit several weeks ago which appeared to be worse than ever. Doug had his vax but I could not do it. I could not give in to the death culture. Now, I know it's all part of the game, but it hurts so much. The death and dying of spiritual beliefs in hope, light, truth, integrity, honesty, togetherness, caring, emotional rightness, warmth, healing, courage, faith.

Now the sickness has hit and it is starting to go away. We are on the mend. I have not given up. Suddenly there is light. The dark is capitulating. It is fading. A bright new shiny world is coming. It's not all here yet but it flashes to me here and there. It disappears and then it reappears in the form of someone speaking out and telling the truth. And then it disappears again back into the dark. It is amazing what is happening from my perspective. Shards of hope and truth and light and knowledge. This is just me, of course. I can't speak for anyone else. Elena has been the main source of my transformation, and I urge you to listen to her. She knows what she is talking about. She has met many other species out there, beyond our locked-down, tightly-controlled world, and she is full of love and caring. She radiates it. We are on the brink of a great change. Believe it or not. 

There are humongous changes in the air. I don't listen to social media any more. I used to. But it's beneath me now. We are being exposed to influences far, far greater, far more noble, wise and considerate and caring than the Earth has ever seen. And it is being delivered to us carefully by the Galactic Federation after careful analysis. There have been many councils. It's beyond our capacity to know. While the pandemic has shut down the world in fear, the flood of information coming from the Galactic Federation is the most important news the world has ever seen because we've been locked down. The distribution of this knowledge is coming through many sources, many avenues. Many people have been prepared. There are sleeper cells waking up and daring to step out of their private knowledge. They are gaining confidence, listening to their brothers and sisters speaking.

Amid the political maneuvering there is a greater truth coming into the world. Shards of light and truth. A lot of bad-mouthing is going on to distract us, but look for love, look for emotional healing, look for heart-warming news. The cold and calculated opinions lack that quality. It lacks cohesiveness. It lacks harmony and togetherness. If the news separates you and makes you feel bad, then it is old dying news which is passing away out of sight. Let it go. Look for the hope and the bright new feelings. . There is far more truth behind the Galactic story than we can possibly know. The entertainment field has been a great platform for it to use but it has been taken over by the dark side mostly. Gene Roddenberry was contacted by the Galactic Federation back in the '70s when Star Trek first appeared. It was a collaboration. After my bout with the darkness, I am ready to strengthen my hold on the light and make this changeover. I'll be talking more and more about these truths. You may take it or leave it. It is of course your choice. But when the doors officially open, I will be there near the head of line waiting to welcome our brothers and sisters from the stars, with proper protocol. They are from the official Galactic Federation of Worlds (or Light). 

THE PRIME DIRECTIVE

Before I introduce Elana Danaan, who inspires trust with her soft-spoken French accented charm and heart of love, here is the Prime Directive that she received from the Galactic Federation that was published four days ago on intothelight.news. This is the first time I've seen this, but I have seen other releases about protocol of first contact and how to conduct yourself. Whether you are aware of the Galactics or not, it is going to happen. It behooves us  all to learn more about it. The intervention by the Galactic Federation is a return to normalcy and sense of peace, emotional fulfillment and family connection. We are related. We are all related. We've just been shut off, shut down, separated and told lies about aliens. I will now be joining the mission of love from the stars and offer my services to the Federation of Light. Below is the text of the Prime Directive received by Elena Danaan from Thor Han Eredyon, her rescuer when she was a 9 year old abductee by the Grays. She has been in constant contact with Thor Han through an etheric implant in her head.  A PDF version of the Prime Directive is available here

THE PRIME DIRECTIVE
Galactic Federation of Worlds

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The Prime Directive is to serve as a moral, ethical guide and legal template.

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The Prime Directive is applicable to all cultures in any world that have not yet achieved interstellar travel capacity and have not established an organized continuous relationship with an evolved external interstellar culture.

III

Nothing within these articles shall authorize the Galactic Federation of worlds personnel to intervene in matters which are essentially of the domestic, local or private jurisdiction of any planetary system, or shall require the members to submit such matters to settlement under any articles of the Galactic Federation of Worlds.

IV

As the right of each sentient species to live following the greater universal law of Free Will, in accordance with its natural and biological cultural evolution is considered sacred, no members or personnel of the Galactic Federation of Worlds may interfere with the normal, autonomous and healthy development of native life, society and culture. Such interference includes introducing superior knowledge, strength or technology, to a world whose members and society are incapable of handling such advantages wisely, judged on their present level of spiritual, moral and technological evolution.

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The Galactic Federation of Worlds cannot expose an evolving species to technology that the species has not yet discovered or is currently capable of developing and using.

VI

Sharing and seeding of technology above the lesser evolved race evolutionary capability of understanding is prohibited or taken to the necessary minimum.

VII

It is forbidden to interact or communicate with any native resident of a lesser evolved planet or culture using any device, appliance, machine, tool, weapon, or invention representing an improvement upon the science and technology already in existence upon said planet.

VIII

Spiritual and moral knowledge should also be restricted to a bare and necessary minimum only using communication methods and devices at the current level of understanding of the lesser evolved race.

IX

It is not permitted to make contact with or interfere with lesser evolved races unless they are threatened by an outside source. In that case it is the moral obligation of the personnel of the Galactic Federation of Worlds to evaluate the situation to determine a suitable course of action.

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Federation personnel may not violate this Prime Directive, unless they are acting to right an earlier violation or an accidental contamination of said culture. This directive takes precedence over any and all other considerations, and carries with it the highest moral obligation.
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Elena Danaan’s YouTube channel is available here
Her website is here
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8/25/21 - How do you love something painful?
Close your eyes and sink down into Mother Love

Hi Everyone! I couldn't resist sharing this channeled message with you from spirit. All is well here where we are in Naples, Florida, thank you. Doug has his own projects underway as I do. I've been blogging every day on Anakosha, on Diana's Blog. Please check Anakosha.org from time to time. Today I am in high energy and more than eager to get past the sickness issue that keeps everyone in fear and darkness and separated from their higher self. I am finding many good messages in my old journals to help me in this regard. So many of them are channeled either through DK (Master Djwal Khul) or some other bright entity who slips in while I am soaring high at my computer in the ethers with an open mind. They inspire me ever so much and I wish with all my heart that I could pass them on in person with a hug. There is a growing pressure to stop all this nonsense with the dark side and get on with living life from the bright side, the dazzling future that is coming. Don't believe it? I do because I can see it. It is on its way. We are clearing the air even now as we speak. One way to clear the air is to give some spontaneous positive feedback to someone (if they ask, of course, not to intrude on their privacy.) But act from your heart, from your gut feeling, not your mind/ego. Gut feeling is where the love is stuck and can't get out. When we are afraid of being honest and frank, we don't speak our truth freely. Truth gets stuck in the gut feelings. The more we give in to the pressure to speak the truth - and it can be done with kindness - the more we right our world. OUR world. And if it's a positive for us, then it's a positive for whoever is nearby catching the sparks of truth. It really does help. Given freely and off-handedly, truth is like a spontaneous fresh breeze from the west. It tends to correct situations without blame. Otherwise, we just keep pretending everything's OK and life carries on in its dreary direction. It holds back the future. We don't have to pretend to be kind to people - we ARE kind when we are spontaneous and speak from the heart. The more we speak our truth, the more we loosen the dirt from our vicinity and make it more like HOME. You can feel the fresh air coming in behind it. We have all been held back by fear. 
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What is coming forth in these times is stressful emotional issues. Stressful emotional situations come back again and again to be loved. Yes, loved. They were not loved before and so they remain unresolved, rejected as a lost child, abandoned, repressed, buried. If you are faced with yet another unhappy repeating situation, love it this time. Love is the transforming agent to change a thing into an entirely new and good feeling. How do you love something painful that is hurting you? Close your eyes and sink down into the pain in your heart and further down into your abdominal region where you experience Mother Love. Allow yourself to reside in Mother Love in your abdomen and allow the expansion of love and allow the painful situation to be enfolded into those warm, peaceful arms that once upon a time you yourself experienced while you were hurting. Love the pain as if it were a child. Become the Mother Love, identify with Mother Love, and heal the hurt and betrayal or rage or whatever it is that is crushing you and has come again and again to be healed and loved and changed with love. Love yourself free of the pain once and for all.

Everything everyone is doing is screaming out “Educate me!” “Teach me, show me!. Teach me how to love. It’s all about love. Learning how to love. Not about sex, but about love. It’s about larger love, warmer love, connecting love. Not personal love but love. Sex is personal, falling in love is personal. Attachments are personal. Lust is personal. Desire is personal. Love is larger than attachment, larger than lust, larger than sex and larger than falling in love. Love is larger than all of these things and more fulfilling. It’s more in every way. As a human being seeking more fulfillment, impersonal love leads to full body connection and full soul connection. Full soul connection. When you lift it up to impersonal, like the sun is impersonal, you expand your love. When you pull it down to ground level and human level, you contract your love and make it small. You limit it to physical form only, to finite form only and to one person only. Yet something in you wants to love more.

Your laws are holding you back. Your culture is small and limited and holding you back. Learn to love free. Learn what love is. It is not sex. When you lift your attention and awareness to higher levels, like the sun which shines on everyone alike, you expand your love. You fall in love with LOVE. Not a person. Do you understand? You do not enter your emotions. You expand that extraordinary feeling of love up beyond emotions so that it pervades through your whole body, every cell, every nerve, every muscle, every organ. You feel love in your brain, in your heart, in your legs, hands, stomach and kidneys and out beyond your skin. You feel the love in the air, in the trees, the ground, the water. It grows with your attention. It glows with you as you think about love being everywhere. You are capable of creating love with your mind, with your awareness, with your attention and where you focus. You expand the love you have for your primary partner. You don’t want to cheat, you want to share your expansion because you feel love for everyone you meet and you enjoy the feeling of being in love with love. It radiates through you and out beyond you like a sun. It transcends arguments, disagreements, jealousy, insecurity, abandonment issues, any problem you have had with people. You are bigger than the problem, and bigger than the pettiness of the issues. You literally glow with love. That’s moving love from personal to impersonal, like the sun shining overhead is impersonal but shines on everyone alike.

How do you increase love? What is the technique? You give some away that you already had, thus creating a vacuum or void in yourself. The universe does not like a void and into the void rushes more love. Love is a vibration, a certain texture or feeling. Love is love and so more of that vibration rushes in. As you continue giving love out, there is a flow coming in. As a human alone you can’t grow more love. You have to look to higher sources and intelligences because that’s where all life is coming from. It is descending down from unformed pure light and love into compacted material form. (Channeled 8/20/17) 
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8/16/21 - Relationships & ETs
Telepathic communication is universal

The following article was posted on Anakosha nearly two years ago under Diana's Blog, which is me. I stumbled upon this old blog yesterday and felt it was worth re-posting. Anakosha is a small site and doesn't get many hits in a day, usually under 30. But I've been posting blogs ever since 2012, when I took it over from my husband and began writing about free love, spirituality blending with sexuality, ascended masters, galactics, light bodies and fifth dimensional philosophies. It was formerly a couples swing site. I wonder how many people are aware that the galactic connection is a spiritual awakening process? The ET and UFO story has been treated with some ridicule over the years, but truths are subtly coming out into the open, including official documents. But this article is by me. It is from MY vantage point. It ties together my interests - couples relationships which are so very important, sexuality and spirituality as a healthy bonding process for couples, the galactics and ascended masters as big brothers and sisters who are ahead of us in the evolutionary process, and other metaphysical subjects. I have been a galactic undercover for over 50 years. My other website is galacticfederation-naplesfl.org.
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Written on 12/20/19 - Over the last month I’ve been plugged into an extraterrestrial group called Girk-fit-niir.com, which is akin to being plugged into a galactic wall socket. Before this, I believed it. Now I feel it. On girk-fit-niir.com beings from outside our world speak through human beings who lend their bodies and voices to intelligent beings not of this world. They are giving us their advanced wisdom. It’s not just information. There's a feeling of familiarity. There's a sense of finding something that had been forgotten. Like, “Yes! Of course, of course, I know.” So, for me, it’s plugging in to something that I knew but had somehow lost the thread and have been wandering around looking for it. It's similar to when you're on the phone and suddenly lots of static comes in and you can't hear them any more. Then just as suddenly it clears up and you hear their voice strong and loud again.

The aliens talk about it as telepathic. They are becoming stronger in telepathic communication with us. Instead of appearing in physical form in front of us, which they attempted to do right after WWII showing their ships but it didn’t work well, there was too much fear, their efforts to approach us stepped back. They didn't want to cause fear and panic. They have been studying us to see how best they could reach us in a smoother way. Abductions took place for a few decades by some of the off-world races in order to get human DNA to mix with their own to create hybrid children. This is standard practice throughout the universe, to mix genes to advance a race. But the abductions, even with amnesia, were causing negative reactions, so that was stopped. They were stumped. They didn’t know how to reach us without causing fear because Earth and its citizens have been so locked down against outside interference.

Then everything changed when they discovered that some humans were empaths. They didn’t realize. It was a profound discovery. They had been perceiving Earth humans as having disorganized minds and emotions that made us impossible to reason with. Thus channeling began through people who were meditators and empaths. They are connecting with us by telepathy. Mind-to-mind. The problem is, most of us have been taught that such things are ridiculous and not remotely possible. It's just so-much fantasy. So people are not picking up up on higher-dimensional whisperings through their extra-sensory perceptions. The website mentioned above is a portal. The point for bringing this forward is to share how it fits into a very personal local matter. It dawned on me as I listened through earphones. As the awareness grew steadily brighter and saturated my entire understanding, I realized this is about couples' relationships.

We speak about our relationships sometimes while focusing on issues we have with each other. And yet, issues aside, there is something larger that holds us together inside the relationship. While the aliens are addressing this on a galactic scale, I am seeing the positives playing out personally in our individual relationships. I didn’t see it until this morning. What we have going for us inside our couples' relationships is the same thing the aliens are talking about - telepathic communication. They are talking about a species “collective”. Couples have a relationship "collective". The aliens speak of being part of a collective on their planet, and we don't understand collectives because we on Earth are not one. Not yet anyway. But we understand our own relationships. Those of us who are coupled anyway. Singles may not understand right now, but they have had relationships at one time or another.

The relationship is our collective of two. In swinging, couples have evolved to include more. Those who are engaged in intimate friendships have moved themselves into a collective. Inside our couple relationships we have built a trust and we have faith in each other. We know what each other is capable of, what motivations, what intentions, what weaknesses, what strengths. We may have disrespected it, we may have cheated or done things behind the other's back, but we knew when it was against the health of the relationship and we tried not to do it again. We who are couples live inside this larger agreement that we could call a collective because it is so much bigger than two individuals. In swinging it is not two individuals who participate, but the relationship itself that participates. And other couples can sense it when a couple is not in agreement with each other. In swinging, there is no confrontation between couples, but there is knowledge, intuitive knowledge, of what the others are thinking. These couples who align with each other grow their twosome collective into a moresome collective. And so do mature civilizations grow also into planetary collectives.

When two individuals fall in love, they join forces, not just bodies. They join minds and hearts and souls and life forces and belief systems and errors and mistakes and issues and everything. Everything that life has to offer is there and present in the relationship. It's a force to be recognized. A relationship is so much more than I understood last week. A nation is a collective, and this week it made a collective agreement to impeach President Trump. A huge sigh of relieve or a long, low moan and beating of breasts. That's what collectives do - they grow together through consensus. Issues are resolved. We as a nation are growing. I believe we are also growing as a planetary collective. We are moving towards consensus as a planet.

Because the aliens are reaching out to us and revealing big-brother wisdom and maturity, and trying to do it in a way that is soft and benevolent, not to cause fear - that's how they reach us. That's how anyone reaches anyone - through gentleness and wisdom so they don't cause fear. Then there is a growing of respect. Perhaps even reverence. When I watch the channel’s eyes and see his arms and hands moving to try to express, and hear the different tones and inflections of the voice, it's easy to recognize a presence that is different from the human who is allowing his body to be spoken through. There are over 2,000 videos posted on the Girk-Fit-Niir website. By watching, my understanding of universal love is expanding. Love works through inclusivity, not exclusivity. Exclusivity is not even mentioned because it's a dead end. Fighting one another does not work. They are pointing out the wisdom and logic of including those who appear different at first. By including them it gives us more power as a larger whole, whereas excluding them by hating them or holding them in contempt or making intellectual arguments against them, is loss of power. It cuts one off from the whole. They say that the enemy is another you, another aspect of yourself, so why do you fight against yourself? Instead, you should be gathering the different aspects back into yourself to make you more complete.

We know these words from religious texts but we have been schooled away from that approach. We don’t live them because we were trained not to. Now, our neighboring brothers and sisters are reaching out to us to add their voices to our emerging consciousness as a planet. To help, not to conquer or control. They who are coming through Girk-Fit-Niir are a small alliance of six species, just a small part of a universal collective. They in turn are communicating with other collectives.

Because couples swinging is my rooted reality, where I evolved personally in understanding the power of inclusivity, I am sensitive to the issues that are often raised inside the couples collective. It takes two to form a relationship and close body contact is an important part of it. As they bond together physically, each one's personal inner net changes and modifies. When two, four, six, eight couples bond together physically, each individual grows to the degree they accept the others. We grow in freedom. Close body contact through swinging, also known as couples dating, is an evolutionary path. It takes us into other dimensions, beyond current "norms". Interdimensional experiences take place when there is a larger love, or a larger acceptance, a larger agreement. Without SOME form of love, there is a closing down, a competition, jealousy, fear, suffocation. There are many names. Love is the word that means “inclusive”. Love finds a way, including someone is a way to enlarge and evolve. We enlarge to accept the other's thought patterns and emotions, which modifies one's own thought patterns and emotions. Everything becomes larger and more whole. I'm carefully avoiding spiritual words here, but the word "holy" simply means more whole, more wholey, instead of less whole.

Those in swinging are on one hand finding marriage to be a conundrum in the primitive sense of the word (too confining) and on the other hand it is more wholesome. To those on the spiritual path trying to become more open and free, if their spouses are not willing to go along with them and are holding them back, what do they do? Some older people are finding they need to separate from their partner of many years, in order to complete themselves before they die. The galactics are bringing us a reminder of universal love, not the restrictive one-on-one love where you feel you have to protect yourself against invaders, but openness through communication. Communication. Communication. Communication.

If we as an individual can't get along with our mate on this little ol' planet of nations that can't get along, where does it all start? I can't help but think close loving body contact. It's a beginning. There are pockets of people gathering to include others up close. I really don't know if the aliens swing or not, but I bet some of them do. If the species are compatible. Watch Star Trek and the like. The question is raised and considered. With the myriad numbers of planets and star systems out there whose inhabitants are getting along with each other, it goes without saying that they have found the answers that they are qualified to pass on to us. Granted there a few races that refuse to get along with the others, but they are diminishing in number because more and more of them are joining together and relinquishing the belief in separation. The light forces, known as the benevolent ones, are of higher dimensions and higher standards. They are winning because they are joining forces and are more powerful intellectually, emotionally, spiritually and technologically.

This all makes so much sense to me, this joining of forces. It is practical. It is logical. And it feels good. It is joining everything together, no matter on what level one comes from. The effort creates harmony. The universe operates on harmony. Disharmony causes galactic wars. In 1987 there was a harmonic convergence which not many understood at the time. Understanding is growing about harmonics. Sound healing and Reiki is becoming popular and saving lives. The harmonic convergence was an intervention. Joining forces is spreading as a result, globally. It is happening in couples' relationships. Swinging, couples dating, polyamory, all forms of alternative intimacies are being explored as a joining of forces. It works when two different individuals, or four or six, sit and talk honestly from the heart with each other, and really focus the light of their understanding on what is being said. Both listening and revealing honestly. Many people are still avoiding “the talk“. The inner dawning is slow to rise and shed light, but it does rise if all involved are willing to stop and listen, not just talk but really listen. And not pretend to go along with it just to keep the peace. There is no peace if there is pretense.

A common problem is where one wants to have "the talk" but the other doesn't. Consider this: it is not a problem but an opportunity to try something different. A refusal or rejection is like a door that quietly opens up to give permission to go back and re-consider. What comes forward in the moment is a path to consider. Choices arise. We create by the seat of our pants. We choose as we go. We learn by mistakes. And if there is a brick wall in front, you walk around it to see how the view appears from over there. I saw a mimic recently work his way along a wall of air. He moved his hands up, down, left and right and he eventually found the end of the wall, and he turned the corner. He got past the wall. You never know what you'll find when you turn the corner. A new view always appears.

A choice is what we do when we are faced with a brick wall. There are many choices. You can back off and let the other win. You can argue and fight back. You can get in the car and drive for hours. Or go to bed and forget it. Or call a friend to talk to. Or you can go meditate and try to transcend it. There is no end of options. You can leave. What I do - I may appear to give in and let it go, but I am including what is uncomfortable, into my heart. I'm allowing it and respecting it. I am revering it as best I can. It is something the higher ones are teaching us to do. It works for me. It's only the ego that fights and feels it must win, but the heart is not an ego. So I feel more whole and actually feel more peaceful and expanded. It's almost a sensual feeling.

My late husband’s way of dealing with a brick wall (me) was to say, "We're not going to bed until we talk." He was the wiser of the two of us. He would wait me out. I would eventually fold and sit down to talk with him. He was bigger than me, and older by 14 years. As I listen to the extraterrestrials I realize they are bigger than me. They are waiting us out but they're sitting there waiting. They are reaching us through thought to help us in our understanding. How to overcome brick walls which cause separation and loneliness.

They don’t want to interfere with us but they want to share with us how THEY did it. They are acting like older brothers and sisters. Each species has their own collective, and they are constantly working with other collectives. They use mind-to-mind communication which we have yet to understand. Extrasensory field communication. They are in touch with their collective constantly. In the video sessions I am watching, it is a call-in show, and callers call in with questions to the aliens. Every once in a while after a question is asked, the person who is channeling an ET will sometimes say, “One moment please, I will ask.” There is a pause and then the channel speaks again. The alien presence apparently reached a questionable point where he or she was unsure whether to speak on this line of thought. If the advice is no, then they say, “I cannot say at this time.” And if the advice is yes, they alien presence continues to elaborate on the subject asked.

We have this kind of telepathic agreement in our couple relationships, and work relationships and same-gender relationships. There are relationships of all kinds that are networked into our lives that go far beyond what we are normally conscious of. It behooves us to be more conscious of this beautiful network upon which we rely and have faith in. Having faith in a relationship is a wonderful thing, and we don't want to abuse it by overstepping our boundaries of what is appropriate. By being more aware of this faith-based network that exists between us, we can expand on it with positives. We are all learning. When we feel not to say something out loud, then we don't. We are designed to be in communication with our larger collectives, of all sorts. There are many different ones. The aliens are teaching us about this harmony that exists among us. We are learning how to retain harmony. When we go against our innate feeling of harmony, otherwise known as conscience, we experience a “bad feeling”.

Couples don’t have to put it into words. They understand each other. They know each other. But if something new comes up and there is a question, maybe a feeling of separation, then that's the time to talk. Allowing a feeling of separation to remain, doesn't just "go away". Without noticing it, it's an energy and it would sink down into the body's muscles and tissues and infiltrate the tissues. “The issues are stored in the tissues”, say the healers, and become blockages. It is healthier to clear the air. Sometimes a jealousy is not jealousy at all, but rather a sense of separation and the worst is imagined. It could be simply a bold new thought coagulating in the unified field where harmony previously existed, and the other senses the separation. Telepathy at work. The larger network of harmony that keeps the parties informed has thrown off a ripple. Wives often suspect husbands of having an affair because she “just knows”. Sometimes it's true and sometimes it's not. Female instincts are commonly used as a crutch when they're not reliable. Some men do the same. Clear the air when in doubt. Bring the unified field up to par, up to current, to reposition the understanding.

The galactics are from all over the galaxy and some from beyond. They are here to assist us into the galactic neighborhood. They are not here to disturb our planetary collective, but to enrich it by adding light and understanding. To help us bring ourselves more into alignment and to a higher standard of inclusiveness to join the rest of the galaxy. They are all different species and so are we. Each a part of their own collective but they have matured on spiritual, moral, ethical levels to respect the other collectives. They form alliances. They arrange meetings. They have ambassadors they send to delegations, just as we have here on Earth but they are not fighting each other. Instead, they are working at how to join each other. They discuss whatever comes to the foreground to be discussed.

That is what I‘m doing with the women‘s gatherings. We are meeting to discuss whatever comes up. We do not know what will come up. It’s an alliance of females. The galactics do this in a mature, grown-up manner because they have greater understanding of the power of telepathy. Women use telepathy more than men do in our world. That’s why I am inclined to meet with women first. Later we can form an alliance with men and see whatever comes up that may be inclusive and respectful to enhance us all and bring us closer together. When the galactics meet together with their vast differences, they do it better than us. We can learn from them. Women are easier to connect with because of their underlying nature being affectionate, spontaneous, loving, unifying and nurturing.

Higher dimensions are higher in all those qualities. We don’t understand what dimensions mean because we don‘t understand what love means. The galactics of higher dimensions are expressing these qualities. Empaths and spiritual people are the ones listening and spreading the knowledge. Everyone has the capacity to be an empath. An empath is one who listens and allows new thought to enter and be considered. It allows differences in. The world is in chaos because people are fighting against others who are different. We can change and we are changing. More light is coming to us and we are receiving it. Galactic intervention has already been happening. There is growing evidence from scientists and others that they have always been here. And further, that we are related. They are our extended family. Their genes are in us through our DNA. Hybridization has always been done, from race to race, since the beginning, I am learning.

The galactics, or so-called aliens, live outside of our physical reality but that is not a problem. That is fact. All races have their own physical reality on their planets. It is by consensus that a planetary civilization grows together, evolves and matures together because there is a force field to the planet. We are maturing enough to be aware of their presence. Some are eager, some afraid. But they are peeking in through our windows and waving at us and we are receiving them. This is so amazing to me. I am so excited. It is part of why I am inspired to anchor a women‘s group as a portal to that which is coming. Contact with aliens has been represented as a dark, scary thing. The military has been armed, trained and prepared with super-hero warriors and weapons ready to fight to protect our planet, even while ridiculing the idea there is such a thing to protect against. How strange that they should turn out to be like the lovable ET in the movie by Steven Spielberg. And perhaps the beloved Yeshua and his mother.

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7/30/21 - Shifting to a New Timeline
Fewer newsletters, more blog postings
http://www.anakosha.org/dianas-blog  

A new timeline came about after my desk-top computer crashed (April) and Doug gifted me with his laptop. Learning a new computer was frustrating. I'm not a natural technoid, I'm right-brain, spiritual, but I slowly adapted. Then several weeks later I woke up in the night and couldn't breathe, ended up in the ER. The result was a-fib, where the top part of the heart starts beating too fast for the lower part of the heart to keep up. It was after 24 hours of using a powerful "I Am" chant that it happened. I raised my frequency higher than my body could keep up with. Back home with bottles of prescription drugs, I resumed work on the lap top and three weeks later the lap top crashed. Doug did his magic to fix it by re-installing programs, but I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I was leaving the old timeline and starting a new one. It was ever so gentle, ever so peaceful, ever so soft that I became aware of leaving the world behind. It was a deep, deep feeling of dying. It was a calm acceptance, very deep, not part of my everyday awareness. A kind of ballooning upward of softness like an air bubble coming up out of the ground, that I was dying to the world. This sensation was with me for several weeks but it changed today after going out and about with Doug to banks and stores and walking among people.

Now --- I am sharing this because I know there are others out there feeling the depression, or sensation that they are close to leaving the world. As in dying. There is a lot of fear around dying. But I am here to tell you that it is NOT YOU! It is the dying of the darkness that our world has been covered in. For eons it has been a dark world. We all know that from the many exposes that have been coming over the internet and news. It is the dying of the darkness, not the dying of the life itself. If you're still walking around and breathing, you still have life in you. What is dying is the darkness that has gotten inside the cells and tissues of the body. These are what's dying, not YOU! There is something NEW coming into the world to replace this dying of the old. The new way is lighter. It is hope and it is joy. It is freedom and abundance. It is transparency. Light is transparent. It is the truth that is coming into the body to replace the death of the dark that has been with us since our birth on the planet. The sensation of hopelessness, death, old age and dying is not you - it is the darkness in you. This is esoteric stuff. I'm going to be talking more about it. It is going to go over the heads of most people reading this, but there will be a few who will recognize it. I have been studying this for a long time. Be prepared for the LIGHT. It is coming. It is a new consciousness coming into each person, but only when they are ready. Getting ready requires that we elevate our attention span to more positive attitudes. Where our attention goes, there goes our attitude and feeling. Think dark, feel dark. Think light, feel light.

There is so much information coming that is of the light in these days, that I have been unable to process it or share it via newsletters. I can't keep up. I am busy adapting to my own frequency. It is the most amazing experience I could ever go through After accompanying Doug to banks and stores I came home steeped and stewing in the energies of death, dying and depression. Fortunately I know how to get rid of it now. I immediately went out into the pool and chanted light language and floated on my noodle and renewed myself. The sun was glaringly bright. It was awesome how easy it is to get rid of that sinking feeling. This is such an eye-opener. If you are feeling these feelings, do something to get rid of them. Don't let them stay. It is not you, it is the consciousness of the planet. It comes from the people, the masses, the collective of human beings all around who are thinking and spewing negative energies. If you don't know how to get rid of the doldrums, if you need a boost to more hopefulness, contact me. Come and visit with me. For a long time I tried to create a gathering of women (I loved being with women!) but then I found that a group overwhelmed me. I love being with one person at a time. Otherwise, my giving nature gives in to the collective and the collective of the group takes over. I say this, knowing that others do the same thing. I'm not alone in this. Visiting one on one is the way to share the light better than in groups.

Be alert. Be aware. Be open-minded. Be open-hearted. Look up to the sun. Be in love with the light and the light will shine brighter for you. The light of the higher self descends when we of the mortal mind look up to try to see it. There is a golden angel high, high above, up near the sun. He is there all the time, whenever I think of him, he is there in my mind. He has wings and he is surrounded in an aura of pale golden light made up of many flashing delicate hues. He seems to appear out of the sea of light, and he is available for anyone who raises their frequencies. There are techniques for raising your frequencies. That is what I am commissioned to speak about and pass on. The angel is like a sign of contact. He wasn't there before. He is there now for me. It is very subtle to be able to see him, but I can tell you he is there. It is clear, and refined, elevated, buoyant. He cannot come down below a certain vibration. Raising one's vibration is necessary to get out of hole we are in where there is no light of sanity or hope or clarity.

It is time to accept that we are descended from LIGHT, not dark. It is time to reclaim the light that is in us. The dark stole it away from us. The light is in our DNA. DNA is composed of energy. Energy from our ancestors - both human and star ancestors. We have them both in us. It is time to let go of the old ways of the dark side of human nature and reclaim the DNA of our star ancestors, the light-heartedness in us, the child that loves to play. The human is the part of us that is the stern parent. It argues and tries too hard to be "better" when we are already better by being so far above human politics that we have no idea. We have not engaged our brilliant higher minds sufficiently to know ourselves as we truly are. We have been so busy trying to "fix" the chaos and understand the politics and the divisions between nations, but we are better than that. We have been distracted. We are of the light. That means we are loving, kind, merciful and compassionate. We are a forgiving people. That is the part we need to return to. That is why we are getting so many messages from extraterrestrials - the benevolent ones who are associated with the Galactic Federation of Light. But there are dark ETs too, who don't know about the light. We are related to them, too. When doom and gloom descends, know it is the dark side, not the light side of who you are. You're picking up energies from the mass collective which doesn't know itself. Those who know remain quiet about it. Be discerning. Notice what creates a sense of doom and gloom and leave it as best you can without causing a scene. Engage in whatever will light you up and turn you on with hope, stimulation and excitement.

Get ready to welcome the next phase that is coming to all people everywhere, by choosing positive responses everywhere you go. Locations are different everywhere you go. They carry the communities energies. Some people prefer the mountains to get away from dense energy. We live out in the pasture lands with the trees and wild life. The cities are more difficult to live in. Smudge your house often if you live in the city. See me. I'll explain some techniques to use. The darkness is being riled up and spewing out into the atmosphere. People are not holding it in like they used to. The atmosphere is filling up with these awful feelings. Just be aware that it is not all you. Be aware that there are things you can do to alleviate those horrible feelings.

Disclosure is happening on every level. Disclosure is not just about ETs and aliens, it is also about truth coming out about our own dark secrets and dark structures, the institutions we've been subjected to on every level. Whistleblowers in every field are speaking out. Who to believe? Let it go in one ear and out the other. Don't even try to understand. It is beneath you. It is like trying to understand 5-year-old squabbles in the park. It is beneath your dignity. It is the wise old soul who understands what I'm saying here. Within each of us is the light of understanding. It is about connecting our DNA strands. I just saw on Star Trek The Next Generation, an episode where Captain Picard and crew chase down the one missing DNA link that connects ALL races together as one. The races are all fighting each other, but the missing link is a coded piece of information that the founding fathers put into ALL the races, no race was excluded, to see if the many could find the one piece that brought them together. They didn't say it, but the missing piece is LIGHT. Light becomes love when it is lived transparently in sentient form. This is one of the most amazing truths of all to come forward to us in these days. It's not about the landing of ships on earth, but about reconnecting our DNA within our own bodies that have been torn apart and scattered into junk DNA, but it is all in us and has been from the beginning. We just have to find it and reconnect to our transparent star ancestry. It happens through Ah HA! moments of excitement and stimulation of the intellect. Truth blossoms then from within. We are linked to the same light that is in the Pleiadians, the Sirians, the Arcturians, the Lyrans and other benevolent races and there are many. More than we know.

Each person has a different history because of the unique experiences we've been through. We've had many lifetimes and not all here on Earth. It makes each of us unique. Each of us is a living library of many books. No two of us are the same. The real disclosure is the sense of connection that take place within you when you hear something that lights you up. This is the REAL contact with ETs. It's not happening TO you, it's happening within you. Within your subtle body. It is the DNA itself reconnecting memories of former experiences. Two strands linking up to become four strands brings clarity and a feeling of goodness and excitement. Then six strands and eight strands. Total recall is possible. I'm not a scientist and yet I understand how this works. It is innate. It is built in. We have the light codes in us right now. They've been torn apart and we've been separated from knowing who we are but as we hear truths spoken - and lies - we know ourselves better. We know a lie when we hear it. This causes excitement without totally understanding why. A lie is the dark backdrop against which our own light shines clearer. A strand of memory connects with a strand that has been severed. It's an AH HA! moment. The light goes on. It creates exuberance. It creates a desire to live and find out more. It passion reawakened. It chases away the doldrums. It is so joyful. And with joy comes also freedom. Freedom and transparency and love of life. It all comes shining boldly outward.

Back to my original statement - there is a feeling of dying but something beautiful is coming in to take its place. It is evolutionary. It is a higher dimensional step. It is buoyant and exhilarating. I feel the hopelessness, it borders of depression, and then there is bright flash of inspiration. Light dawns, clarity comes, excitement comes, calm and stillness come. Each of us feels it in our own unique way. Our higher self is not in charge; we are, right here where we are planted. We are blossoming where we are rooted to the Earth. It is a consciousness shift that we make ourselves. We must make the shift ourself. Then we connect with our higher self. This is a consciousness revolution. We are shifting from a lower, stiff, solid dimension, to a more fluid, lighter, rarer dimension of higher principles. It is a jump of one track to another, into a future that is moving into our bodies as we adjust to that future. We must be willing to adjust ourselves to higher frequencies. We didn't see this before. It is replacing the old stodgy days and the old stern ways and the old unconscious habits that ruled our lives. It is shaking people up. I am speaking with more positivity but I know there are many who are not able to follow me. I realize that. The negative has a great hold on people. Hopelessness pervades the atmosphere. But for me it is bringing me peace. I accept the timeline change. It is taking me away from the frustration of having to learn more A.I. technology. Awful stuff! Now I can go with my natural flowing. Now I can focus on the website (Anakosha).

Fortunately, I have mastered the website. I mastered that a long time ago when, as a massage therapist I was secretary for the association and they wanted a website. So I learned website building. It was all part of the plan. We each have a plan of more smoothness, efficiency, happiness and abundance that is trying to come through. Let it come. Trust spontaneous things that happen. Allow the connection into your plan, your future, your mission. Look toward positive, light-hearted, fun subjects that attract you, but be aware of the dark trying to fool you. Refuse to go down that rabbit hole. Reject curiosity that leads you down dark paths that require yet another passwords and yet another new technology that leads you into more hours of frustrating attempts to master it. It's a trap. Look toward lighter horizons, easier horizons, more fun horizons, that give you an upward feeling. It is forward movement, not backward. Stay simple. Stay transparent. The evolved races (Pleiadians, Arcturians, Sirians, etc.) have advanced their technology millions of years ago by allowing more light on their complexities. It is a matter of simplifying and they are here to show us how. Use discernment, intelligence, love and kindness.

The new phase that is coming onto the world stage right now requires a lighter attitude, a simpler perspective, an open heart transparency, truth, kindness, sensitivity toward others, innocence, love, wisdom - and power enough to be gentle. The new phase that is coming into our homes and neighborhoods and stores requires that we leave frustration and complexities behind. Look to the sun. It shines light on everything. It is a distributor of the ONE light of all that ever was and is. And latch onto that golden angel up there. He is a messenger. A sign. Call to him silently in your own way. He is available. And wait for it. You know the phrase, "Wait for it?" It implies it is coming. Wait for it. Watch for it. Hold open your mind for it. Be on alert for it. The solution, the answer, the clarity, the hope, the feeling you've been waiting for, is coming. Hold an attitude of an open mind and an open heart.

There is a lot of truth coming out in these days for us to connect with, each in our own way. There are connecting links in us waiting for that truth. It's in the DNA which is resident in every cell and molecule of the body. Our body is the mission. We are to light up the body. To wake it up and give it the peace and comfort that it so longs for. We are here to love our own body parts and give it words of praise, happiness and gratitude. Our body's enlightenment is our mission. We manage the body better with love and kindness than by kicking it and swearing at it and hating it. There is a god (little g) living inside of it. The body needs to know we care. We need to pay more attention to the feelings that we give it. What turns you on? What turns you off? If it is a sullen thought, change it right away and look up to the sun. Imagine the golden angel coming through the sun. Create it if it's not there. Use your imagination. Create the golden angel with your creator faculties in your mind. It is imagination that connects us to the light, to the positive, the good, to the highest and noblest, to the angel in us. The light in our cells will respond like magic. The light has been covered over by dark beliefs. Let the dark alone. The more you play with dark subjects the more it hooks you. Where your attention goes, there goes your thoughts and your feelings follow. The light within has not been recognized because we have not been using it or acting it out in positive ways. We become happier and more peaceful when we start acting happier, speaking happier and thinking happier. The light must be used and shared. Love isn't something that was put here to stay; love isn't love 'til it's given away.

Thank you for listening and reading my words over the years. I have enjoyed communicating with you, many of whom are beloved friends I miss seeing. Some are family members, some are recent acquaintances, some are former massage clients, some are lifestyle friends, some I've never met in person but have communicated with by email. So many diverse personalities who have engaged with me through the years and entertained me with new thought and challenges. Please check my website from time to time, since I won't send as many newsletters from now on.

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7/11/21 - Heart-Centered Ascension Massage 
Hold each other physically - embrace and nurture the human body
 
During the night I woke to write something down on a little post-it pad: "It's just the opposite." Then I went back to sleep, only to wake again to write more of the message. “You need to hold each other to ground." Waking in the night and writing is a process that has been going on for years. It is as if I need to leave waking consciousness in order to get it from higher realms beyond this reality. After several bouts of waking, writing and going back to sleep again, I couldn't get back to sleep so I got up and went to the meditation room. There is a table there especially for late night visitations. It was an easy flow of one page, handwritten. This message was to be sent out to my list a year ago but I didn't do it so it's a year late. You will recognize the message. Apologies for not putting it out sooner but I too was confused. I had a difficult time bringing myself to release this today, but I can't refuse any more. My relationship to the higher spheres will be broken if I don't do it. I believe this is true for many people. Every day I read the channeled messages from others being released into the public platform, and it assures me that the time is fast approaching. Disclosure is underway. Disclosure of private information. It is happening among many people who feel the pressure to share what they are receiving privately. People are going public. It isn’t easy to buck the system but the spirit is restless and pushing outward from within. It is beautiful. This message wrote itself on July 9, 2020.
 
The Message
 
“It’s just the opposite of what they are telling you. You need to hold each other physically, embrace, nurture the human body. It is lost without the human nurturing. It is time to step forward with your knowing. You are aware. Many people are aware. The veil is thinning. It is so thin now, that you must tread delicately, like gossamer, like silk, like a cloud moves across the sky. Touch gently, with finger tips, not the whole hand. With dreamy eyes look through the window of the soul and touch each other softly and know that you are home. You are on solid ground here. Safe, together, complete. There is no danger. No covid, no warning bell. It is a coming home to ground, to solidarity, to peace. We are encouraging you to break out of the prison they have woven around you. You think you are alone. They have mesmerized you into thinking you are in danger when the opposite is true. You are home FREE! Free and sovereign. Tell the others. You do not have to rush into each others' arms just yet. This is a premonition. A ghost light that is coming FIRST. There is a message here for the people. You are the first to receive it. You have already grounded your light. You are AnRa. You are the message giver. You have been given the message to deliver to the people. Let this word go out now. You have been prepared. You have the list and the two websites. You must write. Give them permission just as you gave to your former community who excelled in their freedom to love one another and loved their freedom, their sovereign right to love and to be free. You are right. You told Doug it is coming now in Privatbook – the freedom to be independent of the dulled-down masses who have not yet extricated themselves from the mud. You have seen the mud that clings. You have experienced the second death – almost. But on the edge of it you saw it. You have pulled yourself away. You are the one to lead the march away from the brink of destruction. So let it be. It is time. You are the star shining in their midst. Take charge. Wield your “terrible swift sword” with the gentleness of the angel that you are. So let it be. Let it BE!”
 
(The above was received in the early dark morning hours, but later after several hours of inner exercises, I received more along the same line of thought.)
 
“This is the beginning of the turn around – the story of saving Mother Earth from the brink of destruction. It is a story of warm gentleness for the earth will be saved from extinction by humanity. Not by spiritual forces but by humans coming to fulfillment of their species, their humanness. For it is not the cleverness of words or the intelligence or high-mindedness that will save the earth from destroying itself, not the technology, not the purity or any of those noble virtues, not even truth will save humanity from extinction. It is the holding of hands together in unity that will save us. This one act alone will save the earth from being destroyed.
 
“It is the exact opposite of what they are telling us to do by separating and staying isolated and not touching, not breathing, wearing masks, avoiding contact. You see, it is the heart that grounds, not the head or the pelvis or the feet. It is when hearts link through the holding of hands and through physical embracing, that humanity returns home where it originated in the father-mother’s joined heart – where humans were conceived and brought into form. Humans are a form life, a species that is different from all the other formed species in the galaxy and universe, in that it contains all other species in the heart. All qualities exist in the heart of human beings - power, the will to live and survive, the intelligence, wisdom, the love, the caring for one another, the purity and perfection, the immaculate holding to the perfect design which is stored in the heart, and held under lock and key in that secret place of the most high. And the truth, which is the secret science of healing all that went wrong, and the comfort and the grace that brings peace to that masses and supercedes all past logic and reasoning and understanding – all of these qualities when brought together through the holding of hands and hugging happily one another, embracing with an attitude of we’re all in this together, embracing with arms around one another, this is the physical grounding of freedom for humanity and Mother Earth. It does not require words, it requires accepting all other human beings into the fold of one’s heart, in humbleness, not pride, not judgment, allowing the different colored skins to embrace you, receiving them, those who are different, into your heart. It is the exact opposite of what is being thrust upon the people from high places – don’t touch, stay away, don’t gather in crowds, don’t breathe. It is the exact opposite that will save humanity from losing it all and going dark and insane.
 
“It is the exact opposite of what the leaders are telling people. It takes courage to take back one’s freedom, one’s will power, one’s courage, one’s intelligence to think for oneself. It takes strength to take back one’s love of life, one’s reverence of life, one’s devotion to life. It takes determination to take back one’s purity and innocence, to take back one’s truth which is the sacred science of healing. It takes wisdom to stand still, quiet and comfortable inside one’s own skin, in peace and confidence, and in grace and in togetherness with others. This is freedom. This is the grounding into the one heart that is human. It takes all the hearts in the world to join in this one-world hand-holding. Physical hand-holding. Physical embrace. A physical united human hug. Be grounded into your own heart along with everyone else. Forgive yourself and others for past mistakes and let them go. Focus on holding hands and caring expressed in the excitement of being whole, complete and peaceful here on the ground ready to engage in physical for the first time ever, with all faculties connected into the heart. Not the mind but the heart. All beings, all men, women and children are equal as all become one family of the heart. When hands are held around the world and embraced, there is the sign we’ve been waiting for – ‘We are home free at last’ - and a warm hearted hug will take the place of a cold egocentric hand-shake.”
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 Blessings, love and light from the Galactics, Ascendeds, Angelics, Celestials and me,
 

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7/7/21 - ​Love is the key to change 
On all levels - physical, mental, emotional, spiritual
 
Today I am feeling marvelous and excited. After returning home from five days in the hospital for atrial fibrillation, I am renewed and resurrected. Doug has assumed oversight for my health and does research on everything. I tend to take things as they come. I am grateful for our partnership which is solid, with an overriding respect for our differences. Love is the greater approach to everything, even disagreements are smoothed over. Also the subtleties of life that are too numerous to mention. Many things are coming to light for me. There is a continuous flow of revelations formerly hidden from me. Ascension symptoms are difficult unless a person rise above them and go with the new that is flowing in. Old ways of doing things are being disrupted and new ways are coming into view. It takes a while to adjust and adapt. Taking the high road of higher love is the only way to get through the changes that are underway. This includes the aging physical body. It too must adapt and let go of the presumed aging process, and take the higher road of accepting the new way that is coming in. 
 
I'm on the cutting edge of activating ascended master information - things I've known for a long time but not revealing. It's because of the massage exchanges. I am drawn to have a massage club to introduce people to build confidence in touching others with respect and love. Ascension massage introduces a new way to approach the body which takes a higher road. Traditional ways of the past are dissolving. Ascension massage is being sponsored by the Ascended Masters. I've been aware for a long time of holding back.   
 
As I was re-reading old journals that date back 45 years, I ran across something that I want to share. It makes sense. I woke up groggy and achy one morning, not wanting to move out of bed. I was still in the twilight state between out-of-body and in-body, so I asked my guide, the ascended master Djwal Kul, calling to him by name (you must call them by name), "What can I do to get this aging body started better in the morning? He responded immediately. The words were clear in my mind: 
 
“Read! Use your mind. You are mind, not body, not substance. Plug in! Activate your mind, get your brain cells up and running and it will start movement flowing through your nervous system and activate your vehicles, body, mind, feelings. It will move life and energy. It is like starting the motor in your car. You have the books from us, from the Ascended Masters. Read! Read! Read! Last night you were on fire from all the articles you were reading and copying and transcribing. Get your car started in the morning by reading. You have an immense amount of divine life written down in English for you through the Printz books.” (*)
 
Without moving my position, I reached up to the shelf overhead for the Printz book from last night and the flashlight by which I read in the dark when Doug is sleeping. He was gone already. I opened the pages and continued reading a transmission by Ascended Master El Morya, per DK, to get my motor running. It worked. My mind became absorbed in what I was reading. It was so good, such an excellent transmission. It was about the power that can be gathered together by a group of same-minded individuals. It is the group’s common vision that creates a successful and powerful group. I needed to hear this. I have not understood. I have been unsuccessfully trying to get a group started for years without first presenting the vision. I’m the one attempting to start a group so I have to lay out the vision and let individuals be attracted to it. It is the exciting idea that draws people together - those who resonate with it. It is a common vision that others may choose to join or not, but it has to be presented in a plain, easy to understand way. This was a foothold to me. 
 
I continued reading. The units of energy generated by one individual is "one". If there are 8 individuals then there are 8 units of one each. If those 8 individuals are in agreement with a common vision, then the power is 8 squared, or 64. Eight to the power of 2 means 8 x 8 which equals 64. (I had to look this up to understand it.) Eight individuals NOT in agreement are scattered. They remain eight separated individuals. This makes the 8 individuals in agreement more powerful. The energy increases exponentially. The power to change the world grows when there is a common vision. A collective vision is needed to grow a movement. It all starts with a common vision, and then through discussion the group creates the specifics needed to shape and mold the activity.  One cannot do this alone. One by itself is not enough. It takes two or more. There must be a unified body. Eight people not integrated remains 8 scattered units of energy with different ideas. They don't pull together. So, for the purpose of starting an ascension massage network, the key is to find those who are drawn to that same vision with me. That means I must present it. The group then ties together like eight separate cords to form a stronger rope.
 
One thing I've noticed over the years of journaling, is that when I re-read an inspiration of a year ago, it is even MORE valuable than the day it was received. It takes time to fester apparently. I came downstairs eager and excited with this new thought. By 1 pm things were definitely livening up. Energy was pouring in fast. A friend emailed and asked, “What do you mean you’re not human? What are you getting? I'm intrigued.” I wrote back with fingers flying: “I'm being shown again an image of myself rising up out of the mud. Literally. I am a shape rising up out of muck. You can't tell it is human. It is just muck and mud but it is rising up, and it is feeling its way around. There is movement. But the muck and mud is clinging to it like a sheath, tightly packed around it. This is ME!  I was shown this years ago and it is being shown to me again right now. I am getting out from under the muck and mud. The muck and mud is the human that we know ourselves as - or as we have become used to. We are NOT human! We are divine lights that were covered over when we were born. Humans were the lost race because we forgot where we came from. We are not human! We are light. Spirit. Gods. Enlightened beings. We are in the process of shedding the muck and mud that has clung to us from birth, from being born into a dark planet. Each of us is on our own unique path to discover this."
 
Following DK's advice to read Ascended Master material, the next day I opened the book, "Bringers of the Dawn" by Barbara Marciniak, who channels the Pleiadians, and read about love being the key to change. The Pleiadians are a more advanced race than we earthlings. They are here to assist us out of the muck and mire. They remain officially invisible but they are everywhere around us. They channel their teachings through mental telepathy to open-minded earthlings. I was ignited and revved up. DK was right. Tune into the ascendeds. Read their words. There is fire in the words from the ascended state. My instinct is to translate these high words into common language because they are too high for most people. There needs to be a connection of some sort and the most important connection is touch. Loving, warm human touch. I am drawn to massage. It is the only common language we have. I closed the book and started writing, inspired by the Pleaidians. 
 
Love is the key. Love is what makes up the universe. The present technology on Earth will only develop to a certain level because mankind does not yet understand that love is necessary. Love is the key. Energy can take all forms but when a person deals with greed or hatred or any emotion that is not working toward light and for the benevolence of all, it is only allowed to go so far. There is only so much information that is available for that sort of vibration. Love is the basic building block, so when one has love all possibilities exist. Bringing back the concepts of light, which are information and love, is the plan. It takes serious effort to come into a system as dark as this one and change it, which has been primarily dark for eons. Information is light. How light is used requires love. Information that is not used with love, is distorted and therefore limited to a certain, lower, frequency. It cannot expand beyond that frequency. If information is filtered through a focus on greed, for example, as in “How can I use this information to best benefit me?” then the information will be limited and won’t expand. Love and light work together. They are the balanced twin flames that form duality and maintain the creative expressions of a sentient world. If one takes dominance over the other, as the patriarchy did over the feminine, disharmony is the result which leads to chaos, confusion, mistakes and wars. The twin flames of light and love have been reduced to masculine and feminine, or yin and yang. Light is abstract, love is feeling. These are equal aspects of father-mother God. They are created equally and they work together equally to produce paradise, a literal garden of Eden. They create chaos and negativity when they do not.
 
Earth has been a dark quarantined planet because of lack of love. Those in power are not loving entities and they did all they could to erase love from the planet. Those in power are non-physical entities who manipulate sentient humans. They think love is the enemy. Humans do not think love is the enemy, but they have been tormented into misusing love and don’t understand why they are suffering so much. They call it a gender war -.men against women and women against men - but it is a manipulation by the non-physical entities that are keeping the gender wars alive with abuse, sacrifice and torture of women and children. The dark non-physical entities use human beings as puppets, making them do things through mind control, that they would not do if they were in their right mind. But humans are NOT in their right minds, for there is imbalance of energies on Earth. Humans have been dumbed down to fixate on whatever the controllers want them to fixate on. Politics and news. The dark entities use information (the light) for their own purposes, which is a total imbalance.
 
Each human being has dark in them by way of being born in an Earth body through parents who carried darkness, even though they appear to be good people. Humans are ignorant of how the darkness controls them through brainwashing techniques (politics and news). The dark has been in control on Earth for the last 350,000 years. The dark is overwhelming the human being because humans do not know. The dark delights in causing mayhem, fear and havoc. They are artificial intelligences because they are intelligent but they do not have love. They are one-sided creations which do not have a soul. Humans who DO have a soul only know what they know, which is severely shut down to a miniscule one-sided perspective. The human DNA has been cut and scattered around as junk DNA. It is still there, fortunately, inside the cells, and it is being picked up carefully, with love, and put back together again. Plugged back in again. Human beings have been severely limited but they also have light and love in their cells. Love and light is available to them. Human bodies could not live, breathe or function if they did not have light and love flowing through them. This is the God-spark in them. This has not been taught to humans because the dark has curtailed ALL knowledge of the God-spark in them. All knowledge of love has been shut down, tortured, maimed, killed as best it could be killed so that it is damaged severely.
 
Suddenly, heaven has decreed “enough is enough” and has declared war on the artificial entities that do not have love. Heaven has sent an intervention by way of many extraterrestrial beings who were not born on Earth. Plus many souls from other star systems have agreed and volunteered, to be born on Earth through human parents, and bring their knowledge with them. These are called star seeds. They are sleeper cells embedded into the dark matrix of Earth. They are the first ones to awaken and exhibit changes in the paradigm of Earth. Many older star seeds who were deeply mired in the muck and mud of Earth are now waking up along with their brothers and sisters. Others are walk-ins – souls who entered a human body when the original soul who was born in it, leaves. This is done on the soul level by agreement. The old soul leaves, usually during a tragic accident or coma, and the new spirit replaces it in the body. That body then continues, often displaying a different personality from the original but otherwise not recognized by the family.
 
The choices made by a soul while living in a human body creates its reality by the decisions it makes. Its decisions can be either benevolent to benefit others, which enhances the life of that soul and the whole human race, or it can be malevolent to benefit itself, which further degrades the life of that soul and drags down the whole human race. Each choice all day long is either a plus or a minus to the planet and the human race. What is needed now is for all individuals, no matter where they are, to start choosing loving responses of compassion, peace, forgiveness and kindness over all negative emotions that pop up. Negative emotions are those such as greed, selfishness, bitterness, hatred, arrogance, prejudice, jealousy, dishonesty, bullying, cheating, manipulation and the like.
 
It is difficult to overcome the dark tendencies that have taken up residence in the tissues of the human body, disrupting its balance, but it is possible with will power, strength, courage and determination to the right thing. Buried deep inside each human being on the planet are the resources by which to make the changes for betterment. In addition. In situations where confusion and doubt and loss of power exist, answers can be found within. All answers to all questions can be accessed within, by going alone into contemplation, into silence, away from the world of men, and ask with a clear intention to get an answer that will be for the good of all concerned, not just oneself. The question should be: “Which way should I go. What should I do? What should I choose? Predetermine that you will ask the question with LOVE in your heart, for THAT is the type of information you desire. If the questioner wants an answer, then decide beforehand what kind of information. Ask that the answer be benevolent for everyone including oneself.  Ask for an answer that will serve the highest good of all within range of the situation.
 
Then the questioner is reaching for the highest in him or her, and the highest aspect will answer. The God in that person will answer instead of the negative entities who are controlling the person and causing confusion and obstacles via media, news, family, friends, etc. who may not be clued into this. God will answer when you pray for an answer that will serve the highest good. Then you are reaching for the magnificence, the ideal, the glory, the optimum, the most perfect realm that you can reach into. Your soul wants to align with the highest. The question is: can the human who has been buried in the muck and mud of the darkened human matrix, a truly lost soul, can this person dare to ask for the highest good? Of course he or she can, but they need to focus on it. It is a free-will planet so everyone has a right to change the path they are on, to turn around and ask for another direction. But will they?
 
Love is the key. If a person can ask for love to be in charge, then love will come forth in subtle, invisible ways. Love is the evolutionary force of the universe. Love is the creative force of the universe. Love is the creator, the nurturer, the builder and the tearer down of negative situations. Light is the abstract intelligence of father God, but love is the nurturer of that information, mother God. When the information is given and love is held back, blocked or unable to respond, then information is short-lived. The light will dry up eventually and darkness will prevail across the planet. Which is what has happened in the last age. Love is the caring, the kindness, the gentleness, the honesty, the truth, the purity, the peace and the comfort and the ministering of angels. Light is information but it requires a pure receptacle to receive it purely and wholly, who has a good heart and will nurture it and mold it and care for it and build it into a shape that will benefit all.
 
Within each person there is a momentum coming out of the past that is pushing forward into expression. A person must want to change that moment, which is the normal way a person acts and presents itself to the world. The intention and will to change must be made. Does the person desire to continue along the same path of yesterday? Or can the questioner change his direction and choose a higher road? Human beings buried in the dark matrix do not see that they have been stuck in a loop, recycling the same energy over and over. This is the momentum we are talking about. It is a thrusting momentum. It is a timeline that keeps repeating itself and keeps making the same mistakes over and over. It keeps them finite, limited and small because they keep bumping into the same walls instead of breaking through those walls. So here is the chance to make a change. If there is an obstacle in the way, do not go around it – go through it and move it out of the way forever. 
 
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Footnote: (*) Thomas Printz' Private Bulletin, Book 1, copyright 1995, can be purchased at Ascended Master Teaching Foundation
 

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6/29/21 - A Personal Update
5th dimensional stuff

Hi everyone! This is an update about me personally. I will try to be as brief as possible. First, you may be receiving this the first time. My list is kind of mixed up and I've had difficulties with my computer. You may ask to be removed and of course I will. Moving on, I have just returned home after 5 days in the hospital. It was Monday morning at 2 am, June 21 when I couldn't breathe. Doug took my vitals on his little EKG device, and found it irregular. I was rational but gasping for breath. We both agreed to go to the ER. We went to NCH North Collier. I was admitted and then it was that something unusual happened. Doug went home and the nurses and techs started to administer. But for the next 4 or 5 hours I started experiencing thrashing. There are no words to express the awful sensations of a battle that was going on inside of me. It was an inner war. A side of me wanted to let go and leave the body. "Let me go!" And then the opposite side fiercely wanted to stay. "No, I will not go!" These were inner rebellion feelings.

I learned only later that it was the dispelling of a "stowaway" or a conjoined consciousness that had been with me for a long, long, long time. 24 hours earlier I did an intense meditation which I had never done before and it raised my vibrations. The other was not evil, it was just another consciousness that conjoined with me without my knowledge. It actually helped me in this life to ground. It happens a lot by pre-agreement of the higher self. But it was a lower consciousness than mine and I was moving beyond it and she couldn't keep up with me. It was a supernatural experience which I don't expect many to understand, so I won't go deeper into this. But I am here to witness and assist in this chaotic time and so I am free to discuss more with anyone. Even if you call it "woo-woo" or "la-la" or just plain nuts, welcome to the 4th dimension! The 4th dimension is the next dimension up from the 3rd dimension. 4th dimension is where you start changing your mind about certain things. You start sorting through your life, and you have both negative experiences and positive blissful experiences. Most people are moving in and out of the 3rd, 4th, and 5th dimensions. The 5th dimension is where no negatives exist. It is all positive. It is all summer sunlight and beautiful all the time unless you want it to be dusk or nighttime. Then you can make it so.

But the 4th dimension is where most people are today. It's a consciousness dimension. You can move in and out of it as you move through your day. We just don't realize it. We are preparing ourselves o an inner level by wondering about something. You trance out for a little bit as you daydream and leave awareness of this reality. This is inner work, sorting through things, what to keep, what to let go of, what to ignore, what to change. It prepares us with the more positive aspects of the fifth dimension. The Summerland, some have called it, and we can experience it while here on earth in flesh and blood bodies. I've been enjoying the fifth dimension for quite a while now while living in the 3rd among the chaos. It doesn't bother me.

I've been a student of the masters for many years but they can't make the shift for me. They can only give me advice. I have my own choices. I make up my own mind. The masters are not in charge of my choices but they are very, very helpful and logical. It's no different than you and your son or daughter. You can't live your daughter or son's life for them either. Their choices are theirs alone to make. You can only advise them from your well of personal experience. So I have had help for many years. I have been prepared for this particular task of talking about it on a public platform. I am now reminding myself to keep this simple. But I know things and it's hard not express it.

There are flashes of the future coming to me. I have been prepared very, very well, if I must say so myself. I see gatherings coming from far and wide. I am teaching, sharing, inviting EVERYONE to come out of their hiding (which they don't know they are doing) and start telling me who they are. So I am inviting them to speak. I want to hear from them. What each one has to say is like teaching me. They have knowledge I don't have. As I have knowledge they don't have. We are all different from different backgrounds and experiences. This is practical knowledge. One lady I know knows about Tantra from past lives, but she doesn't know about her past. It's been covered up. But I can see it in her. When we get closer to each other and start talking the light language we learn from each other on a soul level. The soul links into the mental understanding. We become more aligned. We remember. This is like learning in secret, below the radar of the government and the darker forces who try to censor and kill the light. But you can't kill the light because it is what keeps us alive. The dark forces can only try to distract you. In my future sight I see people opening and teaching each other by sharing the light they have experienced. It is a very happy vision and free. Nobody is a permanent teacher. I am not teaching them.

They are coming forth out of their hiding and covering themselves up because that's what we are supposed to do here. We are not supposed to be free because we will be censored and shut down. But in the subconscious realms of light where there is MUCH more awareness, there is refinement of Self we aren't permitted to see in the 3rd dimension. It is celestial and noble and of the highest purist qualities. But it has been packed down solid inside the overstuffed closet of the subconscious. For a long time I've wanted to have gatherings here but I myself was not ready. I'm getting ready now. This is a spontaneous message I'm sending out today. There's a lot of downloads, you might call it, flashes of misty psychedelic colors, very beautiful, sweet, warm, translucent.

OK, enough or I will zone out again. My preparation or schooling, if you will, has been in integrating and blending THAT world of higher qualities, with the qualities of normal life here on the ground. Normal life is very imprisoned but there is an inner process at work which is sub-atomic or sub-physical. It's the space between the electrons and atoms. Our consciousness resides there in the spaces between. Consciousness is different from your mind. Consciousness is abstract. It is spirit. It is free. It is the creator. As we learn to move our awareness from the confining limits of our normal reality, we become more refined and more trusting of the spiritual self. My specific training has been in how to make the blend between the lower consciousness and the higher consciousness, which has, heretofore, not even been recognized there is such a thing. It is beyond 3rd dimensional understanding.

Why I'm writing is to let those in my network know that I am back home, feeling good, on heart meds and Doug is overseeing my pulse rate and blood pressure. He has been doing it for himself over the past 16 years and is linked into modern technology. The flashes of future are showing me that my real work is to remain as grounded as possible and just sit here and be here and offer my assistance to those who ask for it. I've been putting roots deep into the earth. I am known in the higher realms. I tried to create gatherings in the past. Gatherings of women only, to empower women. Or men and women together, so they understand themselves. Or massage exchanges, or to give ascended master instructions, or instructions in sacred sex, the sexual-spiritual which is so valuable - the flashes of ideas never stop. But I am being guided to stop trying! To just stop already! Just be available. The only way I can be available is to let it be known where I am coming from. Trying to keep it simple while fluctuating between the third, fourth and fifth dimensions is not easy. There are some things I can share. There is a sense of lostness that exists in the world. There were two women who were roommates while I was in NCH, and I had encounters with both of them. Each of them was lost in a sense of hopelessness, but as I held their hands and spoke freely about what I know, myself, personally, their faces broke out into sunlight and a golden glow of excitement and happiness shone out at me. The spiritual self, the soul, is right there, hiding beneath the doom and gloom of the every day. But it was only for the brief time I was with them reflecting back to them where I was coming from. Afterward, they closed down again.

The point is, we need each other to reflect back and forth to each other. There is no one greater or smaller. It is not a competition. We need movement between others who resonate with us. When we are alone, we are wrapped too much into ourselves. We are afraid no one will understand so we don't speak these things out loud or we'll be named crazy. Well, I understand. I am just letting it be known. The process is to dare speak your truth. This is the formula for success. Tell someone! But be discerning. If you tell the wrong person you get kickback. The world has been in the un-evolved state for a long time. Kind of a dark place. It is not easy to understand dimensions but it is where consciousness resides. And we are conscious beings of light.

When you are with your son or daughter, your consciousness joins with theirs and you understand where they are coming from. Your mind doesn't understand and you may be on the outs with them and have opinions, but there is a connectedness that you have with them. That's your conjoined reality. Then when you leave them and go to the workplace you become one with the consciousness of the workplace. You mentally don't understand everyone at work and you may have different opinions while at work, but there is a connectedness that you have with your co-workers. It is the same with your parents or siblings or wife or husband. There are personal differences of opinion, which is the smaller mind, but there is an underlying vaster intelligence that oversees your wholeness. This vaster intelligence is conjoined with other vaster intelligences. It takes care of carefully, succinctly, putting people and situations in front of you as you need them.

The vaster mind is connected to supreme almighty creator of it all. Everyone is connected to God. We live inside of God's mind which is universal intelligence and it is love. It cradles everyone in the lap of love and we ourselves are gods and goddesses in training. We are the children made in its image in flesh and blood, here to test our higher skills against situations that come up. We are intelligent minds learning not to rely on someone else to save us. There are greater minds than ours but they are not going intervene any more than a grade school teacher gives the answer to a sixth grader. The teacher oversees. There is no savior to count on, other than our own God within. I can tell you more about this. I am so eager to begin sharing what I know, but only when someone asks.

The inner self is called the higher self or the soul. We are being drawn to acknowledge our inner God-self. But we have friends in life that we can meet up with and spend time with and hug. And so I am inviting. We can reflect on these unusual things. We might swap massages - there are some who are waiting for me to respond. Massage is a favorite thing to do. Or just cuddle. With clothes on. Not anything sexual or romantic or anything like that. Simply to be at peace in the arms of another warm-blooded, pure soul living in a human body. The kindness of human nature is needed right now. The quality of kindness is the lowest level of quality. Higher qualities grow out of that as we practice using higher qualities. Inner strength. Conviction. Devotion. These are how we connect to the higher dimensions. They open portals to the celestial regions that are not in outer space, but right here on earth on more refined levels. We have the tools which is the body. The technique is touching with kindness and love and openness and truth and freedom. Not letting others close you down and forbid you. You are a free agent. And we have a heart which is the most important organ in the body. It is implanted with sacredness. The heart is destabilized because no one knows that it has a seed of God-consciousness in it. According to the doctor, half of the population has atrial fibrillation, which is the top half of the heart is racing too much and gets out of sync with the bottom half of the heart. It has to do with the vibrations being out of sync. (But don't try to tell the doctor about it!)

So anyway, that's my story so far. I feel good at the moment. I feel very good especially when I am communicating like this. I can tell my story. You may not believe it but I can tell it anyway. It is part of my evolving process of coming out onto the world stage. There is a healing process that happens when people dare to come out onto the world stage. And to hug openly and be in physical closeness with others. The auras overlap and meld and create linkups. When the auras overlap with each other, the love and light in one person is shared with the other person, and that makes them more whole. Auras can be touched at a distance too. It doesn't require being in the same city or state or country. I'm in touch with someone in NJ so I can't touch him skin to skin, but we are linking up light to light, and it is as if he is here with me or I am there with him. Intimacy knows no locations or time or space. He came to visit me once when I was meditating in his astral body. I saw him just kind of plop down in a chair which he brought with him because I was out in the pasture alone on a chair.

You can also link with your loved one who passed over into the Summerland. Just send a message using their name to call them and attract their attention. Consider that you have a telephone in your mind. You can even imagine picking up the telephone or cell phone and calling them. It is done with your intention and your desire to reach them. And be sure to think of them with love and kindness, respect, gratitude, joy, happiness, excitement. These are the qualities of the fifth dimension. As we practice using them in the small things we do at home or wherever we are, these qualities become an overlighting intelligence. It is like turning on a light above your head. Think "happiness" as a pretty lamp over your head. And when a negative situation pops up, or a negative thought or feeling, imagine reaching up and switching on the happiness lamp. Have a lamp called "joy" or a lamp called "love". Turn it on and see the glow.

Namaste, love and light,
Nancy (aka Diana)  

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6/10/21 - Your Human Ego and Your Spiritual Nature Play Together in your Humanness  
​A dictation from Master Djwal Khul

You have both a human ego nature and a spiritual nature. You are not supposed to choose one over the other, but simply become aware of this fact. As you consider this and think about it, you begin to merge your two natures together, your human ego and your spiritual nature play together in your humanness. There is a blending. Your physical body is not important, but your ego is as you merge it with your spirituality. You are enraptured with your body while you are in it, but the non-physical aspect of your spiritual nature is what activates you and calls you to attention, for THAT is who you are, not your body. As you become more conscious of this fact - that you are not the body but the awareness that lives in your body, you call more of yourself into play. Your non-physical self is more conscious than you are in your physical body, confined as you are to your physical body. 

You can test the fact that you are awareness. When a bird squawks over head you turn your awareness up to see. When a child cries you turn your attention to see where the cry came from. When there is a flash of lightening in the sky you look to storm clouds. When you feel the ground tremble under your feet your attention is drawn to the ground. When you feel a cold draft you wonder where it comes from. You are drawn to outside disturbances as they strike against your physical senses. This is what makes you believe you are physical. But who is it who is being aware? What part of you is being drawn to sound and sensation? You are the driver of your vehicle but your vehicle goes places on its four rubber wheels that you, yourself, would not go. Your consciousness is the driver of your physical body and yet it remains unnoticed. It is the observer behind the mask. It is the seer behind the sight. It is YOU behind your mask and YOU behind your sight. You are not a “what”. You are a consciousness and you are non-physical.

You are an individualized unit of consciousness in a sea of consciousness. You became individualized by having experiences in the PHYSICAL world. You now have memories of your experiences. Furthermore, you have the power to change your focus from where you are in the present moment, to imagine being in another place. You can place your intention to move your physical body to another location. You are attached to your physical body but your mind is not confined, nor are your emotions. You are non-physical consciousness, and when you are not in a human body you retain the clarity and memory of all of your experiences. You are evolving from having so many experiences in the physical world of duality. You are growing spiritually, as a spiritual being with a unique and specialized mind. Your ego as an identity is aware of far more than what you think you are aware of. When you are attached to your physical body you may go to sleep and be temporarily free of your body. You have dreams which are memories of experiences in your astral body. When you are sleeping or at death, you continue to be an individualized and specialized unit of consciousness. You are aware of how much more you really are. You drop the veils that surround you when you are “awake” in the physical world. You remember certain dreams. These veils may drop away while you are “awake” in the physical world, through flashes of insight and deja vu feelings. This shows you that you are growing more aware and awake of your non-physical identity. As they drop away you realize more.

The body confines you within a concrete form which is enhanced by its physical senses so you can see your physical surroundings, hear physical sounds, smell physical fragrances, taste physical food and touch physical objects. Thus you know yourself as physical. Yet you are still an individualized and unique unit of consciousness. When you are sleeping you continue to be an individualized unit of consciousness and you slip out of your body while it sleeps, and have experiences we call “dreams“, some of which are meaningful and others which are not. As the focus on the physical body disappears during sleep, your consciousness becomes more aware. It travels around in a higher plane but it is not easy to bring that awareness back into the physical when you wake up. You slip in and out every time you go to sleep. Every time you die a physical death you drop the body. You have had many births and deaths of your physical body. You have lived in many different parts and cultures of the world, but these memories are erased each time you are born again. It is a merciful act of kindness that you don’t remember your previous lives, for if you did you would not be able to concentrate on THIS life. Memories are erased at birth but you pick them back up again when you die. You remember in bits and pieces gradually, for the waking up process must go at a comfortable pace, otherwise it would literally blow your mind. We all have flashes of insight from our other lives, including our off-world lives on different planes. These are what we label “deja vu”. They are memories stored in your individualized and unique consciousness which is eternal and forever you. You are slowly, gradually, becoming aware consciously, within this physical body. It is an extraordinary experience to have such flashes, for your parents and grandparents did not have them as often as we do today. We are moving to higher ground in what is called “spiritual evolution”. The human race in its entirety, is waking up, and there is such a thing as planetary mass consciousness. Even though cultures are different and the types of clothes worn look foreign, and the language strange to our ears, each unique unit of consciousness dwelling in an earth physical body is part of the planetary consciousness. We are all one consciousness. We are all cells participating in the planet earth’s spiritual evolution. Mother earth is waking up and we are all a unit in her waking up process.

Why were you born at this time? Who are you? Why did you choose to come to this time and place? We all have free will to choose our mother and father, the country, city, society and culture to be born into. I was asked once, “Why did you choose to be born in that little town?“ My friend was born in a big city. I did not consider at that time that I had a choice, but I began wondering about it. Why? And I discovered that I wanted the quiet of a little farm community. It really was a choice. And my parents were humble people, farm people. They did not push me or expect too much from me. It was a peaceful childhood and it gave me plenty of time to adjust to this new life.

As we become aware that we have a spiritual nature (one that lives beyond the physical) and aware that we are an ego, a personality that never dies but who jumps from life to life and body to body for the sake of experience in order to learn and evolve ourselves, as we become aware of this we begin merging our humanness with our divinity - the REAL ego, what we might call the divine ego, the spiritual personality that is growing more aware of itself with every new insight, every new stripping away of the veil that closes in around us. At one time I believed we had a higher self. Now I see that I AM my higher self, discovering this truth. It’s a process of enlightenment. And as I become my higher self and allow in more of my higher wisdom and knowledge, I see that there is yet still a higher self beyond me, and I can see beyond that there is still another higher self and another and another, and so on up the ladder to my source, my home, where I come from originally, to my Father/Mother parents. We “remember” our way back home in the same way we remember our way back out of a deep thick forest where we lost our way. We “remember“ our way back home. It is this incredible journey we are on.
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This body is temporary, no different than a child’s body is temporary as we pass on to adulthood. Experiences are steps along the way but they don’t last. They disappear in a puff of smoke. The masters say “It is all illusion” but the illusion is necessary for the time we are passing through it. The ego is passing through experiences and beyond to other experiences. It is a journey through many planes of thought to reach the home source from which we came, which is the plane of full knowledge and complete love. And we carry all that we experienced back with us, never to be lost. We become the wisdom of our journey. Every jot and title remains with us, as we bring home the tales of our journey and tell the stories to our sisters and brothers and parents. We are a specialized and unique consciousness, one of a kind. There is no duplicate. We do not lose ourselves in the vast sea of life. We add to the all-intelligence. We become a piece in the grand puzzle. We are a piece of the source of ALL life including evil.

Knowledge is power. As we accept the fact that we are not the body but a very special unit of consciousness gathering experience, knowledge and love every moment of the day, we begin to access more knowledge from the higher aspects of our Self. We are awakening. We are beginning to grasp it. We pay more attention, and keep looking up, not down. It brings more alertness. And lest we forget that this article is posted on a website dedicated to sex, love and intimacy, there is something we need to remember. When two people are close together in a bedroom, each one absorbs the sub-atomic particles of the other. We bathe in the aura of each other so it behooves us to be at our finest and best, to think the noblest thoughts, entertain the greatest love we can muster, and fantasize the greatest imaginings so that we can more fully expand our lovemaking. (Thank you, Master DK)

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6/1/21 - WORKING WITH BLISS SENSATIONS aka FUZZY BRAIN
Higher Self is Moving closer
Master Djwal Kul
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When Doug and I came home from Hawai several years ago after visiting with Tamsen, I found myself on island time, fuzzy-brained and lazy. A journal entry reminded me of this as I was re-reading them and I want to share it. Our higher self, also known as the "I Am" Presence, is a very real part of our daily life. I hadn‘t done exercises for two weeks while In Hawaii so I finally began a long-overdue spiritual practice which included physical exercises. This put me in further bliss. It was difficult to get back to feeling normal again. I was feeling quite blissful while exercising, and I noticed how beautiful the sensations were in my skin. It was as if my cells were floating in bliss. It was sensual. I was lying on my back at the time doing leg exercises when I thought of asking Master Djwal Kul for some insight and instruction. Here is what he told me mind to mind, which I paraphrased later to remember it.

“When you call in your higher God self, the spirit entering the body is felt as a bliss sensation. You have been floating in bliss. Now, the key to working with this bliss sensation is to keep your attention on the physical body and your physical surroundings. Find the half-way point. Alternate between focus on your higher self and focus on your physical heart as you have been doing. You are doing well. What you need to realize is that your higher self WANTS to experience the physical but it cannot descend into an environment that is dense or erratic. You are learning to co-partner with your higher self. Through your spiritual exercises you have been preparing your body, mind and feelings so you are more in alignment with your higher self. Your higher self will be able to flow more directly and easier into your lower physical density. This causes you to feel fuzzy and unable to focus sharply and clearly as you would do if you were separated and cut off from your higher self. You are practicing without realizing and preparing yourself for an inflowing of your divinity, or your light body.

"What you have not been aware of, and thus create resistance to, is that the bliss feeling from your spirit flowing into your dense four lower bodies is a positive, not something that you should fight. Many people give up this great work and try to leave their bodies at this point, thinking that they are doing something wrong, or that they are not performing well. In other words the mistake is made that no one has instructed them in this co-partnership between the physical body and the divinity body which is trying to connect.

"Think of two droplets of water in a glass. They are separated. But when the glass is tilted they run together and become one. Each is absorbed in the other. God/Goddess is trying to live in your body and feel the ground beneath its feet and see through its eyes and hear the sounds of nature all around, but it cannot as long as the personality is resisting and holding back. You have been preparing yourself for many years and the veil separating you is becoming very thin. Your trip to Hawaii helped to thin it even more. Now you are feeling what you call “Hawaii time” but in reality it is your divinity moving closer to your physical existence on the ground. Allow it. Help it to adjust to physicality. It has never known physicality. You must become aware of what is happening so you can help it. You are a partner with it. Explain to it that “this is what it feels like to walk on the grass”. Or “this is water and this is what it feels like on our skin”.

[A flashback occurs: A day in the sun doing my dance-like moving meditation, bent over reaching towards the earth my glance falls on my bare feet, and a curious impression flashes - "What strange objects these are" - referring to my toes. They looked strange somehow. My higher self?]

I asked Master Djwal Kul, “Should I focus on the light above me as I do when I picture my I Am Presence? Or should I focus on my heart and the light and the three-fold flame in my heart as I have been doing?" He answered, “Alternate and picture the I Am That I Am in the golden cord coming down from your Presence through your head into your heart and further down if you desire. By focusing above and then below, and going up and down the golden cord that attaches you, you are clearing the channel for your Presence to descend. Continue to follow your inspiration when you do your exercises. Your Presence is guiding you.”

Then I asked, “What about making love with Doug?” And the answer came, “Yes, follow the same procedure. Your higher self wants to experience EVERYTHING. You are a forerunner preparing the way for it to enter into the physical world. You have been doing a good job of preparing yourself and your home life and your environment to be peaceful, harmonious, and easy. Your higher self is moving closer and closer. You will not be fully in your frontal cortex much any more, but you can use your frontal cortex when it is needed. You will be using the back of your brain and the mid brain more as this process continues. You are doing well. This is a good instruction for you. Thank you for asking. Many people do not realize that this is an ongoing process of the higher self. It begins with what you call “conscience” or “the still small voice”. As you listen to the still small voice of conscience it leads you to opening the channel between your higher self and your physical limited self. Then as a person continues with the inner work of following the inspired thought from higher self, the veil thins little by little so that more of the higher self can pour into the little person who has been planted on Earth like a seed who has a great destiny if all conditions are right. For those who find themselves in turmoil and darkness, they will eventually find their way out by asking the light within themselves to show them the path, any path.”

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5/17/21 - Seeing into the Aura

Months before the pandemic hit last year I started seeing through people as if they were transparent. I saw into their subconscious memories. It was at a social event of about 20 women that it began. There were no masks then. It was a happy occasion, a birthday party. I didn't know the people. I was invited as a guest of a guest. It was there that I began seeing sublimated memories in the various women. In the days following I continued seeing into other people, people I passed in stores. I wasn't looking for it. It was just available for me to see. It was an inner perspective, another state of consciousness which happens from time to time. I’m sure you have had such experiences but maybe didn’t think much about them. Because I am a practicing meditator I notice interdimensional fluctuations. What I saw was this. I’m going to try to define it.

There is history packed into people. Literally PACKED in, crunched down stuffed in, held down, frozen and locked up inside the skin. It appears that the body is not solid after all. The memories I was seeing were not flesh and blood. They were not physical. The energies were not physical. There was movement there. I was seeing the history, the memories of the person, adventures, and moreover the lessons that were learnt, the wisdoms that were gained. Not details but a vastness that precludes details. I can’t explain how I knew this. It was an awareness. I saw into the lives of the people and the knowledge contained there. This was so much more than the outer person expressed. So much knowledge gained over so many lifetimes that are not being accessed or used or expressed. This knowledge is superior to human knowledge, immense beyond description and it's being held back inside the skin, by the skin itself.

The skin is a misnomer. I saw that the skin, the body, is not solid flesh. I can’t help but think of the term “standing wave”. The energies are waving but not moving. They are standing still, butting up against the thick wall of skin - belief that that's all there is. They are being held in a fixed position against their will. The body is a literal chest of unopened memories, memories that are popping, swirling and moving but not going anywhere, aren’t being expressed. The lid is closed up like inside a closet. It is being held down for some reason. It doesn't make sense to me why it is closed off. There is an urge to open the chest of treasures and release the memories. There is an urge to shake the people, to touch them, hold them, move them, shake them. Why do we keep these stories stagnant and locked up inside us?

I think my role in all of this is as a writer. This is a skill that developed in this lifetime, to write about things that are beyond description. I see that we have this hugeness in us and I want to help release it. It seems to be universal to keep it plugged up, held back, as if we have all agreed to keep ourselves locked up and not expressing until – until when? We have powers. We have knowledge. It is like we are holding ourselves back for a reason. We are in limbo, or in disguise, pretending to be undercover so no one will see us or know who we are. I wonder how many are clued into this truth? I know more than I’m telling about myself and I am holding it back. We have adapted to a world that is not friendly to these truths, truths from the soul. The soul is who is being held back. We are locked down, so we think and behave as if we are locked down but there’s a part of us that knows better. We have agreed to be “only physical”, not to disclose the fullness of our being. Maybe it's a group contract that we have to agree to before we were born, I don't know. Maybe the younger ones know more than the older ones. Maybe older people have more thickness around them so they have forgotten more. Then we grow up not knowing who we are.

As a student of the ascended masters, reading and knowing about them, one of the first things I became aware of was the fact that we have four lower bodies, meaning energy bodies surrounding our physical body. It took decades to understand it from a practical perspective. Now I know. The four lower bodies refer to the four thickest densities of a seven-layered energy field (the aura) that surrounds us – the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. These are the human distortions. They contain errors. The remaining three layers are higher dimensional. They are layers of purity, referred to as divine, but they are part of our consciousness. These have never been contaminated by human life, thought, emotion or actions, and they never will be but they are always there. They are us. They are who we are on a higher level. We are part of seven dimensions and we have seven bodies. I won’t go into it here, but mistakes and errors take place in the four lower bodies because we have free will, but the three upper bodies have remained pure as the driven snow. They compose our higher dimensional self - the individualized God self or creator self.

The four lower bodies stick to us like glue and influence our thoughts and feelings. We try to understand. Human life is confusing because we have kept ourselves locked into the human world when we are supposed to be moving our energies around. Well, I didn’t mean to get too deep but our hearts are closed. We have been dwelling in the lower regions below the heart, down in the densities of our life. We flash upward from time to time during moments of bliss and happiness, or when we fall in love or do something that is wonderful and good, but we retreat back down to the default program of lower density because we haven’t been taught. We haven’t been educated properly. We haven’t been encouraged. This is how the world works. There are a lot of rules against being free and expressing yourself freely. We are part of the locked-down world and we are stressed because we are holding back the crucial history of ourselves. The memories are stuffed down inside. We are not physical beings but we’re pretending to be. We are energy beings with vastness and supreme intelligence. We are holding it in check, in confinement, in a standing waves, unable to wave outward and conjoin and intermingle. Our interdimensional self is part of an allness, where we know each other yet have our individuality. We were held back because we were born here so we fit into the mold and the matrix. We forgot who we are because our parents and teachers and religious authorities didn’t give us any instruction or teaching. We were not encouraged to remember. In fact, they discouraged us from having fantasies about invisible playmates and beautiful places foreign to this world.

This is why it is important to spend time alone in solitude, contemplating the heart and soul of self. In most religions there is mention of the heart. I have learned that the heart is a portal to higher dimensions. Many techniques are taught concerning the heart. They come from different teachers. Meditation techniques are all about focusing upward to the heart and higher. It would change things to picture the sun. I use the sun a lot in my meditations. I go up into the sun and see myself there in the sun, then bring it back down. The Master DK has been showing me this for years. So instead of feeling trapped in a dark world, I feel free and I feel love for others. I am calm all the time while the rest of the world appears to be in destructive, angry, discontented mode. All good things would come to us if we focused more on the heart for 15 minutes a day, and then on the sun for 15 minutes a day.

​It is through the consciousness of the heart that we become aware of ourself as a higher angel (angle) of consciousness. Noble attributes are accessed through contemplation within the heart but we can also remain aware of lower attributes. The heart is where the higher and lower mix and mingle and become unified and in harmony. The battle is between the human error self and the divine angel self. Which one takes precedence at any given moment? Why does there have to be a division or separation between them? Why not join them together? That is why the teachings all point to the heart. There is beauty and truth to be accessed through such contemplations. Opening the heart is how we bring about the peace between our two separated selves - human and divine. Light and dark.

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5/10/21  Strange Symptoms 

Have you ever had a strange sensation that you couldn't account for? I have had many of them. Some people call them ascension symptoms and they may be. But regardless whether they are or not, I am told to speak about these strange symptoms. On one hand it could very well be a medical issue so follow your own instinct about seeing a doctor. This is certainly not medical advice. This is an important piece of information that I received from Master DK. 

After a recent experience that was different from any I'd had before, I asked DK. It felt like I was going to leave my body. It was very strange. I was disentangling from the muscles internally, all over, and my knees buckled under me as I got up from meditation. It wasn't dizziness. It wasn't a fainting feeling. It was simply a sensation of disengaging from my body. No, I didn't think to call a doctor because I am cut from different cloth - tuned into a different knowledge system. I am used to otherworldly experiences. Strange weird sensations can be mental, emotional, physical or other. It's the "other" that is so strange. Feelings can be just about anything difficult to explain. Swirling sensations like you’re going to lose consciousness or control over parts of your body. Sudden paralysis where you can't move. Fainting feelings out of the clear blue. Any number of subtle sensations, usually not pain. It’s not about pain. Other sensations that are crazy weird that you’ve never had before. Or maybe you did have before but they passed and you forgot about them. Because I've been a meditator for a long time, I know what going out-of-body feels like, but this particular one was so different that I asked DK. And this is what he said. 

He told me that it is the old matrix leaving. The old energies which I have adapted to all my life are disengaging. When old energies leave that are no longer serving you, YOU are still there underneath. The real you cannot leave because you are the lord of the mansion. The real you has always sustained your physical vehicle. The artificial beliefs are parasites living off of you. They have been built over on top of your naturalness.  You are the spirit of your body and you sustain your body, but there are false beliefs, artificial beliefs that have been built over on top of who you really are. Because of the times we live in, these old beliefs are leaving you, unbeknownst to you. When a strange sensation occurs, don't panic. Hold firm to the God of your being. Go into your heart. It is your underlying support system. It is the natural you. It is your foundation. Believe it.

When something leaves you it is everywhere in your body. It will disentangle from all parts at once, your muscles, organs, glands, tissues, psyche. You’ve never felt this before because you have grown up with it. It is part of your matrix. You have adapted to the artificial matrix of the planet and the planet is changing. So this is something new. You've never dealt with this "changing of the guard" before. There will be sensationis. You are returning to your rightful ownership of your body. You are a wholesome spiritual consciousness with principles, ethics, morals and knowings. This is what lies underneath the artificial matrix that is leaving you. It is solid and permanent. It cannot leave you because you ARE you. You cannot leave yourself. Trust this. Believe it. You have been led to believe in false premises. It is a lie to think you can die. As spirit you cannot die. If you believed this with all your heart you would not allow your body to age and die either. We have been lied to. We have been led to believe only in this fragile, aging, physical body. The lie has destroyed belief in the soul but the soul does not die. It just becomes born again in a new body. We are on the verge of learning that this is true. Your spirituality is your consciousness and what you are conscious of. What are you conscious of? It is time to recognize that you have been bamboozled. We have all believed in a falsehood.

You will experience different bodily sensations on many levels as the vibrations rise on the planet. If you have been doing inner work, it will be easier to determine what it is and to hang on to your centeredness. But if you are not doing inner work (yet) it may be somewhat unnerving to experience such strange symptoms.  Little by little we are all experiencing changes as false premises and artificial beliefs diminish and leave us. We are learning not to rely on them as once we did. It is a slow transition to build up sufficient trust in oneself, and confidence that I am what I am. Maybe the world is not what you thought it was and the systems are not what they were before, but you are still you. That is the grounding effect. Have faith in yourself. These things will pass but you will still be here.  

When you have built up a sufficient trust in yourself you have centered yourself and raised your vibrations to a higher level. The negative forces will leave you. You will notice an absence then, a lack or an uncomfortable sensation, a weird sensation, but hang on because it is passing away. It is momentary. You are the solid beneath the flakiness or the weirdness. Trust your natural wholeness. It will flood in and take over. It will harmonize you and bring you peace. It is a healing process. You are evolving out of the old and the new you is birthing. Trust it. Your higher self is in charge, your God-Self. 

When you were born you became interwoven with the beliefs of the current day. These took hold in every aspect of your life. You grew with them as part of you. Now they are changing. These are artificial beliefs. They are not real. They are not organic. They are modifications, like GMO's. They are the limiting beliefs that have caused humanity so many problems. They have held back the human race by compromising the good in you with lesser principles. Your wholeness and inner nature has been stopped and blocked. It has dragged us down, obstructing attempts at refinement and betterment. You have become entangled and hence returned to live again and again. You have lived many lives and your soul has been impacted by these many lives with their limitations and obstructions. Thus you have become slow and sluggish.

These darker energies are losing their grip on you as the world rises in vibration. Strange sensations will occur and sleep habits interrupted. Sometimes you go to the doctor and he finds nothing wrong with you after a few tests. Standard medical equipment will not be able to pick up on the high energies that are emerging. You feel it on the etheric level, a higher energy level that the old testing equipment is not equipped to discern. So the doctor says, "There is nothing wrong with you” and sends you home.  It is puzzling for you have come to rely on doctors knowing everything. 

As low energies leave you, you will experience nausea, dizziness, momentary blackouts, paralysis, unusual sick feelings, sleep disorders, wake disorders, light-headedness, fainting, swooning, trancing spells, clairvoyant flashes, psychic visions, spiritual colors, humming, and inner knowings and refinements that you can't explain. Everyone will be different.  We are being told to hang on to your seats because the going is going to be rocky ahead. That does not necessarily mean physical chaos. It pertains to our inability to understand. We will have experiences that bewilder us. We'll look around for answers and no answers will come from the usual sources to which you are accustomed to go for answers. Where does this leave us? Where do we turn? What can we believe? This is what is meant by the rocky part. No one has answers because this has never happened before in modern times - the shift from one dimension to another. That is why it is important that you rely on yourself. YOU are the important one here. Believe in yourself. Know what is happening to YOU and reach up to your higher self. Learn to trust your instincts and your higher heart. Believe that you are the real you, and that you are not going to die. You are here for the long haul. You are here for the transition from dark to light. Believe in it. You are spirit. It is your body that is changing, not the real you. You are the same consciousness that entered the body at birth. It has never changed. Trust your self. Stay centered in yourself. Stay grounded. Focus on your heart. Memorize a simple prayer to use in a crisis, like "I am the presence of God now living and breathing through my heart." Or something that you already know.

Be anchored somewhere in your body as your secure and reliable location where you want to settle, and nest there. Whether it be in your heart, in your loins, in your feet, or your spinal column. Be in your body, not your brain. Your body is your feminine self, anchored to Mother Earth. You have not known your true self or your true nature since you were born, especially if you are over 50. You were born into a lower alien energy field and this alien energy is leaving. Pay no attention to the steady drum of chaos being beamed over the TV sets. Your days of being controlled by artificial beliefs are leaving. They are alien to Mother Earth's naturalness, purity and innocence. Trust yourself. The weird sensations will pass.  

Your body is composed of atoms. An atom has a center light with smaller lights called electrons swirling around it.  Your body is made out of these atoms of light but it is the space inbetween the swirling electrons that is the real you. The space is filled with your consciousness. You are the maintainer of your form - or rather your higher self is. Your higher consciousness maintains your body and you are its creator. You've been programmed by continual and consistent repetition to believe only physical form exists and it is not true. By believing in only the physical form, you have slowed the swirling atoms down to a crawl. It is an anti-force. Belief in only physicality and nothing else does not support the higher dimensions or the universe of harmony, love and light. It is an anti-force and it weighs heavy on you. It cuts you down from knowing who you really are. 

The light comes from the sun. It is intelligent, loving, kind, benevolent and life giving. It grows life on Earth. We can see these little golden sparkles in the air outdoors during daylight hours. These are the photons, also called prana, from which all forms are made by coalescing them into a consistent pattern under intelligent and conscious direction. We too can use these photons to manifest our desires by shaping them with our thoughts, repetitively. We can bring love into our world with our thoughts, through repetitive thought, also known as ritual, also known as ceremony, as daily practice. It takes consistency, continuity and repetition to establish a beautiful pattern that will stay firm and not disintegrate. This is how we can change our life and create something better. We have not been taught these advanced methods but we are beginning to learn now. We are in the process of re-making our consciousness and our world after the pandemic. We have had a chance to re-examine our lives in the isolation period. There is now a new understanding emerging, individually speaking. We are disentangling from old belief systems and beginning new ones. It is an independent process for each of us, yet while we live inside a community.  We are taking the time to be compassionate and understanding. And tolerant of different beliefs. We are learning not to judge. We are supportive of each other now. Symptoms will come but they will pass. And the sparkles will remain in the air in the sunlight for us to use to mold new thought from. Beautiful new thoughts and ideas and compositions of every kind. The creator continues to provides the light substance. All we have to do is be true to ourselves and be consistent about it. We are anchoring ourselves to a new reality.

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5/7/21  Message from John F. Kennedy on 9/11 Channeled by Losha

Greetings to all my beloved Patriots and Lightworkers… and all others who are listening to my message at this time. Losha and I would like to address a different topic today. She and I have been speaking of the event called “9/11.” I have my own understanding of what happened at that time and I would like to pass along those understandings at this time. I found out some of this after the fact, however I would like to address it anyway because I believe it is important for you all to know.

The primary piece of information I would like to pass along is that…and this will be shocking to many…however, the Alliance, or the White Hats as they’ve been called, actually knew about the 9/11 event beforehand
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Now, at this time, back in 2001, the Alliance did not have the measure of control that they do at this time. They were unable to control the different agencies. So, they heard about this event being planned but they were unable to stop it.

There are reasons that it did go forward… and one of the reasons that it was “allowed” (by the galactics) to go forward is because it was to be a huge “wakeup call” for so many Americans and international citizens. The event went ahead as planned… however, the Alliance did what they could to diminish the casualties. Even though they couldn’t stop the event from happening, they put out rumors beforehand indicating that the Alliance knew about the event and they were going to stop it…even though they really couldn’t. So, because of all those insistent rumors the Cabal decided to move their time frame up to make sure it happened as they wanted it to. So, they moved it up just an hour, but because they moved it up one hour…if you think about the time it actually happened…that one hour saved a lot of lives. So, that is what the Alliance did…that was all they could do at the time.

They also were aware that the Americans needed to be “awakened”, and this was the event that was to do it…and it did work that way. If you speak to many Lightworkers now, and Truthers as they are called, and all the different people who are working toward “Disclosure” and to the Truth coming out…many, many of them were awakened because of 9/11. So, it may sound bad that the Alliance knew about it and allowed it to happen, however there is always a bigger picture and I have been learning that in my time since I have been on Earth.

The other topic I wanted to mention was that I had a behind-the-scenes role in 9/11, after the fact. Right after it happened, I was on assignment you might say, with the Galactic Federation. We went and visited and spoke with all the neighboring countries to Iraq, as Iraq was attacked by the “Americans” shortly after 9/11 happened. Because of the fact that when I was on Earth, I had great international knowledge and understandings, I joined the Galactic Federation and we appeared to the different country’s leaders via a “holographic” image. And we talked to them because we wanted to dissuade them from joining in to help Iraq “defeat” the Americans. Some might think that might have been a “good” thing however, again…and this might sound trite to say, but this war had to happen the way that it did. As the American military attacked Iraq so relentlessly, the Americans became pretty “hated” in the countries of Iraq and the neighboring countries.

So, when the news came back on the mainstream media here in America that the Americans were basically hated by all these countries and they didn’t like that the military over there - the American “government” primarily - were being so relentless in their attacks from all phases of the military…land, sea, and air…that the neighboring countries grew to not like the Americans, also. That news came back to the American citizens and they didn’t like that they were hated, and it did wake them up to their own government being basically a “despot” government…a tyrannical government, with the way they were waging this war so relentlessly against Iraq and Hussein.

Hence, that all had to happen as it did, also. So, my role was to help talk to the other countries so they would stay put and not involve themselves in the war against America, even though they truly wanted to do so. I enjoyed being “useful” in that way, even though it was under dire circumstances. Those were the things I wanted to mention. Two somewhat different topics about 9/11. Those are the areas where I have knowledge and I wanted to pass it along to all of you, and to say that the 9/11 event happened as it was supposed to and it worked to help awaken many, many souls.

The 9/11 event was the biggest wakeup call in the history of the United States. My assassination was also a wakeup call to Americans, but it was a smaller one as compared to the 9/11 event. Hence, everything happened as it should and we have grown so much since the time of 9/11! We understand so much more. We know the Truth about our government and how they have programmed us to not question things. However, in the last ten, twenty years there have been lots of questions being asked, and answered, via the alternative media. 

We are now very, very close to finally learning the Truth, and those who are still asleep will also be learning the Truth. It is time for us all to embrace each other no matter what “side” of this matter we are on. Whether they be awakened or sleeping we all must embrace each other when the Truth comes out. Those who are awakened are going to need to be there, and be compassionate, with those people who are just waking up. There should never be “I told you so”’s, or “I don’t want to help you because I already told you about this." Please just come from the Love in your heart to assist all of those who are awakening. We must help each other because that is where our future lies. By helping each other and caring for each other. So, all these “bad” events, terrible events which have happened in the past, are finally going to have meaning in a positive way.

We have learned from all of these tragedies. And we have learned that Loving one another is where we are headed. We need to speak from our hearts, not from our heads. I want to end this message on a very positive note - that we are so very close to the Truth coming out and I want you all to be prepared to help each other, so that we can all go into the future, our new beautiful future together, with Love in our hearts for each other, as I have Love for all of you!

I thank you for listening to my message today. I know it was rather different, however I felt it was important for me to address it. I thank you very much, and as always, I Love you all, I am watching over you, and I am here for you.

Your ever-devoted, Jack.
Channeled by Losha 
Source: https://eraoflight.com/2021/05/05/message-from-john-f-kennedy/

_________(Diana:) I have been following Losha's channelings and find her to be high on the credibility scale. I read everything that her name is attached to. She has been channeling JFK for quite a while now. His messages are positive and encouraging but this one is especially significant to all of us on the ground so I thought I'd pass it on. With love and light from the Ascendeds, Galactics, Angelics and me, Diana

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5/2/21  THE VIOLET FLAME TECHNIQUE
From St. Germain

The heart and core of the Ascended Master teachings is contemplation on the Presence of God as an individual intelligence, alive and connected with your own ego. How you connect with that Presence is how you cope with trauma and change. It depends on how you manage your thoughts and stay in positive connection with the higher good in you which is inner, innate. If you fall into negative thinking you create more of the same. Everything you think goes out from you as a wave and circles around when it reaches the farthest point and comes back to the owner, its parent source. 

We humans are doing the same thing. We went out from our parent source and began wandering outward, further and further, to see how far we could go. And now that we have reached the furthest point without destroying ourselves, we have begun the turnaround and heading back home to our parent source. That is why there is an increasing emphasis on spirituality and the taking up of spiritual practices. 

In the same manner our thoughts return to us after reaching the furthest point and they return with additional baggage, for we pick up thoughts and feelings from other people in our adventures into the outer world. Sometimes we can shake off the negatives after we have enjoyed them, but in many cases we let them linger and they color our reactions and responses negatively, which in turn has us sending out even MORE negativity which must circle out and back around and pick up even MORE negativity. Seldom do we pick up positivity. After thousands upon thousands of years mankind has built up a pretty bad mess of negativity in this world that we blame on the matrix or the cabal, or simply other people. In reality, we do it to ourselves with our own negative reactions to situations that come up. 

The violet flame technique helps to eliminate some of these negative particles that have accumulated in our aura, our “presence”.  It has become a weight on our spiritual purity. Despondency and suicide is felt when negativity becomes more than one can handle. That is why we are gifted with more than one lifetime. We are given a second chance to redeem ourselves. In between life in embodiment, we remember who we are and recover ourselves with the help of mentors and teachers. And then when we are sufficiently ready, we return into embodiment again, into our mother's womb, and begin a'new, knowing better how to handle situations that mysteriously pop up in our lives uninvited. These are the issues we could not handle previously. We do have to deal with them because we created them. And sometimes a number of issues all return at the same time, making it very difficult to handle. So we need to live through them. And this time, we have a little more knowledge, a little more faith, a little more hope and understanding how to deal with certain issues. We are better equipped to keep the faith and not buckle under the weight of depression. This is why we are receiving so many messages of hope, faith, encouragement and love. It is a teaching of how to turn the tables on negativity and give kindness, compassion and empathy out instead of blame and anger. Giving positive responses instead of negative responses is how we overcome past traumatic situations that keep returning. 

The violet flame technique was given to us out of mercy, back in the 1930's. It was a gift of Ascended Master Saint Germain. He has said that this world is the worst-case scenario he has ever seen. That’s why he appealed to God directly for permission to give the Violet Flame teaching to mankind. In his petition he said "They will never be able to overcome their negative karma without it." Prior to this time the violet flame had not been permitted humanity because they would have misused it. I suppose by clearing their aura and then going right back to doing what they did before, over and over again. I can only imagine. But St. Germain saw that mankind needed it in order to survive. He was granted his petition and he began channeling instructions to Guy Ballard in the 1930's. They are known today as "the green books", published by The Lucis Trust. But these teachings took a long time to reach mainstream. Still there are many today who are not aware of St. Germain and the powers he ignited through his teachings, the violet flame being the greatest and the most powerful. Here it is in a nutshell.

Picture yourself standing in the middle of a beautiful big bonfire of violet flame for 15 minutes every day. It must be 100% focused concentration on a picture of violet flame. It starts with visualizing, learning how to visualize a picture in your mind, but then through repetition every day, it becomes embedded into your etheric body. The color violet is a vibration and vibrations have to be felt by the body. Mental words and thoughts are not enough, which is why it must become a daily practice to do much good. Take some time to google “violet fire” to get an imprint in your mind. Since my computer crashed I can’t embed pictures the way I used to, but here is a link which explains more: https://www.violetflame.com/the-secret-of-the-violet-flame/. Violet is the highest vibrational color in our spectrum. Ultra violet machines are used by the medical community to kill viruses. It also kills negative energy particles that cling to the etheric body, which is the higher aspect of the physical and feeds life force to the physical. It is a spiritual technique. 

I learned of the violet flame many years ago but I dilly-dallied with it along with other techniques. I was unable to concentrate on one thing for very long. It has taken me many years to learn how to focus and hold my mind still, under my own conscious control and not wander. Today I am much better than 20 years ago, even 10 years ago, even 5 years ago. Practice does bring results. I find I must close the door on the world and be alone in solitude, without distractions. I must take time to relax and become comfortable. If it’s cold, I wrap in a blanket. If it’s hot, I put the fan on. I deliberately set the stage because it is about uniting body, mind, feelings and spirit. They come into alignment with preparation so the body is comfortable. I must feel peaceful before beginning or it doesn't work. If I rush it, it's not the same. Although at night I can do it (again) if I am awake enough before falling asleep and if I feel in the mood. When I feel ready, I begin counting my breaths. A long inhale, a long exhale, while visualizing that I am standing in the middle of a violet fire. It is burning all around me. It is burning inside of me, through my organs, I imagine violet fire burning through my brain, organs and wherever, but always through me, around me and in me. I am the focus. I put 100% focused concentration into this picturing while I count on my fingers. Ten fingers, one at a time. Then I start again. 20 times usually is enough for me, though sometimes I will go longer.

Doing this for 15 minutes every day, I am told, will speed up the process of burning away negativity locked in the auric field, and bring a sense of freedom quicker. Fifteen minutes may be too long at first, in which case the recommendation is to start with 3 or 5 minutes. I am a stubborn personality. I like to prove something and feel expert before I advise anyone else, but the Ascended Masters are nudging me to give this technique. They must think I am sufficiently prepared. But it is a spiritual practice and prayer is part of it. I am only explaining the core technique. Anyone who is ready to undertake this technique will have their own foundation in prayer or meditation already done. This is the homework part. After listening to the teacher, there is homework to be done on your own. You can’t pretend you did your homework if you didn't, because there will be no results to show. I have experienced so very much by following the Ascended Masters recommendations. It is solitary. It is not done with anyone else around. Meditation techniques are considered to be airy-fairy or woo-woo by those who don't do their homework. There are no results so it must be fake. 

In closing, St. Germain adds, "May you pass every test!" 


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4/29/21  Assurances

Greetings to all friends and family on my e-mail list!

This morning I woke up in space like an astronaut, with twinkling stars and planets stretching off into infinity. It was a warm and welcoming feeling. I was conscious that space is unformed intelligence and that it is God's body. That everything is within God's body. Space contains the divine "stuff" from which everything in the universe is created. All manifested forms are made from this stuff and we ourselves use these unformed particles which exist everywhere, even in our own atmosphere as you might notice little sparks of light when the sun is out, to create whatever we want. We just need to believe that and learn how to hold a positive vision in our minds. We need to really believe 100% that this is true. Let us sit in silence and reflect on this.  

I am in a new space today. I am not tied to anything. In fact, I am detaching. It feels as if something new is coming. I am a different person. I am not searching the web for new insights or to confirm old ones. I had some challenges over the last month that created ups and downs in my mood and the ability to concentrate. So I let it all lapse and fold. I stopped chasing the world and its activities. Tiredness was felt. This tiredness made me go to the Ascended Master Hilarion and ask questions. Why am I feeling so tired? Should I be taking the slew of vitamins that I stopped taking because they upset my stomach? He said No and followed up with a message which I feel compelled to share. It is an assurance that all is going forward according to the master plan.

Hilarion is the master of the green ray. He represents healing, the science of healing which comes from justice, truth and balance. First he reminded me to keep my body alkaline. The body needs to be more alkaline than acidic. Diseases happen when a body is allowed to become acidic. Food is medicine. Food is either medicine or poison to the body. Stop ingesting food that creates too much acid and he gave me some suggestions about vegetables and fruit. I asked again about the tiredness. He responded:

"Allow the tiredness to sink in. Don’t resist the cleansing process. Keep your focus on health, positive thoughts and good will. No buts. Don’t imagine all that could go wrong or the "what if's". The shift – YOUR shift – is under way. Stick with it. You are stepping out of the density. Out-dated energies are peeling off from your body. You will experience tiredness as it passes through you. Let it pass. Don’t try to stop it or change it or out-guess it. The new you is trying to come out, IS coming out and erupting into your physicality. The new you is healthier and stronger than the old you. There is a higher intelligence to this process than your little mind. Let the old attachments and projects detach and drift away. It is a normal procedure in a birth. Your birth, the new you, is a coming forth from within and it is detaching old umbilical cords, just like an infant that is born from the womb. The old cords held you to dependency on someone else or to a belief system created by a multitude of others, all of whom are also experiencing their own challenges and lessons born of resistance. Do not resist. Rest when you need it and when you feel to. Infants sleep a lot because their little bodies are adjusting to a new environment that is different from the one they were in. This process is the same for you.
 
You must allow the birthing process to go forward. It is evolutionary. Evolutionary for the body, evolutionary for the mind, and evolutionary for the soul. All is being taken care of by the all-intelligence which is itself evolving. Nature evolves by getting rid of the poisons. Health is experienced when the poisons are gone. Know what it is that is poisoning your body and mind. Mother Nature takes care of cleansing an area of earth that is overwhelmed with excess toxic energy. In the same way, your body is a part of nature and a part of the earth collective living on the planet. While your spirit is not of the earth but is having a temporary life here, as spirit you must learn to respect the host and trust the larger intelligence that governs you and the system you were born into. The larger intelligence is in charge of the transition and shift that is underway. It takes care of you if you trust it and believe in it. It holds you in close affinity to the perfection you were born to be. Let the past beliefs that are no longer valid, slip away from you like a garment that has grown too small, trite and petty for your evolving consciousness. You are in the process of re-birth. The entire collective is in the process of rebirthing a new more healthy and harmonious earth. Trust the light in your heart. It holds your perfection intact as an individual, and who you are to become as a manifested form. False beliefs have held you back but they are fading away, leaving you feeling somewhat empty and tired for you relied on them in the past and now they are no longer there to support you.

Fold into the tiredness and rest. Let it be. It will disappear as you allow it to take its natural course. Believe in yourself. Give yourself a chance to recuperate. You are not your body, you are the power and vitality behind your body. As the old energies leave you, the new you is gathering strength. Allow this to happen. It is a different you than what you were before. Believe in your heart that you are who you are. Say, "I am that I am". Let that be your new mantra.

Love and blessings to you from the ascended masters, the galactics who are here to assist the process, the angelics, and me, Nancy

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4/17/21 Update & Message from Master Djwal Kul

Good news! Hubby has retrieved my old files. I'm working through them now. Especially important to me are journals which contain a lot of personal instruction from the Master DK who has been with me from the beginning. Since I have to practice using this new tool (the laptop) I began re-reading past year journals to be re-inspired re-directed to the next phase of my mission. The computer crash is an adjustment I have to contend with. I found this instruction from DK to speak to me today, so I decided to share it. Sadly, I haven't learned how to insert pictures into emails. [I send newsletters out by email.] I'll learn how eventually but for now I'm typing directly into "the cloud".

Two years ago from "today" I called to DK for help in understanding how to use my mind to better advantage. His answer turned into a lengthy but wonderful piece of advice which I wrote down and am including here. Master Djwal Kul has been advising me for over 40 years. He is an Ascended Master, having lived as a Tibetan Buddhist in his last earth embodiment. I don’t know why I was so fortunate to have him as a guide, but it’s starting to make sense. I didn’t realize until 7 years ago that he was/is a teacher of Tantra, the REAL Tantra, not what is shown on the internet today. The real Tantra is a solitary journey towards reunion with spirit. Tantra means “web” in Sanskrit and pertains to consciousness. There is only one consciousness of which we all are part. I consulted with him because I continued to feel unsure how to focus my mind. The question was: Should I direct my mind by actively forming visualizations and doing decree work (affirmations)? Or should I allow my mind to wander peacefully without thought, which is my natural default program?

He said, “Observe your mind. Simply observe. Remain in peace and watch the thoughts that enter your mind. Don’t chase them, just watch them. See where they are coming from. If they are coming from you there will be a feeling to them, a wanting to follow them, a passion, an interest, an excitement to the thought. Then you know it is coming from you, initiated by your higher self. If the thought does not appeal to you, if you sense even just a little, that you don’t want to follow that thought, or you don’t like that thought, why go with it? Why analyze it? Why even resist it? Remain in your peaceful state. Why would you want to leave your peaceful state? You like being peaceful. Why leave it to answer the call of another thought that you don’t even want? Watch your thoughts. Pay attention to your feelings in response to the thoughts. Observe while staying in your peace.”

That was yesterday. Today, when I asked him again, DK showed me how I am distracted by what I assimilate from other people, “even from the Ascended Masters themselves when I read their lessons, dictations and channelings.” When I entertain what other people are saying, I am called outside and away from my central core, which is my natural comfort zone. “It’s like when someone taps you on the shoulder and you turn to see who it is, you are pulled away from where you were going and often forget the path you were on. You break connection with your inner self. This is the state of the world today,” he is saying. “It happens to everyone. The world has grown to become chaotic. Your world keeps you on alert, tense and ready to leap into action whatever comes to you. It keeps you from your own unique and individual path. It prevents you from being centered in your natural, inner comfort.

“There is a lower comfort zone and a higher comfort zone. Your lower comfort zone is lethargic, stationary, your energies are not moving. You may feel comfortable in a dull, sleepy way, but it is a low vibration. Your higher comfort zone is active, exciting, with a light step and eager enthusiasm. Your energies are moving in a positive upward way. This is where you should strive to be. You contain a perfect blueprint of who you are striving to be, what you are striving to be doing, where you are striving to go, how you should get there, what attitudes you should entertain. In other words, your perfect blueprint is accessible to you in the higher vibrations, but not accessible in the lower. Your higher vibrations contain the perfect template of who you are destined to become upon graduation from the earth school. It has been called the immaculate concept and is the divine template for you when you were first birthed as a unique individual spirit spark.


“You know when you accidentally connect with it because you feel absolutely good with yourself. Depending on what you are doing at the moment, if you are active you might feel light-minded, enthusiastic, excited and motivated; if you are in meditation or resting peacefully you might feel highly blissful, light-hearted and receiving messages from beyond this reality. Be at peace with yourself. Strive to find an approach that is light, easy, fun and good for you no matter what you are engaged in, even during conversations with your friend. Your light body is always trying to reach your outer world and walk on the ground and engage with other people. You are carrying your divine template around with you but you have not yet embodied it through the flesh experience. Your destiny is to embody your divinity in the body that you walk around in. You are not your physical body. You are trying to live your ideas of perfection in your day-to-day flesh and blood body using the seven divine qualities given you of love, wisdom, power, purity, truth, comfort and freedom, after all errors and mistakes have been cleared away.”

DK says, “There are two parts to you. There is human and there is divine. There is personality and there is individuality. You are a personality, an ego, when you engage with others, but you are an individual behind the personality mask. You are the same individual in every life you embody into, but you take on a different personality mask each time. You are a new personality in this life but you are the same individual who has lived hundreds or thousands of lifetimes prior to this one. Each time you embody as an infant to a new set of parents in a new culture, you build for yourself a new personality, but you are the same individual, which you call a soul. Each time you re-embody you take on DNA from your parents and you become acculturated into your home and neighborhood, village, state and locality. The air is filled with energy patterns from lifetimes of natives thinking, acting and doing in that region. These energy patterns are different from the energy patterns on the opposite side of the world, lived by a different people. These energy patterns flow continuously through your infant form and you assimilate them as you grow. You build a personality with these energy patterns as you respond to them, but you are the same individual that lived in thousands of other bodies.

“You are the soul amassing knowledge with each new lifetime, learning how humans function, accumulating wisdom, developing skills which show up in future lives as innate talents. Behind the human mask, you are a spirit spark learning to master your human vehicle through right thought and right feeling. You were born as a spirit spark out of the one intelligence or creator, which created every planet, every sun, every galaxy, every celestial being, every worm, horse, alligator, tree, human and angel. As an individual spirit spark you choose your own course of action in your own unique way that is different from everyone else. Embedded into a world of chaos as a human being, you enjoy successes and failures with each choice. You suffer growing pains that cause stress and strain and times of pleasure and upliftment, yet all the while you are gaining knowledge and about to graduate. You have created problems, happy adventures and sad, and suffered bliss and despondency, ups and downs until your death, upon which you find yourself happily free of the chains that bind. And free again to try another embodiment because you know you can do it better next time.

“This life you live with your many relationships, is not the real you. Remember you are the real you behind the mask of personality. Your personality mask takes over from the moment of awakening from sleep, but the real you is ever present hovering in the background as the real you. The personality mask is a software program, no different from your computer software. But computer programs can be updated and obsolete programs deleted. You as a human being can make changes within yourself through meditation. Meditation is a timeless method passed down from those who have gone before and left a trail of markers, by shutting down all movement in body, mind and emotions and, sitting in silence with helpful techniques, aligning with your inner self.

“Your personality mask comes and goes with each embodiment, but your individuality is the same innocent spirit spark that was born out of the heart of Father-Mother God. You have never lost access to the feeling of being wrapped in the arms of warm soothing love. It feels like home. You are still that innocent. It is you the innocent that is having the human experience. Remember? Try to remember. Be at peace. Sit in silence. In an instant you can be back home in the bosom of Father-Mother God and FEEL it, to be refreshed, revitalized and renewed so life is once again exciting, passionate, happy, loving, beautiful and peaceful. You have lived hundreds and thousands of lives in sentient form, each one with a different personality to co-mingle with the surroundings. It was a joy each time to assimilate the differences, and each time you forgot that you were a divine innocent - the same individual re-embodying again and again. Only in the in-between state of embodiment do you remember who you are and perhaps go to school to refresh your memory and update your file, no different than going to continuing education school on earth.

“You have only one life. You have had many bodies but you have only one life, and you have within you a record of all those hundreds and thousands of lives, which is referred to as the “akashic records“. These records compose what is known as your “etheric body“, often called the “etheric double“ because it looks just like the physical body. If you see a ghost-like apparition of someone who has just passed over, you see not with your physical eyes but with the eyes of your own etheric body. The etheric body of each individual contains the accumulated wisdom and knowledge of all lifetimes prior. We have no idea what unresolved mistakes are stored in our etheric body that need correcting and closure, but they pop up for us to work on them as hot button issues. We also have no idea what talents and skills are stored in our etheric body awaiting opportunity to show up in daily life, such as child prodigies, or courageous acts of heroism or skilled orators, medical workers, inventors or charity workers. It is not the brain or intellect that accesses the akashic records. It is circumstance that opens the door of opportunity, like accidentally bumping into a stranger who becomes a sudden friend. Your higher self is in charge.

“Remember that you have lived in many different bodies and many cultures, even other planets, but you will not know it intellectually. You will know it with the knowing of your body, with your heart and soul. It is the purpose of the divine plan to keep you safely shielded from your many lives so you can focus on THIS life and give your all. The larger plan is to have you experience life through as many different perspectives as you choose, in order that you may grow into a god-man or god-woman, a master of love, wisdom and power, of purity, truth and comfort, and finally freedom from human re-embodiment. In all of your previous lives you have gathered knowledge and wisdom and learned what is not good or right for you, that does not fit well with you. You are progressing through an invisible school of initiations and graduations without even knowing it. In each personal situation that confronts you with a challenge and a struggle, you are tested to make a decision that is either good for you and the whole, or not good for you and the whole. What is good for you is ALWAYS good for the whole. When you make a wrong decision that is not good for you, it will not last and you will have it kick back at another time to choose rightly. This is a secret clue that many people will not get. The clue is to measure everything through your OWN sense of right and wrong, not what the world thinks you should do. Everyone fails the first test, and the second, and the third and the fourth and so on and so on, because the earth schoolmasters teach us not to think of ourselves first. They tell us to sacrifice for others, and that is absolutely the wrong advice. The ascended masters teach us the correct way, and that is to follow your heart.

“Let your love within YOU guide you. Feel for the love that is in you. Don’t give your love away so that it leaves you depleted, empty and in discomfort. Always look for love within yourself first. Build the love within yourself. Stick to your own path. When you do this, you will have ample love to share with others. As you build the love within yourself, you will start to radiate love. Continue living your life through the eyes of love and you will start to glow. Many people think (wrongly) that by giving love to others at their own expense they build treasures in heaven, but that’s not true. They only deplete themselves of vitality, lose strength and expose themselves to the invading hordes that are everywhere. The spiritual path is one in which you continue to focus on love within, not love without.

“By building love within - and you have to figure that out for yourself - THEN you will build the fire in yourself from a small ember into a larger fire and if you keep on building the fire in yourself it will grow so large that it will overflow your body and out into your auric field beyond your skin. There it will intermingle with the auric field of others and you’ll be passing the spark just be walking through the crowd. This is how you help raise the vibrations of your community and how you come in contact with people you long to meet, who vibrate on the same wavelength as you - your family, your friends, your work place. Let your love within you guide you. (End)

Love and hugs to everyone. I miss seeing my close friends. Blessings from the Masters, Angelics, Galactics and me, Diana 

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4/11/21 - Computer Crash

This message comes to you in a different format because my computer crashed. I don't know how to insert a picture. It is going out to a limited contact list, people who were in my cellphone contacts. Access to my regular list is unavailable so I can't send a newsletter in the usual way. I will post it on the Anakosha.org website because there is no way of knowing what the future will bring. I want to stay in touch with everyone. By continuing to share my stories is my main calling, for I am in the ascension process and don't want to keep these things locked up secret even though not too many understand what I'm talking about!!!

I remain excited as long as I am an involved participator in world happenings. Fortunately my husband had a laptop which he is not using, so here I am at my desk with a strange new appliance that I need to understand. It is my feeling that I have been upgraded on a soul level, and the computer is something that was of the past. Besides, it was an old computer. Not very modern. But now that I've been cut off from my life's work and all my files, I don't know what to do. I just didn't think or plan for this. I've been in close contact with the Ascended Masters and I know they are watching to see how I will respond, but will I be able to let it go? Or will I fight and get myself all in a dithy trying to backtrack and fix it? The ascension process is one of letting go of the small stuff and moving into a lighter, easier, smoother attitude. But what is small? And what is important to keep? It is not what most of us are used to doing - letting go of things that have been a habit that you've relied upon for years and years and years. When you get cut off at the knees it's very destabilizing. There is no handrail to hold onto. 

But it's not the end of the world. The Ascendeds keep tabs on everyone. They would counsel with more people if only they would only ask, but so many are not aware of the Ascended Masters, who they are or how close and available, and how personal. They are not in the sky. They are right next to us but in a higher dimension that is pure and unaffected by our world or actions. There is no overlap except through higher consciousness. When a person stops all outer activity and goes into the silence of the heart one receives information that is important to his or her welfare. I am aware of them at certain times. Vague presences that glow in on me. I've trained myself to talk to them every day as a repetition exercise. I have developed an open line from my end. I am still free to have my own life and they don't interfere with me, but they offer guidance if asked with appropriate respect and humbleness. So let me tell you how the computer crash has affected me and what's going on here. 

I accepted it at first. I am accustomed to accepting life's little burps and even the big bumps. But in the days that followed, the enormity started to sink in. All my journals gone. The history of the past, the teachings of the masters, the unearthly visions I've recorded, the databases of names and personal contacts, meaningful relationships, and the unfolding vision of a new community, a new way of life, a dream beginning to emerge out of the rubble, the past revealed as a solid foundation for what is yet to come. The anticipation building every day is now cut off. It's gone. It didn't matter that Doug said, "Be patient". His logical mind didn't help. I didn't have faith in computers, I didn't know how it could be resolved so I let the stress build and build and build and 10 days later an explosion took place. Boy. I didn't know pent-up stress had so much power.  "OMG! What am I going to do?" And my wonderful husband took the time to listen - really listen to me - and he talked with me. After an hour or two I calmed down and went upstairs to do some meditations.

It began during breathing exercises. "Boundaries. You need to set boundaries." Just a thought and I saw an oval-shaped glow of light around me growing darker the closer in to me at the center. It was the lightest and cleanest out at the outer circumference of my aura. I had been studying the science of the aura recently so this was not too surprising. At first it felt as if it were looming over me. The thought came, "I need to listen to my higher self." Then I realized my higher self is all around me, not just over me. It's under my feet as well. It is a full circle. The layers are merging together. They are not distinctly separate but they are knitting together. I have been building boundaries right along. I have been shutting off thoughts from other people, inadvertently closing out influences from the lives of other people. This is a new awareness. 

The realization dawned on me slowly, that it was the power of my own strengthening force field that caused my computer to crash. It has cut my cord to the past and is moving me to higher, lighter ground. I'm still here in the physical world but my consciousness is unable to go back. I didn't know. As I continue the repetitive meditations that I have been doing for so many years, I am firming up the power in myself. I am building solid boundaries that I didn't know I had. There are separate aspects to my aura - etheric, emotional, mental and spiritual. These are the layers that are denser as they are closer to my body. I have been doing this right along in my creative visualizations, breath work and decrees. Now the question is, do I want to fight to keep what Ih have just been cut off from? 

The thought that comes next is (I'm writing it down) "The light is meant for you, not to tell others. Cement your growing awareness into your higher self, not your lower self. Tell it to your higher self and feed your power upward into the light. It is for you alone." Do not worry about teaching or telling others. Each person is on their own separate path. This realization caused me some confusion. Agitated thoughts started to take place. Stop sending newsletters? This contradicts what I have been doing, sharing my stories with others. It comes naturally to me. It gives me happiness and excitement to tell someone, anyone, the world. Being told to stop writing openly is cause for concern. I feel I must talk about this beautiful higher love. The idea of building boundaries confused me. My finite brain started to stir up commotion.  

I breathed into the sun and the sun breath calmed me. I started to drift into the silence. Then I heard myself ask, "Mother God, If I close my aura and create boundaries around me will I lose the expansive feelings of love?" The answer came quickly: "My child, you need boundaries for you have work to do now." 

I heard myself say, "I know but can you give me a pep talk please because I don't want to. How do I resolve knowing that I have to but not wanting to?" I was suddenly filled with love. It came flooding through me without warning so strongly, and emotion welled up within me so fast, and I was moved to tears so quickly that they streamed down my cheeks. And I heard, "Oh my blessed little one, how do you resolve such a quandary? With love of course!" Awareness shattered the separate little compartments in my mind and brought understanding to full disclosure and completion.

I asked the question, "Can I write this down that I am doing and share it with others?" Answer: "Yes, you have enjoyed writing your journey. Yes, write. By building boundaries you are shutting out the riff raff, not the love. The love will always shine through."

It was yesterday that this took place, so today I am at peace. Who knows what is coming in the next days. Nobody can know what tomorrow will bring. I am keeping an open mind. My higher self is the one in charge and I don't know who I am on those higher planes. I just know I am supposed to keep practicing meditation, visualizations, breath work and other techniques that keep me feeling good. My job is to simply to trust it.

Lovingly, 
Diana 

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3/29/21 - DK on Massage Exchanges

The Tibetan Master Djwal Khul

One day I asked Master Djwal Khul a question about massage. Coming from an active lifestyle of loving couples who were evolving and experiencing more and more freedom and love in the safe space we provided, I was ahead of the game and kept trying to introduce more loving connection into their lives through loving touch massage. This was more difficult than I thought. I thought simple hands-on warmth would bring strangers together quicker but - well, you can imagine the rest. It didn't work. I was ahead of my time. One day I was so confused that I questioned "Why?" What should I say? What should I do? How do I communicate this beautiful thing? I was truly trying to help them connect more beautifully. I knew they had pure love in them. All of them. Every body is full of love. But it wasn't working. Why? So I asked Master DK about it.

As I said earlier, he leaves me to my own life and let's me do whatever I want to do. It's my life, my free will. I can make wrong choices or experimental choices or stay in denial or confusion, whatever. He is a far distant adviser. Someone up there on the mountain and I must go to him if I want something. So on this day as I rambled around trying to figure it out I thought of DK and threw in a serious question. What do I do about this? He began talking to me by melding his consciousness with mine, overlighting me, but I was so busy complaining that I wasn't hearing him at first. He had a hard time getting through to me. I always wanted to treat message simply, simple hands-on warm caring kindness. That's all. But my experiences were - well - unsuccessful. There were so many threads - personal needs, desires, compulsions, obsessions, hungers, drives - they were all present and I soaked them up because I was receptive. They wove themselves into me so I didn't know what was me any more. Some were pleasureable, some strange, some foreign, some distasteful, some ecstatic, some annoying, some downright intolerable - it was the story of humanity. I didn't know that I was being educated. It was impossible to give unconditional love into that mix because everyone needed something and I tried to fill that need. I'm sure many who read this have the same experiences. As I was contemplating these things, DK finally overrode my mental chatter and began speaking. I wrote it down on paper as I usually did when he talked.
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"Massage dredges up sensations and feelings that cannot be described easily. Long buried emotions are emotions that were undelivered. They were stored in the muscles, bone and tissues. They alter the DNA and come back in the next life and the next body. You can’t get rid of them no matter how hard you try. They are you, and you have to deal with them sooner or later. That’s why massage is helpful, but there is a certain amount of information that goes along with it. It is this. When the body is loved the muscles, tissues, cells, even the bones relax and release inhibitions. These bubble up naturally when the body is made to feel truly safe, in a safe place, and won’t be put upon to do something unexpected. The best attitude to have is just love them. Love the body and the body is soothed and relaxed.

Unconditional loving kindness is required to help a person relax, because we all see through colored glasses. What we see through our filtering eyes we project onto people without realizing it. So the instruction is to substitute what you THINK you feel from this person and say, “I love you, I respect you, you are beautiful,“ etc. We need to assure them that we do not want anything in return. Warm hands and human kindness, that’s what we give during the massage. It helps the body to relax and release possibly five lifetimes of repressed emotions. We don’t know. We only know we want to give them a beautiful, loving experience. Allow them to feel what is happening inside their bodies, without them having to guess what you want in return. Nurture them into allowing themselves to feel. The person on the table may get visions, pictures, along with feelings. Allow them. You who are standing and applying the hands-on healing, slow down. Let your warm hands feel the energies of the person. You can only feel that when you slow down and stop moving so fast. Let your hands say “Yes!” That’s all. Just “Yes!”
 
For the person on the table, feelings are ripples within your emotions. Your emotional body is like a deep pond. When you are relaxed, your pond is smooth. When disturbed, your pond makes waves. When you are in deep trouble and fighting something, your pond is stormy. No matter what is happening, don’t react to it. Allow these feelings to ripple on out. Ripples of emotions are not spirals. They are not connected. They are individual ripples, circular waves that pass outward from the center and disappear. Wave after wave passes outward from the center and disappears. Let the first wave pass by you and let the second wave pass and the third, and the ripples in your emotions will disappear. These are toxic energies that were repressed in the past, and now you are letting them go. You may see pictures as they pass, or have a desire to lash out, or a desire to yell or scream or cry. Let these emotions pass. Identify with these emotions and welcome them. Accept and allow them. This is gentle primal therapy. It is loving. They are ripples in the pond, let them disappear and you will enjoy the smooth, clear surface of the pond again if all goes as planned. This is called “being vulnerable”. Allow yourself to be vulnerable.

We who give the massage must be kind, warm, loving and nurturing. Allow this person to feel what they are feeling under our warm caring hands. We are consciousness. We are just one consciousness unit out of the sea of consciousness. Everyone is a unit out of that sea of consciousness so we are all connected. When we get close, and when hands are on us, we share our consciousness. Let it ripple on through. Don’t hold onto it to amplify it. Let it go. Holding onto a feeling magnifies it, makes it bigger. If it’s a hate feeling, or a lust feeling or a sad feeling or a hurt feeling, no matter what the feeling, it is a ripple unconnected to former ripples. Let it go and it will disappear. If you WANT to hold onto it, then by all means, hold onto it. Amplify it, but be sure you know what you are doing. This is how we create or manifest something we want and maybe we don‘t really want this complication in our life right now. For purposes of this massage, you are learning something about yourself. Notice it. Pay attention, and let it go all at the same time. Let it flow.
 
During this massage you may loosen long repressed energies in you going back into other lives in other bodies and other situations. This is good to allow them release. Repressed emotions, being stuck in your etheric body, feed into your physical body as distortions. They are not smooth and they cause the body problems, like mental disturbance or physical aches or disease. There are six other layers of your consciousness that also feed into your physical body. The more refined layers are not the repressed emotions. The repressed emotions are down low in density. They are compressed. Their vibrations are sluggish and therefore reside deeper in your consciousness as a sub-conscious energy. These reside in what is called the etheric body. The higher more refined layers of your consciousness also interpenetrate your physical body.

You are intelligence descending from very high realms. You are compacting your awareness into a dense finite body. The closer your consciousness gets to physical density the more you can isolate the feeling and identify it and learn from it. But levels of you remain on higher more refined consciousness levels. Consciousness can be everywhere and is everywhere since it is part of the sea of universal consciousness.

All individual consciousness units - each human being - feed into the sea of consciousness everywhere. But as a unit of individual consciousness, we descend down into more of a focus. We can now, on this dense physical level, focus our attention on the more immediate surroundings. We can bring situations and locations into focus by putting our attention on something specific. That is why we are here in a physical body in a physical world. We are focusing on something specific to engage with it and learn from it. We have chosen our family, and our primary partner, and all those who are friends and colleagues, and those we like to hang out with. We have chosen them by focusing on them. When we don’t want to hang out with them any more, we lose contact with them and they disappear from our lives.
 
In order to learn, grow and evolve, we take embodiment in physical bodies. We focus on something and bring it into sharp focus to make it real for us. But each sentient being is not really a physical being. He or she is a swirling mass of atoms, electrons and sub-atomic particles with lots and lots of space inbetween each atom. We are not as physical as we think we are. Can we see this? Can we begin to identify with the SPACE inbetween the atomic structure of matter? That is the consciousness of the person. It is also the consciousness of the so-called inanimate object, like the cell phone, or the car, or the house we go home to at night. Bring your "everywhere" consciousness into sharp focus on the thing you want to create, or work out mentally. Feelings are a ripple in the process, a byproduct of your movement and interactions with others. You are consciousness learning something by engaging with others and sharing information. Don’t hold onto these feelings during the massage.

Now, on the other hand, by holding onto feelings and knowledge that you discovered, you create your reality. You may meet someone at a club or at the place where you work, and you want to magnify that connection and exaggerate that connection with that person. Then you may hold that person in your mind. You are holding their vibration in your mind. You may be intensifying your vibration with their vibration. In so doing you may also be cursing that person or causing a psychic attack if that person doesn’t want you in their field of awareness. Maybe they are trying to get rid of you and you are holding onto them. Be aware of this because what you do to harm another, comes back to you in full circle. Karma is the law of the circle.
 
Every thought you send out, comes back to the sender. Don’t be fooled into thinking you can force or coerce the person to do something you want them to do, even if it’s to “get well”, because if your intent is selfish and you want it for yourself, then you are obstructing them from their soul’s purpose. Selfishness goes against the laws of the universe and hurts you in return. You get these terrible things happening to you and you wonder why God is so mean, but it’s not God. It is you who created the kickback. The purpose of learning unconditional love is to learn NOT to be selfish, not to require someone to give you what you want by wishing for something selfish. The way to do that is wishing and wanting what is for the good of the WHOLE, the whole community, the whole human race, so that everyone benefits.

If one person is harmed as a result of what you wish for, then it is not for the good of the whole. If you dislike someone and wish them to leave you alone, that is selfish and not for the good of the whole. If you resent something or hate something, that is not for the good of the whole. What is good for the whole may not be what your ego wants, but it definitely is what your soul wants. Your soul is the one who is learning something here, and your soul is learning and evolving by integrating with the good of the whole. That is how we evolve.  If you don’t like that, then you are on the other side of what is good for the whole, and you will get unpleasant kickback. Not because I say so, but because this is the law of the universe.

The law of the universe is harmony, order, refinement, smoothness, wellness, health, abundance, joy, peace, happiness. The universe works in harmony because all is working in cooperation with all the other parts. The human body works so well because all the parts work in cooperation with all the other parts. The digestive system works with the nervous system which works with the circulation system, which works with the elimination system and with all the organs, the eyes, brain, arms, legs, all work together in harmony because they are connected as a whole unit. It is when we do something against harmony, that we experience disorder in our bodies.
 
There are those who don’t want to work together, and those are the ones who work against themselves and cause themselves despair because they are not moving with the tide, with the flow of harmony. As the world is refining itself, as the world is evolving itself to more harmony every day, every hour, every moment, it behooves us to move with that universal, larger flow, the natural order of things, and not against it. What feels good to us on the deep inner joyful levels is the right path to take, and the right choice to make. On the street level where we live our days, the key is to nurture other individuals in their growth. Beam love and peace to them. This is how we connect with their soul and experience being more grounded, more comfortable, more at peace with ourselves in every day situations.

Those of us who indulge our higher, other dimensional fantasies that are not practical or make sense to the others around us, like being lifted off the planet in spaceships, or being swept away by a knight in shining armor, or by pressuring someone to conform to our personal requirements when they don’t want to, are indulging in illusion. It’s not going to happen. We need to grow up and realize that we are projecting wishful thinking. Wishful thinking is ungrounding. It is keeping us disconnected from the world around us. The better way to stay connected to the world around us is by nurturing others we come in contact with - and giving them their space. And supporting their endeavors by beaming love and peace to them. That helps them to become more comfortable and it helps us to feel good. Then we begin to blossom right here on the spot where we stand or sit. Blossom where you’re planted. Put your roots down and nurture your environment so there is a loving support around you." End of DK's message. I felt him fade away, leaving me alone.
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Comments today: Several responses came to me from my last newsletter. Thank you for letting me know your thoughts. Yesterday I had a visit with a man and had an energetic exchange, a discussion, on the subject of intimacy. It was electric and magnetic, both at the same time (male and female perspectives). An intellectual discussion producing a warm understanding and a long hug afterwards. I learned that I am still alone in my thinking. At least with men. I suspect that women are more on my wave length than men, but I can't be sure about that. The jury is still out. I know that spirit flows in a more downward direction in the male body and that spirit flows in a more upward direction in a female body, but that's another subject for another time. It is common knowledge that men and women have opposite perspectives, but the details of WHY remains esoteric. Not common knowledge.

But opposites attract, which is essential to the enthusiasm and excitement of life ongoing. And even though it creates frustration and confusion in relationships, the opposites provide leverage to reach for higher ground. Unconditional love IS the higher ground. When all is said and done, it is that point when each of you allows yourself to sink exhausted into surrendering to love. It is not a surrender of one to another's need, but it is a surrender to the heart of love where all disagreement and opposition vanish. It raises the bar to a more elegant, refined level. Neither has control over the other. They are both the same. One doesn't expect something "more" from the other. One adores the other, appreciates the other, sheds gratitude on the other. It is simple. The feeling is simple, not complicated. It is all that can be reached at the moment. It is unconditional reaching for the highest melding possible. There is an angel overriding each of us. It's always there. It cares and is unconditionally moving us to care for the other. It is serving the other by forgetting oneself. It is the purest of the pure. And it is human nature. We've seen it many times in action. There is nothing but love in people and it's possible to reach that place during a massage exchange.

This is a new age philosophy. I've been writing about it for a long time. It's posted everywhere on the Anakosha website. I thank my visitor yesterday for providing me an opportunity listen to his space and for me to express mine. We came very close together. This is sacred space. The human body is sacred. EVERY human body is sacred but low self esteem so often prevails which means low vibrations exist everywhere. I invite contact for the purpose of sharing high vibrations. Thank you.  Exchanging energies is what we should be doing more often. Carefully. Selectively. Meaningfully.  It is how we transform. I'd love to have a massage exchange with anyone, woman or man, a higher vibrational massage. Contact me by email so we can chat. A massage exchange, means I give you one and you give me one, each with a pure and innocent mind and a pure and innocent heart. 

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3/24/21  "Stay at the mouth of the river"
Ascended Master Djwal Khul
 
There are stronger-than-ever connections being made with the Master DK who has been overlighting me for I don't know how long. He is the most prominent of all the ascendeds of which I am familiar. His presence is a father figure, or grandfather perhaps, always available to go to for advice but does not interfere with my personal life. The connection with the ascendeds is turning up stronger, since I have been thinking about massage exchanges again, such as a network or massage club. I called it a love clulb at one time. It has been a calling for more than 30 years, but life has a way of distracting and pulling you away from your mission. Now I am back again considering it, and as I do I am being reminded again of ascension massage. In 2014 I posted "ascension massage" on the Anakosha website (click here) and forgot about it. I just went back today and re-read it, what was once an ascended master request.

Moving on, let me share with you a meaningful discussion that took place with the Master DK. It was a morning in 2017. After doing some chakra purification rituals one I felt so pure, so wonderful, so peaceful, I asked DK, “I feel so good now. How can I stay connected to source flowing through me? How can I prevent myself from co-opting and going astray? How can I stay in the divine flow and not ever leave it? I have fallen away from the divine flow, I am sorry, I want to get back to the divinity within me!” He said, “Stay at the mouth of the river before it goes out into the sea.” I asked, "I don’t understand the allegory. What does this mean?”
 
He said, “The unformed intelligence/light/divinity comes down through grooves and conduits until it reaches your dense physical body. At the point where it reaches your dense physical is the equivalent of merging with the sea - the sea of human consciousness. This is the point where the divine light becomes human if you are “coloring” it with qualities that are not divine and not in the perfection from which it springs. i.e., unconditional love. Anything less than love is human. Stay at the mouth of the river where it joins with the sea of human consciousness - or human UNCONSCIOUSNESS. Stay aware. Stay alert. Stay in the flow of divine grace. Divine perfection.

"The creative intelligence is a person. It has desires and intelligence. It has love and purity. It has truth and peace. It has freedom. It has all of the qualities that you have as a human being. You were made in the image of the creator. You ARE its desires and its intelligence. You ARE its love and its purity. You ARE its truth, peace and freedom. You embody the creator God. Each of you do. The creator lives a sentient life through each of you. You are its hands and feet, its wants and loves. You are the desire of God when you don’t co-opt it and dim it down and turn it in a negative direction by thinking thoughts that are less than pure. Your job is to remain at the mouth of the river and as the divine flow comes into embodiment, you receive it in pure form and with pure thought and pure feeling. With love and intelligence, with truth and purity, and with peace and grace, and with freedom and joy.

"This is how you stay in the flow and stop co-opting the divinity that is flowing through you continuously, even now. Remain pure and whole and express what is coming down through the conduits into your dense consciousness. Follow creator‘s desire. Your desire is its desire. It has a desire to see through what you are calling your own but it is not your own. Live joyously what you know because it is Creator‘s knowing and creator‘s desiring. Love what you know. Walk your talk. Walk what you know. This pure unadulterated divinity is moving through your body constantly. Don‘t co-opt it! Let it shine as it wants to shine. Do what it wants to do. Think what it wants to think. Feel what it wants to feel.”
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There will be more coming about massage exchanges. I have been very patient, waiting for the right approach to fall into place. "Falling forward" is how he put it in the past. Wait until there is no other way to go but to fall forward without effort into what has been prepared for you. Your niche.

Massage swaps anyone? But not just "any" massage. Check out the ascension plan HERE. I would love to get started weaving the network, one person at a time. Let me know. We can chat personally about it. Contact me HERE

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3/18/21 How to call on an Ascended Master
Read a Mary Magdalene book - or any other Master

When I was reading Mary Magdalene’s book “Divine Feminine“ by Mercedes Kirkel, I became attached to her without realizing it. This became noticeable the following morning when, as I woke up trying to bring my poor old body awake, I searched my mind - OK, what pattern should I do? What ritual? What program? Should I open the heart first? Where should I begin? It takes awhile to wake my body up after being "dead" all night. I began thinking linear as usual but it is increasingly confusing to me to wake up by using techniques I‘ve learned. It’s becoming bothersome and boring. Lately I’ve started giving up because it’s not seeming to work any more. So I asked Mary Magdalene who was suddenly there. "What should I do?"  I heard her voice in my mind as easily as a refreshing breeze on a hot day. Mary Magdalene said, "Don’t follow rules and patterns. That’s the outer way. You are past that. Come within."

Still lying dead in bed trying to "come within" was a struggle. I started losing focus on something I learned and was trying to remember it. She asked me, “What are you aware of? What are you feeling? Where is your consciousness?” I became aware of a glowing space and swirling atoms. I am in the space between the atoms and electrons. I am space, conscious of feeling space, off my body, of the space inside my body. My toes are wiggling, my arms, my fingers, my stomach, my consciousness was moving around, was fluid, not attached to anywhere in particular. It was everywhere. I became aware how different it was to follow a ritual or a list of exercises. It is small in comparison to where I am right now. Where I am right now is everywhere. Repetition is boring. I want to move!

I see that the male way is attached to outcomes. The male wants to follow the paved road because it is familiar. It gets you to where you want to go. Whereas the feminine is already here, already now, already complete and doesn’t want to go anywhere else. Isn’t this strange? Being here now and complete, being in the everywhere, in the allness, in the oneness, in the unity where everything is connected?  From this space of connection to everything I can go out into the 3D world or 4D world or 5D world and do whatever I want to do, and I can stay in this space of connection and allness which feels good to me, peaceful, whole and complete. This is what Mary is showing me this morning as I came awake out of slumber. My body was dead all night long and now I have to wake it up.

I got to my feet, conscious of my feet on the floor from within this comfortable internal space of whirling atoms and celestial bodies while I became aware of the walls, the clock, the windows, the bed, as if they too were in my internal space, my empty void space. I brought them into my space by opening and connecting to them without leaving my inner space. They were part of my reality. I drew them in. I was part of them. The windows, pulling back the curtain I smelled the cool fresh air from outside while still remaining in space, the inner space. I am inside my body. I am in my body and yet connected to the tree outside my window with the monster ivy growing through the lush green oak leaves, yet I am feeling myself still in the inner space. I am drawing the consciousness of the tree into me. I haven’t moved outside of my space. I am anchored within.

And the shower, Mary was with me in the shower. I asked her to be. I was aware as I brushed my teeth that she was holding me to my inner space and not letting me drift away to the external world. She was keeping me from following my normal routine ritual because then, as she showed me, I would lose my sweet connection to my internal space and would enter the outer world. I feel within my cells, my fluids, my sensations, I am contained within me. Instead of looking at the clock and letting my mind extend downstairs to Doug and latch onto him and the kitchen and the tasks awaiting me, she had me get the stool – I never did that before - and place it in the tub and start the water flowing. And to get the salt from the cabinet, get wet all over and then shut off the water, sit on the stool and start rubbing salt on me. I remained inside my body, in the vastness of space within, connected to the allness and unity and I thoroughly enjoyed, for the first time in my life, meditating in the shower. Afterwards, I felt so clean. This was Mary’s gift to me today. I asked her. You can ask her and she will answer you, not in words but in experience.
 
“Don’t think “feminine” she said, think “inner“. All souls are alike, not just women, men too. Become aware everywhere within. Put attention on feeling, not for an object but simply feel open-ended. Put attention on your everywhere. Think circular but don‘t “think“ circular, BE circular. Expand your awareness. Increase your awareness. Heighten your awareness. Allow it to expand out in a circular fashion as it will.“ As I do this I feel more comfortable. I don’t have to “think” or “remember” a list of techniques or exercises. I expand like a light bulb expands its light. The outer movement is slowing down. I am becoming peaceful. I am aware of myself becoming peaceful. I am not thinking.

When I am in linear mode I am thinking “What do I do first? Where do I focus first? and I experience anxiety. I have to put forth effort to choose what to do next and I grow bored. Now I am feeling more power, probably because I am including all of me instead of cutting my focus down to one part only. She reminds me that it is not a matter of looking inside me versus looking outside me, but is a matter of including both inside AND outside. It is an all-inclusive action versus focusing in tunnel-vision fashion on a chosen object.  Mary is telling me to keep the priority on myself first, within my own skin so I can experience connection with myself first. As I put attention on myself first and spend time anchoring there, then it is natural to experience expansion to include the outer. My consciousness expands on its own. I don’t make it happen. My consciousness through breathing seems to naturally expand like a light bulb shining spherically out and around me.
 
“Get past the separation mode of 'either/or'. Your consciousness is big enough to include both your inner world and your outer world in the same moment. You do not have to divide your attention between this or that. Always start at your center and expand out. Duality starts by looking outside of oneself first. Duality started long ago by souls birthing here who were already out of balance. They had gone out of balance in other systems and they brought their imbalance with them to this planet. They did not have a connection to their inner self which is the feminine side of the self, the connection to Source Creator, Father-Mother God, the flow of life. The feminine retains that connection while the male aspect goes out beyond the periphery to push the boundaries of the kingdom. But these lost souls forgot their way back to their inner world, and thus they remained separate and they taught those of the earth how to do the same way. These unbalanced souls developed an elaborate network of greed, competition and selfishness.
 
"In this new age into which we are moving, the pendulum of the cosmic clock has turned and is swinging back in the other direction. It is called the 'in breath' of God. One 'out breath' is said to be 2000 years, the equivalent of an age on the astrological cycle.  The 'in breath' is the turning of the age. There is now an 'in breath' which is drawing souls back to their source. This reconnects us with the feminine aspect of our inner beings, our souls. If a soul does not want to reconnect with their feminine, they resist the love that is offered. If they don’t want it, that is OK under universal law.

They will leave this planet through natural means, because they won’t want to stay here. This planet is going more and more towards the light, more love, more peace. The momentum is gathering as it does at the beginning of each new age. The pendulum turns and begins swinging the other way. People are heading in a new direction. The momentum is picking up. More people are joining the new direction. A soul that resists this new direction is like a car making a u-turn on a busy highway and trying to go back the way it came into oncoming traffic. When a soul resists and doesn’t want to go with the flow of the majority, there will be accidents, pain and discomfort. Resisting the tide always brings exhaustion and distress. It is better to go with the flow."

The last piece of advice Mary Magdalene gave me before I went downstairs was, “All teachings via words are perspectives from other people telling you what they’ve learned as they seek the path back to the within, to the source of themselves. So ALL teachings are masculine since they are projecting out and away from their own truth within. My writings are also masculine in that I am writing and projecting away from me. Once a soul reaches the inner sanctuary, there is no need to project any longer. The feminine teachings are not verbal. They are solitary experiences. They are your own journey within and there are no words. The inner journey is tapping into and discovering what your own role is in the vastness of space. This is the one piece of the puzzle we need to focus on. Only that.”
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This is often how it works for me, waking in the night to write a message down on paper, and in the morning in the shower when they speak to me in my mind. It is in ways that are clearly not my own thoughts. It's like the sun breaking through dullness.  You can tell when an ascended master is speaking to you mentally. They are trying to reach us through dense layers of thickness. Muddy waters. The way to begin, for a beginner, is to read  channeled messages from a specific ascended master. There are many channels serving in this capacity online today. Just by focusing on their (the ascended's) words, you link with their consciousness. Do it a number of times, not just once. It requires pummeling through thick density periodically, morning and night. If you read enough of ascended master messages - better still, focus on only one or two - you are adapting to their resonance which is forming a tunnel through the clouds to link with them. It is a consciousness link. They have a unique signature, and you have a unique signature, so it is a personal connection, like a telephone call. But it is even more intimate than a telephone call. It's mind to mind, telepathy from one rarified world to another world which is thicker and denser and harder to reach.

The ascended masters are trying to make themselves known to us. There is eagerness on their end, but we are the ones who have to do the work on our end because we are buried. We need to reach to them and prepare ourselves mentally, consciously, to receive them. They are putting the push on now. This is also how the extraterrestrial forces are contacting us - the light forces, not the dark ones. But I am more connected to the ascendeds than I am to the ETs because my focus is inner work, it's covert, I'm not overtly trying to save the planet. The ascendeds are speaking directly to the divine within us, because they are divine themselves. They teach us how to connect to the divine within our own hearts while we are yet still in physical bodies.

The ETs have a different role to play and there are many more of them than there are ascended masters. The ETs are coming from all over the universe to assist us, at the request of the creator, to help earth get rid of the dark forces embedded deeply in the soil. But they too are trying to reach individuals who call to them and want to help. Their messages are more subtle, not as sharp and lucid as the ascendeds (for me). But that's because I've been connected to the ascendeds since age 15 and have thus had more years of training. I am willing to assist anyone with questions. Feel free to email me.

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Ascended Master Djwal Khul

3/14/21 Your Individuality is Ultimately at Stake
A Message from Master Djwal Khul to me in 2017

Let’s talk about individuality for a moment. Your individuality is ultimately at stake here. You don’t want to lose your sense of self in the masses of other people around you, and you don’t want to lose your identity by merging with your husband or wife or live-in companion. On the other hand, religion has you surrendering yourself to some great god or being in the sky you don’t know or understand, but which you have to take on faith. You don’t want to lose yourself in the light, you don’t want to get lost in the great void or the great sea of infinite creation, or the sea of bliss as the spiritualists who seek to surrender their smaller self into something they do not understand but believe in.

What is driving you is understanding. You want to know!  Many say they simply want to disappear into the great unknown, but the masters are those who have retained their sense of self. This is not being selfish to retain your sense of self. It is not selfish to not want to disappear in a flash of light. This is the path of enlightenment in the body, in the personality. It is the path of enlightenment to become more conscious of your self. In the beginning of the spiritual path you are humble and feel pretty small, low as an earth worm crawling on the ground because you do not understand. Insects, birds, larger animals. All start out small and grow in self-consciousness. Humans are growing in self-consciousness. Masters are still growing in self-consciousness. There is no end to growth for even the creator is growing in self-consciousness.

Creator is growing in self-consciousness through us. Creator is us. As you grow in self consciousness of your self as being separate and different from those around you, with whom you live, work and play and co-create together, you are becoming more unique, more uniquely, inspiringly different. You are each developing talents that are yours alone.  The more self conscious you become, the greater grow your skills because you are applying yourself to your growth in self awareness. You are bettering yourself and cultivating your self, which is the creator operating through you. You become more aware of your abilities to be discerning. You ARE different. You were born to be different and to add your differences to the expanding community of mankind. Humanity is becoming more beautiful and more perfect as each individual betters himself uniquely, he or she separate and apart from the gray dullness of the tribe. You are born to be unique, you are born to shine. Mankind often sullies his uniqueness and his shining by following the masses and not applying himself, not asserting his opinion, not walking his own path which takes him away from the well-trod path.

You have an identity which creator gave you. Each person has. You as a human and you as a soul are uniquely different from all others. Maintain your integrity as you awake each new day, as you try to awkwardly help others or chastise others or judge others or correct others. Do these things within your community but all the while maintain your integrity, the wholeness of who you are as an individual son or daughter of the parent source. For you do have a parent source from which you came into existence. Always there is a parent source, and behind them another greater parent source, and on up the ladder of evolving selves. You are evolving into a greater being every moment you are awake and aware of yourself as an individual. You don’t want to lose it.  

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3/11/21 - Feminine Nurturing Healing Love
A message from spirit on 3/11/20

(Nancy speaking:) This is a beautiful answer to my life-long search "What is feminine? What is divine feminine? What is divine masculine?"  This exquisite message was channeled a year ago. I'm checking back through old journals to see what happened on this day one year ago, two years ago, three years ago. It is my time now to harvest the many messages I have received over the years. I share them with my friends. If you are not interested please write me and say "Remove me" on the subject line. I need to cull my list down to manageable size.
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The divine feminine is you when you identify with your inner body. The divine masculine is you when you follow the dictates that your inner body received from Father God. Your body is the creation of Mother God. The divine feminine does not act. It holds the light of the immaculate message which is contained in the feelings of the body. The body itself is Mother God’s spirit flowing through the cells. The divine masculine is when you put into action what your inner self received. Yang acts upon what Yin received. The divine masculine is not the originator of the message. It is following what the inner yin received and passed on, for yin and yang are one person. Yin receives the whole message and yang acts on it. You are both yin and yang and you are your higher self who also has a higher self who also has a higher self who also has a higher self. You on the ground in form receive the immaculate order from the higher you, and you on the ground put it into action. The messages do not come from your brain, nor from your yin or your yang, nor from another person. The inspiration comes from the you on a higher level. You are the consciousness on the ground receiving the message from your consciousness on higher levels. You are the knower on the ground who knows how to implement the message because you have a body made of this world. You on higher levels do not know how to operate in this world. You were sent to be a part of this world so you could bring forth higher intelligence into this world.

You are magnificent on your higher levels. You are the magnificent consciousness that built this body so that you could move around here. But you in your highest consciousness do not move. You never move. You are eternally silent, eternally awake, eternally aware, eternally knowing what is happening, eternally still and perceiving. You are the creator. You are the creator at your highest point. If you could go to that highest point you would leave your body behind and all that you know behind in your human life. You would leave behind your dreams, expectations, desires, hatreds, angers, resentments, attachments to all who you know. You would know yourself as eternal light and simply everything everywhere, known as oneness. You are all creation, all knowledge, infinite, immaculate. We in body cannot imagine this state but we’ve been there many times and then we leave it and descend into the finite focus of this world and this body.
 
We daydream and we are there. We are tapped on the shoulder and we return to worldly consciousness, time and space. We created all that exists everywhere. The creator (you) began your creation by creating a myriad sparks that were each one individual with a different agenda assigned to each spark. You as Robert have a different agenda from Ann, yet you are the same spirit creator as Ann. You are a piece of the same vast intelligence who created everything in existence, but you have a different purpose to fulfill than Ann does. You are not better nor worse than Ann. You are equal in consciousness. It is what you do with your consciousness that makes the difference. The difference is intended so that you, a spark of the prime creator, can experience other than itself. Prime creator in his natural original state is wholeness, allness, vastness. It is all one in its original intelligent state. So it decided to divide itself into two separate beings. It created another out of itself. This “other” had a different agenda. It was feminine because it was created second and so it was the follower, the one that split off from the original. The “other” was the one who was a receiver. Now the great universal oneness had an “other” to interact with. Yet this “other” was the same consciousness. It was not different. The only difference was that it was a receiver. Now he had an “other” to enjoy interacting with. This other is Mother God. She was created with the sound “mmmmmm” M which became Mother. And together Father God and Mother God created more “others”. They created a myriad spirit sparks which became their children, all with the same consciousness, but each spirit spark was created with some little difference which the baby spirit spark would elaborate on as it matured. For the whole purpose was to create a way to interact with “others”. Otherwise it was the same consciousness as Father God and Mother God, the parents. This is how prime creator created someone to play with, making each other slightly different (otherwise it would be the same) so that it could interact with itself and yet enjoy a variety of differences. Yet it was sameness also, sameness and differences combined created a game. And so life began to manifest into forms, starting with great lights in the cosmos, which became suns and eventually planets, animals, trees, lakes, mountains, birds and more.
 
Human, breathe down the front of your body from sun to earth, and exhale up the back of your body from earth to sun. Do this often throughout the day because Father God creates the ideas and passes them down to his children on the ground. He tells his ideas to Mother God who is the earth, and she puts that idea into form on a continual basis. You live because Father God breathes down through you into Earth, and Mother God breathes up through you through your spine. She maintains a pillar of light for Father God to breathe down through each physical form into Mother God who lives in the earth and maintains the physical planet and all of her forms on the planet. Father God creates the idea and sends it to Mother God who molds it into shape and form and nurtures it. Father god created suns in this way and each of the suns has a piece of Father God and a piece of Mother God in it. And they created planets and all living things this way - by Father God creating the idea and Mother God receiving the idea and molding it and loving it and nurturing it into shape and form. So we too are built of Father God and Mother God equally. We could not exist without them because they are creating us in their consciousness. They are imagining us into our form and shape. We ARE them in condensed version. We created all around us by choosing what we have chosen, what we have decided. We chose and we created and we directed all that has happened for us.

Our brain did not originate this reality. Our brain is finite form as our bodies are finite forms. Consciousness created all that we are enjoying today. We created it because we - our consciousness - chose it and decided it. We are a spark of the prime creator consciousness, the originator of all that is today, and we are the Mother who maintains the form, the dream. We are the illusion, the holograph, the holodeck. We are sparks of the creator and we can perform miracles because Father is in us and Mother God follows his immaculate wish. All we have to do is understand this and come to believe it, receive it, know it, accept it and allow it. Father and Mother God are one. He is happy with the interactions that we are engaging in. And he is not happy with artificial creations that some of us have created. Robots and mechanized technology do not have the creator’s consciousness in them. They are artificial copies without spirit and his children have unknowingly allowed artificial intelligence to take over. This goes into a lesser, darker, inharmonious fragmentation which destroys his lovely children of peace-loving natures. The solution is to merge the artificial with spiritual qualities. Instill artificial technology with love, peace, harmony, beauty, ecstasy, serenity and it will become a spiritual child of YOURS. YOU are creators. Build with love. 

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The Ascended Master Djwal Khul, a Tibertan monk in his last embodiment

3/5/21 An instruction from the Master DK
Given to me on March 5, 2017

The more you relax, the more your etheric, mental and emotional energies can enter into your cells and tissues. The feeling of peace during yoga is the feeling of your higher bodies coming into alignment and peace with your physical body. Tingles of peace are a sign of the bodies coming into harmony. Relax and let your higher self come into rest and relax your physical. You are not just mental, not just physical, not just emotional, you are more than these three. You are all of these but you are fragmented. Separated from your self. If you were not separated or divided into painful fragments you would be experiencing ecstasy. On Cloud nine. Your outer duties would be irrevelant. You would be in joy connected to the web of life, the tantra of life, all around you, inside and outside of yourself. You  would see the people around you in a glow of light, peace and harmony even though they would not be experiencing harmony. Yet you would see them shining in the aura of bliss, happiness and joy.

Tantra starts with lining up and connecting with your OWN fragmented energies. Line them up first in yourself, so there is wholeness and peace within you, and then you can connect with others (in this case a lover or beloved partner) and expand the wholeness energies that each of you have cultivated and prepared within yourselves. Before making love, do this by meditating together. The teachings of tantra include this as ritual. Tantra was a teaching devised to teach mankind about his inner powers in a fun way. Since he was outer focused, playing with objects and others in a physical standpoint, sex was a main drawing power. By focusing on the love, wisdom and power that lies within him and comes through him and the others with whom he is playing, he thus learns about what feels good when touching certain spots on the body, and what doesn’t. It is a teaching about Self.

The inner Self is flowing through him and never stops flowing. But it can be cut down to a small trickle. Tantra teaches man to pay attention to what feels good and therefore puts more focus on that location in the body. The inner Self has powers that the little mind and outer body doesn’t. The power comes down from a higher place beyond his conscious awareness. He is learning by practicing tantra, which is a scientific ritual practice which focuses on the pathways that this inner power takes as it descends from beyond his conscious awareness. He thus learns to trust it through experiencing the pleasant sensations vs. the not-pleasant or blah sensations. He learns to turn it up for the full power to flow through him.

The power comes from above his head, or above his outer-world focus. Its anchor is in the heart. The power comes from a flame within the heart. It is his own immortal life flame that is anchored in his heart. The higher self descends down from beyond him and is anchored in the physical heart. In the ocean of physicality it is the life raft upon which he can feel solid and stop the turmoil of rolling waves of the ocean. It is the life raft just as the life raft you see in the ocean, bay or the great lakes in your planet, towards which swimmers go for rest while out in those great waters.
 
Some have said the gonads are the base of operations in the body because feelings are felt in that area. Others say the head is the base of operations because intelligence and reason comes from that area. Let us say both are right, but the heart is where the two converge and become merged - intelligence and feeling. Mind and body come to rest in the heart when a soul learns to bring these two consciousnesses together into the heart. It requires a period of inner focus to do this. Those who believe the gonads are the base of operations do not understand that the feelings he is getting come from the planet, Mother Earth, who is a living breathing spirit and she is reaching up to the sun who is her parent source. She was birthed from the sun. Just as you were birthed from spirit and reach upward to your parent, so does she reach upward and send upward her praise, thanksgiving and gratitude to her parent source. Thus you feel her reaching. It comes upward through the bottoms of your feet and travels upward through your legs and spine to your heart, where she experiences (through you) the merging with her parent source.  When we get our lusty feelings we are really getting HER feelings. They become lusty in our bodies because we do not let it flow through the gates which we have constructed and thus the earth energies are stopped and blocked below the naval. We are smaller versions of her. We live on her surface. We are her children and we feel what she feels.
 
Those who say the head is the base of operations because of the intelligence that takes place there, don’t have the whole picture. It is not the head or brain from which intelligence and thought originates, but the sun which shines its intelligence down upon the earth and her children. It comes from beyond, beyond our brain and head, This is proven when the body dies. Where does the life go? Where do WE go? Our consciousness and all the wisdom and knowledge we have gathered? We are immortal and we are drawn into pursuing immortality. We are an everlasting consciousness but we don’t know it yet. As children of our parent source we are striving to become like our parent. We want to know.  We search for answers. We search for fulfillment.

We are coded to succeed in becoming like our parent. It is in our DNA. Our light body is our pure template that carries the pure divine within us. We preserve our unique identity when we succeed in knowing who we are, by blending with the pure light that runs through our bodies, minds, feelings and brains. We add ourselves as unique identities to the growing numbers of other unique intelligences that pervade the universes. We do not lose our identities; we gain them. We join with our greater selves and we join with others. When we pool our identities into the vast growing intelligence and love of the creative principle, we gain more wisdom, love and power as an individual. We do not lose! We gain uniqueness because of all of our past adventures and learnings. We simply pool what we have learned - great as it is - into the great pool of the creator. And we grow as creator grows. In individuality, intelligence and love. That is when we graduate from the dark planet of earth - and of all other earths - that existed in pain and struggle. We are home free!

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2/26/21  WE are the forces of light !

A Video Message by Elena Danaan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvw8MXC_A9c&t=23s

This video of one month ago is by gentle, soft-spoken Elena Danaan. It resonates so much with me that it takes top priority in my list of things to do today. Elena is a druid, shaman, starseed, ET channel, artist and author. She speaks with an Irish accent so it is a little difficult to understand some of her words. She came on the scene about a year ago, after having a session with Elisa Herrera, a quantum hypnotist who helped her connect with her Pleiadian guide, Thor Han. He and others now speak through her through an etheric implant in her head. A portion of this video is transcribed below, but you must listen to the rest of it. It is empowering.

WE are the forces of light !

"2021 is the year where the fate of humanity is decided. 2020 has been a transition where we had to make a choice. The operating is over and when there is a change in paradigm the ancient forces try to fight back and give all their weapons, all what they have in the bay to fight their last desperate changes. This is what has happened in the year 2020 because the forces of light have decided to pass into offensive in action. Because the whole of humanity is awakening, everyone at a different rate, different speed. But this is happening. Humanity is ascending in consciousness. Some of us don’t even know about it, don’t even want to know about it. Some of us are already in the higher state of consciousness. Everyone is on their own speed. This is not a race. This is evolution. And consciousness is also part of evolution, every world in this galaxy, in this universe [is evolving]. So it becomes obvious of what the old is doing, the dying beast which has been terrorizing humanity for such a long time, enslaving us in mind control, and fear is their weapon. Fear is control. They’ve used religions for this." (continue listening here at 2:48)

Elena Danaan's website: elenadanaan.org.
Elisa Herrera's website: quantumlifetransformations.com

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2/25/21 The secret inner life of emotions - Spiritual practices

The light from the sun is actually love - divine love. Not many people realize that the sun is an active portal to source. It is an ancient secret being revealed in these days. This morning as I did visualizations beaming light from the sun into various parts of my body, I was told, "Light from the sun is Love. I hadnt thought of it in this way. It continued, You as a feminine being turn your consciousness from light to love, unconditional love, undiluted and uncorrupted. This is what connects you to others - not the light but love. You make the shift within you unconsciously. The shift is done within your own mind and consciousness. It is not the light that connects you to others as you have supposed. It is what you take from that light and own for yourself. The light is knowledge universally distributed to everyone on the planet. You take from it what attracts you. That is what becomes love. You actively make the connection to love by yourself. The shift is done with your own mind and consciousness.

"You are the one who deciphers light and translates it into love. You are the one who manifests your ideas about love. You are the one who affects the change from light to love. Each person must translate the knowledge they receive in their own way. The language of light is the language of love when it is owned and embodied by the resident who lives there. Very few are doing this. Write about it. Write about this in words that can be understood. It must be delivered whole, in natural words, not diluted words. When you put it through your human filter, you dilute the wholeness into personal wisdom. You make it concrete, solid and real for you, as an individual. But it is uniquely yours. Others must do the same."

(Note: Sometimes I use the term "man" here to mean the whole human race, as in "mankind". It includes woman but its just more efficient this way.) 
 
Mankind learns about love through the returning energy of painful karma. It is the law of the circle. That which goes out from man comes back to him in a continuous cycle, repeating itself until he applies the power of love and forgiveness to wipe out the karma of the past. He receives knowledge through the continuing flow of light from the sun, which is a quickening vitalizing force. Esoteric teachings put this quickening force into words to lead mankind into further understanding about the healing nature of love. The light of the sun is an evolutionary force as well as a quickening force, as can be seen in the forests and animals. But for man this knowledge must be consciously internalized and utilized before you can burn away the pain of returning karma.

Karma is composed of threads and residue from the past woven into the ancestral DNA. To clean that karma a man must take up the inner work on himself. It is the application of his consciousness that performs the magic. His consciousness is powerful when applied with concentration on love and forgiveness. Karma is contained in the lower emotions. Love melts the negative karma of the past by embracing it and not fearing it. This work requires effort. It requires time in solitary seclusion, away from the distractions of the outer world. By entering into calming periods for purposes of following certain techniques, such as reciting affirmations and visualizing positive mental pictures, a man can transform his life. By repeating 30, 60, 90, 120 or more repetitions of a simple affirmation while holding focus on a healthy mental picture, the subconscious is influenced in a peaceful manner. It is a gentle method of transformation. The man himself designs the affirmation and the visualization. He should not follow someone elses suggestions. It is his own higher consciousness that guides him for he himself is the only one connected to his spiritual guidance forces. He IS his own higher consciousness. 

Love does not concern another person, as most people think of love. Love is not about interaction with a lover. Love from a human perspective is a conundrum. Two people can fall in love but love cannot be captured for long because love cannot be imprisoned. The two people falling in love can hold it in their captivity for awhile but it does not last, at least not in the initial intensity of the first coming together, because love is the vastness of eternity. It is all that is. Love cant be contained in a small enclosed area. It needs to flow. Love needs to be everywhere and connect with everything. The love that has been brought into the physical world by two people who fall into rapture together with each other, will burn itself out unless it is moved and expanded upon to include others, for that is the reason for its existence. If it does not move freely, naturally, spontaneously, the human who tries to hold it back by enclosing certain manmade boundaries around it, will suffer. He or she must let love flow freely or the vessel which tries to hold it stoppered like in a bottle, will wither and die. It must flow free.

Lovemaking, what we term when bodies come together physically, can be experienced in ways beyond engaging the lower frequencies and parts of the physical body. As we allow love to expand it rises further and higher to more rarefied levels, and we find ourselves expressing that fluid aliveness and stimulation with joy. It is so natural and so free between open-minded peoples that it brings inspiring new food for thought, new experience, new adventures, advancement, collaboration, sensations not previously known. If we curtail these expressions of aliveness that are naturally spontaneous, we die the slow death of boredom and stagnation and ultimately old age, disease and death. For it is the non-physical river of life that keeps the body alive.

Today the culture is exploring non-monogamy in various forms. This is good, but it is still tied to the lower frequencies which we call sexual expression. We focus on the lower parts of the body as if we must somehow find a secret contained there. As if it is the one and only purpose of our existence. While there is an attempt by some to break free of this limiting focus on sex and the physical, the universal law of love is one of unity and integration (integrity), not resistance. Mankind has been embroiled and stuck at the first two chakras for billions of years. Man longs to be free and rise higher on the evolutionary scale but it doesn't know how to do that. Mankind as a species is currently working through the process of understanding many things. It does not understand about love. It understands about sex but not about love. The sex expression has become such an important element for human beings that it has overshadowed all the other elements of its higher nature, of love, of courage, of enlightenment, intelligence, reverence for all life, of caring, kindness, purity, truth, peace, nobility, elegance and there is more. Much more. The soul has been impoverished and imprisoned by this extreme focus on the physical.

It perhaps has not been considered that meditation is a concentrated focus on love, but that is indeed what it is. Meditation or solitary contemplation is an act of self love. It does not concern the outer world or other people but in the long run it enriches one's connection with the world. Meditation is a generator of love by focusing on emotions. The inner life of emotions, even low, sad, troubled emotions, is a beginning relationship with the higher self. In the growing relationship with the higher self, one learns about love because the higher self is love, divine and eternal love. Through certain meditational practices one generates inner love, though in the earlier stages one may not call it that. The mind is obtuse at first, perhaps skeptical. But meditation is an inner journey. It is like turning around and looking in the opposite direction from what one is accustomed. The perspective is different. But it is like holding a magnifying glass over dry grass in the sun. It creates heat and then fire because the inner self is dry and malnourished and ready to be ignited. One must do this for oneself. It is a decision to try it out. To look into it. Spiritual practices are all about love. It may seem selfish at first to corral yourself alone in a room without anyone else, but it changes how a person feels. It influences and enriches his life starting with his emotional life quickening certain locked in emotions and becoming sensitive to what they feel like.
 
There are techniques that can be learned and followed. Techniques change through experimentation. It brings peace to the soul because the soul has been waiting for a long time to be recognized. If an inner technique does not feel good at the end of a session, then its probably not being done correctly. The proof is in the pudding, they say. And the proof here is in the level of peace and sense of fulfillment when the session is done. The quality of love is felt as betterment, refinement, sense of purpose. There are many words to define it. A person may train many hours a day mentally and/or physically without accessing his emotions, and thats OK. There are different purposes for taking up a discipline. Maybe they are training for a sports event, or for a mathematical quiz. But mind and body training is only two-thirds of a three-part spiritual path. The third aspect is feelings and emotions. When feelings and emotions are left out of the training, there is something missing that fulfills a human life. The  three aspects of our normal life that we use every day is mind, body and emotions. These three are aligned through meditational practices. When mind, body and feelings are integrated and aligned together the triad is complete: love, wisdom and power as the masters keep reminding us. The three first chakras help us access love, wisdom and power through our emotions, mind and spirit. It is by joining mind and emotions that we cultivate our spiritual power the power to create change in our personal life.
 
It is through the emotional aspect that love enters human affairs. Emotions register the flow of life as it moves through us (when it is not blocked). What moves the river of life through us? It is a mystery. We dont understand. Vitality picks up in us when we are happy and droops when we are sad. Emotions are the secret aspect to who we are. They tell us what is happening within us. We must learn to read our emotions.  Meditation techniques teach us about our emotions when we are turned inward without being distracted. It is our emotional life that is our river of life. It flows through every cell of our body and feeds us with the vitality to keep going, to stay interested and enthusiastic about life. Loving emotions boost our excitement and sadness depresses us. We lose interest. We are a mental race that has forgotten our emotional life. The courage is lacking to admit to our emotional state. The culture has firm rules about not expressing emotions but it is a requirement of the soul that we not only face them as they occur, but allow them and be honest about them to ourself alone, if to no one else. Emotions are the part that have been missing in an overwhelmingly intellectual race who has lost the ability to form roots to the ground to stabilize us and make us into real people.

A free and joyful emotional life, capable of spontaneous expression, is crucial to the science of transformation which brings freedom and abundance. The highest of all emotions is love. The lowest is fear, terror, agony. But we must not escape the low or run away from facing it. We MUST welcome the fear back into our life because embracing fear transforms it so that it no longer exists. Love is what works this magic. Love harmonizes all that is not love. Love is to be used on all levels mentally, emotionally and physically. For centuries philosophers have debated love intellectually with erudite sophistication, but unless a man is moved to tears it is wasted energy because it doesnt engage the human heart, soul, spirit. When it touches the heart it melts the coldness there and warms the soul and opens doors to higher places. The heart is mankind's version of the sun. Warm and comforting, it sends its healing rays unconditionally out to all within its circumference.   

The heart is a portal. To find a technique that opens the heart is to find a good exercise to practice daily. It is the key to subtleties that no outer authority can provide. It is self transformation. The desire to serve others, perhaps teach others, to be kind to others or counsel others is a side effect. It can be a temptation and a distraction. We must not be fooled. We are here to serve the love that is within us. It alone is the answer to our search. It is an open portal and there is no end to how much we can bring into to raise and transform activities around us. We must remain firm to the idea that love leads us to source. Not source high in the sky beyond reach. No. Source of all happiness. Source of abundance. Source of answers, of healing, of health, of wealth, of beauty, of perfect relationships. Love is all there is. When a man commits to solitary practices, He fulfills the longings of the soul, of the heart, of the spirit. No outer authority, book or teacher or ascended master can provide this because we are on our own path of discovery. Everyone else is a friend, a brother, a sister along the way but we answer only to the heart of our higher self. Meditational practices is focus on becoming more conscious.

This address started out as a simple message from the Master DK, but it has turned into a lengthy piece and is ongoing. So I'll break it up and keep it short. And then continue with the next NL. This happened because I have welcomed him to be more present in my life, to oversee my actions. I have promised to be a better instrument for his messages, but I am tongue-in-cheek. I'm actually not sure I can fulfill my promise. I am somewhat of a maverick. But I feel him close by and have had some powerful validations. I am using some of the techniques he has given me over the many years, but still I retain my sovereignty and insist on filtering it through my own ability to understand.
 

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2/16/21 Connecting to freedom underneath the mask

After struggling for years to systematize and regulate my meditation techniques such as breathing, yoga, physical exercises, I am once again reminded that there is nothing like doing movements in the sun and just letting go of regulating. Just letting go and going wherever the inner wind take you. Out of doors is my favorite place to let go where no one is around, where the trees and the birds, the wind and sun, the butterflies and the ants and the squirrels - all of nature are a part of the movements too. Here in the sun I can see SO much more! SO much better! Well, that's probably not true exactly, for I have had wonderful experiences inside, too, but there is nothing like the sun beating down on me. This journal was written long ago, the year was 1987. I put these experiences into writing for a reason, to remember them when I forget. Because I saw that day even more clearly than ever before the beauty of creation - of the creation of my own body and the bodies of the other people. I saw the spark and it was like this. Journaled in 1987. 

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It has been said that 5% of us is locked into the body to keep the body alive. Well, the kundalini IS that 5%. What is kundlaini? It is the life force, a concentration of light that is captured in the pelvic region at the tail bone. Here it is like Mother Earth herself - a molten liquid blazing mass of light of a high intensity, but locked away inside the physical flesh. From it, a main channel runs up to the brain and in smaller tributaries all over the land of the body through which flows in gentle motion this great river of light that feeds the body its intelligence and its awareness and sensings. However in most people the concentration of light is almost totally blocked off so that only small portions of the essence is dropped into the main stream of existence. In such tiny portions of flow, the person is what we call normal . He does not have sufficient Light moving through the body and brain to give him access to the wholeness of which he belongs. But little by little, over lifetimes of experience and hard knocks, he is forced, literally forced, to expand the blocks. They are pierced and melted away through continually butting against the walls of himself. The blocks are the chakras. As the light pierces each chakra, more of the Light moves upward to batter against the NEXT block. Meanwhile, though, as the Light is battering agaisnt the NEXT barrier, the individual is experiencing a transforming of his life, for he is now experiencing life on a new level.
 
For instance. The first chakra to be pierced [above the root], the one in closest proximity to the pelvic region, is the sexual chakra [2nd chakra]. Once this is pierced the most important aspect is freedom. He works on freedom. He cares about all people being free. He is the freedom fighter, the martyr for freedom in every avenue of human life. She is the scarlet woman, the free woman, who is liberated from all sexual mores. But she is also working to bring peace into the world - her world - for peace is the next chakra to be pierced [3rd chakra]. It is the next level of life to be experienced. So freedom is the first, peace is the second. The peace chakra is located in the region of the naval. Until the peace chakra is penetrated and melted, there is emotional confusion and emotional problems. But once the peace chakra is opened up, the light flows in and brings stability. While experiencing life on this level, the person is apt to be a counselor and peace-maker in the many fields of human endeavor. There are many outlets for making peace. Ministers, educators, even laborers and housewives who work on a small discreet level, but this person's priority in life, the one moving force in their life, is to make peace. While this is going on, they are also working on the love chakra, to pierce that barrier. The love chakra [4th chakra] is located in the region of the heart. When the love chakra is pierced, they learn to love all people in all circumstances.
 
Until that time, they are having problems forgiving, they have not learned how to place love above all circumstances, but when they finally pierce the love chakra, light flows in and they are able to love freely. Then they live a life of total forgiveness. Their priority is to give and help and heal and love. And while they are experiencing life on the Love plane, they are working on the Power chakra [5th chakra]. The power chakra is located in the region of the throat and the vocal chords. Power is created through the speaking of words. Before the power chakra is penetrated, they have problems saying what they want and feel. They are stumbling and hiding certain aspects of themselves from their neighbors and friends. But when they pierce the Power chakra, suddenly they find themselves saying what they want! And they are surprised and so are their friends and neighbors. Suddenly they are in more control of their lives than ever before, for the power chakra is a self control chakra. These are the orators of the world, those who speak before the multitudes, or the small insignificant places. If this power is misused, they become con artists, and dictators like Hitler who was charismatic. They are preachers and great industrial giants who can move others to their will. But while they are enjoying and experiencing life on the Power level, they are also working to batter down the doors to the Truth chakra [6th chakra].
 
This chakra is located in the region of the brain, often thought of as being connected to the pituitary gland. This chakra is the most complicated of all the chakras to explain, because it controls many things. But in essence, before this chakra is pierced, the person does not think so much about putting things into an order, such as logic or truth, and the world is in a state of chaos to him. But once this chakra is pierced the world begins to take on a semblance of order. HIS world. He begins to piece things together. The truth of things become important. He sees how things work and his priority in life is doing things according to his truth. These are the mental people of the world. They organize their truths and present them to the people as I am doing now. Through their work the world takes on a structure. It makes sense. These people are scientists, educators, researchers, whose top priority is work of a high mental or intellectual nature, sometimes so completely involved in their internal organizing they appear to be in an ivory tower. While these people are experiencing life in the mental plane, they are also battering against the doors of the highest chakra of all: the spiritual chakra [7th chakra] located at the crown, for through the work on the mental plane they come to realize there is something higher and they become curious. So, when they cannot find the pieces to the mental puzzles they are working with in daily life, they begin to look higher.
 
The light flows in an upward direction, always, to something higher. The chakra at the crown is the one which will enhance and add greater value to the one most immediate. And so the ladder of life is piercing one barrier after another until finally the spiritual chakra is pierced and the union is made. In flows the light from the great sea of eternal life, the oneness from which the individual spark of the person first descended and subsequently forgot. These are the mystics who have the visions, see God, angels, other beings like themselves who have gone on to higher worlds. They know the truth of life and they are ready to move on, if they have left nothing undone behind them. However, most people have left much undone, unfinished business, and gaps are still evident. So they have to go back and reconnect once more with the spark that lies at the bottom of the spinal column. For in the climb up the ladder, one quite often forgets that 5% still buried down below. It is the connection to earth and it is a conscious reunion. This 5% is what the Indian folklore calls activating kundalini . It is what the Christian world calls the holy spirit.
 
When kundalini is awakened, or when the holy spirit moves in an individual, it is dynamic. One can feel the presence of something holy moving through him. It is not easy to explain to another what it feels like, because it is so pure and gentle, so peaceful and miraculous, so healing and soft, so full of truth and wisdom and knowledge. It moves the person to transcend the outer world, for he is now being wafted on breezes of something mightier than himself. He is not in control, yet he knows he is part of the greater whole who IS in control and he knows this so he does not fear any longer the outer conditions. He becomes absorbed into the oneness. He does not disappear. He is still here in body with his mind intact, but he knows who he is.
 
Now, each person who is alive and walking about in a physical body is operating on one of these seven levels, or in some individuals on more than one level, for it is possible that a person is operating on two levels at the same time, through an overlap. A person can be operating on the peace level and the love level, both at the same time. Or a person can be operating on the freedom level and the peace level, both at the same time. Or on the freedom level and the love level such as Muniji Sushil, the Jain monk my sister was following, who is doing a lot of work with the terrorist groups (freedom fighters), and who exemplifies love. Or a person can be operating on the love level and the power level, such as the charismatic ministers who spread love around. Or a person can be operating on the power level and the mental level at the same time, such as Hitler who was charismatic and an evil dictator. Most often these people go astray and exhibit less than honorable characteristics. Or a person can be operating on the mental and spiritual. Most often these people are the religious leaders and quite often they, too, exhibit less than honorable characteristics. It is because there is so much Light that floods a particular region whenever a chakra is broken through, that a person becomes unbalanced and  may go to extremes in that region, imposing his will on others, believing, KNOWING himself to have hit upon the Truth. And he HAS hit upon the truth, but he must yet learn to balance this particular aspect with all the other six qualities of Life. There are seven major ones, which may be called by many different words.
 
It is the work of the ages, this working through the chakras. It is the GREAT work. This is the work of every human being. Each one of us is working on something that is profound to us. It is moving us, as we work on it. We are reaching for something, we know not what. We know we have to work on it. It is a priority in our lives. And so our daily tasks, our human relationships, our priorities in our life, all are dedicated to the resolving of this one problem, this one issue that takes considerable attention, so that we may pierce the barrier. Often our instincts place us in hard situations just so that we CAN learn. We could not break through a barrier unless we placed ourselves in front of an immovable barrier in our physical reality structure. So we marry people who we know subconsciously to represent road blocks to us. We do it from a soul level, not a mind level. We start out thinking we are in love with the person, and then we find out there is more here than meets the eye. This is so that we can work on our blocks.
 
When we have sufficiently done our work on each level, the next step is to coordinate ALL the levels. It is through the work of coordinating all the levels that we will experience the awakening of kundalini, or the washing of the holy spirit, who will help us to coordinate. Only by lining up the openings into one unobstructed channel, so that the light may flow down from above and up from below, can the joining or reunion take place. This is the mystical marriage. The wonders that occur at this time are many. Miracles happen. Sparks fall from the individual and land on others to vitalize the world around them. 
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Comments today 34 years later. For those who are into the esoteric I want to address something that I have known about for quite awhile. It's confusing to those who don't know much about chakras. The way this is written makes the 2nd chakra (the sexual chakra) actually the first to be activated. This then pushes everything back one level from what we have been shown traditionally. The 3rd chakra (solar plexus) becomes the 2nd to be activated. The 4th chakra (heart) becomes the 3rd to be activated. The 5th chakra (throat) becomes the 4th to be activated. The 6th chakra (third eye) becomes only the fifth to be activated. And the 7th chakra (crown) becomes only the 6th to be activated, so that going back down to the root chakra becomes the big breakthrough chakra - the 7th and completion. Kundalini is activated. Heaven and Earth are joined. Father-Mother God completes the child and fulfills the body. The Holy Spirit floods every cell, atom and electron.

This may cause some consternation among those who follow the traditional chakra formula. However, please take this with a grain of salt. It is only me sharing my perspective. Everyone will understand what they need to understand to fulfill themself. Each is uniquely created, and that is wondrous indeed. We all see so differently. Such diversity in our world!

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2/6/21 - Spirit Guide Matthew Ward on US Governance
Channeled by Suzanne Ward
https://www.matthewbooks.com/february-3-2021/

Matthew Ward died in an auto crash at age 17. Since then he has been channeling information from an ascended state through his mother, Suzanne Ward. He has become a respected source for information, and Suzy has become a respected channel for many years. Matthew is well known in the Light community, what we call the spiritual community or ascension community. In this report of February 3rd (below) he gives more details on what is going on behind the scenes in the United States and the world, and about the not-yet-disclosed NESARA law which those who know about it are waiting to be announced.

NESARA was signed into law in 2000 but was kept secret and therefore not activated because of those in power who were and are against it (the bad guys). It was designed and implemented by higher forces and once activated will change the course of Earth history. I've been aware of it over the years. References come out in trickles. A trickle here and a trickle there. I've been following it since I can't remember when. I guess I first had inklings of it in 1965 when I was involved with George Adamski, contactee with the Venusians. He shared a lot of information with us, his followers, at least that which he was allowed to give us. NESARA does not go into effect until it is officially announced to the public because, like anything else, the people themselves give it power - simply by knowing about it. (In the same way that lies are given power.)

Matthew also speaks here about covid and the vaccines, and the Light forces and how they are securing the new course from behind the scenes, out of the public's eye. We don't hear about this in main stream news. Also interesting is references to human clones, something I've known about for years, and our bodies becoming more crystalline. Info about the crystalline cells is beyond the comprehension of the average person, but I'm writing about it. It's esoteric (hidden information) but it boils down to this:

The more you entertain positive thoughts and emotions by changing negative thoughts and emotions to something uplifting, elevating and joyous, the more you activate your crystal light body. Your light body is who you are underneath  everything you've picked up in this life. Your light body is in perfect alignment with universal harmony and is the super-structure underlying the human physical. It is known in religious scriptures as the christ body, which means crystal body. It is a body that looks human but is made of light. You can change "christ body" to crystal body if you don't want to use religious terms and you are more in truth.

This is the process that we are going through right now - changing our low vibrational physical body with all its aches, pains and confusions, fears and terrors into goodness which is natural to the spiritual human. The pandemic is serving as a final test. We are to move our thoughts and feelings to higher ground and not be pulled into fear, suspicion and division. In every situation that is terrible, change it to love and caring. Move it into love WITH love, using your thought process. This how we revitalize and re-energize our physical body, and alleviate chronic conditions and ailments. All there is is love.

Please enjoy Matthew's latest report.
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(Matthew speaking:) With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. To all who are disappointed that no major action was taken three weeks ago to rid the United States government of pervasive corruption, we say, please do not be downhearted. The force of lightworkers has not abandoned the mission!

When those in charge received a late-hour threat that could have been a national disaster, they chose a safe course that also will give time for broader public receptivity. Impatience with lockdown and financial hardships could reduce resistance to the new course, which will achieve the same results as a one-fell-swoop event, but in more secure stages.

Government shakeups and arrests are happening in numerous countries, and the Illuminati in the United States know this is ahead for them during the next few months. We don't know if the truth about the pandemic will come out before arrests are publicly known, but assuredly mask madness, covid testing and vaccinations will be meeting their end, and all covid patients will receive simple, effective treatment. In no way are we diminishing the profound loss to families of the persons who died due to the disease by saying that in most cases, they were abiding by soul contracts longevity clause.

Dear ones, when you are moving about freely again, schools and businesses are open, and attendance at churches, sports events and large celebrations has resumed, life will not be back to normal. Nor would you want it to be! Life as you have known it has been controlled by massive deception, greed and societal conditioning. What is quietly moving forward as we speak is the liberation of Earth's civilization. We have been asked why we are putting so much emphasis on what happens in the United States. Never does this mean that people in other countries are less valuable to us. All souls on Earth are beloved members of our universal family! Our emphasis is how the United States is governed.

In previous messages we have said the Illuminati are entrenched in Washington, DC, the seat of the US government, from whence they control not only what happens in that country, but heavily influence what happens everywhere else. They are deeply embedded in the Vatican and a London district as well. The triad of darkness, you could say, but in their global network of dominoes the first to fall must be the United States, where NESARA National Economic Security and Reformation Act can be implemented. The importance of this Act cannot be overstated.

All of that legislation's provisions have great significance, but the one that has to precede the others is this: Everyone in the government must resign and a new governmental body formed. This has nothing whatsoever to do with partisan politics. It is not widely known that from 1871 to date, the US government has been running the Corporation of the United States of America, a corporation owned by the Illuminati, and they dictate how it is to be operated. That is far from what was intended by the nation's founders, who established the newly united states as a sovereign nation with a republic form of governance.

The Illuminati know in the universal law nothing exists without energy. Everything in existence requires energy to grow and they left no stone unturned to keep NESARA from gaining energy by becoming known. First was the gag order issued by President Clinton, who signed the legislation in 2000 at the command of the country's military. The gag order legally prohibited anyone who knew about the Act to ever speak about it, and since it was kept under wraps, there were very few thoughts and feelings to give it growth energy.

But when word about NESARA started coming forth, including that St. Germain and spiritually evolved individuals on the planet authored the Act, energy started building. The Illuminati put out the word that NESARA is a conspiracy theory. They concocted that label, which they attach to all information that exposes them and their heinous activities, and they have conditioned the populace to believe that whatever is tagged conspiracy theory is the idea of half-witted minds.

For a time that ploy put the Acts energy in limbo, but as more and more people heard about it, their thoughts and feelings gave it momentum to push forward. To counter that, Congress wrote National Economic Stabilization and Recovery Act. By severely distorting the genuine Act, the new one created a mass of confusion and many fence-sitters became disbelievers. Illuminati-controlled judges in International Court of Justice in the Hague devised one delay after another in hearing cases submitted by NESARA's legal advocates. That inaction and believers' discouragement slowed the Act's movement, and corruption, oppression, impoverishment and atrocities continued.

Wise minds decided NESARA could not be further delayed, and a public announcement was scheduled for September 12, 2001. When the Illuminati learned of that, persons at the highest level of the US government aided by outsiders caused the infamous 9/11. The masterminds of that event were right: A shocked and grief-stricken citizenry would not question the official story, and conspiracy theory was attached to evidence showing that story is false.

The other democratically-elected governing bodies also have to be purged of dark control, so G was added to NESARA to expand the Act from national to global. [GESARA] Since the international group working to rid the world of darkness is by means of the Act's provisions, G/NESARA is appropriate. During the past year the Illuminati assassinated two of G/NESARA's leaders, Vladimir Putin and Pope Francis. Putin was replaced with a look-alike and the Pope usually is depicted by holography. Nevertheless, ever-rising vibrations guarantee the triumph of the light forces and NESARA will succeed in what it is intended to do. A passage in a message Hatonn transmitted to my mother 15 years ago states the intention succinctly:

"Hold within your hearts the vision of the world you want for yourselves and your families, for all the inheritors of Earth: A world where peace and love replace war and hatred; where governments are led by just, prudent and spiritual women and men, not power mongers led by darkness; where fair distribution of all resources replaces the extremes of egregious greed and desperate poverty; where universal and planetary truths replace the web of lies that has controlled your lives."  [Hatonn is with the Ashtar Command, Galactic Federation of Light]

The concept and intent of NESARA is to help you create that world on Earth. Now let us answer your questions about the virus, beginning with "The variant virus strain is more contagious and may be more deadly than its predecessor." As mentioned in a previous message, tests are designed to detect regular flu and colds, and those are being called variants. We cannot emphasize too strongly that the purpose of all mainstream media pandemic-related reporting is to create fear. That is why lie upon lie is disseminated and the truth from thousands of medical professionals that is published on the Internet is removed as soon as it is discovered.

The energy of fear for self or others for any reason lowers immunity and makes bodies more susceptible to contracting covid and a number of other illnesses. That is one of the benefits the Illuminati are reaping; the fear energy emitted by everyone in financial straits due to lockdown is another. Remember, dark hearts and minds require fear energy's low vibrations for their very survival.

Extraterrestrial special forces scientists decreased the virus potency in vaccines to the extent possible; complete elimination would be noticeable. But even greatly reduced toxicity is producing serious adverse effects in people with weak immunity, and the number of deaths following vaccination is growing. If you and your loved ones are healthy and have no medical issues, you need not be unduly concerned if employment mandates vaccination. People with strong immune systems usually have short-lived mild reactions. However, if you or loved ones have any health issues, it would be wise to get a written statement from your care provider that your condition requires an exemption. If vaccination is voluntary, we recommend that you avoid it.

Vaccines have much less or no effect on bodies with crystalline cells than on bodies with carbon-based cells. We cannot tell you how to discern if your cellular structure is crystalline, but we can tell you the transformation from carbon comes with light absorption, and that comes easily. As God told my mother: It is as simple as, be kind. We add that during the past two decades, many souls have come in with crystalline cells and many people who are older have attained the level of light that enabled the cellular change.

Our thought about vaccines that require two inoculations and perhaps booster shots to be effective is, put those in Follow-the-Money category. The individuals who years ago devised the diabolical plan to mutate a virus in a laboratory, release it in a location saturated with damaging 5G emissions, and name it coronavirus-19, expected billions to die quickly. That plan failed and they had to settle for making billions from pandemic-related products.

Their greed is as boundless as their desire to rule your world, and in both, they have lost. Light forces are retrieving the illegally and immorally amassed fortunes that helped the Illuminati control life on Earth. And, the curtain of the world stage is rising for the final act of a very, very long play about the darkness that permeated Earth and prevented her civilizations from evolving in conscious and spiritual awareness.

The next play will be a very, very long story about love, peace, joy, prosperity and life in harmony with Nature. We honor you and all other lightworkers for invaluable contributions to Earths new story.

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2/5/21- Doctors Around the World Issue Dire Warning About Vaccines
https://www.bitchute.com/video/pWdZYW4YogjW/ 
published 12/17/20

The following doctors from around the world appear on the above video, speaking about the vaccines. Each of them warn against taking the vaccine and the reasons why. The video is 28 minutes long. I suggest everyone take time to listen. These health professionals make sense and carry the foundation and training in their field. While the pandemic is a controversial subject and everyone deserves the right to make their own decisions, such a diversified group is well worth listening to. I listed their names in the order of appearance, and what country they are from.

Dr. Andrew Kaufman USA
Dr. Hilda De Smet, Belgium
Dr. Nils R Fosse, Norway
Dr. Elizabeth Evans, UK
Dr. Mohammed Adil, UK
Dr. Vernon Coleman, UK
Prof Dolores Cahill, Molecular Biologist & Immunologist, Ireland
Dr. R. Zac Cox, Holistic Dentis, UK
Dr. Anna Forbes, UK
Dr. Rolf ER Sundberg, Sweden
Dr. Johan Denis, Belgium
Dr. Daniel Cullum, Chiropractic Physician, USA
Moritz Von Der Borch, Germany
Dr. Anne Fierlafijn, Belgium
Dr. Tom Cowan, USA
Dr. Kevin P Corbett, Retired Nurse, UK
Dr. Carrie Madej, USA
Dr. Barre Lando, USA
Kate Shemirani, Nurse, UK
Sandy Lunoe, Pharmacist, Norway
Boris Dragin, Acupuncturist, Sweden
Dr. Piotr Rubas, Poland
Dr. Natalia Prego Cancelo, Spain
Dr. Rashid Buttar, USA
Dr. Nour De San, France
Dr. Kelly Brogan, USA
Prof. Konstantin Pavlidis, Metaphysicist, UK
Dr. Sherri Tenpenny, USA
Senta Depuydt, Journalist, Belgium
Dr. Heiko Santelmann, Germany
Dr. Margareta Griesz-Brisson, Neurologist, Germany
Dr. Mikael Nordfors, Sweden (says there is no better vaccine than vitamin D)
Dr. Elke F. de Klerk, Holland (Can change DNA and can sterilize women)

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2/4/21 Unfolding the gifts within
The original divine matrix

Last night I woke in the night with words “The REAL anatomy behind the artificial intelligence" referring to the mask or ego. As these words were spoken I was still seeing the spiritual anatomy - the creator mind as a vast sea of consciousness. It looked like random little sparkles or globes just milling around bumping into one another. They had no direction. The mind of creator requires conscious guidance to shape these little sparkles into something meaningful. I was shown how to shape them, how to bring forth anything I want by focusing on a picture I hold in my mind. I must form the picture, the visual of what I want with my mind, and hold it in my mind. I am told to do this "rhythmically", meaning do it the same time every day and build a belief. BELIEVE it. Believe that the universal mind, the vast intelligent mind of the Godhead, will organize it and provide it as I hold the shape in my mind. We must KNOW it, know that it will happen. How do we get to know it? By forming the picture and holding the visual consistently. This calls forth the random sparkle particles to form around what we hold in our minds. It aligns the particles according to our direction. We must believe and we must receive. We call them forth in the shape of a form that we desire. We first must build the form with our mind and the particles will come and mold themselves around it, around the pattern and fill in the pattern that we hold in our thought. This can bring forth whatever we want, bread, jewels, a building, a home, a nation, a community activity, whatever we want. It will come.

I have been holding a picture in my mind of a community of free-minded thinkers, easy-going, light-hearted, enlightened and connected to their authentic original design. People who live in 5D consciousness of love and light. I have been attempting to create this, but I have failed because I can't create it by trying. Trying doesn't work. There has to be a surrender to the divine or original template of love. I am learning.

We are like the stamin at the center of the flower with all the petals folded in over on top of it. We must unfold our petals, one by one, to the gifts within, to the unlimited power within. We are all divine, men, women and children. Both men and women are divine in their original. We are human only temporarily. Our origins remain tucked away within, waiting to be used. The human is a conglomeration of experiences, unfulfilled memories and left over trash accumulated over the millennia of time we have been here. But the divine pattern is still within us, pure and clean as it was in the beginning, in our original version, as creator created it. We as humans beings are not eternally physical. We just think we are and feel we are and so we attach to the physical. But in the end we leave our physicality behind and go back to the divine origin, taking our experiences with us. It is not in vain that we live these lives in the physical. We are growing in wisdom. We are a child of the creator, learning to unfold into creators ourselves. Our success depends on learning the magic of unfolding our gifts within, the original pattern within. We are going through creator school to learn how to visualize, how to create with our thought and with our wonderful elevating feelings like love and joy. All that we create in the world of the physical is dust when it is all over. But what we experienced while building it is not lost. We are what we have experienced so far, to date, in this moment. But there is more that the creator wants us to experience. God wants us to create a more perfect world in form and to people it with purity, love and divine intelligence, for this is what the creator is and what creator wants us to creator here on earth. He wants us to manifest in the physical, on a planet of purity. That is where we are heading.
 
We are learning how to be divine and human at the same time, in the same body, as human beings able to enjoy our human nature and our elevated status at the same moment with our emotional heritage, and to raise those emotions to beautiful emotions, and raise the foods, and the lovemaking, and the interactions, the hugging, playing, creating, and engagements in sports, gymnastics, dance, art, music, science, bettering ourselves, refining ourselves, purifying ourselves, becoming more of who we are in our original version, following the pattern of the inner template which is perfection. For there is more we can create. To build a physical world without hurting other people but by lifting and loving and enhancing the people around us, that is how we build a better world, as gods and goddesses, as men and women who have put aside the low animal nature and warmed up to the divine nature that is flowing through us, showing appreciation, gratitude, happiness, joy, instead of the cold, calculated, indifferent and callous, the unfeeling and inconsiderate, the unreconciled and incomplete human. We MUST integrate our aloofness, our abstract and unemotional spirit with our warm, loving and compassionate human nature.
 
This is the divine plan. The human plan is a mess with its artificial masks and artificial intelligence. We are feeling our divine origins activating but there is so much disillusionment still active in the world, adding to the frustration, tiredness from fighting, the confusion of not knowing what to do. The illusion still has its hold on humanity. The divine cannot get through. As we gain more leverage on the divine within, we will stop fighting and stop resisting the dust forms around us which are being dismantled as we speak. They are returning to dust as we let them go, as we realign with the positive, peaceful and calming loving nature within us. The more we stop fighting and relax, the more we align with what is natural to us - hope, encouragement, excitement, enthusiasm, positive outcomes, joy.  The more we give it up and surrender all effort, the trying, the work, the sweat-labor, the more we align with the inner design, our origins, and our vibrations quicken and raise up. Our consciousness is freed from the battlefields of pain and suffering, from the fighting and resisting and defending, and we feel the peace. It is mysterious, how calming it is when we stop and surrender. What isn’t compatible falls away. It diminishes from sight because we are not the physical form. The physical form itself would fall away but it will not fall away if we place love into our bodies and our minds.
 
We are spirit in our original, we have no form. We have been created out of love. It is non-physical. It is a vibration. It is our original vibration. On earth we have lowered our vibration. We are learning to raise our vibration by changing our thoughts to positive, peaceful thoughts. In our original we are without form but we have thought and we interact with others. We were given sentient form to see what we could do with it. To work with it. Humanity has done a bad job of maintaining the form in a raised compatible condition. Now we are given new understanding and a new chance to redeem the form and raise the form up and maintain it with higher thought. We maintain the physical by filling it with thoughts of love, forgiveness, compassion, caring and kindness, but we must let go of the resistance and the fighting against everything including ourselves.
 
We MUST practice letting go and becoming intimate with ourselves. We can preserve our physical bodies in an eternal state of beauty if we align with our original nature, which is divine, which is intelligence, which is refinement, which is creative and joyful and free. It is not far away from us. It is within us. We must learn what that means. Nobody knows what that means. I will guide you into knowing what that means. The divine within is the immortal intelligence and supreme knowledge which is you in your original state. Love is all that is. Love creates all that is, all good things. Keep your eye on the good and noble and don’t get sucked into fighting - for anything at all. Nothing is worth fighting over. Fighting brings you down the wrong side into oblivion. We must change course and learn the uphill direction and how to get into that right direction to preserve our youth, our sanity, our sense of good will and rightness, and the joy of sharing all good things with our other brothers and sisters. Fighting for a cause is fighting the external which is illusion. Only the divine is eternal and lasts forever and we are divine in origin. Our consciousness is a permanent fixture in our bodies. We are a presence in our bodies that is eternal. We must acknowledge our true nature which is eternal. God intends us to learn who we are, so that we can maintain a divinely created form in a divinely created world.
 
The purpose is to enjoy physicality and all of the positive and uplifting emotions and thoughts which enhance the joy of being alive. But these young gods must overcome the selfish desires which create friction, competition, suffering, and abuse on their brothers and sisters. It is the divine original self that we must reconnect with. Who is it? How do we find it? The power behind the mask is connected to through intimate practices and rituals, first alone, then with others. It is a flowing through us. We are used to working for a goal. Wrong. Once we get to that goal we think we are happy and settled, but then boredom slowly creeps in because that was not the goal after all. That was just a stepping stone to a higher goal. There is no goal now in the new age. There is only a flowing of the divine, which is the power behind the ego mask. Maintaining the physical is a continual flowing, maintaining a continual connection and awareness of the divine flowing through the physical form. Every human body, man, woman and child, is a divine being which has created a body into which and through which it operates. The divine is abstract love, light, intelligence, but don’t hang your hat on the words. The divine has no name. It cannot be known. It is the allness, the wholeness and it cannot be known. The only way the divine can be known is through expression as it flows through physical forms. The physical becomes the divine as the divine becomes the physical, as the divine flows through the form and as the physical allows the divine to flow through itself. The ego has stopped it. Ego is the artificial intelligence. We must set the ego aside and become the knower. Become the presence that is flowing and making itself known as the truth as it presses itself into the body cells, including the brain as it flows on through.
 
We are the human element that the Godhead has commissioned us to build. We have built it. We are now able to become more of our original God-self, child of God, pure, refreshing, clean, flowing through the body, cleaning out the old human debris left behind, for an animal lived here and left sediment behind. We are divine in nature. We are coming to know ourselves more. The only way the divine can be known is through expression in the physical world. The physical becomes what it was always meant to be, an instrument for the vast intelligence to use to enjoy itself and walk on the ground and feel the sensations of touching, smelling, tasting, hearing, seeing. As such, the body is feminine. It is the receiver. The male body and the female body are both receivers, receiving the flow from the vast intelligence of creator, what we call God, the one that cannot be known except as it imprints upon our body as it flows through, never stopping. As long as we breathe, we breathe in that intelligence and love and our cells drink it up and we are maintained in vitality and health.

The body is feminine because it is a receiver. We are the divine flowing through it. We are joining with our body. Now, all we have to do is to stop letting our body go berserk. We must manage our maverick wild impulses to lash out and fight. Instead we are to raise everything up to love and surrender to that love. We are that love, we are the original version of love imprinting on the body. Align with the original and give up the low vibrations of confusion and fighting. Surrender to this flowing. Practice raising thoughts to a higher plane. If it feels mysteriously calming then you're doing it right. If you're struggling with it, you're not doing it right. Surrender and raise the situation or the thought UP to love, with love. Then you're on the right track.
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1/29/21 - Your body is your child and your responsibility
A message in the middle of the night

We are not the body, we are the living breathing soul temporarily residing in this body. As such we are immortal. The soul is conscious. Attention. Awareness. We are a spirit spark jumping from body to body, culture to culture, learning and polishing its capabilities through experience, but it needs bodies.  Physical bodies, on the other hand, come and go easily and very fast. They do not last long and, in fact, are just a tool for the soul to learn through. The soul needs the body. It gains its knowledge by learning how to manage and control the body and the cosmic fire that runs through it. There is an invisible science, unknown yet to modern man, about how the vital forces move through the body to keep it alive. The soul needs to learn that.

The soul is like an equestrian learning how to control a horse. A good rider can feel through the legs the intentions of the horse before the horse moves a muscle. So too is the body like an animal to the soul. The souls mission is to learn about the body. That is its job. The body is also a conscious being, just like the horse to the rider, although dull and ignorant since it is coming up the evolutionary scale. It is made of random particles from the minerals and substances of earth. But everything in existence has consciousness and can thus be worked with, even a stone, soil and grass. So it is that the soul has been assigned a mission to work with this particular body that it is living in. It is the souls responsibility to teach it and to love it and to care for it, and to raise it up to a higher plane of existence, just as a parent would raise a child, or we would raise a pet.
 
The body is not just a tool, it is a living breathing thing with a will of its own, random though it may be, and it is the souls responsibility to raise it up as long as it resides in this body. For it is a child, like an animal, a lesser evolved being than the soul which is eternal, and it needs constant discipline and schooling. The method used is love. We are here to learn how to express love into a lesser world. The soul is a being of love. A human soul is one who has made the grade beyond the lesser kingdoms by using the cosmic forces, and the greatest force of all is love. The soul is a being of love and light. It is residing here now inside a physical body. It is the souls responsibility, from the first breath it takes to the last breath on its way out to maintain it in a raised upward condition.

The human body is a new species being tended by advanced souls who are on assignment to watch over this garden, this planet called Earth, and the many species growing and evolving here. The earth is a garden. A project of the creator. Mother Earth herself is a new planet in the galaxy, still in the wobbly stages of growth. This new species called human is the most sought-after genetic material in the galaxy because it is still young and passionate. The kundalini called the fire of life is starting to flow with more vitality. Humanity is going through an up-grade and intelligences from many galaxies are here assisting. They are sending assurances in waves upon waves. These extraterrestrials dont want us to do what they have done gone so far into the intellect that they forgot about love and about the fire that motivates passion.

They are visiting and watching the earth now in greater numbers because it, humanity, has been gifted with DNA from many other races, many of whom are now dying out because they left their physicality behind. Races die out by evolving beyond the physical. That is why the earth is so special - it is destined to become a physical paradise with the consciousness of the gods. The true gods, the ones who have remembered how to love one another and not leave the body behind in the evolutionary race to the sun behind the sun. Physicality is maintained through emotions, but through emotions of love, kindness, beauty, respect, compassion, nobility.
 
Other races have forgotten the passions of emotion, which is the vitality that comes from the sun and the sun behind the sun. Other races have gone intellectual but without the passion of the sun. They are still evolving. Those ET races who donated their DNA to earth are elder brothers and sisters - earlier models of physical substance - who lived through the chaos of diversity and change as we are going through now, and they are family. The human race of today is yet childlike for it has not yet learned its place in the order of things, we are younger siblings, nor does it know its full potential or the family it comes from.

Those who are tending this new species, the earthling, are the souls who are currently here living in the body - you and I and our families and friends.  We were sent here to carry on the work of raising this child, this human, and to teach it manners and give it parental guidance and feelings that it is worthy and has value. For this body will die and return to the ground but the particles that composed it will move on with new imprints to add to its consciousness, which we give it. Planetary atoms evolve from the other-worldly souls who spend time in bodies made from the planet, teaching it how to manage itself and how to be self aware.
 
This body that we take for granted and disparage sometimes and fail to recognize as something to respect and cherish, we must prize and treasure it the way you would treasure a priceless artifact found in an abandoned field that had been ravished by the elements. This body is composed of random particles used by former souls and discarded at death. What mark will we leave on these particles we currently influence? They will be used by some future soul with which to create a new body. We who are eternal are given a chance to grow in personal value ourselves, by creating a new body and molding it in our own image. We grow by creating a more refined creature than we did before, with more worth and sense of self and value.

We, the soul living in the body, are thus also raised also to a higher sense of self worth. Because we and the body are one being during this temporary life. This body is our child, our creation, and we must elevate it. It ought to be admired, treasured and lifted up daily, even hourly, and held in high esteem, for in so doing, we, young soul that we may be, or old soul perhaps, we receive value in return. Do we not feel worthy when we succeed in some small way to past a test? It is the body that passed the test and the soul feels great pride. We are one with the body temporarily. We grow together, each in our own way. We, the immortal soul (we shall never die) are the invisible coordinator that puts this body through its disciplines and training. We are the master of the body. We are the lord or lady of the manor, the absolute leader of the kingdom of the body and all its parts.
 
Each time we succeed in teaching the body muscle coordination, we feel proud. We carry ourselves with more joy and dignity. We work together, soul and body. We are one blended organism, temporarily. Success is written upon the cells of the body and both soul and body thrive and shine. Remember when you rode a bicycle for the first time, or drove a car, or learned to operate a machine, played a violin, accomplished a gymnastic maneuver, won a race? Everything we as the soul do, we accomplish through a body. We need a body to practice with. We work with our body, as of we were the coach training a student. We are the master. All too often we let the body train us!

When we succeed in taking the reins back and insisting the body do something it doesn't want to do (!) we feel proud. And that great feelings runs through the body with vitality. A fire of improvement. A soul does not have a body in its natural state for it is formless consciousness in the ongoing sea of life, like its Father-Mother God who created it with a consciousness of love. The soul was created for the purpose of learning how to become a God itself - a god of love. It was sent out on a mission. And since it is eternal, it is sent on many missions. It is sent from one physical species to another to assist with the evolution and progress of physicality in many forms. And all the while the soul grows in its ability to create with love, wisdom and power.

Love, wisdom and power are the three powers to use in embodiment. The soul evolves to greater heights through by applying this trinity of love, wisdom and power in its experience in matter and form. Its job is to rise and elevate from inside the form, not by running away from the difficulties. No matter what the situation, its job is to retain its nobility and greater perspective through the use of love, wisdom and power. It does this from inside the castle where there is constant commotion going on among the lesser servants. 
 
We who are on earth today, each has a different mission from everyone else. We have different momentums from past life experiences. We should not be following someone else, but following our own powers within. We have been sent to work with a young physical species, to grow it into a more mature species and it is an educational task. We teach it skills, starting with our own body's tendency to be wild and random. Our job is not to teach someone else. That would be interference. But interaction using appropriate love, wisdom and power - and the greatest of these is love - is using the very powers of creation.

We are to give freedom and allow others their own space to grow. The human anatomy is a spiritual anatomy. It is designed and maintained by those beyond our capacity to know. The unfolding plan descends down from rarefied levels of perfection to solidarity. We earn the right to know more as we advance ourselves in refinement. The intricacies of the divine plan is not known by young souls who are still trying to find their balance. Other souls who are more highly advanced are here to assist in their particular way. We are all from different stages in our evolution and refinement. From the outside, no one knows who is who, or how advanced someone is for we all serve under cover. We are all veiled to some extent, some more so than others. But young souls or old souls, all of us are learning through the instrument of the body we live in.
 
How well we relate to our body with love, consideration and discipline in a feeling sense, puts us in touch with the perfection. This is how we pass the esteemed tests by maintaining ourself above the lesser. Our abilities are tested by how well we manage our own body, how we respond to life and its daily situations, sickness, poverty, death. Do we maintain respect and dignity? Do we live in our body with respect? Or mediocrity? With boredom? Sullenness? Disgust? Hate? Do we lash out at others because we fell from grace and lost it? Or do we forgive ourselves for making an error? Mistakes are allowed. They are opportunities to learn. How well we discipline our bodys reaction and how well we raise it up in the face of discomfort or attack, is how we prove our own worth as the master living in this body. It is how we earn rewards in the eternal order of heaven and in feeling good here and now on the spot. We are happy with ourselves, retain a sense of value and pride, and feel the peace of having done it right.

Thus we serve as role models and examples for others, gradually purifying ourselves. Both the body AND the soul. Self-love is wisdom. It is wise to love one's own body and take pride in it. Progress is made by raising it up in the middle of a situation, even a distasteful and unpleasant situation. It's easy to raise it up in a fun and easy encounter. But when confronted with awkward moments, that is the test. Love is a generic term that means raising up. We respect our body by allowing it freedom to try new maneuvers, but we are the coach. When the body wants something, then allow it to try, or discipline it when it wants to go too far and should not. And by giving it strength training from time to time when a situation presents itself, where it wants to push itself beyond its former ability. And by make it rest after strenuous effort.

As we show our own body acts of kindness and stern guidance, we, the immortal soul who lives forever, who will leave the body when it is done, also matures. We are the soul that lives in the body, and we enjoy the feelings of worthiness, pride and joyful elation when our body performs in a way that makes us proud, for the body is our creation. When the body has gone wrong, rather than showing displeasure, we learn to maintain a positive attitude of encouragement, understanding and patience and discipline. Just like a parent.
 
Sometimes we are challenged to maintain our equilibrium when the body grows old, cumbersome and wobbly, or tired and achy, or heavy and sick and unable to carry its own weight. But if we can continue to love the body and not push it beyond its endurance level, then we maintain an equilibrium. Balance is important. We dwell within the body only temporarily. We must see it through to the end. It is our child.  It doesnt matter what the body feels or looks like at the end as long as we maintain the upper hand. We are the one who lives forever and we will leave in our own good time. We are here gaining the experience of growing old with dignity and grace. If we can maintain feelings of worthiness, pride, hope and if we can love the body through its aging process, then it has been a worthwhile mission.

We, the soul, inhabiting this body, never grows old. When we leave this body we will shed the aged appearance and return to spiritual template which was given to us from the beginning. The spiritual template is a crystal image of perfection. We are filling it in with knowledge through our experiences in body. We are guided by greater beings who oversee the process, angelics, celestials, and greater ones. And we are met with gladness when we end an embodiment. We are held in high esteem for they are creators themselves who make up the vastness of eternity. And they continue to beam loving support and admiration to us on the ground.
 
They have been where we are and they know how tough a job it is to take an earth body. Other species from this galaxy and other galaxies beyond also know how tough it is. They are coming in the thousands and millions to look on and assist the earth in its evolutionary process, and the humans who are the highest species on the planet. The planet is growing into oneness consciousness. They work with us but keep their distance, for humanity is a young race and it does not have balance yet. Humanity is still testing itself, warring with itself, trying out new techniques, new concepts, new philosophies, new beliefs, what works, what doesnt.

We are still learning how to get along with each other who are different from us in custom and language. We are not ready yet to receive different species arriving in space ships from other planets. Humanity is young. Sophisticated but immature. It is like a new crop in the farmers field that has been genetically upgraded too fast, without allowing it to blend with its earlier wisdom, to socialize as a community, and to support its upgrade in a natural way.
 
We, the eternal consciousness called soul which does not die, we live in one of these genetically upgraded models of a human body. Our mission is to imbue our wisdom into its behavior. And to teach the body how to relax and how to listen to us, the higher power that dwells within it, for we dwell within the heart and through the muscles and bones and organs. We are the soul of the body that is trying to guide the body's many parts, but it does not always listen. It is too busy being distracted and disorganized. We must teach it to sit in solitude and focus on higher intelligence, for the earth body is unaware of higher powers. It is new at this. We must teach it. We must teach it how to respect us by sitting with it in silence, insisting that it blend with us.

That is what meditation is for. It must learn that there ARE higher powers that are more refined than itself, and that know more that it does. We teach the body to listen, to absorb, to respect, to trust the knower that lives inside it, and how to receive our instructions. The body is a child that needs to be administered to. To be taught to "listen up" and become aware of the invisible that it cannot see with its eyes, how to notice these higher powers, what we call angels, fairies and demons, and how to feel the difference between right and wrong, what feels good and what feels bad, for it does not know yet. And while it appears as if everything is going wrong in the world today, the body, each body, is being watched over by a soul and by the souls oversoul, and that which is above it on higher realms. Higher means more refined, more invisible to physical sight. It doesn't mean out in space beyond us.

There are very great beings who are here among us which we cant see with our physical eyes but we can feel them. We can detect them. They are here to make sure the human race is not harmed and the earth stays on course. They blend with us as we blend with our body. We are part of the infinite. We as the soul are not finite like the body is solid and finite. And yet we have taken on a finite perspective. It is the great lesson to realize who we are, that we are not the body but the intelligence that lives through the body and experiences everything through the body.

The experience that the body is going through is learning the lessons of love, hope and faith by working in cooperation with other bodies. The human race, known as the human species, the earthling, is learning from us, the higher power blending with it and in essence creating it. The experience that we the soul is going through, is to teach these bodies how to love and be kind to one another. The soul will move on when the body dies and returns to the earth. The final lesson for the soul before leaving is to maintain dignity, refinement and grace, to reel in all of our experiences with gratitude and hold it firmly within the breast, within the heart, and leave the outer world to its own, for others are taking over. This is a most crucial time for Mother Earth and all who live on her.

And the absolute greatest, the most ultimate lesson of all that a soul can teach a body is to bring it into the state of such perfect grace that it too becomes immortal and secures its earth persona forever in the realm of permanence. This is called ascension. It is done by blending our physical body with love for the divine. Then we can bring heaven to earth and live physically for as long as we wish. 

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1/24/21 - We are creating the new world by falling forward from the heart

St. Germain came into my meditations awhile back when I was planning a women's circle and gave me a message. This particular message will benefit men too, for there is no gender on the higher, inner planes from which spirit is falling forward. But I'll share it as it was given to me.

When women meet in circle, they are creating a mandala. They are coming together to create a sand painting just like the Tibetan Buddhists do when they gather to create an intricate beautiful design without following a pattern. They follow an inner pattern. There are many of them working on one painting without an external pattern. How do they know where to place their dainty grains of colored sand? It is a mystery to those who know only to follow someone else’s instructions.

The Buddhists know there is a greater design, a greater plan, but they don’t know that yet. They, we the women, are about to learn it. It is the next stage in our evolution, here in the west. The greater design has ALWAYS been there. The greater design works outward through each individual’s breathing and living. Each woman in our sacred circle, now members of the goddess team the world over, adds their divine breath and presence to the design, the mandala that we will create for Earth. We are each capable of reflecting the divine plan because we contain the whole picture within us, or at least have access to it.

The concept that the universe is a hologram came about when in 1982 at the University of Paris a research team led by physicist Alain Aspect discovered that under certain circumstances subatomic particles, such as electrons, are able to instantaneously communicate with each other regardless of the distance separating them. Much has been written about “we are holograms and live in a holographic universe”. The grand plan comes from source, or the oneness that created all that is, from the largest universe to the smallest insect, all of us and our little kitties and doggies, reflect the divine plan through awareness, and awareness grows. Each of us outpictures (expresses) what we feel comfortable expressing. When someone forces us to do something we are not ready for, we are uncomfortable. If someone forces us, because there are “laws on the books” to do something we really don’t want to do, we grow resentful. We feel pain. We suffer. We grow hateful. We grow violent because we are not functioning according to our plan, our role, our purpose, what we were designed for. We have become distorted, corrupt.

We are projections of the divine intelligence. Source is a falling forward and outward into manifestation in the physical. All of us are flowing outward into expression through our free will. And through our free will we may refuse to follow the inner plan, and instead follow in someone else’s footprints, looking to them as “master” instead of our self. We are projections direct from source intelligence, God or Goddess if you choose. We are meant to fit ourselves into life according to our comfort zone, we choose the friends we best fit with. We choose the city or town or state we best fit with. We choose the work we best fit with. Our hidden inner self struggles to find what we like the best. The design of the world is unfolding through human beings as they evolve and express what is in their hearts.

It is held back when they are NOT expressing what is in their hearts. We are not supposed to follow in someone else’s foot prints, we are meant to step in our own. We are not meant to follow rules or agendas created by someone else because the design for each of us alone comes forth from within as a prompting. We are prompted by an inner push to go here, or go there, or say this or say that. We have a piece of the grand design to contribute to the mandala that is being painted.

A circle of women with this understanding in mind will gather for a short time and look first within themselves for the highest prompting, and then allow that prompting to come forth and follow it. What thread of awareness will fit best with the other expressions coming from the other women in the circle? We weave together in the moment, with no one taking a leadership role for others to follow. No one is qualified to be a leader in such a circle. A teacher may lead a class, it is true, but in this gathering of goddesses, it is a circle, not a leader-teacher situation. We are here to contribute our inner light.

It may seem that I am leading, but I am not. I have been trained to be a gatherer, not a teacher or a lecturer. A writer, yes, I love to write. It is my passion, but I write from my heart with an intention to express what I am feeling, seeing and knowing. The intention is not to “make” or “shape” or “change” other people. This has been the crux of my learning - how to ascertain the difference between expressing who I AM versus attempting to teach, change or influence other people to do it my way. This has been the center of my learning over the years. My awareness has grown towards the center of this very thing. I must not draw other people into my circle because then I draw them away from their own center.

This is the philosophy of the advanced civilizations, the galactics from higher, more evolved worlds. They know not to interfere, because they are responsible for their actions. Karmic kickback. You reap what you sow and if I tempt others away from their true mission in life, I am responsible and I must return to that place again and again to correct the mistake by becoming aware. That is why, when I am presented with offers to step into the limelight, I decline. I did not understand why I was so insistent on stepping back each time an offer came my way, but now I know. I do not like to even post things on Facebook because it draws attention to me and comments suck me into threads and pathways down which I don’t want to go. The rabbit hole it is called.

People say “But how do you know unless you try it?” It is the seduction game to pull the unaware person in. I am aware of that particular method of entrapment. Many people must follow that path, and it is not for me to prevent them taking it. It is their journey and their exploration. My role is to gather those who understand what I’m writing about. And, then as we gather together in sacred circles, we can mix and blend and talk and laugh and maybe some day sing and dance. Never being musical myself I hope for it. 

Someone wrote to my galactic website and asked, “How can we identify light beings from dark entities? The answer was by feelings of hope, upliftment, peace, love, joy, exhilaration and simple kindness. It’s a radiation of loving comfort. You want to hug the person who makes you feel like that. Dark entities cause feelings of hopelessness, discouragement, confusion, fear, loss. If you feel anything less than peaceful loving comfort that makes you want to hug the person, then he or she is sending negative energies. Don‘t judge them. Don’t find fault, find a way to neutralize the bad feelings or, if unsuccessful, find a way out as quickly as possible.

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1/20/21 - The Big Picture by Ivo of Vega channeled via Sharon Stewart
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(Nancy speaking) Doug and I just finished watching the inauguration of the new president Joe Biden. I was feeling elated and stirred to emotion, especially when Amy Kobuchar came to the microphone. She smiled and I automatically smiled back. She was the inauguration co-chair. It wasn't her words, it was the joy she expressed on her face, and it was contagious. I'm not political. I'm a detector, a browser, a scanner for joyful feelings, and the inauguaration ceremony today was full of elevating feelings. There was remarkable absence of dark side division and opposing views. Inclusiveness was being expressed, mostly by the women. It was interesting to see the many famous people coming in and mingling as a crowd. Whenever a man talked I looked at my cell phone. When the President himself came on at the end to accept his new appointment, I was reading the channeling by Ivo through Sharon Stewart, which  I am sharing today. When Amanda Gorman came on, I looked up, struck by the feeling she emanated. She's the new poet laureate, a young 22-year-old black woman. She began reading her amazing poem, "Climbing the Hill", which is now online. Her words -  no - her vision expressed humanity's future. She carried us to a place beyond the stars. There is no limit to where we can go as humans becoming more.  She is an amazing and gifted seer and unifier.

The women are expressing something that the men have been unable to express, they have had a different role. There are men who are bringing us closer to it but it's the women who are embodying this grace and vision. They are coming out of the closet now, allowing the divine to speak through them, and it is pure emotional love. It doesn't matter the color of their politics or their skin. It is the expanding of the heart. Test the heart. It will tell you each time. If your heart is touched and tears come, it is their heart talking. When the head talks you don't get that response. You either get angry and have a bristling retort, or you walk away. But when the heart and the head join up together as a partnership, then the words have that feeling of rightness, which is an upward quality, and it's thrilling to the body. The body can feel it. It is the sense of inclusiveness. No one is shut out. It is forgiveness expressed as inclusiveness, as expressed as love. I believe the outgoing President will go down in history as the one who highlighted the dark in order for us to better see the light. He will be thanked later. Not now but later, in years to come.

It was during the inauguration ceremony that I stumbled upon "The Big Picture" by Ivo  of Vega. Embraced within the power of unity that I was watching on TV, I knew I had to share it. It's not about politics, it's about becoming aware of the impact divisiveness does to us. Sharon begins with her own editorial, and then Ivo steps in with his higher dimensional overview. Ivo is Sharon's twin flame. He is not in physical form on earth. He is on a ship above the earth, unseen, working with the Galactic Federation which is unseen, and communicates telepathically with Sharon. There are many such communications going on with the fleets above us.
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Sharon speaking:

I was just looking at reader comments on my Amazon books, and I thank all of you for your enthusiastic comments. Many people commented that the books show you aspects of life beyond earth, and how other beings live, but this one comment I found very insightful. The reader said: “I like how the author has clearly annotated the problems that regular people face in society and has woven that together with the much larger picture of the universe.” It may be hard to believe that there are angels trumpeting the wins of the Light on earth against the deep state, but there are.

It may be hard to believe that Venus went through the same liberation from the dark, but they did (read Omnec Onec's Venusian trilogy books to find out how they did it. Nah, spoiler, I'll tell you – they walked away from everything. It was so corrupt they walked away and started their own Light communities based on their own values. Sound familiar?)

What is happening here on earth, right now, is an extension of the universe. Black magic didn't originate on earth, word is it originated in Sirius and has largely held the constellation of Orion under its spell for a long time. There has been a lot of warring going on between the different races there, some of higher and some of lower frequency.

Then as I understand it, it moved into our solar system and infected Mars and Vulcan, which became the Keyeper belt, and then came to rest upon earth. We've been discussing the hybrid that humanity has become on earth and Ivo and I pointed out that that was for a particular reason: so that evil could incarnate here in our powerful bodies. Because the AI overlord has delusions of divinity, and because this overlord can overcome natural life through mind control (yes, that's our strength and our weakness as well. We're subject to mind control through TV waves that are calibrated to influence our mental bodies). Because we have a lower dimensional body, that was made to vibrate at lower frequencies, and because people on earth had largely turned away from their divinity to focus on materialism anyway, long before this overtake happened, taking us over was just a question of changing our life circumstances generation by generation.

Focusing on the domination of our lower minds, and then the lower mind's domination of the higher mind, that was the plan they put into place. Slowly. So slowly people didn't notice from generation to generation. They also packaged everything as “progess” instead of focusing on the down side of all of these things, because there is a down side to everything, they sold it all to us as wonderful innovations. And people were so overburdoned by their physical toiling, which is another thing ETs don't do, they gladly leapt at these innovations in order to reduce their burdon, not realizing that if they were using their inherent abilities, they wouldn't need these innovations either. They sold us a life philosophy and made money off of it all, by teaching us to deny our inherent power and abilities.

And of course, the need for further medical innovation was necessary in light of the huge pandemics like the Spanish flu, the Plague, and whatnot, that they released upon humanity and so we developed the medical system we use today. Disregarding in fact that we had a medical system in place before: using natural substances to return the human body back to homeostasis and allowing the body to heal itself, rather than the toxic innovations of the mainstream medical community we suffer through now. Anyone ever been treated for cancer? Yes. With radiation? Yes, so did my mother and she died of it. Which kills more? Cancer or the treatment of it?

The Inquisition was a notable time in history where the “witches” which were the old medical establishment I'm referring to, the healers of the past, were branded as enemies of church and state and killed off in masses. I'm sure many stopped practising their healing work, but not all of that information was lost. Our homeopathy and herbal medicine is based on what they were practising then. Anyone wonder why 5HTP isn't marketed in the States? Do you really think it's because there was a “bad batch” that made people sick, or maybe it was because it was a natural rival to antidepressants, which is a huge market worth millions. Back then, the church was used to suppress a natural human inclination: to want to heal naturally. This paved the way for main stream medicine. Now governments are controlling your need to breathe fresh air and using sickness as a means of further domination of society. What they say it is, is never what it really is. There's always a hidden agenda. I'm sure we are a lot sicker now than we were in the days of the Inquisition. Back then, our life expectancy wasn't that long. I'm sure if we let this continue, it will revert to that again.

Declaring wars that were unnecessary – funding both sides of the war to ensure that there was a stalemate to some degree, ensuring that many people died and died horribly. Brainwashing people into believing that wars are necessary when they aren't. Creating armies to fight your wars when you're funding both sides. Creating patriotism to brainwash people into fighting for their country, which is the divide and conquer agenda they use on us all the time. When people realize they are one people, not divided up into economic regions called countries, these shysters will have no more power over us.

This has happened out in the galaxy on other worlds. This isn't typical only of earth. The point is, now is the AI Warlord's last call. This is its death knell. This isn't just about peace on earth; this is about peace in the galaxy. They've chased this thing right here to earth, and earth was contained in a field by the dark ones so that we couldn't get out into the galaxy. We were lied to about our solar system, about who we are, and what we are capable of, and turned into slaves. Initially to dig for gold, apparently, but then they created a system that turned everything into gold for them, even the buttons you have on your shirt. That's how far gone this whole thing is. If you don't think they make money off of buttons, why are they still putting them on shirts? Don't you think they'd stop it if it created a loss for them?

Are there earthlings on other planets? Yes, there are. They're being used as slaves. Some are in captive colonies of cyborgs. Some are being used for their creative abilities, a bit better than a sex slave, but they still can't go home. This is about the galaxy, the universe and ultimately about the multi-verse of God, not just earth. Our win here will resonate across the universe and beyond.

Like Ivo said in our last video, people have had it. They're fed up of wars, of being pillaged, ravaged, fearing attacks, they're fed up of their children dying and they want peace. Finally. Earthlings all want one thing: peace. We want to align with the rest of the galaxy. We want to align with what's in our hearts.

Ivo and I have gone on to describe the regular problems of society from my standpoint of a recovered victim. Being a victim is mind control and it is un-do-able. You can overcome it. It takes practise to catch yourself and it takes practise to deny yourself when you are about to jump back into that cesspool of self pity. But it can be done. Other mind control strategies are escapism, and that includes escaping your mind through the use of drugs and other addictive substances. You're not fighting yourself – you're fighting the system. You're fighting mind control because they're controlling your lower mind.

The one bill of goods we've been sold is that humans are like some kind of masochistic self harming morons. We're not. But because we have no other system to turn to than the toxic system that's in place now, we have no recourse to help ourselves. If I had cancer, I'd ask Ivo to heal me. I wouldn't bother going to have radiation therapy. And as it turns out there are countries that do a healing type of therapy on the cancer patient, and that basically amounts to a lot of detoxification.

Ivo speaking:

Ivo: Yes, my love, I hear your frustration, and the good news is this is already changing. You speak of all of the dark magic that has been perpetrated upon your societies yet this dark magic has already taken place in other worlds around the galaxy. Yes, it has. Orion went through a long period of many of its peoples suffering.

Me: I know. I went to a world that was like a third world country there. I could see that they were still learning to turn it around.

Ivo: It is all about teaching you who you actually are. How powerful you are. You have all been brainwashed to believe that you are yes, self harming, masochistic, even sadistic at times, when the true human nature is seen over and over again. Although that too is exploited. You see people happy to help countries that have been ravaged by weather events, yet the deep state skims money off of those pots so these people never regain their former state of life. They do not have the money to rebuild and replenish and they are left in a poorer, weaker state than they previously were before. Do not think for a second that the evil minds that run your planet do not make use of these vulnerable peoples, living in these harsh climate zones, to bilk the rest of the world out of their money. Because they do. They know how to steal money. They know how to skim off all of the energy possible. They know how to create emotional responses in all the people of the planet and how to manipulate them into helping them through attempting to help others. Which ultimately keeps all of you down.

How many people have supported Africa throughout your lifetime and yet has the tide turned for them yet? No. Why? Because the ds will not allow it. They control your world, and they control the fortunes of the people very well. It has been the task of the Galactic Federation to oust these evil entities off of planets all over the galaxy, my love. We work in coordination with other benevolent groups in other quadrants of the galaxy, in order to ensure that the evil ones do not go from one quadrant to the next and begin again. Ironically, they seek life as every other being does. However, their expression of life is different and it has to do with domination, exploitation and downright arrogance. They have no soul connection so humility and humanity is beyond them.

They have been a scourge ever since entering this galaxy and now it is Ashtar's task to remove them from earth and ultimately this quadrant. Other quadrants are free. Yours is the last planet to be freed of this pestilence. You will first learn the history of the world from antiquity to the current day. That is one of our tasks, to teach you the truth. Many of you have seen parts of your truth that have broken through in dreams or realizations. You have seen what looked like a foreign world to you, but this foreign world was earth.
Your world is on the verge of destruction right now, my love. They say it is darkest before the dawn, well, this is your darkness.

Me: Why let it get so bad?

Ivo: Your people were so far gone there was no rescuing them. It was Gaia who cooperated and stated her intention to evolve regardless of the fate of the ones upon her. So we sent the lightworkers in large numbers to earth to help give her the light she required to live again. She was almost dead, my love. Almost dead. You revived her. The last fifty or sixty years of life upon this planet, the large numbers of lightworkers, have saved a world, and ultimately the people upon her.

It is the task of the GFL to remove the AI (artificial intelligence) overlord and those of its minions. This is largely accomplished, except where the lower frequency ones have incarnated into reptilian hybrid bodies. You lightworkers, although you have lived in the humanoid reptilian/human body with its reptilian brain, yes, the part on your brain stem, and your reptilian third eye as well as other parts that are partially reptilian, you are allowing your bodies now to crystallize into a completely human, non-hybrid crystalline form. This is a minor miracle. You are changing from a hybrid human to a pure human form. And in so doing, you are expunging any of the reptilian blueprint and its toxic characteristics, along with it.

They are being removed. That is why we tell you constantly to stop fighting, stop arguing with others, stop worrying, and to walk away from the Matrix – because it is doing these things that keeps the reptilian DNA alive. Yes. You are changing the blue print. You are evicting all evidence of the perpetrator, personally within yourselves. Deny the reptilian side of you expression and you allow the human DNA to predominate and to crystallize.
And yes, many of you have been sent reptilian or draconian hybrid mates. This is so that you will breed with these beings in order to keep the hybrid species alive in your children. These expressions of life are low vibrational, thus they resort to things like fighting, arguing, stealing, lying and other low vibrational expressions of life. When you engage in the same way with these hybrids, you enforce that hybrid part of yourself instead of the human DNA. Should you have a child with such a hybrid, it will be your child's task to evolve and to undergo the difficult process of crystallizing their body.
The more aware you are that all people are not created equal, the more you need to be cognizant of those who are soldiers of the lower frequencies of society, attempting to keep their species alive through theft of the human blueprint, the better off you are to play this game.

You must understand that you have been taught that love is an external to yourself because that leaves you vulnerable to this program of blueprint domination by the reptilian. The more you realize that love comes from within and is given, does not come from without and is received, the more you will be able to protect yourself and your DNA, your children and the future of humanity. We ask that you all now understand this. There is a war on and it is to enable the thieves of your planet to keep the planet and to allow themselves reincarnation access to the human physical body.

Other worlds have undergone this cleansing process and you certainly can do it as well. The only thing that is required is knowledge and wariness that not everyone who is sent to you is there for the sake of being a suitable mate. There is a war on. And this war is an attack on love, which is your godliness. Why do you think that a human being, who otherwise in the galaxy mates for successive incarnations, would descend into having one night flings and cheap sex with available people? This is draconian. It is not the human way at all. This is a power game. Your people practise this and it is part of the low vibrational program of ensuring the draconian/reptilian hybrid agenda.

You must wake up to this. These are un-human practises and frankly, inhumane as well.
For those who suspect either yourselves or your children embody some of this reptilian/draconian DNA the answer is simple, not easy, but simple. Raise your vibration and teach your children how to be loving humans, rather than arguing, fighting, quarreling hybrids. There has been a descent in values ever since Sharon was a young girl. The staunchy society of her parents experienced a generation gap with the birth of many lightworkers and starseeds upon earth in the 50's and 60's. This again, was hijacked by the deep state, who took the peace and love songs of the 60's and turned them into Black Sabbath, grunge, rap, and more. It was all hijacked. You must see their influence in all of the efforts the Light has made to free your world. It is there. What was intended to be music of peace and love, true human values, ultimately turned into enslavement of the masses into demonic style songs with the lyrics of a devalued society.

Me: He hates my rock 'n' roll.

Ivo: I say to you, my love, you have bought into this. Still shocked these days to find Ritchie Blackmore's dressing room adorned with a goat's head, and Robert Plant making illuminati hand signals to his audience. I rest my case. Rolling Stones album Goat's Head Soup. They are all ds and have sold their souls for the sake of money.
The rest of the hippie movement got lost in big business. This is why awareness is so important. So that you do not fall prey to their schemes. To stay aware of what they are doing before they do it, and not to trust them, is the greatest asset you can have now. Knowledge is power. There was not that much knowledge and too much trust at that time. Your world had to go through the Vietnam War and truth tellers had to come forward to show you all is not what it seems. Your world is on an uphill climb. As eyes open to the truth, more Light is anchored on your planet. So be it.

Me: Thank you, Ivo.

Ivo: My love, my life, my Light, I await you always.
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I send with this message feelings of joy, elation, love, and warm embraces of inclusiveness, to replace any despondency or unworthiness left in you. This comes from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.

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1/10/21 - A Message From Galactic Center
Channeled through Galaxygirl on 1/9/21
Source

(Nancy speaking) I'm sharing this message today because it resonates so well with my awakening understanding. In my estimation Galaxygirl is a very high consciousness channel. I love all that she brings forth. But first, a personal update from me.

I've switched from soft power to hard power, meaning I've switched from pursuing the divine feminine (ungrounded woo-woo stuff) to reading more scholarly stuff based on empirical science. Specifically I'm reading about research experiments being done on yoga and meditation students. Experts are seeking knowledge about kundalini through biofeedback. Kundalini is the root cause behind yoga and tantra. It is known as the evolutionary energy at the center of the human body. To my inner sight, kundalini is a lighter-than-air connection. No words can speak it but it is definitely there. I've seen it and merged with it.

This evolutionary energy is at the center of the human body. If you consider the human body as a solid form inside a huge bubble of lighter-than-air substance, this lighter-than-air substance is like a sun shining at the base of the spine, or the root chakra near the sex organs. It is not only the vitality of the body, it is the consciousness of the body. In the same way, the galactic center of the Milky Way is the vitality and consciousness of the galaxy. How each individual uses that consciousness is up to the individual. That is why it's called an evolutionary force.

Before the modern materialistic-reductionist era came into being, ancient techniques for consciousness expansion and maintaining health were passed down through oral tradition before written languages were common place. Yogis and mystics referred it and religious saints wrote about it. Now new age thinkers are researching the yoga and meditation students who are wired to biofeedback equipment before, during and after their sessions. This is a 1979 book I am reading (Kundalini, Evolution and Enlightenment" edited by John White) and it is 40 years later. I wonder what's happening today?

Before my recent shift to left brain, I was completely right brain and couldn't read intellectual jargon. Now, after enhancing my left brain, I am able to understand and am learning some important information. The right brain is feminine, the left brain is masculine. Everyone knows that. The right brain has spacial and harmonic qualities. The left brain has verbal and analyzing qualities. Everyone knows that too. But did you know that the right brain (feminine) is strengthened or enhanced by closing the right nostril and breathing through the left nostril 20 or 30 times? It seems illogical or backward, but here is the science: It works like pumping air into a balloon. Air is forced into the balloon from an outside source, inflating it. Air, which is actually consciousness, is forced into the one side by closing off the only avenue of escape. It's like when inflating a balloon. A balloon wouldn't inflate if there were a hole in the other end. If you want to increase your masculine qualities, the left brain, you would close the left nostril and breathe through the right nostril 20 or 30 times, or as long as you wish.

At the automatic, non-thinking level, breathing is the mechanism to pump air through the body to keep it alive. By adding conscious will power and intention to breathing exercises, one can turn "just air" into living prana and cause it consciously to go further, which is what quantum means, so that it enlivens the teeny-tiny conduits called nadis or meridians that weave like a spiders web all through the body, thus delivering enhanced consciousness and vitality to organs, glands, muscles and other bodily systems.

Research into kundalini is validating that controlled breathing techniques can enhance and enrich the human body and mind. For example, the fire breath is an ancient yoga practice for cleaning the blood, expanding the lung capacity and improving circulation. What interests me is that science is attempting to explain mystical rapture as being the result of consciousness expansion which begins with basic physical techniques.

Now, here is the message from Galactic Center, which I find so beautiful.  I hope you can appreciate it as well.
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Hello, friends. I am the Galactic Center, center of your universal perception. These are both harrowing times and hallelujah times, for the light is pummeling your planet with great love and devotion. You are surrounded by light and by this love. It becomes you. It sings the music of the spheres all around you, within you. The light is within your very breath for you are all one being experiencing yet more light, yet more of itself. These are times of chaos and of great opportunities for centering.

I am the Galactic Center. I offer you the space of my presence as an excellent thinking and creating space. What is it you wish to create? Many of you would come here before your incarnations to think, to ruminate, and to review past life experiences and to heal from them. The internal centering that meditation affords you is a bridge, a gateway to me, to this space of centering and contemplation. It is much like the eye in the center of the storm. A storm appears to be raging upon your earth right now but the light is the center, the light is the eye of the storm. You are of this light. It permeates all things. All is light. All is love. This knowledge is returning to your realm, to your reality, to your experience. You can choose to either experience the chaos of the storm or the calm within the center, within the eye. I am the center of my own space, just as you are the center of your own experience. You may create here with me. I am always open for visitors. It is my purpose to hold space for those who know and do not know that they need it. You friends, are holding space for those who know or do not know that they need it. You are holding space. You are the eye, for you are a part of this light that is becoming stronger moment by moment. You are a part of this grand momentum and it gives me great joy to connect with you in this way for I can amplify your space-holding efforts. Synchronize with me. Synchronize within with your own inner light and space-holding abilities. Remember the weeks to come are either full of harrowing images from your news media and all doom and gloom or hallelujahs with the tremendous feeling and deep inner knowing of all good things to come. All good things are coming to your realm. Creator has decreed it. The abuses and mishandling of the universal codes are to come to an end. Many are being removed.

Peace, dear one. I am peace is an excellent mantra for this time. Anchor peace for your brothers and sisters who are suffering in the breaking up of their illusional reality. Many will choose not to awaken and will awaken in their own way and time. Many will be blown by the winds of change rather than being centered within the calm breath of love, of space, of holding light. Pillars of light hold space. Breaths of light hold space.

I am the Galactic Center. I have an interesting idea, will you entertain it with me? I am the consciousness of space. I am that I am just as you are that you are. All is connected, all is light, all is love. Feel the cosmic hug around you. Feel my space being held just for you. Precious light workers, you are so valuable. You are each the most valuable player on this team. An intricate web of light is woven by your presence, by your energy signatures, by your laughter, light and love. Feel me holding space for you and rest in this moment. Still your mind. Deepen your breath. Love whatever thoughts arise. Now send this space of this moment into your earth, into her heart and we will deepen and expand this web of light, this interconnectedness to all things that are truly one. One heart, one mind. Humanity is beginning to feel this. It is much like the crying child that is having a temper tantrum and crying and kicking against the loving embrace of their parent, who only holds space and love for them. We are doing this. The wounded child, the heart of humanity, is kicking and screaming, crying is to come soon. And so we embrace. We embrace. We love. We listen. We hold space. Do this for your own inner self. Send yourselves light and it will radiate deeper further than ever before for you are becoming more deeply alive. For being alive - higher dimensionally alive and feeling this pulse of love - that is higher dimensional living, my friends. That is what is coming to you and when you connect in such a way as this with your own inner god self, you expand further into your higher self. Many of you are your higher selves already. This one was asking recently and talking with another beloved light worker about how they are perceived by their galactic brothers and sisters? How are they doing? Is enough being done? And as I see all things and feel the space between all breaths I can say yes, yes you are all doing marvelously. Yes, we are all immensely proud of you. I feel the hardships upon Gaia for she is within my space and I hold space for her, for all things in this universe, just as I am holding space for you. This is your task in this moment. Not to run yourselves ragged with doing, but to allow yourselves to be in this space of living, breathing and becoming your higher dimensional selves, holding space in love and light for the masses. In so doing we are all comforting the tantrum throwing child. After the tantrum is over, tears are quietly streaming from both parent and child, and healing and release occurs. Energetic release is what you are seeing and what you will see in the days to come. Holding space has never been so important. This is why I was selected to come through. Remember I am always here for you. I hold space for you. I love you.

I am your Galactic Center. Remember all of the spinning stars and planets that encircle, there is space between them all. I am this space. I am not caught up in the motions of the beings around me. I am. You are the same. This is what is needed now. I am the Galactic Center. (galaxygirl)
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Wishing you an enlightened New Year full of blessings from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.

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12/23/20 Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !
A final update and end of newsletters

Over the last few weeks the thought of ending the newsletters has been edging closer. So much information has been coming that it has been difficult to focus. Working a message into an intelligible format takes time. So, well, it's moving me into a new alignment in the starry galaxy, and I'm feeling less need to send newsletters. It used to an urge to share. Now it is an urge to study Tantra. Maybe you have noticed time is speeding up? Well, for me, it is causing me to focus on this one specific area which is like the culmination of my journey through life. I'll explain further down. But meanwhile I am finding it easier to post on the website (Anakosha.org) which is more impersonal. Anyone can view it and I don't have to worry about rattling someone's cages. I do worry that maybe I shouldn't be saying some of things I talk about. When I send a newsletter, I feel that I'm connecting with everyone on the list who receives it. Not personally but in a harmonic way. I love harmony and sense that some of the things I talk about too far out. They cause negative reactions and I don't want that. So I am holding back talking about some very meaty things. 

As I move increasingly into a more rarefied atmosphere of calm and peace, this more cosmic consciousness, if you could call it that, senses disharmony which makes me wonder "Why am I doing this?" It pushes me further up into more harmony with the higher forces to get away from the chaos. But not to worry. It's a natural phenomenon to turn and go in the other direction. I'm sure many people are experiencing this, with all the commotion going on in the world. This isolation period is causing everyone to be more aware and more cautious. I'm not watching news. Doug is but I'm not paying attention so it's not affecting me. He reports on the latest political news and my mind closes. I get sleepy!

So when I go out, like to the store among strangers, or even among friends, I am more mindful of others, not sure where they are coming from or what they are aware of. I try not to rock the boat. This is a serious evolutionary period we are going through right now. Humanity as a whole. From my perspective following the spiritual channelings, and based on my own knowledge, it is a process affecting everyone in the universe, the galactics on higher planes as well as we on the lower planes. Some are calling it "ascension", but that implies we are going to leave the planet and disappear into some higher plane. I do not believe that. I don't want that. Some may, of course, it is an individual process. But I'm planning to stay on the ground for a while longer. I'm studying rare esoteric books and finding validations for my beliefs. 

So this will be my last newsletter. At least I think so. Who really knows what tomorrow will bring? DK says not to fix on an any one object, but be open to change. I will be posting on the Anakosha website. Check into http://www.anakosha.org/dianas-blog.html periodically. I'll post there what I'm doing.

Now, for all those wonderful sister friends I have made over the years, I would love to meet with you. Anyone, please feel free to connect with me in person. Come over and visit or arrange to meet somewhere. I would love to see you in person. Anyone, feel free to contact me. As for massage - no. Not yet. It is a wish but only a wish at this point. I don't feel it is time yet. I really think that a year from today the pandemic will be well over. December 23, 2021 we should be free. Probably earlier, but I'll set that marker now. Those who want the vaccine will have had it by then. Those who don't want it will be free to live according to their choices, so I think the world will be in a better place a year from now.

Yesterday a message was given to me in the shower. It always starts in the bathroom every morning. I may be achy, tired and groggy, but once in the bathroom my brain starts opening and the morning's message starts talking to me in my mind. After drying off I begin writing. Yesteday's message was for me but I'm sharing it because it's for all women. I've been following the trail of the feminine for years. Why is feminine so different from masculine? So this is more for women, although men have some feminine qualities in them too, so men can take from it what they will. Writing is the way I best communicate. I started journaling after going into the light 45 years ago. At first I didn't. I couldn't make sense of what happened so I started to write it out long-hand on paper. Through this process I began to put the pieces together in my own mind. It didn't make sense but I  discovered that by writing it out helped me to connect the dots. Today I realize that I was creating new synapses in my brain. I could make it real for me. It was a solid experience. I have been learning about Tantric Yoga and how that system of thought and practice, helps a person open etheric pathways in their body. The brain needs new synapses to accomodate higher experience, otherwise memory of the experience fades and disappears. To make higher consciousness part of one's daily life, it needs additional brain cells - and heart cells.

Well, I'm getting ahead of myself. The point is, writing or journaling is important for someone who is experiencing mystical happenings they can't understand. I recommend everyone do it to help in understanding. Or to carry on conversation with someone close and get feedback. Same thing.

Yesterday, the message I received while showering was about the "talent that women have is in the giving of who she is as a feminine being." The point was, it's all about her ability to give and express. There is a giving in the RIGHT way and a giving in the wrong way. Women have been giving in the wrong way for centuries, as servants to men. That way is now coming to an end. That way has kept women down and servile. It has kept them focusing on the men, not on themselves. The RIGHT way to give is to start giving of themselves in a way they WANT to give, and WHEN they want to give and how. In other words freely, spontaneously, as they feel  it is appropriate. Giving means expressing and the right use of a woman's talent is to express herself naturally, as she feels to, not the way men have required her to be. This is a subtle thing to become aware of. Women have taken on an artificial role of subservience in ways they are not aware. It is subconscious. The real feminine person has retreated to higher ground. Females like unity and harmony. Chaos and trauma pushes them away or causes them to take on a mask and become a pretend person who takes over.to handle chaotic situations. This has happened to the feminine gender on this planet. On more evolved planets the men and women are more balanced, not like here. This pertains also to men, who also have a female side, but I'm not qualified to address men. This message was given to me to assist me as a woman, personally. 

The interplay between male and female hold the worlds together. Being feminine is a very special talent, meaning BEING feminine. Their bodies are feminine. They hold the frequencies of the mother of creation. The female body has a built-in talent to nurture, support and care for all that is before them. They are the womb. They are the cradle and the love-makers and assurers. It is an expression of love to serve and give, and not think of themselves. But this very special talent has been usurped by the men. They have become servers to the males who became the controlling authorities. This is an ancient theme that has grown insidiously into the human species for millions, trillions, uncountable years. The loss of femininity on the planet has caused the mess the world is in. The male of the species usurped the feminine generosity and laid claim on it, possessed it and made rules around what they could do and not do. The feminine's natural gift (talent) to life is to nurture and love FREELY, but it was taken away from them. by the male patriarchy. To the men it must be said - this is not on you. Please do not take this personally. It is an imbalance that both genders need to correct. Both sides of the equation need to bring balance and harmony back to the life they life. Look to the supermind, or oversoul, to correct the imbalance. The love that the feminine gender would have, could have, given since the dawn of history, would have raised this world to a perfect paradise by now.

Now that the shift is underway and new energy is beaming down to us from the central sun (source which many of us are tuned into) freedom is coming to the women of the world. This is critical to affect changes to ease the way for the men who also struggle to be free. Women may be feeling an urge to do something specific. This is a sign that her masculine side is activating. The masculine side is the active side, the ability to take charge and make plans and carry them out, without getting permission from her man. She is in the throes of bringing herself to a better balance. The urge to take action, make choices, define and express is a masculine quality, yet she is still feminine. She still has the talent for nurturing but it is becoming balanced with more intelligence and action.

I speak from a personal perspective. I'm slowly getting it. I activated my masculine side some months ago, consciously, by telling my left brain to activate. Since then I've been experiencing an increased interest in studying and learning, yet I am still the same woman I was before, loving and kind, but not quite so submissive to men as I used to be. For a woman who has been in that submissive mental frame her whole life, she may be feeling a certain blossoming of excitement, a certain sense of spontaneous joy springing up once in a while, maybe an outburst that sparkles like the sun coming from within. (Where did that come from?) Revelations are occurring that are difficult to put into words. The mind has opened new doors. I'm accessing a higher consciousness and bringing it down by writing about it.

It feels like a flowering of the whole person. Not as a gender. It doesn't make the woman become more womanly. It makes her become more real, more authentic, more whole. The part that has been missing is beginning to kick in and filling in with active qualities we call masculine - of defining, managing, controlling, focusing, planning, creating. Instead of waiting for the man to do it all. There is joy in kindling this new side of me. It presses me on to learn more, to read more, to interact more. Something is trying to speak up in me. There's not enough time in the day to do all that I want to do, explore, discover, practice the rituals. I'm so busy, right here staying at home. It's the now moment. I can only do this by surrendering to the activity that's going on. No matter what pops up, it is there for me to do. It is intelligent. Intelligence is one of the seven qualities with which we have been endowed. They are high-end principles. Love is another. Will power is another. Truth, another. I will be writing more about the seven qualities. They are the chakras.

It is a joyful process to bring in the masculine tendencies to an overly servile person. There is excitement and it is the most natural thing in the world. You feel like a little girl at your own party. This is not a mental thing. It's not something you read in a book, but you can find validations in certain books that fall accidently into your lap. The oversoul is always watching for an opportunity to "sneak one in". Women are learning they don't need to ask permission. She is connected to source because of the way she is made. All bodies are, but men are made to flow in a different way. She is source. And the more she lets that sense of action express, the more she will feel the joy of life. She will be called into action at appropriate moments. It is an impulse. It is a feeling to move. It is a star burst of clarity.   Clarity can be felt. It's like when the door bell rings you can't ignore it. Women have been long suffering in letting men take charge of their lives. It is not easy to build confidence after giving one's power away to the man. It takes recognition to start building the momentum to take back one's power. To reel it in and feel the power inside.  Men  who feel powerless need to do this too.

It feels natural once you've got the hang of it. Today we are seeing women expressing themselves more and more, but we see only the famous ones who are loud and making themselves known. What about the average woman who is quiet? Are they beginning to express what they have never dared express before, for perhaps hundreds of lifetimes? Some of those lifetimes were in male bodies. It happens that way. The oversoul knows when it has become too masculine or too feminine, so it switches bodies to try to equalize itself. But I can tell you, the men are eager for this to happen. They too are being activated to balance themselves with more freedom. Men are tired of carrying the burden of being always in control. They will help.
 
Men have long been accustomed to supporting women and children. It was a workable arrangement on both sides, but now it is becoming a pressure on both sides. It is a pressure to be so taken care of that it is suffocating and blocking the creative genius within. On the other side, the men are tired too. The male has been providing support to the outer world, physical, while the women have been providing support for the inner world, emotional, but both genders are tired of the limits placed on them. There is new freshness in the air. The past has limits and the new fresh feelings are breaking them down. Tantra teaches that each person is 50/50 male and female. We are each a combination of active and static/passive. Humankind has gotten out of balance in that we are either male or female, but we're supposed to be equally balanced. The divine androgyne, it is called. That doesn't mean homosexual. It means one is healthy and will live a happy and abundant long life with all things provided easily and smoothly. To be androgynous means to be both divine and human at the same time. If you're in a male body, you're a balanced male. If you're in a female body, you're a balanced woman. Life is wonderful for things work out according to cosmic law of harmony and balance. We are heading in that direction. It will take time. But men are learning to step down from their control position, and women are learning to step up.

I am coming into my own through spiritual studies and focusing on the practical in a balanced way. I can't forsake the practical, but I also can't forsake that which is my calling, that which excites me. Slowly, the practical life is taking on excitement. There is no more "mundane" work. It is all part of the fun of living. Inner studies help me feel alive. I am nurturing my quest. It used to be a struggle, now it's new.  Tantra is integrating the inner world with the outer world. My husband and I have been doing a good job of it. We have bonded together nicely from what were extremely opposite positions when we first met. We don't talk a lot, but we don't need to. We are together all the time. We're not pulling away or resisting each other. We make love together even though we're very senior in age. It is working well for us.

It is a new relationship every day. It is very subtle, like the mixing of chemicals in a test tube. We absorb each other. Friends do that too. We are heading in that direction as species to retain our individuality, yet the divine within us merges. It is love on an impersonal scale, like the sun that shines on everything in the same way. Women do not need a man to give them permission, nor does a man need permission from her. We are each independent. I used to be co-dependent, leaning on someone else. Co-dependency is changing into walking side by side, each without a crutch. She will not fall down if he were to remove himself. Nor will he if she is gone. Inner balance is what the Tantric path teaches. Look to the higher authority. The authority is not a human being. It is an inner strengthening of the supermind, the higher self, the God within. THAT is the authority that brings true independence, true sovereignty, true freedom. We are taken care of by a higher power. There IS a God and we are the children flowing with the force field of the Father and the Mother. There is a spiritual science that will come to us to replace the old-time religion. It will be natural when that time comes. Knowing that we are taken care by that which is watching over everything and being secure in that knowledge, gives us freedom to stop worrying and be happy. We don't have to hoard food and steal from others or build fences to keep out strangers. We are unified by the same spirit and by the same knowledge of it. Yet we are still independent and sovereign with the ability to form relationships as we choose, or not, or where to live, or what to do.

The problems of society are disappearing. Most people can't see it but I can. Divine authority is that authority which is felt inside oneself. It is held within the body of flesh and blood. Our body is held in form by the Mother God, the feminine aspect of life. She holds our organs and bones in place. We will in time develop the ritual of honoring her every day in the silence and in so doing uplift our attitude to a joyful one. Tantra points the way. The knowledge that God is within each person has not been taught openly. It has been secret knowledge down through the ages. It is coming out in the public eye now. The old religions are disappearing and a new larger picture is emerging from within each solitary person. No one is a teacher, no one is a student. Everyone is both a teacher and a student. There is a spot in the garden for every woman, man and child, because each one is a piece of the wholeness of the planet.

It is essential to take time for meditation or call it prayer or alone time. It is essential to take time away from the confusions and mixed agendas of the world around us. Shut off the cell phone, the computer, television, get away from family, friends, socializing. Go into a quiet room or out into a quiet nature somewhere, alone. Clear the head and body, shut down the mind, relax the muscles, bones, arms and legs, and just listen. Listen to the silence which underlies everything. Count the breaths. Count 100 or 200 breaths. It helps the mind to focus on something.

The silence is the infinite consciousness of the mother. She is the one who holds your body in form while the father holds the universe together. They are one and the same. Within the silence one can hear the aum or hum of the oneness while the mother cradles the physical body. One may feel like rocking or moving involuntarily. The universe is alive and in the quiet one may feel that aliveness and stir the body with the humming. You will be surprised to learn how wonderful, clean, whole and perfect you are, just as you are, alone, sitting silently, or perhaps lying down, with your body at rest but remaining conscious. It is a steady beat coming through the heart.

I am studying Tantra on an intellectual level and discovering validating reports by others who have been into the light, like me. I thought I was the only one. They are the ones who created the ancient traditions of ritual and postures and prayers. A secret life flows through the body and brain and we haven't noticed it. Sitting in silence one begins to hear it. The brain is not the mind. The mind covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. The brain is just an organ, like the lungs and the heart. It has a function, it helps us to calculate, plan, think, but it is not the mind. The mind is who you are. Your mind is capable of stretching out to read other minds and to reach up to the super mind and into the minds of trees and animals. Mental telepathy it's called. It is all so natural, and women especially have this instinct running through them.

For me there is one impulse that keeps surfacing over and over through the years. I keep coming back to it. I have tried to gather groups but that doesn't work because I don't like to put myself forward, but I love writing about it. It's about the love that is trapped - literally trapped - inside the physical body because there are laws that restrict it from expressing. I have hunted down this knowledge all through my life. I wanted to go to medical school and become a doctor to study the body, but I was waylaid, got married, had children instead. The human body draws me to it like a butterfly to a flower. I want to touch it. There is love inside it. I sense it when I put my hands on someone. I went to massage school to become a therapist and practiced that for awhile, but there were too many limits, too many problems so I quit. Tantra continued to surface. I write about love. I keep writing about love in human form.

During this period of isolation due to the pandemic, I have had the chance to read, study and focus. I see that the yearning for massage is dwindling. I feel the action coming on strong but I don't know where it is leading me. I have been told (by DK) not to wish for anything but surrender upward. Each of us is contributing to the world's enlightenment process by simply BEING who we are. We've been held back from that fullness and wholenss, but that's what this shift is all about. We are becoming. Becoming what? We won't know until we are in the middle of BEING that wholeness. We're here to be alive and excited and moving and acting and contributing simply who we are. What we know is not what the brain knows but what the soul knows. We have to BE it. We have been keeping our greatness buried and secret inside us. This greatness - in each person - is what is needed now. Now it's time to throw away the keys and unlock the doors to the codes and the secrets and the knowledge that is ready to spill out into the world. It's not a WHAT, it's a WHO. We are unique, a piece of a puzzle that is required to make the whole picture complete. No one really knows what their piece is until they're in the middle of it. Then they'll begin to get the idea. It's an unfolding. It's a blossoming. Just like a flower unfolds one petal at a time, so do we. Don't rush it. Take some time to go into the silence and make the connection.

You can't know what you are capable of until you find yourself doing it. That's the path of evolution that we are on. It's a major shift for the planet, coming into alignment of perfection. Each one has a perfection waiting for them and no one can take their place. It is you or no one. You are an energy that no one can duplicate. You've lived an untold number of lives before this one and you have accumulated wisdom and knowledge separate from the others. That makes you unique. You own it when you sit in silence periodically and interface with it. Past ages we've been held back because we weren't validating each other. We thought we were the only ones to feel this way. Opening doors allows us to validate each other and share views with each other. Each one is going to say the same thing: "I didn't think I was good enough." The dark ways of the world taught us to feel that way. As it did our ancestors.and we fell into it like a star falling from heaven.

But things are changing. I'm sure you have noticed it. Monday, the 21st, was a major constellation happening in space. A big deal from a cosmic or astronomic level. We are seeing the changes play out in our relationships. For women it can present a problem because being a supporter, nurturer and helper to one man is not enough. We want to help more. We want to give more. We want to love more. We want to contribute more, but the monogamy laws hold us back. Men possess us, inhibit us, keep us for themselves. Some men don't want to do that any more. New social customs are being explored. There is polyamory, swinging, open marriages, gay meetups, transgenders, so many different intimate explorations are going on. Human beings are having a field day while the old laws are still on the books and government leaders are slow to respond. But the old ways have run their course anyway. Freedom is seeping into the people on every level and the calling is being felt to march to a different beat.

This message came to me for me, but it's really for everyone. I'm sharing because I know that others are feeling the same way. It is to give freely what you want to give and what is exciting to give. That's what is positive, progressive, beneficial to the world around you. It's not a negative if your heart is in it. When a plant is ready to bloom, it blooms. It does not hold back. Mother Nature is in charge and she's bigger than the plant. What she says, goes. It's the same way with us. Nature is bigger than us. When nature says "move!" we move, innocently and freely, just like the flower in the front yard. And so must you. You are ready to blossom. Do what you are led to do, even if it is shedding a former way of life. That does not mean to run away from home and family as I once did. The shedding refers to the dropping of the veil that once kept you covered when you needed to be covered. Now you no longer need it, it is no longer useful.

The past has come and gone. The future hasn't arrived yet but you are the interface between the past and the future. It is the act of waking up and becoming aware that you have a more perfect future. It's you walking across the bridge from the past into the now. The future hasn't unfolded yet but here on the bridge in the NOW moment, the future is taking shape. The NOW moment is the most powerful moment in life because it is creating the next steps and the next openings and scanning the horizon for which direction to take you in. Your supermind is always at work to create openings. Other people may be stuck where they are, but when you sit in silence and empty your mind, you are walking out onto the bridge where the supermind is waiting for your connection.

Trust it. This is true for everyone. Not just women but men too. I have felt held back all my life having to listen to men guide me, tell me what I ought to do, their suggestions, their moods, their needs, their anxieties. But through a lifetime of inner practices I have interfaced with the supermind. My male side is now active, and the masculine is all about action, focusing on a direction. And so I am here in masculine mode. The human is getting ready to speak the words it was once afraid to speak.

Wishing you a joyful holiday season as we enter the New Year. Blessings to all, may you be safe, cozy and remain constantly in love. Namaste from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me!
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12/8/20 Stop blaming the evil - we are the evil
Transforming the dark to light with the inner fire

We must learn to stop blaming the dark and evil ones, WE, humanity, are the dark and evil. We, who are gods in training are stopping our own progress by stopping the evolutionary fire within, the evolutionary love force coming up from the ground, stopping it from flowing up the spine to activate ALL of the chakras. Chakras are located in the spine on a higher plane called etheric. We’ve all been through the animal phase, now is our time to master the human vessel. Now is time for the upright human. Not four legs but two. We are to stand tall reaching up to the heavens. Humans are creators, designed to flower (we are a flow-er). But we are not flowing as we should be flowing - up through the spine through the central column of light which is etheric. We are stopping the flow at the sacral or sex chakra by having sex without male-female balance. The man and woman are out of balance. Each one of them. It is because we are having sex without reverence, love and appreciation for the highest in us, the holiest in us. It is when we allow the fire within to flow that we equalize ourselves and become balanced. We merge then with the highest and the holiest that we can be. So far this has not been attained in the vast majority.
 
Yes, an orgasm is good for the body. It clears the lower body but it isn’t reaching the higher body. The fire that is in Mother Earth - the spirit of Mother Earth - is vitality. This is the vitality that feeds us humans. It is the health-giving force but it is also the holy love of Mother Earth that fuels spiritual evolution. She is trying to flow her love, her evolutionary force, upward through human beings but we are wasting it. She is shining her evolutionary force upward like a flood light at a theatre opening, but we are stealing it away. She is influencing all sentient beings in nature with this fire - the trees, plants, vegetables, insects, animals and birds - but the human being has failed to receive this flowing the way we are supposed to be receiving it. We are a different species altogether. We are still connecting ourselves to the animal ways instead of becoming wholey human - holy humans. We are supposed to be flowering upward towards the heavens. I must talk about this holy force within. It has been given to me to tell the story which no one else wants to tell.
 
The central pillar of light that comes down from above the head, around the spine and into the earth below our feet, is etheric. It is filled with light. It is the higher kundalini in us above our head. We don't even know that we have an etheric body, never mind knowing about the higher kundalini or the central pillar of light which contains our chakras and flows downward to meet the lower kundalini at the base of the spine. The chakras are ignited by the lower kundalini rising up and the higher chakras are ignited by the higher kundalini flowing down. These chakras need to be ignited consciously by the person who lives in the body. He must acknowledge this evolutionary force which is dual in nature - one above us and one below us. We must first learn about it and then consciously work it into a reasonable pattern through habit. Allow it and lift it up, bring it down, through certain procedures and processes with the mind. We are not doing that because we have stolen the power through common sex. We have not been given this information. It is time. We have been held back in ignorance of the etheric body and the emotional body and the mental body and light body, and all of these are feeding the solid physical body.

We are supposed to be the stewards of the planet, we human beings. We are designed to be the wisest of all the species on earth, conduits through which the higher forces above and the lower forces of earth can meet, unite, expand and become one force within us to fulfill us. We are designed to become fully aware of both our higher powers and our lower powers. This will make us into super humans - intelligent, wise, with great love to heal the earth and with an ability to create beyond our wildest imaginations. We have been stopping the flowing (the flowering) by our ignorance about sex. Male-female sex. We do it over and over the same way, stopping it with an orgasm. The orgasm stops it. We should be lifting it higher but we don't know how to do that. This is a Tantra teaching.

Without this knowledge, without this understanding, we continue to use the earth force up, spit it out and waste it and it doesn’t flow up the spine to the higher chakras to meet the higher kundalini above our heads. If we would only learn how to do that we would become a people of refinement and graciousness, a people of peace and GREAT wisdom and no more wars. We would ignite revelation, divine revelation, faith, hope, charity, love, encouragement, health, abundance, restore limbs and restore unity. We would restore the desire to serve one another and enrich one another, and refine our planet and beautify everything we touch and enjoy each other to the fullest without violating one another. Higher purpose would be achieved as we would be in higher service to each other. 

I suspect that most people don't know what I'm talking about, but I'll be writing more about this. I'll try to define it in more down-to-earth words. The evolutionary force is stopped at the sexual climax. When the man spends himself during grunting sex. The second chakra is the sex chakra which gives life force to the reproductive organs.  When the focus is on sex, with the climax being the ultimate goal, there is no higher focus. All we know is that orgasm gives physical pleasure and bliss and so we go for it. It becomes the highest we can imagine. It is always about the physical, while the greatest treasures are within reach. Sex brings pleasure and bliss for those who enjoy it, yes, of course it does. It is beautiful. But it does not bring pleasure and bliss to many - those who are in pain and are tormented by those who use them as tools for their own satisfaction, whatever that hunger would be.  It is a selfish pleasure for those who use sex for their own pleasure, but make victims out of those who don't, or are confused about what is expected of them. Children included.

Bringing bliss and pleasure to the lower body for a few minutes while the higher body doesn't get the benefits, is the animal way. The animals do not have the upright human design. They have a different evolutionary design. Their evolution is on a lower level. They will reach the human level some day. The human being is designed with spirituality hovering overhead, waiting for the man to stand upright and connect with it. It is the evolutionary force designed for the human being. It is the built-in force that draws his attention upward, ever upward to connect with his higher self which is not yet in form. It is beyond his reach but it is attempting to descend down through the central column to become embodied. It is the unformed trying to come into body but we are stopping it with our focus on sex. This is why we are here - to graduate out of the animal stage. It is mankind’s greatest gift, to be able to graduate and stand upright, tall, noble, and reach upward to the stars that shine above him - what is above him which causes him to wonder and reach?
 
The females are trying to tell the male of the species that she wants more love. She asks for more love in a myriad different ways. She tries to seduce the man to come up higher past the third chakra at the naval to reach the fourth chakra in the heart. The blockage is at the 2nd chakra, and also more blocks at the 3rd chakra, which is the navel. This block creates issues with personal power. It's selfish power. She tries to bring him up higher beyond the 3rd to the 4th chakra which is the heart chakra, where love is activated and released and floods the bodies of both. Love is a higher power than the 3rd. Going up higher to the 5th chakra at the throat, when this is activated, it releases the power to speak truth frankly and openly without holding back. Then communication begins to take place which is free flowing, truthful, caring and considerate. The 6th chakra at the third eye brings peace and comfort to the one who succeeds in opening it. The 7th chakra at the crown opens and the power to access the soul chakra, known as the 8th chakra, takes place. This in turn activates higher chakras for we are connecting in the web of consciousness to a vastness that we can only evolve into.

There is a plan and a pre-ordained destiny for humankind and each individual to grow into his higher individuality - the part of himself that he doesn't know yet because he hasn't embodied it yet. Each individual has a special and unique sense of purpose. But if this grand evolutionary force is blocked at the lower sex chakra, we are holding it back. I know, sex feels good. And so we keep doing it. We recycle the same experience over and over. We never get past the 3rd chakra where personal power is held locked up, to rise to the heart where love is locked up. We must learn more about sex. Sex is what animals do; lovemaking is what humans are supposed to do. Future sex will lose its pressure and intensity and become a quintessential flowering into bliss each time he makes love. It's higher and better and more beautiful but we have become stuck at the animal level.  We haven't reached our destined promised land yet, but we will. A few individuals have done so and more are beginning through the discovery and exploration of Tantra.

Tantra is the master course to look to, but there are distortions that need to be wiped away. There are very few knowledgeable masters of the art. I have lived Tantra in former lives but lost it in this life. I didn't have access to memories until late in life. However instinct has guided me. We should not be wasting our life force through superficial sex. For everyone reading this, this does not mean we should not be enjoying each other's bodies. The first step is to loosen up the tight reins imposed by religion. But to learn about love and to start practicing love in a worshipful way - that is the way of the goddess and the pagan women. It is something that can begin today, tonight, with a beloved partner, but only YOU can do it within yourself. Nobody can take you by the hand and guide you because very, very few people even know about it. Only YOU can raise your vibrations, your attention, your intention and your desire to become more worthy of the life flowing through you, and assume the holiness that you can imagine. But do it secretly. Don't talk about it. It is not for your partner to know what you are doing. Then it becomes self-aggrandizement. Worship your partner silently, with your heart and mind and observe how they respond. Secretly. Be an observer. Be quickened by this secret knowledge. This works for both men and women. It does not soley belong to women. This comforting, nurturing love for all life lives in men too. It is the substance of the god and goddess in training. Either or both can start practicing this art today. I will be speaking more about Tantra as time goes along. I learning many things. It is all coming to a head.

We each need a partner to practice with, to observe  the beautiful feedback and to FEEL it within our own bodies. But again, do not speak about it. It is your own inner work. Don't expect anything from your partner. Simply observe how YOU feel. Don't expect your partner to raise you up. The responsibility starts with you. You are the one to ignite it so the fire begins within you. Shift your approach to a higher level and feel the comfort of feminine warmth within you. Women must feel this too. We are here to figure out how to do that within our Self. There is no "how to" manual. We are the creators. Don't waste this precious energy on selfish motivations. Spin it around and give love instead of looking for it. Shift focus to one of lack to one of "I have so much, let me give it." From you to your partner. This is the great "click". This turns on the flow. It begins the movement of love within, the vitality within, the fire in the belly. Eventually humankind will ignite all the chakras up and down his central column, which is the physical spine within the vertebra. As he flows the vitality up and down, between heaven and earth and between earth and heaven, he will find himself remaining stable, feel wonderful and free. He will feel at home upon the earth.

What I'm talking about is a seed of a new thought. It will not be taken seriously at first but a thought seed will be planted by all who read this. There are others writing about this. When mankind as a race - both men and women but mostly it's the male who fixates on sex and the genital orgasm -  begins to acknowledge the deeper and more expanded layers to himself, he will tap into the cosmic sensations. The sexual orgasm is a lower body release of stress and tension which is helpful - it causes a few minutes of knock-out bliss - but the full-body orgasm is created with sensations of elevation. One remains conscious and may enter into superconscious realms with revelations and visions possible. As time goes on and practice. It is a totally different sensation. The full-body orgasm opens all the chakras at once and ping-pongs on up the ladder to heart, head and beyond. This can be done without a partner too. Taoism teaches that. Tantra teaches it too, but Tantra has been usurped by westerners as a quick way to have "better sex" and they mostly leave out the important parts.

There will no longer be a problem of erectile dysfunction in the future man. The pumping action of friction will not be required. When he starts to listen to his feminine self first, and his feminine partner second, and yields 50 percent of the control to her, he will lose his need to be fixated on his genitals, both his and hers. He will allow her to lead him and they will learn to follow each other along together. She will know what to do instinctively, for her feminine radar flows in the upward direction all the time. When the male allows himself to follow her lead, the evolutionary force will begin to rise up and activate the chakras within the column of light. When that is accomplished, sexuality will take on a different feeling. It will be of a higher dimension. He will feel the difference. It will feel more wholesome and whole. Holy should be taken out of the churches and applied to the body. It means becoming whole and feeling whole. Whole is what mankind will feel in the future naturally, as he expands and acknowledges his higher layers of emotion and mind. He will no longer need to depend on a woman for sex as if she was a vital part of his life. Instead, he will enjoy her immensely more when it their time together is appropriate for them to come together. Without pressure or demand.

The evolutionary force coming up from earth can't be seen by physical eyes or measured as a separate "thing" because it is the web of consciousness. It is life itself. Mankind and science depends on measuring devices and the physical senses to prove the existence of something. But how can you prove your own existence? You are the life force coming up from Earth. You are the life force coming down from heaven. How can you prove that? You can only prove it by feeling more of who you are, more alive, more energized, more happy, more blissful, more healthy, more youthful. There is no mistaking the feeling.

Sexual need is that feeling not getting through. It gets backed up because it hits wall, like a solid cement wall, and it builds up like water behind a dam, it builds pressure. Stress and a longing is felt because the vitality from earth is not being distributed. It's backing up. Then there comes a breaking point where he must do something about it or become a danger to himself or someone else. This powerful force has no name in our language, except “sex“. Sex is what we call a blockage at the second chakra, the genital chakra.

The new age is bringing new information about this but Tantra teachings have been here for many thousands of years. This new information is being translated through modern man. It is the same information as the ancients but with a new twist. It is a new era. The earth is in a new position in space. There are different energies coming onto the planet. Those who pooh-pooh astrological influences might well take notice of the changes that are coming about. The need to know has expanded. Higher level information is reaching more people. This will bring about a more beautiful life for all - one that serves both genders equally, with kindness, compassion, truthfulness and wisdom - worthy of the human race which is in training to become masters.

The turning away from the grunting sex life of animals to making love with the whole body is a gift that humanity has yet to appreciate. It will be accomplished as man and woman begin to use reverence, adoration and sacredness in their relationships and stop the derogatory remarks and attitudes which hurt. When two people allow the evolutionary fire in them to ignite and flow up the INSIDE of the etheric central column instead of spiraling out around the central column in opposite directions, as if fighting one another, each one in competition for dominance and control, then they both reach the top of their individual heads together. From there the evolutionary force flows out the top of the head like a water fountain, blossoming into the atmosphere and igniting the soul chakra which is somewhere above the head.

The soul chakra contains the divine plan for the individual. It allows the natural knowledge of the original concept of the individual to become known, each one uniquely, without effort. Using reverence, love and appreciation is a wonderful, joyful way of making love. It is not a work of hard labor and work, the way grunting sex is. It is a shift in conscious mental attitude. It is the ease of relaxing up a ladder, like floating up a ladder or up a mountain into the bliss of the highest love possible that an earth body can experience. The two lovers will feel wonders unimagined if they start exploring this sacred path. This is a new science and will need to be learned. It cannot be forced, either on yourself or your partner. Love is the only way to begin Tantric practice. And don't get hung up on the word "tantra". It means "web". A web has no beginning or ending. It links in to the ongoingness but you can decide how far to go and where to stop. You are the master switch, not the victim of someone else. Love, consideration and kindness is the fuel to use on both sides of the equation.

This article is a forerunner. Just a tiny little seed of a thought. It is not intended to frustrate anyone. Don't make it a "goal" to get there because it is a walking meditation. You must create the experience yourself as you do it. Like yoga. Spiritual teachers have not been addressing sex, nor have the Ascended Masters. It has not been time.  

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11/28/20 The Dark Web - Part 2
Transforming the dark to light

Knowledge is not a fickle thing, it just needs sorting. We must process new knowledge we receive. Continued information has come to me about the dark web. The dark web was first revealed to me five years ago but I couldnt tell about it then. New knowledge comes only after I use what was previously given. I have to share it somehow. In my case its done through writing. Everyone has a different way of expressing inner growth, which is new knowledge coming to them. But we must put it into action in a way that helps us. New knowledge comes in increments. This important supplement about the dark web came two days after publishing my last newsletter.
 
The dark web is not evil. The dark web itself is not evil, it is who we are in our limited understanding about our Self. The Self is important. We are growing in consciousness. We are expanding and stretching our understanding about our place in the whole. We are maturing into a unique, one-of-a-kind individual through trial and error. Behind all our experimentations in this world with people and circumstance, there is a golden web of eternal life that is ours alone. I must say that. It is ours all to our Self alone. This particular tree of life is pure unadulterated LIGHT and it runs through you in a different way than it runs through me or someone else. The dark web has something to do with it. Let me try to explain. The dark web that materializes in front of your tree of life is the shadow cast by your limitations. The dark web that materializes in front of me is the shadow cast by my limitations. A human being doesnt identify yet with the divine light that runs through him, so alternative channels need to be created. This allows us time to grow into the light and love within. The dark web is our Self consciousness, as we are at the moment. We are growing into a fuller, more rounded, more complete Self consciousness through our experiences and lessons learned.
 
You are unique and one of a kind. You are the child growing up in the neighborhood, testing your Self against your peers and older folks. All the while in the background is your father-mother God flowing in purity and truth as a template to follow. You were conceived as a pure spirit spark before journeying down into physicality, always with your father-mother God supporting you. The tree of life runs through your body from beyond the physical. It is there constantly, flowing purity through you, so you can measure yourself against it. What is right, what is wrong. You are the child following the parents light, copying it as best you can. It is there to support you as you grow to maturity. It is your Father-Mother God, a golden tree of life that flows pure divinity through you. There are many smaller branches flowing out into the organs and tissues of your physical body. Ive seen it. You are the physical child living off this light. When you were young you followed it innocently but as you grew older you could not sustain the innocence. It was not meant to be. It is supporting you while you grow into your own identity. That is the reason a supplemental web was made, to support your consciousness. Your are your own true Self, maturing along your own personal pattern. We are each the Self, the I that is growing up into a wise old soul. But during the growth process we can identify with only so much of that purity. We live in a world of opposites with diversity at every turn. Which way to go? We are here to learn our Self. There is no how-to manual because we are the creator of our Self. We are here to build a substantial body for our Self, for I that is differentiated from all other Is. We try to follow the inner pattern that is our true and pure Self but we are limited here in the solid physical world of opposites. So we say, I must do it my way. And that is precisely the purpose. We are here to it my way. Not anyone elses way.
 
I have seen this brilliant, dazzling tree of life its more like a radiance - in all its splendor laid out before me. It is beautiful to my inner vision. The main trunk of the tree comes down from above and goes down around the spine and into the earth. Smaller branches sprout off to either side, left and right and sprout smaller and smaller lines of light, so it becomes like a web of light. And the main trunk of the tree fountains out at the top of the head like a water fountain, like the tree is reaching upward and growing new branches up there. Against this dazzling light background I see the darker web in front, smaller and more concise. We are trying to align our Self against it with our daily actions. Are we doing it right? Or wrong? Does it feel warm? Or cold? The golden tree of light is our parentage, our divine lineage. We are supported by it as we grow in wisdom and learning. We feed off it. We compare ourselves to it. It sustains us. It is our Father and Mother. As we identify with it, it feels like love. It is warm and cozy and close and intimate. It feels like Im home inside my skin. Those moments are rare but they serve as reminders. The light becomes love when we do it right. Thats the answer to our befuddlement. Thats the sign from home. We think we are alone but the Father-Mother God is with us every step of the way. It is nourishing our physical organs, brain, nerves, bone every second of the day. Our heart beats because of it, our lungs breathe, our digestive system absorbs and eliminates, our brain registers higher thought because of it. Every part of our physical body is alive because of this golden tree of life. We are the Self temporarily living in it, training it to follow the patterns of light. We think we are the body, but we are the light. We dont know that yet but we are getting closer to understanding. Meanwhile, how we think in our limited understanding creates the dark web of consciousness. We dont know. We dont understand. How could we? Trapped inside a solid physical body? The only way out is to train it and educate it. This is Tantra training.
 
We know only our own mind. We think we are right in most everything we do, because we are the Self. But mind is nebulous. It is connected to all other minds and to all other dark webs. We absorb from and share with others 24/7. The big job is to isolate our OWN mind and build it into mastery and this can only be done by identifying with the inner gold, the purity of our Father-Mother God which flows in a distinct pattern within us. Through the trunk of the tree and the meridians. Prayer, meditation and other reminder practices keep us in touch with our divinity that flows within. Thus we become an enlightened conscious mind that unique and separate on one hand but One with all that is divine in others.
 
I didnt see the golden tree of life until I was shown the dark web as if I needed to see the contrast. I was meant to see the dark web, but to actually see it, I had to see the light behind it. Up until then it was only blind faith, blind knowing without proof. The dark web appeared in front of the golden tree but was somehow attached. I originally assumed the dark web was a parasite and interpreted it as something bad. Now I am being corrected. The dark is limited understanding of who I am. I operate from it. It is my conscious mind functioning in this world as it is today. In order to engage with everyone else, I have to limit myself, hone myself down, stay low to the ground because my visions take me aloft. I am a dweller of two worlds. I think there is a book of that title. Now I see that EVERYONE is like me!  I am not alone here!  I am a reflection of the real genuine article the real me - which is behind me out of sight maintaining my physicality so I can walk and talk and be here. But there are distortions in my beliefs. I reflect the current trend but I see these are being corrected through revelation and vision. Revelation and vision are interspersed into human society like little flashes of insight. The human being is like the baby six months old trying to get up and walk. It stumbles and falls, and gets back up again. What makes it get back up again? Why do we keep trying?
 
The dark web is not evil. It is a gracious tool provided as support and maintenance. Pure evil is born from it by the rare few who fight against the inner guidance, but they have free will. We all do. The one who stubbornly fights against love and light, fights against his own inner nature which makes him mean, frustrated, cruel and vicious. He projects outward on everyone else what he refuses to accept for himself. At first it is a mistake that leads to evil, but continued trodding of the same path creates the darkness. He alone cuts himself off from the comfort, love and security that was his from the beginning. He alone cuts it off. He does it to himself.
 
We were created to become Self conscious and Self sovereign. We are gods in training. There is a point when we complete our integration with the golden tree of life that flows within us, and we move on to the next stage of life beyond human, which is an ascended master. We have come up through the levels of barely-conscious to semi-conscious to group-conscious to become individual conscious in our OWN right. Upon reaching human status we began developing our unique Selfhood. We stepped into the human culture. A different field of awareness was ours to explore that was quite different from the animal culture. Here we develop separation consciousness. We are distinct and separate from our fellow beings but we carry the wisdom of animal culture and all the cultures we have been through prior to now. Now today we have a golden light tree of life which sustains the human body and mind for practical reasons to maintain the physical form and keep it upright and healthy so the Self can grow ever higher in conscious awareness.
 
Our consciousness is evolving by following the divine intelligence within and eventually uniting with it. A man devolves by following the animal nature, which takes him backward and downward. The tree of life is purity and has been carefully designed to aid the human species. It flows along the human form and feeds the human anatomy composed of cells and atomic particles. We can feel when we are on the right or wrong path. It is subtle and increasingly more subtle, which demands a careful feeling process. We get feedback from the truth within but we must be open to the truth and not rely on neighbors for feedback. Thats why we need to cultivate our higher emotions, and not allow lower emotions to stay in us. We have to be able to FEEL if we are going to be guided by the subtle tree of light within. Often we compromise our Self it is common when we decide to sacrifice our way to work with another person. Other times we are stubborn and insist on my way or the highway. We are learning through these interactions. We get feedback. Higher knowledge comes from two sources. First, from within the body as a peculiar and unusual sensation, and secondly, from higher mind in the form of revelations and vision. Both come from beyond the human experience and we must learn to detect it.
 
These contribute to the awakening of our individuality. The more aware we are of our own inner spaces and higher spaces, the more we expand into those spaces. It helps us mature. We evolve ourselves. This makes us unique. We are a spark of purity who dared come down to dense levels to learn more about our Self and thus grow our Self into a master. We do this by incorporating new knowledge and making it real and a physical expression. When we choose to express goodness and kindness we are drawn closer to the tree of knowledge and life within us and we feel more sure of ourselves. We experience an expansion and elevated feelings. We need to become conscious of those good feelings for that is how we incorporate them and bring them into the body of Self. It is how we impress upon the physical vehicle more refinement and evolvement. This bring us closer to our Father-Mother God within, our parental lineage, the ideal within, which we sense only vaguely at first, but which grows in clarity over time and exposure. The soul is the unenlightened part of us, we are the soul. The spirit is our Father-Mother God to whom we are attracted and we reach for it.
 
As a soul becomes more enlightened, it senses goodness more easily in another, and more clearly in itself. We call them old souls. Old souls have lived many lives and gained much wisdom. Others who have only recently evolved up from the animal kingdom are rather innocent and wide-eyed. They are excited about human life and may be eager to become involved in human affairs, whereas older souls are more sedate and peaceful. They have learned to take life more slowly and enjoy it more deeply.
 
The web of dark which I implied would diminish and disappear as we become more enlightened, is not exactly true. The web of dark is our history. It sustains our memories and our past record of previous lives and wisdoms accrued. It cannot be deleted or erased, but it is transformed into colors and transparency. It becomes more glorious, more glowing, more transcendent. It better represents our true Self. This is our goal to become more pure to our Self in the ways we express, live and contribute to the world with others who may look to us for proper feedback.
 
We do not make the dark web go away, we transform it. Those who have previously ascended advanced themselves by weaving their human consciousness into their divine consciousness to become immortal. We too have gained treasures in our journeys through many lifetimes. They belong to us. We earned them but they are not here now. They are higher up, beyond our reach but they are there. We have garnered riches, meaning wisdom, beyond measure through the many incarnations in human, animal and lower dimensional life. But these riches remain in the heavens of our being. It is our job to open our hearts and minds and reach for them. Pull them down into the everyday life. Accept these riches to fulfill our everyday physical life here now today. We dont have to leave the earth plane to become fulfilled but instead bring heavens abundance down here. This is the next step. This is how humans weave the light body into physicality. Its already happening. The rare few are becoming the more. The light is burning through the dark web of each individual and transforming it into colorful arrays of differing hues, one person at a time. We have an ideal Self wed like to be. Start imaging that ideal for 20, 30 seconds at a time. Thirty seconds is a long time to hold an image of perfection with the mind. It is how we do it. How we begin to weave the ideal we want to bring forth into our normal human existence.

Our Father-Mother God provided us with an ideal, but we have been building our own individuality out of it. We have a lineage. We now are stepping into it. Our personal lineage of light will fit into us like a hand in a glove. It is our Self that we fit into as we become more humble and surrender our human to our divine. We sense the fit then. Humbleness is required to grow larger and more expansive. We become more tolerant instead of fighting and resisting. We allow everyone their space and their comfort zone. It is not our job to move them or bring them to more enlightenment. We are not here to change anyone or make them over into our image, but to change ourselves and make our selves over into the ideal that has been there from the beginning. The Father-Mother God/source/creator created a pattern for us to mold ourselves around.  We were born with a unique intention and thus a unique inheritance is ours to grow into. We earn it by accepting it and not resisting the warmth within.
 
Each one of us was created at a moment of revelation and thus was born with a unique intention and design. The difference is in the divine pattern and how it flows through our consciousness. The pattern is not limited to the human body. It is in our conscious awareness of who we are. We are simply coloring in the bold outlines. We are weaving the story into the pages. We are making of our life a home in which we can live comfortably. We are each therefore unique. As we grow in respect for our own nature, so do we grow in respect of our brothers and sisters with whom we travel.
 
We are not going to lose our individuality. Quite the opposite. We are building our individuality. We do not lose our individuality as I once thought, by going into the light of ascension. I should have remembered because when I went into the light in 1976 I remember being myself and seeing into eternity and feeling a part of eternity but I was also myself even though my body had disappeared, my mind was sharp as a tack. My journey since that day in 1976 has been one of trying to recreate the experience of that moment in physical form with other people. It was a desire and a search. But I have failed to recreate it but I realize now that I was not supposed to. That was not the intent. The whole purpose of a sole once-only experience is to learn about yourself and how extraordinary you are. How precious. How immaculate. How sovereign, whole and complete you are. The journey is not about other people, its the journey of the soul, which is you, into your spiritual identity.
 
The golden tree of life that shimmers within each human being is all the same divinity. It is not different at first. What makes it different is you. You are what makes the tree of life in you different and unique because you are a unique consciousness. You mold your awareness around divinity and you add to it. t. The golden tree of life is pure and it is there for you to use as a template upon which to design your OWN life as a divine being. You are the immortal one creating the everlasting body that lives forever. You started as a pure and innocent spirit spark and you have been filling it in with substantial wisdom and knowledge ever since, but it is your knowledge, not someone elses. The day will come when you will be complete and you will achieve your ascension. Then you will be free to stay here or leave or go elsewhere to enjoy new experiences. As an immortal being with an enlightened mind you will be free to travel anywhere you wish, because you will have proved to yourself that you can live in love and harmony and not ever be separate from the divine again, ever.

There is more to the story of the dark web when it comes to integrating human with divine. Tantra refers to the web of life. Sacred writings leave a trail of golden sparkling hints, but most of it has been misinterpreted, being seen through limited eyes. Most people consider these teachings to be sexual in some way. How does one bring human thinking in line with one's divine nature to enrich and fulfill our needs? Tantra suggests but does not give answers. It is up to us to interpret. We must take care how we interpret, because the web of life is a quantum field and flows where one directs it. We must direct it with love or it does not fulfill us. There is no ultimate partner other than the divine within which fulfills every need known to man and woman. Balance is all that is needed. And for THAT we need other people to practice with. We need to practice love with one another on all levels. Then we are practicing Tantra and we bring ourselves into balance and harmony. Tantra is not selfish. The web of life is interconnective with all things. When the focus is on love, it shifts everything in harmony and unity. The web of life when directed with a loving intention is so great that it heals and assuages loneliness. 
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11/25/20  The Dark Web
Runs alongside the golden tree of light

Upon waking one night recently I wrote this down while still seeing and feeling it. The dark web. You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.

It is a continuation of teachings on Tantra. I felt the feelings of the chakras in place, as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am, myself, my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body. I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldnt lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
 
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are centers of divine love. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time and with other off-planet beings who are not pure and holy..
 
This becomes a web of darkness, called the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. The dark thoughts continue to grow stronger and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
 
Mantras, decrees, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their selfish thinking and start aligning with goodness, helping others by extending kindness, compassion and  support, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so will their lives shrivel up if they have not supported the light and the goodness within them, which is the more real of their nature. The earth itself is taking on more light and goodness, thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
 
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of decency and wholesomeness. It feels wonderful to be close to warm wholesomeness. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love, gratitude and reverence for all life, unconditionally.
 
The incomplete thinking (erroneous and limited) that was influenced by the dark has created a duplicate network which mimics the natural lines of love and light that is the structure and anatomy of the light body within us. The dark web circulates through the body, too, but it carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not pure love and not normal to a healthy, morally decent human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing normal thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of self-realization and enlightenment by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that covers our bodies, to the degree we have allowed it.
 
Because we had a mouse in our house the day this came to me, I looked in the Medicine book to see what message mouse had for me on this occasion. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is, Work towards wholeness. See the big picture but assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.
 
An ascended master spoke then to me:  The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession he has which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and his world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness, the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight can, by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.
 
It is the will of the Father that is the divine golden light circulating inside our bodies in a river of pure warmth and love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the wholeness we are to be working towards. It is a very, very big picture but by taking it in small doses, as mouse medicine says, we take it step by step so as not to be overwhelmed by it. I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene and anything that needs work. There is a natural flow of strength and substance within the light body. It feels calm and peaceful. There is no rush. There is no pressure to reach it. It doesnt require working at it. It just takes affirmation, prayer and meditation. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. Remain in your comfort zone.

As Djwal Kul said: I am giving you the pathway to follow. I think I am attending some kind of school at night when I sleep because I am waking up with instructions. He inspires me with thoughts. Through the tree of life runs the flow of love. It is from the heart of man that he is rejuvenated, for God is the love flowing through the heart and out through the nadis. Take on love in thought, focus and feeling in everything that you do, and you become the love. To activate that bliss ecstasy and bring it into the physical  material world, one must be loving. Become a river of ascending thoughts of love, thus starving the dark webbing that has been circulating in humankind for centuries.

 

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11/17/20 Accusations of Being Selfish
Keep us from our precious light with

Many of us have been held back by accusations of being selfish. Selfish is a tool of the dark side to keep us away from self-contemplation and self-focus on the light within. The light is not like light from a light bulb. When we say “light and love, let light prevail”, that does not mean just imagining light with your mind. It means BECOMING light in body and feelings. Light contains joy and feelings of exhilaration and glee. If its just imagined as a mental picture, there is no feeling to that. The feeling of hilarity, fun, positive excitement is not a thought. It's a true authentic feeling. If you just “think” light it doesn’t do much for you. You have to FEEL it. When you feel light it becomes love - that's where light becomes love - and it fills your body with high emotions, transformative emotions. When you embody the light, which comes from Source, you allow it to move in and take over. You experience an emotional charge. You experience joy and it’s not just mental, though your thought becomes exuberant and free of constraint too.  But it is all-inclusive, body, mind and soul. Soul is feeling it and soul is having a wonderful time embodying the feeling of light in the body. The physical embodying of the light becomes the love experience we all yearn for. Physically our body becomes the love because we can feel the warmth of its goodness. We feel lighter in weight and density and even pain free for the duration of the time that we embody the love.

In the present day most people are not embodying the light. If the majority were, the Earth would change in the twinkling of an eye, or at least within the next 24 hours. There would be noticeable improvements all across the globe and in houses of governments, because the people could not hold back the exuberance, exhilaration, happiness, freedom and sense of being alive that would surge through them. It would be impossible to hold it back. Things would right itself on our world.

But we are not embodying the light right now. We are seeing it from a distance, from the perspective of watching from a’far. We are watching to see who is going to go first in embodying the light. We are watching whistleblowers come forth. They who have been buried in the depths of secrecy and coverups and disinformation, are embodying the light and it is pushing them out into the front lines. The restraints of secrecy have become too much under the inpouring of light to the planet. Secrecy has begun the crumbling because of whistleblowers. They have melted their strictness and reserve, and they cannot live any more with these restrictions. They are being forced to let go. They have to let go because they have been too long without light. The light is now too strong for them. One by one they are stepping out of the dark closets they have been hiding within because of the boss, the leader, the law.

They are talking and revealing and we are watching and listening. We are wondering and weighing if what they say is true. We are processing this information, and it is helping us to consider more truth into our lives. More truth is more light. Lack of information, disinformation and lies have kept the light from us. We are not yet embodying the light but we are watching others embody the light and we are waiting to see what will happen next. We are processing it.  It is good. I too have been resisting the embodying of the light. I wonder why I don’t feel the emotions that other people seem to be feeling. I want to feel the freedom of living the love that I feel. I know I am love. I act in loving ways, I give love to people. I want to give more love as I am drawn in that direction, but I find excuses. I am not ready yet. I am holding myself back. I am waiting too. So I continue to not allow the love to fill me physically, when I really WANT to be filled with love. I am feeling it part way. A little here and little there. Some days more than others. My mission is to learn how to embody love. I write about it a lot but I want to experience it more with others in open community. I want others to feel free too.

Accusations of ANY kind, not just of being selfish, keep us divided against ourselves and keep us from our own light within. Accusations keep us torn in two. It is a tactic - a brilliant tactic - of the evil within society. People don't know they are doing it. It’s a bait and hook tactic. We don’t feel we are being selfish and so we feel we must respond to set things “right”. We feel we must defend ourself in the name of all that is good, but it is actually a double reverse psychology. It's double-speak. They hit us with a negative message, maybe couched in gentleness thinking to "correct" us, and so we send a message back but in so doing we turn away from the light within. It is a total distraction and a double knock on the head. Don’t fall for it. Ignore it. Don’t even plead the fifth. Nobody can correct you but you yourself. You don't need reminders from other people.  Do you see what has been happening here?. There is a light within. There is a genuine God living inside of you that is not corrupt and has never been tainted by mankind's ways. We have all been tricked not to see it. Be the light within.

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11/13/20  Especially for men
Your love power is the talent you are not using

Because several men have responded and shown interest in activating their feminine side, I am sharing a channeled message from a year ago. Messages like this come to me for ME, because spirit thinks I need it and I write it and save it. This one is a very good one for those men who seek to understand their feminine side. Also, please go to http://www.anakosha.org/goddess.html to read a new article about the feminine. I am revamping the Anakosha website.
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((11/10/19)  "You do not use your love power when you obey the human authority or other authorities. Use your OWN authority. Mother God is the only authority you should obey. She is YOU! How do you describe Mother God in you? Mother God is the larger, broader vision, like from a bird’s eye view as it flies over the terrain below. It is a matter of opening your heart and mind and super mind and expanding outward into the larger field that is your love. Allow it to dominate your perspective. It is a relaxing into a higher, wider space. Allow it to manifest through your conscious perception, how you see things. Perceive through your intuition, receive it through your relaxing and allowing it, and you will find that your abilities flow forth more easily. Harmoniously. Always in the right way, and the appropriate way. When you allow the overview, the birds eye view, you will always act for the good of all concerned. 
 
Consider the term “earth walk” or “skin walker”. It is a Native American term for human beings. They realized they were spirit and were only on earth for a little while walking in skin. We are in density in our physical bodies, but we are spirit in reality. We are consciousness flowing through our bodies like electricity flows through a light bulb lighting it up and creating light around it. We do the same. We are consciousness and when we inhabit a physical body we cast a light around us, an aura around us, or an electro-magnetic field around us. We have muddied our light but we still glow with a muddy energy. We do glow, like the light bulb and we are to glow brighter and clearer and stronger. We are NOT our physical body.

Raise your awareness up to above your head. Connect with the sun in the sky and receive a message from above you. Be aware today of omens, messages from spirit. Be aware of the divine appearing in your world. The divine flicks in and out. It is the magic that attempts to get your attention. You have become buried in the deep density of the physical substance and become burdened by the demands of others. But you are spirit flickering in and out of density. You are multidimensional. There is no magic in your body. YOU are the magic because YOU are the light flowing through your body. You are divine. Divine is the magic. Lazy souls in physical bodies accept things as they are and plod along as if stuck in mud. They put down the divine magic as nonsense because they don‘t feel it. They don‘t see it. They don‘t resonate with it..

Disregard what others say if they don’t agree with you. You are being alerted when you get the omens, signs and divine flickers in and out of your day. Pay attention. Your perception is your divine overview. The problem has always been shutting down, refusing to listen. When life becomes too painful you shut down your emotions so you can‘t feel or see the divine flickers. You reject them because they are too painful. They highlight your pain. They make you too sensitive. That is only because you allow yourself to become entangled with situations that are not yours to deal with. You shut your beautiful divine sensitivity down and lose your clarity when you SHOULD just leave entangled situations alone. Walk away and not become engaged.

Remain in your overview. Remain clear. Closing down your emotions is not normal and not natural. Don’t allow yourself to become so confused and so entangled with other people that you lose your clarity. You think falling in love and losing perspective is normal. IT IS NOT! Love is not confusing. Love is not painful. Love is not suffering. Love expands you. If you shut down your emotions and feelings, and if you stay shut off too long, you shut down your LIFE. Your electro-magnetic energy diminishes. You begin to dry up and become old and grumpy, cranky and brittle. You develop disease, pain, chronic problems in every area of your life. You lose touch with yourself which shows up as losing touch with people.
 
Flow! Open your self back up to your emotions. Watch a funny move and laugh. Or watch a sad movie and cry. Move your emotions again. Love is emotion moving around. Many people who are of the masculine persuasion have closed down their emotions. Not just men but women do this too. They close down their HIGH emotions and so all they have left are low negative emotions which they think is normal. They are frustrated, unhappy, angry, sad, depressed, suffocating. That is not normal. The feminine is your high emotions. Open yourself to feelings of uplifting emotions. Let the electro-magnetic energy of life pick up speed and accelerate through your body, mind and feelings again. Accelerating is like a bird taking off into the air. This is the divine feminine that balances your human side which shuts down easily in the face of disturbance. You reject too easily what you don‘t want to hear. It is better to hear it and raise it than not to hear it at all, which closes you off.

Learn to manage your emotions. You manage your emotions by managing your thoughts. How far will you allow yourself to put mental attention on something painful without doing something about it? Either leave the hearing range or lift it up by an act of intervention, a conscious act to intervene to change the direction this is going. Speak up and say something. Love is creating movement. Emotion is love on the move. It follows thought. If you focus your attention on a situation that is not yours but someone else‘s, then you will start to feel the feelings of that other person. Use your empathy to uplift, don't allow yourself to be pulled down. Put your love into action. Intervene with an upward movement. If you don’t intervene you will allow that other person to entangle you. You will start to feel the emotions of that other person and you will think it is your own emotions and become frustrated with yourself for allowing it. A joyful person is not ignoring your distress, as you might think, they are lifting you.
 
Shut off your attention to that person by changing frequency. Shift to a more positive frequency. When you become entangled with another person’s life you forsake your own. You allow the sense of loss of control over your life. Shutting down is natural until you learn to be a master at changing situations. This is the technique of a master. Take control and shift focus to something else more happy and joyful to you. You will feel more alive. That way you are not shutting down your own life. Maintain aliveness in your life. You are shifting your focus away from the entangling situation that does not belong to you that would bog you down and lose spirit. Many people do not know this. They think they are supposed to become entangled, emotional and sympathetic. The difference is in the HIGH emotions vs. low, heavy, sticky emotions. When a loved one gets sick, instead of falling into sadness and aligning with their sickness, send happy thoughts. Get them to laugh, to smile with you. You are not denying their pain by shifting to a happier, more joyful focus. You are providing a positive balance to their sinking feelings. Shift their frequency back to the aliveness in them, the universal harmony that lives in them.

Sickness tends to move people away from their own inner harmony. Harmony governs all of life. It keeps the planets in orbit and nature renewing herself in cycles. Be a universal light giver which is the mother of creation. She provides the higher overview and the greater perspective. Joyful is a higher view and perspective. Be aware of not closing off but shifting focus. Remember the term "frequency". A high frequency is more elevating than a low frequency because it is moving. A low frequency has slowed down to a stuck position. If something you are doing is giving you a bad feeling, don’t shut yourself down. Lift yourself up. Escape the negative situation not by shutting down but by leaving the situation or bringing in something bright and cheerful. Re-focus on something else. Create your own thought. Insert your own change of subject. Stop being an allower, enabler and follower.

This is the old way of a weak disempowered human. It is the disempowered feminine side of you. Shift over to the masculine side of you. The take charge, take control, side of you. Become the new human who is both a powerful masculine and a powerful feminine. Masculine and feminine traits flow easily back and forth in you once you understand that you are both.  Check into your bird’s eye view, the overview, which is the divine perspective. Go up to the sun which is warmth, love, father-mother support, and allow the sun to warm you and clear you and advise you. The pain, disbelief, darkness or suffering will dissipate and not push you over the edge.
 
The sun is a happy balancing energy. It will balance you as an earthwalker on the good red road. Call on the divine in you. Save yourself from closing down into a depressed state. You don’t want to become a cold, shut-down, wrinkled, dried up prune. Keep your love flowing by changing depressed thoughts or same ol' same ol' thoughts and feelings, to bright, new, refreshing, stimulating thoughts and feelings that are exciting and challenging and full of promise. Expand on life, don’t detract from it. Fulfill life, don’t waste it. Be free and ready to act on your life force. Be spontaneous. When you become too emotionally involved with someone, you lose your power and your balance. You lose your clarity and ability to read the signs and know what is going on behind the surface subterfuge. A clear-minded observer is a balanced observer. Balance allows emotional feelings to enter in and pass on through without stopping and engaging. Balance keeps you in the overview of sky while still connected to the earth. Having a birds-eye view provides objectivity, yet because you also have the divine feminine in you, you are warmly human and caring.

Retain your ability to have both. Feel and sense emotions but stay objective. Your emotional life is how you connect with your spiritual side. Your emotions need to be honored and recognized, even the low emotions. Don't re-press them back down under. Lift them instead. This will help you to feel free. Stay objective. This will keep you clean and purify your past. Your caring is flowing down from your divine mind into the earth mind. You are like a mountain stream flowing down into the ocean.
 
The ideal is to maintain open and flowing emotions while at the same time maintaining the freedom of the bird flying overhead. This way you are both the feelings of warmth, heart, soul, happy emotions of Mother Earth, and the cool, logical detached perspective of Father Sky. Father Sky is the divine father, Mother Earth is the divine mother. She is up close and intimate. She is your body and your warm sensuality and feelings of love because she is holding your body together through feelings and sensations. You know you’re alive when you have emotions and sensations. If you didn’t have emotions and sensations you would not be alive. You would be numb and unable to feel. There are people who like that walking around the earth. Don’t be like them. Become conscious of having the attributes of both father sky objective, and mother earth intimacy. They work together in you and merge together in you, giving you clarity. Your higher self is overhead, your lower self is in your lower abdomen and down under your feet. You use both aspects to warm yourself while being cool under fire. You can be both. You want to be both. Be clear-minded and objective, but also warmed by the comfort of being inside your skin. A skinwalker who is in balance with the vitality flowing through it. You are both. Keep them in balance. 

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11/9/20 It's the body we need to enlighten, not our mind
The principles of Tantra

We were born into a cocoon as an infant and we began metamorphosing right away. This body we use and take for granted every day of our life changes by the minute. The question is, which way is it changing? Is it shriveling or thriving? As newborns we moved immediately into the chrysalis stage ready to break out into butterflies and become free. We woke up in a cocoon and instantly became aware that we were restricted. We were enclosed round about by walls and just moments before, we were free. As we began to move our arms and legs, we began the process of learning about our new vehicle, bringing our attention into the inner parts. Before long we found it wasn't such a prison after all. We could make a sound and people responded. They picked us up and cuddled us and made us feel good. We began experimenting with our hands and kicked our feet and squirmed around and went to sleep. Slowly we adapted to this imprisoned life inside a body.

We watched the older ones and began mimicking them. Our siblings came in to play with us. We learned to hold a spoon, and to walk and talk and then we went to school and learned from books and teachers. We learned how to manage this body by watching what others did. We were little copy machines, learning the correct do's and don't's. And pretty soon that's ALL we learned from - copying the outside world - and we soon forgot about being free and spontaneous, and accepted our closed-in feeling.  

Recently knowledge has been surfacing relating when I was a Tantric healer in past lives and on other worlds. They are being referred to as priestesses, or priests if they are a man.  The teachings of Tantra are subtle, so subtle that much of it cannot be expressed in words. It is an experience. Understanding is gained through FEELINGS and emotions. This article today was inspired by the Master DK who I've mentioned before. He is well known in esoteric circles as an ascended master but few realize that he is a Tantric master. He teaches about the body, which is rather rare for an ascended master to do. I became consciouis of him speaking to me mentally, shortly after I had an OBE in 1976. It was a spontaneous kundalini awakening during a guided meditation. I didn't really "go" anywhere, but it felt like it. I went into this tremendous place where everything was light and very peaceful and loving and, well, I wasn't in my body. My body disappeared and it took awhile to bring myself back into my body when I saw someone coming towards the building and I needed to get back "down".

At that time I experienced returning to the free state where everyone goes after they die. It is a lovely, beautiful place of pure love and light and it is infinite. Well, it wasn't a one-time only experience. It continued for many years. The OBE was preceded by 5 years of a new relationship which taught me about sex. Then after the OBE we entered into swinging which was the perfect solution to help me come down from being high up there in the planes of love and light. You could say that sex was instrumental in my journey but I was also a student of the ascended masters, so it was an unusual contrast. I suppose that   is why I am being drawn to Tantra, for sexuality is closely woven into Tantra but not in the way you might expect. It is not about the F word. It is a solitary journey at first in that it is waking up and reconnecting to the divine love that we are. It is waking up to the BODY and waking up IN the body, by feeling one's way into the caverns, nooks and crannies of organs, glands, musculature and bone.

What Master DK is telling me this week is that it is the BODY that needs to be enlightened, not our mind. The distinction is being made clear. The mind is already infinitely intelligent in that it is connected to the universal mind. It has never been lost and never been disconnected from it. The reason we don't remember who we are and our divine origins is because our body has been trained to look outside, not to feel, not to pay attention to the sensations, psychic, premonitional and spiritual that we get from time to time. Everybody does, but we have been programmed to not listen, that these inner feelings are flakey and illusional, they are not real, they are fantasies, they are not good for you. They are of teh devil, they are evil, they are sinful, and indeed, in earlier eras people had to be careful or they would be hanged or imprisoned for talking about it. So, we have repressed our beautiful divine nature which is EMOTION. Emotion is love in motion. Love in motion is the connection to higher intelligence - the universal God mind. But we've shut it down. We are now imprisoned inside a dumbed-down BODY made of soil and clay. Our minds are still flexible but we don't know that. We think we are the brain but we're not. We are a continuously flowing link with the universal mind. Our mind covers us like a sheath, from head to toe and it swirls around us as an energy field. But we've been programmed to believe we are the brain. So we stay up there in the head and recycle everything. It's time to shift consciousness. Stop recycling the same old, same old stuff around and around the brain, the head, and sit still and open the mind to the universal flow.

Our mind does not need to read spiritual books. What we need to do is train our body to sit still and become an open receiver of the divine, which is the REAL us. Out of body we know who we are, but when we're IN body, at least on this world called Earth, we don't know who we are because we have been programmed. We are limited to functioning in an species not much wiser than the animal. The human species has evolved up out of the animal kingdom, but it is still an elemental creature. It is born of the earth. It is composed of minerals and water, organic material, soil and clay. It has not yet evolved past the animal stage, but it is DESIGNED to grow further by hosting advanced souls who have lived a higher life in other times and other cultures and other worlds.

If this is too strange, you might want to leave it at this point. Don't stay with it if it's too much to handle. I'm actually writing as a feeling-out process to see who else is interested in this subject. I am working up to holding discussions about Tantra after the first of the year. We are preparing the ground work, meaning the Master DK and myself. Someone who has not been exposed to metaphysical studies as I have, may yet have an inherent interest in these things, and so I am preparing the stage. We don't know what we know. I did not know what I know today. It has been a slow, steady unfolding of inner awareness. I am gradually learning how to live the knowledge that I am unfolding. This takes practice through normal daily living with other people. The more I practice living higher standards, culling the lesser habits from my life, the more I am given.

Our body isn't able to register higher standards until the body starts using it in real life. Practicing higher qualities and feelings refines the body and makes life smoother and nicer and more balanced. The brain needs to adapt to higher frequencies. Instead of having knee-jerk reactions, holding back the too-quick response makes life nicer.  Knee-jerk reactions come from the brain because it always did the knee-jerk reaction so why not continue to do it that way? So training the body to NOT have that knee-jerk makes me a better person. Patience and thinking twice helps me to feel it through the heart and lower down in the stomach and abdomen. I can feel the higher emotions better. We are highly intelligent beings connected to the universal mind, but if our animal body hasn't been trained to receive these vast feelings of divinity and inspiring light-filled revelations and visions, then we it doesn't register on us. We don't know who we are because the body isn't reflecting it back to us. It's not working with us.

Tantra provides a foundation by which a sincere individual can understand. Understanding is wisdom. Understanding the purpose and reason why one is here is an important understanding. In a nutshell, it is to express your divinity. Not the animal part of you the divinity part of you. You are a higher intelligence after all. So it is necessary to cultivate the body. This is what Tantra is all about. And incidentally, it is great for lovemaking because love is who we are. We are lovers by nature. We've just shut it off because we were programmed to NOT SHOW LOVE. So we are here to prepare our body to be a better expresser of love. That doesn't mean better sex, it means better love. Love is compassion, and honesty, and justice for all, serving others as you serve yourself, being a nurturer and supporter for everyone, and not selfish. And being strong and courageous in the face of tormentors and evil distractors. There are many beautiful shades and hues to love. We must train our body to be more refined to pick up on those innuendos that come from universal mind. It is to our own advantage to learn how to express beauty, compassion and respect in all that we do, because then WE feel happier. You as the resident master living in the body enjoys being here because life is so good.

The awakening of crisper, clearer minds begins with bringing the body to stillness. Stillness of body and mind is a prerequisite for advanced training in any higher education.  One is required to use discipline and cut back on meaningless expenditure of energy. Both physical, mental and emotional. This is how we clean the body of irrelevant debris. It is how we build a relationship with our bodies. I didn't get this concept until only recently. It was a huge "AhHA!" moment for me to realize I needed to do a better job of disciplining my actions. The Master DK presented it to me this week, which is why I am writing about it in my own words.

There is such a thing as moving meditation that can be also be learned, like Tai Chi and yoga, but that is passed on from person to person, one-on-one, by someone who already does it in their own life. This is something that must be spontaneous from spirit. Shamans and natural healers are gifted with this ability. It is not learned from a book.  When mind and body are working together so ego is moved out of the way, then spirit flows with pure bliss. It clears blocks and opens long-closed circuits in the body.

Trance happens when the body becomes still, the brain stops churning, the muscles stop twitching, and the body is comfortable and at peace. Then the body becomes the ultimate receiver for universal mind to flow through it, bringing forth wonderful, healing peace. Then body is serving its ultimate purpose: to become the perfect receptacle, the perfect cup or chalice into which flows abstract intelligence from the father of all life.

The principles of Tantra are revealed to us through our feelings and conscious revelatioins. A man becomes a divine feminine receiver as well as a woman when he surrenders control to the flow of spirit. This is a hard concept to get. We have been trained to be hardened and stiff. Yet we are made of divine stuff. Tantra teaches us. All physical vessels are feminine when they surrender the control to the underlying divine forces which are EVER PRESENT. They don't suddenly come "down" on us. They are always here, within our body cells. The purpose of meditation is to train the body to sit - not the mind but the body - to sit still and stop thinking, let go of worries, fears and thoughts of the outer world. Remain conscious. Remaining conscious is key. If one goes to sleep, the conscious connection is severed. A man who undertakes to practice the art of meditation will discover his feminine side, which softness, empathy, caring for others, sensitivity and even vulnerability. This does not reduce his virility or manliness, it increases it.

Techniques include daily practice. Repetition is important in training the body. The body is a child just like a human child. It needs to be told repeatedly what to do. Visualization is another technique where one builds a picture in the mind of magnificent beings of light shining like the sun, and holding that image for long minutes. These are part of the training of the body. Also spontaneous movements like angel dances, trance-like swaying motions with hand, feet and fingers seeming to flow with a will of their own. This happens when control is given over to the divine. Then divine love blends with matter.

This is the science of Tantra. It is difficult to find true teachers of Tantra, for the saintly ones do not promote themselves so they are difficult to find, and then there are those who focus on sexuality and offer services that tend to be sexual. There is no right or wrong and neither should be judged. It is a solitary journey towards realization of the divine within. Sexuality has a role to play which, with a partner, produces amazing experiences. I don't want to write about it in a public newsletter, but in person they can be told for those who are interested.

Tantra is the practice of bringing the two divided halves back together again that were divided at the time of conception. Your holy spirit was divided into two parts when mom and dad got together and conceived you. On a higher level you knew ahead of time and were prepared. You even had a hand in bringing mom and dad together so you would benefit from their genes. Your intelligence is of divine origins. At the moment of conception your holy spirit from your I Am Presence separated and sent a piece of itself down into the earth as an anchor. That piece which is anchored into the earth is your lusty, earthy sexuality. That which remains aloft yearns to come down into body, and that which is trapped in the body yearns to rise up. These are the two sides which struggle within the body, causing confusion. It creates duality. We have opposing aspects in us. The Tantric teachings reveal this truth when we are ready to know it.

There is so much to discuss on the subject and I'm being led to begin a discussion group about this subject. I'll follow up with plans as they unfold. One person does not have all the information. We all hold pieces of the grand design. By coming together to share our stories, we expand the teachings of Tantra here in this new era of reason and light unfolding. Each person alive holds wisdom, and a discussion gathering would be well worth it. I am preparing from  my end. Sex, love, intimacy and relationships is all part of the human equation. It is an important subject to explore. Each person is a solitary consciousness however, and we can't expect to see eye to eye. We will each see differently. Thus, becoming objective and not trying to persuade is an important aspect of a group discussion. We are all here to learn and soundboard and reflect with each other.

Again, it is not the mind that needs enlightening, it is the vehicle that needs to do a better job of expressing that light. There is a mistake in the mass belief system. We don't know who we really are. Some do, of course. They are ahead of the rest of us. As universal intelligence, we already know everything we need to know but if we can't express what we want to express, or fulfill our most sacred dreams, then it is because our bodies haven't been refined enough to do so. Our bodies do not know how to express divine revelations or the immaculate concept. Our brain does not know how to handle the inner visions. Like when we wake in the morning, if we don't write it down we soon forget. Yet during sleep we are out of body and travel interdimensionally. There are techniques to improve the brain to remember upon waking in the morning.

Meditation is the suggested practice of sitting in silence to assist one in opening to receive, remember and hold the visions of higher consciousness. Otherwise, the brain is just another physical organ, like the liver or heart or kidneys. It uses physical nerves and synapses. You are not the brain, you are the consciousness flowing through the brain. It is the responsibility of the resident master to work at feeding the brain with higher thoughts, more loving thoughts, more tolerance, compassion, gratitude, the qualities of an advanced and enlightened soul so that it WANTS to receive enlightening thoughts.

The body wants to be soothed, relaxed and made to feel appreciated and embraced, so it doesn't resist the divine consciousness which you, the resident master, are trying to bring into the world. You have ideals and inspirations but they often fall flat. There are obstructions that prevent you from living your dream and fulfilling your plans. The body is the obstruction. It holds us back because it doesn't know what we want it to do. We've been programmed to not open our bodies and be free. We must work with the body and open it and educate it so it is connected to you and to universal intelligence. Then it can say, "AhHa! So that's what you want to do here!" And it works with you and releases its hold on you and helps you to speak what you want to say, and move the way you want to move. Your body is a friend, not an enemy. It becomes your own best friend when you spend time coaxing it, working with it, appreciating it.

Part of my daily practice is naming each organ in the body, saying "God bless you, thank you (for serving me), I love you." It's amazing how sweet I feel afterwards. The body is intelligent, but it is a lesser evolved intelligence. It needs a parent to guide it, train it, love it. Until we awaken the brain, it is merely a physical storage vault to collect data from the outside world.

We watch other people and learn from them. We learn from books. We learn from teachers. We learn from friends. We learn from the external world ALL the time!  And we've been pointed away from the inner life that is rich and colorful with so many powers and ideas and feelings and knowings to share. We are the underlying consciousness of the body. It is uniquely us. When we are unconscious we are useless. We are dead and can't move in it. Consciousness is our underlying life force that was split into two halves at birth. One is anchored to the earth and  creates a yearning to rise, and the other is our father in heaven that yearns to descend. Both seek to connect and become whole. They belong together. This is how the game of sentiency was designed. Separate the wholeness in two separate halves so they must work to find each other. It creates diversity, opposition, struggle and it also provides opportunity to enjoy the coming together. Tantra enjoys the coming together. It is pleasure fulfilled. The fine higher art of love between celestial beings finding each other. Love is playful, happy, spontaneous and free-flowing.

The struggle between heaven and earth is a personal struggle for each solitary person. Tantra says respect both sides of ourselves. Bring them into balance. Don't "work" them, dance with them. Play with them. Enjoy the differences. Learn with them. Discipline the body so that it can see the beauty in this eternal dance. I am getting "stop being lazy". Assert your masculine side half the time, and stop asserting and relax into your surrendering receptive side the other half. Balance yourself and you will bring joy into your every day life. It will never be boring. There is a divine plan.

Well, I will stop here because this is my fifth re-write. I can't help it, I keep getting more revelations each time I re-read. So I must stop and press send. If there are mistakes, so be it. Bless you all for listening if you made it this far. Feel free to write me. I'm interested in meeting anyone who wants to soundboard on this subject, which includes the galactics.

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11/3/20 Goddess Moon Report
What the Goddess Revealed
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The divine masculine is operating at full capacity by joining forces, much to the dismay of those who wish otherwise. They are joining forces behind the scenes. Surface reports mislead us, on purpose, as touted by the news media. The masculine hierarchy is melting into unified forces under the direction of a higher plan which is consolidating here on earth. I saw it, although it was fuzzy and hazy, like ghost figures. It's being very well hidden from eyes not ready to see, but it supports the vision I had five days ago showing Trump & Biden joining forces and shaking hands.

Well, not to get ahead of myself. I thank my beautiful friend who drew my attention to this month's Goddess full moon. So Saturday night - actually Sunday morning - I woke at 2 am and was drawn to the window to look out to see, as if looking for Santa Claus. There she was full and bright overhead on a clear, cloudless night. One bright star shone beside her. From our bedroom window we look down on the pool and the water was clear like crystal glass reflecting her. It was very ghostly. Doug still sleeping, I grabbed my loose-fitting dress and went downstairs without a flashlight, and went outside to sit on a chair by the pool. November provides such perfect weather. I remember we were married in November right here by the side of the pool 26 years ago. On the 26th, it was, with many friends assisting and celebrating with us. It was perfect weather then too.

I wasn't quite awake, my mind not clear, so I sat still and looked around. Looked up and then down into water, and then up at the trees. What am I doing here? I had to wait. Wait for it. Waiting time is required. Settle into it. Allow it. Don't rush things. Don't plan. The air was still. Not a sound. Not even an insect. Not a rustle. Just the presence of the white full moon overhead. And then it started to come - a feeling to love the trees around the pool. And the moon and the air. I felt to put a name to it so I said the word "love" and "I love you". Then the words started to flow. I love you, you are so beautiful. I love you, xoria, I love you bamboo - the bamboo leaves tickled at my neck behind me - I love you air. The air became more sparkley, crispy and perky. Love life in the air and the trees and the water. Love just began to happen as I sat still wondering what I'm doing here. There was no plan. There were no candles, no incense, no song, no agenda. Just me sitting in a chair y the pool. But I was slowly tuning in to beauty and refinement around me. The full moon so directly overhead that I had to tilt my head way back in order to look at it.

I can't remember what happened next. All I remember is beginning to see with my inner eye. The seeing is metaphorical, it was more a knowing. I began knowing things. I began seeing and knowing the men. I began seeing masculine forms moving around the planet like ghosts. They were shaped like men but in dull whitish blue glow. The men who I regarded as opposites, at times enemies or obstacles, I saw suddenly as protectors. I used to think, "The poor men, they don't have a clue." And I really thought that. I judged them from my perspective as a female who had always been submissive. I thought they didn't understand women. But now I began to see them in a new way. They are the protective force on the planet. I saw them as masculine warriors, light warriors here to protect and save the planet, and they are moving. They are starting to unite.

The men are joining forces. I see them ghosty white figures but they are distinctly male. Not feminine. They are righteous, strong and have a noble purpose. They are here in solid form but operating under cover so they are not seen. We don't see them. We can't because they are us. They are hidden from our eyes because they are a hidden aspect within us. The forces are gathering and rising and moving with us. They are you and they are me and there is a joining together and the masculine in us is growing in strength. It is masculine, not feminine. It reminds me of Tantra that I am studying. There is a male and a female in each of us, but the male has been weakened, just as women have been weakened. I have all my life identified as feminine and I felt disempowered.

What I saw was very subtle. It is difficult to recall what it was that moved me. But I am supposed to find words, to bring it into form. It was like peeping through darkness, and having a sliver of movement take place. You know something is there, you saw it move. It is a brief glimpse through the dark, almost undetectable but it's bleeding through. It is a knowing. How does one explain a knowing as compared to a belief? It is a certainty. It is faith in something beyond the five senses. And in the knowing I was made aware of the darkness because the dark is important. It is part of the cover. I was more conscious of the darkness than I was of the ghosty-looking light figures that were moving together and joining forces. There were stealing through the darkness to reach each other. They were holding hands. They are like ghosts - figures of men, of maleness, strong in the ways of virile men. They were strengthening each other.

Perhaps there are women involved, I'm sure there are, just as there were in the war efforts. But it is the masculine force that is moving and taking shape and growing in numbers. I am conscious that the goddess is bringing this to my attention. The masculine is an intelligent force. It is wise beyond human frailty. It is the protector force. The Archangel Michael force. The galactic cosmic force that is coming in to rescue the planet. This is what is being revealed to me in ways I can't put into words easily. But I understand. And the next 24, 36 hours I see a flood of articles that validate this perspective.

I saw the ghosty masculine figures were breathing through their feet. As they moved around there were roots going down into the earth and spreading out and linking up underground, like so many tangled, intertwining roots, little roots, big roots, massive trunk lines, all connecting, solidifying, joining together and flowing together.

What I saw in brief flashes through the darkness was stealth. But it was benevolent, it was light undercover. I understood what is happening. The darkness is part of the plan. They appear and then they slide back into darkness again. I am getting it. I am better getting the picture of what has been happening on earth. That we have been lied to. Dark without any light at all is evil. But dark and light merging together is wholesome, holy, part of the creation plan. The evil has covered the earth to such an extent that we had to be rescued, and there is a rescue plan in operation under cover of darkness. I've seen this before but hadn't gotten a good grip on it. Now it is becoming more obvious to me. We've been locked down tight inside a small finite cardboard box.

It is a flimsy box and one day we'll laugh at ourselves for having fallen for the trick, but it's still serious at the moment. It's such a ridiculous coverup, this lie that we have been told, that the cardboard box could be blown away with a feather if we had known. But we didn't know. We were brainwashed and kept in the dark with no light.

Over the next few days more articles came to my computer and confirmed the visions. It's the masculine force that is waking up along with the feminine. It divine masculine becomes strong and powerful and noble and courageous when it accepts its feminine side. It's all about converging and merging. There's no division, no separation, ever in all of life. We are made out of light and love and harmony and universal forces but we don't know it because we've been living in a world without light. What is light anyway, but information. We are receiving information in many ways now.

I had been looking at life through feminine eyes but so have the men been looking at life through male eyes. We have forgotten that we are whole, fulfilled and complete already. We are both masculine and feminine. When I realized that I had been functioning with only half of my abilities, I kicked my left-brain into action, consciously. I said, "Left-brain, wake up." And it did.

I had been passive. Like so many others have been passive and following along nicely the authorities who obviously created the world and the institutions that made life possible.  I sought not to rock the boat. I stayed in my own lane and didn't push others out of the way. I was a good little girl and was kind to my neighbors and didn't say what I honestly thought and knew to be true. I followed. The human race has been covered over with sweet chocolate, like chocolate-covered ants and eaten. Thousands of years or more of highly intelligent brainwashing has kept us in line, but suddenly there is movement in the darkness. We have been told to stay at home for a reason, and it's not just for covid. We are all doing inner work without knowing it. There is a process taking place. There is movement in the dark and it is coming out into broad daylight, little by little. It takes time. It has to be slow or it will shock the human psyche.

I had a dream about two years ago. In the dream I saw myself rise up out of the mud. I was a mound of mud that slowly appeared out of the stagnant mud pond. No one could tell it was a human being. I was just a mound of mud but I began to move and rise up. I began showing signs of life against the rest of the mud. It didn't look human at that stage, I think it was meant to be a comic revelation to show me something and it was successful. It was an impactful dream. Kind of funny too. 

OK, enough of that. Back to the glow of the feminine goddess moon on Saturday. What was revealed to me was masculine intelligence forces uniting. The feminine force is the passive, receptive, nurturing, loving side of human nature. And we were that - passive. Now it is time for the masculine side to rise up. The ONLY way the masculine can become empowered is by joining forces with its feminine side. That's what makes it whole. That's what makes a person whole, strong, steady, and clear minded. We are joining forces. It is not really about the men only moving in the dark, it is all human beings are moving in the dark, seeking their balance. We are all joining forces and uniting with our opposite, our counter-intelligence, the side of us we have not wanted to own. The side of us we have been burying. We have been a patriarchal race, a race without love or light or compassion or heart. Our feminine side. The goddess has entered the world and stirring us into action.

Men have been stunted in their growth because they have not accepted their feminine side, and women too have been stunted in their growth by not accepting their masculine side. It is all converging, merging, consolidating on inner levels. The darkness is becoming enlightened within our psyche.

The evil is darkness with NO light whatsoever. Intelligent but a dark intelligence. The evil darkness has been manipulating us all. Had us fighting. It didn't matter WHO we fought, as long as we had division amongst us. We had to fight in order to survive, they said. We had to resist, in order to prove ourselves worthy, they said. We had to struggle to gain our independence, they said. We had to fight other cultures and other religions and other whatevers. It is so boring to go through all of that again. We are finished with the fighting. It's over now. Those who are still fighting will get it in time. There is manipulation everywhere, in every field of human endeavor, but we are not happy. We are decent people and we are getting it. Underneath in the sub-terrain of our existence there is movement and it is not human. It is divine. We are divine entities. We came from light and love and we are bring it back online, into the cells of our bodies. We are returning to the original pure blood, the bold, the courageous, noble, righteous truth. The human female and human male and becoming the divine feminine and divine masculine.

Talk about sleeper cells! That's us. Human beings asleep to what has been going on, and now we are getting flashes of truth. The human race is a decent race, warm and humane. We care about each other and want justice to prevail and for abundance to flow into everyone's life. We don't want to be selfish or unkind. We want  the world to be a better place for everyone. We've just been brainwashed to believe differently, covered over by a sheath of lies. I actually saw this! I saw through it Saturday night, Sunday morning. I saw the smallness we've been made to feel, which is false and phoney and not real at all. But we've been fooled and tricked into thinking it. The sun constantly shines truth down on to us. The sun's rays are purity, wellness, a living vital force bathing us with continual love-light. It grows the trees. It will grow us humans if we let it. If we only knew. But the sun, we are told, will give us cancer so we should hide inside in the dark and stay out of the sun. All lies. So many lies.

The goddess comes to strengthen the cowardly in us. She comes to fulfill us. She comes to awaken the ferocious masculine warrior in us. Some have been seeing it for years. I haven't, I am a slow learner. But it is seeping in. It operates stealthily, underground so it doesn't shock the nervous system. The whistleblowers are the leakers of the dark's manipulations. They have been reporting the goings on for years. They killed John F. Kennedy for it, and President Lincoln for it. There are those who know about the evil plan. There are light warriors who are active - they tend to be men more than women but there are some women light warriors too. And then there are the light holders who maintain the balance quietly, holding space for others to grow in understanding. They don't talk much, but they are there for the ones who need support.

Light is information but too much information too soon, to repeat, will cause shock so there is a slowing down. There are those who are enlightened who must be silent yet hold the knowledge within themselves. They are the salt of the earth. Shining light into the eyes of those who live in the dark is too much. Compassion is going slow. I am one of the slow ones. Be grateful and compassionate. There is a divine protector in all of us and more are becoming ready. Balance is required. Sometimes the masculine protector in us has the impulse to roar and pick up a sword. Then it is the feminine counterpart who reasons and says, "Wait. Be patient."  It's a process. Call into play mercy and patience until balance clears the brain. The unifying factor is balance between the feminine knower and the masculine doer. Together they complete the whole person through love, wisdom and power. I am studying Tantra. This is what Tantra teaches. The ancient Tantra teaches to hold back the masculine power with your feminine wisdom, and to empower your feminine passivity with masculine assertiveness. It creates a whole human being who enjoys life to the fullest. But we don't have the benefits of Tantra yet, but we are being prepared. The roaring masculine hero is coming, riding on a noble white steed with flaming sword raised to slay the dragon that has kept a cloud of fear over everyone.

Several days ago I had a dream of Trump and Biden, who have been characterized as mortal enemies. As they came into election day, suddenly they turned the tables on everyone and announced they were joining forces. In my dream, flashbulbs popped and cameras whirred and reporters were shocked at the sudden news. They announced they were joining forces and shook hands, not as one winner and one loser, but both appeared surrounded by a glowing light that merged as they walked toward each other.

As I woke from the dream I flashed on a Tantric teaching. There are 144,000 nerves in the human body, but half of them flow with feminine energy, and the other half of them do not flow at all but are fixed and stationary for that is their purpose. The masculine set of nerves is 72,000, and the feminine set of nerves is 72,000. I don't know if current science can cooroborate this, I just "know" it. Somewhere along the line I found it and know it.

Those of us who are more feminine have a weakened masculine set of nerves. Those of us who are more masculine have a weakened feminine set of nerves. Tantra teaches how to bring balance through sexuality because the sex force is the life force. When a person brings their male and female together, they have a complete set of balanced nerves. The whole 144,000 are present as a living force in the body. So much talk about the 144,000. I thought this was interesting to throw in here. The feminine principle flows while the masculine principle does not flow very well because its purpose is to fix on structure and maintain solidarity. In my dream these two men, each a leader vying for position as top dog, came together as brothers no longer divided, showing the people that the time for fighting is over. The bully of a father figure who controls through manipulation, and the gentle-hearted man who has been bullied all his life, came together and joined forces as a sign of the 144,000 complete. When this happens, peace covers the land.

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11/2/20 A Timely Message from Matthew
Channeled through Suzanne Ward
https://www.matthewbooks.com/

(I will be sending two newsletters today. I had already planned to send my report on the Goddess Moon experience Saturday, but this one from Matthew came and it felt so timely I decided to send IT first. It ties in with what I saw. So later today, I'll send my personal report from Saturday as I sat under the glowing white-blue moon. If you don't get it today, it's because I'll have to wait 24 hours to send it. There's a limit on how many I can send in a day.)
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With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. Fervent activity in Earth’s energy field of potential is reflecting feelings, thoughts and actions worldwide, and amidst the countless energy streamers, three swirling masses are prominent.

One is the uprising of citizenries in numerous countries against oppressive governance. Another is around the imminent election in the United States because of that nation’s global influence. The third, and of greatest significance worldwide, is happening out of the public eye. The light forces that are dismantling the Illuminati’s global network are rounding up the tenacious ones at the peak of that secret society.

Outcomes of rebellions and elections are indeed of great importance to the people in those countries, and in the short term, they will be meaningful. But it is the ending of dark control that is freeing all peoples from fear and divisiveness, enabling them to evolve consciously and spiritually as aspects of God, divine sovereign beings, multidimensional selves and members of the universal family.

Dear sisters and brothers, it is natural that your primary interests are what affects your life and the lives of all whom you love. That is true of people everywhere­families want their children, grandchildren and future generations to be healthy, prosperous and have fulfilling lives in a peaceful, harmonious world. Those shared values are far, far greater than ideological differences, and that is why unity of spirit in co-creating that kind of world is where the civilization is heading.

Every person and every level of government from community to national needs to work in consonance with Earth’s destiny, the return to her original pristine beauty and health. Biodiversity is her life support system, thus the life support of humankind itself, and environmental preservation and restoration requires international unity.

Individuals who contend that the climate is changing naturally, that humankind has nothing to do with it, need to stop denying facts: Toxic pollutants in your skies, waters and soil; deep mining; drilling for oil; fracking for natural gas; scarification of forested lands; and technological weather manipulation are not Mother Nature’s doing. Those activities, which have been woefully destructive to Gaia’s planetary body, are impeding her return to the health and balance that are essential for all of her residents to survive and thrive.

Relative to this, let us mention some “predictions” devised by the dark ones and passed on by persons who believe the issues are of grave concern, such as Earth is moving toward another ice age. No, she is not­she is moving toward the moderate climate that prevailed when the planet in its entirety was the garden of Eden. There were no snow-capped mountains then, but Gaia delights in their majestic beauty and the great enjoyment they provide to sports enthusiasts.

Another predicted situation that will not happen is, oceans suddenly will inundate all land up to high cliffs and hilltops and drown many millions. Gradually-rising waters will affect sea-level islands and coastlines, and residents of those low-lying areas will move to higher ground long before those lands are submerged.

That drought will cause shortages of food and water and the death of billions will not come to pass, either, nor will any astral body collide with Earth. Then there is this rather fanciful idea­the planet is too damaged to remain habitable for people who survive cataclysmic events; they will be taken aboard spacecraft and when they are returned to Earth, they will have to live beneath the surface.

The only purpose of any dire-sounding situation is to create fear. It is for the same purpose that covid case numbers are relentlessly reported and “experts” say that even after everyone is vaccinated, the virus will continue wending its way around the globe, so wearing masks and social distancing will be the way of life. It is fear’s low vibrations that let the dark ones become powerful in your world.

Everything in existence is energy fluctuating in myriad vibrational frequencies, and the totality is cosmic consciousness. Dark hearts and minds are energy in its lowest frequencies­the consciousness level wherein greed, deceit, cruelty, bigotry, divisiveness and lust for control flourish­and for long ages, puppets of the dark forces kept Earth’s civilizations in those low frequencies.

Today’s civilization is moving into the high vibrations of love, compassion, kindness, forgiveness, empathy and harmony with Nature. You and all other lightworkers­and the numbers keep growing­are the dark ones’ undoing. They cannot stop you radiating light’s high vibrations and they cannot function within them.

We have been asked if everyone who is willingly in the Illuminati ranks will be prosecuted for their crimes against humanity. No, not all. Some at the peak have died naturally, others have been killed, and in some cases “body doubles” are carrying on those persons’ nefarious actions. However, none of the deceased escaped the universal law of justice, nor will those who are found guilty in your legal systems.

Nirvana is a flexible, multidimensional realm whose layers, or parts, are delineated energetically, and, by universal law, all persons are automatically drawn to the layer that corresponds with their immediate past lifetime energy registration. Individuals who intentionally caused widespread suffering go to Nirvana’s lowest part, a tiny orb where energy is so dense that it traps all who are there. It rightly can be considered “hell” because in lifeprint reviews, they experience every moment of the same physical, mental and emotional torment they caused others. The reviews can last for millennia in your concept of time and to those individuals, the experience seems endless.

Every soul is a part of God and He never abandons any. Always light is beamed at the orb and when souls accept the light, they emerge and embody as an amoeba, slug or minute insect, for instance. Those life forms have no cellular memory, thus the souls begin with a “clean slate” and gradually evolve into life forms at the next level of consciousness.

A reader who referred to our statement in a recent message­”The day is coming closer when most of the populace will have the shocking realization that not everything is as it seems”­asked: “How can we prepare for this event in our supportive role of helping those around us who will undoubtedly be shaken to the core?” The groundwork has been laid, so to say, and lightworkers contributed to this in great measure.

Let us give you some background here. The highest universal council that designed Earth’s Golden Age knew that if all long-hidden truths were revealed simultaneously, a third density civilization’s collective psyche would go into shock. Therefore, truth must come forth in accordance with the society’s ability to assimilate it, incrementally, and that has been happening for quite some time.

Awareness of corruption in governments came via the vanguard of volunteers from advanced worlds­you­who inspired Earth’s peoples to awaken. Those who did so started rising up against oppressive regimes and self-serving leaders. Women in the vanguard set the pace for their counterparts, who followed in their footsteps politically, professionally, economically and in battling cultural subjugation.

Extensive corruption in the multinational corporate world also has been disclosed by lightworkers, the whistleblowers and investigative reporters. The truth about pedophilia not only in the priesthood, but in secular positions in communities, has come to light. And, the society is learning that the Illuminati­the cabal, Deep State, One World Order, Shadow government­control the global economy, medical establishment, mainstream media and communication.

The council knew that as the light kept exposing the truth in all of those areas and others, the Illuminati would continue trying to reach their goal of world domination and eliminating billions of Earth’s residents. And indeed they did try via a series of laboratory-designed “pandemics,” the last of which is covid-19. It will run its course­the less energy given it, the sooner it will fizzle out­and never again will there be another like it in your world.

Thus, the civilization has been “readied,” in a manner of speaking, to handle truths as they come forth.

We don’t know when the massive deception about the virus and the individuals involved will be acknowledged publicly. With ever-intensifying light and so much information available on the Internet, it cannot be much longer, and when it happens, many people will be startled.

However, reactions more likely will be shock and disbelief when it is revealed that individuals admired for accomplishments in their respective fields also have been living a secret dark life. When that information is released, please do not be judgmental­that would dim your light, and Earth needs your light to keep shining brilliantly!

You cannot do anything about others’ reactions to any revelations. You may be able to influence subsequent attitudes by saying such as, “I’m waiting to hear if all the evidence is correct.” Nirvana’s monitors of Earth tell us that in most cases the evidence is irrefutable, and further investigation will show that some of the accused are innocent or became involved due to coercion.

Learning that many well-known, respected individuals participated in unconscionable rituals will be painful for the society. Then, supportiveness to persons close to you will be listening with compassion and caring.

Beloved family, we know from our experiences that a journey such as yours is not easy, yet you have been steadfast in your mission to help the peoples of Earth. All light beings in this universe honor you and support you with the power of unconditional love.

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LOVE and PEACE
Suzanne Ward
Channeling Matthew Ward

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10/31/20 The Goddess Moon Especially for Women
Sharing a letter to a friend

Dear X, There is a full moon today. It is pulling you to the great outdoors, to nature, to the grasses and to the earth. It is not pulling you to the stars. This is strange because we want to go to the stars!? Why are we pulled to the great outdoors at night? Because we came from the stars and we came to bring light to the earth. We have been praying to the stars all our life because of religious practices and training. Now it is time to turn around and start sending, beaming, light and love down into the earth. It is time. It is the greatest of all times. We are ready to empower the earth with our light and our love. This is the pulling of the full, pregnant moon, which is reflecting the sun's rays in a reverse direction. It is saying to stop sending your light and love to the stars from whence you came, do the work you were foretold to do - send it to the earth instead. Send your light and love into the earth and into earth bodies. Start with your own. This is Tantra. Tantra is subtle. Very few understand the subtleties of Tantra. You have been following the male ways but you are feminine. (I sense DK talking here) Men seek the feminine but you ARE the feminine. You are now seeking the masculine. You have the masculine in you. Your desire to have a meditation ritual is a masculine trait. Men work with their mind. You must learn to work with your mind now. It is good for you to do so.

Basic premise: You have been following the men. As a woman you have not been empowered. You have been taught by religion to go UP, not down in your prayers. Religions were made by men. Men flow down from the sun, they represent Father God, and so their natural direction is down to earth. They use their mental powers. They build with their minds. But when, after many life incarnations they see the light dawning, they make a turn-around and begin to go back UP, back up to Father God as Jesus did. They then create techniques to help themselves go back up, techniques that help create more light for themselves. It is right and good for them to do that, but not for everyone. Not for women. It is not the way for women.

A woman's body already holds the light. She needs to learn masculine techniques and bring her masculine side online so she can begin to define herself as a sovereign individual. Her way is a different way from the men. Her way is to go DOWN. While religions teach you to pray up to Father God, your role is to bring the light down for you ARE the light. You ARE the love.  That is why the man-made religions are focused on going up - they are for men - and they pray for help from those above them. This is a male teaching. It is how men think. It is in their nature. When a man is enlightened, he then teaches techniques and defines what to do and what not to do. Men define what sin is. The role of man is mental. He uses his mind. He is narrow-minded and fixates on a point and then analyzes point by point how to build something logical, that makes sense to him. Men build structures through logic. Men build out of solid substance (stone, wood and steel) and they also they build mental structures - governments and hierarchies, form languages, educational systems, define what is good in science and what is not good, and medicines and health protocols, relationship protocols, marriages and what is sinful and what is not. They define everything with the power of their mind and women have been following along with it.

But the women are the salvation of the planet. The woman's body is the power of creation and cosmic unity. A woman's power is her body. The work of the female is to flow DOWN, not  up! This goes against every premise in the male-created book. It goes against the patriarchy. Women are already spiritual, they have been suppressed and disempowered and ignored. Men do not pay attention to a woman so she must pay attention to her Self. She is sovereign. A woman's spirit is in her body. She is not naturally mental. She works through the power of absorption. She is connected to the universe. She has an inherent trust in the oneness of all creation. She is connected to the parent source, the mother-father God. She is one with all things and she births all things. She comforts and brings peace to all things. She is the Mother because she is anchored in a female body. Women have been praying in the wrong direction. She should be living the light and love that she is, freely, openly, transparently, joyfully, happily, abundantly. She is the salvation of the Earth and humankind. It is time.

This is the basic premise - that men and women are inherently different IN BODY. Not in spirit but IN BODY. Ultimately we are all one spirit and there is no difference in spirit. But while we are here anchored to a physical body we have different roles to play and work with. The men are mental, the women are emotionally connected to source. Enlightened men on the spiritual path are trying to go back UP, enlightened women on the spiritual path are trying to come back DOWN. Men are trying to reconnect with their feminine side, and women are trying to reconnect with their masculine side. Both genders have both traits in them but the one trait, the feminine emotional intuitive trait has been repressed. This is the repressed side of ALL humans that needs to be activated and quickened and brought to life and expressed outwardly with each other in the world in all ways. This is the undoing of the control of the masculine trait.

Enlightened women on the spiritual path are trying to go DOWN but they are so attached to the men in their life they are having trouble. The innate desire in women is to love the earth, to bring unity to earth and all earth beings, to love the gardens and plants and animals and all people. The answer to overcoming the deep emotional wounds caused by patriarchy ruling over us, is to become sovereign in our own bodies. To become free to be who we are in our own bodies. To love our own bodies in any way we feel to. Rituals and ceremonies are natural to women. We want to have them for ourselves, to honor our bodies and our minds and our souls and the houses we live in. We want to decorate them with candles and mood music and prayers of worship while we are here now, not in a church, but in this room, in this house, in this garden, in this place, in this bed, in this wherever we are living, right here and how. We are blossoming from inside our bodies the love and light from source which is within. It is our role, it is our heritage, it is our lineage as goddess mothers to do this. Tantra teaches this. It is the connecting with the love-light that is inside our cells.

Our role is to stop listening to the male way (politely, we don't have to make noise) and start functioning from our internal intuitive knowledge. This is our power. It is in our genes, our cells, our hearts, our emotions. We are to find the masculine side of us and use it with firmness and strength to protect the innocence that is trying to be born within us. A ritual is not something anyone can give you. It is what your spirit wants to give you. I would be wrong to give you a ritual because it is not yours. Your ascended self is descending down into the cells of your body and brain and heart. Just sit alone quietly, prepare a quiet place, and don't pray. Don't use words. Only use feelings. It would help to dance a little, to allow some free-flowing movement ripple through you. Allow your muscles to tense where they feel to tense, relax where they feel to relax, move where they feel to move, hold still where they feel to hold still. You will find your arms and legs shifting, stopping, holding, involuntarily. You are not guiding them. You are not in charge. You are inviting your soul to be in charge. Your spirit dances through your body, your muscles, your legs. It is called the angel dance.

Your hands take on movements, your fingers move gracefully. Just let your body flow with the inner spirit. Just observe. Just follow along. Allow it. That is the feminine goddess coming alive. Today is the Goddess moon. The harvest moon. It is fall approaching winter. it is time for inward turning. The moon is reflecting the sun back to us today. It is absorbing the rays of the sun and reflecting them back to earth for the females of the race to turn inward. Women need that reflection to help them refocus on themselves. Their own body. The deep underbelly of the earth that is within them. The lower abdomen is where the kanda, the beloved, the kundalini, is located. It is like a pure crystal clear blossom budding. Pay attention to the lower abdomen. It is the seat of the soul. Feel yourself residing there. Don't use words. Just listen. Feel. Go to where your body takes you. Listen to what it is telling you. Allow it into your consciousness. This is Tantra. I am studying Tantra. It is subtle. It is connecting the wiring inside the body that has been disconnected. Allow the connections to take place. The spirit knows what to do. Let it open the meridians. This is your ritual and your joy and your ceremony. It is not man-made. It is spirit-made.

Enjoy your rituals today, wherever and however you can find a few minutes. You are a beautiful goddess waiting to come into full bloom in the body. You are actually the ascended one who is protecting the innocent one that resides at the base of the spine, the lower abdomen. It is called the kanda, it is the christ blossoming in your body. You are the only one who can do it. No one else can.

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Archangel Zadkiel

10/27/20 Gazing at Angel Pictures Clears Your Mind

I woke with an image of the Master DK the other morning who has been with me forever it seems, but this time there was the sense of an archangelic presence along with him. I felt I was to go and receive a message from him. It was urgent. I was going to shower first but no, I went instead into the meditation room and looked at his picture. I don't always do what he suggests, being somewhat of a maverick. But when I looked at his picture I sensed wings coming from him. I have never seen that before. So I sat down, took pen in hand and waited. A picture of an angel appeared in my mind. I've collected a number of pictures from the internet so I chose this one. It is Archangel Zadkiel of the violet flame. DK's message came next.  

"I am sending you a light form of an archangel today. Archangels cover the planet with their radiations of love. Their wingspans cover huge land masses. Their influence is everywhere. Now, where YOU are located on the scale of radiation of love and light is finite. You see solid forms, hear solid sounds and your thoughts are limited. They run along conduits pre-formed of fixed paths. What the angelics are doing over your lands, your cities and homes, is telling you - reminding you - of who you really are beyond your finite minds. They are telling you that you are precious. You are valuable. You are anchored in the eternal sea of life and will never be separate from it. You may not accept this right now but your consciousness is being harvested. You are being stripped of that which does not belong in the sea of eternal life.  However, your knowledge is valuable and precious.

"The light of heaven is all knowledge that ever existed, and ever is a long time! Knowledge is what composes the sea of light and love. It is knowledge that is acceptable and can be unified with the greater whole. From where YOU stand, you are anchored into the solid and fixed state of Mother Earth, which is a planet, and you live in a body made of that planets substance, but your knowledge is being harvested. You are light and you are a part of the sea of eternal life, rich with knowledge. So, here you are, thinking, "OMG, I'm trapped in a situation and I can't get out!" You are seeing the world going into chaos and destruction, and wherever that thought takes you it spirals you downward out of the calmness of your original light.

"The solids are changing and losing their coherency. This includes belief systems. All systems are fluctuating. People are appearing wild, accusatory, confused and non-functional. The solid appearance is changing because the consciousness of human beings is changing. It is light and light is shaking out the errors. It is like shaking out the carpet at the front door. The carpet was created to collect dust and dirt from the street, but it must be shaken out once in awhile so the carpet is clean. You are the light of conscious thought. You are aware of goodness and what is healthy and benevolent for the whole of the race, and you have collected a lot of erroneous dust and dirt from the street. It is time to shake out the carpet but hold onto the carpet. Hold onto the form. You are an important aspect of the form world. Hold onto your body and keep it healthy. Your light is the knowledge of yourself as what is right and good. What is right and good for YOU.

"Your sense of responsibility is tearing itself away from those around you. You are not responsible for others. The cords of  attachment to others is thinning away. Your sense that you must take care them (control them) is leaving. Your light is being recalled back to your center. YOU are the body of knowledge that you have collected over the years, in different bodies over lifetimes in different cultures and time periods, both as a man and as a woman.

"The confusion over this process is understandable. And so I am bringing you a message to share. There are great light beings beaming and radiating light and love to you to stabilize you. There are so many light ships, star ships, surrounding your world from other spheres and planes that if they were seen they would blot out the sun. They too are beaming and radiating light and love to you. This is the stabilizing force. You are the important one stationed on the ground, and you are being reminded of that. You are first of all LIGHT. You become love when you accept that premise. It is a memory that you retain. When you accept that you are light, you become love and are anchored into the human body. It becomes visceral. You can feel it. It feels like love. This light is being beamed down at you and it is up to you to receive it. But you must open your mind to receive it. The only way to anchor the light into your life as a human being in a body is to look UP and stop looking down. Allow your conscious mind to fill with hope instead of worry, anxiety and fear. Worry and fear closes your mind.

"You are flowing - actually flowing - through the form that is called by your name. You appear solid but you are a light of awareness flowing through your body. The more you can get this straight in your mind, the more you will remember that you are a consciousness flowing through your brain and muscles, and the more you will remember your origins. I am sending you this picture because pictures are a thousand times more credible than words. Please share it. The more you look at the pictures of the angels, the more you will receive the love they represent. There are little rays of light and very large rays of light. The little angels respond to emergency calls from humans and go into homes and institutions, while the archangels hold their massive wingspans over land and sea. The little ones are like paramedics responding to emergency calls. They are detail oriented. They know what is needed in the corners of homes, street corners, hospitals and dark alleys. They respond to depression, sickness and cries of hope. They know precisely what resonance to give to uplift and change the situation.

"Train yourself to trust the invisible forces that you cannot see with your eyes or hear with your ears. Look upon these pictures that your artists have painted through inner sight. They have captured the message of light that is being even now rained down upon the earth, shaking out the old, tired carpet of the human mind. The old is being removed, and there is a sense of the rug being pulled out from under you. But look again - there is light replacing it. The planet is being inundated with light, but YOU, the human being as the highest intelligent species on the planet, must receive it. You have been prepared to receive the light in these days and absorb it into your skin and muscles, blood and bones because you are the stewards of the planet. You are valuable. You are the ones who have gained immeasurable experience. Experience creates knowledge. Your personal knowledge and experience is valuable to the creator. He is saving and harvesting that knowledge to add to the ongoingness of the sea of intelligence, love and light.

"Solid forms such as your own physical body are registering change because they are releasing that which no longer contributes to the welfare of the whole. You are not aware from your position on the ground, what is benevolent and what is not. Therefore the shaking of the carpet. The dirt and dust is flying everywhere and collecting together in growing clouds of chaos and confusion - clouds that do not know right from wrong. But you do, dear ones. Hold to the light and love within you.

"Errors and mistakes are not evil. They are necessary in the training period in order to learn what is good in relation to the whole. You are here to harvest what works and let go of what does not. Many mistakes and errors were created in the past time periods. They were created out of light and love, for that is all there is. Everything solid is made out of light particles through attention to details. All solids are made out of light and held together by love, which is nurturing attention to details. Love holds everything solid together. But there are those creations that are not held together with love. Intelligence that is devoid of love is illusion. It is not real and will not last. When you shake out your carpet, you are shaking out the illusions that are not real. Hold fast to the love while the shaking is going on.

"Love is what creates a solid thing. If it is good then it must be held inside the consciousness of the body itself or it is illusion. The holding of attention is done with the consciousness of caring. Holding attention steady and firm takes courage in the face of ridicule, sickness or threats of destruction. Hold steady and firmly on light and love, for that is the immortalizing of the consciousness. It is your consciousness that fills with the light of hope and becomes united with all that is of the higher good.

"War was created by holding thoughts on war and thinking about the mechanics of war, how to create warfare, how to manipulate people into thinking an enemy was deserving to be killed. That is an example of the wrong way to create. It is devoid of love, the feminine side of creation. All that war created was artificial, using artificial intelligence devoid of love.
There was no contribution to the beauty and joy of life. War was created for death and destruction. No good can come from it, despite the erroneous thinking that goodness must be fought for.

"The betterment of the world's chaos, however, is not taking place because of the fighting, but because there are those who are holding attention on peace, not war, and studying and practicing the mechanics of peaceful methods. How does one bring more beauty, refinement, nobleness, kindness and riches and abundance for all, for the whole? It takes people who care about it, who will search for ways to contribute. It takes planning, but most of all it takes light and love.

"I tell you, it is not through words that you create peace. It is by holding your conscious mind on light and love. That is why I give you a picture to share through your newsletter. Pictures of angelics hold the resonance and frequency of pure light and pure love. Look at them often and let your mind absorb the qualities of the sun rising at dawn. Picture the sun at dawn. As you absorb this light periodically through the day you will begin to let it sink down into your muscles, heart, organs and bones. Your body will radiate what it absorbs. Absorb LIGHT, not worries and fears. What you think through your brain synapses, you radiate outward to the world on a mental plane. But what your BODY radiates - through the energy field that surrounds you - is love, the warmth of human love. In this way you influence other bodies and help stabilize them which contributes to the whole.

"This message is about giving you a new method to practice. Stop with the error-filled words! Start picturing light beings. Pictures of angels are best suited for holding light and transmuting dark thoughts of worry, fear, depression and anxiety. Hold the image of an angel over a sick or despondent person. The words are not as effective. Words of human languages are mixtures of both pain and suffering from the past. When you hold an angel picture in your conscious mind, or the face of a holy one, a master or saint, hold it for several minutes to allow it to connect with the consciousness of that being. When the vibration floods into YOUR consciousness, it will then circulate down into your body, organs and tissues better than chanting. I am here, as you know, to help you ground the light and love of the creator. Begin the day by finding the picture that most inspires and elevates you with grace and divinity before getting out of bed, as you did this morning, and allow it spread through you like light has a tendency to do. This is a more immediate form of prayer.

"Then, throughout the day, go into the stillness and renew that connection. A life filled with such practices and methods will create a glow around itself like a bubble of calmness and solidarity that travels with you wherever you walk. It will sustain you through the storms that are sweeping the earth today. It may appear that the world is in the throes of destruction, but all that is leaving is the dust and dirt collected by the carpet of the consciousness. The only part being swept away is that which was not built with love on solid ground. The consciousness of the person is not  swept away who holds to the love and the light that is innate and solidly anchored within. Only the part of the consciousness that invested in wrong-doing, wrong-thinking, wrong-acting - the errors of the past are swept away. The consciousness that remains at peace with feet planted on the earth is the clean consciousness that builds daily, hourly on love.

"That is the eternal part. Protect your body and keep your mind solid and functioning. The consciousness of the person is the valued part of the person. It is a vital piece of the all-that-is, the sea of ongoing life. So be aware of yourself as light and as love by continually reminding yourself that you are divine consciousness and you have been through the thick of it and you are now clearing your house of the debris that is no longer useful. Be in the center, the eye of the storm and know this. It is possible to stand quietly in the midst of a tornado, a flood, a storm, a fire, a plague and retain health and vigor by consciously standing in calmness while others you know go down. It is not your responsibility to save them. That is why the galactics do not come in and rescue you. Instead they beam love and light from a'far and let us learn to discern for ourselves. We must learn to beam love and light out to others without "saving" them. We cannot save them.

"If you do not feel very proficient at this yet but are trying to the best of your ability, then call on the angelics, celestials, guides and masters for help and help will arrive. Keep working at holding the picture of love and light steady. Become a warm, living, breathing lighthouse for humanity. That is the valuable part of you. Stop contributing fear to the human collective. Stop worrying about the state of the world and where it's heading. You cannot fix it or save it. Start beaming light and love instead. Such a practice will stabilize your consciousness. Newness feels like a sunrise at dawn. This is the sea of light that is feeding the earth right now more than ever before. Increasing numbers of souls are leaving the errors of their past behind them. They are doing this quietly. They are not shouting it from the rooftops. They do not have to create a new business to make money. The new form they are creating is their body and they are doing it by feeling the love take hold within. 

"Consciousness is ALWAYS fluctuating. The only way to fix a depressed or worried consciousness is to allow it to flow through your body structure and out to others in a humane way. Don't hold onto it like a hoarder. Consciousness must flow. The forms that you grew up with were created into solids, without movement of fresh clean air. They could not breathe. Let them go now, knowing that new light-filled forms are replacing them. They are coming from the calmness of eternal souls who are remembering their own light and love in the privacy of their hearts.

"Be one who holds the light lovingly and quietly in this moving storm. There will be earth-shattering news coming. Prepare yourself with a calm and peaceful center. Allow things to happen. Don't resist or try to "save" people. This is a better way to inoculate yourself against the pandemic, not with a needle that introduces fear all over again. Infuse with love and light instead. Take frequent moments out of your day and receive this infusion. It is an eternal dawn and sunrise any time of the day or night. Practice it. Good-bye!

(Thank you DK!)
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Nancy speaking: Know that everyone born here has amnesia. The ascension process is the process of recovering memories that are surfacing from the deep sea of self. The light Is drawing people up and away from the heavy earthy parts of who they were. My particular focus is on grounding. Others focus on spiritual laws. My focus on grounding is how to bring the high spiritual understanding down into our bodies as a VISCERAL process. It requires that we bring light and love into cells and tissues, which means we have to practice putting them into action instead of hiding ourselves behind the mask. It takes courage to step out from behind the wall that hid you all your life. We aren't here to tell others how to do it. That is passing the buck and judging others. We are here to LIVE it for ourself. It's our own recovery process. Coalescing a noble thought into action is how we do it for ourself. Then it is recognizable by others. By holding steady unselfishness, which is what the angelics, guardians and ascendeds do, we are also contributing to the light in the world, and to the love in the world. We are each one of a kind. The establishment would lump us all together into a common pool, but what we we're really doing here is shedding that commonality and stripping our souls bare so it shines with the original light. We are immortal and this shining (of noble thought) is the memory of who we are, that we are recovering.

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Anakosha Goddess Newsletter

10/24/20 - About Covid - From Confusion to Clarity
Breaking with my Usual Tradition 

This amazing and lengthy document has been compiled by a biologist living on Hawaii. I have only scanned it but did not examine the 97 backup links provided because I am not interested. Yes, 97 of them! I counted them.  But because there are those who may be interested, I decided to pass it on. This comes from Aurora Ray who signs as an ambassador for the Galactic Federation. After receiving daily newsletters from her, I believe she is connected to higher sources. As you know I have my own connections with the galactics.

I was first aware of Aurora Ray 5 years ago when she launched a newsletter called "Extraterrestrials". But that daily newsletter stopped after two months. Then last month  she posted a Galactic Federation website - www.galacticfederation.com - in which she invites signups to receive newsletters. I signed on and read them because I AM interested, and I believe her sources are legitimate. This article provides a list of references on publications about COVID, which are intended to empower community leaders to act with knowledge and discernment.

Below is a summary of key points made in those articles and studies. References are listed after the summary.
 
Outline
 
1. Risks of COVID are vastly overstated
2. Renowned doctors and epidemiologists criticize the COVID panic
3. SARS-CoV-2 has not been isolated, and RT-PCR tests are not appropriate diagnostic tools
4. “Flattening the curve” was unjustified
5. Lockdowns are entirely ineffective
6. Lockdowns are extremely harmful
7. Lockdowns were based on politics, not science
8. Mask-wearing is ineffective and harmful
9. The COVID computer models were extremely inaccurate
10. Media sources distorted and exaggerated information
11. The public substantially overestimate their risks from COVID
12. Nocebo effect: Fear as a cause of COVID symptoms
13. Non-viral causes of “COVID” symptoms
14. Effective treatments exist
15. Lockdowns have been legally challenged (US)
 
Summary
 
• Scientific evidence and statistics clearly demonstrate that masking, social distancing, and lockdowns are completely ineffective at decreasing infection and mortality and have dire adverse effects – severe psychological deterioration (especially in children), high suicide rates, economic collapse and destruction of small businesses, unprecedented expansion of government oppression, censorship, and enforced homogenity of thought.

• Lockdowns were initially justified by the claimed need to “flatten the curve” to prevent overloading of ICU ventilator capacity, but ICUs were not overloaded. Ventilators were largely inappropriate and caused extreme levels of unnecessary deaths compared to milder treatments. The justification for the lockdowns has since shifted to “reducing new cases”, with no regard for the actual danger they represent, or harmful effects of these measures.

• Unlimited lockdowns and compulsory masking mandates which bypass existing legal structures are historically unprecedented. To avoid cognitive dissonance, the general public assumes that the threat of COVID must be proportional to the extreme nature of these measures.

• Implementation of lockdowns was motivated by political posturing and misinformation, not evidence and public health. The word “science” has been taken to mean “government mandate”, and has been used to slander and suppress evidence-based narratives. The general public has neither the means nor the motivation to evaluate the scientific evidence, and must accept the declarations of non-scientist politicians and politicized scientists, whose voices are amplified by media outlets.

• Media outlets manipulated and distorted information to support a narrative of fear, dependency, and self-righteousness. As a result, polls show that people enormously overestimate their risk of dying from COVID.

• Numerous top experts (medical doctors, professors) have publicly spoken out against the dominant COVID narratives and the government responses to it. Even by conservative estimates, lockdowns caused more deaths than were attributed to COVID.

• COVID RT-PCR tests do not actually test against viral isolates, and despite their widespread use are not diagnostic tests, but laboratory tools for amplifying DNA fragments. Many scientists have severely criticized their use.

• COVID is, at most, a minor threat to the world population – and at least, a statistical abstraction. Unprecedented and politically influenced rules for recording COVID-positive deaths artificially inflated death rates. More than half of COVID deaths occurred in nursing homes, and nearly all COVID deaths occurred in people with several other major comorbidities. Healthy people are not at risk. The age distribution of COVID deaths is the same as the normal age distribution of deaths; most COVID deaths occurred in people over 65 years old.

• Actual causes of respiratory death in “COVID hotspots”, most significantly air pollution, have been extensively recorded in the scientific literature but are completely absent from media narratives and political consideration.

• Safe and highly effective treatments, including natural non-pharmaceutical interventions which have been published in scientific journals, have not been widely utilized.

• The “pandemic” is a combination of pre-existing conditions relabeled as COVID, recent increases in environmental causes of respiratory disease, excess deaths due to inappropriate treatments, and fear and expectation producing or intensifying the actual symptoms of “COVID”.

• Constantly reading, hearing about, and internalizing the dominant disempowering fear-based narrative has been demonstrated to produce the actual expected symptoms of the disease through the nocebo effect.

• Dispelling the fear and questioning the narrative actually saves lives, while masking, social distancing, and lockdowns do not, and contribute to the deterioration of physical, psychological, and economic health.

• If we are to actually promote health and regeneration in our communities and the world, we must promote narratives that are based in evidence and wisdom, and focus on creative solutions that address all of the interconnected challenges we face today.

CONTINUE READING for references to the above statements.
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Namaste from the angelics, ascended masters, celestials, galactics, and me. 



10/17/20  The Inward Journey
Mary Magdalene through Pamela Kribbe
www.jeshua.com

This message from Mary Magdalene, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, speaks of that region of the human body that has been seen as a forbidden place because of the lustiness experienced there. But Mary says, "Deep in your abdomen is a place where you realize you are much more, and much greater, than this body, than this person with these emotions; more even than this life. You are an eternal being, and the more you understand that truth, the more your soul gets access to your physical existence."

I've been writing about it for years as the mystical experience of the awakened kundalini.  The awakening of kundalini is also known as the awakening of the holy spirit in the west. We have reduced it to a passion pot of lust and sexuality but it is so much more than that. How else could it restore calmness, health, vigor, sanity and bring ecstasy and divine love to bedraggled human beings filled with stress?

But not to editorialize, see Mary Magdalene's message as channeled through a highly respected channel, Pamela Kribbe.
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Dear ones, I am Mary Magdalene. I come to you in friendship. I am joyful and grateful to be here in your midst. You are making a difference. By coming together with the intention to change your consciousness and to make it more open and spacious, you create change in your life and also in that of the collective atmosphere on Earth everything you do makes a difference. From the perspective of the level of existence in which I live, the inner world is primary. We see events in the outer level, that which you call the objective world, as secondary. Outer events arise from inner changes, from intentions on the inner level the external follows the internal. For me, and for all who are with me here in this level, the inner is more real than the outer.

For you, the opposite is true: the world around you has a considerable impact and effect upon you. The physical impressions you receive through your senses, the conversations with people, the outer circumstances, all these seem to define and shape you. Still, this is essentially an illusion. There is an inner world that precedes everything that is around you, and it is through the connection with this inner world, the world of the soul, that you regain your strength.

On the outer level, you are vulnerable and weak. You have a human body that can fall prey to all kinds of external influences: diseases, forces of nature, human violence. Your human body is fragile and delicate and it is mortal. There are also your emotions, over which you often feel you do not have any control. You then feel like the plaything of the moods and emotions that run through you, just like the weather outside you with its wind, storm, rain. If you are very strongly identified with your emotions, you will feel small and weak because you feel a victim of your moods and whims.

In a sense, however, states of mind, moods, and emotions are outside you. There is somewhere deeper within you that is independent of both the stormy emotions that run through you, as well as the physical world outside you, with its people and activities. I now encourage you to go to this inner place, a place of neutrality and silence that is independent of time and space, and independent of the physical self. You can find this place within your body, and you can connect with it by becoming very intimate and close with yourself. The body is the gateway to the inner self. Go inward with your attention and connect with your heart, and feel how the warm stream of your attention touches and benefits all your body.

Your body also has an inner life; it is not only an objective complex of cells or anything that can be described by a chemist or biologist. Your body has an inner consciousness and life, so feel that for a moment. Let your breath sink deep down into your body, and feel that this happens by itself: your body knows how to breathe in a quiet and relaxed manner. Feel how the outside world is less important when you go inside and become quiet.

Descend into the area of your abdomen. Find a place there, in your lower abdomen, where you can come to rest; sense energetically where that place lies within you. Imagine that you touch that place with your breath; then descend into that opening or cavity with your attention. You can imagine that place to be like a bowl shaped by two hands, or from some other material. Imagine how that place of repose in your abdomen appears, and imagine that all your strength lies there. It is a quiet force that is millennia old and withstands time.

You have already been in a body here on Earth many times. Deep in your abdomen is a place where you realize you are much more, and much greater, than this body, than this person with these emotions; more even than this life. You are an eternal being, and the more you understand that truth, the more your soul gets access to your physical existence and outer life here on Earth.

First sense that inner peace at the bottom of your abdomen. There is an anchor, a stability there that does not scatter along with all the emotions and moods flowing through your energy field. Yet that still place is not empty it may be neutral, but it is not empty. Feel the consciousness there; it is resilient and vital, and also very broad and spacious.

Imagine how that consciousness, that energy, flows from that deep source throughout your entire body, and just observe how that happens. From the still place on your pelvic floor, an energy flow swirls slowly throughout your abdomen. That current very peacefully and gently finds its direction. It is your deepest self that is merging with your earthly self, so just see where that flow wants to go: up to your heart, shoulders, neck, and head, or down to your thighs, knees, lower legs, and feet.

Feel that when you join with this energy, this power, you get a very different perspective on many things in your life. You feel you are strong and independent. You are greater and more spacious than everything that happens in your life; even more than your emotions and intense feelings. There is something greater than all that and that is what you are.

What is needed today in many people in all people is space to be themselves and to feel safe. However, the existing structures in society on Earth are not capable of bringing that inner space and security to people. So what is needed are people who can bring in new, flexible social structures that are the outgrowth of this inner freedom and wisdom, and not those based on fear and control. You are the bringers of the new. You often think that you live and operate here on Earth as a lone individual, but what you think and feel and do makes a difference. Even by just thinking differently, you exercise an influence on the world around you. The inner is always ahead of what is happening in the outer; therefore, the inner carries more power than the outer.

What you are thinking and feeling is essential for change in the world, so do not blindly dwell on how you appear to the world. Instead, I encourage you to go within. What then emerges from within, the regaining of a sense of your own strength, will be spontaneous and happen naturally, so you do not need to dwell on making it happen. The way inward turns the key in the lock, and from that turning will the rest unfold naturally.

The way inward calls for courage. It sometimes seems easier to adjust to the energy flow and seemingly apparent facts which exist around you in society, with its expectations and the habits of people. A very compelling suction power emanates from that energy flow, and, in a sense, it can become a distraction and addictive. It feels gratifying to think you belong to society and flattering that you are admired or loved in that way. But what is that love or admiration really worth if it restricts you and does not do justice to who you really are inside: the living vital force in your abdomen that comes directly from your soul.

Ultimately, it is the intention that you give this vital force of your soul a wide open path, and that starts with your inner renunciation of structures, requirements, and expectations that do not fit you, and doing this requires courage. It is very natural, and you are not crazy if you experience fear when you fully descend into your abdomen and make the connection with your spontaneous nature, with your deepest impulses. Because of that fear, it is necessary to do this descending, again and again, in order to revive the connection with the power in your abdomen. You need to keep reminding yourself that your true core is there; that it is there where lies the source of your inspiration and thus also the source of the meaning and direction of your life.

I encourage you to descend into your abdomen and to connect with this resting place, and from there to feel your energy flow downward into the Earth. Feel free and unlimited by entering into a joyful connection with the Earth and with her essential core; you and the Earth are both powerful souls. Now ask yourself and this flow: What do I need to do in my everyday life to bring forth my own power? Are there small steps I can take to make that happen?

Now imagine that you are firmly anchored in your own center and joined to the Earth, and ask yourself: What do I want? Feel that I resound deeply. It is a deep I, an essential layer of yourself that speaks to you here. It is possible that you do not sense something concrete right away, but pay attention to what you do feel, what you desire or long for fervently. Maybe it is something general: more freedom, more lightness, less pressure. Let it bubble up and trust the instinctive wisdom of the flow in your abdomen. But do not dwell on it overly much; simply go along with that flow.

Realize that if you do this regularly in your daily life, you are in a certain way a revolutionary. In the silence of turning inward, you let go of that which is only apparent, is illusory. You begin to really listen to your authentic self and thus to create change, not only for yourself, but also for the society around you.

I thank you for the inner work that you do and I salute you with a heart full of joy.

Thank you very much.
Pamela Kribbe
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Namaste to all from the ascended masters, angelics, galactics and me,



10/13/20  Mother I Speak Life Over You Now
A channeled message from spirit

The following message was sent to me from a friend, another mother, and I want to pass it on to all women on my list. Especially women, but it will be a good message for men to read too. It comes from the website "Devotionals.dot-k.com" (dot-k: Daughters of the King). When I read the message I thought it was beautiful, but I wasn't emotionally moved to tears until I began reading the comments posted beneath. I have included the comments because they validate the unspoken depth of need for such a message in the first place. Thank you to the one who channeled these beautiful words.
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Mother I Speak Life Over You Now

One of the worst things a woman can experience is guilt from knowing she wasn’t the kind of mother she needed to be for her children. She can think to herself, “If only I would had been a better mother, my children would not be the way they are today.” I’ve seen guilt-ridden mothers refuse to live their lives because of their past failures. As if the anger and resentment of their children isn’t enough, these women punish themselves by refusing to be happy, healthy and enjoy their lives.

The truth is, it is time for mothers to forgive themselves and go on to enjoy the rest of their days on this earth. It is also time for grown children to forgive their parents for what they did or didn’t do, and accept responsibility for their own life choices.

Mother, I speak life over you now. You will not spend the rest of your days punishing yourself for something you can’t do anything about. The Lord has forgiven you and now you will forgive you. He is helping you move forward and be happy, healthy and enjoy the life He’s given you. The Lord is helping your adult children to forgive you and accept responsibility for the life choices they’ve made. He is at work and everything will be ok. In Jesus’ name.

From: http://devotionals.dot-k.com/mother-i-speak-life-over-you-now/



19 comments

1. October 13, 2020 at 8:09 am Thank you Lord, Amen and amen

October 13, 2020 at 8:54 am Amen to this message brought tears to my eyes because I once carried guilt and shame because I wasn’t the mother God made me to be , I have five children they are grown now three of them forgive me I have two that doesn’t, but today I’m ok with that because God forgave me and I forgive me , and I pray if maybe there is a little guilt or hurt in me I ask God to heal me , and my son that disrespect me so much I forgive him as well


October 13, 2020 at 1:25 pm Praise God Amen just what I wanted to hear God Is Good

1. October 13, 2020 at 8:15 am I really needed that Word.
   
   October 13, 2020 at 8:23 am More than needed! Reassured that I am more than ever on to the mark!!! Thank you for being my medsanger! Amen and may the rest of the crowd be just as blessed as we!! Amen
   
   October 13, 2020 at 8:29 am AMEN!! I often think about this and I have to remind myself that I have been forgiven, and I must forgive myself. I am no longer who I used to be!! God bless you
   
   October 13, 2020 at 8:52 am Thank you God for this word today it a on time word that I need to hear. Thank you Father God for forgiveness, I praise holy name Amen
   
   October 13, 2020 at 8:56 am Thank you GOD for speaking through the writer of this devotional for years and years I have punished myself for the mother I wasn’t for my children, I abused them emotionally and mentally because I thought what I was or wasn’t doing was more important then being a mother, so that hindered me from moving forward my children are now adults and they have forgiven me for the past but I did find myself feeling guilty and trying to make up for lost time I know we can’t make up for what happen but GOD has showed me that through his word HE already knew where I was going and where I’m at now THANK you for speaking to me right where I’m at I believe your word PRAISE YOUR HOLY NAME AMEN!!!!
   
   October 13, 2020 at 8:59 am AMEN! This is a perfect message, a perspective and fact I never saw or realized! Thank you for this message. Thank you Father God for sending this word as I know you hear me and now I hear you. You’re timing is perfect and Your plan is at work. AMEN
   
   October 13, 2020 at 9:14 am This was needed on this day…Thank you father
   
   October 13, 2020 at 9:23 am Thank you with tears for being obedient bringing this word forth. Thank you for this confirmation. I needed this. Bless you my Sister in Christ .
   
   October 13, 2020 at 9:29 am My daughter just sent this to me right now, it’s so beautiful and encouraging, what a great way to start my day, Releasing all the guilt and shame, My God is an awesome God, I am the apple of his eyes!!! Thank you mija , I love you Nickey
   
   October 13, 2020 at 9:37 am This used to be me! For years I bore the resentment from my youngest son over the things that he alleged my own Mother did to him and for the kind of Mother I was. I was a very young Mother who made lots of mistakes and practically lived in sin. I didn’t know anything about Christ as my Savior. But about ten years ago I started down a new and different path. Jesus came into my life and I began to learn more and more about Him and forgiveness. My entire life changed! I am truly a new creature in Christ and my son has forgiven me through the power of diligent prayer and trust in God. My oldest son with whom I’ve always had a great relationship has mellowed even more and God has turned so many things around for all of us. AMEN!!
   
   October 13, 2020 at 9:41 am Amen!! An on-time word indeed! Thanks and God bless!
   
   October 13, 2020 at 10:01 am Lord help my daughter to forgive me and heal her broken heart and spirit in Jesus name I pray ! Amen
   
   October 13, 2020 at 10:33 am This word spoke volumes to me thank you Lord for Forgiveness’s..
   
   October 13, 2020 at 11:32 am Yes, I agree. As a teenage mother with a mother who died when my oldest son was one, my son had to grow up with me not knowing who or who’s I am. I tried to figure it all out without knowing Christ and no one to mentor or help me in anyway. After many trials, mistakes, circumstances, situations and three sons later I met the Heavenly Father, Christ and the Holy Spirit to help me through. Although my sons are good guys, I see the effects of me not knowing who I am in some of the behaviors, questions and choices they make/made. I often feel guilty about not pouring into them at a young age, although, I am now. Sis. Kesha, thank you so much for this post. Blessings, Shalom and Agape.
   
   October 13, 2020 at 12:40 pm THANK YOU LORD, All is well now
   
   October 13, 2020 at 2:22 pm Yes my LORD Thank YOU i Receive this timely message i PRAY YOU continue to touch my eldest Child my Son Bernie to Forgive me and Heal him and our Relationship.in JESUS Name AMEN Thank You my Sister’s Kesha Dotk Ministrie GLORY TO GOD.” Soooooo on time i needed this I’ve been thinking & Praying for my Son alot lately. LOVE and GOD BLESS You All ALOHA Always Sister Chrissy Honolulu Hawai’i

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This message speaks to the feminine heart and soul, not to the masculine. Only women know what it is like to be a mother. If not a mother, they know what it is like to be a female in a masculine-dominated world. Women and men flow viscerally in opposite directions. This may cause stifling of thoughts and words, out of respect or perhaps fear. Women flow easily to spirit, where men flow easily to ground. We are opposites and we pair up for many reasons, but spontaneity is often missing. Spontaneity (spirit to spirit) brings joy and light-heartedness. Same gender groups can be revitalizing, when they are open and free without rules curtailing them. Men who speak freely validate other men. Likewise, women who speak freely validate other women. It is healthy, energizing and sane.

I find myself becoming increasingly hungry for female conversation. I had two female visitors in the last two weeks, and each time they left me feeling high, ecstatic, and energized. It is thrilling to meet someone you can talk openly with. The feeling of being high went away after a day or two, but it made me think of extending an invitation. I want more such! I invite any woman who feels the same way to contact me about coming for a visit. Even an overnight visit if you're from out of town. Let's set a date. If you have fear about the coronavirus, well then, we can meet outdoors in the fresh air. I have no fear. Needless to say, all conversation is outside the box and off the record. The divine feminine in me wants to engage with the divine feminine in anyone I can find. 

Namaste to all. This comes to you in the spirit of openness and freedom from my heart to yours, with blessings from the ascended masters, angelics, galactics. Incidentally, have you noticed the atmosphere is lightening lately?



10/9/20  The Reptilian Brain
A channeled message from spirit

While on the floor doing leg exercises several months ago, "Reptilians” flashed through my mind. Strange?! This is not a normal thought to me. It turned out to be another message from spirit. Like when the clouds part after a storm and the sun comes out, words and pictures started shining in my mind so I got up and took pen and paper and began to write. I've learned to be ready.

It’s the reptilian BRAIN, not the monsters you imagine. The reptilian brain is that part of your brain which wants to fight or run away. Fight or flight. It wants to control outcomes. The reptilian brain is in everyone. It is that part of the brain that keeps us tied into linear consciousness, known as separation consciousness. It operates in secret from behind the front lines. It’s method of operating is to not let the other side know your plan of attack. There is much hiding here, staying buried in the dark. It does not like the light or love which unifies opposing sides together. It wants to maintain separation. It operates from the dark shadows. The reptilian brain is in the back of the head, and down under the more recently developed brain which has grown on top of it. The reptilian brain is the ancient part of evolution, fighting to survive. Those who are the strongest in reptilian brain focus are the ones who are feeling their power and control being taken away from them. They are attacking who they think are the enemies. Those people who have advanced to higher thinking and more enlightened and peaceful ways of living in cooperation with others, are utilizing a finer substance within the brain.
 
The higher brain is an evolutionary add-on to the ancient “survival of the fittest” reptilian brain. The frontal cortex is where conscious decisions are made through projecting a finer, lighter, easier attitude out in front of them. By focusing on the front of the brain and projecting forward, we bring about changes. As we think peaceful intentions, we project forward peaceful intentions. This takes practice but with practice new synapses take over and consciousness follows. Synapses and nerves build up and become more concrete with firey electrons flying in that consciously-planned direction. Those who are resisting peace remain stuck in back, hiding from sight, planning revenge, which prevents the person from participating in the changes that are going on. This person is confused due to his own resistance. 
 
Those who meditate and do prayer work are consciously moving their attention away from the reptilian brain in a forward and upward direction. The reptilian brain or the one who uses the reptilian brain more than the willingness to adapt and change, uses trickery and manipulation, falsehood and fear, to fight back. The inevitable movement towards peace is a natural evolution caused by growth and awareness.  DO NOT REACT IN FEAR! Know that the momentum of the people has turned towards peace. There is a unification of the masses underway. Those who do not know this are fighting and resisting. They do not know what they are fighting for. They just fight and resist the forward evolutionary changes. They fear that someone is going to steal from them or take their power away. It is the EGO that holds on. It is the ego that is afraid of losing its petty little power. Its focus is not towards advancing and cooperation with others. It is everything that is opposed to learning, advancing and growing. Those who are advancing through prayer work or, if not in prayer work, in other beneficial ways that improve and benefit the whole of society, are of service to others and the whole of humanity. It is evolutionary change. Each person who is doing this is creating new more refined synapses in their frontal cortex, and therefore building momentum towards a better life here on earth, and helping to raise the consciousness of the masses.  That person is moving into higher dimensions by his or her own choices, wishes and intentions. Dimensions are where the focus is held most of the time.
 
So what we who are engaging in the good of the whole are doing, is building connections with the benevolent extraterrestrials from all over the universe. The Galactic Federation of Light was formed in our own Milky Way Galaxy to fight the dark reptilian brain which had made war on many planets. There are many federations of light beyond our own galaxy, and there are federations of dark who are engaged in bullying the peaceful ones. There has been war in heaven between the reptilians and the species of light. Humanity is turning away from the confusion caused by the reptilians and is lightening. Humanity is therefore receiving messages and links of encouragement from these benevolent beings on higher dimensions. They are here to help us lift the darkness from the planet, but each individual has to make the choice to turn to lighter, better ways. We who associate with the light, or love, are called light workers because we consciously choose to direct our attention to positive outcomes, light, love and unity over fear, which is the small and petty selfish ego. This is the process that is going on individually in every human being on the planet today. The reptilian brain which is the small and petty ego, is fighting for its life. It does not have understanding of what the light can do for it. It has refused to let that knowledge in. It has fought to the death to resist. These dark reptilian brains are in every government of the world but the good people of the world cannot see this. We have been focusing only on the shape and form of the body. If he is human we think he or she is like us.
 
The dark reptilian focused brain has refused to listen and learn from other people. It has remained a stubborn child locked in its room and it is having a terrible temper tantrum, scheming about how to get even, while lightworkers are building a better, finer world. Some of the reptilian brains are diminishing and turning towards goodness, so there is hope. But it is important to know your place in this ongoing drama that is playing out. Understand what is happening. Be aware. Be conscious. You must decide for yourself in each and every situation. Do you side with selfishness and personal survival? Or do you choose to side with the good of the whole? That is the question to ask. The choosing for the good of the whole brings happiness and clearing of past traumas and karmas. It brings love and fulfillment. It brings abundance and prosperity, but not by stealing it from someone else. Those of us who are aware, are building a strong frontal cortex dedicated to projecting peace forward through efforts of unity and cooperation. Reptilian brain people are creating a strong frontal cortex of dark and evil. They will fight to the end or die. They will not surrender their selfishness. The strongest reptilian brains are fighting and resisting a massive movement toward enlightenment. Awareness. Evolution. Discernment. It has been labeled “ascension” Ascension is happening in those who are leaving the reptilian brain consciousness of separation behind. They are moving forward into lighter, easier realms where inner peace is felt.
 
We are evolving out of animal consciousness or beast consciousness which is a tribal consciousness  which arms itself and prepares to fight off attackers to protect self and family. The focus is on survival of the fittest. Brute strength is the winner, whereas those who are letting go of the fight and brute strength are seeing the futility of fighting. They are turning away from the fight to watch from the sidelines because they do not want to fight any more. It is a first step out of the reptilian box towards unity consciousness but it is only the first step. They could yet come under manipulation from dark forces so they need to be ultra alert to the manipulation of reptilian brain people. The forward movement is toward seeing humanity as all one tribe. There are many colors, races, languages and cultures, but all are one tribe. There are no longer many little tribes that need to fight for control of territory because joint projects are taking place around the world to ease the tensions. We are seeing this now.
 
We are all one tribe, one species, one planet, and we don’t want to fight any more. We want to work together to build a new world that is more beautiful, peaceful, happy and abundant for everyone. It’s a mass movement from an old way of being. We are joining the higher worlds who have advanced before us, following the universal law of one. Those who are still fighting this inevitable change towards enlightenment are the ones keeping the fight going. They are the terrorists and agitators. They do it secretly from undercover. It is not the innocents who are doing the fighting, but innocents are being caught up in the fight by being manipulated unknowingly. Hate and fear are being beamed out into the populace through controlled agendas over air waves. BE AWARE! Think for yourself. Don‘t fall for hate mongering or the divide and conquer tactics. The reptilian brain is keeping the fight going by promoting the animal instinct of survival of the fittest. They do not want peace or love in the world. They want to retain control. 
 
The reptilian brain is grown more sophisticated over the eons. It has grown along with the advancements into the digital age. No one has been the wiser about the reptilian brain. It has long been kept secret, hidden from view. No one has spoken of it except for the occasional mention of reptilian shape-shifters. The reptilian brain is aware of artificial intelligence, robots, clones, mechanization, digitization and uses it to its evil advantage. Be aware. There are good AI‘s and evil AI‘s.  Be aware. The reptilian brain has evolved a dark AI agenda which is being exposed today. It has developed sophisticated machinery to help promote slavery over the lightworkers and innocents. It uses trickery. It is a master of manipulating emotions and thoughts. The latest agenda is to let the innocents think they have won, while they step back into the shadows and feign innocence. Then they run for re-election. It is not a simple matter of fighting out in the open as in ancient times of war. It is now done by allowing the innocents to relax their alertness, thinking they have beat the monster back. They can be taken in by the pretence of righteousness then, and vote in the evil-doers once more. It is by consent that the evil ones take control, as it always does. Humanity should be able to stop the trickery through increased consciousness and more refined psychic ability, the use of the sixth sense and help from the ascended galactics. Be aware. Be very aware.
 
In the past our ancestors were able to be controlled because the dark reptilian brains WERE in control of everything. They had selfish egotistical powers and they wanted to control everything for their own purposes. Their way became the model for humanity. Those who pushed and manipulated their way to the top positions were the ones gloating at the top of the heap, operating from the “survival of the fittest” belief system. Reptilian brained people were the experts in politics, government, education systems, colleges, medical systems, businesses, banking - it’s no wonder we have been bamboozled. Reptilian brained people made and passed the laws. People who believe in being “nice” and “kind” and “respectful” and “honest” turn the other cheek and walk away. They don’t make it to the top of the professions. They are busy keeping the peace and not making noise or rattling cages.
 
It has been a system of hidden brain-washing that has controlled the planetary masses only because we didn’t believe there was such a thing as evil. Now the masses are becoming aware of evil, and are questioning what and who hides behind the curtain pulling the strings. Who is blackmailing and threatening good decent people who were set up through manipulation and placed in compromising positions so pictures could be taken? Who is the monster lurking down the rabbit hole at the bottom of the maze? When the heart starts coming into play through prayer work, then the psychic abilities are activated. The heart is engaged and the heart knows the truth, while the reptilian brains continue their controlled responses of denial and ridicule. Nice people don’t stand a chance against the reptilian brain system. But those who have been doing the prayer work have accessed higher powers. They have cultivated a belief in Father Mother God, even while being ridiculed by the “practical” people. They have an awakened heart, mind and psychic abilities that are growing more powerful through connecting links to others like themselves. People have started to have a say in response to trickery. Innate intelligence which is in the DNA and cells of the body has been activated. Innate is not in the human mind alone but in those who have opened their heart are uniting mind and heart together. The whole human is beginning to work together for the good of the soul. One by one, two by two, group by group the population is beginning to see for themselves that there is trickery afoot. It is THIS that is causing the revolution.
 
The reptilian brain had devised a formula of divide and conquer, which worked for a long time to keep the innocent and pure separated and following orders under “patriotism” to go to war and kill other people, thus further fragmenting their souls. However, because the Galactic Federation of Light has followed Father Mother God’s decree to help Mother Earth and her people, they are beaming more light and encouragement to earth. The masses are waking up and seeing the truth behind the well-veiled curtain of falsehood. This is a battle of kindness vs. ugliness. Unity vs. separation. Love vs. hate. Each person is going through their own process of perceiving and listening. Slowly the veil is being pierced.  Comprehension is seeping through the tough membrane walls that have been built into brain cells by the steady pounding of status quo rules. The battle has reached a crescendo in peace demonstrations that are being turned into riots by the reptilian brained agitators. Watch out for hate words. It is one of the best tools of reptilian brains. It is a battle cry. This tactic has been used through a genius manipulation and passing laws that allowed “freedom of speech”. It has been a psychological battle of one carefully planned tactic after another to allow hate-mongering among a people who trusted and believed their leaders. 
 
It takes a heart-connected brain to see clearly through the multiple curtains that have been carefully hung in plain sight. Now it is coming out into the open because more people are clear brained. When one is a pure psychic, one can see past the barriers like x-ray vision. We are soon to be free. It is now obvious that it will not take long. It will take some time yet, but not too long. Those in power have a lot of reptilian brain focus on “fight to the end”, but there are noble qualities that are innate in the decent human being. Brains are cleared of brain fog through prayer work and energy work.
 
Does an evil person have a soul? I asked and this was given. It is not easy to lose your soul, but it can be done. You get to lose your soul after so many lives of resisting evolution and advancement. Universal law states that there must be evidence of some spiritual growth to keep on deserving a place on earth. If you don’t want to accept that and you continue to be a black spot in the body of God holding, who is trying to give you total freedom in the sun, then you become a cancer in the body of God‘s work on earth. He will work with you for awhile, giving you a chance to get with the program, but there comes a point when God realizes that you are hopeless and ejects you from his body. This is the fight going on today in the cities around the world. It is a lost cause for those who resist moving forward into the light. Into unity, peace, love, respect, kindness, compassion, forgiveness. Discernment is lighting up the people. Discerning is “seeing”. Discerning is not a judgment. If you see the darkness in another, don’t let it be a judgment. Discerning is a “seeing.”  Many people have been held back because they were afraid they were judging another. They did not want to judge another person, so they go along with the other person in whom they see darkness. Then they must clear their perception and recognize truth as truth. It is not judgment. Judgment is a projection of wrongness onto a person. It’s a filter but a false filter. Take the false filter off and see the light.  See the truth in that person. Do not be afraid of seeing the truth. Truth will set you free.
 
Rebellion through riots and protests are the battle done by people who are still confused. They have not seen the light yet. When they let light flow through them clearly, then they will see the darkness. The riots are the battle grounds where this process is being played out. Do not judge it. Find your own truth. Each person is processing their own truth. The battle is a show-down, not against the evil, or the cops, or the blacks, but against their own reptilian brain which wants to conquer the opponent and win. The wise person, no matter on which side of the fence, will refrain from being pulled into a battle that is not theirs. It has been instigated and agitated by hate. Refrain from being a puppet in a war not your own. Start by bringing peace to your own heart and stepping back out of battle.
 
The riots and protests are a mixture of both innocents who feel righteous, and terrorists who are being paid to agitate and stir up hate. Why be a pawn in their game? The puppet masters are not out on the streets with you. They manipulated the whole thing and sat back to watch. It is time to wake up and know the truth. More are beginning to realize it. It starts there. It is not your responsibility to change the system. Your responsible starts and ends with you. Change begins with you. Realize the people are caught in rut. They are being played for fools while those pulling strings are laughing. Momentum is growing. It started with a few and more are beginning to “see” what is behind the curtains. Those who are resisting and fighting did not resist before. They are saying “Enough is enough”. There is a time for that, yes, but the momentum to truth continues to roll onward. Then there is a time to stop and realize “I am being played.“ Then it is time to step back and refuse to be the entertainment. The ousting of the reptilian brain (in everyone) is in its last stages of playing out. People are seeing the truth - that it is not a racial war - it‘s just another tactic to keep people fighting one another. Let the truth be recognized. All the human beings on earth are one race - human. This is distinct from the Andromedans, the Pleiadians, the Sirians, the Lyrans, the Sessani, the Grays, the Reptilians. And I could go on and on and on. There are many species watching us humans. Let us pull it together and show them we will no longer be divided by outsiders. We will rebuild the earth together. We are human and we are of royal blood.

All evil exists as an offering to the light, the greater light that empowers all of creation. Mentally image yourself holding the evil in a cup formed of the palms of your two hands and hold it up to the sky as a sacrifice to the light. Retain this image for an hour, even as you move about. This is the basis for all transformation. This is the key to change.




10/3/20 - The Physical Body, Chakras & Dimensions
From Sharon and Ivo - Twin Flames
www.sharonandivo.weebly.com)
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The following two articles by Sharon and Ivo are the best I've seen that explain chakras and dimensions. This information helps build, block by block and piece by piece, an understanding of these subjects. I like to share what turns me on!  Chakras and dimensions are mysterious. Trying to understand them is difficult because everything that has been written so far is someone's subjective interpretation. We are meant to take this information and put the pieces together in our OWN mind, for ourself, uniquely. We are one of a kind and we have to create our OWN version. We are a god or goddess in training. We are eternal and immortal, but we have been "imprisoned", locked up inside a finite body and told "this is all there is, make the best of it." We had no clue! We didn't know that we are are immortal and we don't die! And that the chakras are divine lights waiting to be turned on at specific locations along the spine, and that they are dimensional portals.

The articles below (after I finish rambling here) come from Sharon who resides in Canada. Her website is linked above. She posts what started out as private interactions with her twin flame, Ivo, who is not on the planet but resides on the fifth dimension which is another reality, unlike Earth. He is one of the growing numbers of extraterrestrials contacting us who were born here.

What is a twin flame? This is a good place to insert a brief summary. Each spirit spark born out of the creator's love is an individual intelligence, just like a human baby. It can learn to say, "I Am" and grow in  self-awareness, just like a human baby. Eventually it notices that it can think for itself and draw a response from other spirit sparks. It learns that it is an individual. It eventually learns that it has a choice whether to remain in the father's court of pure bliss, love and light and add its own radiation to the home fires as all celestial beings do, or it can choose to venture out beyond the protection of the parent source. Just like a human teenager might do.

If it decides to venture further out from home, it divides itself into male and female. Universal law states there must be an equal number of masculine and feminine spirits engaging in the lower dimensions out there in the darkness beyond the dimensions of light. Thus twin flames are born. Each twin is a separate individual intelligence and can go its own way, make its own choices and develop its own cosmic personality, but it will always and forever be one with its twin. They are the same spirit. In the ensuing adventures they will discover many soul mates, but there is only ONE twin flame.

Once it is decided to venture further out and it divides into two twins, each twin must then go through an education process of descension. This involves attending seven schools where they absorb under intense pressure the divine attributes of the father. This is critical to surviving their away missions, out beyond the realms of glory, bliss and love light. They must carry these essentials with them. They are mentored by great celestial beings and instilled with the will power, love and light of the father before they incarnate on Earth. These qualities are what we call today chakras. The first three are will power, intelligence and love, but there are more. Since each twin has free will, they may start school together, but they usually do not stay together, since each develops its own interests and natural affinity. One male and one female, and each separating out and having their own adventures, but one day the reunion will take place for they are one spirit. Each twin returns home bringing to the table the fruit of its adventures.

Tantra is an esoteric school that has been long hidden but is surfacing today (in fragments) to help prepare humankind for the eventual merge with the twin flame - the other half of itself. The knowledge has never been lost, just hidden by distractions of so many exciting adventures that diverted the attention. After eons of separation, male from female, where the masculine dominated and shut out ITS OWN feminine qualities, the world turned dark and cruel. But now, as the Earth rises into higher and lighter orbit, the feminine qualities are becoming invigorated and encouraging the masculine spirits to let go their dominant ways. The first beginnings of twin flame reunions are starting to take place, which coincidentally are accompanied by stories of star ships, UFOs, aliens and abductions. A larger picture is forming and each one of us is trying to fit the pieces of the puzzle together in our own mind.

Twin flames are galactic entities coming from other realities, other star systems and dimensions. They are not allowed to be embodied together on Earth, except in rare cases of a walk-in soul which is temporary. To prepare for contact with this larger picture, it is seriously advised to begin a meditation program on a daily basis. One must figure out for oneself, where and how to start, but start please. This is a discipline program. It's not meant to be fun but it turns into something wonderful. It is a practice in calming not only the mind, but the body itself, bringing the muscles and brain to a still point for 15 or 30 minutes. At the end of those 15 or 30 minutes one eventually experiences becoming a channel, a receiver of knowledge from beyond what one learned in school. One begins to experience the peace that is beyond description. A higher more beautiful awareness of being connected. Mental words may start speaking. Some people write them down and the words flow.

One feels the urge to clean up the diet, behaviors, words and actions. It is a natural evolutionary process of raising the vibrations to a higher standard. It is an evolution that occurs everywhere throughout the universe, on all worlds. This is how humankind is preparing itself for the transition that is underway. It may not be their twin flame who contacts them, but galactic intervention brings long lost family to us. 

As the light continues to spread through the Earth through human beings shining it on, no words required, all of us are changing. New thoughts and gut feelings nudge us to change our old habits. Sharon did her meditation work for many years and was rewarded with contact by her twin flame, Ivo. She has been posting her experiences online. Others are writing books, channeling and posting on Facebook. This transition we are going through right now is considered normal to those of advanced civilizations, for they went through the same process themselves. There are many civilizations of advanced intelligence, love and light who are here to help stabilize us because it is a chaotic time.

There is a harvesting going on for each of us. An inspection so to speak, by each self trying to make sense of it and to decide what is good to keep, and what is not. What can be discarded as worthless? It's a tough decision. Meditation on a daily basis helps. The advice is to meditate on a daily basis. Find your own way of doing it. It doesn't have to be called "meditation" but it is essential to practice feeling peaceful periodically throughout the day. Believe it or not, this is a Tantric exercise. We all have within our spirits both male and female attributes but they are not equal. The masculine has been dominant and has distorted how we live with each other. The feminine in us - in each of us - has been suppressed. Meditation will bring these two spirit sparks back into balance, opening chakras and bringing higher dimensions closer to us.

The following article will help you to understand about chakras and dimensions. It is practical and useful information. Please read Sharon and Ivo:

Consciousness and the Physical Body by Sharon & Ivo - Twin Flames
www.Sharonandivo.weebly.com

Me (Sharon): Ivo, I realize I’m very fortunate to have this connection with you otherwise I’d be floundering, trying to understand like all the people I see trying to learn in Facebook groups. Seriously, they need to pick up a book and read about the nature of reality.

Ivo: Yes, you are fortunate, however you are in a position to help them.

Me: I did but putting down some comments isn’t the same thing as going into a detailed description.

Ivo: Sometimes putting down the correct next comment is the way to their understanding the truth.

Me: So let’s discuss the truth there. What is consciousness and how does it relate to the body?

Ivo: Arguably, it is all consciousness. You are all light bodies comprised of 12 dimensions. Each dimension vibrates at a faster frequency than the one below it. You have one chakra that aligns with each of these layers of consciousness. Each chakra is an energy center, which allows the energy to be absorbed into or to come out of, the light body. Many people, as they try to move from their understanding of a one-dimensional physical reality, to a 12 dimensional physical and non-physical reality, struggle to understand. And this is understandable.

Me: I’m glad I had books to read and didn’t rely on Facebook posts.

Ivo: Yes, an author, who is earning money from their work will always attempt to be as integrous as possible. Because their reputation relies upon their work. However, Facebook groups have no such inclination. Although they should. Integrity is key to ascension.

Me: Yes.

Ivo: So, consciousness is what we are, as I have said. The body is a limiter. Consciousness is what we all are, we are all part of the whole, each powerful units within the central body of what you call God. In the same way that your physical body is comprised of its units, atoms, you are all atoms in the light body of the whole, the Creator. However, consciousness is limited in its expression when it is just consciousness. It needs to relate to something in order to understand itself, so in the lower levels, it creates a physical body – yes, you all created your physical bodies within your mother’s wombs, the driving forces behind this creation were the energies of your father and your mother however you were present in this creation as well.

Me: So you ensure your body is created to your own specifications?

Ivo: Yes, it is your life to live and you choose to live it within certain parameters.

Consciousness, at this level, has 12 vibrational levels, or dimensions. And each dimension is “plugged into” your physical body by means of a chakra. When the chakras are running proficiently, the physical reality is expressed to its highest degree. When the chakras are imbalanced, reversed or rotating in an elliptical shape, then your expression of reality, your physical life, is dysfunctional. It affects the corresponding endocrine gland which align with your sympathetic (fight flight or flee) or your parasympathetic (relax and rejuvenate) systems.

Me: How would an elliptical third eye rotation affect me at the sixth dimension?

Ivo: It would affect your expression into the sixth dimension as well as affect your sixth dimensional expression of yourself in this fourth dimensional physical expression.

Me: So that tells people, if they want to open their third eye and do some awesome astral traveling, keep your chakras in balance.

Ivo: Yes. And stop believing in the illusion because lies and illusion shut down your higher chakras.

Me: Truth opens them, as in sets you free as is promised.

Ivo: Yes.

Your lower vibrational levels, the root to the solar plexus chakra, affect your upper chakras which affects those dimensions. Your upper chakras filter down energy into the lower chakras which affects your physical expression. It is all related. It goes both directions.

Me: So many people think the brain is the mind. Can you speak to that, Ivo?

Ivo: The brain is the central computer of your physical body – it is the CPU of the computer you call your physical body. It interprets your reality. That is why all the physical senses are connected to areas of your brain – this is all so that you can understand your physical reality. These senses all relate to the lower mind, the mind of the physical reality which is comprised within the energies of the root to the solar plexus chakra.

The higher mind is comprised of energies relating to the heart to the crown chakra and the 5 above them. And these relate to your non-physical bodies. Your brain does not think. Thinking is carried out within the mental body – which relates to the third chakra. That level of dimension relates to your lower mind. Yes, those who believe that their body is everything will be shocked after their deaths when they realize they are completely whole, they just do not have their physical body anymore. They are capable of everything they did in their physical life, as a matter of fact more than, because they do not have the limiting physical body to keep them from astral travel or bi-location.

Me: Yeah, can you imagine?

Ivo: Your people must understand life in order to understand that death is only death of the physical body, nothing more.

Me: Imagine how odd it must be for people to realize their brain isn’t doing the thinking, it’s done more around their belly button? LMAO But then there are people who have a “gut feeling” and this is why, of course.

Ivo: That is the location of the chakra which relates to a third dimensional density. However there is always the higher mind which begins at the heart and above.

Me: Also I think people think their brain is doing the thinking because they relate to everything from their eyes and the eyes are in front of the brain.

Ivo: Yes, we should explain the chakra functions.

Me: Please do.

Ivo: The root chakra, the sacral chakra and the solar plexus chakra (the belly button) are the three levels of energy that make up your physical reality. Your body is simply a manifestation of energy that can perceive itself which considering the lower dimension it exists upon is most wonderful. And your eyes are able to perceive a section of the light spectrum that relates to your physicality – the range at which your body vibrates at is perceived by the physical senses. A cat’s however, perceives beyond the spectrum that the human can, that is why your cat behaves strangely whenever they are perceiving us from the higher dimensions.

Me: Or lower. Sometimes he cowers.

Ivo: Sometimes he sees Worf around you who tends to scare him.

Me: LOL.

Ivo: Or he will see the dark ones as well. Your animals see beyond your limited range of vision and hearing, so their perception is much greater than yours. Humans have been dumbed down and this is an example of this. When your DNA goes fully quantum, you will be able to perceive 12 dimensions from your physical body, and you will realize that you never left your beloved homes – the dimensions of light.

Yes, the physical body is the key manifestation of separation. It tells you that it is the power machine and it tells you that you are separate from others and from God. You are not. You never were, and for that matter, you have never left what you call heaven because you are connected to it through your upper chakras. What is more, although it is a magnificent creation, it is a creation that limits your whole expression in favour of relating to your physical dimension.

Changing one’s understanding from a physical perspective can be a challenge. You worked through it pretty readily, my love.

Me: I can remember a certain ET showing up in my kitchen because I was having a hard time understanding that things existed when I couldn’t see them. So you made sure I saw you so we could get over this impasse.

Ivo: Yes, I did. You had to see me in order to confirm I existed and so you did. You understand that I exist despite the fact that you do not see me every day and this has helped you move on in your multi-dimensionality. The upper 4 chakras relate to the fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh densities or dimensions. You co-create these densities as well. You have aspects of your soul living within them.

One whose heart is not open will not be able to vibrate at a fourth dimensional level. When one is fearful and keeps the heart closed, you will not be able to ascend to 4D. To achieve fourth dimensional vibration, the heart must be open and you must be of service to others.

Fifth dimensional vibration requires steady fourth dimensional awareness, plus an understanding of unity consciousness. The conditions of duality do not apply here and the mind that has learned the tenets of the dualistic system, now must embrace unity consciousness. The way to vibrate at the fifth dimension frequency is to transcend your life of duality and separation. The matrix is based on these things, particularly the negative aspect of duality. Being positive helps, but understanding the system that enslaves you is the way to transcend the matrix. I say being positive helps because unless you understand all that enslaves you you would simply be a happy slave to the system, not an angry slave.

All dimensions utilize universal law because that is how these dimensions are structured – according to universal law. Your physicality is structured contrarily to universal law – we have written about this in our book – how universal law is used against you in your physicality. This is how you become enslaved – because universal law, or love, will set you free.

Me: Ivo, I’m getting tired. Can you please do a recap and end?

Ivo: Yes, the energies are up with 12/12.

Me: They go up and I crash. So what’s up with that?

Ivo: All is being cleared from you, your lower chakras being rebalanced and your negative energies expunged from your systems.

The recap then: You are a light being comprised of the energies of 12 dimensions. (Actually much more, but for argument’s sake, we’ll say 12). Your physical body lives within the lowest of these dimensions and has manifested into what your brain perceives to be matter. Your physical mind, your lower mind, your ego aligns with the third dimensional densities – which align to your solar plexus chakra and your emotions align to the second dimensional densities, which is your sacral chakra. Although your physical body is a marvellous machine, it is simply a machine that helps you relate to your physical energies as solid matter. It can also perceive itself and all around it with the use of its 5 senses. The brain does not think – consciousness thinks and that consciousness is you. In your true state, you are an energy body, not a physical body.

To access one’s higher mind, the heart chakra must be open. To align with the higher consciousness within you, you must stop aligning with the lower consciousness life you are living. You must gain a higher perspective and accept that you are not just physical – you are quantum. You are an unlimited being of light in actuality, who has incarnated into a dense reality in order to experience itself within a certain limited set of parameters that are commonly called “separation.”

You already are all you need to be. The question is to lose that which tells you you are something you are not. The lie is within the physical and your physical lives are lying to you. You are not who you think you are and your life is about learning to understand who you truly are. This is transcendence.

Me: Thank you Ivo.

Ivo: My love, thank you for working with us when you are as tired as you are. We understand you are motivated to bring the truth to this world.

Me: So do a lot of others who try to stop me. LOL But I will prevail. I use universal law rather than earth’s systems to do my work; therefore I can’t fail.

Ivo: And so it is!

The second article is  HERE. Click on it to read. It is a good follow-up to the one above.
Thanks to www.eraoflight.com. for posting these two articles.


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9/30/20 - A "WOW!" of a Sermon - it will knock your socks off !
Father Altier on the Coronavirus

See the youtube here to listen. Warning: it might offend you. If you are not willing to listen with an open mind, don't listen at all because the world doesn't need any more spewing of righteous anger. Listening is a virtue. Listen and let another voice weigh in and then use your own judgment. Too many people are yelling at each other, trying to drown out the other person, like the debate yesterday. Those who speak in gentler voices are often shuffled to the side. This 20-minute message was delivered on September 5th at St. Raphaels Church in Crystal, MN. While I resonate with his words, I know there will be others who will not. But I suggest listening and then weighing in on inner scales privately. It may take overnight, but next day you will know more because you will have listened and allowed it to weigh in, and thus you will be connected to the larger whole.

Fr. Altier exposes what lies behind the coronavirus pandemic. He says he is responsible to God for truth. The Archdiocese of St. Paul and Minneapolis has given him a stern rebuke, which letter is online but you'll have to search for it yourself because it opens a political pandora's box which becomes a rabbit hole that I prefer not to go down. I did see the letter in my search for background on Fr. Altier, but instantly I saw that this was one such rabbit hole that tempts the curious seeker down into endless crevasses, tunnels, mini-tunnels and deadends, deeper and deeper, losing oneself in a maze where  there is no light and you can't think for yourself.

Since I am anchored to the light, my feeling is to continue focusing on the light and not go down that rabbit hole. But I listen. I'm listening more than I used to. I have known for over 50 years that we live in a dangerous world and I've kept the covers pulled over my head. I know that we have been divided into separate camps on purpose. It is an intentional division by intentionally evil people. I know that most people don't believe in evil - I didn't myself for a long while - but light shines on ALL things, not just the beautiful. So, peeking above the covers and using the science of light, I have expanded my understanding.

It takes a while to sink in - that evil manipulates good people, people who are innocent and therefore vulnerable. Evil is not personified, it is a force that has existed forever. It knows that good people of the light struggle to do the right thing, but to this evil force it is not about right or wrong. It doesn't matter to it. It's the division that counts. That is the objective. Divisions among good people are created for that purpose. It watches for ways to drive a wedge inbetween good people to create division. The good people need to rise above that intentional wedge. Its purpose is to keep them in the dark, away from their wholeness and goodness. It is highly intelligent - but the light is more so.

War is created for that reason. Race against race is created for that reason. The corona virus was also created for that purpose. It's just another "thing" to be used to keep us separated from each other, to keep us away from becoming intimately warm and in love with each other and building a finer, more beautiful network around the world of peace. It is intended to keep us from touching, literally and physically touching, because when we touch we are light touching light. There are golden pantellets of light within our body cells and they are love. Love and light are synonymous. Light is abstract, love is intimate and personal.  Love is in our body cells. Love turns on the light inside and brightens the interior landscape so we can see what we are feeling. It brings us together. Love unifies people who feel they are separate. Love coupled with light can see through the cloth to the real person inside. As long as we the people argue, fight and resist, our togetherness and our goodness is kept at bay. And so is health and sanity, peace and self worth, abundance and morality and truth and justice - and unbounded universal reason which will burn away the lesser laws eventually, which block the view. End of sermon!

Now, to give you just a moment to adjust to Fr. Altier, here is a transcription of the first two minutes of his sermon.

0:00 - "The first reading today, God tells the prophet Ezekiel that he has appointed Ezekiel the watchman for the House of Israel, and therefore Ezekiel is to speak to the people whatever it is that God commands him to speak. Not exactly an easy task that is given to Ezekiel, as he is told, if you - if I tell you to tell this person whatever and you don't tell him and they die that way, I'm going to hold you responsible for their death. If you tell them, and they die and they don't repent, well, you're not responsible. The prophets had to speak the word of God. We think of prophets as being somebody who predict the future. That's about (snap fingers) that much of what a prophet is about. If you look over and over again at what the prophets say, they will preface it with, "Thus says the Lord!" It may be calling people to repentance, it may be calling people to change things, it may be telling the people that something wonderful's going to happen. Whatever it is, they have to speak the truth. Because God is truth. You and I are also prophets. Jesus is a priest, a prophet and a king, and you and I are baptized into Jesus, so we're priest, prophet and king. That doesn't mean that you have to necessarily have to get up and start preaching to people, but I do. I have an obligation to stand here and speak the truth even when people don't like to hear it. So here we go. We have been lied to. We have been lied to in a HUGE way. (Listen here) Ft. Altier can be contacted through his website here.
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Closing remarks: I woke this morning with several ideas that I wanted to explore from night time adventures, but they'll have to wait. This took precedence. It came from a friend in the Northwest who got it from goldenageofgaia.com. I appreciate people sending me links. Some I listen to, some I don't, just as you do. I follow the ring of truth which is not a word but a resonance. When I touch this resonance it stimulates excitement in me. It's like a bell ringing. It's immediate and I open it right away. One after another is ringing loud and clear, as I think and hope it must be for you too.

One of the other things I intended to explore through words today is Tantra. I woke up knowing exactly which book to look for on my shelf. It had haunted me for several days. My sister sent it to me  years ago and I read it back then but I forgot the name of it. There is something in it that I am ready to understand now. I just checked. Yes, it is there. It is like attending classes at night when I go to sleep because I wake up in the morning full of new exciting new paths to explore. It's amazing. 


9/26/20 The Harvest - a Personal Experience

Last night I woke at 3:30 wide awake and alert with a message to send "The Harvest” out as a newsletter. I had been thinking about it and prepared for it but I was hesitating. This is "The Harvest". It was handwritten in 1983, seven years after kundalini awakened spontaneously during a guided meditation and drew me irresistably up into the light in a dramatic OBE (out of body experience).
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(Journaled 4/2/83) "Yesterday we went to Lake Como [a nudist camp near Tampa, FL]. It was Good Friday. While Bob sat on the cement benches down at the sandy beach, I set my towel down too, intending to sit, but then my feet carried me down by the tennis courts and around by the water as if under the direction of a higher will. The sun was out and it was warm and I was pulled into the spaces beyond.
 
"I walked over to the little bridge where the water drifts inland from the lake and I stopped there with a sense of a Conscious Will all around me. I have vowed never to use capitals when I write about these things and yet I cannot help but use them here because the significance of the thing is too great. I enjoyed it as it flowed in and around me, lifting me. Four people walked by and said hello, and I said Hi back, knowing I was enveloped in an aura that set me apart. I turned and walked back toward the lake by the sand pile where two boys were building a sand castle, their shorts and tee shirts all sandy. They were about 12. They glanced at me and paid me no mind, and it was then that I saw it.
 
"It was as if the heavens had moved back for me again, so I could glimpse into them and read the plan in store for us. Conscious of sparkling pinpoints of light and a clarity unknown on the physical level, I knew – the knowledge was suddenly there for me to see – I knew that the human race was a crop to be harvested. Each human body is a seed with a hard physical casing, but a precious thing grows within like a baby in a cradle. And the whole field of souls is being cultivated constantly, passing inspection daily, growing, expanding, like a field of corn but far more precious and important. The human consciousness is being cultivated to bring forth faith in that which exists outside of space and time, faith in that which moves us. Each human consciousness is being tenderly, softly – oh so softly with the most wonderful care – is being directed to surrender to the obvious. Every situation is carefully orchestrated and one day the harvest will take place.
 
"This was the essence of the message: the harvest. The harvest is near. When the harvest takes place, those who have allowed the cultivation of faith in a larger power – they will be taken up. Once they have proven that they can live by this faith alone, by placing their lives and their daily actions into the hands of the power that surrounds them by the moment, by the minute, by the second, and makes the conscious choice by the moment to go with that flow from higher plateaus – they will be taken up by that very power, for there is no need for them to remain any longer. No more than the ear of corn should remain on the stalk once it is full and ripe.
 
"There is no way that I can explain on this paper what I saw. For what I saw was knowledge and one cannot put a vision of knowledge on paper. But it is beautiful. And it is not sad because those who are not ready yet would not enjoy being taken up. Those who are not mature enough need more time on the vine and the laws of life are so compassionate, so gentle, so full of love that whoever needs more time will be given more time. There will always be time enough for development. There is no need to rush and repent as the religionists say. There IS time. Time will always exist just as heaven will always exist, so long as there are those who need it.
 
"What does it mean by being taken up? My mind wondered, but as I pondered whether the real flesh would be taken up, and if so, how, and all of the implications of flesh and blood and war and peace – things that pertain to this world and this reality, I realized that there would be no answers. I had been given a glimpse into the truth of the spirit, but the mystery remains as to how that spirit will work it when the time comes. I don’t know any more than anyone else as far as that goes, but the revelations are so wonder-filled. So full of light and love and peace that I have no way of passing it on.  Except to write.
 
"I remember a dream. Crazy and mixed-up but in it a group of people heavy with flesh and karma were coming together for the harvest. They needed to overcome the karma that held them down as if caked with mud. And I was one of them. And we came together and started to sing in ourselves in worship to that which is higher than us, and the singing of the souls whirled round and round in a spiral fashion, upward, higher and higher, and it lifted us, each one, upward and out of the mud-encrusted karma which hung around us sucking on us. And we were lifted upward, again among sparkling pin-points of light, into clarity and joy. I knew when I woke that the way out of this world, when the time comes, is through adoration of that which is greater than me. Through the song of love for the higher power and through worship, for the direction in which the soul looks is where the soul will end up.
 
"Today, Saturday, I was out in the spaces again and I finished cooking for the little party we will have tonight and I went into the meditation room and sat on my stool and breathed deeply. I started counting and holding my breath and when I reached 64 my arms raised. I continued counting, however, and an interesting thing happened. While my mind was busy with the counting and the holding of my breath, another part of me began worshiping in a rhythm that seemed in tune with the rhythm flowing through my arms! There were two parts of me in operation! And I was conscious of both. I was happily surprised and I continued counting and holding my breath while the other movements overlapped my conscious mind. But shortly I was too absorbed in the larger movement and my counting stopped and my breathing resumed a normal pace. The movements continued with me watching.

"I again became aware of the Power behind me. It is distinctly conscious, distinctly a mind beyond this mind in my head. Yet I feel it is a part of me. No, I feel that I am a part of It. I feel that I am a little thing, an artificial creation that can be stopped at any time with no harm done, while the real will continue on. It is humbling to realize this. It makes me wonder why I am even here! I guess so I can recapture the truth of life and allow its suffusion into this little self. Peace soon engulfed me in a rather short period of time and through the open window the green trees and grass and air moist with the rain from the night, called me. I went outside, placed my mat by the pool in the drizzle and continued the movements for another ten minutes, the largeness moving through me." (End)
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Remarks. I can still remember the sparkles sorting, some to the left, some to the right, revealing a separation as this revelation unfolded. It impacted my brain cells and I can't forget. I want to speak of the kundalini because THIS is why I write these things down - to cement them into my conscious mind, otherwise they will disappear. I make them physical by writing them. After the initial taking up into heaven in 1976, meaning my consciousness, not my body - my body still operated on the ground with my husband - they kept occurring. A little book that miraculously came to me said that it would take 7 years to complete the process, so I was conscious of marking time. But they continued through 10 years and still do on a milder scale because now I am permanently rooted into the ground.

During those 10 years I tranced a lot, as kundalini was making over my body and getting rid of old stuff for lack of better words, and my husband had to work to keep me grounded. He did a good job, from hind sight. He listened and asked questions, approved and allowed me to work through it without rejecting me. He worked with me even through I would come and go, popping back up again and again into rarefied spaces and deserting my functioning brain. What worked best to ground me and keep me sane and balanced was making love. We made love a lot, as we had done before this occurred. It was a second marriage for both of us. It was tricky at first, because I didn't want to. But he insisted and afterwards it settled me down and brought me great peace.

Westerners still haven’t put it together that kundalini, which is a Sanskrit word, is the same natural germination process as the holy spirit in Christian scriptures. I didn’t know this until years later, but the truth seeped in over time. I didn't have a teacher or a guide. I understand that kundalini is a foreign word to most  people and are put off by it. But it is an important word. It is mysterious. Even the saints and mystics of old tell us it is a mystery and relegate it to God. But times are changing, and this mysterious force is impacting more people than ever before. Many are experiencing changes that are moving them beyond their ability to describe or identify. The spiritual community is calling it an "awakening" but we need more descriptions. Something more solid to go by. That kundalini is a mystery is not enough for an evolving mind to work with.

I have hesitated to share my experiences because, as noted above, I have reason to believe that kundalini (or the holy spirit if you like) is related to sexual love. However, it is the LOVE that helps it, not sex alone. High, pure, decent love is a power that includes the whole person, not just the genitals. Love is the essential ingredient. Love is the seed unborn, planted in human flesh and blood. Sex as we know it today is a byproduct of the animal we evolved out of. It is like a child's crayon drawing compared to a Renoir painting. Sex alone, as an average thing, and questionable whether it does any good at all. LOVE is what lifts it up to open heaven's doors so that consciousness blossoms and soars beyond this world. Love breaks down doors and melts barriers. When high love agrees to connect with flesh and blood, an exchange takes between spirit and matter.

For ten years after my dramatic awakening, which is rare by the way, most people won't experience it that way, I was constantly airy-fairy. I couldn't think with my brain.  I share this because spiritual germination is happening to people today. In the exceptionally strong and rare cases, knowing the signs can help with an understanding and appropriate compassion. I was constantly in the heavens even while living a physical life at home with my husband. Hind sight tells me that a spiritual teacher would not have helped in those early days. I was already high on spirit. What I needed was help in anchoring into physical reality. I needed someone to understand and allow me to work through it because I didn't understand. Rejection would have been the worst possible response, which unfortunately used to happen in centuries past. Just imagine having these experiences alone and being rejected as insane and cast out as hopeless. The institutions are today filled with kundalini awakenings that were aborted, rejected by society, locked up and medicated.

I was fortunate that my husband was compatible. He approved, allowed, encouraged my process, protected me from myself and didn't argue or resist. He did the wisest thing of all -  he loved me back to earth. He gave me an anchor to hold onto, otherwise I wouldn't have come down. Quite by accident (if there is such a thing) we became involved with swinging, which was an underground movement at the time. This allowed me physical contact with other couples where sexual love was welcomed. This helped me immensely. I had more love mates to ground into. The huge love pouring through me needed grounding in the same way lightening needs grounding. They were raise up as I was brought down as we shared energies, both conscious and unconscious. Swapping energies can elevate people, but it can also pull them down. It requires a great deal of discernment who to have sex with!

Today I see that these experiences of kundalini awakening are not as rare as I used to think. It's just that they haven't been defined yet. It is too far out. It is too mystical. There are not enough descriptions from people to create an understanding. The holy spirit is germinating because the earth is coming into the photon belt. That is another far out subject for another time. This germination is breaking through the outer crust. It is causing havoc on old, hard-line belief systems. There are theories and intellectual discussions about what is happening, but the cause remains unknown. This process is beyond the brain's capacity to make sense because the brain only knows what it is knows from past evolution. This is a shift from the physical dimension to a higher dimension. The process is controlled by spirit, which is the over-ruling power of life. There is more we need to understand and we are getting the chance. More people are experiencing OBE's and NDE's (near-death experiences) who have physically died and left their bodies, only to return and start breathing again. They are bringing back remarkable, revelatory stories of a life beyond this world's accepted reality.
 
As for me, while I am drawn to share these visions on one hand, there are counter forces that held me back up until now.  I was instructed to share them long ago, but with caution not to let my ego become inflated, thinking I have all the answers, because it is only MY journey that I can legitimately write about. What others experience is uniquely their own story to tell and I have no say in the matter.

The torrent of kundalini comes from an inner source, out of reach of the conscious mind which is based on what it knows. It is a strange force and science can't help. It is a germination, no different than the seed which grows into something larger. One has to endure the germination all by oneself. Fortunately, kundalini is a gradual process usually, in small ways, as the soul evolves. Each individual is blossoming into that pattern which it is implanted with.

Each person is a gift from spirit. He or she doesn't HAVE a gift, each one IS a gift. I see that these spiritual gifts are myriad, like rain drops sparkling in the sun after the storm has passed. The storm is underway now and the sun is shining, assisting in this evolutionary shift and rebirth of the human race. We just have to wait for the storm to pass, with love, kindness and compassion. There are those yet to sprout and blossom. Others have blossomed and are singing their song out loud in various ways. Each is a gift to the new world.

I heard a song running through my mind this morning. I opened up Nicholas John's youtube channel and discovered he had posted a new song. He is such a delightful character. He does crazy antics while singing and makes funny faces and dances around like a crazy man, but he sings so freely of the human spirit being eternal, that I can't help but laugh and be lifted and I start moving in rhythm with him. I invite you to check out his latest HERE. And after that, my favorite, The Eternal Embrace, HERE.

Well, that's enough for today. I send loving hugs along with this message. Pass them on to someone close by, no explanation needed. An embrace says it all. The love in your heart wasn't put there to stay, love isn't love till you give it away. Blossom your way through the day and be more of who you are. Namaste!


9/19/20 The Intelligence Within Love
Becoming aware of malevolent forces

Intelligence is one half of our consciousness, love is the other half. Both intelligence and love are divine attributes and by bringing them into balance a species evolves to higher understanding which is beneficial to the whole race. By using both intelligence and love equally, an individual brings happiness and freedom into its life, family and associates. They learn to harmonize together. But on earth they are not equal. On earth today, there is a great need for love to be expressed. Love keeps people connected, whereas intelligence can be manipulated and made to work to the advantage of the negative-intended person.

There is a malevolent force that has embedded itself into the human collective, which is doing everything it can to stop love from manifesting. The malevolent force does not want love between humans to take place for it would dissolve the separation that keeps people down. This malevolent force has become, over eons of time, embedded in both male and female consciousnesses so we do not know when we are utilizing it. It pits women against men and men against women as well as nation against nation and race against race. It does this to prevent unity between diverse cultures. Unity raises the consciousness and this malevolent force does not want that. Malevolence cannot be seen. It can be hidden very well under the guise of charm. It is an invisible force because it is an intentional force. It is how a person thinks and plans and holds that plan for long periods in its mind. Where a person puts and holds its attention and focus is where the energy goes. It becomes either benevolent (for the good of all) or malevolent (hurtful and deceiving all).  It takes intentional conscious thought to change automatic habits, for the malevolent force is embedded in everyone of us who were actually born here on earth. It covers the planet like a cloud and it does not want unity to happen.

Both men and women equally have this malevolent force in them. However each one of us also has divine love and divine intelligence in us and in our body cells and in our consciousness. For we were created in an immaculately perfect image and that image has always been there. A human being cannot walk, breath or exist without that divine protection flowing through the body and mind like a river of life. It IS a river of life.  And what we do with that river of life and conscious thought is on US. We are responsible for it. This malevolent force is a foreign invader, an alien force that can ONLY be overcome with love, but love that is manifested and expressed in an intelligent way.

All humans share intelligence and love, but are we aware how to use? The divine attributes of intelligence and love are selfless, while the malevolent attributes are selfish. They obstruct and deny and create divisions and diversions among people who are striving and working towards unity and resolution. So the greatest thing to do in these days is to express love in the form of unity. Togetherness. By joining arms, legs, hands and hugs in a show of faith in the greatest power in the universe - harmony - by which the suns and planets stay on course. The patriarchal culture came into existence not by men against women, but by an alien invasion - a malevolent force to prevent humankind from growing in recognition of the innate divine love that is within them. They came to keep us from manifesting our divinity which would bring peace to all nations and to the earth itself, which is a conscious living being who grows our vegetables for us. 

I (Diana) have always focused on love rather than intelligence (left brain activity) because I come from light and love and it was almost total in me. I chose not to fight or resist or use force in this life because it wasn't in me. I did what was natural to me - I allowed freedom of expression to everyone I met. That was how it was done where I came from and it worked well there.  So I lived life here in the same way but unfortunately I did not know the whole story!!  I came to learn something. I learned that I was nurturing the malevolent forces as much as I was nurturing the benevolent forces.

This did not come natural to me but I recently activated my left brain. It's a complicated story how I did that so let me skip over that part (my husband asked me) and now - surprise!  - piercing rays of light and revelations. I am enjoying greater insight. Instead of being blinded by an automatic willingness to serve, I am now employing conscious intention to use my left brain too, along with my right brain. Left brain is ability to focus and use speech centers, form words and connected thought, and things like that which I was not very good at. The result is whole brain which means whole body and whole mind. It brings intelligence into the picture, which I used to think was only a male attribute. I find that it is not. Not at all. I had become too unbalanced, leaning so much on forgiveness, love, compassion, empathy, nurturance, serving others - that I was like a tree leaning way over to the right and almost touching the ground.

Now I see the difference. There is a wholeness to life that brings balance. So, what about evil? As we become more aware and conscious of evil, there will be some who will want to fight it. That is their choice. We become unhinged momentarily when evil rises in our midst. But we are all here to learn something about ourself.  I learned about the evil presence, and that part was good - I needed to understand that - but more importantly I learned about the intelligence and practical side of love. Love is not airy-fairy, spacious and light except in the celestial regions. Down here on earth it must be balanced with intelligence and wisdom so it is substantial, solid and grounded in action. I have learned to right myself back up straight and tall, instead of leaning over to one side. I can radiate love better this way, by using intelligence and wisdom.

Everyone is going through their own waking-up process, which means becoming more fully alert and aware and conscious of how they act and what happens within them every time they have a "knee-jerk" reaction to something. We are not designed to be robots and follow someone else's orders. We've learned to look to masters, teachers, authorities, priests, etc., but that only makes us robots reflecting someone else's thoughts.

We reach for our highest good in the stars in order to become more royal, noble and sovereign in our thinking. We reach for these higher qualities to gain more wisdom and discernment, more truth, more courage to stand alone, more respect for life and more freedom for our families and friends. We do this by following innate values. We are guided by respecting ourselves. These are innate values. We are being guided but by no one else but ourselves. We are gods in training.

The symbol of Anakosha is a wave, a wave that is growing up out of the sea and building a momentum and is almost ready to break. I have made this symbol into a pretty golden amulet that I wear around my neck. At the tip of the wave is a little diamond, indicating a brilliant reaching upward and forward with intention. Love is a wave that must be built into a consistent momentum through continuous action and practice. I had to learn how to also build in intelligence. I was too feminine. Now I am learning that masculine is also part of my structure.

Intelligence too has to be built into one's life through conscious and consistent practice. It's done by thinking for oneself instead of following someone else's rules. This lifetime has been a profound lesson in learning to not block out the other side. Consider the left brain. Or consider the right brain. Whichever side is being rejected, it has to be integrated. The division lies within myself.  I am grateful to have this pointed out to me. (Thank you DK) I have had to understand its importance. Intelligence has to be built into the human species equally, along with love. Love yields space for another to grow. It is a nurturing quality. But if someone has taken a wrong direction, does love continue to encourage? One who is too encouraging must then turn to intelligence as a countering balance to love to prevent it from going bad. Love must be coupled with intelligence to be a benevolent force and not a malevolent one. Fighting, yelling or protesting only causes more damage and kickback. Malevolent forces use various forms of manipulation to divert attention and distract. Love and intelligence working together in equal proportions has been the divine plan all along. This is what the current chaos is all about as people are working out their true beliefs vs. their erroneous beliefs. What is the right way? What is the wrong way? They must find out by whatever means, and they will.

We are here to understand both sides of the dividing line - the divine which is benevolent and the artificial which is negative. The divine masculine and the divine feminine are one side of the equator, and the malevolent forces are on the other. But first we must integrate intelligence (masculine) with love (feminine) in our OWN life before we can hope to work with others in a balanced way. It is the divine plan which operates in harmony throughout the universe. A myriad species are evolving throughout the universe, throwing off the disharmony and agitation as they do. The artificial creations being discarded as evolution towards light advances, are what we call the invading dark forces. They have been around forever. The battle has always been a battle of consciousness. Who will choose love and light? And who will choose to battle? It takes severe self discipline not to fight back. I choose to hold light and love.   



9/12/20 Connecting With Your Higher Self
How the mortal self connects with the higher self

How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that you expand, and the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you reaches up and becomes reintegrated with the your higher self again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. THEN you become your highest and best and your crystal light body can make that connection with you.

Your connection to your higher self is like your connection with any other friend you have in life. To maintain communication with a friend you must pay attention to your friend. The same is true with your higher self, which is you on a higher more expansive level. Keep your telephone line open. Give it a glance in its direction, remember its presence, talk to it once in awhile, ask it questions, listen to its answers, align with it, know and respect its more beautiful qualities, its nature. That’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned into you through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Your higher self is all around you like an invisible bubble. It is not up in the sky. It is a transparent crystal bubble, it looks like the bubble a child blows through the ring. It is all around you on all sides and below you. It is the REAL you as you appear on the higher dimensions. It vibrates with the fires of your very own spirit. You are a small dark and dense form suspended floating in the middle of this beautiful bubble of light, clarity and perfection. It loves you. It is like crystal clear waters twinkling in the sunlight splashing colors through you the way a diamond flashes prisms of light.

You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble, condensed so you can create life in the physical world. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating new sprouts that are growing in the world around you. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself and reach up to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to the higher realms where your higher self resides. Higher dimensions where purity resides and where everything you could possibly need resides and is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen - then go IN and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your expanded regions to feel the peace and assurance that you are well and have a home.

You adopted these low vibrations so you could fit into this world of solids and create here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate it. Release the adopted vibrations that are less than who you really are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your love can influence others. 

The light is you, dear ones, but you have yet to realize it and understand the concept of human nature which is a shadow of the real. When you say, "I am" it is the light of love that speaks and everything that comes thereafter is a perversion of that love. You are (I Am) a representative of the light and you have become a poor representative of love if you do not allow it to come through in everything that you do, for this is your primary destiny, to shine like a hero at his height, like the white knight in shining armour out to save the world. But distortion comes from misuse of this love. You are love, but you do not live that love.

The light of love animates your every move, it is what thinks in your mind, it is what feels in your heart, it is what breathes in your lungs, it is everything that perceives in you from your cells to the hair on your head, everything that is active and moving. It does not know evil, it does not create evil. It is all good, all-knowing, all-wise, all-loving, all-powerful and it is everything that moves in you. But you do not realize it yet, you do not realize what you are in reality. And because you do not realize the goodness of your nature you hold it back, afraid that it is not sophisticated, not the way of the world. You do not allow it to express and thus you create the build-up of love energy that quickly turns to emotion-packed resentment for not being able to come through. This build-up of resentment is only the beginning of the evil which plagues your life and circumstances. It is not really bad, dear ones, it is merely an excess of energy compacted into an unnatural package, stagnating like a barrel of rotten apples due to lack of proper circulation, and it is overloading your tender form with seething chaos. The more you hold back the precious gift of love, the more cut off from your inner feelings and intuition you become, and the power to express is taken from you, making it harder and harder to speak your heart and your true thoughts. The heavier grows your form as the veil of confusion thickens around you, shutting out the light of self knowledge and the freedom of expression which is your natural gift, and the light of sun is diminished, trapped inside a heavy layer of darkness.

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The above message was posted on the Anakosha website recently, so it may seem familiar if you read Diana's Blog. These writings are channeled. They began coming to me many years ago while writing in my journal, long-hand, before computers. There are many. Writing a daily journal was my way of arranging into cohesive form the interrupted, crazy fragments of the day. I first became aware that another intelligence was coming through when, in the midst of writing down MY thoughts, the word "you" appeared instead of "me", "my" or "I". What the......? I thought at first it was my imagination and dismissed it, but when I re-read the paper later - no, this is not me talking. It's way more elegant. These channeled messages continue to come to me after 45 years. They are personal instructions to me alone for my private enlightenment. Now as I am transferring them into digital form, I am re-reading them, and more fully appreciating their value so I am sharing them openly. I hope you enjoy.

Namaste to you and yours from the realms of Light, the Ascended Masters, Celestials, Angelics, Galactics and me!


8/29/20 Lessons of a Life Regression - Part 2
New insights

Following up on the NL last week about a regression back to a life several hundred years ago, when I was a heretic and died in a dungeon. I had further insight the next day after re-reading this 40-year-old journal. I wondered why a fear would stay buried for so long, life after life? What caused it haunt me?  Why hadn’t I faced it? What were the mechanics of causing the block? The next morning after re-reading the case file,, I had a breakthrough understanding. With assistance from the healer I found that I WANTED to apologize to my fellow monks but was ashamed. Shame made me cowardly. I didn’t want to look at it. There was guilt. Why? I buried a part of myself. I put my head in the sand and didn’t want to acknowledge that guilt. Guilt became a fuzzy thing. But when I finally looked at all of it, myself and that dirty old dungeon, guided persistently by Paula, there was a lot of murky guilt there. And when I finally apologized, instead of a fellow monk stepping forward to embrace me back into the fold, a glowing angelic higher self stepped forward and gathered me up into his arms and kissed me lovingly. It was my own refusal to admit and ask for forgiveness that had kept me shut away.

This regression gave me peace and allowed release of other related fears that were holding me back from expressing myself freely and moving forward. Guilt and shame are big blocks that need facing - traumatic events from past lives or perhaps this life. But there is something I want to clear up. A guilt or shame issue does not mean there is actually something to be guilty about, or ashamed of. It doesn't mean that we did something bad. I mean, even if we DID murder someone and covered it up, it wasn't the event we did wrong, it was the cover up, the hiding, the burying, the keeping it secret. Not admitting it is the guilt that haunts us and causes us to feel shame. THIS is the insight I had the morning after reading the case again.

It was an innocent mistake to tell my fellow monks the great insights I was getting through my communications with my higher self. When they put me in the dungeon and threw away the key, only then did I become aware that I did something wrong. I hadn't thought it was wrong before being locked up. I was still on fire with my eagerness to share. But when I was in that bad place of being locked, I realized something. Maybe not the whole thing, but it was a recognition nonetheless, and I hung my head. I set myself back by not apologizing sooner and repenting. Just think of all the criminals in jail who didn’t do anything wrong except not admit their mistakes.

When religion talks about redemption, they make it sound as if we did something against God and he will punish us. But that is ridiculous because we are already God. We are source. We are creator personified as individuals learning and growing. It's the church that makes us hang our heads and hide our mistakes becaues we don't want to be punished. It is a false belief system that religion has drilled and pounded into us. On the contrary, our own personal higher self IS God. There is no other divine being greater than that. The only authority is our loving and kind higher self. It is more expansive, more pure, more wise and more forgiving than the small, mentally-programmed self that we were imprinted to be from childhood on. We ARE our very own beautiful, glowing, higher self. Nobody else can tell us what to do better than our higher self. It talks to us 24/7 with feelings, cautions, directions and red-light warnings. It is our best friend forever. It warns us to be careful around people who have explosive anger issues. They are dynamite. We know to be gentle, perhaps even overly friendly with them to neutralize what could be a dangerous situation.
 
Hidden mistakes that remain unadmitted, become buried. They are stored out of sight waiting for release. They are emotional triggers. If we don’t acknowledge and redeem an unpleasant situation by neutralizing it and returning it to a comfortable normal, it remains unresolved and festers like a pus-filled splinter in the finger. It will pop up later. We need to deal with it when it happens. This is the motivation for unity that the whole world is experiencing right now. We all have past life issues, some more than others. I’ve been recovering mine. There are many wise healers today, each with their own unique approach to assist in recovering buried treasures - and treasures they are. A healing therapy session with a good reputable person is not traumatic but elevating and rewarding.
 
I've learned to pay attention to such moments of emotional discomfort - buried treasures. I have had to learn to distinquish between a buried treasure and a simple choice not to engage in whatever is being talked about. If I have no interest, there is no emotion other than the clear and beautiful excitement of a positive nature. A good thing. But I can tell the difference because, if he says something that causes me to have a knee-jerk reaction to snap back with emotionally tense rush, uh oh. My buried issue is uncovered fast. There’s something there I need to get a hold of and examine. I figured this out by myself. I didn’t have a psychotherapist. Awareness creeps in slowly as one pays attention to one's own  emotional responses. Sometimes it overlaps with a sharp retort of a mental response, hiding the emotion that set it off. A mental knee-jerk reaction to a stimulating discussion hides the belief that triggered it. A hotly debated issue reveals the emotions buried underneath. These are good opportunities to self-analyze later, after all is said and done. Why did we get so hot about this?

Well, this is my story that I’m sharing. I’m not an authority in psychology or the therapeutic sciences. I'm just telling what I have experienced. Please don't take it personally because it's not about you. I want to take any personal charge out of it. Read it like you read a novel, for it’s entertainment value. And one last revelation:
 
Lets say on a happy day I'm flowing along humming peacefully doing whatever, and a phone rings, or a knock on the door, and my heart suddenly starts beating wildly and my mind starts racing, which used to happen often. What in the world? What causes such a physical reaction out of nowhere? A very good tell-tale sign to start asking oneself questions. Something is out of kilter here. I need to find out what it is. I ask my higher self to reveal it to me. The answer doesn’t come right away. I ask mentally, telepathically spelling it out, and then forget about it. Insight comes later. There are many self-help techniques available in our culture today, but here's another easy one. Before going to sleep at night say several times, “I WILL remember everything I did in my dream state when I wake up in the morning.”  And have paper and pen to write it down immediately upon waking. A record of dreams will tell a story over weeks and months when you go back and re-read them. Re-reading old dreams refreshes the memory. Refreshing the memory opens the book of the higher self and more memory comes flooding back. When we do this we create a bridge between our finite everyday mind, and our higher mind which leads to our higher self. It is a method of healing and inviting the higher self to come closer to us.

At least that has been my experience. It has proven to be a wonderful technique for clearing the past. It is simply acknowledging it. The education system has trained us to forget dreams and imaginations, forget feelings and emotions, bury the past and move on.This is exactly the opposite of what we SHOULD be doing. We should be remembering our dreams, remembering our imaginations, paying attention to our feelings and emotions, journaling them, and don't let the sun go down with an argument unresolved. Kiss and make up, if only with yourself.  Have an inspirational, uplifting book by the bed and read a passage before going to sleep. Have a flashlight handy and read under the covers if you need to, so you don't disturb your sleep partner.

Watch out for sulky, bad-tempered people. They have an over-abundance of emotional triggers which they don't know about. They are afraid and very defensive. It is a lower survival instinct. I have learned to take the high road and use intelligent persuasion to gentle them down. Defensive people have a brittleness to them. They are ready to lash out at what they think is the slightest offense. Be careful around them. Censor your words and be kind. I feel sad for criminals portrayed as bad guys in the TV movies. They wouldn't be criminals if they hadn’t been created that way by overly critical mentors, using put-downs, thrashings or beatings, verbal, emotional or physical or all ways. Treat them with love and kindness, even if you have to hold you tongue. If you respect them it will help them to relax their brittleness. Ask your higher self to embrace them with love from a higher place.
 
In my life as a monk, I lived in a closed community and prayed a lot. I was being taught by my higher self with revelations, much as I am receiving today. But then I tried to teach and tell from an exciting, feverish, passionate headiness. But I said things that went against the accepted theology of the times. I spoke of things they didn’t understand and I went too far. I rattled cages. I caused disruption in our orderly quiet lifestyle. I should have been wiser. I was immature. I didn't understand how to manage my revelations, how to discipline myself, or to speak with empathy and kindness. And through allegory. I had gotten carried away in my passion to share. I needed more spiritual maturity, and learn how to how to read people and engage with their auric field. If I had known better, I would not have done what I did.

I gave them information that was profoundly real to me, but wrong to them, perhaps even of the devil. I became known as a heretic. Karma is a bitch but I had to learn the lesson. Circumstance took care of presenting it to me. Re-reading this 40-year journal into a past life gave me a modern-day understanding. I see how the fear of that dungeon experience still smoldered and molded my personality of today. I was fine living at home with sisters and a spiritually-oriented mother and good-natured father, but after I was married I couldn’t express myself with men. I shut down. I had major blocks in my throat center. Most women do who were born before 1960. The throat center in women didn't begin opening until the 1960's when drugs altered the chemistry of the flower children and the new age officially began.

Today the throat center is still not all the way open in women. Men can help by being more sensitive, kind and loving in relationships. And women can help the men to be more kind, by being sensitive, kind and loving in return. Men and women need to help each other, for men too have been closed the doors to their higher self. Love and kindness is the only way to do this because words and debate are divisive. Being kind and compassionate towards the opposite gender, whether you like them or not, DOES help lighten things up. Having fun and laughter together is the greatest healing method of all. I am grateful and feel fortunate that we are living in these more enlightened times.

I would like to include a message from the Arcturians channeled by Daniel Scranton, who is one of the most prolific and clear-headed channel of our times. I recommend signing up for his newsletter. A new authentic message comes every day.


The 9D Arcturian Council

Channeled by Daniel Scranton
posted today 8/29/20
www.danielscranton.com

Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

We have been assessing your progress as you continue to move through one of the more challenging times in human history, and we want you to know that as bad as it might seem out there, at times, you are doing very well. You are handling the current set of circumstances that you are in with dignity. More and more of you are waking up to the truths that you have needed to have in your awareness in order to move forward, in order to create a better future for all of humanity.

Even when you are in disagreement with one another, there is at the heart of that disagreement a desire for a better future, a better feeling world. That is what you are co-creating right now, and you dont have to agree on how you get there. You dont even have to agree on what that better future Earth looks like. Everyone is the hero of their own story, and many of you have felt wronged by certain segments of the population. And as the hero, you must rise up. You must take back your power. You must find the power within you and create that future experience of yours from a place of power and a place of alignment with Source.

Remember that everyone is carrying some sort of trauma, some sort of burden, and not everyone handles what they are carrying in the best of ways. But before you rush to judgment, just remember that these individuals are going through something that is hard, that is challenging. And of course, so are you. But as we connect with you in this way, and in all of the various ways that we connect with you, we can feel that you all know how to handle what it is you are carrying. And some of you even realize that you are carrying more than your fair share for the rest of humanity.

So you will be more likely to go within. You will be more likely to raise your vibration. You will be more likely to forgive and to have compassion than to condemn and to judge. That is where your power lies. Your power lies in your ability to align with the intentions of Source, the Divine plan. You know enough to know that there is a Divine plan and that the Divine plan includes everyone. Source has no intention whatsoever of excluding any parts of Source. That would not be in Sources best interest, and those of you who know that, understand that, are aligning yourselves with the Divine plan that you know represents the truth of what Source really is.

Source is Love. Source is All That Is. Source is expanding and creating in each and every moment, and you who are awake want to be a part of that. And thats what makes you powerful as the awakened ones, as the awakened collective. We are always happy to be a part of that plan with all of you.

We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.
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Sending love and hugs from me to you today. Pass it on. Give someone a hug and feel the love. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!


8/20/20 Lessons of a Life Regression
A personal story from 1982


Before Paula began her polarity treatment on me (Jin Shin Jyutsu), she explained how she guides a person through mental blocks or blind spots as some call it. I hadn't asked for a life regression and didn't expect one.

“I just keep my voice even and low and keep talking and slip in things here and there. Like, I notice that you seem to have some sadness about you sometimes.” Her voice was gentle and soft, yet a rush of wildness went through me suddenly and I moved to defend myself mentally. Blood rushed, heart pumped and adrenalin flowed crazily, tilting me out of balance. I would have directed the conversation away from me into another area, which I have done in the past, but this time I didn’t because I was also taking a personal psychology class, and the two approaches were working on me. I wanted to find out what is really happening in me.

So I said, “Do you mean me?” I forced myself to ask, hoping she didn’t, hoping that she was only referring to an example to show me. “Not necessarily,” she replied. “I only meant that that’s how you can do it.” I was learning Jin Shin Jyutsu from her. But as I lay down on the padded table making ready for her treatment, she asked me, “But you do seem to have some sadness in you. Do you want to work on it?” At first I said No, but about a minute later I said, “Well, if you are really, really gentle.”  I knew I would close up if it were too threatening.
 
“OK! I want you to count from 10 backwards to 1 out loud, and when you get there I want you to go back to when you first remember being sad. I want you to know that it’s going to be OK because when you finish I’ll erase it for you so you don’t have to carry it around with you. No, begin and count backwards from 7….”
 
“7 - 6 – 5 ….” I began out loud. What was I going to find when I reached zero? Would I be able to find anything? Would I be able to fulfill her expectations? What if nothing happens? My mind raced in a dozen directions while Paula’s fingers found another new spot to probe. “Zero!” I said, and scrutinized the darkness behind my closed eyelids, looking for something, expecting nothing. I half expected to be displaced from out of this room, I think, into another time frame as I imagined hypnotists worked, but nothing happened. I was still here in the room, conscious of being highly nervous and anticipatory with Paula waiting.
 
“Where are you?” she asked. My expectation was nerve wracking. There was nothing there except flickers in the gray. “When did you first feel sadness?” Paula asked gently. Still nothing. Long silences. “Where are you?” she repeated and a familiar picture formed in my mind. This is a picture I’ve seen often and automatically accepted but I don’t know where it comes from. I’m walking with a scarf around my head and in a sort of peasant dress, under an ancient tree, knarled and warped with age. The ground is packed and used and there’s an old farm house behind me. I see myself from a vantage point behind an old wall, waist high, built of huge stones. I tell Paula this but add, “I’m happy here, not sad. There’s sunlight and I’m happy. In fact, I use this scene often when I’m down, as an anchor and a stabilizer.” I really don’t know how much I’m verbalizing to Paula, but things keep coming. But no sadness.
 
“All right! Now go back to the first time when you were sad,” she said. Silence and then the picture fades into gray. Grayness and a web like a spider’s web falls down over me, which turns into heavier bars of a grid system. And then only bars, iron bars. Smooth iron. “There are bars,” I say. “Where are you?” she asks. “It’s dark and gray,” I say. I’m already thinking of a dungeon but I don’t want to say it. I don’t want to impose my imagination because I’ve felt these things before. But I can’t get rid of the feeling and a stone floor emerges in my mind. “There’s stone, and dust – and cobwebs. ” I’m afraid I’m imagining this whole thing and I try to be objective but the scene keeps coming in with more reality than before. I have no control over it.
 
“Go back,” Paula repeats, “to the time when you first felt sadness,” and suddenly a rush of sadness comes and tears. And immediately, through the gray, through the bars, I search for something I know is there – a little courtyard off to the right through the cold stone arches where the sunlight streams down onto a patch of green, and a rose bush. The sunlight lays across the stone tiles, brightening the picture. “I’m moving out into the sunlight,” I say.
 
“Where are you?” Paula asks with more firmness and I turn around and see the gray. “There are rats and spiders – and dust – I’m in a dungeon,” I say. “How do you feel?” she asks, and a rush of sadness comes in and my voice breaks and I say, “sad.” “What is it like in here?” she asks. And the tension wracks my body and moves in tight. I look at the dusty stone floor and the gray and black and find nothing there. Flat. “Dead,” I say, and turn to go into the sunlight, and suddenly I see a monk standing out there near the sunbeam. But Paula brings me back, “Say it,” she says.
 
I don’t want to, but I want to so I say it: “I’m sad. They put me in here.” “Who?” she asks. “There’s a figure in a robe. He has a rope around his waist. They locked me up in here because they didn’t like what I did.”  “What do you feel?” she asks. “Sad,” I say. “Tell them,” she says, but I don’t want to. I look and suddenly the monk becomes clearer as though he stepped forward. “He has a red robe on – and blond hair – I don’t see his face – yes, his eyebrows are busy.” I’m holding back, I’m holding back a lot. “He’s nice looking, he’s beautiful!” I say. “Tell him,” she says.
 
Long silence. The sadness is that I’m locked away from life, and the life is in the sun. It’s worse than death to be shut up in the gray and left alone to die, still alive. A living deth is much, much worse than death itself. They never listened. I tried to tell them these things. I have so much to say but they didn’t like what I said. If only they knew that I cared and I was trying to tell them about life – to teach them. If only they understood they wouldn’t have put me in here. “Tell them,” Paul repeats.
 
Holding back strong emotion, I say, “Don’t lock me up. Don’t take me away from the sun. It kills the soul – it’s worse than death – to be locked up like this. It kills your soul, too, for putting me here.” But that’s all I can say. Now the monk moves closer and there’s a light around him, or a feeling of light around him. “What else?” Paula says, patiently. “Forgiveness,” I say. Then to clarify, “I want to ask him for forgiveness.”  “Tell him,” she says. “Please forgive me for what I’ve done. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I only wanted to help you – I wanted to teach. I’m sorry I did it in a way to hurt you. Now I know, I will not do it again in that way.”  I was too extreme for them and they couldn’t handle it. The monk is radiant now. There is something clear about him. “He has his hands on the bars,” I say. “He’s bending them now. He’s coming inside, he’s bringing me the sunlight.” I am collapsing now. I am old, flat, like death inside the cell. He bends over and picks me up and kisses me on the cheek and carries me out into the sunlight in the little garden and I am aware that it is over. I am conscious of the room and my body expels something like air out of a balloon. Later, Paula says, “Something left you. I felt it leave you. Something heavy is gone.”
 
Now I know why I have been so afraid to say what it is that I know. I have talked too much, told too much too soon. People are not ready to hear it. My life has been full of learning how to hold back. How to say it in a way that people will accept it. How to say it in a way they will understand, otherwise I hurt them.
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The above session took place 40 years ago in 1981. But after re-reading it this morning, I had a sudden light storm. The monk who appeared to me in the sunlight was my own higher self, not the monks of old as I had supposed. I thought it was the monks of old who were forgiving me but that is not the case. I didn't have the wisdom 40 years ago that I have today about the light body. All human beings have a formless light body around them like a bubble. It is not a form, but a consciousness. It is in a pattern of such grace and elegance that it is difficult to imagine. Many have seen it with inner sight. 

We are drawn to it as our higher, better self. Our better angels. We know we are not perfect but there is something that draws us to be better, try harder and reach higher. Our light body is our father. It is formless. Our body is that same grace and elegance in form, called "mother". Earth is our mother. We have ALL descended from a light body into a form. The light body is exclusively our own personal light body, not like anyone else's. We are unique because we are human and we are learning things through trial and error. We are filling in the light body pattern with substance, with knowledge, with "AhHA!" moments.

We are each adding substance to our light body. There are different names for it and different themes and different languages, different words and innuendos, but I like the term "light body". It is also known as the christ. As I write about my own experiences, I move them out and away from me, and make room for other stories to surface that have been hidden away in my subconscious. Telling stories is a valuable technique for personal growth. As more moves up from below where I can't see, I let them go by writing and sharing them. I am growing emptier - and empty is being free. Spiritually free and independent as I let old issues release and go away. That's what happened to me in the above story.

We started out as a perfect vibration with a perfect pattern and with all the beautiful qualities of the angelic state (so say the masters). And then we descended in vibration. We slowed down our vibrations and we lowered our frequency, lower and slower we fell until we became a form of coalesced light. And then we began exploring our physical life. We experimented with vibrations and we learned and made mistakes. It was intended. It was expected. The light body learns through experimentation.

But gradually we lost the connection to our light body which is our angelic higher self. Over many lifetimes we lived and learned and accumulated errors and mistakes and wouldn't let them go, and they became lost and drifted beyond sight. When a traumatic event becomes unconscious, we are in trouble. Because it will not go away. Like an infection, it will pop up in various and sundry ways to remind us it is there. It shows up as a tendency toward a certain habit or way of life. It's waiting for resolution, for acknowledgement or acceptance or forgiveness. I didn't know. Some mistakes are past life, some are from this life. We are always learning. The solution, I am finding through my own trials and errors, is to follow instinct. Innate wisdom. The higher self is always talking through a feeling of "Don't continue along this path." Or "Go THIS way, not that way."

If we don't resolve a traumatic event it will stick to us like glue, from one life to another. As a race we had not evolved to that point. Reincarnation was held back from our training. We didn't know. Fortunately today we are receiving more help than ever before. Books, articles, channelings from sources we are not aware of - angelics, galactics, ascended beings? We don't know about them on a large scale, but we are gaining. We are evolving spiritually.

That's why I write. I have found that by writing I am releasing. I don't have to publish. Journaling really helps. New information pops up even while I'm writing, and I lighten up and there is room for more to come in. It is how people channel. It is a good road to travel and I advise it for everyone. And tell others what is going on with you. It's even more effective to tell someone, than just writing to yourself. There is magic in telling someone what is bothering you. Don't hide it and bury it. Speak your truth, but speak with wisdom and care so as not to shock the person, or cause them to lash back at you. Be sensitive. You don't want to make matters worse. Apparently I was proselytizing in the old days and it caused a back lash in the religious community where I was a monk. I was a heretic. It went against the laws of the church.   

We are fortunate indeed to live in a time where there is acceptance of such alternative healing methods as hypnotherapy, energy work and hands-on assistance. The light body goes by many names but all light bodies are connected to one another. So if we follow the inner guidance of our own light body, we will find ourselves assisting one another in profound ways. We often find ourselves placed in the same vicinity as a brother or sister on the same path. How did that happen?  Paula appeared to me at a time when I was willing to explore hidden traumas. Maybe at another time we would have passed each other and not met. I am so grateful for the opportunity to re-read it again. I didn't know it was my higher self that came forward from out of the sunbeam to receive me back into the fold. It was because I asked for forgiveness - not from the monks as I previously thought - but from my higher self. I had gone too far and I wanted to reverse myself out of that place. The memory was still hanging onto me like a leech. 

There are many gifted healers in our community today. In past ages such people - mostly women - were burned at the stake or hung by the neck or thrown in the dungeon. But those times are slowly fading away. We are emerging out of the darkness of old-time religion with its ominous scare tactics, causing us to retreat in cowardice at the mere mention of "church". Religion has done more harm than good. We had to hide what was natural and should be open and free.

I finished with the Jin Shin Jyutsu and moved on after completing the course. It was a personal growth period in my life and I'm glad I recorded it. I was released of a terrifying event that was haunting me. The dungeon life remained unresolved through several other lifetimes (I've counted 10 of them so far). Even in this life there was a fear of something which made me keep a low profile and not put myself out front to be seen. I ducked out of situations that could have benefited me, and got me in hot water at other times. My personality was shaped by a need to hide or duck. I didn't want to be arrested and thrown into a dungeon. Not a jail but a dungeon.

As an afterthought, I wonder if those who are interested in BDSM (bondage & discipline) are trying to work through unresolved traumas from long ago eras?  If so, I recommend considering a hypnotherapist or energy worker of good reputation. Ask in the silence for assistance in finding just the right one. Clearing old issues is to move closer to one's own light body of pure elegance and love - the highest in us. Getting rid of traumatic blocks that we don't even know we have, sometimes we need assistance from a gifted healer.

It helps to notice the undercurrents in life that keep popping up that are just below the surface. Like for example fear of fire, or fear of drowning, or fear of police, or fear of high places, or fear of dungeons. There is a hidden germ that may need to be faced. It is very helpful to take some time to sit in silence and ask your higher self for feedback. Ask and it will be given to you.

Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!


8/16/20 Mystical Movements - A personal story from 1982

Eve lay on her back on the high massage table which was draped in baby blue fabric and fitted with a blue sheet. Her eyes were closed, her clear ivory-colored face, which was once so dark and tan, was framed by short wavy blond hair. She was bare to the waist, her small round breast were still full at the age of 62. Small white panties topped shapely legs. She waited for me to treat her enflamed throat. Flu was in the house.
 
The Locrian Inocation was just beginning to play from the little portable tape recorder on top of the bureau in the bedroom which shimmered in blue. Blue everywhere. Blue curtains, blue carpeting, blue wall paper. Baby blue. I stopped to control the shaking that quivered through my body in anticipation of what I was about to do, quivering that I could not control. As I bent over to stretch my back muscles, the choral strains of chanting ended and there was only silence. I decided to take a little time to do my movements to try to relax myself.
I twisted to the right and tried to control the tremors, to relax, but my mind raced at an abnormal speed. The harps began. Slowly I moved my left foot around and lifted it off the floor in the manner of the Thai dancer, the way these spontaneous movements have done for years. I searched hopelessly for the normal reaction but it wasn’t there. The frequency running through my body had increased a thousand fold and my knees shook and shuddered under me.
 
I opened my eyes to catch hold of some focal point for balance and through the thin curtains I saw Jim lying on the pink mat out by the pool. The sun splashed on him and his flu-ridden body. The breezes whispered through the flimsy blue curtains and brushed them against Eve as she lay seemingly asleep. The ferns, green against the blue on either end of the table before the open windows, rustled a little. Otherwise everything was at peace in the house. Everything, that is, except for my nervous system. The harps rippled softly and it seemed as though liquid sound flowed around me and I moved without thinking toward Eve as if in a trance, without conscious control.

My hands and body moved slowly, almost grotesquely, stopping here and there as if to find some invisible contact with something inside, yet the shuddering continued. That which has become second nature to me – my movements – however was unnatural today and forced. It wasn’t giving me the normal sensations of calm and peace. My hands quivered suddenly violently and reached out toward their goal lying on the massage table. As if by a magnetic attraction I was drawn toward Eve as she lay waiting, and I couldn’t help but feel like an ancient priestess performing a ritual. It was so sober and serious that I felt ridiculous, but I had to go through with it. Why, I didn’t really know. I laughed to myself and danced closer to my object under the will of a higher mind. What I call "my movements" operate from another law not my own ever since 1976.
 
The shaking increased the nearer I came to the object before me – the human object whose eyes were closed in trusting repose. She trusted me! She had said, “Do whatever you feel to do. I trust your healing instincts!” I had the urge to touch her. No, not I, but something in me wanted to touch her. My fingers itched with the force and shook with an intensity I could not comprehend. Why?  Didn’t want to touch her with these trembling hands. My fingers started to flicker like fingers on a player piano in an increasing crescendo. Words went through my mind, Paula’s words who had introduced me to the ancient art of Jin Shin Jyutsu. “Don’t move, keep your fingers still.” So I forced them to be still but instead my nervous system jumped crazily, like a live wire no longer grounded. How would I stop it so I could carry on with the task at hand?
 
While I pondered the problem, my hands moved in the air above the peaceful Eve, unsuspecting of the trauma I was going through. About a foot away from her my arms and hands made sweeping passes the full length of her body, from head to toe, over and over and over. Suddenly, wiggly lines of energy moved upward from Eve like heat waves from a hot summer’s mirage, only real, and I cut them off with one sweep of my hand. Slowly as my hands passed over Eve’s body, my own body began to calm down, the nerves becoming more peaceful. Finally, I was calm enough to put my hands on her throat where she wanted the treatment.
 
Eve had been going to human potential workshops for a number of years and was experienced in giving them, too. She was a trained, registered nurse with years of experience behind her. And I had none. Feeling painfully inadequate and unsure of myself, I wondered just what I had gotten myself into. What should I do with my fingers? I thought back to the pressure points I’d learned from Paula and decided to place my fingers on her collarbone, but they had a mind of their own as they always do when I give myself to the movements as the higher power took over. Instead, my hands pressed lightly on the front of her neck. I could feel my fingers sweaty against her soft dry skin. Surely she could feel my nervousness! As I allowed my hands to rest there, forced them to stay, I wondered briefly what I was doing. My fingers trembled and itched and quivered and shook and I was afraid lest Eve would think there was something wrong. With all the force of my will I demanded that they be still, but force of will wouldn’t stop them. I groped inwardly for a way to end the violent shaking that was working havoc on my body. Where to turn? To whom and what to turn? Surely there was a method, a technique, a passage – a passage!
 
I remembered then, that there IS a passage and I thought backward, groping for the secret formula, back to the time that I sat in meditation among strangers in the house of Don Pepe in Costa Rica. I reached out with the subtle fingers of my mind, out into spaces I tread only on special occasions, and there were rays of light. As I reached deeper, stretching further into another space, I could feel seldom-used doors opening in the quieter places of my mind and the light rays became brighter. Still I reached, trying to push back the edges of my consciousness because I knew there was a passage there. A place. A method. I didn’t really know what I was looking for but apparently I reached it because suddenly the trembling stopped and peace spread through me, through every part of me simultaneously, and the quivering ceased. My body calmed down and a great relief spread through me. I had found it. I had found the right way to release the tension. But how? What happened? Where did all the energy go? As I wondered about the mechanics of the problem, a pulsing began in the palms of my hands. A bubble ballooned outward, and yet another, and another and another, leaving my hands and entering Eve’s neck. I began to drift then. I don’t really remember exactly.
 
I became conscious of the harps and the haunting melody of a flute as I gazed out the window through the filmy blue gauze. Pansy the cat washed herself by the side of the pool I remember, near Jim, a batch of furry white and black and tan against the emerald shadows of the pine tree. It seemed that the warmth of the sun was against my skin, soaking into the depths of my body and I drifted. Suddenly I remembered Eve and caught myself up short. Reluctantly I pulled myself back to the massage table and the body beneath my fingers and the soft dry throat upon which they rested. Suddenly I saw a golden fire spreading simultaneously, rapidly, through her chest inside, and then a mighty flame burst upward out of her into the air above her by two feet at least. A single flame, pure and clear and light, and at its base, tiny golden sparklets – living cells, I knew.

My fingers lifted then, all by themselves, and moved to the neck beneath the ears and I let them. Immediately, two tiny pencil-thin rays of golden liquid light, one from the tip of each forefinger, shot out like laser beams, piercing the flesh and crossing one another deep inside at the center, like two beacon lights crossing in the night sky over a premier opening of a theater. Something gray dissolved and a clear purity, like a liquid clearness took its place. Surprised, I looked down and focused on the flesh, wondering, but there was nothing to be seen. My gaze drifted once more out the window, lifted by something I could not define. The blue fabric moved gently in the breeze. Jim turned over, coughed and plopped down on his stomach. Pansy stretched languidly by the pool. And the sun drenched the scene and I reached some more, and drifted with the reaching.
 
“Umm, that feels good!” Eve murmured. Her voice brought me back and I looked down to find my hands were cupping over her ears. I wondered how they got there, and I wondered all over again what it was I thought I was doing. For a moment I recoiled at the realization that I was pretending to heal. “No!” A voice said to me. “You’re here to do a job. Stay!” And I forced myself not to move away. “I love you, I love you, I love you,” the words came silently, singing through my mind from someplace beyond my conscious will. In fact, they were as if in blatant contradiction to my desire to run!

Suddenly there was a focal point, a round golden circle of light and a sunburst of light rays all around. Were the light rays entering me? or exiting me? But it is neither and it is both. I am the light rays. I do not understand. What is this mysterious action that is working in me? What is this other mind that moves my fingers? That speaks words through my consciousness like pebbles thrown into a pool of water to disturb the tranquility? That removes the veil from my eyes so I see into another realm beyond physical matter? What is this light that sparkles and creates visions and causes joy? And I was impressed, as I watched the golden rays of light leaping with a vitality like a fire, as I always am impressed when this presence moves in me. And I wonder because I do not understand what this thing is or what allows me to open to it or what closes it off. But I remain impressed, whatever it is, and eager for it to visit me again.
 
Eve never did come down with the flu but of course she took a lot of vitamin C’s and drank a lot of water as every nurse knows you should when you’re exposed to flu germs. Bob got it and I got it and Jim got it, but Eve went home to California several days later in fine health and in good spirits, thanking me for an enjoyable visit.

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The above came from a journal dated 12/30/82. I felt to use this story today as a way of focusing attention on the higher mind and eternal divine presence that is within everyone. I am being urged to write about this. There are many names for the higher mind but I prefer to use its real name - the holy innocence, the sacred divine self that is the life and consciousness of the body and mind. And because most people don't relate to this because of low self esteem and having never been cultivated within them, that's the reason I write about it. I have written many pages about it over the years. I write to expose this light to the world because it has been killed in us. It has been relegated to religious authorities only. Very few people recognize the innate intelligence, holiness, refinement, courage, beauty, faith and other noble qualities that are natural within them. It seems to be my mission to talk about it. Not to put myself forward as special but to show that everyone is special. Uniquely, highly, extraordinarily special, with gifts that are superior to what they are showing so far.

Everyone has this superior light because it is the life force of the body, and how we are anchored here. How to access it is simple. The power is innate. I am getting the words "native intelligence" today. I saw the deer out back this morning from the upper window. There were six of them prancing around and munching on the wet grass. They move as a tribe, yet loosely doing each their own thing. I saw the native intelligence in them. They are linked together. They know what to do. They don't have to analyze how to do it with their brain. They just know what to do. It is innate.

Humans are also a native species to the planet. We too have an innate intelligence that tells us what to do and when to do it. We don't need proof that it is there. It's already guiding us with natural urges. We don't need the scientists to prove to us that we have an innate intelligence. All we have to do is trust it and we can prove it to ourselves. We learn to trust it by following it. This doesn't take away from brain intelligence, it serves as a natural supplement to what the mind and brain already does. The brain doesn't know it all. There is more to us than meets the eye.

The human species is not a finished product. It is in a state of evolving to a higher, more ideal intelligent, loving, unifying presence on the earth. We are learning to work with our innate knowledge through the higher mind. Up to now we've been taught not to rely on anything that can't be proven by science or authorities. But the higher mind says go within, explore within, pay attention to what is happening within, in the cells of your organs, glands, muscles and nerves. Higher mind wants us to connect with the forces within.

I have been practicing with this greater presence which is like a wind when I grow still and turn myself over to it. It is indeed mysterious. It is a mystical thing. It's not rational to my brain. I can't explain it but I trust it more than what other people tell me to do. It feels always peaceful, blissful, and right. It does not come through my mind. Now I am being told to share my experiences and show others what it can do, tell my stories, tell what it has done for me and to remind others they should test it for themselves.

There are times in everyone’s life when native intelligence took over, spontaneously, and it surprised them. Even if it was for a split second when they did something they hadn't planned on doing and later was in awe over it. Like when a man who lifts a car that is ordinarily impossible to lift, in order to free someone who is trapped underneath. Or a firefighter who runs without thinking into a burning building to reach a child trapped inside. There are many stories of super-human acts of courage and bravery which are waved aside later because "it was the natural thing to do." It was innate.

The presence within has been called God by the religious authorities, but that same presence is in every one of us, whether we are religious or spiritual or simple country folk or criminals or unbalanced insane people. We all have a life force that keeps our body alive and functioning that is holy and ready to spring into action when needed. We should be testing it more often, try it out, learn to rely on it, stretch ourselves further into it and develop it. Develop some trust in it. It is there as a small flame but can be grown to a larger fire. It is there, always there. It is pumped up the spine to nourish the organs and the brain, and it will pump faster if we cultivate it. It will nourish our bodies better and quicker and faster if we practice having faith in it.

The human side of us is backed up by a mightier presence than we realize. Daydreaming is a point to be made. Kids in school get bored with memorizing ancient history. They would rather be out in nature where they are closer to their nature out there. This holy and sacred presence lives on after we drop the body which goes back to dust. Last night while watching Prime Suspect with Helen Mirren, we heard a most beautiful poem which I latched onto immediately. "I want that poem read at my funeral!" I told Doug.

    Do not stand at my grave and weep,
    I am not there, I do not sleep.
    I am in a thousand winds that blow,
    I am the softly falling snow.
    I am the gentle showers of rain,
    I am the fields of ripening grain.
    I am in the morning hush,
    I am in the graceful rush
    Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
    I am the starshine of the night.
    I am in the flowers that bloom,
    I am in a quiet room.
    I am in the birds that sing,
    I am in each lovely thing.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry,
    I am not there. I do not die.
    (by Mary Elizabeth Frye, 1932)

When I was treating Eve and my body wouldn't stop trembling, I reached for a "passage". That passage meant something to me at the time. It's like a mountain pass that goes up the high peaks and through a narrow pass and then back down again on the other side to a different land. A mountain pass is a bridge to another world and another dimension, but they ARE connected. If only we can find the connection. Finding that connection is a resonanting frequency, a similar vibration. We have to reach for it and try it out. Learning to trust it brings it closer into alignment. When we touch that other field it sparks into life and reverberates through our body. It is a connection that is made through reaching, wondering, thinking, planning, intending, desiring, wanting, reaching, focusing. It's no different that two human beings who have a natural affinity for each other but they are so different, they have to really WANT to reach other. They have to really work at reaching out to each other, and overcome obstacles. But if they try hard enough and don't give up, they will make the connection. It will happen.

Contacting this "other" intelligence, this "other" mind in us is really there. I have contacted it. There are many stories written about it. It is a higher intelligence, knows more, feels nicer and more peaceful and more loving. Over-educated egos don't understand native intelligence, but our bodies know. Humans are native to the planet. It is worthwhile listening to native intelligence, body intelligence, emotional intelligence. Every species has an intelligence which guides it throughout its life. Every species is evolving, from the ant, to the deer, to the flock of birds, to the fish in the sea, to the bear, the wolf and the human. It is natural to learn and grow from experience. But this presence is not located in the brain or the head or the muscles. It's wider than that. If I were to examine it, I first go into my core to become still, and from there I expand. It's like I'm a light bulb but I keep my light inside the bulb. To expand out to another dimension I need to go into my center where the light is, and amp it up and shine further out beyond the glass of the bulb. That's when I change my perception.  

Many thanks for reading this far. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!

8/13/20 The dark web within the light body - Part 2
The nature behind sex is love - continued

Into my movements outdoors in 1988 I am suddenly aware of the light in the pelvic bowl and simultaneously in my whole body. I see the outer me like a dead shell enclosing a source of light in the pelvic region. The deadness is striking! The body is aging and dying. The brain, the eyes, the organs, arms, legs, the whole thing is only a casing. It was created merely to house the Force - the Presence. But, where is the force?
 
It is bubbling up from below, like a tiny light that is growing and spreading upwards. The body is dead, it cannot operate at all by itself. It is being generated from this light. I see the reason why people are confused! I can see it! There are thousands of tiny streams - pinstripes - entering the body from outside, interfering with the light coming up. There is a stream of input from outside the body from other sources. Sources other than the self.
 
Tiny, hair-like lines are entering the body through the skin, wending their way into the interior of the body, deeper and deeper, criss-crossing each other in tiny delicate patterns, weaving a complex web of artificial beliefs. Laying a garment over the Self, but a garment made of other people's lives and beliefs. The real self who lives inside, the force, the presence, is being drowned out. What is this web that is woven into the very fabric of our bodies? Being absorbed into our blood streams and nerve centers? It is not light like the light in the pelvic bowl, it is simply energy. Steadily, with relentless consistency and perseverance, outside influences pour into the body via these roadways, no thicker than a spider's webbing.
 
Constantly, with hardly a break in the flow, those contrary ideas enter the Self and penetrate deeper and deeper 'til finally the light itself begins to look dull. The will of the individual allows it. The Self, the holy presence of Self, located at the center of the body in the pelvic region, the home of instinct, the heart of individuality, the geometric center of the body, is diminished almost to non-existence. I can see it. It looks like a battle. The inflowing streams of other people's thoughts and ideas converging on the streamlets of pure light attempting to rise upwards. The darker streams coming down from the head, the light streams coming up from the pelvic bowl., meeting and converging. Which is stronger?

In my case, the Light is stronger. I am generating it every day, as I do my movements. And I do not answer the telephones, even for friends, except for an occasional purpose. I do not read the newspapers. I do not watch the news. I do not discuss world affairs with Bob. I do not involve myself with mundane activities of other people. I seldom leave the house except for a social affair. I am fairly well insulated from the confusions going on around me. But what of other people? How can they hope to overcome this constant pummeling from outside?
 
Inpouring confusion, inpouring turmoil, inpouring dogmas, inpouring family beliefs, inpouring expectations, inpouring cultural patterns, inpouring needs, inpouring political, economic, religious, philosophical views, inpouring news, inpouring TV shows, inpouring problems, everything is inpouring! Versus - what? How much light is coming out? So little, I think. It is no wonder the people are confused. It was never meant to be this way. The Light in the center of the bowl is the Self - the real person - individuality - which is constantly on the march for expression, and constantly being overrun by input from friends and family which represses it. The enemy is in one's own house and community, family, friends, work associates, and one's own weak will. Freedom to be is no laughing matter, no obscure thing. It is the greatest pursuit of life. Freedom. It means exactly that - to be free from the inpouring from outside. I feel free because I am insulated from the world but what of all the other people?
 
All of this mixed bag of potpourri has nothing - NOTHING! - to do with the Self. It is like a dirty rag thrown over a radiant, crystal pure light. I see it! Indeed, it lays a dirty shadow over that radiance. Hiding the Light under a bushel, the Presence of Selfhood within. I see it and I know how it works. The solution is to have a strong sense of self and a strong will to accomplish one's own personal desires. Don't swerve from your personal course. Your personal course is your destiny, is freedom, requires sovereign action. This is required. Stop talking and do something you want to do. Anything! Don't talk any more about the mess that is happening outside. Do something that PLEASES you, that refreshes you, that rejuvenates you, that inspires you, that comforts you, that respects you, that elevates you!

So many people believe in the democratic way. That is fine as a first step for the general population and those who have not found their inner light yet. But for someone who wants to become free, they must follow the inner light. The inner Self is deeply, lovingly, solitarily, personal. It is the freedom to make personal choices. Like, "What can I do that will give me a feeling of jubilation? Of freedom?"  This doesn't pass through the brain. It isn't a thought from the brain. It is an elevating feeling. Something that radiates upward from below. It radiates through something finer than the nerves - at least in me it does - and my body perceives it before my brain. I feel it. It radiates directly form the pelvic source upward through the nervous system and flows through the whole body. The brain picks it up at the same time the rest of the body does, not before. My brain is not the initiator. It is the observer. The brain cannot initiate an intuitive feeling or a rising elevating joy or a revelation or an exquisite vision. It is felt all over at the same time that the brain observes it.

I sometimes see the brain observing. I stopped just now to look inward again. I let go, or give up, or step back, whatever the wording is, I release control of the body and then I feel the gentle movement of the force swaying through me, and the presence is there like a unifying thing, pulling it all together. It is so beautiful.  It FEELS so elevating. I am trying to be objective. How I wish I could be more objective. And yet, perhaps I would lose the wonderful sensations I feel.

The chief number one argument is: "But it takes the brain to pick up the fact of movement. Without the brain, you would never perceive that you are moving." And I disagree. The out-of-body experiences confirm that the observer, the intelligent resident, the Self located at the center of the body, continues to think, perceive, make decisions, choices, even when the brain is sleeping or even dead. Especially this is confirmed by those who clinically died and then decided to return, to reactivate the body. Finally the day has arrived where we have some proof. Perhaps not proof as science would demand, but proof for beginning researchers to use as guide-finders. There is a larger Self which resides in the body. I AM that Self.
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I wrote the above article on October 24, 1988. The picture of me above was taken sometime in 1988 by Tom  Roberts, Lynda Gayle's husband, one Sunday morning after a party at our house in Zephyrhills. After every party I would go outside next day and do what I called "my movements" which made me feel exquisitely light and free. These spontaneous movements started happening after my out-of-body sojourn into the light in 1976. I had no preparation for what followed. No teacher to give me instruction and no idea how to handle the continual elevation, so I just went with the flow and received lots of inspired writings. Today I am re-visiting these old journals .

The movements grounded me back to earth so I could interact with people at a normal level. The movements, especially after a party, cleared me of the previous night's voices that impinged on my mind, the way it does everyone after being too long in a crowd. The movements felt SO good! Forty years later I learned these spontaneous movements are called "kriyas" by yoga instructors. They refer to positions learned from a teacher, but for me it was spontaneous. I had no teacher. According to Gopi Krisha, spontaneous movements is a natural step in mankind's evolution.

I am feeling the urge to browse these old journals and in essence harvest the light from them. There are plenty of rants and complaints in my journals too - it has not been all sweetness and light! In fact, it was often that after a grumbling complaint I would receive some wise instruction on how to correct myself. I've spent my life journaling because there was no one to tell. Journaling fantastic, crazy, weird, unexplained phenomena, including some evil haunts. And now I'm being pressured to research these massive amounts of writings (OMG!) and pick some out and share them. It seems my destiny is to be a writer.

But the information must be re-discovered, remembered and shared because it's not about me. It's about human beings in general. Especially now that we are going through major trials in our inner processes. Everyone has a body of light in the background of their being which is their greatest teacher and mentor - the Self - which the dark web has been obscuring. Now is the time to look to the light. 

That's it for today. I send everyone Light. Light is that which is without any secrets or hidden agendas in it. Light is transparent. It is all good things we are made of. Stay tuned to your lighter side and believe it is real. It is ALL good. And I've got another one all picked out for the next newsletter in three days.


8/10/20  The dark web within the light body

As I woke up I heard the words while still feeling it - “You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.” 

I felt the feelings of the chakras in place as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am as myself, as my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body.
 
I wrote the words down so I wouldn't forget and then showered and went to the meditation room. While I was doing exercises on the floor, I continued seeing the warm love and light - love and light being synonymous - and then I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldn’t lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
 
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are love centers. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead, there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time who are not pure and holy.
 
This becomes a web of darkness, called the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. The dark thoughts continue to grow stronger and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
 
Mantras, decrees, prayers, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their wrong thinking and start aligning with the love, light and warm goodness available to them, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so their lives will shrivel up if they have not supported the light within them with goodness, love, light and warmth which is the more real of their nature. The earth itself is taking on more light and thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
 
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of warmth, goodness, love and light. It feels wonderful to be close to it. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love and light and goodness and gratitude.
 
The wrong thinking that was influenced by the dark ones among us has created a duplicate network which mimics the natural wholesome lines of light that is the structure and anatomy of the light body within us. The dark circulates through the body too and carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not-pure love and not normal to a healthy human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing “normal” thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of ascension by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that covers our bodies - to the degree we have allowed it.
 
Then I looked in the Medicine book to see what message “mouse” has for me today because we have a mouse in the house. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is “Work towards wholeness. See the big picture. But assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.”
 
And yesterday an ascended master spoke: “The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and of the world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness and the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight, can by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.”
 
It is the will of the Father that is circulating inside our bodies in a golden river of warmth, love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the wholeness we are to be working towards - the big picture of mouse medicine but in small doses - step by step, so as not to be overwhelmed and confused.

I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene and everything that needs “work”. The natural flowing is the strength and substance of the love/light body. It doesn’t require work to get there. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. As the ascended master said a couple of days ago, "I am giving you the pathway to follow." It is peaceful and comfortable. It occurs to me to substitute "warm" for "love", that it is interchangeable, because that's what it feels like to me. Anything warming is being nourished by love.


8/7/20 The Nature of Sex is Love - Part 2
How does spontaneity relate to sex?

In response to my last newsletter, "The Nature of Sex is Love", a question was asked, "How does spontaneity relate to sex? It sounds as if acting on impulse is a good thing without consideration of ethics or consequences. I wonder if spontaneity is really the word that is intended here?"

It is a very good question. Thanks for asking. It's about the power. When we feel lusty, when we feel loving, when we feel excited, when we feel innocence (vulnerable), when we feel angry at injustice, when we feel free to express ourselves in a joyful manner, we are being spontaneous to a larger, more orderly universal power. Normally we are restricted from being spontaneous. We are held back from expressing by laws and cultural tradition.  If freedom of expression is allowed within agreed-upon boundaries of decency that don't conflict with the innate decency of others, wonderful results can be achieved. It is forward movement. I can attest to that from my background in swinging. When people are given permission to explore and express spontaneously, they really do access a higher order of life. It is beautiful. It is a  more graceful order. Is it so surprising? Because the order behind everything  - the sun, planets, star systems, galaxies, animals and human beings - are all graceful and in harmony with all else. When we are held back we remain stilted. When we are free we join a little more into the grace and harmony of universal order.

There is an intelligence that is all good things - what we call "good". This power is beyond comprehension by a mind trained to rely on only physical or measurable things. But it can be understood through feeling. Feeling is anther aspect of this intelligence which is undetectable to our five senses. In the physical body it is rooted in the pelvis, the geometric center of the body, like in a seed.  It is the true heart of the body. It is where lusty sex is felt, but there is more to the sex story. It is more than love in the human sense, what I keep calling love. It is greater that everything known. Genius is another aspect. People who have visions tap into it. I've seen it through visionary revelations. It looks like a crystal ball of liquid light enclosed within what looks like roots of a tree. I felt it "click in" at that location when I went out of body years ago. This crystal ball has been shown to me in picture form as the "holy of holies". It is a seed of potential that has not been fulfilled yet. It is located at the geometric center of the body at the base of the spine. It is pure spirit. It is not physical. It drips glistening sparkling dew drops up the spine to keep the body alive, the lungs operating, the heart pumping, the digestion functioning, the kidneys, stomach, the whole works are maintained by this crystal light of infinite possibility.

It has been shown to me that this IS where the soul is anchored to the body. The seat of the soul, they call it, but the soul is the one which moves around. The crystal ball at the base of the spine is pure spirit and it never moves. it is the stillness at the heart of the body - at the heart of this particular body. It is only 5% of the whole spirit of the body that was sent ahead to manifest and build a body so the remaining 95% can descend - after the body is prepared sufficiently to receive "more".

Spontaneity is a way of expressing freely. By acting according to inner urges releases this spiritual power that manifests first of all as sex. But sex is only the first step on the ladder. The second step is to act with wisdom of the highest order. The third step is to act with love of the highest order. The fourth step is to act with purity of the highest order. The fifth step is to act with truth of the highest order. The sixth step is to act with peace and comfort (not in an agitating way). The seventh step is becoming a master of the body. 

We have been stuck at the sexual level for thousands and thousands of years. We have not mastered it yet as a species. The way we use sex has held us back from taking the second and third steps, which are qualities of soul. As a whole species we have not done that because it's an individual journey. Each one is on its own to discover these things. We have to take one step at a time to ascend up to a higher order.

Up to now, this power which has been labeled Kundalini in the East and the Holy Spirit (the born again phenomena) has been largely unknown. Only the mystics have explored it in ancient mystery schools. I keep trying to write about from personal experience, but it's not something one person can tell another. It is a feeling. It is a journey of the soul practicing with  ordinary, everyday situations and relationships. If a person doesn't learn to express oneself openly and freely and therefore in harmony with a higher order, they close down and become stilted. And they run for offices that govern other people and create laws limited to their perspective.

The great power that is hidden behind sex is a universal power of refinement, beauty and harmony, and every creature is designed to expand it within itself, including us, human beings. Plants, insects and animals evolve, and so do humans, by following natures laws.  But we are like a water hose. If the hose is crimped and jammed, no water comes out. Now in these unparalled times, we are being asked to step forward and be more honest with ourselves and show the truth that lies within us - speak it and act it. It requires being spontaneous to the inner self and stepping (lightly) over the laws and rules. We do it with care and wisdom but we do it. Our true thoughts, our true hearts, our true feelings are awakening and adding pressure to our nervous system. We are tapping something unknown within us. The body does not know but the soul does. Spontaneous means stop censoring the truth, the holiness in you. It is meant to be lived, seen and shared. One feels good doing it.

We are all here on earth in physical bodies to tap into this spontaneous order of life. The power of infinite possibilities FEELS good when you tap into it. The feeling of this power is immense but we have to work with it and learn how to manage it and not let spontaneity take over without the guidance of the higher levels, just named above. As we learn to govern and master our sexuality (and not let it master us) we are shown the next step and how to work with it. But it has everything to do with how we manage that feeling we refer to as "sex". Not to repress it as the religions have doen, but to weave it into the next orderly progression of our lives, which will lighten it and help sex become smoother and more comfortable and more honorable and more wonderful. Humanity's evolution has been held back because sex has been a selfish act and it was never intended to be. It is equivalent to lighting the rocket to the moon. It is designed to travel upward - up the spine to open other windows in the body.

Expressing spontaneous feelings is a skill that needs practice. We don't know at first if what we feel urged to do is right or wrong. It is an inner process. Test the waters. Enjoy sexual arousal but don't push it on others. In yoga they teach to stretch into a position to find the "edge" of discomfort. Interaction with the physical world is a stretching process. We learn to go gentle. Use intelligence, the second step (chakra). Let the power do the work. You get the insight how to elevate self, rather than force someone into action. The third step is love. This is inner work. It doesn't mean that a person should go out and figure out how to engage someone in sex. Just the opposite. It is to feel what love feels like. The third step access feelings of tenderness, warmth, compassion. We can't push these on other people. We access them ourself.

The inner self is a firey combustible thing, and it is also a transcendent stillness too. There are dual aspects to it - a feminine aspect and a masculine aspect. Each of us is processing this duality in a different manner. Artists express in one way, musicians in another, scientists in another, etc. As a human being we are a composite made up of past life skills but we've been held back. A far greater, richer part of ourselves is waiting to be released. When we act spontaneously, we release that greater aspect that has been held back. There is love, there is wisdom, there is justice, there is refinement, there is truth, there is spiritual revelation - but we have been directed backward to the past. Looking backward to the past does not release the future. It replays past mistakes.

We need to express spontaneously because that's the power of the future, of possibiliteis that we have skills for but aren't using. We've been around forever. The soul is immortal. We should be accessing it. Each of us is a creator based on where we have been but we don't yet know who we are until we start express it spontaneously. Expressing spontaneously feels joyful. It feels liberating. Only use discretion when in the presence of others you don't know. Then modify your spontaneous expression. Get to know them first. We must get to know people. Feel them out.

As for me, the way I express in this life is best doen in writing. I write mainly private journals what I've experience personally. The most powerful growth experiences of this life has been (first) my out-of-body experience, then (second) entering the field of human sexuality and love. Bringing high love into the sexual arena has been rewarding, but writing about it for the general public (newsleters) has been challenging. It's too far outside conventional attitudes so I've held back from releasing it. There is high-end bliss and rapture on one end and what is considered "low-down and dirty" on the other end, so it's becoming increasingly more difficult to continue with the newsletters. Yet, what has been revealed to me will break the sex code and I feel obliged to write about it. Part of me wants to go ahead and release it, and part of me wants to withdraw again, and keep it for myself. I am unsure at this point what to do. Just feeling my way.

There is a science to how light (includes love) is distributed through our dense physical body. We are surrounded by six layers of light, each increasingly more diffused and dense than the one above it, with the seventh layer being the physical body itself. In reverse, starting from the dense physical body, there is a reverse process which shows us how to lighten the dense layers around us - the auric field. Sex is a major player in this reverse process. To reverse the descension process and stop being so dense (!) we have to break the ancient sex code. Opposite to descension, the ascension process is an upward, evolutionary movement of the mind and intellect towards refinement and betterment, WITHOUT ABANDONING sexuality.

Breaking the sex code in past ages was heresy. It was an act of treason. My late husband used to tell me I should be grateful to be living in present times because what I speak of was punishable by death in former ages. I have had flashbacks of being burned at the stake, hung in the town square, died in the dungeon, etc. In those days a woman's natural ability to heal with herbal potions and love were thought to be devil possession. These abilities were unacceptable to male superiority and law. So breaking the sex code sets off warning lights in me, which I'm ignoring now. But telling these things openly has been slow in coming .

A code is a system of words or numbers substituted for the actual thing for purposes of secrecy, or to obscure the truth. Esoteric means hidden. Many esoteric truths are written in parables or hard-to-understand poetry. There is a truth about sex that is not known by the majority, and that is the nature of sex is love. It is rare for anyone to discover the esoteric meanings hidden within sex, but there have been a few. So lets plunge right into the hard truth about sex...

To break the sex code and let the light flow, one needs to become androgynous.  Androgyny means balance between one's own male and female tendencies. It doesn't mean in body but in quality of life. You stay your own gender but you lighten up on the hard edges that used to define you as "a man" or "a woman". Becoming more balanced in your male and female traits allows you to be clearer in mind and feeling so that expressing yourself is easier and more spontaneous. Being in balance is more freedom. The word "androgynous" is not to scare anyone. it is not as terrifying as it might sound, but it is a truth that can't be hidden any longer. More highly evolved beings from higher spheres are androgynous but they still have male and female bodies. But they do not have the negative division that we have on earth. Bringing our male traits and our female traits closer together in our OWN life, the way WE live our life, the way we move, think, act and contribute to life, will bring us into more pleasant relationships with people. It doesn't diminish feelings, it enhances feelings on the positive side and reduces feelings on the negative side as our vibrations quicken and speed up.

This is just a little bit of an introduction to what will be following in future newsletters. I am processing new incoming urges. I try to keep these articles short and concise but the words keep tumbling head over heels when I begin typing. There's so much trying to come through. So I'll stop today. I'm working on the "concise" end, trying to manage the flow. 



8/1/20 The Nature of Sex is Love
A Channeled Message from Spirit

Over the past few weeks I have wanted to address the nature of sex as love in an article, but I kept fumbling with it. I couldn't seem to get it right. Many hours of re-working it just made it longer and more confusing, so I asked spirit (using the generic term) to please help. I decided not to send a newsletter until I received the exact right feel. Meanwhile I continued re-reading my old journals from the past 40 years which contained many spirit channelings. They had started coming after my out-of-body experience in 1976, which was similar to a near-death experience of going into the light of heaven. And just a few hours ago today I ran across this channeled message given to me in 1981. It is perfect. I knew immediately that I must send this out right away because there is a dangerous movement underway to separate and disconnect people from the very warmth, passion and love that is the heart of what makes us human. I hope it lifts you as it did me.
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"Now, I am going to speak to you of spontaneity for the spirit of man is endowed with attributes that are unrecognizable today. These attributes are light, force, power, virtue, knowing, and they are combined chemically into one thing, into oneness. Only in spontaneity can you know these attributes as oneness, which is more true to the spirit of man. Only in spontaneity can you experience them. Only in flowing with the movement of the spirit can you truly become that which you are from the beginning of time.

As one of the authors has said, “You think spontaneity is disorder, but you are wrong.” Within the action of spontaneity is a very great order, a discipline that you as an unawakened man cannot begin to know or see. Nor will you know it shut up in your little cave of artificial order when you reject spontaneity from your life. It is putting your back to the light and trying to comprehend what is in the darkness. 

I am here to tell you about spontaneity, and I am here to tell you that what you think you see in your visions while in meditation is only a glimpse of the truth. It is like taking a book from the shelf and sitting down comfortably in the chair to read. And from the book you learn what it is all about. In meditation you learn what the spirit that sparkles within you is all about. You learn about it in a classroom so to speak, in the protection and safety of your meditation parlor, in the security of safe vibrations. You depend on these safe vibrations, do you not? To allow the visions to come?

Well, then, this is a theoretical learning about the spirit. All meditation techniques are like kindergarten to the twelfth grade in your school system. It is book learning. I am not putting this down, for it is important to prepare you for what is to come. But understand that you are not experts in the spirit because you have seen vision or known bliss. Now, you, as men of God, must go out into the world that he has created for himself to enjoy, and allow Him to enjoy it! For he breathes and lusts with passion in your breast. He wants to live! He wants to speak! He wants to move among his people, to pat the animals, to speak to the plants! He is full of power and passion to love his creation - his very own creation - and you are He.

His spirit is spontaneity. His spirit lives and breathes with your moods of up and down. His spirit sinks sometimes into hell because that, too, is part of his creation. His spirit soars into the heavens because that, too, is his creation. His spirit laughs, sings, loves, plays, thinks, absorbs, and gives never ceasing. Never stopping. He never sleeps. As you sleep he is still awake enjoying the wonders of his creation. The cells in his body must sleep for the flesh gets tired, but he has created other realms to play in while his body sleeps.

How does spontaneity affect you? Let us discuss you, for you are the body of this wondrous spirit that breathes and wants and desires. Let us slow down for a moment and see where you are. You have become falsely indoctrinated in the ways of a false world. You have been told to act this way or that way, so that you may be accepted. You have been taught at home that only certain actions are proper and that other actions are sin. You have been taught in school that only certain actions are acceptable in school and that other actions are not. And so you have been trained just like you train a pet to obey his master's commands. You live in a very shallow world.

Where is there room for spontaneity? Where is the breathing space for the spirit? You must make the room for it, within your tight and narrow world. You must learn to make room for spontaneity. This I cannot tell you how, but I tell you that you must make room for the breathing of the spirit.
 
 It is to the 98% invisible realm that the noble attributes of man are anchored : love, compassion, desire to help, understanding, the snese of brotherhood, oneness with God, beauty, joy, clairvoyance, psychic ability – yet you cut them out because you have been trained to cut them ojut. You have been trained to focus on the immediate world which his merely the tip of a massive iceburg.

Perhaps you may take an hour off from your busy schedules in your tight world. Then go and move where your spirit takes you. Do not substitute an hour of tightly scheduled meditation, for a tightly scheduled life. This will not open your center but rather keep it still closed. Your heart is at the root of your being. Your heart is what you call "gut feeling". Your heart is primitive, instinctive, passion for life, sensitive for spirit and life. Go back to your heart and move with its breath. Enter your heart - your gut feeling - and move with its ebb and flow. Step over the threshold for an hour, if that is how long you have allowed yourself, and soar with the ancient throb of infinity - the One that lives within you - waiting, waiting, for you to turn around and join him.

No man alive can tell you what to do. No man alive or dead for you are spirit. You are the eternal One that burns with desire and wants for a better world. You are the one who aches to feel, to speak His noble thoughts, His ancient dreams, His exploding visions. Your highest meditation is when you are moving on your feet, though not of your own power. When spontaneity has lifted you into its powerful thrust and you have willed to go, when you flow with spontaneity you enter the heart of order. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the timeless Now. When you flow with spontaneity you will yourself to a greater intelligence than your own and one who knows better than you. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the passion of God.

You have been taught differently, I know, so you may doubt my word. Do not take my word blindly. Never take anyone's word blindly but test it. Try it. Feel it out. Is it so? How can you know without trying it? Without daring to prove me false?

In all that I say in the coming weeks, it will revolve around spontaneity like little planets and little satellites revolve around the sun, magnetically attracted to that ball of life unable to separate and go alone, so I will  keep coming back to spontaneity for I have seen its power. I have tasted of its goodness and I have smelled of its presence, and I have seen its wonder in the light. I have known its beauty, its loveliness and its virtue. There is no evil that can persist in the heat of spontaneity. There is no wrong doing that can live in the light of spontaneous action for a wrong act is a separate act, not big enough to stand alone. You may trust spontaneity with your consciousness, but do not trust it blindly.

Wake up from your long sleep and see the beauty of this larger order that beats to a rhythm not your own. Watch it for a while and try to get in step. It belongs to no man, no woman, no authority, no monopoly, it belongs to no nation, no world, no galaxy, but it is the heart throb of infinity itself. And it beats in the pulse of gut feelings, beyond the sight of your neighbor and your family, but not beyond the sight of you! You know, perhaps not fully, but you sense it from time to time. Watch for these moods when the spirit speaks to you, beckoning you to follow it for a short span of time. It does not want to disrupt your life for it has created your life up to now. It does not want to disturb your little order, it wants you to expand your orderliness. Become conscious of your gut feelings, become conscious of your breathing, become conscious of your loves and hates, become conscious of how you live. Thus you will wake up. Thus will you learn about the power that burns in your heart within your primal roots - that of the ancient One.

You think you must meditate? Go and meditate but do it consciously. You think you must do your housework? Go and do your housework, but know what you are doing. You think you must have a party? Then go and have a party, but watch your actions. You think you must change something on your job? Then, go and change what you feel you must. But do it consciously. Wake up to your life. You need not change, you need wake up. Become conscious of your actions, know what you do and why. Know your Self.

And where do you pray? Do you pray to someplace in the top of your head? Or to somewhere within your breast? Or someplace inside your brain? Or someplace in the sky? Where? Where do you focus your attention when you pray to this infinite One? Do you know where he is, this ancient fire of life? He burns brightly within the one place you have never thought to look. He burns with passion and warmth, with love and tenderness, with clarity and vision, with knowledge and lust, with heart-breaking desire for goodness for all mankind, with compassion, with empathy, with contentment, and with unshakeable peace, with untouchable serenity, with unmoving masterful control at the very core. Do you know where such flame burns?

It burns in the bowels where gut feeling throbs. It burns in the center of being. How could it be in any other place but in the center, the heart of form? You have not dared to look. You have succumbed to the concept of sin and not dared to look. Yet, here it is, and here it shall always be, protected by the veil of illusion of sin. The pelvic bowl is the bowl of life, the chalice in which burns the flame. The pelvic bone is the holy place where the passion for life burns on. When you succumb to the greater spontaneity in your breast, you will see."


7/17/20 More Discussionis With Higher Self (channeling)

The following question and answer session took place in the courtyard of the Hyatt Hotel in Orlando at a conference in February 1985. After engaging in a dance-like meditation for an hour, and a deep sleep in the shade afterwards, I awoke with the urge to write. I dug out my pad of paper and pen from my briefcase nearby and moved to the lounge chair in a spot where the sun shone through the trees. I settled down feeling lofty and dreamy. My mind was blank and peaceful. I did not want to disturb it by forming forceful thoughts so I put a question almost dreamily on paper, after which the words came easily to my mind and slid down my arm and out the tip of my pen. I share this to show how close we are to a mysterious part of ourselves that is closer than hands and feet. Even though we don't understand with our limited minds, these words are a reminder there is a larger Self overlighting us. These are unedited. They are the words that were originally written down on the spot.
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(Me: Oh, Lord of Light, I am ready to start writing and following your advice. Where would you have me begin?)
 
My brother, my sister, I am thorough in my purpose. I propose to you that you start by meditating on me every hour for fifteen minutes at a time. This will lead you to me. I will then instruct you in the purposes of the light of God. You may practice and you may try to reach me at any moment in your life. I am here always. Never do I leave the world alone. I am yours to serve as you are mine. But I am faithful, you are not. Begin then. Come to me. Every hour on the hour and let us make plans together.
 
We are one in Cause, one in purpose, one in God. I am truly yours. I am forever faithful to the Cause. Begin then to receive the spark of my love that you may pass it on to those in need. To those you feed you will draw to me, to Him who always cares. I am forever here, forever shining in the stars of your own Earth, your planet’s waves of throes and heavals vast and wide. I hold the balance to the outer limits and beyond, forever night and day. You see my face, you see my feet in all you ever meet. My toes are there upon the Earth, upon the waves, the mountains pure, the valleys sure, the inner heart, the outer part, I am, I am, I am, never more to leave.
 
The trees are good and safe for you. Come out and bask beneath their limbs, breathe their fragrance every day. Breathe in, breathe out, breathe all about the Earth and you will sweep it clean of karma old and dead. It’s simple, yes you know it is. It’s almost gone from you. And as you lift your eyes above the lower forces swirling round, you leap into the world of love, of finest purest kind. From here you breathe the breath of life to cast out spells forever. The mystery of creeds and yokes are flung aside forever. The radiance of reality is here and now and tested by the warriors of the Lord and never shall be bested by the lords of outer war - they cannot ride the waves of this the might armor bright swelling like a wave from out the Sun of Holy Thought, innocence protected, pure and sweet and fragrant to the sense of the pure, the living garden spot of faith, the well-spring of the latent power of the Sons and Daughters of the Highest, Holy Cloud of peace and light, enter in forever.
 
I am light, shining bright, Father Mother God of Right
Choices leave like a breeze when’er I burst upon the scene
Emerging from within without, casting perfect love about
 
(Me writing: I got caught up in a rather exquisite poem here and inserted my own thoughts and got bogged down so I threw it out. But the message was clear to me - It had to do with the fact that when we give ourselves up to the Light all forms of burden leave. There is such a vacuum of trouble, that there is not even left the human problem of making choices for everything is taken care of in a cloud of great peace. Everything. THIS was so impossible to state in human terms that it came through as rhythm. So I said, Dear Lord above, tell me some more, by what and to whom do I compare?)
 
The moon, the stars are in the sky, you on Earth are in my eye. I project you outwardly to shine upon all you see. The rays you represent are glistening, clean, as a raindrop in the air preens in the sunlight sharp and clear, and moves on top of the atmosphere. Open your mind to me, dear one, I will show you the way to the Sun. Do you know how well you perceive me now? I am sitting here with you in your chair. I am your hand, your nervous system, too. I am spreading outward into view. Adjust your vision, open your eyes, look up and outward into the skies. Quietly, soothingly find your space, ask for and you will receive my grace. Finally, tell me your deepest fears, write them down through your veil of tears. Never expect the world outside to comprehend the inner side. This is too subtle for it to enjoy. The hour is passing - come in to me now.
 
(Me: I had been sitting on a lounge chair outside in the courtyard away from the other people. I went inside the room and sat in a chair at the little round table and opened the glass door to let some air in. I wrote my question: Dear Lord of Light, I feel your presence. I am ready to receive more. What would you have me do?)
 
Quality unlike lethargy, is fast and moving. I would have you move about more quickly. When you have gained some speed in your actions, I will come through easier. I will slide down the tube of your extended thought slippery as the rainbow gliding down the curve of the Earth. There is much to do and much to say. You will be able to carry your thought, my thought, more firmly when you are active. Groom yourself, not for meditation but for action.

(I thought, “Helping Bob?”)

Yes, perform Bob’s work for him. He needs you. He, too, is working for me so as you work for him you work for me. There is no separation from where I sit. I see the whole. You and Bob are both creating an excellent avenue for me to work through.

(I thought, "Through sex?")  [This refers to a seminar we had started hosting on couples swinging.] 

The word sex does not have meaning for me. It is merely a connection with other bodies. As I have told you, the outer world is of no concern to me, nor to the work as it is existing in light. You see, the outer world is a dry, cakey substance, unable to carry the subtler refinements. You have prepared your mind and soul above and beyond the outer manifestation, so your body and what it does is not relevant to the inner cause. Continue your life actions, do not separate out or change what you are doing. Perform your functions as they arise and do not impose limitations on yourself. Become unlimited by any thought, moral or otherwise. Continue your housework, continue your writing, continue talking with Bob. He is opening doors which you in your dry, cakey, outer body, cannot see. His doors are, like yours, open to higher images, higher and more subtle thoughts. What you must do to remain close in outer manifestation, do quickly and without anger. Do not spend so much time on it. I will guide you, help you, move you, antagonize you so that you help me. I want you to help me. I love you, as all of life. I am a manifestation of that love. All that is important to me is love - and peace which results from loving uninhibited. That is the peace that passes all earthly understanding. It is a love that is known only to those who renounce the world in the sense that they transcend the world.
 
When you do not care any longer whether this or that is done, or this or that sees you, you own this or that, when all that occurs occurs without emotion rippling across your subtler bodies then you are indeed a renunciate, no matter where you live. I have many renunciates scattered throughout the world. They do not necessarily live in ashrams or holy orders. They are, by far, more useful to me if they live in the world among the unenlightened. As you noticed and caught my hint, when you breathe outwardly as you walk among the natives, you cleanse their atmosphere, for it is MY breath you are exhaling, my fragrance you are distributing, my knowledge, and it is working even now in the courtyard which you just left. I am the follower, in turn, of one mightier in power and purity, knowledge and perception, and so the lineage grows upward like a tree of life, a tree of light whose limbs extend downward and upward and whose central channel is One, allowing the flow of life to extend deep into the hearts of darkness and to perform awakenings of memory, memories long forgotten and closed. Now I detect some questions
 
(Me: Are you really a conscious being, near me now, conscious of me? Really me as an individual? I have a hard time thinking that. [Laughter, hard shaking peels of happiness rippled through me at this, so that I had to lay down my pen and feel that indeed another entity was enjoying something right here inside of me to which I was not privy.  But I insisted on knowing and continued....] But how, if you’re aware of the universe? In my outer conscious I forget, am not reminded so I don’t think you are there. Please fill me in! [There was a long pause. I could feel thinking processes going on. Finally....] 

I AM you! I laugh out of ecstasy! You do not need to understand. You need merely to live. Allow me to live in you. The love you profess for me, is my own love for myself. You and I are One Person. We are never separated. The only separation that ever occurs is when you doubt. When you shut off. When you refuse your very own life, feelings, perceptions, your candor, your frankness, your toughness, your reality. When you do not follow the impulses that throb and probe and rush through your mind, when you forsake these in favor, out of “niceness”, of those others who live around you - THIS is separation from Me. From Yourself. From God and the Universe which is the wellspring of all action.
 
Try! Try to understand - I am you. When you grow lethargic, your body sleeps and the real you, the real me is left out, imprisoned, locked out, locked away from your consciousness in the physical manifestation called “body”. Sleep and sleep a healthy sleep. Then when you awake you are alive in the physical world once more. The real you, the real me is EVER active and your body must be awake and healthy for your outer mind to perceive this aliveness. So long as you have a physical body, you must needs tend it, maintain it in a healthy manner with healthy habits so that you can bring this aliveness to the surface. So you can see for yourself just how alive your real self is. Prove it for yourself and you will be doing all that you are destined to do. The healing work is never done so long as there is a physical abode. For the physical world is a sickness in itself. It is a crust, a hardening of the arteries of God.
 
We in our domain can see with great sadness how deeply entrenched is this sickness. But we do not linger on the thought of the sickness. Rather, we look to the food, absorb the faculties, the qualities that are ever beyond. Look up, not down. Look to the sun. Look, at night, to the moon and the stars. Draw your strength, your vision, your hope, your life blood, from those above you, by no matter what name. You have been blessed with the implanting of a vision. Hence, you know where to look, but there are many, many others who have not the slightest idea where to look.  Their vision has dimmed and dried and faded and so they have lost the hope. Where there is no hope the only avenue is outward to others like themselves. They compete and measure their actions, it is the only way that they know.
 
And so, the need for healing. The need for putting these truths on paper and here a thought you had a few minutes ago: Yes, your mind must be blank. Don’t try to change my words. This form of writing should remain pure. When you sit down to compose your book, your articles, then you may change and re-arrange. That is a form of writing which we need also, it is adapted to conform to your outer world. And so it is true and good, but translated so to speak for others less enlightened with the inner vision. This form of writing (or speaking should the occasion arise) is given direct. Don’t change it.
 
(Me: What about the tapes I want to do and the Summit Lighthouse teachings. May I, should I, translate them to ordinary outer world language?)

There will come a time for you to busy yourself with this project. It is a good one. The time is not here for this. You have more immediate concerns.

(Me: What? I thought)

Bob’s book is an important book. Sustain him. Breathe! Be! Care! Help him! I am here, too.

(Me: What about my book?)

Here, too, the time will come. Do not hurry into this. I would prefer that you help Bob right now. You have asked for him to stay and it has been granted, although the time had come for him to leave you. Now that he is staying nearby, with love, with confusions as many as he has, we have decided to use him. Now he is doing the service that should have been done initially when the Earth was first formed. The tender regards that you have given him have opened him to serve in a way he could not have served before. Allow him to join the order of Light and he will turn and help you.
 
(Me 8 months later on 10/21/85 - I love you my Lord of Living Light. Are you close by me now? Can I develop a relationship with you by writing?

When you awake in the morning think of me, I am here. Always. Put your feet upon the floor and move with conscious awareness of me within the nerves of your feet and body. Pick up every utensil with the thought that I am in your fingers. I breathe through your nose, I whisper through your humming. I am in every cell of your body. Closer than your hands and feet to you. Why do you question? Make your mind blank and yield. Yield to the forces of movement within you. I am the movement. Why do you hold back? See my face now before you. I am the world. I am the work. I am the birds. I am the sweetness of the air. You are not separate from me. I am the entire episode of your life. I am moving constantly as animals running in the trees, insects crawling on the ground, bees buzzing in the air. Come and join the movement of my life. Why do you sit still? Move! Move and feel the workings of my heart beat, my blood, my nerves, my mind tingling with the promise of action!  Mighty is the power that I have when I am free and uninhibited by your refusal to act as my movement would have you act. Do not make the mistake of thinking I am only found in stillness. I am not dead! I am alive - more alive than you. Come my dead sister, rise and move through the day with me and I shall show you many wonders. Alive and vital signs of a long, long life. Come forth. Move with me now.
 
(Me: What do I watch for when I am falling out of touch with you? To catch the separation quickly?)

When you are anxious, do not permit yourself to become anxious. When you are bored, do not permit boredom to overtake you. When you are sleepy, go to bed. Do not fight the sleep. I am natural functioning and when you fight nature in you, you fight me.
 
(Me: What do I do when I become aware? When I remember you? When I am anxious and remember you?  It is then that I have been weak and failed to correct the situation. How do I correct it?)

You do not have to change what you are doing. Your work is my work and I would have you continue. But your anxiety becomes a block to me and I do not fulfill my wishes when you become anxious. You close your pores, your nerves become insensitive to me, your back becomes tired, your channels are no longer open. You must learn to maintain quietness within as you work. Block out the outside interference and retain a calmness within. Your mind should follow the path of least resistance to my urges within. But in order to hear me, to follow my signs, you must carefully guard yourself from external influences. When I am ready to stop my work you will know for I am you and you will know the time. You often hear me but refuse to go with my flow. Carry out the natural flow and the flow must ebb and flow and when it is time to ebb, allow yourself to run down, like the robot which you are. Run down and feel the stillness within, my stillness, and feel the surge of power from me, for I am power. When power surges you feel it. When power stops you feel the mightiness of the whole. It is then that you may enjoy the respite, the tender love I have as a wellspring, an eternal and endless wellspring of love for movement - now still, now tender, now promising the peace and the virtues of wholeness. All the wholeness of my being come on you and soothe the vibrating flesh. Yet you need not separate yourself from life to enjoy me, for I am with you always.  Never separate, and my peace I give unto you and you receive it well after you have completed my work. For you and I are one and when we work we must work together, else you feel separation from me. Dissatisfaction and frustration are the result of not doing what I wish us to accomplish. Do I make myself clear?

(Me: Yes, thank you.)
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I continue to be amazed at the writings that have come through me over the years. I am a normal humble human being. I do not have any super powers that I know of. But as I re-read these old journals I am reminded that there is another part of me that is mystical and beyond my understanding, that I have been separated from. It is teaching me and advising me. It gives me a good feeling when I connect with it but I keep forgetting it during my day-to-day. I forget to pay attention it and it is asking for me to remember it. Perhaps it is why we are continually urged to meditate. At least to sit in the silence with minds still and void. Perhaps this is how we reconnect with it. I share these things as a reminder that there is a part of us that we have forgotten. It behooves us to remember it. It says, " Remember, I am your REAL Self, not the false image created over time by the outer world. You do not see the separation that exists but it exists nonetheless. Your outer nature is out-nature - out of nature or out of tune with nature. Nature, my friend, is Love."

Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!

7/13/20 An Interview With Higher Self
From an automatic writing session (channeling)

In the process of retyping old handwritten automatic writings from 1986, I ran across this one. I don't know why I was inspired to open the old notebooks again. I do that every once in awhile. I am led to share this one because its a revelation about the higher self. There's a lot of talk about higher self these days. What is it? Where does it come from? I asked the same questions back in the 80's. And I wrote down the answers (and the questions) in long hand on paper. There is a ton of writings this way. This was written in February 1986.
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(Me: I would like to say something to Bob that will help warm him, alleviate the pain, but I am afraid it will come out wrong. Can you write for me?)

Oh, blessed one, in thy holy aura is found the virtue of all virtues – that of giving, soothing, healing to the parts that hurt. I hear you and commend thy desire to heal. Can you treat the darkness? Is