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1/24/21 - We are creating the new world by falling forward .... from the heart
St. Germain came into my meditations awhile back when I was planning a women's circle and gave me a message. This particular message will benefit men too, for there is no gender on the higher, inner planes from which spirit is falling forward. But I'll share it as it was given to me.
When women meet in circle, they are creating a mandala. They are coming together to create a sand painting just like the Tibetan Buddhists do when they gather to create an intricate beautiful design without following a pattern. They follow an inner pattern. There are many of them working on one painting without an external pattern. How do they know where to place their dainty grains of colored sand? It is a mystery to those who know only to follow someone else’s instructions.
The Buddhists know there is a greater design, a greater plan, but they don’t know that yet. They, we the women, are about to learn it. It is the next stage in our evolution, here in the west. The greater design has ALWAYS been there. The greater design works outward through each individual’s breathing and living. Each woman in our sacred circle, now members of the goddess team the world over, adds their divine breath and presence to the design, the mandala that we will create for Earth. We are each capable of reflecting the divine plan because we contain the whole picture within us, or at least have access to it.
The concept that the universe is a hologram came about when in 1982 at the University of Paris a research team led by physicist Alain Aspect discovered that under certain circumstances subatomic particles, such as electrons, are able to instantaneously communicate with each other regardless of the distance separating them. Much has been written about “we are holograms and live in a holographic universe”. The grand plan comes from source, or the oneness that created all that is, from the largest universe to the smallest insect, all of us and our little kitties and doggies, reflect the divine plan through awareness, and awareness grows. Each of us outpictures (expresses) what we feel comfortable expressing. When someone forces us to do something we are not ready for, we are uncomfortable. If someone forces us, because there are “laws on the books” to do something we really don’t want to do, we grow resentful. We feel pain. We suffer. We grow hateful. We grow violent because we are not functioning according to our plan, our role, our purpose, what we were designed for. We have become distorted, corrupt.
We are projections of the divine intelligence. Source is a falling forward and outward into manifestation in the physical. All of us are flowing outward into expression through our free will. And through our free will we may refuse to follow the inner plan, and instead follow in someone else’s footprints, looking to them as “master” instead of our self. We are projections direct from source intelligence, God or Goddess if you choose. We are meant to fit ourselves into life according to our comfort zone, we choose the friends we best fit with. We choose the city or town or state we best fit with. We choose the work we best fit with. Our hidden inner self struggles to find what we like the best. The design of the world is unfolding through human beings as they evolve and express what is in their hearts.
It is held back when they are NOT expressing what is in their hearts. We are not supposed to follow in someone else’s foot prints, we are meant to step in our own. We are not meant to follow rules or agendas created by someone else because the design for each of us alone comes forth from within as a prompting. We are prompted by an inner push to go here, or go there, or say this or say that. We have a piece of the grand design to contribute to the mandala that is being painted.
A circle of women with this understanding in mind will gather for a short time and look first within themselves for the highest prompting, and then allow that prompting to come forth and follow it. What thread of awareness will fit best with the other expressions coming from the other women in the circle? We weave together in the moment, with no one taking a leadership role for others to follow. No one is qualified to be a leader in such a circle. A teacher may lead a class, it is true, but in this gathering of goddesses, it is a circle, not a leader-teacher situation. We are here to contribute our inner light.
It may seem that I am leading, but I am not. I have been trained to be a gatherer, not a teacher or a lecturer. A writer, yes, I love to write. It is my passion, but I write from my heart with an intention to express what I am feeling, seeing and knowing. The intention is not to “make” or “shape” or “change” other people. This has been the crux of my learning - how to ascertain the difference between expressing who I AM versus attempting to teach, change or influence other people to do it my way. This has been the center of my learning over the years. My awareness has grown towards the center of this very thing. I must not draw other people into my circle because then I draw them away from their own center.
This is the philosophy of the advanced civilizations, the galactics from higher, more evolved worlds. They know not to interfere, because they are responsible for their actions. Karmic kickback. You reap what you sow and if I tempt others away from their true mission in life, I am responsible and I must return to that place again and again to correct the mistake by becoming aware. That is why, when I am presented with offers to step into the limelight, I decline. I did not understand why I was so insistent on stepping back each time an offer came my way, but now I know. I do not like to even post things on Facebook because it draws attention to me and comments suck me into threads and pathways down which I don’t want to go. The rabbit hole it is called.
People say “But how do you know unless you try it?” It is the seduction game to pull the unaware person in. I am aware of that particular method of entrapment. Many people must follow that path, and it is not for me to prevent them taking it. It is their journey and their exploration. My role is to gather those who understand what I’m writing about. And, then as we gather together in sacred circles, we can mix and blend and talk and laugh and maybe some day sing and dance. Never being musical myself I hope for it.
Someone wrote to my galactic website and asked, “How can we identify light beings from dark entities? The answer was by feelings of hope, upliftment, peace, love, joy, exhilaration and simple kindness. It’s a radiation of loving comfort. You want to hug the person who makes you feel like that. Dark entities cause feelings of hopelessness, discouragement, confusion, fear, loss. If you feel anything less than peaceful loving comfort that makes you want to hug the person, then he or she is sending negative energies. Don‘t judge them. Don’t find fault, find a way to neutralize the bad feelings or, if unsuccessful, find a way out as quickly as possible.
St. Germain came into my meditations awhile back when I was planning a women's circle and gave me a message. This particular message will benefit men too, for there is no gender on the higher, inner planes from which spirit is falling forward. But I'll share it as it was given to me.
When women meet in circle, they are creating a mandala. They are coming together to create a sand painting just like the Tibetan Buddhists do when they gather to create an intricate beautiful design without following a pattern. They follow an inner pattern. There are many of them working on one painting without an external pattern. How do they know where to place their dainty grains of colored sand? It is a mystery to those who know only to follow someone else’s instructions.
The Buddhists know there is a greater design, a greater plan, but they don’t know that yet. They, we the women, are about to learn it. It is the next stage in our evolution, here in the west. The greater design has ALWAYS been there. The greater design works outward through each individual’s breathing and living. Each woman in our sacred circle, now members of the goddess team the world over, adds their divine breath and presence to the design, the mandala that we will create for Earth. We are each capable of reflecting the divine plan because we contain the whole picture within us, or at least have access to it.
The concept that the universe is a hologram came about when in 1982 at the University of Paris a research team led by physicist Alain Aspect discovered that under certain circumstances subatomic particles, such as electrons, are able to instantaneously communicate with each other regardless of the distance separating them. Much has been written about “we are holograms and live in a holographic universe”. The grand plan comes from source, or the oneness that created all that is, from the largest universe to the smallest insect, all of us and our little kitties and doggies, reflect the divine plan through awareness, and awareness grows. Each of us outpictures (expresses) what we feel comfortable expressing. When someone forces us to do something we are not ready for, we are uncomfortable. If someone forces us, because there are “laws on the books” to do something we really don’t want to do, we grow resentful. We feel pain. We suffer. We grow hateful. We grow violent because we are not functioning according to our plan, our role, our purpose, what we were designed for. We have become distorted, corrupt.
We are projections of the divine intelligence. Source is a falling forward and outward into manifestation in the physical. All of us are flowing outward into expression through our free will. And through our free will we may refuse to follow the inner plan, and instead follow in someone else’s footprints, looking to them as “master” instead of our self. We are projections direct from source intelligence, God or Goddess if you choose. We are meant to fit ourselves into life according to our comfort zone, we choose the friends we best fit with. We choose the city or town or state we best fit with. We choose the work we best fit with. Our hidden inner self struggles to find what we like the best. The design of the world is unfolding through human beings as they evolve and express what is in their hearts.
It is held back when they are NOT expressing what is in their hearts. We are not supposed to follow in someone else’s foot prints, we are meant to step in our own. We are not meant to follow rules or agendas created by someone else because the design for each of us alone comes forth from within as a prompting. We are prompted by an inner push to go here, or go there, or say this or say that. We have a piece of the grand design to contribute to the mandala that is being painted.
A circle of women with this understanding in mind will gather for a short time and look first within themselves for the highest prompting, and then allow that prompting to come forth and follow it. What thread of awareness will fit best with the other expressions coming from the other women in the circle? We weave together in the moment, with no one taking a leadership role for others to follow. No one is qualified to be a leader in such a circle. A teacher may lead a class, it is true, but in this gathering of goddesses, it is a circle, not a leader-teacher situation. We are here to contribute our inner light.
It may seem that I am leading, but I am not. I have been trained to be a gatherer, not a teacher or a lecturer. A writer, yes, I love to write. It is my passion, but I write from my heart with an intention to express what I am feeling, seeing and knowing. The intention is not to “make” or “shape” or “change” other people. This has been the crux of my learning - how to ascertain the difference between expressing who I AM versus attempting to teach, change or influence other people to do it my way. This has been the center of my learning over the years. My awareness has grown towards the center of this very thing. I must not draw other people into my circle because then I draw them away from their own center.
This is the philosophy of the advanced civilizations, the galactics from higher, more evolved worlds. They know not to interfere, because they are responsible for their actions. Karmic kickback. You reap what you sow and if I tempt others away from their true mission in life, I am responsible and I must return to that place again and again to correct the mistake by becoming aware. That is why, when I am presented with offers to step into the limelight, I decline. I did not understand why I was so insistent on stepping back each time an offer came my way, but now I know. I do not like to even post things on Facebook because it draws attention to me and comments suck me into threads and pathways down which I don’t want to go. The rabbit hole it is called.
People say “But how do you know unless you try it?” It is the seduction game to pull the unaware person in. I am aware of that particular method of entrapment. Many people must follow that path, and it is not for me to prevent them taking it. It is their journey and their exploration. My role is to gather those who understand what I’m writing about. And, then as we gather together in sacred circles, we can mix and blend and talk and laugh and maybe some day sing and dance. Never being musical myself I hope for it.
Someone wrote to my galactic website and asked, “How can we identify light beings from dark entities? The answer was by feelings of hope, upliftment, peace, love, joy, exhilaration and simple kindness. It’s a radiation of loving comfort. You want to hug the person who makes you feel like that. Dark entities cause feelings of hopelessness, discouragement, confusion, fear, loss. If you feel anything less than peaceful loving comfort that makes you want to hug the person, then he or she is sending negative energies. Don‘t judge them. Don’t find fault, find a way to neutralize the bad feelings or, if unsuccessful, find a way out as quickly as possible.
1/20/21 - The Big Picture by Ivo of Vega channeled via Sharon Stewart
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(Nancy speaking) Doug and I just finished watching the inauguration of the new president Joe Biden. I was feeling elated and stirred to emotion, especially when Amy Kobuchar came to the microphone. She smiled and I automatically smiled back. She was the inauguration co-chair. It wasn't her words, it was the joy she expressed on her face, and it was contagious. I'm not political. I'm a detector, a browser, a scanner for joyful feelings, and the inauguaration ceremony today was full of elevating feelings. There was remarkable absence of dark side division and opposing views. Inclusiveness was being expressed, mostly by the women. It was interesting to see the many famous people coming in and mingling as a crowd. Whenever a man talked I looked at my cell phone. When the President himself came on at the end to accept his new appointment, I was reading the channeling by Ivo through Sharon Stewart, which I am sharing today. When Amanda Gorman came on, I looked up, struck by the feeling she emanated. She's the new poet laureate, a young 22-year-old black woman. She began reading her amazing poem, "Climbing the Hill", which is now online. Her words - no - her vision expressed humanity's future. She carried us to a place beyond the stars. There is no limit to where we can go as humans becoming more. She is an amazing and gifted seer and unifier.
The women are expressing something that the men have been unable to express, they have had a different role. There are men who are bringing us closer to it but it's the women who are embodying this grace and vision. They are coming out of the closet now, allowing the divine to speak through them, and it is pure emotional love. It doesn't matter the color of their politics or their skin. It is the expanding of the heart. Test the heart. It will tell you each time. If your heart is touched and tears come, it is their heart talking. When the head talks you don't get that response. You either get angry and have a bristling retort, or you walk away. But when the heart and the head join up together as a partnership, then the words have that feeling of rightness, which is an upward quality, and it's thrilling to the body. The body can feel it. It is the sense of inclusiveness. No one is shut out. It is forgiveness expressed as inclusiveness, as expressed as love. I believe the outgoing President will go down in history as the one who highlighted the dark in order for us to better see the light. He will be thanked later. Not now but later, in years to come.
It was during the inauguration ceremony that I stumbled upon "The Big Picture" by Ivo of Vega. Embraced within the power of unity that I was watching on TV, I knew I had to share it. It's not about politics, it's about becoming aware of the impact divisiveness does to us. Sharon begins with her own editorial, and then Ivo steps in with his higher dimensional overview. Ivo is Sharon's twin flame. He is not in physical form on earth. He is on a ship above the earth, unseen, working with the Galactic Federation which is unseen, and communicates telepathically with Sharon. There are many such communications going on with the fleets above us.
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Sharon speaking:
I was just looking at reader comments on my Amazon books, and I thank all of you for your enthusiastic comments. Many people commented that the books show you aspects of life beyond earth, and how other beings live, but this one comment I found very insightful. The reader said: “I like how the author has clearly annotated the problems that regular people face in society and has woven that together with the much larger picture of the universe.” It may be hard to believe that there are angels trumpeting the wins of the Light on earth against the deep state, but there are.
It may be hard to believe that Venus went through the same liberation from the dark, but they did (read Omnec Onec's Venusian trilogy books to find out how they did it. Nah, spoiler, I'll tell you – they walked away from everything. It was so corrupt they walked away and started their own Light communities based on their own values. Sound familiar?)
What is happening here on earth, right now, is an extension of the universe. Black magic didn't originate on earth, word is it originated in Sirius and has largely held the constellation of Orion under its spell for a long time. There has been a lot of warring going on between the different races there, some of higher and some of lower frequency.
Then as I understand it, it moved into our solar system and infected Mars and Vulcan, which became the Keyeper belt, and then came to rest upon earth. We've been discussing the hybrid that humanity has become on earth and Ivo and I pointed out that that was for a particular reason: so that evil could incarnate here in our powerful bodies. Because the AI overlord has delusions of divinity, and because this overlord can overcome natural life through mind control (yes, that's our strength and our weakness as well. We're subject to mind control through TV waves that are calibrated to influence our mental bodies). Because we have a lower dimensional body, that was made to vibrate at lower frequencies, and because people on earth had largely turned away from their divinity to focus on materialism anyway, long before this overtake happened, taking us over was just a question of changing our life circumstances generation by generation.
Focusing on the domination of our lower minds, and then the lower mind's domination of the higher mind, that was the plan they put into place. Slowly. So slowly people didn't notice from generation to generation. They also packaged everything as “progess” instead of focusing on the down side of all of these things, because there is a down side to everything, they sold it all to us as wonderful innovations. And people were so overburdoned by their physical toiling, which is another thing ETs don't do, they gladly leapt at these innovations in order to reduce their burdon, not realizing that if they were using their inherent abilities, they wouldn't need these innovations either. They sold us a life philosophy and made money off of it all, by teaching us to deny our inherent power and abilities.
And of course, the need for further medical innovation was necessary in light of the huge pandemics like the Spanish flu, the Plague, and whatnot, that they released upon humanity and so we developed the medical system we use today. Disregarding in fact that we had a medical system in place before: using natural substances to return the human body back to homeostasis and allowing the body to heal itself, rather than the toxic innovations of the mainstream medical community we suffer through now. Anyone ever been treated for cancer? Yes. With radiation? Yes, so did my mother and she died of it. Which kills more? Cancer or the treatment of it?
The Inquisition was a notable time in history where the “witches” which were the old medical establishment I'm referring to, the healers of the past, were branded as enemies of church and state and killed off in masses. I'm sure many stopped practising their healing work, but not all of that information was lost. Our homeopathy and herbal medicine is based on what they were practising then. Anyone wonder why 5HTP isn't marketed in the States? Do you really think it's because there was a “bad batch” that made people sick, or maybe it was because it was a natural rival to antidepressants, which is a huge market worth millions. Back then, the church was used to suppress a natural human inclination: to want to heal naturally. This paved the way for main stream medicine. Now governments are controlling your need to breathe fresh air and using sickness as a means of further domination of society. What they say it is, is never what it really is. There's always a hidden agenda. I'm sure we are a lot sicker now than we were in the days of the Inquisition. Back then, our life expectancy wasn't that long. I'm sure if we let this continue, it will revert to that again.
Declaring wars that were unnecessary – funding both sides of the war to ensure that there was a stalemate to some degree, ensuring that many people died and died horribly. Brainwashing people into believing that wars are necessary when they aren't. Creating armies to fight your wars when you're funding both sides. Creating patriotism to brainwash people into fighting for their country, which is the divide and conquer agenda they use on us all the time. When people realize they are one people, not divided up into economic regions called countries, these shysters will have no more power over us.
This has happened out in the galaxy on other worlds. This isn't typical only of earth. The point is, now is the AI Warlord's last call. This is its death knell. This isn't just about peace on earth; this is about peace in the galaxy. They've chased this thing right here to earth, and earth was contained in a field by the dark ones so that we couldn't get out into the galaxy. We were lied to about our solar system, about who we are, and what we are capable of, and turned into slaves. Initially to dig for gold, apparently, but then they created a system that turned everything into gold for them, even the buttons you have on your shirt. That's how far gone this whole thing is. If you don't think they make money off of buttons, why are they still putting them on shirts? Don't you think they'd stop it if it created a loss for them?
Are there earthlings on other planets? Yes, there are. They're being used as slaves. Some are in captive colonies of cyborgs. Some are being used for their creative abilities, a bit better than a sex slave, but they still can't go home. This is about the galaxy, the universe and ultimately about the multi-verse of God, not just earth. Our win here will resonate across the universe and beyond.
Like Ivo said in our last video, people have had it. They're fed up of wars, of being pillaged, ravaged, fearing attacks, they're fed up of their children dying and they want peace. Finally. Earthlings all want one thing: peace. We want to align with the rest of the galaxy. We want to align with what's in our hearts.
Ivo and I have gone on to describe the regular problems of society from my standpoint of a recovered victim. Being a victim is mind control and it is un-do-able. You can overcome it. It takes practise to catch yourself and it takes practise to deny yourself when you are about to jump back into that cesspool of self pity. But it can be done. Other mind control strategies are escapism, and that includes escaping your mind through the use of drugs and other addictive substances. You're not fighting yourself – you're fighting the system. You're fighting mind control because they're controlling your lower mind.
The one bill of goods we've been sold is that humans are like some kind of masochistic self harming morons. We're not. But because we have no other system to turn to than the toxic system that's in place now, we have no recourse to help ourselves. If I had cancer, I'd ask Ivo to heal me. I wouldn't bother going to have radiation therapy. And as it turns out there are countries that do a healing type of therapy on the cancer patient, and that basically amounts to a lot of detoxification.
Ivo speaking:
Ivo: Yes, my love, I hear your frustration, and the good news is this is already changing. You speak of all of the dark magic that has been perpetrated upon your societies yet this dark magic has already taken place in other worlds around the galaxy. Yes, it has. Orion went through a long period of many of its peoples suffering.
Me: I know. I went to a world that was like a third world country there. I could see that they were still learning to turn it around.
Ivo: It is all about teaching you who you actually are. How powerful you are. You have all been brainwashed to believe that you are yes, self harming, masochistic, even sadistic at times, when the true human nature is seen over and over again. Although that too is exploited. You see people happy to help countries that have been ravaged by weather events, yet the deep state skims money off of those pots so these people never regain their former state of life. They do not have the money to rebuild and replenish and they are left in a poorer, weaker state than they previously were before. Do not think for a second that the evil minds that run your planet do not make use of these vulnerable peoples, living in these harsh climate zones, to bilk the rest of the world out of their money. Because they do. They know how to steal money. They know how to skim off all of the energy possible. They know how to create emotional responses in all the people of the planet and how to manipulate them into helping them through attempting to help others. Which ultimately keeps all of you down.
How many people have supported Africa throughout your lifetime and yet has the tide turned for them yet? No. Why? Because the ds will not allow it. They control your world, and they control the fortunes of the people very well. It has been the task of the Galactic Federation to oust these evil entities off of planets all over the galaxy, my love. We work in coordination with other benevolent groups in other quadrants of the galaxy, in order to ensure that the evil ones do not go from one quadrant to the next and begin again. Ironically, they seek life as every other being does. However, their expression of life is different and it has to do with domination, exploitation and downright arrogance. They have no soul connection so humility and humanity is beyond them.
They have been a scourge ever since entering this galaxy and now it is Ashtar's task to remove them from earth and ultimately this quadrant. Other quadrants are free. Yours is the last planet to be freed of this pestilence. You will first learn the history of the world from antiquity to the current day. That is one of our tasks, to teach you the truth. Many of you have seen parts of your truth that have broken through in dreams or realizations. You have seen what looked like a foreign world to you, but this foreign world was earth.
Your world is on the verge of destruction right now, my love. They say it is darkest before the dawn, well, this is your darkness.
Me: Why let it get so bad?
Ivo: Your people were so far gone there was no rescuing them. It was Gaia who cooperated and stated her intention to evolve regardless of the fate of the ones upon her. So we sent the lightworkers in large numbers to earth to help give her the light she required to live again. She was almost dead, my love. Almost dead. You revived her. The last fifty or sixty years of life upon this planet, the large numbers of lightworkers, have saved a world, and ultimately the people upon her.
It is the task of the GFL to remove the AI (artificial intelligence) overlord and those of its minions. This is largely accomplished, except where the lower frequency ones have incarnated into reptilian hybrid bodies. You lightworkers, although you have lived in the humanoid reptilian/human body with its reptilian brain, yes, the part on your brain stem, and your reptilian third eye as well as other parts that are partially reptilian, you are allowing your bodies now to crystallize into a completely human, non-hybrid crystalline form. This is a minor miracle. You are changing from a hybrid human to a pure human form. And in so doing, you are expunging any of the reptilian blueprint and its toxic characteristics, along with it.
They are being removed. That is why we tell you constantly to stop fighting, stop arguing with others, stop worrying, and to walk away from the Matrix – because it is doing these things that keeps the reptilian DNA alive. Yes. You are changing the blue print. You are evicting all evidence of the perpetrator, personally within yourselves. Deny the reptilian side of you expression and you allow the human DNA to predominate and to crystallize.
And yes, many of you have been sent reptilian or draconian hybrid mates. This is so that you will breed with these beings in order to keep the hybrid species alive in your children. These expressions of life are low vibrational, thus they resort to things like fighting, arguing, stealing, lying and other low vibrational expressions of life. When you engage in the same way with these hybrids, you enforce that hybrid part of yourself instead of the human DNA. Should you have a child with such a hybrid, it will be your child's task to evolve and to undergo the difficult process of crystallizing their body.
The more aware you are that all people are not created equal, the more you need to be cognizant of those who are soldiers of the lower frequencies of society, attempting to keep their species alive through theft of the human blueprint, the better off you are to play this game.
You must understand that you have been taught that love is an external to yourself because that leaves you vulnerable to this program of blueprint domination by the reptilian. The more you realize that love comes from within and is given, does not come from without and is received, the more you will be able to protect yourself and your DNA, your children and the future of humanity. We ask that you all now understand this. There is a war on and it is to enable the thieves of your planet to keep the planet and to allow themselves reincarnation access to the human physical body.
Other worlds have undergone this cleansing process and you certainly can do it as well. The only thing that is required is knowledge and wariness that not everyone who is sent to you is there for the sake of being a suitable mate. There is a war on. And this war is an attack on love, which is your godliness. Why do you think that a human being, who otherwise in the galaxy mates for successive incarnations, would descend into having one night flings and cheap sex with available people? This is draconian. It is not the human way at all. This is a power game. Your people practise this and it is part of the low vibrational program of ensuring the draconian/reptilian hybrid agenda.
You must wake up to this. These are un-human practises and frankly, inhumane as well.
For those who suspect either yourselves or your children embody some of this reptilian/draconian DNA the answer is simple, not easy, but simple. Raise your vibration and teach your children how to be loving humans, rather than arguing, fighting, quarreling hybrids. There has been a descent in values ever since Sharon was a young girl. The staunchy society of her parents experienced a generation gap with the birth of many lightworkers and starseeds upon earth in the 50's and 60's. This again, was hijacked by the deep state, who took the peace and love songs of the 60's and turned them into Black Sabbath, grunge, rap, and more. It was all hijacked. You must see their influence in all of the efforts the Light has made to free your world. It is there. What was intended to be music of peace and love, true human values, ultimately turned into enslavement of the masses into demonic style songs with the lyrics of a devalued society.
Me: He hates my rock 'n' roll.
Ivo: I say to you, my love, you have bought into this. Still shocked these days to find Ritchie Blackmore's dressing room adorned with a goat's head, and Robert Plant making illuminati hand signals to his audience. I rest my case. Rolling Stones album Goat's Head Soup. They are all ds and have sold their souls for the sake of money.
The rest of the hippie movement got lost in big business. This is why awareness is so important. So that you do not fall prey to their schemes. To stay aware of what they are doing before they do it, and not to trust them, is the greatest asset you can have now. Knowledge is power. There was not that much knowledge and too much trust at that time. Your world had to go through the Vietnam War and truth tellers had to come forward to show you all is not what it seems. Your world is on an uphill climb. As eyes open to the truth, more Light is anchored on your planet. So be it.
Me: Thank you, Ivo.
Ivo: My love, my life, my Light, I await you always.
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I send with this message feelings of joy, elation, love, and warm embraces of inclusiveness, to replace any despondency or unworthiness left in you. This comes from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.
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(Nancy speaking) Doug and I just finished watching the inauguration of the new president Joe Biden. I was feeling elated and stirred to emotion, especially when Amy Kobuchar came to the microphone. She smiled and I automatically smiled back. She was the inauguration co-chair. It wasn't her words, it was the joy she expressed on her face, and it was contagious. I'm not political. I'm a detector, a browser, a scanner for joyful feelings, and the inauguaration ceremony today was full of elevating feelings. There was remarkable absence of dark side division and opposing views. Inclusiveness was being expressed, mostly by the women. It was interesting to see the many famous people coming in and mingling as a crowd. Whenever a man talked I looked at my cell phone. When the President himself came on at the end to accept his new appointment, I was reading the channeling by Ivo through Sharon Stewart, which I am sharing today. When Amanda Gorman came on, I looked up, struck by the feeling she emanated. She's the new poet laureate, a young 22-year-old black woman. She began reading her amazing poem, "Climbing the Hill", which is now online. Her words - no - her vision expressed humanity's future. She carried us to a place beyond the stars. There is no limit to where we can go as humans becoming more. She is an amazing and gifted seer and unifier.
The women are expressing something that the men have been unable to express, they have had a different role. There are men who are bringing us closer to it but it's the women who are embodying this grace and vision. They are coming out of the closet now, allowing the divine to speak through them, and it is pure emotional love. It doesn't matter the color of their politics or their skin. It is the expanding of the heart. Test the heart. It will tell you each time. If your heart is touched and tears come, it is their heart talking. When the head talks you don't get that response. You either get angry and have a bristling retort, or you walk away. But when the heart and the head join up together as a partnership, then the words have that feeling of rightness, which is an upward quality, and it's thrilling to the body. The body can feel it. It is the sense of inclusiveness. No one is shut out. It is forgiveness expressed as inclusiveness, as expressed as love. I believe the outgoing President will go down in history as the one who highlighted the dark in order for us to better see the light. He will be thanked later. Not now but later, in years to come.
It was during the inauguration ceremony that I stumbled upon "The Big Picture" by Ivo of Vega. Embraced within the power of unity that I was watching on TV, I knew I had to share it. It's not about politics, it's about becoming aware of the impact divisiveness does to us. Sharon begins with her own editorial, and then Ivo steps in with his higher dimensional overview. Ivo is Sharon's twin flame. He is not in physical form on earth. He is on a ship above the earth, unseen, working with the Galactic Federation which is unseen, and communicates telepathically with Sharon. There are many such communications going on with the fleets above us.
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Sharon speaking:
I was just looking at reader comments on my Amazon books, and I thank all of you for your enthusiastic comments. Many people commented that the books show you aspects of life beyond earth, and how other beings live, but this one comment I found very insightful. The reader said: “I like how the author has clearly annotated the problems that regular people face in society and has woven that together with the much larger picture of the universe.” It may be hard to believe that there are angels trumpeting the wins of the Light on earth against the deep state, but there are.
It may be hard to believe that Venus went through the same liberation from the dark, but they did (read Omnec Onec's Venusian trilogy books to find out how they did it. Nah, spoiler, I'll tell you – they walked away from everything. It was so corrupt they walked away and started their own Light communities based on their own values. Sound familiar?)
What is happening here on earth, right now, is an extension of the universe. Black magic didn't originate on earth, word is it originated in Sirius and has largely held the constellation of Orion under its spell for a long time. There has been a lot of warring going on between the different races there, some of higher and some of lower frequency.
Then as I understand it, it moved into our solar system and infected Mars and Vulcan, which became the Keyeper belt, and then came to rest upon earth. We've been discussing the hybrid that humanity has become on earth and Ivo and I pointed out that that was for a particular reason: so that evil could incarnate here in our powerful bodies. Because the AI overlord has delusions of divinity, and because this overlord can overcome natural life through mind control (yes, that's our strength and our weakness as well. We're subject to mind control through TV waves that are calibrated to influence our mental bodies). Because we have a lower dimensional body, that was made to vibrate at lower frequencies, and because people on earth had largely turned away from their divinity to focus on materialism anyway, long before this overtake happened, taking us over was just a question of changing our life circumstances generation by generation.
Focusing on the domination of our lower minds, and then the lower mind's domination of the higher mind, that was the plan they put into place. Slowly. So slowly people didn't notice from generation to generation. They also packaged everything as “progess” instead of focusing on the down side of all of these things, because there is a down side to everything, they sold it all to us as wonderful innovations. And people were so overburdoned by their physical toiling, which is another thing ETs don't do, they gladly leapt at these innovations in order to reduce their burdon, not realizing that if they were using their inherent abilities, they wouldn't need these innovations either. They sold us a life philosophy and made money off of it all, by teaching us to deny our inherent power and abilities.
And of course, the need for further medical innovation was necessary in light of the huge pandemics like the Spanish flu, the Plague, and whatnot, that they released upon humanity and so we developed the medical system we use today. Disregarding in fact that we had a medical system in place before: using natural substances to return the human body back to homeostasis and allowing the body to heal itself, rather than the toxic innovations of the mainstream medical community we suffer through now. Anyone ever been treated for cancer? Yes. With radiation? Yes, so did my mother and she died of it. Which kills more? Cancer or the treatment of it?
The Inquisition was a notable time in history where the “witches” which were the old medical establishment I'm referring to, the healers of the past, were branded as enemies of church and state and killed off in masses. I'm sure many stopped practising their healing work, but not all of that information was lost. Our homeopathy and herbal medicine is based on what they were practising then. Anyone wonder why 5HTP isn't marketed in the States? Do you really think it's because there was a “bad batch” that made people sick, or maybe it was because it was a natural rival to antidepressants, which is a huge market worth millions. Back then, the church was used to suppress a natural human inclination: to want to heal naturally. This paved the way for main stream medicine. Now governments are controlling your need to breathe fresh air and using sickness as a means of further domination of society. What they say it is, is never what it really is. There's always a hidden agenda. I'm sure we are a lot sicker now than we were in the days of the Inquisition. Back then, our life expectancy wasn't that long. I'm sure if we let this continue, it will revert to that again.
Declaring wars that were unnecessary – funding both sides of the war to ensure that there was a stalemate to some degree, ensuring that many people died and died horribly. Brainwashing people into believing that wars are necessary when they aren't. Creating armies to fight your wars when you're funding both sides. Creating patriotism to brainwash people into fighting for their country, which is the divide and conquer agenda they use on us all the time. When people realize they are one people, not divided up into economic regions called countries, these shysters will have no more power over us.
This has happened out in the galaxy on other worlds. This isn't typical only of earth. The point is, now is the AI Warlord's last call. This is its death knell. This isn't just about peace on earth; this is about peace in the galaxy. They've chased this thing right here to earth, and earth was contained in a field by the dark ones so that we couldn't get out into the galaxy. We were lied to about our solar system, about who we are, and what we are capable of, and turned into slaves. Initially to dig for gold, apparently, but then they created a system that turned everything into gold for them, even the buttons you have on your shirt. That's how far gone this whole thing is. If you don't think they make money off of buttons, why are they still putting them on shirts? Don't you think they'd stop it if it created a loss for them?
Are there earthlings on other planets? Yes, there are. They're being used as slaves. Some are in captive colonies of cyborgs. Some are being used for their creative abilities, a bit better than a sex slave, but they still can't go home. This is about the galaxy, the universe and ultimately about the multi-verse of God, not just earth. Our win here will resonate across the universe and beyond.
Like Ivo said in our last video, people have had it. They're fed up of wars, of being pillaged, ravaged, fearing attacks, they're fed up of their children dying and they want peace. Finally. Earthlings all want one thing: peace. We want to align with the rest of the galaxy. We want to align with what's in our hearts.
Ivo and I have gone on to describe the regular problems of society from my standpoint of a recovered victim. Being a victim is mind control and it is un-do-able. You can overcome it. It takes practise to catch yourself and it takes practise to deny yourself when you are about to jump back into that cesspool of self pity. But it can be done. Other mind control strategies are escapism, and that includes escaping your mind through the use of drugs and other addictive substances. You're not fighting yourself – you're fighting the system. You're fighting mind control because they're controlling your lower mind.
The one bill of goods we've been sold is that humans are like some kind of masochistic self harming morons. We're not. But because we have no other system to turn to than the toxic system that's in place now, we have no recourse to help ourselves. If I had cancer, I'd ask Ivo to heal me. I wouldn't bother going to have radiation therapy. And as it turns out there are countries that do a healing type of therapy on the cancer patient, and that basically amounts to a lot of detoxification.
Ivo speaking:
Ivo: Yes, my love, I hear your frustration, and the good news is this is already changing. You speak of all of the dark magic that has been perpetrated upon your societies yet this dark magic has already taken place in other worlds around the galaxy. Yes, it has. Orion went through a long period of many of its peoples suffering.
Me: I know. I went to a world that was like a third world country there. I could see that they were still learning to turn it around.
Ivo: It is all about teaching you who you actually are. How powerful you are. You have all been brainwashed to believe that you are yes, self harming, masochistic, even sadistic at times, when the true human nature is seen over and over again. Although that too is exploited. You see people happy to help countries that have been ravaged by weather events, yet the deep state skims money off of those pots so these people never regain their former state of life. They do not have the money to rebuild and replenish and they are left in a poorer, weaker state than they previously were before. Do not think for a second that the evil minds that run your planet do not make use of these vulnerable peoples, living in these harsh climate zones, to bilk the rest of the world out of their money. Because they do. They know how to steal money. They know how to skim off all of the energy possible. They know how to create emotional responses in all the people of the planet and how to manipulate them into helping them through attempting to help others. Which ultimately keeps all of you down.
How many people have supported Africa throughout your lifetime and yet has the tide turned for them yet? No. Why? Because the ds will not allow it. They control your world, and they control the fortunes of the people very well. It has been the task of the Galactic Federation to oust these evil entities off of planets all over the galaxy, my love. We work in coordination with other benevolent groups in other quadrants of the galaxy, in order to ensure that the evil ones do not go from one quadrant to the next and begin again. Ironically, they seek life as every other being does. However, their expression of life is different and it has to do with domination, exploitation and downright arrogance. They have no soul connection so humility and humanity is beyond them.
They have been a scourge ever since entering this galaxy and now it is Ashtar's task to remove them from earth and ultimately this quadrant. Other quadrants are free. Yours is the last planet to be freed of this pestilence. You will first learn the history of the world from antiquity to the current day. That is one of our tasks, to teach you the truth. Many of you have seen parts of your truth that have broken through in dreams or realizations. You have seen what looked like a foreign world to you, but this foreign world was earth.
Your world is on the verge of destruction right now, my love. They say it is darkest before the dawn, well, this is your darkness.
Me: Why let it get so bad?
Ivo: Your people were so far gone there was no rescuing them. It was Gaia who cooperated and stated her intention to evolve regardless of the fate of the ones upon her. So we sent the lightworkers in large numbers to earth to help give her the light she required to live again. She was almost dead, my love. Almost dead. You revived her. The last fifty or sixty years of life upon this planet, the large numbers of lightworkers, have saved a world, and ultimately the people upon her.
It is the task of the GFL to remove the AI (artificial intelligence) overlord and those of its minions. This is largely accomplished, except where the lower frequency ones have incarnated into reptilian hybrid bodies. You lightworkers, although you have lived in the humanoid reptilian/human body with its reptilian brain, yes, the part on your brain stem, and your reptilian third eye as well as other parts that are partially reptilian, you are allowing your bodies now to crystallize into a completely human, non-hybrid crystalline form. This is a minor miracle. You are changing from a hybrid human to a pure human form. And in so doing, you are expunging any of the reptilian blueprint and its toxic characteristics, along with it.
They are being removed. That is why we tell you constantly to stop fighting, stop arguing with others, stop worrying, and to walk away from the Matrix – because it is doing these things that keeps the reptilian DNA alive. Yes. You are changing the blue print. You are evicting all evidence of the perpetrator, personally within yourselves. Deny the reptilian side of you expression and you allow the human DNA to predominate and to crystallize.
And yes, many of you have been sent reptilian or draconian hybrid mates. This is so that you will breed with these beings in order to keep the hybrid species alive in your children. These expressions of life are low vibrational, thus they resort to things like fighting, arguing, stealing, lying and other low vibrational expressions of life. When you engage in the same way with these hybrids, you enforce that hybrid part of yourself instead of the human DNA. Should you have a child with such a hybrid, it will be your child's task to evolve and to undergo the difficult process of crystallizing their body.
The more aware you are that all people are not created equal, the more you need to be cognizant of those who are soldiers of the lower frequencies of society, attempting to keep their species alive through theft of the human blueprint, the better off you are to play this game.
You must understand that you have been taught that love is an external to yourself because that leaves you vulnerable to this program of blueprint domination by the reptilian. The more you realize that love comes from within and is given, does not come from without and is received, the more you will be able to protect yourself and your DNA, your children and the future of humanity. We ask that you all now understand this. There is a war on and it is to enable the thieves of your planet to keep the planet and to allow themselves reincarnation access to the human physical body.
Other worlds have undergone this cleansing process and you certainly can do it as well. The only thing that is required is knowledge and wariness that not everyone who is sent to you is there for the sake of being a suitable mate. There is a war on. And this war is an attack on love, which is your godliness. Why do you think that a human being, who otherwise in the galaxy mates for successive incarnations, would descend into having one night flings and cheap sex with available people? This is draconian. It is not the human way at all. This is a power game. Your people practise this and it is part of the low vibrational program of ensuring the draconian/reptilian hybrid agenda.
You must wake up to this. These are un-human practises and frankly, inhumane as well.
For those who suspect either yourselves or your children embody some of this reptilian/draconian DNA the answer is simple, not easy, but simple. Raise your vibration and teach your children how to be loving humans, rather than arguing, fighting, quarreling hybrids. There has been a descent in values ever since Sharon was a young girl. The staunchy society of her parents experienced a generation gap with the birth of many lightworkers and starseeds upon earth in the 50's and 60's. This again, was hijacked by the deep state, who took the peace and love songs of the 60's and turned them into Black Sabbath, grunge, rap, and more. It was all hijacked. You must see their influence in all of the efforts the Light has made to free your world. It is there. What was intended to be music of peace and love, true human values, ultimately turned into enslavement of the masses into demonic style songs with the lyrics of a devalued society.
Me: He hates my rock 'n' roll.
Ivo: I say to you, my love, you have bought into this. Still shocked these days to find Ritchie Blackmore's dressing room adorned with a goat's head, and Robert Plant making illuminati hand signals to his audience. I rest my case. Rolling Stones album Goat's Head Soup. They are all ds and have sold their souls for the sake of money.
The rest of the hippie movement got lost in big business. This is why awareness is so important. So that you do not fall prey to their schemes. To stay aware of what they are doing before they do it, and not to trust them, is the greatest asset you can have now. Knowledge is power. There was not that much knowledge and too much trust at that time. Your world had to go through the Vietnam War and truth tellers had to come forward to show you all is not what it seems. Your world is on an uphill climb. As eyes open to the truth, more Light is anchored on your planet. So be it.
Me: Thank you, Ivo.
Ivo: My love, my life, my Light, I await you always.
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I send with this message feelings of joy, elation, love, and warm embraces of inclusiveness, to replace any despondency or unworthiness left in you. This comes from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.
1/10/21 - A Message From Galactic Center
Channeled through Galaxygirl on 1/9/21
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(Nancy speaking) I'm sharing this message today because it resonates so well with my awakening understanding. In my estimation Galaxygirl is a very high consciousness channel. I love all that she brings forth. But first, a personal update from me.
I've switched from soft power to hard power, meaning I've switched from pursuing the divine feminine (ungrounded woo-woo stuff) to reading more scholarly stuff based on empirical science. Specifically I'm reading about research experiments being done on yoga and meditation students. Experts are seeking knowledge about kundalini through biofeedback. Kundalini is the root cause behind yoga and tantra. It is known as the evolutionary energy at the center of the human body. To my inner sight, kundalini is a lighter-than-air connection. No words can speak it but it is definitely there. I've seen it and merged with it.
This evolutionary energy is at the center of the human body. If you consider the human body as a solid form inside a huge bubble of lighter-than-air substance, this lighter-than-air substance is like a sun shining at the base of the spine, or the root chakra near the sex organs. It is not only the vitality of the body, it is the consciousness of the body. In the same way, the galactic center of the Milky Way is the vitality and consciousness of the galaxy. How each individual uses that consciousness is up to the individual. That is why it's called an evolutionary force.
Before the modern materialistic-reductionist era came into being, ancient techniques for consciousness expansion and maintaining health were passed down through oral tradition before written languages were common place. Yogis and mystics referred it and religious saints wrote about it. Now new age thinkers are researching the yoga and meditation students who are wired to biofeedback equipment before, during and after their sessions. This is a 1979 book I am reading (Kundalini, Evolution and Enlightenment" edited by John White) and it is 40 years later. I wonder what's happening today?
Before my recent shift to left brain, I was completely right brain and couldn't read intellectual jargon. Now, after enhancing my left brain, I am able to understand and am learning some important information. The right brain is feminine, the left brain is masculine. Everyone knows that. The right brain has spacial and harmonic qualities. The left brain has verbal and analyzing qualities. Everyone knows that too. But did you know that the right brain (feminine) is strengthened or enhanced by closing the right nostril and breathing through the left nostril 20 or 30 times? It seems illogical or backward, but here is the science: It works like pumping air into a balloon. Air is forced into the balloon from an outside source, inflating it. Air, which is actually consciousness, is forced into the one side by closing off the only avenue of escape. It's like when inflating a balloon. A balloon wouldn't inflate if there were a hole in the other end. If you want to increase your masculine qualities, the left brain, you would close the left nostril and breathe through the right nostril 20 or 30 times, or as long as you wish.
At the automatic, non-thinking level, breathing is the mechanism to pump air through the body to keep it alive. By adding conscious will power and intention to breathing exercises, one can turn "just air" into living prana and cause it consciously to go further, which is what quantum means, so that it enlivens the teeny-tiny conduits called nadis or meridians that weave like a spiders web all through the body, thus delivering enhanced consciousness and vitality to organs, glands, muscles and other bodily systems.
Research into kundalini is validating that controlled breathing techniques can enhance and enrich the human body and mind. For example, the fire breath is an ancient yoga practice for cleaning the blood, expanding the lung capacity and improving circulation. What interests me is that science is attempting to explain mystical rapture as being the result of consciousness expansion which begins with basic physical techniques.
Now, here is the message from Galactic Center, which I find so beautiful. I hope you can appreciate it as well.
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Hello, friends. I am the Galactic Center, center of your universal perception. These are both harrowing times and hallelujah times, for the light is pummeling your planet with great love and devotion. You are surrounded by light and by this love. It becomes you. It sings the music of the spheres all around you, within you. The light is within your very breath for you are all one being experiencing yet more light, yet more of itself. These are times of chaos and of great opportunities for centering.
I am the Galactic Center. I offer you the space of my presence as an excellent thinking and creating space. What is it you wish to create? Many of you would come here before your incarnations to think, to ruminate, and to review past life experiences and to heal from them. The internal centering that meditation affords you is a bridge, a gateway to me, to this space of centering and contemplation. It is much like the eye in the center of the storm. A storm appears to be raging upon your earth right now but the light is the center, the light is the eye of the storm. You are of this light. It permeates all things. All is light. All is love. This knowledge is returning to your realm, to your reality, to your experience. You can choose to either experience the chaos of the storm or the calm within the center, within the eye. I am the center of my own space, just as you are the center of your own experience. You may create here with me. I am always open for visitors. It is my purpose to hold space for those who know and do not know that they need it. You friends, are holding space for those who know or do not know that they need it. You are holding space. You are the eye, for you are a part of this light that is becoming stronger moment by moment. You are a part of this grand momentum and it gives me great joy to connect with you in this way for I can amplify your space-holding efforts. Synchronize with me. Synchronize within with your own inner light and space-holding abilities. Remember the weeks to come are either full of harrowing images from your news media and all doom and gloom or hallelujahs with the tremendous feeling and deep inner knowing of all good things to come. All good things are coming to your realm. Creator has decreed it. The abuses and mishandling of the universal codes are to come to an end. Many are being removed.
Peace, dear one. I am peace is an excellent mantra for this time. Anchor peace for your brothers and sisters who are suffering in the breaking up of their illusional reality. Many will choose not to awaken and will awaken in their own way and time. Many will be blown by the winds of change rather than being centered within the calm breath of love, of space, of holding light. Pillars of light hold space. Breaths of light hold space.
I am the Galactic Center. I have an interesting idea, will you entertain it with me? I am the consciousness of space. I am that I am just as you are that you are. All is connected, all is light, all is love. Feel the cosmic hug around you. Feel my space being held just for you. Precious light workers, you are so valuable. You are each the most valuable player on this team. An intricate web of light is woven by your presence, by your energy signatures, by your laughter, light and love. Feel me holding space for you and rest in this moment. Still your mind. Deepen your breath. Love whatever thoughts arise. Now send this space of this moment into your earth, into her heart and we will deepen and expand this web of light, this interconnectedness to all things that are truly one. One heart, one mind. Humanity is beginning to feel this. It is much like the crying child that is having a temper tantrum and crying and kicking against the loving embrace of their parent, who only holds space and love for them. We are doing this. The wounded child, the heart of humanity, is kicking and screaming, crying is to come soon. And so we embrace. We embrace. We love. We listen. We hold space. Do this for your own inner self. Send yourselves light and it will radiate deeper further than ever before for you are becoming more deeply alive. For being alive - higher dimensionally alive and feeling this pulse of love - that is higher dimensional living, my friends. That is what is coming to you and when you connect in such a way as this with your own inner god self, you expand further into your higher self. Many of you are your higher selves already. This one was asking recently and talking with another beloved light worker about how they are perceived by their galactic brothers and sisters? How are they doing? Is enough being done? And as I see all things and feel the space between all breaths I can say yes, yes you are all doing marvelously. Yes, we are all immensely proud of you. I feel the hardships upon Gaia for she is within my space and I hold space for her, for all things in this universe, just as I am holding space for you. This is your task in this moment. Not to run yourselves ragged with doing, but to allow yourselves to be in this space of living, breathing and becoming your higher dimensional selves, holding space in love and light for the masses. In so doing we are all comforting the tantrum throwing child. After the tantrum is over, tears are quietly streaming from both parent and child, and healing and release occurs. Energetic release is what you are seeing and what you will see in the days to come. Holding space has never been so important. This is why I was selected to come through. Remember I am always here for you. I hold space for you. I love you.
I am your Galactic Center. Remember all of the spinning stars and planets that encircle, there is space between them all. I am this space. I am not caught up in the motions of the beings around me. I am. You are the same. This is what is needed now. I am the Galactic Center. (galaxygirl)
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Wishing you an enlightened New Year full of blessings from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.
Channeled through Galaxygirl on 1/9/21
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(Nancy speaking) I'm sharing this message today because it resonates so well with my awakening understanding. In my estimation Galaxygirl is a very high consciousness channel. I love all that she brings forth. But first, a personal update from me.
I've switched from soft power to hard power, meaning I've switched from pursuing the divine feminine (ungrounded woo-woo stuff) to reading more scholarly stuff based on empirical science. Specifically I'm reading about research experiments being done on yoga and meditation students. Experts are seeking knowledge about kundalini through biofeedback. Kundalini is the root cause behind yoga and tantra. It is known as the evolutionary energy at the center of the human body. To my inner sight, kundalini is a lighter-than-air connection. No words can speak it but it is definitely there. I've seen it and merged with it.
This evolutionary energy is at the center of the human body. If you consider the human body as a solid form inside a huge bubble of lighter-than-air substance, this lighter-than-air substance is like a sun shining at the base of the spine, or the root chakra near the sex organs. It is not only the vitality of the body, it is the consciousness of the body. In the same way, the galactic center of the Milky Way is the vitality and consciousness of the galaxy. How each individual uses that consciousness is up to the individual. That is why it's called an evolutionary force.
Before the modern materialistic-reductionist era came into being, ancient techniques for consciousness expansion and maintaining health were passed down through oral tradition before written languages were common place. Yogis and mystics referred it and religious saints wrote about it. Now new age thinkers are researching the yoga and meditation students who are wired to biofeedback equipment before, during and after their sessions. This is a 1979 book I am reading (Kundalini, Evolution and Enlightenment" edited by John White) and it is 40 years later. I wonder what's happening today?
Before my recent shift to left brain, I was completely right brain and couldn't read intellectual jargon. Now, after enhancing my left brain, I am able to understand and am learning some important information. The right brain is feminine, the left brain is masculine. Everyone knows that. The right brain has spacial and harmonic qualities. The left brain has verbal and analyzing qualities. Everyone knows that too. But did you know that the right brain (feminine) is strengthened or enhanced by closing the right nostril and breathing through the left nostril 20 or 30 times? It seems illogical or backward, but here is the science: It works like pumping air into a balloon. Air is forced into the balloon from an outside source, inflating it. Air, which is actually consciousness, is forced into the one side by closing off the only avenue of escape. It's like when inflating a balloon. A balloon wouldn't inflate if there were a hole in the other end. If you want to increase your masculine qualities, the left brain, you would close the left nostril and breathe through the right nostril 20 or 30 times, or as long as you wish.
At the automatic, non-thinking level, breathing is the mechanism to pump air through the body to keep it alive. By adding conscious will power and intention to breathing exercises, one can turn "just air" into living prana and cause it consciously to go further, which is what quantum means, so that it enlivens the teeny-tiny conduits called nadis or meridians that weave like a spiders web all through the body, thus delivering enhanced consciousness and vitality to organs, glands, muscles and other bodily systems.
Research into kundalini is validating that controlled breathing techniques can enhance and enrich the human body and mind. For example, the fire breath is an ancient yoga practice for cleaning the blood, expanding the lung capacity and improving circulation. What interests me is that science is attempting to explain mystical rapture as being the result of consciousness expansion which begins with basic physical techniques.
Now, here is the message from Galactic Center, which I find so beautiful. I hope you can appreciate it as well.
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Hello, friends. I am the Galactic Center, center of your universal perception. These are both harrowing times and hallelujah times, for the light is pummeling your planet with great love and devotion. You are surrounded by light and by this love. It becomes you. It sings the music of the spheres all around you, within you. The light is within your very breath for you are all one being experiencing yet more light, yet more of itself. These are times of chaos and of great opportunities for centering.
I am the Galactic Center. I offer you the space of my presence as an excellent thinking and creating space. What is it you wish to create? Many of you would come here before your incarnations to think, to ruminate, and to review past life experiences and to heal from them. The internal centering that meditation affords you is a bridge, a gateway to me, to this space of centering and contemplation. It is much like the eye in the center of the storm. A storm appears to be raging upon your earth right now but the light is the center, the light is the eye of the storm. You are of this light. It permeates all things. All is light. All is love. This knowledge is returning to your realm, to your reality, to your experience. You can choose to either experience the chaos of the storm or the calm within the center, within the eye. I am the center of my own space, just as you are the center of your own experience. You may create here with me. I am always open for visitors. It is my purpose to hold space for those who know and do not know that they need it. You friends, are holding space for those who know or do not know that they need it. You are holding space. You are the eye, for you are a part of this light that is becoming stronger moment by moment. You are a part of this grand momentum and it gives me great joy to connect with you in this way for I can amplify your space-holding efforts. Synchronize with me. Synchronize within with your own inner light and space-holding abilities. Remember the weeks to come are either full of harrowing images from your news media and all doom and gloom or hallelujahs with the tremendous feeling and deep inner knowing of all good things to come. All good things are coming to your realm. Creator has decreed it. The abuses and mishandling of the universal codes are to come to an end. Many are being removed.
Peace, dear one. I am peace is an excellent mantra for this time. Anchor peace for your brothers and sisters who are suffering in the breaking up of their illusional reality. Many will choose not to awaken and will awaken in their own way and time. Many will be blown by the winds of change rather than being centered within the calm breath of love, of space, of holding light. Pillars of light hold space. Breaths of light hold space.
I am the Galactic Center. I have an interesting idea, will you entertain it with me? I am the consciousness of space. I am that I am just as you are that you are. All is connected, all is light, all is love. Feel the cosmic hug around you. Feel my space being held just for you. Precious light workers, you are so valuable. You are each the most valuable player on this team. An intricate web of light is woven by your presence, by your energy signatures, by your laughter, light and love. Feel me holding space for you and rest in this moment. Still your mind. Deepen your breath. Love whatever thoughts arise. Now send this space of this moment into your earth, into her heart and we will deepen and expand this web of light, this interconnectedness to all things that are truly one. One heart, one mind. Humanity is beginning to feel this. It is much like the crying child that is having a temper tantrum and crying and kicking against the loving embrace of their parent, who only holds space and love for them. We are doing this. The wounded child, the heart of humanity, is kicking and screaming, crying is to come soon. And so we embrace. We embrace. We love. We listen. We hold space. Do this for your own inner self. Send yourselves light and it will radiate deeper further than ever before for you are becoming more deeply alive. For being alive - higher dimensionally alive and feeling this pulse of love - that is higher dimensional living, my friends. That is what is coming to you and when you connect in such a way as this with your own inner god self, you expand further into your higher self. Many of you are your higher selves already. This one was asking recently and talking with another beloved light worker about how they are perceived by their galactic brothers and sisters? How are they doing? Is enough being done? And as I see all things and feel the space between all breaths I can say yes, yes you are all doing marvelously. Yes, we are all immensely proud of you. I feel the hardships upon Gaia for she is within my space and I hold space for her, for all things in this universe, just as I am holding space for you. This is your task in this moment. Not to run yourselves ragged with doing, but to allow yourselves to be in this space of living, breathing and becoming your higher dimensional selves, holding space in love and light for the masses. In so doing we are all comforting the tantrum throwing child. After the tantrum is over, tears are quietly streaming from both parent and child, and healing and release occurs. Energetic release is what you are seeing and what you will see in the days to come. Holding space has never been so important. This is why I was selected to come through. Remember I am always here for you. I hold space for you. I love you.
I am your Galactic Center. Remember all of the spinning stars and planets that encircle, there is space between them all. I am this space. I am not caught up in the motions of the beings around me. I am. You are the same. This is what is needed now. I am the Galactic Center. (galaxygirl)
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Wishing you an enlightened New Year full of blessings from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me.
12/23/20 Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !
A final update and end of newsletters
Over the last few weeks the thought of ending the newsletters has been edging closer. So much information has been coming that it has been difficult to focus. Working a message into an intelligible format takes time. So, well, it's moving me into a new alignment in the starry galaxy, and I'm feeling less need to send newsletters. It used to an urge to share. Now it is an urge to study Tantra. Maybe you have noticed time is speeding up? Well, for me, it is causing me to focus on this one specific area which is like the culmination of my journey through life. I'll explain further down. But meanwhile I am finding it easier to post on the website (Anakosha.org) which is more impersonal. Anyone can view it and I don't have to worry about rattling someone's cages. I do worry that maybe I shouldn't be saying some of things I talk about. When I send a newsletter, I feel that I'm connecting with everyone on the list who receives it. Not personally but in a harmonic way. I love harmony and sense that some of the things I talk about too far out. They cause negative reactions and I don't want that. So I am holding back talking about some very meaty things.
As I move increasingly into a more rarefied atmosphere of calm and peace, this more cosmic consciousness, if you could call it that, senses disharmony which makes me wonder "Why am I doing this?" It pushes me further up into more harmony with the higher forces to get away from the chaos. But not to worry. It's a natural phenomenon to turn and go in the other direction. I'm sure many people are experiencing this, with all the commotion going on in the world. This isolation period is causing everyone to be more aware and more cautious. I'm not watching news. Doug is but I'm not paying attention so it's not affecting me. He reports on the latest political news and my mind closes. I get sleepy!
So when I go out, like to the store among strangers, or even among friends, I am more mindful of others, not sure where they are coming from or what they are aware of. I try not to rock the boat. This is a serious evolutionary period we are going through right now. Humanity as a whole. From my perspective following the spiritual channelings, and based on my own knowledge, it is a process affecting everyone in the universe, the galactics on higher planes as well as we on the lower planes. Some are calling it "ascension", but that implies we are going to leave the planet and disappear into some higher plane. I do not believe that. I don't want that. Some may, of course, it is an individual process. But I'm planning to stay on the ground for a while longer. I'm studying rare esoteric books and finding validations for my beliefs.
So this will be my last newsletter. At least I think so. Who really knows what tomorrow will bring? DK says not to fix on an any one object, but be open to change. I will be posting on the Anakosha website. Check into http://www.anakosha.org/dianas-blog.html periodically. I'll post there what I'm doing.
Now, for all those wonderful sister friends I have made over the years, I would love to meet with you. Anyone, please feel free to connect with me in person. Come over and visit or arrange to meet somewhere. I would love to see you in person. Anyone, feel free to contact me. As for massage - no. Not yet. It is a wish but only a wish at this point. I don't feel it is time yet. I really think that a year from today the pandemic will be well over. December 23, 2021 we should be free. Probably earlier, but I'll set that marker now. Those who want the vaccine will have had it by then. Those who don't want it will be free to live according to their choices, so I think the world will be in a better place a year from now.
Yesterday a message was given to me in the shower. It always starts in the bathroom every morning. I may be achy, tired and groggy, but once in the bathroom my brain starts opening and the morning's message starts talking to me in my mind. After drying off I begin writing. Yesteday's message was for me but I'm sharing it because it's for all women. I've been following the trail of the feminine for years. Why is feminine so different from masculine? So this is more for women, although men have some feminine qualities in them too, so men can take from it what they will. Writing is the way I best communicate. I started journaling after going into the light 45 years ago. At first I didn't. I couldn't make sense of what happened so I started to write it out long-hand on paper. Through this process I began to put the pieces together in my own mind. It didn't make sense but I discovered that by writing it out helped me to connect the dots. Today I realize that I was creating new synapses in my brain. I could make it real for me. It was a solid experience. I have been learning about Tantric Yoga and how that system of thought and practice, helps a person open etheric pathways in their body. The brain needs new synapses to accomodate higher experience, otherwise memory of the experience fades and disappears. To make higher consciousness part of one's daily life, it needs additional brain cells - and heart cells.
Well, I'm getting ahead of myself. The point is, writing or journaling is important for someone who is experiencing mystical happenings they can't understand. I recommend everyone do it to help in understanding. Or to carry on conversation with someone close and get feedback. Same thing.
Yesterday, the message I received while showering was about the "talent that women have is in the giving of who she is as a feminine being." The point was, it's all about her ability to give and express. There is a giving in the RIGHT way and a giving in the wrong way. Women have been giving in the wrong way for centuries, as servants to men. That way is now coming to an end. That way has kept women down and servile. It has kept them focusing on the men, not on themselves. The RIGHT way to give is to start giving of themselves in a way they WANT to give, and WHEN they want to give and how. In other words freely, spontaneously, as they feel it is appropriate. Giving means expressing and the right use of a woman's talent is to express herself naturally, as she feels to, not the way men have required her to be. This is a subtle thing to become aware of. Women have taken on an artificial role of subservience in ways they are not aware. It is subconscious. The real feminine person has retreated to higher ground. Females like unity and harmony. Chaos and trauma pushes them away or causes them to take on a mask and become a pretend person who takes over.to handle chaotic situations. This has happened to the feminine gender on this planet. On more evolved planets the men and women are more balanced, not like here. This pertains also to men, who also have a female side, but I'm not qualified to address men. This message was given to me to assist me as a woman, personally.
The interplay between male and female hold the worlds together. Being feminine is a very special talent, meaning BEING feminine. Their bodies are feminine. They hold the frequencies of the mother of creation. The female body has a built-in talent to nurture, support and care for all that is before them. They are the womb. They are the cradle and the love-makers and assurers. It is an expression of love to serve and give, and not think of themselves. But this very special talent has been usurped by the men. They have become servers to the males who became the controlling authorities. This is an ancient theme that has grown insidiously into the human species for millions, trillions, uncountable years. The loss of femininity on the planet has caused the mess the world is in. The male of the species usurped the feminine generosity and laid claim on it, possessed it and made rules around what they could do and not do. The feminine's natural gift (talent) to life is to nurture and love FREELY, but it was taken away from them. by the male patriarchy. To the men it must be said - this is not on you. Please do not take this personally. It is an imbalance that both genders need to correct. Both sides of the equation need to bring balance and harmony back to the life they life. Look to the supermind, or oversoul, to correct the imbalance. The love that the feminine gender would have, could have, given since the dawn of history, would have raised this world to a perfect paradise by now.
Now that the shift is underway and new energy is beaming down to us from the central sun (source which many of us are tuned into) freedom is coming to the women of the world. This is critical to affect changes to ease the way for the men who also struggle to be free. Women may be feeling an urge to do something specific. This is a sign that her masculine side is activating. The masculine side is the active side, the ability to take charge and make plans and carry them out, without getting permission from her man. She is in the throes of bringing herself to a better balance. The urge to take action, make choices, define and express is a masculine quality, yet she is still feminine. She still has the talent for nurturing but it is becoming balanced with more intelligence and action.
I speak from a personal perspective. I'm slowly getting it. I activated my masculine side some months ago, consciously, by telling my left brain to activate. Since then I've been experiencing an increased interest in studying and learning, yet I am still the same woman I was before, loving and kind, but not quite so submissive to men as I used to be. For a woman who has been in that submissive mental frame her whole life, she may be feeling a certain blossoming of excitement, a certain sense of spontaneous joy springing up once in a while, maybe an outburst that sparkles like the sun coming from within. (Where did that come from?) Revelations are occurring that are difficult to put into words. The mind has opened new doors. I'm accessing a higher consciousness and bringing it down by writing about it.
It feels like a flowering of the whole person. Not as a gender. It doesn't make the woman become more womanly. It makes her become more real, more authentic, more whole. The part that has been missing is beginning to kick in and filling in with active qualities we call masculine - of defining, managing, controlling, focusing, planning, creating. Instead of waiting for the man to do it all. There is joy in kindling this new side of me. It presses me on to learn more, to read more, to interact more. Something is trying to speak up in me. There's not enough time in the day to do all that I want to do, explore, discover, practice the rituals. I'm so busy, right here staying at home. It's the now moment. I can only do this by surrendering to the activity that's going on. No matter what pops up, it is there for me to do. It is intelligent. Intelligence is one of the seven qualities with which we have been endowed. They are high-end principles. Love is another. Will power is another. Truth, another. I will be writing more about the seven qualities. They are the chakras.
It is a joyful process to bring in the masculine tendencies to an overly servile person. There is excitement and it is the most natural thing in the world. You feel like a little girl at your own party. This is not a mental thing. It's not something you read in a book, but you can find validations in certain books that fall accidently into your lap. The oversoul is always watching for an opportunity to "sneak one in". Women are learning they don't need to ask permission. She is connected to source because of the way she is made. All bodies are, but men are made to flow in a different way. She is source. And the more she lets that sense of action express, the more she will feel the joy of life. She will be called into action at appropriate moments. It is an impulse. It is a feeling to move. It is a star burst of clarity. Clarity can be felt. It's like when the door bell rings you can't ignore it. Women have been long suffering in letting men take charge of their lives. It is not easy to build confidence after giving one's power away to the man. It takes recognition to start building the momentum to take back one's power. To reel it in and feel the power inside. Men who feel powerless need to do this too.
It feels natural once you've got the hang of it. Today we are seeing women expressing themselves more and more, but we see only the famous ones who are loud and making themselves known. What about the average woman who is quiet? Are they beginning to express what they have never dared express before, for perhaps hundreds of lifetimes? Some of those lifetimes were in male bodies. It happens that way. The oversoul knows when it has become too masculine or too feminine, so it switches bodies to try to equalize itself. But I can tell you, the men are eager for this to happen. They too are being activated to balance themselves with more freedom. Men are tired of carrying the burden of being always in control. They will help.
Men have long been accustomed to supporting women and children. It was a workable arrangement on both sides, but now it is becoming a pressure on both sides. It is a pressure to be so taken care of that it is suffocating and blocking the creative genius within. On the other side, the men are tired too. The male has been providing support to the outer world, physical, while the women have been providing support for the inner world, emotional, but both genders are tired of the limits placed on them. There is new freshness in the air. The past has limits and the new fresh feelings are breaking them down. Tantra teaches that each person is 50/50 male and female. We are each a combination of active and static/passive. Humankind has gotten out of balance in that we are either male or female, but we're supposed to be equally balanced. The divine androgyne, it is called. That doesn't mean homosexual. It means one is healthy and will live a happy and abundant long life with all things provided easily and smoothly. To be androgynous means to be both divine and human at the same time. If you're in a male body, you're a balanced male. If you're in a female body, you're a balanced woman. Life is wonderful for things work out according to cosmic law of harmony and balance. We are heading in that direction. It will take time. But men are learning to step down from their control position, and women are learning to step up.
I am coming into my own through spiritual studies and focusing on the practical in a balanced way. I can't forsake the practical, but I also can't forsake that which is my calling, that which excites me. Slowly, the practical life is taking on excitement. There is no more "mundane" work. It is all part of the fun of living. Inner studies help me feel alive. I am nurturing my quest. It used to be a struggle, now it's new. Tantra is integrating the inner world with the outer world. My husband and I have been doing a good job of it. We have bonded together nicely from what were extremely opposite positions when we first met. We don't talk a lot, but we don't need to. We are together all the time. We're not pulling away or resisting each other. We make love together even though we're very senior in age. It is working well for us.
It is a new relationship every day. It is very subtle, like the mixing of chemicals in a test tube. We absorb each other. Friends do that too. We are heading in that direction as species to retain our individuality, yet the divine within us merges. It is love on an impersonal scale, like the sun that shines on everything in the same way. Women do not need a man to give them permission, nor does a man need permission from her. We are each independent. I used to be co-dependent, leaning on someone else. Co-dependency is changing into walking side by side, each without a crutch. She will not fall down if he were to remove himself. Nor will he if she is gone. Inner balance is what the Tantric path teaches. Look to the higher authority. The authority is not a human being. It is an inner strengthening of the supermind, the higher self, the God within. THAT is the authority that brings true independence, true sovereignty, true freedom. We are taken care of by a higher power. There IS a God and we are the children flowing with the force field of the Father and the Mother. There is a spiritual science that will come to us to replace the old-time religion. It will be natural when that time comes. Knowing that we are taken care by that which is watching over everything and being secure in that knowledge, gives us freedom to stop worrying and be happy. We don't have to hoard food and steal from others or build fences to keep out strangers. We are unified by the same spirit and by the same knowledge of it. Yet we are still independent and sovereign with the ability to form relationships as we choose, or not, or where to live, or what to do.
The problems of society are disappearing. Most people can't see it but I can. Divine authority is that authority which is felt inside oneself. It is held within the body of flesh and blood. Our body is held in form by the Mother God, the feminine aspect of life. She holds our organs and bones in place. We will in time develop the ritual of honoring her every day in the silence and in so doing uplift our attitude to a joyful one. Tantra points the way. The knowledge that God is within each person has not been taught openly. It has been secret knowledge down through the ages. It is coming out in the public eye now. The old religions are disappearing and a new larger picture is emerging from within each solitary person. No one is a teacher, no one is a student. Everyone is both a teacher and a student. There is a spot in the garden for every woman, man and child, because each one is a piece of the wholeness of the planet.
It is essential to take time for meditation or call it prayer or alone time. It is essential to take time away from the confusions and mixed agendas of the world around us. Shut off the cell phone, the computer, television, get away from family, friends, socializing. Go into a quiet room or out into a quiet nature somewhere, alone. Clear the head and body, shut down the mind, relax the muscles, bones, arms and legs, and just listen. Listen to the silence which underlies everything. Count the breaths. Count 100 or 200 breaths. It helps the mind to focus on something.
The silence is the infinite consciousness of the mother. She is the one who holds your body in form while the father holds the universe together. They are one and the same. Within the silence one can hear the aum or hum of the oneness while the mother cradles the physical body. One may feel like rocking or moving involuntarily. The universe is alive and in the quiet one may feel that aliveness and stir the body with the humming. You will be surprised to learn how wonderful, clean, whole and perfect you are, just as you are, alone, sitting silently, or perhaps lying down, with your body at rest but remaining conscious. It is a steady beat coming through the heart.
I am studying Tantra on an intellectual level and discovering validating reports by others who have been into the light, like me. I thought I was the only one. They are the ones who created the ancient traditions of ritual and postures and prayers. A secret life flows through the body and brain and we haven't noticed it. Sitting in silence one begins to hear it. The brain is not the mind. The mind covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. The brain is just an organ, like the lungs and the heart. It has a function, it helps us to calculate, plan, think, but it is not the mind. The mind is who you are. Your mind is capable of stretching out to read other minds and to reach up to the super mind and into the minds of trees and animals. Mental telepathy it's called. It is all so natural, and women especially have this instinct running through them.
For me there is one impulse that keeps surfacing over and over through the years. I keep coming back to it. I have tried to gather groups but that doesn't work because I don't like to put myself forward, but I love writing about it. It's about the love that is trapped - literally trapped - inside the physical body because there are laws that restrict it from expressing. I have hunted down this knowledge all through my life. I wanted to go to medical school and become a doctor to study the body, but I was waylaid, got married, had children instead. The human body draws me to it like a butterfly to a flower. I want to touch it. There is love inside it. I sense it when I put my hands on someone. I went to massage school to become a therapist and practiced that for awhile, but there were too many limits, too many problems so I quit. Tantra continued to surface. I write about love. I keep writing about love in human form.
During this period of isolation due to the pandemic, I have had the chance to read, study and focus. I see that the yearning for massage is dwindling. I feel the action coming on strong but I don't know where it is leading me. I have been told (by DK) not to wish for anything but surrender upward. Each of us is contributing to the world's enlightenment process by simply BEING who we are. We've been held back from that fullness and wholenss, but that's what this shift is all about. We are becoming. Becoming what? We won't know until we are in the middle of BEING that wholeness. We're here to be alive and excited and moving and acting and contributing simply who we are. What we know is not what the brain knows but what the soul knows. We have to BE it. We have been keeping our greatness buried and secret inside us. This greatness - in each person - is what is needed now. Now it's time to throw away the keys and unlock the doors to the codes and the secrets and the knowledge that is ready to spill out into the world. It's not a WHAT, it's a WHO. We are unique, a piece of a puzzle that is required to make the whole picture complete. No one really knows what their piece is until they're in the middle of it. Then they'll begin to get the idea. It's an unfolding. It's a blossoming. Just like a flower unfolds one petal at a time, so do we. Don't rush it. Take some time to go into the silence and make the connection.
You can't know what you are capable of until you find yourself doing it. That's the path of evolution that we are on. It's a major shift for the planet, coming into alignment of perfection. Each one has a perfection waiting for them and no one can take their place. It is you or no one. You are an energy that no one can duplicate. You've lived an untold number of lives before this one and you have accumulated wisdom and knowledge separate from the others. That makes you unique. You own it when you sit in silence periodically and interface with it. Past ages we've been held back because we weren't validating each other. We thought we were the only ones to feel this way. Opening doors allows us to validate each other and share views with each other. Each one is going to say the same thing: "I didn't think I was good enough." The dark ways of the world taught us to feel that way. As it did our ancestors.and we fell into it like a star falling from heaven.
But things are changing. I'm sure you have noticed it. Monday, the 21st, was a major constellation happening in space. A big deal from a cosmic or astronomic level. We are seeing the changes play out in our relationships. For women it can present a problem because being a supporter, nurturer and helper to one man is not enough. We want to help more. We want to give more. We want to love more. We want to contribute more, but the monogamy laws hold us back. Men possess us, inhibit us, keep us for themselves. Some men don't want to do that any more. New social customs are being explored. There is polyamory, swinging, open marriages, gay meetups, transgenders, so many different intimate explorations are going on. Human beings are having a field day while the old laws are still on the books and government leaders are slow to respond. But the old ways have run their course anyway. Freedom is seeping into the people on every level and the calling is being felt to march to a different beat.
This message came to me for me, but it's really for everyone. I'm sharing because I know that others are feeling the same way. It is to give freely what you want to give and what is exciting to give. That's what is positive, progressive, beneficial to the world around you. It's not a negative if your heart is in it. When a plant is ready to bloom, it blooms. It does not hold back. Mother Nature is in charge and she's bigger than the plant. What she says, goes. It's the same way with us. Nature is bigger than us. When nature says "move!" we move, innocently and freely, just like the flower in the front yard. And so must you. You are ready to blossom. Do what you are led to do, even if it is shedding a former way of life. That does not mean to run away from home and family as I once did. The shedding refers to the dropping of the veil that once kept you covered when you needed to be covered. Now you no longer need it, it is no longer useful.
The past has come and gone. The future hasn't arrived yet but you are the interface between the past and the future. It is the act of waking up and becoming aware that you have a more perfect future. It's you walking across the bridge from the past into the now. The future hasn't unfolded yet but here on the bridge in the NOW moment, the future is taking shape. The NOW moment is the most powerful moment in life because it is creating the next steps and the next openings and scanning the horizon for which direction to take you in. Your supermind is always at work to create openings. Other people may be stuck where they are, but when you sit in silence and empty your mind, you are walking out onto the bridge where the supermind is waiting for your connection.
Trust it. This is true for everyone. Not just women but men too. I have felt held back all my life having to listen to men guide me, tell me what I ought to do, their suggestions, their moods, their needs, their anxieties. But through a lifetime of inner practices I have interfaced with the supermind. My male side is now active, and the masculine is all about action, focusing on a direction. And so I am here in masculine mode. The human is getting ready to speak the words it was once afraid to speak.
Wishing you a joyful holiday season as we enter the New Year. Blessings to all, may you be safe, cozy and remain constantly in love. Namaste from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me!
A final update and end of newsletters
Over the last few weeks the thought of ending the newsletters has been edging closer. So much information has been coming that it has been difficult to focus. Working a message into an intelligible format takes time. So, well, it's moving me into a new alignment in the starry galaxy, and I'm feeling less need to send newsletters. It used to an urge to share. Now it is an urge to study Tantra. Maybe you have noticed time is speeding up? Well, for me, it is causing me to focus on this one specific area which is like the culmination of my journey through life. I'll explain further down. But meanwhile I am finding it easier to post on the website (Anakosha.org) which is more impersonal. Anyone can view it and I don't have to worry about rattling someone's cages. I do worry that maybe I shouldn't be saying some of things I talk about. When I send a newsletter, I feel that I'm connecting with everyone on the list who receives it. Not personally but in a harmonic way. I love harmony and sense that some of the things I talk about too far out. They cause negative reactions and I don't want that. So I am holding back talking about some very meaty things.
As I move increasingly into a more rarefied atmosphere of calm and peace, this more cosmic consciousness, if you could call it that, senses disharmony which makes me wonder "Why am I doing this?" It pushes me further up into more harmony with the higher forces to get away from the chaos. But not to worry. It's a natural phenomenon to turn and go in the other direction. I'm sure many people are experiencing this, with all the commotion going on in the world. This isolation period is causing everyone to be more aware and more cautious. I'm not watching news. Doug is but I'm not paying attention so it's not affecting me. He reports on the latest political news and my mind closes. I get sleepy!
So when I go out, like to the store among strangers, or even among friends, I am more mindful of others, not sure where they are coming from or what they are aware of. I try not to rock the boat. This is a serious evolutionary period we are going through right now. Humanity as a whole. From my perspective following the spiritual channelings, and based on my own knowledge, it is a process affecting everyone in the universe, the galactics on higher planes as well as we on the lower planes. Some are calling it "ascension", but that implies we are going to leave the planet and disappear into some higher plane. I do not believe that. I don't want that. Some may, of course, it is an individual process. But I'm planning to stay on the ground for a while longer. I'm studying rare esoteric books and finding validations for my beliefs.
So this will be my last newsletter. At least I think so. Who really knows what tomorrow will bring? DK says not to fix on an any one object, but be open to change. I will be posting on the Anakosha website. Check into http://www.anakosha.org/dianas-blog.html periodically. I'll post there what I'm doing.
Now, for all those wonderful sister friends I have made over the years, I would love to meet with you. Anyone, please feel free to connect with me in person. Come over and visit or arrange to meet somewhere. I would love to see you in person. Anyone, feel free to contact me. As for massage - no. Not yet. It is a wish but only a wish at this point. I don't feel it is time yet. I really think that a year from today the pandemic will be well over. December 23, 2021 we should be free. Probably earlier, but I'll set that marker now. Those who want the vaccine will have had it by then. Those who don't want it will be free to live according to their choices, so I think the world will be in a better place a year from now.
Yesterday a message was given to me in the shower. It always starts in the bathroom every morning. I may be achy, tired and groggy, but once in the bathroom my brain starts opening and the morning's message starts talking to me in my mind. After drying off I begin writing. Yesteday's message was for me but I'm sharing it because it's for all women. I've been following the trail of the feminine for years. Why is feminine so different from masculine? So this is more for women, although men have some feminine qualities in them too, so men can take from it what they will. Writing is the way I best communicate. I started journaling after going into the light 45 years ago. At first I didn't. I couldn't make sense of what happened so I started to write it out long-hand on paper. Through this process I began to put the pieces together in my own mind. It didn't make sense but I discovered that by writing it out helped me to connect the dots. Today I realize that I was creating new synapses in my brain. I could make it real for me. It was a solid experience. I have been learning about Tantric Yoga and how that system of thought and practice, helps a person open etheric pathways in their body. The brain needs new synapses to accomodate higher experience, otherwise memory of the experience fades and disappears. To make higher consciousness part of one's daily life, it needs additional brain cells - and heart cells.
Well, I'm getting ahead of myself. The point is, writing or journaling is important for someone who is experiencing mystical happenings they can't understand. I recommend everyone do it to help in understanding. Or to carry on conversation with someone close and get feedback. Same thing.
Yesterday, the message I received while showering was about the "talent that women have is in the giving of who she is as a feminine being." The point was, it's all about her ability to give and express. There is a giving in the RIGHT way and a giving in the wrong way. Women have been giving in the wrong way for centuries, as servants to men. That way is now coming to an end. That way has kept women down and servile. It has kept them focusing on the men, not on themselves. The RIGHT way to give is to start giving of themselves in a way they WANT to give, and WHEN they want to give and how. In other words freely, spontaneously, as they feel it is appropriate. Giving means expressing and the right use of a woman's talent is to express herself naturally, as she feels to, not the way men have required her to be. This is a subtle thing to become aware of. Women have taken on an artificial role of subservience in ways they are not aware. It is subconscious. The real feminine person has retreated to higher ground. Females like unity and harmony. Chaos and trauma pushes them away or causes them to take on a mask and become a pretend person who takes over.to handle chaotic situations. This has happened to the feminine gender on this planet. On more evolved planets the men and women are more balanced, not like here. This pertains also to men, who also have a female side, but I'm not qualified to address men. This message was given to me to assist me as a woman, personally.
The interplay between male and female hold the worlds together. Being feminine is a very special talent, meaning BEING feminine. Their bodies are feminine. They hold the frequencies of the mother of creation. The female body has a built-in talent to nurture, support and care for all that is before them. They are the womb. They are the cradle and the love-makers and assurers. It is an expression of love to serve and give, and not think of themselves. But this very special talent has been usurped by the men. They have become servers to the males who became the controlling authorities. This is an ancient theme that has grown insidiously into the human species for millions, trillions, uncountable years. The loss of femininity on the planet has caused the mess the world is in. The male of the species usurped the feminine generosity and laid claim on it, possessed it and made rules around what they could do and not do. The feminine's natural gift (talent) to life is to nurture and love FREELY, but it was taken away from them. by the male patriarchy. To the men it must be said - this is not on you. Please do not take this personally. It is an imbalance that both genders need to correct. Both sides of the equation need to bring balance and harmony back to the life they life. Look to the supermind, or oversoul, to correct the imbalance. The love that the feminine gender would have, could have, given since the dawn of history, would have raised this world to a perfect paradise by now.
Now that the shift is underway and new energy is beaming down to us from the central sun (source which many of us are tuned into) freedom is coming to the women of the world. This is critical to affect changes to ease the way for the men who also struggle to be free. Women may be feeling an urge to do something specific. This is a sign that her masculine side is activating. The masculine side is the active side, the ability to take charge and make plans and carry them out, without getting permission from her man. She is in the throes of bringing herself to a better balance. The urge to take action, make choices, define and express is a masculine quality, yet she is still feminine. She still has the talent for nurturing but it is becoming balanced with more intelligence and action.
I speak from a personal perspective. I'm slowly getting it. I activated my masculine side some months ago, consciously, by telling my left brain to activate. Since then I've been experiencing an increased interest in studying and learning, yet I am still the same woman I was before, loving and kind, but not quite so submissive to men as I used to be. For a woman who has been in that submissive mental frame her whole life, she may be feeling a certain blossoming of excitement, a certain sense of spontaneous joy springing up once in a while, maybe an outburst that sparkles like the sun coming from within. (Where did that come from?) Revelations are occurring that are difficult to put into words. The mind has opened new doors. I'm accessing a higher consciousness and bringing it down by writing about it.
It feels like a flowering of the whole person. Not as a gender. It doesn't make the woman become more womanly. It makes her become more real, more authentic, more whole. The part that has been missing is beginning to kick in and filling in with active qualities we call masculine - of defining, managing, controlling, focusing, planning, creating. Instead of waiting for the man to do it all. There is joy in kindling this new side of me. It presses me on to learn more, to read more, to interact more. Something is trying to speak up in me. There's not enough time in the day to do all that I want to do, explore, discover, practice the rituals. I'm so busy, right here staying at home. It's the now moment. I can only do this by surrendering to the activity that's going on. No matter what pops up, it is there for me to do. It is intelligent. Intelligence is one of the seven qualities with which we have been endowed. They are high-end principles. Love is another. Will power is another. Truth, another. I will be writing more about the seven qualities. They are the chakras.
It is a joyful process to bring in the masculine tendencies to an overly servile person. There is excitement and it is the most natural thing in the world. You feel like a little girl at your own party. This is not a mental thing. It's not something you read in a book, but you can find validations in certain books that fall accidently into your lap. The oversoul is always watching for an opportunity to "sneak one in". Women are learning they don't need to ask permission. She is connected to source because of the way she is made. All bodies are, but men are made to flow in a different way. She is source. And the more she lets that sense of action express, the more she will feel the joy of life. She will be called into action at appropriate moments. It is an impulse. It is a feeling to move. It is a star burst of clarity. Clarity can be felt. It's like when the door bell rings you can't ignore it. Women have been long suffering in letting men take charge of their lives. It is not easy to build confidence after giving one's power away to the man. It takes recognition to start building the momentum to take back one's power. To reel it in and feel the power inside. Men who feel powerless need to do this too.
It feels natural once you've got the hang of it. Today we are seeing women expressing themselves more and more, but we see only the famous ones who are loud and making themselves known. What about the average woman who is quiet? Are they beginning to express what they have never dared express before, for perhaps hundreds of lifetimes? Some of those lifetimes were in male bodies. It happens that way. The oversoul knows when it has become too masculine or too feminine, so it switches bodies to try to equalize itself. But I can tell you, the men are eager for this to happen. They too are being activated to balance themselves with more freedom. Men are tired of carrying the burden of being always in control. They will help.
Men have long been accustomed to supporting women and children. It was a workable arrangement on both sides, but now it is becoming a pressure on both sides. It is a pressure to be so taken care of that it is suffocating and blocking the creative genius within. On the other side, the men are tired too. The male has been providing support to the outer world, physical, while the women have been providing support for the inner world, emotional, but both genders are tired of the limits placed on them. There is new freshness in the air. The past has limits and the new fresh feelings are breaking them down. Tantra teaches that each person is 50/50 male and female. We are each a combination of active and static/passive. Humankind has gotten out of balance in that we are either male or female, but we're supposed to be equally balanced. The divine androgyne, it is called. That doesn't mean homosexual. It means one is healthy and will live a happy and abundant long life with all things provided easily and smoothly. To be androgynous means to be both divine and human at the same time. If you're in a male body, you're a balanced male. If you're in a female body, you're a balanced woman. Life is wonderful for things work out according to cosmic law of harmony and balance. We are heading in that direction. It will take time. But men are learning to step down from their control position, and women are learning to step up.
I am coming into my own through spiritual studies and focusing on the practical in a balanced way. I can't forsake the practical, but I also can't forsake that which is my calling, that which excites me. Slowly, the practical life is taking on excitement. There is no more "mundane" work. It is all part of the fun of living. Inner studies help me feel alive. I am nurturing my quest. It used to be a struggle, now it's new. Tantra is integrating the inner world with the outer world. My husband and I have been doing a good job of it. We have bonded together nicely from what were extremely opposite positions when we first met. We don't talk a lot, but we don't need to. We are together all the time. We're not pulling away or resisting each other. We make love together even though we're very senior in age. It is working well for us.
It is a new relationship every day. It is very subtle, like the mixing of chemicals in a test tube. We absorb each other. Friends do that too. We are heading in that direction as species to retain our individuality, yet the divine within us merges. It is love on an impersonal scale, like the sun that shines on everything in the same way. Women do not need a man to give them permission, nor does a man need permission from her. We are each independent. I used to be co-dependent, leaning on someone else. Co-dependency is changing into walking side by side, each without a crutch. She will not fall down if he were to remove himself. Nor will he if she is gone. Inner balance is what the Tantric path teaches. Look to the higher authority. The authority is not a human being. It is an inner strengthening of the supermind, the higher self, the God within. THAT is the authority that brings true independence, true sovereignty, true freedom. We are taken care of by a higher power. There IS a God and we are the children flowing with the force field of the Father and the Mother. There is a spiritual science that will come to us to replace the old-time religion. It will be natural when that time comes. Knowing that we are taken care by that which is watching over everything and being secure in that knowledge, gives us freedom to stop worrying and be happy. We don't have to hoard food and steal from others or build fences to keep out strangers. We are unified by the same spirit and by the same knowledge of it. Yet we are still independent and sovereign with the ability to form relationships as we choose, or not, or where to live, or what to do.
The problems of society are disappearing. Most people can't see it but I can. Divine authority is that authority which is felt inside oneself. It is held within the body of flesh and blood. Our body is held in form by the Mother God, the feminine aspect of life. She holds our organs and bones in place. We will in time develop the ritual of honoring her every day in the silence and in so doing uplift our attitude to a joyful one. Tantra points the way. The knowledge that God is within each person has not been taught openly. It has been secret knowledge down through the ages. It is coming out in the public eye now. The old religions are disappearing and a new larger picture is emerging from within each solitary person. No one is a teacher, no one is a student. Everyone is both a teacher and a student. There is a spot in the garden for every woman, man and child, because each one is a piece of the wholeness of the planet.
It is essential to take time for meditation or call it prayer or alone time. It is essential to take time away from the confusions and mixed agendas of the world around us. Shut off the cell phone, the computer, television, get away from family, friends, socializing. Go into a quiet room or out into a quiet nature somewhere, alone. Clear the head and body, shut down the mind, relax the muscles, bones, arms and legs, and just listen. Listen to the silence which underlies everything. Count the breaths. Count 100 or 200 breaths. It helps the mind to focus on something.
The silence is the infinite consciousness of the mother. She is the one who holds your body in form while the father holds the universe together. They are one and the same. Within the silence one can hear the aum or hum of the oneness while the mother cradles the physical body. One may feel like rocking or moving involuntarily. The universe is alive and in the quiet one may feel that aliveness and stir the body with the humming. You will be surprised to learn how wonderful, clean, whole and perfect you are, just as you are, alone, sitting silently, or perhaps lying down, with your body at rest but remaining conscious. It is a steady beat coming through the heart.
I am studying Tantra on an intellectual level and discovering validating reports by others who have been into the light, like me. I thought I was the only one. They are the ones who created the ancient traditions of ritual and postures and prayers. A secret life flows through the body and brain and we haven't noticed it. Sitting in silence one begins to hear it. The brain is not the mind. The mind covers you like a sheath, from head to toe. The brain is just an organ, like the lungs and the heart. It has a function, it helps us to calculate, plan, think, but it is not the mind. The mind is who you are. Your mind is capable of stretching out to read other minds and to reach up to the super mind and into the minds of trees and animals. Mental telepathy it's called. It is all so natural, and women especially have this instinct running through them.
For me there is one impulse that keeps surfacing over and over through the years. I keep coming back to it. I have tried to gather groups but that doesn't work because I don't like to put myself forward, but I love writing about it. It's about the love that is trapped - literally trapped - inside the physical body because there are laws that restrict it from expressing. I have hunted down this knowledge all through my life. I wanted to go to medical school and become a doctor to study the body, but I was waylaid, got married, had children instead. The human body draws me to it like a butterfly to a flower. I want to touch it. There is love inside it. I sense it when I put my hands on someone. I went to massage school to become a therapist and practiced that for awhile, but there were too many limits, too many problems so I quit. Tantra continued to surface. I write about love. I keep writing about love in human form.
During this period of isolation due to the pandemic, I have had the chance to read, study and focus. I see that the yearning for massage is dwindling. I feel the action coming on strong but I don't know where it is leading me. I have been told (by DK) not to wish for anything but surrender upward. Each of us is contributing to the world's enlightenment process by simply BEING who we are. We've been held back from that fullness and wholenss, but that's what this shift is all about. We are becoming. Becoming what? We won't know until we are in the middle of BEING that wholeness. We're here to be alive and excited and moving and acting and contributing simply who we are. What we know is not what the brain knows but what the soul knows. We have to BE it. We have been keeping our greatness buried and secret inside us. This greatness - in each person - is what is needed now. Now it's time to throw away the keys and unlock the doors to the codes and the secrets and the knowledge that is ready to spill out into the world. It's not a WHAT, it's a WHO. We are unique, a piece of a puzzle that is required to make the whole picture complete. No one really knows what their piece is until they're in the middle of it. Then they'll begin to get the idea. It's an unfolding. It's a blossoming. Just like a flower unfolds one petal at a time, so do we. Don't rush it. Take some time to go into the silence and make the connection.
You can't know what you are capable of until you find yourself doing it. That's the path of evolution that we are on. It's a major shift for the planet, coming into alignment of perfection. Each one has a perfection waiting for them and no one can take their place. It is you or no one. You are an energy that no one can duplicate. You've lived an untold number of lives before this one and you have accumulated wisdom and knowledge separate from the others. That makes you unique. You own it when you sit in silence periodically and interface with it. Past ages we've been held back because we weren't validating each other. We thought we were the only ones to feel this way. Opening doors allows us to validate each other and share views with each other. Each one is going to say the same thing: "I didn't think I was good enough." The dark ways of the world taught us to feel that way. As it did our ancestors.and we fell into it like a star falling from heaven.
But things are changing. I'm sure you have noticed it. Monday, the 21st, was a major constellation happening in space. A big deal from a cosmic or astronomic level. We are seeing the changes play out in our relationships. For women it can present a problem because being a supporter, nurturer and helper to one man is not enough. We want to help more. We want to give more. We want to love more. We want to contribute more, but the monogamy laws hold us back. Men possess us, inhibit us, keep us for themselves. Some men don't want to do that any more. New social customs are being explored. There is polyamory, swinging, open marriages, gay meetups, transgenders, so many different intimate explorations are going on. Human beings are having a field day while the old laws are still on the books and government leaders are slow to respond. But the old ways have run their course anyway. Freedom is seeping into the people on every level and the calling is being felt to march to a different beat.
This message came to me for me, but it's really for everyone. I'm sharing because I know that others are feeling the same way. It is to give freely what you want to give and what is exciting to give. That's what is positive, progressive, beneficial to the world around you. It's not a negative if your heart is in it. When a plant is ready to bloom, it blooms. It does not hold back. Mother Nature is in charge and she's bigger than the plant. What she says, goes. It's the same way with us. Nature is bigger than us. When nature says "move!" we move, innocently and freely, just like the flower in the front yard. And so must you. You are ready to blossom. Do what you are led to do, even if it is shedding a former way of life. That does not mean to run away from home and family as I once did. The shedding refers to the dropping of the veil that once kept you covered when you needed to be covered. Now you no longer need it, it is no longer useful.
The past has come and gone. The future hasn't arrived yet but you are the interface between the past and the future. It is the act of waking up and becoming aware that you have a more perfect future. It's you walking across the bridge from the past into the now. The future hasn't unfolded yet but here on the bridge in the NOW moment, the future is taking shape. The NOW moment is the most powerful moment in life because it is creating the next steps and the next openings and scanning the horizon for which direction to take you in. Your supermind is always at work to create openings. Other people may be stuck where they are, but when you sit in silence and empty your mind, you are walking out onto the bridge where the supermind is waiting for your connection.
Trust it. This is true for everyone. Not just women but men too. I have felt held back all my life having to listen to men guide me, tell me what I ought to do, their suggestions, their moods, their needs, their anxieties. But through a lifetime of inner practices I have interfaced with the supermind. My male side is now active, and the masculine is all about action, focusing on a direction. And so I am here in masculine mode. The human is getting ready to speak the words it was once afraid to speak.
Wishing you a joyful holiday season as we enter the New Year. Blessings to all, may you be safe, cozy and remain constantly in love. Namaste from the ascendeds, angelics, celestials, galactics and me!
12/8/20 Stop blaming the evil - we are the evil
Transforming the dark to light with the inner fire
We must learn to stop blaming the dark and evil ones, WE, humanity, are the dark and evil. We, who are gods in training are stopping our own progress by stopping the evolutionary fire within, the evolutionary love force coming up from the ground, stopping it from flowing up the spine to activate ALL of the chakras. Chakras are located in the spine on a higher plane called etheric. We’ve all been through the animal phase, now is our time to master the human vessel. Now is time for the upright human. Not four legs but two. We are to stand tall reaching up to the heavens. Humans are creators, designed to flower (we are a flow-er). But we are not flowing as we should be flowing - up through the spine through the central column of light which is etheric. We are stopping the flow at the sacral or sex chakra by having sex without male-female balance. The man and woman are out of balance. Each one of them. It is because we are having sex without reverence, love and appreciation for the highest in us, the holiest in us. It is when we allow the fire within to flow that we equalize ourselves and become balanced. We merge then with the highest and the holiest that we can be. So far this has not been attained in the vast majority.
Yes, an orgasm is good for the body. It clears the lower body but it isn’t reaching the higher body. The fire that is in Mother Earth - the spirit of Mother Earth - is vitality. This is the vitality that feeds us humans. It is the health-giving force but it is also the holy love of Mother Earth that fuels spiritual evolution. She is trying to flow her love, her evolutionary force, upward through human beings but we are wasting it. She is shining her evolutionary force upward like a flood light at a theatre opening, but we are stealing it away. She is influencing all sentient beings in nature with this fire - the trees, plants, vegetables, insects, animals and birds - but the human being has failed to receive this flowing the way we are supposed to be receiving it. We are a different species altogether. We are still connecting ourselves to the animal ways instead of becoming wholey human - holy humans. We are supposed to be flowering upward towards the heavens. I must talk about this holy force within. It has been given to me to tell the story which no one else wants to tell.
The central pillar of light that comes down from above the head, around the spine and into the earth below our feet, is etheric. It is filled with light. It is the higher kundalini in us above our head. We don't even know that we have an etheric body, never mind knowing about the higher kundalini or the central pillar of light which contains our chakras and flows downward to meet the lower kundalini at the base of the spine. The chakras are ignited by the lower kundalini rising up and the higher chakras are ignited by the higher kundalini flowing down. These chakras need to be ignited consciously by the person who lives in the body. He must acknowledge this evolutionary force which is dual in nature - one above us and one below us. We must first learn about it and then consciously work it into a reasonable pattern through habit. Allow it and lift it up, bring it down, through certain procedures and processes with the mind. We are not doing that because we have stolen the power through common sex. We have not been given this information. It is time. We have been held back in ignorance of the etheric body and the emotional body and the mental body and light body, and all of these are feeding the solid physical body.
We are supposed to be the stewards of the planet, we human beings. We are designed to be the wisest of all the species on earth, conduits through which the higher forces above and the lower forces of earth can meet, unite, expand and become one force within us to fulfill us. We are designed to become fully aware of both our higher powers and our lower powers. This will make us into super humans - intelligent, wise, with great love to heal the earth and with an ability to create beyond our wildest imaginations. We have been stopping the flowing (the flowering) by our ignorance about sex. Male-female sex. We do it over and over the same way, stopping it with an orgasm. The orgasm stops it. We should be lifting it higher but we don't know how to do that. This is a Tantra teaching.
Without this knowledge, without this understanding, we continue to use the earth force up, spit it out and waste it and it doesn’t flow up the spine to the higher chakras to meet the higher kundalini above our heads. If we would only learn how to do that we would become a people of refinement and graciousness, a people of peace and GREAT wisdom and no more wars. We would ignite revelation, divine revelation, faith, hope, charity, love, encouragement, health, abundance, restore limbs and restore unity. We would restore the desire to serve one another and enrich one another, and refine our planet and beautify everything we touch and enjoy each other to the fullest without violating one another. Higher purpose would be achieved as we would be in higher service to each other.
I suspect that most people don't know what I'm talking about, but I'll be writing more about this. I'll try to define it in more down-to-earth words. The evolutionary force is stopped at the sexual climax. When the man spends himself during grunting sex. The second chakra is the sex chakra which gives life force to the reproductive organs. When the focus is on sex, with the climax being the ultimate goal, there is no higher focus. All we know is that orgasm gives physical pleasure and bliss and so we go for it. It becomes the highest we can imagine. It is always about the physical, while the greatest treasures are within reach. Sex brings pleasure and bliss for those who enjoy it, yes, of course it does. It is beautiful. But it does not bring pleasure and bliss to many - those who are in pain and are tormented by those who use them as tools for their own satisfaction, whatever that hunger would be. It is a selfish pleasure for those who use sex for their own pleasure, but make victims out of those who don't, or are confused about what is expected of them. Children included.
Bringing bliss and pleasure to the lower body for a few minutes while the higher body doesn't get the benefits, is the animal way. The animals do not have the upright human design. They have a different evolutionary design. Their evolution is on a lower level. They will reach the human level some day. The human being is designed with spirituality hovering overhead, waiting for the man to stand upright and connect with it. It is the evolutionary force designed for the human being. It is the built-in force that draws his attention upward, ever upward to connect with his higher self which is not yet in form. It is beyond his reach but it is attempting to descend down through the central column to become embodied. It is the unformed trying to come into body but we are stopping it with our focus on sex. This is why we are here - to graduate out of the animal stage. It is mankind’s greatest gift, to be able to graduate and stand upright, tall, noble, and reach upward to the stars that shine above him - what is above him which causes him to wonder and reach?
The females are trying to tell the male of the species that she wants more love. She asks for more love in a myriad different ways. She tries to seduce the man to come up higher past the third chakra at the naval to reach the fourth chakra in the heart. The blockage is at the 2nd chakra, and also more blocks at the 3rd chakra, which is the navel. This block creates issues with personal power. It's selfish power. She tries to bring him up higher beyond the 3rd to the 4th chakra which is the heart chakra, where love is activated and released and floods the bodies of both. Love is a higher power than the 3rd. Going up higher to the 5th chakra at the throat, when this is activated, it releases the power to speak truth frankly and openly without holding back. Then communication begins to take place which is free flowing, truthful, caring and considerate. The 6th chakra at the third eye brings peace and comfort to the one who succeeds in opening it. The 7th chakra at the crown opens and the power to access the soul chakra, known as the 8th chakra, takes place. This in turn activates higher chakras for we are connecting in the web of consciousness to a vastness that we can only evolve into.
There is a plan and a pre-ordained destiny for humankind and each individual to grow into his higher individuality - the part of himself that he doesn't know yet because he hasn't embodied it yet. Each individual has a special and unique sense of purpose. But if this grand evolutionary force is blocked at the lower sex chakra, we are holding it back. I know, sex feels good. And so we keep doing it. We recycle the same experience over and over. We never get past the 3rd chakra where personal power is held locked up, to rise to the heart where love is locked up. We must learn more about sex. Sex is what animals do; lovemaking is what humans are supposed to do. Future sex will lose its pressure and intensity and become a quintessential flowering into bliss each time he makes love. It's higher and better and more beautiful but we have become stuck at the animal level. We haven't reached our destined promised land yet, but we will. A few individuals have done so and more are beginning through the discovery and exploration of Tantra.
Tantra is the master course to look to, but there are distortions that need to be wiped away. There are very few knowledgeable masters of the art. I have lived Tantra in former lives but lost it in this life. I didn't have access to memories until late in life. However instinct has guided me. We should not be wasting our life force through superficial sex. For everyone reading this, this does not mean we should not be enjoying each other's bodies. The first step is to loosen up the tight reins imposed by religion. But to learn about love and to start practicing love in a worshipful way - that is the way of the goddess and the pagan women. It is something that can begin today, tonight, with a beloved partner, but only YOU can do it within yourself. Nobody can take you by the hand and guide you because very, very few people even know about it. Only YOU can raise your vibrations, your attention, your intention and your desire to become more worthy of the life flowing through you, and assume the holiness that you can imagine. But do it secretly. Don't talk about it. It is not for your partner to know what you are doing. Then it becomes self-aggrandizement. Worship your partner silently, with your heart and mind and observe how they respond. Secretly. Be an observer. Be quickened by this secret knowledge. This works for both men and women. It does not soley belong to women. This comforting, nurturing love for all life lives in men too. It is the substance of the god and goddess in training. Either or both can start practicing this art today. I will be speaking more about Tantra as time goes along. I learning many things. It is all coming to a head.
We each need a partner to practice with, to observe the beautiful feedback and to FEEL it within our own bodies. But again, do not speak about it. It is your own inner work. Don't expect anything from your partner. Simply observe how YOU feel. Don't expect your partner to raise you up. The responsibility starts with you. You are the one to ignite it so the fire begins within you. Shift your approach to a higher level and feel the comfort of feminine warmth within you. Women must feel this too. We are here to figure out how to do that within our Self. There is no "how to" manual. We are the creators. Don't waste this precious energy on selfish motivations. Spin it around and give love instead of looking for it. Shift focus to one of lack to one of "I have so much, let me give it." From you to your partner. This is the great "click". This turns on the flow. It begins the movement of love within, the vitality within, the fire in the belly. Eventually humankind will ignite all the chakras up and down his central column, which is the physical spine within the vertebra. As he flows the vitality up and down, between heaven and earth and between earth and heaven, he will find himself remaining stable, feel wonderful and free. He will feel at home upon the earth.
What I'm talking about is a seed of a new thought. It will not be taken seriously at first but a thought seed will be planted by all who read this. There are others writing about this. When mankind as a race - both men and women but mostly it's the male who fixates on sex and the genital orgasm - begins to acknowledge the deeper and more expanded layers to himself, he will tap into the cosmic sensations. The sexual orgasm is a lower body release of stress and tension which is helpful - it causes a few minutes of knock-out bliss - but the full-body orgasm is created with sensations of elevation. One remains conscious and may enter into superconscious realms with revelations and visions possible. As time goes on and practice. It is a totally different sensation. The full-body orgasm opens all the chakras at once and ping-pongs on up the ladder to heart, head and beyond. This can be done without a partner too. Taoism teaches that. Tantra teaches it too, but Tantra has been usurped by westerners as a quick way to have "better sex" and they mostly leave out the important parts.
There will no longer be a problem of erectile dysfunction in the future man. The pumping action of friction will not be required. When he starts to listen to his feminine self first, and his feminine partner second, and yields 50 percent of the control to her, he will lose his need to be fixated on his genitals, both his and hers. He will allow her to lead him and they will learn to follow each other along together. She will know what to do instinctively, for her feminine radar flows in the upward direction all the time. When the male allows himself to follow her lead, the evolutionary force will begin to rise up and activate the chakras within the column of light. When that is accomplished, sexuality will take on a different feeling. It will be of a higher dimension. He will feel the difference. It will feel more wholesome and whole. Holy should be taken out of the churches and applied to the body. It means becoming whole and feeling whole. Whole is what mankind will feel in the future naturally, as he expands and acknowledges his higher layers of emotion and mind. He will no longer need to depend on a woman for sex as if she was a vital part of his life. Instead, he will enjoy her immensely more when it their time together is appropriate for them to come together. Without pressure or demand.
The evolutionary force coming up from earth can't be seen by physical eyes or measured as a separate "thing" because it is the web of consciousness. It is life itself. Mankind and science depends on measuring devices and the physical senses to prove the existence of something. But how can you prove your own existence? You are the life force coming up from Earth. You are the life force coming down from heaven. How can you prove that? You can only prove it by feeling more of who you are, more alive, more energized, more happy, more blissful, more healthy, more youthful. There is no mistaking the feeling.
Sexual need is that feeling not getting through. It gets backed up because it hits wall, like a solid cement wall, and it builds up like water behind a dam, it builds pressure. Stress and a longing is felt because the vitality from earth is not being distributed. It's backing up. Then there comes a breaking point where he must do something about it or become a danger to himself or someone else. This powerful force has no name in our language, except “sex“. Sex is what we call a blockage at the second chakra, the genital chakra.
The new age is bringing new information about this but Tantra teachings have been here for many thousands of years. This new information is being translated through modern man. It is the same information as the ancients but with a new twist. It is a new era. The earth is in a new position in space. There are different energies coming onto the planet. Those who pooh-pooh astrological influences might well take notice of the changes that are coming about. The need to know has expanded. Higher level information is reaching more people. This will bring about a more beautiful life for all - one that serves both genders equally, with kindness, compassion, truthfulness and wisdom - worthy of the human race which is in training to become masters.
The turning away from the grunting sex life of animals to making love with the whole body is a gift that humanity has yet to appreciate. It will be accomplished as man and woman begin to use reverence, adoration and sacredness in their relationships and stop the derogatory remarks and attitudes which hurt. When two people allow the evolutionary fire in them to ignite and flow up the INSIDE of the etheric central column instead of spiraling out around the central column in opposite directions, as if fighting one another, each one in competition for dominance and control, then they both reach the top of their individual heads together. From there the evolutionary force flows out the top of the head like a water fountain, blossoming into the atmosphere and igniting the soul chakra which is somewhere above the head.
The soul chakra contains the divine plan for the individual. It allows the natural knowledge of the original concept of the individual to become known, each one uniquely, without effort. Using reverence, love and appreciation is a wonderful, joyful way of making love. It is not a work of hard labor and work, the way grunting sex is. It is a shift in conscious mental attitude. It is the ease of relaxing up a ladder, like floating up a ladder or up a mountain into the bliss of the highest love possible that an earth body can experience. The two lovers will feel wonders unimagined if they start exploring this sacred path. This is a new science and will need to be learned. It cannot be forced, either on yourself or your partner. Love is the only way to begin Tantric practice. And don't get hung up on the word "tantra". It means "web". A web has no beginning or ending. It links in to the ongoingness but you can decide how far to go and where to stop. You are the master switch, not the victim of someone else. Love, consideration and kindness is the fuel to use on both sides of the equation.
This article is a forerunner. Just a tiny little seed of a thought. It is not intended to frustrate anyone. Don't make it a "goal" to get there because it is a walking meditation. You must create the experience yourself as you do it. Like yoga. Spiritual teachers have not been addressing sex, nor have the Ascended Masters. It has not been time.
Transforming the dark to light with the inner fire
We must learn to stop blaming the dark and evil ones, WE, humanity, are the dark and evil. We, who are gods in training are stopping our own progress by stopping the evolutionary fire within, the evolutionary love force coming up from the ground, stopping it from flowing up the spine to activate ALL of the chakras. Chakras are located in the spine on a higher plane called etheric. We’ve all been through the animal phase, now is our time to master the human vessel. Now is time for the upright human. Not four legs but two. We are to stand tall reaching up to the heavens. Humans are creators, designed to flower (we are a flow-er). But we are not flowing as we should be flowing - up through the spine through the central column of light which is etheric. We are stopping the flow at the sacral or sex chakra by having sex without male-female balance. The man and woman are out of balance. Each one of them. It is because we are having sex without reverence, love and appreciation for the highest in us, the holiest in us. It is when we allow the fire within to flow that we equalize ourselves and become balanced. We merge then with the highest and the holiest that we can be. So far this has not been attained in the vast majority.
Yes, an orgasm is good for the body. It clears the lower body but it isn’t reaching the higher body. The fire that is in Mother Earth - the spirit of Mother Earth - is vitality. This is the vitality that feeds us humans. It is the health-giving force but it is also the holy love of Mother Earth that fuels spiritual evolution. She is trying to flow her love, her evolutionary force, upward through human beings but we are wasting it. She is shining her evolutionary force upward like a flood light at a theatre opening, but we are stealing it away. She is influencing all sentient beings in nature with this fire - the trees, plants, vegetables, insects, animals and birds - but the human being has failed to receive this flowing the way we are supposed to be receiving it. We are a different species altogether. We are still connecting ourselves to the animal ways instead of becoming wholey human - holy humans. We are supposed to be flowering upward towards the heavens. I must talk about this holy force within. It has been given to me to tell the story which no one else wants to tell.
The central pillar of light that comes down from above the head, around the spine and into the earth below our feet, is etheric. It is filled with light. It is the higher kundalini in us above our head. We don't even know that we have an etheric body, never mind knowing about the higher kundalini or the central pillar of light which contains our chakras and flows downward to meet the lower kundalini at the base of the spine. The chakras are ignited by the lower kundalini rising up and the higher chakras are ignited by the higher kundalini flowing down. These chakras need to be ignited consciously by the person who lives in the body. He must acknowledge this evolutionary force which is dual in nature - one above us and one below us. We must first learn about it and then consciously work it into a reasonable pattern through habit. Allow it and lift it up, bring it down, through certain procedures and processes with the mind. We are not doing that because we have stolen the power through common sex. We have not been given this information. It is time. We have been held back in ignorance of the etheric body and the emotional body and the mental body and light body, and all of these are feeding the solid physical body.
We are supposed to be the stewards of the planet, we human beings. We are designed to be the wisest of all the species on earth, conduits through which the higher forces above and the lower forces of earth can meet, unite, expand and become one force within us to fulfill us. We are designed to become fully aware of both our higher powers and our lower powers. This will make us into super humans - intelligent, wise, with great love to heal the earth and with an ability to create beyond our wildest imaginations. We have been stopping the flowing (the flowering) by our ignorance about sex. Male-female sex. We do it over and over the same way, stopping it with an orgasm. The orgasm stops it. We should be lifting it higher but we don't know how to do that. This is a Tantra teaching.
Without this knowledge, without this understanding, we continue to use the earth force up, spit it out and waste it and it doesn’t flow up the spine to the higher chakras to meet the higher kundalini above our heads. If we would only learn how to do that we would become a people of refinement and graciousness, a people of peace and GREAT wisdom and no more wars. We would ignite revelation, divine revelation, faith, hope, charity, love, encouragement, health, abundance, restore limbs and restore unity. We would restore the desire to serve one another and enrich one another, and refine our planet and beautify everything we touch and enjoy each other to the fullest without violating one another. Higher purpose would be achieved as we would be in higher service to each other.
I suspect that most people don't know what I'm talking about, but I'll be writing more about this. I'll try to define it in more down-to-earth words. The evolutionary force is stopped at the sexual climax. When the man spends himself during grunting sex. The second chakra is the sex chakra which gives life force to the reproductive organs. When the focus is on sex, with the climax being the ultimate goal, there is no higher focus. All we know is that orgasm gives physical pleasure and bliss and so we go for it. It becomes the highest we can imagine. It is always about the physical, while the greatest treasures are within reach. Sex brings pleasure and bliss for those who enjoy it, yes, of course it does. It is beautiful. But it does not bring pleasure and bliss to many - those who are in pain and are tormented by those who use them as tools for their own satisfaction, whatever that hunger would be. It is a selfish pleasure for those who use sex for their own pleasure, but make victims out of those who don't, or are confused about what is expected of them. Children included.
Bringing bliss and pleasure to the lower body for a few minutes while the higher body doesn't get the benefits, is the animal way. The animals do not have the upright human design. They have a different evolutionary design. Their evolution is on a lower level. They will reach the human level some day. The human being is designed with spirituality hovering overhead, waiting for the man to stand upright and connect with it. It is the evolutionary force designed for the human being. It is the built-in force that draws his attention upward, ever upward to connect with his higher self which is not yet in form. It is beyond his reach but it is attempting to descend down through the central column to become embodied. It is the unformed trying to come into body but we are stopping it with our focus on sex. This is why we are here - to graduate out of the animal stage. It is mankind’s greatest gift, to be able to graduate and stand upright, tall, noble, and reach upward to the stars that shine above him - what is above him which causes him to wonder and reach?
The females are trying to tell the male of the species that she wants more love. She asks for more love in a myriad different ways. She tries to seduce the man to come up higher past the third chakra at the naval to reach the fourth chakra in the heart. The blockage is at the 2nd chakra, and also more blocks at the 3rd chakra, which is the navel. This block creates issues with personal power. It's selfish power. She tries to bring him up higher beyond the 3rd to the 4th chakra which is the heart chakra, where love is activated and released and floods the bodies of both. Love is a higher power than the 3rd. Going up higher to the 5th chakra at the throat, when this is activated, it releases the power to speak truth frankly and openly without holding back. Then communication begins to take place which is free flowing, truthful, caring and considerate. The 6th chakra at the third eye brings peace and comfort to the one who succeeds in opening it. The 7th chakra at the crown opens and the power to access the soul chakra, known as the 8th chakra, takes place. This in turn activates higher chakras for we are connecting in the web of consciousness to a vastness that we can only evolve into.
There is a plan and a pre-ordained destiny for humankind and each individual to grow into his higher individuality - the part of himself that he doesn't know yet because he hasn't embodied it yet. Each individual has a special and unique sense of purpose. But if this grand evolutionary force is blocked at the lower sex chakra, we are holding it back. I know, sex feels good. And so we keep doing it. We recycle the same experience over and over. We never get past the 3rd chakra where personal power is held locked up, to rise to the heart where love is locked up. We must learn more about sex. Sex is what animals do; lovemaking is what humans are supposed to do. Future sex will lose its pressure and intensity and become a quintessential flowering into bliss each time he makes love. It's higher and better and more beautiful but we have become stuck at the animal level. We haven't reached our destined promised land yet, but we will. A few individuals have done so and more are beginning through the discovery and exploration of Tantra.
Tantra is the master course to look to, but there are distortions that need to be wiped away. There are very few knowledgeable masters of the art. I have lived Tantra in former lives but lost it in this life. I didn't have access to memories until late in life. However instinct has guided me. We should not be wasting our life force through superficial sex. For everyone reading this, this does not mean we should not be enjoying each other's bodies. The first step is to loosen up the tight reins imposed by religion. But to learn about love and to start practicing love in a worshipful way - that is the way of the goddess and the pagan women. It is something that can begin today, tonight, with a beloved partner, but only YOU can do it within yourself. Nobody can take you by the hand and guide you because very, very few people even know about it. Only YOU can raise your vibrations, your attention, your intention and your desire to become more worthy of the life flowing through you, and assume the holiness that you can imagine. But do it secretly. Don't talk about it. It is not for your partner to know what you are doing. Then it becomes self-aggrandizement. Worship your partner silently, with your heart and mind and observe how they respond. Secretly. Be an observer. Be quickened by this secret knowledge. This works for both men and women. It does not soley belong to women. This comforting, nurturing love for all life lives in men too. It is the substance of the god and goddess in training. Either or both can start practicing this art today. I will be speaking more about Tantra as time goes along. I learning many things. It is all coming to a head.
We each need a partner to practice with, to observe the beautiful feedback and to FEEL it within our own bodies. But again, do not speak about it. It is your own inner work. Don't expect anything from your partner. Simply observe how YOU feel. Don't expect your partner to raise you up. The responsibility starts with you. You are the one to ignite it so the fire begins within you. Shift your approach to a higher level and feel the comfort of feminine warmth within you. Women must feel this too. We are here to figure out how to do that within our Self. There is no "how to" manual. We are the creators. Don't waste this precious energy on selfish motivations. Spin it around and give love instead of looking for it. Shift focus to one of lack to one of "I have so much, let me give it." From you to your partner. This is the great "click". This turns on the flow. It begins the movement of love within, the vitality within, the fire in the belly. Eventually humankind will ignite all the chakras up and down his central column, which is the physical spine within the vertebra. As he flows the vitality up and down, between heaven and earth and between earth and heaven, he will find himself remaining stable, feel wonderful and free. He will feel at home upon the earth.
What I'm talking about is a seed of a new thought. It will not be taken seriously at first but a thought seed will be planted by all who read this. There are others writing about this. When mankind as a race - both men and women but mostly it's the male who fixates on sex and the genital orgasm - begins to acknowledge the deeper and more expanded layers to himself, he will tap into the cosmic sensations. The sexual orgasm is a lower body release of stress and tension which is helpful - it causes a few minutes of knock-out bliss - but the full-body orgasm is created with sensations of elevation. One remains conscious and may enter into superconscious realms with revelations and visions possible. As time goes on and practice. It is a totally different sensation. The full-body orgasm opens all the chakras at once and ping-pongs on up the ladder to heart, head and beyond. This can be done without a partner too. Taoism teaches that. Tantra teaches it too, but Tantra has been usurped by westerners as a quick way to have "better sex" and they mostly leave out the important parts.
There will no longer be a problem of erectile dysfunction in the future man. The pumping action of friction will not be required. When he starts to listen to his feminine self first, and his feminine partner second, and yields 50 percent of the control to her, he will lose his need to be fixated on his genitals, both his and hers. He will allow her to lead him and they will learn to follow each other along together. She will know what to do instinctively, for her feminine radar flows in the upward direction all the time. When the male allows himself to follow her lead, the evolutionary force will begin to rise up and activate the chakras within the column of light. When that is accomplished, sexuality will take on a different feeling. It will be of a higher dimension. He will feel the difference. It will feel more wholesome and whole. Holy should be taken out of the churches and applied to the body. It means becoming whole and feeling whole. Whole is what mankind will feel in the future naturally, as he expands and acknowledges his higher layers of emotion and mind. He will no longer need to depend on a woman for sex as if she was a vital part of his life. Instead, he will enjoy her immensely more when it their time together is appropriate for them to come together. Without pressure or demand.
The evolutionary force coming up from earth can't be seen by physical eyes or measured as a separate "thing" because it is the web of consciousness. It is life itself. Mankind and science depends on measuring devices and the physical senses to prove the existence of something. But how can you prove your own existence? You are the life force coming up from Earth. You are the life force coming down from heaven. How can you prove that? You can only prove it by feeling more of who you are, more alive, more energized, more happy, more blissful, more healthy, more youthful. There is no mistaking the feeling.
Sexual need is that feeling not getting through. It gets backed up because it hits wall, like a solid cement wall, and it builds up like water behind a dam, it builds pressure. Stress and a longing is felt because the vitality from earth is not being distributed. It's backing up. Then there comes a breaking point where he must do something about it or become a danger to himself or someone else. This powerful force has no name in our language, except “sex“. Sex is what we call a blockage at the second chakra, the genital chakra.
The new age is bringing new information about this but Tantra teachings have been here for many thousands of years. This new information is being translated through modern man. It is the same information as the ancients but with a new twist. It is a new era. The earth is in a new position in space. There are different energies coming onto the planet. Those who pooh-pooh astrological influences might well take notice of the changes that are coming about. The need to know has expanded. Higher level information is reaching more people. This will bring about a more beautiful life for all - one that serves both genders equally, with kindness, compassion, truthfulness and wisdom - worthy of the human race which is in training to become masters.
The turning away from the grunting sex life of animals to making love with the whole body is a gift that humanity has yet to appreciate. It will be accomplished as man and woman begin to use reverence, adoration and sacredness in their relationships and stop the derogatory remarks and attitudes which hurt. When two people allow the evolutionary fire in them to ignite and flow up the INSIDE of the etheric central column instead of spiraling out around the central column in opposite directions, as if fighting one another, each one in competition for dominance and control, then they both reach the top of their individual heads together. From there the evolutionary force flows out the top of the head like a water fountain, blossoming into the atmosphere and igniting the soul chakra which is somewhere above the head.
The soul chakra contains the divine plan for the individual. It allows the natural knowledge of the original concept of the individual to become known, each one uniquely, without effort. Using reverence, love and appreciation is a wonderful, joyful way of making love. It is not a work of hard labor and work, the way grunting sex is. It is a shift in conscious mental attitude. It is the ease of relaxing up a ladder, like floating up a ladder or up a mountain into the bliss of the highest love possible that an earth body can experience. The two lovers will feel wonders unimagined if they start exploring this sacred path. This is a new science and will need to be learned. It cannot be forced, either on yourself or your partner. Love is the only way to begin Tantric practice. And don't get hung up on the word "tantra". It means "web". A web has no beginning or ending. It links in to the ongoingness but you can decide how far to go and where to stop. You are the master switch, not the victim of someone else. Love, consideration and kindness is the fuel to use on both sides of the equation.
This article is a forerunner. Just a tiny little seed of a thought. It is not intended to frustrate anyone. Don't make it a "goal" to get there because it is a walking meditation. You must create the experience yourself as you do it. Like yoga. Spiritual teachers have not been addressing sex, nor have the Ascended Masters. It has not been time.
11/28/20 The Dark Web - Part 2
Transforming the dark to light
Knowledge is not a fickle thing, it just needs sorting. We must process new knowledge we receive. Continued information has come to me about the dark web. The dark web was first revealed to me five years ago but I couldnt tell about it then. New knowledge comes only after I use what was previously given. I have to share it somehow. In my case its done through writing. Everyone has a different way of expressing inner growth, which is new knowledge coming to them. But we must put it into action in a way that helps us. New knowledge comes in increments. This important supplement about the dark web came two days after publishing my last newsletter.
The dark web is not evil. The dark web itself is not evil, it is who we are in our limited understanding about our Self. The Self is important. We are growing in consciousness. We are expanding and stretching our understanding about our place in the whole. We are maturing into a unique, one-of-a-kind individual through trial and error. Behind all our experimentations in this world with people and circumstance, there is a golden web of eternal life that is ours alone. I must say that. It is ours all to our Self alone. This particular tree of life is pure unadulterated LIGHT and it runs through you in a different way than it runs through me or someone else. The dark web has something to do with it. Let me try to explain. The dark web that materializes in front of your tree of life is the shadow cast by your limitations. The dark web that materializes in front of me is the shadow cast by my limitations. A human being doesnt identify yet with the divine light that runs through him, so alternative channels need to be created. This allows us time to grow into the light and love within. The dark web is our Self consciousness, as we are at the moment. We are growing into a fuller, more rounded, more complete Self consciousness through our experiences and lessons learned.
You are unique and one of a kind. You are the child growing up in the neighborhood, testing your Self against your peers and older folks. All the while in the background is your father-mother God flowing in purity and truth as a template to follow. You were conceived as a pure spirit spark before journeying down into physicality, always with your father-mother God supporting you. The tree of life runs through your body from beyond the physical. It is there constantly, flowing purity through you, so you can measure yourself against it. What is right, what is wrong. You are the child following the parents light, copying it as best you can. It is there to support you as you grow to maturity. It is your Father-Mother God, a golden tree of life that flows pure divinity through you. There are many smaller branches flowing out into the organs and tissues of your physical body. Ive seen it. You are the physical child living off this light. When you were young you followed it innocently but as you grew older you could not sustain the innocence. It was not meant to be. It is supporting you while you grow into your own identity. That is the reason a supplemental web was made, to support your consciousness. Your are your own true Self, maturing along your own personal pattern. We are each the Self, the I that is growing up into a wise old soul. But during the growth process we can identify with only so much of that purity. We live in a world of opposites with diversity at every turn. Which way to go? We are here to learn our Self. There is no how-to manual because we are the creator of our Self. We are here to build a substantial body for our Self, for I that is differentiated from all other Is. We try to follow the inner pattern that is our true and pure Self but we are limited here in the solid physical world of opposites. So we say, I must do it my way. And that is precisely the purpose. We are here to it my way. Not anyone elses way.
I have seen this brilliant, dazzling tree of life its more like a radiance - in all its splendor laid out before me. It is beautiful to my inner vision. The main trunk of the tree comes down from above and goes down around the spine and into the earth. Smaller branches sprout off to either side, left and right and sprout smaller and smaller lines of light, so it becomes like a web of light. And the main trunk of the tree fountains out at the top of the head like a water fountain, like the tree is reaching upward and growing new branches up there. Against this dazzling light background I see the darker web in front, smaller and more concise. We are trying to align our Self against it with our daily actions. Are we doing it right? Or wrong? Does it feel warm? Or cold? The golden tree of light is our parentage, our divine lineage. We are supported by it as we grow in wisdom and learning. We feed off it. We compare ourselves to it. It sustains us. It is our Father and Mother. As we identify with it, it feels like love. It is warm and cozy and close and intimate. It feels like Im home inside my skin. Those moments are rare but they serve as reminders. The light becomes love when we do it right. Thats the answer to our befuddlement. Thats the sign from home. We think we are alone but the Father-Mother God is with us every step of the way. It is nourishing our physical organs, brain, nerves, bone every second of the day. Our heart beats because of it, our lungs breathe, our digestive system absorbs and eliminates, our brain registers higher thought because of it. Every part of our physical body is alive because of this golden tree of life. We are the Self temporarily living in it, training it to follow the patterns of light. We think we are the body, but we are the light. We dont know that yet but we are getting closer to understanding. Meanwhile, how we think in our limited understanding creates the dark web of consciousness. We dont know. We dont understand. How could we? Trapped inside a solid physical body? The only way out is to train it and educate it. This is Tantra training.
We know only our own mind. We think we are right in most everything we do, because we are the Self. But mind is nebulous. It is connected to all other minds and to all other dark webs. We absorb from and share with others 24/7. The big job is to isolate our OWN mind and build it into mastery and this can only be done by identifying with the inner gold, the purity of our Father-Mother God which flows in a distinct pattern within us. Through the trunk of the tree and the meridians. Prayer, meditation and other reminder practices keep us in touch with our divinity that flows within. Thus we become an enlightened conscious mind that unique and separate on one hand but One with all that is divine in others.
I didnt see the golden tree of life until I was shown the dark web as if I needed to see the contrast. I was meant to see the dark web, but to actually see it, I had to see the light behind it. Up until then it was only blind faith, blind knowing without proof. The dark web appeared in front of the golden tree but was somehow attached. I originally assumed the dark web was a parasite and interpreted it as something bad. Now I am being corrected. The dark is limited understanding of who I am. I operate from it. It is my conscious mind functioning in this world as it is today. In order to engage with everyone else, I have to limit myself, hone myself down, stay low to the ground because my visions take me aloft. I am a dweller of two worlds. I think there is a book of that title. Now I see that EVERYONE is like me! I am not alone here! I am a reflection of the real genuine article the real me - which is behind me out of sight maintaining my physicality so I can walk and talk and be here. But there are distortions in my beliefs. I reflect the current trend but I see these are being corrected through revelation and vision. Revelation and vision are interspersed into human society like little flashes of insight. The human being is like the baby six months old trying to get up and walk. It stumbles and falls, and gets back up again. What makes it get back up again? Why do we keep trying?
The dark web is not evil. It is a gracious tool provided as support and maintenance. Pure evil is born from it by the rare few who fight against the inner guidance, but they have free will. We all do. The one who stubbornly fights against love and light, fights against his own inner nature which makes him mean, frustrated, cruel and vicious. He projects outward on everyone else what he refuses to accept for himself. At first it is a mistake that leads to evil, but continued trodding of the same path creates the darkness. He alone cuts himself off from the comfort, love and security that was his from the beginning. He alone cuts it off. He does it to himself.
We were created to become Self conscious and Self sovereign. We are gods in training. There is a point when we complete our integration with the golden tree of life that flows within us, and we move on to the next stage of life beyond human, which is an ascended master. We have come up through the levels of barely-conscious to semi-conscious to group-conscious to become individual conscious in our OWN right. Upon reaching human status we began developing our unique Selfhood. We stepped into the human culture. A different field of awareness was ours to explore that was quite different from the animal culture. Here we develop separation consciousness. We are distinct and separate from our fellow beings but we carry the wisdom of animal culture and all the cultures we have been through prior to now. Now today we have a golden light tree of life which sustains the human body and mind for practical reasons to maintain the physical form and keep it upright and healthy so the Self can grow ever higher in conscious awareness.
Our consciousness is evolving by following the divine intelligence within and eventually uniting with it. A man devolves by following the animal nature, which takes him backward and downward. The tree of life is purity and has been carefully designed to aid the human species. It flows along the human form and feeds the human anatomy composed of cells and atomic particles. We can feel when we are on the right or wrong path. It is subtle and increasingly more subtle, which demands a careful feeling process. We get feedback from the truth within but we must be open to the truth and not rely on neighbors for feedback. Thats why we need to cultivate our higher emotions, and not allow lower emotions to stay in us. We have to be able to FEEL if we are going to be guided by the subtle tree of light within. Often we compromise our Self it is common when we decide to sacrifice our way to work with another person. Other times we are stubborn and insist on my way or the highway. We are learning through these interactions. We get feedback. Higher knowledge comes from two sources. First, from within the body as a peculiar and unusual sensation, and secondly, from higher mind in the form of revelations and vision. Both come from beyond the human experience and we must learn to detect it.
These contribute to the awakening of our individuality. The more aware we are of our own inner spaces and higher spaces, the more we expand into those spaces. It helps us mature. We evolve ourselves. This makes us unique. We are a spark of purity who dared come down to dense levels to learn more about our Self and thus grow our Self into a master. We do this by incorporating new knowledge and making it real and a physical expression. When we choose to express goodness and kindness we are drawn closer to the tree of knowledge and life within us and we feel more sure of ourselves. We experience an expansion and elevated feelings. We need to become conscious of those good feelings for that is how we incorporate them and bring them into the body of Self. It is how we impress upon the physical vehicle more refinement and evolvement. This bring us closer to our Father-Mother God within, our parental lineage, the ideal within, which we sense only vaguely at first, but which grows in clarity over time and exposure. The soul is the unenlightened part of us, we are the soul. The spirit is our Father-Mother God to whom we are attracted and we reach for it.
As a soul becomes more enlightened, it senses goodness more easily in another, and more clearly in itself. We call them old souls. Old souls have lived many lives and gained much wisdom. Others who have only recently evolved up from the animal kingdom are rather innocent and wide-eyed. They are excited about human life and may be eager to become involved in human affairs, whereas older souls are more sedate and peaceful. They have learned to take life more slowly and enjoy it more deeply.
The web of dark which I implied would diminish and disappear as we become more enlightened, is not exactly true. The web of dark is our history. It sustains our memories and our past record of previous lives and wisdoms accrued. It cannot be deleted or erased, but it is transformed into colors and transparency. It becomes more glorious, more glowing, more transcendent. It better represents our true Self. This is our goal to become more pure to our Self in the ways we express, live and contribute to the world with others who may look to us for proper feedback.
We do not make the dark web go away, we transform it. Those who have previously ascended advanced themselves by weaving their human consciousness into their divine consciousness to become immortal. We too have gained treasures in our journeys through many lifetimes. They belong to us. We earned them but they are not here now. They are higher up, beyond our reach but they are there. We have garnered riches, meaning wisdom, beyond measure through the many incarnations in human, animal and lower dimensional life. But these riches remain in the heavens of our being. It is our job to open our hearts and minds and reach for them. Pull them down into the everyday life. Accept these riches to fulfill our everyday physical life here now today. We dont have to leave the earth plane to become fulfilled but instead bring heavens abundance down here. This is the next step. This is how humans weave the light body into physicality. Its already happening. The rare few are becoming the more. The light is burning through the dark web of each individual and transforming it into colorful arrays of differing hues, one person at a time. We have an ideal Self wed like to be. Start imaging that ideal for 20, 30 seconds at a time. Thirty seconds is a long time to hold an image of perfection with the mind. It is how we do it. How we begin to weave the ideal we want to bring forth into our normal human existence.
Our Father-Mother God provided us with an ideal, but we have been building our own individuality out of it. We have a lineage. We now are stepping into it. Our personal lineage of light will fit into us like a hand in a glove. It is our Self that we fit into as we become more humble and surrender our human to our divine. We sense the fit then. Humbleness is required to grow larger and more expansive. We become more tolerant instead of fighting and resisting. We allow everyone their space and their comfort zone. It is not our job to move them or bring them to more enlightenment. We are not here to change anyone or make them over into our image, but to change ourselves and make our selves over into the ideal that has been there from the beginning. The Father-Mother God/source/creator created a pattern for us to mold ourselves around. We were born with a unique intention and thus a unique inheritance is ours to grow into. We earn it by accepting it and not resisting the warmth within.
Each one of us was created at a moment of revelation and thus was born with a unique intention and design. The difference is in the divine pattern and how it flows through our consciousness. The pattern is not limited to the human body. It is in our conscious awareness of who we are. We are simply coloring in the bold outlines. We are weaving the story into the pages. We are making of our life a home in which we can live comfortably. We are each therefore unique. As we grow in respect for our own nature, so do we grow in respect of our brothers and sisters with whom we travel.
We are not going to lose our individuality. Quite the opposite. We are building our individuality. We do not lose our individuality as I once thought, by going into the light of ascension. I should have remembered because when I went into the light in 1976 I remember being myself and seeing into eternity and feeling a part of eternity but I was also myself even though my body had disappeared, my mind was sharp as a tack. My journey since that day in 1976 has been one of trying to recreate the experience of that moment in physical form with other people. It was a desire and a search. But I have failed to recreate it but I realize now that I was not supposed to. That was not the intent. The whole purpose of a sole once-only experience is to learn about yourself and how extraordinary you are. How precious. How immaculate. How sovereign, whole and complete you are. The journey is not about other people, its the journey of the soul, which is you, into your spiritual identity.
The golden tree of life that shimmers within each human being is all the same divinity. It is not different at first. What makes it different is you. You are what makes the tree of life in you different and unique because you are a unique consciousness. You mold your awareness around divinity and you add to it. t. The golden tree of life is pure and it is there for you to use as a template upon which to design your OWN life as a divine being. You are the immortal one creating the everlasting body that lives forever. You started as a pure and innocent spirit spark and you have been filling it in with substantial wisdom and knowledge ever since, but it is your knowledge, not someone elses. The day will come when you will be complete and you will achieve your ascension. Then you will be free to stay here or leave or go elsewhere to enjoy new experiences. As an immortal being with an enlightened mind you will be free to travel anywhere you wish, because you will have proved to yourself that you can live in love and harmony and not ever be separate from the divine again, ever.
There is more to the story of the dark web when it comes to integrating human with divine. Tantra refers to the web of life. Sacred writings leave a trail of golden sparkling hints, but most of it has been misinterpreted, being seen through limited eyes. Most people consider these teachings to be sexual in some way. How does one bring human thinking in line with one's divine nature to enrich and fulfill our needs? Tantra suggests but does not give answers. It is up to us to interpret. We must take care how we interpret, because the web of life is a quantum field and flows where one directs it. We must direct it with love or it does not fulfill us. There is no ultimate partner other than the divine within which fulfills every need known to man and woman. Balance is all that is needed. And for THAT we need other people to practice with. We need to practice love with one another on all levels. Then we are practicing Tantra and we bring ourselves into balance and harmony. Tantra is not selfish. The web of life is interconnective with all things. When the focus is on love, it shifts everything in harmony and unity. The web of life when directed with a loving intention is so great that it heals and assuages loneliness.
Transforming the dark to light
Knowledge is not a fickle thing, it just needs sorting. We must process new knowledge we receive. Continued information has come to me about the dark web. The dark web was first revealed to me five years ago but I couldnt tell about it then. New knowledge comes only after I use what was previously given. I have to share it somehow. In my case its done through writing. Everyone has a different way of expressing inner growth, which is new knowledge coming to them. But we must put it into action in a way that helps us. New knowledge comes in increments. This important supplement about the dark web came two days after publishing my last newsletter.
The dark web is not evil. The dark web itself is not evil, it is who we are in our limited understanding about our Self. The Self is important. We are growing in consciousness. We are expanding and stretching our understanding about our place in the whole. We are maturing into a unique, one-of-a-kind individual through trial and error. Behind all our experimentations in this world with people and circumstance, there is a golden web of eternal life that is ours alone. I must say that. It is ours all to our Self alone. This particular tree of life is pure unadulterated LIGHT and it runs through you in a different way than it runs through me or someone else. The dark web has something to do with it. Let me try to explain. The dark web that materializes in front of your tree of life is the shadow cast by your limitations. The dark web that materializes in front of me is the shadow cast by my limitations. A human being doesnt identify yet with the divine light that runs through him, so alternative channels need to be created. This allows us time to grow into the light and love within. The dark web is our Self consciousness, as we are at the moment. We are growing into a fuller, more rounded, more complete Self consciousness through our experiences and lessons learned.
You are unique and one of a kind. You are the child growing up in the neighborhood, testing your Self against your peers and older folks. All the while in the background is your father-mother God flowing in purity and truth as a template to follow. You were conceived as a pure spirit spark before journeying down into physicality, always with your father-mother God supporting you. The tree of life runs through your body from beyond the physical. It is there constantly, flowing purity through you, so you can measure yourself against it. What is right, what is wrong. You are the child following the parents light, copying it as best you can. It is there to support you as you grow to maturity. It is your Father-Mother God, a golden tree of life that flows pure divinity through you. There are many smaller branches flowing out into the organs and tissues of your physical body. Ive seen it. You are the physical child living off this light. When you were young you followed it innocently but as you grew older you could not sustain the innocence. It was not meant to be. It is supporting you while you grow into your own identity. That is the reason a supplemental web was made, to support your consciousness. Your are your own true Self, maturing along your own personal pattern. We are each the Self, the I that is growing up into a wise old soul. But during the growth process we can identify with only so much of that purity. We live in a world of opposites with diversity at every turn. Which way to go? We are here to learn our Self. There is no how-to manual because we are the creator of our Self. We are here to build a substantial body for our Self, for I that is differentiated from all other Is. We try to follow the inner pattern that is our true and pure Self but we are limited here in the solid physical world of opposites. So we say, I must do it my way. And that is precisely the purpose. We are here to it my way. Not anyone elses way.
I have seen this brilliant, dazzling tree of life its more like a radiance - in all its splendor laid out before me. It is beautiful to my inner vision. The main trunk of the tree comes down from above and goes down around the spine and into the earth. Smaller branches sprout off to either side, left and right and sprout smaller and smaller lines of light, so it becomes like a web of light. And the main trunk of the tree fountains out at the top of the head like a water fountain, like the tree is reaching upward and growing new branches up there. Against this dazzling light background I see the darker web in front, smaller and more concise. We are trying to align our Self against it with our daily actions. Are we doing it right? Or wrong? Does it feel warm? Or cold? The golden tree of light is our parentage, our divine lineage. We are supported by it as we grow in wisdom and learning. We feed off it. We compare ourselves to it. It sustains us. It is our Father and Mother. As we identify with it, it feels like love. It is warm and cozy and close and intimate. It feels like Im home inside my skin. Those moments are rare but they serve as reminders. The light becomes love when we do it right. Thats the answer to our befuddlement. Thats the sign from home. We think we are alone but the Father-Mother God is with us every step of the way. It is nourishing our physical organs, brain, nerves, bone every second of the day. Our heart beats because of it, our lungs breathe, our digestive system absorbs and eliminates, our brain registers higher thought because of it. Every part of our physical body is alive because of this golden tree of life. We are the Self temporarily living in it, training it to follow the patterns of light. We think we are the body, but we are the light. We dont know that yet but we are getting closer to understanding. Meanwhile, how we think in our limited understanding creates the dark web of consciousness. We dont know. We dont understand. How could we? Trapped inside a solid physical body? The only way out is to train it and educate it. This is Tantra training.
We know only our own mind. We think we are right in most everything we do, because we are the Self. But mind is nebulous. It is connected to all other minds and to all other dark webs. We absorb from and share with others 24/7. The big job is to isolate our OWN mind and build it into mastery and this can only be done by identifying with the inner gold, the purity of our Father-Mother God which flows in a distinct pattern within us. Through the trunk of the tree and the meridians. Prayer, meditation and other reminder practices keep us in touch with our divinity that flows within. Thus we become an enlightened conscious mind that unique and separate on one hand but One with all that is divine in others.
I didnt see the golden tree of life until I was shown the dark web as if I needed to see the contrast. I was meant to see the dark web, but to actually see it, I had to see the light behind it. Up until then it was only blind faith, blind knowing without proof. The dark web appeared in front of the golden tree but was somehow attached. I originally assumed the dark web was a parasite and interpreted it as something bad. Now I am being corrected. The dark is limited understanding of who I am. I operate from it. It is my conscious mind functioning in this world as it is today. In order to engage with everyone else, I have to limit myself, hone myself down, stay low to the ground because my visions take me aloft. I am a dweller of two worlds. I think there is a book of that title. Now I see that EVERYONE is like me! I am not alone here! I am a reflection of the real genuine article the real me - which is behind me out of sight maintaining my physicality so I can walk and talk and be here. But there are distortions in my beliefs. I reflect the current trend but I see these are being corrected through revelation and vision. Revelation and vision are interspersed into human society like little flashes of insight. The human being is like the baby six months old trying to get up and walk. It stumbles and falls, and gets back up again. What makes it get back up again? Why do we keep trying?
The dark web is not evil. It is a gracious tool provided as support and maintenance. Pure evil is born from it by the rare few who fight against the inner guidance, but they have free will. We all do. The one who stubbornly fights against love and light, fights against his own inner nature which makes him mean, frustrated, cruel and vicious. He projects outward on everyone else what he refuses to accept for himself. At first it is a mistake that leads to evil, but continued trodding of the same path creates the darkness. He alone cuts himself off from the comfort, love and security that was his from the beginning. He alone cuts it off. He does it to himself.
We were created to become Self conscious and Self sovereign. We are gods in training. There is a point when we complete our integration with the golden tree of life that flows within us, and we move on to the next stage of life beyond human, which is an ascended master. We have come up through the levels of barely-conscious to semi-conscious to group-conscious to become individual conscious in our OWN right. Upon reaching human status we began developing our unique Selfhood. We stepped into the human culture. A different field of awareness was ours to explore that was quite different from the animal culture. Here we develop separation consciousness. We are distinct and separate from our fellow beings but we carry the wisdom of animal culture and all the cultures we have been through prior to now. Now today we have a golden light tree of life which sustains the human body and mind for practical reasons to maintain the physical form and keep it upright and healthy so the Self can grow ever higher in conscious awareness.
Our consciousness is evolving by following the divine intelligence within and eventually uniting with it. A man devolves by following the animal nature, which takes him backward and downward. The tree of life is purity and has been carefully designed to aid the human species. It flows along the human form and feeds the human anatomy composed of cells and atomic particles. We can feel when we are on the right or wrong path. It is subtle and increasingly more subtle, which demands a careful feeling process. We get feedback from the truth within but we must be open to the truth and not rely on neighbors for feedback. Thats why we need to cultivate our higher emotions, and not allow lower emotions to stay in us. We have to be able to FEEL if we are going to be guided by the subtle tree of light within. Often we compromise our Self it is common when we decide to sacrifice our way to work with another person. Other times we are stubborn and insist on my way or the highway. We are learning through these interactions. We get feedback. Higher knowledge comes from two sources. First, from within the body as a peculiar and unusual sensation, and secondly, from higher mind in the form of revelations and vision. Both come from beyond the human experience and we must learn to detect it.
These contribute to the awakening of our individuality. The more aware we are of our own inner spaces and higher spaces, the more we expand into those spaces. It helps us mature. We evolve ourselves. This makes us unique. We are a spark of purity who dared come down to dense levels to learn more about our Self and thus grow our Self into a master. We do this by incorporating new knowledge and making it real and a physical expression. When we choose to express goodness and kindness we are drawn closer to the tree of knowledge and life within us and we feel more sure of ourselves. We experience an expansion and elevated feelings. We need to become conscious of those good feelings for that is how we incorporate them and bring them into the body of Self. It is how we impress upon the physical vehicle more refinement and evolvement. This bring us closer to our Father-Mother God within, our parental lineage, the ideal within, which we sense only vaguely at first, but which grows in clarity over time and exposure. The soul is the unenlightened part of us, we are the soul. The spirit is our Father-Mother God to whom we are attracted and we reach for it.
As a soul becomes more enlightened, it senses goodness more easily in another, and more clearly in itself. We call them old souls. Old souls have lived many lives and gained much wisdom. Others who have only recently evolved up from the animal kingdom are rather innocent and wide-eyed. They are excited about human life and may be eager to become involved in human affairs, whereas older souls are more sedate and peaceful. They have learned to take life more slowly and enjoy it more deeply.
The web of dark which I implied would diminish and disappear as we become more enlightened, is not exactly true. The web of dark is our history. It sustains our memories and our past record of previous lives and wisdoms accrued. It cannot be deleted or erased, but it is transformed into colors and transparency. It becomes more glorious, more glowing, more transcendent. It better represents our true Self. This is our goal to become more pure to our Self in the ways we express, live and contribute to the world with others who may look to us for proper feedback.
We do not make the dark web go away, we transform it. Those who have previously ascended advanced themselves by weaving their human consciousness into their divine consciousness to become immortal. We too have gained treasures in our journeys through many lifetimes. They belong to us. We earned them but they are not here now. They are higher up, beyond our reach but they are there. We have garnered riches, meaning wisdom, beyond measure through the many incarnations in human, animal and lower dimensional life. But these riches remain in the heavens of our being. It is our job to open our hearts and minds and reach for them. Pull them down into the everyday life. Accept these riches to fulfill our everyday physical life here now today. We dont have to leave the earth plane to become fulfilled but instead bring heavens abundance down here. This is the next step. This is how humans weave the light body into physicality. Its already happening. The rare few are becoming the more. The light is burning through the dark web of each individual and transforming it into colorful arrays of differing hues, one person at a time. We have an ideal Self wed like to be. Start imaging that ideal for 20, 30 seconds at a time. Thirty seconds is a long time to hold an image of perfection with the mind. It is how we do it. How we begin to weave the ideal we want to bring forth into our normal human existence.
Our Father-Mother God provided us with an ideal, but we have been building our own individuality out of it. We have a lineage. We now are stepping into it. Our personal lineage of light will fit into us like a hand in a glove. It is our Self that we fit into as we become more humble and surrender our human to our divine. We sense the fit then. Humbleness is required to grow larger and more expansive. We become more tolerant instead of fighting and resisting. We allow everyone their space and their comfort zone. It is not our job to move them or bring them to more enlightenment. We are not here to change anyone or make them over into our image, but to change ourselves and make our selves over into the ideal that has been there from the beginning. The Father-Mother God/source/creator created a pattern for us to mold ourselves around. We were born with a unique intention and thus a unique inheritance is ours to grow into. We earn it by accepting it and not resisting the warmth within.
Each one of us was created at a moment of revelation and thus was born with a unique intention and design. The difference is in the divine pattern and how it flows through our consciousness. The pattern is not limited to the human body. It is in our conscious awareness of who we are. We are simply coloring in the bold outlines. We are weaving the story into the pages. We are making of our life a home in which we can live comfortably. We are each therefore unique. As we grow in respect for our own nature, so do we grow in respect of our brothers and sisters with whom we travel.
We are not going to lose our individuality. Quite the opposite. We are building our individuality. We do not lose our individuality as I once thought, by going into the light of ascension. I should have remembered because when I went into the light in 1976 I remember being myself and seeing into eternity and feeling a part of eternity but I was also myself even though my body had disappeared, my mind was sharp as a tack. My journey since that day in 1976 has been one of trying to recreate the experience of that moment in physical form with other people. It was a desire and a search. But I have failed to recreate it but I realize now that I was not supposed to. That was not the intent. The whole purpose of a sole once-only experience is to learn about yourself and how extraordinary you are. How precious. How immaculate. How sovereign, whole and complete you are. The journey is not about other people, its the journey of the soul, which is you, into your spiritual identity.
The golden tree of life that shimmers within each human being is all the same divinity. It is not different at first. What makes it different is you. You are what makes the tree of life in you different and unique because you are a unique consciousness. You mold your awareness around divinity and you add to it. t. The golden tree of life is pure and it is there for you to use as a template upon which to design your OWN life as a divine being. You are the immortal one creating the everlasting body that lives forever. You started as a pure and innocent spirit spark and you have been filling it in with substantial wisdom and knowledge ever since, but it is your knowledge, not someone elses. The day will come when you will be complete and you will achieve your ascension. Then you will be free to stay here or leave or go elsewhere to enjoy new experiences. As an immortal being with an enlightened mind you will be free to travel anywhere you wish, because you will have proved to yourself that you can live in love and harmony and not ever be separate from the divine again, ever.
There is more to the story of the dark web when it comes to integrating human with divine. Tantra refers to the web of life. Sacred writings leave a trail of golden sparkling hints, but most of it has been misinterpreted, being seen through limited eyes. Most people consider these teachings to be sexual in some way. How does one bring human thinking in line with one's divine nature to enrich and fulfill our needs? Tantra suggests but does not give answers. It is up to us to interpret. We must take care how we interpret, because the web of life is a quantum field and flows where one directs it. We must direct it with love or it does not fulfill us. There is no ultimate partner other than the divine within which fulfills every need known to man and woman. Balance is all that is needed. And for THAT we need other people to practice with. We need to practice love with one another on all levels. Then we are practicing Tantra and we bring ourselves into balance and harmony. Tantra is not selfish. The web of life is interconnective with all things. When the focus is on love, it shifts everything in harmony and unity. The web of life when directed with a loving intention is so great that it heals and assuages loneliness.
11/25/20 The Dark Web
Runs alongside the golden tree of light
Upon waking one night recently I wrote this down while still seeing and feeling it. The dark web. You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.
It is a continuation of teachings on Tantra. I felt the feelings of the chakras in place, as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am, myself, my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body. I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldnt lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are centers of divine love. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time and with other off-planet beings who are not pure and holy..
This becomes a web of darkness, called the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. The dark thoughts continue to grow stronger and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
Mantras, decrees, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their selfish thinking and start aligning with goodness, helping others by extending kindness, compassion and support, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so will their lives shrivel up if they have not supported the light and the goodness within them, which is the more real of their nature. The earth itself is taking on more light and goodness, thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of decency and wholesomeness. It feels wonderful to be close to warm wholesomeness. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love, gratitude and reverence for all life, unconditionally.
The incomplete thinking (erroneous and limited) that was influenced by the dark has created a duplicate network which mimics the natural lines of love and light that is the structure and anatomy of the light body within us. The dark web circulates through the body, too, but it carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not pure love and not normal to a healthy, morally decent human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing normal thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of self-realization and enlightenment by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that covers our bodies, to the degree we have allowed it.
Because we had a mouse in our house the day this came to me, I looked in the Medicine book to see what message mouse had for me on this occasion. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is, Work towards wholeness. See the big picture but assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.
An ascended master spoke then to me: The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession he has which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and his world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness, the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight can, by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.
It is the will of the Father that is the divine golden light circulating inside our bodies in a river of pure warmth and love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the wholeness we are to be working towards. It is a very, very big picture but by taking it in small doses, as mouse medicine says, we take it step by step so as not to be overwhelmed by it. I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene and anything that needs work. There is a natural flow of strength and substance within the light body. It feels calm and peaceful. There is no rush. There is no pressure to reach it. It doesnt require working at it. It just takes affirmation, prayer and meditation. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. Remain in your comfort zone.
As Djwal Kul said: I am giving you the pathway to follow. I think I am attending some kind of school at night when I sleep because I am waking up with instructions. He inspires me with thoughts. Through the tree of life runs the flow of love. It is from the heart of man that he is rejuvenated, for God is the love flowing through the heart and out through the nadis. Take on love in thought, focus and feeling in everything that you do, and you become the love. To activate that bliss ecstasy and bring it into the physical material world, one must be loving. Become a river of ascending thoughts of love, thus starving the dark webbing that has been circulating in humankind for centuries.
11/17/20 Accusations of Being Selfish
Keep us from our precious light with
Many of us have been held back by accusations of being selfish. Selfish is a tool of the dark side to keep us away from self-contemplation and self-focus on the light within. The light is not like light from a light bulb. When we say “light and love, let light prevail”, that does not mean just imagining light with your mind. It means BECOMING light in body and feelings. Light contains joy and feelings of exhilaration and glee. If its just imagined as a mental picture, there is no feeling to that. The feeling of hilarity, fun, positive excitement is not a thought. It's a true authentic feeling. If you just “think” light it doesn’t do much for you. You have to FEEL it. When you feel light it becomes love - that's where light becomes love - and it fills your body with high emotions, transformative emotions. When you embody the light, which comes from Source, you allow it to move in and take over. You experience an emotional charge. You experience joy and it’s not just mental, though your thought becomes exuberant and free of constraint too. But it is all-inclusive, body, mind and soul. Soul is feeling it and soul is having a wonderful time embodying the feeling of light in the body. The physical embodying of the light becomes the love experience we all yearn for. Physically our body becomes the love because we can feel the warmth of its goodness. We feel lighter in weight and density and even pain free for the duration of the time that we embody the love.
In the present day most people are not embodying the light. If the majority were, the Earth would change in the twinkling of an eye, or at least within the next 24 hours. There would be noticeable improvements all across the globe and in houses of governments, because the people could not hold back the exuberance, exhilaration, happiness, freedom and sense of being alive that would surge through them. It would be impossible to hold it back. Things would right itself on our world.
But we are not embodying the light right now. We are seeing it from a distance, from the perspective of watching from a’far. We are watching to see who is going to go first in embodying the light. We are watching whistleblowers come forth. They who have been buried in the depths of secrecy and coverups and disinformation, are embodying the light and it is pushing them out into the front lines. The restraints of secrecy have become too much under the inpouring of light to the planet. Secrecy has begun the crumbling because of whistleblowers. They have melted their strictness and reserve, and they cannot live any more with these restrictions. They are being forced to let go. They have to let go because they have been too long without light. The light is now too strong for them. One by one they are stepping out of the dark closets they have been hiding within because of the boss, the leader, the law.
They are talking and revealing and we are watching and listening. We are wondering and weighing if what they say is true. We are processing this information, and it is helping us to consider more truth into our lives. More truth is more light. Lack of information, disinformation and lies have kept the light from us. We are not yet embodying the light but we are watching others embody the light and we are waiting to see what will happen next. We are processing it. It is good. I too have been resisting the embodying of the light. I wonder why I don’t feel the emotions that other people seem to be feeling. I want to feel the freedom of living the love that I feel. I know I am love. I act in loving ways, I give love to people. I want to give more love as I am drawn in that direction, but I find excuses. I am not ready yet. I am holding myself back. I am waiting too. So I continue to not allow the love to fill me physically, when I really WANT to be filled with love. I am feeling it part way. A little here and little there. Some days more than others. My mission is to learn how to embody love. I write about it a lot but I want to experience it more with others in open community. I want others to feel free too.
Accusations of ANY kind, not just of being selfish, keep us divided against ourselves and keep us from our own light within. Accusations keep us torn in two. It is a tactic - a brilliant tactic - of the evil within society. People don't know they are doing it. It’s a bait and hook tactic. We don’t feel we are being selfish and so we feel we must respond to set things “right”. We feel we must defend ourself in the name of all that is good, but it is actually a double reverse psychology. It's double-speak. They hit us with a negative message, maybe couched in gentleness thinking to "correct" us, and so we send a message back but in so doing we turn away from the light within. It is a total distraction and a double knock on the head. Don’t fall for it. Ignore it. Don’t even plead the fifth. Nobody can correct you but you yourself. You don't need reminders from other people. Do you see what has been happening here?. There is a light within. There is a genuine God living inside of you that is not corrupt and has never been tainted by mankind's ways. We have all been tricked not to see it. Be the light within.
Keep us from our precious light with
Many of us have been held back by accusations of being selfish. Selfish is a tool of the dark side to keep us away from self-contemplation and self-focus on the light within. The light is not like light from a light bulb. When we say “light and love, let light prevail”, that does not mean just imagining light with your mind. It means BECOMING light in body and feelings. Light contains joy and feelings of exhilaration and glee. If its just imagined as a mental picture, there is no feeling to that. The feeling of hilarity, fun, positive excitement is not a thought. It's a true authentic feeling. If you just “think” light it doesn’t do much for you. You have to FEEL it. When you feel light it becomes love - that's where light becomes love - and it fills your body with high emotions, transformative emotions. When you embody the light, which comes from Source, you allow it to move in and take over. You experience an emotional charge. You experience joy and it’s not just mental, though your thought becomes exuberant and free of constraint too. But it is all-inclusive, body, mind and soul. Soul is feeling it and soul is having a wonderful time embodying the feeling of light in the body. The physical embodying of the light becomes the love experience we all yearn for. Physically our body becomes the love because we can feel the warmth of its goodness. We feel lighter in weight and density and even pain free for the duration of the time that we embody the love.
In the present day most people are not embodying the light. If the majority were, the Earth would change in the twinkling of an eye, or at least within the next 24 hours. There would be noticeable improvements all across the globe and in houses of governments, because the people could not hold back the exuberance, exhilaration, happiness, freedom and sense of being alive that would surge through them. It would be impossible to hold it back. Things would right itself on our world.
But we are not embodying the light right now. We are seeing it from a distance, from the perspective of watching from a’far. We are watching to see who is going to go first in embodying the light. We are watching whistleblowers come forth. They who have been buried in the depths of secrecy and coverups and disinformation, are embodying the light and it is pushing them out into the front lines. The restraints of secrecy have become too much under the inpouring of light to the planet. Secrecy has begun the crumbling because of whistleblowers. They have melted their strictness and reserve, and they cannot live any more with these restrictions. They are being forced to let go. They have to let go because they have been too long without light. The light is now too strong for them. One by one they are stepping out of the dark closets they have been hiding within because of the boss, the leader, the law.
They are talking and revealing and we are watching and listening. We are wondering and weighing if what they say is true. We are processing this information, and it is helping us to consider more truth into our lives. More truth is more light. Lack of information, disinformation and lies have kept the light from us. We are not yet embodying the light but we are watching others embody the light and we are waiting to see what will happen next. We are processing it. It is good. I too have been resisting the embodying of the light. I wonder why I don’t feel the emotions that other people seem to be feeling. I want to feel the freedom of living the love that I feel. I know I am love. I act in loving ways, I give love to people. I want to give more love as I am drawn in that direction, but I find excuses. I am not ready yet. I am holding myself back. I am waiting too. So I continue to not allow the love to fill me physically, when I really WANT to be filled with love. I am feeling it part way. A little here and little there. Some days more than others. My mission is to learn how to embody love. I write about it a lot but I want to experience it more with others in open community. I want others to feel free too.
Accusations of ANY kind, not just of being selfish, keep us divided against ourselves and keep us from our own light within. Accusations keep us torn in two. It is a tactic - a brilliant tactic - of the evil within society. People don't know they are doing it. It’s a bait and hook tactic. We don’t feel we are being selfish and so we feel we must respond to set things “right”. We feel we must defend ourself in the name of all that is good, but it is actually a double reverse psychology. It's double-speak. They hit us with a negative message, maybe couched in gentleness thinking to "correct" us, and so we send a message back but in so doing we turn away from the light within. It is a total distraction and a double knock on the head. Don’t fall for it. Ignore it. Don’t even plead the fifth. Nobody can correct you but you yourself. You don't need reminders from other people. Do you see what has been happening here?. There is a light within. There is a genuine God living inside of you that is not corrupt and has never been tainted by mankind's ways. We have all been tricked not to see it. Be the light within.
11/13/20 Especially for men
Your love power is the talent you are not using
Because several men have responded and shown interest in activating their feminine side, I am sharing a channeled message from a year ago. Messages like this come to me for ME, because spirit thinks I need it and I write it and save it. This one is a very good one for those men who seek to understand their feminine side. Also, please go to http://www.anakosha.org/goddess.html to read a new article about the feminine. I am revamping the Anakosha website.
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((11/10/19) "You do not use your love power when you obey the human authority or other authorities. Use your OWN authority. Mother God is the only authority you should obey. She is YOU! How do you describe Mother God in you? Mother God is the larger, broader vision, like from a bird’s eye view as it flies over the terrain below. It is a matter of opening your heart and mind and super mind and expanding outward into the larger field that is your love. Allow it to dominate your perspective. It is a relaxing into a higher, wider space. Allow it to manifest through your conscious perception, how you see things. Perceive through your intuition, receive it through your relaxing and allowing it, and you will find that your abilities flow forth more easily. Harmoniously. Always in the right way, and the appropriate way. When you allow the overview, the birds eye view, you will always act for the good of all concerned.
Consider the term “earth walk” or “skin walker”. It is a Native American term for human beings. They realized they were spirit and were only on earth for a little while walking in skin. We are in density in our physical bodies, but we are spirit in reality. We are consciousness flowing through our bodies like electricity flows through a light bulb lighting it up and creating light around it. We do the same. We are consciousness and when we inhabit a physical body we cast a light around us, an aura around us, or an electro-magnetic field around us. We have muddied our light but we still glow with a muddy energy. We do glow, like the light bulb and we are to glow brighter and clearer and stronger. We are NOT our physical body.
Raise your awareness up to above your head. Connect with the sun in the sky and receive a message from above you. Be aware today of omens, messages from spirit. Be aware of the divine appearing in your world. The divine flicks in and out. It is the magic that attempts to get your attention. You have become buried in the deep density of the physical substance and become burdened by the demands of others. But you are spirit flickering in and out of density. You are multidimensional. There is no magic in your body. YOU are the magic because YOU are the light flowing through your body. You are divine. Divine is the magic. Lazy souls in physical bodies accept things as they are and plod along as if stuck in mud. They put down the divine magic as nonsense because they don‘t feel it. They don‘t see it. They don‘t resonate with it..
Disregard what others say if they don’t agree with you. You are being alerted when you get the omens, signs and divine flickers in and out of your day. Pay attention. Your perception is your divine overview. The problem has always been shutting down, refusing to listen. When life becomes too painful you shut down your emotions so you can‘t feel or see the divine flickers. You reject them because they are too painful. They highlight your pain. They make you too sensitive. That is only because you allow yourself to become entangled with situations that are not yours to deal with. You shut your beautiful divine sensitivity down and lose your clarity when you SHOULD just leave entangled situations alone. Walk away and not become engaged.
Remain in your overview. Remain clear. Closing down your emotions is not normal and not natural. Don’t allow yourself to become so confused and so entangled with other people that you lose your clarity. You think falling in love and losing perspective is normal. IT IS NOT! Love is not confusing. Love is not painful. Love is not suffering. Love expands you. If you shut down your emotions and feelings, and if you stay shut off too long, you shut down your LIFE. Your electro-magnetic energy diminishes. You begin to dry up and become old and grumpy, cranky and brittle. You develop disease, pain, chronic problems in every area of your life. You lose touch with yourself which shows up as losing touch with people.
Flow! Open your self back up to your emotions. Watch a funny move and laugh. Or watch a sad movie and cry. Move your emotions again. Love is emotion moving around. Many people who are of the masculine persuasion have closed down their emotions. Not just men but women do this too. They close down their HIGH emotions and so all they have left are low negative emotions which they think is normal. They are frustrated, unhappy, angry, sad, depressed, suffocating. That is not normal. The feminine is your high emotions. Open yourself to feelings of uplifting emotions. Let the electro-magnetic energy of life pick up speed and accelerate through your body, mind and feelings again. Accelerating is like a bird taking off into the air. This is the divine feminine that balances your human side which shuts down easily in the face of disturbance. You reject too easily what you don‘t want to hear. It is better to hear it and raise it than not to hear it at all, which closes you off.
Learn to manage your emotions. You manage your emotions by managing your thoughts. How far will you allow yourself to put mental attention on something painful without doing something about it? Either leave the hearing range or lift it up by an act of intervention, a conscious act to intervene to change the direction this is going. Speak up and say something. Love is creating movement. Emotion is love on the move. It follows thought. If you focus your attention on a situation that is not yours but someone else‘s, then you will start to feel the feelings of that other person. Use your empathy to uplift, don't allow yourself to be pulled down. Put your love into action. Intervene with an upward movement. If you don’t intervene you will allow that other person to entangle you. You will start to feel the emotions of that other person and you will think it is your own emotions and become frustrated with yourself for allowing it. A joyful person is not ignoring your distress, as you might think, they are lifting you.
Shut off your attention to that person by changing frequency. Shift to a more positive frequency. When you become entangled with another person’s life you forsake your own. You allow the sense of loss of control over your life. Shutting down is natural until you learn to be a master at changing situations. This is the technique of a master. Take control and shift focus to something else more happy and joyful to you. You will feel more alive. That way you are not shutting down your own life. Maintain aliveness in your life. You are shifting your focus away from the entangling situation that does not belong to you that would bog you down and lose spirit. Many people do not know this. They think they are supposed to become entangled, emotional and sympathetic. The difference is in the HIGH emotions vs. low, heavy, sticky emotions. When a loved one gets sick, instead of falling into sadness and aligning with their sickness, send happy thoughts. Get them to laugh, to smile with you. You are not denying their pain by shifting to a happier, more joyful focus. You are providing a positive balance to their sinking feelings. Shift their frequency back to the aliveness in them, the universal harmony that lives in them.
Sickness tends to move people away from their own inner harmony. Harmony governs all of life. It keeps the planets in orbit and nature renewing herself in cycles. Be a universal light giver which is the mother of creation. She provides the higher overview and the greater perspective. Joyful is a higher view and perspective. Be aware of not closing off but shifting focus. Remember the term "frequency". A high frequency is more elevating than a low frequency because it is moving. A low frequency has slowed down to a stuck position. If something you are doing is giving you a bad feeling, don’t shut yourself down. Lift yourself up. Escape the negative situation not by shutting down but by leaving the situation or bringing in something bright and cheerful. Re-focus on something else. Create your own thought. Insert your own change of subject. Stop being an allower, enabler and follower.
This is the old way of a weak disempowered human. It is the disempowered feminine side of you. Shift over to the masculine side of you. The take charge, take control, side of you. Become the new human who is both a powerful masculine and a powerful feminine. Masculine and feminine traits flow easily back and forth in you once you understand that you are both. Check into your bird’s eye view, the overview, which is the divine perspective. Go up to the sun which is warmth, love, father-mother support, and allow the sun to warm you and clear you and advise you. The pain, disbelief, darkness or suffering will dissipate and not push you over the edge.
The sun is a happy balancing energy. It will balance you as an earthwalker on the good red road. Call on the divine in you. Save yourself from closing down into a depressed state. You don’t want to become a cold, shut-down, wrinkled, dried up prune. Keep your love flowing by changing depressed thoughts or same ol' same ol' thoughts and feelings, to bright, new, refreshing, stimulating thoughts and feelings that are exciting and challenging and full of promise. Expand on life, don’t detract from it. Fulfill life, don’t waste it. Be free and ready to act on your life force. Be spontaneous. When you become too emotionally involved with someone, you lose your power and your balance. You lose your clarity and ability to read the signs and know what is going on behind the surface subterfuge. A clear-minded observer is a balanced observer. Balance allows emotional feelings to enter in and pass on through without stopping and engaging. Balance keeps you in the overview of sky while still connected to the earth. Having a birds-eye view provides objectivity, yet because you also have the divine feminine in you, you are warmly human and caring.
Retain your ability to have both. Feel and sense emotions but stay objective. Your emotional life is how you connect with your spiritual side. Your emotions need to be honored and recognized, even the low emotions. Don't re-press them back down under. Lift them instead. This will help you to feel free. Stay objective. This will keep you clean and purify your past. Your caring is flowing down from your divine mind into the earth mind. You are like a mountain stream flowing down into the ocean.
The ideal is to maintain open and flowing emotions while at the same time maintaining the freedom of the bird flying overhead. This way you are both the feelings of warmth, heart, soul, happy emotions of Mother Earth, and the cool, logical detached perspective of Father Sky. Father Sky is the divine father, Mother Earth is the divine mother. She is up close and intimate. She is your body and your warm sensuality and feelings of love because she is holding your body together through feelings and sensations. You know you’re alive when you have emotions and sensations. If you didn’t have emotions and sensations you would not be alive. You would be numb and unable to feel. There are people who like that walking around the earth. Don’t be like them. Become conscious of having the attributes of both father sky objective, and mother earth intimacy. They work together in you and merge together in you, giving you clarity. Your higher self is overhead, your lower self is in your lower abdomen and down under your feet. You use both aspects to warm yourself while being cool under fire. You can be both. You want to be both. Be clear-minded and objective, but also warmed by the comfort of being inside your skin. A skinwalker who is in balance with the vitality flowing through it. You are both. Keep them in balance.
Your love power is the talent you are not using
Because several men have responded and shown interest in activating their feminine side, I am sharing a channeled message from a year ago. Messages like this come to me for ME, because spirit thinks I need it and I write it and save it. This one is a very good one for those men who seek to understand their feminine side. Also, please go to http://www.anakosha.org/goddess.html to read a new article about the feminine. I am revamping the Anakosha website.
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((11/10/19) "You do not use your love power when you obey the human authority or other authorities. Use your OWN authority. Mother God is the only authority you should obey. She is YOU! How do you describe Mother God in you? Mother God is the larger, broader vision, like from a bird’s eye view as it flies over the terrain below. It is a matter of opening your heart and mind and super mind and expanding outward into the larger field that is your love. Allow it to dominate your perspective. It is a relaxing into a higher, wider space. Allow it to manifest through your conscious perception, how you see things. Perceive through your intuition, receive it through your relaxing and allowing it, and you will find that your abilities flow forth more easily. Harmoniously. Always in the right way, and the appropriate way. When you allow the overview, the birds eye view, you will always act for the good of all concerned.
Consider the term “earth walk” or “skin walker”. It is a Native American term for human beings. They realized they were spirit and were only on earth for a little while walking in skin. We are in density in our physical bodies, but we are spirit in reality. We are consciousness flowing through our bodies like electricity flows through a light bulb lighting it up and creating light around it. We do the same. We are consciousness and when we inhabit a physical body we cast a light around us, an aura around us, or an electro-magnetic field around us. We have muddied our light but we still glow with a muddy energy. We do glow, like the light bulb and we are to glow brighter and clearer and stronger. We are NOT our physical body.
Raise your awareness up to above your head. Connect with the sun in the sky and receive a message from above you. Be aware today of omens, messages from spirit. Be aware of the divine appearing in your world. The divine flicks in and out. It is the magic that attempts to get your attention. You have become buried in the deep density of the physical substance and become burdened by the demands of others. But you are spirit flickering in and out of density. You are multidimensional. There is no magic in your body. YOU are the magic because YOU are the light flowing through your body. You are divine. Divine is the magic. Lazy souls in physical bodies accept things as they are and plod along as if stuck in mud. They put down the divine magic as nonsense because they don‘t feel it. They don‘t see it. They don‘t resonate with it..
Disregard what others say if they don’t agree with you. You are being alerted when you get the omens, signs and divine flickers in and out of your day. Pay attention. Your perception is your divine overview. The problem has always been shutting down, refusing to listen. When life becomes too painful you shut down your emotions so you can‘t feel or see the divine flickers. You reject them because they are too painful. They highlight your pain. They make you too sensitive. That is only because you allow yourself to become entangled with situations that are not yours to deal with. You shut your beautiful divine sensitivity down and lose your clarity when you SHOULD just leave entangled situations alone. Walk away and not become engaged.
Remain in your overview. Remain clear. Closing down your emotions is not normal and not natural. Don’t allow yourself to become so confused and so entangled with other people that you lose your clarity. You think falling in love and losing perspective is normal. IT IS NOT! Love is not confusing. Love is not painful. Love is not suffering. Love expands you. If you shut down your emotions and feelings, and if you stay shut off too long, you shut down your LIFE. Your electro-magnetic energy diminishes. You begin to dry up and become old and grumpy, cranky and brittle. You develop disease, pain, chronic problems in every area of your life. You lose touch with yourself which shows up as losing touch with people.
Flow! Open your self back up to your emotions. Watch a funny move and laugh. Or watch a sad movie and cry. Move your emotions again. Love is emotion moving around. Many people who are of the masculine persuasion have closed down their emotions. Not just men but women do this too. They close down their HIGH emotions and so all they have left are low negative emotions which they think is normal. They are frustrated, unhappy, angry, sad, depressed, suffocating. That is not normal. The feminine is your high emotions. Open yourself to feelings of uplifting emotions. Let the electro-magnetic energy of life pick up speed and accelerate through your body, mind and feelings again. Accelerating is like a bird taking off into the air. This is the divine feminine that balances your human side which shuts down easily in the face of disturbance. You reject too easily what you don‘t want to hear. It is better to hear it and raise it than not to hear it at all, which closes you off.
Learn to manage your emotions. You manage your emotions by managing your thoughts. How far will you allow yourself to put mental attention on something painful without doing something about it? Either leave the hearing range or lift it up by an act of intervention, a conscious act to intervene to change the direction this is going. Speak up and say something. Love is creating movement. Emotion is love on the move. It follows thought. If you focus your attention on a situation that is not yours but someone else‘s, then you will start to feel the feelings of that other person. Use your empathy to uplift, don't allow yourself to be pulled down. Put your love into action. Intervene with an upward movement. If you don’t intervene you will allow that other person to entangle you. You will start to feel the emotions of that other person and you will think it is your own emotions and become frustrated with yourself for allowing it. A joyful person is not ignoring your distress, as you might think, they are lifting you.
Shut off your attention to that person by changing frequency. Shift to a more positive frequency. When you become entangled with another person’s life you forsake your own. You allow the sense of loss of control over your life. Shutting down is natural until you learn to be a master at changing situations. This is the technique of a master. Take control and shift focus to something else more happy and joyful to you. You will feel more alive. That way you are not shutting down your own life. Maintain aliveness in your life. You are shifting your focus away from the entangling situation that does not belong to you that would bog you down and lose spirit. Many people do not know this. They think they are supposed to become entangled, emotional and sympathetic. The difference is in the HIGH emotions vs. low, heavy, sticky emotions. When a loved one gets sick, instead of falling into sadness and aligning with their sickness, send happy thoughts. Get them to laugh, to smile with you. You are not denying their pain by shifting to a happier, more joyful focus. You are providing a positive balance to their sinking feelings. Shift their frequency back to the aliveness in them, the universal harmony that lives in them.
Sickness tends to move people away from their own inner harmony. Harmony governs all of life. It keeps the planets in orbit and nature renewing herself in cycles. Be a universal light giver which is the mother of creation. She provides the higher overview and the greater perspective. Joyful is a higher view and perspective. Be aware of not closing off but shifting focus. Remember the term "frequency". A high frequency is more elevating than a low frequency because it is moving. A low frequency has slowed down to a stuck position. If something you are doing is giving you a bad feeling, don’t shut yourself down. Lift yourself up. Escape the negative situation not by shutting down but by leaving the situation or bringing in something bright and cheerful. Re-focus on something else. Create your own thought. Insert your own change of subject. Stop being an allower, enabler and follower.
This is the old way of a weak disempowered human. It is the disempowered feminine side of you. Shift over to the masculine side of you. The take charge, take control, side of you. Become the new human who is both a powerful masculine and a powerful feminine. Masculine and feminine traits flow easily back and forth in you once you understand that you are both. Check into your bird’s eye view, the overview, which is the divine perspective. Go up to the sun which is warmth, love, father-mother support, and allow the sun to warm you and clear you and advise you. The pain, disbelief, darkness or suffering will dissipate and not push you over the edge.
The sun is a happy balancing energy. It will balance you as an earthwalker on the good red road. Call on the divine in you. Save yourself from closing down into a depressed state. You don’t want to become a cold, shut-down, wrinkled, dried up prune. Keep your love flowing by changing depressed thoughts or same ol' same ol' thoughts and feelings, to bright, new, refreshing, stimulating thoughts and feelings that are exciting and challenging and full of promise. Expand on life, don’t detract from it. Fulfill life, don’t waste it. Be free and ready to act on your life force. Be spontaneous. When you become too emotionally involved with someone, you lose your power and your balance. You lose your clarity and ability to read the signs and know what is going on behind the surface subterfuge. A clear-minded observer is a balanced observer. Balance allows emotional feelings to enter in and pass on through without stopping and engaging. Balance keeps you in the overview of sky while still connected to the earth. Having a birds-eye view provides objectivity, yet because you also have the divine feminine in you, you are warmly human and caring.
Retain your ability to have both. Feel and sense emotions but stay objective. Your emotional life is how you connect with your spiritual side. Your emotions need to be honored and recognized, even the low emotions. Don't re-press them back down under. Lift them instead. This will help you to feel free. Stay objective. This will keep you clean and purify your past. Your caring is flowing down from your divine mind into the earth mind. You are like a mountain stream flowing down into the ocean.
The ideal is to maintain open and flowing emotions while at the same time maintaining the freedom of the bird flying overhead. This way you are both the feelings of warmth, heart, soul, happy emotions of Mother Earth, and the cool, logical detached perspective of Father Sky. Father Sky is the divine father, Mother Earth is the divine mother. She is up close and intimate. She is your body and your warm sensuality and feelings of love because she is holding your body together through feelings and sensations. You know you’re alive when you have emotions and sensations. If you didn’t have emotions and sensations you would not be alive. You would be numb and unable to feel. There are people who like that walking around the earth. Don’t be like them. Become conscious of having the attributes of both father sky objective, and mother earth intimacy. They work together in you and merge together in you, giving you clarity. Your higher self is overhead, your lower self is in your lower abdomen and down under your feet. You use both aspects to warm yourself while being cool under fire. You can be both. You want to be both. Be clear-minded and objective, but also warmed by the comfort of being inside your skin. A skinwalker who is in balance with the vitality flowing through it. You are both. Keep them in balance.
11/9/20 It's the body we need to enlighten, not our mind
The principles of Tantra
We were born into a cocoon as an infant and we began metamorphosing right away. This body we use and take for granted every day of our life changes by the minute. The question is, which way is it changing? Is it shriveling or thriving? As newborns we moved immediately into the chrysalis stage ready to break out into butterflies and become free. We woke up in a cocoon and instantly became aware that we were restricted. We were enclosed round about by walls and just moments before, we were free. As we began to move our arms and legs, we began the process of learning about our new vehicle, bringing our attention into the inner parts. Before long we found it wasn't such a prison after all. We could make a sound and people responded. They picked us up and cuddled us and made us feel good. We began experimenting with our hands and kicked our feet and squirmed around and went to sleep. Slowly we adapted to this imprisoned life inside a body.
We watched the older ones and began mimicking them. Our siblings came in to play with us. We learned to hold a spoon, and to walk and talk and then we went to school and learned from books and teachers. We learned how to manage this body by watching what others did. We were little copy machines, learning the correct do's and don't's. And pretty soon that's ALL we learned from - copying the outside world - and we soon forgot about being free and spontaneous, and accepted our closed-in feeling.
Recently knowledge has been surfacing relating when I was a Tantric healer in past lives and on other worlds. They are being referred to as priestesses, or priests if they are a man. The teachings of Tantra are subtle, so subtle that much of it cannot be expressed in words. It is an experience. Understanding is gained through FEELINGS and emotions. This article today was inspired by the Master DK who I've mentioned before. He is well known in esoteric circles as an ascended master but few realize that he is a Tantric master. He teaches about the body, which is rather rare for an ascended master to do. I became consciouis of him speaking to me mentally, shortly after I had an OBE in 1976. It was a spontaneous kundalini awakening during a guided meditation. I didn't really "go" anywhere, but it felt like it. I went into this tremendous place where everything was light and very peaceful and loving and, well, I wasn't in my body. My body disappeared and it took awhile to bring myself back into my body when I saw someone coming towards the building and I needed to get back "down".
At that time I experienced returning to the free state where everyone goes after they die. It is a lovely, beautiful place of pure love and light and it is infinite. Well, it wasn't a one-time only experience. It continued for many years. The OBE was preceded by 5 years of a new relationship which taught me about sex. Then after the OBE we entered into swinging which was the perfect solution to help me come down from being high up there in the planes of love and light. You could say that sex was instrumental in my journey but I was also a student of the ascended masters, so it was an unusual contrast. I suppose that is why I am being drawn to Tantra, for sexuality is closely woven into Tantra but not in the way you might expect. It is not about the F word. It is a solitary journey at first in that it is waking up and reconnecting to the divine love that we are. It is waking up to the BODY and waking up IN the body, by feeling one's way into the caverns, nooks and crannies of organs, glands, musculature and bone.
What Master DK is telling me this week is that it is the BODY that needs to be enlightened, not our mind. The distinction is being made clear. The mind is already infinitely intelligent in that it is connected to the universal mind. It has never been lost and never been disconnected from it. The reason we don't remember who we are and our divine origins is because our body has been trained to look outside, not to feel, not to pay attention to the sensations, psychic, premonitional and spiritual that we get from time to time. Everybody does, but we have been programmed to not listen, that these inner feelings are flakey and illusional, they are not real, they are fantasies, they are not good for you. They are of teh devil, they are evil, they are sinful, and indeed, in earlier eras people had to be careful or they would be hanged or imprisoned for talking about it. So, we have repressed our beautiful divine nature which is EMOTION. Emotion is love in motion. Love in motion is the connection to higher intelligence - the universal God mind. But we've shut it down. We are now imprisoned inside a dumbed-down BODY made of soil and clay. Our minds are still flexible but we don't know that. We think we are the brain but we're not. We are a continuously flowing link with the universal mind. Our mind covers us like a sheath, from head to toe and it swirls around us as an energy field. But we've been programmed to believe we are the brain. So we stay up there in the head and recycle everything. It's time to shift consciousness. Stop recycling the same old, same old stuff around and around the brain, the head, and sit still and open the mind to the universal flow.
Our mind does not need to read spiritual books. What we need to do is train our body to sit still and become an open receiver of the divine, which is the REAL us. Out of body we know who we are, but when we're IN body, at least on this world called Earth, we don't know who we are because we have been programmed. We are limited to functioning in an species not much wiser than the animal. The human species has evolved up out of the animal kingdom, but it is still an elemental creature. It is born of the earth. It is composed of minerals and water, organic material, soil and clay. It has not yet evolved past the animal stage, but it is DESIGNED to grow further by hosting advanced souls who have lived a higher life in other times and other cultures and other worlds.
If this is too strange, you might want to leave it at this point. Don't stay with it if it's too much to handle. I'm actually writing as a feeling-out process to see who else is interested in this subject. I am working up to holding discussions about Tantra after the first of the year. We are preparing the ground work, meaning the Master DK and myself. Someone who has not been exposed to metaphysical studies as I have, may yet have an inherent interest in these things, and so I am preparing the stage. We don't know what we know. I did not know what I know today. It has been a slow, steady unfolding of inner awareness. I am gradually learning how to live the knowledge that I am unfolding. This takes practice through normal daily living with other people. The more I practice living higher standards, culling the lesser habits from my life, the more I am given.
Our body isn't able to register higher standards until the body starts using it in real life. Practicing higher qualities and feelings refines the body and makes life smoother and nicer and more balanced. The brain needs to adapt to higher frequencies. Instead of having knee-jerk reactions, holding back the too-quick response makes life nicer. Knee-jerk reactions come from the brain because it always did the knee-jerk reaction so why not continue to do it that way? So training the body to NOT have that knee-jerk makes me a better person. Patience and thinking twice helps me to feel it through the heart and lower down in the stomach and abdomen. I can feel the higher emotions better. We are highly intelligent beings connected to the universal mind, but if our animal body hasn't been trained to receive these vast feelings of divinity and inspiring light-filled revelations and visions, then we it doesn't register on us. We don't know who we are because the body isn't reflecting it back to us. It's not working with us.
Tantra provides a foundation by which a sincere individual can understand. Understanding is wisdom. Understanding the purpose and reason why one is here is an important understanding. In a nutshell, it is to express your divinity. Not the animal part of you the divinity part of you. You are a higher intelligence after all. So it is necessary to cultivate the body. This is what Tantra is all about. And incidentally, it is great for lovemaking because love is who we are. We are lovers by nature. We've just shut it off because we were programmed to NOT SHOW LOVE. So we are here to prepare our body to be a better expresser of love. That doesn't mean better sex, it means better love. Love is compassion, and honesty, and justice for all, serving others as you serve yourself, being a nurturer and supporter for everyone, and not selfish. And being strong and courageous in the face of tormentors and evil distractors. There are many beautiful shades and hues to love. We must train our body to be more refined to pick up on those innuendos that come from universal mind. It is to our own advantage to learn how to express beauty, compassion and respect in all that we do, because then WE feel happier. You as the resident master living in the body enjoys being here because life is so good.
The awakening of crisper, clearer minds begins with bringing the body to stillness. Stillness of body and mind is a prerequisite for advanced training in any higher education. One is required to use discipline and cut back on meaningless expenditure of energy. Both physical, mental and emotional. This is how we clean the body of irrelevant debris. It is how we build a relationship with our bodies. I didn't get this concept until only recently. It was a huge "AhHA!" moment for me to realize I needed to do a better job of disciplining my actions. The Master DK presented it to me this week, which is why I am writing about it in my own words.
There is such a thing as moving meditation that can be also be learned, like Tai Chi and yoga, but that is passed on from person to person, one-on-one, by someone who already does it in their own life. This is something that must be spontaneous from spirit. Shamans and natural healers are gifted with this ability. It is not learned from a book. When mind and body are working together so ego is moved out of the way, then spirit flows with pure bliss. It clears blocks and opens long-closed circuits in the body.
Trance happens when the body becomes still, the brain stops churning, the muscles stop twitching, and the body is comfortable and at peace. Then the body becomes the ultimate receiver for universal mind to flow through it, bringing forth wonderful, healing peace. Then body is serving its ultimate purpose: to become the perfect receptacle, the perfect cup or chalice into which flows abstract intelligence from the father of all life.
The principles of Tantra are revealed to us through our feelings and conscious revelatioins. A man becomes a divine feminine receiver as well as a woman when he surrenders control to the flow of spirit. This is a hard concept to get. We have been trained to be hardened and stiff. Yet we are made of divine stuff. Tantra teaches us. All physical vessels are feminine when they surrender the control to the underlying divine forces which are EVER PRESENT. They don't suddenly come "down" on us. They are always here, within our body cells. The purpose of meditation is to train the body to sit - not the mind but the body - to sit still and stop thinking, let go of worries, fears and thoughts of the outer world. Remain conscious. Remaining conscious is key. If one goes to sleep, the conscious connection is severed. A man who undertakes to practice the art of meditation will discover his feminine side, which softness, empathy, caring for others, sensitivity and even vulnerability. This does not reduce his virility or manliness, it increases it.
Techniques include daily practice. Repetition is important in training the body. The body is a child just like a human child. It needs to be told repeatedly what to do. Visualization is another technique where one builds a picture in the mind of magnificent beings of light shining like the sun, and holding that image for long minutes. These are part of the training of the body. Also spontaneous movements like angel dances, trance-like swaying motions with hand, feet and fingers seeming to flow with a will of their own. This happens when control is given over to the divine. Then divine love blends with matter.
This is the science of Tantra. It is difficult to find true teachers of Tantra, for the saintly ones do not promote themselves so they are difficult to find, and then there are those who focus on sexuality and offer services that tend to be sexual. There is no right or wrong and neither should be judged. It is a solitary journey towards realization of the divine within. Sexuality has a role to play which, with a partner, produces amazing experiences. I don't want to write about it in a public newsletter, but in person they can be told for those who are interested.
Tantra is the practice of bringing the two divided halves back together again that were divided at the time of conception. Your holy spirit was divided into two parts when mom and dad got together and conceived you. On a higher level you knew ahead of time and were prepared. You even had a hand in bringing mom and dad together so you would benefit from their genes. Your intelligence is of divine origins. At the moment of conception your holy spirit from your I Am Presence separated and sent a piece of itself down into the earth as an anchor. That piece which is anchored into the earth is your lusty, earthy sexuality. That which remains aloft yearns to come down into body, and that which is trapped in the body yearns to rise up. These are the two sides which struggle within the body, causing confusion. It creates duality. We have opposing aspects in us. The Tantric teachings reveal this truth when we are ready to know it.
There is so much to discuss on the subject and I'm being led to begin a discussion group about this subject. I'll follow up with plans as they unfold. One person does not have all the information. We all hold pieces of the grand design. By coming together to share our stories, we expand the teachings of Tantra here in this new era of reason and light unfolding. Each person alive holds wisdom, and a discussion gathering would be well worth it. I am preparing from my end. Sex, love, intimacy and relationships is all part of the human equation. It is an important subject to explore. Each person is a solitary consciousness however, and we can't expect to see eye to eye. We will each see differently. Thus, becoming objective and not trying to persuade is an important aspect of a group discussion. We are all here to learn and soundboard and reflect with each other.
Again, it is not the mind that needs enlightening, it is the vehicle that needs to do a better job of expressing that light. There is a mistake in the mass belief system. We don't know who we really are. Some do, of course. They are ahead of the rest of us. As universal intelligence, we already know everything we need to know but if we can't express what we want to express, or fulfill our most sacred dreams, then it is because our bodies haven't been refined enough to do so. Our bodies do not know how to express divine revelations or the immaculate concept. Our brain does not know how to handle the inner visions. Like when we wake in the morning, if we don't write it down we soon forget. Yet during sleep we are out of body and travel interdimensionally. There are techniques to improve the brain to remember upon waking in the morning.
Meditation is the suggested practice of sitting in silence to assist one in opening to receive, remember and hold the visions of higher consciousness. Otherwise, the brain is just another physical organ, like the liver or heart or kidneys. It uses physical nerves and synapses. You are not the brain, you are the consciousness flowing through the brain. It is the responsibility of the resident master to work at feeding the brain with higher thoughts, more loving thoughts, more tolerance, compassion, gratitude, the qualities of an advanced and enlightened soul so that it WANTS to receive enlightening thoughts.
The body wants to be soothed, relaxed and made to feel appreciated and embraced, so it doesn't resist the divine consciousness which you, the resident master, are trying to bring into the world. You have ideals and inspirations but they often fall flat. There are obstructions that prevent you from living your dream and fulfilling your plans. The body is the obstruction. It holds us back because it doesn't know what we want it to do. We've been programmed to not open our bodies and be free. We must work with the body and open it and educate it so it is connected to you and to universal intelligence. Then it can say, "AhHa! So that's what you want to do here!" And it works with you and releases its hold on you and helps you to speak what you want to say, and move the way you want to move. Your body is a friend, not an enemy. It becomes your own best friend when you spend time coaxing it, working with it, appreciating it.
Part of my daily practice is naming each organ in the body, saying "God bless you, thank you (for serving me), I love you." It's amazing how sweet I feel afterwards. The body is intelligent, but it is a lesser evolved intelligence. It needs a parent to guide it, train it, love it. Until we awaken the brain, it is merely a physical storage vault to collect data from the outside world.
We watch other people and learn from them. We learn from books. We learn from teachers. We learn from friends. We learn from the external world ALL the time! And we've been pointed away from the inner life that is rich and colorful with so many powers and ideas and feelings and knowings to share. We are the underlying consciousness of the body. It is uniquely us. When we are unconscious we are useless. We are dead and can't move in it. Consciousness is our underlying life force that was split into two halves at birth. One is anchored to the earth and creates a yearning to rise, and the other is our father in heaven that yearns to descend. Both seek to connect and become whole. They belong together. This is how the game of sentiency was designed. Separate the wholeness in two separate halves so they must work to find each other. It creates diversity, opposition, struggle and it also provides opportunity to enjoy the coming together. Tantra enjoys the coming together. It is pleasure fulfilled. The fine higher art of love between celestial beings finding each other. Love is playful, happy, spontaneous and free-flowing.
The struggle between heaven and earth is a personal struggle for each solitary person. Tantra says respect both sides of ourselves. Bring them into balance. Don't "work" them, dance with them. Play with them. Enjoy the differences. Learn with them. Discipline the body so that it can see the beauty in this eternal dance. I am getting "stop being lazy". Assert your masculine side half the time, and stop asserting and relax into your surrendering receptive side the other half. Balance yourself and you will bring joy into your every day life. It will never be boring. There is a divine plan.
Well, I will stop here because this is my fifth re-write. I can't help it, I keep getting more revelations each time I re-read. So I must stop and press send. If there are mistakes, so be it. Bless you all for listening if you made it this far. Feel free to write me. I'm interested in meeting anyone who wants to soundboard on this subject, which includes the galactics.
The principles of Tantra
We were born into a cocoon as an infant and we began metamorphosing right away. This body we use and take for granted every day of our life changes by the minute. The question is, which way is it changing? Is it shriveling or thriving? As newborns we moved immediately into the chrysalis stage ready to break out into butterflies and become free. We woke up in a cocoon and instantly became aware that we were restricted. We were enclosed round about by walls and just moments before, we were free. As we began to move our arms and legs, we began the process of learning about our new vehicle, bringing our attention into the inner parts. Before long we found it wasn't such a prison after all. We could make a sound and people responded. They picked us up and cuddled us and made us feel good. We began experimenting with our hands and kicked our feet and squirmed around and went to sleep. Slowly we adapted to this imprisoned life inside a body.
We watched the older ones and began mimicking them. Our siblings came in to play with us. We learned to hold a spoon, and to walk and talk and then we went to school and learned from books and teachers. We learned how to manage this body by watching what others did. We were little copy machines, learning the correct do's and don't's. And pretty soon that's ALL we learned from - copying the outside world - and we soon forgot about being free and spontaneous, and accepted our closed-in feeling.
Recently knowledge has been surfacing relating when I was a Tantric healer in past lives and on other worlds. They are being referred to as priestesses, or priests if they are a man. The teachings of Tantra are subtle, so subtle that much of it cannot be expressed in words. It is an experience. Understanding is gained through FEELINGS and emotions. This article today was inspired by the Master DK who I've mentioned before. He is well known in esoteric circles as an ascended master but few realize that he is a Tantric master. He teaches about the body, which is rather rare for an ascended master to do. I became consciouis of him speaking to me mentally, shortly after I had an OBE in 1976. It was a spontaneous kundalini awakening during a guided meditation. I didn't really "go" anywhere, but it felt like it. I went into this tremendous place where everything was light and very peaceful and loving and, well, I wasn't in my body. My body disappeared and it took awhile to bring myself back into my body when I saw someone coming towards the building and I needed to get back "down".
At that time I experienced returning to the free state where everyone goes after they die. It is a lovely, beautiful place of pure love and light and it is infinite. Well, it wasn't a one-time only experience. It continued for many years. The OBE was preceded by 5 years of a new relationship which taught me about sex. Then after the OBE we entered into swinging which was the perfect solution to help me come down from being high up there in the planes of love and light. You could say that sex was instrumental in my journey but I was also a student of the ascended masters, so it was an unusual contrast. I suppose that is why I am being drawn to Tantra, for sexuality is closely woven into Tantra but not in the way you might expect. It is not about the F word. It is a solitary journey at first in that it is waking up and reconnecting to the divine love that we are. It is waking up to the BODY and waking up IN the body, by feeling one's way into the caverns, nooks and crannies of organs, glands, musculature and bone.
What Master DK is telling me this week is that it is the BODY that needs to be enlightened, not our mind. The distinction is being made clear. The mind is already infinitely intelligent in that it is connected to the universal mind. It has never been lost and never been disconnected from it. The reason we don't remember who we are and our divine origins is because our body has been trained to look outside, not to feel, not to pay attention to the sensations, psychic, premonitional and spiritual that we get from time to time. Everybody does, but we have been programmed to not listen, that these inner feelings are flakey and illusional, they are not real, they are fantasies, they are not good for you. They are of teh devil, they are evil, they are sinful, and indeed, in earlier eras people had to be careful or they would be hanged or imprisoned for talking about it. So, we have repressed our beautiful divine nature which is EMOTION. Emotion is love in motion. Love in motion is the connection to higher intelligence - the universal God mind. But we've shut it down. We are now imprisoned inside a dumbed-down BODY made of soil and clay. Our minds are still flexible but we don't know that. We think we are the brain but we're not. We are a continuously flowing link with the universal mind. Our mind covers us like a sheath, from head to toe and it swirls around us as an energy field. But we've been programmed to believe we are the brain. So we stay up there in the head and recycle everything. It's time to shift consciousness. Stop recycling the same old, same old stuff around and around the brain, the head, and sit still and open the mind to the universal flow.
Our mind does not need to read spiritual books. What we need to do is train our body to sit still and become an open receiver of the divine, which is the REAL us. Out of body we know who we are, but when we're IN body, at least on this world called Earth, we don't know who we are because we have been programmed. We are limited to functioning in an species not much wiser than the animal. The human species has evolved up out of the animal kingdom, but it is still an elemental creature. It is born of the earth. It is composed of minerals and water, organic material, soil and clay. It has not yet evolved past the animal stage, but it is DESIGNED to grow further by hosting advanced souls who have lived a higher life in other times and other cultures and other worlds.
If this is too strange, you might want to leave it at this point. Don't stay with it if it's too much to handle. I'm actually writing as a feeling-out process to see who else is interested in this subject. I am working up to holding discussions about Tantra after the first of the year. We are preparing the ground work, meaning the Master DK and myself. Someone who has not been exposed to metaphysical studies as I have, may yet have an inherent interest in these things, and so I am preparing the stage. We don't know what we know. I did not know what I know today. It has been a slow, steady unfolding of inner awareness. I am gradually learning how to live the knowledge that I am unfolding. This takes practice through normal daily living with other people. The more I practice living higher standards, culling the lesser habits from my life, the more I am given.
Our body isn't able to register higher standards until the body starts using it in real life. Practicing higher qualities and feelings refines the body and makes life smoother and nicer and more balanced. The brain needs to adapt to higher frequencies. Instead of having knee-jerk reactions, holding back the too-quick response makes life nicer. Knee-jerk reactions come from the brain because it always did the knee-jerk reaction so why not continue to do it that way? So training the body to NOT have that knee-jerk makes me a better person. Patience and thinking twice helps me to feel it through the heart and lower down in the stomach and abdomen. I can feel the higher emotions better. We are highly intelligent beings connected to the universal mind, but if our animal body hasn't been trained to receive these vast feelings of divinity and inspiring light-filled revelations and visions, then we it doesn't register on us. We don't know who we are because the body isn't reflecting it back to us. It's not working with us.
Tantra provides a foundation by which a sincere individual can understand. Understanding is wisdom. Understanding the purpose and reason why one is here is an important understanding. In a nutshell, it is to express your divinity. Not the animal part of you the divinity part of you. You are a higher intelligence after all. So it is necessary to cultivate the body. This is what Tantra is all about. And incidentally, it is great for lovemaking because love is who we are. We are lovers by nature. We've just shut it off because we were programmed to NOT SHOW LOVE. So we are here to prepare our body to be a better expresser of love. That doesn't mean better sex, it means better love. Love is compassion, and honesty, and justice for all, serving others as you serve yourself, being a nurturer and supporter for everyone, and not selfish. And being strong and courageous in the face of tormentors and evil distractors. There are many beautiful shades and hues to love. We must train our body to be more refined to pick up on those innuendos that come from universal mind. It is to our own advantage to learn how to express beauty, compassion and respect in all that we do, because then WE feel happier. You as the resident master living in the body enjoys being here because life is so good.
The awakening of crisper, clearer minds begins with bringing the body to stillness. Stillness of body and mind is a prerequisite for advanced training in any higher education. One is required to use discipline and cut back on meaningless expenditure of energy. Both physical, mental and emotional. This is how we clean the body of irrelevant debris. It is how we build a relationship with our bodies. I didn't get this concept until only recently. It was a huge "AhHA!" moment for me to realize I needed to do a better job of disciplining my actions. The Master DK presented it to me this week, which is why I am writing about it in my own words.
There is such a thing as moving meditation that can be also be learned, like Tai Chi and yoga, but that is passed on from person to person, one-on-one, by someone who already does it in their own life. This is something that must be spontaneous from spirit. Shamans and natural healers are gifted with this ability. It is not learned from a book. When mind and body are working together so ego is moved out of the way, then spirit flows with pure bliss. It clears blocks and opens long-closed circuits in the body.
Trance happens when the body becomes still, the brain stops churning, the muscles stop twitching, and the body is comfortable and at peace. Then the body becomes the ultimate receiver for universal mind to flow through it, bringing forth wonderful, healing peace. Then body is serving its ultimate purpose: to become the perfect receptacle, the perfect cup or chalice into which flows abstract intelligence from the father of all life.
The principles of Tantra are revealed to us through our feelings and conscious revelatioins. A man becomes a divine feminine receiver as well as a woman when he surrenders control to the flow of spirit. This is a hard concept to get. We have been trained to be hardened and stiff. Yet we are made of divine stuff. Tantra teaches us. All physical vessels are feminine when they surrender the control to the underlying divine forces which are EVER PRESENT. They don't suddenly come "down" on us. They are always here, within our body cells. The purpose of meditation is to train the body to sit - not the mind but the body - to sit still and stop thinking, let go of worries, fears and thoughts of the outer world. Remain conscious. Remaining conscious is key. If one goes to sleep, the conscious connection is severed. A man who undertakes to practice the art of meditation will discover his feminine side, which softness, empathy, caring for others, sensitivity and even vulnerability. This does not reduce his virility or manliness, it increases it.
Techniques include daily practice. Repetition is important in training the body. The body is a child just like a human child. It needs to be told repeatedly what to do. Visualization is another technique where one builds a picture in the mind of magnificent beings of light shining like the sun, and holding that image for long minutes. These are part of the training of the body. Also spontaneous movements like angel dances, trance-like swaying motions with hand, feet and fingers seeming to flow with a will of their own. This happens when control is given over to the divine. Then divine love blends with matter.
This is the science of Tantra. It is difficult to find true teachers of Tantra, for the saintly ones do not promote themselves so they are difficult to find, and then there are those who focus on sexuality and offer services that tend to be sexual. There is no right or wrong and neither should be judged. It is a solitary journey towards realization of the divine within. Sexuality has a role to play which, with a partner, produces amazing experiences. I don't want to write about it in a public newsletter, but in person they can be told for those who are interested.
Tantra is the practice of bringing the two divided halves back together again that were divided at the time of conception. Your holy spirit was divided into two parts when mom and dad got together and conceived you. On a higher level you knew ahead of time and were prepared. You even had a hand in bringing mom and dad together so you would benefit from their genes. Your intelligence is of divine origins. At the moment of conception your holy spirit from your I Am Presence separated and sent a piece of itself down into the earth as an anchor. That piece which is anchored into the earth is your lusty, earthy sexuality. That which remains aloft yearns to come down into body, and that which is trapped in the body yearns to rise up. These are the two sides which struggle within the body, causing confusion. It creates duality. We have opposing aspects in us. The Tantric teachings reveal this truth when we are ready to know it.
There is so much to discuss on the subject and I'm being led to begin a discussion group about this subject. I'll follow up with plans as they unfold. One person does not have all the information. We all hold pieces of the grand design. By coming together to share our stories, we expand the teachings of Tantra here in this new era of reason and light unfolding. Each person alive holds wisdom, and a discussion gathering would be well worth it. I am preparing from my end. Sex, love, intimacy and relationships is all part of the human equation. It is an important subject to explore. Each person is a solitary consciousness however, and we can't expect to see eye to eye. We will each see differently. Thus, becoming objective and not trying to persuade is an important aspect of a group discussion. We are all here to learn and soundboard and reflect with each other.
Again, it is not the mind that needs enlightening, it is the vehicle that needs to do a better job of expressing that light. There is a mistake in the mass belief system. We don't know who we really are. Some do, of course. They are ahead of the rest of us. As universal intelligence, we already know everything we need to know but if we can't express what we want to express, or fulfill our most sacred dreams, then it is because our bodies haven't been refined enough to do so. Our bodies do not know how to express divine revelations or the immaculate concept. Our brain does not know how to handle the inner visions. Like when we wake in the morning, if we don't write it down we soon forget. Yet during sleep we are out of body and travel interdimensionally. There are techniques to improve the brain to remember upon waking in the morning.
Meditation is the suggested practice of sitting in silence to assist one in opening to receive, remember and hold the visions of higher consciousness. Otherwise, the brain is just another physical organ, like the liver or heart or kidneys. It uses physical nerves and synapses. You are not the brain, you are the consciousness flowing through the brain. It is the responsibility of the resident master to work at feeding the brain with higher thoughts, more loving thoughts, more tolerance, compassion, gratitude, the qualities of an advanced and enlightened soul so that it WANTS to receive enlightening thoughts.
The body wants to be soothed, relaxed and made to feel appreciated and embraced, so it doesn't resist the divine consciousness which you, the resident master, are trying to bring into the world. You have ideals and inspirations but they often fall flat. There are obstructions that prevent you from living your dream and fulfilling your plans. The body is the obstruction. It holds us back because it doesn't know what we want it to do. We've been programmed to not open our bodies and be free. We must work with the body and open it and educate it so it is connected to you and to universal intelligence. Then it can say, "AhHa! So that's what you want to do here!" And it works with you and releases its hold on you and helps you to speak what you want to say, and move the way you want to move. Your body is a friend, not an enemy. It becomes your own best friend when you spend time coaxing it, working with it, appreciating it.
Part of my daily practice is naming each organ in the body, saying "God bless you, thank you (for serving me), I love you." It's amazing how sweet I feel afterwards. The body is intelligent, but it is a lesser evolved intelligence. It needs a parent to guide it, train it, love it. Until we awaken the brain, it is merely a physical storage vault to collect data from the outside world.
We watch other people and learn from them. We learn from books. We learn from teachers. We learn from friends. We learn from the external world ALL the time! And we've been pointed away from the inner life that is rich and colorful with so many powers and ideas and feelings and knowings to share. We are the underlying consciousness of the body. It is uniquely us. When we are unconscious we are useless. We are dead and can't move in it. Consciousness is our underlying life force that was split into two halves at birth. One is anchored to the earth and creates a yearning to rise, and the other is our father in heaven that yearns to descend. Both seek to connect and become whole. They belong together. This is how the game of sentiency was designed. Separate the wholeness in two separate halves so they must work to find each other. It creates diversity, opposition, struggle and it also provides opportunity to enjoy the coming together. Tantra enjoys the coming together. It is pleasure fulfilled. The fine higher art of love between celestial beings finding each other. Love is playful, happy, spontaneous and free-flowing.
The struggle between heaven and earth is a personal struggle for each solitary person. Tantra says respect both sides of ourselves. Bring them into balance. Don't "work" them, dance with them. Play with them. Enjoy the differences. Learn with them. Discipline the body so that it can see the beauty in this eternal dance. I am getting "stop being lazy". Assert your masculine side half the time, and stop asserting and relax into your surrendering receptive side the other half. Balance yourself and you will bring joy into your every day life. It will never be boring. There is a divine plan.
Well, I will stop here because this is my fifth re-write. I can't help it, I keep getting more revelations each time I re-read. So I must stop and press send. If there are mistakes, so be it. Bless you all for listening if you made it this far. Feel free to write me. I'm interested in meeting anyone who wants to soundboard on this subject, which includes the galactics.
11/3/20 Goddess Moon Report
What the Goddess Revealed
The divine masculine is operating at full capacity by joining forces, much to the dismay of those who wish otherwise. They are joining forces behind the scenes. Surface reports mislead us, on purpose, as touted by the news media. The masculine hierarchy is melting into unified forces under the direction of a higher plan which is consolidating here on earth. I saw it, although it was fuzzy and hazy, like ghost figures. It's being very well hidden from eyes not ready to see, but it supports the vision I had five days ago showing Trump & Biden joining forces and shaking hands.
Well, not to get ahead of myself. I thank my beautiful friend who drew my attention to this month's Goddess full moon. So Saturday night - actually Sunday morning - I woke at 2 am and was drawn to the window to look out to see, as if looking for Santa Claus. There she was full and bright overhead on a clear, cloudless night. One bright star shone beside her. From our bedroom window we look down on the pool and the water was clear like crystal glass reflecting her. It was very ghostly. Doug still sleeping, I grabbed my loose-fitting dress and went downstairs without a flashlight, and went outside to sit on a chair by the pool. November provides such perfect weather. I remember we were married in November right here by the side of the pool 26 years ago. On the 26th, it was, with many friends assisting and celebrating with us. It was perfect weather then too.
I wasn't quite awake, my mind not clear, so I sat still and looked around. Looked up and then down into water, and then up at the trees. What am I doing here? I had to wait. Wait for it. Waiting time is required. Settle into it. Allow it. Don't rush things. Don't plan. The air was still. Not a sound. Not even an insect. Not a rustle. Just the presence of the white full moon overhead. And then it started to come - a feeling to love the trees around the pool. And the moon and the air. I felt to put a name to it so I said the word "love" and "I love you". Then the words started to flow. I love you, you are so beautiful. I love you, xoria, I love you bamboo - the bamboo leaves tickled at my neck behind me - I love you air. The air became more sparkley, crispy and perky. Love life in the air and the trees and the water. Love just began to happen as I sat still wondering what I'm doing here. There was no plan. There were no candles, no incense, no song, no agenda. Just me sitting in a chair y the pool. But I was slowly tuning in to beauty and refinement around me. The full moon so directly overhead that I had to tilt my head way back in order to look at it.
I can't remember what happened next. All I remember is beginning to see with my inner eye. The seeing is metaphorical, it was more a knowing. I began knowing things. I began seeing and knowing the men. I began seeing masculine forms moving around the planet like ghosts. They were shaped like men but in dull whitish blue glow. The men who I regarded as opposites, at times enemies or obstacles, I saw suddenly as protectors. I used to think, "The poor men, they don't have a clue." And I really thought that. I judged them from my perspective as a female who had always been submissive. I thought they didn't understand women. But now I began to see them in a new way. They are the protective force on the planet. I saw them as masculine warriors, light warriors here to protect and save the planet, and they are moving. They are starting to unite.
The men are joining forces. I see them ghosty white figures but they are distinctly male. Not feminine. They are righteous, strong and have a noble purpose. They are here in solid form but operating under cover so they are not seen. We don't see them. We can't because they are us. They are hidden from our eyes because they are a hidden aspect within us. The forces are gathering and rising and moving with us. They are you and they are me and there is a joining together and the masculine in us is growing in strength. It is masculine, not feminine. It reminds me of Tantra that I am studying. There is a male and a female in each of us, but the male has been weakened, just as women have been weakened. I have all my life identified as feminine and I felt disempowered.
What I saw was very subtle. It is difficult to recall what it was that moved me. But I am supposed to find words, to bring it into form. It was like peeping through darkness, and having a sliver of movement take place. You know something is there, you saw it move. It is a brief glimpse through the dark, almost undetectable but it's bleeding through. It is a knowing. How does one explain a knowing as compared to a belief? It is a certainty. It is faith in something beyond the five senses. And in the knowing I was made aware of the darkness because the dark is important. It is part of the cover. I was more conscious of the darkness than I was of the ghosty-looking light figures that were moving together and joining forces. There were stealing through the darkness to reach each other. They were holding hands. They are like ghosts - figures of men, of maleness, strong in the ways of virile men. They were strengthening each other.
Perhaps there are women involved, I'm sure there are, just as there were in the war efforts. But it is the masculine force that is moving and taking shape and growing in numbers. I am conscious that the goddess is bringing this to my attention. The masculine is an intelligent force. It is wise beyond human frailty. It is the protector force. The Archangel Michael force. The galactic cosmic force that is coming in to rescue the planet. This is what is being revealed to me in ways I can't put into words easily. But I understand. And the next 24, 36 hours I see a flood of articles that validate this perspective.
I saw the ghosty masculine figures were breathing through their feet. As they moved around there were roots going down into the earth and spreading out and linking up underground, like so many tangled, intertwining roots, little roots, big roots, massive trunk lines, all connecting, solidifying, joining together and flowing together.
What I saw in brief flashes through the darkness was stealth. But it was benevolent, it was light undercover. I understood what is happening. The darkness is part of the plan. They appear and then they slide back into darkness again. I am getting it. I am better getting the picture of what has been happening on earth. That we have been lied to. Dark without any light at all is evil. But dark and light merging together is wholesome, holy, part of the creation plan. The evil has covered the earth to such an extent that we had to be rescued, and there is a rescue plan in operation under cover of darkness. I've seen this before but hadn't gotten a good grip on it. Now it is becoming more obvious to me. We've been locked down tight inside a small finite cardboard box.
It is a flimsy box and one day we'll laugh at ourselves for having fallen for the trick, but it's still serious at the moment. It's such a ridiculous coverup, this lie that we have been told, that the cardboard box could be blown away with a feather if we had known. But we didn't know. We were brainwashed and kept in the dark with no light.
Over the next few days more articles came to my computer and confirmed the visions. It's the masculine force that is waking up along with the feminine. It divine masculine becomes strong and powerful and noble and courageous when it accepts its feminine side. It's all about converging and merging. There's no division, no separation, ever in all of life. We are made out of light and love and harmony and universal forces but we don't know it because we've been living in a world without light. What is light anyway, but information. We are receiving information in many ways now.
I had been looking at life through feminine eyes but so have the men been looking at life through male eyes. We have forgotten that we are whole, fulfilled and complete already. We are both masculine and feminine. When I realized that I had been functioning with only half of my abilities, I kicked my left-brain into action, consciously. I said, "Left-brain, wake up." And it did.
I had been passive. Like so many others have been passive and following along nicely the authorities who obviously created the world and the institutions that made life possible. I sought not to rock the boat. I stayed in my own lane and didn't push others out of the way. I was a good little girl and was kind to my neighbors and didn't say what I honestly thought and knew to be true. I followed. The human race has been covered over with sweet chocolate, like chocolate-covered ants and eaten. Thousands of years or more of highly intelligent brainwashing has kept us in line, but suddenly there is movement in the darkness. We have been told to stay at home for a reason, and it's not just for covid. We are all doing inner work without knowing it. There is a process taking place. There is movement in the dark and it is coming out into broad daylight, little by little. It takes time. It has to be slow or it will shock the human psyche.
I had a dream about two years ago. In the dream I saw myself rise up out of the mud. I was a mound of mud that slowly appeared out of the stagnant mud pond. No one could tell it was a human being. I was just a mound of mud but I began to move and rise up. I began showing signs of life against the rest of the mud. It didn't look human at that stage, I think it was meant to be a comic revelation to show me something and it was successful. It was an impactful dream. Kind of funny too.
OK, enough of that. Back to the glow of the feminine goddess moon on Saturday. What was revealed to me was masculine intelligence forces uniting. The feminine force is the passive, receptive, nurturing, loving side of human nature. And we were that - passive. Now it is time for the masculine side to rise up. The ONLY way the masculine can become empowered is by joining forces with its feminine side. That's what makes it whole. That's what makes a person whole, strong, steady, and clear minded. We are joining forces. It is not really about the men only moving in the dark, it is all human beings are moving in the dark, seeking their balance. We are all joining forces and uniting with our opposite, our counter-intelligence, the side of us we have not wanted to own. The side of us we have been burying. We have been a patriarchal race, a race without love or light or compassion or heart. Our feminine side. The goddess has entered the world and stirring us into action.
Men have been stunted in their growth because they have not accepted their feminine side, and women too have been stunted in their growth by not accepting their masculine side. It is all converging, merging, consolidating on inner levels. The darkness is becoming enlightened within our psyche.
The evil is darkness with NO light whatsoever. Intelligent but a dark intelligence. The evil darkness has been manipulating us all. Had us fighting. It didn't matter WHO we fought, as long as we had division amongst us. We had to fight in order to survive, they said. We had to resist, in order to prove ourselves worthy, they said. We had to struggle to gain our independence, they said. We had to fight other cultures and other religions and other whatevers. It is so boring to go through all of that again. We are finished with the fighting. It's over now. Those who are still fighting will get it in time. There is manipulation everywhere, in every field of human endeavor, but we are not happy. We are decent people and we are getting it. Underneath in the sub-terrain of our existence there is movement and it is not human. It is divine. We are divine entities. We came from light and love and we are bring it back online, into the cells of our bodies. We are returning to the original pure blood, the bold, the courageous, noble, righteous truth. The human female and human male and becoming the divine feminine and divine masculine.
Talk about sleeper cells! That's us. Human beings asleep to what has been going on, and now we are getting flashes of truth. The human race is a decent race, warm and humane. We care about each other and want justice to prevail and for abundance to flow into everyone's life. We don't want to be selfish or unkind. We want the world to be a better place for everyone. We've just been brainwashed to believe differently, covered over by a sheath of lies. I actually saw this! I saw through it Saturday night, Sunday morning. I saw the smallness we've been made to feel, which is false and phoney and not real at all. But we've been fooled and tricked into thinking it. The sun constantly shines truth down on to us. The sun's rays are purity, wellness, a living vital force bathing us with continual love-light. It grows the trees. It will grow us humans if we let it. If we only knew. But the sun, we are told, will give us cancer so we should hide inside in the dark and stay out of the sun. All lies. So many lies.
The goddess comes to strengthen the cowardly in us. She comes to fulfill us. She comes to awaken the ferocious masculine warrior in us. Some have been seeing it for years. I haven't, I am a slow learner. But it is seeping in. It operates stealthily, underground so it doesn't shock the nervous system. The whistleblowers are the leakers of the dark's manipulations. They have been reporting the goings on for years. They killed John F. Kennedy for it, and President Lincoln for it. There are those who know about the evil plan. There are light warriors who are active - they tend to be men more than women but there are some women light warriors too. And then there are the light holders who maintain the balance quietly, holding space for others to grow in understanding. They don't talk much, but they are there for the ones who need support.
Light is information but too much information too soon, to repeat, will cause shock so there is a slowing down. There are those who are enlightened who must be silent yet hold the knowledge within themselves. They are the salt of the earth. Shining light into the eyes of those who live in the dark is too much. Compassion is going slow. I am one of the slow ones. Be grateful and compassionate. There is a divine protector in all of us and more are becoming ready. Balance is required. Sometimes the masculine protector in us has the impulse to roar and pick up a sword. Then it is the feminine counterpart who reasons and says, "Wait. Be patient." It's a process. Call into play mercy and patience until balance clears the brain. The unifying factor is balance between the feminine knower and the masculine doer. Together they complete the whole person through love, wisdom and power. I am studying Tantra. This is what Tantra teaches. The ancient Tantra teaches to hold back the masculine power with your feminine wisdom, and to empower your feminine passivity with masculine assertiveness. It creates a whole human being who enjoys life to the fullest. But we don't have the benefits of Tantra yet, but we are being prepared. The roaring masculine hero is coming, riding on a noble white steed with flaming sword raised to slay the dragon that has kept a cloud of fear over everyone.
Several days ago I had a dream of Trump and Biden, who have been characterized as mortal enemies. As they came into election day, suddenly they turned the tables on everyone and announced they were joining forces. In my dream, flashbulbs popped and cameras whirred and reporters were shocked at the sudden news. They announced they were joining forces and shook hands, not as one winner and one loser, but both appeared surrounded by a glowing light that merged as they walked toward each other.
As I woke from the dream I flashed on a Tantric teaching. There are 144,000 nerves in the human body, but half of them flow with feminine energy, and the other half of them do not flow at all but are fixed and stationary for that is their purpose. The masculine set of nerves is 72,000, and the feminine set of nerves is 72,000. I don't know if current science can cooroborate this, I just "know" it. Somewhere along the line I found it and know it.
Those of us who are more feminine have a weakened masculine set of nerves. Those of us who are more masculine have a weakened feminine set of nerves. Tantra teaches how to bring balance through sexuality because the sex force is the life force. When a person brings their male and female together, they have a complete set of balanced nerves. The whole 144,000 are present as a living force in the body. So much talk about the 144,000. I thought this was interesting to throw in here. The feminine principle flows while the masculine principle does not flow very well because its purpose is to fix on structure and maintain solidarity. In my dream these two men, each a leader vying for position as top dog, came together as brothers no longer divided, showing the people that the time for fighting is over. The bully of a father figure who controls through manipulation, and the gentle-hearted man who has been bullied all his life, came together and joined forces as a sign of the 144,000 complete. When this happens, peace covers the land.
What the Goddess Revealed
The divine masculine is operating at full capacity by joining forces, much to the dismay of those who wish otherwise. They are joining forces behind the scenes. Surface reports mislead us, on purpose, as touted by the news media. The masculine hierarchy is melting into unified forces under the direction of a higher plan which is consolidating here on earth. I saw it, although it was fuzzy and hazy, like ghost figures. It's being very well hidden from eyes not ready to see, but it supports the vision I had five days ago showing Trump & Biden joining forces and shaking hands.
Well, not to get ahead of myself. I thank my beautiful friend who drew my attention to this month's Goddess full moon. So Saturday night - actually Sunday morning - I woke at 2 am and was drawn to the window to look out to see, as if looking for Santa Claus. There she was full and bright overhead on a clear, cloudless night. One bright star shone beside her. From our bedroom window we look down on the pool and the water was clear like crystal glass reflecting her. It was very ghostly. Doug still sleeping, I grabbed my loose-fitting dress and went downstairs without a flashlight, and went outside to sit on a chair by the pool. November provides such perfect weather. I remember we were married in November right here by the side of the pool 26 years ago. On the 26th, it was, with many friends assisting and celebrating with us. It was perfect weather then too.
I wasn't quite awake, my mind not clear, so I sat still and looked around. Looked up and then down into water, and then up at the trees. What am I doing here? I had to wait. Wait for it. Waiting time is required. Settle into it. Allow it. Don't rush things. Don't plan. The air was still. Not a sound. Not even an insect. Not a rustle. Just the presence of the white full moon overhead. And then it started to come - a feeling to love the trees around the pool. And the moon and the air. I felt to put a name to it so I said the word "love" and "I love you". Then the words started to flow. I love you, you are so beautiful. I love you, xoria, I love you bamboo - the bamboo leaves tickled at my neck behind me - I love you air. The air became more sparkley, crispy and perky. Love life in the air and the trees and the water. Love just began to happen as I sat still wondering what I'm doing here. There was no plan. There were no candles, no incense, no song, no agenda. Just me sitting in a chair y the pool. But I was slowly tuning in to beauty and refinement around me. The full moon so directly overhead that I had to tilt my head way back in order to look at it.
I can't remember what happened next. All I remember is beginning to see with my inner eye. The seeing is metaphorical, it was more a knowing. I began knowing things. I began seeing and knowing the men. I began seeing masculine forms moving around the planet like ghosts. They were shaped like men but in dull whitish blue glow. The men who I regarded as opposites, at times enemies or obstacles, I saw suddenly as protectors. I used to think, "The poor men, they don't have a clue." And I really thought that. I judged them from my perspective as a female who had always been submissive. I thought they didn't understand women. But now I began to see them in a new way. They are the protective force on the planet. I saw them as masculine warriors, light warriors here to protect and save the planet, and they are moving. They are starting to unite.
The men are joining forces. I see them ghosty white figures but they are distinctly male. Not feminine. They are righteous, strong and have a noble purpose. They are here in solid form but operating under cover so they are not seen. We don't see them. We can't because they are us. They are hidden from our eyes because they are a hidden aspect within us. The forces are gathering and rising and moving with us. They are you and they are me and there is a joining together and the masculine in us is growing in strength. It is masculine, not feminine. It reminds me of Tantra that I am studying. There is a male and a female in each of us, but the male has been weakened, just as women have been weakened. I have all my life identified as feminine and I felt disempowered.
What I saw was very subtle. It is difficult to recall what it was that moved me. But I am supposed to find words, to bring it into form. It was like peeping through darkness, and having a sliver of movement take place. You know something is there, you saw it move. It is a brief glimpse through the dark, almost undetectable but it's bleeding through. It is a knowing. How does one explain a knowing as compared to a belief? It is a certainty. It is faith in something beyond the five senses. And in the knowing I was made aware of the darkness because the dark is important. It is part of the cover. I was more conscious of the darkness than I was of the ghosty-looking light figures that were moving together and joining forces. There were stealing through the darkness to reach each other. They were holding hands. They are like ghosts - figures of men, of maleness, strong in the ways of virile men. They were strengthening each other.
Perhaps there are women involved, I'm sure there are, just as there were in the war efforts. But it is the masculine force that is moving and taking shape and growing in numbers. I am conscious that the goddess is bringing this to my attention. The masculine is an intelligent force. It is wise beyond human frailty. It is the protector force. The Archangel Michael force. The galactic cosmic force that is coming in to rescue the planet. This is what is being revealed to me in ways I can't put into words easily. But I understand. And the next 24, 36 hours I see a flood of articles that validate this perspective.
I saw the ghosty masculine figures were breathing through their feet. As they moved around there were roots going down into the earth and spreading out and linking up underground, like so many tangled, intertwining roots, little roots, big roots, massive trunk lines, all connecting, solidifying, joining together and flowing together.
What I saw in brief flashes through the darkness was stealth. But it was benevolent, it was light undercover. I understood what is happening. The darkness is part of the plan. They appear and then they slide back into darkness again. I am getting it. I am better getting the picture of what has been happening on earth. That we have been lied to. Dark without any light at all is evil. But dark and light merging together is wholesome, holy, part of the creation plan. The evil has covered the earth to such an extent that we had to be rescued, and there is a rescue plan in operation under cover of darkness. I've seen this before but hadn't gotten a good grip on it. Now it is becoming more obvious to me. We've been locked down tight inside a small finite cardboard box.
It is a flimsy box and one day we'll laugh at ourselves for having fallen for the trick, but it's still serious at the moment. It's such a ridiculous coverup, this lie that we have been told, that the cardboard box could be blown away with a feather if we had known. But we didn't know. We were brainwashed and kept in the dark with no light.
Over the next few days more articles came to my computer and confirmed the visions. It's the masculine force that is waking up along with the feminine. It divine masculine becomes strong and powerful and noble and courageous when it accepts its feminine side. It's all about converging and merging. There's no division, no separation, ever in all of life. We are made out of light and love and harmony and universal forces but we don't know it because we've been living in a world without light. What is light anyway, but information. We are receiving information in many ways now.
I had been looking at life through feminine eyes but so have the men been looking at life through male eyes. We have forgotten that we are whole, fulfilled and complete already. We are both masculine and feminine. When I realized that I had been functioning with only half of my abilities, I kicked my left-brain into action, consciously. I said, "Left-brain, wake up." And it did.
I had been passive. Like so many others have been passive and following along nicely the authorities who obviously created the world and the institutions that made life possible. I sought not to rock the boat. I stayed in my own lane and didn't push others out of the way. I was a good little girl and was kind to my neighbors and didn't say what I honestly thought and knew to be true. I followed. The human race has been covered over with sweet chocolate, like chocolate-covered ants and eaten. Thousands of years or more of highly intelligent brainwashing has kept us in line, but suddenly there is movement in the darkness. We have been told to stay at home for a reason, and it's not just for covid. We are all doing inner work without knowing it. There is a process taking place. There is movement in the dark and it is coming out into broad daylight, little by little. It takes time. It has to be slow or it will shock the human psyche.
I had a dream about two years ago. In the dream I saw myself rise up out of the mud. I was a mound of mud that slowly appeared out of the stagnant mud pond. No one could tell it was a human being. I was just a mound of mud but I began to move and rise up. I began showing signs of life against the rest of the mud. It didn't look human at that stage, I think it was meant to be a comic revelation to show me something and it was successful. It was an impactful dream. Kind of funny too.
OK, enough of that. Back to the glow of the feminine goddess moon on Saturday. What was revealed to me was masculine intelligence forces uniting. The feminine force is the passive, receptive, nurturing, loving side of human nature. And we were that - passive. Now it is time for the masculine side to rise up. The ONLY way the masculine can become empowered is by joining forces with its feminine side. That's what makes it whole. That's what makes a person whole, strong, steady, and clear minded. We are joining forces. It is not really about the men only moving in the dark, it is all human beings are moving in the dark, seeking their balance. We are all joining forces and uniting with our opposite, our counter-intelligence, the side of us we have not wanted to own. The side of us we have been burying. We have been a patriarchal race, a race without love or light or compassion or heart. Our feminine side. The goddess has entered the world and stirring us into action.
Men have been stunted in their growth because they have not accepted their feminine side, and women too have been stunted in their growth by not accepting their masculine side. It is all converging, merging, consolidating on inner levels. The darkness is becoming enlightened within our psyche.
The evil is darkness with NO light whatsoever. Intelligent but a dark intelligence. The evil darkness has been manipulating us all. Had us fighting. It didn't matter WHO we fought, as long as we had division amongst us. We had to fight in order to survive, they said. We had to resist, in order to prove ourselves worthy, they said. We had to struggle to gain our independence, they said. We had to fight other cultures and other religions and other whatevers. It is so boring to go through all of that again. We are finished with the fighting. It's over now. Those who are still fighting will get it in time. There is manipulation everywhere, in every field of human endeavor, but we are not happy. We are decent people and we are getting it. Underneath in the sub-terrain of our existence there is movement and it is not human. It is divine. We are divine entities. We came from light and love and we are bring it back online, into the cells of our bodies. We are returning to the original pure blood, the bold, the courageous, noble, righteous truth. The human female and human male and becoming the divine feminine and divine masculine.
Talk about sleeper cells! That's us. Human beings asleep to what has been going on, and now we are getting flashes of truth. The human race is a decent race, warm and humane. We care about each other and want justice to prevail and for abundance to flow into everyone's life. We don't want to be selfish or unkind. We want the world to be a better place for everyone. We've just been brainwashed to believe differently, covered over by a sheath of lies. I actually saw this! I saw through it Saturday night, Sunday morning. I saw the smallness we've been made to feel, which is false and phoney and not real at all. But we've been fooled and tricked into thinking it. The sun constantly shines truth down on to us. The sun's rays are purity, wellness, a living vital force bathing us with continual love-light. It grows the trees. It will grow us humans if we let it. If we only knew. But the sun, we are told, will give us cancer so we should hide inside in the dark and stay out of the sun. All lies. So many lies.
The goddess comes to strengthen the cowardly in us. She comes to fulfill us. She comes to awaken the ferocious masculine warrior in us. Some have been seeing it for years. I haven't, I am a slow learner. But it is seeping in. It operates stealthily, underground so it doesn't shock the nervous system. The whistleblowers are the leakers of the dark's manipulations. They have been reporting the goings on for years. They killed John F. Kennedy for it, and President Lincoln for it. There are those who know about the evil plan. There are light warriors who are active - they tend to be men more than women but there are some women light warriors too. And then there are the light holders who maintain the balance quietly, holding space for others to grow in understanding. They don't talk much, but they are there for the ones who need support.
Light is information but too much information too soon, to repeat, will cause shock so there is a slowing down. There are those who are enlightened who must be silent yet hold the knowledge within themselves. They are the salt of the earth. Shining light into the eyes of those who live in the dark is too much. Compassion is going slow. I am one of the slow ones. Be grateful and compassionate. There is a divine protector in all of us and more are becoming ready. Balance is required. Sometimes the masculine protector in us has the impulse to roar and pick up a sword. Then it is the feminine counterpart who reasons and says, "Wait. Be patient." It's a process. Call into play mercy and patience until balance clears the brain. The unifying factor is balance between the feminine knower and the masculine doer. Together they complete the whole person through love, wisdom and power. I am studying Tantra. This is what Tantra teaches. The ancient Tantra teaches to hold back the masculine power with your feminine wisdom, and to empower your feminine passivity with masculine assertiveness. It creates a whole human being who enjoys life to the fullest. But we don't have the benefits of Tantra yet, but we are being prepared. The roaring masculine hero is coming, riding on a noble white steed with flaming sword raised to slay the dragon that has kept a cloud of fear over everyone.
Several days ago I had a dream of Trump and Biden, who have been characterized as mortal enemies. As they came into election day, suddenly they turned the tables on everyone and announced they were joining forces. In my dream, flashbulbs popped and cameras whirred and reporters were shocked at the sudden news. They announced they were joining forces and shook hands, not as one winner and one loser, but both appeared surrounded by a glowing light that merged as they walked toward each other.
As I woke from the dream I flashed on a Tantric teaching. There are 144,000 nerves in the human body, but half of them flow with feminine energy, and the other half of them do not flow at all but are fixed and stationary for that is their purpose. The masculine set of nerves is 72,000, and the feminine set of nerves is 72,000. I don't know if current science can cooroborate this, I just "know" it. Somewhere along the line I found it and know it.
Those of us who are more feminine have a weakened masculine set of nerves. Those of us who are more masculine have a weakened feminine set of nerves. Tantra teaches how to bring balance through sexuality because the sex force is the life force. When a person brings their male and female together, they have a complete set of balanced nerves. The whole 144,000 are present as a living force in the body. So much talk about the 144,000. I thought this was interesting to throw in here. The feminine principle flows while the masculine principle does not flow very well because its purpose is to fix on structure and maintain solidarity. In my dream these two men, each a leader vying for position as top dog, came together as brothers no longer divided, showing the people that the time for fighting is over. The bully of a father figure who controls through manipulation, and the gentle-hearted man who has been bullied all his life, came together and joined forces as a sign of the 144,000 complete. When this happens, peace covers the land.
11/2/20 A Timely Message from Matthew
Channeled through Suzanne Ward
https://www.matthewbooks.com/
(I will be sending two newsletters today. I had already planned to send my report on the Goddess Moon experience Saturday, but this one from Matthew came and it felt so timely I decided to send IT first. It ties in with what I saw. So later today, I'll send my personal report from Saturday as I sat under the glowing white-blue moon. If you don't get it today, it's because I'll have to wait 24 hours to send it. There's a limit on how many I can send in a day.)
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With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. Fervent activity in Earth’s energy field of potential is reflecting feelings, thoughts and actions worldwide, and amidst the countless energy streamers, three swirling masses are prominent.
One is the uprising of citizenries in numerous countries against oppressive governance. Another is around the imminent election in the United States because of that nation’s global influence. The third, and of greatest significance worldwide, is happening out of the public eye. The light forces that are dismantling the Illuminati’s global network are rounding up the tenacious ones at the peak of that secret society.
Outcomes of rebellions and elections are indeed of great importance to the people in those countries, and in the short term, they will be meaningful. But it is the ending of dark control that is freeing all peoples from fear and divisiveness, enabling them to evolve consciously and spiritually as aspects of God, divine sovereign beings, multidimensional selves and members of the universal family.
Dear sisters and brothers, it is natural that your primary interests are what affects your life and the lives of all whom you love. That is true of people everywherefamilies want their children, grandchildren and future generations to be healthy, prosperous and have fulfilling lives in a peaceful, harmonious world. Those shared values are far, far greater than ideological differences, and that is why unity of spirit in co-creating that kind of world is where the civilization is heading.
Every person and every level of government from community to national needs to work in consonance with Earth’s destiny, the return to her original pristine beauty and health. Biodiversity is her life support system, thus the life support of humankind itself, and environmental preservation and restoration requires international unity.
Individuals who contend that the climate is changing naturally, that humankind has nothing to do with it, need to stop denying facts: Toxic pollutants in your skies, waters and soil; deep mining; drilling for oil; fracking for natural gas; scarification of forested lands; and technological weather manipulation are not Mother Nature’s doing. Those activities, which have been woefully destructive to Gaia’s planetary body, are impeding her return to the health and balance that are essential for all of her residents to survive and thrive.
Relative to this, let us mention some “predictions” devised by the dark ones and passed on by persons who believe the issues are of grave concern, such as Earth is moving toward another ice age. No, she is notshe is moving toward the moderate climate that prevailed when the planet in its entirety was the garden of Eden. There were no snow-capped mountains then, but Gaia delights in their majestic beauty and the great enjoyment they provide to sports enthusiasts.
Another predicted situation that will not happen is, oceans suddenly will inundate all land up to high cliffs and hilltops and drown many millions. Gradually-rising waters will affect sea-level islands and coastlines, and residents of those low-lying areas will move to higher ground long before those lands are submerged.
That drought will cause shortages of food and water and the death of billions will not come to pass, either, nor will any astral body collide with Earth. Then there is this rather fanciful ideathe planet is too damaged to remain habitable for people who survive cataclysmic events; they will be taken aboard spacecraft and when they are returned to Earth, they will have to live beneath the surface.
The only purpose of any dire-sounding situation is to create fear. It is for the same purpose that covid case numbers are relentlessly reported and “experts” say that even after everyone is vaccinated, the virus will continue wending its way around the globe, so wearing masks and social distancing will be the way of life. It is fear’s low vibrations that let the dark ones become powerful in your world.
Everything in existence is energy fluctuating in myriad vibrational frequencies, and the totality is cosmic consciousness. Dark hearts and minds are energy in its lowest frequenciesthe consciousness level wherein greed, deceit, cruelty, bigotry, divisiveness and lust for control flourishand for long ages, puppets of the dark forces kept Earth’s civilizations in those low frequencies.
Today’s civilization is moving into the high vibrations of love, compassion, kindness, forgiveness, empathy and harmony with Nature. You and all other lightworkersand the numbers keep growingare the dark ones’ undoing. They cannot stop you radiating light’s high vibrations and they cannot function within them.
We have been asked if everyone who is willingly in the Illuminati ranks will be prosecuted for their crimes against humanity. No, not all. Some at the peak have died naturally, others have been killed, and in some cases “body doubles” are carrying on those persons’ nefarious actions. However, none of the deceased escaped the universal law of justice, nor will those who are found guilty in your legal systems.
Nirvana is a flexible, multidimensional realm whose layers, or parts, are delineated energetically, and, by universal law, all persons are automatically drawn to the layer that corresponds with their immediate past lifetime energy registration. Individuals who intentionally caused widespread suffering go to Nirvana’s lowest part, a tiny orb where energy is so dense that it traps all who are there. It rightly can be considered “hell” because in lifeprint reviews, they experience every moment of the same physical, mental and emotional torment they caused others. The reviews can last for millennia in your concept of time and to those individuals, the experience seems endless.
Every soul is a part of God and He never abandons any. Always light is beamed at the orb and when souls accept the light, they emerge and embody as an amoeba, slug or minute insect, for instance. Those life forms have no cellular memory, thus the souls begin with a “clean slate” and gradually evolve into life forms at the next level of consciousness.
A reader who referred to our statement in a recent message”The day is coming closer when most of the populace will have the shocking realization that not everything is as it seems”asked: “How can we prepare for this event in our supportive role of helping those around us who will undoubtedly be shaken to the core?” The groundwork has been laid, so to say, and lightworkers contributed to this in great measure.
Let us give you some background here. The highest universal council that designed Earth’s Golden Age knew that if all long-hidden truths were revealed simultaneously, a third density civilization’s collective psyche would go into shock. Therefore, truth must come forth in accordance with the society’s ability to assimilate it, incrementally, and that has been happening for quite some time.
Awareness of corruption in governments came via the vanguard of volunteers from advanced worldsyouwho inspired Earth’s peoples to awaken. Those who did so started rising up against oppressive regimes and self-serving leaders. Women in the vanguard set the pace for their counterparts, who followed in their footsteps politically, professionally, economically and in battling cultural subjugation.
Extensive corruption in the multinational corporate world also has been disclosed by lightworkers, the whistleblowers and investigative reporters. The truth about pedophilia not only in the priesthood, but in secular positions in communities, has come to light. And, the society is learning that the Illuminatithe cabal, Deep State, One World Order, Shadow governmentcontrol the global economy, medical establishment, mainstream media and communication.
The council knew that as the light kept exposing the truth in all of those areas and others, the Illuminati would continue trying to reach their goal of world domination and eliminating billions of Earth’s residents. And indeed they did try via a series of laboratory-designed “pandemics,” the last of which is covid-19. It will run its coursethe less energy given it, the sooner it will fizzle outand never again will there be another like it in your world.
Thus, the civilization has been “readied,” in a manner of speaking, to handle truths as they come forth.
We don’t know when the massive deception about the virus and the individuals involved will be acknowledged publicly. With ever-intensifying light and so much information available on the Internet, it cannot be much longer, and when it happens, many people will be startled.
However, reactions more likely will be shock and disbelief when it is revealed that individuals admired for accomplishments in their respective fields also have been living a secret dark life. When that information is released, please do not be judgmentalthat would dim your light, and Earth needs your light to keep shining brilliantly!
You cannot do anything about others’ reactions to any revelations. You may be able to influence subsequent attitudes by saying such as, “I’m waiting to hear if all the evidence is correct.” Nirvana’s monitors of Earth tell us that in most cases the evidence is irrefutable, and further investigation will show that some of the accused are innocent or became involved due to coercion.
Learning that many well-known, respected individuals participated in unconscionable rituals will be painful for the society. Then, supportiveness to persons close to you will be listening with compassion and caring.
Beloved family, we know from our experiences that a journey such as yours is not easy, yet you have been steadfast in your mission to help the peoples of Earth. All light beings in this universe honor you and support you with the power of unconditional love.
______________________
LOVE and PEACE
Suzanne Ward
Channeling Matthew Ward
Channeled through Suzanne Ward
https://www.matthewbooks.com/
(I will be sending two newsletters today. I had already planned to send my report on the Goddess Moon experience Saturday, but this one from Matthew came and it felt so timely I decided to send IT first. It ties in with what I saw. So later today, I'll send my personal report from Saturday as I sat under the glowing white-blue moon. If you don't get it today, it's because I'll have to wait 24 hours to send it. There's a limit on how many I can send in a day.)
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With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. Fervent activity in Earth’s energy field of potential is reflecting feelings, thoughts and actions worldwide, and amidst the countless energy streamers, three swirling masses are prominent.
One is the uprising of citizenries in numerous countries against oppressive governance. Another is around the imminent election in the United States because of that nation’s global influence. The third, and of greatest significance worldwide, is happening out of the public eye. The light forces that are dismantling the Illuminati’s global network are rounding up the tenacious ones at the peak of that secret society.
Outcomes of rebellions and elections are indeed of great importance to the people in those countries, and in the short term, they will be meaningful. But it is the ending of dark control that is freeing all peoples from fear and divisiveness, enabling them to evolve consciously and spiritually as aspects of God, divine sovereign beings, multidimensional selves and members of the universal family.
Dear sisters and brothers, it is natural that your primary interests are what affects your life and the lives of all whom you love. That is true of people everywherefamilies want their children, grandchildren and future generations to be healthy, prosperous and have fulfilling lives in a peaceful, harmonious world. Those shared values are far, far greater than ideological differences, and that is why unity of spirit in co-creating that kind of world is where the civilization is heading.
Every person and every level of government from community to national needs to work in consonance with Earth’s destiny, the return to her original pristine beauty and health. Biodiversity is her life support system, thus the life support of humankind itself, and environmental preservation and restoration requires international unity.
Individuals who contend that the climate is changing naturally, that humankind has nothing to do with it, need to stop denying facts: Toxic pollutants in your skies, waters and soil; deep mining; drilling for oil; fracking for natural gas; scarification of forested lands; and technological weather manipulation are not Mother Nature’s doing. Those activities, which have been woefully destructive to Gaia’s planetary body, are impeding her return to the health and balance that are essential for all of her residents to survive and thrive.
Relative to this, let us mention some “predictions” devised by the dark ones and passed on by persons who believe the issues are of grave concern, such as Earth is moving toward another ice age. No, she is notshe is moving toward the moderate climate that prevailed when the planet in its entirety was the garden of Eden. There were no snow-capped mountains then, but Gaia delights in their majestic beauty and the great enjoyment they provide to sports enthusiasts.
Another predicted situation that will not happen is, oceans suddenly will inundate all land up to high cliffs and hilltops and drown many millions. Gradually-rising waters will affect sea-level islands and coastlines, and residents of those low-lying areas will move to higher ground long before those lands are submerged.
That drought will cause shortages of food and water and the death of billions will not come to pass, either, nor will any astral body collide with Earth. Then there is this rather fanciful ideathe planet is too damaged to remain habitable for people who survive cataclysmic events; they will be taken aboard spacecraft and when they are returned to Earth, they will have to live beneath the surface.
The only purpose of any dire-sounding situation is to create fear. It is for the same purpose that covid case numbers are relentlessly reported and “experts” say that even after everyone is vaccinated, the virus will continue wending its way around the globe, so wearing masks and social distancing will be the way of life. It is fear’s low vibrations that let the dark ones become powerful in your world.
Everything in existence is energy fluctuating in myriad vibrational frequencies, and the totality is cosmic consciousness. Dark hearts and minds are energy in its lowest frequenciesthe consciousness level wherein greed, deceit, cruelty, bigotry, divisiveness and lust for control flourishand for long ages, puppets of the dark forces kept Earth’s civilizations in those low frequencies.
Today’s civilization is moving into the high vibrations of love, compassion, kindness, forgiveness, empathy and harmony with Nature. You and all other lightworkersand the numbers keep growingare the dark ones’ undoing. They cannot stop you radiating light’s high vibrations and they cannot function within them.
We have been asked if everyone who is willingly in the Illuminati ranks will be prosecuted for their crimes against humanity. No, not all. Some at the peak have died naturally, others have been killed, and in some cases “body doubles” are carrying on those persons’ nefarious actions. However, none of the deceased escaped the universal law of justice, nor will those who are found guilty in your legal systems.
Nirvana is a flexible, multidimensional realm whose layers, or parts, are delineated energetically, and, by universal law, all persons are automatically drawn to the layer that corresponds with their immediate past lifetime energy registration. Individuals who intentionally caused widespread suffering go to Nirvana’s lowest part, a tiny orb where energy is so dense that it traps all who are there. It rightly can be considered “hell” because in lifeprint reviews, they experience every moment of the same physical, mental and emotional torment they caused others. The reviews can last for millennia in your concept of time and to those individuals, the experience seems endless.
Every soul is a part of God and He never abandons any. Always light is beamed at the orb and when souls accept the light, they emerge and embody as an amoeba, slug or minute insect, for instance. Those life forms have no cellular memory, thus the souls begin with a “clean slate” and gradually evolve into life forms at the next level of consciousness.
A reader who referred to our statement in a recent message”The day is coming closer when most of the populace will have the shocking realization that not everything is as it seems”asked: “How can we prepare for this event in our supportive role of helping those around us who will undoubtedly be shaken to the core?” The groundwork has been laid, so to say, and lightworkers contributed to this in great measure.
Let us give you some background here. The highest universal council that designed Earth’s Golden Age knew that if all long-hidden truths were revealed simultaneously, a third density civilization’s collective psyche would go into shock. Therefore, truth must come forth in accordance with the society’s ability to assimilate it, incrementally, and that has been happening for quite some time.
Awareness of corruption in governments came via the vanguard of volunteers from advanced worldsyouwho inspired Earth’s peoples to awaken. Those who did so started rising up against oppressive regimes and self-serving leaders. Women in the vanguard set the pace for their counterparts, who followed in their footsteps politically, professionally, economically and in battling cultural subjugation.
Extensive corruption in the multinational corporate world also has been disclosed by lightworkers, the whistleblowers and investigative reporters. The truth about pedophilia not only in the priesthood, but in secular positions in communities, has come to light. And, the society is learning that the Illuminatithe cabal, Deep State, One World Order, Shadow governmentcontrol the global economy, medical establishment, mainstream media and communication.
The council knew that as the light kept exposing the truth in all of those areas and others, the Illuminati would continue trying to reach their goal of world domination and eliminating billions of Earth’s residents. And indeed they did try via a series of laboratory-designed “pandemics,” the last of which is covid-19. It will run its coursethe less energy given it, the sooner it will fizzle outand never again will there be another like it in your world.
Thus, the civilization has been “readied,” in a manner of speaking, to handle truths as they come forth.
We don’t know when the massive deception about the virus and the individuals involved will be acknowledged publicly. With ever-intensifying light and so much information available on the Internet, it cannot be much longer, and when it happens, many people will be startled.
However, reactions more likely will be shock and disbelief when it is revealed that individuals admired for accomplishments in their respective fields also have been living a secret dark life. When that information is released, please do not be judgmentalthat would dim your light, and Earth needs your light to keep shining brilliantly!
You cannot do anything about others’ reactions to any revelations. You may be able to influence subsequent attitudes by saying such as, “I’m waiting to hear if all the evidence is correct.” Nirvana’s monitors of Earth tell us that in most cases the evidence is irrefutable, and further investigation will show that some of the accused are innocent or became involved due to coercion.
Learning that many well-known, respected individuals participated in unconscionable rituals will be painful for the society. Then, supportiveness to persons close to you will be listening with compassion and caring.
Beloved family, we know from our experiences that a journey such as yours is not easy, yet you have been steadfast in your mission to help the peoples of Earth. All light beings in this universe honor you and support you with the power of unconditional love.
______________________
LOVE and PEACE
Suzanne Ward
Channeling Matthew Ward
10/31/20 The Goddess Moon Especially for Women
Sharing a letter to a friend
Dear X, There is a full moon today. It is pulling you to the great outdoors, to nature, to the grasses and to the earth. It is not pulling you to the stars. This is strange because we want to go to the stars!? Why are we pulled to the great outdoors at night? Because we came from the stars and we came to bring light to the earth. We have been praying to the stars all our life because of religious practices and training. Now it is time to turn around and start sending, beaming, light and love down into the earth. It is time. It is the greatest of all times. We are ready to empower the earth with our light and our love. This is the pulling of the full, pregnant moon, which is reflecting the sun's rays in a reverse direction. It is saying to stop sending your light and love to the stars from whence you came, do the work you were foretold to do - send it to the earth instead. Send your light and love into the earth and into earth bodies. Start with your own. This is Tantra. Tantra is subtle. Very few understand the subtleties of Tantra. You have been following the male ways but you are feminine. (I sense DK talking here) Men seek the feminine but you ARE the feminine. You are now seeking the masculine. You have the masculine in you. Your desire to have a meditation ritual is a masculine trait. Men work with their mind. You must learn to work with your mind now. It is good for you to do so.
Basic premise: You have been following the men. As a woman you have not been empowered. You have been taught by religion to go UP, not down in your prayers. Religions were made by men. Men flow down from the sun, they represent Father God, and so their natural direction is down to earth. They use their mental powers. They build with their minds. But when, after many life incarnations they see the light dawning, they make a turn-around and begin to go back UP, back up to Father God as Jesus did. They then create techniques to help themselves go back up, techniques that help create more light for themselves. It is right and good for them to do that, but not for everyone. Not for women. It is not the way for women.
A woman's body already holds the light. She needs to learn masculine techniques and bring her masculine side online so she can begin to define herself as a sovereign individual. Her way is a different way from the men. Her way is to go DOWN. While religions teach you to pray up to Father God, your role is to bring the light down for you ARE the light. You ARE the love. That is why the man-made religions are focused on going up - they are for men - and they pray for help from those above them. This is a male teaching. It is how men think. It is in their nature. When a man is enlightened, he then teaches techniques and defines what to do and what not to do. Men define what sin is. The role of man is mental. He uses his mind. He is narrow-minded and fixates on a point and then analyzes point by point how to build something logical, that makes sense to him. Men build structures through logic. Men build out of solid substance (stone, wood and steel) and they also they build mental structures - governments and hierarchies, form languages, educational systems, define what is good in science and what is not good, and medicines and health protocols, relationship protocols, marriages and what is sinful and what is not. They define everything with the power of their mind and women have been following along with it.
But the women are the salvation of the planet. The woman's body is the power of creation and cosmic unity. A woman's power is her body. The work of the female is to flow DOWN, not up! This goes against every premise in the male-created book. It goes against the patriarchy. Women are already spiritual, they have been suppressed and disempowered and ignored. Men do not pay attention to a woman so she must pay attention to her Self. She is sovereign. A woman's spirit is in her body. She is not naturally mental. She works through the power of absorption. She is connected to the universe. She has an inherent trust in the oneness of all creation. She is connected to the parent source, the mother-father God. She is one with all things and she births all things. She comforts and brings peace to all things. She is the Mother because she is anchored in a female body. Women have been praying in the wrong direction. She should be living the light and love that she is, freely, openly, transparently, joyfully, happily, abundantly. She is the salvation of the Earth and humankind. It is time.
This is the basic premise - that men and women are inherently different IN BODY. Not in spirit but IN BODY. Ultimately we are all one spirit and there is no difference in spirit. But while we are here anchored to a physical body we have different roles to play and work with. The men are mental, the women are emotionally connected to source. Enlightened men on the spiritual path are trying to go back UP, enlightened women on the spiritual path are trying to come back DOWN. Men are trying to reconnect with their feminine side, and women are trying to reconnect with their masculine side. Both genders have both traits in them but the one trait, the feminine emotional intuitive trait has been repressed. This is the repressed side of ALL humans that needs to be activated and quickened and brought to life and expressed outwardly with each other in the world in all ways. This is the undoing of the control of the masculine trait.
Enlightened women on the spiritual path are trying to go DOWN but they are so attached to the men in their life they are having trouble. The innate desire in women is to love the earth, to bring unity to earth and all earth beings, to love the gardens and plants and animals and all people. The answer to overcoming the deep emotional wounds caused by patriarchy ruling over us, is to become sovereign in our own bodies. To become free to be who we are in our own bodies. To love our own bodies in any way we feel to. Rituals and ceremonies are natural to women. We want to have them for ourselves, to honor our bodies and our minds and our souls and the houses we live in. We want to decorate them with candles and mood music and prayers of worship while we are here now, not in a church, but in this room, in this house, in this garden, in this place, in this bed, in this wherever we are living, right here and how. We are blossoming from inside our bodies the love and light from source which is within. It is our role, it is our heritage, it is our lineage as goddess mothers to do this. Tantra teaches this. It is the connecting with the love-light that is inside our cells.
Our role is to stop listening to the male way (politely, we don't have to make noise) and start functioning from our internal intuitive knowledge. This is our power. It is in our genes, our cells, our hearts, our emotions. We are to find the masculine side of us and use it with firmness and strength to protect the innocence that is trying to be born within us. A ritual is not something anyone can give you. It is what your spirit wants to give you. I would be wrong to give you a ritual because it is not yours. Your ascended self is descending down into the cells of your body and brain and heart. Just sit alone quietly, prepare a quiet place, and don't pray. Don't use words. Only use feelings. It would help to dance a little, to allow some free-flowing movement ripple through you. Allow your muscles to tense where they feel to tense, relax where they feel to relax, move where they feel to move, hold still where they feel to hold still. You will find your arms and legs shifting, stopping, holding, involuntarily. You are not guiding them. You are not in charge. You are inviting your soul to be in charge. Your spirit dances through your body, your muscles, your legs. It is called the angel dance.
Your hands take on movements, your fingers move gracefully. Just let your body flow with the inner spirit. Just observe. Just follow along. Allow it. That is the feminine goddess coming alive. Today is the Goddess moon. The harvest moon. It is fall approaching winter. it is time for inward turning. The moon is reflecting the sun back to us today. It is absorbing the rays of the sun and reflecting them back to earth for the females of the race to turn inward. Women need that reflection to help them refocus on themselves. Their own body. The deep underbelly of the earth that is within them. The lower abdomen is where the kanda, the beloved, the kundalini, is located. It is like a pure crystal clear blossom budding. Pay attention to the lower abdomen. It is the seat of the soul. Feel yourself residing there. Don't use words. Just listen. Feel. Go to where your body takes you. Listen to what it is telling you. Allow it into your consciousness. This is Tantra. I am studying Tantra. It is subtle. It is connecting the wiring inside the body that has been disconnected. Allow the connections to take place. The spirit knows what to do. Let it open the meridians. This is your ritual and your joy and your ceremony. It is not man-made. It is spirit-made.
Enjoy your rituals today, wherever and however you can find a few minutes. You are a beautiful goddess waiting to come into full bloom in the body. You are actually the ascended one who is protecting the innocent one that resides at the base of the spine, the lower abdomen. It is called the kanda, it is the christ blossoming in your body. You are the only one who can do it. No one else can.
Sharing a letter to a friend
Dear X, There is a full moon today. It is pulling you to the great outdoors, to nature, to the grasses and to the earth. It is not pulling you to the stars. This is strange because we want to go to the stars!? Why are we pulled to the great outdoors at night? Because we came from the stars and we came to bring light to the earth. We have been praying to the stars all our life because of religious practices and training. Now it is time to turn around and start sending, beaming, light and love down into the earth. It is time. It is the greatest of all times. We are ready to empower the earth with our light and our love. This is the pulling of the full, pregnant moon, which is reflecting the sun's rays in a reverse direction. It is saying to stop sending your light and love to the stars from whence you came, do the work you were foretold to do - send it to the earth instead. Send your light and love into the earth and into earth bodies. Start with your own. This is Tantra. Tantra is subtle. Very few understand the subtleties of Tantra. You have been following the male ways but you are feminine. (I sense DK talking here) Men seek the feminine but you ARE the feminine. You are now seeking the masculine. You have the masculine in you. Your desire to have a meditation ritual is a masculine trait. Men work with their mind. You must learn to work with your mind now. It is good for you to do so.
Basic premise: You have been following the men. As a woman you have not been empowered. You have been taught by religion to go UP, not down in your prayers. Religions were made by men. Men flow down from the sun, they represent Father God, and so their natural direction is down to earth. They use their mental powers. They build with their minds. But when, after many life incarnations they see the light dawning, they make a turn-around and begin to go back UP, back up to Father God as Jesus did. They then create techniques to help themselves go back up, techniques that help create more light for themselves. It is right and good for them to do that, but not for everyone. Not for women. It is not the way for women.
A woman's body already holds the light. She needs to learn masculine techniques and bring her masculine side online so she can begin to define herself as a sovereign individual. Her way is a different way from the men. Her way is to go DOWN. While religions teach you to pray up to Father God, your role is to bring the light down for you ARE the light. You ARE the love. That is why the man-made religions are focused on going up - they are for men - and they pray for help from those above them. This is a male teaching. It is how men think. It is in their nature. When a man is enlightened, he then teaches techniques and defines what to do and what not to do. Men define what sin is. The role of man is mental. He uses his mind. He is narrow-minded and fixates on a point and then analyzes point by point how to build something logical, that makes sense to him. Men build structures through logic. Men build out of solid substance (stone, wood and steel) and they also they build mental structures - governments and hierarchies, form languages, educational systems, define what is good in science and what is not good, and medicines and health protocols, relationship protocols, marriages and what is sinful and what is not. They define everything with the power of their mind and women have been following along with it.
But the women are the salvation of the planet. The woman's body is the power of creation and cosmic unity. A woman's power is her body. The work of the female is to flow DOWN, not up! This goes against every premise in the male-created book. It goes against the patriarchy. Women are already spiritual, they have been suppressed and disempowered and ignored. Men do not pay attention to a woman so she must pay attention to her Self. She is sovereign. A woman's spirit is in her body. She is not naturally mental. She works through the power of absorption. She is connected to the universe. She has an inherent trust in the oneness of all creation. She is connected to the parent source, the mother-father God. She is one with all things and she births all things. She comforts and brings peace to all things. She is the Mother because she is anchored in a female body. Women have been praying in the wrong direction. She should be living the light and love that she is, freely, openly, transparently, joyfully, happily, abundantly. She is the salvation of the Earth and humankind. It is time.
This is the basic premise - that men and women are inherently different IN BODY. Not in spirit but IN BODY. Ultimately we are all one spirit and there is no difference in spirit. But while we are here anchored to a physical body we have different roles to play and work with. The men are mental, the women are emotionally connected to source. Enlightened men on the spiritual path are trying to go back UP, enlightened women on the spiritual path are trying to come back DOWN. Men are trying to reconnect with their feminine side, and women are trying to reconnect with their masculine side. Both genders have both traits in them but the one trait, the feminine emotional intuitive trait has been repressed. This is the repressed side of ALL humans that needs to be activated and quickened and brought to life and expressed outwardly with each other in the world in all ways. This is the undoing of the control of the masculine trait.
Enlightened women on the spiritual path are trying to go DOWN but they are so attached to the men in their life they are having trouble. The innate desire in women is to love the earth, to bring unity to earth and all earth beings, to love the gardens and plants and animals and all people. The answer to overcoming the deep emotional wounds caused by patriarchy ruling over us, is to become sovereign in our own bodies. To become free to be who we are in our own bodies. To love our own bodies in any way we feel to. Rituals and ceremonies are natural to women. We want to have them for ourselves, to honor our bodies and our minds and our souls and the houses we live in. We want to decorate them with candles and mood music and prayers of worship while we are here now, not in a church, but in this room, in this house, in this garden, in this place, in this bed, in this wherever we are living, right here and how. We are blossoming from inside our bodies the love and light from source which is within. It is our role, it is our heritage, it is our lineage as goddess mothers to do this. Tantra teaches this. It is the connecting with the love-light that is inside our cells.
Our role is to stop listening to the male way (politely, we don't have to make noise) and start functioning from our internal intuitive knowledge. This is our power. It is in our genes, our cells, our hearts, our emotions. We are to find the masculine side of us and use it with firmness and strength to protect the innocence that is trying to be born within us. A ritual is not something anyone can give you. It is what your spirit wants to give you. I would be wrong to give you a ritual because it is not yours. Your ascended self is descending down into the cells of your body and brain and heart. Just sit alone quietly, prepare a quiet place, and don't pray. Don't use words. Only use feelings. It would help to dance a little, to allow some free-flowing movement ripple through you. Allow your muscles to tense where they feel to tense, relax where they feel to relax, move where they feel to move, hold still where they feel to hold still. You will find your arms and legs shifting, stopping, holding, involuntarily. You are not guiding them. You are not in charge. You are inviting your soul to be in charge. Your spirit dances through your body, your muscles, your legs. It is called the angel dance.
Your hands take on movements, your fingers move gracefully. Just let your body flow with the inner spirit. Just observe. Just follow along. Allow it. That is the feminine goddess coming alive. Today is the Goddess moon. The harvest moon. It is fall approaching winter. it is time for inward turning. The moon is reflecting the sun back to us today. It is absorbing the rays of the sun and reflecting them back to earth for the females of the race to turn inward. Women need that reflection to help them refocus on themselves. Their own body. The deep underbelly of the earth that is within them. The lower abdomen is where the kanda, the beloved, the kundalini, is located. It is like a pure crystal clear blossom budding. Pay attention to the lower abdomen. It is the seat of the soul. Feel yourself residing there. Don't use words. Just listen. Feel. Go to where your body takes you. Listen to what it is telling you. Allow it into your consciousness. This is Tantra. I am studying Tantra. It is subtle. It is connecting the wiring inside the body that has been disconnected. Allow the connections to take place. The spirit knows what to do. Let it open the meridians. This is your ritual and your joy and your ceremony. It is not man-made. It is spirit-made.
Enjoy your rituals today, wherever and however you can find a few minutes. You are a beautiful goddess waiting to come into full bloom in the body. You are actually the ascended one who is protecting the innocent one that resides at the base of the spine, the lower abdomen. It is called the kanda, it is the christ blossoming in your body. You are the only one who can do it. No one else can.
Archangel Zadkiel
10/27/20 Gazing at Angel Pictures Clears Your Mind
I woke with an image of the Master DK the other morning who has been with me forever it seems, but this time there was the sense of an archangelic presence along with him. I felt I was to go and receive a message from him. It was urgent. I was going to shower first but no, I went instead into the meditation room and looked at his picture. I don't always do what he suggests, being somewhat of a maverick. But when I looked at his picture I sensed wings coming from him. I have never seen that before. So I sat down, took pen in hand and waited. A picture of an angel appeared in my mind. I've collected a number of pictures from the internet so I chose this one. It is Archangel Zadkiel of the violet flame. DK's message came next.
"I am sending you a light form of an archangel today. Archangels cover the planet with their radiations of love. Their wingspans cover huge land masses. Their influence is everywhere. Now, where YOU are located on the scale of radiation of love and light is finite. You see solid forms, hear solid sounds and your thoughts are limited. They run along conduits pre-formed of fixed paths. What the angelics are doing over your lands, your cities and homes, is telling you - reminding you - of who you really are beyond your finite minds. They are telling you that you are precious. You are valuable. You are anchored in the eternal sea of life and will never be separate from it. You may not accept this right now but your consciousness is being harvested. You are being stripped of that which does not belong in the sea of eternal life. However, your knowledge is valuable and precious.
"The light of heaven is all knowledge that ever existed, and ever is a long time! Knowledge is what composes the sea of light and love. It is knowledge that is acceptable and can be unified with the greater whole. From where YOU stand, you are anchored into the solid and fixed state of Mother Earth, which is a planet, and you live in a body made of that planets substance, but your knowledge is being harvested. You are light and you are a part of the sea of eternal life, rich with knowledge. So, here you are, thinking, "OMG, I'm trapped in a situation and I can't get out!" You are seeing the world going into chaos and destruction, and wherever that thought takes you it spirals you downward out of the calmness of your original light.
"The solids are changing and losing their coherency. This includes belief systems. All systems are fluctuating. People are appearing wild, accusatory, confused and non-functional. The solid appearance is changing because the consciousness of human beings is changing. It is light and light is shaking out the errors. It is like shaking out the carpet at the front door. The carpet was created to collect dust and dirt from the street, but it must be shaken out once in awhile so the carpet is clean. You are the light of conscious thought. You are aware of goodness and what is healthy and benevolent for the whole of the race, and you have collected a lot of erroneous dust and dirt from the street. It is time to shake out the carpet but hold onto the carpet. Hold onto the form. You are an important aspect of the form world. Hold onto your body and keep it healthy. Your light is the knowledge of yourself as what is right and good. What is right and good for YOU.
"Your sense of responsibility is tearing itself away from those around you. You are not responsible for others. The cords of attachment to others is thinning away. Your sense that you must take care them (control them) is leaving. Your light is being recalled back to your center. YOU are the body of knowledge that you have collected over the years, in different bodies over lifetimes in different cultures and time periods, both as a man and as a woman.
"The confusion over this process is understandable. And so I am bringing you a message to share. There are great light beings beaming and radiating light and love to you to stabilize you. There are so many light ships, star ships, surrounding your world from other spheres and planes that if they were seen they would blot out the sun. They too are beaming and radiating light and love to you. This is the stabilizing force. You are the important one stationed on the ground, and you are being reminded of that. You are first of all LIGHT. You become love when you accept that premise. It is a memory that you retain. When you accept that you are light, you become love and are anchored into the human body. It becomes visceral. You can feel it. It feels like love. This light is being beamed down at you and it is up to you to receive it. But you must open your mind to receive it. The only way to anchor the light into your life as a human being in a body is to look UP and stop looking down. Allow your conscious mind to fill with hope instead of worry, anxiety and fear. Worry and fear closes your mind.
"You are flowing - actually flowing - through the form that is called by your name. You appear solid but you are a light of awareness flowing through your body. The more you can get this straight in your mind, the more you will remember that you are a consciousness flowing through your brain and muscles, and the more you will remember your origins. I am sending you this picture because pictures are a thousand times more credible than words. Please share it. The more you look at the pictures of the angels, the more you will receive the love they represent. There are little rays of light and very large rays of light. The little angels respond to emergency calls from humans and go into homes and institutions, while the archangels hold their massive wingspans over land and sea. The little ones are like paramedics responding to emergency calls. They are detail oriented. They know what is needed in the corners of homes, street corners, hospitals and dark alleys. They respond to depression, sickness and cries of hope. They know precisely what resonance to give to uplift and change the situation.
"Train yourself to trust the invisible forces that you cannot see with your eyes or hear with your ears. Look upon these pictures that your artists have painted through inner sight. They have captured the message of light that is being even now rained down upon the earth, shaking out the old, tired carpet of the human mind. The old is being removed, and there is a sense of the rug being pulled out from under you. But look again - there is light replacing it. The planet is being inundated with light, but YOU, the human being as the highest intelligent species on the planet, must receive it. You have been prepared to receive the light in these days and absorb it into your skin and muscles, blood and bones because you are the stewards of the planet. You are valuable. You are the ones who have gained immeasurable experience. Experience creates knowledge. Your personal knowledge and experience is valuable to the creator. He is saving and harvesting that knowledge to add to the ongoingness of the sea of intelligence, love and light.
"Solid forms such as your own physical body are registering change because they are releasing that which no longer contributes to the welfare of the whole. You are not aware from your position on the ground, what is benevolent and what is not. Therefore the shaking of the carpet. The dirt and dust is flying everywhere and collecting together in growing clouds of chaos and confusion - clouds that do not know right from wrong. But you do, dear ones. Hold to the light and love within you.
"Errors and mistakes are not evil. They are necessary in the training period in order to learn what is good in relation to the whole. You are here to harvest what works and let go of what does not. Many mistakes and errors were created in the past time periods. They were created out of light and love, for that is all there is. Everything solid is made out of light particles through attention to details. All solids are made out of light and held together by love, which is nurturing attention to details. Love holds everything solid together. But there are those creations that are not held together with love. Intelligence that is devoid of love is illusion. It is not real and will not last. When you shake out your carpet, you are shaking out the illusions that are not real. Hold fast to the love while the shaking is going on.
"Love is what creates a solid thing. If it is good then it must be held inside the consciousness of the body itself or it is illusion. The holding of attention is done with the consciousness of caring. Holding attention steady and firm takes courage in the face of ridicule, sickness or threats of destruction. Hold steady and firmly on light and love, for that is the immortalizing of the consciousness. It is your consciousness that fills with the light of hope and becomes united with all that is of the higher good.
"War was created by holding thoughts on war and thinking about the mechanics of war, how to create warfare, how to manipulate people into thinking an enemy was deserving to be killed. That is an example of the wrong way to create. It is devoid of love, the feminine side of creation. All that war created was artificial, using artificial intelligence devoid of love.
There was no contribution to the beauty and joy of life. War was created for death and destruction. No good can come from it, despite the erroneous thinking that goodness must be fought for.
"The betterment of the world's chaos, however, is not taking place because of the fighting, but because there are those who are holding attention on peace, not war, and studying and practicing the mechanics of peaceful methods. How does one bring more beauty, refinement, nobleness, kindness and riches and abundance for all, for the whole? It takes people who care about it, who will search for ways to contribute. It takes planning, but most of all it takes light and love.
"I tell you, it is not through words that you create peace. It is by holding your conscious mind on light and love. That is why I give you a picture to share through your newsletter. Pictures of angelics hold the resonance and frequency of pure light and pure love. Look at them often and let your mind absorb the qualities of the sun rising at dawn. Picture the sun at dawn. As you absorb this light periodically through the day you will begin to let it sink down into your muscles, heart, organs and bones. Your body will radiate what it absorbs. Absorb LIGHT, not worries and fears. What you think through your brain synapses, you radiate outward to the world on a mental plane. But what your BODY radiates - through the energy field that surrounds you - is love, the warmth of human love. In this way you influence other bodies and help stabilize them which contributes to the whole.
"This message is about giving you a new method to practice. Stop with the error-filled words! Start picturing light beings. Pictures of angels are best suited for holding light and transmuting dark thoughts of worry, fear, depression and anxiety. Hold the image of an angel over a sick or despondent person. The words are not as effective. Words of human languages are mixtures of both pain and suffering from the past. When you hold an angel picture in your conscious mind, or the face of a holy one, a master or saint, hold it for several minutes to allow it to connect with the consciousness of that being. When the vibration floods into YOUR consciousness, it will then circulate down into your body, organs and tissues better than chanting. I am here, as you know, to help you ground the light and love of the creator. Begin the day by finding the picture that most inspires and elevates you with grace and divinity before getting out of bed, as you did this morning, and allow it spread through you like light has a tendency to do. This is a more immediate form of prayer.
"Then, throughout the day, go into the stillness and renew that connection. A life filled with such practices and methods will create a glow around itself like a bubble of calmness and solidarity that travels with you wherever you walk. It will sustain you through the storms that are sweeping the earth today. It may appear that the world is in the throes of destruction, but all that is leaving is the dust and dirt collected by the carpet of the consciousness. The only part being swept away is that which was not built with love on solid ground. The consciousness of the person is not swept away who holds to the love and the light that is innate and solidly anchored within. Only the part of the consciousness that invested in wrong-doing, wrong-thinking, wrong-acting - the errors of the past are swept away. The consciousness that remains at peace with feet planted on the earth is the clean consciousness that builds daily, hourly on love.
"That is the eternal part. Protect your body and keep your mind solid and functioning. The consciousness of the person is the valued part of the person. It is a vital piece of the all-that-is, the sea of ongoing life. So be aware of yourself as light and as love by continually reminding yourself that you are divine consciousness and you have been through the thick of it and you are now clearing your house of the debris that is no longer useful. Be in the center, the eye of the storm and know this. It is possible to stand quietly in the midst of a tornado, a flood, a storm, a fire, a plague and retain health and vigor by consciously standing in calmness while others you know go down. It is not your responsibility to save them. That is why the galactics do not come in and rescue you. Instead they beam love and light from a'far and let us learn to discern for ourselves. We must learn to beam love and light out to others without "saving" them. We cannot save them.
"If you do not feel very proficient at this yet but are trying to the best of your ability, then call on the angelics, celestials, guides and masters for help and help will arrive. Keep working at holding the picture of love and light steady. Become a warm, living, breathing lighthouse for humanity. That is the valuable part of you. Stop contributing fear to the human collective. Stop worrying about the state of the world and where it's heading. You cannot fix it or save it. Start beaming light and love instead. Such a practice will stabilize your consciousness. Newness feels like a sunrise at dawn. This is the sea of light that is feeding the earth right now more than ever before. Increasing numbers of souls are leaving the errors of their past behind them. They are doing this quietly. They are not shouting it from the rooftops. They do not have to create a new business to make money. The new form they are creating is their body and they are doing it by feeling the love take hold within.
"Consciousness is ALWAYS fluctuating. The only way to fix a depressed or worried consciousness is to allow it to flow through your body structure and out to others in a humane way. Don't hold onto it like a hoarder. Consciousness must flow. The forms that you grew up with were created into solids, without movement of fresh clean air. They could not breathe. Let them go now, knowing that new light-filled forms are replacing them. They are coming from the calmness of eternal souls who are remembering their own light and love in the privacy of their hearts.
"Be one who holds the light lovingly and quietly in this moving storm. There will be earth-shattering news coming. Prepare yourself with a calm and peaceful center. Allow things to happen. Don't resist or try to "save" people. This is a better way to inoculate yourself against the pandemic, not with a needle that introduces fear all over again. Infuse with love and light instead. Take frequent moments out of your day and receive this infusion. It is an eternal dawn and sunrise any time of the day or night. Practice it. Good-bye!
(Thank you DK!)
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Nancy speaking: Know that everyone born here has amnesia. The ascension process is the process of recovering memories that are surfacing from the deep sea of self. The light Is drawing people up and away from the heavy earthy parts of who they were. My particular focus is on grounding. Others focus on spiritual laws. My focus on grounding is how to bring the high spiritual understanding down into our bodies as a VISCERAL process. It requires that we bring light and love into cells and tissues, which means we have to practice putting them into action instead of hiding ourselves behind the mask. It takes courage to step out from behind the wall that hid you all your life. We aren't here to tell others how to do it. That is passing the buck and judging others. We are here to LIVE it for ourself. It's our own recovery process. Coalescing a noble thought into action is how we do it for ourself. Then it is recognizable by others. By holding steady unselfishness, which is what the angelics, guardians and ascendeds do, we are also contributing to the light in the world, and to the love in the world. We are each one of a kind. The establishment would lump us all together into a common pool, but what we we're really doing here is shedding that commonality and stripping our souls bare so it shines with the original light. We are immortal and this shining (of noble thought) is the memory of who we are, that we are recovering.
I woke with an image of the Master DK the other morning who has been with me forever it seems, but this time there was the sense of an archangelic presence along with him. I felt I was to go and receive a message from him. It was urgent. I was going to shower first but no, I went instead into the meditation room and looked at his picture. I don't always do what he suggests, being somewhat of a maverick. But when I looked at his picture I sensed wings coming from him. I have never seen that before. So I sat down, took pen in hand and waited. A picture of an angel appeared in my mind. I've collected a number of pictures from the internet so I chose this one. It is Archangel Zadkiel of the violet flame. DK's message came next.
"I am sending you a light form of an archangel today. Archangels cover the planet with their radiations of love. Their wingspans cover huge land masses. Their influence is everywhere. Now, where YOU are located on the scale of radiation of love and light is finite. You see solid forms, hear solid sounds and your thoughts are limited. They run along conduits pre-formed of fixed paths. What the angelics are doing over your lands, your cities and homes, is telling you - reminding you - of who you really are beyond your finite minds. They are telling you that you are precious. You are valuable. You are anchored in the eternal sea of life and will never be separate from it. You may not accept this right now but your consciousness is being harvested. You are being stripped of that which does not belong in the sea of eternal life. However, your knowledge is valuable and precious.
"The light of heaven is all knowledge that ever existed, and ever is a long time! Knowledge is what composes the sea of light and love. It is knowledge that is acceptable and can be unified with the greater whole. From where YOU stand, you are anchored into the solid and fixed state of Mother Earth, which is a planet, and you live in a body made of that planets substance, but your knowledge is being harvested. You are light and you are a part of the sea of eternal life, rich with knowledge. So, here you are, thinking, "OMG, I'm trapped in a situation and I can't get out!" You are seeing the world going into chaos and destruction, and wherever that thought takes you it spirals you downward out of the calmness of your original light.
"The solids are changing and losing their coherency. This includes belief systems. All systems are fluctuating. People are appearing wild, accusatory, confused and non-functional. The solid appearance is changing because the consciousness of human beings is changing. It is light and light is shaking out the errors. It is like shaking out the carpet at the front door. The carpet was created to collect dust and dirt from the street, but it must be shaken out once in awhile so the carpet is clean. You are the light of conscious thought. You are aware of goodness and what is healthy and benevolent for the whole of the race, and you have collected a lot of erroneous dust and dirt from the street. It is time to shake out the carpet but hold onto the carpet. Hold onto the form. You are an important aspect of the form world. Hold onto your body and keep it healthy. Your light is the knowledge of yourself as what is right and good. What is right and good for YOU.
"Your sense of responsibility is tearing itself away from those around you. You are not responsible for others. The cords of attachment to others is thinning away. Your sense that you must take care them (control them) is leaving. Your light is being recalled back to your center. YOU are the body of knowledge that you have collected over the years, in different bodies over lifetimes in different cultures and time periods, both as a man and as a woman.
"The confusion over this process is understandable. And so I am bringing you a message to share. There are great light beings beaming and radiating light and love to you to stabilize you. There are so many light ships, star ships, surrounding your world from other spheres and planes that if they were seen they would blot out the sun. They too are beaming and radiating light and love to you. This is the stabilizing force. You are the important one stationed on the ground, and you are being reminded of that. You are first of all LIGHT. You become love when you accept that premise. It is a memory that you retain. When you accept that you are light, you become love and are anchored into the human body. It becomes visceral. You can feel it. It feels like love. This light is being beamed down at you and it is up to you to receive it. But you must open your mind to receive it. The only way to anchor the light into your life as a human being in a body is to look UP and stop looking down. Allow your conscious mind to fill with hope instead of worry, anxiety and fear. Worry and fear closes your mind.
"You are flowing - actually flowing - through the form that is called by your name. You appear solid but you are a light of awareness flowing through your body. The more you can get this straight in your mind, the more you will remember that you are a consciousness flowing through your brain and muscles, and the more you will remember your origins. I am sending you this picture because pictures are a thousand times more credible than words. Please share it. The more you look at the pictures of the angels, the more you will receive the love they represent. There are little rays of light and very large rays of light. The little angels respond to emergency calls from humans and go into homes and institutions, while the archangels hold their massive wingspans over land and sea. The little ones are like paramedics responding to emergency calls. They are detail oriented. They know what is needed in the corners of homes, street corners, hospitals and dark alleys. They respond to depression, sickness and cries of hope. They know precisely what resonance to give to uplift and change the situation.
"Train yourself to trust the invisible forces that you cannot see with your eyes or hear with your ears. Look upon these pictures that your artists have painted through inner sight. They have captured the message of light that is being even now rained down upon the earth, shaking out the old, tired carpet of the human mind. The old is being removed, and there is a sense of the rug being pulled out from under you. But look again - there is light replacing it. The planet is being inundated with light, but YOU, the human being as the highest intelligent species on the planet, must receive it. You have been prepared to receive the light in these days and absorb it into your skin and muscles, blood and bones because you are the stewards of the planet. You are valuable. You are the ones who have gained immeasurable experience. Experience creates knowledge. Your personal knowledge and experience is valuable to the creator. He is saving and harvesting that knowledge to add to the ongoingness of the sea of intelligence, love and light.
"Solid forms such as your own physical body are registering change because they are releasing that which no longer contributes to the welfare of the whole. You are not aware from your position on the ground, what is benevolent and what is not. Therefore the shaking of the carpet. The dirt and dust is flying everywhere and collecting together in growing clouds of chaos and confusion - clouds that do not know right from wrong. But you do, dear ones. Hold to the light and love within you.
"Errors and mistakes are not evil. They are necessary in the training period in order to learn what is good in relation to the whole. You are here to harvest what works and let go of what does not. Many mistakes and errors were created in the past time periods. They were created out of light and love, for that is all there is. Everything solid is made out of light particles through attention to details. All solids are made out of light and held together by love, which is nurturing attention to details. Love holds everything solid together. But there are those creations that are not held together with love. Intelligence that is devoid of love is illusion. It is not real and will not last. When you shake out your carpet, you are shaking out the illusions that are not real. Hold fast to the love while the shaking is going on.
"Love is what creates a solid thing. If it is good then it must be held inside the consciousness of the body itself or it is illusion. The holding of attention is done with the consciousness of caring. Holding attention steady and firm takes courage in the face of ridicule, sickness or threats of destruction. Hold steady and firmly on light and love, for that is the immortalizing of the consciousness. It is your consciousness that fills with the light of hope and becomes united with all that is of the higher good.
"War was created by holding thoughts on war and thinking about the mechanics of war, how to create warfare, how to manipulate people into thinking an enemy was deserving to be killed. That is an example of the wrong way to create. It is devoid of love, the feminine side of creation. All that war created was artificial, using artificial intelligence devoid of love.
There was no contribution to the beauty and joy of life. War was created for death and destruction. No good can come from it, despite the erroneous thinking that goodness must be fought for.
"The betterment of the world's chaos, however, is not taking place because of the fighting, but because there are those who are holding attention on peace, not war, and studying and practicing the mechanics of peaceful methods. How does one bring more beauty, refinement, nobleness, kindness and riches and abundance for all, for the whole? It takes people who care about it, who will search for ways to contribute. It takes planning, but most of all it takes light and love.
"I tell you, it is not through words that you create peace. It is by holding your conscious mind on light and love. That is why I give you a picture to share through your newsletter. Pictures of angelics hold the resonance and frequency of pure light and pure love. Look at them often and let your mind absorb the qualities of the sun rising at dawn. Picture the sun at dawn. As you absorb this light periodically through the day you will begin to let it sink down into your muscles, heart, organs and bones. Your body will radiate what it absorbs. Absorb LIGHT, not worries and fears. What you think through your brain synapses, you radiate outward to the world on a mental plane. But what your BODY radiates - through the energy field that surrounds you - is love, the warmth of human love. In this way you influence other bodies and help stabilize them which contributes to the whole.
"This message is about giving you a new method to practice. Stop with the error-filled words! Start picturing light beings. Pictures of angels are best suited for holding light and transmuting dark thoughts of worry, fear, depression and anxiety. Hold the image of an angel over a sick or despondent person. The words are not as effective. Words of human languages are mixtures of both pain and suffering from the past. When you hold an angel picture in your conscious mind, or the face of a holy one, a master or saint, hold it for several minutes to allow it to connect with the consciousness of that being. When the vibration floods into YOUR consciousness, it will then circulate down into your body, organs and tissues better than chanting. I am here, as you know, to help you ground the light and love of the creator. Begin the day by finding the picture that most inspires and elevates you with grace and divinity before getting out of bed, as you did this morning, and allow it spread through you like light has a tendency to do. This is a more immediate form of prayer.
"Then, throughout the day, go into the stillness and renew that connection. A life filled with such practices and methods will create a glow around itself like a bubble of calmness and solidarity that travels with you wherever you walk. It will sustain you through the storms that are sweeping the earth today. It may appear that the world is in the throes of destruction, but all that is leaving is the dust and dirt collected by the carpet of the consciousness. The only part being swept away is that which was not built with love on solid ground. The consciousness of the person is not swept away who holds to the love and the light that is innate and solidly anchored within. Only the part of the consciousness that invested in wrong-doing, wrong-thinking, wrong-acting - the errors of the past are swept away. The consciousness that remains at peace with feet planted on the earth is the clean consciousness that builds daily, hourly on love.
"That is the eternal part. Protect your body and keep your mind solid and functioning. The consciousness of the person is the valued part of the person. It is a vital piece of the all-that-is, the sea of ongoing life. So be aware of yourself as light and as love by continually reminding yourself that you are divine consciousness and you have been through the thick of it and you are now clearing your house of the debris that is no longer useful. Be in the center, the eye of the storm and know this. It is possible to stand quietly in the midst of a tornado, a flood, a storm, a fire, a plague and retain health and vigor by consciously standing in calmness while others you know go down. It is not your responsibility to save them. That is why the galactics do not come in and rescue you. Instead they beam love and light from a'far and let us learn to discern for ourselves. We must learn to beam love and light out to others without "saving" them. We cannot save them.
"If you do not feel very proficient at this yet but are trying to the best of your ability, then call on the angelics, celestials, guides and masters for help and help will arrive. Keep working at holding the picture of love and light steady. Become a warm, living, breathing lighthouse for humanity. That is the valuable part of you. Stop contributing fear to the human collective. Stop worrying about the state of the world and where it's heading. You cannot fix it or save it. Start beaming light and love instead. Such a practice will stabilize your consciousness. Newness feels like a sunrise at dawn. This is the sea of light that is feeding the earth right now more than ever before. Increasing numbers of souls are leaving the errors of their past behind them. They are doing this quietly. They are not shouting it from the rooftops. They do not have to create a new business to make money. The new form they are creating is their body and they are doing it by feeling the love take hold within.
"Consciousness is ALWAYS fluctuating. The only way to fix a depressed or worried consciousness is to allow it to flow through your body structure and out to others in a humane way. Don't hold onto it like a hoarder. Consciousness must flow. The forms that you grew up with were created into solids, without movement of fresh clean air. They could not breathe. Let them go now, knowing that new light-filled forms are replacing them. They are coming from the calmness of eternal souls who are remembering their own light and love in the privacy of their hearts.
"Be one who holds the light lovingly and quietly in this moving storm. There will be earth-shattering news coming. Prepare yourself with a calm and peaceful center. Allow things to happen. Don't resist or try to "save" people. This is a better way to inoculate yourself against the pandemic, not with a needle that introduces fear all over again. Infuse with love and light instead. Take frequent moments out of your day and receive this infusion. It is an eternal dawn and sunrise any time of the day or night. Practice it. Good-bye!
(Thank you DK!)
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Nancy speaking: Know that everyone born here has amnesia. The ascension process is the process of recovering memories that are surfacing from the deep sea of self. The light Is drawing people up and away from the heavy earthy parts of who they were. My particular focus is on grounding. Others focus on spiritual laws. My focus on grounding is how to bring the high spiritual understanding down into our bodies as a VISCERAL process. It requires that we bring light and love into cells and tissues, which means we have to practice putting them into action instead of hiding ourselves behind the mask. It takes courage to step out from behind the wall that hid you all your life. We aren't here to tell others how to do it. That is passing the buck and judging others. We are here to LIVE it for ourself. It's our own recovery process. Coalescing a noble thought into action is how we do it for ourself. Then it is recognizable by others. By holding steady unselfishness, which is what the angelics, guardians and ascendeds do, we are also contributing to the light in the world, and to the love in the world. We are each one of a kind. The establishment would lump us all together into a common pool, but what we we're really doing here is shedding that commonality and stripping our souls bare so it shines with the original light. We are immortal and this shining (of noble thought) is the memory of who we are, that we are recovering.
Anakosha Goddess Newsletter
10/24/20 - About Covid - From Confusion to Clarity
Breaking with my Usual Tradition
This amazing and lengthy document has been compiled by a biologist living on Hawaii. I have only scanned it but did not examine the 97 backup links provided because I am not interested. Yes, 97 of them! I counted them. But because there are those who may be interested, I decided to pass it on. This comes from Aurora Ray who signs as an ambassador for the Galactic Federation. After receiving daily newsletters from her, I believe she is connected to higher sources. As you know I have my own connections with the galactics.
I was first aware of Aurora Ray 5 years ago when she launched a newsletter called "Extraterrestrials". But that daily newsletter stopped after two months. Then last month she posted a Galactic Federation website - www.galacticfederation.com - in which she invites signups to receive newsletters. I signed on and read them because I AM interested, and I believe her sources are legitimate. This article provides a list of references on publications about COVID, which are intended to empower community leaders to act with knowledge and discernment.
Below is a summary of key points made in those articles and studies. References are listed after the summary.
Outline
1. Risks of COVID are vastly overstated
2. Renowned doctors and epidemiologists criticize the COVID panic
3. SARS-CoV-2 has not been isolated, and RT-PCR tests are not appropriate diagnostic tools
4. “Flattening the curve” was unjustified
5. Lockdowns are entirely ineffective
6. Lockdowns are extremely harmful
7. Lockdowns were based on politics, not science
8. Mask-wearing is ineffective and harmful
9. The COVID computer models were extremely inaccurate
10. Media sources distorted and exaggerated information
11. The public substantially overestimate their risks from COVID
12. Nocebo effect: Fear as a cause of COVID symptoms
13. Non-viral causes of “COVID” symptoms
14. Effective treatments exist
15. Lockdowns have been legally challenged (US)
Summary
• Scientific evidence and statistics clearly demonstrate that masking, social distancing, and lockdowns are completely ineffective at decreasing infection and mortality and have dire adverse effects – severe psychological deterioration (especially in children), high suicide rates, economic collapse and destruction of small businesses, unprecedented expansion of government oppression, censorship, and enforced homogenity of thought.
• Lockdowns were initially justified by the claimed need to “flatten the curve” to prevent overloading of ICU ventilator capacity, but ICUs were not overloaded. Ventilators were largely inappropriate and caused extreme levels of unnecessary deaths compared to milder treatments. The justification for the lockdowns has since shifted to “reducing new cases”, with no regard for the actual danger they represent, or harmful effects of these measures.
• Unlimited lockdowns and compulsory masking mandates which bypass existing legal structures are historically unprecedented. To avoid cognitive dissonance, the general public assumes that the threat of COVID must be proportional to the extreme nature of these measures.
• Implementation of lockdowns was motivated by political posturing and misinformation, not evidence and public health. The word “science” has been taken to mean “government mandate”, and has been used to slander and suppress evidence-based narratives. The general public has neither the means nor the motivation to evaluate the scientific evidence, and must accept the declarations of non-scientist politicians and politicized scientists, whose voices are amplified by media outlets.
• Media outlets manipulated and distorted information to support a narrative of fear, dependency, and self-righteousness. As a result, polls show that people enormously overestimate their risk of dying from COVID.
• Numerous top experts (medical doctors, professors) have publicly spoken out against the dominant COVID narratives and the government responses to it. Even by conservative estimates, lockdowns caused more deaths than were attributed to COVID.
• COVID RT-PCR tests do not actually test against viral isolates, and despite their widespread use are not diagnostic tests, but laboratory tools for amplifying DNA fragments. Many scientists have severely criticized their use.
• COVID is, at most, a minor threat to the world population – and at least, a statistical abstraction. Unprecedented and politically influenced rules for recording COVID-positive deaths artificially inflated death rates. More than half of COVID deaths occurred in nursing homes, and nearly all COVID deaths occurred in people with several other major comorbidities. Healthy people are not at risk. The age distribution of COVID deaths is the same as the normal age distribution of deaths; most COVID deaths occurred in people over 65 years old.
• Actual causes of respiratory death in “COVID hotspots”, most significantly air pollution, have been extensively recorded in the scientific literature but are completely absent from media narratives and political consideration.
• Safe and highly effective treatments, including natural non-pharmaceutical interventions which have been published in scientific journals, have not been widely utilized.
• The “pandemic” is a combination of pre-existing conditions relabeled as COVID, recent increases in environmental causes of respiratory disease, excess deaths due to inappropriate treatments, and fear and expectation producing or intensifying the actual symptoms of “COVID”.
• Constantly reading, hearing about, and internalizing the dominant disempowering fear-based narrative has been demonstrated to produce the actual expected symptoms of the disease through the nocebo effect.
• Dispelling the fear and questioning the narrative actually saves lives, while masking, social distancing, and lockdowns do not, and contribute to the deterioration of physical, psychological, and economic health.
• If we are to actually promote health and regeneration in our communities and the world, we must promote narratives that are based in evidence and wisdom, and focus on creative solutions that address all of the interconnected challenges we face today.
CONTINUE READING for references to the above statements.
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Namaste from the angelics, ascended masters, celestials, galactics, and me.
10/17/20 The Inward Journey
Mary Magdalene through Pamela Kribbe
www.jeshua.com
This message from Mary Magdalene, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, speaks of that region of the human body that has been seen as a forbidden place because of the lustiness experienced there. But Mary says, "Deep in your abdomen is a place where you realize you are much more, and much greater, than this body, than this person with these emotions; more even than this life. You are an eternal being, and the more you understand that truth, the more your soul gets access to your physical existence."
I've been writing about it for years as the mystical experience of the awakened kundalini. The awakening of kundalini is also known as the awakening of the holy spirit in the west. We have reduced it to a passion pot of lust and sexuality but it is so much more than that. How else could it restore calmness, health, vigor, sanity and bring ecstasy and divine love to bedraggled human beings filled with stress?
But not to editorialize, see Mary Magdalene's message as channeled through a highly respected channel, Pamela Kribbe.
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Dear ones, I am Mary Magdalene. I come to you in friendship. I am joyful and grateful to be here in your midst. You are making a difference. By coming together with the intention to change your consciousness and to make it more open and spacious, you create change in your life and also in that of the collective atmosphere on Earth everything you do makes a difference. From the perspective of the level of existence in which I live, the inner world is primary. We see events in the outer level, that which you call the objective world, as secondary. Outer events arise from inner changes, from intentions on the inner level the external follows the internal. For me, and for all who are with me here in this level, the inner is more real than the outer.
For you, the opposite is true: the world around you has a considerable impact and effect upon you. The physical impressions you receive through your senses, the conversations with people, the outer circumstances, all these seem to define and shape you. Still, this is essentially an illusion. There is an inner world that precedes everything that is around you, and it is through the connection with this inner world, the world of the soul, that you regain your strength.
On the outer level, you are vulnerable and weak. You have a human body that can fall prey to all kinds of external influences: diseases, forces of nature, human violence. Your human body is fragile and delicate and it is mortal. There are also your emotions, over which you often feel you do not have any control. You then feel like the plaything of the moods and emotions that run through you, just like the weather outside you with its wind, storm, rain. If you are very strongly identified with your emotions, you will feel small and weak because you feel a victim of your moods and whims.
In a sense, however, states of mind, moods, and emotions are outside you. There is somewhere deeper within you that is independent of both the stormy emotions that run through you, as well as the physical world outside you, with its people and activities. I now encourage you to go to this inner place, a place of neutrality and silence that is independent of time and space, and independent of the physical self. You can find this place within your body, and you can connect with it by becoming very intimate and close with yourself. The body is the gateway to the inner self. Go inward with your attention and connect with your heart, and feel how the warm stream of your attention touches and benefits all your body.
Your body also has an inner life; it is not only an objective complex of cells or anything that can be described by a chemist or biologist. Your body has an inner consciousness and life, so feel that for a moment. Let your breath sink deep down into your body, and feel that this happens by itself: your body knows how to breathe in a quiet and relaxed manner. Feel how the outside world is less important when you go inside and become quiet.
Descend into the area of your abdomen. Find a place there, in your lower abdomen, where you can come to rest; sense energetically where that place lies within you. Imagine that you touch that place with your breath; then descend into that opening or cavity with your attention. You can imagine that place to be like a bowl shaped by two hands, or from some other material. Imagine how that place of repose in your abdomen appears, and imagine that all your strength lies there. It is a quiet force that is millennia old and withstands time.
You have already been in a body here on Earth many times. Deep in your abdomen is a place where you realize you are much more, and much greater, than this body, than this person with these emotions; more even than this life. You are an eternal being, and the more you understand that truth, the more your soul gets access to your physical existence and outer life here on Earth.
First sense that inner peace at the bottom of your abdomen. There is an anchor, a stability there that does not scatter along with all the emotions and moods flowing through your energy field. Yet that still place is not empty it may be neutral, but it is not empty. Feel the consciousness there; it is resilient and vital, and also very broad and spacious.
Imagine how that consciousness, that energy, flows from that deep source throughout your entire body, and just observe how that happens. From the still place on your pelvic floor, an energy flow swirls slowly throughout your abdomen. That current very peacefully and gently finds its direction. It is your deepest self that is merging with your earthly self, so just see where that flow wants to go: up to your heart, shoulders, neck, and head, or down to your thighs, knees, lower legs, and feet.
Feel that when you join with this energy, this power, you get a very different perspective on many things in your life. You feel you are strong and independent. You are greater and more spacious than everything that happens in your life; even more than your emotions and intense feelings. There is something greater than all that and that is what you are.
What is needed today in many people in all people is space to be themselves and to feel safe. However, the existing structures in society on Earth are not capable of bringing that inner space and security to people. So what is needed are people who can bring in new, flexible social structures that are the outgrowth of this inner freedom and wisdom, and not those based on fear and control. You are the bringers of the new. You often think that you live and operate here on Earth as a lone individual, but what you think and feel and do makes a difference. Even by just thinking differently, you exercise an influence on the world around you. The inner is always ahead of what is happening in the outer; therefore, the inner carries more power than the outer.
What you are thinking and feeling is essential for change in the world, so do not blindly dwell on how you appear to the world. Instead, I encourage you to go within. What then emerges from within, the regaining of a sense of your own strength, will be spontaneous and happen naturally, so you do not need to dwell on making it happen. The way inward turns the key in the lock, and from that turning will the rest unfold naturally.
The way inward calls for courage. It sometimes seems easier to adjust to the energy flow and seemingly apparent facts which exist around you in society, with its expectations and the habits of people. A very compelling suction power emanates from that energy flow, and, in a sense, it can become a distraction and addictive. It feels gratifying to think you belong to society and flattering that you are admired or loved in that way. But what is that love or admiration really worth if it restricts you and does not do justice to who you really are inside: the living vital force in your abdomen that comes directly from your soul.
Ultimately, it is the intention that you give this vital force of your soul a wide open path, and that starts with your inner renunciation of structures, requirements, and expectations that do not fit you, and doing this requires courage. It is very natural, and you are not crazy if you experience fear when you fully descend into your abdomen and make the connection with your spontaneous nature, with your deepest impulses. Because of that fear, it is necessary to do this descending, again and again, in order to revive the connection with the power in your abdomen. You need to keep reminding yourself that your true core is there; that it is there where lies the source of your inspiration and thus also the source of the meaning and direction of your life.
I encourage you to descend into your abdomen and to connect with this resting place, and from there to feel your energy flow downward into the Earth. Feel free and unlimited by entering into a joyful connection with the Earth and with her essential core; you and the Earth are both powerful souls. Now ask yourself and this flow: What do I need to do in my everyday life to bring forth my own power? Are there small steps I can take to make that happen?
Now imagine that you are firmly anchored in your own center and joined to the Earth, and ask yourself: What do I want? Feel that I resound deeply. It is a deep I, an essential layer of yourself that speaks to you here. It is possible that you do not sense something concrete right away, but pay attention to what you do feel, what you desire or long for fervently. Maybe it is something general: more freedom, more lightness, less pressure. Let it bubble up and trust the instinctive wisdom of the flow in your abdomen. But do not dwell on it overly much; simply go along with that flow.
Realize that if you do this regularly in your daily life, you are in a certain way a revolutionary. In the silence of turning inward, you let go of that which is only apparent, is illusory. You begin to really listen to your authentic self and thus to create change, not only for yourself, but also for the society around you.
I thank you for the inner work that you do and I salute you with a heart full of joy.
Thank you very much.
Pamela Kribbe
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Namaste to all from the ascended masters, angelics, galactics and me,
10/13/20 Mother I Speak Life Over You Now
A channeled message from spirit
The following message was sent to me from a friend, another mother, and I want to pass it on to all women on my list. Especially women, but it will be a good message for men to read too. It comes from the website "Devotionals.dot-k.com" (dot-k: Daughters of the King). When I read the message I thought it was beautiful, but I wasn't emotionally moved to tears until I began reading the comments posted beneath. I have included the comments because they validate the unspoken depth of need for such a message in the first place. Thank you to the one who channeled these beautiful words.
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Mother I Speak Life Over You Now
One of the worst things a woman can experience is guilt from knowing she wasn’t the kind of mother she needed to be for her children. She can think to herself, “If only I would had been a better mother, my children would not be the way they are today.” I’ve seen guilt-ridden mothers refuse to live their lives because of their past failures. As if the anger and resentment of their children isn’t enough, these women punish themselves by refusing to be happy, healthy and enjoy their lives.
The truth is, it is time for mothers to forgive themselves and go on to enjoy the rest of their days on this earth. It is also time for grown children to forgive their parents for what they did or didn’t do, and accept responsibility for their own life choices.
Mother, I speak life over you now. You will not spend the rest of your days punishing yourself for something you can’t do anything about. The Lord has forgiven you and now you will forgive you. He is helping you move forward and be happy, healthy and enjoy the life He’s given you. The Lord is helping your adult children to forgive you and accept responsibility for the life choices they’ve made. He is at work and everything will be ok. In Jesus’ name.
From: http://devotionals.dot-k.com/mother-i-speak-life-over-you-now/
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October 13, 2020 at 1:25 pm Praise God Amen just what I wanted to hear God Is Good
This message speaks to the feminine heart and soul, not to the masculine. Only women know what it is like to be a mother. If not a mother, they know what it is like to be a female in a masculine-dominated world. Women and men flow viscerally in opposite directions. This may cause stifling of thoughts and words, out of respect or perhaps fear. Women flow easily to spirit, where men flow easily to ground. We are opposites and we pair up for many reasons, but spontaneity is often missing. Spontaneity (spirit to spirit) brings joy and light-heartedness. Same gender groups can be revitalizing, when they are open and free without rules curtailing them. Men who speak freely validate other men. Likewise, women who speak freely validate other women. It is healthy, energizing and sane.
I find myself becoming increasingly hungry for female conversation. I had two female visitors in the last two weeks, and each time they left me feeling high, ecstatic, and energized. It is thrilling to meet someone you can talk openly with. The feeling of being high went away after a day or two, but it made me think of extending an invitation. I want more such! I invite any woman who feels the same way to contact me about coming for a visit. Even an overnight visit if you're from out of town. Let's set a date. If you have fear about the coronavirus, well then, we can meet outdoors in the fresh air. I have no fear. Needless to say, all conversation is outside the box and off the record. The divine feminine in me wants to engage with the divine feminine in anyone I can find.
Namaste to all. This comes to you in the spirit of openness and freedom from my heart to yours, with blessings from the ascended masters, angelics, galactics. Incidentally, have you noticed the atmosphere is lightening lately?
10/9/20 The Reptilian Brain
A channeled message from spirit
While on the floor doing leg exercises several months ago, "Reptilians” flashed through my mind. Strange?! This is not a normal thought to me. It turned out to be another message from spirit. Like when the clouds part after a storm and the sun comes out, words and pictures started shining in my mind so I got up and took pen and paper and began to write. I've learned to be ready.
It’s the reptilian BRAIN, not the monsters you imagine. The reptilian brain is that part of your brain which wants to fight or run away. Fight or flight. It wants to control outcomes. The reptilian brain is in everyone. It is that part of the brain that keeps us tied into linear consciousness, known as separation consciousness. It operates in secret from behind the front lines. It’s method of operating is to not let the other side know your plan of attack. There is much hiding here, staying buried in the dark. It does not like the light or love which unifies opposing sides together. It wants to maintain separation. It operates from the dark shadows. The reptilian brain is in the back of the head, and down under the more recently developed brain which has grown on top of it. The reptilian brain is the ancient part of evolution, fighting to survive. Those who are the strongest in reptilian brain focus are the ones who are feeling their power and control being taken away from them. They are attacking who they think are the enemies. Those people who have advanced to higher thinking and more enlightened and peaceful ways of living in cooperation with others, are utilizing a finer substance within the brain.
The higher brain is an evolutionary add-on to the ancient “survival of the fittest” reptilian brain. The frontal cortex is where conscious decisions are made through projecting a finer, lighter, easier attitude out in front of them. By focusing on the front of the brain and projecting forward, we bring about changes. As we think peaceful intentions, we project forward peaceful intentions. This takes practice but with practice new synapses take over and consciousness follows. Synapses and nerves build up and become more concrete with firey electrons flying in that consciously-planned direction. Those who are resisting peace remain stuck in back, hiding from sight, planning revenge, which prevents the person from participating in the changes that are going on. This person is confused due to his own resistance.
Those who meditate and do prayer work are consciously moving their attention away from the reptilian brain in a forward and upward direction. The reptilian brain or the one who uses the reptilian brain more than the willingness to adapt and change, uses trickery and manipulation, falsehood and fear, to fight back. The inevitable movement towards peace is a natural evolution caused by growth and awareness. DO NOT REACT IN FEAR! Know that the momentum of the people has turned towards peace. There is a unification of the masses underway. Those who do not know this are fighting and resisting. They do not know what they are fighting for. They just fight and resist the forward evolutionary changes. They fear that someone is going to steal from them or take their power away. It is the EGO that holds on. It is the ego that is afraid of losing its petty little power. Its focus is not towards advancing and cooperation with others. It is everything that is opposed to learning, advancing and growing. Those who are advancing through prayer work or, if not in prayer work, in other beneficial ways that improve and benefit the whole of society, are of service to others and the whole of humanity. It is evolutionary change. Each person who is doing this is creating new more refined synapses in their frontal cortex, and therefore building momentum towards a better life here on earth, and helping to raise the consciousness of the masses. That person is moving into higher dimensions by his or her own choices, wishes and intentions. Dimensions are where the focus is held most of the time.
So what we who are engaging in the good of the whole are doing, is building connections with the benevolent extraterrestrials from all over the universe. The Galactic Federation of Light was formed in our own Milky Way Galaxy to fight the dark reptilian brain which had made war on many planets. There are many federations of light beyond our own galaxy, and there are federations of dark who are engaged in bullying the peaceful ones. There has been war in heaven between the reptilians and the species of light. Humanity is turning away from the confusion caused by the reptilians and is lightening. Humanity is therefore receiving messages and links of encouragement from these benevolent beings on higher dimensions. They are here to help us lift the darkness from the planet, but each individual has to make the choice to turn to lighter, better ways. We who associate with the light, or love, are called light workers because we consciously choose to direct our attention to positive outcomes, light, love and unity over fear, which is the small and petty selfish ego. This is the process that is going on individually in every human being on the planet today. The reptilian brain which is the small and petty ego, is fighting for its life. It does not have understanding of what the light can do for it. It has refused to let that knowledge in. It has fought to the death to resist. These dark reptilian brains are in every government of the world but the good people of the world cannot see this. We have been focusing only on the shape and form of the body. If he is human we think he or she is like us.
The dark reptilian focused brain has refused to listen and learn from other people. It has remained a stubborn child locked in its room and it is having a terrible temper tantrum, scheming about how to get even, while lightworkers are building a better, finer world. Some of the reptilian brains are diminishing and turning towards goodness, so there is hope. But it is important to know your place in this ongoing drama that is playing out. Understand what is happening. Be aware. Be conscious. You must decide for yourself in each and every situation. Do you side with selfishness and personal survival? Or do you choose to side with the good of the whole? That is the question to ask. The choosing for the good of the whole brings happiness and clearing of past traumas and karmas. It brings love and fulfillment. It brings abundance and prosperity, but not by stealing it from someone else. Those of us who are aware, are building a strong frontal cortex dedicated to projecting peace forward through efforts of unity and cooperation. Reptilian brain people are creating a strong frontal cortex of dark and evil. They will fight to the end or die. They will not surrender their selfishness. The strongest reptilian brains are fighting and resisting a massive movement toward enlightenment. Awareness. Evolution. Discernment. It has been labeled “ascension” Ascension is happening in those who are leaving the reptilian brain consciousness of separation behind. They are moving forward into lighter, easier realms where inner peace is felt.
We are evolving out of animal consciousness or beast consciousness which is a tribal consciousness which arms itself and prepares to fight off attackers to protect self and family. The focus is on survival of the fittest. Brute strength is the winner, whereas those who are letting go of the fight and brute strength are seeing the futility of fighting. They are turning away from the fight to watch from the sidelines because they do not want to fight any more. It is a first step out of the reptilian box towards unity consciousness but it is only the first step. They could yet come under manipulation from dark forces so they need to be ultra alert to the manipulation of reptilian brain people. The forward movement is toward seeing humanity as all one tribe. There are many colors, races, languages and cultures, but all are one tribe. There are no longer many little tribes that need to fight for control of territory because joint projects are taking place around the world to ease the tensions. We are seeing this now.
We are all one tribe, one species, one planet, and we don’t want to fight any more. We want to work together to build a new world that is more beautiful, peaceful, happy and abundant for everyone. It’s a mass movement from an old way of being. We are joining the higher worlds who have advanced before us, following the universal law of one. Those who are still fighting this inevitable change towards enlightenment are the ones keeping the fight going. They are the terrorists and agitators. They do it secretly from undercover. It is not the innocents who are doing the fighting, but innocents are being caught up in the fight by being manipulated unknowingly. Hate and fear are being beamed out into the populace through controlled agendas over air waves. BE AWARE! Think for yourself. Don‘t fall for hate mongering or the divide and conquer tactics. The reptilian brain is keeping the fight going by promoting the animal instinct of survival of the fittest. They do not want peace or love in the world. They want to retain control.
The reptilian brain is grown more sophisticated over the eons. It has grown along with the advancements into the digital age. No one has been the wiser about the reptilian brain. It has long been kept secret, hidden from view. No one has spoken of it except for the occasional mention of reptilian shape-shifters. The reptilian brain is aware of artificial intelligence, robots, clones, mechanization, digitization and uses it to its evil advantage. Be aware. There are good AI‘s and evil AI‘s. Be aware. The reptilian brain has evolved a dark AI agenda which is being exposed today. It has developed sophisticated machinery to help promote slavery over the lightworkers and innocents. It uses trickery. It is a master of manipulating emotions and thoughts. The latest agenda is to let the innocents think they have won, while they step back into the shadows and feign innocence. Then they run for re-election. It is not a simple matter of fighting out in the open as in ancient times of war. It is now done by allowing the innocents to relax their alertness, thinking they have beat the monster back. They can be taken in by the pretence of righteousness then, and vote in the evil-doers once more. It is by consent that the evil ones take control, as it always does. Humanity should be able to stop the trickery through increased consciousness and more refined psychic ability, the use of the sixth sense and help from the ascended galactics. Be aware. Be very aware.
In the past our ancestors were able to be controlled because the dark reptilian brains WERE in control of everything. They had selfish egotistical powers and they wanted to control everything for their own purposes. Their way became the model for humanity. Those who pushed and manipulated their way to the top positions were the ones gloating at the top of the heap, operating from the “survival of the fittest” belief system. Reptilian brained people were the experts in politics, government, education systems, colleges, medical systems, businesses, banking - it’s no wonder we have been bamboozled. Reptilian brained people made and passed the laws. People who believe in being “nice” and “kind” and “respectful” and “honest” turn the other cheek and walk away. They don’t make it to the top of the professions. They are busy keeping the peace and not making noise or rattling cages.
It has been a system of hidden brain-washing that has controlled the planetary masses only because we didn’t believe there was such a thing as evil. Now the masses are becoming aware of evil, and are questioning what and who hides behind the curtain pulling the strings. Who is blackmailing and threatening good decent people who were set up through manipulation and placed in compromising positions so pictures could be taken? Who is the monster lurking down the rabbit hole at the bottom of the maze? When the heart starts coming into play through prayer work, then the psychic abilities are activated. The heart is engaged and the heart knows the truth, while the reptilian brains continue their controlled responses of denial and ridicule. Nice people don’t stand a chance against the reptilian brain system. But those who have been doing the prayer work have accessed higher powers. They have cultivated a belief in Father Mother God, even while being ridiculed by the “practical” people. They have an awakened heart, mind and psychic abilities that are growing more powerful through connecting links to others like themselves. People have started to have a say in response to trickery. Innate intelligence which is in the DNA and cells of the body has been activated. Innate is not in the human mind alone but in those who have opened their heart are uniting mind and heart together. The whole human is beginning to work together for the good of the soul. One by one, two by two, group by group the population is beginning to see for themselves that there is trickery afoot. It is THIS that is causing the revolution.
The reptilian brain had devised a formula of divide and conquer, which worked for a long time to keep the innocent and pure separated and following orders under “patriotism” to go to war and kill other people, thus further fragmenting their souls. However, because the Galactic Federation of Light has followed Father Mother God’s decree to help Mother Earth and her people, they are beaming more light and encouragement to earth. The masses are waking up and seeing the truth behind the well-veiled curtain of falsehood. This is a battle of kindness vs. ugliness. Unity vs. separation. Love vs. hate. Each person is going through their own process of perceiving and listening. Slowly the veil is being pierced. Comprehension is seeping through the tough membrane walls that have been built into brain cells by the steady pounding of status quo rules. The battle has reached a crescendo in peace demonstrations that are being turned into riots by the reptilian brained agitators. Watch out for hate words. It is one of the best tools of reptilian brains. It is a battle cry. This tactic has been used through a genius manipulation and passing laws that allowed “freedom of speech”. It has been a psychological battle of one carefully planned tactic after another to allow hate-mongering among a people who trusted and believed their leaders.
It takes a heart-connected brain to see clearly through the multiple curtains that have been carefully hung in plain sight. Now it is coming out into the open because more people are clear brained. When one is a pure psychic, one can see past the barriers like x-ray vision. We are soon to be free. It is now obvious that it will not take long. It will take some time yet, but not too long. Those in power have a lot of reptilian brain focus on “fight to the end”, but there are noble qualities that are innate in the decent human being. Brains are cleared of brain fog through prayer work and energy work.
Does an evil person have a soul? I asked and this was given. It is not easy to lose your soul, but it can be done. You get to lose your soul after so many lives of resisting evolution and advancement. Universal law states that there must be evidence of some spiritual growth to keep on deserving a place on earth. If you don’t want to accept that and you continue to be a black spot in the body of God holding, who is trying to give you total freedom in the sun, then you become a cancer in the body of God‘s work on earth. He will work with you for awhile, giving you a chance to get with the program, but there comes a point when God realizes that you are hopeless and ejects you from his body. This is the fight going on today in the cities around the world. It is a lost cause for those who resist moving forward into the light. Into unity, peace, love, respect, kindness, compassion, forgiveness. Discernment is lighting up the people. Discerning is “seeing”. Discerning is not a judgment. If you see the darkness in another, don’t let it be a judgment. Discerning is a “seeing.” Many people have been held back because they were afraid they were judging another. They did not want to judge another person, so they go along with the other person in whom they see darkness. Then they must clear their perception and recognize truth as truth. It is not judgment. Judgment is a projection of wrongness onto a person. It’s a filter but a false filter. Take the false filter off and see the light. See the truth in that person. Do not be afraid of seeing the truth. Truth will set you free.
Rebellion through riots and protests are the battle done by people who are still confused. They have not seen the light yet. When they let light flow through them clearly, then they will see the darkness. The riots are the battle grounds where this process is being played out. Do not judge it. Find your own truth. Each person is processing their own truth. The battle is a show-down, not against the evil, or the cops, or the blacks, but against their own reptilian brain which wants to conquer the opponent and win. The wise person, no matter on which side of the fence, will refrain from being pulled into a battle that is not theirs. It has been instigated and agitated by hate. Refrain from being a puppet in a war not your own. Start by bringing peace to your own heart and stepping back out of battle.
The riots and protests are a mixture of both innocents who feel righteous, and terrorists who are being paid to agitate and stir up hate. Why be a pawn in their game? The puppet masters are not out on the streets with you. They manipulated the whole thing and sat back to watch. It is time to wake up and know the truth. More are beginning to realize it. It starts there. It is not your responsibility to change the system. Your responsible starts and ends with you. Change begins with you. Realize the people are caught in rut. They are being played for fools while those pulling strings are laughing. Momentum is growing. It started with a few and more are beginning to “see” what is behind the curtains. Those who are resisting and fighting did not resist before. They are saying “Enough is enough”. There is a time for that, yes, but the momentum to truth continues to roll onward. Then there is a time to stop and realize “I am being played.“ Then it is time to step back and refuse to be the entertainment. The ousting of the reptilian brain (in everyone) is in its last stages of playing out. People are seeing the truth - that it is not a racial war - it‘s just another tactic to keep people fighting one another. Let the truth be recognized. All the human beings on earth are one race - human. This is distinct from the Andromedans, the Pleiadians, the Sirians, the Lyrans, the Sessani, the Grays, the Reptilians. And I could go on and on and on. There are many species watching us humans. Let us pull it together and show them we will no longer be divided by outsiders. We will rebuild the earth together. We are human and we are of royal blood.
All evil exists as an offering to the light, the greater light that empowers all of creation. Mentally image yourself holding the evil in a cup formed of the palms of your two hands and hold it up to the sky as a sacrifice to the light. Retain this image for an hour, even as you move about. This is the basis for all transformation. This is the key to change.
10/3/20 - The Physical Body, Chakras & Dimensions
From Sharon and Ivo - Twin Flames
www.sharonandivo.weebly.com)
The following two articles by Sharon and Ivo are the best I've seen that explain chakras and dimensions. This information helps build, block by block and piece by piece, an understanding of these subjects. I like to share what turns me on! Chakras and dimensions are mysterious. Trying to understand them is difficult because everything that has been written so far is someone's subjective interpretation. We are meant to take this information and put the pieces together in our OWN mind, for ourself, uniquely. We are one of a kind and we have to create our OWN version. We are a god or goddess in training. We are eternal and immortal, but we have been "imprisoned", locked up inside a finite body and told "this is all there is, make the best of it." We had no clue! We didn't know that we are are immortal and we don't die! And that the chakras are divine lights waiting to be turned on at specific locations along the spine, and that they are dimensional portals.
The articles below (after I finish rambling here) come from Sharon who resides in Canada. Her website is linked above. She posts what started out as private interactions with her twin flame, Ivo, who is not on the planet but resides on the fifth dimension which is another reality, unlike Earth. He is one of the growing numbers of extraterrestrials contacting us who were born here.
What is a twin flame? This is a good place to insert a brief summary. Each spirit spark born out of the creator's love is an individual intelligence, just like a human baby. It can learn to say, "I Am" and grow in self-awareness, just like a human baby. Eventually it notices that it can think for itself and draw a response from other spirit sparks. It learns that it is an individual. It eventually learns that it has a choice whether to remain in the father's court of pure bliss, love and light and add its own radiation to the home fires as all celestial beings do, or it can choose to venture out beyond the protection of the parent source. Just like a human teenager might do.
If it decides to venture further out from home, it divides itself into male and female. Universal law states there must be an equal number of masculine and feminine spirits engaging in the lower dimensions out there in the darkness beyond the dimensions of light. Thus twin flames are born. Each twin is a separate individual intelligence and can go its own way, make its own choices and develop its own cosmic personality, but it will always and forever be one with its twin. They are the same spirit. In the ensuing adventures they will discover many soul mates, but there is only ONE twin flame.
Once it is decided to venture further out and it divides into two twins, each twin must then go through an education process of descension. This involves attending seven schools where they absorb under intense pressure the divine attributes of the father. This is critical to surviving their away missions, out beyond the realms of glory, bliss and love light. They must carry these essentials with them. They are mentored by great celestial beings and instilled with the will power, love and light of the father before they incarnate on Earth. These qualities are what we call today chakras. The first three are will power, intelligence and love, but there are more. Since each twin has free will, they may start school together, but they usually do not stay together, since each develops its own interests and natural affinity. One male and one female, and each separating out and having their own adventures, but one day the reunion will take place for they are one spirit. Each twin returns home bringing to the table the fruit of its adventures.
Tantra is an esoteric school that has been long hidden but is surfacing today (in fragments) to help prepare humankind for the eventual merge with the twin flame - the other half of itself. The knowledge has never been lost, just hidden by distractions of so many exciting adventures that diverted the attention. After eons of separation, male from female, where the masculine dominated and shut out ITS OWN feminine qualities, the world turned dark and cruel. But now, as the Earth rises into higher and lighter orbit, the feminine qualities are becoming invigorated and encouraging the masculine spirits to let go their dominant ways. The first beginnings of twin flame reunions are starting to take place, which coincidentally are accompanied by stories of star ships, UFOs, aliens and abductions. A larger picture is forming and each one of us is trying to fit the pieces of the puzzle together in our own mind.
Twin flames are galactic entities coming from other realities, other star systems and dimensions. They are not allowed to be embodied together on Earth, except in rare cases of a walk-in soul which is temporary. To prepare for contact with this larger picture, it is seriously advised to begin a meditation program on a daily basis. One must figure out for oneself, where and how to start, but start please. This is a discipline program. It's not meant to be fun but it turns into something wonderful. It is a practice in calming not only the mind, but the body itself, bringing the muscles and brain to a still point for 15 or 30 minutes. At the end of those 15 or 30 minutes one eventually experiences becoming a channel, a receiver of knowledge from beyond what one learned in school. One begins to experience the peace that is beyond description. A higher more beautiful awareness of being connected. Mental words may start speaking. Some people write them down and the words flow.
One feels the urge to clean up the diet, behaviors, words and actions. It is a natural evolutionary process of raising the vibrations to a higher standard. It is an evolution that occurs everywhere throughout the universe, on all worlds. This is how humankind is preparing itself for the transition that is underway. It may not be their twin flame who contacts them, but galactic intervention brings long lost family to us.
As the light continues to spread through the Earth through human beings shining it on, no words required, all of us are changing. New thoughts and gut feelings nudge us to change our old habits. Sharon did her meditation work for many years and was rewarded with contact by her twin flame, Ivo. She has been posting her experiences online. Others are writing books, channeling and posting on Facebook. This transition we are going through right now is considered normal to those of advanced civilizations, for they went through the same process themselves. There are many civilizations of advanced intelligence, love and light who are here to help stabilize us because it is a chaotic time.
There is a harvesting going on for each of us. An inspection so to speak, by each self trying to make sense of it and to decide what is good to keep, and what is not. What can be discarded as worthless? It's a tough decision. Meditation on a daily basis helps. The advice is to meditate on a daily basis. Find your own way of doing it. It doesn't have to be called "meditation" but it is essential to practice feeling peaceful periodically throughout the day. Believe it or not, this is a Tantric exercise. We all have within our spirits both male and female attributes but they are not equal. The masculine has been dominant and has distorted how we live with each other. The feminine in us - in each of us - has been suppressed. Meditation will bring these two spirit sparks back into balance, opening chakras and bringing higher dimensions closer to us.
The following article will help you to understand about chakras and dimensions. It is practical and useful information. Please read Sharon and Ivo:
Consciousness and the Physical Body by Sharon & Ivo - Twin Flames
www.Sharonandivo.weebly.com
Me (Sharon): Ivo, I realize I’m very fortunate to have this connection with you otherwise I’d be floundering, trying to understand like all the people I see trying to learn in Facebook groups. Seriously, they need to pick up a book and read about the nature of reality.
Ivo: Yes, you are fortunate, however you are in a position to help them.
Me: I did but putting down some comments isn’t the same thing as going into a detailed description.
Ivo: Sometimes putting down the correct next comment is the way to their understanding the truth.
Me: So let’s discuss the truth there. What is consciousness and how does it relate to the body?
Ivo: Arguably, it is all consciousness. You are all light bodies comprised of 12 dimensions. Each dimension vibrates at a faster frequency than the one below it. You have one chakra that aligns with each of these layers of consciousness. Each chakra is an energy center, which allows the energy to be absorbed into or to come out of, the light body. Many people, as they try to move from their understanding of a one-dimensional physical reality, to a 12 dimensional physical and non-physical reality, struggle to understand. And this is understandable.
Me: I’m glad I had books to read and didn’t rely on Facebook posts.
Ivo: Yes, an author, who is earning money from their work will always attempt to be as integrous as possible. Because their reputation relies upon their work. However, Facebook groups have no such inclination. Although they should. Integrity is key to ascension.
Me: Yes.
Ivo: So, consciousness is what we are, as I have said. The body is a limiter. Consciousness is what we all are, we are all part of the whole, each powerful units within the central body of what you call God. In the same way that your physical body is comprised of its units, atoms, you are all atoms in the light body of the whole, the Creator. However, consciousness is limited in its expression when it is just consciousness. It needs to relate to something in order to understand itself, so in the lower levels, it creates a physical body – yes, you all created your physical bodies within your mother’s wombs, the driving forces behind this creation were the energies of your father and your mother however you were present in this creation as well.
Me: So you ensure your body is created to your own specifications?
Ivo: Yes, it is your life to live and you choose to live it within certain parameters.
Consciousness, at this level, has 12 vibrational levels, or dimensions. And each dimension is “plugged into” your physical body by means of a chakra. When the chakras are running proficiently, the physical reality is expressed to its highest degree. When the chakras are imbalanced, reversed or rotating in an elliptical shape, then your expression of reality, your physical life, is dysfunctional. It affects the corresponding endocrine gland which align with your sympathetic (fight flight or flee) or your parasympathetic (relax and rejuvenate) systems.
Me: How would an elliptical third eye rotation affect me at the sixth dimension?
Ivo: It would affect your expression into the sixth dimension as well as affect your sixth dimensional expression of yourself in this fourth dimensional physical expression.
Me: So that tells people, if they want to open their third eye and do some awesome astral traveling, keep your chakras in balance.
Ivo: Yes. And stop believing in the illusion because lies and illusion shut down your higher chakras.
Me: Truth opens them, as in sets you free as is promised.
Ivo: Yes.
Your lower vibrational levels, the root to the solar plexus chakra, affect your upper chakras which affects those dimensions. Your upper chakras filter down energy into the lower chakras which affects your physical expression. It is all related. It goes both directions.
Me: So many people think the brain is the mind. Can you speak to that, Ivo?
Ivo: The brain is the central computer of your physical body – it is the CPU of the computer you call your physical body. It interprets your reality. That is why all the physical senses are connected to areas of your brain – this is all so that you can understand your physical reality. These senses all relate to the lower mind, the mind of the physical reality which is comprised within the energies of the root to the solar plexus chakra.
The higher mind is comprised of energies relating to the heart to the crown chakra and the 5 above them. And these relate to your non-physical bodies. Your brain does not think. Thinking is carried out within the mental body – which relates to the third chakra. That level of dimension relates to your lower mind. Yes, those who believe that their body is everything will be shocked after their deaths when they realize they are completely whole, they just do not have their physical body anymore. They are capable of everything they did in their physical life, as a matter of fact more than, because they do not have the limiting physical body to keep them from astral travel or bi-location.
Me: Yeah, can you imagine?
Ivo: Your people must understand life in order to understand that death is only death of the physical body, nothing more.
Me: Imagine how odd it must be for people to realize their brain isn’t doing the thinking, it’s done more around their belly button? LMAO But then there are people who have a “gut feeling” and this is why, of course.
Ivo: That is the location of the chakra which relates to a third dimensional density. However there is always the higher mind which begins at the heart and above.
Me: Also I think people think their brain is doing the thinking because they relate to everything from their eyes and the eyes are in front of the brain.
Ivo: Yes, we should explain the chakra functions.
Me: Please do.
Ivo: The root chakra, the sacral chakra and the solar plexus chakra (the belly button) are the three levels of energy that make up your physical reality. Your body is simply a manifestation of energy that can perceive itself which considering the lower dimension it exists upon is most wonderful. And your eyes are able to perceive a section of the light spectrum that relates to your physicality – the range at which your body vibrates at is perceived by the physical senses. A cat’s however, perceives beyond the spectrum that the human can, that is why your cat behaves strangely whenever they are perceiving us from the higher dimensions.
Me: Or lower. Sometimes he cowers.
Ivo: Sometimes he sees Worf around you who tends to scare him.
Me: LOL.
Ivo: Or he will see the dark ones as well. Your animals see beyond your limited range of vision and hearing, so their perception is much greater than yours. Humans have been dumbed down and this is an example of this. When your DNA goes fully quantum, you will be able to perceive 12 dimensions from your physical body, and you will realize that you never left your beloved homes – the dimensions of light.
Yes, the physical body is the key manifestation of separation. It tells you that it is the power machine and it tells you that you are separate from others and from God. You are not. You never were, and for that matter, you have never left what you call heaven because you are connected to it through your upper chakras. What is more, although it is a magnificent creation, it is a creation that limits your whole expression in favour of relating to your physical dimension.
Changing one’s understanding from a physical perspective can be a challenge. You worked through it pretty readily, my love.
Me: I can remember a certain ET showing up in my kitchen because I was having a hard time understanding that things existed when I couldn’t see them. So you made sure I saw you so we could get over this impasse.
Ivo: Yes, I did. You had to see me in order to confirm I existed and so you did. You understand that I exist despite the fact that you do not see me every day and this has helped you move on in your multi-dimensionality. The upper 4 chakras relate to the fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh densities or dimensions. You co-create these densities as well. You have aspects of your soul living within them.
One whose heart is not open will not be able to vibrate at a fourth dimensional level. When one is fearful and keeps the heart closed, you will not be able to ascend to 4D. To achieve fourth dimensional vibration, the heart must be open and you must be of service to others.
Fifth dimensional vibration requires steady fourth dimensional awareness, plus an understanding of unity consciousness. The conditions of duality do not apply here and the mind that has learned the tenets of the dualistic system, now must embrace unity consciousness. The way to vibrate at the fifth dimension frequency is to transcend your life of duality and separation. The matrix is based on these things, particularly the negative aspect of duality. Being positive helps, but understanding the system that enslaves you is the way to transcend the matrix. I say being positive helps because unless you understand all that enslaves you you would simply be a happy slave to the system, not an angry slave.
All dimensions utilize universal law because that is how these dimensions are structured – according to universal law. Your physicality is structured contrarily to universal law – we have written about this in our book – how universal law is used against you in your physicality. This is how you become enslaved – because universal law, or love, will set you free.
Me: Ivo, I’m getting tired. Can you please do a recap and end?
Ivo: Yes, the energies are up with 12/12.
Me: They go up and I crash. So what’s up with that?
Ivo: All is being cleared from you, your lower chakras being rebalanced and your negative energies expunged from your systems.
The recap then: You are a light being comprised of the energies of 12 dimensions. (Actually much more, but for argument’s sake, we’ll say 12). Your physical body lives within the lowest of these dimensions and has manifested into what your brain perceives to be matter. Your physical mind, your lower mind, your ego aligns with the third dimensional densities – which align to your solar plexus chakra and your emotions align to the second dimensional densities, which is your sacral chakra. Although your physical body is a marvellous machine, it is simply a machine that helps you relate to your physical energies as solid matter. It can also perceive itself and all around it with the use of its 5 senses. The brain does not think – consciousness thinks and that consciousness is you. In your true state, you are an energy body, not a physical body.
To access one’s higher mind, the heart chakra must be open. To align with the higher consciousness within you, you must stop aligning with the lower consciousness life you are living. You must gain a higher perspective and accept that you are not just physical – you are quantum. You are an unlimited being of light in actuality, who has incarnated into a dense reality in order to experience itself within a certain limited set of parameters that are commonly called “separation.”
You already are all you need to be. The question is to lose that which tells you you are something you are not. The lie is within the physical and your physical lives are lying to you. You are not who you think you are and your life is about learning to understand who you truly are. This is transcendence.
Me: Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: My love, thank you for working with us when you are as tired as you are. We understand you are motivated to bring the truth to this world.
Me: So do a lot of others who try to stop me. LOL But I will prevail. I use universal law rather than earth’s systems to do my work; therefore I can’t fail.
Ivo: And so it is!
The second article is HERE. Click on it to read. It is a good follow-up to the one above.
Thanks to www.eraoflight.com. for posting these two articles.
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9/30/20 - A "WOW!" of a Sermon - it will knock your socks off !
Father Altier on the Coronavirus
See the youtube here to listen. Warning: it might offend you. If you are not willing to listen with an open mind, don't listen at all because the world doesn't need any more spewing of righteous anger. Listening is a virtue. Listen and let another voice weigh in and then use your own judgment. Too many people are yelling at each other, trying to drown out the other person, like the debate yesterday. Those who speak in gentler voices are often shuffled to the side. This 20-minute message was delivered on September 5th at St. Raphaels Church in Crystal, MN. While I resonate with his words, I know there will be others who will not. But I suggest listening and then weighing in on inner scales privately. It may take overnight, but next day you will know more because you will have listened and allowed it to weigh in, and thus you will be connected to the larger whole.
Fr. Altier exposes what lies behind the coronavirus pandemic. He says he is responsible to God for truth. The Archdiocese of St. Paul and Minneapolis has given him a stern rebuke, which letter is online but you'll have to search for it yourself because it opens a political pandora's box which becomes a rabbit hole that I prefer not to go down. I did see the letter in my search for background on Fr. Altier, but instantly I saw that this was one such rabbit hole that tempts the curious seeker down into endless crevasses, tunnels, mini-tunnels and deadends, deeper and deeper, losing oneself in a maze where there is no light and you can't think for yourself.
Since I am anchored to the light, my feeling is to continue focusing on the light and not go down that rabbit hole. But I listen. I'm listening more than I used to. I have known for over 50 years that we live in a dangerous world and I've kept the covers pulled over my head. I know that we have been divided into separate camps on purpose. It is an intentional division by intentionally evil people. I know that most people don't believe in evil - I didn't myself for a long while - but light shines on ALL things, not just the beautiful. So, peeking above the covers and using the science of light, I have expanded my understanding.
It takes a while to sink in - that evil manipulates good people, people who are innocent and therefore vulnerable. Evil is not personified, it is a force that has existed forever. It knows that good people of the light struggle to do the right thing, but to this evil force it is not about right or wrong. It doesn't matter to it. It's the division that counts. That is the objective. Divisions among good people are created for that purpose. It watches for ways to drive a wedge inbetween good people to create division. The good people need to rise above that intentional wedge. Its purpose is to keep them in the dark, away from their wholeness and goodness. It is highly intelligent - but the light is more so.
War is created for that reason. Race against race is created for that reason. The corona virus was also created for that purpose. It's just another "thing" to be used to keep us separated from each other, to keep us away from becoming intimately warm and in love with each other and building a finer, more beautiful network around the world of peace. It is intended to keep us from touching, literally and physically touching, because when we touch we are light touching light. There are golden pantellets of light within our body cells and they are love. Love and light are synonymous. Light is abstract, love is intimate and personal. Love is in our body cells. Love turns on the light inside and brightens the interior landscape so we can see what we are feeling. It brings us together. Love unifies people who feel they are separate. Love coupled with light can see through the cloth to the real person inside. As long as we the people argue, fight and resist, our togetherness and our goodness is kept at bay. And so is health and sanity, peace and self worth, abundance and morality and truth and justice - and unbounded universal reason which will burn away the lesser laws eventually, which block the view. End of sermon!
Now, to give you just a moment to adjust to Fr. Altier, here is a transcription of the first two minutes of his sermon.
0:00 - "The first reading today, God tells the prophet Ezekiel that he has appointed Ezekiel the watchman for the House of Israel, and therefore Ezekiel is to speak to the people whatever it is that God commands him to speak. Not exactly an easy task that is given to Ezekiel, as he is told, if you - if I tell you to tell this person whatever and you don't tell him and they die that way, I'm going to hold you responsible for their death. If you tell them, and they die and they don't repent, well, you're not responsible. The prophets had to speak the word of God. We think of prophets as being somebody who predict the future. That's about (snap fingers) that much of what a prophet is about. If you look over and over again at what the prophets say, they will preface it with, "Thus says the Lord!" It may be calling people to repentance, it may be calling people to change things, it may be telling the people that something wonderful's going to happen. Whatever it is, they have to speak the truth. Because God is truth. You and I are also prophets. Jesus is a priest, a prophet and a king, and you and I are baptized into Jesus, so we're priest, prophet and king. That doesn't mean that you have to necessarily have to get up and start preaching to people, but I do. I have an obligation to stand here and speak the truth even when people don't like to hear it. So here we go. We have been lied to. We have been lied to in a HUGE way. (Listen here) Ft. Altier can be contacted through his website here.
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Closing remarks: I woke this morning with several ideas that I wanted to explore from night time adventures, but they'll have to wait. This took precedence. It came from a friend in the Northwest who got it from goldenageofgaia.com. I appreciate people sending me links. Some I listen to, some I don't, just as you do. I follow the ring of truth which is not a word but a resonance. When I touch this resonance it stimulates excitement in me. It's like a bell ringing. It's immediate and I open it right away. One after another is ringing loud and clear, as I think and hope it must be for you too.
One of the other things I intended to explore through words today is Tantra. I woke up knowing exactly which book to look for on my shelf. It had haunted me for several days. My sister sent it to me years ago and I read it back then but I forgot the name of it. There is something in it that I am ready to understand now. I just checked. Yes, it is there. It is like attending classes at night when I go to sleep because I wake up in the morning full of new exciting new paths to explore. It's amazing.
9/26/20 The Harvest - a Personal Experience
Last night I woke at 3:30 wide awake and alert with a message to send "The Harvest” out as a newsletter. I had been thinking about it and prepared for it but I was hesitating. This is "The Harvest". It was handwritten in 1983, seven years after kundalini awakened spontaneously during a guided meditation and drew me irresistably up into the light in a dramatic OBE (out of body experience).
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(Journaled 4/2/83) "Yesterday we went to Lake Como [a nudist camp near Tampa, FL]. It was Good Friday. While Bob sat on the cement benches down at the sandy beach, I set my towel down too, intending to sit, but then my feet carried me down by the tennis courts and around by the water as if under the direction of a higher will. The sun was out and it was warm and I was pulled into the spaces beyond.
"I walked over to the little bridge where the water drifts inland from the lake and I stopped there with a sense of a Conscious Will all around me. I have vowed never to use capitals when I write about these things and yet I cannot help but use them here because the significance of the thing is too great. I enjoyed it as it flowed in and around me, lifting me. Four people walked by and said hello, and I said Hi back, knowing I was enveloped in an aura that set me apart. I turned and walked back toward the lake by the sand pile where two boys were building a sand castle, their shorts and tee shirts all sandy. They were about 12. They glanced at me and paid me no mind, and it was then that I saw it.
"It was as if the heavens had moved back for me again, so I could glimpse into them and read the plan in store for us. Conscious of sparkling pinpoints of light and a clarity unknown on the physical level, I knew – the knowledge was suddenly there for me to see – I knew that the human race was a crop to be harvested. Each human body is a seed with a hard physical casing, but a precious thing grows within like a baby in a cradle. And the whole field of souls is being cultivated constantly, passing inspection daily, growing, expanding, like a field of corn but far more precious and important. The human consciousness is being cultivated to bring forth faith in that which exists outside of space and time, faith in that which moves us. Each human consciousness is being tenderly, softly – oh so softly with the most wonderful care – is being directed to surrender to the obvious. Every situation is carefully orchestrated and one day the harvest will take place.
"This was the essence of the message: the harvest. The harvest is near. When the harvest takes place, those who have allowed the cultivation of faith in a larger power – they will be taken up. Once they have proven that they can live by this faith alone, by placing their lives and their daily actions into the hands of the power that surrounds them by the moment, by the minute, by the second, and makes the conscious choice by the moment to go with that flow from higher plateaus – they will be taken up by that very power, for there is no need for them to remain any longer. No more than the ear of corn should remain on the stalk once it is full and ripe.
"There is no way that I can explain on this paper what I saw. For what I saw was knowledge and one cannot put a vision of knowledge on paper. But it is beautiful. And it is not sad because those who are not ready yet would not enjoy being taken up. Those who are not mature enough need more time on the vine and the laws of life are so compassionate, so gentle, so full of love that whoever needs more time will be given more time. There will always be time enough for development. There is no need to rush and repent as the religionists say. There IS time. Time will always exist just as heaven will always exist, so long as there are those who need it.
"What does it mean by being taken up? My mind wondered, but as I pondered whether the real flesh would be taken up, and if so, how, and all of the implications of flesh and blood and war and peace – things that pertain to this world and this reality, I realized that there would be no answers. I had been given a glimpse into the truth of the spirit, but the mystery remains as to how that spirit will work it when the time comes. I don’t know any more than anyone else as far as that goes, but the revelations are so wonder-filled. So full of light and love and peace that I have no way of passing it on. Except to write.
"I remember a dream. Crazy and mixed-up but in it a group of people heavy with flesh and karma were coming together for the harvest. They needed to overcome the karma that held them down as if caked with mud. And I was one of them. And we came together and started to sing in ourselves in worship to that which is higher than us, and the singing of the souls whirled round and round in a spiral fashion, upward, higher and higher, and it lifted us, each one, upward and out of the mud-encrusted karma which hung around us sucking on us. And we were lifted upward, again among sparkling pin-points of light, into clarity and joy. I knew when I woke that the way out of this world, when the time comes, is through adoration of that which is greater than me. Through the song of love for the higher power and through worship, for the direction in which the soul looks is where the soul will end up.
"Today, Saturday, I was out in the spaces again and I finished cooking for the little party we will have tonight and I went into the meditation room and sat on my stool and breathed deeply. I started counting and holding my breath and when I reached 64 my arms raised. I continued counting, however, and an interesting thing happened. While my mind was busy with the counting and the holding of my breath, another part of me began worshiping in a rhythm that seemed in tune with the rhythm flowing through my arms! There were two parts of me in operation! And I was conscious of both. I was happily surprised and I continued counting and holding my breath while the other movements overlapped my conscious mind. But shortly I was too absorbed in the larger movement and my counting stopped and my breathing resumed a normal pace. The movements continued with me watching.
"I again became aware of the Power behind me. It is distinctly conscious, distinctly a mind beyond this mind in my head. Yet I feel it is a part of me. No, I feel that I am a part of It. I feel that I am a little thing, an artificial creation that can be stopped at any time with no harm done, while the real will continue on. It is humbling to realize this. It makes me wonder why I am even here! I guess so I can recapture the truth of life and allow its suffusion into this little self. Peace soon engulfed me in a rather short period of time and through the open window the green trees and grass and air moist with the rain from the night, called me. I went outside, placed my mat by the pool in the drizzle and continued the movements for another ten minutes, the largeness moving through me." (End)
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Remarks. I can still remember the sparkles sorting, some to the left, some to the right, revealing a separation as this revelation unfolded. It impacted my brain cells and I can't forget. I want to speak of the kundalini because THIS is why I write these things down - to cement them into my conscious mind, otherwise they will disappear. I make them physical by writing them. After the initial taking up into heaven in 1976, meaning my consciousness, not my body - my body still operated on the ground with my husband - they kept occurring. A little book that miraculously came to me said that it would take 7 years to complete the process, so I was conscious of marking time. But they continued through 10 years and still do on a milder scale because now I am permanently rooted into the ground.
During those 10 years I tranced a lot, as kundalini was making over my body and getting rid of old stuff for lack of better words, and my husband had to work to keep me grounded. He did a good job, from hind sight. He listened and asked questions, approved and allowed me to work through it without rejecting me. He worked with me even through I would come and go, popping back up again and again into rarefied spaces and deserting my functioning brain. What worked best to ground me and keep me sane and balanced was making love. We made love a lot, as we had done before this occurred. It was a second marriage for both of us. It was tricky at first, because I didn't want to. But he insisted and afterwards it settled me down and brought me great peace.
Westerners still haven’t put it together that kundalini, which is a Sanskrit word, is the same natural germination process as the holy spirit in Christian scriptures. I didn’t know this until years later, but the truth seeped in over time. I didn't have a teacher or a guide. I understand that kundalini is a foreign word to most people and are put off by it. But it is an important word. It is mysterious. Even the saints and mystics of old tell us it is a mystery and relegate it to God. But times are changing, and this mysterious force is impacting more people than ever before. Many are experiencing changes that are moving them beyond their ability to describe or identify. The spiritual community is calling it an "awakening" but we need more descriptions. Something more solid to go by. That kundalini is a mystery is not enough for an evolving mind to work with.
I have hesitated to share my experiences because, as noted above, I have reason to believe that kundalini (or the holy spirit if you like) is related to sexual love. However, it is the LOVE that helps it, not sex alone. High, pure, decent love is a power that includes the whole person, not just the genitals. Love is the essential ingredient. Love is the seed unborn, planted in human flesh and blood. Sex as we know it today is a byproduct of the animal we evolved out of. It is like a child's crayon drawing compared to a Renoir painting. Sex alone, as an average thing, and questionable whether it does any good at all. LOVE is what lifts it up to open heaven's doors so that consciousness blossoms and soars beyond this world. Love breaks down doors and melts barriers. When high love agrees to connect with flesh and blood, an exchange takes between spirit and matter.
For ten years after my dramatic awakening, which is rare by the way, most people won't experience it that way, I was constantly airy-fairy. I couldn't think with my brain. I share this because spiritual germination is happening to people today. In the exceptionally strong and rare cases, knowing the signs can help with an understanding and appropriate compassion. I was constantly in the heavens even while living a physical life at home with my husband. Hind sight tells me that a spiritual teacher would not have helped in those early days. I was already high on spirit. What I needed was help in anchoring into physical reality. I needed someone to understand and allow me to work through it because I didn't understand. Rejection would have been the worst possible response, which unfortunately used to happen in centuries past. Just imagine having these experiences alone and being rejected as insane and cast out as hopeless. The institutions are today filled with kundalini awakenings that were aborted, rejected by society, locked up and medicated.
I was fortunate that my husband was compatible. He approved, allowed, encouraged my process, protected me from myself and didn't argue or resist. He did the wisest thing of all - he loved me back to earth. He gave me an anchor to hold onto, otherwise I wouldn't have come down. Quite by accident (if there is such a thing) we became involved with swinging, which was an underground movement at the time. This allowed me physical contact with other couples where sexual love was welcomed. This helped me immensely. I had more love mates to ground into. The huge love pouring through me needed grounding in the same way lightening needs grounding. They were raise up as I was brought down as we shared energies, both conscious and unconscious. Swapping energies can elevate people, but it can also pull them down. It requires a great deal of discernment who to have sex with!
Today I see that these experiences of kundalini awakening are not as rare as I used to think. It's just that they haven't been defined yet. It is too far out. It is too mystical. There are not enough descriptions from people to create an understanding. The holy spirit is germinating because the earth is coming into the photon belt. That is another far out subject for another time. This germination is breaking through the outer crust. It is causing havoc on old, hard-line belief systems. There are theories and intellectual discussions about what is happening, but the cause remains unknown. This process is beyond the brain's capacity to make sense because the brain only knows what it is knows from past evolution. This is a shift from the physical dimension to a higher dimension. The process is controlled by spirit, which is the over-ruling power of life. There is more we need to understand and we are getting the chance. More people are experiencing OBE's and NDE's (near-death experiences) who have physically died and left their bodies, only to return and start breathing again. They are bringing back remarkable, revelatory stories of a life beyond this world's accepted reality.
As for me, while I am drawn to share these visions on one hand, there are counter forces that held me back up until now. I was instructed to share them long ago, but with caution not to let my ego become inflated, thinking I have all the answers, because it is only MY journey that I can legitimately write about. What others experience is uniquely their own story to tell and I have no say in the matter.
The torrent of kundalini comes from an inner source, out of reach of the conscious mind which is based on what it knows. It is a strange force and science can't help. It is a germination, no different than the seed which grows into something larger. One has to endure the germination all by oneself. Fortunately, kundalini is a gradual process usually, in small ways, as the soul evolves. Each individual is blossoming into that pattern which it is implanted with.
Each person is a gift from spirit. He or she doesn't HAVE a gift, each one IS a gift. I see that these spiritual gifts are myriad, like rain drops sparkling in the sun after the storm has passed. The storm is underway now and the sun is shining, assisting in this evolutionary shift and rebirth of the human race. We just have to wait for the storm to pass, with love, kindness and compassion. There are those yet to sprout and blossom. Others have blossomed and are singing their song out loud in various ways. Each is a gift to the new world.
I heard a song running through my mind this morning. I opened up Nicholas John's youtube channel and discovered he had posted a new song. He is such a delightful character. He does crazy antics while singing and makes funny faces and dances around like a crazy man, but he sings so freely of the human spirit being eternal, that I can't help but laugh and be lifted and I start moving in rhythm with him. I invite you to check out his latest HERE. And after that, my favorite, The Eternal Embrace, HERE.
Well, that's enough for today. I send loving hugs along with this message. Pass them on to someone close by, no explanation needed. An embrace says it all. The love in your heart wasn't put there to stay, love isn't love till you give it away. Blossom your way through the day and be more of who you are. Namaste!
9/19/20 The Intelligence Within Love
Becoming aware of malevolent forces
Intelligence is one half of our consciousness, love is the other half. Both intelligence and love are divine attributes and by bringing them into balance a species evolves to higher understanding which is beneficial to the whole race. By using both intelligence and love equally, an individual brings happiness and freedom into its life, family and associates. They learn to harmonize together. But on earth they are not equal. On earth today, there is a great need for love to be expressed. Love keeps people connected, whereas intelligence can be manipulated and made to work to the advantage of the negative-intended person.
There is a malevolent force that has embedded itself into the human collective, which is doing everything it can to stop love from manifesting. The malevolent force does not want love between humans to take place for it would dissolve the separation that keeps people down. This malevolent force has become, over eons of time, embedded in both male and female consciousnesses so we do not know when we are utilizing it. It pits women against men and men against women as well as nation against nation and race against race. It does this to prevent unity between diverse cultures. Unity raises the consciousness and this malevolent force does not want that. Malevolence cannot be seen. It can be hidden very well under the guise of charm. It is an invisible force because it is an intentional force. It is how a person thinks and plans and holds that plan for long periods in its mind. Where a person puts and holds its attention and focus is where the energy goes. It becomes either benevolent (for the good of all) or malevolent (hurtful and deceiving all). It takes intentional conscious thought to change automatic habits, for the malevolent force is embedded in everyone of us who were actually born here on earth. It covers the planet like a cloud and it does not want unity to happen.
Both men and women equally have this malevolent force in them. However each one of us also has divine love and divine intelligence in us and in our body cells and in our consciousness. For we were created in an immaculately perfect image and that image has always been there. A human being cannot walk, breath or exist without that divine protection flowing through the body and mind like a river of life. It IS a river of life. And what we do with that river of life and conscious thought is on US. We are responsible for it. This malevolent force is a foreign invader, an alien force that can ONLY be overcome with love, but love that is manifested and expressed in an intelligent way.
All humans share intelligence and love, but are we aware how to use? The divine attributes of intelligence and love are selfless, while the malevolent attributes are selfish. They obstruct and deny and create divisions and diversions among people who are striving and working towards unity and resolution. So the greatest thing to do in these days is to express love in the form of unity. Togetherness. By joining arms, legs, hands and hugs in a show of faith in the greatest power in the universe - harmony - by which the suns and planets stay on course. The patriarchal culture came into existence not by men against women, but by an alien invasion - a malevolent force to prevent humankind from growing in recognition of the innate divine love that is within them. They came to keep us from manifesting our divinity which would bring peace to all nations and to the earth itself, which is a conscious living being who grows our vegetables for us.
I (Diana) have always focused on love rather than intelligence (left brain activity) because I come from light and love and it was almost total in me. I chose not to fight or resist or use force in this life because it wasn't in me. I did what was natural to me - I allowed freedom of expression to everyone I met. That was how it was done where I came from and it worked well there. So I lived life here in the same way but unfortunately I did not know the whole story!! I came to learn something. I learned that I was nurturing the malevolent forces as much as I was nurturing the benevolent forces.
This did not come natural to me but I recently activated my left brain. It's a complicated story how I did that so let me skip over that part (my husband asked me) and now - surprise! - piercing rays of light and revelations. I am enjoying greater insight. Instead of being blinded by an automatic willingness to serve, I am now employing conscious intention to use my left brain too, along with my right brain. Left brain is ability to focus and use speech centers, form words and connected thought, and things like that which I was not very good at. The result is whole brain which means whole body and whole mind. It brings intelligence into the picture, which I used to think was only a male attribute. I find that it is not. Not at all. I had become too unbalanced, leaning so much on forgiveness, love, compassion, empathy, nurturance, serving others - that I was like a tree leaning way over to the right and almost touching the ground.
Now I see the difference. There is a wholeness to life that brings balance. So, what about evil? As we become more aware and conscious of evil, there will be some who will want to fight it. That is their choice. We become unhinged momentarily when evil rises in our midst. But we are all here to learn something about ourself. I learned about the evil presence, and that part was good - I needed to understand that - but more importantly I learned about the intelligence and practical side of love. Love is not airy-fairy, spacious and light except in the celestial regions. Down here on earth it must be balanced with intelligence and wisdom so it is substantial, solid and grounded in action. I have learned to right myself back up straight and tall, instead of leaning over to one side. I can radiate love better this way, by using intelligence and wisdom.
Everyone is going through their own waking-up process, which means becoming more fully alert and aware and conscious of how they act and what happens within them every time they have a "knee-jerk" reaction to something. We are not designed to be robots and follow someone else's orders. We've learned to look to masters, teachers, authorities, priests, etc., but that only makes us robots reflecting someone else's thoughts.
We reach for our highest good in the stars in order to become more royal, noble and sovereign in our thinking. We reach for these higher qualities to gain more wisdom and discernment, more truth, more courage to stand alone, more respect for life and more freedom for our families and friends. We do this by following innate values. We are guided by respecting ourselves. These are innate values. We are being guided but by no one else but ourselves. We are gods in training.
The symbol of Anakosha is a wave, a wave that is growing up out of the sea and building a momentum and is almost ready to break. I have made this symbol into a pretty golden amulet that I wear around my neck. At the tip of the wave is a little diamond, indicating a brilliant reaching upward and forward with intention. Love is a wave that must be built into a consistent momentum through continuous action and practice. I had to learn how to also build in intelligence. I was too feminine. Now I am learning that masculine is also part of my structure.
Intelligence too has to be built into one's life through conscious and consistent practice. It's done by thinking for oneself instead of following someone else's rules. This lifetime has been a profound lesson in learning to not block out the other side. Consider the left brain. Or consider the right brain. Whichever side is being rejected, it has to be integrated. The division lies within myself. I am grateful to have this pointed out to me. (Thank you DK) I have had to understand its importance. Intelligence has to be built into the human species equally, along with love. Love yields space for another to grow. It is a nurturing quality. But if someone has taken a wrong direction, does love continue to encourage? One who is too encouraging must then turn to intelligence as a countering balance to love to prevent it from going bad. Love must be coupled with intelligence to be a benevolent force and not a malevolent one. Fighting, yelling or protesting only causes more damage and kickback. Malevolent forces use various forms of manipulation to divert attention and distract. Love and intelligence working together in equal proportions has been the divine plan all along. This is what the current chaos is all about as people are working out their true beliefs vs. their erroneous beliefs. What is the right way? What is the wrong way? They must find out by whatever means, and they will.
We are here to understand both sides of the dividing line - the divine which is benevolent and the artificial which is negative. The divine masculine and the divine feminine are one side of the equator, and the malevolent forces are on the other. But first we must integrate intelligence (masculine) with love (feminine) in our OWN life before we can hope to work with others in a balanced way. It is the divine plan which operates in harmony throughout the universe. A myriad species are evolving throughout the universe, throwing off the disharmony and agitation as they do. The artificial creations being discarded as evolution towards light advances, are what we call the invading dark forces. They have been around forever. The battle has always been a battle of consciousness. Who will choose love and light? And who will choose to battle? It takes severe self discipline not to fight back. I choose to hold light and love.
9/12/20 Connecting With Your Higher Self
How the mortal self connects with the higher self
How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that you expand, and the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you reaches up and becomes reintegrated with the your higher self again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. THEN you become your highest and best and your crystal light body can make that connection with you.
Your connection to your higher self is like your connection with any other friend you have in life. To maintain communication with a friend you must pay attention to your friend. The same is true with your higher self, which is you on a higher more expansive level. Keep your telephone line open. Give it a glance in its direction, remember its presence, talk to it once in awhile, ask it questions, listen to its answers, align with it, know and respect its more beautiful qualities, its nature. That’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned into you through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Your higher self is all around you like an invisible bubble. It is not up in the sky. It is a transparent crystal bubble, it looks like the bubble a child blows through the ring. It is all around you on all sides and below you. It is the REAL you as you appear on the higher dimensions. It vibrates with the fires of your very own spirit. You are a small dark and dense form suspended floating in the middle of this beautiful bubble of light, clarity and perfection. It loves you. It is like crystal clear waters twinkling in the sunlight splashing colors through you the way a diamond flashes prisms of light.
You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble, condensed so you can create life in the physical world. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating new sprouts that are growing in the world around you. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself and reach up to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to the higher realms where your higher self resides. Higher dimensions where purity resides and where everything you could possibly need resides and is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen - then go IN and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your expanded regions to feel the peace and assurance that you are well and have a home.
You adopted these low vibrations so you could fit into this world of solids and create here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate it. Release the adopted vibrations that are less than who you really are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your love can influence others.
The light is you, dear ones, but you have yet to realize it and understand the concept of human nature which is a shadow of the real. When you say, "I am" it is the light of love that speaks and everything that comes thereafter is a perversion of that love. You are (I Am) a representative of the light and you have become a poor representative of love if you do not allow it to come through in everything that you do, for this is your primary destiny, to shine like a hero at his height, like the white knight in shining armour out to save the world. But distortion comes from misuse of this love. You are love, but you do not live that love.
The light of love animates your every move, it is what thinks in your mind, it is what feels in your heart, it is what breathes in your lungs, it is everything that perceives in you from your cells to the hair on your head, everything that is active and moving. It does not know evil, it does not create evil. It is all good, all-knowing, all-wise, all-loving, all-powerful and it is everything that moves in you. But you do not realize it yet, you do not realize what you are in reality. And because you do not realize the goodness of your nature you hold it back, afraid that it is not sophisticated, not the way of the world. You do not allow it to express and thus you create the build-up of love energy that quickly turns to emotion-packed resentment for not being able to come through. This build-up of resentment is only the beginning of the evil which plagues your life and circumstances. It is not really bad, dear ones, it is merely an excess of energy compacted into an unnatural package, stagnating like a barrel of rotten apples due to lack of proper circulation, and it is overloading your tender form with seething chaos. The more you hold back the precious gift of love, the more cut off from your inner feelings and intuition you become, and the power to express is taken from you, making it harder and harder to speak your heart and your true thoughts. The heavier grows your form as the veil of confusion thickens around you, shutting out the light of self knowledge and the freedom of expression which is your natural gift, and the light of sun is diminished, trapped inside a heavy layer of darkness.
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The above message was posted on the Anakosha website recently, so it may seem familiar if you read Diana's Blog. These writings are channeled. They began coming to me many years ago while writing in my journal, long-hand, before computers. There are many. Writing a daily journal was my way of arranging into cohesive form the interrupted, crazy fragments of the day. I first became aware that another intelligence was coming through when, in the midst of writing down MY thoughts, the word "you" appeared instead of "me", "my" or "I". What the......? I thought at first it was my imagination and dismissed it, but when I re-read the paper later - no, this is not me talking. It's way more elegant. These channeled messages continue to come to me after 45 years. They are personal instructions to me alone for my private enlightenment. Now as I am transferring them into digital form, I am re-reading them, and more fully appreciating their value so I am sharing them openly. I hope you enjoy.
Namaste to you and yours from the realms of Light, the Ascended Masters, Celestials, Angelics, Galactics and me!
8/29/20 Lessons of a Life Regression - Part 2
New insights
Following up on the NL last week about a regression back to a life several hundred years ago, when I was a heretic and died in a dungeon. I had further insight the next day after re-reading this 40-year-old journal. I wondered why a fear would stay buried for so long, life after life? What caused it haunt me? Why hadn’t I faced it? What were the mechanics of causing the block? The next morning after re-reading the case file,, I had a breakthrough understanding. With assistance from the healer I found that I WANTED to apologize to my fellow monks but was ashamed. Shame made me cowardly. I didn’t want to look at it. There was guilt. Why? I buried a part of myself. I put my head in the sand and didn’t want to acknowledge that guilt. Guilt became a fuzzy thing. But when I finally looked at all of it, myself and that dirty old dungeon, guided persistently by Paula, there was a lot of murky guilt there. And when I finally apologized, instead of a fellow monk stepping forward to embrace me back into the fold, a glowing angelic higher self stepped forward and gathered me up into his arms and kissed me lovingly. It was my own refusal to admit and ask for forgiveness that had kept me shut away.
This regression gave me peace and allowed release of other related fears that were holding me back from expressing myself freely and moving forward. Guilt and shame are big blocks that need facing - traumatic events from past lives or perhaps this life. But there is something I want to clear up. A guilt or shame issue does not mean there is actually something to be guilty about, or ashamed of. It doesn't mean that we did something bad. I mean, even if we DID murder someone and covered it up, it wasn't the event we did wrong, it was the cover up, the hiding, the burying, the keeping it secret. Not admitting it is the guilt that haunts us and causes us to feel shame. THIS is the insight I had the morning after reading the case again.
It was an innocent mistake to tell my fellow monks the great insights I was getting through my communications with my higher self. When they put me in the dungeon and threw away the key, only then did I become aware that I did something wrong. I hadn't thought it was wrong before being locked up. I was still on fire with my eagerness to share. But when I was in that bad place of being locked, I realized something. Maybe not the whole thing, but it was a recognition nonetheless, and I hung my head. I set myself back by not apologizing sooner and repenting. Just think of all the criminals in jail who didn’t do anything wrong except not admit their mistakes.
When religion talks about redemption, they make it sound as if we did something against God and he will punish us. But that is ridiculous because we are already God. We are source. We are creator personified as individuals learning and growing. It's the church that makes us hang our heads and hide our mistakes becaues we don't want to be punished. It is a false belief system that religion has drilled and pounded into us. On the contrary, our own personal higher self IS God. There is no other divine being greater than that. The only authority is our loving and kind higher self. It is more expansive, more pure, more wise and more forgiving than the small, mentally-programmed self that we were imprinted to be from childhood on. We ARE our very own beautiful, glowing, higher self. Nobody else can tell us what to do better than our higher self. It talks to us 24/7 with feelings, cautions, directions and red-light warnings. It is our best friend forever. It warns us to be careful around people who have explosive anger issues. They are dynamite. We know to be gentle, perhaps even overly friendly with them to neutralize what could be a dangerous situation.
Hidden mistakes that remain unadmitted, become buried. They are stored out of sight waiting for release. They are emotional triggers. If we don’t acknowledge and redeem an unpleasant situation by neutralizing it and returning it to a comfortable normal, it remains unresolved and festers like a pus-filled splinter in the finger. It will pop up later. We need to deal with it when it happens. This is the motivation for unity that the whole world is experiencing right now. We all have past life issues, some more than others. I’ve been recovering mine. There are many wise healers today, each with their own unique approach to assist in recovering buried treasures - and treasures they are. A healing therapy session with a good reputable person is not traumatic but elevating and rewarding.
I've learned to pay attention to such moments of emotional discomfort - buried treasures. I have had to learn to distinquish between a buried treasure and a simple choice not to engage in whatever is being talked about. If I have no interest, there is no emotion other than the clear and beautiful excitement of a positive nature. A good thing. But I can tell the difference because, if he says something that causes me to have a knee-jerk reaction to snap back with emotionally tense rush, uh oh. My buried issue is uncovered fast. There’s something there I need to get a hold of and examine. I figured this out by myself. I didn’t have a psychotherapist. Awareness creeps in slowly as one pays attention to one's own emotional responses. Sometimes it overlaps with a sharp retort of a mental response, hiding the emotion that set it off. A mental knee-jerk reaction to a stimulating discussion hides the belief that triggered it. A hotly debated issue reveals the emotions buried underneath. These are good opportunities to self-analyze later, after all is said and done. Why did we get so hot about this?
Well, this is my story that I’m sharing. I’m not an authority in psychology or the therapeutic sciences. I'm just telling what I have experienced. Please don't take it personally because it's not about you. I want to take any personal charge out of it. Read it like you read a novel, for it’s entertainment value. And one last revelation:
Lets say on a happy day I'm flowing along humming peacefully doing whatever, and a phone rings, or a knock on the door, and my heart suddenly starts beating wildly and my mind starts racing, which used to happen often. What in the world? What causes such a physical reaction out of nowhere? A very good tell-tale sign to start asking oneself questions. Something is out of kilter here. I need to find out what it is. I ask my higher self to reveal it to me. The answer doesn’t come right away. I ask mentally, telepathically spelling it out, and then forget about it. Insight comes later. There are many self-help techniques available in our culture today, but here's another easy one. Before going to sleep at night say several times, “I WILL remember everything I did in my dream state when I wake up in the morning.” And have paper and pen to write it down immediately upon waking. A record of dreams will tell a story over weeks and months when you go back and re-read them. Re-reading old dreams refreshes the memory. Refreshing the memory opens the book of the higher self and more memory comes flooding back. When we do this we create a bridge between our finite everyday mind, and our higher mind which leads to our higher self. It is a method of healing and inviting the higher self to come closer to us.
At least that has been my experience. It has proven to be a wonderful technique for clearing the past. It is simply acknowledging it. The education system has trained us to forget dreams and imaginations, forget feelings and emotions, bury the past and move on.This is exactly the opposite of what we SHOULD be doing. We should be remembering our dreams, remembering our imaginations, paying attention to our feelings and emotions, journaling them, and don't let the sun go down with an argument unresolved. Kiss and make up, if only with yourself. Have an inspirational, uplifting book by the bed and read a passage before going to sleep. Have a flashlight handy and read under the covers if you need to, so you don't disturb your sleep partner.
Watch out for sulky, bad-tempered people. They have an over-abundance of emotional triggers which they don't know about. They are afraid and very defensive. It is a lower survival instinct. I have learned to take the high road and use intelligent persuasion to gentle them down. Defensive people have a brittleness to them. They are ready to lash out at what they think is the slightest offense. Be careful around them. Censor your words and be kind. I feel sad for criminals portrayed as bad guys in the TV movies. They wouldn't be criminals if they hadn’t been created that way by overly critical mentors, using put-downs, thrashings or beatings, verbal, emotional or physical or all ways. Treat them with love and kindness, even if you have to hold you tongue. If you respect them it will help them to relax their brittleness. Ask your higher self to embrace them with love from a higher place.
In my life as a monk, I lived in a closed community and prayed a lot. I was being taught by my higher self with revelations, much as I am receiving today. But then I tried to teach and tell from an exciting, feverish, passionate headiness. But I said things that went against the accepted theology of the times. I spoke of things they didn’t understand and I went too far. I rattled cages. I caused disruption in our orderly quiet lifestyle. I should have been wiser. I was immature. I didn't understand how to manage my revelations, how to discipline myself, or to speak with empathy and kindness. And through allegory. I had gotten carried away in my passion to share. I needed more spiritual maturity, and learn how to how to read people and engage with their auric field. If I had known better, I would not have done what I did.
I gave them information that was profoundly real to me, but wrong to them, perhaps even of the devil. I became known as a heretic. Karma is a bitch but I had to learn the lesson. Circumstance took care of presenting it to me. Re-reading this 40-year journal into a past life gave me a modern-day understanding. I see how the fear of that dungeon experience still smoldered and molded my personality of today. I was fine living at home with sisters and a spiritually-oriented mother and good-natured father, but after I was married I couldn’t express myself with men. I shut down. I had major blocks in my throat center. Most women do who were born before 1960. The throat center in women didn't begin opening until the 1960's when drugs altered the chemistry of the flower children and the new age officially began.
Today the throat center is still not all the way open in women. Men can help by being more sensitive, kind and loving in relationships. And women can help the men to be more kind, by being sensitive, kind and loving in return. Men and women need to help each other, for men too have been closed the doors to their higher self. Love and kindness is the only way to do this because words and debate are divisive. Being kind and compassionate towards the opposite gender, whether you like them or not, DOES help lighten things up. Having fun and laughter together is the greatest healing method of all. I am grateful and feel fortunate that we are living in these more enlightened times.
I would like to include a message from the Arcturians channeled by Daniel Scranton, who is one of the most prolific and clear-headed channel of our times. I recommend signing up for his newsletter. A new authentic message comes every day.
The 9D Arcturian Council
Channeled by Daniel Scranton
posted today 8/29/20
www.danielscranton.com
Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.
We have been assessing your progress as you continue to move through one of the more challenging times in human history, and we want you to know that as bad as it might seem out there, at times, you are doing very well. You are handling the current set of circumstances that you are in with dignity. More and more of you are waking up to the truths that you have needed to have in your awareness in order to move forward, in order to create a better future for all of humanity.
Even when you are in disagreement with one another, there is at the heart of that disagreement a desire for a better future, a better feeling world. That is what you are co-creating right now, and you dont have to agree on how you get there. You dont even have to agree on what that better future Earth looks like. Everyone is the hero of their own story, and many of you have felt wronged by certain segments of the population. And as the hero, you must rise up. You must take back your power. You must find the power within you and create that future experience of yours from a place of power and a place of alignment with Source.
Remember that everyone is carrying some sort of trauma, some sort of burden, and not everyone handles what they are carrying in the best of ways. But before you rush to judgment, just remember that these individuals are going through something that is hard, that is challenging. And of course, so are you. But as we connect with you in this way, and in all of the various ways that we connect with you, we can feel that you all know how to handle what it is you are carrying. And some of you even realize that you are carrying more than your fair share for the rest of humanity.
So you will be more likely to go within. You will be more likely to raise your vibration. You will be more likely to forgive and to have compassion than to condemn and to judge. That is where your power lies. Your power lies in your ability to align with the intentions of Source, the Divine plan. You know enough to know that there is a Divine plan and that the Divine plan includes everyone. Source has no intention whatsoever of excluding any parts of Source. That would not be in Sources best interest, and those of you who know that, understand that, are aligning yourselves with the Divine plan that you know represents the truth of what Source really is.
Source is Love. Source is All That Is. Source is expanding and creating in each and every moment, and you who are awake want to be a part of that. And thats what makes you powerful as the awakened ones, as the awakened collective. We are always happy to be a part of that plan with all of you.
We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.
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Sending love and hugs from me to you today. Pass it on. Give someone a hug and feel the love. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
8/20/20 Lessons of a Life Regression
A personal story from 1982
Before Paula began her polarity treatment on me (Jin Shin Jyutsu), she explained how she guides a person through mental blocks or blind spots as some call it. I hadn't asked for a life regression and didn't expect one.
“I just keep my voice even and low and keep talking and slip in things here and there. Like, I notice that you seem to have some sadness about you sometimes.” Her voice was gentle and soft, yet a rush of wildness went through me suddenly and I moved to defend myself mentally. Blood rushed, heart pumped and adrenalin flowed crazily, tilting me out of balance. I would have directed the conversation away from me into another area, which I have done in the past, but this time I didn’t because I was also taking a personal psychology class, and the two approaches were working on me. I wanted to find out what is really happening in me.
So I said, “Do you mean me?” I forced myself to ask, hoping she didn’t, hoping that she was only referring to an example to show me. “Not necessarily,” she replied. “I only meant that that’s how you can do it.” I was learning Jin Shin Jyutsu from her. But as I lay down on the padded table making ready for her treatment, she asked me, “But you do seem to have some sadness in you. Do you want to work on it?” At first I said No, but about a minute later I said, “Well, if you are really, really gentle.” I knew I would close up if it were too threatening.
“OK! I want you to count from 10 backwards to 1 out loud, and when you get there I want you to go back to when you first remember being sad. I want you to know that it’s going to be OK because when you finish I’ll erase it for you so you don’t have to carry it around with you. No, begin and count backwards from 7….”
“7 - 6 – 5 ….” I began out loud. What was I going to find when I reached zero? Would I be able to find anything? Would I be able to fulfill her expectations? What if nothing happens? My mind raced in a dozen directions while Paula’s fingers found another new spot to probe. “Zero!” I said, and scrutinized the darkness behind my closed eyelids, looking for something, expecting nothing. I half expected to be displaced from out of this room, I think, into another time frame as I imagined hypnotists worked, but nothing happened. I was still here in the room, conscious of being highly nervous and anticipatory with Paula waiting.
“Where are you?” she asked. My expectation was nerve wracking. There was nothing there except flickers in the gray. “When did you first feel sadness?” Paula asked gently. Still nothing. Long silences. “Where are you?” she repeated and a familiar picture formed in my mind. This is a picture I’ve seen often and automatically accepted but I don’t know where it comes from. I’m walking with a scarf around my head and in a sort of peasant dress, under an ancient tree, knarled and warped with age. The ground is packed and used and there’s an old farm house behind me. I see myself from a vantage point behind an old wall, waist high, built of huge stones. I tell Paula this but add, “I’m happy here, not sad. There’s sunlight and I’m happy. In fact, I use this scene often when I’m down, as an anchor and a stabilizer.” I really don’t know how much I’m verbalizing to Paula, but things keep coming. But no sadness.
“All right! Now go back to the first time when you were sad,” she said. Silence and then the picture fades into gray. Grayness and a web like a spider’s web falls down over me, which turns into heavier bars of a grid system. And then only bars, iron bars. Smooth iron. “There are bars,” I say. “Where are you?” she asks. “It’s dark and gray,” I say. I’m already thinking of a dungeon but I don’t want to say it. I don’t want to impose my imagination because I’ve felt these things before. But I can’t get rid of the feeling and a stone floor emerges in my mind. “There’s stone, and dust – and cobwebs. ” I’m afraid I’m imagining this whole thing and I try to be objective but the scene keeps coming in with more reality than before. I have no control over it.
“Go back,” Paula repeats, “to the time when you first felt sadness,” and suddenly a rush of sadness comes and tears. And immediately, through the gray, through the bars, I search for something I know is there – a little courtyard off to the right through the cold stone arches where the sunlight streams down onto a patch of green, and a rose bush. The sunlight lays across the stone tiles, brightening the picture. “I’m moving out into the sunlight,” I say.
“Where are you?” Paula asks with more firmness and I turn around and see the gray. “There are rats and spiders – and dust – I’m in a dungeon,” I say. “How do you feel?” she asks, and a rush of sadness comes in and my voice breaks and I say, “sad.” “What is it like in here?” she asks. And the tension wracks my body and moves in tight. I look at the dusty stone floor and the gray and black and find nothing there. Flat. “Dead,” I say, and turn to go into the sunlight, and suddenly I see a monk standing out there near the sunbeam. But Paula brings me back, “Say it,” she says.
I don’t want to, but I want to so I say it: “I’m sad. They put me in here.” “Who?” she asks. “There’s a figure in a robe. He has a rope around his waist. They locked me up in here because they didn’t like what I did.” “What do you feel?” she asks. “Sad,” I say. “Tell them,” she says, but I don’t want to. I look and suddenly the monk becomes clearer as though he stepped forward. “He has a red robe on – and blond hair – I don’t see his face – yes, his eyebrows are busy.” I’m holding back, I’m holding back a lot. “He’s nice looking, he’s beautiful!” I say. “Tell him,” she says.
Long silence. The sadness is that I’m locked away from life, and the life is in the sun. It’s worse than death to be shut up in the gray and left alone to die, still alive. A living deth is much, much worse than death itself. They never listened. I tried to tell them these things. I have so much to say but they didn’t like what I said. If only they knew that I cared and I was trying to tell them about life – to teach them. If only they understood they wouldn’t have put me in here. “Tell them,” Paul repeats.
Holding back strong emotion, I say, “Don’t lock me up. Don’t take me away from the sun. It kills the soul – it’s worse than death – to be locked up like this. It kills your soul, too, for putting me here.” But that’s all I can say. Now the monk moves closer and there’s a light around him, or a feeling of light around him. “What else?” Paula says, patiently. “Forgiveness,” I say. Then to clarify, “I want to ask him for forgiveness.” “Tell him,” she says. “Please forgive me for what I’ve done. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I only wanted to help you – I wanted to teach. I’m sorry I did it in a way to hurt you. Now I know, I will not do it again in that way.” I was too extreme for them and they couldn’t handle it. The monk is radiant now. There is something clear about him. “He has his hands on the bars,” I say. “He’s bending them now. He’s coming inside, he’s bringing me the sunlight.” I am collapsing now. I am old, flat, like death inside the cell. He bends over and picks me up and kisses me on the cheek and carries me out into the sunlight in the little garden and I am aware that it is over. I am conscious of the room and my body expels something like air out of a balloon. Later, Paula says, “Something left you. I felt it leave you. Something heavy is gone.”
Now I know why I have been so afraid to say what it is that I know. I have talked too much, told too much too soon. People are not ready to hear it. My life has been full of learning how to hold back. How to say it in a way that people will accept it. How to say it in a way they will understand, otherwise I hurt them.
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The above session took place 40 years ago in 1981. But after re-reading it this morning, I had a sudden light storm. The monk who appeared to me in the sunlight was my own higher self, not the monks of old as I had supposed. I thought it was the monks of old who were forgiving me but that is not the case. I didn't have the wisdom 40 years ago that I have today about the light body. All human beings have a formless light body around them like a bubble. It is not a form, but a consciousness. It is in a pattern of such grace and elegance that it is difficult to imagine. Many have seen it with inner sight.
We are drawn to it as our higher, better self. Our better angels. We know we are not perfect but there is something that draws us to be better, try harder and reach higher. Our light body is our father. It is formless. Our body is that same grace and elegance in form, called "mother". Earth is our mother. We have ALL descended from a light body into a form. The light body is exclusively our own personal light body, not like anyone else's. We are unique because we are human and we are learning things through trial and error. We are filling in the light body pattern with substance, with knowledge, with "AhHA!" moments.
We are each adding substance to our light body. There are different names for it and different themes and different languages, different words and innuendos, but I like the term "light body". It is also known as the christ. As I write about my own experiences, I move them out and away from me, and make room for other stories to surface that have been hidden away in my subconscious. Telling stories is a valuable technique for personal growth. As more moves up from below where I can't see, I let them go by writing and sharing them. I am growing emptier - and empty is being free. Spiritually free and independent as I let old issues release and go away. That's what happened to me in the above story.
We started out as a perfect vibration with a perfect pattern and with all the beautiful qualities of the angelic state (so say the masters). And then we descended in vibration. We slowed down our vibrations and we lowered our frequency, lower and slower we fell until we became a form of coalesced light. And then we began exploring our physical life. We experimented with vibrations and we learned and made mistakes. It was intended. It was expected. The light body learns through experimentation.
But gradually we lost the connection to our light body which is our angelic higher self. Over many lifetimes we lived and learned and accumulated errors and mistakes and wouldn't let them go, and they became lost and drifted beyond sight. When a traumatic event becomes unconscious, we are in trouble. Because it will not go away. Like an infection, it will pop up in various and sundry ways to remind us it is there. It shows up as a tendency toward a certain habit or way of life. It's waiting for resolution, for acknowledgement or acceptance or forgiveness. I didn't know. Some mistakes are past life, some are from this life. We are always learning. The solution, I am finding through my own trials and errors, is to follow instinct. Innate wisdom. The higher self is always talking through a feeling of "Don't continue along this path." Or "Go THIS way, not that way."
If we don't resolve a traumatic event it will stick to us like glue, from one life to another. As a race we had not evolved to that point. Reincarnation was held back from our training. We didn't know. Fortunately today we are receiving more help than ever before. Books, articles, channelings from sources we are not aware of - angelics, galactics, ascended beings? We don't know about them on a large scale, but we are gaining. We are evolving spiritually.
That's why I write. I have found that by writing I am releasing. I don't have to publish. Journaling really helps. New information pops up even while I'm writing, and I lighten up and there is room for more to come in. It is how people channel. It is a good road to travel and I advise it for everyone. And tell others what is going on with you. It's even more effective to tell someone, than just writing to yourself. There is magic in telling someone what is bothering you. Don't hide it and bury it. Speak your truth, but speak with wisdom and care so as not to shock the person, or cause them to lash back at you. Be sensitive. You don't want to make matters worse. Apparently I was proselytizing in the old days and it caused a back lash in the religious community where I was a monk. I was a heretic. It went against the laws of the church.
We are fortunate indeed to live in a time where there is acceptance of such alternative healing methods as hypnotherapy, energy work and hands-on assistance. The light body goes by many names but all light bodies are connected to one another. So if we follow the inner guidance of our own light body, we will find ourselves assisting one another in profound ways. We often find ourselves placed in the same vicinity as a brother or sister on the same path. How did that happen? Paula appeared to me at a time when I was willing to explore hidden traumas. Maybe at another time we would have passed each other and not met. I am so grateful for the opportunity to re-read it again. I didn't know it was my higher self that came forward from out of the sunbeam to receive me back into the fold. It was because I asked for forgiveness - not from the monks as I previously thought - but from my higher self. I had gone too far and I wanted to reverse myself out of that place. The memory was still hanging onto me like a leech.
There are many gifted healers in our community today. In past ages such people - mostly women - were burned at the stake or hung by the neck or thrown in the dungeon. But those times are slowly fading away. We are emerging out of the darkness of old-time religion with its ominous scare tactics, causing us to retreat in cowardice at the mere mention of "church". Religion has done more harm than good. We had to hide what was natural and should be open and free.
I finished with the Jin Shin Jyutsu and moved on after completing the course. It was a personal growth period in my life and I'm glad I recorded it. I was released of a terrifying event that was haunting me. The dungeon life remained unresolved through several other lifetimes (I've counted 10 of them so far). Even in this life there was a fear of something which made me keep a low profile and not put myself out front to be seen. I ducked out of situations that could have benefited me, and got me in hot water at other times. My personality was shaped by a need to hide or duck. I didn't want to be arrested and thrown into a dungeon. Not a jail but a dungeon.
As an afterthought, I wonder if those who are interested in BDSM (bondage & discipline) are trying to work through unresolved traumas from long ago eras? If so, I recommend considering a hypnotherapist or energy worker of good reputation. Ask in the silence for assistance in finding just the right one. Clearing old issues is to move closer to one's own light body of pure elegance and love - the highest in us. Getting rid of traumatic blocks that we don't even know we have, sometimes we need assistance from a gifted healer.
It helps to notice the undercurrents in life that keep popping up that are just below the surface. Like for example fear of fire, or fear of drowning, or fear of police, or fear of high places, or fear of dungeons. There is a hidden germ that may need to be faced. It is very helpful to take some time to sit in silence and ask your higher self for feedback. Ask and it will be given to you.
Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
8/16/20 Mystical Movements - A personal story from 1982
Eve lay on her back on the high massage table which was draped in baby blue fabric and fitted with a blue sheet. Her eyes were closed, her clear ivory-colored face, which was once so dark and tan, was framed by short wavy blond hair. She was bare to the waist, her small round breast were still full at the age of 62. Small white panties topped shapely legs. She waited for me to treat her enflamed throat. Flu was in the house.
The Locrian Inocation was just beginning to play from the little portable tape recorder on top of the bureau in the bedroom which shimmered in blue. Blue everywhere. Blue curtains, blue carpeting, blue wall paper. Baby blue. I stopped to control the shaking that quivered through my body in anticipation of what I was about to do, quivering that I could not control. As I bent over to stretch my back muscles, the choral strains of chanting ended and there was only silence. I decided to take a little time to do my movements to try to relax myself.
I twisted to the right and tried to control the tremors, to relax, but my mind raced at an abnormal speed. The harps began. Slowly I moved my left foot around and lifted it off the floor in the manner of the Thai dancer, the way these spontaneous movements have done for years. I searched hopelessly for the normal reaction but it wasn’t there. The frequency running through my body had increased a thousand fold and my knees shook and shuddered under me.
I opened my eyes to catch hold of some focal point for balance and through the thin curtains I saw Jim lying on the pink mat out by the pool. The sun splashed on him and his flu-ridden body. The breezes whispered through the flimsy blue curtains and brushed them against Eve as she lay seemingly asleep. The ferns, green against the blue on either end of the table before the open windows, rustled a little. Otherwise everything was at peace in the house. Everything, that is, except for my nervous system. The harps rippled softly and it seemed as though liquid sound flowed around me and I moved without thinking toward Eve as if in a trance, without conscious control.
My hands and body moved slowly, almost grotesquely, stopping here and there as if to find some invisible contact with something inside, yet the shuddering continued. That which has become second nature to me – my movements – however was unnatural today and forced. It wasn’t giving me the normal sensations of calm and peace. My hands quivered suddenly violently and reached out toward their goal lying on the massage table. As if by a magnetic attraction I was drawn toward Eve as she lay waiting, and I couldn’t help but feel like an ancient priestess performing a ritual. It was so sober and serious that I felt ridiculous, but I had to go through with it. Why, I didn’t really know. I laughed to myself and danced closer to my object under the will of a higher mind. What I call "my movements" operate from another law not my own ever since 1976.
The shaking increased the nearer I came to the object before me – the human object whose eyes were closed in trusting repose. She trusted me! She had said, “Do whatever you feel to do. I trust your healing instincts!” I had the urge to touch her. No, not I, but something in me wanted to touch her. My fingers itched with the force and shook with an intensity I could not comprehend. Why? Didn’t want to touch her with these trembling hands. My fingers started to flicker like fingers on a player piano in an increasing crescendo. Words went through my mind, Paula’s words who had introduced me to the ancient art of Jin Shin Jyutsu. “Don’t move, keep your fingers still.” So I forced them to be still but instead my nervous system jumped crazily, like a live wire no longer grounded. How would I stop it so I could carry on with the task at hand?
While I pondered the problem, my hands moved in the air above the peaceful Eve, unsuspecting of the trauma I was going through. About a foot away from her my arms and hands made sweeping passes the full length of her body, from head to toe, over and over and over. Suddenly, wiggly lines of energy moved upward from Eve like heat waves from a hot summer’s mirage, only real, and I cut them off with one sweep of my hand. Slowly as my hands passed over Eve’s body, my own body began to calm down, the nerves becoming more peaceful. Finally, I was calm enough to put my hands on her throat where she wanted the treatment.
Eve had been going to human potential workshops for a number of years and was experienced in giving them, too. She was a trained, registered nurse with years of experience behind her. And I had none. Feeling painfully inadequate and unsure of myself, I wondered just what I had gotten myself into. What should I do with my fingers? I thought back to the pressure points I’d learned from Paula and decided to place my fingers on her collarbone, but they had a mind of their own as they always do when I give myself to the movements as the higher power took over. Instead, my hands pressed lightly on the front of her neck. I could feel my fingers sweaty against her soft dry skin. Surely she could feel my nervousness! As I allowed my hands to rest there, forced them to stay, I wondered briefly what I was doing. My fingers trembled and itched and quivered and shook and I was afraid lest Eve would think there was something wrong. With all the force of my will I demanded that they be still, but force of will wouldn’t stop them. I groped inwardly for a way to end the violent shaking that was working havoc on my body. Where to turn? To whom and what to turn? Surely there was a method, a technique, a passage – a passage!
I remembered then, that there IS a passage and I thought backward, groping for the secret formula, back to the time that I sat in meditation among strangers in the house of Don Pepe in Costa Rica. I reached out with the subtle fingers of my mind, out into spaces I tread only on special occasions, and there were rays of light. As I reached deeper, stretching further into another space, I could feel seldom-used doors opening in the quieter places of my mind and the light rays became brighter. Still I reached, trying to push back the edges of my consciousness because I knew there was a passage there. A place. A method. I didn’t really know what I was looking for but apparently I reached it because suddenly the trembling stopped and peace spread through me, through every part of me simultaneously, and the quivering ceased. My body calmed down and a great relief spread through me. I had found it. I had found the right way to release the tension. But how? What happened? Where did all the energy go? As I wondered about the mechanics of the problem, a pulsing began in the palms of my hands. A bubble ballooned outward, and yet another, and another and another, leaving my hands and entering Eve’s neck. I began to drift then. I don’t really remember exactly.
I became conscious of the harps and the haunting melody of a flute as I gazed out the window through the filmy blue gauze. Pansy the cat washed herself by the side of the pool I remember, near Jim, a batch of furry white and black and tan against the emerald shadows of the pine tree. It seemed that the warmth of the sun was against my skin, soaking into the depths of my body and I drifted. Suddenly I remembered Eve and caught myself up short. Reluctantly I pulled myself back to the massage table and the body beneath my fingers and the soft dry throat upon which they rested. Suddenly I saw a golden fire spreading simultaneously, rapidly, through her chest inside, and then a mighty flame burst upward out of her into the air above her by two feet at least. A single flame, pure and clear and light, and at its base, tiny golden sparklets – living cells, I knew.
My fingers lifted then, all by themselves, and moved to the neck beneath the ears and I let them. Immediately, two tiny pencil-thin rays of golden liquid light, one from the tip of each forefinger, shot out like laser beams, piercing the flesh and crossing one another deep inside at the center, like two beacon lights crossing in the night sky over a premier opening of a theater. Something gray dissolved and a clear purity, like a liquid clearness took its place. Surprised, I looked down and focused on the flesh, wondering, but there was nothing to be seen. My gaze drifted once more out the window, lifted by something I could not define. The blue fabric moved gently in the breeze. Jim turned over, coughed and plopped down on his stomach. Pansy stretched languidly by the pool. And the sun drenched the scene and I reached some more, and drifted with the reaching.
“Umm, that feels good!” Eve murmured. Her voice brought me back and I looked down to find my hands were cupping over her ears. I wondered how they got there, and I wondered all over again what it was I thought I was doing. For a moment I recoiled at the realization that I was pretending to heal. “No!” A voice said to me. “You’re here to do a job. Stay!” And I forced myself not to move away. “I love you, I love you, I love you,” the words came silently, singing through my mind from someplace beyond my conscious will. In fact, they were as if in blatant contradiction to my desire to run!
Suddenly there was a focal point, a round golden circle of light and a sunburst of light rays all around. Were the light rays entering me? or exiting me? But it is neither and it is both. I am the light rays. I do not understand. What is this mysterious action that is working in me? What is this other mind that moves my fingers? That speaks words through my consciousness like pebbles thrown into a pool of water to disturb the tranquility? That removes the veil from my eyes so I see into another realm beyond physical matter? What is this light that sparkles and creates visions and causes joy? And I was impressed, as I watched the golden rays of light leaping with a vitality like a fire, as I always am impressed when this presence moves in me. And I wonder because I do not understand what this thing is or what allows me to open to it or what closes it off. But I remain impressed, whatever it is, and eager for it to visit me again.
Eve never did come down with the flu but of course she took a lot of vitamin C’s and drank a lot of water as every nurse knows you should when you’re exposed to flu germs. Bob got it and I got it and Jim got it, but Eve went home to California several days later in fine health and in good spirits, thanking me for an enjoyable visit.
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The above came from a journal dated 12/30/82. I felt to use this story today as a way of focusing attention on the higher mind and eternal divine presence that is within everyone. I am being urged to write about this. There are many names for the higher mind but I prefer to use its real name - the holy innocence, the sacred divine self that is the life and consciousness of the body and mind. And because most people don't relate to this because of low self esteem and having never been cultivated within them, that's the reason I write about it. I have written many pages about it over the years. I write to expose this light to the world because it has been killed in us. It has been relegated to religious authorities only. Very few people recognize the innate intelligence, holiness, refinement, courage, beauty, faith and other noble qualities that are natural within them. It seems to be my mission to talk about it. Not to put myself forward as special but to show that everyone is special. Uniquely, highly, extraordinarily special, with gifts that are superior to what they are showing so far.
Everyone has this superior light because it is the life force of the body, and how we are anchored here. How to access it is simple. The power is innate. I am getting the words "native intelligence" today. I saw the deer out back this morning from the upper window. There were six of them prancing around and munching on the wet grass. They move as a tribe, yet loosely doing each their own thing. I saw the native intelligence in them. They are linked together. They know what to do. They don't have to analyze how to do it with their brain. They just know what to do. It is innate.
Humans are also a native species to the planet. We too have an innate intelligence that tells us what to do and when to do it. We don't need proof that it is there. It's already guiding us with natural urges. We don't need the scientists to prove to us that we have an innate intelligence. All we have to do is trust it and we can prove it to ourselves. We learn to trust it by following it. This doesn't take away from brain intelligence, it serves as a natural supplement to what the mind and brain already does. The brain doesn't know it all. There is more to us than meets the eye.
The human species is not a finished product. It is in a state of evolving to a higher, more ideal intelligent, loving, unifying presence on the earth. We are learning to work with our innate knowledge through the higher mind. Up to now we've been taught not to rely on anything that can't be proven by science or authorities. But the higher mind says go within, explore within, pay attention to what is happening within, in the cells of your organs, glands, muscles and nerves. Higher mind wants us to connect with the forces within.
I have been practicing with this greater presence which is like a wind when I grow still and turn myself over to it. It is indeed mysterious. It is a mystical thing. It's not rational to my brain. I can't explain it but I trust it more than what other people tell me to do. It feels always peaceful, blissful, and right. It does not come through my mind. Now I am being told to share my experiences and show others what it can do, tell my stories, tell what it has done for me and to remind others they should test it for themselves.
There are times in everyone’s life when native intelligence took over, spontaneously, and it surprised them. Even if it was for a split second when they did something they hadn't planned on doing and later was in awe over it. Like when a man who lifts a car that is ordinarily impossible to lift, in order to free someone who is trapped underneath. Or a firefighter who runs without thinking into a burning building to reach a child trapped inside. There are many stories of super-human acts of courage and bravery which are waved aside later because "it was the natural thing to do." It was innate.
The presence within has been called God by the religious authorities, but that same presence is in every one of us, whether we are religious or spiritual or simple country folk or criminals or unbalanced insane people. We all have a life force that keeps our body alive and functioning that is holy and ready to spring into action when needed. We should be testing it more often, try it out, learn to rely on it, stretch ourselves further into it and develop it. Develop some trust in it. It is there as a small flame but can be grown to a larger fire. It is there, always there. It is pumped up the spine to nourish the organs and the brain, and it will pump faster if we cultivate it. It will nourish our bodies better and quicker and faster if we practice having faith in it.
The human side of us is backed up by a mightier presence than we realize. Daydreaming is a point to be made. Kids in school get bored with memorizing ancient history. They would rather be out in nature where they are closer to their nature out there. This holy and sacred presence lives on after we drop the body which goes back to dust. Last night while watching Prime Suspect with Helen Mirren, we heard a most beautiful poem which I latched onto immediately. "I want that poem read at my funeral!" I told Doug.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.
(by Mary Elizabeth Frye, 1932)
When I was treating Eve and my body wouldn't stop trembling, I reached for a "passage". That passage meant something to me at the time. It's like a mountain pass that goes up the high peaks and through a narrow pass and then back down again on the other side to a different land. A mountain pass is a bridge to another world and another dimension, but they ARE connected. If only we can find the connection. Finding that connection is a resonanting frequency, a similar vibration. We have to reach for it and try it out. Learning to trust it brings it closer into alignment. When we touch that other field it sparks into life and reverberates through our body. It is a connection that is made through reaching, wondering, thinking, planning, intending, desiring, wanting, reaching, focusing. It's no different that two human beings who have a natural affinity for each other but they are so different, they have to really WANT to reach other. They have to really work at reaching out to each other, and overcome obstacles. But if they try hard enough and don't give up, they will make the connection. It will happen.
Contacting this "other" intelligence, this "other" mind in us is really there. I have contacted it. There are many stories written about it. It is a higher intelligence, knows more, feels nicer and more peaceful and more loving. Over-educated egos don't understand native intelligence, but our bodies know. Humans are native to the planet. It is worthwhile listening to native intelligence, body intelligence, emotional intelligence. Every species has an intelligence which guides it throughout its life. Every species is evolving, from the ant, to the deer, to the flock of birds, to the fish in the sea, to the bear, the wolf and the human. It is natural to learn and grow from experience. But this presence is not located in the brain or the head or the muscles. It's wider than that. If I were to examine it, I first go into my core to become still, and from there I expand. It's like I'm a light bulb but I keep my light inside the bulb. To expand out to another dimension I need to go into my center where the light is, and amp it up and shine further out beyond the glass of the bulb. That's when I change my perception.
Many thanks for reading this far. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
8/13/20 The dark web within the light body - Part 2
The nature behind sex is love - continued
Into my movements outdoors in 1988 I am suddenly aware of the light in the pelvic bowl and simultaneously in my whole body. I see the outer me like a dead shell enclosing a source of light in the pelvic region. The deadness is striking! The body is aging and dying. The brain, the eyes, the organs, arms, legs, the whole thing is only a casing. It was created merely to house the Force - the Presence. But, where is the force?
It is bubbling up from below, like a tiny light that is growing and spreading upwards. The body is dead, it cannot operate at all by itself. It is being generated from this light. I see the reason why people are confused! I can see it! There are thousands of tiny streams - pinstripes - entering the body from outside, interfering with the light coming up. There is a stream of input from outside the body from other sources. Sources other than the self.
Tiny, hair-like lines are entering the body through the skin, wending their way into the interior of the body, deeper and deeper, criss-crossing each other in tiny delicate patterns, weaving a complex web of artificial beliefs. Laying a garment over the Self, but a garment made of other people's lives and beliefs. The real self who lives inside, the force, the presence, is being drowned out. What is this web that is woven into the very fabric of our bodies? Being absorbed into our blood streams and nerve centers? It is not light like the light in the pelvic bowl, it is simply energy. Steadily, with relentless consistency and perseverance, outside influences pour into the body via these roadways, no thicker than a spider's webbing.
Constantly, with hardly a break in the flow, those contrary ideas enter the Self and penetrate deeper and deeper 'til finally the light itself begins to look dull. The will of the individual allows it. The Self, the holy presence of Self, located at the center of the body in the pelvic region, the home of instinct, the heart of individuality, the geometric center of the body, is diminished almost to non-existence. I can see it. It looks like a battle. The inflowing streams of other people's thoughts and ideas converging on the streamlets of pure light attempting to rise upwards. The darker streams coming down from the head, the light streams coming up from the pelvic bowl., meeting and converging. Which is stronger?
In my case, the Light is stronger. I am generating it every day, as I do my movements. And I do not answer the telephones, even for friends, except for an occasional purpose. I do not read the newspapers. I do not watch the news. I do not discuss world affairs with Bob. I do not involve myself with mundane activities of other people. I seldom leave the house except for a social affair. I am fairly well insulated from the confusions going on around me. But what of other people? How can they hope to overcome this constant pummeling from outside?
Inpouring confusion, inpouring turmoil, inpouring dogmas, inpouring family beliefs, inpouring expectations, inpouring cultural patterns, inpouring needs, inpouring political, economic, religious, philosophical views, inpouring news, inpouring TV shows, inpouring problems, everything is inpouring! Versus - what? How much light is coming out? So little, I think. It is no wonder the people are confused. It was never meant to be this way. The Light in the center of the bowl is the Self - the real person - individuality - which is constantly on the march for expression, and constantly being overrun by input from friends and family which represses it. The enemy is in one's own house and community, family, friends, work associates, and one's own weak will. Freedom to be is no laughing matter, no obscure thing. It is the greatest pursuit of life. Freedom. It means exactly that - to be free from the inpouring from outside. I feel free because I am insulated from the world but what of all the other people?
All of this mixed bag of potpourri has nothing - NOTHING! - to do with the Self. It is like a dirty rag thrown over a radiant, crystal pure light. I see it! Indeed, it lays a dirty shadow over that radiance. Hiding the Light under a bushel, the Presence of Selfhood within. I see it and I know how it works. The solution is to have a strong sense of self and a strong will to accomplish one's own personal desires. Don't swerve from your personal course. Your personal course is your destiny, is freedom, requires sovereign action. This is required. Stop talking and do something you want to do. Anything! Don't talk any more about the mess that is happening outside. Do something that PLEASES you, that refreshes you, that rejuvenates you, that inspires you, that comforts you, that respects you, that elevates you!
So many people believe in the democratic way. That is fine as a first step for the general population and those who have not found their inner light yet. But for someone who wants to become free, they must follow the inner light. The inner Self is deeply, lovingly, solitarily, personal. It is the freedom to make personal choices. Like, "What can I do that will give me a feeling of jubilation? Of freedom?" This doesn't pass through the brain. It isn't a thought from the brain. It is an elevating feeling. Something that radiates upward from below. It radiates through something finer than the nerves - at least in me it does - and my body perceives it before my brain. I feel it. It radiates directly form the pelvic source upward through the nervous system and flows through the whole body. The brain picks it up at the same time the rest of the body does, not before. My brain is not the initiator. It is the observer. The brain cannot initiate an intuitive feeling or a rising elevating joy or a revelation or an exquisite vision. It is felt all over at the same time that the brain observes it.
I sometimes see the brain observing. I stopped just now to look inward again. I let go, or give up, or step back, whatever the wording is, I release control of the body and then I feel the gentle movement of the force swaying through me, and the presence is there like a unifying thing, pulling it all together. It is so beautiful. It FEELS so elevating. I am trying to be objective. How I wish I could be more objective. And yet, perhaps I would lose the wonderful sensations I feel.
The chief number one argument is: "But it takes the brain to pick up the fact of movement. Without the brain, you would never perceive that you are moving." And I disagree. The out-of-body experiences confirm that the observer, the intelligent resident, the Self located at the center of the body, continues to think, perceive, make decisions, choices, even when the brain is sleeping or even dead. Especially this is confirmed by those who clinically died and then decided to return, to reactivate the body. Finally the day has arrived where we have some proof. Perhaps not proof as science would demand, but proof for beginning researchers to use as guide-finders. There is a larger Self which resides in the body. I AM that Self.
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I wrote the above article on October 24, 1988. The picture of me above was taken sometime in 1988 by Tom Roberts, Lynda Gayle's husband, one Sunday morning after a party at our house in Zephyrhills. After every party I would go outside next day and do what I called "my movements" which made me feel exquisitely light and free. These spontaneous movements started happening after my out-of-body sojourn into the light in 1976. I had no preparation for what followed. No teacher to give me instruction and no idea how to handle the continual elevation, so I just went with the flow and received lots of inspired writings. Today I am re-visiting these old journals .
The movements grounded me back to earth so I could interact with people at a normal level. The movements, especially after a party, cleared me of the previous night's voices that impinged on my mind, the way it does everyone after being too long in a crowd. The movements felt SO good! Forty years later I learned these spontaneous movements are called "kriyas" by yoga instructors. They refer to positions learned from a teacher, but for me it was spontaneous. I had no teacher. According to Gopi Krisha, spontaneous movements is a natural step in mankind's evolution.
I am feeling the urge to browse these old journals and in essence harvest the light from them. There are plenty of rants and complaints in my journals too - it has not been all sweetness and light! In fact, it was often that after a grumbling complaint I would receive some wise instruction on how to correct myself. I've spent my life journaling because there was no one to tell. Journaling fantastic, crazy, weird, unexplained phenomena, including some evil haunts. And now I'm being pressured to research these massive amounts of writings (OMG!) and pick some out and share them. It seems my destiny is to be a writer.
But the information must be re-discovered, remembered and shared because it's not about me. It's about human beings in general. Especially now that we are going through major trials in our inner processes. Everyone has a body of light in the background of their being which is their greatest teacher and mentor - the Self - which the dark web has been obscuring. Now is the time to look to the light.
That's it for today. I send everyone Light. Light is that which is without any secrets or hidden agendas in it. Light is transparent. It is all good things we are made of. Stay tuned to your lighter side and believe it is real. It is ALL good. And I've got another one all picked out for the next newsletter in three days.
8/10/20 The dark web within the light body
As I woke up I heard the words while still feeling it - “You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.”
I felt the feelings of the chakras in place as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am as myself, as my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body.
I wrote the words down so I wouldn't forget and then showered and went to the meditation room. While I was doing exercises on the floor, I continued seeing the warm love and light - love and light being synonymous - and then I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldn’t lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are love centers. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead, there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time who are not pure and holy.
This becomes a web of darkness, called the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. The dark thoughts continue to grow stronger and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
Mantras, decrees, prayers, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their wrong thinking and start aligning with the love, light and warm goodness available to them, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so their lives will shrivel up if they have not supported the light within them with goodness, love, light and warmth which is the more real of their nature. The earth itself is taking on more light and thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of warmth, goodness, love and light. It feels wonderful to be close to it. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love and light and goodness and gratitude.
The wrong thinking that was influenced by the dark ones among us has created a duplicate network which mimics the natural wholesome lines of light that is the structure and anatomy of the light body within us. The dark circulates through the body too and carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not-pure love and not normal to a healthy human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing “normal” thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of ascension by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that covers our bodies - to the degree we have allowed it.
Then I looked in the Medicine book to see what message “mouse” has for me today because we have a mouse in the house. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is “Work towards wholeness. See the big picture. But assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.”
And yesterday an ascended master spoke: “The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and of the world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness and the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight, can by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.”
It is the will of the Father that is circulating inside our bodies in a golden river of warmth, love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the wholeness we are to be working towards - the big picture of mouse medicine but in small doses - step by step, so as not to be overwhelmed and confused.
I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene and everything that needs “work”. The natural flowing is the strength and substance of the love/light body. It doesn’t require work to get there. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. As the ascended master said a couple of days ago, "I am giving you the pathway to follow." It is peaceful and comfortable. It occurs to me to substitute "warm" for "love", that it is interchangeable, because that's what it feels like to me. Anything warming is being nourished by love.
8/7/20 The Nature of Sex is Love - Part 2
How does spontaneity relate to sex?
In response to my last newsletter, "The Nature of Sex is Love", a question was asked, "How does spontaneity relate to sex? It sounds as if acting on impulse is a good thing without consideration of ethics or consequences. I wonder if spontaneity is really the word that is intended here?"
It is a very good question. Thanks for asking. It's about the power. When we feel lusty, when we feel loving, when we feel excited, when we feel innocence (vulnerable), when we feel angry at injustice, when we feel free to express ourselves in a joyful manner, we are being spontaneous to a larger, more orderly universal power. Normally we are restricted from being spontaneous. We are held back from expressing by laws and cultural tradition. If freedom of expression is allowed within agreed-upon boundaries of decency that don't conflict with the innate decency of others, wonderful results can be achieved. It is forward movement. I can attest to that from my background in swinging. When people are given permission to explore and express spontaneously, they really do access a higher order of life. It is beautiful. It is a more graceful order. Is it so surprising? Because the order behind everything - the sun, planets, star systems, galaxies, animals and human beings - are all graceful and in harmony with all else. When we are held back we remain stilted. When we are free we join a little more into the grace and harmony of universal order.
There is an intelligence that is all good things - what we call "good". This power is beyond comprehension by a mind trained to rely on only physical or measurable things. But it can be understood through feeling. Feeling is anther aspect of this intelligence which is undetectable to our five senses. In the physical body it is rooted in the pelvis, the geometric center of the body, like in a seed. It is the true heart of the body. It is where lusty sex is felt, but there is more to the sex story. It is more than love in the human sense, what I keep calling love. It is greater that everything known. Genius is another aspect. People who have visions tap into it. I've seen it through visionary revelations. It looks like a crystal ball of liquid light enclosed within what looks like roots of a tree. I felt it "click in" at that location when I went out of body years ago. This crystal ball has been shown to me in picture form as the "holy of holies". It is a seed of potential that has not been fulfilled yet. It is located at the geometric center of the body at the base of the spine. It is pure spirit. It is not physical. It drips glistening sparkling dew drops up the spine to keep the body alive, the lungs operating, the heart pumping, the digestion functioning, the kidneys, stomach, the whole works are maintained by this crystal light of infinite possibility.
It has been shown to me that this IS where the soul is anchored to the body. The seat of the soul, they call it, but the soul is the one which moves around. The crystal ball at the base of the spine is pure spirit and it never moves. it is the stillness at the heart of the body - at the heart of this particular body. It is only 5% of the whole spirit of the body that was sent ahead to manifest and build a body so the remaining 95% can descend - after the body is prepared sufficiently to receive "more".
Spontaneity is a way of expressing freely. By acting according to inner urges releases this spiritual power that manifests first of all as sex. But sex is only the first step on the ladder. The second step is to act with wisdom of the highest order. The third step is to act with love of the highest order. The fourth step is to act with purity of the highest order. The fifth step is to act with truth of the highest order. The sixth step is to act with peace and comfort (not in an agitating way). The seventh step is becoming a master of the body.
We have been stuck at the sexual level for thousands and thousands of years. We have not mastered it yet as a species. The way we use sex has held us back from taking the second and third steps, which are qualities of soul. As a whole species we have not done that because it's an individual journey. Each one is on its own to discover these things. We have to take one step at a time to ascend up to a higher order.
Up to now, this power which has been labeled Kundalini in the East and the Holy Spirit (the born again phenomena) has been largely unknown. Only the mystics have explored it in ancient mystery schools. I keep trying to write about from personal experience, but it's not something one person can tell another. It is a feeling. It is a journey of the soul practicing with ordinary, everyday situations and relationships. If a person doesn't learn to express oneself openly and freely and therefore in harmony with a higher order, they close down and become stilted. And they run for offices that govern other people and create laws limited to their perspective.
The great power that is hidden behind sex is a universal power of refinement, beauty and harmony, and every creature is designed to expand it within itself, including us, human beings. Plants, insects and animals evolve, and so do humans, by following natures laws. But we are like a water hose. If the hose is crimped and jammed, no water comes out. Now in these unparalled times, we are being asked to step forward and be more honest with ourselves and show the truth that lies within us - speak it and act it. It requires being spontaneous to the inner self and stepping (lightly) over the laws and rules. We do it with care and wisdom but we do it. Our true thoughts, our true hearts, our true feelings are awakening and adding pressure to our nervous system. We are tapping something unknown within us. The body does not know but the soul does. Spontaneous means stop censoring the truth, the holiness in you. It is meant to be lived, seen and shared. One feels good doing it.
We are all here on earth in physical bodies to tap into this spontaneous order of life. The power of infinite possibilities FEELS good when you tap into it. The feeling of this power is immense but we have to work with it and learn how to manage it and not let spontaneity take over without the guidance of the higher levels, just named above. As we learn to govern and master our sexuality (and not let it master us) we are shown the next step and how to work with it. But it has everything to do with how we manage that feeling we refer to as "sex". Not to repress it as the religions have doen, but to weave it into the next orderly progression of our lives, which will lighten it and help sex become smoother and more comfortable and more honorable and more wonderful. Humanity's evolution has been held back because sex has been a selfish act and it was never intended to be. It is equivalent to lighting the rocket to the moon. It is designed to travel upward - up the spine to open other windows in the body.
Expressing spontaneous feelings is a skill that needs practice. We don't know at first if what we feel urged to do is right or wrong. It is an inner process. Test the waters. Enjoy sexual arousal but don't push it on others. In yoga they teach to stretch into a position to find the "edge" of discomfort. Interaction with the physical world is a stretching process. We learn to go gentle. Use intelligence, the second step (chakra). Let the power do the work. You get the insight how to elevate self, rather than force someone into action. The third step is love. This is inner work. It doesn't mean that a person should go out and figure out how to engage someone in sex. Just the opposite. It is to feel what love feels like. The third step access feelings of tenderness, warmth, compassion. We can't push these on other people. We access them ourself.
The inner self is a firey combustible thing, and it is also a transcendent stillness too. There are dual aspects to it - a feminine aspect and a masculine aspect. Each of us is processing this duality in a different manner. Artists express in one way, musicians in another, scientists in another, etc. As a human being we are a composite made up of past life skills but we've been held back. A far greater, richer part of ourselves is waiting to be released. When we act spontaneously, we release that greater aspect that has been held back. There is love, there is wisdom, there is justice, there is refinement, there is truth, there is spiritual revelation - but we have been directed backward to the past. Looking backward to the past does not release the future. It replays past mistakes.
We need to express spontaneously because that's the power of the future, of possibiliteis that we have skills for but aren't using. We've been around forever. The soul is immortal. We should be accessing it. Each of us is a creator based on where we have been but we don't yet know who we are until we start express it spontaneously. Expressing spontaneously feels joyful. It feels liberating. Only use discretion when in the presence of others you don't know. Then modify your spontaneous expression. Get to know them first. We must get to know people. Feel them out.
As for me, the way I express in this life is best doen in writing. I write mainly private journals what I've experience personally. The most powerful growth experiences of this life has been (first) my out-of-body experience, then (second) entering the field of human sexuality and love. Bringing high love into the sexual arena has been rewarding, but writing about it for the general public (newsleters) has been challenging. It's too far outside conventional attitudes so I've held back from releasing it. There is high-end bliss and rapture on one end and what is considered "low-down and dirty" on the other end, so it's becoming increasingly more difficult to continue with the newsletters. Yet, what has been revealed to me will break the sex code and I feel obliged to write about it. Part of me wants to go ahead and release it, and part of me wants to withdraw again, and keep it for myself. I am unsure at this point what to do. Just feeling my way.
There is a science to how light (includes love) is distributed through our dense physical body. We are surrounded by six layers of light, each increasingly more diffused and dense than the one above it, with the seventh layer being the physical body itself. In reverse, starting from the dense physical body, there is a reverse process which shows us how to lighten the dense layers around us - the auric field. Sex is a major player in this reverse process. To reverse the descension process and stop being so dense (!) we have to break the ancient sex code. Opposite to descension, the ascension process is an upward, evolutionary movement of the mind and intellect towards refinement and betterment, WITHOUT ABANDONING sexuality.
Breaking the sex code in past ages was heresy. It was an act of treason. My late husband used to tell me I should be grateful to be living in present times because what I speak of was punishable by death in former ages. I have had flashbacks of being burned at the stake, hung in the town square, died in the dungeon, etc. In those days a woman's natural ability to heal with herbal potions and love were thought to be devil possession. These abilities were unacceptable to male superiority and law. So breaking the sex code sets off warning lights in me, which I'm ignoring now. But telling these things openly has been slow in coming .
A code is a system of words or numbers substituted for the actual thing for purposes of secrecy, or to obscure the truth. Esoteric means hidden. Many esoteric truths are written in parables or hard-to-understand poetry. There is a truth about sex that is not known by the majority, and that is the nature of sex is love. It is rare for anyone to discover the esoteric meanings hidden within sex, but there have been a few. So lets plunge right into the hard truth about sex...
To break the sex code and let the light flow, one needs to become androgynous. Androgyny means balance between one's own male and female tendencies. It doesn't mean in body but in quality of life. You stay your own gender but you lighten up on the hard edges that used to define you as "a man" or "a woman". Becoming more balanced in your male and female traits allows you to be clearer in mind and feeling so that expressing yourself is easier and more spontaneous. Being in balance is more freedom. The word "androgynous" is not to scare anyone. it is not as terrifying as it might sound, but it is a truth that can't be hidden any longer. More highly evolved beings from higher spheres are androgynous but they still have male and female bodies. But they do not have the negative division that we have on earth. Bringing our male traits and our female traits closer together in our OWN life, the way WE live our life, the way we move, think, act and contribute to life, will bring us into more pleasant relationships with people. It doesn't diminish feelings, it enhances feelings on the positive side and reduces feelings on the negative side as our vibrations quicken and speed up.
This is just a little bit of an introduction to what will be following in future newsletters. I am processing new incoming urges. I try to keep these articles short and concise but the words keep tumbling head over heels when I begin typing. There's so much trying to come through. So I'll stop today. I'm working on the "concise" end, trying to manage the flow.
8/1/20 The Nature of Sex is Love
A Channeled Message from Spirit
Over the past few weeks I have wanted to address the nature of sex as love in an article, but I kept fumbling with it. I couldn't seem to get it right. Many hours of re-working it just made it longer and more confusing, so I asked spirit (using the generic term) to please help. I decided not to send a newsletter until I received the exact right feel. Meanwhile I continued re-reading my old journals from the past 40 years which contained many spirit channelings. They had started coming after my out-of-body experience in 1976, which was similar to a near-death experience of going into the light of heaven. And just a few hours ago today I ran across this channeled message given to me in 1981. It is perfect. I knew immediately that I must send this out right away because there is a dangerous movement underway to separate and disconnect people from the very warmth, passion and love that is the heart of what makes us human. I hope it lifts you as it did me.
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"Now, I am going to speak to you of spontaneity for the spirit of man is endowed with attributes that are unrecognizable today. These attributes are light, force, power, virtue, knowing, and they are combined chemically into one thing, into oneness. Only in spontaneity can you know these attributes as oneness, which is more true to the spirit of man. Only in spontaneity can you experience them. Only in flowing with the movement of the spirit can you truly become that which you are from the beginning of time.
As one of the authors has said, “You think spontaneity is disorder, but you are wrong.” Within the action of spontaneity is a very great order, a discipline that you as an unawakened man cannot begin to know or see. Nor will you know it shut up in your little cave of artificial order when you reject spontaneity from your life. It is putting your back to the light and trying to comprehend what is in the darkness.
I am here to tell you about spontaneity, and I am here to tell you that what you think you see in your visions while in meditation is only a glimpse of the truth. It is like taking a book from the shelf and sitting down comfortably in the chair to read. And from the book you learn what it is all about. In meditation you learn what the spirit that sparkles within you is all about. You learn about it in a classroom so to speak, in the protection and safety of your meditation parlor, in the security of safe vibrations. You depend on these safe vibrations, do you not? To allow the visions to come?
Well, then, this is a theoretical learning about the spirit. All meditation techniques are like kindergarten to the twelfth grade in your school system. It is book learning. I am not putting this down, for it is important to prepare you for what is to come. But understand that you are not experts in the spirit because you have seen vision or known bliss. Now, you, as men of God, must go out into the world that he has created for himself to enjoy, and allow Him to enjoy it! For he breathes and lusts with passion in your breast. He wants to live! He wants to speak! He wants to move among his people, to pat the animals, to speak to the plants! He is full of power and passion to love his creation - his very own creation - and you are He.
His spirit is spontaneity. His spirit lives and breathes with your moods of up and down. His spirit sinks sometimes into hell because that, too, is part of his creation. His spirit soars into the heavens because that, too, is his creation. His spirit laughs, sings, loves, plays, thinks, absorbs, and gives never ceasing. Never stopping. He never sleeps. As you sleep he is still awake enjoying the wonders of his creation. The cells in his body must sleep for the flesh gets tired, but he has created other realms to play in while his body sleeps.
How does spontaneity affect you? Let us discuss you, for you are the body of this wondrous spirit that breathes and wants and desires. Let us slow down for a moment and see where you are. You have become falsely indoctrinated in the ways of a false world. You have been told to act this way or that way, so that you may be accepted. You have been taught at home that only certain actions are proper and that other actions are sin. You have been taught in school that only certain actions are acceptable in school and that other actions are not. And so you have been trained just like you train a pet to obey his master's commands. You live in a very shallow world.
Where is there room for spontaneity? Where is the breathing space for the spirit? You must make the room for it, within your tight and narrow world. You must learn to make room for spontaneity. This I cannot tell you how, but I tell you that you must make room for the breathing of the spirit.
It is to the 98% invisible realm that the noble attributes of man are anchored : love, compassion, desire to help, understanding, the snese of brotherhood, oneness with God, beauty, joy, clairvoyance, psychic ability – yet you cut them out because you have been trained to cut them ojut. You have been trained to focus on the immediate world which his merely the tip of a massive iceburg.
Perhaps you may take an hour off from your busy schedules in your tight world. Then go and move where your spirit takes you. Do not substitute an hour of tightly scheduled meditation, for a tightly scheduled life. This will not open your center but rather keep it still closed. Your heart is at the root of your being. Your heart is what you call "gut feeling". Your heart is primitive, instinctive, passion for life, sensitive for spirit and life. Go back to your heart and move with its breath. Enter your heart - your gut feeling - and move with its ebb and flow. Step over the threshold for an hour, if that is how long you have allowed yourself, and soar with the ancient throb of infinity - the One that lives within you - waiting, waiting, for you to turn around and join him.
No man alive can tell you what to do. No man alive or dead for you are spirit. You are the eternal One that burns with desire and wants for a better world. You are the one who aches to feel, to speak His noble thoughts, His ancient dreams, His exploding visions. Your highest meditation is when you are moving on your feet, though not of your own power. When spontaneity has lifted you into its powerful thrust and you have willed to go, when you flow with spontaneity you enter the heart of order. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the timeless Now. When you flow with spontaneity you will yourself to a greater intelligence than your own and one who knows better than you. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the passion of God.
You have been taught differently, I know, so you may doubt my word. Do not take my word blindly. Never take anyone's word blindly but test it. Try it. Feel it out. Is it so? How can you know without trying it? Without daring to prove me false?
In all that I say in the coming weeks, it will revolve around spontaneity like little planets and little satellites revolve around the sun, magnetically attracted to that ball of life unable to separate and go alone, so I will keep coming back to spontaneity for I have seen its power. I have tasted of its goodness and I have smelled of its presence, and I have seen its wonder in the light. I have known its beauty, its loveliness and its virtue. There is no evil that can persist in the heat of spontaneity. There is no wrong doing that can live in the light of spontaneous action for a wrong act is a separate act, not big enough to stand alone. You may trust spontaneity with your consciousness, but do not trust it blindly.
Wake up from your long sleep and see the beauty of this larger order that beats to a rhythm not your own. Watch it for a while and try to get in step. It belongs to no man, no woman, no authority, no monopoly, it belongs to no nation, no world, no galaxy, but it is the heart throb of infinity itself. And it beats in the pulse of gut feelings, beyond the sight of your neighbor and your family, but not beyond the sight of you! You know, perhaps not fully, but you sense it from time to time. Watch for these moods when the spirit speaks to you, beckoning you to follow it for a short span of time. It does not want to disrupt your life for it has created your life up to now. It does not want to disturb your little order, it wants you to expand your orderliness. Become conscious of your gut feelings, become conscious of your breathing, become conscious of your loves and hates, become conscious of how you live. Thus you will wake up. Thus will you learn about the power that burns in your heart within your primal roots - that of the ancient One.
You think you must meditate? Go and meditate but do it consciously. You think you must do your housework? Go and do your housework, but know what you are doing. You think you must have a party? Then go and have a party, but watch your actions. You think you must change something on your job? Then, go and change what you feel you must. But do it consciously. Wake up to your life. You need not change, you need wake up. Become conscious of your actions, know what you do and why. Know your Self.
And where do you pray? Do you pray to someplace in the top of your head? Or to somewhere within your breast? Or someplace inside your brain? Or someplace in the sky? Where? Where do you focus your attention when you pray to this infinite One? Do you know where he is, this ancient fire of life? He burns brightly within the one place you have never thought to look. He burns with passion and warmth, with love and tenderness, with clarity and vision, with knowledge and lust, with heart-breaking desire for goodness for all mankind, with compassion, with empathy, with contentment, and with unshakeable peace, with untouchable serenity, with unmoving masterful control at the very core. Do you know where such flame burns?
It burns in the bowels where gut feeling throbs. It burns in the center of being. How could it be in any other place but in the center, the heart of form? You have not dared to look. You have succumbed to the concept of sin and not dared to look. Yet, here it is, and here it shall always be, protected by the veil of illusion of sin. The pelvic bowl is the bowl of life, the chalice in which burns the flame. The pelvic bone is the holy place where the passion for life burns on. When you succumb to the greater spontaneity in your breast, you will see."
7/17/20 More Discussionis With Higher Self (channeling)
The following question and answer session took place in the courtyard of the Hyatt Hotel in Orlando at a conference in February 1985. After engaging in a dance-like meditation for an hour, and a deep sleep in the shade afterwards, I awoke with the urge to write. I dug out my pad of paper and pen from my briefcase nearby and moved to the lounge chair in a spot where the sun shone through the trees. I settled down feeling lofty and dreamy. My mind was blank and peaceful. I did not want to disturb it by forming forceful thoughts so I put a question almost dreamily on paper, after which the words came easily to my mind and slid down my arm and out the tip of my pen. I share this to show how close we are to a mysterious part of ourselves that is closer than hands and feet. Even though we don't understand with our limited minds, these words are a reminder there is a larger Self overlighting us. These are unedited. They are the words that were originally written down on the spot.
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(Me: Oh, Lord of Light, I am ready to start writing and following your advice. Where would you have me begin?)
My brother, my sister, I am thorough in my purpose. I propose to you that you start by meditating on me every hour for fifteen minutes at a time. This will lead you to me. I will then instruct you in the purposes of the light of God. You may practice and you may try to reach me at any moment in your life. I am here always. Never do I leave the world alone. I am yours to serve as you are mine. But I am faithful, you are not. Begin then. Come to me. Every hour on the hour and let us make plans together.
We are one in Cause, one in purpose, one in God. I am truly yours. I am forever faithful to the Cause. Begin then to receive the spark of my love that you may pass it on to those in need. To those you feed you will draw to me, to Him who always cares. I am forever here, forever shining in the stars of your own Earth, your planet’s waves of throes and heavals vast and wide. I hold the balance to the outer limits and beyond, forever night and day. You see my face, you see my feet in all you ever meet. My toes are there upon the Earth, upon the waves, the mountains pure, the valleys sure, the inner heart, the outer part, I am, I am, I am, never more to leave.
The trees are good and safe for you. Come out and bask beneath their limbs, breathe their fragrance every day. Breathe in, breathe out, breathe all about the Earth and you will sweep it clean of karma old and dead. It’s simple, yes you know it is. It’s almost gone from you. And as you lift your eyes above the lower forces swirling round, you leap into the world of love, of finest purest kind. From here you breathe the breath of life to cast out spells forever. The mystery of creeds and yokes are flung aside forever. The radiance of reality is here and now and tested by the warriors of the Lord and never shall be bested by the lords of outer war - they cannot ride the waves of this the might armor bright swelling like a wave from out the Sun of Holy Thought, innocence protected, pure and sweet and fragrant to the sense of the pure, the living garden spot of faith, the well-spring of the latent power of the Sons and Daughters of the Highest, Holy Cloud of peace and light, enter in forever.
I am light, shining bright, Father Mother God of Right
Choices leave like a breeze when’er I burst upon the scene
Emerging from within without, casting perfect love about
(Me writing: I got caught up in a rather exquisite poem here and inserted my own thoughts and got bogged down so I threw it out. But the message was clear to me - It had to do with the fact that when we give ourselves up to the Light all forms of burden leave. There is such a vacuum of trouble, that there is not even left the human problem of making choices for everything is taken care of in a cloud of great peace. Everything. THIS was so impossible to state in human terms that it came through as rhythm. So I said, Dear Lord above, tell me some more, by what and to whom do I compare?)
The moon, the stars are in the sky, you on Earth are in my eye. I project you outwardly to shine upon all you see. The rays you represent are glistening, clean, as a raindrop in the air preens in the sunlight sharp and clear, and moves on top of the atmosphere. Open your mind to me, dear one, I will show you the way to the Sun. Do you know how well you perceive me now? I am sitting here with you in your chair. I am your hand, your nervous system, too. I am spreading outward into view. Adjust your vision, open your eyes, look up and outward into the skies. Quietly, soothingly find your space, ask for and you will receive my grace. Finally, tell me your deepest fears, write them down through your veil of tears. Never expect the world outside to comprehend the inner side. This is too subtle for it to enjoy. The hour is passing - come in to me now.
(Me: I had been sitting on a lounge chair outside in the courtyard away from the other people. I went inside the room and sat in a chair at the little round table and opened the glass door to let some air in. I wrote my question: Dear Lord of Light, I feel your presence. I am ready to receive more. What would you have me do?)
Quality unlike lethargy, is fast and moving. I would have you move about more quickly. When you have gained some speed in your actions, I will come through easier. I will slide down the tube of your extended thought slippery as the rainbow gliding down the curve of the Earth. There is much to do and much to say. You will be able to carry your thought, my thought, more firmly when you are active. Groom yourself, not for meditation but for action.
(I thought, “Helping Bob?”)
Yes, perform Bob’s work for him. He needs you. He, too, is working for me so as you work for him you work for me. There is no separation from where I sit. I see the whole. You and Bob are both creating an excellent avenue for me to work through.
(I thought, "Through sex?") [This refers to a seminar we had started hosting on couples swinging.]
The word sex does not have meaning for me. It is merely a connection with other bodies. As I have told you, the outer world is of no concern to me, nor to the work as it is existing in light. You see, the outer world is a dry, cakey substance, unable to carry the subtler refinements. You have prepared your mind and soul above and beyond the outer manifestation, so your body and what it does is not relevant to the inner cause. Continue your life actions, do not separate out or change what you are doing. Perform your functions as they arise and do not impose limitations on yourself. Become unlimited by any thought, moral or otherwise. Continue your housework, continue your writing, continue talking with Bob. He is opening doors which you in your dry, cakey, outer body, cannot see. His doors are, like yours, open to higher images, higher and more subtle thoughts. What you must do to remain close in outer manifestation, do quickly and without anger. Do not spend so much time on it. I will guide you, help you, move you, antagonize you so that you help me. I want you to help me. I love you, as all of life. I am a manifestation of that love. All that is important to me is love - and peace which results from loving uninhibited. That is the peace that passes all earthly understanding. It is a love that is known only to those who renounce the world in the sense that they transcend the world.
When you do not care any longer whether this or that is done, or this or that sees you, you own this or that, when all that occurs occurs without emotion rippling across your subtler bodies then you are indeed a renunciate, no matter where you live. I have many renunciates scattered throughout the world. They do not necessarily live in ashrams or holy orders. They are, by far, more useful to me if they live in the world among the unenlightened. As you noticed and caught my hint, when you breathe outwardly as you walk among the natives, you cleanse their atmosphere, for it is MY breath you are exhaling, my fragrance you are distributing, my knowledge, and it is working even now in the courtyard which you just left. I am the follower, in turn, of one mightier in power and purity, knowledge and perception, and so the lineage grows upward like a tree of life, a tree of light whose limbs extend downward and upward and whose central channel is One, allowing the flow of life to extend deep into the hearts of darkness and to perform awakenings of memory, memories long forgotten and closed. Now I detect some questions
(Me: Are you really a conscious being, near me now, conscious of me? Really me as an individual? I have a hard time thinking that. [Laughter, hard shaking peels of happiness rippled through me at this, so that I had to lay down my pen and feel that indeed another entity was enjoying something right here inside of me to which I was not privy. But I insisted on knowing and continued....] But how, if you’re aware of the universe? In my outer conscious I forget, am not reminded so I don’t think you are there. Please fill me in! [There was a long pause. I could feel thinking processes going on. Finally....]
I AM you! I laugh out of ecstasy! You do not need to understand. You need merely to live. Allow me to live in you. The love you profess for me, is my own love for myself. You and I are One Person. We are never separated. The only separation that ever occurs is when you doubt. When you shut off. When you refuse your very own life, feelings, perceptions, your candor, your frankness, your toughness, your reality. When you do not follow the impulses that throb and probe and rush through your mind, when you forsake these in favor, out of “niceness”, of those others who live around you - THIS is separation from Me. From Yourself. From God and the Universe which is the wellspring of all action.
Try! Try to understand - I am you. When you grow lethargic, your body sleeps and the real you, the real me is left out, imprisoned, locked out, locked away from your consciousness in the physical manifestation called “body”. Sleep and sleep a healthy sleep. Then when you awake you are alive in the physical world once more. The real you, the real me is EVER active and your body must be awake and healthy for your outer mind to perceive this aliveness. So long as you have a physical body, you must needs tend it, maintain it in a healthy manner with healthy habits so that you can bring this aliveness to the surface. So you can see for yourself just how alive your real self is. Prove it for yourself and you will be doing all that you are destined to do. The healing work is never done so long as there is a physical abode. For the physical world is a sickness in itself. It is a crust, a hardening of the arteries of God.
We in our domain can see with great sadness how deeply entrenched is this sickness. But we do not linger on the thought of the sickness. Rather, we look to the food, absorb the faculties, the qualities that are ever beyond. Look up, not down. Look to the sun. Look, at night, to the moon and the stars. Draw your strength, your vision, your hope, your life blood, from those above you, by no matter what name. You have been blessed with the implanting of a vision. Hence, you know where to look, but there are many, many others who have not the slightest idea where to look. Their vision has dimmed and dried and faded and so they have lost the hope. Where there is no hope the only avenue is outward to others like themselves. They compete and measure their actions, it is the only way that they know.
And so, the need for healing. The need for putting these truths on paper and here a thought you had a few minutes ago: Yes, your mind must be blank. Don’t try to change my words. This form of writing should remain pure. When you sit down to compose your book, your articles, then you may change and re-arrange. That is a form of writing which we need also, it is adapted to conform to your outer world. And so it is true and good, but translated so to speak for others less enlightened with the inner vision. This form of writing (or speaking should the occasion arise) is given direct. Don’t change it.
(Me: What about the tapes I want to do and the Summit Lighthouse teachings. May I, should I, translate them to ordinary outer world language?)
There will come a time for you to busy yourself with this project. It is a good one. The time is not here for this. You have more immediate concerns.
(Me: What? I thought)
Bob’s book is an important book. Sustain him. Breathe! Be! Care! Help him! I am here, too.
(Me: What about my book?)
Here, too, the time will come. Do not hurry into this. I would prefer that you help Bob right now. You have asked for him to stay and it has been granted, although the time had come for him to leave you. Now that he is staying nearby, with love, with confusions as many as he has, we have decided to use him. Now he is doing the service that should have been done initially when the Earth was first formed. The tender regards that you have given him have opened him to serve in a way he could not have served before. Allow him to join the order of Light and he will turn and help you.
(Me 8 months later on 10/21/85 - I love you my Lord of Living Light. Are you close by me now? Can I develop a relationship with you by writing?
When you awake in the morning think of me, I am here. Always. Put your feet upon the floor and move with conscious awareness of me within the nerves of your feet and body. Pick up every utensil with the thought that I am in your fingers. I breathe through your nose, I whisper through your humming. I am in every cell of your body. Closer than your hands and feet to you. Why do you question? Make your mind blank and yield. Yield to the forces of movement within you. I am the movement. Why do you hold back? See my face now before you. I am the world. I am the work. I am the birds. I am the sweetness of the air. You are not separate from me. I am the entire episode of your life. I am moving constantly as animals running in the trees, insects crawling on the ground, bees buzzing in the air. Come and join the movement of my life. Why do you sit still? Move! Move and feel the workings of my heart beat, my blood, my nerves, my mind tingling with the promise of action! Mighty is the power that I have when I am free and uninhibited by your refusal to act as my movement would have you act. Do not make the mistake of thinking I am only found in stillness. I am not dead! I am alive - more alive than you. Come my dead sister, rise and move through the day with me and I shall show you many wonders. Alive and vital signs of a long, long life. Come forth. Move with me now.
(Me: What do I watch for when I am falling out of touch with you? To catch the separation quickly?)
When you are anxious, do not permit yourself to become anxious. When you are bored, do not permit boredom to overtake you. When you are sleepy, go to bed. Do not fight the sleep. I am natural functioning and when you fight nature in you, you fight me.
(Me: What do I do when I become aware? When I remember you? When I am anxious and remember you? It is then that I have been weak and failed to correct the situation. How do I correct it?)
You do not have to change what you are doing. Your work is my work and I would have you continue. But your anxiety becomes a block to me and I do not fulfill my wishes when you become anxious. You close your pores, your nerves become insensitive to me, your back becomes tired, your channels are no longer open. You must learn to maintain quietness within as you work. Block out the outside interference and retain a calmness within. Your mind should follow the path of least resistance to my urges within. But in order to hear me, to follow my signs, you must carefully guard yourself from external influences. When I am ready to stop my work you will know for I am you and you will know the time. You often hear me but refuse to go with my flow. Carry out the natural flow and the flow must ebb and flow and when it is time to ebb, allow yourself to run down, like the robot which you are. Run down and feel the stillness within, my stillness, and feel the surge of power from me, for I am power. When power surges you feel it. When power stops you feel the mightiness of the whole. It is then that you may enjoy the respite, the tender love I have as a wellspring, an eternal and endless wellspring of love for movement - now still, now tender, now promising the peace and the virtues of wholeness. All the wholeness of my being come on you and soothe the vibrating flesh. Yet you need not separate yourself from life to enjoy me, for I am with you always. Never separate, and my peace I give unto you and you receive it well after you have completed my work. For you and I are one and when we work we must work together, else you feel separation from me. Dissatisfaction and frustration are the result of not doing what I wish us to accomplish. Do I make myself clear?
(Me: Yes, thank you.)
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I continue to be amazed at the writings that have come through me over the years. I am a normal humble human being. I do not have any super powers that I know of. But as I re-read these old journals I am reminded that there is another part of me that is mystical and beyond my understanding, that I have been separated from. It is teaching me and advising me. It gives me a good feeling when I connect with it but I keep forgetting it during my day-to-day. I forget to pay attention it and it is asking for me to remember it. Perhaps it is why we are continually urged to meditate. At least to sit in the silence with minds still and void. Perhaps this is how we reconnect with it. I share these things as a reminder that there is a part of us that we have forgotten. It behooves us to remember it. It says, " Remember, I am your REAL Self, not the false image created over time by the outer world. You do not see the separation that exists but it exists nonetheless. Your outer nature is out-nature - out of nature or out of tune with nature. Nature, my friend, is Love."
Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
7/13/20 An Interview With Higher Self
From an automatic writing session (channeling)
In the process of retyping old handwritten automatic writings from 1986, I ran across this one. I don't know why I was inspired to open the old notebooks again. I do that every once in awhile. I am led to share this one because its a revelation about the higher self. There's a lot of talk about higher self these days. What is it? Where does it come from? I asked the same questions back in the 80's. And I wrote down the answers (and the questions) in long hand on paper. There is a ton of writings this way. This was written in February 1986.
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(Me: I would like to say something to Bob that will help warm him, alleviate the pain, but I am afraid it will come out wrong. Can you write for me?)
Oh, blessed one, in thy holy aura is found the virtue of all virtues – that of giving, soothing, healing to the parts that hurt. I hear you and commend thy desire to heal. Can you treat the darkness? Is there a way to soothe away the shadows? No, my friend, the shadow must fall victim to the light – no other way remains. Cheer up, my friend, all is not lost! Thy own true loved one is but hiding 'neath the brim of that firey heat. It is not he who is hurting but the mask which covers the holy one within. Would you prevent the coming out? The delicate shoot within which is awaiting the cracking of the husk? No (I was interrupted then and didn't finish.)
(Two days later: I address you, my Higher Self. I am sorry for the interruption two days ago. I felt you several times through today. You are coming through stronger. Tingles and waves of exhilaration. I want to express my appreciation for your closeness. I could not do this except by your love and devotion to me. Can you explain who you are in terms other than “I am you?” How does this work when others read your words? Are you the same to other humans as you are to me?)
When you were a small child your parents held you in their thoughts. You reflected outwardly as you watched them in their actions. Their deeds, their responses were a picture for you to copy. The ways of the world are hard and sure, not subtle at all compared to our relationship – you and me – yet the comparison is the same. As you move through the day I am projecting images upon your inner mind – on the delicate substance of your consciousness – that which I want to do. You in turn repeat the act in your outer form. Many, many people are following my progress towards a more enlightened world, yet they know it not. The beauty of perfect harmony between cause and effect is often too far for them to reach with their conscious minds. As you write these words, your mind is turned to a half way position, like the shutters of a blind hanging over your windows. The sun’s rays are permitted entry into your room in the open position, yet as you close those same blinds the light is stopped. In the same manner does a mind open to the higher Self, whose sunlight is the power of consciousness – given unto the conscious (as you call it) part of the mind so that it may reason and cast insight onto the day by day activities which unfold and carry one to final conclusions. When you refer to the all intelligence you are using a most proper term, for there is no limit to the sea of awareness which has fathered you. You are but a tip of the proverbial iceberg so to speak, and you do not use the eternal qualities that you have at your disposal.
The air within the room is the same as the air outdoors in nature, yet when you close your blinds you cannot see. The sun is gone, shadows fill the room. You stumble and fall where, as you open the blinds once more, Lo and behold! There is Light! So, you see, my friend, you are but a tiny object conscious of your tinyness only when you open your mind to see the vastness lying beyond. But as the sun enters your little room you absorb the loveliness of the sun’s rays, you absorb the warmth, the vitality, the glow and you become in your oblivion the sun itself. Can you detect my meaning? There is no dividing line which tells that you are here and I am there, for as you open yourself to me you become Me! I am you as you are me. As I have told you before, I represent your greater attributes, yet I am not all. There is an infinity for us to draw upon. I am the greater side of your own consciousness because in your daily life you must focus (or so you believe) and there is an edge whenever a focus is brought to bear on an object. The edge represents the blinds drawn across your window to shut out the light. Can you understand?
(Me: yes, I can understand. Thank you very much. This would indicate then, that all human beings are operating off of one consciousness, is this not true?)
You know it is! The wonder that we contemplate in our domain is that this is not apparent to the vast majority instead of the small minority. The lesser minds are focused within a nutshell, shut away by their own beliefs in their separateness from life. Yet life is true to itself. It feeds all who exist and have their being with no discrimination one to another. The Light of consciousness floods the open gates, is rejected and turned back by the closed. The practice of meditation as you call it, is a fine and delicate process in the turning of the mind to stand ajar. In silence it must begin out of necessity, due to the turmoil in your society. But in time, one may while yet living in that same turmoil, begin to enjoy the peace that comes from maintaining an eternal mind that is permanently open to the greater forces of life, love, peace and harmony that is forever available to all.
Your own blessings of life have been culled by your practices of sitting in silence, performing the delicate operation of cutting away the shadows of the blinders. Your open mind draws the Light into your interior and the stars of the cosmos blink on and off to signal your retreat and your coming forth. Never allow the world to shut your doors for you. Only you should retain that privilege. Withdraw from the world when you sense confusion, withdraw from the world when you can no longer see – that is the sign that an eclipse is happening – a cover placed over your flow of Self. None of the Great White Brotherhood would stand still should a shadow cross their path. They would bolt and run at the first sign of danger. Then, when all is well, they would resume their stand and continue with the task of individual identity. Individualism is a lost art in your world. Individualism is a cause but only yet a dream, for they who would be an individual must first come to the center of self – the center of the sun. For only out of the heart of Light can individual expression show forth untainted - untainted by the confusion and thoughts of others.
(Me: Thank you for this thought. I am thinking now and therefore I have closed my mind to you, is this right? I am thinking that in order to create logic and conclusions, I must close my mind to follow logic and conclusion to an end. Is this right? Yet, why do I need an end? Why do I work to understand? You have told me that you would lead me?! There is something here that makes a difference. I would be different from other humans if I did not “think” and form conclusions. Yet, my most happy times have been when I was not thinking but enjoying the ebb and flow within and around me. This is where you are leading me, is it not? Back to the beginning where I do not “think” but act according to impulse? Human beings like to think because we like to believe that we are the creator of our life.)
Can you see so simply, beloved? I would take you by the hand and show you to the fountain of eternal life. There is no need to think. The process of life is an ongoing process that has no tomorrow. Tomorrow and yesterday do not exist, but in the mind of the one who creates an “end”. There is no end and no beginning in the eternity of Now as your Emerson has so often said. We who grow in the Light of the Great One cannot bear to terminate the glow of Life as you do so often. The rush of power which you force into your minds and bodies through the closing of the doors, is a tension that causes blockages to occur on the tiny membranes of your body. The stress which you so adroitly used in your ad [massage ad] is the very reason why we would never go back to the time period of our mortal lives. The beginning of the end comes at the point of this realization: No one can stop the flow and live!
(Me: You have pushed the edges of mind a little further than before. Thank you!)
No, you have opened your mind to encompass a greater view of the Almighty’s mind. All-intelligence implies a never-ending, no limit, supply of knowledge and light. I am feeding you as you reach with the fingers of your mind. I am the answer as you create the question. Simultaneously do the two join and become one whole. Questions are but focuses on one half, restricting knowledge from entering in. Then the release, the opening and the cry for solution. The marriage of a long lost soul with its counterpart creates a new beginning.
Why do you wonder? Have I not told you that I am here always? The day cannot turn to night lest I am there to show you the night. The morning breaks clear and sweet because I am on the horizon, riding on the sun. There is no length, no depth, no turning of a page in the consciousness of an individual that I am not there holding the lamp that you may find your way.
(Me: can you explain who are the voices speaking in “Spirit Speaks?” Are they members of the Great White Brotherhood or are they waiting embodiment? Dr. Peebles, for example, and Sole and Chief Sitting Bull once of the Sioux?)
Perfection in degrees is the answer for this day. Proper guidance will come.
(Me: Does that mean I should not ask?)
Curiosity does not become an angel of Light.
(Me: Thank you. What can I do to help my own growth today?)
We who are joined in the eternal land of livingness can see with great pain the soiling of your earth. Why do you continue to smoke? Can you not see the harm it is doing to your delicacy? Your mental control is in the canister of a nutshell. Come higher, my friend. Join with beauty and the order of togetherness in thought. Plan your day around me and I will show you many wonders. Fill the stars with your worship, the skies with your song, the trees with your laughter, the night with your …. (I trailed off).
Now you are wearing down, put aside your pen and relax with me. I will be with you throughout the evening.
(Me: Thank you.)
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I hope you enjoyed this little diversion from the more pressing matters of the day. I send blessings from our house to your house, and a wish that you all stay safe and centered. Call on your higher self and ask it questions.
While I wrote these words I was in the zone - high and mindless - but I had my own thought process going on too. It was a co-creative effort. Like a merge. Writing was a way of grounding my high ethereal thoughts. It helped me to stay sane during a very wild time of going out-of-body a lot. I thought at first it was my imagination and I couldn't appreciate what was said until weeks, sometimes months later. I would put the writings away in the filing cabinet and forgot about them. But slowly, gradually, when re-reading them I was able to appreciate the beauty in the words. They were beautiful words. They came through my hand and pen onto paper, but they didn't come from me.
I am now learning that many people have done this, starting around the same time, in the 1970's and '80s, and a smattering appeared in the 1940's, 50's and 60's. There has been a gradual increase and today there are so many channeled writings coming throughi t is amazing. Especially among the younger generation. Young masters are here in our midst. We are in a massive shift in consciousness evolution. Human beings are opening to the light. Spirit channeling comes through the computer keyboard too. I do sometimes.
Awareness is spreading out into the collective consciousness. A unifying merge is taking place. By reading what others are saying we are plugging in and expanding our own consciousness. Every morning I check in with certain websites to see what was posted overnight. There is only one supreme consciousness which is infinite and eternal, but each of us contributing our own personal unique experience to it. We are growing to become masters in our own right. We are each growing our individualities by being separate from the allness. We feel isolated and lonely. We don't know who we really are or where we came from. This is so we can focus on discovering our Self - our Higher Self - through our own resources. But at the same time we are linked in to the one supreme consciousness.
In closing, here is short easy meditation that was given to me just this morning. It straightens and balances your vertical up-and-down central column.
Best done sitting down comfortably. Close your eyes. Imagine the sun shining brilliantly, blindingly above you overhead. Imagine it so bright that it hurts your eyes. Work at this, it creates a focus of photon energy which anchors you into the sky. Then imagine a sun in the center of the Earth. It is not as blindingly bright but it is a sun nonetheless. It is a focus to anchor you into the Earth.
Then do 20 slow, easy inhales and exhales, counting on your fingers - 10 up and 10 back.
Inhale the sun in the sky down through you to the sun in the Earth. Exhale from the Earth up through you to the sun in the sky. While inhaling think, "From Father Sun to Mother Earth with love. On the exhale, "From Mother Earth back to Father Sun with love."
Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
7/10/20 The Forbidden Female Speaks - Mary Magdalene
Channeled through Pamela Kribbe at www.Jeshua.net
Dear friends, I am Mary. I am the mother of Jeshua and I represent the mother archetype in your tradition. In that tradition, the energy of the mother has become distorted and debased, and this wound affects both men and women, boys and girls. Motherhood is creative in a receptive way. As a mother, you will receive a child into your womb, and you become a channel for a new soul onto Earth. You become physically attached to the child who comes through you; however, detachment begins at birth where you let the new child be its own unique self when you sever the umbilical cord.
The creativity of a mother includes letting go, even though the deepest fusion has taken place when the child is budding in the mother’s womb where it is physically surrounded and nourished. Although this deep fusion has taken place, inevitably, there is also a letting go by allowing the child to complete its way in life in its own unique manner. In this way, motherhood carries two extremes within it: on the one hand, bonding and fusion, and on the other hand, letting go and nurturing the unique qualities of another person.
In your tradition, women were usually limited to their role as mother. They could hardly develop in other areas, since there was too little opportunity for that to happen. They could rarely show their passion and inspiration, their male energy. They were pushed one-sidedly into the role of mother and, therefore, they became excessively attached to their children. They identified so strongly with their motherhood that it was almost impossible for them to let go of their child and, thus, to let the child follow its own unique path. In short, this led to a stifling maternal role that smothered the child.
Traditionally, the father was absent. He was not allowed to play a nurturing, responsible role within the family. His role was outside the family: he was supposed to work and perform in the world. He needed to be a “man”, which meant he had to suppress his sensitive nature. In this way, the absent father was born, and this again had an impact on the child. The family circumstances did not allow the child to free itself and, with the help of the father, to move away from the tight family structure in order to go its own way.
The whole family structure has become distorted in your tradition, with the result that children such as you and the generations before you: your parents have inherited an unbalanced picture of the father and mother energies, of the male and female energies. And sooner or later, when in relationships with others, this distortion has its effect.
If you are very strongly identified with the father energy especially with the absent father you will have trouble connecting deeply and emotionally with another; you do not have a good example of how that relationship works. In those who fear bonding and merging, there also lives the fear of the stifling mother energy, the reverse side of the absent father. This combined effect can lead to a repeated pattern where you fear bonding with someone for fear of being swallowed up by that relationship and also of being unable to travel your own path within that relationship; in short, a fear of bonding deeply with another.
If, on the other hand, you strongly identify with the mother energy if you have a strong bonding with the mother energy of the past then you throw yourself into a relationship and you are afraid of losing the other person. You are afraid of being abandoned, and so the other becomes the beacon to which you cling. In women and men with separation anxiety there is often a father who was absent, someone they look for their entire lives. They are seeking a haven of safety and independence they are missing in themselves. If they meet someone who seems to represent this beacon, they will easily lose themselves in their feelings for that person. This need creates a pattern of excessive needing to merge with another; it lays claim to the relationship, a destructive claim that will eventually lead to conflict and betrayal.
So, you can see how you stand in a tradition of distortions relating to both the father and the mother energies. Although these patterns may seem to be something abstract, they play out quite concretely in your personal life.
I ask you to now connect inwardly with the primal energy of the father, with the cosmic father energy. That primal energy of the father is an energy of protection, strength, wisdom, and overview. Call up that energy, it is available to you. No matter how your biological father acted in life, that father energy is now available to you. What is required of you is to develop that energy in your earthly life. Become aware of the father energy, which you need to walk your path in life in a calm, effective way. You might see a picture of a father figure before you. Ask for an image or a feeling or an energy with which you can identify; whatever image comes to you will work for you.
The father relates to boundaries. He makes distinctions wherever things should be differentiated. He defends you against excessive fusion, against connecting with others where you may overly lose yourself and give yourself away. The father energy helps you to embrace your individuality. You are, as yourself, a unique person; you are not like anyone else, and that individuality is necessary. It belongs to you and wants to be addressed by you, so that you respect your individuality, and, in that way, make your own decisions and your own choices, choices that reflect you. The father inside you knows this and will guide you in this; he cares for you.
I ask you to now connect with the mother energy. Not so much with the energy of your biological mother, but with the cosmic mother energy, which is present in the universe and with which you are connected because you are part of Creation. You are born from both mother and father energies. The true mother energy is loving and supportive with great gentleness, but it lets you go. It does not want to bind you or restrain you, but lets you be free, while she always accompanies and supports you in everything you do.
Experience, if you can, this gentle love in your heart. It is as if you are being held by a hand of love that is always open; an open hand from which you are allowed to fly away, but a hand that is always there for you, simply to love you without coercion, without excessive binding. Try, if you can, to feel this mother energy in you, maybe in the form of a picture of a woman or a female guide, or else through a color or a feeling. Allow yourself to receive this energy so you have what you need to feel safe, secure, accepted; to feel nourished by the love of the universe.
Feel surrounded by the original father and mother energies and realize that you are in a tradition in which these energies have become distorted and debased. However, you are not only a victim, you are also a creator. You come to bring something new onto Earth, which means, among other things, that you will help to restore the balance between father and mother energies, because you are a soul that includes both energies. In the consciousness process that is now taking place on Earth, it is the intention that you, as a soul, awaken the original energies of the father and the mother, and the force of love, all of which are within you.
This process supports you and helps you to fulfill and manifest your potential. It connects your soul with the Earth and, at the same time, it helps others. The more you bring into balance and harmony the old, distorted energies within you, the more light you radiate to others. It is this inner process that is the most essential; it is where real magic takes place. What derives from it outwardly, what your role is in this world, how you live, with whom and how, all that is secondary. The real issue in this life, which is this inner process, is an alchemical process in which your old, distorted energies transform into a new reality.
You all desire to take a step forward, which is in the spirit of the times, and which was also your intention as a soul when you started on this journey, this incarnation. Feel how you possess powers to bring about a new consciousness in this world. Feel how you yourself are the seed for this renewal. Yes, you carry old energies in you: fears, scars, and pain from this life, and also from previous lives. But realize there is now so much power present in you that the new can be victorious. In a sense, you are being born anew.
What happens in life is that you are first the receiver of a tradition. You absorb it as a child in your youth and even still later. In that sense, you are a victim of the past, because you are not immediately in a position to process that tradition completely, to see through it, and to bring it to the light of your consciousness. In almost every human life there will be a crisis that confronts you with choices where you are challenged and when life becomes painful. But this can be a constructive process, because your soul guides you through it. Your soul wants you to be creative; it wants to work with you so you are more in balance and harmony, so you connect Heaven with Earth, and in this way you help to give form to a new Earth.
I thank you for your presence here, and on Earth at this time. You are making a difference. I salute you.
Mary Magdalene
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Nancy speaking: Over the last 50 years of my life I have studied with the galactics and the ascended masters interdimensionally. Through prayer, meditation, spiritual communication, channeling, automatic writing, resources, friends, inexplicable surprise contacts, rare book finds, and more. It is only through comparisons that I have learned about the distortions that Mary describes. Otherwise, I would never have known there was anything wrong with the human race. It is what is, as most people would say.
But I know better. There is more to this story, far more, and I've been wanting to address it in writing. But every time I try, it ends up sounding like me complaining about men again. So when I ran across this transmission from Mary Magdalene by Pamela Kribbe, posted yesterday, I thought "Magnificent!" She says it so much better.
Pamela offers a book entitled "The Forbidden Female Speaks" which is based on her conversations with Mary Magdalene. The Christian tradition has portrayed Mary as wild, free, sinful, and therefore forbidden to speak or be recognized. How did it go so wrong? That women were so underrated? And that men and women both would suffer so much abuse, degradation and disempowerment? The story is not pretty.
Today I posted an update from Ashtar. You might want to take a look - or not. The link is here: http://www.galacticfederation-naplesfl.org/ He is giving an update about the war going on between dark ETs on the planet and the light ETs of the Galactic Federation. Ashtar is the commander of the Galactic Federation of Light. He provides a much broader perspective than we have down here on the ground with our narrow focus on what interests us personally. It takes the right person to channel such information. My brain would not have been a good channel to receive it. Sharon Stewart's website is becoming very popular since she started posting information channeling her twin flame, Ivo of Vega. She now channels other galactic entities. The story is disturbing so a warning is advised. There are many who are not ready to hear this. They have not been prepared.
I am only including it now because it dovetails so well with Mary's message above. Both messages appeared on the same day through different channels and websites. So much information is coming in. Learning about how bad it is here on Earth that is not being reported, helps us to understand. It is important to recognize the "bad". We need to let it in. Many of us don't want to. I didn't for a long, long time. Even today I prefer to focus only on love and light, but the truth is slowly gaining ground. It is seeping into the minds of people. We are being prepared. We are starting to get it. It is an individual enlightening process. The mainstream is still reporting the same story - rises in covid, covid is declining, covid is rising, now covid is flattening, masks are not mandated, masks are mandated.
Meanwhile the bigger picture is playing out and there is news being broadcast interdimensionally across the planet. People are getting it in spite of themselves. It's a complex story that is surfacing. Many are being prepared for work in their own unique branch of skill and interest. Just as light forces have infiltrated every field of endeavor on Earth including politics, FBI, CIA, the cabal, so have advanced souls of light infiltrated the sex field. There are many attempting to bring warm, nurturing, healthy love back into family lives, man-woman relationships, individual sex lives, which have been unknowingly led down distorted and sinister paths. Our ancestors didn't know and their ancestors didn't know, so why are we suddenly being exposed to it now?
Keep hearts and minds open, there is more to come. Blessings, love and light, and a smattering of truth sprinkled in. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
7/5/20 How to Access the 5th Dimension - aka the Kingdom of Heaven
A Live Interview With Eckhart Tolle
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EwzvKF-o_Y
Following is a transcription of a portion of the interview by Russell Brand, which was posted last week. Eckhart Tolle is a well-known spiritual teacher and the best-selling author of "A New Earth". He is a German-born resident of Canada, now age 72. In 2008 the New York Times called him the most popular spiritual author in the United States. Although I (Nancy) had never read him, I accidentally stumbled upon this interview and something made me stop and listen. I ended up transcribing a portion of it because he explains what I call the 5th dimension so well, as I experience it myself. Language is a barrier to understanding the 5th dimension yet everyone has experienced it. In my opinion, Tolle has done a wonderful job of putting it into words, so I want to share. Google his Wikipedia page. He was deeply depressed as a young man and at age 29 he was unbearable depressed and near suicide when he woke the next morning with a deep sense of peace. He experienced an epiphany, miraculous, walking the street the peace continued. I have slightly modified his words, since he rambled and stumbled while seeking the right words to use, but I felt it was OK to do. The transcription is between minute 17 and 51 on the nearly two hour tape.
Eckhart Tolle
"Ultimately it all boils down to one thing - you identify with your thoughts. Plus your emotions that go with those thoughts. When you first move in [as a newborn] it seems like identification with all kinds of different things out there. But when you look at it more closely all these different things the ego identifies with are all experienced as thought forms. So the ego then, the essence of ego you could say, is complete identification with thoughts. The recurring thoughts in your mind tells you who you are. That's the ego. And for people who are unconscious of that, they are so in the grip of these thought forms that they are virtually asleep. There's nobody there other than the stream of thoughts - the deep phantom self.
So waking up means to suddenly recognize that the thoughts that go through your head continuously, and also the emotions that reflect those thoughts, are not who you are. So the first beginning of awakening, spiritual awakening I could say, is to recognize that thoughts are continuously arising in your mind. And for a moment you have stepped out of that stream of continuously arising thoughts. You recognize it. It's a stepping back, before your consciousness is completely absorbed by these continuously arising thought forms.
You couldn't do that if you were in the grip of a stream of thinking that never stops except when you go to sleep and you're hardly aware of your surroundings. Everything you see you interpret through this stream of thought which is ego. This entity is ultimately a fiction. And when you're faced with some kind of adversity or challenge in your life, the ego becomes very unhappy. The ego gets agitated. The adversary makes you very deeply unhappy and negatively reactive. It creates a lot of suffering, an enormous amount of suffering.
But even at the best of times the ego needs some kind of antagonist. It needs always the "other" because it defines itself through the other. What is different from me? What is not me? It needs not only the other, it needs to emphasize the "otherness" of the other so you have an encapsulated sense of self that depends on the "other's" survival. Ultimately the ego needs the enemy. It needs the enemy because its identity would begin to dissolve without the "other" to define itself.
For example, let's say in the case of race there's a person whose ego is to a large extent defined by their race, whether black or white or yellow or whatever. That is only possible when a certain segment of people around you are of a different race. Then you can define your ego through identification with those others. Ego seeks enemies. What is implied in that is unfortunate for ego seeks superiorities. It needs to find someone inferior. It needs to tell itself that it is superior to somebody else. So if you identify with the essence of racism, it begins in the human mind as a thought form. When you first become aware as a newborn you identify with all kinds of different things outside of self and it is experienced as thought forms. The ego builds through identification with thoughts, and these recurring thoughts in your mind tell you who you are. That's the ego. That's where it starts.
Before racism becomes externalized as behavior and then externalized further to manifest in the form of economic and social institutions - before all that happens the root of racism must be sought in the human mind, in ego that was built from a stream of thought forms. That's where it starts.
How does it start? It starts with identification with a thought form that says, "This is me, I'm this color, and there's the other which is less than me or not me." It starts with that. And that's a terrible thing. The ego does that. Whenever you do that, it's not just race, that's just one example. There are many other ways in which the ego does that. A person who is talking in the grip of the ego cannot lead you. When you talk to this person, when you come together, this person sees you through an image that he or she has built in their mind. Their ego has created an image of you that you represent. Very quickly they create an image. They cannot relate to you as an equal. They relate to their own mental image of you. And that's a terrible thing to do to a human being.
What you are actually doing is you're imposing an identity on the other, and see the other through this fiction of an identity. And so you are never meeting the human being at all. You're only meeting the constructs of your mind. So there's always the total separation of the other. What makes a human being great are qualities like empathy, compassion, love - but these qualities cannot arise when you're trapped in this false ego sense of superior self. The ego doesn't want these things like empathy, compassion, love. It cannot survive these things. So it's a false sense of self that people live through.
How does one change?
The awakening can begin with realizing that you are not the thoughts that go through your mind. That's the beginning. Now what has arisen at that moment of realizing? Awareness. Suddenly you realize that there is a dimension of consciousness in you that's not thinking, but just conscious. That is the awakening. When you realize that, you are underneath it all. You are underneath all your sense perceptions, all your thoughts, all your identification with "others". Underneath it all there's this vast realm of conscious presence, which is you. There's a presence there without which you wouldn't be able to perceive anything or identify with anything. You wouldn't be able to think anything without this presence. It arises.
It's a little bit like, I compare it sometimes to living on the surface of the ocean. You're a little ripple on the surface of the ocean. This ripple only knows itself as a ripple and it looks at other ripples and sometimes feels threatened by other ripples or wants to use other ripples to enhance its own sense of self. It's always fearful and always compares itself to other ripples. It's a very unpleasant and frustrating way to live. It hasn't realized the depth of its being, because the ripple is only a temporary expression of the vastness of the ocean. But it doesn't know that. If the ripple would stop thinking for a moment, using this as an analogy of a human being, it comes to a sensation of the stream of thinking. And this is the key.
What's left when you're not thinking about your history, your personal history or the future? You're just becoming aware of this moment, your self, this moment. What is that self? It's no longer the historical self. It can't say very much about itself. There is an underlying sense of presence, of alive conscious presence. It's still, but it's alive. And there's not much you can say about it. It's always been there but it's been continuously overlooked. It's been overlooked because sensory perception and thought, especially thought activity, is so noisy that you are not aware of that underlying dimension.
It's a little bit like, let's say one could use another analogy. This is a strange analogy. Let's say you are a room. And the room wants to know who am I? So the room would say, "Well, there's this furniture here, there's a sofa, a chair, a table, and there's a wall and a ceiling and a floor, and there's this and that, and that's me." It would describe itself in terms of content. The content. And then you ask the room is there anything that you have missed that you are? The room would say, No, because it would be looking for more content. "No, I've listed all that I am. This is all the content, that's what I am."
Haven't you missed the essence that you are? And that's the space that's in this room. It's not the room, it's not the content in the room, it's the space of this room. That's the essence. But the room has never been aware of that. That its essence is this space that can never be destroyed and is actually timeless. And in this analogy, that space is the space of consciousness within you.
So you are not the content of your mind, ultimately. Because the content of your mind is your form identity. That includes all the things that constitute who you are on the level of form, which is the body. Things you interact with. All the things that sense perception and thoughts create. Every thought is a thought form. So you on that level are a form. There's nothing wrong with form identity. You have to honor your form identity, acknowledge it, honor it. You can honor your form identity also racially. You can honor the color of your skin, and perhaps the cultural things that you associate with your ancestors. You can honor all that but if that is all you know, it's not enough.
You have this that still keeps you trapped in a very limited sense of self. You continue to still need the "other" to be in some way inferior to you in whatever way. On the one hand you honor the world of form and your form identity. Your body also. You don't say, "Oh, I no longer believe that I'm my body, I'm not paying attention." No, you honor your body. You give it food, exercise, nutrition. You do the best you can. You honor it. But you're not confined by it because you realize that all of that has to do with the CONTENT of consciousness - the CONTENT of your room. I call it sometimes object consciousness.
Those are the two dimensions in your life. You have object consciousness which is all the things that rise in your mind, and every thought is an object. It's a form that arises. Every emotion is a form that arises. All this is object consciousness, and that's the content of your life. Your form life consists of this. Lots of things continuously arising and subsiding, arising and subsiding. It's object consciousness, content consciousness. For most people that's all they ever know in their life. And when this is all you know and you know nothing else, you do not know the deeper dimension which I call - it sounds a little bit like science fiction - I call it space consciousness.
So you have object consciousness and you have space consciousness. Object consciousness, which is your daily life of form, is frustrating if you don't know yourself as the underlying space consciousness. To only inhabit object consciousness is very frustrating because object consciousness is never satisfying for very long. It is continuously challenging. Very frustrating. One damn thing after another arises. You sort out one thing in your life and another problem crops up. You never arrive, when you only live in object consciousness. You have a feeling you never arrive anywhere. You're always trying to get somewhere. You never feel, "I have arrived" and if you do it's very short-lived. And then you realize, Well, no, I haven't arrived. Whether that's fame, or some kind of achievement, or getting this or that, or falling in love.
The feeling "I have arrived!" when you fall in love. No, you haven't. You haven't. The same person that gives you the illusion that you have arrived because you've fallen in love and this person makes you happy, two years later this same person makes you unhappy. You haven't arrived. It's a wedding and divorce. It's very common. Nothing satisfies you for very long and "things" continuously lead you.
The Buddha talked about all that when he talked about the impermanence of all things. So this is object consciousness. Object consciousness is frustrating and ultimately, as you grow older, you become more and more disillusioned with the world. You become jaded. Some often become bitter and resentful. You've seen it all. All your opinions are very rigid and fixed. You know it all and you've seen it all. "Don't tell me about this. I know." You have predictable reactions because you have missed the most important thing in human life, which is the awareness of space consciousness. And when I say the awareness of space consciousness, it's an error through language.
Language has a subject and an object, but not in the awareness of space consciousness. Awareness IS the space consciousness. Space consciousness is so simple to become aware of. In a moment of no-thought when you haven't fallen asleep yet, you haven't fallen below thought you're - I call it rising above thinking. Like right now in this moment I can see you [referring to the interviewer Russell Brand] in this moment you are present but not thinking. There's nothing to think about. And in this moment I am present but not thinking. I'm not preparing the next thing I'm going to say. It just comes out. And you're not preparing the next question you're going to ask me. It'll come. You don't need to prepare it. So you become familiar with that state of spacious awareness. That is your essence identity. To be rooted in that is ultimately very simple, I don't know why they don't teach it in school. I mean, the most important life in this room is the transcendent dimension of life where you are.
To find all the ancient teachings, using different terms and different words, they all point to this possibility of realizing the transcendent dimension of who you are. Whether the Buddha calls it - the Buddha actually calls it (word ?). The translation is emptiness. But a better translation would be spaciousness. That's the essence of who you are (word ?) spaciousness. Jesus talks about the kingdom of heaven, which in my translation is - I translate kingdom as dimension, and heaven which is when you look up at the sky, that's the closest thing you can get through spaciousness in the sense-perceived world - the closest thing you can get to spaciousness when you look at the vastness of the sky or heaven. In many languages heaven and sky are the same word. So when you look at the vastness of sky, which is vast spaciousness, so the kingdom of heaven is the dimension of spaciousness. It's a dimension of consciousness that is possible to realize and it's not hugely difficult.
This is why when they asked Jesus, Where is the kingdom of heaven? When is it going to come? And he said the kingdom of heaven cannot come with signs to be perceived. You cannot say it's over here or over there, because the kingdom of heaven is within you. In fact he would say it is the essence of who you are. Consciousness is, but it's not only the essence of who you are, it's the essence of the universe itself because you are just a microcosm of the universe. So when you realize the essence of who you are, the universe is realizing its own essence through you, this little thing, through you. It's such an amazing thing. Why this is not common knowledge, I don't know.
You have been asleep. Occasionally people, awake people, where they are teachers and there are others we've never heard of I'm sure, quite a few that we never heard of, that perhaps only were able to teach one or two people. And teach simply means to point the way. Just go there [he is pointing]. Teaching in the spiritual sense does not mean to add content to your mind. Normally, when we say "teach" you add content to the mind. But spiritual teaching, one could almost say, is to remove content. And to realize that beyond the content of your mind there's a vast dimension of spacious presence. And once you awaken to that it's a simple thing to become aware of a gap between two thoughts. Become aware that when you first look at something, let's say that you go out into nature and you look up at a tree. Always in the first moment of looking there's no mental thought because you're just there as a presence taking in the sense perception.
Two seconds later perhaps, the mind begins to interpret it and say something about it. But if you can catch the first moment whenever you use your sense perception, you're listening to something, maybe a song suddenly arises and you pay attention and you listen, in that moment when you first look at something you can become aware. It's a natural arising of spaciousness. You don't have to do a spiritual practice when you become aware of that. And when you become aware of that in the first moment of sensory perception, there's no mental interpretation yet of the sensory perception. When you become aware of that, that can actually be prolonged automatically, that interval before you name it, before you classify it, before you interpret it. There's an interval of still, spacious presence that makes your whole life much more deeply enjoyable. You begin to actually enjoy this world of form which is the object consciousness.
Why do you enjoy the world of form more now? Because you are no longer dependent on it [form] for your deep sense of joy and satisfaction. You're no longer at the mercy at what's either happening or not happening in your life, so you can allow this present moment to be as it is because it already is. It would be madness to fight what is. Then, in that presence, you can take steps and change things. This is where all intuition arises, from that spacious presence, and where all creativity arises from that spacious presence, and what we call wisdom.
Wisdom is a deeper intelligence, not just the analytical intelligence where bank accounts are measured or IQ tests are taken. That's not of intelligence, the IQ tests. By the way, I can't do IQ tests. I give up every time I see an IQ test and I say, What is this? My mind just doesn't go there. It's a small aspect of intelligence. But there's more. What the world needs is not more knowledge, not more intelligence, because if there's only intelligence without awareness, that leads to destructiveness. You need intelligence to build atom bombs. You need intelligence to build nuclear chemical weapons, you need intelligence to build the most absurd things. You need intelligence to do that but there's no wisdom there.
The world is full of intelligent people but not much wisdom. And if that continues - science for example is only a more focused way of the mind being applied. Science without wisdom is intelligence without wisdom and if that continues it will ultimately lead to disaster. So this waking up is vital. And it's not hugely difficult. I don't understand why, well maybe I do understand, because there's a gravitational pull of thousands of years of evolution of ego rising, so there's thousands of years we carry around, and it's an amazing thing that there are human beings now awakening. I believe there are more than ever human beings who are awakening.
You are doing an important work [speaking to the interviewer]. What you do is an important part of that because you are bringing consciousness to the world. And it's the one thing that the world desperately needs. I don't know where what's happening now is going. You asked when we started, you asked about the events that are happening now. And of course the answer is, they can either go into egoic channels and create more havoc -- but eventually that's fine too because eventually that too will awaken you. It just means more suffering has to come first. Or it may be possible that people who want to bring about change, those who are more conscious, and I would love to see that happen, when I see people demonstrating peacefully it is a wonderful thing. Just peaceful demonstrations where people are, you know, peaceful demonstrations do not demonize other human beings. That's an important thing. If you start demonizing groups of humans, for example, that is ego. That is to satisfy the ego. It is so satisfying to the ego. It can say, "Well look at these inferior people." It inflates the ego. It demonizes groups of people.
The police - there's a lot that needs to be changed where policing - and there are policemen who are with ego, women too, who can get enormous satisfaction from the power they have. There are ego knots that you are very unconscious of, but to say that all police are evil is just totally absurd. There are many good human beings that do a very difficult job. And yes, we need to change the whole structure in the way that it is done. That's necessary. But then if we go further than that, then you go into another trap, the egoic trap, and we go totally astray.
But that's fine too, if that has to happen. Then we will regress and regression in consciousness is also a way of evolving. It's an interesting fact that the universe evolves not through order. The playing between order and disorder, order and chaos, cosmos and chaos. Cosmos means order. Chaos means disorder. So we need the two operating continuously, both in a person's life and in the life of the collective. We always think, of course, we should strive for order in our lives. It's good to just strive for building things up, creating things, it's all part of order. Creating things, building things up, and so on. But no matter whether you should strive for order, no matter how much you strive, you will encounter the eruption of disorder into your life one way or another. It will, it cannot do otherwise, because that's how the universe evolves. Chaos, everything.
When I walk in the forest here, the forest is a coming together of chaos and order because, when you look at the soil, it's full of decaying plants. It's death everywhere. Everything. All the vegetation, the soil, the scent that emanates from the soil, it's decaying matter. Something dissolving. But the decaying matter is the food for the new life that's arising. The two go together. And on a human level, the evolution of consciousness often needs a regression into disorder because, before a new level of consciousness can be reached, in my own life also I had to go into despair. I had to fall into near suicide before an awakening happened. It was necessary. My life was just falling apart in my mind. It was. I couldn't take it any more. Complete chaos. And it was. So it is often the case that the regression is necessary for the next level of evolution to happen. And whether this is happening now, we'll wait and have to see.
But sometimes it is possible for evolution also to happen without the regression some times. But where we are now, it doesn't matter where it is, I see the whole in the long term. I'm very optimistic about the evolution of human consciousness. Not necessarily short-term, on a short-term undecided, but I'm long-term optimistic because I know that the evolution of consciousness is inevitable. Because the entire purpose of the universe is the evolution of consciousness. The universe is an awakening being. It is one being manifesting through countless forms of life. But every form of life, whether it is a person, an animal, a tree, every form of life is a temporary expression that the one underlying being has taken. So there's this.
And gradually this one underlying being is in the process of creating this universe. It would be wrong to believe that the creation of the world is already finished. Or that the creation of humans is finished. If humans are a finished product, it would be very sad. You'd ask, can't God do better than that? But humans are an awakening species. And that's fine. So I'm quite happy with the way things are going. If we need regression there's a French expression (word ?) which means something like "to step back in order to jump better." When you want to jump you have to go back first and then you jump. Often the regressive step is necessary, but perhaps not always necessary. So we'll have to see. "
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Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and mes!
7/2/20 - And the People Stayed Home
A poem by Kitty O'Meara
"And the people stayed home. And read books, and listened, and rested, and exercised, and made art, and played games, and learned new ways of being, and were still. And listened more deeply. Some meditated, some prayed, some danced. Some met their shadows. And the people began to think differently. And the people healed. And, in the absence of people living in ignorant, dangerous, mindless, and heartless ways, the earth began to heal. And when the danger passed, and the people joined together again, they grieved their losses, and made new choices, and dreamed new images, and created new ways to live and heal the earth fully, as they had been healed."
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This poem by Kitty O'Meara, inspired by the coronavirus pandemic and the helplessness of being unable to work in palliative care, went viral in three days after being posted on her Facebook page. It was picked up by Instagram, Twitter and Youtube. It seems to have hit home. It reveals a collective hope that something good will came out of this time spent apart, isolated from each other.
On the same day that the poem arrived from a friend, I found the article below about "Being the Big Love" from the Council of Light. Following Kitty O'Meara's poignant poem, it seemed to be the answer, the promise of things to come. So I thought to partner them together and send it out in a goddess newsletter. I've been in overwhelm lately because I've been attending night classes (on the astral plane) and have been receiving so much information I seem unable to step down from the peaceful awareness of love and hope and good will and the togetherness that is coming soon, after this is over.
Be the Big Love
from the Council of Light
by Dean & Rebecca
http://www.heartlight.ca
Dear One,
You are learning about the Big Love. The kind that isnt so messy or complex or riddled with entanglements. Big Love is the one that blends polarities and sees as God sees and knows as God knows. In the world of opposites, it is hard to reach. In the world of higher perspective, it is natural. It is time to be your natural self, outside of the clash of polarities. You have learned what it is you needed to learn. It is a painful way to experience, but the advancements are strong because you have something to push against on either side of the spectrum. But the clash of opposites is in its final eruption. Do what you can to stay neutral and in full remembrance of who you really are. Need we remind you of that, you awesome Divine Spark, you?!
These are difficult times of potential tearing and angst and grief. Allow those true emotions to rise and heal your role in any of it by intending that your karmic story, while being acknowledged, is cleared and forgiven. You have been it all, which is part of the Grand Design. You did well, faithful servant, and now it is time to assume your own crown - your own place as a God expression here and now. Are you beginning to really feel that inside? If you forgot, just get quieter. It is there. Your remembering is connecting you to your infinity: that which has no bounds or restraints. It is boundlessly free. Isnt that what your true heart has always yearned for? It is because it is your greatest truth.
One who remembers does not judge or condemn those who do not. The biggest compassion for all is being called for now. Every single aspect of this grand, complex universe is to be viewed with Divine Neutral, Compassionate Perspective. It is more complex and more historied and more embattled than you could ever have imagined. It is the oppression and innocence that has kept it from you. Now it is time to wake up to the truth of every aspect in order for you to bring it to light of consciousness. You cannot fully acknowledge and assume the higher perspective if you only look at the blades of grass. There is oh-so-much more to comprehend. If you are to assume your true role, you must rise up in understanding, perspective, responsibility, consciousness and ability to embody unconditional love for all. This is the Big Love.
You are rising into Divine Consciousness within your human body. No mean feat! You must navigate the previous limitations of your life experience and physical body and unruly emotions and restricted mental capacity and perceptionsto realize you are oh-so-much-more than you ever conceived. The glass ceiling and bubble and bushel basket has been smashed and you are about to experience your true self! Sohow will you know you are there?
You will feel a deep inner stirring. You will begin to feel differently. You will feel like your eyesight is changingfuzzy at first and then new colours and shapes will arise. Your inner sight will do the same and the two will mergeyou will be seeing more, seeing differently in colour and shape, perceiving interdimensionally. Your hearing will do the samethose high pitched sounds will begin to communicate and your inner and outer hearing will merge. Your feelings will become more heightened as a languagenot tsunamis of pain from your own experience, but a language of knowing that steers you through the world. You can feel what is right and where to go and what is being communicated. Your feelings become part of your visual, auditory, sensory language.
You will come to live in the creation of your imagination. You will experience the purpose and bliss of creation for the benefit of the whole. You will have more energy as you tap into universal energy and are no longer engulfed in the density. Your will feel lighter and more nimble and resilient physically. Healing will take place naturally and with focused intent. You will rise up in every wayin a knowingness of synchronicities and interactions with other equals as you join with your Soul Family contingent. Your mission will be clear and your role in it a perfect fit of equals as the need for leaders and followers shifts into equanimity of awesome contributors to the whole. It is everything your heart has desired without daring to ever conceive it could be possible. Well, it is all on its way. Including blissful streams of joy and abundance and purposethere will no longer be a feeling of futility about anything. All will be about the Big Love and conscious evolution.
So, while the external world is in the weeping and gnashing of the teeth stage, rest in the expanse of your kind, compassionate and grateful heart. Do whatever you are called upon to do to assist, and rest in deep compassion for this great evolutionary step of human consciousnessand contribute to its miraculous unfoldment. The outcome is assured, the path and timing of its inevitability, is up to each in their contribution to the wholeas the lightworkers of the world unite to show the way.
Yes, you are that powerful, that humble and that magnificent to co-create the heavenly outcome. Be stalwart on the journey. Live now as the radiant beacon of peace, love and light that you are, for many gather with you in this great shared purpose. You are all you ever have sought, this is the greatest mystery of all.
With abiding love and reverence, we are, The Council of Light Within
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Nancy speaking again: Keep the faith and know that many galactic beings are here working behind the scenes on our behalf. We are not aware of them because mainstream news does not want us to know about it, and blocks it. As Commander Ashian of the Galactic Federation of Light said in a recent channeling through Jennifer Crokaert, "We are%2
Breaking with my Usual Tradition
This amazing and lengthy document has been compiled by a biologist living on Hawaii. I have only scanned it but did not examine the 97 backup links provided because I am not interested. Yes, 97 of them! I counted them. But because there are those who may be interested, I decided to pass it on. This comes from Aurora Ray who signs as an ambassador for the Galactic Federation. After receiving daily newsletters from her, I believe she is connected to higher sources. As you know I have my own connections with the galactics.
I was first aware of Aurora Ray 5 years ago when she launched a newsletter called "Extraterrestrials". But that daily newsletter stopped after two months. Then last month she posted a Galactic Federation website - www.galacticfederation.com - in which she invites signups to receive newsletters. I signed on and read them because I AM interested, and I believe her sources are legitimate. This article provides a list of references on publications about COVID, which are intended to empower community leaders to act with knowledge and discernment.
Below is a summary of key points made in those articles and studies. References are listed after the summary.
Outline
1. Risks of COVID are vastly overstated
2. Renowned doctors and epidemiologists criticize the COVID panic
3. SARS-CoV-2 has not been isolated, and RT-PCR tests are not appropriate diagnostic tools
4. “Flattening the curve” was unjustified
5. Lockdowns are entirely ineffective
6. Lockdowns are extremely harmful
7. Lockdowns were based on politics, not science
8. Mask-wearing is ineffective and harmful
9. The COVID computer models were extremely inaccurate
10. Media sources distorted and exaggerated information
11. The public substantially overestimate their risks from COVID
12. Nocebo effect: Fear as a cause of COVID symptoms
13. Non-viral causes of “COVID” symptoms
14. Effective treatments exist
15. Lockdowns have been legally challenged (US)
Summary
• Scientific evidence and statistics clearly demonstrate that masking, social distancing, and lockdowns are completely ineffective at decreasing infection and mortality and have dire adverse effects – severe psychological deterioration (especially in children), high suicide rates, economic collapse and destruction of small businesses, unprecedented expansion of government oppression, censorship, and enforced homogenity of thought.
• Lockdowns were initially justified by the claimed need to “flatten the curve” to prevent overloading of ICU ventilator capacity, but ICUs were not overloaded. Ventilators were largely inappropriate and caused extreme levels of unnecessary deaths compared to milder treatments. The justification for the lockdowns has since shifted to “reducing new cases”, with no regard for the actual danger they represent, or harmful effects of these measures.
• Unlimited lockdowns and compulsory masking mandates which bypass existing legal structures are historically unprecedented. To avoid cognitive dissonance, the general public assumes that the threat of COVID must be proportional to the extreme nature of these measures.
• Implementation of lockdowns was motivated by political posturing and misinformation, not evidence and public health. The word “science” has been taken to mean “government mandate”, and has been used to slander and suppress evidence-based narratives. The general public has neither the means nor the motivation to evaluate the scientific evidence, and must accept the declarations of non-scientist politicians and politicized scientists, whose voices are amplified by media outlets.
• Media outlets manipulated and distorted information to support a narrative of fear, dependency, and self-righteousness. As a result, polls show that people enormously overestimate their risk of dying from COVID.
• Numerous top experts (medical doctors, professors) have publicly spoken out against the dominant COVID narratives and the government responses to it. Even by conservative estimates, lockdowns caused more deaths than were attributed to COVID.
• COVID RT-PCR tests do not actually test against viral isolates, and despite their widespread use are not diagnostic tests, but laboratory tools for amplifying DNA fragments. Many scientists have severely criticized their use.
• COVID is, at most, a minor threat to the world population – and at least, a statistical abstraction. Unprecedented and politically influenced rules for recording COVID-positive deaths artificially inflated death rates. More than half of COVID deaths occurred in nursing homes, and nearly all COVID deaths occurred in people with several other major comorbidities. Healthy people are not at risk. The age distribution of COVID deaths is the same as the normal age distribution of deaths; most COVID deaths occurred in people over 65 years old.
• Actual causes of respiratory death in “COVID hotspots”, most significantly air pollution, have been extensively recorded in the scientific literature but are completely absent from media narratives and political consideration.
• Safe and highly effective treatments, including natural non-pharmaceutical interventions which have been published in scientific journals, have not been widely utilized.
• The “pandemic” is a combination of pre-existing conditions relabeled as COVID, recent increases in environmental causes of respiratory disease, excess deaths due to inappropriate treatments, and fear and expectation producing or intensifying the actual symptoms of “COVID”.
• Constantly reading, hearing about, and internalizing the dominant disempowering fear-based narrative has been demonstrated to produce the actual expected symptoms of the disease through the nocebo effect.
• Dispelling the fear and questioning the narrative actually saves lives, while masking, social distancing, and lockdowns do not, and contribute to the deterioration of physical, psychological, and economic health.
• If we are to actually promote health and regeneration in our communities and the world, we must promote narratives that are based in evidence and wisdom, and focus on creative solutions that address all of the interconnected challenges we face today.
CONTINUE READING for references to the above statements.
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Namaste from the angelics, ascended masters, celestials, galactics, and me.
10/17/20 The Inward Journey
Mary Magdalene through Pamela Kribbe
www.jeshua.com
This message from Mary Magdalene, channeled by Pamela Kribbe, speaks of that region of the human body that has been seen as a forbidden place because of the lustiness experienced there. But Mary says, "Deep in your abdomen is a place where you realize you are much more, and much greater, than this body, than this person with these emotions; more even than this life. You are an eternal being, and the more you understand that truth, the more your soul gets access to your physical existence."
I've been writing about it for years as the mystical experience of the awakened kundalini. The awakening of kundalini is also known as the awakening of the holy spirit in the west. We have reduced it to a passion pot of lust and sexuality but it is so much more than that. How else could it restore calmness, health, vigor, sanity and bring ecstasy and divine love to bedraggled human beings filled with stress?
But not to editorialize, see Mary Magdalene's message as channeled through a highly respected channel, Pamela Kribbe.
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Dear ones, I am Mary Magdalene. I come to you in friendship. I am joyful and grateful to be here in your midst. You are making a difference. By coming together with the intention to change your consciousness and to make it more open and spacious, you create change in your life and also in that of the collective atmosphere on Earth everything you do makes a difference. From the perspective of the level of existence in which I live, the inner world is primary. We see events in the outer level, that which you call the objective world, as secondary. Outer events arise from inner changes, from intentions on the inner level the external follows the internal. For me, and for all who are with me here in this level, the inner is more real than the outer.
For you, the opposite is true: the world around you has a considerable impact and effect upon you. The physical impressions you receive through your senses, the conversations with people, the outer circumstances, all these seem to define and shape you. Still, this is essentially an illusion. There is an inner world that precedes everything that is around you, and it is through the connection with this inner world, the world of the soul, that you regain your strength.
On the outer level, you are vulnerable and weak. You have a human body that can fall prey to all kinds of external influences: diseases, forces of nature, human violence. Your human body is fragile and delicate and it is mortal. There are also your emotions, over which you often feel you do not have any control. You then feel like the plaything of the moods and emotions that run through you, just like the weather outside you with its wind, storm, rain. If you are very strongly identified with your emotions, you will feel small and weak because you feel a victim of your moods and whims.
In a sense, however, states of mind, moods, and emotions are outside you. There is somewhere deeper within you that is independent of both the stormy emotions that run through you, as well as the physical world outside you, with its people and activities. I now encourage you to go to this inner place, a place of neutrality and silence that is independent of time and space, and independent of the physical self. You can find this place within your body, and you can connect with it by becoming very intimate and close with yourself. The body is the gateway to the inner self. Go inward with your attention and connect with your heart, and feel how the warm stream of your attention touches and benefits all your body.
Your body also has an inner life; it is not only an objective complex of cells or anything that can be described by a chemist or biologist. Your body has an inner consciousness and life, so feel that for a moment. Let your breath sink deep down into your body, and feel that this happens by itself: your body knows how to breathe in a quiet and relaxed manner. Feel how the outside world is less important when you go inside and become quiet.
Descend into the area of your abdomen. Find a place there, in your lower abdomen, where you can come to rest; sense energetically where that place lies within you. Imagine that you touch that place with your breath; then descend into that opening or cavity with your attention. You can imagine that place to be like a bowl shaped by two hands, or from some other material. Imagine how that place of repose in your abdomen appears, and imagine that all your strength lies there. It is a quiet force that is millennia old and withstands time.
You have already been in a body here on Earth many times. Deep in your abdomen is a place where you realize you are much more, and much greater, than this body, than this person with these emotions; more even than this life. You are an eternal being, and the more you understand that truth, the more your soul gets access to your physical existence and outer life here on Earth.
First sense that inner peace at the bottom of your abdomen. There is an anchor, a stability there that does not scatter along with all the emotions and moods flowing through your energy field. Yet that still place is not empty it may be neutral, but it is not empty. Feel the consciousness there; it is resilient and vital, and also very broad and spacious.
Imagine how that consciousness, that energy, flows from that deep source throughout your entire body, and just observe how that happens. From the still place on your pelvic floor, an energy flow swirls slowly throughout your abdomen. That current very peacefully and gently finds its direction. It is your deepest self that is merging with your earthly self, so just see where that flow wants to go: up to your heart, shoulders, neck, and head, or down to your thighs, knees, lower legs, and feet.
Feel that when you join with this energy, this power, you get a very different perspective on many things in your life. You feel you are strong and independent. You are greater and more spacious than everything that happens in your life; even more than your emotions and intense feelings. There is something greater than all that and that is what you are.
What is needed today in many people in all people is space to be themselves and to feel safe. However, the existing structures in society on Earth are not capable of bringing that inner space and security to people. So what is needed are people who can bring in new, flexible social structures that are the outgrowth of this inner freedom and wisdom, and not those based on fear and control. You are the bringers of the new. You often think that you live and operate here on Earth as a lone individual, but what you think and feel and do makes a difference. Even by just thinking differently, you exercise an influence on the world around you. The inner is always ahead of what is happening in the outer; therefore, the inner carries more power than the outer.
What you are thinking and feeling is essential for change in the world, so do not blindly dwell on how you appear to the world. Instead, I encourage you to go within. What then emerges from within, the regaining of a sense of your own strength, will be spontaneous and happen naturally, so you do not need to dwell on making it happen. The way inward turns the key in the lock, and from that turning will the rest unfold naturally.
The way inward calls for courage. It sometimes seems easier to adjust to the energy flow and seemingly apparent facts which exist around you in society, with its expectations and the habits of people. A very compelling suction power emanates from that energy flow, and, in a sense, it can become a distraction and addictive. It feels gratifying to think you belong to society and flattering that you are admired or loved in that way. But what is that love or admiration really worth if it restricts you and does not do justice to who you really are inside: the living vital force in your abdomen that comes directly from your soul.
Ultimately, it is the intention that you give this vital force of your soul a wide open path, and that starts with your inner renunciation of structures, requirements, and expectations that do not fit you, and doing this requires courage. It is very natural, and you are not crazy if you experience fear when you fully descend into your abdomen and make the connection with your spontaneous nature, with your deepest impulses. Because of that fear, it is necessary to do this descending, again and again, in order to revive the connection with the power in your abdomen. You need to keep reminding yourself that your true core is there; that it is there where lies the source of your inspiration and thus also the source of the meaning and direction of your life.
I encourage you to descend into your abdomen and to connect with this resting place, and from there to feel your energy flow downward into the Earth. Feel free and unlimited by entering into a joyful connection with the Earth and with her essential core; you and the Earth are both powerful souls. Now ask yourself and this flow: What do I need to do in my everyday life to bring forth my own power? Are there small steps I can take to make that happen?
Now imagine that you are firmly anchored in your own center and joined to the Earth, and ask yourself: What do I want? Feel that I resound deeply. It is a deep I, an essential layer of yourself that speaks to you here. It is possible that you do not sense something concrete right away, but pay attention to what you do feel, what you desire or long for fervently. Maybe it is something general: more freedom, more lightness, less pressure. Let it bubble up and trust the instinctive wisdom of the flow in your abdomen. But do not dwell on it overly much; simply go along with that flow.
Realize that if you do this regularly in your daily life, you are in a certain way a revolutionary. In the silence of turning inward, you let go of that which is only apparent, is illusory. You begin to really listen to your authentic self and thus to create change, not only for yourself, but also for the society around you.
I thank you for the inner work that you do and I salute you with a heart full of joy.
Thank you very much.
Pamela Kribbe
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Namaste to all from the ascended masters, angelics, galactics and me,
10/13/20 Mother I Speak Life Over You Now
A channeled message from spirit
The following message was sent to me from a friend, another mother, and I want to pass it on to all women on my list. Especially women, but it will be a good message for men to read too. It comes from the website "Devotionals.dot-k.com" (dot-k: Daughters of the King). When I read the message I thought it was beautiful, but I wasn't emotionally moved to tears until I began reading the comments posted beneath. I have included the comments because they validate the unspoken depth of need for such a message in the first place. Thank you to the one who channeled these beautiful words.
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Mother I Speak Life Over You Now
One of the worst things a woman can experience is guilt from knowing she wasn’t the kind of mother she needed to be for her children. She can think to herself, “If only I would had been a better mother, my children would not be the way they are today.” I’ve seen guilt-ridden mothers refuse to live their lives because of their past failures. As if the anger and resentment of their children isn’t enough, these women punish themselves by refusing to be happy, healthy and enjoy their lives.
The truth is, it is time for mothers to forgive themselves and go on to enjoy the rest of their days on this earth. It is also time for grown children to forgive their parents for what they did or didn’t do, and accept responsibility for their own life choices.
Mother, I speak life over you now. You will not spend the rest of your days punishing yourself for something you can’t do anything about. The Lord has forgiven you and now you will forgive you. He is helping you move forward and be happy, healthy and enjoy the life He’s given you. The Lord is helping your adult children to forgive you and accept responsibility for the life choices they’ve made. He is at work and everything will be ok. In Jesus’ name.
From: http://devotionals.dot-k.com/mother-i-speak-life-over-you-now/
19 comments
- October 13, 2020 at 8:09 am Thank you Lord, Amen and amen
October 13, 2020 at 1:25 pm Praise God Amen just what I wanted to hear God Is Good
- October 13, 2020 at 8:15 am I really needed that Word.
October 13, 2020 at 8:23 am More than needed! Reassured that I am more than ever on to the mark!!! Thank you for being my medsanger! Amen and may the rest of the crowd be just as blessed as we!! Amen
October 13, 2020 at 8:29 am AMEN!! I often think about this and I have to remind myself that I have been forgiven, and I must forgive myself. I am no longer who I used to be!! God bless you
October 13, 2020 at 8:52 am Thank you God for this word today it a on time word that I need to hear. Thank you Father God for forgiveness, I praise holy name Amen
October 13, 2020 at 8:56 am Thank you GOD for speaking through the writer of this devotional for years and years I have punished myself for the mother I wasn’t for my children, I abused them emotionally and mentally because I thought what I was or wasn’t doing was more important then being a mother, so that hindered me from moving forward my children are now adults and they have forgiven me for the past but I did find myself feeling guilty and trying to make up for lost time I know we can’t make up for what happen but GOD has showed me that through his word HE already knew where I was going and where I’m at now THANK you for speaking to me right where I’m at I believe your word PRAISE YOUR HOLY NAME AMEN!!!!
October 13, 2020 at 8:59 am AMEN! This is a perfect message, a perspective and fact I never saw or realized! Thank you for this message. Thank you Father God for sending this word as I know you hear me and now I hear you. You’re timing is perfect and Your plan is at work. AMEN
October 13, 2020 at 9:14 am This was needed on this day…Thank you father
October 13, 2020 at 9:23 am Thank you with tears for being obedient bringing this word forth. Thank you for this confirmation. I needed this. Bless you my Sister in Christ .
October 13, 2020 at 9:29 am My daughter just sent this to me right now, it’s so beautiful and encouraging, what a great way to start my day, Releasing all the guilt and shame, My God is an awesome God, I am the apple of his eyes!!! Thank you mija , I love you Nickey
October 13, 2020 at 9:37 am This used to be me! For years I bore the resentment from my youngest son over the things that he alleged my own Mother did to him and for the kind of Mother I was. I was a very young Mother who made lots of mistakes and practically lived in sin. I didn’t know anything about Christ as my Savior. But about ten years ago I started down a new and different path. Jesus came into my life and I began to learn more and more about Him and forgiveness. My entire life changed! I am truly a new creature in Christ and my son has forgiven me through the power of diligent prayer and trust in God. My oldest son with whom I’ve always had a great relationship has mellowed even more and God has turned so many things around for all of us. AMEN!!
October 13, 2020 at 9:41 am Amen!! An on-time word indeed! Thanks and God bless!
October 13, 2020 at 10:01 am Lord help my daughter to forgive me and heal her broken heart and spirit in Jesus name I pray ! Amen
October 13, 2020 at 10:33 am This word spoke volumes to me thank you Lord for Forgiveness’s..
October 13, 2020 at 11:32 am Yes, I agree. As a teenage mother with a mother who died when my oldest son was one, my son had to grow up with me not knowing who or who’s I am. I tried to figure it all out without knowing Christ and no one to mentor or help me in anyway. After many trials, mistakes, circumstances, situations and three sons later I met the Heavenly Father, Christ and the Holy Spirit to help me through. Although my sons are good guys, I see the effects of me not knowing who I am in some of the behaviors, questions and choices they make/made. I often feel guilty about not pouring into them at a young age, although, I am now. Sis. Kesha, thank you so much for this post. Blessings, Shalom and Agape.
October 13, 2020 at 12:40 pm THANK YOU LORD, All is well now
October 13, 2020 at 2:22 pm Yes my LORD Thank YOU i Receive this timely message i PRAY YOU continue to touch my eldest Child my Son Bernie to Forgive me and Heal him and our Relationship.in JESUS Name AMEN Thank You my Sister’s Kesha Dotk Ministrie GLORY TO GOD.” Soooooo on time i needed this I’ve been thinking & Praying for my Son alot lately. LOVE and GOD BLESS You All ALOHA Always Sister Chrissy Honolulu Hawai’i
This message speaks to the feminine heart and soul, not to the masculine. Only women know what it is like to be a mother. If not a mother, they know what it is like to be a female in a masculine-dominated world. Women and men flow viscerally in opposite directions. This may cause stifling of thoughts and words, out of respect or perhaps fear. Women flow easily to spirit, where men flow easily to ground. We are opposites and we pair up for many reasons, but spontaneity is often missing. Spontaneity (spirit to spirit) brings joy and light-heartedness. Same gender groups can be revitalizing, when they are open and free without rules curtailing them. Men who speak freely validate other men. Likewise, women who speak freely validate other women. It is healthy, energizing and sane.
I find myself becoming increasingly hungry for female conversation. I had two female visitors in the last two weeks, and each time they left me feeling high, ecstatic, and energized. It is thrilling to meet someone you can talk openly with. The feeling of being high went away after a day or two, but it made me think of extending an invitation. I want more such! I invite any woman who feels the same way to contact me about coming for a visit. Even an overnight visit if you're from out of town. Let's set a date. If you have fear about the coronavirus, well then, we can meet outdoors in the fresh air. I have no fear. Needless to say, all conversation is outside the box and off the record. The divine feminine in me wants to engage with the divine feminine in anyone I can find.
Namaste to all. This comes to you in the spirit of openness and freedom from my heart to yours, with blessings from the ascended masters, angelics, galactics. Incidentally, have you noticed the atmosphere is lightening lately?
10/9/20 The Reptilian Brain
A channeled message from spirit
While on the floor doing leg exercises several months ago, "Reptilians” flashed through my mind. Strange?! This is not a normal thought to me. It turned out to be another message from spirit. Like when the clouds part after a storm and the sun comes out, words and pictures started shining in my mind so I got up and took pen and paper and began to write. I've learned to be ready.
It’s the reptilian BRAIN, not the monsters you imagine. The reptilian brain is that part of your brain which wants to fight or run away. Fight or flight. It wants to control outcomes. The reptilian brain is in everyone. It is that part of the brain that keeps us tied into linear consciousness, known as separation consciousness. It operates in secret from behind the front lines. It’s method of operating is to not let the other side know your plan of attack. There is much hiding here, staying buried in the dark. It does not like the light or love which unifies opposing sides together. It wants to maintain separation. It operates from the dark shadows. The reptilian brain is in the back of the head, and down under the more recently developed brain which has grown on top of it. The reptilian brain is the ancient part of evolution, fighting to survive. Those who are the strongest in reptilian brain focus are the ones who are feeling their power and control being taken away from them. They are attacking who they think are the enemies. Those people who have advanced to higher thinking and more enlightened and peaceful ways of living in cooperation with others, are utilizing a finer substance within the brain.
The higher brain is an evolutionary add-on to the ancient “survival of the fittest” reptilian brain. The frontal cortex is where conscious decisions are made through projecting a finer, lighter, easier attitude out in front of them. By focusing on the front of the brain and projecting forward, we bring about changes. As we think peaceful intentions, we project forward peaceful intentions. This takes practice but with practice new synapses take over and consciousness follows. Synapses and nerves build up and become more concrete with firey electrons flying in that consciously-planned direction. Those who are resisting peace remain stuck in back, hiding from sight, planning revenge, which prevents the person from participating in the changes that are going on. This person is confused due to his own resistance.
Those who meditate and do prayer work are consciously moving their attention away from the reptilian brain in a forward and upward direction. The reptilian brain or the one who uses the reptilian brain more than the willingness to adapt and change, uses trickery and manipulation, falsehood and fear, to fight back. The inevitable movement towards peace is a natural evolution caused by growth and awareness. DO NOT REACT IN FEAR! Know that the momentum of the people has turned towards peace. There is a unification of the masses underway. Those who do not know this are fighting and resisting. They do not know what they are fighting for. They just fight and resist the forward evolutionary changes. They fear that someone is going to steal from them or take their power away. It is the EGO that holds on. It is the ego that is afraid of losing its petty little power. Its focus is not towards advancing and cooperation with others. It is everything that is opposed to learning, advancing and growing. Those who are advancing through prayer work or, if not in prayer work, in other beneficial ways that improve and benefit the whole of society, are of service to others and the whole of humanity. It is evolutionary change. Each person who is doing this is creating new more refined synapses in their frontal cortex, and therefore building momentum towards a better life here on earth, and helping to raise the consciousness of the masses. That person is moving into higher dimensions by his or her own choices, wishes and intentions. Dimensions are where the focus is held most of the time.
So what we who are engaging in the good of the whole are doing, is building connections with the benevolent extraterrestrials from all over the universe. The Galactic Federation of Light was formed in our own Milky Way Galaxy to fight the dark reptilian brain which had made war on many planets. There are many federations of light beyond our own galaxy, and there are federations of dark who are engaged in bullying the peaceful ones. There has been war in heaven between the reptilians and the species of light. Humanity is turning away from the confusion caused by the reptilians and is lightening. Humanity is therefore receiving messages and links of encouragement from these benevolent beings on higher dimensions. They are here to help us lift the darkness from the planet, but each individual has to make the choice to turn to lighter, better ways. We who associate with the light, or love, are called light workers because we consciously choose to direct our attention to positive outcomes, light, love and unity over fear, which is the small and petty selfish ego. This is the process that is going on individually in every human being on the planet today. The reptilian brain which is the small and petty ego, is fighting for its life. It does not have understanding of what the light can do for it. It has refused to let that knowledge in. It has fought to the death to resist. These dark reptilian brains are in every government of the world but the good people of the world cannot see this. We have been focusing only on the shape and form of the body. If he is human we think he or she is like us.
The dark reptilian focused brain has refused to listen and learn from other people. It has remained a stubborn child locked in its room and it is having a terrible temper tantrum, scheming about how to get even, while lightworkers are building a better, finer world. Some of the reptilian brains are diminishing and turning towards goodness, so there is hope. But it is important to know your place in this ongoing drama that is playing out. Understand what is happening. Be aware. Be conscious. You must decide for yourself in each and every situation. Do you side with selfishness and personal survival? Or do you choose to side with the good of the whole? That is the question to ask. The choosing for the good of the whole brings happiness and clearing of past traumas and karmas. It brings love and fulfillment. It brings abundance and prosperity, but not by stealing it from someone else. Those of us who are aware, are building a strong frontal cortex dedicated to projecting peace forward through efforts of unity and cooperation. Reptilian brain people are creating a strong frontal cortex of dark and evil. They will fight to the end or die. They will not surrender their selfishness. The strongest reptilian brains are fighting and resisting a massive movement toward enlightenment. Awareness. Evolution. Discernment. It has been labeled “ascension” Ascension is happening in those who are leaving the reptilian brain consciousness of separation behind. They are moving forward into lighter, easier realms where inner peace is felt.
We are evolving out of animal consciousness or beast consciousness which is a tribal consciousness which arms itself and prepares to fight off attackers to protect self and family. The focus is on survival of the fittest. Brute strength is the winner, whereas those who are letting go of the fight and brute strength are seeing the futility of fighting. They are turning away from the fight to watch from the sidelines because they do not want to fight any more. It is a first step out of the reptilian box towards unity consciousness but it is only the first step. They could yet come under manipulation from dark forces so they need to be ultra alert to the manipulation of reptilian brain people. The forward movement is toward seeing humanity as all one tribe. There are many colors, races, languages and cultures, but all are one tribe. There are no longer many little tribes that need to fight for control of territory because joint projects are taking place around the world to ease the tensions. We are seeing this now.
We are all one tribe, one species, one planet, and we don’t want to fight any more. We want to work together to build a new world that is more beautiful, peaceful, happy and abundant for everyone. It’s a mass movement from an old way of being. We are joining the higher worlds who have advanced before us, following the universal law of one. Those who are still fighting this inevitable change towards enlightenment are the ones keeping the fight going. They are the terrorists and agitators. They do it secretly from undercover. It is not the innocents who are doing the fighting, but innocents are being caught up in the fight by being manipulated unknowingly. Hate and fear are being beamed out into the populace through controlled agendas over air waves. BE AWARE! Think for yourself. Don‘t fall for hate mongering or the divide and conquer tactics. The reptilian brain is keeping the fight going by promoting the animal instinct of survival of the fittest. They do not want peace or love in the world. They want to retain control.
The reptilian brain is grown more sophisticated over the eons. It has grown along with the advancements into the digital age. No one has been the wiser about the reptilian brain. It has long been kept secret, hidden from view. No one has spoken of it except for the occasional mention of reptilian shape-shifters. The reptilian brain is aware of artificial intelligence, robots, clones, mechanization, digitization and uses it to its evil advantage. Be aware. There are good AI‘s and evil AI‘s. Be aware. The reptilian brain has evolved a dark AI agenda which is being exposed today. It has developed sophisticated machinery to help promote slavery over the lightworkers and innocents. It uses trickery. It is a master of manipulating emotions and thoughts. The latest agenda is to let the innocents think they have won, while they step back into the shadows and feign innocence. Then they run for re-election. It is not a simple matter of fighting out in the open as in ancient times of war. It is now done by allowing the innocents to relax their alertness, thinking they have beat the monster back. They can be taken in by the pretence of righteousness then, and vote in the evil-doers once more. It is by consent that the evil ones take control, as it always does. Humanity should be able to stop the trickery through increased consciousness and more refined psychic ability, the use of the sixth sense and help from the ascended galactics. Be aware. Be very aware.
In the past our ancestors were able to be controlled because the dark reptilian brains WERE in control of everything. They had selfish egotistical powers and they wanted to control everything for their own purposes. Their way became the model for humanity. Those who pushed and manipulated their way to the top positions were the ones gloating at the top of the heap, operating from the “survival of the fittest” belief system. Reptilian brained people were the experts in politics, government, education systems, colleges, medical systems, businesses, banking - it’s no wonder we have been bamboozled. Reptilian brained people made and passed the laws. People who believe in being “nice” and “kind” and “respectful” and “honest” turn the other cheek and walk away. They don’t make it to the top of the professions. They are busy keeping the peace and not making noise or rattling cages.
It has been a system of hidden brain-washing that has controlled the planetary masses only because we didn’t believe there was such a thing as evil. Now the masses are becoming aware of evil, and are questioning what and who hides behind the curtain pulling the strings. Who is blackmailing and threatening good decent people who were set up through manipulation and placed in compromising positions so pictures could be taken? Who is the monster lurking down the rabbit hole at the bottom of the maze? When the heart starts coming into play through prayer work, then the psychic abilities are activated. The heart is engaged and the heart knows the truth, while the reptilian brains continue their controlled responses of denial and ridicule. Nice people don’t stand a chance against the reptilian brain system. But those who have been doing the prayer work have accessed higher powers. They have cultivated a belief in Father Mother God, even while being ridiculed by the “practical” people. They have an awakened heart, mind and psychic abilities that are growing more powerful through connecting links to others like themselves. People have started to have a say in response to trickery. Innate intelligence which is in the DNA and cells of the body has been activated. Innate is not in the human mind alone but in those who have opened their heart are uniting mind and heart together. The whole human is beginning to work together for the good of the soul. One by one, two by two, group by group the population is beginning to see for themselves that there is trickery afoot. It is THIS that is causing the revolution.
The reptilian brain had devised a formula of divide and conquer, which worked for a long time to keep the innocent and pure separated and following orders under “patriotism” to go to war and kill other people, thus further fragmenting their souls. However, because the Galactic Federation of Light has followed Father Mother God’s decree to help Mother Earth and her people, they are beaming more light and encouragement to earth. The masses are waking up and seeing the truth behind the well-veiled curtain of falsehood. This is a battle of kindness vs. ugliness. Unity vs. separation. Love vs. hate. Each person is going through their own process of perceiving and listening. Slowly the veil is being pierced. Comprehension is seeping through the tough membrane walls that have been built into brain cells by the steady pounding of status quo rules. The battle has reached a crescendo in peace demonstrations that are being turned into riots by the reptilian brained agitators. Watch out for hate words. It is one of the best tools of reptilian brains. It is a battle cry. This tactic has been used through a genius manipulation and passing laws that allowed “freedom of speech”. It has been a psychological battle of one carefully planned tactic after another to allow hate-mongering among a people who trusted and believed their leaders.
It takes a heart-connected brain to see clearly through the multiple curtains that have been carefully hung in plain sight. Now it is coming out into the open because more people are clear brained. When one is a pure psychic, one can see past the barriers like x-ray vision. We are soon to be free. It is now obvious that it will not take long. It will take some time yet, but not too long. Those in power have a lot of reptilian brain focus on “fight to the end”, but there are noble qualities that are innate in the decent human being. Brains are cleared of brain fog through prayer work and energy work.
Does an evil person have a soul? I asked and this was given. It is not easy to lose your soul, but it can be done. You get to lose your soul after so many lives of resisting evolution and advancement. Universal law states that there must be evidence of some spiritual growth to keep on deserving a place on earth. If you don’t want to accept that and you continue to be a black spot in the body of God holding, who is trying to give you total freedom in the sun, then you become a cancer in the body of God‘s work on earth. He will work with you for awhile, giving you a chance to get with the program, but there comes a point when God realizes that you are hopeless and ejects you from his body. This is the fight going on today in the cities around the world. It is a lost cause for those who resist moving forward into the light. Into unity, peace, love, respect, kindness, compassion, forgiveness. Discernment is lighting up the people. Discerning is “seeing”. Discerning is not a judgment. If you see the darkness in another, don’t let it be a judgment. Discerning is a “seeing.” Many people have been held back because they were afraid they were judging another. They did not want to judge another person, so they go along with the other person in whom they see darkness. Then they must clear their perception and recognize truth as truth. It is not judgment. Judgment is a projection of wrongness onto a person. It’s a filter but a false filter. Take the false filter off and see the light. See the truth in that person. Do not be afraid of seeing the truth. Truth will set you free.
Rebellion through riots and protests are the battle done by people who are still confused. They have not seen the light yet. When they let light flow through them clearly, then they will see the darkness. The riots are the battle grounds where this process is being played out. Do not judge it. Find your own truth. Each person is processing their own truth. The battle is a show-down, not against the evil, or the cops, or the blacks, but against their own reptilian brain which wants to conquer the opponent and win. The wise person, no matter on which side of the fence, will refrain from being pulled into a battle that is not theirs. It has been instigated and agitated by hate. Refrain from being a puppet in a war not your own. Start by bringing peace to your own heart and stepping back out of battle.
The riots and protests are a mixture of both innocents who feel righteous, and terrorists who are being paid to agitate and stir up hate. Why be a pawn in their game? The puppet masters are not out on the streets with you. They manipulated the whole thing and sat back to watch. It is time to wake up and know the truth. More are beginning to realize it. It starts there. It is not your responsibility to change the system. Your responsible starts and ends with you. Change begins with you. Realize the people are caught in rut. They are being played for fools while those pulling strings are laughing. Momentum is growing. It started with a few and more are beginning to “see” what is behind the curtains. Those who are resisting and fighting did not resist before. They are saying “Enough is enough”. There is a time for that, yes, but the momentum to truth continues to roll onward. Then there is a time to stop and realize “I am being played.“ Then it is time to step back and refuse to be the entertainment. The ousting of the reptilian brain (in everyone) is in its last stages of playing out. People are seeing the truth - that it is not a racial war - it‘s just another tactic to keep people fighting one another. Let the truth be recognized. All the human beings on earth are one race - human. This is distinct from the Andromedans, the Pleiadians, the Sirians, the Lyrans, the Sessani, the Grays, the Reptilians. And I could go on and on and on. There are many species watching us humans. Let us pull it together and show them we will no longer be divided by outsiders. We will rebuild the earth together. We are human and we are of royal blood.
All evil exists as an offering to the light, the greater light that empowers all of creation. Mentally image yourself holding the evil in a cup formed of the palms of your two hands and hold it up to the sky as a sacrifice to the light. Retain this image for an hour, even as you move about. This is the basis for all transformation. This is the key to change.
10/3/20 - The Physical Body, Chakras & Dimensions
From Sharon and Ivo - Twin Flames
www.sharonandivo.weebly.com)
The following two articles by Sharon and Ivo are the best I've seen that explain chakras and dimensions. This information helps build, block by block and piece by piece, an understanding of these subjects. I like to share what turns me on! Chakras and dimensions are mysterious. Trying to understand them is difficult because everything that has been written so far is someone's subjective interpretation. We are meant to take this information and put the pieces together in our OWN mind, for ourself, uniquely. We are one of a kind and we have to create our OWN version. We are a god or goddess in training. We are eternal and immortal, but we have been "imprisoned", locked up inside a finite body and told "this is all there is, make the best of it." We had no clue! We didn't know that we are are immortal and we don't die! And that the chakras are divine lights waiting to be turned on at specific locations along the spine, and that they are dimensional portals.
The articles below (after I finish rambling here) come from Sharon who resides in Canada. Her website is linked above. She posts what started out as private interactions with her twin flame, Ivo, who is not on the planet but resides on the fifth dimension which is another reality, unlike Earth. He is one of the growing numbers of extraterrestrials contacting us who were born here.
What is a twin flame? This is a good place to insert a brief summary. Each spirit spark born out of the creator's love is an individual intelligence, just like a human baby. It can learn to say, "I Am" and grow in self-awareness, just like a human baby. Eventually it notices that it can think for itself and draw a response from other spirit sparks. It learns that it is an individual. It eventually learns that it has a choice whether to remain in the father's court of pure bliss, love and light and add its own radiation to the home fires as all celestial beings do, or it can choose to venture out beyond the protection of the parent source. Just like a human teenager might do.
If it decides to venture further out from home, it divides itself into male and female. Universal law states there must be an equal number of masculine and feminine spirits engaging in the lower dimensions out there in the darkness beyond the dimensions of light. Thus twin flames are born. Each twin is a separate individual intelligence and can go its own way, make its own choices and develop its own cosmic personality, but it will always and forever be one with its twin. They are the same spirit. In the ensuing adventures they will discover many soul mates, but there is only ONE twin flame.
Once it is decided to venture further out and it divides into two twins, each twin must then go through an education process of descension. This involves attending seven schools where they absorb under intense pressure the divine attributes of the father. This is critical to surviving their away missions, out beyond the realms of glory, bliss and love light. They must carry these essentials with them. They are mentored by great celestial beings and instilled with the will power, love and light of the father before they incarnate on Earth. These qualities are what we call today chakras. The first three are will power, intelligence and love, but there are more. Since each twin has free will, they may start school together, but they usually do not stay together, since each develops its own interests and natural affinity. One male and one female, and each separating out and having their own adventures, but one day the reunion will take place for they are one spirit. Each twin returns home bringing to the table the fruit of its adventures.
Tantra is an esoteric school that has been long hidden but is surfacing today (in fragments) to help prepare humankind for the eventual merge with the twin flame - the other half of itself. The knowledge has never been lost, just hidden by distractions of so many exciting adventures that diverted the attention. After eons of separation, male from female, where the masculine dominated and shut out ITS OWN feminine qualities, the world turned dark and cruel. But now, as the Earth rises into higher and lighter orbit, the feminine qualities are becoming invigorated and encouraging the masculine spirits to let go their dominant ways. The first beginnings of twin flame reunions are starting to take place, which coincidentally are accompanied by stories of star ships, UFOs, aliens and abductions. A larger picture is forming and each one of us is trying to fit the pieces of the puzzle together in our own mind.
Twin flames are galactic entities coming from other realities, other star systems and dimensions. They are not allowed to be embodied together on Earth, except in rare cases of a walk-in soul which is temporary. To prepare for contact with this larger picture, it is seriously advised to begin a meditation program on a daily basis. One must figure out for oneself, where and how to start, but start please. This is a discipline program. It's not meant to be fun but it turns into something wonderful. It is a practice in calming not only the mind, but the body itself, bringing the muscles and brain to a still point for 15 or 30 minutes. At the end of those 15 or 30 minutes one eventually experiences becoming a channel, a receiver of knowledge from beyond what one learned in school. One begins to experience the peace that is beyond description. A higher more beautiful awareness of being connected. Mental words may start speaking. Some people write them down and the words flow.
One feels the urge to clean up the diet, behaviors, words and actions. It is a natural evolutionary process of raising the vibrations to a higher standard. It is an evolution that occurs everywhere throughout the universe, on all worlds. This is how humankind is preparing itself for the transition that is underway. It may not be their twin flame who contacts them, but galactic intervention brings long lost family to us.
As the light continues to spread through the Earth through human beings shining it on, no words required, all of us are changing. New thoughts and gut feelings nudge us to change our old habits. Sharon did her meditation work for many years and was rewarded with contact by her twin flame, Ivo. She has been posting her experiences online. Others are writing books, channeling and posting on Facebook. This transition we are going through right now is considered normal to those of advanced civilizations, for they went through the same process themselves. There are many civilizations of advanced intelligence, love and light who are here to help stabilize us because it is a chaotic time.
There is a harvesting going on for each of us. An inspection so to speak, by each self trying to make sense of it and to decide what is good to keep, and what is not. What can be discarded as worthless? It's a tough decision. Meditation on a daily basis helps. The advice is to meditate on a daily basis. Find your own way of doing it. It doesn't have to be called "meditation" but it is essential to practice feeling peaceful periodically throughout the day. Believe it or not, this is a Tantric exercise. We all have within our spirits both male and female attributes but they are not equal. The masculine has been dominant and has distorted how we live with each other. The feminine in us - in each of us - has been suppressed. Meditation will bring these two spirit sparks back into balance, opening chakras and bringing higher dimensions closer to us.
The following article will help you to understand about chakras and dimensions. It is practical and useful information. Please read Sharon and Ivo:
Consciousness and the Physical Body by Sharon & Ivo - Twin Flames
www.Sharonandivo.weebly.com
Me (Sharon): Ivo, I realize I’m very fortunate to have this connection with you otherwise I’d be floundering, trying to understand like all the people I see trying to learn in Facebook groups. Seriously, they need to pick up a book and read about the nature of reality.
Ivo: Yes, you are fortunate, however you are in a position to help them.
Me: I did but putting down some comments isn’t the same thing as going into a detailed description.
Ivo: Sometimes putting down the correct next comment is the way to their understanding the truth.
Me: So let’s discuss the truth there. What is consciousness and how does it relate to the body?
Ivo: Arguably, it is all consciousness. You are all light bodies comprised of 12 dimensions. Each dimension vibrates at a faster frequency than the one below it. You have one chakra that aligns with each of these layers of consciousness. Each chakra is an energy center, which allows the energy to be absorbed into or to come out of, the light body. Many people, as they try to move from their understanding of a one-dimensional physical reality, to a 12 dimensional physical and non-physical reality, struggle to understand. And this is understandable.
Me: I’m glad I had books to read and didn’t rely on Facebook posts.
Ivo: Yes, an author, who is earning money from their work will always attempt to be as integrous as possible. Because their reputation relies upon their work. However, Facebook groups have no such inclination. Although they should. Integrity is key to ascension.
Me: Yes.
Ivo: So, consciousness is what we are, as I have said. The body is a limiter. Consciousness is what we all are, we are all part of the whole, each powerful units within the central body of what you call God. In the same way that your physical body is comprised of its units, atoms, you are all atoms in the light body of the whole, the Creator. However, consciousness is limited in its expression when it is just consciousness. It needs to relate to something in order to understand itself, so in the lower levels, it creates a physical body – yes, you all created your physical bodies within your mother’s wombs, the driving forces behind this creation were the energies of your father and your mother however you were present in this creation as well.
Me: So you ensure your body is created to your own specifications?
Ivo: Yes, it is your life to live and you choose to live it within certain parameters.
Consciousness, at this level, has 12 vibrational levels, or dimensions. And each dimension is “plugged into” your physical body by means of a chakra. When the chakras are running proficiently, the physical reality is expressed to its highest degree. When the chakras are imbalanced, reversed or rotating in an elliptical shape, then your expression of reality, your physical life, is dysfunctional. It affects the corresponding endocrine gland which align with your sympathetic (fight flight or flee) or your parasympathetic (relax and rejuvenate) systems.
Me: How would an elliptical third eye rotation affect me at the sixth dimension?
Ivo: It would affect your expression into the sixth dimension as well as affect your sixth dimensional expression of yourself in this fourth dimensional physical expression.
Me: So that tells people, if they want to open their third eye and do some awesome astral traveling, keep your chakras in balance.
Ivo: Yes. And stop believing in the illusion because lies and illusion shut down your higher chakras.
Me: Truth opens them, as in sets you free as is promised.
Ivo: Yes.
Your lower vibrational levels, the root to the solar plexus chakra, affect your upper chakras which affects those dimensions. Your upper chakras filter down energy into the lower chakras which affects your physical expression. It is all related. It goes both directions.
Me: So many people think the brain is the mind. Can you speak to that, Ivo?
Ivo: The brain is the central computer of your physical body – it is the CPU of the computer you call your physical body. It interprets your reality. That is why all the physical senses are connected to areas of your brain – this is all so that you can understand your physical reality. These senses all relate to the lower mind, the mind of the physical reality which is comprised within the energies of the root to the solar plexus chakra.
The higher mind is comprised of energies relating to the heart to the crown chakra and the 5 above them. And these relate to your non-physical bodies. Your brain does not think. Thinking is carried out within the mental body – which relates to the third chakra. That level of dimension relates to your lower mind. Yes, those who believe that their body is everything will be shocked after their deaths when they realize they are completely whole, they just do not have their physical body anymore. They are capable of everything they did in their physical life, as a matter of fact more than, because they do not have the limiting physical body to keep them from astral travel or bi-location.
Me: Yeah, can you imagine?
Ivo: Your people must understand life in order to understand that death is only death of the physical body, nothing more.
Me: Imagine how odd it must be for people to realize their brain isn’t doing the thinking, it’s done more around their belly button? LMAO But then there are people who have a “gut feeling” and this is why, of course.
Ivo: That is the location of the chakra which relates to a third dimensional density. However there is always the higher mind which begins at the heart and above.
Me: Also I think people think their brain is doing the thinking because they relate to everything from their eyes and the eyes are in front of the brain.
Ivo: Yes, we should explain the chakra functions.
Me: Please do.
Ivo: The root chakra, the sacral chakra and the solar plexus chakra (the belly button) are the three levels of energy that make up your physical reality. Your body is simply a manifestation of energy that can perceive itself which considering the lower dimension it exists upon is most wonderful. And your eyes are able to perceive a section of the light spectrum that relates to your physicality – the range at which your body vibrates at is perceived by the physical senses. A cat’s however, perceives beyond the spectrum that the human can, that is why your cat behaves strangely whenever they are perceiving us from the higher dimensions.
Me: Or lower. Sometimes he cowers.
Ivo: Sometimes he sees Worf around you who tends to scare him.
Me: LOL.
Ivo: Or he will see the dark ones as well. Your animals see beyond your limited range of vision and hearing, so their perception is much greater than yours. Humans have been dumbed down and this is an example of this. When your DNA goes fully quantum, you will be able to perceive 12 dimensions from your physical body, and you will realize that you never left your beloved homes – the dimensions of light.
Yes, the physical body is the key manifestation of separation. It tells you that it is the power machine and it tells you that you are separate from others and from God. You are not. You never were, and for that matter, you have never left what you call heaven because you are connected to it through your upper chakras. What is more, although it is a magnificent creation, it is a creation that limits your whole expression in favour of relating to your physical dimension.
Changing one’s understanding from a physical perspective can be a challenge. You worked through it pretty readily, my love.
Me: I can remember a certain ET showing up in my kitchen because I was having a hard time understanding that things existed when I couldn’t see them. So you made sure I saw you so we could get over this impasse.
Ivo: Yes, I did. You had to see me in order to confirm I existed and so you did. You understand that I exist despite the fact that you do not see me every day and this has helped you move on in your multi-dimensionality. The upper 4 chakras relate to the fourth, fifth, sixth and seventh densities or dimensions. You co-create these densities as well. You have aspects of your soul living within them.
One whose heart is not open will not be able to vibrate at a fourth dimensional level. When one is fearful and keeps the heart closed, you will not be able to ascend to 4D. To achieve fourth dimensional vibration, the heart must be open and you must be of service to others.
Fifth dimensional vibration requires steady fourth dimensional awareness, plus an understanding of unity consciousness. The conditions of duality do not apply here and the mind that has learned the tenets of the dualistic system, now must embrace unity consciousness. The way to vibrate at the fifth dimension frequency is to transcend your life of duality and separation. The matrix is based on these things, particularly the negative aspect of duality. Being positive helps, but understanding the system that enslaves you is the way to transcend the matrix. I say being positive helps because unless you understand all that enslaves you you would simply be a happy slave to the system, not an angry slave.
All dimensions utilize universal law because that is how these dimensions are structured – according to universal law. Your physicality is structured contrarily to universal law – we have written about this in our book – how universal law is used against you in your physicality. This is how you become enslaved – because universal law, or love, will set you free.
Me: Ivo, I’m getting tired. Can you please do a recap and end?
Ivo: Yes, the energies are up with 12/12.
Me: They go up and I crash. So what’s up with that?
Ivo: All is being cleared from you, your lower chakras being rebalanced and your negative energies expunged from your systems.
The recap then: You are a light being comprised of the energies of 12 dimensions. (Actually much more, but for argument’s sake, we’ll say 12). Your physical body lives within the lowest of these dimensions and has manifested into what your brain perceives to be matter. Your physical mind, your lower mind, your ego aligns with the third dimensional densities – which align to your solar plexus chakra and your emotions align to the second dimensional densities, which is your sacral chakra. Although your physical body is a marvellous machine, it is simply a machine that helps you relate to your physical energies as solid matter. It can also perceive itself and all around it with the use of its 5 senses. The brain does not think – consciousness thinks and that consciousness is you. In your true state, you are an energy body, not a physical body.
To access one’s higher mind, the heart chakra must be open. To align with the higher consciousness within you, you must stop aligning with the lower consciousness life you are living. You must gain a higher perspective and accept that you are not just physical – you are quantum. You are an unlimited being of light in actuality, who has incarnated into a dense reality in order to experience itself within a certain limited set of parameters that are commonly called “separation.”
You already are all you need to be. The question is to lose that which tells you you are something you are not. The lie is within the physical and your physical lives are lying to you. You are not who you think you are and your life is about learning to understand who you truly are. This is transcendence.
Me: Thank you Ivo.
Ivo: My love, thank you for working with us when you are as tired as you are. We understand you are motivated to bring the truth to this world.
Me: So do a lot of others who try to stop me. LOL But I will prevail. I use universal law rather than earth’s systems to do my work; therefore I can’t fail.
Ivo: And so it is!
The second article is HERE. Click on it to read. It is a good follow-up to the one above.
Thanks to www.eraoflight.com. for posting these two articles.
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9/30/20 - A "WOW!" of a Sermon - it will knock your socks off !
Father Altier on the Coronavirus
See the youtube here to listen. Warning: it might offend you. If you are not willing to listen with an open mind, don't listen at all because the world doesn't need any more spewing of righteous anger. Listening is a virtue. Listen and let another voice weigh in and then use your own judgment. Too many people are yelling at each other, trying to drown out the other person, like the debate yesterday. Those who speak in gentler voices are often shuffled to the side. This 20-minute message was delivered on September 5th at St. Raphaels Church in Crystal, MN. While I resonate with his words, I know there will be others who will not. But I suggest listening and then weighing in on inner scales privately. It may take overnight, but next day you will know more because you will have listened and allowed it to weigh in, and thus you will be connected to the larger whole.
Fr. Altier exposes what lies behind the coronavirus pandemic. He says he is responsible to God for truth. The Archdiocese of St. Paul and Minneapolis has given him a stern rebuke, which letter is online but you'll have to search for it yourself because it opens a political pandora's box which becomes a rabbit hole that I prefer not to go down. I did see the letter in my search for background on Fr. Altier, but instantly I saw that this was one such rabbit hole that tempts the curious seeker down into endless crevasses, tunnels, mini-tunnels and deadends, deeper and deeper, losing oneself in a maze where there is no light and you can't think for yourself.
Since I am anchored to the light, my feeling is to continue focusing on the light and not go down that rabbit hole. But I listen. I'm listening more than I used to. I have known for over 50 years that we live in a dangerous world and I've kept the covers pulled over my head. I know that we have been divided into separate camps on purpose. It is an intentional division by intentionally evil people. I know that most people don't believe in evil - I didn't myself for a long while - but light shines on ALL things, not just the beautiful. So, peeking above the covers and using the science of light, I have expanded my understanding.
It takes a while to sink in - that evil manipulates good people, people who are innocent and therefore vulnerable. Evil is not personified, it is a force that has existed forever. It knows that good people of the light struggle to do the right thing, but to this evil force it is not about right or wrong. It doesn't matter to it. It's the division that counts. That is the objective. Divisions among good people are created for that purpose. It watches for ways to drive a wedge inbetween good people to create division. The good people need to rise above that intentional wedge. Its purpose is to keep them in the dark, away from their wholeness and goodness. It is highly intelligent - but the light is more so.
War is created for that reason. Race against race is created for that reason. The corona virus was also created for that purpose. It's just another "thing" to be used to keep us separated from each other, to keep us away from becoming intimately warm and in love with each other and building a finer, more beautiful network around the world of peace. It is intended to keep us from touching, literally and physically touching, because when we touch we are light touching light. There are golden pantellets of light within our body cells and they are love. Love and light are synonymous. Light is abstract, love is intimate and personal. Love is in our body cells. Love turns on the light inside and brightens the interior landscape so we can see what we are feeling. It brings us together. Love unifies people who feel they are separate. Love coupled with light can see through the cloth to the real person inside. As long as we the people argue, fight and resist, our togetherness and our goodness is kept at bay. And so is health and sanity, peace and self worth, abundance and morality and truth and justice - and unbounded universal reason which will burn away the lesser laws eventually, which block the view. End of sermon!
Now, to give you just a moment to adjust to Fr. Altier, here is a transcription of the first two minutes of his sermon.
0:00 - "The first reading today, God tells the prophet Ezekiel that he has appointed Ezekiel the watchman for the House of Israel, and therefore Ezekiel is to speak to the people whatever it is that God commands him to speak. Not exactly an easy task that is given to Ezekiel, as he is told, if you - if I tell you to tell this person whatever and you don't tell him and they die that way, I'm going to hold you responsible for their death. If you tell them, and they die and they don't repent, well, you're not responsible. The prophets had to speak the word of God. We think of prophets as being somebody who predict the future. That's about (snap fingers) that much of what a prophet is about. If you look over and over again at what the prophets say, they will preface it with, "Thus says the Lord!" It may be calling people to repentance, it may be calling people to change things, it may be telling the people that something wonderful's going to happen. Whatever it is, they have to speak the truth. Because God is truth. You and I are also prophets. Jesus is a priest, a prophet and a king, and you and I are baptized into Jesus, so we're priest, prophet and king. That doesn't mean that you have to necessarily have to get up and start preaching to people, but I do. I have an obligation to stand here and speak the truth even when people don't like to hear it. So here we go. We have been lied to. We have been lied to in a HUGE way. (Listen here) Ft. Altier can be contacted through his website here.
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Closing remarks: I woke this morning with several ideas that I wanted to explore from night time adventures, but they'll have to wait. This took precedence. It came from a friend in the Northwest who got it from goldenageofgaia.com. I appreciate people sending me links. Some I listen to, some I don't, just as you do. I follow the ring of truth which is not a word but a resonance. When I touch this resonance it stimulates excitement in me. It's like a bell ringing. It's immediate and I open it right away. One after another is ringing loud and clear, as I think and hope it must be for you too.
One of the other things I intended to explore through words today is Tantra. I woke up knowing exactly which book to look for on my shelf. It had haunted me for several days. My sister sent it to me years ago and I read it back then but I forgot the name of it. There is something in it that I am ready to understand now. I just checked. Yes, it is there. It is like attending classes at night when I go to sleep because I wake up in the morning full of new exciting new paths to explore. It's amazing.
9/26/20 The Harvest - a Personal Experience
Last night I woke at 3:30 wide awake and alert with a message to send "The Harvest” out as a newsletter. I had been thinking about it and prepared for it but I was hesitating. This is "The Harvest". It was handwritten in 1983, seven years after kundalini awakened spontaneously during a guided meditation and drew me irresistably up into the light in a dramatic OBE (out of body experience).
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(Journaled 4/2/83) "Yesterday we went to Lake Como [a nudist camp near Tampa, FL]. It was Good Friday. While Bob sat on the cement benches down at the sandy beach, I set my towel down too, intending to sit, but then my feet carried me down by the tennis courts and around by the water as if under the direction of a higher will. The sun was out and it was warm and I was pulled into the spaces beyond.
"I walked over to the little bridge where the water drifts inland from the lake and I stopped there with a sense of a Conscious Will all around me. I have vowed never to use capitals when I write about these things and yet I cannot help but use them here because the significance of the thing is too great. I enjoyed it as it flowed in and around me, lifting me. Four people walked by and said hello, and I said Hi back, knowing I was enveloped in an aura that set me apart. I turned and walked back toward the lake by the sand pile where two boys were building a sand castle, their shorts and tee shirts all sandy. They were about 12. They glanced at me and paid me no mind, and it was then that I saw it.
"It was as if the heavens had moved back for me again, so I could glimpse into them and read the plan in store for us. Conscious of sparkling pinpoints of light and a clarity unknown on the physical level, I knew – the knowledge was suddenly there for me to see – I knew that the human race was a crop to be harvested. Each human body is a seed with a hard physical casing, but a precious thing grows within like a baby in a cradle. And the whole field of souls is being cultivated constantly, passing inspection daily, growing, expanding, like a field of corn but far more precious and important. The human consciousness is being cultivated to bring forth faith in that which exists outside of space and time, faith in that which moves us. Each human consciousness is being tenderly, softly – oh so softly with the most wonderful care – is being directed to surrender to the obvious. Every situation is carefully orchestrated and one day the harvest will take place.
"This was the essence of the message: the harvest. The harvest is near. When the harvest takes place, those who have allowed the cultivation of faith in a larger power – they will be taken up. Once they have proven that they can live by this faith alone, by placing their lives and their daily actions into the hands of the power that surrounds them by the moment, by the minute, by the second, and makes the conscious choice by the moment to go with that flow from higher plateaus – they will be taken up by that very power, for there is no need for them to remain any longer. No more than the ear of corn should remain on the stalk once it is full and ripe.
"There is no way that I can explain on this paper what I saw. For what I saw was knowledge and one cannot put a vision of knowledge on paper. But it is beautiful. And it is not sad because those who are not ready yet would not enjoy being taken up. Those who are not mature enough need more time on the vine and the laws of life are so compassionate, so gentle, so full of love that whoever needs more time will be given more time. There will always be time enough for development. There is no need to rush and repent as the religionists say. There IS time. Time will always exist just as heaven will always exist, so long as there are those who need it.
"What does it mean by being taken up? My mind wondered, but as I pondered whether the real flesh would be taken up, and if so, how, and all of the implications of flesh and blood and war and peace – things that pertain to this world and this reality, I realized that there would be no answers. I had been given a glimpse into the truth of the spirit, but the mystery remains as to how that spirit will work it when the time comes. I don’t know any more than anyone else as far as that goes, but the revelations are so wonder-filled. So full of light and love and peace that I have no way of passing it on. Except to write.
"I remember a dream. Crazy and mixed-up but in it a group of people heavy with flesh and karma were coming together for the harvest. They needed to overcome the karma that held them down as if caked with mud. And I was one of them. And we came together and started to sing in ourselves in worship to that which is higher than us, and the singing of the souls whirled round and round in a spiral fashion, upward, higher and higher, and it lifted us, each one, upward and out of the mud-encrusted karma which hung around us sucking on us. And we were lifted upward, again among sparkling pin-points of light, into clarity and joy. I knew when I woke that the way out of this world, when the time comes, is through adoration of that which is greater than me. Through the song of love for the higher power and through worship, for the direction in which the soul looks is where the soul will end up.
"Today, Saturday, I was out in the spaces again and I finished cooking for the little party we will have tonight and I went into the meditation room and sat on my stool and breathed deeply. I started counting and holding my breath and when I reached 64 my arms raised. I continued counting, however, and an interesting thing happened. While my mind was busy with the counting and the holding of my breath, another part of me began worshiping in a rhythm that seemed in tune with the rhythm flowing through my arms! There were two parts of me in operation! And I was conscious of both. I was happily surprised and I continued counting and holding my breath while the other movements overlapped my conscious mind. But shortly I was too absorbed in the larger movement and my counting stopped and my breathing resumed a normal pace. The movements continued with me watching.
"I again became aware of the Power behind me. It is distinctly conscious, distinctly a mind beyond this mind in my head. Yet I feel it is a part of me. No, I feel that I am a part of It. I feel that I am a little thing, an artificial creation that can be stopped at any time with no harm done, while the real will continue on. It is humbling to realize this. It makes me wonder why I am even here! I guess so I can recapture the truth of life and allow its suffusion into this little self. Peace soon engulfed me in a rather short period of time and through the open window the green trees and grass and air moist with the rain from the night, called me. I went outside, placed my mat by the pool in the drizzle and continued the movements for another ten minutes, the largeness moving through me." (End)
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Remarks. I can still remember the sparkles sorting, some to the left, some to the right, revealing a separation as this revelation unfolded. It impacted my brain cells and I can't forget. I want to speak of the kundalini because THIS is why I write these things down - to cement them into my conscious mind, otherwise they will disappear. I make them physical by writing them. After the initial taking up into heaven in 1976, meaning my consciousness, not my body - my body still operated on the ground with my husband - they kept occurring. A little book that miraculously came to me said that it would take 7 years to complete the process, so I was conscious of marking time. But they continued through 10 years and still do on a milder scale because now I am permanently rooted into the ground.
During those 10 years I tranced a lot, as kundalini was making over my body and getting rid of old stuff for lack of better words, and my husband had to work to keep me grounded. He did a good job, from hind sight. He listened and asked questions, approved and allowed me to work through it without rejecting me. He worked with me even through I would come and go, popping back up again and again into rarefied spaces and deserting my functioning brain. What worked best to ground me and keep me sane and balanced was making love. We made love a lot, as we had done before this occurred. It was a second marriage for both of us. It was tricky at first, because I didn't want to. But he insisted and afterwards it settled me down and brought me great peace.
Westerners still haven’t put it together that kundalini, which is a Sanskrit word, is the same natural germination process as the holy spirit in Christian scriptures. I didn’t know this until years later, but the truth seeped in over time. I didn't have a teacher or a guide. I understand that kundalini is a foreign word to most people and are put off by it. But it is an important word. It is mysterious. Even the saints and mystics of old tell us it is a mystery and relegate it to God. But times are changing, and this mysterious force is impacting more people than ever before. Many are experiencing changes that are moving them beyond their ability to describe or identify. The spiritual community is calling it an "awakening" but we need more descriptions. Something more solid to go by. That kundalini is a mystery is not enough for an evolving mind to work with.
I have hesitated to share my experiences because, as noted above, I have reason to believe that kundalini (or the holy spirit if you like) is related to sexual love. However, it is the LOVE that helps it, not sex alone. High, pure, decent love is a power that includes the whole person, not just the genitals. Love is the essential ingredient. Love is the seed unborn, planted in human flesh and blood. Sex as we know it today is a byproduct of the animal we evolved out of. It is like a child's crayon drawing compared to a Renoir painting. Sex alone, as an average thing, and questionable whether it does any good at all. LOVE is what lifts it up to open heaven's doors so that consciousness blossoms and soars beyond this world. Love breaks down doors and melts barriers. When high love agrees to connect with flesh and blood, an exchange takes between spirit and matter.
For ten years after my dramatic awakening, which is rare by the way, most people won't experience it that way, I was constantly airy-fairy. I couldn't think with my brain. I share this because spiritual germination is happening to people today. In the exceptionally strong and rare cases, knowing the signs can help with an understanding and appropriate compassion. I was constantly in the heavens even while living a physical life at home with my husband. Hind sight tells me that a spiritual teacher would not have helped in those early days. I was already high on spirit. What I needed was help in anchoring into physical reality. I needed someone to understand and allow me to work through it because I didn't understand. Rejection would have been the worst possible response, which unfortunately used to happen in centuries past. Just imagine having these experiences alone and being rejected as insane and cast out as hopeless. The institutions are today filled with kundalini awakenings that were aborted, rejected by society, locked up and medicated.
I was fortunate that my husband was compatible. He approved, allowed, encouraged my process, protected me from myself and didn't argue or resist. He did the wisest thing of all - he loved me back to earth. He gave me an anchor to hold onto, otherwise I wouldn't have come down. Quite by accident (if there is such a thing) we became involved with swinging, which was an underground movement at the time. This allowed me physical contact with other couples where sexual love was welcomed. This helped me immensely. I had more love mates to ground into. The huge love pouring through me needed grounding in the same way lightening needs grounding. They were raise up as I was brought down as we shared energies, both conscious and unconscious. Swapping energies can elevate people, but it can also pull them down. It requires a great deal of discernment who to have sex with!
Today I see that these experiences of kundalini awakening are not as rare as I used to think. It's just that they haven't been defined yet. It is too far out. It is too mystical. There are not enough descriptions from people to create an understanding. The holy spirit is germinating because the earth is coming into the photon belt. That is another far out subject for another time. This germination is breaking through the outer crust. It is causing havoc on old, hard-line belief systems. There are theories and intellectual discussions about what is happening, but the cause remains unknown. This process is beyond the brain's capacity to make sense because the brain only knows what it is knows from past evolution. This is a shift from the physical dimension to a higher dimension. The process is controlled by spirit, which is the over-ruling power of life. There is more we need to understand and we are getting the chance. More people are experiencing OBE's and NDE's (near-death experiences) who have physically died and left their bodies, only to return and start breathing again. They are bringing back remarkable, revelatory stories of a life beyond this world's accepted reality.
As for me, while I am drawn to share these visions on one hand, there are counter forces that held me back up until now. I was instructed to share them long ago, but with caution not to let my ego become inflated, thinking I have all the answers, because it is only MY journey that I can legitimately write about. What others experience is uniquely their own story to tell and I have no say in the matter.
The torrent of kundalini comes from an inner source, out of reach of the conscious mind which is based on what it knows. It is a strange force and science can't help. It is a germination, no different than the seed which grows into something larger. One has to endure the germination all by oneself. Fortunately, kundalini is a gradual process usually, in small ways, as the soul evolves. Each individual is blossoming into that pattern which it is implanted with.
Each person is a gift from spirit. He or she doesn't HAVE a gift, each one IS a gift. I see that these spiritual gifts are myriad, like rain drops sparkling in the sun after the storm has passed. The storm is underway now and the sun is shining, assisting in this evolutionary shift and rebirth of the human race. We just have to wait for the storm to pass, with love, kindness and compassion. There are those yet to sprout and blossom. Others have blossomed and are singing their song out loud in various ways. Each is a gift to the new world.
I heard a song running through my mind this morning. I opened up Nicholas John's youtube channel and discovered he had posted a new song. He is such a delightful character. He does crazy antics while singing and makes funny faces and dances around like a crazy man, but he sings so freely of the human spirit being eternal, that I can't help but laugh and be lifted and I start moving in rhythm with him. I invite you to check out his latest HERE. And after that, my favorite, The Eternal Embrace, HERE.
Well, that's enough for today. I send loving hugs along with this message. Pass them on to someone close by, no explanation needed. An embrace says it all. The love in your heart wasn't put there to stay, love isn't love till you give it away. Blossom your way through the day and be more of who you are. Namaste!
9/19/20 The Intelligence Within Love
Becoming aware of malevolent forces
Intelligence is one half of our consciousness, love is the other half. Both intelligence and love are divine attributes and by bringing them into balance a species evolves to higher understanding which is beneficial to the whole race. By using both intelligence and love equally, an individual brings happiness and freedom into its life, family and associates. They learn to harmonize together. But on earth they are not equal. On earth today, there is a great need for love to be expressed. Love keeps people connected, whereas intelligence can be manipulated and made to work to the advantage of the negative-intended person.
There is a malevolent force that has embedded itself into the human collective, which is doing everything it can to stop love from manifesting. The malevolent force does not want love between humans to take place for it would dissolve the separation that keeps people down. This malevolent force has become, over eons of time, embedded in both male and female consciousnesses so we do not know when we are utilizing it. It pits women against men and men against women as well as nation against nation and race against race. It does this to prevent unity between diverse cultures. Unity raises the consciousness and this malevolent force does not want that. Malevolence cannot be seen. It can be hidden very well under the guise of charm. It is an invisible force because it is an intentional force. It is how a person thinks and plans and holds that plan for long periods in its mind. Where a person puts and holds its attention and focus is where the energy goes. It becomes either benevolent (for the good of all) or malevolent (hurtful and deceiving all). It takes intentional conscious thought to change automatic habits, for the malevolent force is embedded in everyone of us who were actually born here on earth. It covers the planet like a cloud and it does not want unity to happen.
Both men and women equally have this malevolent force in them. However each one of us also has divine love and divine intelligence in us and in our body cells and in our consciousness. For we were created in an immaculately perfect image and that image has always been there. A human being cannot walk, breath or exist without that divine protection flowing through the body and mind like a river of life. It IS a river of life. And what we do with that river of life and conscious thought is on US. We are responsible for it. This malevolent force is a foreign invader, an alien force that can ONLY be overcome with love, but love that is manifested and expressed in an intelligent way.
All humans share intelligence and love, but are we aware how to use? The divine attributes of intelligence and love are selfless, while the malevolent attributes are selfish. They obstruct and deny and create divisions and diversions among people who are striving and working towards unity and resolution. So the greatest thing to do in these days is to express love in the form of unity. Togetherness. By joining arms, legs, hands and hugs in a show of faith in the greatest power in the universe - harmony - by which the suns and planets stay on course. The patriarchal culture came into existence not by men against women, but by an alien invasion - a malevolent force to prevent humankind from growing in recognition of the innate divine love that is within them. They came to keep us from manifesting our divinity which would bring peace to all nations and to the earth itself, which is a conscious living being who grows our vegetables for us.
I (Diana) have always focused on love rather than intelligence (left brain activity) because I come from light and love and it was almost total in me. I chose not to fight or resist or use force in this life because it wasn't in me. I did what was natural to me - I allowed freedom of expression to everyone I met. That was how it was done where I came from and it worked well there. So I lived life here in the same way but unfortunately I did not know the whole story!! I came to learn something. I learned that I was nurturing the malevolent forces as much as I was nurturing the benevolent forces.
This did not come natural to me but I recently activated my left brain. It's a complicated story how I did that so let me skip over that part (my husband asked me) and now - surprise! - piercing rays of light and revelations. I am enjoying greater insight. Instead of being blinded by an automatic willingness to serve, I am now employing conscious intention to use my left brain too, along with my right brain. Left brain is ability to focus and use speech centers, form words and connected thought, and things like that which I was not very good at. The result is whole brain which means whole body and whole mind. It brings intelligence into the picture, which I used to think was only a male attribute. I find that it is not. Not at all. I had become too unbalanced, leaning so much on forgiveness, love, compassion, empathy, nurturance, serving others - that I was like a tree leaning way over to the right and almost touching the ground.
Now I see the difference. There is a wholeness to life that brings balance. So, what about evil? As we become more aware and conscious of evil, there will be some who will want to fight it. That is their choice. We become unhinged momentarily when evil rises in our midst. But we are all here to learn something about ourself. I learned about the evil presence, and that part was good - I needed to understand that - but more importantly I learned about the intelligence and practical side of love. Love is not airy-fairy, spacious and light except in the celestial regions. Down here on earth it must be balanced with intelligence and wisdom so it is substantial, solid and grounded in action. I have learned to right myself back up straight and tall, instead of leaning over to one side. I can radiate love better this way, by using intelligence and wisdom.
Everyone is going through their own waking-up process, which means becoming more fully alert and aware and conscious of how they act and what happens within them every time they have a "knee-jerk" reaction to something. We are not designed to be robots and follow someone else's orders. We've learned to look to masters, teachers, authorities, priests, etc., but that only makes us robots reflecting someone else's thoughts.
We reach for our highest good in the stars in order to become more royal, noble and sovereign in our thinking. We reach for these higher qualities to gain more wisdom and discernment, more truth, more courage to stand alone, more respect for life and more freedom for our families and friends. We do this by following innate values. We are guided by respecting ourselves. These are innate values. We are being guided but by no one else but ourselves. We are gods in training.
The symbol of Anakosha is a wave, a wave that is growing up out of the sea and building a momentum and is almost ready to break. I have made this symbol into a pretty golden amulet that I wear around my neck. At the tip of the wave is a little diamond, indicating a brilliant reaching upward and forward with intention. Love is a wave that must be built into a consistent momentum through continuous action and practice. I had to learn how to also build in intelligence. I was too feminine. Now I am learning that masculine is also part of my structure.
Intelligence too has to be built into one's life through conscious and consistent practice. It's done by thinking for oneself instead of following someone else's rules. This lifetime has been a profound lesson in learning to not block out the other side. Consider the left brain. Or consider the right brain. Whichever side is being rejected, it has to be integrated. The division lies within myself. I am grateful to have this pointed out to me. (Thank you DK) I have had to understand its importance. Intelligence has to be built into the human species equally, along with love. Love yields space for another to grow. It is a nurturing quality. But if someone has taken a wrong direction, does love continue to encourage? One who is too encouraging must then turn to intelligence as a countering balance to love to prevent it from going bad. Love must be coupled with intelligence to be a benevolent force and not a malevolent one. Fighting, yelling or protesting only causes more damage and kickback. Malevolent forces use various forms of manipulation to divert attention and distract. Love and intelligence working together in equal proportions has been the divine plan all along. This is what the current chaos is all about as people are working out their true beliefs vs. their erroneous beliefs. What is the right way? What is the wrong way? They must find out by whatever means, and they will.
We are here to understand both sides of the dividing line - the divine which is benevolent and the artificial which is negative. The divine masculine and the divine feminine are one side of the equator, and the malevolent forces are on the other. But first we must integrate intelligence (masculine) with love (feminine) in our OWN life before we can hope to work with others in a balanced way. It is the divine plan which operates in harmony throughout the universe. A myriad species are evolving throughout the universe, throwing off the disharmony and agitation as they do. The artificial creations being discarded as evolution towards light advances, are what we call the invading dark forces. They have been around forever. The battle has always been a battle of consciousness. Who will choose love and light? And who will choose to battle? It takes severe self discipline not to fight back. I choose to hold light and love.
9/12/20 Connecting With Your Higher Self
How the mortal self connects with the higher self
How can your higher self connect with you, your mortal self, except by you the mortal reaching up and being the best you can be? In every moment? Then your immortal self can reach down to connect with you. For, having been born into the lower vibrational world you had to descend to fit in with the lower vibrations. It is by giving of yourself in the best way possible that you expand, and the honorable, compassionate, forgiving you reaches up and becomes reintegrated with the your higher self again. Become the most honest you can be, the most pure you can be, the most perfect you can be, the most wise, the most intelligent, the most modest, the most selfless. THEN you become your highest and best and your crystal light body can make that connection with you.
Your connection to your higher self is like your connection with any other friend you have in life. To maintain communication with a friend you must pay attention to your friend. The same is true with your higher self, which is you on a higher more expansive level. Keep your telephone line open. Give it a glance in its direction, remember its presence, talk to it once in awhile, ask it questions, listen to its answers, align with it, know and respect its more beautiful qualities, its nature. That’s how you connect with your higher self. Your higher self is buttoned into you through your chakras. [I saw this vividly] Your higher self is all around you like an invisible bubble. It is not up in the sky. It is a transparent crystal bubble, it looks like the bubble a child blows through the ring. It is all around you on all sides and below you. It is the REAL you as you appear on the higher dimensions. It vibrates with the fires of your very own spirit. You are a small dark and dense form suspended floating in the middle of this beautiful bubble of light, clarity and perfection. It loves you. It is like crystal clear waters twinkling in the sunlight splashing colors through you the way a diamond flashes prisms of light.
You are the rich yolk inside the egg of your higher self bubble, condensed so you can create life in the physical world. You are the child inside the womb of your Divine Mother. You are the figure inside the glass snow ball. You are the seed germinating new sprouts that are growing in the world around you. You are surrounded on all sides by your very own God/Goddess/Divinity. Expand yourself and reach up to connect with the answers to your question. Touch the hem of the garment of your higher self and listen to its advice and counsel. All your needs are answered when you go IN and then UP to the higher realms where your higher self resides. Higher dimensions where purity resides and where everything you could possibly need resides and is available to you. When you are lonely, hungry, depressed, inadequate, afraid, failing, confused, hurt, suffering, overwhelmed, shut down, frozen - then go IN and UP. Up in the higher realms you are none of these things. You are perfect, complete and ascended. Go IN and then UP to your expanded regions to feel the peace and assurance that you are well and have a home.
You adopted these low vibrations so you could fit into this world of solids and create here. To re-adopt your former glory, go IN and UP to your higher self. Focus on your higher self. Give attention to your higher self. Contemplate it. Release the adopted vibrations that are less than who you really are. Simply touch the hem of the garment and you will receive a sense of your greatness. Do not be afraid. Release the fear. Become ME for I am your true self. The Self you want to become. The self you dream about. As you move up the frequency range to higher, more noble sense of self, you will not be able to connect with those who are on the lower frequency range except through love. They become static to your ears and disharmonious to your sensitivities. If you want to stay in contact with the lower frequency range of people, then you must bring my love down with you into lower frequencies and not compromise yourself. Your love can influence others.
The light is you, dear ones, but you have yet to realize it and understand the concept of human nature which is a shadow of the real. When you say, "I am" it is the light of love that speaks and everything that comes thereafter is a perversion of that love. You are (I Am) a representative of the light and you have become a poor representative of love if you do not allow it to come through in everything that you do, for this is your primary destiny, to shine like a hero at his height, like the white knight in shining armour out to save the world. But distortion comes from misuse of this love. You are love, but you do not live that love.
The light of love animates your every move, it is what thinks in your mind, it is what feels in your heart, it is what breathes in your lungs, it is everything that perceives in you from your cells to the hair on your head, everything that is active and moving. It does not know evil, it does not create evil. It is all good, all-knowing, all-wise, all-loving, all-powerful and it is everything that moves in you. But you do not realize it yet, you do not realize what you are in reality. And because you do not realize the goodness of your nature you hold it back, afraid that it is not sophisticated, not the way of the world. You do not allow it to express and thus you create the build-up of love energy that quickly turns to emotion-packed resentment for not being able to come through. This build-up of resentment is only the beginning of the evil which plagues your life and circumstances. It is not really bad, dear ones, it is merely an excess of energy compacted into an unnatural package, stagnating like a barrel of rotten apples due to lack of proper circulation, and it is overloading your tender form with seething chaos. The more you hold back the precious gift of love, the more cut off from your inner feelings and intuition you become, and the power to express is taken from you, making it harder and harder to speak your heart and your true thoughts. The heavier grows your form as the veil of confusion thickens around you, shutting out the light of self knowledge and the freedom of expression which is your natural gift, and the light of sun is diminished, trapped inside a heavy layer of darkness.
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The above message was posted on the Anakosha website recently, so it may seem familiar if you read Diana's Blog. These writings are channeled. They began coming to me many years ago while writing in my journal, long-hand, before computers. There are many. Writing a daily journal was my way of arranging into cohesive form the interrupted, crazy fragments of the day. I first became aware that another intelligence was coming through when, in the midst of writing down MY thoughts, the word "you" appeared instead of "me", "my" or "I". What the......? I thought at first it was my imagination and dismissed it, but when I re-read the paper later - no, this is not me talking. It's way more elegant. These channeled messages continue to come to me after 45 years. They are personal instructions to me alone for my private enlightenment. Now as I am transferring them into digital form, I am re-reading them, and more fully appreciating their value so I am sharing them openly. I hope you enjoy.
Namaste to you and yours from the realms of Light, the Ascended Masters, Celestials, Angelics, Galactics and me!
8/29/20 Lessons of a Life Regression - Part 2
New insights
Following up on the NL last week about a regression back to a life several hundred years ago, when I was a heretic and died in a dungeon. I had further insight the next day after re-reading this 40-year-old journal. I wondered why a fear would stay buried for so long, life after life? What caused it haunt me? Why hadn’t I faced it? What were the mechanics of causing the block? The next morning after re-reading the case file,, I had a breakthrough understanding. With assistance from the healer I found that I WANTED to apologize to my fellow monks but was ashamed. Shame made me cowardly. I didn’t want to look at it. There was guilt. Why? I buried a part of myself. I put my head in the sand and didn’t want to acknowledge that guilt. Guilt became a fuzzy thing. But when I finally looked at all of it, myself and that dirty old dungeon, guided persistently by Paula, there was a lot of murky guilt there. And when I finally apologized, instead of a fellow monk stepping forward to embrace me back into the fold, a glowing angelic higher self stepped forward and gathered me up into his arms and kissed me lovingly. It was my own refusal to admit and ask for forgiveness that had kept me shut away.
This regression gave me peace and allowed release of other related fears that were holding me back from expressing myself freely and moving forward. Guilt and shame are big blocks that need facing - traumatic events from past lives or perhaps this life. But there is something I want to clear up. A guilt or shame issue does not mean there is actually something to be guilty about, or ashamed of. It doesn't mean that we did something bad. I mean, even if we DID murder someone and covered it up, it wasn't the event we did wrong, it was the cover up, the hiding, the burying, the keeping it secret. Not admitting it is the guilt that haunts us and causes us to feel shame. THIS is the insight I had the morning after reading the case again.
It was an innocent mistake to tell my fellow monks the great insights I was getting through my communications with my higher self. When they put me in the dungeon and threw away the key, only then did I become aware that I did something wrong. I hadn't thought it was wrong before being locked up. I was still on fire with my eagerness to share. But when I was in that bad place of being locked, I realized something. Maybe not the whole thing, but it was a recognition nonetheless, and I hung my head. I set myself back by not apologizing sooner and repenting. Just think of all the criminals in jail who didn’t do anything wrong except not admit their mistakes.
When religion talks about redemption, they make it sound as if we did something against God and he will punish us. But that is ridiculous because we are already God. We are source. We are creator personified as individuals learning and growing. It's the church that makes us hang our heads and hide our mistakes becaues we don't want to be punished. It is a false belief system that religion has drilled and pounded into us. On the contrary, our own personal higher self IS God. There is no other divine being greater than that. The only authority is our loving and kind higher self. It is more expansive, more pure, more wise and more forgiving than the small, mentally-programmed self that we were imprinted to be from childhood on. We ARE our very own beautiful, glowing, higher self. Nobody else can tell us what to do better than our higher self. It talks to us 24/7 with feelings, cautions, directions and red-light warnings. It is our best friend forever. It warns us to be careful around people who have explosive anger issues. They are dynamite. We know to be gentle, perhaps even overly friendly with them to neutralize what could be a dangerous situation.
Hidden mistakes that remain unadmitted, become buried. They are stored out of sight waiting for release. They are emotional triggers. If we don’t acknowledge and redeem an unpleasant situation by neutralizing it and returning it to a comfortable normal, it remains unresolved and festers like a pus-filled splinter in the finger. It will pop up later. We need to deal with it when it happens. This is the motivation for unity that the whole world is experiencing right now. We all have past life issues, some more than others. I’ve been recovering mine. There are many wise healers today, each with their own unique approach to assist in recovering buried treasures - and treasures they are. A healing therapy session with a good reputable person is not traumatic but elevating and rewarding.
I've learned to pay attention to such moments of emotional discomfort - buried treasures. I have had to learn to distinquish between a buried treasure and a simple choice not to engage in whatever is being talked about. If I have no interest, there is no emotion other than the clear and beautiful excitement of a positive nature. A good thing. But I can tell the difference because, if he says something that causes me to have a knee-jerk reaction to snap back with emotionally tense rush, uh oh. My buried issue is uncovered fast. There’s something there I need to get a hold of and examine. I figured this out by myself. I didn’t have a psychotherapist. Awareness creeps in slowly as one pays attention to one's own emotional responses. Sometimes it overlaps with a sharp retort of a mental response, hiding the emotion that set it off. A mental knee-jerk reaction to a stimulating discussion hides the belief that triggered it. A hotly debated issue reveals the emotions buried underneath. These are good opportunities to self-analyze later, after all is said and done. Why did we get so hot about this?
Well, this is my story that I’m sharing. I’m not an authority in psychology or the therapeutic sciences. I'm just telling what I have experienced. Please don't take it personally because it's not about you. I want to take any personal charge out of it. Read it like you read a novel, for it’s entertainment value. And one last revelation:
Lets say on a happy day I'm flowing along humming peacefully doing whatever, and a phone rings, or a knock on the door, and my heart suddenly starts beating wildly and my mind starts racing, which used to happen often. What in the world? What causes such a physical reaction out of nowhere? A very good tell-tale sign to start asking oneself questions. Something is out of kilter here. I need to find out what it is. I ask my higher self to reveal it to me. The answer doesn’t come right away. I ask mentally, telepathically spelling it out, and then forget about it. Insight comes later. There are many self-help techniques available in our culture today, but here's another easy one. Before going to sleep at night say several times, “I WILL remember everything I did in my dream state when I wake up in the morning.” And have paper and pen to write it down immediately upon waking. A record of dreams will tell a story over weeks and months when you go back and re-read them. Re-reading old dreams refreshes the memory. Refreshing the memory opens the book of the higher self and more memory comes flooding back. When we do this we create a bridge between our finite everyday mind, and our higher mind which leads to our higher self. It is a method of healing and inviting the higher self to come closer to us.
At least that has been my experience. It has proven to be a wonderful technique for clearing the past. It is simply acknowledging it. The education system has trained us to forget dreams and imaginations, forget feelings and emotions, bury the past and move on.This is exactly the opposite of what we SHOULD be doing. We should be remembering our dreams, remembering our imaginations, paying attention to our feelings and emotions, journaling them, and don't let the sun go down with an argument unresolved. Kiss and make up, if only with yourself. Have an inspirational, uplifting book by the bed and read a passage before going to sleep. Have a flashlight handy and read under the covers if you need to, so you don't disturb your sleep partner.
Watch out for sulky, bad-tempered people. They have an over-abundance of emotional triggers which they don't know about. They are afraid and very defensive. It is a lower survival instinct. I have learned to take the high road and use intelligent persuasion to gentle them down. Defensive people have a brittleness to them. They are ready to lash out at what they think is the slightest offense. Be careful around them. Censor your words and be kind. I feel sad for criminals portrayed as bad guys in the TV movies. They wouldn't be criminals if they hadn’t been created that way by overly critical mentors, using put-downs, thrashings or beatings, verbal, emotional or physical or all ways. Treat them with love and kindness, even if you have to hold you tongue. If you respect them it will help them to relax their brittleness. Ask your higher self to embrace them with love from a higher place.
In my life as a monk, I lived in a closed community and prayed a lot. I was being taught by my higher self with revelations, much as I am receiving today. But then I tried to teach and tell from an exciting, feverish, passionate headiness. But I said things that went against the accepted theology of the times. I spoke of things they didn’t understand and I went too far. I rattled cages. I caused disruption in our orderly quiet lifestyle. I should have been wiser. I was immature. I didn't understand how to manage my revelations, how to discipline myself, or to speak with empathy and kindness. And through allegory. I had gotten carried away in my passion to share. I needed more spiritual maturity, and learn how to how to read people and engage with their auric field. If I had known better, I would not have done what I did.
I gave them information that was profoundly real to me, but wrong to them, perhaps even of the devil. I became known as a heretic. Karma is a bitch but I had to learn the lesson. Circumstance took care of presenting it to me. Re-reading this 40-year journal into a past life gave me a modern-day understanding. I see how the fear of that dungeon experience still smoldered and molded my personality of today. I was fine living at home with sisters and a spiritually-oriented mother and good-natured father, but after I was married I couldn’t express myself with men. I shut down. I had major blocks in my throat center. Most women do who were born before 1960. The throat center in women didn't begin opening until the 1960's when drugs altered the chemistry of the flower children and the new age officially began.
Today the throat center is still not all the way open in women. Men can help by being more sensitive, kind and loving in relationships. And women can help the men to be more kind, by being sensitive, kind and loving in return. Men and women need to help each other, for men too have been closed the doors to their higher self. Love and kindness is the only way to do this because words and debate are divisive. Being kind and compassionate towards the opposite gender, whether you like them or not, DOES help lighten things up. Having fun and laughter together is the greatest healing method of all. I am grateful and feel fortunate that we are living in these more enlightened times.
I would like to include a message from the Arcturians channeled by Daniel Scranton, who is one of the most prolific and clear-headed channel of our times. I recommend signing up for his newsletter. A new authentic message comes every day.
The 9D Arcturian Council
Channeled by Daniel Scranton
posted today 8/29/20
www.danielscranton.com
Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.
We have been assessing your progress as you continue to move through one of the more challenging times in human history, and we want you to know that as bad as it might seem out there, at times, you are doing very well. You are handling the current set of circumstances that you are in with dignity. More and more of you are waking up to the truths that you have needed to have in your awareness in order to move forward, in order to create a better future for all of humanity.
Even when you are in disagreement with one another, there is at the heart of that disagreement a desire for a better future, a better feeling world. That is what you are co-creating right now, and you dont have to agree on how you get there. You dont even have to agree on what that better future Earth looks like. Everyone is the hero of their own story, and many of you have felt wronged by certain segments of the population. And as the hero, you must rise up. You must take back your power. You must find the power within you and create that future experience of yours from a place of power and a place of alignment with Source.
Remember that everyone is carrying some sort of trauma, some sort of burden, and not everyone handles what they are carrying in the best of ways. But before you rush to judgment, just remember that these individuals are going through something that is hard, that is challenging. And of course, so are you. But as we connect with you in this way, and in all of the various ways that we connect with you, we can feel that you all know how to handle what it is you are carrying. And some of you even realize that you are carrying more than your fair share for the rest of humanity.
So you will be more likely to go within. You will be more likely to raise your vibration. You will be more likely to forgive and to have compassion than to condemn and to judge. That is where your power lies. Your power lies in your ability to align with the intentions of Source, the Divine plan. You know enough to know that there is a Divine plan and that the Divine plan includes everyone. Source has no intention whatsoever of excluding any parts of Source. That would not be in Sources best interest, and those of you who know that, understand that, are aligning yourselves with the Divine plan that you know represents the truth of what Source really is.
Source is Love. Source is All That Is. Source is expanding and creating in each and every moment, and you who are awake want to be a part of that. And thats what makes you powerful as the awakened ones, as the awakened collective. We are always happy to be a part of that plan with all of you.
We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.
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Sending love and hugs from me to you today. Pass it on. Give someone a hug and feel the love. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
8/20/20 Lessons of a Life Regression
A personal story from 1982
Before Paula began her polarity treatment on me (Jin Shin Jyutsu), she explained how she guides a person through mental blocks or blind spots as some call it. I hadn't asked for a life regression and didn't expect one.
“I just keep my voice even and low and keep talking and slip in things here and there. Like, I notice that you seem to have some sadness about you sometimes.” Her voice was gentle and soft, yet a rush of wildness went through me suddenly and I moved to defend myself mentally. Blood rushed, heart pumped and adrenalin flowed crazily, tilting me out of balance. I would have directed the conversation away from me into another area, which I have done in the past, but this time I didn’t because I was also taking a personal psychology class, and the two approaches were working on me. I wanted to find out what is really happening in me.
So I said, “Do you mean me?” I forced myself to ask, hoping she didn’t, hoping that she was only referring to an example to show me. “Not necessarily,” she replied. “I only meant that that’s how you can do it.” I was learning Jin Shin Jyutsu from her. But as I lay down on the padded table making ready for her treatment, she asked me, “But you do seem to have some sadness in you. Do you want to work on it?” At first I said No, but about a minute later I said, “Well, if you are really, really gentle.” I knew I would close up if it were too threatening.
“OK! I want you to count from 10 backwards to 1 out loud, and when you get there I want you to go back to when you first remember being sad. I want you to know that it’s going to be OK because when you finish I’ll erase it for you so you don’t have to carry it around with you. No, begin and count backwards from 7….”
“7 - 6 – 5 ….” I began out loud. What was I going to find when I reached zero? Would I be able to find anything? Would I be able to fulfill her expectations? What if nothing happens? My mind raced in a dozen directions while Paula’s fingers found another new spot to probe. “Zero!” I said, and scrutinized the darkness behind my closed eyelids, looking for something, expecting nothing. I half expected to be displaced from out of this room, I think, into another time frame as I imagined hypnotists worked, but nothing happened. I was still here in the room, conscious of being highly nervous and anticipatory with Paula waiting.
“Where are you?” she asked. My expectation was nerve wracking. There was nothing there except flickers in the gray. “When did you first feel sadness?” Paula asked gently. Still nothing. Long silences. “Where are you?” she repeated and a familiar picture formed in my mind. This is a picture I’ve seen often and automatically accepted but I don’t know where it comes from. I’m walking with a scarf around my head and in a sort of peasant dress, under an ancient tree, knarled and warped with age. The ground is packed and used and there’s an old farm house behind me. I see myself from a vantage point behind an old wall, waist high, built of huge stones. I tell Paula this but add, “I’m happy here, not sad. There’s sunlight and I’m happy. In fact, I use this scene often when I’m down, as an anchor and a stabilizer.” I really don’t know how much I’m verbalizing to Paula, but things keep coming. But no sadness.
“All right! Now go back to the first time when you were sad,” she said. Silence and then the picture fades into gray. Grayness and a web like a spider’s web falls down over me, which turns into heavier bars of a grid system. And then only bars, iron bars. Smooth iron. “There are bars,” I say. “Where are you?” she asks. “It’s dark and gray,” I say. I’m already thinking of a dungeon but I don’t want to say it. I don’t want to impose my imagination because I’ve felt these things before. But I can’t get rid of the feeling and a stone floor emerges in my mind. “There’s stone, and dust – and cobwebs. ” I’m afraid I’m imagining this whole thing and I try to be objective but the scene keeps coming in with more reality than before. I have no control over it.
“Go back,” Paula repeats, “to the time when you first felt sadness,” and suddenly a rush of sadness comes and tears. And immediately, through the gray, through the bars, I search for something I know is there – a little courtyard off to the right through the cold stone arches where the sunlight streams down onto a patch of green, and a rose bush. The sunlight lays across the stone tiles, brightening the picture. “I’m moving out into the sunlight,” I say.
“Where are you?” Paula asks with more firmness and I turn around and see the gray. “There are rats and spiders – and dust – I’m in a dungeon,” I say. “How do you feel?” she asks, and a rush of sadness comes in and my voice breaks and I say, “sad.” “What is it like in here?” she asks. And the tension wracks my body and moves in tight. I look at the dusty stone floor and the gray and black and find nothing there. Flat. “Dead,” I say, and turn to go into the sunlight, and suddenly I see a monk standing out there near the sunbeam. But Paula brings me back, “Say it,” she says.
I don’t want to, but I want to so I say it: “I’m sad. They put me in here.” “Who?” she asks. “There’s a figure in a robe. He has a rope around his waist. They locked me up in here because they didn’t like what I did.” “What do you feel?” she asks. “Sad,” I say. “Tell them,” she says, but I don’t want to. I look and suddenly the monk becomes clearer as though he stepped forward. “He has a red robe on – and blond hair – I don’t see his face – yes, his eyebrows are busy.” I’m holding back, I’m holding back a lot. “He’s nice looking, he’s beautiful!” I say. “Tell him,” she says.
Long silence. The sadness is that I’m locked away from life, and the life is in the sun. It’s worse than death to be shut up in the gray and left alone to die, still alive. A living deth is much, much worse than death itself. They never listened. I tried to tell them these things. I have so much to say but they didn’t like what I said. If only they knew that I cared and I was trying to tell them about life – to teach them. If only they understood they wouldn’t have put me in here. “Tell them,” Paul repeats.
Holding back strong emotion, I say, “Don’t lock me up. Don’t take me away from the sun. It kills the soul – it’s worse than death – to be locked up like this. It kills your soul, too, for putting me here.” But that’s all I can say. Now the monk moves closer and there’s a light around him, or a feeling of light around him. “What else?” Paula says, patiently. “Forgiveness,” I say. Then to clarify, “I want to ask him for forgiveness.” “Tell him,” she says. “Please forgive me for what I’ve done. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I only wanted to help you – I wanted to teach. I’m sorry I did it in a way to hurt you. Now I know, I will not do it again in that way.” I was too extreme for them and they couldn’t handle it. The monk is radiant now. There is something clear about him. “He has his hands on the bars,” I say. “He’s bending them now. He’s coming inside, he’s bringing me the sunlight.” I am collapsing now. I am old, flat, like death inside the cell. He bends over and picks me up and kisses me on the cheek and carries me out into the sunlight in the little garden and I am aware that it is over. I am conscious of the room and my body expels something like air out of a balloon. Later, Paula says, “Something left you. I felt it leave you. Something heavy is gone.”
Now I know why I have been so afraid to say what it is that I know. I have talked too much, told too much too soon. People are not ready to hear it. My life has been full of learning how to hold back. How to say it in a way that people will accept it. How to say it in a way they will understand, otherwise I hurt them.
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The above session took place 40 years ago in 1981. But after re-reading it this morning, I had a sudden light storm. The monk who appeared to me in the sunlight was my own higher self, not the monks of old as I had supposed. I thought it was the monks of old who were forgiving me but that is not the case. I didn't have the wisdom 40 years ago that I have today about the light body. All human beings have a formless light body around them like a bubble. It is not a form, but a consciousness. It is in a pattern of such grace and elegance that it is difficult to imagine. Many have seen it with inner sight.
We are drawn to it as our higher, better self. Our better angels. We know we are not perfect but there is something that draws us to be better, try harder and reach higher. Our light body is our father. It is formless. Our body is that same grace and elegance in form, called "mother". Earth is our mother. We have ALL descended from a light body into a form. The light body is exclusively our own personal light body, not like anyone else's. We are unique because we are human and we are learning things through trial and error. We are filling in the light body pattern with substance, with knowledge, with "AhHA!" moments.
We are each adding substance to our light body. There are different names for it and different themes and different languages, different words and innuendos, but I like the term "light body". It is also known as the christ. As I write about my own experiences, I move them out and away from me, and make room for other stories to surface that have been hidden away in my subconscious. Telling stories is a valuable technique for personal growth. As more moves up from below where I can't see, I let them go by writing and sharing them. I am growing emptier - and empty is being free. Spiritually free and independent as I let old issues release and go away. That's what happened to me in the above story.
We started out as a perfect vibration with a perfect pattern and with all the beautiful qualities of the angelic state (so say the masters). And then we descended in vibration. We slowed down our vibrations and we lowered our frequency, lower and slower we fell until we became a form of coalesced light. And then we began exploring our physical life. We experimented with vibrations and we learned and made mistakes. It was intended. It was expected. The light body learns through experimentation.
But gradually we lost the connection to our light body which is our angelic higher self. Over many lifetimes we lived and learned and accumulated errors and mistakes and wouldn't let them go, and they became lost and drifted beyond sight. When a traumatic event becomes unconscious, we are in trouble. Because it will not go away. Like an infection, it will pop up in various and sundry ways to remind us it is there. It shows up as a tendency toward a certain habit or way of life. It's waiting for resolution, for acknowledgement or acceptance or forgiveness. I didn't know. Some mistakes are past life, some are from this life. We are always learning. The solution, I am finding through my own trials and errors, is to follow instinct. Innate wisdom. The higher self is always talking through a feeling of "Don't continue along this path." Or "Go THIS way, not that way."
If we don't resolve a traumatic event it will stick to us like glue, from one life to another. As a race we had not evolved to that point. Reincarnation was held back from our training. We didn't know. Fortunately today we are receiving more help than ever before. Books, articles, channelings from sources we are not aware of - angelics, galactics, ascended beings? We don't know about them on a large scale, but we are gaining. We are evolving spiritually.
That's why I write. I have found that by writing I am releasing. I don't have to publish. Journaling really helps. New information pops up even while I'm writing, and I lighten up and there is room for more to come in. It is how people channel. It is a good road to travel and I advise it for everyone. And tell others what is going on with you. It's even more effective to tell someone, than just writing to yourself. There is magic in telling someone what is bothering you. Don't hide it and bury it. Speak your truth, but speak with wisdom and care so as not to shock the person, or cause them to lash back at you. Be sensitive. You don't want to make matters worse. Apparently I was proselytizing in the old days and it caused a back lash in the religious community where I was a monk. I was a heretic. It went against the laws of the church.
We are fortunate indeed to live in a time where there is acceptance of such alternative healing methods as hypnotherapy, energy work and hands-on assistance. The light body goes by many names but all light bodies are connected to one another. So if we follow the inner guidance of our own light body, we will find ourselves assisting one another in profound ways. We often find ourselves placed in the same vicinity as a brother or sister on the same path. How did that happen? Paula appeared to me at a time when I was willing to explore hidden traumas. Maybe at another time we would have passed each other and not met. I am so grateful for the opportunity to re-read it again. I didn't know it was my higher self that came forward from out of the sunbeam to receive me back into the fold. It was because I asked for forgiveness - not from the monks as I previously thought - but from my higher self. I had gone too far and I wanted to reverse myself out of that place. The memory was still hanging onto me like a leech.
There are many gifted healers in our community today. In past ages such people - mostly women - were burned at the stake or hung by the neck or thrown in the dungeon. But those times are slowly fading away. We are emerging out of the darkness of old-time religion with its ominous scare tactics, causing us to retreat in cowardice at the mere mention of "church". Religion has done more harm than good. We had to hide what was natural and should be open and free.
I finished with the Jin Shin Jyutsu and moved on after completing the course. It was a personal growth period in my life and I'm glad I recorded it. I was released of a terrifying event that was haunting me. The dungeon life remained unresolved through several other lifetimes (I've counted 10 of them so far). Even in this life there was a fear of something which made me keep a low profile and not put myself out front to be seen. I ducked out of situations that could have benefited me, and got me in hot water at other times. My personality was shaped by a need to hide or duck. I didn't want to be arrested and thrown into a dungeon. Not a jail but a dungeon.
As an afterthought, I wonder if those who are interested in BDSM (bondage & discipline) are trying to work through unresolved traumas from long ago eras? If so, I recommend considering a hypnotherapist or energy worker of good reputation. Ask in the silence for assistance in finding just the right one. Clearing old issues is to move closer to one's own light body of pure elegance and love - the highest in us. Getting rid of traumatic blocks that we don't even know we have, sometimes we need assistance from a gifted healer.
It helps to notice the undercurrents in life that keep popping up that are just below the surface. Like for example fear of fire, or fear of drowning, or fear of police, or fear of high places, or fear of dungeons. There is a hidden germ that may need to be faced. It is very helpful to take some time to sit in silence and ask your higher self for feedback. Ask and it will be given to you.
Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
8/16/20 Mystical Movements - A personal story from 1982
Eve lay on her back on the high massage table which was draped in baby blue fabric and fitted with a blue sheet. Her eyes were closed, her clear ivory-colored face, which was once so dark and tan, was framed by short wavy blond hair. She was bare to the waist, her small round breast were still full at the age of 62. Small white panties topped shapely legs. She waited for me to treat her enflamed throat. Flu was in the house.
The Locrian Inocation was just beginning to play from the little portable tape recorder on top of the bureau in the bedroom which shimmered in blue. Blue everywhere. Blue curtains, blue carpeting, blue wall paper. Baby blue. I stopped to control the shaking that quivered through my body in anticipation of what I was about to do, quivering that I could not control. As I bent over to stretch my back muscles, the choral strains of chanting ended and there was only silence. I decided to take a little time to do my movements to try to relax myself.
I twisted to the right and tried to control the tremors, to relax, but my mind raced at an abnormal speed. The harps began. Slowly I moved my left foot around and lifted it off the floor in the manner of the Thai dancer, the way these spontaneous movements have done for years. I searched hopelessly for the normal reaction but it wasn’t there. The frequency running through my body had increased a thousand fold and my knees shook and shuddered under me.
I opened my eyes to catch hold of some focal point for balance and through the thin curtains I saw Jim lying on the pink mat out by the pool. The sun splashed on him and his flu-ridden body. The breezes whispered through the flimsy blue curtains and brushed them against Eve as she lay seemingly asleep. The ferns, green against the blue on either end of the table before the open windows, rustled a little. Otherwise everything was at peace in the house. Everything, that is, except for my nervous system. The harps rippled softly and it seemed as though liquid sound flowed around me and I moved without thinking toward Eve as if in a trance, without conscious control.
My hands and body moved slowly, almost grotesquely, stopping here and there as if to find some invisible contact with something inside, yet the shuddering continued. That which has become second nature to me – my movements – however was unnatural today and forced. It wasn’t giving me the normal sensations of calm and peace. My hands quivered suddenly violently and reached out toward their goal lying on the massage table. As if by a magnetic attraction I was drawn toward Eve as she lay waiting, and I couldn’t help but feel like an ancient priestess performing a ritual. It was so sober and serious that I felt ridiculous, but I had to go through with it. Why, I didn’t really know. I laughed to myself and danced closer to my object under the will of a higher mind. What I call "my movements" operate from another law not my own ever since 1976.
The shaking increased the nearer I came to the object before me – the human object whose eyes were closed in trusting repose. She trusted me! She had said, “Do whatever you feel to do. I trust your healing instincts!” I had the urge to touch her. No, not I, but something in me wanted to touch her. My fingers itched with the force and shook with an intensity I could not comprehend. Why? Didn’t want to touch her with these trembling hands. My fingers started to flicker like fingers on a player piano in an increasing crescendo. Words went through my mind, Paula’s words who had introduced me to the ancient art of Jin Shin Jyutsu. “Don’t move, keep your fingers still.” So I forced them to be still but instead my nervous system jumped crazily, like a live wire no longer grounded. How would I stop it so I could carry on with the task at hand?
While I pondered the problem, my hands moved in the air above the peaceful Eve, unsuspecting of the trauma I was going through. About a foot away from her my arms and hands made sweeping passes the full length of her body, from head to toe, over and over and over. Suddenly, wiggly lines of energy moved upward from Eve like heat waves from a hot summer’s mirage, only real, and I cut them off with one sweep of my hand. Slowly as my hands passed over Eve’s body, my own body began to calm down, the nerves becoming more peaceful. Finally, I was calm enough to put my hands on her throat where she wanted the treatment.
Eve had been going to human potential workshops for a number of years and was experienced in giving them, too. She was a trained, registered nurse with years of experience behind her. And I had none. Feeling painfully inadequate and unsure of myself, I wondered just what I had gotten myself into. What should I do with my fingers? I thought back to the pressure points I’d learned from Paula and decided to place my fingers on her collarbone, but they had a mind of their own as they always do when I give myself to the movements as the higher power took over. Instead, my hands pressed lightly on the front of her neck. I could feel my fingers sweaty against her soft dry skin. Surely she could feel my nervousness! As I allowed my hands to rest there, forced them to stay, I wondered briefly what I was doing. My fingers trembled and itched and quivered and shook and I was afraid lest Eve would think there was something wrong. With all the force of my will I demanded that they be still, but force of will wouldn’t stop them. I groped inwardly for a way to end the violent shaking that was working havoc on my body. Where to turn? To whom and what to turn? Surely there was a method, a technique, a passage – a passage!
I remembered then, that there IS a passage and I thought backward, groping for the secret formula, back to the time that I sat in meditation among strangers in the house of Don Pepe in Costa Rica. I reached out with the subtle fingers of my mind, out into spaces I tread only on special occasions, and there were rays of light. As I reached deeper, stretching further into another space, I could feel seldom-used doors opening in the quieter places of my mind and the light rays became brighter. Still I reached, trying to push back the edges of my consciousness because I knew there was a passage there. A place. A method. I didn’t really know what I was looking for but apparently I reached it because suddenly the trembling stopped and peace spread through me, through every part of me simultaneously, and the quivering ceased. My body calmed down and a great relief spread through me. I had found it. I had found the right way to release the tension. But how? What happened? Where did all the energy go? As I wondered about the mechanics of the problem, a pulsing began in the palms of my hands. A bubble ballooned outward, and yet another, and another and another, leaving my hands and entering Eve’s neck. I began to drift then. I don’t really remember exactly.
I became conscious of the harps and the haunting melody of a flute as I gazed out the window through the filmy blue gauze. Pansy the cat washed herself by the side of the pool I remember, near Jim, a batch of furry white and black and tan against the emerald shadows of the pine tree. It seemed that the warmth of the sun was against my skin, soaking into the depths of my body and I drifted. Suddenly I remembered Eve and caught myself up short. Reluctantly I pulled myself back to the massage table and the body beneath my fingers and the soft dry throat upon which they rested. Suddenly I saw a golden fire spreading simultaneously, rapidly, through her chest inside, and then a mighty flame burst upward out of her into the air above her by two feet at least. A single flame, pure and clear and light, and at its base, tiny golden sparklets – living cells, I knew.
My fingers lifted then, all by themselves, and moved to the neck beneath the ears and I let them. Immediately, two tiny pencil-thin rays of golden liquid light, one from the tip of each forefinger, shot out like laser beams, piercing the flesh and crossing one another deep inside at the center, like two beacon lights crossing in the night sky over a premier opening of a theater. Something gray dissolved and a clear purity, like a liquid clearness took its place. Surprised, I looked down and focused on the flesh, wondering, but there was nothing to be seen. My gaze drifted once more out the window, lifted by something I could not define. The blue fabric moved gently in the breeze. Jim turned over, coughed and plopped down on his stomach. Pansy stretched languidly by the pool. And the sun drenched the scene and I reached some more, and drifted with the reaching.
“Umm, that feels good!” Eve murmured. Her voice brought me back and I looked down to find my hands were cupping over her ears. I wondered how they got there, and I wondered all over again what it was I thought I was doing. For a moment I recoiled at the realization that I was pretending to heal. “No!” A voice said to me. “You’re here to do a job. Stay!” And I forced myself not to move away. “I love you, I love you, I love you,” the words came silently, singing through my mind from someplace beyond my conscious will. In fact, they were as if in blatant contradiction to my desire to run!
Suddenly there was a focal point, a round golden circle of light and a sunburst of light rays all around. Were the light rays entering me? or exiting me? But it is neither and it is both. I am the light rays. I do not understand. What is this mysterious action that is working in me? What is this other mind that moves my fingers? That speaks words through my consciousness like pebbles thrown into a pool of water to disturb the tranquility? That removes the veil from my eyes so I see into another realm beyond physical matter? What is this light that sparkles and creates visions and causes joy? And I was impressed, as I watched the golden rays of light leaping with a vitality like a fire, as I always am impressed when this presence moves in me. And I wonder because I do not understand what this thing is or what allows me to open to it or what closes it off. But I remain impressed, whatever it is, and eager for it to visit me again.
Eve never did come down with the flu but of course she took a lot of vitamin C’s and drank a lot of water as every nurse knows you should when you’re exposed to flu germs. Bob got it and I got it and Jim got it, but Eve went home to California several days later in fine health and in good spirits, thanking me for an enjoyable visit.
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The above came from a journal dated 12/30/82. I felt to use this story today as a way of focusing attention on the higher mind and eternal divine presence that is within everyone. I am being urged to write about this. There are many names for the higher mind but I prefer to use its real name - the holy innocence, the sacred divine self that is the life and consciousness of the body and mind. And because most people don't relate to this because of low self esteem and having never been cultivated within them, that's the reason I write about it. I have written many pages about it over the years. I write to expose this light to the world because it has been killed in us. It has been relegated to religious authorities only. Very few people recognize the innate intelligence, holiness, refinement, courage, beauty, faith and other noble qualities that are natural within them. It seems to be my mission to talk about it. Not to put myself forward as special but to show that everyone is special. Uniquely, highly, extraordinarily special, with gifts that are superior to what they are showing so far.
Everyone has this superior light because it is the life force of the body, and how we are anchored here. How to access it is simple. The power is innate. I am getting the words "native intelligence" today. I saw the deer out back this morning from the upper window. There were six of them prancing around and munching on the wet grass. They move as a tribe, yet loosely doing each their own thing. I saw the native intelligence in them. They are linked together. They know what to do. They don't have to analyze how to do it with their brain. They just know what to do. It is innate.
Humans are also a native species to the planet. We too have an innate intelligence that tells us what to do and when to do it. We don't need proof that it is there. It's already guiding us with natural urges. We don't need the scientists to prove to us that we have an innate intelligence. All we have to do is trust it and we can prove it to ourselves. We learn to trust it by following it. This doesn't take away from brain intelligence, it serves as a natural supplement to what the mind and brain already does. The brain doesn't know it all. There is more to us than meets the eye.
The human species is not a finished product. It is in a state of evolving to a higher, more ideal intelligent, loving, unifying presence on the earth. We are learning to work with our innate knowledge through the higher mind. Up to now we've been taught not to rely on anything that can't be proven by science or authorities. But the higher mind says go within, explore within, pay attention to what is happening within, in the cells of your organs, glands, muscles and nerves. Higher mind wants us to connect with the forces within.
I have been practicing with this greater presence which is like a wind when I grow still and turn myself over to it. It is indeed mysterious. It is a mystical thing. It's not rational to my brain. I can't explain it but I trust it more than what other people tell me to do. It feels always peaceful, blissful, and right. It does not come through my mind. Now I am being told to share my experiences and show others what it can do, tell my stories, tell what it has done for me and to remind others they should test it for themselves.
There are times in everyone’s life when native intelligence took over, spontaneously, and it surprised them. Even if it was for a split second when they did something they hadn't planned on doing and later was in awe over it. Like when a man who lifts a car that is ordinarily impossible to lift, in order to free someone who is trapped underneath. Or a firefighter who runs without thinking into a burning building to reach a child trapped inside. There are many stories of super-human acts of courage and bravery which are waved aside later because "it was the natural thing to do." It was innate.
The presence within has been called God by the religious authorities, but that same presence is in every one of us, whether we are religious or spiritual or simple country folk or criminals or unbalanced insane people. We all have a life force that keeps our body alive and functioning that is holy and ready to spring into action when needed. We should be testing it more often, try it out, learn to rely on it, stretch ourselves further into it and develop it. Develop some trust in it. It is there as a small flame but can be grown to a larger fire. It is there, always there. It is pumped up the spine to nourish the organs and the brain, and it will pump faster if we cultivate it. It will nourish our bodies better and quicker and faster if we practice having faith in it.
The human side of us is backed up by a mightier presence than we realize. Daydreaming is a point to be made. Kids in school get bored with memorizing ancient history. They would rather be out in nature where they are closer to their nature out there. This holy and sacred presence lives on after we drop the body which goes back to dust. Last night while watching Prime Suspect with Helen Mirren, we heard a most beautiful poem which I latched onto immediately. "I want that poem read at my funeral!" I told Doug.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.
(by Mary Elizabeth Frye, 1932)
When I was treating Eve and my body wouldn't stop trembling, I reached for a "passage". That passage meant something to me at the time. It's like a mountain pass that goes up the high peaks and through a narrow pass and then back down again on the other side to a different land. A mountain pass is a bridge to another world and another dimension, but they ARE connected. If only we can find the connection. Finding that connection is a resonanting frequency, a similar vibration. We have to reach for it and try it out. Learning to trust it brings it closer into alignment. When we touch that other field it sparks into life and reverberates through our body. It is a connection that is made through reaching, wondering, thinking, planning, intending, desiring, wanting, reaching, focusing. It's no different that two human beings who have a natural affinity for each other but they are so different, they have to really WANT to reach other. They have to really work at reaching out to each other, and overcome obstacles. But if they try hard enough and don't give up, they will make the connection. It will happen.
Contacting this "other" intelligence, this "other" mind in us is really there. I have contacted it. There are many stories written about it. It is a higher intelligence, knows more, feels nicer and more peaceful and more loving. Over-educated egos don't understand native intelligence, but our bodies know. Humans are native to the planet. It is worthwhile listening to native intelligence, body intelligence, emotional intelligence. Every species has an intelligence which guides it throughout its life. Every species is evolving, from the ant, to the deer, to the flock of birds, to the fish in the sea, to the bear, the wolf and the human. It is natural to learn and grow from experience. But this presence is not located in the brain or the head or the muscles. It's wider than that. If I were to examine it, I first go into my core to become still, and from there I expand. It's like I'm a light bulb but I keep my light inside the bulb. To expand out to another dimension I need to go into my center where the light is, and amp it up and shine further out beyond the glass of the bulb. That's when I change my perception.
Many thanks for reading this far. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
8/13/20 The dark web within the light body - Part 2
The nature behind sex is love - continued
Into my movements outdoors in 1988 I am suddenly aware of the light in the pelvic bowl and simultaneously in my whole body. I see the outer me like a dead shell enclosing a source of light in the pelvic region. The deadness is striking! The body is aging and dying. The brain, the eyes, the organs, arms, legs, the whole thing is only a casing. It was created merely to house the Force - the Presence. But, where is the force?
It is bubbling up from below, like a tiny light that is growing and spreading upwards. The body is dead, it cannot operate at all by itself. It is being generated from this light. I see the reason why people are confused! I can see it! There are thousands of tiny streams - pinstripes - entering the body from outside, interfering with the light coming up. There is a stream of input from outside the body from other sources. Sources other than the self.
Tiny, hair-like lines are entering the body through the skin, wending their way into the interior of the body, deeper and deeper, criss-crossing each other in tiny delicate patterns, weaving a complex web of artificial beliefs. Laying a garment over the Self, but a garment made of other people's lives and beliefs. The real self who lives inside, the force, the presence, is being drowned out. What is this web that is woven into the very fabric of our bodies? Being absorbed into our blood streams and nerve centers? It is not light like the light in the pelvic bowl, it is simply energy. Steadily, with relentless consistency and perseverance, outside influences pour into the body via these roadways, no thicker than a spider's webbing.
Constantly, with hardly a break in the flow, those contrary ideas enter the Self and penetrate deeper and deeper 'til finally the light itself begins to look dull. The will of the individual allows it. The Self, the holy presence of Self, located at the center of the body in the pelvic region, the home of instinct, the heart of individuality, the geometric center of the body, is diminished almost to non-existence. I can see it. It looks like a battle. The inflowing streams of other people's thoughts and ideas converging on the streamlets of pure light attempting to rise upwards. The darker streams coming down from the head, the light streams coming up from the pelvic bowl., meeting and converging. Which is stronger?
In my case, the Light is stronger. I am generating it every day, as I do my movements. And I do not answer the telephones, even for friends, except for an occasional purpose. I do not read the newspapers. I do not watch the news. I do not discuss world affairs with Bob. I do not involve myself with mundane activities of other people. I seldom leave the house except for a social affair. I am fairly well insulated from the confusions going on around me. But what of other people? How can they hope to overcome this constant pummeling from outside?
Inpouring confusion, inpouring turmoil, inpouring dogmas, inpouring family beliefs, inpouring expectations, inpouring cultural patterns, inpouring needs, inpouring political, economic, religious, philosophical views, inpouring news, inpouring TV shows, inpouring problems, everything is inpouring! Versus - what? How much light is coming out? So little, I think. It is no wonder the people are confused. It was never meant to be this way. The Light in the center of the bowl is the Self - the real person - individuality - which is constantly on the march for expression, and constantly being overrun by input from friends and family which represses it. The enemy is in one's own house and community, family, friends, work associates, and one's own weak will. Freedom to be is no laughing matter, no obscure thing. It is the greatest pursuit of life. Freedom. It means exactly that - to be free from the inpouring from outside. I feel free because I am insulated from the world but what of all the other people?
All of this mixed bag of potpourri has nothing - NOTHING! - to do with the Self. It is like a dirty rag thrown over a radiant, crystal pure light. I see it! Indeed, it lays a dirty shadow over that radiance. Hiding the Light under a bushel, the Presence of Selfhood within. I see it and I know how it works. The solution is to have a strong sense of self and a strong will to accomplish one's own personal desires. Don't swerve from your personal course. Your personal course is your destiny, is freedom, requires sovereign action. This is required. Stop talking and do something you want to do. Anything! Don't talk any more about the mess that is happening outside. Do something that PLEASES you, that refreshes you, that rejuvenates you, that inspires you, that comforts you, that respects you, that elevates you!
So many people believe in the democratic way. That is fine as a first step for the general population and those who have not found their inner light yet. But for someone who wants to become free, they must follow the inner light. The inner Self is deeply, lovingly, solitarily, personal. It is the freedom to make personal choices. Like, "What can I do that will give me a feeling of jubilation? Of freedom?" This doesn't pass through the brain. It isn't a thought from the brain. It is an elevating feeling. Something that radiates upward from below. It radiates through something finer than the nerves - at least in me it does - and my body perceives it before my brain. I feel it. It radiates directly form the pelvic source upward through the nervous system and flows through the whole body. The brain picks it up at the same time the rest of the body does, not before. My brain is not the initiator. It is the observer. The brain cannot initiate an intuitive feeling or a rising elevating joy or a revelation or an exquisite vision. It is felt all over at the same time that the brain observes it.
I sometimes see the brain observing. I stopped just now to look inward again. I let go, or give up, or step back, whatever the wording is, I release control of the body and then I feel the gentle movement of the force swaying through me, and the presence is there like a unifying thing, pulling it all together. It is so beautiful. It FEELS so elevating. I am trying to be objective. How I wish I could be more objective. And yet, perhaps I would lose the wonderful sensations I feel.
The chief number one argument is: "But it takes the brain to pick up the fact of movement. Without the brain, you would never perceive that you are moving." And I disagree. The out-of-body experiences confirm that the observer, the intelligent resident, the Self located at the center of the body, continues to think, perceive, make decisions, choices, even when the brain is sleeping or even dead. Especially this is confirmed by those who clinically died and then decided to return, to reactivate the body. Finally the day has arrived where we have some proof. Perhaps not proof as science would demand, but proof for beginning researchers to use as guide-finders. There is a larger Self which resides in the body. I AM that Self.
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I wrote the above article on October 24, 1988. The picture of me above was taken sometime in 1988 by Tom Roberts, Lynda Gayle's husband, one Sunday morning after a party at our house in Zephyrhills. After every party I would go outside next day and do what I called "my movements" which made me feel exquisitely light and free. These spontaneous movements started happening after my out-of-body sojourn into the light in 1976. I had no preparation for what followed. No teacher to give me instruction and no idea how to handle the continual elevation, so I just went with the flow and received lots of inspired writings. Today I am re-visiting these old journals .
The movements grounded me back to earth so I could interact with people at a normal level. The movements, especially after a party, cleared me of the previous night's voices that impinged on my mind, the way it does everyone after being too long in a crowd. The movements felt SO good! Forty years later I learned these spontaneous movements are called "kriyas" by yoga instructors. They refer to positions learned from a teacher, but for me it was spontaneous. I had no teacher. According to Gopi Krisha, spontaneous movements is a natural step in mankind's evolution.
I am feeling the urge to browse these old journals and in essence harvest the light from them. There are plenty of rants and complaints in my journals too - it has not been all sweetness and light! In fact, it was often that after a grumbling complaint I would receive some wise instruction on how to correct myself. I've spent my life journaling because there was no one to tell. Journaling fantastic, crazy, weird, unexplained phenomena, including some evil haunts. And now I'm being pressured to research these massive amounts of writings (OMG!) and pick some out and share them. It seems my destiny is to be a writer.
But the information must be re-discovered, remembered and shared because it's not about me. It's about human beings in general. Especially now that we are going through major trials in our inner processes. Everyone has a body of light in the background of their being which is their greatest teacher and mentor - the Self - which the dark web has been obscuring. Now is the time to look to the light.
That's it for today. I send everyone Light. Light is that which is without any secrets or hidden agendas in it. Light is transparent. It is all good things we are made of. Stay tuned to your lighter side and believe it is real. It is ALL good. And I've got another one all picked out for the next newsletter in three days.
8/10/20 The dark web within the light body
As I woke up I heard the words while still feeling it - “You are love, conscious love, descending down step by step into a physical body, forgetting that you are love. You are an exquisite design all built out of love.”
I felt the feelings of the chakras in place as centers of warm love, warm suns, shining love out into me, as the basic and fundamental structure of who I am as myself, as my light body. I am seeing this love sending out the lines of light we call meridians that form a massive web of light all through my body.
I wrote the words down so I wouldn't forget and then showered and went to the meditation room. While I was doing exercises on the floor, I continued seeing the warm love and light - love and light being synonymous - and then I wondered about the psychic connections that people have with each other that trap them and bog them down. How does this relate to the warm love and light that is pure and holy? Then I saw the darker lines of light alongside the pure lines of light. And I decided to write this down so I wouldn’t lose the moment. This is what I wrote.
It is all about warmth - love. The centers are love centers. The meridians are lines of warmth, love, pure, holy. These get closed down for lack of conscious use. Instead, there are other lines running alongside the pure lines. These are darker and contain not-pure thoughts. Continual thinking of the not-pure thoughts turn these into hardened wires of not-pure beliefs. I saw them. These mimic the web of life in that they run through the body in a web-like structure and reach out to connect with others across space and time who are not pure and holy.
This becomes a web of darkness, called the matrix. It is created by using these byways and highways over and over again. We cement the matrix into our reality and it influences us in negative ways that are not pure. It is all about usage. Which thoughts do we travel upon today? Energy follows thought. The dark thoughts continue to grow stronger and cement the matrix of not-pure into our lives. The pure, warm goodness is also traveling along a network of light to keep the body alive within us. It is always there, but which highway do we strengthen today with our thoughts and attention? The light highways or the secondary highways which we have created within ourselves and our world?
Mantras, decrees, prayers, affirmations said over and over again all day long strengthens the highway of light within us and weakens the darker pathways from lack of use. The darker matrix will disappear in time because the light is influencing more of the thoughts of the people. But those who do not want to leave their wrong thinking and start aligning with the love, light and warm goodness available to them, will suffer. When the darkness shrivels up so their lives will shrivel up if they have not supported the light within them with goodness, love, light and warmth which is the more real of their nature. The earth itself is taking on more light and thus the dark in the earth is shriveling too.
The light is what we are created out of. We are children of warmth, goodness, love and light. It feels wonderful to be close to it. It feels natural to us when we are in close proximity to someone who is filled with love and light and goodness. We want to stay in their presence. They are thriving and radiating warmth at the same time the darker hosts are weakening. There is a displacement happening within our bodies as we align more and more with thoughts of love and light and goodness and gratitude.
The wrong thinking that was influenced by the dark ones among us has created a duplicate network which mimics the natural wholesome lines of light that is the structure and anatomy of the light body within us. The dark circulates through the body too and carries fear, doubt, frustration, anger, judgment, intolerance - everything that is not-pure love and not normal to a healthy human being. This dark network will disintegrate faster by replacing “normal” thinking with enlightened statements, decrees, affirmations, mantras, prayers, all day long. The more the better. It will speed up the process of ascension by killing off the dark matrix that is an actual real network of dark that covers our bodies - to the degree we have allowed it.
Then I looked in the Medicine book to see what message “mouse” has for me today because we have a mouse in the house. Mouse represents paying attention to details on a small scale. The advice is “Work towards wholeness. See the big picture. But assimilate it in small doses. The big picture gives you a little at a time. Expansiveness can be overwhelming if you forget to take it step by step. Confusion is a product of too much too soon. Slow down and stop being confused by the maze. Observe the details of your present pathway.”
And yesterday an ascended master spoke: “The consciousness that a man evolves from the beginning of time is the only intelligent possession which endures through the cycles of birth and death. An individual consciousness is the only focus through which the godhead can increase the wealth of the individual and of the world. Each individual endowed with a consciousness and the faculties of intuition, of spiritual perception and inner sight, can by self-conscious effort, raise his own consciousness to union with the Cosmic Christ and become a valuable instrument in fulfilling the divine plan through cooperation with the will of the Father.”
It is the will of the Father that is circulating inside our bodies in a golden river of warmth, love, light and goodness. It is our natural heritage. It is the wholeness we are to be working towards - the big picture of mouse medicine but in small doses - step by step, so as not to be overwhelmed and confused.
I am back on track again after a period of down time. There is love circulating within me that has no interest in the political scene and everything that needs “work”. The natural flowing is the strength and substance of the love/light body. It doesn’t require work to get there. So I am back on track, not worrying about it. As the ascended master said a couple of days ago, "I am giving you the pathway to follow." It is peaceful and comfortable. It occurs to me to substitute "warm" for "love", that it is interchangeable, because that's what it feels like to me. Anything warming is being nourished by love.
8/7/20 The Nature of Sex is Love - Part 2
How does spontaneity relate to sex?
In response to my last newsletter, "The Nature of Sex is Love", a question was asked, "How does spontaneity relate to sex? It sounds as if acting on impulse is a good thing without consideration of ethics or consequences. I wonder if spontaneity is really the word that is intended here?"
It is a very good question. Thanks for asking. It's about the power. When we feel lusty, when we feel loving, when we feel excited, when we feel innocence (vulnerable), when we feel angry at injustice, when we feel free to express ourselves in a joyful manner, we are being spontaneous to a larger, more orderly universal power. Normally we are restricted from being spontaneous. We are held back from expressing by laws and cultural tradition. If freedom of expression is allowed within agreed-upon boundaries of decency that don't conflict with the innate decency of others, wonderful results can be achieved. It is forward movement. I can attest to that from my background in swinging. When people are given permission to explore and express spontaneously, they really do access a higher order of life. It is beautiful. It is a more graceful order. Is it so surprising? Because the order behind everything - the sun, planets, star systems, galaxies, animals and human beings - are all graceful and in harmony with all else. When we are held back we remain stilted. When we are free we join a little more into the grace and harmony of universal order.
There is an intelligence that is all good things - what we call "good". This power is beyond comprehension by a mind trained to rely on only physical or measurable things. But it can be understood through feeling. Feeling is anther aspect of this intelligence which is undetectable to our five senses. In the physical body it is rooted in the pelvis, the geometric center of the body, like in a seed. It is the true heart of the body. It is where lusty sex is felt, but there is more to the sex story. It is more than love in the human sense, what I keep calling love. It is greater that everything known. Genius is another aspect. People who have visions tap into it. I've seen it through visionary revelations. It looks like a crystal ball of liquid light enclosed within what looks like roots of a tree. I felt it "click in" at that location when I went out of body years ago. This crystal ball has been shown to me in picture form as the "holy of holies". It is a seed of potential that has not been fulfilled yet. It is located at the geometric center of the body at the base of the spine. It is pure spirit. It is not physical. It drips glistening sparkling dew drops up the spine to keep the body alive, the lungs operating, the heart pumping, the digestion functioning, the kidneys, stomach, the whole works are maintained by this crystal light of infinite possibility.
It has been shown to me that this IS where the soul is anchored to the body. The seat of the soul, they call it, but the soul is the one which moves around. The crystal ball at the base of the spine is pure spirit and it never moves. it is the stillness at the heart of the body - at the heart of this particular body. It is only 5% of the whole spirit of the body that was sent ahead to manifest and build a body so the remaining 95% can descend - after the body is prepared sufficiently to receive "more".
Spontaneity is a way of expressing freely. By acting according to inner urges releases this spiritual power that manifests first of all as sex. But sex is only the first step on the ladder. The second step is to act with wisdom of the highest order. The third step is to act with love of the highest order. The fourth step is to act with purity of the highest order. The fifth step is to act with truth of the highest order. The sixth step is to act with peace and comfort (not in an agitating way). The seventh step is becoming a master of the body.
We have been stuck at the sexual level for thousands and thousands of years. We have not mastered it yet as a species. The way we use sex has held us back from taking the second and third steps, which are qualities of soul. As a whole species we have not done that because it's an individual journey. Each one is on its own to discover these things. We have to take one step at a time to ascend up to a higher order.
Up to now, this power which has been labeled Kundalini in the East and the Holy Spirit (the born again phenomena) has been largely unknown. Only the mystics have explored it in ancient mystery schools. I keep trying to write about from personal experience, but it's not something one person can tell another. It is a feeling. It is a journey of the soul practicing with ordinary, everyday situations and relationships. If a person doesn't learn to express oneself openly and freely and therefore in harmony with a higher order, they close down and become stilted. And they run for offices that govern other people and create laws limited to their perspective.
The great power that is hidden behind sex is a universal power of refinement, beauty and harmony, and every creature is designed to expand it within itself, including us, human beings. Plants, insects and animals evolve, and so do humans, by following natures laws. But we are like a water hose. If the hose is crimped and jammed, no water comes out. Now in these unparalled times, we are being asked to step forward and be more honest with ourselves and show the truth that lies within us - speak it and act it. It requires being spontaneous to the inner self and stepping (lightly) over the laws and rules. We do it with care and wisdom but we do it. Our true thoughts, our true hearts, our true feelings are awakening and adding pressure to our nervous system. We are tapping something unknown within us. The body does not know but the soul does. Spontaneous means stop censoring the truth, the holiness in you. It is meant to be lived, seen and shared. One feels good doing it.
We are all here on earth in physical bodies to tap into this spontaneous order of life. The power of infinite possibilities FEELS good when you tap into it. The feeling of this power is immense but we have to work with it and learn how to manage it and not let spontaneity take over without the guidance of the higher levels, just named above. As we learn to govern and master our sexuality (and not let it master us) we are shown the next step and how to work with it. But it has everything to do with how we manage that feeling we refer to as "sex". Not to repress it as the religions have doen, but to weave it into the next orderly progression of our lives, which will lighten it and help sex become smoother and more comfortable and more honorable and more wonderful. Humanity's evolution has been held back because sex has been a selfish act and it was never intended to be. It is equivalent to lighting the rocket to the moon. It is designed to travel upward - up the spine to open other windows in the body.
Expressing spontaneous feelings is a skill that needs practice. We don't know at first if what we feel urged to do is right or wrong. It is an inner process. Test the waters. Enjoy sexual arousal but don't push it on others. In yoga they teach to stretch into a position to find the "edge" of discomfort. Interaction with the physical world is a stretching process. We learn to go gentle. Use intelligence, the second step (chakra). Let the power do the work. You get the insight how to elevate self, rather than force someone into action. The third step is love. This is inner work. It doesn't mean that a person should go out and figure out how to engage someone in sex. Just the opposite. It is to feel what love feels like. The third step access feelings of tenderness, warmth, compassion. We can't push these on other people. We access them ourself.
The inner self is a firey combustible thing, and it is also a transcendent stillness too. There are dual aspects to it - a feminine aspect and a masculine aspect. Each of us is processing this duality in a different manner. Artists express in one way, musicians in another, scientists in another, etc. As a human being we are a composite made up of past life skills but we've been held back. A far greater, richer part of ourselves is waiting to be released. When we act spontaneously, we release that greater aspect that has been held back. There is love, there is wisdom, there is justice, there is refinement, there is truth, there is spiritual revelation - but we have been directed backward to the past. Looking backward to the past does not release the future. It replays past mistakes.
We need to express spontaneously because that's the power of the future, of possibiliteis that we have skills for but aren't using. We've been around forever. The soul is immortal. We should be accessing it. Each of us is a creator based on where we have been but we don't yet know who we are until we start express it spontaneously. Expressing spontaneously feels joyful. It feels liberating. Only use discretion when in the presence of others you don't know. Then modify your spontaneous expression. Get to know them first. We must get to know people. Feel them out.
As for me, the way I express in this life is best doen in writing. I write mainly private journals what I've experience personally. The most powerful growth experiences of this life has been (first) my out-of-body experience, then (second) entering the field of human sexuality and love. Bringing high love into the sexual arena has been rewarding, but writing about it for the general public (newsleters) has been challenging. It's too far outside conventional attitudes so I've held back from releasing it. There is high-end bliss and rapture on one end and what is considered "low-down and dirty" on the other end, so it's becoming increasingly more difficult to continue with the newsletters. Yet, what has been revealed to me will break the sex code and I feel obliged to write about it. Part of me wants to go ahead and release it, and part of me wants to withdraw again, and keep it for myself. I am unsure at this point what to do. Just feeling my way.
There is a science to how light (includes love) is distributed through our dense physical body. We are surrounded by six layers of light, each increasingly more diffused and dense than the one above it, with the seventh layer being the physical body itself. In reverse, starting from the dense physical body, there is a reverse process which shows us how to lighten the dense layers around us - the auric field. Sex is a major player in this reverse process. To reverse the descension process and stop being so dense (!) we have to break the ancient sex code. Opposite to descension, the ascension process is an upward, evolutionary movement of the mind and intellect towards refinement and betterment, WITHOUT ABANDONING sexuality.
Breaking the sex code in past ages was heresy. It was an act of treason. My late husband used to tell me I should be grateful to be living in present times because what I speak of was punishable by death in former ages. I have had flashbacks of being burned at the stake, hung in the town square, died in the dungeon, etc. In those days a woman's natural ability to heal with herbal potions and love were thought to be devil possession. These abilities were unacceptable to male superiority and law. So breaking the sex code sets off warning lights in me, which I'm ignoring now. But telling these things openly has been slow in coming .
A code is a system of words or numbers substituted for the actual thing for purposes of secrecy, or to obscure the truth. Esoteric means hidden. Many esoteric truths are written in parables or hard-to-understand poetry. There is a truth about sex that is not known by the majority, and that is the nature of sex is love. It is rare for anyone to discover the esoteric meanings hidden within sex, but there have been a few. So lets plunge right into the hard truth about sex...
To break the sex code and let the light flow, one needs to become androgynous. Androgyny means balance between one's own male and female tendencies. It doesn't mean in body but in quality of life. You stay your own gender but you lighten up on the hard edges that used to define you as "a man" or "a woman". Becoming more balanced in your male and female traits allows you to be clearer in mind and feeling so that expressing yourself is easier and more spontaneous. Being in balance is more freedom. The word "androgynous" is not to scare anyone. it is not as terrifying as it might sound, but it is a truth that can't be hidden any longer. More highly evolved beings from higher spheres are androgynous but they still have male and female bodies. But they do not have the negative division that we have on earth. Bringing our male traits and our female traits closer together in our OWN life, the way WE live our life, the way we move, think, act and contribute to life, will bring us into more pleasant relationships with people. It doesn't diminish feelings, it enhances feelings on the positive side and reduces feelings on the negative side as our vibrations quicken and speed up.
This is just a little bit of an introduction to what will be following in future newsletters. I am processing new incoming urges. I try to keep these articles short and concise but the words keep tumbling head over heels when I begin typing. There's so much trying to come through. So I'll stop today. I'm working on the "concise" end, trying to manage the flow.
8/1/20 The Nature of Sex is Love
A Channeled Message from Spirit
Over the past few weeks I have wanted to address the nature of sex as love in an article, but I kept fumbling with it. I couldn't seem to get it right. Many hours of re-working it just made it longer and more confusing, so I asked spirit (using the generic term) to please help. I decided not to send a newsletter until I received the exact right feel. Meanwhile I continued re-reading my old journals from the past 40 years which contained many spirit channelings. They had started coming after my out-of-body experience in 1976, which was similar to a near-death experience of going into the light of heaven. And just a few hours ago today I ran across this channeled message given to me in 1981. It is perfect. I knew immediately that I must send this out right away because there is a dangerous movement underway to separate and disconnect people from the very warmth, passion and love that is the heart of what makes us human. I hope it lifts you as it did me.
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"Now, I am going to speak to you of spontaneity for the spirit of man is endowed with attributes that are unrecognizable today. These attributes are light, force, power, virtue, knowing, and they are combined chemically into one thing, into oneness. Only in spontaneity can you know these attributes as oneness, which is more true to the spirit of man. Only in spontaneity can you experience them. Only in flowing with the movement of the spirit can you truly become that which you are from the beginning of time.
As one of the authors has said, “You think spontaneity is disorder, but you are wrong.” Within the action of spontaneity is a very great order, a discipline that you as an unawakened man cannot begin to know or see. Nor will you know it shut up in your little cave of artificial order when you reject spontaneity from your life. It is putting your back to the light and trying to comprehend what is in the darkness.
I am here to tell you about spontaneity, and I am here to tell you that what you think you see in your visions while in meditation is only a glimpse of the truth. It is like taking a book from the shelf and sitting down comfortably in the chair to read. And from the book you learn what it is all about. In meditation you learn what the spirit that sparkles within you is all about. You learn about it in a classroom so to speak, in the protection and safety of your meditation parlor, in the security of safe vibrations. You depend on these safe vibrations, do you not? To allow the visions to come?
Well, then, this is a theoretical learning about the spirit. All meditation techniques are like kindergarten to the twelfth grade in your school system. It is book learning. I am not putting this down, for it is important to prepare you for what is to come. But understand that you are not experts in the spirit because you have seen vision or known bliss. Now, you, as men of God, must go out into the world that he has created for himself to enjoy, and allow Him to enjoy it! For he breathes and lusts with passion in your breast. He wants to live! He wants to speak! He wants to move among his people, to pat the animals, to speak to the plants! He is full of power and passion to love his creation - his very own creation - and you are He.
His spirit is spontaneity. His spirit lives and breathes with your moods of up and down. His spirit sinks sometimes into hell because that, too, is part of his creation. His spirit soars into the heavens because that, too, is his creation. His spirit laughs, sings, loves, plays, thinks, absorbs, and gives never ceasing. Never stopping. He never sleeps. As you sleep he is still awake enjoying the wonders of his creation. The cells in his body must sleep for the flesh gets tired, but he has created other realms to play in while his body sleeps.
How does spontaneity affect you? Let us discuss you, for you are the body of this wondrous spirit that breathes and wants and desires. Let us slow down for a moment and see where you are. You have become falsely indoctrinated in the ways of a false world. You have been told to act this way or that way, so that you may be accepted. You have been taught at home that only certain actions are proper and that other actions are sin. You have been taught in school that only certain actions are acceptable in school and that other actions are not. And so you have been trained just like you train a pet to obey his master's commands. You live in a very shallow world.
Where is there room for spontaneity? Where is the breathing space for the spirit? You must make the room for it, within your tight and narrow world. You must learn to make room for spontaneity. This I cannot tell you how, but I tell you that you must make room for the breathing of the spirit.
It is to the 98% invisible realm that the noble attributes of man are anchored : love, compassion, desire to help, understanding, the snese of brotherhood, oneness with God, beauty, joy, clairvoyance, psychic ability – yet you cut them out because you have been trained to cut them ojut. You have been trained to focus on the immediate world which his merely the tip of a massive iceburg.
Perhaps you may take an hour off from your busy schedules in your tight world. Then go and move where your spirit takes you. Do not substitute an hour of tightly scheduled meditation, for a tightly scheduled life. This will not open your center but rather keep it still closed. Your heart is at the root of your being. Your heart is what you call "gut feeling". Your heart is primitive, instinctive, passion for life, sensitive for spirit and life. Go back to your heart and move with its breath. Enter your heart - your gut feeling - and move with its ebb and flow. Step over the threshold for an hour, if that is how long you have allowed yourself, and soar with the ancient throb of infinity - the One that lives within you - waiting, waiting, for you to turn around and join him.
No man alive can tell you what to do. No man alive or dead for you are spirit. You are the eternal One that burns with desire and wants for a better world. You are the one who aches to feel, to speak His noble thoughts, His ancient dreams, His exploding visions. Your highest meditation is when you are moving on your feet, though not of your own power. When spontaneity has lifted you into its powerful thrust and you have willed to go, when you flow with spontaneity you enter the heart of order. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the timeless Now. When you flow with spontaneity you will yourself to a greater intelligence than your own and one who knows better than you. When you flow with spontaneity you enter the passion of God.
You have been taught differently, I know, so you may doubt my word. Do not take my word blindly. Never take anyone's word blindly but test it. Try it. Feel it out. Is it so? How can you know without trying it? Without daring to prove me false?
In all that I say in the coming weeks, it will revolve around spontaneity like little planets and little satellites revolve around the sun, magnetically attracted to that ball of life unable to separate and go alone, so I will keep coming back to spontaneity for I have seen its power. I have tasted of its goodness and I have smelled of its presence, and I have seen its wonder in the light. I have known its beauty, its loveliness and its virtue. There is no evil that can persist in the heat of spontaneity. There is no wrong doing that can live in the light of spontaneous action for a wrong act is a separate act, not big enough to stand alone. You may trust spontaneity with your consciousness, but do not trust it blindly.
Wake up from your long sleep and see the beauty of this larger order that beats to a rhythm not your own. Watch it for a while and try to get in step. It belongs to no man, no woman, no authority, no monopoly, it belongs to no nation, no world, no galaxy, but it is the heart throb of infinity itself. And it beats in the pulse of gut feelings, beyond the sight of your neighbor and your family, but not beyond the sight of you! You know, perhaps not fully, but you sense it from time to time. Watch for these moods when the spirit speaks to you, beckoning you to follow it for a short span of time. It does not want to disrupt your life for it has created your life up to now. It does not want to disturb your little order, it wants you to expand your orderliness. Become conscious of your gut feelings, become conscious of your breathing, become conscious of your loves and hates, become conscious of how you live. Thus you will wake up. Thus will you learn about the power that burns in your heart within your primal roots - that of the ancient One.
You think you must meditate? Go and meditate but do it consciously. You think you must do your housework? Go and do your housework, but know what you are doing. You think you must have a party? Then go and have a party, but watch your actions. You think you must change something on your job? Then, go and change what you feel you must. But do it consciously. Wake up to your life. You need not change, you need wake up. Become conscious of your actions, know what you do and why. Know your Self.
And where do you pray? Do you pray to someplace in the top of your head? Or to somewhere within your breast? Or someplace inside your brain? Or someplace in the sky? Where? Where do you focus your attention when you pray to this infinite One? Do you know where he is, this ancient fire of life? He burns brightly within the one place you have never thought to look. He burns with passion and warmth, with love and tenderness, with clarity and vision, with knowledge and lust, with heart-breaking desire for goodness for all mankind, with compassion, with empathy, with contentment, and with unshakeable peace, with untouchable serenity, with unmoving masterful control at the very core. Do you know where such flame burns?
It burns in the bowels where gut feeling throbs. It burns in the center of being. How could it be in any other place but in the center, the heart of form? You have not dared to look. You have succumbed to the concept of sin and not dared to look. Yet, here it is, and here it shall always be, protected by the veil of illusion of sin. The pelvic bowl is the bowl of life, the chalice in which burns the flame. The pelvic bone is the holy place where the passion for life burns on. When you succumb to the greater spontaneity in your breast, you will see."
7/17/20 More Discussionis With Higher Self (channeling)
The following question and answer session took place in the courtyard of the Hyatt Hotel in Orlando at a conference in February 1985. After engaging in a dance-like meditation for an hour, and a deep sleep in the shade afterwards, I awoke with the urge to write. I dug out my pad of paper and pen from my briefcase nearby and moved to the lounge chair in a spot where the sun shone through the trees. I settled down feeling lofty and dreamy. My mind was blank and peaceful. I did not want to disturb it by forming forceful thoughts so I put a question almost dreamily on paper, after which the words came easily to my mind and slid down my arm and out the tip of my pen. I share this to show how close we are to a mysterious part of ourselves that is closer than hands and feet. Even though we don't understand with our limited minds, these words are a reminder there is a larger Self overlighting us. These are unedited. They are the words that were originally written down on the spot.
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(Me: Oh, Lord of Light, I am ready to start writing and following your advice. Where would you have me begin?)
My brother, my sister, I am thorough in my purpose. I propose to you that you start by meditating on me every hour for fifteen minutes at a time. This will lead you to me. I will then instruct you in the purposes of the light of God. You may practice and you may try to reach me at any moment in your life. I am here always. Never do I leave the world alone. I am yours to serve as you are mine. But I am faithful, you are not. Begin then. Come to me. Every hour on the hour and let us make plans together.
We are one in Cause, one in purpose, one in God. I am truly yours. I am forever faithful to the Cause. Begin then to receive the spark of my love that you may pass it on to those in need. To those you feed you will draw to me, to Him who always cares. I am forever here, forever shining in the stars of your own Earth, your planet’s waves of throes and heavals vast and wide. I hold the balance to the outer limits and beyond, forever night and day. You see my face, you see my feet in all you ever meet. My toes are there upon the Earth, upon the waves, the mountains pure, the valleys sure, the inner heart, the outer part, I am, I am, I am, never more to leave.
The trees are good and safe for you. Come out and bask beneath their limbs, breathe their fragrance every day. Breathe in, breathe out, breathe all about the Earth and you will sweep it clean of karma old and dead. It’s simple, yes you know it is. It’s almost gone from you. And as you lift your eyes above the lower forces swirling round, you leap into the world of love, of finest purest kind. From here you breathe the breath of life to cast out spells forever. The mystery of creeds and yokes are flung aside forever. The radiance of reality is here and now and tested by the warriors of the Lord and never shall be bested by the lords of outer war - they cannot ride the waves of this the might armor bright swelling like a wave from out the Sun of Holy Thought, innocence protected, pure and sweet and fragrant to the sense of the pure, the living garden spot of faith, the well-spring of the latent power of the Sons and Daughters of the Highest, Holy Cloud of peace and light, enter in forever.
I am light, shining bright, Father Mother God of Right
Choices leave like a breeze when’er I burst upon the scene
Emerging from within without, casting perfect love about
(Me writing: I got caught up in a rather exquisite poem here and inserted my own thoughts and got bogged down so I threw it out. But the message was clear to me - It had to do with the fact that when we give ourselves up to the Light all forms of burden leave. There is such a vacuum of trouble, that there is not even left the human problem of making choices for everything is taken care of in a cloud of great peace. Everything. THIS was so impossible to state in human terms that it came through as rhythm. So I said, Dear Lord above, tell me some more, by what and to whom do I compare?)
The moon, the stars are in the sky, you on Earth are in my eye. I project you outwardly to shine upon all you see. The rays you represent are glistening, clean, as a raindrop in the air preens in the sunlight sharp and clear, and moves on top of the atmosphere. Open your mind to me, dear one, I will show you the way to the Sun. Do you know how well you perceive me now? I am sitting here with you in your chair. I am your hand, your nervous system, too. I am spreading outward into view. Adjust your vision, open your eyes, look up and outward into the skies. Quietly, soothingly find your space, ask for and you will receive my grace. Finally, tell me your deepest fears, write them down through your veil of tears. Never expect the world outside to comprehend the inner side. This is too subtle for it to enjoy. The hour is passing - come in to me now.
(Me: I had been sitting on a lounge chair outside in the courtyard away from the other people. I went inside the room and sat in a chair at the little round table and opened the glass door to let some air in. I wrote my question: Dear Lord of Light, I feel your presence. I am ready to receive more. What would you have me do?)
Quality unlike lethargy, is fast and moving. I would have you move about more quickly. When you have gained some speed in your actions, I will come through easier. I will slide down the tube of your extended thought slippery as the rainbow gliding down the curve of the Earth. There is much to do and much to say. You will be able to carry your thought, my thought, more firmly when you are active. Groom yourself, not for meditation but for action.
(I thought, “Helping Bob?”)
Yes, perform Bob’s work for him. He needs you. He, too, is working for me so as you work for him you work for me. There is no separation from where I sit. I see the whole. You and Bob are both creating an excellent avenue for me to work through.
(I thought, "Through sex?") [This refers to a seminar we had started hosting on couples swinging.]
The word sex does not have meaning for me. It is merely a connection with other bodies. As I have told you, the outer world is of no concern to me, nor to the work as it is existing in light. You see, the outer world is a dry, cakey substance, unable to carry the subtler refinements. You have prepared your mind and soul above and beyond the outer manifestation, so your body and what it does is not relevant to the inner cause. Continue your life actions, do not separate out or change what you are doing. Perform your functions as they arise and do not impose limitations on yourself. Become unlimited by any thought, moral or otherwise. Continue your housework, continue your writing, continue talking with Bob. He is opening doors which you in your dry, cakey, outer body, cannot see. His doors are, like yours, open to higher images, higher and more subtle thoughts. What you must do to remain close in outer manifestation, do quickly and without anger. Do not spend so much time on it. I will guide you, help you, move you, antagonize you so that you help me. I want you to help me. I love you, as all of life. I am a manifestation of that love. All that is important to me is love - and peace which results from loving uninhibited. That is the peace that passes all earthly understanding. It is a love that is known only to those who renounce the world in the sense that they transcend the world.
When you do not care any longer whether this or that is done, or this or that sees you, you own this or that, when all that occurs occurs without emotion rippling across your subtler bodies then you are indeed a renunciate, no matter where you live. I have many renunciates scattered throughout the world. They do not necessarily live in ashrams or holy orders. They are, by far, more useful to me if they live in the world among the unenlightened. As you noticed and caught my hint, when you breathe outwardly as you walk among the natives, you cleanse their atmosphere, for it is MY breath you are exhaling, my fragrance you are distributing, my knowledge, and it is working even now in the courtyard which you just left. I am the follower, in turn, of one mightier in power and purity, knowledge and perception, and so the lineage grows upward like a tree of life, a tree of light whose limbs extend downward and upward and whose central channel is One, allowing the flow of life to extend deep into the hearts of darkness and to perform awakenings of memory, memories long forgotten and closed. Now I detect some questions
(Me: Are you really a conscious being, near me now, conscious of me? Really me as an individual? I have a hard time thinking that. [Laughter, hard shaking peels of happiness rippled through me at this, so that I had to lay down my pen and feel that indeed another entity was enjoying something right here inside of me to which I was not privy. But I insisted on knowing and continued....] But how, if you’re aware of the universe? In my outer conscious I forget, am not reminded so I don’t think you are there. Please fill me in! [There was a long pause. I could feel thinking processes going on. Finally....]
I AM you! I laugh out of ecstasy! You do not need to understand. You need merely to live. Allow me to live in you. The love you profess for me, is my own love for myself. You and I are One Person. We are never separated. The only separation that ever occurs is when you doubt. When you shut off. When you refuse your very own life, feelings, perceptions, your candor, your frankness, your toughness, your reality. When you do not follow the impulses that throb and probe and rush through your mind, when you forsake these in favor, out of “niceness”, of those others who live around you - THIS is separation from Me. From Yourself. From God and the Universe which is the wellspring of all action.
Try! Try to understand - I am you. When you grow lethargic, your body sleeps and the real you, the real me is left out, imprisoned, locked out, locked away from your consciousness in the physical manifestation called “body”. Sleep and sleep a healthy sleep. Then when you awake you are alive in the physical world once more. The real you, the real me is EVER active and your body must be awake and healthy for your outer mind to perceive this aliveness. So long as you have a physical body, you must needs tend it, maintain it in a healthy manner with healthy habits so that you can bring this aliveness to the surface. So you can see for yourself just how alive your real self is. Prove it for yourself and you will be doing all that you are destined to do. The healing work is never done so long as there is a physical abode. For the physical world is a sickness in itself. It is a crust, a hardening of the arteries of God.
We in our domain can see with great sadness how deeply entrenched is this sickness. But we do not linger on the thought of the sickness. Rather, we look to the food, absorb the faculties, the qualities that are ever beyond. Look up, not down. Look to the sun. Look, at night, to the moon and the stars. Draw your strength, your vision, your hope, your life blood, from those above you, by no matter what name. You have been blessed with the implanting of a vision. Hence, you know where to look, but there are many, many others who have not the slightest idea where to look. Their vision has dimmed and dried and faded and so they have lost the hope. Where there is no hope the only avenue is outward to others like themselves. They compete and measure their actions, it is the only way that they know.
And so, the need for healing. The need for putting these truths on paper and here a thought you had a few minutes ago: Yes, your mind must be blank. Don’t try to change my words. This form of writing should remain pure. When you sit down to compose your book, your articles, then you may change and re-arrange. That is a form of writing which we need also, it is adapted to conform to your outer world. And so it is true and good, but translated so to speak for others less enlightened with the inner vision. This form of writing (or speaking should the occasion arise) is given direct. Don’t change it.
(Me: What about the tapes I want to do and the Summit Lighthouse teachings. May I, should I, translate them to ordinary outer world language?)
There will come a time for you to busy yourself with this project. It is a good one. The time is not here for this. You have more immediate concerns.
(Me: What? I thought)
Bob’s book is an important book. Sustain him. Breathe! Be! Care! Help him! I am here, too.
(Me: What about my book?)
Here, too, the time will come. Do not hurry into this. I would prefer that you help Bob right now. You have asked for him to stay and it has been granted, although the time had come for him to leave you. Now that he is staying nearby, with love, with confusions as many as he has, we have decided to use him. Now he is doing the service that should have been done initially when the Earth was first formed. The tender regards that you have given him have opened him to serve in a way he could not have served before. Allow him to join the order of Light and he will turn and help you.
(Me 8 months later on 10/21/85 - I love you my Lord of Living Light. Are you close by me now? Can I develop a relationship with you by writing?
When you awake in the morning think of me, I am here. Always. Put your feet upon the floor and move with conscious awareness of me within the nerves of your feet and body. Pick up every utensil with the thought that I am in your fingers. I breathe through your nose, I whisper through your humming. I am in every cell of your body. Closer than your hands and feet to you. Why do you question? Make your mind blank and yield. Yield to the forces of movement within you. I am the movement. Why do you hold back? See my face now before you. I am the world. I am the work. I am the birds. I am the sweetness of the air. You are not separate from me. I am the entire episode of your life. I am moving constantly as animals running in the trees, insects crawling on the ground, bees buzzing in the air. Come and join the movement of my life. Why do you sit still? Move! Move and feel the workings of my heart beat, my blood, my nerves, my mind tingling with the promise of action! Mighty is the power that I have when I am free and uninhibited by your refusal to act as my movement would have you act. Do not make the mistake of thinking I am only found in stillness. I am not dead! I am alive - more alive than you. Come my dead sister, rise and move through the day with me and I shall show you many wonders. Alive and vital signs of a long, long life. Come forth. Move with me now.
(Me: What do I watch for when I am falling out of touch with you? To catch the separation quickly?)
When you are anxious, do not permit yourself to become anxious. When you are bored, do not permit boredom to overtake you. When you are sleepy, go to bed. Do not fight the sleep. I am natural functioning and when you fight nature in you, you fight me.
(Me: What do I do when I become aware? When I remember you? When I am anxious and remember you? It is then that I have been weak and failed to correct the situation. How do I correct it?)
You do not have to change what you are doing. Your work is my work and I would have you continue. But your anxiety becomes a block to me and I do not fulfill my wishes when you become anxious. You close your pores, your nerves become insensitive to me, your back becomes tired, your channels are no longer open. You must learn to maintain quietness within as you work. Block out the outside interference and retain a calmness within. Your mind should follow the path of least resistance to my urges within. But in order to hear me, to follow my signs, you must carefully guard yourself from external influences. When I am ready to stop my work you will know for I am you and you will know the time. You often hear me but refuse to go with my flow. Carry out the natural flow and the flow must ebb and flow and when it is time to ebb, allow yourself to run down, like the robot which you are. Run down and feel the stillness within, my stillness, and feel the surge of power from me, for I am power. When power surges you feel it. When power stops you feel the mightiness of the whole. It is then that you may enjoy the respite, the tender love I have as a wellspring, an eternal and endless wellspring of love for movement - now still, now tender, now promising the peace and the virtues of wholeness. All the wholeness of my being come on you and soothe the vibrating flesh. Yet you need not separate yourself from life to enjoy me, for I am with you always. Never separate, and my peace I give unto you and you receive it well after you have completed my work. For you and I are one and when we work we must work together, else you feel separation from me. Dissatisfaction and frustration are the result of not doing what I wish us to accomplish. Do I make myself clear?
(Me: Yes, thank you.)
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I continue to be amazed at the writings that have come through me over the years. I am a normal humble human being. I do not have any super powers that I know of. But as I re-read these old journals I am reminded that there is another part of me that is mystical and beyond my understanding, that I have been separated from. It is teaching me and advising me. It gives me a good feeling when I connect with it but I keep forgetting it during my day-to-day. I forget to pay attention it and it is asking for me to remember it. Perhaps it is why we are continually urged to meditate. At least to sit in the silence with minds still and void. Perhaps this is how we reconnect with it. I share these things as a reminder that there is a part of us that we have forgotten. It behooves us to remember it. It says, " Remember, I am your REAL Self, not the false image created over time by the outer world. You do not see the separation that exists but it exists nonetheless. Your outer nature is out-nature - out of nature or out of tune with nature. Nature, my friend, is Love."
Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
7/13/20 An Interview With Higher Self
From an automatic writing session (channeling)
In the process of retyping old handwritten automatic writings from 1986, I ran across this one. I don't know why I was inspired to open the old notebooks again. I do that every once in awhile. I am led to share this one because its a revelation about the higher self. There's a lot of talk about higher self these days. What is it? Where does it come from? I asked the same questions back in the 80's. And I wrote down the answers (and the questions) in long hand on paper. There is a ton of writings this way. This was written in February 1986.
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(Me: I would like to say something to Bob that will help warm him, alleviate the pain, but I am afraid it will come out wrong. Can you write for me?)
Oh, blessed one, in thy holy aura is found the virtue of all virtues – that of giving, soothing, healing to the parts that hurt. I hear you and commend thy desire to heal. Can you treat the darkness? Is there a way to soothe away the shadows? No, my friend, the shadow must fall victim to the light – no other way remains. Cheer up, my friend, all is not lost! Thy own true loved one is but hiding 'neath the brim of that firey heat. It is not he who is hurting but the mask which covers the holy one within. Would you prevent the coming out? The delicate shoot within which is awaiting the cracking of the husk? No (I was interrupted then and didn't finish.)
(Two days later: I address you, my Higher Self. I am sorry for the interruption two days ago. I felt you several times through today. You are coming through stronger. Tingles and waves of exhilaration. I want to express my appreciation for your closeness. I could not do this except by your love and devotion to me. Can you explain who you are in terms other than “I am you?” How does this work when others read your words? Are you the same to other humans as you are to me?)
When you were a small child your parents held you in their thoughts. You reflected outwardly as you watched them in their actions. Their deeds, their responses were a picture for you to copy. The ways of the world are hard and sure, not subtle at all compared to our relationship – you and me – yet the comparison is the same. As you move through the day I am projecting images upon your inner mind – on the delicate substance of your consciousness – that which I want to do. You in turn repeat the act in your outer form. Many, many people are following my progress towards a more enlightened world, yet they know it not. The beauty of perfect harmony between cause and effect is often too far for them to reach with their conscious minds. As you write these words, your mind is turned to a half way position, like the shutters of a blind hanging over your windows. The sun’s rays are permitted entry into your room in the open position, yet as you close those same blinds the light is stopped. In the same manner does a mind open to the higher Self, whose sunlight is the power of consciousness – given unto the conscious (as you call it) part of the mind so that it may reason and cast insight onto the day by day activities which unfold and carry one to final conclusions. When you refer to the all intelligence you are using a most proper term, for there is no limit to the sea of awareness which has fathered you. You are but a tip of the proverbial iceberg so to speak, and you do not use the eternal qualities that you have at your disposal.
The air within the room is the same as the air outdoors in nature, yet when you close your blinds you cannot see. The sun is gone, shadows fill the room. You stumble and fall where, as you open the blinds once more, Lo and behold! There is Light! So, you see, my friend, you are but a tiny object conscious of your tinyness only when you open your mind to see the vastness lying beyond. But as the sun enters your little room you absorb the loveliness of the sun’s rays, you absorb the warmth, the vitality, the glow and you become in your oblivion the sun itself. Can you detect my meaning? There is no dividing line which tells that you are here and I am there, for as you open yourself to me you become Me! I am you as you are me. As I have told you before, I represent your greater attributes, yet I am not all. There is an infinity for us to draw upon. I am the greater side of your own consciousness because in your daily life you must focus (or so you believe) and there is an edge whenever a focus is brought to bear on an object. The edge represents the blinds drawn across your window to shut out the light. Can you understand?
(Me: yes, I can understand. Thank you very much. This would indicate then, that all human beings are operating off of one consciousness, is this not true?)
You know it is! The wonder that we contemplate in our domain is that this is not apparent to the vast majority instead of the small minority. The lesser minds are focused within a nutshell, shut away by their own beliefs in their separateness from life. Yet life is true to itself. It feeds all who exist and have their being with no discrimination one to another. The Light of consciousness floods the open gates, is rejected and turned back by the closed. The practice of meditation as you call it, is a fine and delicate process in the turning of the mind to stand ajar. In silence it must begin out of necessity, due to the turmoil in your society. But in time, one may while yet living in that same turmoil, begin to enjoy the peace that comes from maintaining an eternal mind that is permanently open to the greater forces of life, love, peace and harmony that is forever available to all.
Your own blessings of life have been culled by your practices of sitting in silence, performing the delicate operation of cutting away the shadows of the blinders. Your open mind draws the Light into your interior and the stars of the cosmos blink on and off to signal your retreat and your coming forth. Never allow the world to shut your doors for you. Only you should retain that privilege. Withdraw from the world when you sense confusion, withdraw from the world when you can no longer see – that is the sign that an eclipse is happening – a cover placed over your flow of Self. None of the Great White Brotherhood would stand still should a shadow cross their path. They would bolt and run at the first sign of danger. Then, when all is well, they would resume their stand and continue with the task of individual identity. Individualism is a lost art in your world. Individualism is a cause but only yet a dream, for they who would be an individual must first come to the center of self – the center of the sun. For only out of the heart of Light can individual expression show forth untainted - untainted by the confusion and thoughts of others.
(Me: Thank you for this thought. I am thinking now and therefore I have closed my mind to you, is this right? I am thinking that in order to create logic and conclusions, I must close my mind to follow logic and conclusion to an end. Is this right? Yet, why do I need an end? Why do I work to understand? You have told me that you would lead me?! There is something here that makes a difference. I would be different from other humans if I did not “think” and form conclusions. Yet, my most happy times have been when I was not thinking but enjoying the ebb and flow within and around me. This is where you are leading me, is it not? Back to the beginning where I do not “think” but act according to impulse? Human beings like to think because we like to believe that we are the creator of our life.)
Can you see so simply, beloved? I would take you by the hand and show you to the fountain of eternal life. There is no need to think. The process of life is an ongoing process that has no tomorrow. Tomorrow and yesterday do not exist, but in the mind of the one who creates an “end”. There is no end and no beginning in the eternity of Now as your Emerson has so often said. We who grow in the Light of the Great One cannot bear to terminate the glow of Life as you do so often. The rush of power which you force into your minds and bodies through the closing of the doors, is a tension that causes blockages to occur on the tiny membranes of your body. The stress which you so adroitly used in your ad [massage ad] is the very reason why we would never go back to the time period of our mortal lives. The beginning of the end comes at the point of this realization: No one can stop the flow and live!
(Me: You have pushed the edges of mind a little further than before. Thank you!)
No, you have opened your mind to encompass a greater view of the Almighty’s mind. All-intelligence implies a never-ending, no limit, supply of knowledge and light. I am feeding you as you reach with the fingers of your mind. I am the answer as you create the question. Simultaneously do the two join and become one whole. Questions are but focuses on one half, restricting knowledge from entering in. Then the release, the opening and the cry for solution. The marriage of a long lost soul with its counterpart creates a new beginning.
Why do you wonder? Have I not told you that I am here always? The day cannot turn to night lest I am there to show you the night. The morning breaks clear and sweet because I am on the horizon, riding on the sun. There is no length, no depth, no turning of a page in the consciousness of an individual that I am not there holding the lamp that you may find your way.
(Me: can you explain who are the voices speaking in “Spirit Speaks?” Are they members of the Great White Brotherhood or are they waiting embodiment? Dr. Peebles, for example, and Sole and Chief Sitting Bull once of the Sioux?)
Perfection in degrees is the answer for this day. Proper guidance will come.
(Me: Does that mean I should not ask?)
Curiosity does not become an angel of Light.
(Me: Thank you. What can I do to help my own growth today?)
We who are joined in the eternal land of livingness can see with great pain the soiling of your earth. Why do you continue to smoke? Can you not see the harm it is doing to your delicacy? Your mental control is in the canister of a nutshell. Come higher, my friend. Join with beauty and the order of togetherness in thought. Plan your day around me and I will show you many wonders. Fill the stars with your worship, the skies with your song, the trees with your laughter, the night with your …. (I trailed off).
Now you are wearing down, put aside your pen and relax with me. I will be with you throughout the evening.
(Me: Thank you.)
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I hope you enjoyed this little diversion from the more pressing matters of the day. I send blessings from our house to your house, and a wish that you all stay safe and centered. Call on your higher self and ask it questions.
While I wrote these words I was in the zone - high and mindless - but I had my own thought process going on too. It was a co-creative effort. Like a merge. Writing was a way of grounding my high ethereal thoughts. It helped me to stay sane during a very wild time of going out-of-body a lot. I thought at first it was my imagination and I couldn't appreciate what was said until weeks, sometimes months later. I would put the writings away in the filing cabinet and forgot about them. But slowly, gradually, when re-reading them I was able to appreciate the beauty in the words. They were beautiful words. They came through my hand and pen onto paper, but they didn't come from me.
I am now learning that many people have done this, starting around the same time, in the 1970's and '80s, and a smattering appeared in the 1940's, 50's and 60's. There has been a gradual increase and today there are so many channeled writings coming throughi t is amazing. Especially among the younger generation. Young masters are here in our midst. We are in a massive shift in consciousness evolution. Human beings are opening to the light. Spirit channeling comes through the computer keyboard too. I do sometimes.
Awareness is spreading out into the collective consciousness. A unifying merge is taking place. By reading what others are saying we are plugging in and expanding our own consciousness. Every morning I check in with certain websites to see what was posted overnight. There is only one supreme consciousness which is infinite and eternal, but each of us contributing our own personal unique experience to it. We are growing to become masters in our own right. We are each growing our individualities by being separate from the allness. We feel isolated and lonely. We don't know who we really are or where we came from. This is so we can focus on discovering our Self - our Higher Self - through our own resources. But at the same time we are linked in to the one supreme consciousness.
In closing, here is short easy meditation that was given to me just this morning. It straightens and balances your vertical up-and-down central column.
Best done sitting down comfortably. Close your eyes. Imagine the sun shining brilliantly, blindingly above you overhead. Imagine it so bright that it hurts your eyes. Work at this, it creates a focus of photon energy which anchors you into the sky. Then imagine a sun in the center of the Earth. It is not as blindingly bright but it is a sun nonetheless. It is a focus to anchor you into the Earth.
Then do 20 slow, easy inhales and exhales, counting on your fingers - 10 up and 10 back.
Inhale the sun in the sky down through you to the sun in the Earth. Exhale from the Earth up through you to the sun in the sky. While inhaling think, "From Father Sun to Mother Earth with love. On the exhale, "From Mother Earth back to Father Sun with love."
Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
7/10/20 The Forbidden Female Speaks - Mary Magdalene
Channeled through Pamela Kribbe at www.Jeshua.net
Dear friends, I am Mary. I am the mother of Jeshua and I represent the mother archetype in your tradition. In that tradition, the energy of the mother has become distorted and debased, and this wound affects both men and women, boys and girls. Motherhood is creative in a receptive way. As a mother, you will receive a child into your womb, and you become a channel for a new soul onto Earth. You become physically attached to the child who comes through you; however, detachment begins at birth where you let the new child be its own unique self when you sever the umbilical cord.
The creativity of a mother includes letting go, even though the deepest fusion has taken place when the child is budding in the mother’s womb where it is physically surrounded and nourished. Although this deep fusion has taken place, inevitably, there is also a letting go by allowing the child to complete its way in life in its own unique manner. In this way, motherhood carries two extremes within it: on the one hand, bonding and fusion, and on the other hand, letting go and nurturing the unique qualities of another person.
In your tradition, women were usually limited to their role as mother. They could hardly develop in other areas, since there was too little opportunity for that to happen. They could rarely show their passion and inspiration, their male energy. They were pushed one-sidedly into the role of mother and, therefore, they became excessively attached to their children. They identified so strongly with their motherhood that it was almost impossible for them to let go of their child and, thus, to let the child follow its own unique path. In short, this led to a stifling maternal role that smothered the child.
Traditionally, the father was absent. He was not allowed to play a nurturing, responsible role within the family. His role was outside the family: he was supposed to work and perform in the world. He needed to be a “man”, which meant he had to suppress his sensitive nature. In this way, the absent father was born, and this again had an impact on the child. The family circumstances did not allow the child to free itself and, with the help of the father, to move away from the tight family structure in order to go its own way.
The whole family structure has become distorted in your tradition, with the result that children such as you and the generations before you: your parents have inherited an unbalanced picture of the father and mother energies, of the male and female energies. And sooner or later, when in relationships with others, this distortion has its effect.
If you are very strongly identified with the father energy especially with the absent father you will have trouble connecting deeply and emotionally with another; you do not have a good example of how that relationship works. In those who fear bonding and merging, there also lives the fear of the stifling mother energy, the reverse side of the absent father. This combined effect can lead to a repeated pattern where you fear bonding with someone for fear of being swallowed up by that relationship and also of being unable to travel your own path within that relationship; in short, a fear of bonding deeply with another.
If, on the other hand, you strongly identify with the mother energy if you have a strong bonding with the mother energy of the past then you throw yourself into a relationship and you are afraid of losing the other person. You are afraid of being abandoned, and so the other becomes the beacon to which you cling. In women and men with separation anxiety there is often a father who was absent, someone they look for their entire lives. They are seeking a haven of safety and independence they are missing in themselves. If they meet someone who seems to represent this beacon, they will easily lose themselves in their feelings for that person. This need creates a pattern of excessive needing to merge with another; it lays claim to the relationship, a destructive claim that will eventually lead to conflict and betrayal.
So, you can see how you stand in a tradition of distortions relating to both the father and the mother energies. Although these patterns may seem to be something abstract, they play out quite concretely in your personal life.
I ask you to now connect inwardly with the primal energy of the father, with the cosmic father energy. That primal energy of the father is an energy of protection, strength, wisdom, and overview. Call up that energy, it is available to you. No matter how your biological father acted in life, that father energy is now available to you. What is required of you is to develop that energy in your earthly life. Become aware of the father energy, which you need to walk your path in life in a calm, effective way. You might see a picture of a father figure before you. Ask for an image or a feeling or an energy with which you can identify; whatever image comes to you will work for you.
The father relates to boundaries. He makes distinctions wherever things should be differentiated. He defends you against excessive fusion, against connecting with others where you may overly lose yourself and give yourself away. The father energy helps you to embrace your individuality. You are, as yourself, a unique person; you are not like anyone else, and that individuality is necessary. It belongs to you and wants to be addressed by you, so that you respect your individuality, and, in that way, make your own decisions and your own choices, choices that reflect you. The father inside you knows this and will guide you in this; he cares for you.
I ask you to now connect with the mother energy. Not so much with the energy of your biological mother, but with the cosmic mother energy, which is present in the universe and with which you are connected because you are part of Creation. You are born from both mother and father energies. The true mother energy is loving and supportive with great gentleness, but it lets you go. It does not want to bind you or restrain you, but lets you be free, while she always accompanies and supports you in everything you do.
Experience, if you can, this gentle love in your heart. It is as if you are being held by a hand of love that is always open; an open hand from which you are allowed to fly away, but a hand that is always there for you, simply to love you without coercion, without excessive binding. Try, if you can, to feel this mother energy in you, maybe in the form of a picture of a woman or a female guide, or else through a color or a feeling. Allow yourself to receive this energy so you have what you need to feel safe, secure, accepted; to feel nourished by the love of the universe.
Feel surrounded by the original father and mother energies and realize that you are in a tradition in which these energies have become distorted and debased. However, you are not only a victim, you are also a creator. You come to bring something new onto Earth, which means, among other things, that you will help to restore the balance between father and mother energies, because you are a soul that includes both energies. In the consciousness process that is now taking place on Earth, it is the intention that you, as a soul, awaken the original energies of the father and the mother, and the force of love, all of which are within you.
This process supports you and helps you to fulfill and manifest your potential. It connects your soul with the Earth and, at the same time, it helps others. The more you bring into balance and harmony the old, distorted energies within you, the more light you radiate to others. It is this inner process that is the most essential; it is where real magic takes place. What derives from it outwardly, what your role is in this world, how you live, with whom and how, all that is secondary. The real issue in this life, which is this inner process, is an alchemical process in which your old, distorted energies transform into a new reality.
You all desire to take a step forward, which is in the spirit of the times, and which was also your intention as a soul when you started on this journey, this incarnation. Feel how you possess powers to bring about a new consciousness in this world. Feel how you yourself are the seed for this renewal. Yes, you carry old energies in you: fears, scars, and pain from this life, and also from previous lives. But realize there is now so much power present in you that the new can be victorious. In a sense, you are being born anew.
What happens in life is that you are first the receiver of a tradition. You absorb it as a child in your youth and even still later. In that sense, you are a victim of the past, because you are not immediately in a position to process that tradition completely, to see through it, and to bring it to the light of your consciousness. In almost every human life there will be a crisis that confronts you with choices where you are challenged and when life becomes painful. But this can be a constructive process, because your soul guides you through it. Your soul wants you to be creative; it wants to work with you so you are more in balance and harmony, so you connect Heaven with Earth, and in this way you help to give form to a new Earth.
I thank you for your presence here, and on Earth at this time. You are making a difference. I salute you.
Mary Magdalene
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Nancy speaking: Over the last 50 years of my life I have studied with the galactics and the ascended masters interdimensionally. Through prayer, meditation, spiritual communication, channeling, automatic writing, resources, friends, inexplicable surprise contacts, rare book finds, and more. It is only through comparisons that I have learned about the distortions that Mary describes. Otherwise, I would never have known there was anything wrong with the human race. It is what is, as most people would say.
But I know better. There is more to this story, far more, and I've been wanting to address it in writing. But every time I try, it ends up sounding like me complaining about men again. So when I ran across this transmission from Mary Magdalene by Pamela Kribbe, posted yesterday, I thought "Magnificent!" She says it so much better.
Pamela offers a book entitled "The Forbidden Female Speaks" which is based on her conversations with Mary Magdalene. The Christian tradition has portrayed Mary as wild, free, sinful, and therefore forbidden to speak or be recognized. How did it go so wrong? That women were so underrated? And that men and women both would suffer so much abuse, degradation and disempowerment? The story is not pretty.
Today I posted an update from Ashtar. You might want to take a look - or not. The link is here: http://www.galacticfederation-naplesfl.org/ He is giving an update about the war going on between dark ETs on the planet and the light ETs of the Galactic Federation. Ashtar is the commander of the Galactic Federation of Light. He provides a much broader perspective than we have down here on the ground with our narrow focus on what interests us personally. It takes the right person to channel such information. My brain would not have been a good channel to receive it. Sharon Stewart's website is becoming very popular since she started posting information channeling her twin flame, Ivo of Vega. She now channels other galactic entities. The story is disturbing so a warning is advised. There are many who are not ready to hear this. They have not been prepared.
I am only including it now because it dovetails so well with Mary's message above. Both messages appeared on the same day through different channels and websites. So much information is coming in. Learning about how bad it is here on Earth that is not being reported, helps us to understand. It is important to recognize the "bad". We need to let it in. Many of us don't want to. I didn't for a long, long time. Even today I prefer to focus only on love and light, but the truth is slowly gaining ground. It is seeping into the minds of people. We are being prepared. We are starting to get it. It is an individual enlightening process. The mainstream is still reporting the same story - rises in covid, covid is declining, covid is rising, now covid is flattening, masks are not mandated, masks are mandated.
Meanwhile the bigger picture is playing out and there is news being broadcast interdimensionally across the planet. People are getting it in spite of themselves. It's a complex story that is surfacing. Many are being prepared for work in their own unique branch of skill and interest. Just as light forces have infiltrated every field of endeavor on Earth including politics, FBI, CIA, the cabal, so have advanced souls of light infiltrated the sex field. There are many attempting to bring warm, nurturing, healthy love back into family lives, man-woman relationships, individual sex lives, which have been unknowingly led down distorted and sinister paths. Our ancestors didn't know and their ancestors didn't know, so why are we suddenly being exposed to it now?
Keep hearts and minds open, there is more to come. Blessings, love and light, and a smattering of truth sprinkled in. Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and me!
7/5/20 How to Access the 5th Dimension - aka the Kingdom of Heaven
A Live Interview With Eckhart Tolle
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EwzvKF-o_Y
Following is a transcription of a portion of the interview by Russell Brand, which was posted last week. Eckhart Tolle is a well-known spiritual teacher and the best-selling author of "A New Earth". He is a German-born resident of Canada, now age 72. In 2008 the New York Times called him the most popular spiritual author in the United States. Although I (Nancy) had never read him, I accidentally stumbled upon this interview and something made me stop and listen. I ended up transcribing a portion of it because he explains what I call the 5th dimension so well, as I experience it myself. Language is a barrier to understanding the 5th dimension yet everyone has experienced it. In my opinion, Tolle has done a wonderful job of putting it into words, so I want to share. Google his Wikipedia page. He was deeply depressed as a young man and at age 29 he was unbearable depressed and near suicide when he woke the next morning with a deep sense of peace. He experienced an epiphany, miraculous, walking the street the peace continued. I have slightly modified his words, since he rambled and stumbled while seeking the right words to use, but I felt it was OK to do. The transcription is between minute 17 and 51 on the nearly two hour tape.
Eckhart Tolle
"Ultimately it all boils down to one thing - you identify with your thoughts. Plus your emotions that go with those thoughts. When you first move in [as a newborn] it seems like identification with all kinds of different things out there. But when you look at it more closely all these different things the ego identifies with are all experienced as thought forms. So the ego then, the essence of ego you could say, is complete identification with thoughts. The recurring thoughts in your mind tells you who you are. That's the ego. And for people who are unconscious of that, they are so in the grip of these thought forms that they are virtually asleep. There's nobody there other than the stream of thoughts - the deep phantom self.
So waking up means to suddenly recognize that the thoughts that go through your head continuously, and also the emotions that reflect those thoughts, are not who you are. So the first beginning of awakening, spiritual awakening I could say, is to recognize that thoughts are continuously arising in your mind. And for a moment you have stepped out of that stream of continuously arising thoughts. You recognize it. It's a stepping back, before your consciousness is completely absorbed by these continuously arising thought forms.
You couldn't do that if you were in the grip of a stream of thinking that never stops except when you go to sleep and you're hardly aware of your surroundings. Everything you see you interpret through this stream of thought which is ego. This entity is ultimately a fiction. And when you're faced with some kind of adversity or challenge in your life, the ego becomes very unhappy. The ego gets agitated. The adversary makes you very deeply unhappy and negatively reactive. It creates a lot of suffering, an enormous amount of suffering.
But even at the best of times the ego needs some kind of antagonist. It needs always the "other" because it defines itself through the other. What is different from me? What is not me? It needs not only the other, it needs to emphasize the "otherness" of the other so you have an encapsulated sense of self that depends on the "other's" survival. Ultimately the ego needs the enemy. It needs the enemy because its identity would begin to dissolve without the "other" to define itself.
For example, let's say in the case of race there's a person whose ego is to a large extent defined by their race, whether black or white or yellow or whatever. That is only possible when a certain segment of people around you are of a different race. Then you can define your ego through identification with those others. Ego seeks enemies. What is implied in that is unfortunate for ego seeks superiorities. It needs to find someone inferior. It needs to tell itself that it is superior to somebody else. So if you identify with the essence of racism, it begins in the human mind as a thought form. When you first become aware as a newborn you identify with all kinds of different things outside of self and it is experienced as thought forms. The ego builds through identification with thoughts, and these recurring thoughts in your mind tell you who you are. That's the ego. That's where it starts.
Before racism becomes externalized as behavior and then externalized further to manifest in the form of economic and social institutions - before all that happens the root of racism must be sought in the human mind, in ego that was built from a stream of thought forms. That's where it starts.
How does it start? It starts with identification with a thought form that says, "This is me, I'm this color, and there's the other which is less than me or not me." It starts with that. And that's a terrible thing. The ego does that. Whenever you do that, it's not just race, that's just one example. There are many other ways in which the ego does that. A person who is talking in the grip of the ego cannot lead you. When you talk to this person, when you come together, this person sees you through an image that he or she has built in their mind. Their ego has created an image of you that you represent. Very quickly they create an image. They cannot relate to you as an equal. They relate to their own mental image of you. And that's a terrible thing to do to a human being.
What you are actually doing is you're imposing an identity on the other, and see the other through this fiction of an identity. And so you are never meeting the human being at all. You're only meeting the constructs of your mind. So there's always the total separation of the other. What makes a human being great are qualities like empathy, compassion, love - but these qualities cannot arise when you're trapped in this false ego sense of superior self. The ego doesn't want these things like empathy, compassion, love. It cannot survive these things. So it's a false sense of self that people live through.
How does one change?
The awakening can begin with realizing that you are not the thoughts that go through your mind. That's the beginning. Now what has arisen at that moment of realizing? Awareness. Suddenly you realize that there is a dimension of consciousness in you that's not thinking, but just conscious. That is the awakening. When you realize that, you are underneath it all. You are underneath all your sense perceptions, all your thoughts, all your identification with "others". Underneath it all there's this vast realm of conscious presence, which is you. There's a presence there without which you wouldn't be able to perceive anything or identify with anything. You wouldn't be able to think anything without this presence. It arises.
It's a little bit like, I compare it sometimes to living on the surface of the ocean. You're a little ripple on the surface of the ocean. This ripple only knows itself as a ripple and it looks at other ripples and sometimes feels threatened by other ripples or wants to use other ripples to enhance its own sense of self. It's always fearful and always compares itself to other ripples. It's a very unpleasant and frustrating way to live. It hasn't realized the depth of its being, because the ripple is only a temporary expression of the vastness of the ocean. But it doesn't know that. If the ripple would stop thinking for a moment, using this as an analogy of a human being, it comes to a sensation of the stream of thinking. And this is the key.
What's left when you're not thinking about your history, your personal history or the future? You're just becoming aware of this moment, your self, this moment. What is that self? It's no longer the historical self. It can't say very much about itself. There is an underlying sense of presence, of alive conscious presence. It's still, but it's alive. And there's not much you can say about it. It's always been there but it's been continuously overlooked. It's been overlooked because sensory perception and thought, especially thought activity, is so noisy that you are not aware of that underlying dimension.
It's a little bit like, let's say one could use another analogy. This is a strange analogy. Let's say you are a room. And the room wants to know who am I? So the room would say, "Well, there's this furniture here, there's a sofa, a chair, a table, and there's a wall and a ceiling and a floor, and there's this and that, and that's me." It would describe itself in terms of content. The content. And then you ask the room is there anything that you have missed that you are? The room would say, No, because it would be looking for more content. "No, I've listed all that I am. This is all the content, that's what I am."
Haven't you missed the essence that you are? And that's the space that's in this room. It's not the room, it's not the content in the room, it's the space of this room. That's the essence. But the room has never been aware of that. That its essence is this space that can never be destroyed and is actually timeless. And in this analogy, that space is the space of consciousness within you.
So you are not the content of your mind, ultimately. Because the content of your mind is your form identity. That includes all the things that constitute who you are on the level of form, which is the body. Things you interact with. All the things that sense perception and thoughts create. Every thought is a thought form. So you on that level are a form. There's nothing wrong with form identity. You have to honor your form identity, acknowledge it, honor it. You can honor your form identity also racially. You can honor the color of your skin, and perhaps the cultural things that you associate with your ancestors. You can honor all that but if that is all you know, it's not enough.
You have this that still keeps you trapped in a very limited sense of self. You continue to still need the "other" to be in some way inferior to you in whatever way. On the one hand you honor the world of form and your form identity. Your body also. You don't say, "Oh, I no longer believe that I'm my body, I'm not paying attention." No, you honor your body. You give it food, exercise, nutrition. You do the best you can. You honor it. But you're not confined by it because you realize that all of that has to do with the CONTENT of consciousness - the CONTENT of your room. I call it sometimes object consciousness.
Those are the two dimensions in your life. You have object consciousness which is all the things that rise in your mind, and every thought is an object. It's a form that arises. Every emotion is a form that arises. All this is object consciousness, and that's the content of your life. Your form life consists of this. Lots of things continuously arising and subsiding, arising and subsiding. It's object consciousness, content consciousness. For most people that's all they ever know in their life. And when this is all you know and you know nothing else, you do not know the deeper dimension which I call - it sounds a little bit like science fiction - I call it space consciousness.
So you have object consciousness and you have space consciousness. Object consciousness, which is your daily life of form, is frustrating if you don't know yourself as the underlying space consciousness. To only inhabit object consciousness is very frustrating because object consciousness is never satisfying for very long. It is continuously challenging. Very frustrating. One damn thing after another arises. You sort out one thing in your life and another problem crops up. You never arrive, when you only live in object consciousness. You have a feeling you never arrive anywhere. You're always trying to get somewhere. You never feel, "I have arrived" and if you do it's very short-lived. And then you realize, Well, no, I haven't arrived. Whether that's fame, or some kind of achievement, or getting this or that, or falling in love.
The feeling "I have arrived!" when you fall in love. No, you haven't. You haven't. The same person that gives you the illusion that you have arrived because you've fallen in love and this person makes you happy, two years later this same person makes you unhappy. You haven't arrived. It's a wedding and divorce. It's very common. Nothing satisfies you for very long and "things" continuously lead you.
The Buddha talked about all that when he talked about the impermanence of all things. So this is object consciousness. Object consciousness is frustrating and ultimately, as you grow older, you become more and more disillusioned with the world. You become jaded. Some often become bitter and resentful. You've seen it all. All your opinions are very rigid and fixed. You know it all and you've seen it all. "Don't tell me about this. I know." You have predictable reactions because you have missed the most important thing in human life, which is the awareness of space consciousness. And when I say the awareness of space consciousness, it's an error through language.
Language has a subject and an object, but not in the awareness of space consciousness. Awareness IS the space consciousness. Space consciousness is so simple to become aware of. In a moment of no-thought when you haven't fallen asleep yet, you haven't fallen below thought you're - I call it rising above thinking. Like right now in this moment I can see you [referring to the interviewer Russell Brand] in this moment you are present but not thinking. There's nothing to think about. And in this moment I am present but not thinking. I'm not preparing the next thing I'm going to say. It just comes out. And you're not preparing the next question you're going to ask me. It'll come. You don't need to prepare it. So you become familiar with that state of spacious awareness. That is your essence identity. To be rooted in that is ultimately very simple, I don't know why they don't teach it in school. I mean, the most important life in this room is the transcendent dimension of life where you are.
To find all the ancient teachings, using different terms and different words, they all point to this possibility of realizing the transcendent dimension of who you are. Whether the Buddha calls it - the Buddha actually calls it (word ?). The translation is emptiness. But a better translation would be spaciousness. That's the essence of who you are (word ?) spaciousness. Jesus talks about the kingdom of heaven, which in my translation is - I translate kingdom as dimension, and heaven which is when you look up at the sky, that's the closest thing you can get through spaciousness in the sense-perceived world - the closest thing you can get to spaciousness when you look at the vastness of the sky or heaven. In many languages heaven and sky are the same word. So when you look at the vastness of sky, which is vast spaciousness, so the kingdom of heaven is the dimension of spaciousness. It's a dimension of consciousness that is possible to realize and it's not hugely difficult.
This is why when they asked Jesus, Where is the kingdom of heaven? When is it going to come? And he said the kingdom of heaven cannot come with signs to be perceived. You cannot say it's over here or over there, because the kingdom of heaven is within you. In fact he would say it is the essence of who you are. Consciousness is, but it's not only the essence of who you are, it's the essence of the universe itself because you are just a microcosm of the universe. So when you realize the essence of who you are, the universe is realizing its own essence through you, this little thing, through you. It's such an amazing thing. Why this is not common knowledge, I don't know.
You have been asleep. Occasionally people, awake people, where they are teachers and there are others we've never heard of I'm sure, quite a few that we never heard of, that perhaps only were able to teach one or two people. And teach simply means to point the way. Just go there [he is pointing]. Teaching in the spiritual sense does not mean to add content to your mind. Normally, when we say "teach" you add content to the mind. But spiritual teaching, one could almost say, is to remove content. And to realize that beyond the content of your mind there's a vast dimension of spacious presence. And once you awaken to that it's a simple thing to become aware of a gap between two thoughts. Become aware that when you first look at something, let's say that you go out into nature and you look up at a tree. Always in the first moment of looking there's no mental thought because you're just there as a presence taking in the sense perception.
Two seconds later perhaps, the mind begins to interpret it and say something about it. But if you can catch the first moment whenever you use your sense perception, you're listening to something, maybe a song suddenly arises and you pay attention and you listen, in that moment when you first look at something you can become aware. It's a natural arising of spaciousness. You don't have to do a spiritual practice when you become aware of that. And when you become aware of that in the first moment of sensory perception, there's no mental interpretation yet of the sensory perception. When you become aware of that, that can actually be prolonged automatically, that interval before you name it, before you classify it, before you interpret it. There's an interval of still, spacious presence that makes your whole life much more deeply enjoyable. You begin to actually enjoy this world of form which is the object consciousness.
Why do you enjoy the world of form more now? Because you are no longer dependent on it [form] for your deep sense of joy and satisfaction. You're no longer at the mercy at what's either happening or not happening in your life, so you can allow this present moment to be as it is because it already is. It would be madness to fight what is. Then, in that presence, you can take steps and change things. This is where all intuition arises, from that spacious presence, and where all creativity arises from that spacious presence, and what we call wisdom.
Wisdom is a deeper intelligence, not just the analytical intelligence where bank accounts are measured or IQ tests are taken. That's not of intelligence, the IQ tests. By the way, I can't do IQ tests. I give up every time I see an IQ test and I say, What is this? My mind just doesn't go there. It's a small aspect of intelligence. But there's more. What the world needs is not more knowledge, not more intelligence, because if there's only intelligence without awareness, that leads to destructiveness. You need intelligence to build atom bombs. You need intelligence to build nuclear chemical weapons, you need intelligence to build the most absurd things. You need intelligence to do that but there's no wisdom there.
The world is full of intelligent people but not much wisdom. And if that continues - science for example is only a more focused way of the mind being applied. Science without wisdom is intelligence without wisdom and if that continues it will ultimately lead to disaster. So this waking up is vital. And it's not hugely difficult. I don't understand why, well maybe I do understand, because there's a gravitational pull of thousands of years of evolution of ego rising, so there's thousands of years we carry around, and it's an amazing thing that there are human beings now awakening. I believe there are more than ever human beings who are awakening.
You are doing an important work [speaking to the interviewer]. What you do is an important part of that because you are bringing consciousness to the world. And it's the one thing that the world desperately needs. I don't know where what's happening now is going. You asked when we started, you asked about the events that are happening now. And of course the answer is, they can either go into egoic channels and create more havoc -- but eventually that's fine too because eventually that too will awaken you. It just means more suffering has to come first. Or it may be possible that people who want to bring about change, those who are more conscious, and I would love to see that happen, when I see people demonstrating peacefully it is a wonderful thing. Just peaceful demonstrations where people are, you know, peaceful demonstrations do not demonize other human beings. That's an important thing. If you start demonizing groups of humans, for example, that is ego. That is to satisfy the ego. It is so satisfying to the ego. It can say, "Well look at these inferior people." It inflates the ego. It demonizes groups of people.
The police - there's a lot that needs to be changed where policing - and there are policemen who are with ego, women too, who can get enormous satisfaction from the power they have. There are ego knots that you are very unconscious of, but to say that all police are evil is just totally absurd. There are many good human beings that do a very difficult job. And yes, we need to change the whole structure in the way that it is done. That's necessary. But then if we go further than that, then you go into another trap, the egoic trap, and we go totally astray.
But that's fine too, if that has to happen. Then we will regress and regression in consciousness is also a way of evolving. It's an interesting fact that the universe evolves not through order. The playing between order and disorder, order and chaos, cosmos and chaos. Cosmos means order. Chaos means disorder. So we need the two operating continuously, both in a person's life and in the life of the collective. We always think, of course, we should strive for order in our lives. It's good to just strive for building things up, creating things, it's all part of order. Creating things, building things up, and so on. But no matter whether you should strive for order, no matter how much you strive, you will encounter the eruption of disorder into your life one way or another. It will, it cannot do otherwise, because that's how the universe evolves. Chaos, everything.
When I walk in the forest here, the forest is a coming together of chaos and order because, when you look at the soil, it's full of decaying plants. It's death everywhere. Everything. All the vegetation, the soil, the scent that emanates from the soil, it's decaying matter. Something dissolving. But the decaying matter is the food for the new life that's arising. The two go together. And on a human level, the evolution of consciousness often needs a regression into disorder because, before a new level of consciousness can be reached, in my own life also I had to go into despair. I had to fall into near suicide before an awakening happened. It was necessary. My life was just falling apart in my mind. It was. I couldn't take it any more. Complete chaos. And it was. So it is often the case that the regression is necessary for the next level of evolution to happen. And whether this is happening now, we'll wait and have to see.
But sometimes it is possible for evolution also to happen without the regression some times. But where we are now, it doesn't matter where it is, I see the whole in the long term. I'm very optimistic about the evolution of human consciousness. Not necessarily short-term, on a short-term undecided, but I'm long-term optimistic because I know that the evolution of consciousness is inevitable. Because the entire purpose of the universe is the evolution of consciousness. The universe is an awakening being. It is one being manifesting through countless forms of life. But every form of life, whether it is a person, an animal, a tree, every form of life is a temporary expression that the one underlying being has taken. So there's this.
And gradually this one underlying being is in the process of creating this universe. It would be wrong to believe that the creation of the world is already finished. Or that the creation of humans is finished. If humans are a finished product, it would be very sad. You'd ask, can't God do better than that? But humans are an awakening species. And that's fine. So I'm quite happy with the way things are going. If we need regression there's a French expression (word ?) which means something like "to step back in order to jump better." When you want to jump you have to go back first and then you jump. Often the regressive step is necessary, but perhaps not always necessary. So we'll have to see. "
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Namaste from the ascended masters, celestials, angelics, galactics, and mes!
7/2/20 - And the People Stayed Home
A poem by Kitty O'Meara
"And the people stayed home. And read books, and listened, and rested, and exercised, and made art, and played games, and learned new ways of being, and were still. And listened more deeply. Some meditated, some prayed, some danced. Some met their shadows. And the people began to think differently. And the people healed. And, in the absence of people living in ignorant, dangerous, mindless, and heartless ways, the earth began to heal. And when the danger passed, and the people joined together again, they grieved their losses, and made new choices, and dreamed new images, and created new ways to live and heal the earth fully, as they had been healed."
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This poem by Kitty O'Meara, inspired by the coronavirus pandemic and the helplessness of being unable to work in palliative care, went viral in three days after being posted on her Facebook page. It was picked up by Instagram, Twitter and Youtube. It seems to have hit home. It reveals a collective hope that something good will came out of this time spent apart, isolated from each other.
On the same day that the poem arrived from a friend, I found the article below about "Being the Big Love" from the Council of Light. Following Kitty O'Meara's poignant poem, it seemed to be the answer, the promise of things to come. So I thought to partner them together and send it out in a goddess newsletter. I've been in overwhelm lately because I've been attending night classes (on the astral plane) and have been receiving so much information I seem unable to step down from the peaceful awareness of love and hope and good will and the togetherness that is coming soon, after this is over.
Be the Big Love
from the Council of Light
by Dean & Rebecca
http://www.heartlight.ca
Dear One,
You are learning about the Big Love. The kind that isnt so messy or complex or riddled with entanglements. Big Love is the one that blends polarities and sees as God sees and knows as God knows. In the world of opposites, it is hard to reach. In the world of higher perspective, it is natural. It is time to be your natural self, outside of the clash of polarities. You have learned what it is you needed to learn. It is a painful way to experience, but the advancements are strong because you have something to push against on either side of the spectrum. But the clash of opposites is in its final eruption. Do what you can to stay neutral and in full remembrance of who you really are. Need we remind you of that, you awesome Divine Spark, you?!
These are difficult times of potential tearing and angst and grief. Allow those true emotions to rise and heal your role in any of it by intending that your karmic story, while being acknowledged, is cleared and forgiven. You have been it all, which is part of the Grand Design. You did well, faithful servant, and now it is time to assume your own crown - your own place as a God expression here and now. Are you beginning to really feel that inside? If you forgot, just get quieter. It is there. Your remembering is connecting you to your infinity: that which has no bounds or restraints. It is boundlessly free. Isnt that what your true heart has always yearned for? It is because it is your greatest truth.
One who remembers does not judge or condemn those who do not. The biggest compassion for all is being called for now. Every single aspect of this grand, complex universe is to be viewed with Divine Neutral, Compassionate Perspective. It is more complex and more historied and more embattled than you could ever have imagined. It is the oppression and innocence that has kept it from you. Now it is time to wake up to the truth of every aspect in order for you to bring it to light of consciousness. You cannot fully acknowledge and assume the higher perspective if you only look at the blades of grass. There is oh-so-much more to comprehend. If you are to assume your true role, you must rise up in understanding, perspective, responsibility, consciousness and ability to embody unconditional love for all. This is the Big Love.
You are rising into Divine Consciousness within your human body. No mean feat! You must navigate the previous limitations of your life experience and physical body and unruly emotions and restricted mental capacity and perceptionsto realize you are oh-so-much-more than you ever conceived. The glass ceiling and bubble and bushel basket has been smashed and you are about to experience your true self! Sohow will you know you are there?
You will feel a deep inner stirring. You will begin to feel differently. You will feel like your eyesight is changingfuzzy at first and then new colours and shapes will arise. Your inner sight will do the same and the two will mergeyou will be seeing more, seeing differently in colour and shape, perceiving interdimensionally. Your hearing will do the samethose high pitched sounds will begin to communicate and your inner and outer hearing will merge. Your feelings will become more heightened as a languagenot tsunamis of pain from your own experience, but a language of knowing that steers you through the world. You can feel what is right and where to go and what is being communicated. Your feelings become part of your visual, auditory, sensory language.
You will come to live in the creation of your imagination. You will experience the purpose and bliss of creation for the benefit of the whole. You will have more energy as you tap into universal energy and are no longer engulfed in the density. Your will feel lighter and more nimble and resilient physically. Healing will take place naturally and with focused intent. You will rise up in every wayin a knowingness of synchronicities and interactions with other equals as you join with your Soul Family contingent. Your mission will be clear and your role in it a perfect fit of equals as the need for leaders and followers shifts into equanimity of awesome contributors to the whole. It is everything your heart has desired without daring to ever conceive it could be possible. Well, it is all on its way. Including blissful streams of joy and abundance and purposethere will no longer be a feeling of futility about anything. All will be about the Big Love and conscious evolution.
So, while the external world is in the weeping and gnashing of the teeth stage, rest in the expanse of your kind, compassionate and grateful heart. Do whatever you are called upon to do to assist, and rest in deep compassion for this great evolutionary step of human consciousnessand contribute to its miraculous unfoldment. The outcome is assured, the path and timing of its inevitability, is up to each in their contribution to the wholeas the lightworkers of the world unite to show the way.
Yes, you are that powerful, that humble and that magnificent to co-create the heavenly outcome. Be stalwart on the journey. Live now as the radiant beacon of peace, love and light that you are, for many gather with you in this great shared purpose. You are all you ever have sought, this is the greatest mystery of all.
With abiding love and reverence, we are, The Council of Light Within
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Nancy speaking again: Keep the faith and know that many galactic beings are here working behind the scenes on our behalf. We are not aware of them because mainstream news does not want us to know about it, and blocks it. As Commander Ashian of the Galactic Federation of Light said in a recent channeling through Jennifer Crokaert, "We are%2